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He Doesn't Deserve You | A Jeon Jungkook Series | Chapter Six

Summary: Taehyung gets careless and breaks your heart yet again. Pairing: f!reader x Jungkook Word Count: 2.2K~ Warnings: Talks of Cancer, money struggles and past abuse but nothing crazy. a/n: Again it's taken me over two weeks to get a chapter out so I'm sorry! It's just a little one to focus on Jungkook a little bit but he'll go more into depth later on in the story so this is just a little taste. Hope you like it! Start from the beginning

Walking into the Blue Pearl feels like going back in time again, except this time it feels warm and welcoming and seeing the sight of Rae's face light up at the sight of me makes the struggles of the past fade to black, solely focusing on the events of tonight.

"Hey stranger, it's about time your fine ass showed up again, the usual?" she questions sending me a wink and I nod as a way to answer her question. "Sorry, life has been hectic lately. How are you? How's the Pearl?" I ask after having learned that she's co owner and has devoted a lot of blood sweat and tears into this place.

"She's staying afloat. Luckily we haven't had too many rowdy groups lately so no big bar fights or anything exciting like that" she jokes while she places my Slut Puppy on the counter in front of me.

"To what do I owe the pleasure of being graced with your presence my lady?" she teases while cleaning up the tools she used to make my drink. "I'm meeting Jungkook, but I also wanted to see you because I miss your cute face" I say giving her a wink like she had to me.

"Girl you're horrible at flirting you know that right?" she laughs, leaving my cheeks heating up at the embarrassment. "But I'll give you bonus points because you're adorable" she says before going to tend to another patron.

"She's right you know" I hear a melodic voice say behind me, making me jump before turning around to face the owner of said voice seeing that it's a man with an alluring look that could charm any woman or man with a simple glance.

"I'm sorry what?" I ask, blinking a few times to regain touch with reality. "I said she's right you know? Because you really are adorable" he says making my cheeks heat up again, leaving me frozen and not knowing how to respond to his playful nature.

"I'm Jimin" he says offering his hand to me and I place mine in his. "I'm y/n" I say just loud enough for him to hear over the sound of the people around us. "Well Miss y/n mind if I sit with you?" he asks politely, making me think twice about how to shoot him down.

"I mind" I hear a recognizable deep voice say behind me, again making me jump at the sound. "Is she yours?" Jimin asks the newcomer and I hold my breath waiting for him answer.

"Yeah she is so I suggest you go find a seat somewhere else" he says while placing a protective hand on my forearm making my body shiver at the feeling of his cold fingers on my skin.

"Right. Nice meeting you y/n" he says giving me those bedroom eyes leaving me widening mine in response and he simply smiles at my clearly flustered reaction and continues on his way.

"Are you okay Noona?" Jungkook says while coming around to face me and sit on the stool that Jimin had been asking to sit on just moments ago.

"Yeah I'm fine, he was harmless" I respond, smiling at him as he looks past me to no doubt glare at Jimin, giving off a territorial vibe that I find adorable yet also extremely attractive but I clear my throat to get those thoughts out of my head and hopefully get his attention back on me.

"How was work today?" I ask him as I take into account the dark circles under his eyes and his disheveled state, making me feel bad about dragging him out tonight. "It was fine" he says while turning to wave at Rae and she nods in acknowledgment and gets him his usual High Ball.

"That's all? You look pretty tired for having a fine day" I joke, as a way to instill a playful mood as he seems a bit tense and I'm not sure if it's just from the interaction with Jimin.

"Is everything okay?" I question, placing a hand on his shoulder and I feel him tense at the feeling leaving me retreating and placing my hand back into my lap.

"I'm sorry Noona I'm just really stressed out but let's focus on you okay? How's your writing going? Did you get over that writer's block you've been having?" he questions, addressing a struggle I had told him about a few days prior.

"Yeah I went with making the characters go through a sort of financial ruin to drive them apart but make the main character finds the people who truly appreciate them without all the monetary value that people usually see when they look at her" I say and he nods along and thanks Rae when she brings him his drink before taking a sip and turning his full attention back on me.

"Although now that I'm saying it out loud it sound kind of boring" I chuckle before taking a sip of my drink as well. "From what you've told me about the story so far I feel like that could fit the plot so don't worry. I'm sure once you sit at your desk and do your little writing magic on it then it'll all work out" he says cutely to purposefully make me laugh and I take the bait, laughing right along with him.

"Thank you" I say after a second. "For what?" he asks curiously, tilting his head like a confused puppy like he always does. "For coming out tonight and, I don't know, just being you" I say giving him a slight smile and he softens up at my words. "That was cheesy wasn't it?" I ask him and he scrunches his nose and starts giggling at me.

"Jeon Jungkook has this whiskey already gone to your head?" I question, laughing and shaking my head at his adorableness. "I think I'm just really tired so the alcohol is hitting a bit different tonight" he chuckles but calms down a few moments later.

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"You should try to take a break sometime" I say after we've joked around a while and had some laughs, now riding out the night with the sound of everyone else drowned into the background.

"What do you mean by that?" he asks, his eyes looking a little sleepier than at the start of the night. "I know you work almost every day of the week, and somedays you even work nights and I don't know. I'm worried about you" I say and I notice how his figure slumps at my words.

"I don't want you to feel like I'm telling you what to do but you should try to set some time aside to relax" I say and he nods his head, listening to my words. "That's what I'm doing right now silly" he says, clearly trying to steer me away from the topic.

"You know what I mean Jungkook. I just don't want you to run yourself into the ground" I say and he stops and waits a while, looking down, seemingly trying to come up with the right words to say and takes a deep breath before looking back up at me.

"I can't" are the two words he says with his eyes now full of stars but this time not of joy but of sorrow. "Jungkook what's wrong?" I question now fully in panic mode, not having seen him like this before. "You know how I said I have younger siblings?" he starts and I nod my head, encouraging him to continue.

"Well the reason why I live with my mom and the three of them is because my dad has been in the hospital for the past few years" he says and I immediately reach for his hand to hold it and wait silently for him to continue. "He got injured at his job and then later on after the doctors examined him they found something else" he says and takes a deep breath in and a shaky breath out before continuing.

"The found a tumor" he says and I take in a breath at the words, not knowing how to react but deciding to just hold his hand tighter. "He's been doing chemotherapy and radiation therapy and so his hospital bills have been piling up and with my mom trying to work and take care of the kids and pay the regular bills and the hospital bills I just couldn't stand seeing her struggle like that. So I moved back in with them and have been working odd jobs ever since" he says and lets out a shaky breath again and stays silent for a while.

"Jungkook I had no idea you were going through something like this. Why haven't you told me?" I ask with a soft voice. "You're always wanting to help me while I'm struggling so why haven't you come to me and let me help you too?" I continue, drawing circles on the back of his hand that I'm holding.

"I wanted to help you since I knew that something was wrong and I didn't want to give you something else you had to worry about" he explains, sniffling a bit and looking back up at me. "Oh baby" I coo at him, wiping the sides of his eyes at I see there are a few tears that started to prickle in them.

"I'm fine Noona" he laughs at seeing how concerned I've gotten about him. "I just wanna be there for you too" I say, looking down at our conjoined hands. "I know" he says and silence between us lingers for a second before he speaks again.

"Thank you" he says and I bring my eyes back up to his and catch how he's looking at me almost as if he adores me or something. "For what?" I ask, slightly breathless from the intimacy of this moment that I only Just noticed. "For listening to me" he says with a sad smile, his starry eyes a bit dimmer but sparkle all the same.

"You're welcome" I say smiling back at him and holding his hand just a little tighter

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A we finish our drinks and talk for a while before he asks me if he can walk me home.

"You really don't have to do this" I say to him after waving goodbye to Rae and turning our backs to walk out. "I know, but I want to. Plus this little walk will help sober me up a bit more so it'll be good for me as well" he say and I nod my head, surrendering to him and his logic.

"When did Taehyung say that he would be back?" he asks as we start on our journey, he's always asking questions and making sure that I'm safe but he also respects my boundaries when I set them.

"Tomorrow morning I think but I never really know. I just hope that he hasn't come home yet but so far he hasn't really found out about the few times I've left the house recently" I inform him and he nods his head in looking as if he's trying to formulate his next question correctly.

"Can you promise me you won't get mad if I ask you something?" he says, rushing the words out before he has the chance to back down. "I guess so" I laugh, curious but nervous as to what he would want to know.

"When was the last time Taehyung hurt you?" he asks and my steps falter for a second but I regain my footing moments later and clear my throat a bit to hopefully cover it up. "Um, well I guess it was a week or two ago. I don't really remember" I say, trying my best to stay truthful but honestly having tried my best to burry the memory.

He nods his head, again lost in thought and before he's able to say something else we've reached my apartment, leaving him trailing behind me as he walks me up to the door but stops me before I'm able to walk inside.

"Promise me you'll call me the next time things start getting bad" he blurts out and I stop in my tracks. "I'll email you my number so please, just promise me you'll call me. You gotta stop letting him treat you like this" he says and I nod my head after thinking for a second, knowing he's right.

"I will" I say, nodding my head and turning my eyes down to the floor in shame, scared of the prospects of having to do that but he lift my face back up to him by hooking a finger under my chin.

"Promise?" he asks, making purposeful eye contact with me, not giving me room to look elsewhere. "Promise" I surrender, knowing that although this might get messy it's the best choice I have right now.

"You don't have to endure this alone, just let me help you" he pleads and I nod my head and respond with a quick 'okay' before he pulls me in for a tight embrace.

After pulling away he places a kiss on my forehead that gives me a fluttery feeling in my stomach but I try my best to ignore it and stay level headed throughout the rest of our goodbyes.

"Goodnight Noona" he says and I nod my head and watch him go silently. I hope I work up the courage to leave Taehyung before I have to call him for that but I'll make sure to stick to our promise no matter what.

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goldenhickeysandramen · 1 year

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Not everything that happens to Jungkook...

Even if I haven’t watched the entire JK’s vlives yet and we are all in a kind of super positive mood after seeing Jimin x Vogue and the Set me free Pt.2 short Teaser version 😍….https://youtube.com/shorts/l5mdm-D_OBE?feature=share

... I wanna share a view with you: not everything that happens to Jungkook has to do with Jimin.

I'm a little tired of seeing how many jikookers associate everything JK does, says or seems to feel to Jimin immediately (and then, act surprise when some solos/army don’t like shippers or supporters)

JK is an individual who has been doing vlives for weeks now and showing and communicating to army many things that have to do with HIM, with his person. Yesterday he did that as well.

It's nice to think that he missed Jimin on a day like yesterday (white day), because even though he didn't say it explicitly, there are some clues that make us suspect that, of course!💛💜

But his vlives have been and are much more than missing Jimin.

Jimin and JK have been living apart officially, and as far as we can see, at least since March 2021, when they were forced to buy 91 flats (and JK didn't, probably cause he had already bought the one in Itaewoon, months before) and JK’s address in 91 was leaked. I mean they know how to live separate, given the circumstances.

There are things about this second chapter that we don't know. I don't know if you've read the interviews NJ gave recently for some Spanish magazines. I recommend you do so. Even he talks about personal and professional changes during this present year (that of course we dont know about)

https://twitter.com/btscharts_spain/status/1634966651690172417?s=20

What I mean by this is that we don't know everything they have had to face as a band, nor individually according to their personalities and abilities.

We don't know how they handle the prospect of stopping their promising careers, their lives in fact, to go to military service (beyond telling us they will honour their country), how their lives have been shaken by this "hiatus", how they deal with uncertainty, or even if they are motivated enough to continue working on a solo album (because it's not just that they want to challenge themselves professionally, sure they want to express themselves, but that's not always easy, or they can't be in the right moment to do it).

And nothing is yet confirmed:

https://twitter.com/Kpop_Herald/status/1635928744606199808?s=20

But what I do know is that Jimin and JK are not at the same point right now. JK seems to be figuring out his next steps. Even if he’s been resumed to work, he’s still wondering some things, as he told us yesterday. And Jimin, who has been working since a year now, is about to debut with his first solo album.

They do face different challenges right now.

They could be in a long time relationship, but they still have their own individuality and aspirations and projects. And of course, their own fears and hurdles.

Let's respect them.

I am pretty sure they support e/o, as we perfectly saw yesterday https://twitter.com/lovemazejikook/status/1635656665977724928?s=20

Listen, I'm the first to admit that I miss seeing jikook on real time. I mean, I really miss seeing them interacting, playing and giggling like goofballs. We haven't seen them since the Busan concert in October (the content we've seen during those months had been recorded months before... we've only seen them talking to each other in vlives).

That's about 5 months without seeing them. That's a lot! At least for me ☹… I miss the joy and love they brought constantly to my life.

I've even wondered several times if they'd be ok, if they'd still be together. [What? I don't know why it's so frowned upon to talk openly about doubts... sometimes it's not insecurity... it's trying to be objective; cause let’s speak honestly…they've been doing a pretty good job to cover his romantic relationship since chapter 2 started]

So I embrace every moment we have now from them interacting – even in vlives - with infinite joy. And I can understand all the jikook community does.

Yesterday, we saw JK supporting his boy's MV teaser, acknowledging he watches his vlives, that he remembers both of their songs perfectly, and he showed us his tattoos again, including that JM on his ring finger.

[Side note: The ring finger in South Korea is the finger of love and bond because it is believed to be in direct connection with the heart (no matter which hand).].

And my heart melted a little….🥰🥰

But… we saw much more, as usual in his last vlives. Jungkook was sincere with army, playful at times, others rebellious (let him not to go to sleep and drink whatever he wants, for goodness’s sake!), melancholic and emotional.

He tasted his different whiskeys; we saw his vaper 😉. And I feel that we accompanied him in his loneliness. Because his last vlives feel a little bit like that.

He worries me. Not overly, but I don't know... as I said, he gives me tremendous lonely and melancholic vibes... a bit of a mess right now.... like someone who has been idle for a long time and doesn't know what to do next.....

I can't ask all jikookers to care/be worried about him like some of us do. I know not everyone shares the same view. Not even his solos stans

But to think since he started doing the vlives that the only thing that happens to JK is that Jimin works a lot and he misses him is just not taking him into consideration and acting just like that “other shippers” who are accused of "instrumentalizing" or "using" Jungkook for their "ship".😖

Hopefully he is creating and moving forward in whatever he wants to give us. I don't care if it's one song, two, an album, or a tour, in big places, or in small ones. Can you imagine him singing "still with you" in a small theatre?😭

I can't wait to see him shine again on stage with the energy he has because I know, we all know, this boy loves and lives for singing.

I hope he continues to gain the confidence from our support. That he continues to believe in himself and his instincts, as he said yesterday.

And to end on a more superficial note ... I leave you with this beauty..

This week and next week are very important for him, and as he said in Vogue, he expects us to be by his side supporting him in his new journey.

He has worked super hard. He always has. And now more than ever those of us who adore him need to be there for him. It's his individual moment (as well, do you see?).

Let's make him shine.

#JUNGKOOK AND JIMIN #jikook #Kookmin #mingguk

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