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jeonride · 10 months
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joshua reading list / fic recs !
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FICS ! ✧*
Hoax (smut, angst, mafia!shua, strangers to lovers) by @lovelyhan
Isohel (modern royalty au, prince!shua, smut, angst) by @toruro
Eyes Meeting, Hearts Apart (mild angst, prince!shua, smut) by @lovelyhan
Mr. Nice Guy (smut, neighbor!shua) by @toruro
Under The Rose (fluff, smut, frenemies childhood to lovers, kinda historical au) by @just-come-baek
Honeyduke Lovers (hogwarts au, unrequited love, hufflepuff!shua x slytherin!reader. yep this is the story of how slytherin becomes undyingly soft for hufflepuff) by @http-mianhae
Steamy (smut, next door neighbor!shua) by @duhnova
written by @onlyhuis :
Cranberry Concoctions (smut, a little angst & fluff, 1920s, prohibition au)
Leaning on The Everlasting Arms (angst, smut, some fluff, bible college au)
Fine Line (fluff, smut, angst, figure skater!shua) by @heartkyeom
Prove it, You Won't (fluff, angst, humor, tattoo artist au) by @leejungchans
Oceans and Engines (fluff, exes to lovers, a lil' angst) by @renjunphile
Lover Boy (regency era romance, commoner!shua x aristocrat fem!reader, historical drama) by @starlightxsvt
Gentleman (angst, fluff, sugar daddy au) by @starlightxsvt
Wildest Dreams (bestfriends to lovers, fluff, humor) by @viastro
The Type (smut, fluff, college boyfriend!shua) by @bitchlessdino
Your Gentleman (smut, camboy!shua) by @wonwussy
Fighting for Your Love (smut, threesome ft. jeonghan) by @rubyreduji
Half Past Five High The Series (ft. mingyu, smut, angst, minor fluff, rich people au, love triangle, cheating. supermodel!gyu, photographer!shua x influencer fem!reader) by @multi-kpop-fanfics
Paint Me Numbers (fluff, shallow angst, guitarist/bandmate!shua) by @chocosvt
Domino (fluff, crack, smut) by @universecorp
Nasty (smut, fluff) by @soonigiri
Menace (smut) by @jeonghantis
You're All That Matters (fluff, bf!shua) by @heartsfromia
Be My Date (fluff, minor angst) by @heartsfromia
Mine (smut) by @luxekook
Meant for Each Other (fluff, soulmate au) by @slytherinshua
Golden Hour (best friends to lovers, fluff, slice of life, summer vacation au) by @dkfile
An Interview with An Angel (meet cute, fluff, reporter!shua) by @hannyoontify
Our Fairytale (smut, fluff) by @zuhacore
DRABBLES / SCENARIOS ! ✧*
at every table, i'll save you a seat (fluff) by @suhnshinehaos
bad habits (exes with benefits, smut, mild angst) by @lovelyhan
pretty when you cry (smut) by @cheolhub
quiet time (smut) by @number1mingyustan
acouasm (smut) by @angelwoozi
when you can't sleep but shua is right next to you (fluff, comfort) by @wonwoonlight
one-up (smut) by @sluttywonwoo
golden boy's mercy (smut) by @bitchlessdino
17. 12 (smut) by @lovelyhan
14. 13 (smut) by @toruro
after a long day (smut) by @sevngmin148
title (fluff, established relationship, ceo) by @leejungchans
relax (fluff, smut, established relationship) by @playmetheclassics
shower (fluff) @husbandhannie
stay up (fluff) by @bitterie-sweetie
about you : valentine's special (fluff, angst, friends to lovers) by @shuawonie
fruit (smut) by @onlyseokmins
i love you, always (fluff, comfort) by @monnn
10.32 (fluff, bf!shua) by @elysianeclipxe
clingy (fluff) and smitten (fluff) by @slytherinshua
we won't change because we're engraved in each other's heart (fluff) by @wooahaes
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blue-jisungs · 6 months
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complete opposite
author's note. here it goes,, finally finished it after having it rot in my drafts for a month grrrrr … also, this one is for the biggest joshu stans i know, @fairyhaos and @slytherinshua <3
summary. you get scared of how joshua will react to bad news, joshua gets scared of how you’re acting… turns out is all a complete opposite of the other one was thinking
genre. fluff but also kinda angst? hurt to comfort me thinks
word count. 2269 hehe
warnings. swearing, mention of throwing up, feeling sick, having intimate relations with joshua but nothing explicit!! reader is overthinking a lot :(
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heart thumping in your chest, you stared at your friend in disbelief. rina squeezed your hand and tucked a hair that has fallen on your face.
“i’ll drive you home, okay?” she hummed and stood up, placing a peck on your forehead “stay here”
you nodded weakily, your stomach going crazy. you watched her silhouette disappear and massaged your temples.
when you woke up today, joshua was already gone. he texted you good morning and informed that he’ll probably come home late at night. but then you felt unwell. ignoring it, you decided to eat breakfast and go to work.
which was a mistake. you barely arrived and already run to the toilet, returning your stomach’s contents. rina was already here so she helped you, handing you some water and meds. just when you thought you’re fine, mid-convo with a customer you turned pale again and your stomach was making turns and somersaults.
you bet it was the fish you ate yesterday. you were out with joshu to some kind of a fancy restaurant. lately you’ve been craving fish so you decided, why not. well apparently it wasn’t a great idea.
“okay, let’s go. just please try not to vomit all over my car” rina giggled and helped you stand up. you felt weak, beads of sweat forming on your forehead. rina bit her lip and led you to her car. “i need to pick up one thing on the way but maybe try taking a nap? should i call your boyfriend?”
“no, no. he’s really busy today” you sighed, secretly wishing he’d be there for you.
in no time you were home, rina walking you to the door. suddenly she handed you a few boxes of… pregnancy tests.
“what…” you laughed, looking at her shocked.
“you… look, i need to go back to work but my sister was pregnant a while ago. and her symptoms were similar. and your period is running late, isn’t it? you still haven’t eaten the chocolate from the cabinet at work” rina said softly, looking at your widened eyes “just… make sure. and call me, okay? if you feel worse or better, doesn’t matter. i’ll pick up whenever i can”
“i… you’re being a bit dramatic with the tests. but thank you. i owe you” you smiled. she nodded and gave you a quick hug before rushing back to work.
you entered your and joshua’s apartment, heart wild in your chest. sure, your period was late. but… no, that’s not right.
feeling a unpleasant sensation bubbling up in your throat once again, head spinning, you ran to the bathroom. throwing the boxes on the counter you accidentally knocked some things over. you knelt down and for another time this day, threw up.
taking deep breaths you weakly grabbed the pink box. scanning the stupid imagine of a stupid woman with a stupid baby bump you decided to try. what’s the worse thing that could happen anyways. you’re not pregnant, it’s just the fish. you and joshua always use protection and you’re always safe. right?
you paced around the bathroom, nervously putting away stuff in different places while waiting for the outcome. it’s not it. can’t be. logically – can’t be. physically–
you peeked at the stick.
two lines.
“fuck”
your heart thumped in your chest, ready to rip out from your rib cage and go for a walk. or jog.
“no, it’s not right…”
you spent half of the day testing the other pregnancy tests. because what if it’s just a malfunction? or if one brand has two lines for positive and the other for negative? you had to be sure.
and sure you were when all of them turned out to be positive.
your bathroom looked like war zone, everything turned upside down all over the place.
walking into the kitchen on wobbly legs, your head felt like it was about to explode.
you’re pregnant.
joshua is going to kill you. well, no. not really. but it will kill him.
you never talked about it. sure, he said he wanted to marry you one day but… but he’s an idol. he’s busy. maybe he doesn’t even want kids?
when some rumours floated around about your relationship… it killed him. some carats went crazy, not in a positive way. joshua was really going through it and now… relationship is not as a big of a problem as pregnancy. oh my god, carats are going to kill you. and the baby.
you don’t want to ruin his career. he worked so hard and loved what he did and now… now it’s about to fall apart like a house of cards triggered by a slight gust of wind.
tears dwelled in your eyes, throat tightening. joshua will hate you, that’s for sure. yes, he loved you but a kid… those are different circumstances, choices… way of living.
he will hate you and dump you. that’s for sure.
unless… unless you do it first.
no.
be rational.
he won’t, right?
the room felt like it was about to swallow you. all the pictures with joshua, your joshu. his ebony irises that you loved oh so much stared at you from the pictures. as if judging you.
you had to get out from here.
rushing to the bathroom, you tore all the boxes with the tests and flushed them down the toilet. then you threw all the tests into a plastic bag and then hid them under the sink. joshua never looks there. like that one time when you spent all day looking for something you lost and–
stop.
you took the keys and stormed out of your apartment, the need of fresh air almost suffocating you. you’ll be back before he gets home.
joshua pushed the door open, limbs feeling as if ready to fall apart any second. he just dreamed about changing his pyjamas and falling asleep in your arms.
it was late so he figured he won’t announce he’s here, like he always does. leaving his bag by the entrance, joshua stretched lazily.
he entered the bedroom and halted. the bed was empty.
“that’s weird…” he mumbled. maybe you’re in the bathroom? joshua grabbed his pyjama and decided to go check the bathroom.
if he was surprised that you weren’t in the bedroom, the bathroom left him speechless.
not only you weren’t there, like he thought you’d be. the room looked like a tornado passed through it.
everything was scattered around, as if knocked over; all over the place.
“y/n?” joshua called out, dropping the pyjamas. rushing to get his back to grab his phone, his throat went dry. it’s almost midnight and you’re not home. if you were going out with your girl friends, he’d know. he wouldn’t forget. so why you’re not home?
dialling your number, he noticed there’s no texts from you either. which was concerning too… you’d text him if you were going out somewhere. especially at this hour. and considering how cold it was…
the silence in the house was frightening. joshua didn’t like this one bit. suddenly he heard buzzing and his heart came up to his throat. your phone is home.
you left without taking your phone…?
joshua ran his hand through his hair. he has to stay calm.
he gulped and called your best friend from work. it was dumb, especially at this hour. but rina picked up immediately, even though voice w bit raspy and tired.
“hi joshua. is everything alright with y/n? i’ve been worried sick for the whole day–“ her voice was almost desperate for an answer.
“there was something wrong? i just came home and she’s not here… and, and she didn’t take her phone– i don’t know what’s happening” joshua whispered, feeling how his stomach drops.
“fuck”
“okay… okay… let’s stay calm. she… maybe she went to get some groceries?” rina breathed out “fuck, i shouldn’t leave her alone. is my fault… i…”
“hey, no, don’t say that. what even happened?” joshua asked and switched the light on. he’ll wait until you’re back. rina hesitated – if it was what she thinks it is, she doesn’t want to be the one passing the news.
“she felt unwell at work… and i drove her home but i had to go back… i should’ve stayed with her” rina mumbled.
suddenly there was a soft click of the door opening. joshua jolted, eyes turning into that direction.
you appeared in the doorway, your face catching his gaze. you were crying.
“rina, she’s here. don’t need to worry” he spoke softly. joshua noticed how scared you look. scared, tired and… guilty
“oh thank god. warn her that i’ll whoop her ass in work tomorrow” your grind let out a nervous laugh but she certainly sounded relieved “good night”
“good night” joshua whispered and hang up.
the silence was speaking volumes.
you slowly took off your shoes and sighed. opening your mouth to say something and then closing them again.
“if you wanted to go out, you should’ve taken a jacket” he said softly; there was no poisoned sarcasm in his voice, only genuine worry. you nodded weakly and played with your fingers.
“i…” your voice broke, eyes avoiding his.
joshua stood up and started boiling some water to mar you tea. you sat down on the couch, putting your bag close to you; hands gripping your knees.
for a moment it was peaceful, as if the world wasn’t about to fall apart in mere moments. just you, joshua and the sounds of boiling water.
in no time he returned, placing the cup on the table. then he looked at you, anxiety filling his heart.
“did something happen?” joshua asked. for the first time in ages he was unsure what to do. should he hold your hand? you didn’t look like you wanted to but on the other hand…
you shook your head gently, tears gathering at the edge of your waterline. your throat went dry and you felt like you weren’t able to physically speak out.
“i saw the bathroom, it looks like a mess. you scared me” he let out a soft chuckle, scanning your reaction.
nothing.
your fingers traced shapes absentmindedly on your knee, eyes distant.
“angel?” he asked, concern growing in his voice. only after you took a deep breather and let it out as a shaky sigh, you started. now or never.
“you’ll hate me” you mumbled and were met with a scoff. scared, you looked up at him. joshua was smiling softly, unaware of what he was about to learn.
“y/nnie, i’d never hate you” the smile wrinkles that you loved so much appeared around his eyes. your lip quivered and you looked away
“you will. i’m so… i’m sorry joshua” your voice cracked “i ruined your career”
“what are you talking about, silly?” joshua laughed nervously.
you just shook your head, tears beginning to roll down your cheeks. in a blink of an eye you started harshly sobbing, breathing getting hard to breathe.
joshua rushed and hugged you tightly, petting your hair. even though he hated that such thought crossed his mind, he couldn’t help but wonder what did you mean: did you cheat–
“i’m so fucking sorry” you whined, pulling away from him. then you reached to your bag and turned it upside down, causing its content to fall on the couch.
“what do you…” joshua’s voice died in his throat, your crying only getting more intense when you saw his reaction.
he reached to grab one of the white and pink sticks. two red lines.
then he looked at another one. two red lines.
the other one he grabbed has a blue plus drawn.
rummaging through all of them, mouth agape, he felt as if knocked the air out of his lungs.
no, not because you were pregnant (well, this too). because of your reaction. you thought he’ll hate you? that you ruined his career? that…
“oh y/n” his voice broke, grabbing your face in his hands. your quivering lip and wet eyelashes made his heart clench but it was hard for him to resist a smile “how could i… i’m…”
“i’m sorry! we never really talked about this before and… and i know that we’re not that young but your career is blooming and… and–“ you mumbled, voice becoming whiny and hard to control. why is he smiling, by the way…?
“y/n, please take a breath, okay?” he asked gently, caressing your wet cheeks “i would never have thought that… you’re going to panic thinking about my reaction”
you took a deep breath and blinked slowly. why; why in hell he’s so calm?! isn’t he going to–
“i’m going to be a father” he breathed out, his own eyes tearing up too “and you’ll be the mother, y/n. that’s… that’s something i could never dream of but i also always wanted…”
“w-what?” you asked and he shook his head, grinning with pearly tears blinking at the edge of his waterline.
“i love you so so much. i’m… speechless. and above all, so… so happy” he sniffled.
his reaction was… complete opposite of what you thought it would be. you felt as if a huge stone just dropped from your heart, relief washing over you. suddenly you put your hands on top of his and pulled him into a kiss.
lips connected and tears falling down your cheeks, joshua felt like all of this was unreal. pulling away, he rested his forehead against yours.
“i’ll be a dad” a faint whisper left his mouth as you wiped his cheek with a loving smile.
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taglist. @mirxzii ,, @primoppang ,, @l3visbby ,, @nicholasluvbot ,, @planetkiimchi ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @slytherinshua ,, @jiwuu ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @dazzlingligth
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sluttywoozi · 1 year
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thinking about you teasing joshua all morning and once he gets his hands on you, he loses it. he wants to tease you, he does, but he wants to make you cum more. you buck into and away from his fingers, two deep inside and a third working its way in, but he’s got you sprawled over his lap so he can keep your knees spread apart with his own. he wants you to take it, take it like he did all morning.
and he knows you will, you always do, always take whatever he gives you like a champ.
and after he’s made you cum twice on his fingers and once on his cock, he sees how late he is and puts himself back together before heading out for the work lunch he’s got scheduled.
it’s only when he brings the glass of wine to his lips for the first sip that he smells it. smells you. your wetness, dried on his fingers where he hadn’t had time to wash it off.
he’s torn between excusing himself to wash his hands and sneaking a taste every time his colleague looks away.
he settles on sucking his fingers clean in the bathroom before washing the rest of you off with warm water and soap. he mourns the loss, but knows he can get more at the source just about anytime he wants.
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yoonsdoll · 2 months
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apricity - hjs
content : bf!shua x f!reader ; fluff n romance ; 0.5k words warnings : none i think ?? just the use of 'baby' as a petname - apricity : the warmth of the sun in winter . an : oki truth be told i have had zero motivation to do anything so i needed to write something cute to slowly get back into writing again , this isnt proofread or anything like that :')
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hong joshua's actions are like apricity. his smile comforting you on the saddest days and his hugs warming you up in a few seconds - seconds that felt like hours when he held you in his arms, cooing at you patiently as you explained your thoughts and worries. truth be told, you loved it that way, and he did too. he loved the way your nose scrunched up as he beckoned you towards him ; he loved how you could tell him all about your shitty co-workers or friend that told you something so stupid that it managed to ruin your day.
he remembers that you once told him something about 'bothering him with your troubles.' he never heard such ridiculous words. he loved listening to you talk for hours, even if it was just about how your toast was a little too burnt that morning, so burnt infact that it annoyed you. he loved it so much because he loved you.
hong joshua's words are apricity. you love the way he writes his feelings down on paper at night when he misses you, just to call you in the morning and read it out to you. he knows you seem to think that he doesn't realise how his random 'i love you' s really matter to you - but he sees the way your eyes sparkle and how your cheek turn a shade pinker, which is why he says it daily.
even when you feel insecure about the relationship, he never screams, he never even gets mad. he talks it out with you as softly as he can. 'don't be silly. i don't even care for other girls. there will never be another you.' ; 'no one can understand the love i have for you, not even you.' and your favourite, 'baby, i go to sleep every night hoping to dream of you.'
hong joshua's acts of service remind you of apricity. his love shown clearly through the tea made and brought to you on chilly mornings and the heated blanket waiting for you on the couch for when you got back home. his favourite thing being making you a delicious lunchbox for work before he leaves, and him noticing it sitting empty by the kitchen sink, ready for the next morning.
even his 'random' dates - which he truthfully took the whole day prior planning - were warm like the sun on a winter day. it was impressive, really ; the way he could keep a smile on your face the whole day by holding your hand as you walked through the beach and how he packed an extra sweater incase you got cold while playing with him in the snow.
hong joshua is apricity. from the way his eyes smile along with his mouth to the way he carefully thinks before speaking around anyone. hong joshua is apricity because he will always be the one you think of when you feel a familiar heat from the sun on a cold day - melting away the ice, just as he melts your troubles and moulds them into love.
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hoeforhao · 9 months
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Chipmunk Cheeks 🍥🧁🍡🍧|| Joshua Oneshot ||
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ꔫ pairing: husband!joshua × wife!reader
ꔫ summary: your arranged husband takes care of you in your period pain.
ꔫ genre: pure fluff,mentions of blood and pain, reader sort of has body dysmorphia
ꔫ series: svt as boyfriends
ꔫ author's note: walking into the traffic if i don't find myself a joshua hong cuz am dying from period cramps atm!!
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Marriage was never on your book of life and wouldn't ever be your cup of ale. Did your parents know this since the very beginning? Yes! Yet they absolutely went out of their capacity to defy your choices and arrange your betrothal to none other than the Hong Joshua.
Mrs Hong was your mother's colleague, more specifically her best gossip buddy. They were literally known as the gadgets of their office. And when both the women saw that their little ones are getting old with no potential chance of finding their partners by themselves, they settled upon the dreaded agreement.
All your pleas about not wanting to get married to someone you have barely had three to four conversations with, someone whose entire personality, preferences literally everything was unknown to you, were completely left unheard by your parents. Apparently they wanted their daughter to have a "secured future". Literal BULLSHIT.
The most terrifying day of your life was just two weeks ago and here you lay whimpering in pain on the bed of someone you've barely spoken to or looked at since the wedding.
"What a nice time for you to pay your visit, you bastard" you internally curse at your periods.
Yes you're basically dying from period cramps. You didn't know where the nearby medical shop was around here neither did you've the energy to go downstairs and get yourself a hot pack. You were quite literally awaiting your death from organ crumbling pain in your ''husband's room". Too dramatic for just period cramps? Yes! But why react to anything normally when you've the option to absolutely lose your mind over it.
You were so damn lost in your nonsense rantings to the walls of your room, that you failed to register joshua being back from work already.
Finding the house engulfed in absolute silence made his nerves falter for a moment. Usually it would either be filled with loud tv noises of you watching cinnamoroll on the couch or clanking of the utensils as you baked yourself another new dessert recipe.
He quickly throws his coat over the armrest and hops towards your room with those little bunny legs of his ; only to find you completely curled up like a boba ball under the blankets as small painful moans echoed through the walls.
"Y/n, w-what's wrong?" you jolt up from your little coocon as Joshua's warm hands grazes against your forehead.
"Are you okay? You don't seem to have a fever. Did you've a bad day? Did anyone make you cry? Are you missing your parents? If so let's go to their place right now" he grabs your arm gently to pull you out of the bed.
"Would you let me answer or just assume things by yourself Josh!" you unwrap your hands from his while literally burning holes into his face.
"Y-yeah sorry. I was just wo- umm worried." his face hangs low from embarrassment or maybe even a bit of hurt? Not being able to understand what's bothering his wife.
"It's okay. I was j-just having really bad p-period cramps" your face now starts turning crimson, not because talking about periods with a man makes you uncomfortable but because it was h-him...your 'arranged husband'.
"Oh my god Y/n why didn't you call me!!!! I would've run back home from office immediately and brought you treats. Did you eat anything? Where is your hotbag!! Goddamn girl why aren't you taking care of yourself" you wonder if joshua participated in speed talking competitions earlier judging his ability to blurt out sentences without a single pause.
"Calm down Mr Bunny Teeth!!! It's nothing special. I've these every month. The pain will ease out gradually." you nod at him trying to reassure the man that you're infact, not dying.
"No no no way you can talk this so lightly!!! What if you burst from the pain huh! I can't clean up a bloody mess. Hell No" Joshua's last remarks ends up earning him a hard smack from you, making both you chuckle lightly. Dang your husband was even more dramatic than you!
"No seriously tho, you need to take care and pamper yourself during these days. Wait I'll get you some treats" he stands up from the end of your bed to leave towards the kitchen when your arms grabs his from the back.
"I-i don't e-eat sweets or rather I umm can't" your face droops low trying to fight the stray tear making its way onto your lap.
Joshua turns towards you in a swish and bends down to the floor, not caring about bruising his knees on the cold marble; both of his palms reaching to cup your cheeks.
"Why y/n?" a two word sentence was enough to make you break down into a crying mess.
"I - i was a-always told that I'm f-fat and s-so i stopped e-eating my favorite food w-which was s-sweets" you were talking like a five year old, words mixed up with your sobbing and face stained with snot and tears at the same time.
Joshua's firm hands gently grazed over your face as he wiped the mess off of it with his satin white shirt, while the other refused to leave your cheeks.
"You will eat as many sweets as you want love, as you buckets of ice cream you wanna feast on. And I'll be sitting right here infront of you so that each time you think about stopping yourself because of what the world thinks, your face will be planted with a kiss." you've turned completely red by the choice of his last word, the pain in your belly now mixed with a tingling sensation.
"You are perfect the way you're y/n! I can't even imagine a single milligram of you leaving this world. Like omg just think what a great loss will this universe face then!!! I want to see you eat to your heart's content, enjoy each and every meal. Do you even know how bright that smile of your glares when you munch on your food like a happy raccoon, cheeks stuffed up like a smol little chipmunk."
"S-shua you-"
"Sshh! No more words love. Sit here 'til I bring all the food from downstairs and then we'll sit together and watch sanrio, okay chipmunk?" Joshua's slender fingers draw against your lips, sending a flutter of butterflies all over your bones.
Sitting on the bed like an obedient wife you wait for him to arrange a literal feast of sweet treats infront of you, alongside tucking you into the duvet with the hot bag on your belly, making a literal cinnamon roll out of you ; wrapping his arms around your shoulders as your head now rests on his, taking in the sweet scent of his lilac cologne as you two draw yourselves into solace while watching tv together.
"Marriage isn't that scary afterall"
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cryinginmyroomsposts · 9 months
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Sweet Nothing with Shua
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pairing: Joshua x reader
tags: angst, fluff at the end, boyfriend Joshua, non-idol!au, mentions of childhood issues and disordered eating
summary: Graduation just got over and you’re all but happy. You watch as each of your friends leaves and as you leave. Change has never been easy for you, especially when it triggers all the instability of your childhood. But there is one person you will always find yourself coming back to- Joshua. After three years of navigating life and university together, he's your home. And now you get to literally come home to his sweet nothings in your new house and your heart will heal itself from the pains of life.
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a/n: Inspired by the lines "Outside, they're push and shoving, You're in the kitchen humming, All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing" from Taylor Swift's Sweet Nothing.
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Change, it was a rude temptress. It lures you in with the promise of shiny places, bright lights and adventures. It’s a hoax. It takes you to uncomfortable, odd places with random strangers that make you miss home.
Change takes your closest friends away from you.
Change is the reason you're walking back home on a cold unfamiliar path, toward a driveway you don't immediately recognise and to a house currently filled with cardboard boxes.
Life had turned around in less than a month's time. You'd known it would change, you had all been preparing for it. Yet none of you were ready for the real thing. Even when you had sat through every packing session with your friends-some packing things into a suitcase, some in cardboard boxes, talking through a million memories and making promises of holding on.
You watched as your friend group, the one that had fit perfectly like pieces of a puzzle slowly began drifting away. Except now each of you carried a part of the others' pieces too. Some moving seas away, some moving just far enough that it still feels like uncharted territory.
You had told yourself you would be brave about this. You would not let this affect you and trigger all the childhood issues attached to it. For the most part, you held onto your words. You'd cleared your dorm and moved bunches of cardboard boxes to a new and unfamiliar place. You had said your greetings to unfamiliar faces, in a stiff outfit at your new place of work. You said goodbyes to two of your closest friends at the airport in the span of a week, without breaking into a single tear.
But the emotional baggage had come out in other ways. In a cowardly move, you began pushing away your boyfriend. The one you had moved in with just weeks ago. The same boyfriend who had helped you through multiple hard times in the three years of university, all with his polite smile and kind heart. The very thought of his kindness made you hurt with guilt. He did not deserve the pain you were putting him through, especially when you both were supposed to be celebrating this fresh and beautiful chapter of your relationship. That is why you stop five steps in front of the new apartment that now belonged to the two of you, looked at his car in the driveway and decided to turn back and take another walk around the block. You needed to clear your head so that you could stop hurting him.
Shua watches from the kitchen window as you turn around and walk away. He leans back on the cabinet and rubs his eyes with his hands. He has tried everything to comfort you and give you the space you needed. He understands that this has been a hard time for you, it has been for him too. He's had to say his own goodbyes and adjust to new places too.
Joshua understands better than anyone else just how hard this might be for you. He also knows that he can't make this right or tell you to process your emotions in a different way. But it is breaking his heart to see you hurt yourself in the process. He's been waiting for a whole week to hear you say more than three words at once. He has had to sit in front of you and watch you refuse every bite of food for a week and it breaks a piece of him every time.
He has been trying his best to help you, from beside and from afar. It felt unfair to him too but he knows this has been triggering all the issues from your childhood and your pushing him away had nothing to do with your relationship at the moment.
Joshua sighs another time, he should not let himself get sucked in his insecurities too. He knows you will come back to him, he knows you will tuck yourself into his arms in sleep like you do every night. And he knows he will pull himself away before you wake up so that you don't feel more guilty than you already do. Till your guilt and pain are ready to be let out, Joshua will wait on the sidelines and remind you that he is still there and your life will continue.
The smell. That is the first thing you notice when you enter the house an hour after deciding to walk around the block. You got sidetracked at the park and ended up staring at trees as you processed everything. You now felt it all but also felt too numb. The emotions and thoughts had gotten too much and you desperately needed to cry in the comfort of your home. That's why you walked back to find Joshua.
You still remember the first time you let yourself cry in his arms after a very painful call with your dad and how he'd held you delicately through it all. He was the first person you had cried in front of since your parent, and it felt good. To finally be held as you broke down, to be reminded that you aren't entirely broken. It felt like home when he hugged you so tight that your heart healed itself.
With tears brimming in your eyes as you look around the dimly lit house, unable to move from the doorstep, the smell gets to you. It smelt like chocolate and flour. You couldn't quite place the smell but you knew someone had baked something and something had definitely burnt at least once. You looked around the living room but all you could hear was a faint hum.
You walked toward the kitchen and a silhouette came into view. Joshua standing, with his back to you, working on something on the counter as hums a song like an angel. He was wearing your old pastel pink apron around his waist, you could see multiple stains on his plain white t-shirt. You smiled as you saw how ruffled his hair was and there was definitely flour on the strands. The smile on your face forms automatically and so do the tears.
It hits you in a wave, the realisation that no matter how hard everything else in the world gets, and how many things change, Shua is here in your shared kitchen, humming as he tries his best to bake you muffins. That's all you need. That's everything he needs- the sweet nothings. The whole world can push you and hurt you, but you'll find yourself in Shua's arms, doing nothing and feeling the joy of everything.
The tears are now pouring like a monsoon rain down your cheeks and you take three big steps before tapping him on the shoulder.
Shua is startled by the sudden tap on his shoulders and he turns with the whisk still in his hands from the mess of a muffin he was desperately trying to make- for the second time that evening. He's even more surprised when he sees you pull him into an embrace. He stays still hands open wide, a whisk dripping chocolate sauce in one hand, as he watches you hold to him so tight he could barely breathe. He stayed still, feeling your sniffs against his chest, your tears soaking up his shirt.
Shua moves very slowly to place his hand around you such that he is cradling your head. He rubs circles on your scalp as you lean into him further and cry your heart out. His heart clenches as he cannot bear to see you so worn down and hurt, but another part of him is glad you chose to come back to him and let out your emotions. Shua understands that with love comes a lot of pain and he cannot expect it all to be gone just because the two of you are in love. All he wants is for the two of you to always come running back to the other when everything and everyone else makes life hard.
You cry till you can't physically anymore. The two of you stay there the entire time, unsure of the time. After you broke out into full-blown sobs, you feel tear drops dampen your hair, you know Shua was tearing up too. He always did. Neither of you could stand the other crying.
So you both stayed there, crying out the pain- the pain of growing up, of moving on, of letting go, of facing your demons, of looking at the start of your life, of an uncertain future and the fear of losing. Shua and you held each other through the fears, a promise to hold on and help each other heal. To hold each other through the storms, the soul deconstructors and through the trials and tribulations of life.
You finally feel lighter and pull yourself back to see his face. Shua is already looking down at you with his sweet smile and eyes that light up your soul. his hair is messy with flour tangled between strands and you finally notice the whisk that has been dripping chocolate sauce all over the kitchen floor and is thoroughly drenched in your tears and chocolate stains.
"Hi." Your voice comes out in a croak and both of you end up cracking up.
"Hello to you too ma'am." He says, his honey-like voice filling up the cracks of your heart.
"You're making something?" You ask feigning innocence as he gives you an embarrassed smile scratching his hair.
"I was trying to bake muffins."
You let out a small smile, "For me?"
He nods and you feel your eye tear up a little more. Shua's eyes widen with worry.
"Babe no. Don't cry. I can clean this all up and maybe we can order real muffins. Or whatever you need. Please don't cry again, my heart can't take it. And your eyes will certainly not be able to take anymore crying." He says in such a state of pure fright and panic that it endears you wholly.
You shake your head, laughing. "No Shua I am not crying don't worry."
"Thank god."
"But I think we should try to salvage these muffins and clean the kitchen." He nods looking around the mess he has made.
"And maybe you should change your t-shirt first." You say as you try your best not to stare at his drenched shirt, sticking to him in all the right places.
Shua smirks, "Oh why babe, is it tempting you?" He asks knowing full well the answer.
You roll your eyes as a blush creeps up your cheeks, "Oh, please it's nothing new."
He hums and strokes a finger across your cheek, "Uh-huh. Is that why you're red as a tomato."
You mock glare at him and pull away from his touch. "If that's how you want to play it, then I'm gonna leave you to clean this mess on your own." He groans. "And, you will sleep on the couch tonight." You add and he looks terribly scared now that it makes you grin.
"Alright alright, let's order good food, clean this up and head to bed." He says and pulls you into an embrace which you graciously acept.
"Thank you." You hear him murmur and look up at his face questioningly at him.
"For coming back to me." He says with a sweet smile and you lean forward to kiss him in response.
As if you would go anywhere but home.
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kittyhuii · 10 months
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Amidst a Moonlit Glow
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pairings: joshua x gn!reader
genre: fluff
word count: 498 words of pure fluff
synopsis: Taking late night walks with your boyfriend was something you two value the most. Just the two of you under the faint glow of the moon, hands intertwined with each others' and sweet nothings being whispered into your ear.
"So, how did practice go with the boys?" you asked him. "Oh y'know, same old, same old - just missing you so much" he says while he takes your hand and intertwines it with his as you two continue to walk through the moonlit streets. "Oh please, you literally woke up on my bed earlier this morning" you said, playfully acting annoyed. Joshua was quick to catch up with your antics, "Can't I miss my favorite person?" he dramatically said. "Even if the last time I saw you was a few minutes ago I'll still be missing you darling" he adds as he tugs your arm to plant a kiss on your cheek. "Pfft" was your only response as you try to hide the smile that was creeping on your lips. Luckily for you, it was too dim outside for Joshua to notice your now pink-tinted cheeks.
After a few more steps into the night, you both end up in a park you two were too familiar with. The comfortable silence was broken when you hear Joshua chuckle beside you. "What is it?" you inquire with a slight squeeze on his hand. "Remember the first time we met? It was here; you were reading a book on that bench and I was passing by, until I noticed you were reading the same book that I read just a few months before." he said, nostalgia evident in the way he talks. "Yeah, Harry Potter. What a bunch of nerds" you heartily laughed. "Yeah yeah, but you're still my favorite nerd" he teased. "Oh shut up nerd!" you reply, playfully hitting his shoulder.
He leads the both of you to sit on the said bench, sitting down next to each other, hands still clasped as you two talk more about the past: how you were 'such a meanie' and how he was such 'a sexy gentleman'. As you two ramble more, deep in thought you wish that time could stop right now - it's perfect; he was here with you and you were here with him, it was everything you could've asked for. Joshua snaps you out of your thoughts as he says, "But.... do you remember this?" as soon as his words leave his lips a hand makes it way to cup your cheek as he pulls you in for a chaste kiss. Feeling heat rise up to your cheeks, you feel the same butterflies you felt all those years ago, the first time Joshua has ever kissed you on this very bench. Pulling away, you notice how the clouds have dissipated, the moon now at full view as it shines a glow on the both of you.
Looking back at Joshua, you see a foolish grin plastered on his plump and luscious lips. "Oh come here" you said as you pull on his arm to plant another kiss on his lips. This time, with more passion and sensuality, you two share another kiss amidst the glow of a moonlit night.
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etherealyoungk · 1 year
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hello skyee, what are your thoughts about joshua in a relationship??
hello! hope you're doing well! i feel like joshua in a relationship would be really sweet and attentive.
bf!johsua who would be super sweet and attentive towards you. he'd suprise you by making breakfast for you before you had to go for work even though you insisted that he didn't have to and you'd manage something.
bf!joshua who would love taking you out on dates and finding new cafes to explore every week. he'd be the sweetest person and he's so gentle with you, asking and listening to you intently as he makes mental notes of what you like and don't like.
bf!joshua who would be your pillar if you were having a hard time and needed someone to lean on. he'd hug you tight as he comforts you, whispering that it was going to be alright and that he was here and that you'd get through it together.
bf!joshua who would love to tell you stories about his childhood at night when you guys were cuddling sometimes and he'd tell you all these funny and cute stories and he's show you a bunch of his pictures when he was a child too. you'd tease him about how cute he looked and keep a copy of his childhood photo in your phone too.
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rubyreduji · 2 years
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[minors dni]
"j-josh!" you gasp
his hips rut into you unrelenting. one of his hands has your wrists pinned above your head while the other holds your hips down onto the mattress
he drives his cock into you deep and fast and hard. after the three rounds you two went through before this you're completely wrecked but dont want to stop anytime soon
"so good, fuck you're insatiable," josh growls
you cant responded, too fucked out to form coherent sentences. instead you moan out, no better than a bitch in heat
you feel like a pornstar, spread out on the bed, legs flailing in the air, as you and joshua go round after round, barely stopping in between each one as joshua keeps filling you up with his loads
pleasure thrums through your body and he continues to thrust into you. your eyes flutter shut, rolling into the back of your head as you arch your back off the bed
if you told yourself from even just four hour ago that you and your best friend would be having the most mind blowing, toe curling, back arching sex you've ever had in your life you would absolutely not believe it. but here you are, pinned to the bed as he slides his dick in and out of you, whispering into the air how good you are
this all really started because of your ex. your ex who sent you a very unsolicited video of him and the girl he cheated on you with having sex
you didn't even mean to open the video to begin with, you were trying to block him, but once it started playing your blood started boiling
it was then that joshua suggested you guys got even. joshua kept claiming your ex was only doing it to make you jealous and upset about the break up, giving him a power trip. josh's best solution was to get right back at him and do the same
now you're typically very level headed but you were just mad enough to agree. it also doesn't hurt that yeah josh is super hot and his gentlemanly demeanor makes him even more attractive. not to mention it has been a while since you had gotten some action and to say you were desperate wasn't much of a lie
it started off fairly innocent. you didn't want to go too far, just enough to send something that implied you had also moved on. it was a simple mirror picture with joshua's hand snaked up your shirt and his face buried in your neck.
then your ex sent back that it was fake and well you couldn't handle that. so that's how you ended up on your bed in just your underwear, joshua's hand gripping your thigh
but your ex never knew when to stop and he kept going, spurring you and joshua to do the same. soon your little game with your ex turned into a game between you and joshua, the previous man forgotten as you and your best friend slowly tested how far you could go with each other
so now here you are, being split open on his cock for the forth time tonight
"that's right, take it," joshua growls. you swear you've never seen him like this before. "no one else can make you feel like this huh?"
"n-no j-joshie," you cry out but it comes out more i squeaks and pants
"always hated your ex. knew he wasn't taking care of you properly. not like how i could." joshua moves his hand up to grip you at the base of your neck, not completely choking you but still maintaining that controlling hold
joshua is right, your ex had never fucked you the way he is. your head it airy and your legs are sore and your throat is burning and you've never felt so good in your entire life
"so sexy," joshua murmurs, "been wanting this for a while now"
fuck. his confession has you spasming around his cock, pulling another orgasm out of you. as you clench around josh you milk his cock and he spills his load into you once more
his grip on you loosens and you both collapse onto the bed in a tangle as you try to catch your breaths
when you finally stop panting you roll over a bit to grab your phone and open up your messages
"i uh, think he blocked me," you say, still a little breathy
"who?" josh looks completely fucked out with messy hair and droopy eyes and a sheen of sweat on his face
"my ex"
"oh. right." josh responds, like he forgot that's what started all of this to begin with. which you don't blame him. he stopped being the main focus about three rounds ago
"hey." you turn to joshua with a smirk on your face. "wanna order food and fuck until it gets here?"
despite looking out of it only a few seconds prior a spark flares up in josh's eyes and he grins back at you "only if you do all the work this time"
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moontyuns · 6 months
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late night adventure;
Word count: 0.9k Pairing: Joshua  x gn!reader Genre: fluff, friends to lovers (kind of) Warning: swearing Rating: pg-13
a/n: idk if it's even good pls..i haven't written for some time, i hope you will like it ehehe
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“God, why have I even decided to agree to this trip?” you whispered to yourself walking in almost complete darkness of the small street. You came to this small town with your small group of friends. All of you planned this trip since spring because you wanted to have a vacation somewhere beside the ocean.
Now you escaped the company of your friends and thought about walking around and maybe going to the shore but then you found out that you lost and your phone died because you charged the device only through the night and you didn’t even spare a glance to see that it was discharged. “Shit..what should I do now? Where did I come from?” You stopped in the middle, no living soul around at this late hour. You don’t even have an opportunity to ask somebody where you should go at this point. You gave up the wish of going to the ocean, now you are more worried about getting back to your Airbnb. Your friends are probably worried, especially Seungkwan, he is freaking out if you do not pick up his calls, you can hardly imagine him now knowing that you sneaked out and your phone is off. You headed back, thinking in the direction where you came from when you suddenly heard shouts from afar. You couldn’t recognize a voice at first but it seems like the person shouts your name. You walked in the direction from where you guessed the sound came and as you came closer you deciphered the person’s voice, it’s Joshua. He is one of your really close friends that you met during your first year of the university, he seemed so shy at first but as you knew him better he only got wilder and this Joshua side attracted you so badly that you didn’t even know when and how you felt that pang in your chest that signalized that now it’s something more than silly friendship. 
You turned around the corner and finally saw him “Joshy!” You smiled and waved your hand excitedly, while the boy came to you in a rushed step. “Oh god, are you okay? Has anything happened to you? Why is your phone turned off?” he took your arms in his, a worried expression written on his face. “Yeah, I’m okay, and no, nothing happened to me, don’t worry. I forgot to charge my phone so it’s actually..died. And I kind of lost my way without navigation.” you sighed. “You can’t believe how everyone got worried about you and especially when we found out that you turned your phone off, we thought you got kidnapped or something. Never escape like this ever again, okay? ” Joshua said to you, as you looked into his eyes, something warm was sipping through them that made you feel loved. “Sure, I won’t do this again” You nodded to him. “Where did you even want to go this late?” he asked curiously. “Well..I wanted to go to the beach, I thought it would be nice when there are not many people around and it’s so calm you know..just the sound of the waves and light wind” you sheepishly answered to the boy in front of you. “Oh..let’s go, I’ll lead the way” Joshua stretched his hand to you to connect your palms. 
Once you reach the beach you immediately kick off your shoes and tug Joshua closer to the water line. The ocean looks majestic at night when there are almost no people around when you can see the flicker lights from the ships that are far from the shore and when you can see lights from another side of the beach that is more crowded. 
The boy sat down on the sand while you came closer to feel the water with your already bare feet. You then turned to Joshua who silently watched you with a light smile adorning his pretty face, and you smiled back. He patted the sand beside him as a silent invitation for you to take a seat and you, of course, did. “It’s so good here, doesn’t it?” you said looking ahead at the water. “Yeah, it is, I love it here,” Joshua said, his eyes wandering around your facial features, and your silky hair, until he lowered his gaze onto your hand that was right beside his, just a few centimeters away. He hesitated for a second, but then he moved his hand, and delicately took your palm in his.
You quickly turn your head as you feel a sudden warmth on your hand and lock your eyes with Joshua’s. “To be honest..”, he started with a shy smile “This view I like better”, you were so thankful that it was already dark and he couldn’t see your probably tomato-like face.”I…uh..” You couldn’t say a word cause you didn’t know how to form any sentence anymore. Joshua on the other side took your hesitance for soft rejection, so he removed his hand while telling you “It’s okay if you are not ready or maybe you don’t feel the same-” when you suddenly grabbed his hand in yours and shook your head “No..It’s not..I feel the same! I..I like you” you mustered all the courage that you have inside to say those words. When you caught Joshua’s eyes you saw how shiny they became, how many emotions they held inside and the smile bloomed on his lips. “That’s good to know because I liked you too for some time already” he smirked and abruptly tugged you by hand and encircled you in his embrace. You thought that there was no more comfortable place in the world than in Joshua’s arms. 
And maybe now you don’t regret your decision to come out late for this little hangout, cause it ended in the best way possible.
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blue-jisungs · 10 months
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see you again
song inspo. see you again — tyler, the creator && kali uchis
summary. your boyfriend is about to go on tour and you don’t know when you’ll see him again
warnings. it’s not fluffy but it’s not angsty either… bittersweet if you will ;)
a/n. sobs. he’s so. he. he’s so :( yeah :(
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joshua watched you sitting, pout on your lips and arms crossed. he let out a soft laugh and excused minghao, approaching you. you huffed dramatically, turning your head.
“baby…” joshua hummed, kneeling down. you were sitting on the armchair, waiting for him to finish up talking with the boys.
“not only you have the audacity to leave me but also wake me up at 4am and then talk with the boys? when you’re literally leaving with them?! i am offended. deeply offended” you grunted, stealing glances at him. joshua giggled, fixing his glasses.
the boys were about to leave on tour. normally you’d wake up a bit later and then drive your boyfriend to the airport but their manager insisted on meeting at one place and going together. which meant less time for you two.
“‘m sorry angel” he hummed and grabbed your hands, pulling you a bit closer “you know i don’t like this too”
“liar. you like it, you’ll perform for carats and have fun” you smiled softly, turning your gaze fully at him. a tender smile formed on his lips, head nodding.
“okay, you got me there but you know what i mean. i hate goodbyes, i hate the fact that we’ll be separated for so long. and i hate that you’re offended right now” joshua teased, warning to add something else when you heard cheol yelling something about getting ready.
a pang of sadness hit your heart, squeezing joshua’s hands. you stood up, pulling him up.
“well… can i get a kiss?” you tilted your head dreamily “and can you make it last forever?”
“because ‘m bout to go to tour, hm?” he hummed and gently cupped your face, love beaming from his ebony coloured irises. before you knew it, joshua’s soft lips met yours in a loving kiss, pouring all his emotions.
“ew, gross! hurry up or we’ll be late!” seungkwan chimed in somewhere in the background, causing you to laugh against your boyfriend’s lips. you pulled away, not aware when your eyes watered.
“oh baby…” joshua pouted, crease forming between his brows “don’t cry, hm?”
you sniffled, shaking your head. joshua gently squeezed your cheeks, placing a chaste kiss on your forehead.
“you're the one that's always running through my daydream, i can only see your face when i close my eyes… don’t worry, hm? i’ll visit you in your dreams too” your boyfriend whispered and placed one long, loving kiss on your lips before getting dragged away by mingyu.
you waved with a full ache in your heart but with a smile adorning your lips. joshua winked, causing you to giggle softly. you’ll see him again, after all.
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celestialpearls · 1 year
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5:12 PM
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You and Joshua needed a vacation desperately and he couldn’t agree more. The months before the public holidays always get busy for the both of you in your respective field of work. So, this announcement was a pleasant surprise on your part, courtesy of your boyfriend.
Maybe it was possible to fall for your lover all over again for such meticulous planning.
 “You just sit there and look pretty, love. I’ll even take your pictures when we arrive,” he promised. And gosh, you could jump his bones from how sweet he is.
He’s lying down on the beach chair, the light wind and the Nipa Hut’s shade a balm to your sun kissed skin. After taking your own photos, you wanted nothing more than to just be with him. If you could attach yourself to him, you would. You know you’re usually not like this. But the rarity of spending time together when you’ve both been so preoccupied prompts the thought. 
“Done taking pictures, baby love?” Joshua beams up at you and intertwines your hands together. 
Wordlessly, you swing one leg over his waist and wriggle until you feel comfortable. He grunts in surprise but he instantly wraps an arm around you as you lay down on him, your ear to his chest. His other hand travels up and down your bare skin, his touches gentle yet it makes you shiver. 
Raising your head up, you mutter, “I love you.”
His eyes crinkle into crescent moons, “I love you more. How are you liking it here so far?” 
“It’s beautiful. And I’ve never felt so relaxed, thank you for indulging me.” 
He clicks his tongue, “the bare minimum.”
You snort and his happiness is contagious because you find your lips curving up at his chuckle. It’s followed by a comfortable silence as you lay your head back on his chest. You sigh contentedly as Joshua returns to drawing random shapes on your back while his other arm is draped loosely around your waist. 
At 5:12 PM, the day star begins her rest as nature’s dome is slowly engulfed in tangerine and merigold. It’s 5:12 PM and you have never felt more tranquil, laying there with your lover in absolute bliss. 
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doiefics · 10 months
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bringing him home
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pairing: joshua x gn!reader
prologue: fear takes over you as you bring joshua to meet your parents, but he say’s you’re taking gratuitous stress
genre: fluff + established relationship!au
wordcount: 689
warnings: none
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Today was going to be a big day.
You’ve had this in your vision for a long time now and it couldn’t be refrained from, and even though were excited about it, it was accompanied by an unrecognizable worry. 
Human emotions can never be easily caught and understood, you see.
You were sat in the car, paying zero attention to the otherwise lively streets of the city.
It was your city, the place where you were born, raised, and probably conceived, too.
You had missed it all. The the swings in the children's playground, the aroma of the morning bakery on the other block, the back alley of the school that you vandalised, everything.
After a gruelling few years outside, you were back and that was all that mattered in the moment.
“Are you too emotional to talk right now?” Questioned the man seated next to you. Joshua, your boyfriend.
“Shua, Yeah, It’s just, you know.” You failed to put your thoughts into words.
“Is it because you’re too emotional that we’re here or are you afraid that I might screw it all up in front of your parents?” He let out an adorable little giggle.
Four years of being together and this man knew you better than yourself.
His coral black eyes teamed up with comforting and deep aura questioned once again.
Yes. You were afraid, not because Joshua would mess it up but only because it was only natural to feel that way.
He was the first man you were bringing home, he had had innumerous zoom calls and texts with your parents whilst the two of you still being in away, they knew him and approved of him.
Then, what was so special about this day perhaps someone who had to go through it could only understand.
It did not take too long to reach. They say there is no place on earth like home, the vibe welcomed you as you took steps further.
“Trust me, everything will go well. We just have to be ourselves right? They’re parents.” Joshua affirmed. 
“I know they'll love you.” You added to his affirmation. 
“Of course. More than they love you.” He teased, and his lips turned into a smirk. On normal days, you would hit him playfully.
You shook your head, returning back to the time and place as you now rang the doorbell. Taking few quick breaths to ease your tensed body.
You were greeted by your parents, and you instantly leaped up and went on to engulf them in a hug. Losing track of time you were sure you did not let go of them before a good few minutes.
“Alright, alright! My turn?” Joshua commented so as to ease the emotional environment. He made you laugh, even when you had tears rolling down.
The family now sat in the living room. Your boyfriend was completely engrossed in the chit chats with your family, as they went through your childhood photo albums.
Everybody seemed to accept him at an instant. It felt like it was him who was this family’s child.
“Noooo Y/N, you were so cute as a baby! Look at you in this pumpkin outfit. When is this from?” He kept on commenting while you just sat there, adoring him.
Honestly he was the type that anyone could take home and get approved of. You were lucky to find a man like Joshua, he tolerated your unbearable shower concerts. You thought to yourself.
The gathering soon ended after dinner, and there was more talking and sharing of old family anecdotes. You were the main theme today, though. It felt gratifying.
As the night grew deeper, you found yourself alone with the man, seated on near the same window pane you thought you'd get a highscool proposal from someday.
“Hmm, told you everything would turn out well. You were stressing over nothing” Joshua soothed.
"How could anyone not like you, Shua?” You defended yourself, teasing him.
“Ahhh, really?” He questioned sarcastically. A little roar of laughter now filled the air as he tickled you by the waist.
Well, he was right, everything would go well.
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peachybun-bun · 2 years
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Hush
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do not remove the watermark and do not repost
pairing; kim mingyu x f reader x joshua hong
genre; smut (minors dni)
notes/warnings; threesome, dom dynamics, fingering, oral (f receiving), tension between boyfriends, joshua being irritating and mingyu getting annoyed
word count; 970 and some change
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“You are so pretty…” 
You smile as Joshua’s fingers run along your neck to your collarbone. His other hand circling your breast as you take in deep breaths. Mingyu’s large hand holding your hip as his fingers thrust into you with such precision you think you are going to see stars. His thumb circles your clit making you moan his name drawing Joshua’s attention once again as he smiles against your cheek after pressing a kiss to your skin. 
You loved how tender Joshua could be with you as Mingyu’s eyes bore into yours while his fingers reached for your spot. You knew he wanted to make you cum as many times as possible before he would let you have either him or Joshua but as the three of you had made your way into bed it was clear that Joshua had other things on his mind. 
“Mmm so cute when you are moaning but you are just so quiet tonight.” 
You hear Mingyu suck in a breath as his fingers keep their pace when you lick your lips and shake your head glancing towards Joshua. “No, it feels so good. I can be louder if you want me to be.” Joshua smiles at you running his thumb along your bottom lip before taking your chin into his hand pulling your face towards him. 
“I want you to moan as loud as you feel like it…as good as it feels. Understand baby?” You furrow your brows and gasp against his lips as Mingyu’s thumb presses against your clit. His eyes watched you with Joshua intently, his shoulder’s tensing as your other partner subtly criticized his technique. 
You arch your back and Joshua bites at your bottom lip gently as his fingers gently pinch at your nipple before you break the kiss and lean your head back on the bed. His eyes linger over your body, moving from your face, over your torso, finally between your legs until he meets Mingyu’s eyes when he smirks. 
Joshua’s eyes move back to your face before he moves his hand from your breast to your hair moving it out of your eyes as he bites at his bottom lip hearing you whine. “My sweet angel. You almost seem bored, is Mingyu not entertaining you enough? Are his fingers not enough? Do you not feel full?” You start to speak, shaking your head to disagree with him with Mingyu’s fingers sliding from you and you both hear him growl low. 
“Slide the fuck down.” You glance at Mingyu meeting his dark eyes only for a moment as he pulls at your thighs bringing you down further on the mattress away from Joshua. Raising a brow as he is left at the headboard, hands now empty, Joshua scoffs only for Mingyu to point at him and growl again. 
“You constantly run your mouth. You obviously need something to do Joshua. Get down here.” Joshua follows Mingyu’s gesture towards the bed between your legs before he scoffs again, not moving. “That’s not how this works, Mingyu. I do what I want, when I want.” 
You chew on your lips feeling the tension between your lovers, wanting to do something but you don't dare when Mingyu moves from the bed towards Joshua making the smaller man gasp. You only manage to speak trying to calm them both down as you reach out taking Mingyu’s wrist causing him to look at you. “Baby…Mingyu it’s okay.”
Mingyu scoffs and lifts his arm before taking your hand from his wrist, turning it over before leaning down to place a gentle kiss to your palm. “I know it is, baby. Shua is just going to pull his weight and learn how to keep his mouth shut.” You swallow hard realizing how serious he was as he drops your hand and his eyes meet Joshua’s again. 
“So like I said, move, don’t keep me or her waiting. That isn’t very gentlemanly of you.” Joshua swallows a scoff before glancing at you before he moves off the bed and around Mingyu crawling between your legs thinking he was going to get to fuck you first only to hear a sound of disapproval from the other man. “I said you were running your mouth Shua. Use it.” 
Your eyes fall to the man between your legs as he bite at his keep himself calm becoming unusually quiet as his hands run along your thighs. Mingyu moves to sit beside you, a gentle large hand pushing your hair out of your eyes before he looks back down to Joshua and raises a brow. “Entertain her, fill her up with your tongue. Earn her moans. Aren’t those all the things you were commenting on before?”
“Asshole…” You barely hear Joshua’s voice as he moves to press a kiss to your knee before he begins to work his kisses up your leg before reaching your core. His thumb parting your folds as he glances up at you running his tongue between them over your clit. You moan softly, closing your eyes as Mingyu watches him work, critiquing him intently. “That’s not a very loud moan. I think you can do better. When I’m eating her out she likes it messy.” 
Joshua growls lightly against your warm folds before closing his eyes and holding your thigh with his free hand as his mouth works over you like a man with purpose. His teeth gently tugging at your folds before he moves to prod his tongue at your wet entrance while his hips rut into the bed. Mingyu smirks watching as Joshua finally makes you cry out loudly, your hand moving to grip his knee before sliding towards his thigh and his hard cock resting against it. 
“That’s a better use for your mouth Shua…and our baby is all ready to play.” 
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heennnngggggarae · 5 months
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I got an idea for a fic with Joshua and this was what came out of it. Also it's angst because I'm really into writing angst now for some reason.
Please tell me if I should make a long fic out of it or not.
Also don't forgot to reblog to let me know if you guys like it or not :))
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6. 45 PM
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“You’re not confessing?” Joshua asked. He sat down next to you, mirroring your posture before leaning his head on his hand.
You sniff before looking back at him. How do you do this? Do you tell him the truth? Or do you lie again?
You don’t want to ruin his happiness, so you do what any logical person would do.
“Nah, he’s not interested in me, apparently he only talked to me out of pity” You said, wiping your nose in the process. 
What a drama queen, lying about your feelings and then exaggerating it. But maybe it’s worth it, to feel like Joshua cared about you more than a friend should. Because the second you said that his eye widen like a saucer. And you know that Joshua doesn’t get mad ever.
“Do you want me to beat the guy up?” He said his hand started to turn into a fist ready to punch the guy who hurt you.
‘As if I’ll let you hurt your pretty face,’ 
You scoff before covering your face with your hand, making Joshua confused. 
“I mean it, I’ll find the guy myself and beat him up for hurting my best friend,”
“Don’t do that, I’m fine, I guess it hurted a little bit because I was kinda hoping that I’ll have someone to bring home to for christmas for once,” you said while uncovering your face before looking back at him
“You could take me home for christmas,” he smiled.
‘Darn you Joshua and your pretty smile for making me fall in to you more,’
“And take you away from your girlfriend? No thanks”
“It’s called best friend privilege”
Oh yeah, that’s right. Always the best friend, never his significant other.
Joshua looks at you for a moment before standing up, holding his arm in front of you
“Wanna get out of here?”
You smile at him before grabbing his hand.
“Yeah,”
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gguksgalaxy · 1 year
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0:05am | Joshua 1k
Pining(?) angst, requested by anonymous, request me here
info: The amount of self control i exerted to not make this longer istg
You’re staring. You’re hyperaware of it. You don’t care. Why would you. He’s gorgeous. Joshua sits a few seats to your left, in deep conversation with Seokmin and Soonyoung about his recent trip to Jeju with Seungkwan. Unbeknownst to him, you clung to every word falling from his beautifully shaped lips. The corner’s curl as he smiles, just a bit. Then, he suddenly turns to look at you. Almost like he’d known you were looking at him. 
“You can come sit closer if you want to join the conversation,” he jokes, slight laughter accompanying his words. He cocks his head to the side, waiting. 
With flushed cheeks you shake your head. “I was zoned out, sorry.” 
He smiles wider, nose scrunching up in just that way you adore. God, you adore every inch of him. Does he know? No. Absolutely not, and you’d never tell him. But it doesn’t matter. Your heart feels like it could explode right now.
“No need to apologise,” he says, before turning back to the others. 
Vernon does a futile attempt to turn you back to your original conversation with him, Wonwoo and Mingyu. All you can hear is Joshua’s laughter. The familiar intonation of his voice, just a bit breathy from the alcohol.
And then, Seungkwan interjecting loudly. “Ya, Shua, you should tell them about that girl. The blonde one.” 
You still immediately. Not a single fibre in your being wants to hear what’s about to come out of your crush’s mouth. Without a second thought you stand up, nearly knocking Mingyu’s drink out of his hand in the process. You apologise, circle the table and make your escape. 
“Fuck,” you groan when you reach the backyard. Hands in your hair,you fight the urge to butt your head against the door. How can you keep being this fucking love struck for a guy you’ll never have? Sure, Joshua is your friend, but he’d never be more. He’s way out of your league and has never even shown any interest in you beside that. Yet your dumb heart decided to cling on to him with the last bit of false hope you had. 
His pretty smile, his soft voice, his gentle mannerisms. All of him seemed just too perfect. You were anything but, couldn’t even control yourself and not stare at him whenever he’s near you. Surely your friends have caught on by now. You could’ve sworn Seungkwan at the very least caught on to your liking for his friend. No reason for him to bring up Joshua hooking up with a random chick in Jeju. Not that loudly at the very least. 
You scoff. “Get it together,” you mumble to yourself as you sit down on the porch. The grass beneath your feet is slightly damp, and you find yourself picking at it as you try to fight off the onslaught of feelings. 
“Hey.” Joshua’s voice startles you so much more than it should. “Are you okay?” 
If he is here your escape must’ve not been as smooth as you had hoped. You look up at him, his brow furrowed with worry. “Does a girl sitting alone and tipsy on a porch while plucking at grass look like the text book definition of okay to you?”
He has the nerve to laugh, just a little. And your heart has the nerve to jump. “Listen,” he chuckles, sitting down beside you, “Seungkwan had no right to say that.” God how you’d give to close that little bit of space between the two of you. His words don’t even fully register to you until he continues. “He was lying through his teeth, by the way.” 
“What?” you ask, meeting his eyes again. 
Joshua sighs, leaning back on his hands, averting his gaze up at the night sky. “He said it to get a rise out of you. He told me, while we were in Jeju, that he thought you had a crush on me.” 
You immediately look away, skin flushing all the way down your neck. That little fucker, you’ll have his hide tomorrow. He can’t just fucking do that. Out you to your crush of all things, your crush who is your friend and you see at least once a week. Disgusting.
“Is he right?” Joshua continues. You can feel his eyes on you, painfully so. 
What are you even supposed to reply to that? Say yes and get your heart broken. Say no and you end up risking your one chance. Damn you Boo Seungkwan. “Does it matter?” you ask. 
“Of course it does,” he says immediately. Not a second goes by. He doesn’t even think about it. “If it didn’t matter I wouldn’t be here. I chewed Seungkwan out in there mind you.” He stops, sighing away that little sliver of anger you can hear lining his voice. It’s not hard to imagine him, wide-eyed and shocked at Seungkwan’s words, telling him to shut it. You’ve heard him chastise the others before. But chew them out? Never. And for you?
“Hey.” Then, his hand brushes the back of your head, gently, fingers stroking over your hair. “Look at me,” he breathes. 
You turn, his arm coming to rest on your shoulder as you do. He is so much closer. The warmth of him is welcome, yet stifling. “Why does it matter to you?” 
Joshua cocks his head to the side, corners of his mouth curling up oh so lovely. His eyes shine, lost in thought for a moment. “Because you’re my friend,” he starts. 
You don’t let him finish. Instead, you scoff. Of course that’s all you are. Why did you even think for a second that you could have a chance with him. How could you be so stupid...
A chuckle of your name follows, paired by a light touch to the back of your head again. His fingers carefully brush your hair away from your face. “Look me in the eyes,” he says. It’s not a question, it’s a demand yet it’s so soft, so gentle. 
Again, you look at him, meeting his expectant gaze. “What?”
“It matters to me, because,” he stops, tongue darting out to wet his lips. His next words are anything but hesitant. “If you say no, then I’m going to go back inside to kick Seungkwan’s ass. And then I’ll come back to ask you what’s really upsetting you.” Again, he stops. He caresses your cheek, and you find yourself leaning into it. “If you say yes,” he smiles, unable to help himself, “I’m going to ask you out on a date.”
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