#jay’s journal

[happy-hermit]

Grian kills Scar. He kills Scar and he calls it ‘The Ultimate Betrayal’. Why? They’re not teamed, their brief allyship fell apart a while ago — which of them is he betraying? “I’m sorry, Scar,” he says, killing him, and it’s familiar. It is an echo from a past life, finally bouncing back. This time they fight with more than just their hands.

#HI IM INSANE #I HAVE TO BE SILLY DRAMATIC OR I WILL DIE #IVE BEEN. NOT NORMAL #THAT WRECKED ME OKAY. I AM IN PIECES #limited life #limited life smp #limited life spoilers #spoilers #traffic spoilers #goodtimeswithscar #grian #gtws #desert duo #jay’s journal

[qupritsuvwix]

Paid the bills, didn’t it?

#beatrice sparks #professional writer #go ask alice #jay’s journal #scaremonger #mormon

[zukuuuu]

Did more but they just progressively get more lazily done cause I ran out of ideas

#marble hornets #jay merrick #jam marble hornets #tim marble hornets #tim wright #jay marble hornets #milo and noah hug based on one of milos journal entrys from where she visited noah #tribetwelve #tribetwelve milo #tribetwelve noah #milo asher #noah maxwell #prebrand #darkharvest00 #alex darkharvest00

[vetteldixon]

had a seb dream that he was racing again in some new mclaren sponsored endurance series and he won in an aston martin! and at the end he stopped perfectly on the start/finish line, got out of his car, and he and all the other drivers immediately bowed down to zak brown

#sebastian vettel #dream journal #jay yells #// #he was wearing a plaid shirt in the presser after and he looked hot…jb was there too and my mom was trying to set me up on a date #had an extremely fun and cringe time trying to guess which restaurant in dc they might want to go to… #it broke down when we started arguing about making plans to see the november fireworks (??) and my dad claimed to be glaswegian

[heinrichheineee]

Nathaniel Hawthorne writing about Herman Melville. Journal entry date: November 12, 1856

“It is strange how he persists — and has persisted ever since I knew him, and probably long before”

Source: Jay Leyda, The Melville Log, A Documentary Life of Herman Melville: 1819-1891, vol. II

#Nathaniel Hawthorne #Hawthorne #Herman Melville #Melville #american lit #american literature #literature #romanticism #1800s #19th century lit #19th century literature #1800s literature #journal #The Melville Log #jay leyda #leyda

[charliespringverse]

radio silence journal page <3

#very Very new to this style of drawing so i am simply Having Fun And Enjoying Myself rn #but i started a journal for random lil crafty hyperfixation things and it's bringing me a lot of joy #(this isn't Exactly how i picture aled and frances but it's the closest i could get lol) #radio silence #aled last #frances janvier #osemanverse #alice oseman #jay screams into the void

[externalmemorycomic]

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#comic #comics #original comic #web comic #webcomic #diary comic #slice of life #autobiographical comics #journal comics #comic artists on tumblr #external memory comic #slice of life comic #jai paul

[remembertheplunge]

Today had other plans

I really had an urge to head for San Fransisco this morning to open water swim in the ocean and to write in the Castro district, but, decided to stay home in Modesto instead. 

A guy I met on line and have met once in person is coming to the house tomorrow. So, 

I planned to do some cleaning in his honor.

Then the phone rang. It was Martin Cantwell. He once lived with me but is now homeless out off Hatch Ave. south of town. He wanted to know if I had his mail. He uses my address for his mail. I said I’d bring his mail and some money to him.

The cleaning would just have to wait. Arriving at Hatch Road, he was standing neath a tree near the McDonald’s. He got in my car and asked if I wanted to meet his friend Tyler, also homeless. I bought coats for Martin and Tyler a few months ago. I said “Sure”. 

We drove to where Tyler and several other people were gathered behind a near by strip mall.

Tyler was very appreciative for the coat that I had given Martin to give rot him.Tyler is maybe 6’ 2”, he is a white guy, large framed, short blonde hair and handsome face. He does not look homeless. Later, I gave Martin $40 to buy a bike that Tyler had for sale. I gave Martin some more money to see hi through for a while and headed out for the Jail, where, I was able to see a client We had a good meeting. We both were in good spirits. In part talked about working out and what books we’ve been reading. I told him that I blog every day. We discussed his case and I departed. It’s 2:15pm and I have barely begun to clean my house. I fear that my new friend is just going to have to take me and the house as is tomorrow! Today had other plans!

The homeless encounter and the jail visit back to back were intense and moving. But, are they really that different than my weekly swims in the sea. A friend who ocean surfs told me that when you are out there  “The Ocean owns you”. It also cleanses and heals you. It adjusts your attitude and your life trajectory. It puts things in perspective. As do a homeless encounter and a jail visit. Plus, they are all great fodder for a journal and or a blog entry!

#journaling #blogging #homeless ecounter #going with what wants to happen in a day #is a clean house really that important? #The Ocean owns you #cleanses and heals you as do a homeless encounter and a jai visit #It's hard to see my friend homeless and my client in jail. I couldn't save them today. But #I can ask them what they need now #in giving that to them #they also heal me

[sunfloralchaos]

✨️The store is open again 💫

Notebooks are available in a very limited quantity and there's a whole bunch of new prints up 👀

#etsy #store update #jay and art #jays thoughts #dnd #dnd art #d&d art #ttrpg #ttrpg art #d&d #tiefling #elf #notebook #bullet journal

[cozycgburrow]

10 Crafts For Kiddos

Here's some various crafts for the artsy regressors and carers out there. There are varying levels of difficulty so take a peek and pick out which ones are perfect for you!

I loved all the options of what you could put inside the bottles in this second article!

Hope you all enjoy and have so much fun!!

- Jay

#agere community #safe agere #agere positivity #sfw age regression #agere caregiver #agere ideas #sfw agere #agedre positivity #safe agedre #sfw agedre #agedre ideas #sfw petre #pet regression #age regression caregiver #sfw caregiver #petre caregiver #agere crafts #Jay's Journal

[jacob-adler]

June 28, 2023, 04:00AM

Four o'clock every morning is a special time for me. My family and friends have always found it too early, and I don't blame them. It is. It is so very early. Even I find it hard to pry myself out of bed sometimes, especially when I have Kaia, so beautiful and so serene, sound asleep right next to me. But she understands. Like my twin sister, Kiera, Kaia has come to understand my need to be out here at four o'clock in the morning.

Most mornings, it's just me. Me and the sun and the waves, still all too sleepy, but happy to be here.

It calms me. It's a time I set aside for myself. A time to breathe in the clean, fresh air. A time to discard any negativity I may have been carrying from the day before. A time to collect my thoughts. A time to reflect. A time to start anew. Typically, I'd be out surfing, getting a taste of the waves to come. But today is different.

Today, I sit here on the surfboard Kiera has gifted me from our most recent birthday, just watching the sun slowly rise from beyond the horizon, the ocean gently lulling me back and forth as if it knows I needed calming.

See, today is my sister's wedding day, and honestly, I couldn't be happier. My heart feels so full knowing that Kay is finally going to marry the love of her life, and she'll live the life she's always wanted, the life that I've always wanted for her. Knowing my sister, she deserves nothing short of her dream come true. But as I sit here, I wonder if I'd ever get to where she is. Not out of jealousy, no. But out of hope. Back in the home I now share with my beautiful girlfriend, I'm not blind to my blessings. Kaia is as beautiful as she is kind. And God, I've never been so enthralled by such beauty in my life, nor have I ever been more at peace with another soul that is not my family's. I love her. She knows I love her. But I want to give her more. More of my time, more of my love, more of me. But can I? How can I? How do I? How do I know if I'm doing it right? Or if it's enough? How can I be sure that one day it's not all just going to come crashing down? It's strange to think about, especially for someone who skydives almost every day for the sheer thrill of it. But it's moments like these that terrify me; it's hours before I get to watch my sister, the one person I've walked through my whole life with, go a separate way. Will I be strong enough to follow? Will I be enough?

#[ jay adler || journal 01 ]

[happy-hermit]

desert duo from an outsiders pov is my favorite thing

#this is from fwhips stream btw #the first photo is my favorite it's adorable AJSDKASDJ #goodtimeswithscar #grian #desert duo #jay’s journal

[frenchfries02]

" We are writers, my love ; we don't cry, we bleed on paper. "

- Jay Vespertine ( A.Y. )

#words words words #journaling #my notes #journal entry #a date with death #writers on tumblr #writing #spilled ink #Jay Vespertine

[naturedways]

i feed our local blue jays and their flock has grown so much in a year!!!!!! im working on having more trust me, as it used to just be 3 or 4 of them that came by. i just love them so much and i hope they'd like this collage 😌

#my art #collage #glue book #magazine journal #art journal #artists on tumblr #junk journal #small artist #cute #bird art #blue jay #trash art #journaling

[colorfulmess14]

I think it's cool whenever you learn more about a story's world through Journal entries. It reminds me of video games.

#artists on tumblr #art #artwork #fanart #artist #digital art #fan art #fanartist #artist on tumblr #ninjago #ninjago jay #jay walker #jay #ninjago fan season #story rewrite #journal entry

[ladyjenniemarie]

Bird journal

#watercolour #birds #osprey #blue jays #great blue heron #northern flicker #grackle #my art #berbs #how i spent my summer vacation #house wren #cuckoo #garter snake #🐍 #common tern #pileated woodpecker #cognashene #journaling