#its not like it'll be the first time

[wearily-confused]

i wish it was acceptable to ask to dtr friendships

like are we treating this as bfs or acquaintances or talks casually every other month or every day gm and gn or what

like please tell me what amount of energy and care you are willing to reciprocate without pingponging between loving me and not even giving a fuck if i die, just stop with all this hot and cold bs

#like okay i get going into depressive slumps or shutting off sometimes but fuckin tell me #so i dont think you are ghosting me again with no forewarning or reason #its not like it'll be the first time #it's been more than a week #and going from gn gm and every single detail about your day from straight up no reply? #is it gonna be like last time(s) again then #dropping me for months and then getting all sorry and self destructive #its already been twice (ik i am pathetic for forgiving her but ffs i thought you had changed) #argh #ARGHHHHHHH #friendships #i swear #i hope she's just busy and nothing jas happened to her #rant #but just in the tags the post i still think is fair #thoughts #desiblr #eph #</3

[stil-lindigo]

HELP PALESTINIAN ARCHITECT EVACUATE HER FAMILY FROM GAZA

This is a verified fundraiser for a family of four to evacuate to Cairo. The fund's creator, Amal Abu Shammala, reached out to me personally to share this since she's failed to get her fund on Operation Olive Branch and Let's Talk Palestine's fundraising linktree.

As of right now, she has raised €2,397/ €42,000. You can see the breakdown of what the money will be used for in the fund description.

Please give generously!

#ive talked to amal myself and can vouch for her #she was so understanding about me having to verify her story first #its so bullshit how people have used the tragedy of a genocide to masquerade as palestinians in need #perhaps its selfish for me to personally advocate for only a few families in need when so many people require help #but i feel like the way i stay sane is to just. focus on one family at a time #im gonna try to do another fundraising event (?) soon idk how successful it'll be #i just dont have enough money man #palestine #free palestine #free gaza #donations #gaza #rafah #khan younis

[writer-room]

Obsessed with Lloyd never mentioning his grandfather is the First Spinjitsu Master, apparently to the point even Arin didn't seem to know, because "eh, it never came up". Cause like, yeah, sure, my grandfather is God, what of it? Normal day for me. Shit happens. My dad is also evil, you wanna talk about that? I sure don't.

It's also funny from a character arc perspective. Here's itty bitty baby first season Lloyd, loudly proclaiming he's the son of Garmadon, and probably also making sure everyone knows he's God part 3 electric boogaloo. And then one Tomorrow's Tea and a few more years later and he's doing everything physically possible to NOT care about his heritage. In fact he'd probably rather his parentage was literally anyone else. Dude could care so less he forgets about it most of the time. King behavior.

#ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago dr #lego ninjago #lloyd garmadon #first spinjitzu master #garmadon #text post #talk #ideas #lloyd that entire time interally was probably like 'did wu get a temple--? oh wait thats granddad. sorry granddad. i guess' #he took one look at that altar and went hm. should probably fix that. mostly cause it'll fix my problem but wu didnt raise no disrespect #(except for when the disrespect is funny) what who said that #do you think he was like 'oh thank granddad finally my godly heritage isnt screwing me over' when the ghost mentioned needing a descendant #or was he like 'well. its another day of me being grandfathers favorite i guess' #do you think sora and arin felt awkward realizing they were in the temple of lloyds granddad. meanwhile lloyd did not give a flying fck #as far as hes concerned granddad can stuff it cause hes 80% all the sht that happens to him is bc God really likes him & thinks starting #problems is an appropriate way to show his love. and he doesnt think god takes constructive criticism #he sure will try tho #also yknow his closest interactions with Gods are his dad & uncle. & Wu is. like that. & also he's so sick of garmadon's bs #'my dad is literally banging some news guy i could not respect him less if i tried. his taste has only ever been mediocre. sorry mom'

[blueskittlesart]

maybe i'll eat my words in two years or whenever the fuck this is coming out i fucking HOPE i will eat my words but the fucking maze runner guy is directing it. the man whose upcoming feature is called kingdom of the planet of the apes. if you trust modern hollywood in its current state to deliver a well-written and true-to-source adaptation of the legend of zelda more power to you ig but i truly think that is fucking delusional. sorry lmao

#personal #whateverrrr its not like it'll be the first time nintendo does something Bad with this franchise. we have twilight princess #ugh. also if you enjoyed the mario movie you're in the wrong place. just generally speaking. this is a mario movie hate zone

[skitskatdacat63]

I drew all of my historical AU Sebs!!!!

In order they are(with relevant links to lore info if you are curious!!): Napoleonic Hussar Seb(x), Renaissance Muse Seb(x) and Boy King/Emperor Seb(x)

Let me know which you like best!!!

#oh my fucking god this was truly the endurance race of drawing sessions #i just drew for four hours straight or so......FUN! #and it is now almost 5 am on a school night so pls wish me luck in school haha #basically this spawned from me seeing if i could sketch all 3 of my Sebs easily and then whoops 4 hours later they are finished! #i think now i can draw the hussar uniform with my eyes closed. it was so comforting to draw honestly ;;;; #this is actually the first time ive drawn boy king seb with colors!! so i think it turned out pretty well? #hey guys do you notice what all of the Sebs have in common...? they all have a gold motif...GOLDEN BOY CODED!!! #anyways i think the most developed of these AUs is boy king seb which is funny bcs its the one ive created most recently #but gaahhhhhh ive done so much research and im literally brainrotting over it constantly #now i need to draw fernando in his 3 AUs hahaha but drwing Seb is sooooo much more easy/comfy for me #did you guys also notice i have a fondness for a specific seb hairstyle? malaysia 2010 my truly beloved youve served me so well #i mentioned this already but like i dont get how drawing these kinds of clothing is far more preferable to me than drawing racesuits #well anyways i have so much fun researching into these different eras!! and then very fun to mix it with the drivers #im very surprised i was able to draw this. im not usually able to draw good chibi anatomy #but like seriously i think i was posessed by my thoughts of boy king seb and i just couldnt stop drawing #in didnt really have any mental roadblocks which is surprising #but then again these drawings are me mixing my two major interests atm so ofc it'll come to me easily and make me passionate!! #anyways time to go sleep pwease dont let this flop my hands literally are overheated from drawing LMFAO #catie.art. #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 fanart #formula 1 art #formula 1 fanart #f1 art #boy king au #renaissance muse au #hussar au

[lollytea]

How do I say, without coming across as a jaded miserable little bitch who likes raining on everybody's parade, that the PJO Disney plus adaption is nostalgia bait, in the same way that their live action remakes are

#it'll probably be good #it sounds like its gonna be a pretty faithful adaption #im not denying that #but #20-30 something year old you ARE being pandered to by the Walt Disney Corporation #its fine to be excited for it. just so long as we are all aware of whats happening #also we gotta stop acting like mr riordan is some underdog in this situation #hes written one of the most successful teen lit series of all time #and in disney's current quirky girl phase of grasping hold of anything that already has a following #of COURSE they snatched this shit up #''Percy Jackson. A Disneyplus original.'' #do you have any idea just how much theyre salivating to have their name attached to this series? #(tbf the books were owned by disney too. but a streaming service makes their link to the franchise all the more evident) #anyway. maybe i sometimes get a little bitter when i think about all the original projects in production that were abruptly cancelled #usually because of the current fear to take risks and put something new into the world #and then i remember adaptions like are going ahead #there is no risk associated the pjo series. the first few books are relatively squeaky clean for a teenage audience #this is a comfortable direction for them to go in #''but but but theres gay people in it'' hush. disney is not afraid of captilizing on the gay experience #also im pretty sure the gay people dont show up until like. 8 books in #thats 8 seasons #can you imagine #''guys we need to keep giving this show our support so we can eventually get solanjello (or whatever its called)'' #ooooh theyre quite evil. very interesting #even tho like. dont worry you'll get your gay people eventually. you'll get all your book adaptions. you'll get all those seasons. #this franchise is disneys new pet #you can smell it #the hype. the cast announcements. the promotion #LIN MANUEL MIRANDA??? #theyre going to squeeze every last drop of engagement they can get out of it

[cellbitupdates]

🟩 Dos mods do Cellbit/🟥 From Cellbit's mods/🟨 De los mods de Cellbit:

🟩 Voltaremos quando o Cellbit voltar de Los Angeles/🟥 We'll return when Cellbit gets back from Los Angeles/ 🟨 Volveremos cuando Cellbit regrese de Los Ángeles ❤️

🟩 O que provavelmente será amanhã ou no final desta semana. Na segunda-feira ele mencionou que poderia tentar entrar no QSMP para conhecer o novo criador coreano Jungryeok, mas ele não disse nada definitivo.

🟥 Which will likely be tomorrow or later this week. He mentioned yesterday that he might try to log onto QSMP for the new Korean creator Jungryeok but didn't say anything definitive.

🟨 Que probablemente será mañana o más tarde esta semana. El lunes mencionó que podría intentar entrar el QSMP para conocer al nuevo creador coreano Jungryeok, pero no dijo nada definitivo.

#cellbit #when will he be live #<- gonna be the tag for whenever the schedule changes. maybe. #first real update since people are probably wondering when he'll go live this week #i think his flight back was yesterday (hence the time sensitive stream) so he is probably back home #it's just a matter of whether he feels up to streaming yet or not tomorrow #also how do people feel about this in terms of translations and formatting #is it obnoxious to do it like this or does it work #bc i dont want to like put everything in english at the top and then every other language below if i can help it #like for transcripts it'll probably be different but it just depends #and im not sure if i'll always be able to do translations depending on the post it's a lot and again i'm not fluent #but anyway. here's this #also i'm gonna put his usual stream schedule in the pinned eventually i just wasn't really expecting to make an updates account and then #well it happened #i can also emoji code translations maybe? like do it based off the lang colors on twitter (so its not country based) #so red = eng yellow = esp green = ptbr #i dont speak french well enough to translate for that so unless someone wants to help with that it'll just be those three usually #anyway im overthinking this to the max here you go he might be live tomorrow he might not #mod bell

[cosmicmakos]

imagine holding your f/o when they need comfort from their lover (even if they don't make it known and/or try to deny it). they feel safe in your presence and can finally let their walls down and release all of their pent-up emotions while in your embrace.

#my favorite war criminal <3 would sometimes avoid letting herself let her emotions out #half the time its because her mission takes priority and she wants to avoid distractions and the other times she denies she needs it #when she first came back to the citadel after she died and got brought back she shoved all her emotions down when she saw me again #a friend of hers convinced her to go over to me while i was watching skycars go past in the market area #she came up right next to me and said my name quietly to get my attention - all i could do was stare at her confused #she started to stumble out what happened and to tell me everything but she started talking too fast and the tears made it worse #i pulled her close to me and told her it was a story for another time while she mumbled apologies into my neck #she held on to me like i was going to disappear into thin air #during the war she just refuses to give herself a moment's rest since the galaxy is depending on her to save it #she always tells me her emotions can wait and goes off on her next important mission #unless we're all alone between missions she won't let her emotions out as they could compromise the task at hand #if those conditions are met she finally lets her emotions out while i hold her close to me for as long as i can #corporate necromancer has a hard time letting her walls down and at one point it caused an argument between the two of us #she doesn't like/want people to see the vulnerable side of her #she thinks it'll make people think less of her or make her look weaker #she slowly opens up to me and after some time she doesn't keep her walls up around me #its hard for her to admit she wants to be held while she lets her emotions out but one of the times she did was before the o4 relay mission #oops only two characters on this one since i have too many thoughts on this #f/o imagines #imagine your f/o

[pokemonruby]

the cover i commissioned for my book is almost finished... this feels so surreal.

#i cannot overstate how much painstaking effort i've put toward completing this novel over the course of like... basically a decade now. #the first in a very long-winded series but a monumental achievement nonetheless. and it'll be released THIS YEAR. #blazing through these final edits so by the time the cover art is finished i can start planning its debut. #there is literally nothing that i am more passionate about in this world than my art. #when i suggest that writing this book has saved my life that is by no means an exaggeration. #fame means little to me as does monetary value i just want to share what i love with others #after suffering a lifetime of isolation and ostracization #so i really hope you all will stay tuned. <3 #riley rambles #once it's finished i'll be working on finalizing the official page too! so look forward to that if you want to learn more.

[grandninjamasterren]

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#shittiest way to lose an entire friend group: reacting badly to being ignored #and i just keep going over it in my head because i can tell ive done something wrong but i dont know what it is and why this always happens #i know i reacted badly but what makes everyone im friends with decide to ignore me after a certain amount of time #i dont know how many more times i can take this happening #its like being back in middle school when all the popular kids would pretend to be your friend- laughing behind your back the whole time #im already suicidal i didnt need the help thanks #next time just shoot me- it'll be easier #heaven forbid i get upset because an entire group of people all decide to give me the silent treatment at the same time and then lie about #trying to ask about me while taking a week to realize that id left the game server because of it #sure whatever call me childish for counting the days since my last consideration of suicide but loosing yet another friend because they #“cant reconcile with [me] in good faith” because i reacted badly to the rest of the group purposely excluding me? #they were the one who encouraged me to leave in the first place

[front-facing-pokemon]

#manectric #i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk #but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric #el woowoo‚ if you will #a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day #so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday #hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years #looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow #which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations #for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA #plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory #overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me #so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little #worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY #this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains #that's about it #any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar #places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it #also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking #about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours

[cc-kote]

Me: Yeah idk I don't really ship foxiyo, Like it's a cool ship but it never really stuck for me. The art of them is fuckin awesome tho.

Me, whenever Rio by Duran Duran comes on: 👀 Wait.

#like it is really fuckin cute i cant deny that #its one of those ships where im like #this aint my party but crank the music so i can hear it from across the street yknow? #but yeah every time i hear that song im like i will jump on this train and ride it for exactly 5min 37sec #and i mean maybe one of these days it'll latch onto my brain who knows #i dont like writing off a ship entirely just bc it doesnt stick at first i just take whatever does and run with it #occasionally gathering more along the way #its more fun that way :P #foxiyo

[mylittleredgirl]

nnngggg i think i'm allergic to this new medication too :(

#inconclusive because i'm on so many steroids and antihistamines as it is but i have those vibes #am i swallowing weird or do i just not usually pay such close attention to the feeling of swallowing in g-rated situations? #it feels like it's working though so it might be one of those balancing acts with other meds or desensitization protocol time #i only took a half dose for the first day so perhaps it'll be clearer tomorrow (but hopefully not of course) #and there's the whole thing where i'm out of inhaled steroids because they discontinued flovent... there's a lot going on #i feel like i'm beating the hell out of my body which was already struggling so much and is really trying its best :( #(fyi i'm PLENTY familiar with anaphylaxis and do not need to rush to a hospital) #(but this is. a bummer if true.) #the symptoms

[lucky-draws]

my very specific #artgoal for 2024 is to stop drawing people with incorrectly small foreheads

#looking back at ocie drawings and its like where is that man's skull. brain. why are his eyebrows half an inch from his hairline #anyway i realllly want to draw more this year.. uni and/or job be damned i'll make time for it...i want to go back to drawing almost daily #i don't like forcing myself to draw every single day but most days is good even if its just small doodles #i think i will get like a nice sketchbook like a moleskine adjacent book to draw in bc maybe it'll encourage me to idk be a bit bolder #instead of just always doing no background pencil drawings on loose sheets of a4 or whatever ratty sketchpad... #first i need to just. relearn some basics bc im worse than ever @ anatomy and general confidence in drawing without references #and then i want to try new things more and try to evolve a bit ... #life could be dream ..

[chipistrate]

It's been 3 years since we were first introduced to Princess Quest and we've only been given more questions than answers with every new installment

I kinda love it but also pleaseee Steel Wool what the FUCK is going ON with this GAME!!!!!!

#Chip Chatter #also something that just occurred to me #PQ has been in every Steel Wool fnaf game so far #it was first introduced in Help Wanted 1 (specifically the mobile port) #it was expanded upon in Security Breach and even given its own ending if you play all three of them #it showed up in Ruin to confirm that its ending *was* indeed canon and gave us a sick ass visual of the sword piercing the PQ3 machine #and then in HW2 we got a FOURTH installment of it that's fuckin- god I don't even know how to explain it but it was AWESOME #AND gave us a more solid connection to the MCI in it (which I speculated about with the graves in PQ1 and this confirmed it<3) #not even mentioning how fuckign HUGE the secret PQ4 ending was like!!!! Jesus christ dude what is up with this game!!!!! #Every time it shows up it's bigger than the last I stg #I wonder if it'll show up in the next game as well.... or the maybe-HW2 DLC that they might be planning.......... #HW2 spoilers #Help Wanted 2 spoilers

[taikanyohou]

god i have neverrrr everrrr everrrr been a morning workout kinda person i usually always workout after work around 5pm-ish, but since its october now and the days will start to get shorter and SAD will no doubt set in this year i wanna try switching things up for the first time and see what it does for my mood and body and brain if i workout in the mornings before work at 6am before or after i pray fajr salah instead.

#SAD wasnt /as bad/ last year but i wanna try some things out ... lifestyle changes ... shifting a few things around in my day to day routine #just to see if it does anything. bc after i workout i am always always in such a good mood so idk. i wanna see if thatd work in the mornings #before work. bc after work i used to think id be too tired to workout but i never was. its always a smash. so yeah. #and people are always like ohhh mornings are the best time to workout and whilst i dont believe that theres ever really 'a good time #to workout' (bc ANY time is a good time to! in ramadhan sometimes whilst i wait for suhoor i workout at 2am!) #i just wanna see what it does for me if i DO workout at 6am-ish. it'll be HARD at first bc i'll feel sluggish. #but idk i think i'm quite self-motivated and self-disciplined so it shouldnt take too long for it to become a habit. hopefully. iA. #and generally i am a morning person i LOVE mornings (but never tried working out during them) so yeah. i get up 6am everyday anyway. #and pray my fajr and then have my coffee and just sit with myself for an hour before i get ready to go work. so yeah. i dont meditate. #but fajr for me is my silent quiet introspection time. its so nice and peaceful to just sit and pray and think and practice gratitude. #so yeah i wanna mix working out in with it now too. #ANYWAY. all this to say that its never too late to change things up in life! freshen your routine up! #faiza talks