#its me I’m one of the friends >:]

[hylianane]

Do you think. That after Sanji asked Zoro to kill him. He took a moment wonder if, had Kuina lived to adulthood, at the end of their journey, would whoever killed Mihawk would’ve have to fight to protect their title from the other? Do you think the next time they fought after Sanji’s request, Kitetsu would cut just a little too close to Sanji’s throat, because her master was too preoccupied thinking, would I have been able to do it? Kill her, if it came to that? For my dream? and later when he’s carefully wiping Sanji’s blood off his blade, do you think, that maybe he would think- the dream was hers before it was mine. Would I have felt betrayed, then, if she killed me? Or proud? Pleased? Happy?

When Sanji interrupts his thoughts to say, what the hell has got you so distracted? Or what, am I too boring for you to take seriously, do you think Zoro would glare at him in silence cause there’s no way for him to articulate that he’s never taken anything more seriously in his life.

#Sanji and Kuina taking up the same space in Zoro’s brain my absolute beloved. #Like yeah there’s also a parallel you can make between Kuina and Luffy in how they represent Zoro’s dreams but #Their dynamic as friends is different #Zoro is able to communicate rather freely with Luffy #With Sanji its more of the same thrown insults and play fights and secret admiration and inability to say the word ‘friend’ #and now I’m thinking about how Kuina died the same night her and Zoro spoke honestly for the first time #and I wonder if Zoro regrets that #I WONDER if he didnt realize he has a second chance at fixing it until Sanji’s life was placed in real danger #This is all so hard for me to articulate does anyone get it. Hello. Hello? #one piece #roronoa zoro #blackleg sanji #shimotsuki kuina #zosan #cause a death pact is always romantic #my post

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[naturecalls111]

I think I love Sanji so extra much because he’d acknowledge my ‘girl-ness’ in a way that I feel like has not ever been acknowledged in a way I wanted it to be wails

The chivalry intended not with hopeful reciprocation but with admiration. WAILS.

#nc111 talks #like growing up the whole concept of ‘being one of the boys’ was so stupid to me #mostly because I had so many guy friends and I was not appreciative of their treatment of me at all #there were definitely times where I wanted to tell them like. hm. I wish you would respect my girlhood a bit more #I love being a woman. I really do #my girlhood is something I keep very close to me. I was very jealous of other girls in my school who exuded that type of femininity #speaking purely from personal experience - just to make that clear #but I like being and being associated with traits that are quite literally stereotypically aligned with Girl-ness #so hard to explain!! but at its core I just love chivalry though lol #one of my friends was like ugh no I’d never want a guy to hold a door open for me just because I’m a girl #‘I’d want them to hold it open because it’s just a kind thing to do’ #and like. yes. core sentiment I totally agree with #but also I Do want to be acknowledged as a girl I spent all of my childhood and teen years having my Girl-ness barely recognised and #it sucked seing the disparity in the treatment #but it also sucked seeing the intent with which these guys treated women chivalrously #which is why Sanji appeals to me. his chivalry is not ill intended or manipulative. ever. and it acknowledges womanhood all the same #OK RAMBLINGGGG #lost the plot. point is I love Sanji because I see him do his little dance while giving Robin a dessert she never had to ask for and I sigh #WISH THAT WERE ME. #edit: none of this matters mostly because I don’t care to date men #but I suppose it’s like. even in my friendships with other girls I feel like there was an inherent establishment that ok so I act as the Guy #And She acts as the girl #when we go out their arms would wrap around mine #and mine never wrapped around theirs. does that make sense #hold their hand as they walked down the stairs in heels. helped them out of cars. you get the image #SANJI WOULD HOLD MY HAND OUT OF A CAR EVERY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love him #I’d never have to ask! ah. love chivalry.

[5hrignold]

reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH. #it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝 #smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

[autistic-katara]

are u even queer if u havent pounced on an opportunity to get beat up by ur crush?

#no joke at my friend’s bar mitzvah one of our mutual friends/someone i lowkey had a massive crush on #was kinda like play-fighting ppl in our group on our friend’s trampoline #and i volunteered to go w/ her #knowing full well she was relatively physically strong #and given my physical disability relating to energy + the fact that i basically never rlly exercise i’m physically weak asf #so yeah she easily beat me #what can i say its a queer’s mating ritual #anyways while this was mostly abt me i thought abt a few ships while writing it so just gonna tag them #korrasami #rangshi #lumity #catradora #huntlow #zukka #soukoku #ranpoe #shin soukoku #queer #lgbt #bisexual #gay #lesbian

[bigothteddies]

one of my dreams as a bright-eyed freshie noob nsfw tumblr user was to one day have my own place with tons of extra rooms and to have partners and kink friends rotating in an out of the house like all the old big kink creators used to on here, making content and gif sets with my friends and enjoying our sexuality together

#unimportant thoughts #doable still? maybe one day #I don’t know ! #used to dream about it a lot #there used to be a big (since cancelled) creator that did a lot of stuff like that #creators would come and stay in his house for month(s) long vacations in between jobs and school #like could you imagine? #going and living with a creator you love for a summer? #getting to make content together snd have fun with no stress or pressure? #I don’t know maybe im alone in this! #BUT #I don’t know itd be nice! #i love the idea of being a Home #maybe not peoples permanent home #i csnt imagine being a lot of peoples healthy long time permanent partner lol #but yk its enough to be Somebody in peoples lives yk? #im happy to be someone who was right for you for a little while #be it a few months or a summer or a year or a few years #im happy with that #i want to end it on a high note and keep going as friends after #i want to still have occasional flings and catch up on each orhers lives all the time #i dont think i can be everyones forever #and itd be greedy to think i could be ! #but i want to be someone people look back on fondly #that people say ‘he was a good influence in my life. i’m happy I was with him. he was the right person for me in a lot of ways’ #i want to be someone people are proud of havin been involved with #i want those tumblr gifsets and relationship maps and talking about how x is moving out to go to grad school soon but we still love each #other and im proud of them for moving to the next stage in life #i want to be a revolving door thats always open! #but it only works if other people want it too! and if those people DO actually value me like tjat

[imhere-imqueer-ilikedeer]

Help me and my friend starting shrieking about sanders sides in front of our whole grade

#Me and my friend: *incomprehensible screeching* #Our other friends: …what is happening? #Keep in mind I have the reputation for being the calm one who never gets excited #And now one of them keeps saying I’m in my unhinged era #ITS A GOOD SERIES OK #Sanders sides #sasi #thomas sanders #janus sanders #patton sanders #Logan sanders #virgil sanders #logan sanders #remus sanders #herequeerdeerrobin

[tadfools]

Just found out my ex best friend is obsessed with bg3 (which is hilarious since they kept making fun of me for loving it during early access) because one of my beloved mutuals rbed a piece of art they made and it showed up on my dash

I hope your game crashes every time you go to kiss Gale you son of a bitch

#bg3 #gale dekarios #I’m grabbing myself by the face and making direct eye contact with myself #BEE YOURE BETTER THAN THIS #GO EAT SOME CHEESE AND MOVE ON #GO TO BED EARLY YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW #you come into my house after you have already mocked its wallpaper!?!?! #you come into MY house!?!? #guys I’m as the kids say….salty #they were so mean to me about it!!! and now it’s their current hyper fixation??? #can’t have shit in glasgow smh #I haven’t spoken to them in almost 2(3?) years now #If you have a falling out with one of your friends talk about it with them before it festers into apathy guys #I thought I had ripped this rot out of me and yet? #I lost a really good friend because of this person #my last year of uni was a very lonely one because of this person #sorry for ranting xx #thank fuck I go to therapy

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me: sits down to write feeling full of inspiration

chronic pain: no 🙃

#sorry i just needed to vent #UGH #i mean obviously having a chronic pain condition is never fun #but when it decides to sink its teeth in when i just want an evening to capitalise on the inspiration that’s been building up all week #it’s just so frustrating #getting to sit down in the evenings to write is one of the few times i get to feel peaceful and comforted #and i’m just so done with my body taking that from me too #sorry i will resume my usual flaily milex posting soon i’m sure #but tonight i’m just feeling sad and a little bit scared of my own body #and my flatmate and best friend are otherwise occupied #so apparently i’m venting about it here instead #chronic pain #lulu posts

[fogwitchoftheevermore]

thinking about how even in sausage’s perfect, happiest ending for his character, he still loses gem. thinking about how no matter how good everything else is gem never stays.

#empires smp #mythical sausage #geminitay #wither rose alliance #sorry i’m having. a normal one about s2 wra today #like. ABSOLUTELY CRAZY TO ME!! ITS HIS HAPPIEST ENDING AND HE DOESNT GET TO KEEP ONE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS IN HIS LIFE….. #yeah i know that’s just the way things go sometimes but. still makes me wanna throw up #specifically about the whole. when gem is talking to him in her finale he just knows #‘you’re never coming back are you?’/‘no probably not’

[clambuoyance]

I’ve never been so obsessed with a character so bad that I literally can’t do anything else I’m like the squidward meme watching SpongeBob frolic outside the window stretching a hand out to all the pretty paintings and animations and comics I see in my head but being unable to feel any motivation for it . If only i could use the energy spent to create 20 kon doodles to sit down and concentrate on a single finished full piece I used to be able to make like 5 page comics what happened to me

#sighs yes before anyone says anything IK it’s probably adhd related 😭 #BUT ITS GOTTEN SO BAD I CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE IN MY BRAIN HOW DID IT GET WORSE #it’s probably a mix of burnout too but I don’t get tired of drawing ? #it feels like when u get dizzy or change glasses or so #and it’s either everything is wayyy too in focus and you can see literally everything clearly that it hurts ur brain #which doesn’t help given how saturated w information the world is always #and simultaneously somehow everything is blurry or out of focus and I physically have to strain myself to hone in on one thing #I JUST WANNA READ COMICS AND FINISH A DRAWING AND HANDLE WORK AND SCHOOL AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS #ALL IN OME DAY #BUT MY BRAIN IS LIKE. TODAY IS ONLY FOR COMICS. YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ESLE #😫🫶 I’m deleting this later I’m just ranting LMAO #I’m highschool it’s crazy bc I did okay and then honestly i just think my ability to concentrate has deteriorated as the years have gone by #free me!!! #either way I want to lessen my social media and just pick One bc girl I have an Instagram a tumblr and a twitter this is horrible for me . #honestly I’ll probably pick instagram and just post on tumblr when I have art #I already do that #I mean when I have Good art. #IM RAMBLING IDK

[puppyeared]

Get sillay

Xīn Yá (left) belongs to me, Little Sailor (right) belongs to @crow-cap

Song: piranha creeper creek from super mario 3D world

#guess who took their meds and focused on the wrong thingggg #I forgot I had the super Mario 3d world ost in my playlist and tthis got stuck in my head #I used to play that level a lot because its one of the only ones with the flashlight box and I always thought it looked cute lol #the musical score for this game is actually one of my favs next to Mario galaxy. something about the jazz instruments adds something to it #a YouTuber I watch made a video breaking down Mario soundtracks and it added to my appreciation for the music!! if you’re interested check #out scruffy on YouTube. his videos are very thoughtful and interesting to watch so I can 11/10 recommend #and as someone who knows next to nothing about music he breaks it down so it’s easy to understand and follow along. he’s a cool guy #anyway!!! im still not over these 2 they are everything to me #if I can’t find situations to put them in I’m doing dumb shit like this. mwah #myart #doodles #animatic #my oc #friend oc #lmk #Lego monkie kid #lmk oc #xin ya #little sailor #sailor

[untamedsinning]

you dont have to but if you draw a certain pulse of the im variety burping that might just make my day

i mean obviously i’m biased but considering the entire basis for his seas0n eight character was a movie that gave a lot of young impressionable minds strange fetishes, people weren’t weird enough about the candyman thing

#i’m not even into blueberry stuff #but you’re telling me no one made the joke? #makes a blueberry flavored candy. cut to its always sunny title screen #‘Im.puls3s Herm!tcr4ft episode gets demonized’ #AAAAnyways. he’s cute here u go friend ^_^ #eructophilia #eructo #burping #indecent art #indecent asks

[tennessoui]

Wait, there are people who LIKE WIPs? Mind officially blown. O_o

yeah idk maybe just consider that all your favorite fics were wips at one point and one writer liked it enough to spend hours turning that wip into a finished fic and I doubt they were writing just to write an ending

like that fic did not emerge fully formed as a multi chapter novel length anon divergent masterpiece on ao3 one day!!! even if a fic is all posted at once, ONE person knew it and loved it as a wip or it never would have been posted at all!!!

like come on!!! think about fic writers as people who are experiencing their wip more than you ever will no matter how many times you read it and I promise the concept of liking a wip will NOT blow your mind

#asks #I enjoy all of my wips #I enjoy writing them I enjoy when o choose to end a chapter #I especially enjoy posting and waiting for people to scream about it #to me or in the comments #I very very very much enjoy hearing people affirm that what I’m writing isn’t shit #and i very very much enjoy leaving comments on other peoples wips #encouraging them and telling them my favorite moments #so they don’t think no one’s reading #I love getting email notifications that’s story I like has updated #I love cleaning my room or putting away my laundry before I read the update so it feels like #double the treat #I love talking with friends about it #what happens when people don’t like wips is that fandoms die #because writers stop feeling encouraged to write #when the writing process takes weeks #the reading process can take hours #again: the writing process can take WEEKS. MONTHS. of free time #of effort!! of self doubt! of decisions and deliberating !!!! #literally read a goddamn wip and get invested in its creation #honestly you will have such a better fandom experience #you will feel like it’s a community!!!!

[localemofreak]

Me and my bestie pulling up to the family function like-

#joe quinn #joseph quinn #localemofreak #michael hoard #hoard film #hoard #hoard movie #my best friend is literally just a nonbiological family member at this point- #she would be comforting me because I’m awkward asf. #this photo is giving yk- one of those shitty JC Penny photo shoots 😭😭 #HELP ITS GIVING A NEWBORN PHOTOSHOOT 💀 #I’m gonna recreate this photo with my best friend now-

[paranoidteabag]

They’re fucking best buds you cnat convince me otherwise

#LITERALLY I LOVE THEM SM #just decided this like today #but its sososoooo true #please tell me im not the only one who thinks theyd be the best of friends #I’m crazy about them #absolutely insane for them #fnaf #shitpost #five nights at freddys #fnaf security breach #security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf ruin #fnaf djmm #fnaf glamrock bonnie #teabag posted something woah #fnaf dj music man #fnaf sb djmm #djmm #dj music man #glamrock bonnie #glam bonnie #fnaf sb bonnie