#its been a really good productive day!!

[ryonello]

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#store update #store post #my art #YIPPEEEEEE #im soooo excited abt the monhun ones HEHE ive been gettin back into mhw and wanted to make smth for it so bad #and worked really hard on stream the other day to add a bunch of new overwatches since they get asked abt a lot !! #then it was p simple to add a blob to some of the other serieses while i was in the zone this week hehe #ive been so productive this year im so proud !! worken hard on bein consistent and healthier to avoid burnout #we'll see how it goes but its goin good so far :3 #BUT YEAH HOPE YALLRE WELL N THAT U LIKE THESE IVE PUT A LOT OF LOVE INTO EM !! #monster hunter world #overwatch #overwatch 2 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #apex #apex legends #valorant

[n1ntendh0]

Starting to feel like myself again... human again... i can look myself in the eye again... I'm still not where I want to be but I'm getting there

#quitting weed has helped #im able to feed myself nutriously way more easily #ive invited morning yoga and cardio back into my life giving myself a reason to get up in the morning #my weightlifting technique has started to click and it feels right #my work days have been productive #its good #its been a long time coming after that really long and slow decline into a slump #but im back on the up #personal #me #selfie

[whumpy-wyrms]

SNOW DAY TOMORROW YESSSYESYES YESYESSSSSSS AHHHHHH

#currently very excited abt that as you can tell #I GOTTA WRITE TLLR GUYS I GOTTA GET MY SHIT TOGETHERRRR #IM SO SORRY ITS TAKING SO LONG #wyrms says stuff #very very hyper all of a sudden i’m so fucking happy i don’t have school tomorrow #you know what #something i kinda did like when i first started writing tllr was making up this thing to motivate myself to write and draw tllr #called “Dew days” so kinda a play on words with due date #and by specifically calling tomorrow a Dew day #it’d make me more productive somehow and that was during the summer so literally every day was Dew day because i was excited as fuck about #tllr. so yk what tomorrow is a Dew day i am going to spend all day writing and drawing tllr because I WANT TOOO #i’ve been slacking badly. i wanna get to the good parts. chapter 12 and 13 are okay. you guys will Definitely like them but im more focused #on future chapters. so i gotta just sit down and WRITE and then… i really really wanna AHHSHGHHHH talk about the mystery character #but FDSJHHSDFJHKDFSJHH i can’t yet #anyway yeah new chapter maybe tonight or tomorrow I FUCKING HOPE

[bobzora]

there are some bits of what they did with the rooftop scene that i like and others where i was like :/ this isn't as good as it could be. and this is an important scene lmao

#bobtalk #p3reposting #this is also a scene where i'm really attached to the old translation. so lol. #still sad that we dont have you will be given one year move forth without falter with your heart as your guide <- attached to this one also #also kind of split on the reload version of kimi no kioku. it's a good song no matter what though (the best persona song in general) #(no arguments there. nobody does it like my goat kimi no kioku.) (the reload version is good ive decided btw) #IN GENERAL. the reload cutscenes. well. the production value is higher or whatever than the original. #but man they're just. not as good im sorry. im the most annoying person in the world possibly but #i think the worst offender by FAR is the opening cutscene because the original was so striking and well directed. and reload's just does NO #hit the same at allllll. major loss imo #the awakening is the runner up when it comes to lost oomph. as one would expect lol #that's a thing with the remake like it's modernized and higher production value and it looks GREAT. and i LIKE a lot of its changes #i really do. tartarus has never been nicer to explore #but in the process there are quite a few spots where it's lost some of its. artistic vision(?) i guess. #anyway reload second persona game for me to physically cry during lmao. voice acting in the sun SL second last day scene got me #i think my main takeaway from reload is that it doesn't replace the originals. but of course it was never going to. and at the end of the #day. i'm glad it exists. i had a good time...and now i'm going to rest. lol

[keeps-ache]

hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh

#wip #i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs #[points] its the He #this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs #i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :) #(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D) #i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh #//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ??? #'keeps why' i have been. writing #i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs #plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :> #i just dunno where i wanna put it lol #wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh #i haven't really used it in forever... #oh i should update it though fr fr #/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH #like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol #though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything #i forget about hfvhs :D #cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD #/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao #that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh #//anywho... woo.... :33 #i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me #Loll #have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D #okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./

[alsoyooraiyah]

i think i can get way faster at making colored paintings if i could just 1) grit my teeth and do it more 2) do a little more planning at the start for the palette

#i didnt really get to draw today bc my wrist told me to chill out but #was thinking abt it since it didnt take v long to do the thing for yesterday? #ive never been good with colors so maybe if i figure out what a good way to do color studies is… #tomorrow its back to being productive and i wanna do probably way too many things in one day re: art but man #i felt like wilting today bc i didnt do anything #rest is productive but also. grrr draw #i have too many ideas to not do anything

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#srry for the continued pause in scribbles ive been feeling not very good at all #idk something just broke in my brain after our last sampling trip idk y bc it wasnt that bad but when i got back #it was just a couple days of my brain being real crazy in terms of thought patterns. it still kinda continues to b like that #but idk i haven't had a session of hysterical crying today so maybe im on the mend. its weird i haven't felt this bad in a really long time #i dont even have the energy to complain about it its just no joy. burned streight thru that. bruned streight thru my desire to draw #i mean i still draw every day but its like shitty i dont have time scribbes bc idk it all feels so fucking pointless. and im terrible at #hiding how i feel abt things so my boss is like: maybe u should take a break this weekend i dont want u to burnout. like. lady we crossed #that bridge way back in March. u r speaking to a ghost. i just. i dont kno if i can stay here until like next july at least if not longer #and it sucks bc i kno someday ill look back and this time in my life will make me real sad bc im laying here choosing to make myself #miserable and i somwhere halfway across the country my mum has tumors growing in her abdomen. and i cant go home for Thanksgiving and idk #how long ill get at Christmas. not bc anyone is telling me i have to stay. my brain just wont let me do things. i just lay here in my #increasingly chaotic apartment not taking the steps to get refunded for travel expenses worrying over deadlines and agonizing over social #interactions. worrying about all the things my brain wont let me do that need to be done and not taking the steps to get better #its stupid and annoying and i know its only going to get worse when i have to start taking measurements in the lab #ive at least been practicing a lot of german tho lmao. someday ill look back like: lol remember when u got super depressed and filled the #void with learning german? literally today my dyslexic read the word albeit as aber and it was v disorienting #idk its just fun and i feel like im at least being productive. so yea idk when ill b able to post scribbles again #but i thought id at least post something while i had the energy i accumulated by taking with a happy Canadian lab group #maybe ill join them in a year idk idk decisions decisions and so many applications the cost of which is trying to dissuade me from #getting a tatt0o :-P ay ay ay live a little! pls i beg u. but no prob not. against the rules #unrelated

[125storejuice]

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#ive been going to sleep at like 7-8 pm and waking up at 5am and its honestly been really good #i love being awake in the early morning hours its actually my favorite #a part of the reason i miss road trips so much #i would leave at like 330-4am #and it always felt so exciting !!! #anyway these days i feel very productive at that time so thats when ive been uploading content to manyvids and pornhub lolol #it just makes me happy to do work at this time idk lolol #also its definitely the anxiety but my stomach has been not okay for days and im just like its enough already #please prepare yourself for the mozzarella cheese #its a comin' #also im so happy rn because i picked up marijuana for my friend last night and the person gave me so many free drugs and she !! #didnt even know im having money issues #she was like please take this #a lovely person and i am so grateful she doesnt even know!!!!! #sorry for this incredibly long tag rant #well im sorry you may have to witness it at least lolol

[luxraydyne]

note to self, new policy change. whenever i accidentally stumble into a conversation about aini and i have to justify my dislike of it somehow, i’m offering one answer and one answer only: It’s Boring.

#im sorry im sorry i want to love it but its just soooo friggin boring im so bored and uninspired with it #the simulation stuff looks and sounds very flashy but its so vapid theres nothing there whats it for what is the story saying with it #what is even the point. nothing it is there to exist the writing has no opinion on it other than its a cool trick #and its not even that cool of a trick these days maybe a decade ago but in this economy? its been done so much #mizuki is boring all the returning characters are Boring the world is boring the villains are boring the motifs are wasted #ryuki and tama couldve been so good and expansive wrt to the first games ideas. but theyre not its boring #most of the somniums are boring (apart from the ost which is still good) half the comedy is boring #i really really dont want to be mean about it but i just cant make myself interested in talking abt it im BORED #i cant even get that animated abt the ableist stuff and the weirdness towards teenage girls cause its bad in such a tired hackneyed way lol #i keep trying to imagine experiencing this from the pov of someone whos never played a single vn let alone an anime vn or an uchi product #and like. itd be so confusing. id be like 'man i dont get it what was that even' #and not even in a 'have have so many Thoughts abt this i cant make them coherent' way more like 'i cant think anything at all abt this' #it demands knowledge of the genre to grasp whats happening but if you have that experience then it becomes more of the same #it feels so weirdly sanitised for some reason. it makes me yearn for indie games #so there's all of that hooha. and then. LOOK how they MASSACRED my BOY.

[herstrayskies]

🥀📺🛩

🥀 - Favourite animated movie?

Omg this is a hard one because I have a favorite anime and then cartoon... gosh gosh okay I'd probably have to say Spirited Away. I first watched it when I was in 5th grade (2005) and it was the first Ghibli movie I saw and it definitely left an impact on me and what I watched in the future! (Any movie that can make me cry I will love forever) but also 1973 Robin Hood my beloved

📺- Favourite show?

ANOTHER HARD ONE CAUSE DAMN I HAVE WATCHED ALOT. I'm gonna have to say a tie between Psycho Pass and Avatar the Last Airbender. Both are phenomenal and hold a very special place in my heart for different reasons. I could watch both over and over again and never get tired of them.

🛩 - If travelling was free, where’s the first place you’d go?

California!! I would REALLY love to visit Yosemite and Sequoia National Park. I love to hike and landscape photography is my thing. I would just die to see the beautiful scenic views there in person. Honestly speaking Japan BUT I think I'd have a really hard time there because I only know like four words of Japanese and I think I'd panic the whole time.

#ask game #vixvaporub #funny story the other day i JUST realized your username is based off of vix vapor rub and I had been like saying your name really weirdly #dont ask how cause i feel like an idiot #its a good name and product LMAO #Thanks!!!

[pepprs]

ykw that was exactly the thing i was vaguing about earlier this morning btw (sorry). since saturday night the whole topic of [pausing here to transform into a hideous beast because of the word my phone was trying to suggest i put after ‘topic of.’ like could this get any more meta and/or disturbing] anyways the whole topic of.. me and how i am or am not situated like.. r*mantically. it’s been multiple times every day since saturday night that it’s come up in posts i see in irl convos in photo memory reminders in shows my family is watching etc. ajd im not like mad at anyone/thing for posting / talking about it it’s just i feel like exploding a little bit between me myself and i that’s all

#purrs #i know i am 23 years old and i have a lot of life left ahead of me. but i think it’s just hard because im almost always the least #experienced / most sheltered person in the room. and some of that isn’t my fault bc it’s a product of 💖generational trauma💖 but some of it i #is ithink. im skittish like a horse. i had to cut off my life here when i went abroad and then covid hit and i think i got so used to things #being fucked up and to seeing fewer people that isolation became normal for me and now trying to push myself past that is terrifying and i #get so easily overwhelmed by socializing and i hate it but also that’s everyone rn i guess bc we are living in hell. but im skittish like a #horse. i have damaged friendships with people i really cared about because they told me they liked me and i couldn’t handle that and im #haunted every single day by the thought of how i mishandled things at 17-18 and probably caused certain individuals a lot of pain that they #may still be feeling and i want to apologize but that might only make it worse so i never can. and ofc like im jealous and insecure bc ive n #never even been like.. idk. the closest i ever got to being in a relationship was w one of those ppl and i ran away at the point that we rec #reciprocated and i just feel stupid and defective and i hate that if i had to do it all over again i would probably do the same thing. #ive grown a lot emotionally in the last 5 years but im still so like… weak in some ways and there’s common sense / natural compassion things #that i can sense Wojld make sense to do but i just can’t. i am not a good friend or family member right now and so how on earth could i ever #be a good partner to someone. but also uhmmmmmmmmmmmmm life is very very hard to do alone and i would like to not do it alone. and i know #there’s hope but i also like. can’t handle it. idk. it’s a mess and im just depressed about it so hopefully talking about it candidly will b #be enough to like.. eliminate the possibility of it coming up again bc it’s hard enough when im not thinking about it it’s even harder when #there are signs and reminders everywhere that i am young and inexperienced and feeling cringefail misery and doom and jealousy about it #delete later #its also fucking insane bc you grow up and realize what you’ve been missing out on bc you were a kid and it’s like how do i even get there a #and then the older adults you live with and interact with regularly rub it in your face both intentionally and unintentionally and sometimes #without malice but it’s still like… can there please not be about 15 examples of the exact thing i want that are unavoidable and inescapable #at al times by virtue of my life situation rn. in the back of my mind there is always a thread agitated by that and it sucks

[onepiexe]

ok i can talk abt work now. i got hired to assist the main person who runs inventory and communicates with the vendors, orders plants and products etc etc. its been hard and mostly office work but insanely rewarding.

#logbook #they have me sitting at a desk ik they had to pull from someones ass in the corner of the main room next to her #this first week i went thru and counted every perennial they have on property and then went into the system and cycle counted it properly. #come mon i go back thru sales and if a plant want sold in 22 then i archive it. . .going to be so much work lol #i miss working outside with every fiber of my being but im also starting from the bottom with this job. . .im not at the top of pack here. #and ive been enjoying this aspect of the plant world so im honestly satisfied for right now. and i love the ppl i work with in the office. #we had a staff meeting yesterday and i texted c after going 'man im so relieved to know they still have workplace problems lol' #cause its really a priveledge to work in a garden center like this. . .imo. #anyways im full time<3 and ive been told i can come in earlier then i have been come march. #plus i get an employee discount lol. . .going to be so bad with the houseplants. theres a fern i really want if its still there mon. #im apparently doing all the work faster than anyone expected. .i thought i was going slow lmao #also she let me into the system on my first day and she told me she never does that. . .i was like 🥺 #also i texted j this week and she said that the b+tes ppl go into l+wes and get lumber and said i was a hard worker and good!! #i was like ???? hello??? bc at that point id only worked 2 days. . and i still dont know who it was either. #ive been having fun tho. this week i'll take pics of the plants that are actually flowering. . .and some shrub closeups. #also checked in my first delivery on wed i think. it was fine. ik product and can count and i care so its not like its hard. . #going to be doing that all spring. . .whew.

[theantiproduct]

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#everytime i open this app it looks completely different #anyways heres a lil update rant tired blabbering tags post cause why nottttt #so my health is shit and i have about 300 test to get done and i honestly am so stressed out over this that i cant even function #and u know whats funny about it all is i originally went to the doc to maybe get diagnosed with adhd and i was which duh but thennnn #the funniest thing happened #took the meds and i was actually feeling a lot better and more productive! who knew thats an option but then my dic was like #we should do an ekg just to make sure youre good to take these #so obviously my hr was super high which let to more tests and more experts and haha i cant do this anymore its exhausting #so i cant take my adhd meds and i have an appointment every other day for the next month #oh and btw when i was feeling better for like a week or two i started dating again cause why not! do not have enough going on atm #met this guy been on a few dates but its nothing really i guess right cause i cant get myself to kiss him even tho i want to #cause im so scared of intimacy and so scared of being vulnerable so he's probably gonna ditch soon cause why wouldn't he and #what am i doing trying to date when i have these issues #i just want something good yknow im so tired and i just need like a good cuddle #im gonna be visiting my brother in January after 3 years of not seeing him and the kids but thats obviously stressing me out too #cause covid and planes and big sad but idk we'll see if it wont get cancelled like my last trip did #good rant ty tumblr for not shutting down yet #personal #update i have an autoimmune disease and 300 more tests to do and pills to take #fun to be me

[benkyoutobentou]

22/30 Days of Productivity

October 22:

I wasn’t feeling too great today, so most of my time was spent reading Babel. And then at like nine o’clock I realized that I hadn’t done laundry so I had to do that... And dishes so that I can eat next week...

When I finally got my things together to study Mandarin, I got a notification that there was a movie streaming on the lovely minimmersion discord server, so of course my study snacks turned into movie snacks and we watched ノロイ. I’m glad I made it to the movie, because it was fantastic! I don’t typically like found footage horror, but I have to say that this was one of the most well done horror movies I’ve seen. We watched with English subtitles so that people studying other languages could join in, and I’m glad we did, because it moved pretty fast and there was some tough vocabulary in there that I absolutely wouldn’t have understood (endoplasmic worms).

But I did get some studying in today! I took some time while my clothes were in the laundry to start the next lesson in my textbook. I can already feel a slight shift in the language used, especially in that it’s moving away from one-to-one translations between Mandarin and English. I only did the first half of the lesson (which is a lot more copying than actual textbook problems) so I’m intrigued to see how the second half of the lesson continues this shift.

#i think i need to watch a show in mandarin #but with what time #i still havent even finished akatsuki no yona and ive been ''watching'' it for months now #and its really good too #benkyou posting #studyblr #langblr #mandarin #chinese #polyglot #language learning #30 days of productivity

[alsoyooraiyah]

Feeling a bit hmm about the day… got lots done but i think there’s still some regret about not having really finished the stuff i planned for the day? Got to chip away at something important + do some errands that i know my mom has been looking forward to me doing + inspiration struck for like 5 different ideas that i got to sketch but it doesnt feel like enough

#like objectively my days have been the most productive theyve been for a long time ever since i #started taking these new meds daily but i guess at this point its really a mindset issue of not feeling like i do enough? #but like. a lot of my day really does get lost to stuff that i deem distractions that really arent important and #whenever i do them im like ‘i could be drawing right now’ #but also i kinda feel like i feel this way bc when i got home from doing errands and working in a tea shop somewhere #theres no internet at home (until now tbh) so a lot of the stuff i had planned for the evening got put on hold #so like. is the feeling of not really having done much justified? half ig idk #god i wish i had dola’s super good ability to focus on anything she wanted at will #i think part of the feeling is like… ending up multitasking so it doesnt register that i spent a significant amnt of time doing smthing #but really if i count up the minutes i did? #idk…