alsoyooraiyah

[alsoyooraiyah]

please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

#this and i can catch it bc there are points in an rp where i can tell i wrote really well #and then parts where i just suck ass at writing #then for prose i just know i write better with certain topics/themes #+ also yeah since i write oc stuff and/or platonic stuff i cant tell sometimes if its really bad or people just dont give a shit

[alsoyooraiyah]

that jeremiah sketch is somehow in my notifs again ahdjshs might be a sign to finish it before i resume my other wips

#i need to warm up ahdjshs i don’t know how to paint again… #esp skin wtf do i do with skin now

[alsoyooraiyah]

happy diluc day 🍓

#SOBBING CRFYINGGGGGGG #i love them............... care them so much.........

[alsoyooraiyah]

ur kidding with evil looking gambler satan having three of those cat things?????

#by talos this cannot be fucking happening…

[alsoyooraiyah]

[alsoyooraiyah]

Five Gemstone Bead Necklace Amethyst Rose Quartz Blue Lace Agate Aventurine Quartz Vintage by PastSplendors http://dlvr.it/T6DkHj

#this looks sooooo yummy… #remembering that time i saw a post on twt with so many crystal shards and i was like #omg thats a lot of kohakutou!! then when i translated the caption it was real flourite lmfao

[alsoyooraiyah]

hugs 🦁

#i dont go here but his expression in the first one is soooooooo handsome #handsoomeeee

[alsoyooraiyah]

the videogame man is real and he will marry me you’ll all see

#boothill release soon…..

[alsoyooraiyah]

My god do I not know how to stop feeling so awkward about reaching out to ppl for rp with an oc >.>

#like. idk. i feel like when i say my oc is the mc but then also say that the personality is completely different #does that like. make it fun??? #cant help but keep feeling like its not that fun to rp with dola bc shes a little dry if i play her straight #and if its a character thats supposed to have some history with her already how tf do i deal with that #unless i get i ask if the rp could be set when theyre just getting to know each other? #<-feel like rubber ducking into the void has given me an answer #but now the issues is. how do i stop being so SHY

[alsoyooraiyah]

「圣塞西尔魔法学院」

Gifset made by @ xyoonx. Do not repost without permission.

#omfggggg ALKAIIIIDDDDD???? #and as usual cael looks magnificent

[alsoyooraiyah]

i can be both; the ‘fast replier’ or ‘never reply’ person

#feel like people can tell when im medicated bc thats when im a fast replyer lmao

[alsoyooraiyah]

save me 7-eleven tuna mayo onigiri save me...

#ngl after dinner being a little sad... that onigiri restored my sanity to full #that + something sweet = i have enough energy to get through a few chores before starting to get ready for bed #my fucking god though what the hell was that commute...

[alsoyooraiyah]

diluc x reader

warnings: fem reader, “darling” and “bunny” are used, oral (f receiving), lovemaking, he corrects your language once heh

a/n: just a little something for my love’s birthday since i couldn’t get his other fic done in time..I LOVE YOU DILUC ♡

you’re beautiful, wrapped in satin and silk as you are nearly every night. the nightgowns you don for bed flow over your curves like water, set against your skin comfortably as you sit beneath the sheets and read your book - your bedtime routine now.

Diluc’s ruby gaze can’t help but flit to you, each and every night, you warming his bed and nestled into his side. his. in every way. his work shirt is open, as he walks into your shared bedroom from the bathroom trousers unbuckled and unbuttoned, set low on his hips as he moves to his dresser to search for sleepwear.

you also can’t help but ogle your husband, there’s never a time where you look at him and don’t feel a stir in your belly. the man is incredibly beautiful, rugged but possesses a gentleness that transcends his intimidating reputation. the hands that hold scars both physical and mental caress you with tenderness.

there’s an unspoken hunger in the air when Diluc strides across the bedroom and you shift in your spot in bed with your book in hands. you’ve removed your gaze from your husband back to your book, only to feel the bed dip under the weight of Diluc’s knees on the bed and him crawling over you. His red hair has been released from its ribbon that ties it back, now cascading down his back and over his shoulders in molten waves.

you giggle, setting your book aside on the nightstand when your husband slots himself between your arms with a kiss to your nose. he smells of musk and of mint and of an oil that he’s been using on the ends of his hair for years now after you introduced it to him. there’s another kiss dotted to your cupids bow as Diluc drags a hand down your waist over the thick material of the comforter, and he’s clearly perturbed by the fact it’s in the way.

“Now what are you doing?” you laugh, the man before hums as he kisses the side of your mouth.

“I missed you today.”

“Did you now?”

(you missed him too)

you feel his smile against your face, a soft crescent of a thing that is effortlessly beautiful and telling of his gentle yet fierce love for you. but then, he leaves you without a word. you eye him curiously as he sits back on his haunches and removes his shirt, your breath suddenly held in your throat as he then throws the comforter off of your legs. you’re met with a chill of the bedroom air and with a strong hand wrapping itself around your ankle.

he pulls, hard enough to yank you down the bed with a loud, surprised cackle flying from your lips as your back slides against the flat of the mattress. your ankle is still in your beloveds grip as he moves it to settle over his shoulder and he lays down between your legs. a man with purpose, truly. you swallow, allowing your knees to open further until the hem of your nightgown slips up high on your thighs. your chest heaves as Diluc presses kisses down the supple skin of your inner thigh, a nip here and a searing lap of his tongue there - all at an agonizing pace that has your hand running through his fiery tresses and a plea on your panting lips.

you feel yourself pulsing through the fabric of your panties when Diluc’s lips reach them, a vibrant heat of arousal that greets his hungry maw as his fingers move the material to the side and he groans into your sex as his tongue gets to work itself inside you.

“I missed you, darling, can’t you tell?” he groans into your sloppy pussy, the vibrations of his low and raspy voice accompanied by an especially long lick up your slit to collect the oozing slick that you produce from his ministrations.

“I missed you too, fuck, Diluc!” you’re delirious, and he hasn’t even shoved his cock into you yet. he pinches your hip at the same time as he kisses your clit.

you squeak.

“language, bunny.” his eyes are dark, a shining blood red as he gazes at your trembling form, clit throbbing a swollen. you bite your lip. he returns to his meal.

your hips arch when a finger is added, his middle and then the finger adorning the ring that matches yours, crooking themselves in such a manner that you gulp down the air around you as Diluc’s tongue and lips devour your twitchy bud with soft moans and satiated slurps.

you want to wiggle away at how it’s all becoming overwhelming, at how your orgasm seems to be rapidly approaching at every swipe of his tongue, every thrust of his thick fingers into your creamy pussy. one hand grasps the sheets while the other tugs on his scalp and he growls when he speeds up his movements and adds an especially harsh suck to your clit. you carry the taste of ambrosia, a juicy fruit of flesh that makes his jaw ache until he can have you between his teeth again. he enjoys you like a summertime sunsettia.

he often wonders if the maids hear you when you cum, your voice brokenly calling out Diluc’s name. salacious cries ring through your bedroom while your husband finger fucks you through the aftershocks, his heart rapidly thundering in his chest. he looks as thoroughly wrecked as you do when he kisses at your still shaking thighs.

he hovers over you with fervent affection and your eyes are hazy with pleasure, with a soft coo of his name and your lips part for him to kiss as he presses himself between your legs, a soft and sodden mess that welcomes the rigidness of his shaft to inevitably split you - to give in to the consuming compulsion of desire that you both hold for each other.

“I love you, Diluc” you shudder as his hips start to move, you’re full. so full. of him, of his love for you. it’s intense and awfully honest the way he makes love to you.

“and I love you, more than you could ever imagine.” Diluc vows, you know to hang onto the words he says, he is a man of integrity especially in his devotion to you.

#DILUC BIRFDAY!!!! #my god diluc husband birthday sex….

[alsoyooraiyah]

Finally finally FINALLY home!!! Home after dealing with the worst cramps of my life on the bus ;w; it’s fucking 12:49am what the hell

#havent even had dinner oh my god I am about to obliterate whatever my mother left out for me #this uncomfortable bra is coming off at the speed of light and i WILL take an hour long shower

[alsoyooraiyah]

Happy birthday Nuiluc!🍓

#oughhhhhhhh bebi 🥺🥺🥺

[alsoyooraiyah]

Cannot believe im not even halfway home at this hour what the fuck why is the traffic sooooo bad

#i mean i think i know why but im going crazy #may as well draw and write in the bus since its slow enough to not make me dizzy…

[alsoyooraiyah]

Lantang lanta na ako fam!!! WHERE IS BUS!!!

#Come onnnnnnnnn i need to go home I want to be homeee