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mandy-sims · 1 year
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*passes u five dollars*
ayo where can I get that gshade preset lol
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clockwayswrites · 3 months
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Not So Imaginary
Parts 1-3 Parts 4-6Parts 7-8 WC: 1177
“I brought you some more books to read,” Jason said as he entered the room.
After Danny had shown that they were clearly a person (a kid at that) and answered a few questions, they had been moved to an actual room on the Watchtower. Jason was pretty sure part of it was how he refused to leave the cell until Danny was moved, but he didn’t really care as long as it got his friend safe.
Danny looked up with a grin. They were pretty solid today, sitting cross-leg on the bed with feet and everything.
“You’re back,” the artificial voice spoke out from the tablet like device in Danny’s hands. It was a version of something called a SGD, Bruce had said, and was used by people who had trouble with verbal sounds. They didn’t know if Danny would always need it or if they’re vocal cords would come back as they continued to solidify.
“I am. B said I could stay a whole three hours today too as long as I ate a snack while I was here,” Jason said, holding up one of the bags he had.
Three hours still wasn’t a lot, but it was better than the one it had been the rest of the week. It took a lot of begging, but B finally agreed that Jason was well enough for a test to see how it went. Danny was still draining life force from Jason, and only Jason, which made certain Leaguers nervous about letting the two of them close. Jason had done everything he could to let it happen: he’d begged and argued, he’d eating everything Alfie wanted him to, he rested whenever Bruce wanted him too which was all the time, and he even agreed to stay benched for as long as it took.
That last one had really helped convince Bruce and Dick that Jason wouldn’t back down from helping his friend.
“Good. I am happy. What do you have?”
“You liked the Hardy Boys, right? I have a few more of those and I found you some science mags you might like,” Jason said as he flopped onto the bed next to Danny. He could feel the odd tingle travel up his arm as he leaned into Danny.
“Thank you,” Danny said with a wide smile. The tone of the electronic voice didn’t match the brightness of that smile, but it was alright. Jason could also feel how happy Danny was.
“You’re doing okay?”
“Yes.” There was a long pause as Danny found the right words. They were pretty quick already with preset phrases, but odder things still took longer than regular talking would. “WW took me to observation deck. We watched stars. She told me stories of stars from her home.”
“Yeah?” Jason asked, trying to keep his voice from hitching around the word. He couldn’t bug Danny with that yet. “You like her? Wonder Woman?”
“Yes.” The reply was quick, but Danny was watching Jason with furrowed brows. They pushed a sense of question through their bond.
“I’m fine. Just thinking through some shit,” Jason said with a wave of his hand. “But Wonder Woman is really cool. She’s my favorite too.”
Danny set the tablet aside so that they could run their fingers through Jason’s hair. It felt odd, what with not all of the fingers always being all of the way solid, but a good sort of odd. It seems Jason couldn’t just Danny’s concern aside.
“I’ll tell you tomorrow, okay?”
Danny let out what for anyone else would have been a sigh and gave a little nod. They shorted through the bag of books Jason had brought and found a Hardy Boy’s to hand over to Jason.
“What me to read to you?” Jason waited for the nod. Apparently it was really important to let Danny choose things right then, or so the adults said. “Okay, move over a bit, yeah? You’re hogging all the bed.”
Danny placed their hand to their chest, face screwing up in an affronted expression. It didn’t work though when Jason could feel the amusement through their bond.
“Yeah yeah, I’m a brute, now shove over,” Jason said with a laugh. He worked his way up until he was lounging against the head of the bed.
Danny didn’t move.
“You’re a brat,” Jason accused.
Danny gave a silent laugh, humor bumbling up in their bond, before they flopped over right onto Jason’s chest. Jason let a huff of a sigh, but ran his fingers through Danny’s hair like he knew they liked before he opened the book to start read about another adventure of the Hardy Boys.
It was easier to feel the drain like this, when they were so close to each other and touching. Jason had tried to avoid spelling that out too much to Bruce. He got that his dad was just worried, but he was afraid if B knew he’d tried to keep Danny away.
As it was Bruce was trying to send Danny away.
Jason brushed the thought aside, focusing on doing his best to give the characters good voices for Danny. At least it was a distraction from all the rest of Jason’s thoughts. Two chapters later the stopped to ask, “Want a break or do you want another chapter?”
Danny rolled over and off Jason’s chest to flop onto the pillow next to him and Jason froze. His shock must have been clear because Danny scrambled up off the bed until they were floating above Jason.
“No! It’s a good thing. Just… you’re getting some of your color back,” Jason explained. He should really stop staring. He should take Danny to a mirror to see or something, but it was just that… Danny was beautiful right then. He found himself reaching up to brush his finger tips of the bright freckles that were scattered across Danny’s cheeks and nose like a galaxy of stars.
Bright teal eyes blinked back at him.
Jason cleared his throat. “Right, sorry, let’s go let you look.”
Danny floated to the side, landing on their feet as Jason stood, and followed behind behind to the small attached bathroom. Jason guided Danny in front of the mirror. White was spreading into their hair now.
For a moment Jason was worried that Danny was frozen in shock, then the other leaned in close to the mirror, touching the surface before bringing their hand up to their own face. Suddenly Danny was moving, spinning weightlessly around Jason as they gave a soundless whoop.
“I know,” Jason said with a grin of his own. “Look at you! You’re really coming together now! I knew you could do it. I knew that you could come back.”
Slowly, Danny drifted back down so that the tips of their toes brushed against the floor. They rested their forehead against Jason’s.
He didn’t need words to understand what Danny was trying to say.
“Don’t have to thank me, stardust. I’ll always come for you just like you’ll always come for me.”
--- AN: Oh ho, is Jason starting to realize he has a crush? And what isn't he telling Danny? Hopefully this part is good, the weather is giving me such a migraine/making me super dizzy so my eyes are crossing some! (Yes, I'm resting, on the couch with a cat!)
I really should have made an update post for this... this supposed ficlet just keeps going! 7K now! Aaaah well. Anywho, stay delightful, darlings!
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kdogreads · 6 months
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Richie Jerimovich HCs that just have to come out of my brain include:
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Mostly SFW but a pinch of steamy stuff bc of who I am as a person so MDNI 🤪🥵
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He’s afraid to get married again
He thinks something about that paper and ring will make him slip back into his old ways and he’ll let you down just like he did Tiff. So you agreed early on that you wouldn’t get married.
Socially, you start using his last name after a couple of years. No one really questions you, either. Christmas cards are signed The Jerimovich Family; take out orders are usually placed under his last name; all of your socials have Jerimovich tacked on the end; when you inevitably have a baby or two, they take his last name and you use it too when they start school. Anyone who’s been around a while knows you aren’t married, but anyone new just assumed you are.
“Should you—do I call you my partner? Like, girlfriend sounds like we’re 16 or some shit. Maybe just my—my girl? Nah, that’s bad, too,” He stresses over the title, like it really matters all that much.
“Baby, it doesn’t matter to me,” You wrap your arms lovingly around his neck, “Pretty much everyone thinks I’m your wife anyway, so.”
“My pretty little pretend wife, huh? I like that.”
He wants more babies with you
Richie loves being a dad. He’s loved watching Eva thrive and every stage she grows into and out of, but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t miss the squishy baby phase.
He’s a sucker for the cute onesies that say silly things or big teddy bear costumes they can toddle around in. He’s so attentive and preset and it makes you swoon.
“Hey Richie, I, uh, I was thinking about asking you something,” You start hesitantly, not sure where his mind will be on this, “And it’s totally fine if you say no or not yet or—“
“Out with it. You’re scarin’ me, baby,” He gently presses his warm palms to your cheeks, “What’s going’ on?”
“Well, just—what do you think about having a baby?” You speak as clearly as you can.
“A baby?” You can’t read his face and it makes your heart race.
You simply nod, holding in your anxiety. Before you can react, Richie scoops you up and throws you over his shoulder.
“Richie! What are you doing?” You screech, playfully swatting at his toned back.
“I’m putting a baby in you right now, sweetheart,” He smacks your behind sharply.
You do talk it over a little bit before you really start trying, but it is entirely possible that Richie did put a baby in your just then.
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He’s so much more romantic than you thought he’d be
He’ll get you flowers on a random Tuesday because “They made me think of you, baby.”
And surprise with a delicious homemade dinner when he is somehow able to get home before you.
Or taking you to a cool new spot on his rare night off, having been invited by a local friend to try their new menu. He’s the classic, sticky sweet date that opens your car door for you and helps you with your coat and pulls out your chair for you to sit. Swoon.
If you have a little one, he’ll happily wear them strapped to his chest while you wonder through Target or a farmer’s market or museum. Dad Richie is the gooiest sweet partner, comfortably calming a crying baby or keeping them entertained so you can eat your meal or talk to friends.
He compliments you on everything
Like when you do the laundry he’ll say, “Damn, baby! How do you always fold my shirts so perfect?”
Or when you clean the house while he’s at work, “You keep a beautiful home, sweetheart. Can’t believe you let a dog like me in here.”
He kinda likes traditional gender roles (like you cleaning and cooking while he’s at work), but only so that he can brag about how good you are to him. Someone will compliment his suit and he’ll say, “My girl keeps me well-dressed.”
Or posting a cozy picture of the two of you to his 36 Instagram followers with the caption, “Before she got here this place was just an apartment but now it’s our home. Love you baby! #bigfanofher”
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He loves how comfortable you are with Eva
Dating when you’re a parent can be nerve-wracking, but Richie knew right away you’d be an amazing person to be around his baby. You’ve never treated her like a step-child, but loved her like your own from the moment you met.
He gets so emotional when he sees you interacting with her so sweetly, like when Eva needs help with homework or asks you to help her with her hair. He’s just obsessed with his girls 🥹
This man gives and gives
He’s such a giver in all aspects of his life: carrying in all the groceries, starting the coffee in the morning, brushing the snow off your car so you don’t have to.
As far as the sex goes, this man loves making you squirm and whine below him, buries his face in you whenever he can, and pulls orgasms out of you like there’s no tomorrow, leaving you a whining, whimpering mess by the time he’s done 🥵
Sweet Richie just loves loving you and giving you everything he can 🫶❤️
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Something has been bugging me since the end of the Playful land event: How does the world not notice that these people are never seen again after going to this park. Even if its stated that only the positive magicam posts are the only things that leave the park, surely those guest's families/friends/employers/neighbors that didn't attend the park wouldn't eventually notice their absence. Moreover, how does no one still on land notice that the moving park leaves whilst everyone is still on it, and it never comes back to drop them off.
Makes me wonder if Twst has some sort of United Nations that would be alerted of this and set a worldwide lock down, so when the park needs to connect to a mainland again the country's military can apprehended them.
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One of the biiig question marks of both Glorious Masquerade and Stage in Playful Land are all of the potential repercussions of Rollo/Fellow's schemes coming into fruition. The stakes of these two events are notably much higher than your typical TWST event, and that opens their stories up to further scrutiny. I'll talk about GloMasq first, then Playful Land, since I feel the former is also relevant to the points the asker mentioned.
This is going to be kind of a long post, so I'll slap everything below a cut! ^^
I don't know how frequently this is brought up, but I've heard some say it's unrealistic how Rollo was able to find the seeds for a supposedly wiped out plant and cultivate a ton in secret for his master plan. Now, I'm willing to suspend my disbelief in this instance because:
Spite can make a person do insane things (and what is Rollo is not spiteful as heck)
Rollo has lore which paints him as a diligent person who has a talent for gardening, so it feels in line for his character; he also seems to have an interest in history and is extremely neurotic so I could buy that he obsessively researched until he came across records or some trail to the flowers
The Bell of Salvation's ringing twice in a row is what triggers the flowers to bloom, and this has not happened prior to GloMasq because Rollo is the one who is consistently tending to the bell + the bell normally has a preset schedule; anyone that passes by the flowers would do so when they are inactive, and they are such an old phenomenon to begin with that no one in modern day would really recognize it or the danger the flowers pose
The narrative of GloMasq never calls attention to HOW Rollo was able to get the seeds, so it's not something that comes to mind unless you as the fan speculate about it; this doesn't come across as a plot hole, but it would be one if the narrative had pointed it out because then it would practically be obligated to fill the details in
The other major logical fallacy of GloMasq is that Rollo's machinations would have inevitably led to chaos once the flowers reached the rest of Twisted Wonderland, as some sections of society are reliant on magic. Now, I disagree with the notion that mages could band together and fight back against the flowers; we've seen from how the NRC students handle it that this would be a pretty useless effort since only the super powerful (which are few and far between) would be able to muster up enough magic to overpower the flowers. The majority of people are non-mages though, so the argument could be made that these people could help the mages by weeding or something similar. The question is, could this truly outpace the growth and attack of the flowers, especially when the average mage has far lower magical reserves than the average NRC student??? Remember how long it took the NRC kids (who are mostly healthy, youthful, and strong) to weed just the flowers in the waterways? My money's on the crimson flowers just overrunning the entire world long before they can be plucked out.
I actually think most societies would still be intact and able to operate without magic, seeing as 90% of the human population (which is implied to be the predominant race) are non-mages. Only very select industries and professions require magic to operate, and these are overrepresented to us (the players) since we are seeing the perspectives of mainly students who attend an elite magic school. These magical sectors, as well as societies which run primarily on everyday magic use (like Briar Valley) are the ones that would be the most in danger. This most likely explains why Malleus in particular was so panicked about Rollo's plans: if fully realized, his people would be in grave danger. This is not outright stated, but can be inferred. The main story also retroactively affirms Malleus's fears of being powerless. He was always told by his grandmother that the Draconias have great power so they can defend their people's smiles. What happens if that magic is stripped away? Then he is no longer able to protect his people nor his loved ones. In this way, GloMasq works well as both a standalone event as well as supplements TWST' grander story. It does not challenge what we already know but does support it.
Altogether, most details in GloMasq make sense and the event doesn't go out of its way to create more questions than answers. This... isn't the case for Playful Land. In fact, I would say that Playful Land does the opposite (in trying to explain plot holes, it creates a LOT more questions) and tries to hand wave everything away with one thing: money.
Firstly, Playful Land is kidnapping and trafficking innocent people (even if the park is said to be a more recent phenomena). Would their friends and family not notice they went missing and report this to the local authorities? My guess is yes, it's just not elaborated on in the event itself since the perspective through which the story is told is limited (Yuu doesn't know this world that well + the NRC kids, who are the people Yuu gets a lot of the lore from, are mostly privileged and don't need to worry about crimes of this magnitude). I believe the "people go missing, why aren't the police doing anything about it" can maybe allude to real world crimes that occur but aren't reported or resolved, which is very scary to think about. I don't know if this was the intention of the devs, but the comparison is certainly there and can be made. Or maybe it’s just that law enforcement hasn’t caught up yet?
It’s also odd to me that so many people were able to be taken by this huge, very showy moving park. I think that Fellow lures people out under the cover of night (which was the case with the NRC students, I will assume this is the case for the other victims too), but???? Even so, there are night owls and cities that don’t sleep. You mean to imply there were zero witnesses whatsoever??? Even though Playful Land is so big and bright, especially at night… Maybe this part plays into the idea that crimes may be reported but aren’t necessarily resolved…? That’s the only way I can rationalize it in my head.
Where the bulk of the issues start to come in is in alllllll the surrounding details. For example, a lot of the NRC students Fellow is kidnapping are connected to wealthy and influential families. How the heck are Fellow and his benefactors going to keep Vil’s fans, the Kingscholars, the Shrouds, the Asims, the hypothetical Leech mob family, and maybe even Maleficia herself and Malleus, from coming after their asses???? AND FELLOW SPECIFICALLY FUCKED UP BY ENCOURAGING THEM TO “INVITE THEIR FRIENDS” FROM SCHOOL… because guess who will be spilling the beans to the headmaster about students going missing the day after inviting everyone to go to this supposedly “free” amusement park?? All the students Fellow told them to blab to just so he could catch more of them 😭 Then from there it would definitely escalate and governments might get involved since Leona is a prince and Kalim has royal relatives. I could see Playful Land having to go on the run (as in, have supplies delivered to them rather then docking for them, knowing that police or military would be there to arrest them at ports). But they can’t do that forever, especially since not being able to dock effectively prevents them from picking up new prey.
With the combined powers of the NRC victims’ families, they would surely be able to challenge the people behind Playful Land, no?? Unless you mean to tell me these mysterious people somehow have more power than literal royalty AND the Asims combined??? And we’ve never heard of them until just now??? Okay, you’re starting to lose me here because this is adding on top of the lore we already have but in a way that comes off as difficult to believe since the amount of wealth and power some of the NRC kids have is already ridiculous.
Playful Land is also supposedly constructed by very powerful mages which makes me wonder why they got together to create such a thing???? Did they literally all get bribed with enough money to agree to this project? Were they deceived about the true nature of it?? Are the other 4 of the top 5 strongest mages involved in any way??? How was this not publicized that it was a project that very strong mages were working on given how few mages there actually are and how much Playful Land is talked about in online rumors??
Speaking of online rumors, that’s another thing. How are the people behind Playful Land able to monitor any and all talk about their park to this degree?? This is the internet we’re talking about here, surely stuff will fall through the cracks or come to light eventually. Someone would leak insider info, someone would say something.
The easy explanation given for everything is that there are very rich and very powerful people running these operations. They would be able to silence people who speak out against them or bribe the corrupt into complying or looking the other way. Maybe that’s just a sad truth I don’t want to acknowledge (because this stuff for sure happens irl 😞) but that all sounds WAY too convenient for fiction (where the devs have total control over the circumstances) especially when we’re given so little lore for who these benefactors actually are.
There’s still way too many questions and even turning on suspension of disbelief couldn’t stop those questions from arising in my head. At best, I think we could give the devs the benefit of the doubt and say this was intentional to keep up the idea of a “shadowy” underbelly to Twisted Wonderland society. Even so, that doesn’t account for every little thing and the event’s attempts to explain it all only makes more things to explain.
I tried to explain my perspective as best I can here! However, I admit that there may be bias in my judgment because I’ve made it no secret that GloMasq is my favorite TWST story event. Please let me know if you have any other issues with GloMasq’s narrative or if you have explanations for the issues I pointed out for Playful Land; I would love to hear your takes too ^^
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simlicious · 1 year
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Thoughts about Life by You
I have watched the Life by You announcement stream and wanted to share my thoughts. The game does show potential and has some good systems and concepts. I think a quest system could be really awesome. The pixel people would have more reasons to do things, and also the ability to write dialogues sounds very interesting, to load custom stories and play them out? Pretty neat. Also, the scripting editor? Pretty cool. It seems they have some kind of pattern system as well (at least on walls). I like that you can add your own preset colors to clothing/furniture. I am excited for the modability of everything, but... the graphics are hideously terrible in my opinion, I guess alpha players will like it, but I just think it's very cheap and incoherent at this point. The light (especially outside) is way too harsh for my tastes as it is now. And did anyone else notice how the people have weirdly short arms, or is it just me? Hopefully, graphics will change for the better during early access! I have not preordered it, it is too early/not enough was shown to warrant it for me personally. Things that I am wondering: What life stages will there be? Will people age up in stages or age gradually? I think gradual aging would be a nice change. I am also wondering if the pixel people will have specific wants, wishes, and emotions of some kind because just straight-up dialogue without the pixel persons reacting accordingly will not feel natural. The ability to easily move houses around is definitely a cool thing, and I am glad there will be an open world. The question is, will this impact performance with later DLC? I could not bear another Sims 3-sized lagfest. I guess we'll have to wait for things to progress! It does seem like the game is still in a pretty early development stage. What do you think about it?
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lemonsugarkk · 4 months
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🌟🌟 presentation🌟🌟
hello everybody ,taking advantage and i made my card for links of my social media and my basic information
but if anyone a interesed more a what I put in the mentioned card(like more detailed)...okey lets do it
hi i am a lemonsugar eclipse(o call me lemon if you want)
i am a drawer,mostly fanartits of things i like but ocassionally i made my own things 🖊✍️
i am latina,from mexico but i dont wanna detail were come from for obvisly reason
but usually use english form tumblr for how work this place(in my other social medias i use more the spanish) and thats sometimes i have bad english
i am a neurodivergent more especific a ASD level 1♾️
multifandom and multishipper
and yeah,i love very much the coffe☕️☕️ :3
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and finish about me so i left my "before you follow" and my "dont follow me" (personally the dont interact with me or dni is felt the counterproductive in the long term)
okey lets stared with
Byf:
How i present myself,i am multifandom,yeah i have some fandoms so hyperfixed also i wanna draw of other media too,so probably i draw or share sometimes of i like,if not like the other media for y or x reason its ok,just dont be rude for that
Same thing of the ships
I dont take request for my box ask(for now,if i make some post i said free requests,of there here you coment about that),you can make questions about me or my ocs(as long as they are educated) and hypotecally made the challenge like "faces expressions for draws" or "option for outfits" can you use the box
Probally i make post nondraws principally of a anuncement of my proyects(mostly comics) or sharing some ideas
Dfm:
🌸🌼>[you can enjoy my draws and interact that but i preferely not follow me,anyway its work like dlc of byf]<🌼🌸
Persons into the shipping discourse,and more the side who think the be rude and send s#ibait,d3atht threats and awful thinks for fictionals couples is ok
Persons into a sub-culture who hurt herself(this not the form you helped and you are a amazing person and i hope your friends or family helped for your situation)
The edgys and dudebros
🌼🌸>[and the mostly importly of all and definitly is a big NO]<🌸🌼
PEOPLE WHO HURT REAL PEOPLE/ LIVING BEING(like racist,lgbtphobics,ableist and similiar things)
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Okey i leave my byf and dfm,so i can left
🌟bounderies for my draws🌟
-as long as they give me the credits i give permission of all my work you can be reuploaded,edits and translations of my comics(because probably my long comics with more pages i go use more my usual language)
-if someone don give me a credit form my work,just dialogue the person and if said no,see if that person does the same with other drafters to check whether or not it is worthwhile with the person.
-but definily i dont like into my work is used for motived monetary use,or used in ai or nfts
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And yeah and finaling with the presetation i leave my other blog:
@whpoppyxsallyblog (mostly account of sharing fanarts of a wonderful and underrated ship popstar but you use the box ask for share ideas like fanfics,aus,headcannons about that o recomendate ideas of dynamics like "shipping week" or similiars).
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bro,i made a very long presentation and probally anyone no reading all of this but i hope i clarify some things and communicate of all you,and i hope to get along and i wish to better💕💕✨️✨️
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pictureamoebae · 2 years
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Hey there! You know, when graphics go awry, the first person I think of is you. You're such a great resource for us! Okay so here is an issue that I wonder if you can help with: I keep seeing these white dots depending on how I angle my camera in game:
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I've tried changing presets and turning gshade completely off to no avail. Its not my monitor because I don't see the dots when I'm in world view or even in other lots! Its so weird! I've tried demolishing the lot and placing it again but I wonder if something *in* the lot is causing this weird flickering... Anyway, I figured if anyone has seen this before it might be you. Thanks for reading this far!
Hi! Wow, that's really weird. I haven't seen anything like that before, I'm sorry! Do you use TOOL by twistedmexi? I ask because in certain neighbourhoods I get weird floating bits of scenery like grass and sometimes even fake buildings, way up in the sky, and if I select them with TOOL I can delete them, even though they're not on the lot. I wonder if it's worth trying to target those dots and see if they're connected to an object that you can delete? It's a long shot, because they do look more like a graphical glitch, but I'm afraid I don't know what else to suggest! I hope you find a solution!
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panigamermauser · 7 months
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I have been pondering why I did not touch bg3 in more than a week now, despite it being the best game I played in at least a decade, and just a week ago I was looking to replay it several more times.
Finally realized that it is because the game upset me one time too many. Not as in 'the story bit that was written to be sad did its job', but 'the writing/development decisions make me sad'.
Ugh, I hate my brain. Why do bad things always wear me down even when good ones outweight it 99 to 1? At this point I'm not even sure if I even can get back into playing it again. It is a very much 'me' problem, not game problem. Why cannot I be normal? 😭
Venting/ranting under the cut, if anyone cares.
So, it is again about Tav being non-character. I know, I know. I keep harping on it. But this is like a pebble stuck in a boot. It just keeps getting worse with time😔
That story from Astarion writer about how they added more content for Durge just because they could pretty much broke me. Especially the part how they wished there was more time to add same level of care for Durge from other companions.
Why Durge - who already has a metric fuckton more content, major impact on the main plot and exists in game world no matter who you play as - deserves extra care and even more content?
It did not even cross their mind to wish there was more time to add unique interactions only Tav players would see. To make Tav a real character that exist in the world no matter what. But no, let put a cherry on top of massive cake Durge already got instead.
It turned my jealousy of Durge being 'Tav with lots more content' into resentment. It is unfair, and I do not even want to play Durge now, out of spite. And it was supposed to be my next playtrough too!
And I know, in real world there is budget and time, and neither is unlimited. So choices have to be made. But if they could not spare any to make Tav part of the world, they could have let them to be the only one customizable character. It could have been their special unique thing with zero extra effort on team's part.
Default Durge is a white dragonborn monk. Should have stayed this way as a preset character. This way Tav's unique thing would be customizability, and Durge's extra content would have felt as premade story of this one premade character, just like playable companions feel.
But no, they had to go and make Durge customizable too, which instantly made Tav infinitely worse by comparison. Of course, it is too late to change it now. So Tav is stuck as an afterthought. An unloved child of development team, if you will. And unfortunately for me, this is my main char. So I'm salty and jealous and mad and resentful about Durge.
There's not a single thing you miss if you do not play as Tav. No extra story, no extra NPCs, no extra written notes, no extra dialogue. Nothing. In contrast, I learned whole Durge's backstory while playing Tav, just from reading books and notes.
The saddest thing is that it makes me like Astarion less too.
Because due to writers whims out of two customizable characters Astarion cares about Durge, but not about Tav. Even though both character treat him equally. But for some reason (aka the writer's whim) Astarion cares for Durge a lot more. Gives them a special nickname too. And I'm salty about it.
Honestly, it feels like Tav is being punished for being 'normal' (whatever your headcanons are - the game treats Tav as someone well-adjusted and untraumatized).
Yeah, you go solve everyone problems and tragic pasts while no one ever wonders about your mental state, backstory and possible troubles even once. No one cares whether Tav is scared, stressed etc. If they are sad because they do not have a single person in the world to talk to outside of tadpole crew. But Durge is oh so special and needs whole group support, always.
With Durge it feels like everyone supports each other. With Tav it feels horribly one-sided. Tav will risk their life for companions. But they won't even ask how their day is going.
I really wish I played Durge first. This way I would not get invested in my main (who is Tav, because Durge was not a thing during early access). Alas, it was Tav, and I cannot rewrite the past and not play EA.
Add to this the problems with Act 3 pacing and the ending being unsatisfactory(I wrote some long-ass posts about it before)
Add to this poly relationships being an afterthought(despite it being a point in advertising the game!) and Halsin never treated as an equal partner by the game. You never see all three interacting as a policule either. No epilogue of planning the future as policule too.
Add to it me being done with fantasy/sci-fi stories of 'you can save the world, but not the ill person you care about'. Like, is it realy that unrealistic compared to stopping an alien invasion all by yourself? Especially when the possibility of cure is heavily teased by those games themselves.
Asd to it the recent numerical confirmation of how Wyll has so much less content than everyone else... (I'm sure it is because he got rewritten. Does not make it hurt any less, tho)
Death by a thousand papercuts right here
Again, compared to wastness and overall quality of the game those are such small and insignificant things. And I'm sure there won't be another game this good for many more years. And I totally planned to play BG3 till something just as good comes along.
But my brain has stopped me in my tracks before the second run is finished. And I hate it so much. Because when I'm done with something - I am really done and cannot go back, no matter how much I want to. And I do not want to be done with BG3 just yet. But also cannot bring myself to start the game anymore 💔 As I said - It's a 'me' problem. But it still hurts as all get out and I wish I was not the way I am.
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🗾 Cramond Beach - Edinburgh - Scotland 🇬🇧 My trip to Edinburgh was a wonderful experience. During the journey from the airport to the hotel, I already had the feeling that I strongly belonged to this city, despite never having been there before. Looking back at the photographs Edinburgh gave me, made me realize that sometimes the environment and people create the photograph themselves, and I just have to push the button. I recommend visiting the Scottish capital to anyone who wants to get excited walking through the streets of a city that is as inclusive as it is traditional. Many Thanks to my Love @skincarecomesepiovesse for the translation. 🇮🇹 Il mio viaggio ad Edimburgo è stata un'esperienza meravigliosa. Già nel viaggio dall'aeroporto all'hotel, ho avuto l'incredibile sensazione di appartenere a questa città, nonostante non ci fossi mai stato prima.  Riguardare le fotografie che Edimburgo mi ha regalato, mi ha fatto capire che a volte l'ambiente e le persone creano da sé la fotografia, ed io debba limitarmi a premere il tasto. Consiglio di visitare la capitale Scozzese a chiunque voglia emozionarsi camminando tra le strade di una città inclusiva quanto tradizionale. Camera: Samsung S21 Ultra @samsungitalia Post-production: Lightroom Mobile @lightroom Lightroom Preset: EDINBURGH CONTRAST #cramondbeach #cramondisland #edinburgh #edinburghcity #edinburghscotland #edinburghphotographer #edimburgo #visitedinburgh #discoveredinburgh #edinburghtravel #edinburghgrammer #thisisedinburgh #edinphoto #edinburghlife #edinburghhighlights #scotland #scotlandshots #scotlandphotography #scotlandtravel #scotlandexplore #scotlandgrammer #scotlandlover #scotlandtrip #ukphotography #ukphoto #unitedkingdom🇬🇧 #unitedkindom #scotlandtrip #scotland_greatshots (presso Cramond Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp6zlGwoEmj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Please forgive me if this is untoward, but I'd love some advice, if you're willing? The selfies you take are absolutely breathtaking and I was wondering how you get them to look so soft and ethereal? I've been speaking with someone who I'd like to share photos with, but every time I attempt to take them I hate every single one and feel discouraged. I don't *hate* my body, but I always think I look hideous and it kills me to think someone else will see what I see. Yours always look so pretty and if you had any tips or advice I'd be forever grateful ❤️
This is not untoward at all, my friend! I am always here for y'all, this is a safe, welcoming place <3 I'm gonna put this under a read more, just because I talk a lot, lol! :D
Firstly, thank you so much! You're so sweet, and I completely understand that feeling. Know that you are gorgeous and anyone who receives your pictures is one damn lucky person! I'm not just sayin that either, it's true!
Well, and this applies for face or body (I've still not mastered the body bit, but i'm workin on it!) the biggest advice I can give is to get comfortable in front of the camera. What that means is, trying out your angles, turn and twist in weird ways that might feel odd at first, try out silly facial expressions to try and relax! When I do cosplay, or just selfie makeup, I always have to take a break in between pictures to be as silly as I possibly can. I'm talking making videos to whatever I'm listening to, headbanging (unless it messes up my hair), dancing around, crossing my eyes, and making the most hideous faces I can, just so I can get back into that happy, relaxed zone. Do the whole Sharpay trill but with your whole body! Limbo under nothing! Really commit to the bit and get yourself laughing! When you loosen up, or at least when I do, I find the pictures come out better, because I am genuinely having fun.
So, you're sending these to a special someone (👀) maybe thinking about them when you take the pictures will help, too! Think about how they make you feel - that warm, excited energy in your chest, and believe me, it translates to the photos. Try to imagine them in front of you, and how excited they'd react to seeing you, or how excited they'll be to be such a special recipient.
Another bit of 'technical' advice is try using your camera's timer! For body shots, I use the 10 second timer on my phone camera (usually in tandem with the 'Portrait Mode' preset under 'Contour Light' if you have an Apple - I'm not sure what Samsung or Android have, but there should be an equivalent) and start trying out poses. The timer helps because you can watch your pose and shift without having to fumble with the camera. This also works for like, face selfies too - but with that I, personally, use Snapchat's camera and 3 second timer function, just so my arms are free to wiggle.
There are also apps, if you want a variety of filters beyond Snapchat, that offer some good ones! I used to use BeautyPlus in highschool/early undergrad, because it gave me those images with sharp contrast. Just, beware the ads.
An issue I run into, especially with like, body shots, is running out of poses, or trying to think new ones up. I'm not sure if you run into this, but looking online always helps me! I'm a plus size person (also bi as hell so this is very fun for me) so going into the plus size tag on tumblr, or looking up plus size boudoir shoots/photographers helps to see people with my body type being sexy, and what poses they adopt. It becomes an issue trying to do all that by myself, but there are compromises.
Lighting is your best friend. In face or body pics! If you've got a soft light, maybe play around with how it looks on the planes of your face! That meaning, wave the light around your face and see how each angle looks in a mirror, or a camera. That's how I kinda started, besides messing with the blinds in the dining room when the sun hit the perfect spot. For me, full lighting on my face with shadow behind works best. As I learned from ANTM as a teenage bab, lighting can make a shoot.
But the biggest thing is just - try stuff! Try it even if you don't think it'll look good, and really take time afterwards to appreciate yourself. This is what I want you to do, this is my homework to you - I want you to try out taking pictures, body, face, whichever, and when you sit down to look through them (that's crucial, do not look through them until your energy for taking photos is gone - only do a cursory look as you take them, no in-depth look until after, that'll psych you out if you look too long while you take them) I want you to compliment yourself on each photo. You don't have to say it out loud, but I want you to appreciate how beautiful you are, because you are beautiful. I don't care if you think you're Quasimodo incarnate - you are fucking beautiful and I want you to realize that.
I also want you to know that I completely understand. For every 1 good picture I post, there's probably 50 that I don't. I've had times where I took pictures and bawled my eyes out because I hated how I looked. And I've gone back, a year or so after, and saw how banging the pictures actually were! So let me just say, doll, it's nothing wrong with you. Your mind might just be spinning you a horribly wrong yarn. And I say: snip, snip, motherfucker.
Besides, special person that's getting these photos? If worst comes to worst and they have such little taste as to not like you, then why ever would you want them around you? We want someone in your life who lives every inch of you as yourself and shows you that, early and often. But, you also owe that same energy to yourself, because you are amazing!
But just remember, a bad photo is just that - a bad photo. Everyone takes them, and it reflects nothing on you or how you look/appear as a person. If you start to feel yourself winding down, or psyching out, take a break, drink some water, and get sillay. Just play for a while! You've got this!! I have so much faith in you, and I am so proud of you!! <3
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i made a reshade preset for personal use but i was wondering if anyone actually likes it?
I feel like it gives nights in sulani ~the vibe~ u know?
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A bouquet of flowers, on a dark tough world we call Earth.
A train of thoughts of mine, first-person point-of-view. Ideally, no one should ever read this. But this is a private Tumblr anyways, so anything can go. I don't expect anyone to either.
I know that I haven't been able to get a good composure of myself, nor get a good grip on my life, let alone talking about things as vague as "love". At this point of time, I don't fully believe in true love. It's just a bunch of hormone surges in a human body; some preset of pathways that we, humans, perceive as something (seemingly) as beautiful as heaven. That doesn't mean it doesn't exist. What I'm trying to say is, I felt this kind of feeling that is unspeakably lingering, a bit weird. It gets into my soft personality. I don't know whether it will linger for real or it's merely an imaginary one; some kind of illusion to guide humans away from extinction, I presume.
Strange. After all this time, the feeling is holding on; it is intact. Well, most of it anyways. Less hyperbolic, presumably wiser. Still, I can't get over with how I once get caught in a situation called "infatuation". I'm afraid of typing her name here. I try to stay away from blind writing, but I reckon I could write anything because, well, why not? After all, this is a thought canvas.
Okay. Here it is.
I still very much, deeply, fondly, unconditionally like her.
I, as of now, still trying hard not to associate my feelings with the word "love". Even though what I felt is crystal clear and concise enough, love is a complex concept. However, the thing is, whenever I encounter her name, or merely a glance of her cuteness, my mind just wanders to a place with a thousand bouquets. What did she do? Nothing! She is just being herself. Funny. Energetic. Invigorating. Intoxicating happiness. Cute. Heartwarming. Melts my heart.
In a more "civilized" language: every time I encounter something beautiful, let it be a stunning scenery, great places, wonderful ambience, calming tranquility of a cold moonlight, even colorful flowers blooming under the kiss of a warm morning sun, I always get reminded of her. In other words, one beauty leads to another. Her kiss on the said flowers will be one of many things that could balance those beauty. I safely state that my affection to her goes far beyond what meets the eye, but I won't lie that I tend to be distracted by her lips. They are as sweet as it can be. Though I am basically drawn by the beauty of women's lips, hers are one most memorable. In the end, she became something of a gravity herself. She became my second gravity ever since; I was drawn to her from a far.
I reckon those are a bit too heavy, but I'm trying to be honest. I hate to sound like a blinded person, but those are all what I genuinely feel about her. Seriously. That is coming from one person. I am summarizing a year of happiness in one paragraph, and I don't think it suffices.
In comparison, true, many girls are beautiful. This world is full of them. Women are beautiful. But the kind of beautiful that you see from this particular woman is vastly different. It's almost eye-opening though, of how emotion and a mere eye-candy make a world of difference. When I look at her, I not only encounter beauty. Rather, a surge of happiness, a bit of palpitation, a dash of breathlessness, and a sense of completion. Hard to describe it, since I'm not in the best condition to describe things as of this writing.
All those feelings, to me at least, comes with huge responsibility. I shouldn't just be in love without looking back on my priorities. That includes myself; who I am in general. For me, loving someone always ignites a corner of my brain, discussing about whether myself is worthy enough to experience this kind of privilege. I never ever compared myself to others, especially on topics as silly as love. But I do wonder of how everyone can fall in love as easily as the falling leaves of Autumn. I try to maintain the most genuine feelings when it comes to attraction, and so I don't fall in love that easily. But when I do, I have butterflies. They seem to fly around me 24/7. My thoughts become as beautiful as the sweet taste of Turkish Delight, without the diabetic thing.
Yet the light never existed without the dark. I have my own. Say, unhealthy misconceptions? Overflowing tendency of overthinking? The thoughts of not being worthy enough? I don't know why they live in my head rent-free. I have no idea as to why this happens a lot. Is it in my genes to always worry? I consider myself one of the most ignorant persons of all, though I always, and I mean always, thought that me, myself, aren't worthy enough for my dearest ones. It's all based on my tendency to be the best for them, even though I am doing marvelously horrible on that. I hated to be the mediocre; the kind of person who is selfish enough to receive the gift of love whilst at the same time still being a broken creature and does a horrible job of mending his broken bones. But then again, recently I realized that I am just a human being. Humans are made of mistakes, and I have done loads of them. I guess what it means to be a human is to learn from my mistakes, and that is already as important. Affection is a human thing. Humans experience it. It's not supposed to be a darkness in one's eyes. Probably it can help rejecting my redundant thoughts. Only time will tell.
All of these got me reminded of a person back when I was a stupid young boy (or am I still?). A girl I was once captivated by. Back then, I was crazy infatuated. Or was it true love gone wrong? Is there such a thing? Doesn't matter anymore. What matters is right now seemed like a time machine getting ready to rewind my past mistakes. If there is such thing as a stupid idiotic person, that will be me repeating that same mistake; which was once resulted in losing that girl over a trivial thing. I tend to hold myself back to love so that I don't repeat that mistake. Even though I feel way wiser now, more stable as well, I'm not so sure that concludes to me finally being able to handle such intense feelings. Such feelings took a heavy toll on me, on my mental health, no longer being able to prioritize, creating a haze of unreasonable infatuation that clouded my mind, and right now I'm no closer of finding why it managed to ruin me like so back then. Besides those unhealthy misconceptions I was talking about earlier, those mishaps are really the main cause of me avoiding love and its kin concepts. I am afraid.
All things considered; as of now, me typing on these train of thoughts on my laptop, I still feel like I miss her. As the Moon orbiting the Earth steadily, I find myself behaving similarly as my heart and mind are still revolving around her center of gravity. On the other hand, I still cling to the honesty that I like her even though she will eventually earn a better, much better man that I will ever be. At least that's what I hope for. She deserves the best. Only because she is a bright person. I know nothing about her personal life, what she has ever done, her inner thoughts, or any other intrapersonal stuffs. But humans have potential, and I wish, emphasis on the word "wish", to believe that she has every potential of being a great person.
That's what these kinds of feelings make you think; positivity of a certain person. Being blunt, I always thought these romantic feelings are blinding, stupid, childish. But I'll be d*mned, I believe the force of attraction had struck me like a bolt of lightning, or better yet, a raging thunder. I certainly wish that I only reap the positive side of being in lov…no not that, I meant of liking her.
After all those trains of thoughts, in the end, I try not to forget that I will not be thinking like this about her in eternity. I won't….wait, I shouldn't. What I feel right now is probably a strong one, certainly can stand the test of time, but that's not an excuse. Being me, I believe in the ultimate goal of feeling something as abstract as love; that is to be happy whenever she is the happiest. That mostly translates to her being with someone better than my current self. Could be anyone. And let's not forget that love is not about who belongs to whom. For me, it's more like praying for her, hoping for the best, little bit of helping in need won't hurt, and giving at least emotional support even though I might be a stranger to her and that isn't likely to happen anytime soon (hey, it's an idea).
And last but not least, for now, letting go of her. She won't flee to another country or something. She won't be that far. You can still see her. But don't be too hopeful. If you must lose her in your mind, that's for the better. Hey, I don't mind losing a girl. I've never been miserably desperate. Let's not forget that I haven't been this type of guy my whole life. It's just that she is kind of special; I have a sense of dread when I think of losing her. That's probably a normal symptom. But again, losing is not always losing. Heartbreaks can heal. You're a guy. It's theoretically easier. Yes, it does leave scars sometimes. But I assume I have acquired many my whole life I don't even mind getting another one later in my train of life. Last but not least, I'm happy that these feelings happened. As they became my bane, they also became my beacon of light. Being me, I can say that not many people have the capacity of loving someone as I do to my dearest ones.
Let her be. She isn't thinking about this crap. Why would you?
(But seriously, she is too charming I just wanna curse in a beautiful language about her right now...)
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Hello mia , I wanted to request a reading too. I have a meeting with a person 'C' in few months . I'm not really optimistic about him . He is not really a good person, really snobbish . I'm afraid this meeting is unavoidable. So I was wondering how my and C' s meeting going to go . I'm S , Taurus. Thanks a lot mia .
Hello S,
Before I begin if you or anyone who sees this reading could respond to this poll, it would be much appreciated (open 3rd-10th Oct) <3.
I understand your concerns about the upcoming meeting with C, and you'd like to know how it might go. Let's explore this using the symbolism of the Page of Swords.
The Page of Swords is associated with curiosity, intellect, and vigilance. In the context of your meeting with C, it offers the following insights:
Intellectual Engagement: The Page of Swords suggests that this meeting is likely to involve a fair amount of intellectual engagement. Both you and C may have strong opinions or ideas to discuss.
Curiosity: There may be a sense of curiosity on both sides. You might each want to understand the other's perspective or motivations, even if you have reservations about C's personality.
Vigilance: This card can also indicate a need to be vigilant or cautious. While curiosity is a positive trait, it's essential to approach the meeting with an open mind while also maintaining your boundaries.
Communication: The Page of Swords encourages clear and honest communication. It's possible that you and C will have an opportunity to express your thoughts and concerns during the meeting.
Seeking Common Ground: Despite your initial reservations, there may be an opportunity to find common ground or areas of agreement during the discussion. Keep an open mind and be willing to listen.
Setting Boundaries: If C's behavior becomes challenging during the meeting, don't hesitate to set clear boundaries and assert yourself diplomatically.
Outcome Uncertain: The Page of Swords doesn't provide a definitive outcome but suggests that the meeting will be a blend of curiosity, caution, and the exchange of ideas.
It's important to approach the meeting with an open mind, as it's possible that your initial impression of C may evolve during your interaction. Focus on maintaining your own values and boundaries while also being receptive to productive discussions.
Remember that how the meeting unfolds can depend on both your actions and C's. Stay true to your Taurus nature, which often values stability and patience, and trust your instincts to guide you through the encounter.
Ultimately, this meeting may be an opportunity for growth and learning, regardless of the initial challenges. Approach it with a sense of curiosity and a willingness to engage in constructive dialogue. 🤝🗡️🌟
xx
Mia💗
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drkineildwicks · 1 year
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Kineil Plays Hogwarts Legacy - 3/26/23
Apparently tomorrow is one month later…look, I know I’ll end up sinking hours into this game and be keyed up for hours after so it’s basically got to wait until I have free time
I used to have free time what happened…I blame that voice that came with adulthood that said you could be doing something productive instead
Shut up voice I’m going to Hogwarts
Also I’d like to thank that one person for calling me a bigot on one of my other entries because they reminded me that I had done a few play sessions over my break
Suffer
So when last we were here we were at Hogsmeade
As I understand it Doris from Shrek 2 is here so this will be interesting
I love this concept because someone who basically contacted me on Tumblr to scold me for playing this game accused this of being tokenism while those on the other side of the fence call it woke pandering
Hence the phrase “Danged if you do and danged if you don’t”
Basically, just make a good game, the fact that the game works and released in a completed state should be enough to earn them some accolades y’all make yourselves miserable inserting politics into it
It honestly looks like people, in the Year of Our Lord 2023, went I can’t stand seeing people happy about something I will dedicate my life to ruining it
Congrats on marking yourselves as unpleasant people to avoid you did a bang-up job of that X’D
Anyway back to the fun stuff
Had to go to options to remind myself of the controls don’t want to be casting spells indiscriminately X’D
Why is this game so pretty
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Oh so it’s a family of Ollivanders, not just the same guy but really old
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I don’t know why people were in knots about familiar names considering it’s been established that Pure Blood lineages exist in the wizarding world
I love this game, I love exploring Hogsmeade I can’t wait for Potions and Herbology in writing my HP fanfic those two classes have to be my favs to write about
Wait what do you mean Demiguise statues we can interact with those
Also the Hog’s Head has an actual moving hog head on the wall
How am I supposed to get this statue….
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Wait—wait are we supposed to use invisibility potion to sneak up on the eye-trunks?
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See, if anyone tells you not to play this game they are just jerks because this game?  This game.
This game does what a game is supposed to do—it entertains
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I am genuinely enjoying myself wandering around Hogsmeade, the game is giving me such a sense of wonder and accomplishment and it also scratches that itch of collecting things
Like
There’s pages flying around and when I realized that zap zap Accio!
It’s fun which is what a game is supposed to do—that’s all a game really needs to be is fun
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Close but not quite
YES
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Finally I get a fedora
I’m finding more gear than I have available slots oops
Guess I get to expand my inventory
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YES I GET TO WEAR PANTS
And yes I saved the wand for last what’d you expect
You can customize your wand cool
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I went with the first preset XD
TROLL IN THE VILLAGE! TROLL IN THE VILLAGE!
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…thought you ought to know
Can I reparo a house I CAN REPARO A WHOLE BLEEPING HOUSE
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Rookwood!
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Oh the Three Broomsticks….
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THIS is what you all got your snits in a bit for???
Have none of you all heard of Bea Arthur?  Have none of you heard Bea Arthur???
Oh pretty bird!
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And now it’s time to cook dinner so that’s a good time to quit for today
Still love this game y’all need to chill
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noelstuart09 · 1 year
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Dubturbo Advantages - The Fact That Pro Beat Maker Can Adjust Your Beats
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I mentioned to my partner yesterday how this year I plan to try and participate in nanowrimo. I've tried for six years and every year something goes horribly wrong and prevents me from even thinking about having time to myself for months. This year, aside from the preset doctors appointments, it looks like I'll be able to do it.
I love my partner, they're wonderful in so many respects, but sometimes they don't think what they say through. "Most people fail because it's difficult and they don't know what their doing." They went on to talk about how editing while writing messes people up and how it's impossible to finish and I just...I hate that I mentioned anything.
I rarely talk about my writing to anyone in my life. Growing up, I used to write all the time. My teachers encouraged it and pushed me towards schools that specialized in writing. My family--everyone but my grandma--made fun of me for wanting to be an author. That wasn't my only career goal, but it was one that I wanted to do on the side. But years of being made fun of, of being belittled, of being told it was stupid (combined on years of emotional and mental abuse) made me stop writing. It took until my mom dying for me to start writing again--and no one knew except my partner.
They have always encouraged me to write but it's rare that I tell them what I'm writing until it's done. They tend to ask questions that I struggle to explain. Like no I can't tell you where this is going, not if I don't want to spoil the plot. They used to work in an industry that revolved around stories, so they zero in on anything that isn't fully fleshed out (and in a first draft there's going to be spots like that so just let me get it all down before you start picking it apart). They're not being mean and in fact have helped me fix many plot issues with a novel I've temporary lost interest in writing (for different, outside reasons), but sometimes it's too much.
I know they are proud that I write. I've only shown them a few things but they keep asking about them and praising them and asking about the fanfic I write. I'll never show them those but they know my user name and are more than welcome to go find them on their own. They've told their friends about one of the past novels I was working on, that I really should finish, that had those friends asking a million questions I wasn't prepared to answer and making demands about "put me in the story, make me the hero, do this, I love stories that's--"
I don't talk about my stories anymore until they are mostly fleshed out because too many times questions become criticism which brings up the voices of my family and I can't keep going.
So this year, I took a chance. I was brave, and talked about something I wanted to do for the first time in a long time.
And now I'm struggling to want to do it.
They spent a long time talking about how they did it in the past and failed, how its not at easy as people say, how no one understands how difficult it is to focus and write. I know they didn't mean it maliciously. I know they were talking about themselves but it hits different when you're a person who has struggled all their life to openly talk about something that feels important (I've spent years working on this, in therapy and outside of it). To say it knocked the wind from my sails is an understatement. I'm struggling to remember why I wanted to do it now.
I know if I tell them how I'm feeling they'll be horrified. And I will tell, probably in a few days when I've had time to think about it and feel less raw. And I'm going to try and spend November holding myself accountable to write almost every day. And yes, I could pick another month and do the same thing, but I need the accountability that November holds to force my hand and make me work.
It's very hard for me to explain to people who didn't grow up like I did just how easy it is for one stupid phrase to feel like the worst thing ever. And this just illustrates that I'm not doing quite as well as I thought I was doing. So I have work to do, and I need to force myself to try despite how I'm feeling. I need to remember why it was I wanted to write in the first place.
I hate feeling like this more than anything.
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