#it’s a whole cycle oml

[yoisami]

how to commit to longfics... ✍🏻

#૮₍•᷄ ࡇ •᷅₎ა —୨୧ chats #rn in my drafts #i have two longfics “planned” #one isagi and one kaiser #BUT I SWEAR I NEVER HAVE MOTIVATION TO WRITE #and then when i do write and read over what i wrote #i don’t like it and i delete it #it’s a whole cycle oml #plus i’m lacking info ab kaiser’s backstory so it’s like i have to make up some shit 😭 #my motivation always runs low #i’m genuinely surprised that i’m still here #bc i made a tumblr acc for tokrev a few years back ??? #and gave up after a month and a half #anyways if u’re feeling generous pls feel free to donate me some motivation ☹️ #love u all :(

[blacklegsanjiii]

•°♤°• (AllSan AU) Whenever an enemy is fighting Sanji, when they get a close range attack, they will GRAB that skinny waist of his and just flirt with him the whole way fight. (The Strawhats are not very pleased. ESPECIALLY Zoro/Luffy). Would be even more worse if Sanji was a woman. Robin/Nami will be DEFINITELY be kicking the enemys asses to the bottom of the Seas (If Sanji doesnt do it first).

OML. Sanji just trying to kick ass when someone randomly grabs his waist. He'll kick them off of him but it's been happening a lot and even Zoro and Luffy are getting pissed about it. Like extremely pissed. It's getting to the point Sanji is covered in more blood than normal thanks to the blows that Luffy and Zoro keep laying on these guys. Sanji is down to like three button ups because his others have absolutely ruined by blood and turned into rags and field bandages. It's awful.

Sanji is just yelling at them to stop because his clothes are getting ruined and they can't afford to replace them. Zoro and Luffy don't necessarily see a problem of Sanji having less clothes than normal until they've ruined all his jackets and suddenly Sanji's just down to his pants and dress shirts and people are getting more grabby. It's a never ending cycle of them being so excited to see him in less clothes than normal but also pure rage at people touching their cook.

Also Fem!Sanji would absolutely just watched the whole kitchen staff come out to yell at a table that got too touchy or mouthy. So she would definitely know the signs of people getting grabby. She learns to protect herself quickly but it doesn't really seem to deter the rowdier groups. Sanji is stressed the fuck out when she joins the crew because uh....everyone is grabbing her waist? Marines, her crew, other pirates, and warlords. Her captain's brother at one point. Robin and Nami are absolutely terrible when they see Sanji get grabbed. Most of the time she handles it just fine but sometimes Robin will kill them before Sanji can react or Nami will knock them out and steal all their money.

#black leg sanji #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #zosan #cat burglar nami #answers #nico robin #zolusan #sanzo #sosanlu #zolu #sanlu #lusan #sanami #allsan #fem sanji #fem!sanji

[sothisiswhoiam]

The episode Shawn and Gus in Drag (Racing) is a crime why did they have to make Shawn have such mad bisexual chemistry with the bad guy. It was like him and Shawn were flirting the whole episode and then at the end he was like "join my gang and run away with me Shawn" and Shawn was like "no way fuck you, you hurt gus D:<" like ?¿??? and now im cycling back to the fact that shawn and gus' relationship is so strong and oml i love them so much

#shawn and gus in drag #psych tv #psych usa #psych 2006 #god damn i love this episode

[turtle-triple-s]

i was gonna fast the whole day but i don't think i have a way around dinner so im just gonna eat as few cals as possible then fast 24 hours, thank god i broke the b/p cycle i've been in for almost a week oml

#notprojustusingthetags #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #purg1ng #bulim14 #counting cals #kcal counting #tw disordered eating #low cal restriction #ana e mia #tw mia stuff #tw mia shit #tw mia #tw ana shit #tw ana fast #tw ed in the tags #i will reach my ugw #ana is my life #i wanna be weightless #i need to lose so much weight #thinner is better

[braveandsnipe]

this is the last post im going to make about geats buckles and suits. i was just thinking about it on my walk today, so yeah (this is kind of messy lol)

it bothers me to no end how across the entire show we only see 5 raise buckles and id core matches, particularly since it's established every id core has a buckle that matches it. to me, it just feels odd.. like out of those 100+ id cores, the only buckles that cycle through the game just happen to be the most compatible with the 4 main characters, okay 🤪

honestly, i don't think they needed to give everyone a buckle, since some of those characters were only in like 2 episodes, but for characters like daichi and sae who we introduced as players who've played before, i wish they at least would've gotten their own unique buckles. even sara, though she wasn't a rider for that long, would've been cool to see what a complete form for her would have look like.

and i don't necessarily think this would be impossible to achieve given most rider series within the past 5+ years have had on average 6-8 riders. and for the most part, those riders feel complete / not designed with easy replication in mind. like even if they repainted some stuff from past suits they're no longer using, at least it would feel like something unique within the show.

on the whole, i get what they were trying to do with the geats suits– making them simple (aside from the helmets) to make the mix and match gimmick easier to execute– but even with the (full) armors they just feel lacking to me. while the armor parts themselves are cohesive, it just feels like "stuff on top of stuff" rather than feeling like an intentionally cohesive design. (i don't even know if that made sense oml sorry)

this seems like such an innocuous thing to obsess over, but i just have a lot of feelings and thoughts on suits and transformation devices/gimmicks. i blame revice (because wdym wizard doesn't get a remix for 😔).

#kr #geats #we're staying at the lotus inn #geats.thoughts

[slowdripsunrise]

MORE READING UPDATES OMLLLLLLL i forgor about this blog again. it will happen again tbh but i still have to go through all of the books i finished in late 2023 up to now... i'm gonna try and get as many as i can done but probably wont get all of them lol. probably very long post/rant + spoilers for various books under the cut

keep in mind i have shit memory and all of these books were finished a while ago so be warned for bad analysis and summaries

-How High We Go in the Dark by Sequoia Nagamatsu: this book was a collection of short stories that are interconnected through characters and a central storyline - a plague. i thought the concept was super interesting and i had heard really good things about it from people i share a reading taste with so i went into this expecting to be blown away and i just. wasnt. i LOVED some of the short stories and there were a few that made me cry, mainly snortorious and the robot dog story where the mom died, but other than that it was kinda a let down. the ending fucking sucked ngl. like i thought we were leading up to some profound moment, especially calling back to the chapter where people are relieving their memories in the dark, because i thought that was really compelling and interesting, but it was just fucking aliens. like it reallly feels like a cop out to me. like a whole "and it was all just a dream" type ending. im not gonna rate it actually yes i am i'd give it like 2.5-3 stars. only because some of the chapters were super hard hitting but other than that. meh.

-The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater: WHOOOOO BOY. i ate this shit up. god if i had read this in middle school or high school i am 100% certain it would have become my entire personality. like i fucking get it. i totally fucking get it. i'm treating the whole series as one book rn bc they all kinda blend together in my mind and its been a while but just. the fucking vibes. good lord the vibes were so good. can't pick out any 100% certain things i particularly noticed but i will reblog every webweave about this series there is trust. rating the entire series as 5 stars mostly because i listened to the audiobook and they did SUCH A GOOD JOB ON TH E AUDIOBOOK OML like. at first i was kinda thrown off bc i wasn't expecting it to be so. southern? but once i finished the first one i knew there was no way i could just go back to reading it with a physical book like audiobook all the way the narrator was so awesome and i love the southernness of it.

-What Moves the Dead by T. Kingfisher: my first t. kingfisher book! i loved the vibes, the world, the whole new set of pronouns, that shit was so fun, overall a nice short and sweet creepy ass fucking book. like im a huge wimp so i was deffo nervous and freaked out at some points, especially with the rabbits lol idk why but those were unnerving. the author did a really good job of conveying the mc's anxiety and fear while also adding in some humor and soldier rationality and stoicism. lol. cute i liked it 3.5/4 stars.

-Fault Lines by Emily Itami: tbh mostly picked this one up for the cover and it was really just a standard cheating story where the mc gets back together with her original husband because of their kids. nothing i remember to be groundbreaking at all really. 2.5 stars

-Olga Dies Dreaming by Xochitl Gonzalez: I really wasn't expecting to like this book as much as I did. the pov changes i think were very well done and intentional and weren't confusing at all! the narrators for the audiobook were wonderful and really brought life to the story, a lovely book.

-She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan: honestly, looking back on it, i was never really captivated by this story. it took me a long time to get into it, and i really never connected with any of the characters. a lot of it was more confusing than not, and i'm honestly not sure if i feel the need to continue the series. may be a case of me not being in the right mood for it, but i don't see myself trying it again. kinda sad cuz i was excited to love this but oh well. win some lose some.

-Cloud Cuckoo Land by Anthony Doerr: hands down my fav book of 2023 and one of my fav books of all time. like i have a feeling this review is going to be either very long or very short because there is no way i will be able to write out all the ways i love this book. the owl motif. the environmental extremism from seymore that i can 100% relate to. the way that he fell down that path in a way that felt realistic to me, based on his circumstances, and it isn't implied in my opinion, that all autistic people are like this, that all autistic people can take things to the extreme like seymore did. the audiobook was wonderful. the interconnected stories over time i think is one of my new favorite tropes/plots/metas. if done well (cough how high we go in the dark) it gets me every single time. XENO and everything about him. i was listening to the audiobook at work and during his death i had to fight back tears lol. god. and the kids in the play and how they wanted to end the story.... fuck my life. and konstance and her curiosity and oh my god everything about this book messed me up. 5/5 i think thats all i'll be able to say before i combust.

-Chlorine by Jade Song: what a weird little book. really liked it. audiobook slayed. not much else to say. recommend for weird lesbians. 3.5/4 stars.

-A Dowry of Blood by S. T. Gibson: THE AUDIOBOOK NARRATOR IS SO FUCKING GOOD AT HER JOB I COULD LISTEN TO HER TALK ALL DAY I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH HER. the story was really good love a good vampire story love a good creepy story. fun time. listened to the audiobook in like an hour hour and a half car ride it was a good time. 3.5 stars.

and that ends off all of the books i read in 2023 !!!!!!! YIPPEEE!!!!! i'll stop here and make a separate post for the books i've read so far in 2024 just for organizational purposes and also because i am hungry and need to stop lol. if you made it this far through the post i love you and also sorry for the long rant but also too bad because this is my blog and you clicked on it. happy reading :)

#book review #thoughts.txt #how high we go in the dark #the raven cycle #trc #what moves the dead #fault lines #olga dies dreaming #she who became the sun #cloud cuckoo land #chlorine #a dowry of blood

[crepuscollo]

1. my mum is sick

2. bunny is sick

3. you’re overwhelming

4. my grandma bet3asabny w we’re staying 2 days then back to cairo with her bardo

5. menna is going back to kuwait on the 12th so that’s 10 days without her

6. the whole moving out bags up n down thing

7. and my sisters apartment sucks

8. and no sleep

9. and no chance to sleep being pushed around not getting rest

10. and studying

11. and results

12. and unis

13. and clothes

14. and constant calls

15. and overthinking

16. and no free time or alone time

17. too much happening and my body is giving up on me

18. not eating properly

19. been out of my normal sleep and eat cycles for way too long

20. i was so not in the mood to see anyone today but i had to bec she cancelled gharda2a for me w now i feel like shit

21. here’s a 21st for u as a bonus, i hate that i just fucking dumped on you my shit when you have your own shit and this is so not your responsibility oml i’m so fucking sick of my self i can’t believe you’re not

h.

no like i genuinely enjoy your company or feeling like your present so i think we can be genuine close friends without the feelings as long as there’s no cute shit happening and if i feel like i’m unable to separate those two things then i’ll tell you about it and vice versa and dw i really won’t let shit get messed up cuz i don’t want a relationship either i never did i was j too pussy to do anth about it like i’m not ready to commit im not ready to handle the responsibilities that come with a relationship or putting the effort time and energy in im just not in that place rn and if it were to happen ik for a fact you’re way better than me in all of those things so it wouldn’t be fair to you like i’ll be lacking fa yeah anyway i honestly just enjoy you fa i want you around a lot.. quality time

[goldentsum]

━ captains - with a fuckgirl    

CHARATERS: sawamura daichi, bokuto koutarou, and ushijima wakatoshi

GENRE: smut, angst

AUTHOR’S NOTE: sINNNN!! fuckgirl! reader messing with our bois’ mind--

pt. 2

━ daichi ♡

daichi knows you, he knows your reputation but he still got tangled up with your mess

he has seen the multiple guys that were left with broken hearts and pain

but how tf did he got in this situation?

daichi’s lap is just so nice, with thick thighs and a real good package in between them yum

so of course like any intellectual being, you just have to sit on them

and here you are, grinding on the best seat in town while sucking faces with the dignified captain of karasuno

he wasn’t supposed to do this... nope nope nope

daichi was supposed to be in practice right now but no he’s here with you inside his empty classroom with your tongue in his mouth

the slow and sensual movement you make with your tongue in his mouth should be illegal and how tf are you so good at this?

the rough grinding was really making this too hard to concentrate 

you smirked through the sloppy kiss when you felt something hard nudging your thigh and couldn’t help but trail your hand towards it, squeezing it as it earns you a husky groan from the captain

daichi stopped you, breathing heavily from your kiss and looked at you with a small glare

“you really have to stop getting me into trouble...” 

you smirked at that, leaning closer to him. the authoritative aura he exudes and the glare on his face was triggering your mischievous side. i mean how could you not? daichi’s too uptight sometimes, you just wanna do something about it~

besides, his reactions are far better than your other boytoys~ 

“come on, loosen up a bit, daddy~” 

and that was it, daddychi snapped.

he gripped your wrists that was inching toward again to his hard-on with a tight grip making you gasp and with his other hand, he held your chin as he looked deep in your eyes with a small glare

“you’re in so much trouble, you do know that right” 

“of course~ after all, why would I do it in the first place~”

daichi got it bad... even though, he knows how you treat others he just can’t stop it

he was trying to break off your ‘arrangement’ for weeks now but you always get him to shut his mouth and put it to use in some other places ;)

like right now, he was supposed to talk to you about it but he was getting more tangled up with you...

it was an ever ending cycle but daichi’s not complaining... as long as he has you then maybe it’s not so bad

━ bokuto ♡

he is a baby! what tf did you do?! 

bokuto probably likes you even before you brought up your little fubu arrangement

so naturally he agrees! 

but he doesn’t really understand the arrangement and thought you two were dating

baby owl will always go to your apartment and when he saw another one of your boytoys, he was livid! rip (y/n) 

when the guy left because the glaring and bo’s presence being too much, he will be all up in your face with a hard glare

“what was that?! you’re cheating on me!”

you have to explain it to him and it’s so awkward and it tugs your heartstrings because you see his expression slowly going blank and the soft glow in his eyes that you always see dies down as every word comes out of your mouth

it was silent for a moment then bokuto grabbed you, slamming you to the wall, you gasp and looked up at him

his towering height and large stature was making you feel all sort of things

“you want this right? this is what you want right?” 

bokuto kisses you so hard that you were sure that your lips would be so bruised after this

he manhandles you and held your hips in a tight grip but fuck why the hell does it feels so good?

the harsh grinding sent shivers down your spine, the feeling of his hard-on pressed to your core was too good

his mouth sucking down on your neck, his large hands on your waist and ass, the rough grinding, and the press of the cold wall was making you dizzy

“shit... kou-”

“shut up, whore” 

oh damn... he really did snap, huh.

after your whole ass session, you were sore and filled with bruises with a pouty and sulky bokuto on your side

you just have to make it up to him wink wonk~

so you surprise him with a good blowjob 

crawling down and slotting yourself between his thiccc thighs, you get down to work 

bokuto looked down at you with lust and love in his eyes but he remembers

i guess this was enough for now...

━ ushijima ♡

you and him go way back and I mean waaayyy back

he’s your childhood friend who confessed to you when you guys were 16... And you thought he was just joking, I mean come on! This was ushijima we’re talking about

he was always so stoic and stone-faced that you thought he was a robot at some point but he proved you wrong when he confessed to you, proving to you that he likes you 

though unfortunately for our miracle boi, you have some bad trust issues

he knows though, he understands and he respects that but he was always trying to make you see and believe that his feelings were genuine... 

soft boi :((

ushi is always trying to make you feel comfortable and loved even though he has his volleyball shit on the side... you were worth all the missed practices and everything 

but he’s a guy, after all, he had them manly urges ahem

the first time you guys tried the fubu arrangement, ushi was salty but beggars can’t be choosers so he’ll take what he can get with you

the boi was so awkward and stiff the whole time when you tried to make a move, he didn’t know where to put his hands and when yall first kissed, it was a painful experience with teeth clashing together

though as time progresses and he got comfortable with it, oml be prepared for some daddy action~

ushi is packing some good meat! it’s basically canon that ushijima has a big dick

but ushijima always gets you to bed before doing anything, saying that you deserve to be comfortable in any situation :((

he always lay you down in bed and takes his time with your body like damn boi

big strong calloused hands caressing down your body and lips leaving open-mouthed kissed on your tummy as he trails down 

ushi loves watching you while he thrust in you, he likes seeing you fall apart in front of him and make you cry in pleasure

and how can you not cry? the feeling of his thick cock trusting in you and the tip hitting your cervix was making you see stars

but if you ever open your eyes and watch him,, oh~ you’re in for a treat!

If you can keep your eyes open, you’ll see his usual stoic face twist in pleasure. his brows furrowing and half-lidded eyes darkening with lust. 

sweat making his usually neat hair stick to his forehead and big muscles contracting as he moves in a rough and rapid movement,, goddamn

maybe,, definitely,, just maybe you’ll keep ushi around,, in more ways than one

#haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagine #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #daichi headcanon #daichi x reader #sawamura daichi #bokuto koutarou #bokuto #bokuto x reader #ushijima #ushijima wakatoshi #ushijima x reader #haikyuu smut #daichi smut #bokuto smut #ushijima smut #haikyuu angst #captains and fuckgirls

[saintobio]

If people are guessing correctly, it means you are great at setting things up! And you are!! You are amazing and i love your writing!

Please take the time you need to rest and don't feel like the chapters should be shorter in order to update faster. You don't owe us anything and we know you have a life outside the blog

That said omgg i would melt if hoejo called me "my wifey" i'm such a subby sucker i would probably forgive him so fast. Rip to mc but i'm different (??

Anonymous said

gojo calling y/n 'wifey' is cute, but the lady at givenchy calling y/n 'mrs. zen'in' is the cutest ! i wanted to stop by and say to always take your time when working on your stories, and i love how they are all beautifully written 😊 hoping to see toji in the future chapters ❤ sorry for my bad english hehe

Anonymous said

hi lovely, as always an amazing chapter. you really are out doing yourself!! a lot of readers don’t understand how much time it takes to write something like this especially when you do 8k + every week (almost twice that amount this week!!) plsplspls rest ai, ilysm ppl shouldn’t snap at you for taking a little longer to update.

and to the ungrateful readers out there one week is NORMAL. writing can take hours upon hours sometimes, pls keep sometime for yourself:( she works SOOO hard to pump out chapters every few days so don’t go bitchin. pls make time to check on the socials, spend time with loved ones and rest bb. you deserve it. <3

Anonymous said

The way I woke up exactly at 3am to read this is 🌚👌

Anyway,,, ch7 was just– "😭🥰🤗😢😰" yeah mixed feelings. At this point I'm just 50/50 on rooting for Gojo x MC,, I'm so conflicted at this point pls. For the first time, I was actually looking forward to seeing Toji and see him be with MC, surprisingly since I never really was attached to his character in canon so yeah thx Ai :'D. This whole chapter just got me so pissed at Sera 😭 like miss maam you're the mistress here,, stay on your lane.

Speaking of "mistress" Gojo really had no right getting mad at MC for saying Sera was the mistress. Like was she wrong🤨🤨 He had the audacity to get angry abt "Mrs. Zenin" and her mini date with Toji when he was the one who called her an "attention-seeker" and told her to stay away from him. Choose a struggle sir🙄🤚

This whole chapter was so great Ai pls— I really love MC sm and tbh I really want her to distance herself from Gojo even for a few days since oml she deserves better😔 her self-worth is too great to be wasted to be with someone like Gojo and she needs to realize to love herself like the queen she is👏👏

Ahhhhh anyway,, Ai thank for you this chapter but please do remember to rest and take care of yourself before anything. *huggies* 🥺❤

Anonymous said

CHAPTER 7????? OH MY GOD IT WAS SO GOOD??

listen i’m all for anti-gojou propaganda but he was so SOFT this chapter and my heart cannot handle it. he was so vulnerable with mc and omg pls the daddy stuff was so hot i cannot. BUT THE ENDING?? i know i shouldn’t but i hate sera so much!! like “i cant believe you’d actually bring her here” BITCH ITS HIS OFFICE!!! MC IS HIS WIFE!!! WHO TF ARE YOU!!! and i already know that mc is gonna get upset about him tracking sera’s cycle (as she should!!) but like he’s doing it to not get her pregnant. like satoru is literally thinking about mc 24/7 and it seems like mc is thinking about sera more than gojou at this point! im simply crying in the club and i’ll be coming up with all kinds of scenarios in my head until the next update. as always you’re amazing and i can’t wait to see what you come up with next 💕

Anonymous said

Okay there is no way Sera “loves” him!!! She doesn’t like it when Gojo talk to her about his problems but is okay with talking about Hers??? Like okay we get it you have problems but so do other people!!!! (That kinda sounds bad) like having money is nice and all but there are still problems!!! Gojo has been and still is being abused!!! And the fact she doesn’t what to heat it??? Lmao no. She’s terrible. And like…she has to only like Gojo for his money! She accepted his fathers money! She accepts the gifts Gojo gets her and says “no I can’t…but if you insist!!!” Like bro… no…. She likes the gifts because it makes her feel like a princess which is okay to feel but not when your using someone… and at this point it only seems like she’s using him… sorry for the rant! I’m loving it and I can’t wait to chapter 8!!! I’m scared so I might avoid it for like 2 second because I’m weak 😩 but it’s like exited but scared😩

Anonymous said

Asdfgghk I can noooooooot gojo gets on every nerve that I have yet i still love him I've definitely had enough of sera like i need her to fuck all the way off

I was so happy when mc finally started giving gojo a taste of his own medicine it's what he deserves but it was still very nice that she was able to help him when he needed it that whole scene was sweet

Buuut I was so sad when I read toji wasnt at the party😭 but here to hoping him and mc have more moments in the next chapter omfg what if in the end she really does end up with him and gojo is sad because she does leave him anyway ignore that that's just me thinking out loud lol

But frfr I super duper love this story and this chapter was a rollercoaster of emotions and I loved it thank you u so very much for sharing it with us

Anonymous said

...idk man, I just want y/n to grow a backbone and acc put herself first 😞 shes doing everything for him and never for herself which is kinda too nice that its painful 👀 miss girl I can be ur personal assassin, dont gotta pay me I'll do it anyway 🙄 I'm honestly so confused with gojou like I acc cant get my head around this guy man. And that bora bora trip sounds like a pain 😒 how do we even come cry for this guy when I'm literally the one who wants to make him cry blood 🤷🏻‍♀️

Anonymous said

I WAS LIKE AYEEEEE WE’RE GETTING SOMEWHERE AND THEN THE ENDING WRECKED MY HOPES AND DREAMS OF A HAPPY GOJO X Y/N ENDING 😭😭

Literally it sucks so much because satoru has so much trauma from childhood that would honestly mess up anyone if they went through it , he felt that his mom abandoned him and he has an abusive father and his only haven are his memories of y/n, who he relates to the mother that abandoned him 😭. It’s so upsetting because he’s just a broken man who doesn’t know how to fix himself and in return he’s putting all his hurt onto y/n and it’s spinning her deeper into not only confusion but possibly even depression 🥺

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U !! thank u for the messages, reactions, analyses <33 i’m sorry ai is too tired to respond individually but i’ve compiled all of ur amazing asks so everyone can see <33

#saintobio.asks #series: sincerely not

[rsmrymnt-tea]

I do recommend Blooming Panic if you find you have the time. The writing is so good and the voice acting is just *chefs kiss*

But yeah!! It takes place in a fan server!! Much easier to be secretly dead when you don't have to see anyone in person, I'll say.

Morgen wouldn't know that they're dead. Or at least, not in the beginning. They're stuck in this cycle of go to work, come home, feed the cat, check for Bloomic updates, rinse&repeat. And then they join the server, and the people are lovely, and they've really connected to one member in particular. And suddenly they have something to look forward to after a long day of work. Suddenly their life is looking up.

There would be subtle clues, but nothing explicit: Morgen mentions how it feels like they've done the exact same task at work for the past week, how their work load hasn't diminished at all; they can't answer questions about what they had for lunch or dinner, or even how they slept (and they wonder when did they last sleep?); they apologize occasionally for sounds that the other person can't ever seem to hear; and if you look in the background of their apartment you can see a fruit bowl on the counter full of rotten fruit.

The most explicit thing would be that the closer Morgen gets to realizing the truth, the more video calls distort, the harder it is for them to talk in the server, or even interact with physical things.

I think the full potential of ghost!MC is realised on Quest's route. Because you see, MC's shitty stalkerish ex joins the server in this one. The one person in the server who knows Morgen irl...

Initially he wouldn't know that Morgen is dead. He'd harass them in the server, and generally act how he does in canon. And then Morgen spends several days at work without realizing. Time just slips them by, because they don't want to have to talk to him in the server. In the meantime he'd start looking for them irl.

And when he finds out he comes into the server absolutely furious. How dare they pretend to be his dead ex, how dare they humiliate him by letting him think they were them?!? And he'd drop the death certificate in the chat....

The angst of thinking that your life was finally getting bearable and maybe even good, only to find out that you missed your chance? Especially if the date on the certificate is recent too oml.

Anyway. Of all the LIs I could only potentially see Nightowl as willing to stay with a ghost!MC, but that's the bad ending D: They get attached to each other in such a way that Nightowl becomes the reason that Morgen is unable to move on, and he's unable to move on from them. They haunt each other!!

I do think I'll probably make Morgen's canon that they're a coma ghost trying to figure out whether they want to wake up? Though maybe for angst's sake they don't remember the server members when they wake up. Everyone having to contend with the fact that Morgen has been a ghost the entire time they've known them skdjsks

Uhh I didn't mean to talk so much about it sjdk I hope you don't find this too boring!! And y'know I think everyone has a pain or sensation that they just can't handle. Personally, I absolutely fall apart at the seams if I'm even a little bit nauseous I just can't deal with it at all. So no shame in being taken out by headaches okay? They really suck and I'm glad you're feeling a bit better.

- 🐝

Might give Blooming Panic a shot one day though for now I don’t think I should get into anything else to fixate on >.< Very glad I can’t actually play TWST or even Guild Wars 2 right now tbh I think I would just be lost to world…

And this whole concept!! It’s not boing at all asdfakdfj Even without really knowing the overall story or really what the characters are like this is so enthralling to me. Just the concept of a ghost that still functions like the living—but not quite—up until they realize what their true fate is/was?? I love it so much ;w;

Though I’m really curious as to what kind of ghost dead!Morgen is and how it sounds like they can live their life like normal and physically interact with their environment without freaking people out with the fact that they’re still ‘around’? It sounds like a mix of a lingering impression a person has in the spaces they’ve frequented and lived in, but also not quite? (Perhaps they died alone and sudden, their body yet to be found. And so they get to live as if nothing happened a bit longer, up until their body is found and the news of its discovery reaches them via the shit ex?)

The coma ghost is so interesting… I’ve never heard of that concept before!! And if it’s Thing there then that’s why Morgen can carry on with their normal life as it was when they were awake? Assuming that that’s how you’re gonna do it dsfjksdf I’d love to hear you elaborate more on how this works! Ghosts… I Am So Into It honestly, there’s always been something about the inherent tragedy of meeting and befriending a ghost that gets me >.<;; Even without really knowing what any of the characters are like it so??? The whole thing is sad for everyone, and the best ending I could see for dead!Morgen is them all helping them make peace with their fate somehow in their own way

(With the bad endings all varying from what you said with nightowl, to one of them just cutting Morgen out of their life leaving them to have this One Attachment that prevents them from moving on, Morgen passing on with the knowledge that they’re now hated by their LI, etc ;n;)

SO much potential for something like a part 2 to everything once Morgen wakes up with their memories of the LIs gone too! Thinking about how they approach Morgen after they realize that Morgen’s a come ghost about to wake up would probably depend on their interactions while they were still a ghost… Some probably choose to try and help them remember, or some act like nothing happened… Idk if any are the type but some could also just leave the server and cut ties with Morgen + everyone after that?

Anyway anyway rest assured this wasn’t boring at all!! I’m looking at the tag and realizing that this is the same ‘bloomic’ that I’ve been seeing a little bit around sometimes and feeling like an idiot for not connecting sdfjsd

#chat & colloquy #🐝 nonnie!! #and gosh aaaa thank you for the reassurance… i really do get in my head too much about things i can and cant take #ive been feeling better and have been taking more steps to overall improving my OoL #*QoL i mean sdfsdf Q isn’t even near O #hope youve been doing well too!! sorry this took a bit to answer hdfjksdg got carried away by a lot of things #bloomic

[raibebe]

*coughnotthatilookedthisuprecentlyforragdollkitty!yongwithbabyfeverwhotookresidenceinmybraincough* male cats simply respond to female cats' heat, so i guess if a cat hybrid is in close proximity to an afab human (especially for extended periods of time), he would just get hornier when they're ovulating? guess that's the best equivalency available lol. i.e., the human barely notices unless they track their own cycle and the hybrid feels like that one gif of blanche from the golden girls

It took me about 5 tries to decipher what the first sentence was oml 😂

But please if you’re the same anon who talked to Mia about kitty taeyong PLS YOU HAVE MY WHOLE HEART THAT IDEA IS SO WHOLESOME 😭

But yeah, I haven’t really come to a conclusion with kitty Renjun since I just started a small smut thing because Mia caused some brainrot to happen 😂

#i don’t really know what gif you’re referring to I’m sorryyyy #rai’s anons #rai’s mail #rai’s furries

[dallaswinstonsleatherjacket]

Darry has a whole drawer of switch blades he has confiscated from the gang over the years

Yes oml and its a cycle-they just buy more and he just takes them away-

[thatludicrousdisplay]

internal monologue: IT Crowd s1ep2

okay so 1 (one) person said they liked it so i’m doing it again whilst procrastinating on writing. please enjoy this!!

okay unpopular opinion but the shoes aren’t even that nice

jen’s face omg

YES “has this ever happened to you?”

“0118 999 881 999 119 725............... 3″ YES also i have this committed to memory despite the fact i can barely remember my own number

“well that’s easy to remember!” 

“you berk!” words don’t described how much i love moss

jen just walking in talking is me

“OH GOD NOT ANOTHER ONE” 

oml deyholm in the cycling gear

“my bollocks?” *titters* reynholm industries only employs 8 year olds it seems

“over 80 million people have died. from stress!” 

the clicking jesus

roy is so shocked when deynholm jumps in front of him

the way he sags when deynholm walks away

conceivably he could actually cycle 70 miles to work, it would only take about 4-4.5 hours

jen running away omg........... just, like the crab walk

“there’s a free buffet” literally the best way to get anybody to do anything

the way moss sorta hides behind roy when everyone puts their hands up

“i’m not a liar” she said, whilst lying

“they would cripple ya. you don’t want that, do you?” jen: in fact that’s what i do want get them on bitch

roy is so quiet when he’s asking if it’s the right place and then the screaming 

how confused does roy look when moss is on the other side lol

GUYS JUST WALK ROUND YOU DON’T NEED TO CLIMB OVER EVERYONE

the doctor is trying to hard not to look pissed off

roy sitting on moss’ lap lol

and then him trapping his hand in the chair!!! me

roy is just here for the free buffet (which is why i did public speaking tbh)

“i’m going to need a volunteer” i mean i couldn’t

moss and roy think it’s so cool i love

ROY NO THAT’S NOT WHAT THE VOLUNTEERING WAS FOR 

“excellent, it’s a super machine” he’s so proud of himself lmao

roy is like: bitch i want a go

“actually i don’t think that’s fair, i would like a go and i think roy should be punished for nearly killing that lady” this is the line that convinced me to keep watching the show

them asking the doctor all the questions YES 

“OH SHUT UP”

moss is so clever i love it

how confused to the boys look when jen’s prancing about lol?

“tHe SHoeS!!!!” 

“no, but i only know one woman” moss sweetie i love you

omg jen’s poor mangled feet lol

“the needles freaking out!!!!” 

roy looks so endeared with him i love it

the fact he comes back to check about the soldering iron

“it was very dangerous and someone nearly died” oh it was totally moss who nearly died

“i always get mixed up between golf and fire” 

the idea that moss and roy have discussed at length what to do about the soldering iron

“who does he think he is, the soldering iron police??”

moss: i know what to do! moss: *immediately does the wrong thing*

him just............... looking up at the fire a few times before realising it

THE WHOLE FIRE EXTINGUISHER BIT YES literally me

“don’t look at my feet!” “fire...? fire?? no?? okay” IT’S SO PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE AND I LOVE IT

made in britain always tells me something is assuredly shit

him constantly messing up the number is the best

but the fact he gets the three

moss: *can’t remember number* moss: oh, instead of googling it i’ll send them an email 

the email omg

HOW IS HE IMMEDIATELY SO RELAXED EVEN THO THE FIRE’S STILL GOING ON

“i threw away all my other shoes...”

roy losing interest in the bouncy ball is the best

i lied, the doctor going berserk and running after him is the best

oh poor old jen

oh the whole bit with the japenese and jen going off is incredible

THE TRANSLATOR LEANING FORWARD YES

eyyyy good for paul

and then he misses the buzzer of course

roy coming in YES 

“where’s the bishtinguish-bistinguisher??” me

jen screaming i love it

moss being so offended is incredible 

oh everybody having different conversations is great

moss and roy talking about the stress machine

“BUT THAT’S STEALING!!!” 

jen just laying it all bare 

moss with his inhalers yes

roy getting stabbed with the heel YES 

THE PILE OF INHALERS

“i can’t go to prison roy, they’ll rape the flip out of me!” MOSS WHAT

them going in with the monitor omg

“it’s no use being womanly with me jen!” 

“nice screensaver” me bullshitting my way through life

the fact he immediately finds the stress machine

“it’s a one-way ticket to slammertown for us roy, with no return ticket!” 

the constant “are you sure!?” is incredible 

i miss deynholm

“i’ll level with you roy, i don’t think i’d flourish in a prison environment” 

WHY DOES ROY GO SO LOVESICK WITH MOSS BECAUSE HE’S LOSING BLOOD

“you’re not being fired by me... at this precise moment” 

deynholm still not realising YES 

“i’m late for golf!” the perfect link

jen coming in and just...... collapsing

moss just knowing what it was

poor roy somebody get the boy a doctor

“it’s ironic because this entire situation has been quite stressful!” 

moss just getting thrown across the office damn

“did someone email us about a fire?” FIRE DEPARTMENT COME THROUGH 

once again i love this. thankyou for reading and i hope to see you all soon!!!

#it crowd #the it crowd #moss #maurice moss #roy #roy trenneman #jen #jen barber #s1ep2 calamity jen #internal monologue #i'm back on my bullshit #fandom

[magnetothehedgehog]

Dabi's Decision (Warning spoilers!)

To start off again, spoilers for bnha so don't read if you don't wanna be spoiled for future anime/manga stuff

Oml I'm literally CRYING over this Dabi reveal rewrite I was thinking about recently

The Shoto Family Crisis is something that really hits home for me as I have personaly experience dealing with those type of people (cough cough ENDEAVOR COUGH)

But first I gotta talk about whats actually happening before my idea

But as much respect as I had for Dabi as a villain character and even for the first few moments as Todoroki's brother, from what I have seen from a translation of the reveal here on tumblr I was really disappointed. Like yes It could just have been the translation since i haven't seen all of the offical thing, but I getthe feeling thats not the case.

All that respect for Dabi goes away when he made his argument. He basically said "Dad was mean to me so I killed off a bunch of random innocent people who have done me no wrong for no good reason but LOOK *points at endeavor* he drove me to this. He made me do it."

Like somebody near him is gonna comedically slap him and say "Bad endeavor! >:cc"

This isn't to downplay Touya's trauma, it was real and probably the harshest since he was the first experiment and also considered the first failure. He ended up so ghosted that his own family thought he was dead.

But when he hurts other innocent people for his own goals JUST like his father did, not only is he ending up just like him, he is playing right into his hands. Endeavor wants someone to surpass him, someone to pass down his legacy of strength and ruthlessness, however it happens. Actually its quite the norm for toxic people to try and pass on their behaviors, try to clone themselves on the next generation.

Even with endeavors supposed redemption arc, the effects his decisions have on the past don't change, as this event was supposed to help solidify.

Honestly its the worst way to get back at Endeavour and you just end up being just like the abuser. Why is it such a common trope that "if I was abused by someone, Let me go do the same thing to someone else who literally has never tried to hurt me in my life?" Notice how they never target the abuser, they just seek to abuse someone else, thus continuing the cycle. The stupidest part of Touya's argument is that he is trying to make it seem like its endeavor who made him choose these actions.

But thats the thing. It was STILL Touya's choice to make. And yeah it sucks, often times an abuser will use this fact to their advantage, but when it comes down to it, Touya made the choice to do wrong. It's not like endeavor said "Yo kill these 5 people with your fire power to prove your worth or I burn your skull yeah?"

He made the choice to hurt multiple people who had hope and a future like he once did.

He made a choice that led to him becomong the next abuser, and becoming as delusional as the person who abused him.

But lets say things go different from how its currently going down in the Manga. Here'ss my idea: where it takes place I could care less but lets use the same place the canon did, the theater

But imagine Dabi reveals himself to Endeavor, the crowd and Todoroki and reveals who he is, Touya. He then goes on to revealing Endeavors little experiment and how he used all his family just to live out his dream of surpassing the symbol of peace and having someone stronger than him so he could live vicariously through him.

Dabi goes on to explain as he was considered "a failure" he was cast aside and ghosted, and left distant from his other siblings Endeavour didn't want to be effected by Touya the failure.

Dabi explains how he knew no-one would listen or care about some kids who were being used and no-one would dare challenge or try to smear the reputation of the second greatest hero, so Endeavor was basically untouchable. So Dabi devised a plan

Dabi explains that by becoming a villain, he was able to train unhindered by rules and regulations that hold heroes back and the keep them from exercising their power to the fullest. He explains how he only used his flames to burn those deserving (actual crooks, slavers, other abusers maybe, looking at you overhaul) and how by having less concern for his own well being he could push past his limits.

Even though his Flesh itself burned his power grew until now it was something that could rival/surpass allmight's. Dabi then displays immense amount of power for the world to see, nearly burning up an entire mountain or something to ash. And he eas able to do this all with just 1 quirk. FIRE. For a failure he managed to do the one thing Endeavor always wanted. Be stronger than Almight, and he did it with just.FIRE.

He mocks endeavor. Look at you. Always wanted to ve number 1 but never could. Even now you are stuck in second place in your own heart. But Look now, your failure has achieved your dream. Maybe if you had shown the world the villain you showed your family you could have been number one.

"Look! Gaze upon your Son! See as the Fire chars my very Flesh!?This is it! THIS IS WHAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED! GAZE UPON THE WORLDS NUMBER 1!"

now that in itself is a heartbreaker and would be were maybe another fic writer would stop, but oh no, ya'll still got tears to cry so get ready

Todoroki is in shock now the only words he can make out is "Touya..."

And thats when Touya turns his attention to Todoroki "ahh...my dear Todoroki."

Touya then goes on to explain how this plan he devised was not for himself, but rather, for Todoroki and the rest of his family. He wanted the world to see endeavor for who he was and what he is, so that hopefully, his siblings could have a better future.

Touya goes on about how proud he is of Todoroki for showing how strong he was and that even though he came from people constantly making wrong decisions, he could make a right decision. Even going so far as to reject his own flames at one point.

Touya then goes into a heartfelt speech, and Tells Todoroki

"Listen. I could never tell you to join me or go down the road I took. I would never do that. The Path I took was to build the bridge to Your better tomorrow. I want you to be the best hero you can be."

"I don't want you to be the next symbol of peace or the next Allmight. I want you to live for yourself, be what you WANT to be. Because even though he may have robbed me of my future, your future is something he can never have. "

Omg 😢😭😭😭

Touya you deserved so much moreee

But thats the point.

He did, they all did. And thats what this version of Touya was trying to tell the world. Nobody knows how hard it was, the pain and suffering it took. The stress of Todoroki's body to only reject a quirk probably heavily tied to his emotions and half his whole body, but also the stress it caused from not using it, his father breathing on his neck at every waking moment trying to force him to use it.

And thats just the tip of the iceberg. Getting misinterpreted because he's so focused on defeating the real evil in his life.

Man Todoroki gets so shorthanded in both life and in writing by the author it hurts my soul. I know he has so much potential but he gets dragged down or down played by every little things, especially he who shall not be nam- BAKUGO ITS BAKUGO GAHHH

Ahem. I think I was overtaken for a single moment. Pardon me~☆

But nah none of this toddler "he made me do itttt." Angwy points 3:<

And none of that "Oh Todoroki you have forsaken meeee."

Like for real if anybody aughta know endeavor probably made up some crap lie about him Touya should, thats all that man do, I already KNOW.

And before anybody says you're being too hard on them this is why nobody wants to do redemption

Its called redemption for a reason, first off it ain't supposed to be easy befitting the cause. Second, fake or flakey redemption is the pitts and there is too much of it being sugarcoated and presented on a Platter thank youuu

Only gonna throw one more jab in here but

The Author literally told us how horrible Bakugo is by showing us he had to have amnesia and not receive one for all from the movie or he woulda kept it. They coulda had him give it back to deku, even if it was just an ego thing for him and I, who have not had a reason to respect him in the whole series, would have actually respected that and taken it as a clear sign of change.

But no. Amnesia cop out cowabunga it was.

Okay I think I got this outta my system thanks everyone.

#Dabi #bnha spoilers #three heroes rising spoilers #BNHASPOILERS #bnha #spoilers #Dabi Shoto #Touya Shoto #Rewrite #My ideas #Big Brain moment #Bnha spoilers #Bnha manga spoilers #manga spoilers #fic #Au #boku no hero academia #boku no hero academia spoilers #Dabi reveal #Dabi Spoilers #Todoroki Shoto #Endeavor #Todoroki family #Todoroki Family Spoilers #Endeavor Spoilers

[elliethesuperfruitlover]

i am ready

already starting out with a bop

yo this is great

also im tapping my foot as a stim bc these are good

facetime with my mom tonight reminds me of like.....pop videos....like pop music videos, im saying it reminds me of “what do you mean” by justin bieber, as it was also shot in a single room

ah yes the butterfly effect

hello socko

socko be spittin’ facts

aw :( poor socko

NSID

if only the companies during pride month said the same lol (some are legit)

“against racism in theory” uh-

yo butterfingers are kinda nasty (to me)

an avocado

A WHITE WOMANS INSTAGRAM OH MY GOD

damn it got real, you good white woman’s instagram owner

a dreamcatcher bought from urban outfitters oml

some ppl can shut the fuck up lol...i cant, i choose not to

for an hour, hell yes

also this lighting is very nice

yo what the fu-

*cries in inception*

him reacting to him reacting (and on and on) glass after glass, i honestly really like how he portrayed that. that’s kinda how it feels when i go on a tangent, and have to pick up the pieces of my original thought, especially if i’ve lost my train of thought.

IVE HEARD TIKTOK AUDIO OF BEZOS AND I OH MY GOD

ITS SO GOOD

this is going on repeat, and i love the meaning

the scream is really good too

im....horny honestly same

you send me a peach....ill send a carrot back...cool cool

we love asking for consent (as should everyone)

sit why do you have a knife

the sexting song reminds me of “orange juice” by melanie martinez

sir why do you have a knife-

*disassociates*

“well well, look who’s inside again, went out to look for a reason to hide again”

i didnt need to be called out

ah yes a wet hair segment

this is so 80s, giving me “holding out for a hero” we love it

bitch im trying to listen, shit ive been complicit, my brain

age is a very scary thing. i feel like a lot of people start throwing others away once they’ve reached a certain age and that isn’t really okay. people should be able to enjoy what they want to enjoy at any age (within reason, of course). the venom that some people face is so....gross. just because they’re in their 30s and enjoy reading fanfics, or making them like??? they arent hurting anyone, mind your fucking business. im honestly happy that a lot of my pals are older on here. i may not know what the fuck they’re talking about sometimes, but there’s still a lot of shared experiences, and things like that.

im absolutely terrified of getting older. i know and understand that i’m young, i’m literally 15 years old, what do i need to be scared of.....a lot. i just dont have a good relationship with death, and sometimes i lie awake at night, thinking about how nothing in life is permanent, besides the life cycle itself. things live, and things die. and i know it happens, i’ve just yet to accept it.

for so long, i’ve wanted to “be a big kid” and do all these different things, but i just...dont know. i feel like my brain is older than my body. and my thoughts, and things i like. it’s really weird. i’ve been told that im “mature for my age” and all that, which i see as a compliment, rather than someone trying to be a predator. which is understandable in both aspects. but i sometimes wonder if i wasnt...me...y’know. if i wasnt mature for my age, and looked a bit younger. (i look young in general, but eh, you get it) i look tired sometimes, (its because i probably am) but it’s odd. anyways, back to me reacting.

turning 30 is a bop

hes not out of touch, it’s honestly fine to not be on social media and shit

yeah, i already disassociate enough, it happens mostly when im listening to music...hmm

2030 i’ll be 40 and kill myself then.......yeah

ME EXPLAINING WHY I SAY WHAT I SAY SO PEOPLE DONT WORRY

dear lord, yeah its too real

i know i dont want to, but i really just....want things to stop sometimes. so i can breathe, and gather my bearings and get through it. things get a lot and i just need a break.

YO WHY DO I RELATE DEAR LORD

i really need help jesus christ

thank you for cleaning me mr burnham

yes i like the show, im not tired of it, its just fine :)

yo he put a whole game in this shit, hell yeah

yeah i want out of the house, but like......AUGH no

why tf is this so accurate

wake up at literally 4 in the afternoon, feeling like a bag of shit (oh no)

if i mentally feel like shit, i cant sleep it off lol, my dreams exhaust me at that point

“could i interest you in everything all of the time” me listening to tunes

THATS WHERE THE MANIACAL LAUGHING SOUND IS FROM AND IT CUTS OFF I DIDNT KNOW THIS INFORMATION

love ur forehead glowstick dude

i like the idea of it being like...contained, but im sure that im losing it because i havent been like...NEAR OTHER PEOPLE. the pandemmie has NOT been great. anyway.

total disassociation, total out your mind, googling derealization, hating what you find

PLEASE THIS IS TOO ACCURATE

aw :(

its 4 in the morning so my hands are gonna be up, and im just looking at him

this is so beautiful

yo he put a “the living tombstone” on that one

him sitting on the chair reminds me of the one scene in “kill your darlings” where the main character has diarrhea, and they’re sitting on a chair bare ass naked (so they dont have to take the pants off, yada yada) while also writing on a typewriter.

yo this was great

okay i admit that i was mad sad earlier, but like....im fine now. and especially not now. i’ve been told not to watch inside when not in a good mental state, and i get it. im fine now, but that was good. i honestly laughed more than anything. i dont feel like crying. it represented a lot of my thoughts and feelings well. i like it.

#ellie livewatches inside by bo burnham

[prinsesa-ng-musika]

man i rly rly rly love soap (by the oh hellos, that sounds so strange without context lmao) but i have absolutely not enough energy to go into full detail or track the tag (it's zeph info release day but i'm feeling more of a boreas rn with the whole feeling numb) so uh quick thoughts!

literally 2 secs in my first reaction was "oh this is SO upbeat and funky"

then the lyrics!! oml they are SO lovely and tender, like i want to either sing this to someone or want someone to sing this to me ideally ❤ my only spoiler going in was that it was tender and i am not disappointed!

also! "circle the drain" CYCLES!!! plus the next song is called "rounds" so like... we really be spinning that wheel

as much as i adore boreas the single i am still a way bigger fan of the more energetic and upbeat tracks, so soap was a nice treat.

also the rabbit!!! i'm love them 💚 easter references y'all

#berry shares #the oh hellos #zephyrus #soap #in the words of boreas my threads are coming loose #but also in the words of soap ill give my best shot