Mattress Laid, No Questions Asked
|Pairing|: Wednesday Addams x gender neutral reader
|Warnings|: Ooc! Wednesday Addams, Hurt/Comfort, Wednesday also has shower thoughts, Wednesday panics romantically throughout the fic, two idiots so deeply into each other they just can't tell, there's only one bed trope but not really.
|Summary|: Wednesday needs a little caring after the final battle with Joseph Crackstone.
|A/n|: My hunched back says the 12 hours is not worth the end product.
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"Sit down."
"I don't want to."
You look over her messy braids and the monochrome school uniform, now stained red. Her fingers are slightly jittering, though you're not sure if the Addams girl realizes it. The night has finally taken a toll on her.
"Please?" You give her your best assuring smile, sitting on the stool next to your bed, patting the comfy duvet.
Wednesday clenches her jaw.
She took a step forward.
You nod at her before reaching under your bedside table. It's a good thing Enid urged you to keep a medicine kit in the room. You make a mental note to thank the werewolf next time.
Standing up from your seat, you walk to the dorm's bathroom to get some warm water. "I'll be back in a minute," you half-shouted, hoping the girl hasn't already left your room.
Wednesday is already rigidly seated when you come back. Walking across the room, you carefully put the water-filled bucket beside your stool, clean cloth in your other hand. You inspect her face. It seems that the blood has stopped dripping. The dried-up red would need a little cleaning, though.
"I'm gonna tend the wound on your face first. Is that okay?"
"I can do it myself."
"I know," you swiftly put on your gloves, grabbing a gauze pad and dipping it in saline solution, "but let me do this for you."
"The wound has closed," Wednesday notices the slight raise of your eyebrow. "Don't ask me how."
"Fine. I won't," you put back the gauze pad and the bottle of saline solution on a tray. Grabbing the abandoned cloth, you dip it into the bucket beside you, wringing the excess water. "But at least let me clean it."
Wednesday gives you a dissatisfied look. Her hand reluctantly comes up to lift her bangs off her face. You offer her a small smile as a thank you.
Standing in front of the ravenette, you bend slightly, hands gently dabbing the skin with care. There wasn't a wound, just like what Wednesday said. Only crusts of blood indicate where the injury was previously nestled.
You breathe shallowly, as little as possible. With Wednesday's face so close to yours, her stare that flickers to your lips doesn't go unnoticed. You train your gaze to her cheeks, forehead, and chin, anywhere but her sunken eyes. The dirty spot on her skin has transferred to the almost-dry cloth, and you pull away carefully.
The clean water now has the slightest tinge of crimson as you dip the towel into the bucket once again. Wednesday furrows her brow as you give her a once-over. Suddenly, she becomes hyper-aware of the uniform that sticks obnoxiously to her skin and the tie that chokes her neck snugly.
"I got it," your hands come up to loosen the fabric delicately, pulling the neckwear off the raven. "You should probably change. I'll help you."
Wednesday's face remains stoic, and when you see no sign of opposition, you remove the blazer off her shoulder, pulling the sleeves slowly to avoid injuring her. Inspecting the torn shirt covered in blood, you run your fingers along the fabric, touching the smooth stained skin.
Wednesday gulps in your wake, but when she feels your breath fanning what little bit of flesh she has exposed, her breathing hitched; an almost gasp escapes her lips.
You stop your movement.
"Shit— Did I hurt you?" you scan over Wednesday's face, expecting a wince of some sort. Instead, you found a frown that had deepened, and her eyes focused on the ground. She looks almost embarrassed.
"I'm sorry, I'll grab you some clean clothes," you quickly get your hand off her shoulder and walk to your wardrobe. Wednesday's eyes feel heavy on your back, examining your move. You ignore the pounding on your chest and rummage the space until you find your old black t-shirt and sweatpants.
"Will these do?" You stride over to her, raising the clothes over your body.
"They would have to."
You hand her the garments before lifting the bucket, leading her towards the bathroom. "You can change inside. There are some clean towels if you wanna take a shower. There should still be warm water, so take your time."
Wednesday steps inside the bathroom, and her hand hovers above the doorknob. She's hesitating.
"I'll be here," you assure softly.
There's a slight nod, and the sight of her is soon replaced with the wooden door.
You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding.
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Warm water hits her back, and Wednesday feels the tension in her muscle loosen. Scarlet drips to the floor, and the water turns a few shades darker. The sight of blood wasn't unfamiliar, even if it was hers. But tonight, Wednesday scrubbed the dried liquid off her skin hurriedly, touching the spot where her gut had been stabbed, then magically healed. The ravenette lets her mind wanders over the events that have led her to this moment.
Enid had retired to bed before her; loud snores were evidence of her fatigue. Taking on a Hyde with her wolf form, especially when it's only her first time, must've exhausted the blonde.
Wednesday was exhausted herself. But she couldn't fall asleep.
Her bed creaked as she tossed and turned, huffing loudly as the image of Joseph Crackstone flashed through her brain. His wicked voice and disgusting breath, as well as his crooked descendant—the poor excuse of a teacher—boiled Wednesday's blood.
Then there was Tyler. The boy she had trusted and felt enough for. Yet he dared betray her trust, lied to her, turned against her, and attacked her best friend. Wednesday wonders if she can trust anybody close to her anymore.
At least the whole school was saved. And you.
Wednesday runs her fingers through her hair, smoothing the waves her braids had created. The water is colder now, and she lets it wash over her face and freeze her scalp. The sensation calms her, and she lets her hand trail to her shoulder. The wound wasn't there. It seemed that all her injuries from the night had disappeared.
Her hand stays there, eyes closing to remember your touch. Wednesday feels her heart slowly picking up pace, and it dawns on her with a realization. She's alive. You're alive. And she can't deny her heart swells disgustingly with gladness and relief.
Because you're alive, you caught her restless feet wandering through empty corridors. It was an activity the two of you shared. She had found you walking around the school grounds aimlessly on her way to the nightshade library. Wednesday would stalk you every night after that—only to find you repeatedly standing in the middle of the quad—before resuming her investigation.
She never thought you had realized her presence; until tonight.
Wednesday heard you call out her name softly, and she stepped aside from the pillar that hid her figure. Your eyes were tender as you walked over to her with an unreadable look before locking your arms around her and squeezing her body tightly.
Wednesday didn't pull back or bury her head in the crook of your neck. Instead, she stood there, frozen, almost scared of breaking the moment. She thanked the stars that there was nobody around. There was only silence, and it was comforting and engulfing.
When you stepped back and led her to your room, she followed.
Wednesday wonders why it was so easy for her to trust someone, to trust you, especially after such a night.
The answer stares back at her, a distorted image reflected on the clear water flooding your bathroom floor.
Her hand reaches the tap and turns the water off.
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You had settled into your pajama. It's much more comfortable than the uniform, after all. Inspecting the mattress on the floor beside your bed, you hum in satisfaction. That should do for the night.
Sitting down, you stare at your bathroom door. The sound of running water had ceased minutes ago, yet Wednesday hadn't come out yet. She's making you worry, and it takes everything in you not to burst through the door and make sure she's okay.
That's until you hear her call your name.
You rush to the door, stopping in front of it before clearing your throat. "Everything good? Do you need anything?"
Wednesday doesn't answer.
Instead, you hear a thud, as if someone has just dropped their entire weight on the floor. Your hands come to turn and push the doorknob frantically, panic setting in as the wood refuses to move. "Wednesday, what happened—"
"Stop."
You halt your movement.
The ravenette must be sitting against the door. That's why you can't get it opened. You mentally cursed at yourself for not figuring that out sooner. You exhaled in relief before sitting against your side of the door.
"You good there?"
There's silence again, and you willed yourself to calm down. The faint smell of your soap tickles your nose, and you wonder if the scent is not to Wednesday's liking. Maybe that's why she called.
"Sorry for the strawberry soap," you let your head fall back, "Yoko gifted me that for my birthday last year, and I'm only using it now."
"That isn't a problem," Wednesday croaks.
"Then what is?"
Moments of quietness are exchanged. You feel your body tensing with each passing second, your heart hammering mercilessly against your ribs. There's no reason as to why your head seems to cloud at the absence of her words; it almost feels entirely stupid. But you stay silent, patiently waiting for her answer.
"Will you—" Wednesday's voice cracks, words faltering in a way you've never heard her before. "Will you stay for me?"
You can practically picture the impossible sight of her quivering lips and her furrowed brows, a single tear rolling down her cheek. She sounds afraid—as if she fears you telling her no.
"I'll stay with you, Wednesday," you rise to your feet urgently, hands coming to brush the wood. "For you, always."
The girl finally comes into your sight, the door opening fully. Wednesday chews her lower lips, eyes welling with tears. She rips her gaze from yours to the floor, nose sniffling as she chokes the sob threatening to escape her throat.
You pull her into a tight embrace, snaking your hands around her petite body; your breath is taken not from the squeeze but from the realization that Wednesday's arms are finally around yours, holding you so desperately, not giving you a chance to pull away.
You rub circles to her lower back, your other hand stroking her hair softly. You hope your body can take her stress and pain away; to make her feel safe and taken care of. You hope she understands how your throbbing heart is telling her you love her.
Wednesday's presence is all-encompassing, and you let her melt into you for as long as the moment allows it. When her dark brown eyes finally meet yours, there's an unspoken gratitude, a softness to her stare you wish to capture forever.
Her red, puffy eyelids seem to tug at your heartstrings, and you feel like saying something stupid only to clear the heavy air. "What do you think of my pajamas?"
Wednesday momentarily looks at you up and down, a grim look growing on her face.
"It's pink."
"Yes, your favorite color, right?"
"I'd die before letting myself transform into that state of mind."
You snort. "That didn't answer my question, genius."
"It's horrendous," Wednesday crosses her arms.
"You don't look so bad yourself," you grin at the sight of the Addams girl in your clothing before walking towards the mattress, the ravenette following you closely behind. "You can sleep on the bed. I want you to be as comfortable as possible."
Wednesday eyes you closely as you lay down, your hands fumbling with the blanket before settling in your position. She looks over to your bed. It does look comfy, though quite wide; she can't believe it's for one person. Suddenly the white bedding seems quite lonely.
"Do you feel like sleeping at all?"
Wednesday huffs as she grabs a pillow on your bed and steps to the edge of your mattress before carefully laying herself on the empty spot beside you. She can practically feel your teasing grin even with her back turned against you, her mind urging her to get up and walk out of your room to save herself from more embarrassment.
Instead, she feels the fabric of your duvet covering her, and Wednesday stills in place.
"Don't hog the blanket, okay? It'll get colder, and I'd prefer we both make it out tonight without freezing to death."
Wednesday turns to you before grabbing your hand and pulling it with her as she crosses her arm over her body—her signature corpse-like sleeping position.
"Now we both will freeze slower."
"Yeah, but I'm gonna get whiplash before it gets to that."
You turn your body to Wednesday, and you can see her face adopting a tranquil look; eyes closed with her hair splayed across the pillow like an angel. She smells like strawberries, and you can't fight the dopey smile tugging the edge of your lips.
It dawns on you that you had assumed she'd spend the night with you. And fortunately, she is doing just that.
Your heart clenches deliciously.
"Goodnight, Wens," you lace your fingers with hers, eyes closing as sleep overcomes you.
"May you have terrible dreams," Wednesday squeezes your hand, "because you forgot to turn off the lights."
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A/n2: I love how I can just blame reader for all the plot holes I overlooked. To the anon that requested this weeks ago, I hope you enjoy!
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Hi :) If you don't mind, could you do a SKZ Han fic about Han finding out male reader is transgender (ftm). Ofc I understand if you can't, but I really appreciate it!
AUTHOR: I'm so happy, this is my first request and of course I don't mind making transgender stories, as I am a TransMan myself, I would love to do this! Thank you for requesting and I hope this story is in your expectations along with joy!
"MISUNDERSTANDING."
GENDER: FTM READER
SCENARIO: Idol Han + College Student Reader
GENRE(S): Comedy, fluff, A bit angst, Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending
DYSPHORIA WARNING(S): Dead name mentioned a few times, dysphoria, feminine words/terms, and Mention the word "Pretty girl"
OTHER WARNING(S): Misunderstanding, mentions of 'Cheating' (in a more misunderstanding), Reader going throughout a breakdown and anxiety along with Jisung, mentions of crying, argument. Mentions of the words like "Cut" but not in $ucidal way. Scissors. Shouting and swearing.
Please like, comment or/and reblog! Thank you!
(I didn't really proof read or ask grammarly to fix my grammar so we just have to hope for the best!)
You hate it.
You hate the way you look.
You stared at yourself in the mirror, grabbing a fist of your long hair, you hated how it made you look too feminine.
You wanted to cut it but you fear how he would react to it.
You let go of your hair as you just tied into a bun, making it at least look like you have short hair.
You didn't want to keep it a secret to him, you loved him. He always made you laugh and always supported your careers. You even know he supported the community however, you knew he was straight.
So, you stay hidden as a 'woman' for 9 months just for him.
You were scared to lose him.
You were so lost in thought you almost didn't hear the name calling and knocking from the bathroom door.
"(Dead name)! Are you alright? You are taking so long, the popcorn is about to get cold."
(Dead name). You don't go by that name anymore, you never wanted to have that name in the first place.
Your eyes stared at the bathroom door, sighing as you walked to the door, unlocking it. You were face to face with your boyfriend, Jisung.
"Hey, baby." You responded kinda dry, trying your best to smile at him.
He looked at you, up and down, worried.
"Are you alright?"
All you can do is nod as you walk to the living room, sitting yourself down on the couch—ignoring the stares from your boyfriend.
Lost in thought, ignoring the feeling of your boyfriend next to you.
Ignoring the movie playing, it's all static to you.
Ignoring the popcorn that was placed next to you.
You ignored everything but your own thoughts.
You hated it.
These days, you have been secretly buying more men's products, hiding them underneath the clothes in your cabinet.
You brought cologne, men's clothing, boxers, shoes, everything that could help you to become what you always wanted to be.
It felt horrible keeping this a secret, hiding it from him but you were scared.
So scared.
You even secretly brought a binder as well but only wear it when you are going out by yourself or your friends who knew about you are a TransMan.
All of this fear is going on, you didn't notice how your relationship with Jisung was slacking off.
Almost like you became quite distant with him.
Lack of trust, more of fear and dysphoria.
Of course, you two still hang out from time to time, well, when he is free. Even trying to text and call more since he is a kpop idol but it felt less and dry.
Jisung was scared as well, but in the fear of losing you.
He didn't know what he did wrong as he tries his best to think of what mistakes he has made.
He kept on overthinking to the point it triggered his anxiety a few times, he had fears of you cheating on him.
He didn't want to think that but those thoughts kept on filling his brain that you were with someone else this whole time. Maybe someone better than him.
He couldn't shake this feeling off as he quickly left the studio and walked to the apartment.
Every step he takes, he fears he might see you lay next to a different man or anybody. Fears of you kissing that person along with talking bad about him behind his back.
He almost felt himself starting to cry as he walked to the apartment.
When he makes it, he walks upstairs to the second floor, going to the room number of his lover while grabbing the keys that you gave him when you both thought about sharing apartments together in their 4 months dating together.
He stands in front of the door, debating if he should barge in or knock to let them know that he is here.
His hands were shaking yet he chose to just barge in.
He quickly unlocks the front door of their shared apartment, quickly shutting behind him as he looks around.
Nothing seems suspicious besides a few photos of you and him together gone from the walls.
He frowned from that as he thinks more of the relationship between the two of you. It was either breaking up or cheating.
He shakes his head as he walks to your, or their bedroom.
He opens it to find a messy room.
A few frames that used to be framed in the living room walls, empty along with the photos of both of you together piled on top of each other on the floor.
He even noticed a few pieces of clothing that almost looked like it came out of the men's section along with shoes.
He walks around some more, looking around for any more suspicion until he finally faces the cabinets that he didn't open yet.
He opens the cabinets and looks carefully, grabbing out clothes like boxers, cologne that wasn't clearly his and a few more men's clothing. Maybe even more.
He grips the boxers.
He wanted to cry so hard but all he could think was you.
You are cheating...(?)
You walked inside the apartment, locking the door behind you.
You just got home from the library, studying for an upcoming exam happening next week.
You sighed, all you wanted to do was take a quick shower and sleep, which is exactly what you were about to do.
You change your shoes into your slippers as you speed walk to your bedroom until you stop.
You noticed your bedroom door slightly open.
You stood there, contemplating if you should run out and grab a weapon or gaslight yourself by thinking that you somehow forgot to close your door fully.
You thought the best idea was to grab a weapon, so as you turned around to do so, you heard crying.
Jisung?
You quickly opened the door, face to face with Jisung gripping your boxers, shaking.
You were shocked, feeling yourself shaken with fear.
"Wh-what are you doing here, Jiji?"
You questioned him as you slowly walked up to him, about to give him a hug until he pushed you away softly.
"Don't touch me. I knew it all along..."
What? He knew?
"What? What do you mean?" You eyes wide as you step away from him, almost like you wanted to run away from this situation.
"The photo frames, how distant you were, and now these." Jisung throws the boxers to the ground and then points at your cabinet. "I should've known! Fuck you! Why?" He shouted at you, glaring at you.
"You went through my stuff!?" You shouted back, feeling more taken back.
"Of course I did! I was worried! You felt so distant that I had a feeling you were hiding something from me and I was correct, you were hiding that something!"
You started to cry, you didn't want him to find out. Not like this.
"Please, Jisung, let's talk about this. I didn't know you were going to react like that..."
"What? You didn't know I was going to react like this? Everyone would react like this in this situation! What happened to us? What did I do wrong?" He shouts as he paces back and forward while continuing on with his words.
"I treated you kindly, I gave you love and this is what you do? You were supposed to be my girlfriend, (Dead name)! What the fuck is wrong with you!"
You shook your head as you continued on crying, even Jisung tears kept falling but his anger was rising higher from you weeping.
"Jisung, please! I can still be your girlfriend, I'm sorry! It will be over soon I promise, just give me time..."
"Soon? Soon. Are you serious? How the hell are you supposed to be my fuckin girlfriend when you can't get over that person, you damn cheater!"
Just by that, you stopped crying as you quickly looked at him, confused.
"Huh?" That's all you can say as you wipe your tears from your face.
"Don't 'Huh' me, you're literally cheating on me with someone else!"
So, this is all a misunderstanding.
You thought he knew he was trans but he actually thought you were cheating. Now you have to come out to him either way to make him stop thinking that you are cheating on him when you are actually not.
"No, I'm not. You got it all wrong..."
"Huh? But what about this!" He points to the boxers.
"Those are..." You bite your lip as you try to calm your anxiety down. You didn't want to lose him over a misunderstanding. You didn't really think you were going to be in this situation in the first place.
"Those..are mine."
Jisung stops placing around as he stares at you, his eyes bloodshot red from crying hard.
"Huh?"
"Jisung, this is not how I wanted you to find out but I didn't think you thought it THAT way. I would never cheat on you. You are literally the best boyfriend I ever have..."
You step closer to him, your eyes getting filled with more tears.
"But, you are correct about me hiding something from you and being distant. I was being a bit selfish and selfless as well. I was scared so I wanted to protect myself by distancing myself from you but even protecting our relationship from pretending to be something I'm not..."
Jisung stays quiet as he continues listening.
"I'm not...I'm not your girlfriend anymore."
"So, you are breaking up with me?"
You shook your head quickly.
"NO! Maybe I shouldn't worded it like that. I mean as in..." You sighed as you grip your arms.
"I'm not a girl, Jisung. I'm transman. I've actually been for a while until I met you. You thought I was a pretty girl and wanted to date me so I pretended to be a girl just for you. You treated me with so much care that I ignored my dysphoria, I ignored everything for you but I can't. It hurts so much to be something that I'm not..."
Jisung stood there now in shock, as he started to feel bad along with the times he called you feminine terms.
"How come you never told me this earlier...?"
You shrugged, looking down while chuckling a bit.
"I mean, how am I supposed to react to a cute guy going up to me and all of sudden calling me pretty and asking me out on a date?" You joked a bit but Jisung didn't really find it funny as he continues on feeling bad.
"You were afraid I wouldn't accept you for who you are?"
You nodded.
"Do you not trust me when I say that I love you no matter what every time I see you?"
Those words broke you. Of course you trusted him but at the same time you weren't sure.
"But, aren't you straight?"
"Not anymore..." Jisung grabs your hands. "Do I have to say it again so my own boyfriend can trust me more? I love you no matter what. I love you so much. I really do wish you told me this way earlier, all these times I hurt you and triggered your dysphoria..."
You smiled as you looked up at him who was smiling back at you.
"Boyfriend...?" You slowly said, feeling yourself smiling even wider.
"Yes, my cute boyfriend! I'm so sorry! I can't believe we almost broke up—well I almost broke up with you! Please don't do that again, my anxiety was rising too high!"
You nodded as he gave you a bunch of kisses onto your face.
"Please trust me, I love you too much to leave you."
"Of course, I'm sorry for not telling you this way earlier. I'll become more and more trustful with you and not keep anymore secrets, I'm so sorry! I love you so much!"
You both smile, holding into each other's embrace.
"Oh yeah, Jiji, since you are here. Help me clean."
Jisung groans jokingly but nods anyways as you both clean your mess.
A few months later...
"So, are you sure you want a hair cut?"
You nodded several times.
"Yes, I promise you I won't regret it like the last time." You laughed as you looked at yourself in the mirror.
"Yeah, because last time when you asked for short hair, the hair stylist accidentally, somehow, gave you a pixie cut. There isn't anything wrong with any pixie cuts but really?" Jisung commented as he wraps the towel in front of your upper body.
"Well, that's why we are doing it in our bathroom. Free and you can do my hair correctly."
"I'm an idol not a hair salonist—you might just go bald at this point."
You rolled your eyes, laughing.
"If you do make me bald, I won't hesitate to sue you."
"Yeah yeah, let me give you a nice short hair cut. You want a fade too?" He questions, grabbing a pair of scissors and a ruler (?).
"Do you even know how to do a fade...?"
"You want to find out?"
"Hell no, just give me this hair cut, good sir." You showed a picture to him.
"Of course, my prince! Anything for you! I'll make you look fabulous with this hairstyle~"
"I hope..." You side eyes him.
"Just trust me."
You rolled your eyes but nodded anyways.
You felt happy.
You didn't ignore anything around you.
You felt loved for the way you are.
"Fuck, I think I messed up, (Preferred Name)!"
"WHAT?!"
I hope this was perfect enough for you, I tried to make it more uhh whatever I was thinking about! Hope you enjoy!
Ngl, it felt like I didn't know wtf I was typing even though I planned it out a bit.
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The One that Got Away
Pairing- Wooyoung x Named Reader
Word count- 7.7k
Includes- Angst, fluff, fingering, oral, pussy eating, cum eating, missionary, sex from behind, squirting, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
Parking my car, I get out, my heart pounding in my chest
I decided I'm going to tell him today
After the photo shoot
Tell my best friend that I love him and want to be with him
Oh my god, I feel like I'm gonna puke
I breathe in trying to relax
My coworker and close friend Binna, one of ATEEZ's makeup artists, knows about my feelings for him
How I've loved him since we were teenagers and have always been too terrified to say anything
She talked with me about it a few times over the last few months, gave me advice
She told me to just suck it up and tell him or I'll regret it
I thought about it last night and I decided today is the day
The worst he can say is he doesn't feel the same
Which is world ending but she's right, I'll regret not telling him
I texted her last night, telling her I'm gonna tell him today and she encouraged me and wished me good luck
I'm gonna need it
Entering the building where the set is, I make my way to the dressing room, my legs wobbly, my stomach in knots and my hands shaking
Taking a breath, I enter the dressing room and look for him
My heart crashes to the floor when I find him
Wooyoung, my best friend, the guy I've loved for years, the one I was going to confess to today is kissing another girl
And not just any girl
Binna
He's kissing Binna
Hurt and betrayal hit me at once and it takes everything to control the tears that want to burst out
Breathe, just breathe, breathe
How did this fucking happen?
Why did this happen?
I had no idea that Binna felt that way for Wooyoung
Why didn't she say something?
Why did she encourage me to tell him my feelings?
Why did she wait until I was going to tell him to make a move on him?
Just why?
And I clearly got my answer from him
He never saw me that way, ever
I'm calm on the outside but inside I'm hyperventilating
Walk, I scream at myself
Don't just stand here like an idiot
I move my feet towards the table where the hair products are as I'm one of ATEEZ's hair stylists
I have to pass by them
I can't handle this
Fuck
As I get closer, Wooyoung and Binna break apart, a small smile on his face that utterly breaks my heart
His eyes move from her to me, "Hey Jo"
Binna turns around, smiling smugly at me and I just want to fucking murder her, "Hi Jo"
"Hi", I managed to say without my voice shaking, "What's uh...what's going on?"
"Uh well, Binna-"
"Wooyoungie is my boyfriend", Binna smirks
"Oh?", I say, rage filling me, "I uh didn't know you liked him like that. Or uh that you liked her like that"
"Oh well, I told Woo that I had liked him for awhile and he likes me too, now we're together. Isn't that great?", Binna gushes
Yeah fucking great
God, I want to claw her eyes out
"Yeah. Great", I repeat, trying to sound happy, "Congratulations"
"Thanks", she says, turning back to him
I can't look at him so I avert my eyes and just keep walking
I feel like I'm gonna break down but I can't
I won't
Not in front of her
I won't let her see me cry
And for him, I'll put on a happy front
As long as he's happy, I can pretend I'm ok
I can do this
I can
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18 months later
"So what are we doing with your hair?", I ask Wooyoung
He asked me to cut and dye his hair today, so he came over to my apartment
"Undercut", he says
"Again?", I tease
He scowls, "Is that a problem?"
"No Woo. I just think it's funny that there's only two hairstyles you go for. Long that can fit in a ponytail or a short undercut
"What else is there?", he grumps
"Buzz cut?"
"Are you insane?"
I giggle, continuing, "Mullet?"
"Hongjoong's territory"
"Short bob?"
"That's a girl style!"
"Layers?"
"Now you're fucking with me"
I nod
I so am
"Cut it out", he rolls his eyes
"Ok ok. But seriously how about this- viking style"
"What the hell is that?"
"It's where your hair on the top is long with an undercut"
"That's what I'm asking for!"
I shake my head, "No the point is that the hair on top is long enough to put into a ponytail or braids. Kinda like Hongjoong's hair in the "fireworks" photoshoot. This way you can still do a ponytail and have an undercut"
He looks thoughtful for a minute, then he nods
"Yeah ok, we can try it", he agrees, "And if it looks stupid or Binna hates it you can just cut it normally"
I bristle at the mention of Binna but I just nod
"And color?", I ask, shoving my hate for that cunt down
He's got a black blonde combo going on right now
"Black"
"Boring", I sing
"Just do it", he grits out, "Please"
"Fine. We'll dye it first"
I get out everything I need and mix all the liquids to get a black dye
Then I start
Squeeze a line of dye, then rub it into the strands down to the ends
I work in sections, saturating his hair in the black dye
I've dyed his and the other ATEEZ members hair a million times so it's like second nature for me
I can do it quickly
"Now you need to marinate", I joke, finishing
"Like chicken?"
I giggle, "Yeah"
I go around him, facing him and use a wet paper towel with some soap on it and wipe the tiny black spots on his forehead and temple away, getting them just before it sets
Leaning over, I scrub a little harder on a darker spot on his right temple
He has a photo shoot tomorrow and he can't have black dye staining his face
When I finish I move my gaze to him, startled to see his brown eyes already on me
They stare deep into mine and I'm mesmerized by them
I don't realize I've moved closer until I can feel his breath on my lips
All I have to do is move forward slightly and I'll be kissing him
'Too close!', my brain screams
He hasn't moved away and what the fuck is that about but I need to if he's not
I pull my head back, straightening up
It's like that breaks the spell because he blinks, moving his head back too although I'm nowhere near him now
"So how's the recording going?", I ask to make conversation, knowing that ATEEZ is recording for their new album and comeback
"It's going good", he answers, "I'm getting a few more lines. Letting me hit a few of my higher ranges"
"That's good Woo! Congrats", I smile, "You need to sing more, you have such a beautiful voice"
"Yeah?", he asks, shyly
I blush myself as I nod
"Thanks"
"Of course", I tell him
"And is my dancing sexy?", he says wiggling his eyebrows
I breathe out in relief
He's fucking around now to break the seriousness of the conversation
I snort, "Sure"
"Oh c'mon! All girls find the way I dance hot. And the outfits I'm put in...with my muscles all out. Plus all the tongue action. You know I can't keep my tongue in my mouth during a performance"
He needs to stop right now
I'm getting turned on and wet and it's so not appropriate
"You know that doesn't affect me Jung"
He seriously doesn't need to know how much it does affect me and I've done an excellent job of making him believe he doesn't affect me in that way
"Yeah, I know", he says in a teasing tone, "That's just because you're so in love with Hyun"
I snort, "Yeah ok"
His eyebrow raises, "Trouble in paradise?"
"Paradise? You're kidding right?"
His eyes light up with interest as he leans forward in his chair
"So am I right? Trouble?"
God, he is such a gossip
"No, not trouble", I shrug, "Just....not feeling it"
"Again?", he asks, "That's like what? The third guy this year that you dated for a few months and aren't feeling?"
Yeah it's the third
But what am I supposed to do?
I want Wooyoung but I can't have him
So I try to date to get over him
But it never works
"I dunno what you want me to say Woo. Not everyone can find the love of their life right away like you did"
Although that's not exactly true
I did find the love of my life, I just can't be with him
"I wouldn't say the love of my life", he says, "I.....have feelings...for Binna but I don't know if she's the love of my life"
Huh, that's new, what with all the gushing he does about her
Which hurts but whatever
"Are you still with Hyun?", he asks
"For now yeah. I'm thinking about breaking it off though. Like maybe tonight or tomorrow"
"You wouldn't want to keep trying with him?", he asks
For what?
It's a lost cause
I don't miss Hyun when he's gone, I don't really call or text him when he's not here, when he is here it's boring and the only plus is that I get sex
Really good sex but I can't stay with him for that
"No", I shake my head, "He's not the one...um there's really nothing we have in common and I'm just not into him"
Please don't ask, I pray, please don't ask
"He's not the what?", Wooyoung asks
Fuck
I didn't think about what I was saying and I was going to tell him that Hyun was not who I wanted but I realized mid sentence what a can of worms that would open
I knew he'd notice and I hoped he wouldn't ask about it
But I should know Wooyoung by now
Sometimes he acts like a buffoon but he's incredibly perceptive and smart
"Nothing", I answer, hoping he'd drop it, knowing he won't
"C'mon Jo, he's not the what?", he prods, "You know you can't start saying something like that, suddenly stop and I won't ask about it"
I sigh, looking at the ceiling, giving up
He will harass me until I tell him so I might as well do it now and save myself the aggravation
"He's not the one I want"
Silence
Then, "There's someone you want?", he screeches
I wince, moving my gaze back to him
"Yeah"
"Who? Where is this guy? Why doesn't he want you? Who is it?"
"Please Woo", I answer, pinching my nose bridge, "It's just a guy ok? I guess he's what you'd call the one that got away. Everyone has one of those"
He scoffs, "Him rejecting you is not the one who got away. It's the one who rejected you"
He has no idea how untrue that is
I shake my head, "He didn't reject me Woo. It's my fault he got away"
He raises an eyebrow, "How?"
This is not how I expected today to go
With me explaining to him how I lost him
"Woo, just drop it"
"Joanne!", he barks, "Tell me!"
I groan, "Fine. I was chicken shit ok? I like him..... love him but I took too long to say anything to him. And when I was ready to tell him, he was with someone else"
"What a jerk!"
No he's not
He just didn't know and someone else got to him first
Someone I never expected to betray me like that
"How is he a jerk Woo? He didn't know how I felt for him. I didn't expect him to wait around especially if someone else showed interest and he was interested"
He scowls, "Fine he's not a jerk. Is he still with the girl?"
I nod, "It's my fault Woo. I let him slip away"
Well it's partly my fault
It's also Binna's
That bitch
"I'm sorry Jo", he says sincerely, "That sucks"
Yes it very much does
I shrug, "It's fine. I'm ok"
Big crock of shit but what else can I say
He just nods, an awkward silence falling between us
"So I think your hair is ready", I say, changing the subject, "Let's go wash it"
"Kitchen sink?", he asks
My sink is stainless steel
I nod, "Hell yes. I'm not getting black dye all over my shower tiles"
He rolls his eyes, "Yeah yeah, I know"
He stands up and bends over the kitchen sink, waiting for me to wash his hair out
"Water ok?", I ask, moving my fingers in his hair to wash out the dye
"Yup", he answers
The dye comes out as I wash his hair, making a sea of black against the silver steel
Once most of the dye is out, I lather his hair with shampoo, scrubbing to make sure I get all the dye out
After that is conditioner and he's done
"Keep your head in the sink", I tell him as I go to my table to get a towel for him
"The blood is rushing to my head", he whines, "And my neck hurts"
"Aww poor baby", I mock, throwing the towel over his head, "You can stand up now"
He does, running the towel in his hair
"My neck hurts"
I snort, "Then go get a massage or something. This is what you get for wanting to do your hair here instead of at KQ"
"You're so mean", he whines, plopping back down in the chair
"And you're so whiny", I tease, taking the towel and drying the excess water from his hair
He hurrumphs and it's so cute but I can't let it get to me
I can't think of him as anything other than my best friend
Yeah when he's on stage, I can fangirl but not any other time
I have to maintain the image that he doesn't affect me
Tossing the towel on the table, I grab a comb and start running it through his hair
"Mm feels good", he murmurs
I know it does
He's always liked when someone plays with his hair, but I'm not playing, I'm working
"Don't be weird", I answer, ignoring the feelings that surfaces whenever I'm near him
"I'm not. It feels good ok?", he huffs, "You're always so gentle and I can't help it"
"So you're saying I should pull your hair or something?", I joke as I gather the hair I'm gonna keep long and tie it in a ponytail
"I suggest you not", he says seriously, "I uh...really like that too"
"Oh god, gross!", I snap, pretending I'm grossed out when my body is doing the opposite and getting turned on
He likes hair pulling
I like pulling hair
Hyun doesn't like it so much so I've back off on it, but it's normally one of the things I like
I need to stop thinking about this
And I will not let my mind wander to thoughts of pulling Wooyoung's hair and how he'd sound
Goddamnit
"What?"
"I don't need to know those things about you Woo. Cut it out", I force myself to say
"Sorry", he mutters
I get my buzzer, put it on the setting I need and turn it on
Thankfully the buzzing noise is loud which means no conversation
I start shaving his hair, cutting it short but still leaving some
Once I go all around his head, I undo the ponytail and comb through that hair again, slicking it back
Going in front of him, I inspect the cut to make sure it's good and even
It is
Now time to blow dry it and we're done
Holding the dryer to his head, I run my fingers in his hair, moving the strands around in the heated air to get it to dry faster
As I do this, I look down at him, startled to see his eyes closed, biting his lower lip
He's so beautiful it's stupid
And those beauty marks on his face
I want to press kiss after kiss to the one under his eye, the kiss the one on his lip
Binna probably does that to him
And that thought snaps me out of whatever trance I was in
I move behind him again to finish his hair so I don't have to see his face
"Done", I say after a few minutes, turning the dryer off
I busy myself with cleaning up the mess as he stands up
"I'm gonna look in the mirror", he says, leaving the kitchen and going to the bathroom
I breath in and out as I throw away the bowl I used for the dye, then get the broom to sweep up his hair
"I like it", he announces when he comes back
"Good. At least it's something new and not boring"
He pouts, crossing his arms, "Not nice"
I snort, rolling my eyes
"So uh...do you wanna hang out?", he asks
I do but I can't
This is enough interaction for today
I can only be around him in small doses before it starts to hurt again, before all I can think about is him again
I'm reaching that point and I don't want to go over it
"Oh I can't. Hyun might be coming over", I say, "He asked me to call him after you left to see if we would do something"
"I thought you were gonna break it off with him", he asks his eyebrow raised
"Well yeah but he doesn't know that yet. I'll probably do it tonight if we decide to do something"
He just nods, "Yeah ok. Sure"
"Next time though"
"Yeah next time", he says
There's an awkward silence between us and I don't know how to break it
"So I guess I'm gonna go"
"Yeah ok", I say stupidly
"Thanks for doing my hair"
"Of course Woo. Anytime"
He smiles tightly, "I'll see you later"
I nod
He leaves the kitchen and I hear the front door close a minute later
I breathe out, closing my eyes as tears fall down
I'm ok, it's ok, everything is fine
He's happy, I remind myself
It's ok
I can do this
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A few days later
Wooyoung POV
Walking into Binna's apartment with her, I head to the couch while she closes the door
We just finished the first of three photoshoots for the new album
It was an exhausting day
And I had to force myself to keep my eyes off her
To rein in my jealousy when she laughed with San while she did his hair
Then I had to actually do the photo shoot and I'm just tired
"You ok baby?", Binna asked as she sits next to me
"Yeah. Just tired"
She nods, her fingers moving to my hair again
And I know what's coming
She touches my hair for one reason only
To complain
"Do you really like your hair this way?"
I sigh
Didn't we have this conversation?
I know she doesn't like it but I do and it's my freaking hair
"Don't you think it's too long?"
"No Binna, I like it like this"
"Why, because Jo talked you into it?"
I shake my head, "No. Like I told you before she suggested it and I decided to try it. When I looked at it in the mirror I liked it and still do. She would have cut my hair shorter if that's what I wanted. I didn't"
We went over all this
"Hmmm ok", she says, moving her hand out of my hair, "Is everything with Jo and Hyun ok?"
"Fine", I say
It's really none of Binna's business and I don't feel comfortable telling her about Joanne and her relationship Joanne confided in me about it and I'm not telling anyone anything
If she wants people to know her and Hyun are broken up, it's her choice to tell them
"I just noticed her flirting with San and Mingi"
She wasn't
I would of known as I couldn't stop staring at her
But I just shrug
"She says they're ok"
"Oh well that's good. At least she's over me getting to you first"
I'm about to just nod when her words penetrate my brain
When she what?
"What did you say?", I ask before I can stop myself
"I said that it's good she's with Hyun and over that I got to you first"
Ok, she did say that
"What does that mean?"
She shrugs, "It means what it means. She loved you and was gonna tell you but I got you first"
Joanne loves....me?
Since when?
And if Binna knows that and she said she got to me first....
"You knew she loved me when you came onto me?", I whisper in shock
"Well yeah"
Oh my fucking god!
"If you knew why would you hit on me?", I shriek, standing up
Oh my god
She was different when she walked in the day Binna and I got together
She didn't look happy although she played it like she was
I thought something had happened with like family or something and she didn't want to tell me
And since then she's been distant
Not much at first but over the time I've been with Binna she has
And I just realized that her friendship with Binna is non-existent
They used to be friends but now they're not
Because Binna betrayed her
"Because she took too long", Binna says, standing up too, "And I wanted you. She told me she was gonna tell you the day we got together but I didn't believe her"
She wanted me
At her friend's expense
"You knew she was going to tell me that day? You waited until that day to come on to me?"
"It's not like that. I wasn't sure she would actually tell you. I told her to tell you so many times before and she never did. And she still didn't tell you"
"Because she's not mean like that!", I shout, "She wouldn't tell me how she feels knowing I had a girlfriend!"
This is fucking unbelievable
"Why does it matter Woo? She's happy with Hyun"
"No she's not!", I yell, "I lied! She's not happy! She broke up with him!"
Oh fuck, the guy she was talking about...the one that slipped away...it has to be me
"I like him..... love him but I took too long to say anything to him. And when I was ready to tell him, he was with someone else"
It fits...it has to be me
Oh my god, she loves me
"Ok but that still doesn't matter Wooyoung. It's over, in the past. You love me"
"No I don't", I tell her
I've never said I love you to her before so I don't know where she's getting that from
"What do you mean you don't?", she gapes
"I don't", I repeat, "I love her"
I finally said it out loud and it's like a huge weight off my shoulders
I'm in love with my best friend
"Her?", Binna screeches, "Since when?"
"Since always", I answer, "I always loved her since I could remember. She was the one I always wanted"
"The fuck Wooyoung? Then why did you say yes to me?"
"Because I thought I had no shot with her", I exclaim, "I thought she knew you were going to come on to me. I thought she didn't feel like that for me"
God, I was so wrong
And fuck, I'm glad I was wrong and she loves me
And I'm enraged that Binna did this to her
"We're over", I tell Binna
She looks at me enraged, "Why, because of her? You don't even know if she still loves you!"
I don't know for sure but I think she does
I have to talk to her
Now
"I'm sorry", I tell her, not sorry at all, "We're done"
I turn away from her, practically running to her door
"You're leaving me for the off chance that she still loves you? Are you fucking kidding, you asshole?"
I stop at her door and turn around
"That's one reason", I growl, "The other is that you hurt my best friend. You knew how she felt and you betrayed her. You hurt her and you didn't and still don't care that you did. Even if I didn't love her, I'd never be with someone like you"
She stares at me in disbelief but I don't have time for her
I leave her apartment, calling a car on my phone, anxious to get to her
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Pounding on her door, I wait for her to open it
I have to talk to her
Right now
The door opens, a look of annoyance on her face
"Wooyoung what the fuck? Are you trying to break-"
I cut her off, stepping inside her apartment, pulling her to me and crashing my lips to hers in a kiss
My entire world changes in an instant, fire flooding my veins, my head spinning, chills running up and down my spine
The kiss, it feels so right
I knew she was my one
I knew it
At first she kisses me back but then after a few seconds she pushes on my chest, breaking the kiss and backing away
"What the hell Woo?"
And I just go off
"Why didn't you tell me?", I demand
She rolls her eyes, moving around me and closing her front door, "Tell you what?"
I spin around to face her, "That I'm the one you want? That you love me? That I'm your one who got away"
Her eyes widen in shock, "How the fuck-"
"Binna told me!", I exclaim, "She made a stupid comment on how she was glad she got to me first and I asked her what the hell that meant"
She looks at me with slight fear and nausea on her face
"She told me everything! How she knew you loved me, how she knew you were going to tell me how you felt on the same day she made a move on me. How she stole me from you"
She shakes her head, "You weren't mine to steal away Woo"
Yes I was
I was always hers
Always
"Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't you call her out on her shit? Why didn't you tell me what happened?"
"And what would that have accomplished Woo? Nothing", she snaps, "You were already with her. Unlike her, I don't go behind people's backs. I don't steal boyfriends, I don't break people up. I didn't even know how you felt about me, if what I said would even matter"
I gape at her
Of course it would matter
She's my best friend
And even if I didn't feel anything for her I wouldn't have been with Binna because she hurt my best friend
I wasn't lying when I told Binna that
"You should have told me", I tell her, "I would never have stayed with Binna. Not when she hurt you like that"
"Doesn't matter anymore"
"Of course it matters!", I explode, "You're more important than her! Than anyone! How could you think I wouldn't care that she hurt you? Of course I'd care!"
She looks away from me nodding, "I'm sorry Woo. I didn't mean to imply you wouldn't care. I know you would have. But I just...I had just gotten the courage to tell you how I feel....I couldn't tell you what she did. If the situation was now then yeah I'd tell you but back when it happened....I still let people walk all over me then. I was still the quiet shy girl who wanted no confrontation. So I let it go"
I can understand that
She has changed so much in the year and a half I've been with Binna
She's more outgoing, tougher
Doesn't let anyone walk all over her, tells you how it is, doesn't sugarcoat things, stands up for herself
I guess that's a direct result of Binna fucking her over
"As long as you're happy, I could deal with it", she says
She shouldn't have to
My happiness shouldn't be at her expense
And she has no idea that she is what would have made me happiest of all
"Look, Woo, I'm sorry you found out this way ok? But really, it doesn't matter", she says, "You still love Binna and I get it ok"
No she doesn't get it
"Two days ago...when you did my hair. When you said Hyun wasn't the guy you wanted....that guy is still me?"
I need to know before I tell her how I feel
I need to know if she still feels that way for me
I need her to say it
I was so angry and so jealous when she was talking about the guy who got away
Wishing it was me she was talking about me
I have to know if she was
She looks at me wearily, "What are you doing Woo? Why are you asking me this?"
"Just answer Jo", I ask
"No, I'm not answering Wooyoung. This conversation is over. There's no reason for me to answer this when you still have a girlfriend. I told you, I don't break up relationships", she snaps, turning away from me, "Just...just go home ok? I'll see you for the shoot tomorrow"
She starts walking towards her bedroom and I just stare at her in shock
For a second
"Joanne Hayes, don't you fucking walk away from me!", I shout
She turns around, her eyes wide, looking at me like I'm insane
"I fucking love you, you dummy!", I yell, "I don't want Binna, I never wanted her! I left her! I wanted you! I always wanted you! You think you were the only one who was chicken shit? I was too! You're my one that got away!"
Her mouth drops, "What?"
"I always loved you", I confess, "And the only reason I went out with Binna was because I thought there was no shot with you! I know girls have like a girl code like guys do. I didn't think I'd ever get to be with you because one of your friends asked me out. I thought you knew and because she went ahead and asked me, I thought you didn't feel that way for me and you were ok with me being with her. I also knew if her and I ever broke up, you wouldn't go behind her back and be with her ex. I thought I'd never be with you, so I said yes to her"
God, I was so stupid back then too
Too scared to tell my best friend I was in love with her for years
That's she was who I wanted
And Binna asking me out really put me in a hard place for the reasons I just told her
Joanne is a very loyal person and she wouldn't hurt people she cares about
But now that all of this has come to light....I don't care about Binna
If it's between her and Binna, I'm choosing her, always
My girl who got away
She stands there gaping at me, not moving from her spot
"I'll always choose you Jo. Always", I tell her, "So if it's me you were talking about the other day and you love me like I love you and you want to be with me, put your money where your mouth is and get the fuck over here and kiss me. Now"
In a fraction of a second she moves, running right to me
My heart fills with pure happiness when I catch her in my arms, her mouth against mine in a mind altering kiss
I pick her up, her arms around my neck, fingers in my hair, legs wrapped around my waist, tongue against mine as she kisses me deeply
"I love you Woo", she says between kisses, joy, relief, love pouring over me hearing her words
She loves me
The girl I love, the girl I pined for loves me too
"I love you Jo", I tell her, my lips right back on hers when I finish speaking
"Fuck, baby all I wanted was you", she whispers
"All I wanted was you too princess", I answer, pressing pecks to her soft lips, "Always, from when we were kids baby. It was always you"
"It was always you Woo. Always. I thought I lost you"
"Never baby. I'll always be yours. I'll always love you"
"I'll always love you baby", she answers, her gorgeous brown eyes looking at me with so much love
I smile, so unbelievably happy I finally got my girl
She closes the space between us, her lips on mine, kissing me deeply
I fall into her kiss, so fucking ecstatic I can finally have them all the time
My feet move on their own, going right to her bedroom
I know the way with my eyes closed
We fall on the bed, her lips glued to mine as she keeps me against her
Her fingers move in my hair, playing with the strands at the back of my head, sending shivers up my spine
I can't stop my hands from touching her, moving under her shirt and finally feeling her warm soft skin
"Woo", she murmurs, her hands moving down my body and pulling my shirt up, her fingers grazing my skin and making me tremble against her touch
We break the kiss momentarily as she pulls my shirt off me and I take hers off
Then our lips are against each other's again as my hands move around her boobs, softly squeezing
"Mmm baby", she whispers, her body arching against mine as my fingers brush against her nipples
Dragging kisses down her neck, I continue the path to her boob
"Woo", she cries, her hand buried in my hair and pulling, getting even more riled up than I already am
Lavishing licks on her nipple, I feel it get hard against my tongue, her moans music to my ears
Wrapping my mouth around her nipple, I suck on it, loving the way it feels in my mouth as she screams louder
I stay on her boob, sucking hard as I push down her pants and panties, her legs kicking them off for me
Switching to her other nipple, I continue my sucking while touching her cunt
I moan in her skin as I feel how utterly wet she is
Soaked
And it's all for me
Slowly, I slide two fingers in her tiny hole, her cunt squeezing as soon as I'm in
Fuck, she's going to feel so fucking amazing on my dick
Pulling my fingers out, I thrust them back inside over and over, her moans louder than before
I move my fingers inside her, searching for that spot that will have her fall apart for me
God, I want to see that so badly
Pressing down inside her, she cries out and I smirk around her nipple
Found it
I concentrate on driving my fingers right into her spot, moving my palm against her clit at the same time
She flood my hand, leaking out around us and I bet she's drenching the sheets
I keep working her over with my fingers, letting go of her nipple and sliding down to her pretty pussy
Latching onto her clit, I keep my tongue against it as I suck
"Wooyoung! Oh god!", she screams, her hips moving, fucking my fingers as she meets my thrusts
Her little clit throbs hard against my lips sending pleasure down to my already painfully hard cock
Switching, I give her clit long licks using all of my tongue, starting with the flat of it and ending with flicking her bump with the tip
"Yes, Wooyoung, yes baby!", she cries, "Oh my god"
"Mmm", I moan into her, feeling her cunt pulse impossibly fast around my fingers
She's right there
Shoving my fingers inside just as I suck her clit back in my mouth has her screaming loudly as she orgasms
I raise my eyes, watching the beautiful sight of her coming in front of me
God, she's fucking ethereal, her face and body in so much pleasure
I finger and suck her through it, her pussy so fucking wet, it's all over my hand
When she finishes, I pull my fingers out and slip my tongue down, into her waiting hole
"Oh god", she whimpers, her fingers tightening in my hair
I get a first taste of her cum and my god it's so good
So sweet, like candy
Pulling my tongue out, I lick along her pussy, spreading her slit with my tongue and ending on her clit
Then I do it again and again, thoroughly enjoying eating her cunt
She squirms a bit so I move my arms around her legs, holding her down and open for me
"I'm not done yet princess", I tell her, slurping around her clit, "I want more. You came on my fingers now you have to cum on my tongue"
"Woo...I...don't...think....I don't know..."
"You can", I assure her, "No matter how long it takes, you're gonna cum on my tongue, then on my cock"
"Fuck", she whimpers
"I could eat you, fuck you all night princess. Make you cum again and again", I tell her
"Jesus, Woo"
"You want that baby?", I ask
"Yes", she cries, "Yes Woo, fuck, I want you"
"Good baby. I want you too. So fucking much", I assure her between licks, "And now that you're finally mine, I'm gonna fuck you and make you cum over and over. Sound good?"
"So good", she agrees
I go back to eating her cunt, sliding my tongue in her pulsing hole again, feeling the clenching on my tongue down in my dick
I can't wait to be inside her
As I tongue fuck her perfect pussy, her cream runs everywhere, all over my face, my chin, sliding down my neck, soaking me just how I like it
I swallow as much as I can, the taste of her my new favorite flavor
Her hand pulls and tugs my hair hard, sending pleasure down my spine and I moan in her pussy
"Fuck princess, harder", I demand, "Pull harder"
"Hmmm", she whimpers
"Remember what I told you about my hair baby?", I ask in between thrusting my tongue in her cunt, my eyes on her
She looks down at me, biting her lip as she says, "You like when your hair is pulled"
"That's right princess", I confirm, "So do it for me, yeah?"
"Yeah baby", she whispers, tugging hard, making me smile
I don't know what it is or why I like it but pulling my hair gets me so fucking horny
It should hurt and on some level it does but it just turns me on more
And right now, it's making me eat her cunt faster
"Wooyoung", she cries, "I'm coming. Oh fuck!"
I shove as much as my tongue inside her cunt as I can as she orgasms, her cream flooding my tongue and mouth
I swallow eagerly, the pulses of her cunt feeling so fucking good as she screams my name
Her fingers pull my hair this way and that, her hips pushing her cunt into my face as her body arches
And I love every fucking minute of it
Every minute
As soon as she finishes, I pull my tongue out, licking and cleaning her pussy as I get out of my pants and boxers
I move over her, her arms wrapping around my neck, pulling me down on top of her, her soft smooth skin against mine, her lips kissing me
Her legs wrap around me as I kiss her deeply, slowly pushing my aching cock into her
"Mmmm", she moans in my mouth as her pussy takes me so fucking pleasurably, latching on my cock and sucking me in as I move
God, she feels so fucking good, like I've never felt before
Her body pressed against mine, her hips moving up as I get more and more inside her tight drenched cunt
She feels incredible sliding open for me as I bottom out
"Oh god Woo", she moans, her hands back in my hair as she kisses me
I stay inside her, just feeling her wrapped around me, the soft spasms of her cunt keeping a hum of pleasure running through me
"Fuck princess", I murmur, moving my kisses to her pretty neck, "You feel so good"
"Mmm you too Woo"
"Yeah baby. Fuck, do you feel how perfect we are together? How I fit perfectly inside you, how you fit perfectly wrapped around me?"
"Yes Wooyoung, I feel it", she whimpers, her cunt clenching my cock hard, sending pleasure up my spine
"You're mine", I whisper, kissing a spot that has her moaning loudly, "All mine. Always mine"
She nods, "Yes Woo. And you're mine baby"
"Always princess. I was always yours and I'll always be yours"
"I love you Wooyoung"
I groan in her neck, absolutely loving hearing those words from her
"I love you Joanne. Always princess"
"Always Woo"
With that, I start moving, pulling out of her then slowly sliding back in, making sure I'm all inside her again, so deep in her
Her hand tugs my hair, pulling my head back as I increase my speed, thrusting into her, the sound of our skin against each other's loud in her room
One of her hands moves around me, her fingers digging in my back as she moans for me, her pussy taking me over and over, utter bliss falling over me
She groans loudly when my head hits her spot, calling my name, begging me fuck her there
And I oblige, driving my cock right into her spot, watching the pleasure in her face, feeling her shake under me, feeling her gorgeous legs tighten around my waist
Moving to my knees, I lean my hand next to her head, wrap my other arm around her waist and hold her up against me, fucking into her harder, smashing her spot
"Yes Wooyoung! Yes! Baby!", she screams, clinging onto me
I'm in so much bliss, her cunt stretching so wonderfully around me, spasming quickly, creaming my cock like I can't fucking believe
I've never had a pussy cream this much before, it's all over my cock, my lap, my legs, the bed
So fucking pretty
"Please Woo", she whimpers, tears falling down her face as I slam into her, "Sss....so good. Ggg..gonna cum"
"Yes baby", I grunt, "Cum around my cock. Want it now princess"
Burying inside her, she screams, shaking uncontrollably under me as she cums, her cunt strangling my cock, squirt pouring from her, the sight of it streaming around my cock so fucking pornographic
"Wooyoung! Wooyoung! Wooyoung!"
Her cries of my name turn me on like nothing else and I go faster than I thought possible, fucking her through her orgasm
Her squirt is flying everywhere, hitting my chest, my stomach, the bed
"Yes baby", I urge, intense pleasure from her orgasm assaulting my body, "So pretty. Fuck, so beautiful coming for me. Such a pretty princess"
When she's done, I pull out, turning her over, moving her to her hands and knees, sinking right back into her
"Fuck", we both yell, her ass moving back until she crashes into me, burying my cock inside her, squeezing hard
Stars blast in my vision as I moan
Leaning over her, I wrap my arm around her middle and start moving, plunging into her waiting cunt over and over, pressing kisses all over her shoulder
"Woo, baby, you feel so good", she whimpers, rocking back on my dick as I move into her, taking me deeper than before
"No you feel good baby", I whisper, fucking harder into her, "So tight around me, so wet for me"
"Mmm you're so fucking big Woo, so hard", she moans, "Gonna make me cum again"
I know, I can feel it
Feel her pussy get tighter, feel the incredible pleasure of pushing through that tightness, her cream soaking me, her pussy so fucking wet, the squelching sounds of my cock entering her sounding in the room
"Please make me cum", she sobs, her body trembling in bliss
"I will baby", I assure her, stroke after stroke hitting her spot, "Make you cum all over my cock again"
Sheathing my length inside her, she screams my name the loudest she has all night, her body visibly shuddering as she orgasms
I choke on a moan as incredible ecstasy tramples over me
"Cum Wooyoung!", she yells, her cunt throbbing in my cock in a vice grip, "Please Woo, want your cum inside me"
"Fff...fuck! Joanne!", I yell, my vision turning white as I cum deep in her pussy, my body shaking from the pure utter pleasure, "Yes baby, fuck, fuck, yes"
Her pussy clenches my cock over and over as I pump cum into her, both of us moaning loudly
As the pleasure slowly fades we both collapse on the bed
I pull out of her, her whimpers so soft
Wrapping my arm around her, I pull her against me, her back against my chest
She turns back, her arm reaching around my neck and pulling me down into a kiss
"I love you Woo", she whispers, then kisses me again
I fall into her kiss, so fucking happy she's mine
When the kiss ends, I look down in her eyes, moving her hair out of her face
"I love you Jo. So much baby"
She smiles, taking my hand and kissing the back of it, "So much Woo"
She turns back around, moving back into me and snuggling, pulling my arm over her again
I secure my arm around her, kissing the back of her neck as I settle next to her
"Nap time princess?", I ask against her skin
"Nap time baby", she confirms, "Is that ok?"
"More than ok", I agree, "As long as you stay right here in my arms"
"Deal", she giggles
I smile, kissing her shoulder, holding her tightly, closing my eyes, completely relaxed and happy I got my one that got away
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