#it feels so much like home with the trees and the rain im gonna cry

[violentviolette]

can't sleep. my cats been missing since yesterday afternoon. this'll be her second night not here and the longest she's ever been away from home. its been raining all day. its still raining. my wife thinks she might have gotten stuck up a tree. she hates the cold and being wet. also heights. she doesn't like jumping up to high places. we think she fell out of a tree when she was a kitten before I found her.

I looked for her all day and into tonight. stopped once it got too dark. gonna keep looking once the sun comes up again and I know I need go sleep before that happens

ive never actually bonded with an animal before but ive also never had one as long as ive had her. its been 10 years. ive also never had one go missing. i dont like new feelings. ive had 3 panic attacks and started crying like a dozen times. ive checked all over the house, every floor every room top to bottom over and over again. pretty much once every hour. I checked outside 4 times but I didn't search the trees in the backyard. thats the first thing I'm gonna check in the morning. I want to check now but its pitch black and I dont have a good enough flashlight. but its raining. its raining and she hates the rain and heights and the cold

I dont actually know what I'll do if shes dead. not finding her would somehow be worse. id just worry forever.. I still don't know how she got out, if she got out. my wife keeps telling me there's no way she's just dead inside the house. she wasn't sick. or old. theres nothing she could eat that would poison her. if she'd fallen inside and snapped her neck we'd have found her by now. the dogs would know and be acting weird. by tomorrow wed start to smell her.. shes gotta be outside

I just want her to be somewhere. anywhere. Its driving me insane that I dont know where she is or what's happening to her or where to find her. I dont even have a clue. she just disappeared into thin air. she's not an outside cat. everywhere I look and everything I do is a guess or a shot in the dark. I dont know what to do so im not doing enough. I could look for her better if I knew where she was. if I knew anything at all other than that I saw her in the kitchen yesterday afternoon and then haven't seen her since. I hate not knowing things I hate not having information I hate not knowing what the right thing to do next is. theres too many variables and too many options and I just don't know.

I spent all day tearing apart the house looking for her. what if shes been outside the whole time. I could have been looking outside more. I could have found her by now. what if I keep wasting more time and more days go by because I just don't know

I hate not knowing. it makes u make the wrong decisions. u dont know and then u do the wrong thing and then u get the bad outcome because u didn't know. I hate it I hate it I hate it. this is why I need to know everything all the time because if I just know things I can fix it. I never have enough information to just fucking fix it

I need to go to sleep. I want my cat back.

#jack.speaks #dont read any of that #tldr #my cat is missing and i cant sleep

[princessrayaofheart]

since this is from ZENIMATION, it’s official

ever since i saw that scene of raya standing in the rain from the trailer, i really wanted to see it in the film but then, i understand why they didn’t put this in the final film because the dragons turned to stone except for sisu so there shouldn’t be any much rain. 

this is very beautiful, so i love it so much. 

two more things, this feels like a further peek to raya’s isolation of living alone, only having tuk tuk as a solid company for six years.

finally, since the dragons came back at the end of the film, so there will be a lot of rain now, this looks like a sneak peek to what a raya sequel might look like (either a movie or a series) and it’s getting me ALL excited

sidenote: i love how raya’s just standing there for a moment

#ratld #raya #it feels so much like home with the trees and the rain im gonna cry #this really feels like southeast asia #raya and the last dragon #gif #reblog is ok #embed is ok #princess raya of heart #kumandra #dragons #sisu #please credit me if you use the gifs to post outside of tumblr #i spent hours on this

[disaster-bay-leaf]

Ok so these were the cutest~ (ㆁωㆁ)

4, 6, 7, 9, 12, 19, 22, 23, 28, 33, 34, 46, 47, 52, 59, 60, 63, 66, 83, 87, 88, 93, 99

I kno I listed like....all of them lmao but feel free to answer whichever you want and ofc you can ask me in return Baybe ( ◜‿◝ )♡

uHUHUHUHU much content for me to answer, im happy bebe 💜💜💜✨

4 - how do you take your coffee/tea?

hm coffee either Very Black No Sugar (for the sleep deprived me) or iced latte three sugars and theres no in between

and as for tea its All Black Teas That Exist, cinnamon-flavoured especially (but basically all teas that come to mind when u think “autumn”), and rooibos!!! okay basically the only oke i dont like is any type of green tea (which is sad because they look cool but my tastebuds said ✨no✨)

6 - do you keep plants?

honestly id l o v e too because i love plants but,,, im kinda horrible at taking care of them though still way better than the majority of my family (research helps) so the only plant i own is kinda a small-palm-tree-looking thing in a bigass glass jar that i saved from my mother’s plant-destructing hands and its mostly doing well (the ends of its leaves are starting to be yellow tho and im worried:((( )

7 - do you name your plants?

yes!!! though the current one was named by my sister and its called “pickett” after fantastic beasts shsjjsj

9 - do you like singing/humming to yourself?

oh god oh dude you have n o idea

i have absolutely n o singing voice but its something i do constantly to give my brain the right amount of stimuli so basically i listen to music 24/7 and hum to myself 99% of that time

12 - whats your favourite planet?

oh i actually didnt think about this for so long but either pluto (hes a planet screw nasa) or saturn (RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) or venus (girls,,,and libra,,,)

19 - do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw in it?

okay im gonna be completely honest with yall and say that my every single try at keeping a journal failed spectacularly and i lost motivation after like a few months so my only journals rn are my fancy fake-leather-bound calendar to note tests and assessments into, a kinda roughed up notebook that i uses for noting down poems or scribbling or passing notes in class, and a kinda fancy bullet journal notebook that i used as a book of shadows for a while but since my fountain pen died i didnt touch it

22 - are you a morning person?

n o

i am so not a morning person but i wish i could be because honestly dawns are beautiful

but as it is rn im either sleep deprived all the time and loathe every second of being in an awake state or (if i have a few days of schoolbreak) my biological clock moves forward a few hours and i sleep 2am-10am

23 - whats your favourite thing to do on lazy days with zero obligations?

except for the fact that i dont remember the last time it happened, i would probably spend it drawing outside, watching anime with my sister and riding a bike around the forest

28 - sunrise or sunset?

i love sunrises because its so peaceful and everyone is asleep but also i subconsciously immediately correlate them with waiting for a train to take me to school (because thats basically the only time i see them) so its a bittersweet love especially with my fucked up biological clock

but sunsets are really really pretty too and i see them more often so i cant choose

33 - whats your fave pastry?

and isnt that a millior-dollar question dhsjjsjsj

either cinnamon rolls (i absolutely adore them) or that one specific type of cupcake-shaped-thing made out of shortcrust/bread/whatever its called and filled with vanilla pudding

34 - tell us about a stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

awwww this is cute

okay so basically my two favourite stuffed animals (i still have them, they sit in my wardrobe) were two teddy bears (like maybe 20cm high each of them) and one was pure brown and the other was silver-brown and they had stereotypical polish male names “Waldek” (read. Valdek) and Stefan (i think tho im not sure if i remember correctly, my memory is a feeble thing sometimes

46 - tell us the worst pun you can think of

what dog would never bite you? a hot dog *badumtss*

47 - what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

huh a year ago id say pineapple pizza but i guess i dont hate pineapples that much anymore (tho putting them on pizza is still an abomination) but i think that if id ever want to get rid of anything it would be parsley, i hate that freakin herb (does it count as food tho)

52 - what are your favourite memes of the year so far?

the ever given for sure shsjshjsjsjsjjsj

but bullying tramp stamps is gold and pure tumblr energy too

as for fandom memes: im in love with all keeping-up-with-the-todorokis variations and the fact that the entire bsd fandom looked at fukuchi and said “biTCH” and thats one of the only things we’re unanimous about

59 - whats your favourite myth?

i always liked the kora/persephone myth (though demeter is an overbearing parent to the nth power), loki and thor crossdressing at a party to get mjolnir back, atalanta because shes a queen and id politely ask her to kick my ass, and cassandra because she deserved better, and theres a l o t more because alas i was a mythology nerd but this post is long enough for me not to make this section 20 times longer sjjsjsjsjsjks

but there are a lot of slavic myths that are very cool too, though we dont know that much about them as about the greeks for example

60 - do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

o o o o h yeah i do like poetry because to create such a beautifully sounding thing with only words someone has to be a genius

some of my favs are: some works of nakahara chuuya (thank u bsd for introducing me to this man’s beautiful imagery in his works i swear to god the descriptions do it for me) (also his poem about having hangovers is a mood like i feel you buddy), the raven by ea poe (i know everyone likes it but hOLY DAMN THE INTER/INTRAVERSE RHYMES ARE LIKE,,, BREATHTAKING) (and aso im a slut for gothic horror), and many more but also That One Poem From Welcome To Nightvale about reaching the island in the west,,, only perfect vibes from it

63 - are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organised or kinda leave them be?

okay heres the thing. for anyone else both my playlist library and my bookshelf would be considered pure chaos of a mad man b u t they actually have a highly focused system which means that i sort them based on their vibes, lovability and (in case of books) their age and whether or not theyre a part of a series so i would say my bookshelf is rather organised (when a quarter of it isnt occupying my desk that is) and my music is more organised than not but sometimes it gets out of control and i have to sort it entirely again

66 - what would your ideal flower crown look like?

either entirely constructed of simple white daisies, entirely constructed of only white roses, or something that probably would win a “how many different coloured flowers can one fit in a flower crown” competition

or something purple (maybe not belladonna)

83 - whats some of your favourite album art?

god i dont know if it counts but hozier’s wasteland baby is probably one of my absolute favourites and no one shall beat that

“thrifted youth” (dalynn) and “standard deviation” (danny schmidt) have very aesthetic covers too

also the iconic p!atd too weird to live, too rare to die! album cover,,, its just iconic what can i say

and last but not least matt meason’s pink-and-black album covers (though bank on the funeral is really pretty too but like,,, “who killed matt meason” d o e s it for me and so does the 2017 tribulation single)

87 - what are some movies that you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

this is such a hard question because im not a really cinematography-oriented gal but i suppose that (at the risk of not going deep enough into the cinema world):

- the princess bride

- inception

- night at the museum

- SPIRITED AWAY

- forrest gump

- truman show

- E.T. (i cried okay)

- the lord of the rings (because damn me if this isnt one impressive adaptation)

- parasite

and one more personal recommendation: “ready or not” with samara weaving because goddamn i dont usually watch this genre but holy s h i t is it good

93 - whats the hairstyle you wear the most?

honestly just plain hair down (because having curly hair is a menace), split in the middle when i have longer hair and split on one side when its short

also low ponytails or half-up-half-down when im exercising, or double french braids when my hair doesnt cooperate enough to look presentable in any other form

99 - list some songs that resonate with your soul whenever you hear them

this is difficult because my music taste is a goddamn rollercoaster on a good day, but heres some:

- me and the sky from “come from away” musical (this is sort of a test song for my mental stability, if i cry i aint stable)

- dancing after death by matt meason (okay most songs by matt meason except for like,,, hallucinogenics maybe)

- tears and rain by james blunt

- i will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie

- almost home by mxmtoon

- anything by hozier really but shrike especially

- payphone, the cover by alex g (i cried to this song so many times)

- burning pile by mother mother (can i roast all my problems please)

- long way from home and cleopatra by the lumineers

- autoclave by the mountain goats

oooh that was c o o o o o o o l as fuck thank you sm so much bebe (and sorry for the long post @everyone else)

#smadhuman being pure af #bay answers #long post #very long post #ask #asks

[honeypiehotchner]

TIME FOR EPISODE FOUR

Honestly pray for me because I’m so close to losing it

The face of a man who has just realized he’s taking his (not) girlfriend home to his mother who is known for not liking her kind

He’s so nervous someone hug him

I love the location they chose for Sept-Tours!!!

“Yep well this is going great”

Marthe!!!! My angel

“She’ll be sleeping in my Tower.” Yes because you’re so far gone but won’t admit it

He just makes the cutest 🥺 faces okay

(Now it’s pouring down rain outside which is only adding to the aesthetic)

Oh now I’m sad you can see how much it pained him to even talk about Philippe 😭

Wait what’s going on what does Marcus sense

Oh GREAT it’s fucking Juliette

Oh a fist fight wonderful

Juliette needs to go away

LEAVE MARCUS ALONE

“Eternity is a long time to be chasing a man who doesn’t want you, Juliette.” Oh yikes

God Philippe’s office looks like it hasn’t been touched since the last day he was in there and THAT makes me hurt

WHY IS SHE SEEING HER MOM IM SCARED

is this a nightmare I’m going to cry

I want to hug her oh no :(

Oh word it’s cool to see The Congregation in action

I do despise them but this is cool

His posture. He’s so fucking TALL

What the fuck did Matthew see that made him say “my God” it was a SHOE what was that

LMAO one utterance of “Matthew de Clairmont” and everyone in The Congregation just stops in fear

Does he know he doesn’t have to look like a model 24/7? He’s killing me here

He’s so soft I just wanna hug him

“She’s bewitched him.” Nope Ma he’s just hopelessly IN LOVE with her

I LOVE the riding scene in the book and it’s so great here too 🥺😍

THAT SMILE!!!!! ARE YOU JOKING???????

I love them

Also MATTHEW YOU LUNATIC WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER THAT RIGHT NOW OUT OF FUCKING NOWHERE

Knox is so fucking vile I hate him

Good God

“Whoever did it, make them pay. It doesn’t take the pain away, but it helps.”

FINALLY none of this “revenge gets you nowhere” bullshit

That felt like one awkward family dinner

Are they gonna dance now because I’m going to lose my mind

THEYRE GONNA DANCE

watch me lose my mind

He’s such a momma’s boy no matter how hard he tries to hide it

HE JUST TOOK HIS TIE OFF WHAT THE FUCKING HELL MATTHEW

Oh now they’re dancing I swear to fucking God y’all are so bad at hiding feelings

Oh they’re so cute

WAIT ITS HAPPENING SHES SHIMMERING

These two 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

“What spell have you put on me?” Wow I am losing it

I’ve hit the 10 image limit on one post so I’ll reblog with more

But there’s 11 minutes left let’s go

Oh they’re joking

They’re holding hands so tightly

My face rn: 🥺

What the fuck is Dominico doing here

I swear to God they were having a GOOD NIGHT

fuck off sir

Oh my god Matthew’s proud smile when Diana spoke 😍

Holy shit Matthew is MAD mad

Oh and now Diana is mad too because honestly Matthew why didn’t you SAY SOMETHING

Tell me why this man is acting mad at Diana when HE’S the one who couldn’t leave her alone and kissed her the way he just did underneath the tree like sir this is NOT her fault

“You don’t even know yourself.” Matthew I will slap you across the face

“Stop making decisions for me.” TELL HIM SISTER!!!!!!!

Y’all I’m genuinely about to start crying

“I love you.” Aaaaand I’m crying

Okay I’m having to pause because I can’t fucking see because I’m crying so damn hard

She was running after him and he didn’t even care

God

Here comes the witch water

Now he’s driving through her tears and he doesn’t even CARE

Final Thoughts

Okay listen I read the book so I know this happens

I know he leaves her

But right now

I am a fucking MESS

I’m so mad at him I could honestly scream right now but all I’m doing is SOBBING

#live bloggin #a discovery of witches #adow #matthew de clairmont #matthew goode #teresa palmer #diana bishop

[lovedholic]

folklore sentence starters

under the cut are #100+ sentence starters from taylor swift’s newest album folklore. some of the lyrics have been tweaked to fit rp purposes, but feel free to change anything to your liking !! i hope you like these as much as i did  ♡

the 1

i'm doing good, i'm on some new shit .

i thought i saw you at the bus stop, i didn't though .

you know, the greatest films of all time were never made .

well, i guess you never know .

if you wanted me, you really should've showed it .

it's alright now .

but we were something, don't you think so ?

i had this dream that you were doing some cool shit .

you know, the greatest loves of all time are over now .

if one thing had been different, would everything be different today?

you would've been the one .

cardigan

when you are young, they assume you know nothing .

but, i knew you? .

baby, kiss it better .

you said i was your favorite ! 

a friend to all is a friend to none .

i felt like i was an old cardigan .

to kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed .

you drew stars around my scars .

i tried to change the ending, but . . .

i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs .

i knew i'd curse you for the longest time .

i knew you'd come back to me .

the last great american dynasty

how did a middle-class divorcée do it ?

the wedding was charming, if a little gauche in my opinion .

ah, there's only so far new money goes .

their parties were tasteful, if a little loud .

she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green !

fifty years is a long time, you know   .

i had a marvelous time ruining everything .

exile

im holdin' all this love out here in the hall .

i think i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending .

you're not my homeland anymore .

so what am i defending now ?

i can see you starin', honey .

second, third, and hundredth chances . how many more do you want ?

i'm not your problem anymore !

there is no amount of crying i can do for you .

we always walked a very thin line .

you didn't even hear me out .

you never gave a warning sign .

i gave so many signs .

i never learned to read your mind .

you never turned things around .

my tears ricochet

and if i'm on fire, you'll be made of ashes, too .

even on my worst day, did i deserve all the hell you gave me ?

i loved you, i swear i loved you .

i didn't have it in myself to go with grace .

i'm dead to you, why are you at the wake ?

you know i didn't want to have to haunt you .

you used to tell me i was brave .

i can go anywhere i want, just not home .

you would still miss me in your bones .

i still talk to you when i'm screaming at the sky .

you turned into your worst fears .

you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain you have inside you .

mirrorball

i'll show you every version of yourself tonight .

i know they said the end is near . . .

i can change everything about me to fit in .

you are not like the regulars .

i'm still a believer, but i don't know why .

i'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me .

seven

please, picture me in the trees .

i was too scared to jump in .

are there still beautiful things ?

sorry, i can’t recall your face .

i love you to the moon and to saturn .

i've been meaning to tell you this, i think your house is haunted .

your dad is always mad, though ?

i think you should come live with me .

we can be pirates !

august

i never needed anything more .

are you sure ?

will you call when you're back at school ?

i remember thinking i had you .

it was never mine .

i can see us twisted in bedsheets .

back when we were still changing for the better . . .

for me, it was enough .

i canceled all of my plans just in case you'd call .

meet me behind the mall .

so much for summer love and saying "us"  .

you weren't mine to lose .

get in the car !

this is me trying

i've been having a hard time adjusting .

i didn't know if you'd care if i came back .

i have a lot of regrets about that .

i'm here in your doorway, where are you ?

i just wanted you to know that this is me trying .

fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here .

i’m pouring out my heart to a stranger .

it's hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you .

illicit affairs

make sure nobody sees you leave .

tell yourself you can always stop .

well , that's the thing about illicit affairs .

don't call me baby .

look at this godforsaken mess that you made me !

you showed me colors you know i can't see with anyone else .

look at this idiotic fool that you made me !

you taught me a secret language i can't speak with anyone else .

and you know damn well that for you, i would ruin myself .

invisible string

i used to think i would meet somebody there .

were there clues i didn't see ?

she said i looked like an american singer, how absurd was that ?

one single thread of gold tied me to you .

now i send their babies presents !

mad woman

what did you think i'd say to that ?

what do you sing on your drive home ?

fuck you forever !

what about that ?

there's nothing like a mad woman .

what a shame she went mad .

you made her like that .

and women like hunting witches too .

it's obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together .

i'm taking my time .

you took everything from me .

epiphany

sir, i think he's bleeding out !

there are some things you just can't speak about .

with you, i fall down .

this is something med school did not cover .

doc, i think she's crashing out !

you only have twenty minutes to sleep .

try to make some sense of what you've seen .

dream of some epiphany, okay ?

betty

i won't make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom but i think it's 'cause of me .

one time i was riding on my skateboard . . .

when i passed your house it's like i couldn't breathe .

have you heard the rumors from inez ?

this time it was true !

the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you .

if i just showed up at your party, would you have me ?

would you tell me to go fuck myself ?

what if i told you it was just a summer thing ?

i know i miss you .

i know where it all went wrong .

i hate the crowds, you know that .

plus, i saw you dance with him .

get in, let's drive .

i dreamt of you all summer long .

i planned it out for weeks .

right now is the last time i can dream about what happens .

the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you .

peace

suddenly, it's clear .

i never had the courage .

as long as danger is near .

and it's just around the corner, darling .

all these people think love's for show .

i would die for you in secret .

the devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me .

would it be enough if i could never give you peace ?

it's like i'm wasting your honor .

is it enough ?

i'd give you my sunshine, my best, anything .

but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me .

hoax

this has broken me down .

give me a reason .

your faithless love's the only hoax i believe in .

don't want no other shade of blue but you .

no other sadness in the world would do .

you know i left a part of me back in new york .

you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart .

you knew you won, so what's the point of keeping score ?

what you did was just as dark .

#rph #rpt #sentence starters #starters #rp starters #folklore starters #i just love this album #mine: writing help

[cryptidofthekeys]

Wyatt’s Nightly Patrol

Wyatt was patrolling their property and looking into the woods, he wanted to make sure no outsiders had invaded during the day, and so far... Everything looked surprisingly normal, he was far from done patrolling sure, and even he knows one can invade right now if they so desired, its just rare anyone ever invades during the night, he finds that amusing... How the outsiders can be so scared of the darkness, or maybe... Perhaps its not the darkness itself, its what can be inside the darkness, its what they cannot see that terrifies them, the unknown if you will. Either way, Wyatt would patrol just in case, he had a lantern in hand, although he did not fear the darkness nor what was inside it, he did need to see however which way he was going, after all... He didn't want to end up in the deeper section of the woods, now if anything could terrify this man, if anything could ever mortify him, it would be the deeper section of the woods... What he saw that evening... Well, that's a story for another time, he merely shuddered at the thoughts of the deeper woods and kept pressing onwards, once he finally got to the gate, he went to the two other corners, there was nothing... So no one had broken it again which was good. Wyatt turned and headed back for the cabin, his patrolling was done, later on he would ask Luke to take care of the next patrol, he listened to the sounds of the forest as he walked back, something about the sounds that the forest made had always soothed Wyatt, calmed him down when he needed it the most, the sounds of the cicadas hollering away, or sometimes the sounds of the rain at night, and even what would be unnerving to most but he loves is the footsteps, the sounds of the crackles of the floor beneath your feet, fall had always made that sound so much better, he noticed the lanterns hanging on the trees in the distance, he was close to home again, however he stopped dead in his tracks when he heard one of the lanterns fall and shatter. He knew all too well what it was... It wasn't Alan, wasn't Luke, and it sure as hell wasn't Scott... They n e v e r messed with the lanterns unless one of the lights needed fixing, of course their not going to hang REAL lanterns out on the trees, their not stupid, they don't wanna set this whole place ablaze, the only REAL lantern here is the one Wyatt has strictly for patrol, sure, the fake lanterns aren't the easiest to manage when the lights go out but they have their ways, he then proceeded to get a bit closer and sure enough, he was right... It was one of t h e m... It was... An Outsider... In THEIR territory, they must've came from the other side after he had left, nonetheless... He immediately took a shortcut and walked back to the cabin, throwing open the door which immediately made all his brother's gazes snap over to him. Wyatt only smiled and chuckled "We've got another one, brothers... Another outsider, in OUR territory... I n v a d e r... Another unworthy soul unfortunately... Came from th' back way, must'a been after I got to the front gate because I sure as hell didn't see 'em..." He motioned for them to follow him, they all got up, grabbed their weapons and proceeded out the door, following closely behind Wyatt who then turned back to face them "Luke, Scott... Assume your positions... Alan, you follow me..." Luke and Scott pulled out their masks, Scott putting on his bull mask, Luke putting on his wolf mask and then walking on ahead, Wyatt put his fox mask on and motioned for Alan to do the same, Alan then pulled out his mouse mask and put it on as well. "Alan... You're with me... Just stick close with me brother and you'll be alright..." Wyatt finished, grinning at the youngest of them all, Alan nodded and followed behind Wyatt who led the way, while he'd one day love to just have a position of his own to go to instead of just following one of the others, for now... He's just got to listen, he knows the outsiders can be dangerous, can't be trusted... He'd love to just... Help his family out more than he usually can, maybe one day, just maybe... After they had all gotten into their positions, they waited for Wyatt to give the signal. (yes, I know their ages are not specified, but I will go ahead n say while im getting those ready- Alan is definitely the youngest of all the brothers) Scott with his hook and chain ready, Luke had his axe ready, Alan had his baseball bat just in case Wyatt called upon him... Wyatt watched as this person tried to move quietly through the forest, it was hilarious how they tried and expected no one to hear those heavy footsteps, they don't know how to be quiet in the slightest... He noticed their flashlight waving back and forth, trying to see their way through this place, he noticed how the light from said flashlight immediately went from place to place sporadically, almost as if the person got jumpscared, he didn't get to see who it was they saw unfortunately but he knew it was one of his brothers, he then watched as they immediately shined their light back in the same spot, there was no one there it seemed as they just looked from side to side in the area, making sure whatever entity they saw hadn't just moved. After they stepped a bit closer... Wyatt looked back at Alan and grinned, he got an idea, he also knew Alan wanted to do something... So he'd give him that opportunity, he immediately whispered the plan to Alan who nodded and took off his mask, he still kept his baseball bat with him, Wyatt didn't want him giving that up just in case something goes wrong, he took Wyatt's lantern and immediately headed towards the person, putting on a facade of fear, he looked around frantically with his lantern until he stumbled right on top of the person who screamed, it made him flinch back, part of the flinch was just for the act but the other part was real, he heard them call out after they noticed it was a person "O-Oh hey... Were you the one I thought I saw...? You don't... look as tall..." Alan merely shook his head and turned around, he didn't have to speak, he knew... That their desperation to get out of here would lead them to follow... The person called out for him "W-Wait! Come back! I need directions out of here, I'm los-" They watched as Alan disappeared into the shadows, they let out a sigh and proceeded forward after him, he could be their ONLY chance out of this forest! Alan however only kept a steady pace to stay one step ahead of them, not answering when they called out nor asked for directions, after a bit of walking, he finally disappeared into the nearest brush to get out of sight, they immediately began calling out for him to just come back, they were even begging at this point, desperate to get out of here, after a few moments of silence... Alan flinched as he heard them scream, he decided to look back and see who had gotten a hold of them, it was Scott, he had sunk that hook deep into their leg and began dragging them back to the cabin. Wyatt had finally walked past Alan, with Luke in behind and motioned for Alan to follow, he immediately followed them back to the cabin, he was beginning to wonder... Were they... not proud of him for his display? What he just did? ....They had to be surely, it could just be that they were busy with the outsider right now, they'd congratulate him later ...He hoped anyways, after they had gotten back, Luke seemed to be getting very irritated with their screams of terror and pain, outsiders were so... Loud and annoying, Scott seemed to feel the same way as he then let go of his chain and picked them up by the throat, threatening to snap their neck with a single movement before Wyatt got their attention with a finger snap "Brothers, brothers! E a s y now... Don't wanna kill 'em just yet... I'm sure y'all are e a g e r for some f u n, right?" Luke and Scott both nodded, this also had made Scott loosen his grip on their neck. Wyatt then looked back at Alan and he seemed to notice something as his mood shifted, he looked back to Luke and Scott "Go ahead n' have y'alls fun, there's somethin' I gotta do... Just try an' keep this one quiet, alright?" The pair nodded, Scott immediately covered their mouth to prevent anymore wails and pleas from escaping, they then dragged the outsider into their cabin and shut the door, after that, Wyatt had turned back to Alan and gently gripped the younger one's shoulders, taking the lantern he had held and setting it down beside them momentarily "Alan... Ya did wonderfully brother, your such a smart boy... I'm so proud of you..." Wyatt hugged Alan close, giving him a few pats on the back which Alan quickly returned, a smile formed on his face, he couldn't be happier... To hear that Wyatt was so proud of him, he felt tears running down his face and a few small sobs escaped him. Wyatt gave him some more pats on the back as he continued to embrace him, "Shh shshsh... Ya did a great job... Ya've grown so much... You're gonna keep on til one of these days, you'll be makin' the plans for us, in fact... Once Luke and Scott get done, Imma tell them all about what'cha did..." He still continued to hold Alan close, the younger brother didn't seem too keen on letting go right now anyways, despite how he was crying, the happiness and relief was just too overwhelming for him, to know that he made Wyatt THAT proud of him, after a bit of them just casually talking and Wyatt joking around to lighten the mood, Luke and Scott both opened the door, Luke was the one to speak albeit his voice was raspy and deep "It's done..." this made Scott nod and then Wyatt was smiling, something about his smile would seem unnerving to... well, the outsiders I'm sure. Wyatt then pointed to Alan "Oh b o y, do I got a story to tell y'all right now" He then began explaining what Alan had did, sure he did make the plan but Alan put a lot of effort into that one act, the outsider had followed him so blindly... Like a lamb to the slaughter! Wyatt chuckled at this, waiting for Luke and Scott's reactions... Luke actually smiled and looked at Alan "Ya did good..." Scott only gave a grin, a nod, and a thumbs up, he wasn't much for words which Alan had always understood... His smile grew even wider, the whole f a m i l y was proud of him... Even though he does know what he did was fairly simple, to know he's capable of doing something even like that is satisfying to him, he gives both Luke and Scott hugs who immediately hug back and give him some pats on the back as well, after the group hug, Wyatt immediately got their attention. "Now, how's about y'all go ahead n' dump the outsider into the deeper woods before it gets any later... Just remember brothers, don't stray, and absolutely whatever you do... Don't go into the deeper woods yourselves, just dump the body there an' that's it, ya hear me?" Luke, Scott, and even Alan nodded, then Luke and Scott went inside to retrieve the body, meanwhile Alan went along with them to help them out some more, Wyatt stayed behind, picking up his lantern once more and grinning wildly, another outsider... Terminated... And he couldn't be more happier about it... He headed inside and shut the door behind himself, he wasn't worried about his brothers disobeying him, or not coming back, so... He was going to be turning in for the night... (this isn't going to be TOO terribly long, its sorta just like- a short simple story to get these lads set up, nothin more, nothin less- I do gotta clarify, the masks they wear don't cover their entire face, hence why Alan can see their smiles, or they could see his- in a way their animal masks are kinda like masquerade masks, they don't cover their ENTIRE face, just the upper part if that makes sense, hope y'all enjoy this tho and these characters- im really proud of them tbh and there's only more to be added and developed with these lads, I also gotta say- I didnt wanna focus on gore for this one, so that's one no torture is REALLY just like- put out there, like there's hints and indications of it once they get inside the house, but nothing t o o graphically described- I wanted to focus on the main characters here)

#My Story #oc story #~{The Family}~ #thats a dumb way to tag them I know but listen #if there's a LOT of stories at least it'll be a bit easier to search ye? #tw: implied torture #tw: implied murder #tw: implied violence

[modharlow]

Today was one of those days again. The sky looked stormy yet shed no rain, the sun barely peeking out for a second before sheltering itself away. People were bustling about to do their everyday work, all seeming to enjoy themselves. Oh, how you wish that were you, but alas it was not. No, you were out here, passing through Valentine, because some sorry excuse of a father left the camp again. “Probably drunk off his ass again.” You lowly hissed out.

When Charles came up to Dutch and reported the missing man, the leaders eyes happened to fall on you to retrieve him. Fortunately he also sent Arthur with you. “I trust you kid,” Dutch started off as he lead you to your horse, “but not enough to believe you won’t kick Mr. Swanson’s ass.”

Well… at least he was cautious because he was right. If it had been just you, you would’ve beat the man black and blue—mostly out of anger but if you happen to fix whatever the hell was going on in that mans brain then that’d work fine too.

It wouldn’t be the first time you’ve lied hands on him, though you never want “too far”. Given everything he’d done, or hasn’t done for better words, you going easy on him was a mercy.

”Aw, now now, little birdy,” Arthur’s voice cut through your thoughts, “I know that face. Don’t tell me you plannin’ on killin’ him this time?” His tone was joking but you couldn’t help the silent “and if I do?” that came out.

Letting out a whistle, the outlaw adjusted his hat. “You ever gonna tell me what’s the bad blood between you two?”

”On my deathbed, maybe.”

”Don’t be like that.” He replied, his tone growing soft. “He’s still your father. Doesn’t help that he’s always drunk, I know, but he’s tryin’.”

You swore you’ve never felt such hot rage boil deep inside your veins. Your knuckles turned white from your grip in the horses’ reins and your teeth clenched down to prevent you from shouting at your friend. “Arthur,” your voice was tense, just like your body, “don’t be defendin’ that man when you’ve no reason.”

The ride was silent now, save for the goodhearted people that said hello to either of you as you passed, until you both made it out of town.

Arthur let out a long sigh before taking lead and changing the direction you both were going. “C’mon, we’re gonna talk this out, you ‘nd me.”

”Arthur-”

”We’ll find him, trust me. We always do. Right now you just need to explain to me why the hell you hate his guts so much when neither of you even look at each other.”

You took note at the new destination. It was somewhere away from the roads, perfect for a private talk.

Now it was your turn to let out a long sigh. You didn’t say anything until you both ended up by some trees. From there Arthur got off his horse and motioned for you to do the same. When you did he sat both you down at the foot of a tree, perfectly protected from prying ears and the possible rain if it were to happen.

Leaning his head against the tree, Arthur spoke. “When you joined our camp you were so happy, so giddy. You didn’t have a care in the world. It was… nice. A nice change of pace.”

”I was young then. I didn’t understand anythin’.”

”What makes you think you understand now?”

Scoffing, you turned away from him brought your knees to your chest. Silently, you said, “I understand enough to know he’s a dead-beat dad.”

”Feel like elaboratin’?”

It became silent again. The horses were eating grass as the tree swayed itself side-to-side, birds flying overhead in a mixture of dull colors. All were unaware of the grief and burning hatred you held inside.

Taking in a deep breath, in through your nose and out through your mouth, you started to pick at the dirt and rocks in the ground. “I was four when mama died.” You breathed out. “I didn’t know that’s what it was. Just thought she was nappin’, y’know? She’d always seemed so… tired.” You faintly turned to face Arthur. “Was like she lost her light.” A soft chuckle filled the moment. “Guess in the end… she did, huh?”

”I’m… Listen, I-”

”You wanna know how she died, Arthur?” You were facing him now, your face calm yet the grip you had on a spare rock from the ground said otherwise. “She used the exact mechanisms my father’s usin’ right now.” You turned your attention to the rock in your hands, fingers nimbly toying with it. “Turns out, you know, that she didn’t want a child. She wanted to be free… but was tied down because of me—and dad? Oh, well, he had his teachings to do. No, he could never come home on time or spend some moments with his only kid.” You tossed the rock away from you, your eyes narrowing to keep yourself at bay. “Don’t think he wanted a child either.”

”Now that ain’t true.” Arthur interjected before flinching slightly at your glare yet not faltering. “I dunno about your mama but Reverend loves you.”

”If he loved me then why the hell are we out here having to look for his sorry ass?!” You yelled, getting up from your spot and walking away a few steps. “If he loved me then why was he never there for me? When men would be lookin’ at me weirdly, or when kids would hurt me ‘cause I only had one parent? What about when I was almost kidnapped ‘cause his dumbass had a damn “meeting” to go too, huh?”

Arthur got up too with his hands held up in surrender as he took careful steps towards you. “Easy now. It’s okay. You’re okay.” But his words fell on deaf ears as you let your pent up emotions explode inside you.

”I was six when I learned what death was. I tried killin’ myself, then tried again a few months later. I was eight when I tried to talk to him only for him to push me away. I was nine when I ran away before comin’ back. It’s funny, you know, ‘cause it was like he didn’t notice I was gone.” You swallowed down the sob that desparely wanted to come out, instead letting whimpers leave your mouth. “I was fourteen when I realized he didn’t care for me. He never did, he only worries about himself—if you can even call whatever he’s doin’, “worrying”.”

You furiously wiped at your eyes, teeth eating away at your bottom lip to stop yourself from crying more. “Arthur. Arthur, I’m bein’ honest when I say this,” you took in a shaky breath, “I’ve dreamt of killin’ him. I’ve always felt free when I did it, too. It felt so refreshin’ to me. Was like chains were melted off and I could finally run again. It’s a feelin’ I chase after every time we have to look for him.”

When you looked up at Arthur with those vulnerable eyes, he was at a loss for words. He thinks back to his own memories of you being that happy-go-lucky kid he grew up with and felt his chest tighten. So was that all a facade so you could hide away your pain? How had he not noticed to sooner? Did anyone else know? Dutch? Hosea? You were close to those two but… did you ever really let them in?

”I’m… I’m sorry, I…” Those were not the words he wanted to say. Truly, he didn’t know what to say. He knew Swanson was not an ideal father but this—this is how you were treated? How you lived your life? “I don’t… know what to say.”

”No one ever does.”

After a short pause, Arthur felt his own anger begin to form when your died down. “Why the hell do we still keep him ‘round then? If he’s like this to you, then why don’t we just get rid of him? You’re the only one we really need. You hunt, fish, and you can even haggle someone almost as well as Hosea! He doesn’t do shit-”

”Arthur, I thank you for feelin’ my anger for me but it’s… I hate him, I do, but it’s more complex than that.” Now you felt bad for pulling your friend along with your emotions. You should’ve kept your mouth shut like you always had, only showing anger when it was just you and your dad alone.

Huffing, Arthur let his hands hold onto his belt as he leaned on his foot. “Well… we got all the time in the world for you to talk.”

While you dried off your wet face with your sleeve, you tried to formulate the correct words. “It’s… hard to explain. If he’s gone then… I’ll have no more blood-family. ‘Nd despite everythin’, well, he still let me go with him to join Dutch when he could’ve left me.” You voice trailed off, your eyes straying from the looks Arthur was giving you. “I-I know, okay? It’s idiotic for me to feel like this even after all that’s happened but I just—I can’t leave him to fend for himself. He lost his wife, ‘nd now I’m all that he has. Even if we don’t talk…”

”I don’t think I’ll ever understand you.” Arthur muttered as he took steps towards you. “I ain’t ever been in your boots so I guess I can’t say much but,” cautiously, he put his arms around you, “if you ever want his ass gone, just say so. Or if you… if you wanna leave ‘nd let him stay with the gang then… that’s alright. Just tell me beforehand, okay? I’d be mighty down if you up and left without a goodbye.”

You nodded your head while you returned the hug. Your eyelids stung and your body felt heavy from your outbursts of emotions, though you couldn’t deny how safe you felt right at this moment.

Closing your eyes, you let yourself get lost in the feeling of being openly loved by someone you held dear to you.

Arthur had been your first since you were first welcomed to the gang and a side of you berated yourself for keeping silent from him for so long. Still, within these moments, you felt alright. You felt… free. “I won’t leave. Not when I have someone like you lookin’ out for me.” You tried to bury yourself deep into his chest, wanting to stay with this comfort for much longer. Softly, you whispered out, “Thank you.”

#arthur morgan #arthur morgan x reader #rdr2 #red dead 2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdrii #red dead ii #red dead redemption ii #rdr2 imagines #red dead 2 imagines #red red redemption 2 imagines #rdrii imagines #red dead ii imagines #red dead redemption ii imagines #mod harlow #suicide // #child neglect // #child abuse // #maybe? #implied child abuse // #JUST IN CASE... #anyways I have daddy issues and hate my dad sorry Swanson u two are just v similar #Arthur hold me challenge

[the-trth-untold]

now its ur turn. do all of the sweetheart asks.

god jsjsjhdjk im just letting u kno these answers r gonna be BORING but hhhh THANK U 

1. Talk about your first love.

i’ve never been in love, never been in a relationship before. BUT i can vaguely remember my first crush back in 2nd grade. all i can remember was that his name was kyle and he was the only boy who ever spoke to me and my brain just went !!! 

2. What’s the most beautiful song you’ve ever heard in your opinion?

Break My Heart Again - FINNEAS or What Was Our Love All About - Adrian Milanio and Marylou Villegas 

these are just two that i can think of there are A LOT of beautiful songs

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

fine??

4. What kind of self care is your favorite to do?

i dont really do any self care things?? 

5. What’s your skincare routine?

i dont do any skincare routines either... ik im a monster

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

u must be blind if u think that 

7. Do you have any stuffed animals?

i used to have over 50 stuffed animals, i would always place them all over my bed neatly but i got rid of them now :( 

8. Best trip you’ve ever been on?

Myrtle Beach, SC because it was my first vacation spot and i was so happy seeing two dolphins close to the shore

9. Favorite thing about your room?

the color of my walls and blankets lol mint green and peach colors

i dont have anything cool in my room

10. Opinion on love?

i mean, it’d be nice to experience it some day and i hope i do but right now im content being by myself

11. Are you affectionate?

if i know you very well i can be, if not im very awkward and will barely make any eye contact with you

12. Who do you look up to?

i look up to people who have struggled a lot in their life, people who can be optimistic in any situation

13. Favorite poet?

i dont read much poetry, but i loved reading some things Emily Dickinson has published

14. Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place?

honestly any disney song makes me happy! im a huge disney nerd and listening to any of those songs makes me feel nostalgic.

when im in a bad place, any slow, ballad sounding song can calm me down

15. Do you play an instrument?

i played the flute in middle school but dropped it after less than a week LOL

16. Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)?

i like doing digital art but im not good at it and i dont have adobe illustrator anymore so i haven’t done anything recently

17. Do you dance? What style of dance?

i cannot dance and no one will make me

IM TOO EMBARRASSED EVEN IF IM ALONE HAHAHA

18. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology?

im a libra

i somewhat believe in astrology, i know there’s more to it than just your sun sign and there are different placements that make you different from the stereotypical traits people use for each sign

a lot of the “things about each sign” can be used for anyone because the responses can be very vague and many people can relate to 

19. Favorite old film?

too many

the shining, the breakfast club, carrie, pretty in pink, etcetcetc

20. What’s your hairstyle?

idk its a mess

curly/wavy and i have hardcut bangs 

21. What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion?

fall weather, where its like 50 F (or 10 C for all u weirdos out there), cold enough to put on a flannel and boots

22. What upsets you most about the world?

i only have two hands but there are so many cats and dogs. i cannot pet all of them. (IM SORRY THIS WAS UR ANSWER DASHA BUT IM KEEPING IT ITS SO CUTE AND FUNNY AND I RELATE)

23. Are you in love right now?

no

24. Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them!

i dont have a crush lol

25. Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them!

yes!!! i have two gorgeous puppies!!! if u wanna check them out u can follow my instagram i post them all the time @ the.moon.atomic

they’re such dorks but they fit my household idk how to describe it they just belong in my house hahha

26. Do you have a lucky number?

i dont really believe in lucky numbers 

27. Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash?

no, and i never heard about wishing on a fallen eyelash haha

28. Do you believe emoji spells to work?

no???????? i dont even know what that is

29. Do you believe in magic in general?

no

30. What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion?

when people finally stop hiding their true selves, show their real smiles, and laugh so hard they snort 

idk i just love people, well, most anyway sjsjhzjdsk

31. Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue?

love them 

theyre such pure colors and they just remind me of newborn babies hahaha

32. What instrumental sound is your favorite?

piano definitely

33. Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain?

yes! yes to both! i love rain more though, sorry wind

34. Who makes you happy?

my friends, family, and my mutuals 

35. What makes you happy?

listening to music

36. Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like?

ohh well i’d be living on germany for starters hahaha

id like to have my own house, maybe living with a best friend

definitely like 5784538902 cats and dogs, i love them 

at some point id like to have a relationship LOL

37. Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup? 

only on rare days ill put on makeup, i only use eyeshadow, liner, and mascara and ive never gone to a store thats just for make up, i just go to a pharmacy lol

38. Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own?

only if i absolutely have to, the dress i wore for my senior pictures is my favorite

39. Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it?

noo, ive never been in a relationship 

40. Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them?

i kinda really dont have one, not irl anyway

@neo-bangtan @mini-pretzel are my closest friends online, i love everything about u guys

41. Introvert or extrovert?

introvert

42. Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI?

im isfj

43. Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, or an angel?

uh idk?? i wouldnt want to be immortal so 

44. What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you?

acid jazz singer - the fratellis 

45. Parlez-vous français?

no my french sucks

46. Most beautiful place you’ve been to?

honestly i cant think of any place pennsylvania sucks ahhaha

47. Where/when do you truly feel at home?

home...... my bed...... LOL

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is gorgeous!

only if im not looking at myself lol

49. Favorite shoe you own?

slip ons or my new balance 

50. Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them?

N O i am so accident prone i can barely walk barefoot without tripping 

51. Do you feel loved?

kinda? sometimes?

52. How do you express love to those you care about?

just giving them a hug lol or saying i love you

53. Favorite term(s) of endearment?

no ones ever called me any but i like baby, im a simple girl 

54. Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you?

nothing?

55. When is the happiest you’ve ever been?

meeting new people who share the same interests 

56. Are you happy right now?

im pretty neutral atm

57. What makes you smile?

really awful jokes that ARENT EVEN FUNNY AND TALKING DASHA AND KARINA 

58. Do you laugh a lot?

i guess??

59. What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic?

soft vibes i guess haha

60. Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)?

i dont see myself marrying but if i would it would definitely be for love

61. What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married?

i dont really want to get married, most of the time it ends in divorce and theres just a lot of paper work and its a hassle i dont see a point in it 

62. Favorite flower?

hydrangeas 

63. Favorite artist?

edgar degas

64. Favorite music artist?

bts lol

65. How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you?

i try to be kind to everyone, i dont know if others perceive me that way but i think kindness is very important to me

66. Ever made a playlist for someone?

once and i loved it, pls ask me to make a playlist for u

67. Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath?

music and a soft blanket 

68. Early bird or night owl?

early bird

69. Morning routine?

wake up, look in the mirror, look away from the mirror, go back to bed. (AGAIN THIS IS UR ANSWER DASHA BUT IM KEEPING IT HHAHAHAHA)

70. Night routine?

shower and watch netflix until i fall asleep

71. What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion?

being humble

72. Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after?

yes yes and yes

im such a cry baby i will cry at everything if u yell at me or if disappoint u im so sensitive 

73. Do you like hugs?

yes but i dont receive many hugs

74. When was the last time you kissed someone?

never

75. Are you small or tall?

small, 5′4 or 164cm

76. Do you like wholesome memes?

who doesnt

77. Favorite thing about the past?

anything that makes me feel nostalgic 

78. Do you ever wonder about the future?

yes

79. Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in?

nooo

80. Do you like plane flights? Airports?

ive never been on a plane

81. Sunrises or sunsets?

sunsets

82. The beach or a forest?

beach

83. What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood?

when im sleeping lol

84. Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t?

i try to 

85. Favorite kind of tree?

what kind of question is this i dont know anything about trees

86. Do you care about the health of the Earth?

i want to but i dont do anything for it

87. What did you like most about your childhood, if anything?

fieldtrips in school

88. Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book?

i try to read more, my favorite book is more happy than not 

89. What are you most nostalgic for at the moment?

disney, i just put my christmas tree down and the ornaments are disney characters

90. What’s your favorite personality trait you have?

honesty i guess?

91. List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance.

my eyes

92. When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about?

after i bathe 

93. Do you worry a lot?

yes all the time

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

dazzling lights of the city

95. Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason?

no 

96. Favorite pastry?

??????????? i dont know??????????

97. Do you like doing little acts of kindness?

YEAH

98. How’s your day/night going?

fine so far, i dont have to work today so im just chillaxing 

[personagf-moved]

alphabet & soft questions ✨

I was tagged by my bb’s @prksjmiin (alphabet ask) and @joonieblossoms (soft ask) and i didn’t want to make two separate posts so im gonna apologize in advance bc i decided to stick both posts together :’) dkdkkdkd yall aint gotta read everything but if u do ily and im sorry i write novels on novels dlfksdkf

i’ll tag @koyasdad, @1ovegf, @joonlit, @sleepyyyoongs, @constellationstars and @capgi 💘

honestly feel free to do either one or both or none if u want dkkdkdkd i just wanted to tag u guys bc ily

Alphabet ask:

a // age: 21

b // birthplace: new jersey!

c // current time: 1:17 am

d // drink you had last: coffee

e // easiest person to talk to: my brother when he isnt being an absolute fool

f // favorite songs: 

aint it fun - paramore

trivia love 

honey - kehlani

abbey - mitski

moonlight - ariana grande

g // grossest memory: i was in the city one time and a bird shit on my forehead. i think about it at least twice a week 

h // horror yes or horror no:  H O R R O R   Y E S   B A B E E E Y Y Y Y Y Y Y im the absolute worst person i’ll dead ass watch a scary movie/video or read horror stories by myself just bc. 

i // in love: with my whole ass soulmate namjoon. i luv u string bean man

j // jealous of people: im not even gonna try to lie i am a very jealous person and i am so sorry about it but i really cant help it lmfao. blame my scorpio venus i guess

k // kids of your own someday: when i say i have been thinking about this everyday.........! i wanna have it all i want the kids the white picket fence the dream house everything. i cant wait to be a mommy one day and love n support my bb’s :’)

l // love at first sight or should i walk by again: we a whole ass fool on main and believe in love at first sight!!!! i really do believe soulmates are a true thing and if a love is destined to be across an infinite span of lifetimes and universes then it will always find its way back. when you know, you know, and i genuinely believe that. 

m // middle name: padilla

n // number of siblings: 1 older brother, 1 half brother (older), and 1 half sister (older)

o // one wish: to find true love

p // person you last called: my manager bc i had a work question lol

q // question you’re always asked: “why are you like this” (usually friends @ me when i wild out...which is like everyday), “are you mad?”, “how old are you REALLY?”, “how’s your brother?” (bc he ghosts all family n i have to speak on his behalf like always fsdfjksdf)

r // random fact about you: i once used a horrible bootleg copy of the force awakens to make a star wars crack video dubbing the part in shrek when he first meets donkey over the scene when rey first met bb-8 and it went viral and has like 200,000 notes and even had articles written about it. also i had a weird fascination with jar jar binks and danny devito when i was in high school and i had a habit of making either one of them my icon on school accounts so i could make people laugh when they emailed me or saw me in a word document skfkkkfkf

s // song you last sang: “abbey” by mitski :’(

t // time you woke up: exactly 10 this morning and it was weird bc i picked up my phone and it had JUST turned 10 when i looked i was so shook lol 

u // underwear colour: she be black 

v // vacation destination: paris bc im a basic bitch :’) also japan/all asian countries. i wanna connect with my roots more :/

w // worst habit: yeeting the fuck outta people’s lives when i think they’re getting too close/when i get overwhelmed. im sorry im a flighty bitch @ anyone i’ve ever ghosted :( i love anyone who’s ever tried to talk to me and its never ur fault, i just get the urge to escape sometimes and i’m trying to fix it 

x // x-rays: omg @ tori dead ass me too tho, i had x-rays when i broke my arm when i was around 6 :o

y // your favorite food: my mom’s spaghetti! and sushi. also i love any and all filipino food but specifically i like nilaga and kare-kare oooo baby

z // zodiac sign: we’re a proud libra sun 

Soft ask:

What’s the smell of your shampoo?

we got them fruity scents up in here we keep that shit smellin like a goddamn strawberry field take a fuckin whiff babes

What’s your aesthetic?

the moon and stars, soft pink and purple sunsets with a burning red on the horizon, sunrises as well, paintings and generally all art revolving around flowers and the celestial, pretty pastel pink and yellow, the sound and smell of rain falling against the window while being curled up in bed uwu 

What’s your favorite time of the day and why?

lately it’s been night time. i generally get more creative and feel more at home during the night. i miss being a morning person tho. 

What do you most like about the beach?

not a lot fklsjdjfkslkdflksdlkf i usually only go to get a tan and walk the boardwalk with my friends, but if i had it my way i would never step foot in the ocean for the rest of my life sdjdjdjdjsj we dont trust her!!!!!!!!!

What do you worry about constantly?

when i’m gonna figure out what i wanna do with my life lol. i took a year off to think about it but all i ended up doing was working myself to exhaustion and getting comfy in a work only mindset and now i’m only even more confused about what i want to pursue. i’m just glad im going to chicago next week because i feel like a change of setting for even just a week could give me a much needed reset on my mindset going into the next year. i worry about the future but the problem is i worry about the present too lol. oh well, we’ll figure it out!

What is a song you’ve cried to before?

oh boy...

trivia love

moonchild

first love

she used to be mine - waitress soundtrack

20 something - sza

26 - paramore

the letter - kehlani

landslide - fleetwood mac

when you see my friends - mayday parade

and many........many many more...... skskskks music is my main emotional outlet so naturally im gonna cry over anything that reflects my heart

What are some relaxing tips for your followers?

as The World’s Number One Most Stressed Out Human Being™️ i am definitely in no way fit to give advice on how to relax LMFAO 

but i guess something that always works for me is putting on music i KNOW will make me sing a long or make me happy to distract me from the nerves i’m feeling. also putting on my favorite comfort movies to make me feel better (they’re big fish, scott pilgrim vs the world, and spirited away btw lol)

 What are some things that make you tear up?

the ending of coco, seeing my mom cry, or anyone i love cry tbh, when children are neglected/abused, thinking about the world i’ll have to bring my future children into and how i’m going to be able to teach them to stay strong and bright in the face of it, lyrics that hit too close to home, absolutely anything tbh i cry easy

What is your favorite from each sense?

sight - the view of my cherry blossom tree against a pink sunset in the spring of my childhood home, a person’s eyes and how they light up when they smile, especially when they crinkle as they laugh

smell - the earth after rain, a forest in autumn

taste - my mom’s cooking, good coffee on an early morning

sound - beautiful melodies and harmonies to accompany them, a baby cooing, birds chirping at sunrise

touch - my pillow when its nice and cool, a cat’s tummy, a baby’s cheeks, fingers running through my hair

What is an alternative reality you’d like to live in?

one where im married to namjoon n we have a lot of smart musical prodigy babies who have his dopey smile and i live comfortably in our big ass home in korea where i raise our babies n get that good pipe down every night like i should

jk i wanna live in a reality where magic is real and i can cast spells and live my best life as the true witch that i am

What are some troubles you face on a daily basis?

for starters im ugly as shit so theres one

if we mean practically then i have really bad knees and i recently busted them again so its been really hard getting up and down stairs lately and bending over 

but idk theres not really much. emotionally i just tend to get withdrawn and timid in public so it can be hard for me to speak up when i go out

What is one scene from a book that makes you really sad?

unfortunately i haven’t read as many books lately as i did when i was younger...so a lot of my memories are from books that i read like as a kid lol......THAT BEING SAID i think rue and finnick’s death in the hunger games was truly heartbreaking to read, the spine of my copies of both books have cracks on those pages bc i had to read it several times just to really believe it. also i thought it was written so heart wrenchingly well that i had to go back.  also in looking for alaska when pudge, a man who loved to know people’s last words, realized that he would never know alaska’s last words. im also really thankful for that book bc it introduced me to wh auden’s poetry and to this day he’s still one of my favorite poets of all time.  

Say something to your followers:

thank you thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU for following me and for some reason deciding to stay after how many times i act up on the daily. all jokes aside i really appreciate every single one of you no matter the number and i sincerely hope that you always have love and joy in your heart and that 2019 treats you well. i HONESTLY mean it when i say that i am always here if you guys want to talk or send me things or roast me or talk shit seriously i wanna hear it all and talk about it all i think all of you are so interesting and so beautiful and i’d love to get to know more about you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS! yeet!

#this is soooo long im so sorry oh my god

[lovebunnie]

Do all the asks coward

1. what does your wallet look like?

-i got it as a present from my uncle for christmas and its really expensive but also so ugly im sorry uncle tom. its like that ‘southern fashion’ bullshit that white MAGA moms wear. but it was better than my old wallet, which looks like this and i got when i was 12:

2. favorite color?

- baby pinnk

3. do you own a pride flag, or more than one?

-heres the thing: my parents basically know im not straight but i havent told them. my brother has thought i was a lesbian since freshman year, i have a small pride pin on my backpack, ive never been on a date, its complicated. but no, i dont have one. maybe one day, hopefully.

4. describe your favorite outfit

-black pants, platform doc martens, hoodie under a jean jacket, one clip on earring, and holding my crushes hand :]

5. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter, and what’d she do?

-okay so theres this girl in my theatre class who is really cute, and she put her head on my shoulder and shes pagan so she drew a little sigil on my arm that means “safe and homely” so like :)))))))))))))

6. do you use nail polish?

-i do, i mostly do black tho

7. do you keep organized?

-absolutely. i have things online filed accordingly, i pick out my outfits the day before, my binders are neat, i learned how to army fold my shirts, i keep my shit CLEAN

8. ever take naps?

-only accidentally. ill be laying in bed watching youtube and next thing you know my autoplay has me watching a markiplier video even tho i dont like him and its 4 hours later

9. who was your first crush?

-idk if this is a real person or not so ill do both. my first fake person crush was either troy from high school musical or frankie stein from monster high. and my first real crush was on a boy named dominic in elementary school. i told him i liked him at the end of 5th grade because i thought i was switching schools but then i didnt and we never spoke again.

10. what are your crush tendencies? fall hard or often?

-both both both. i am the worst with crushes. i have crushes all the time because im romantic and a fucking fool. i have 3 crushes off the top of my head rn and i like them all for different reasons. thats not to say that i want to date them, but its that i like them a lot and i kinda wanna kiss their cheek or hold their hand idk

11. describe your ideal day

-play overwatch with my best friend (u gonble >:) ) then hang out with my cat, go get a smoothie, buy some cool shoes or something, take a shower and be asleep by 9 :,)

12. describe your ideal date

-i have stated that build a bear is an amazing first date and im NOT BACKING DOWN. ITS CUTE AS FUCK AND ILL ACCEPT NOTHING LESS!!

13. whats your favorite food?

-either sushi or strawberries :3c

14. who do you feel most comfortable around?

-my theatre class, people from camp, and gobble

15. what is your favorite compliment to receive?

-i dont have a favorite, any and all are going to make my face go red so i have to cover it and maybe make me cry

16. did you/do you like highschool?

-the first 3 years fucking sucked but senior year has been amazing so far. mostly because i just kinda stopped giving a fuck but its amazing

17. favorite animal?

-i think its cats now. i really like cats

18. do you like your name?

-eh, its okay. its pretty but also it seems like there are 60 million fucking people named grace and its so annoying. i wish it was something more unique idk

19. what kind of weather is your favorite?

-a light rain. no swinging trees or thunder, just lots of rain. its nice to stay inside and feel secure

20. do you believe in horoscopes?

-absolutely not. but theyre fun if you like them

21. tell us about your music taste

-its horrific. to sum it up, my two favorite musicians are the gorillaz and frank sinatra. take from that what you will

22. have you had your first kiss? if so, what was it like?

-i havent had my first kiss yet. gonna be honest, i felt like i was going to, a few times at camp and recently when classes ended. but yeah, nothing yet

23. did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a kid?

-i went thro cycles of favorites. but one ive had for years is a plush shadow the hedgehog from universal studios i got when i was 6. i used to carry him around, even to a pool once

24. what time do you usually wake up and go to bed?

-if you know me, you know i go to bed ridiculously early. i usually get tried at around 6pm and fall asleep between 7:45 and 8:30. and i always wake up before 6 am. i havent slept past 6 am continuously since the end of junior year. please help me

25. what dream trip would you take with your wife?

-maybe to go explore new york, just the two of us that sounds like fun :]

26. do you have any pets?

-i have 2 dogs and a cat. the family owns the dogs but that cat is mine

27. what pair of underwear is your favorite?

-uhhhhhhhhhhh i have some with rainbows that are cool? i dont have favorites, none of them are cute anyway

28. what makes you smile?

-funny jokes make me smile real hard, and if you compliment me at the right time, i kind of pull my legs up and hide my face? its cute and charming i promise

29. what makes you feel heavy?

-in both the physical and metaphorical sense, eating bread

30. what makes you feel better?

-watching bo burnham always makes me feel better, hes my go to whenever im really depressed

31. how do you show your love?

-i show my love in everything i do. everything i do is for love, i love love so much its sickening

32. when is it time to get a haircut?

-whenever u want to lol?

33. where would you live if you could live anywhere?

-maybe san francisco, its beautiful and i love the city

34. do your friends and family take good care of you?

-as much as i allow them to. sometimes i go days without communicating and i know thats annoying but my friends put up with it (they shouldnt have to, i know) and my family is okay. its cliche to say, but they honestly dont understand what im going thro alot of the times, esp with my anxiety and shit

35. have you always used the labels you use now?

-back in the beginning of highschool, i used they/them pronouns and identified as asexual/aromantic. eventually, it didnt feel right, so i know identify as cis and bisexual and that feels right to me

36. what makes you laugh?

-my friends, when people shit talk gobble and i in overwatch even tho???? we didnt know him?????? and the mcelroys always get me

37. who is your favorite fictional character?

-too many options, see list here

38. who do yo admire?

-my father when hes not threatening to throw my phone into a fucking lake and my friends for putting up with me

39. describe yourself in three words

-i am baby

40. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 

-usually about 45 min, more or less as each day goes

41. what do you wish you could tell your younger self?

-listen: STOP GIVING A FUCK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN, BE YOURSELF. STOP HIDING AND BEING SCARED OF YOURSELF, BE GENUINE!!!!

42. what would you do if you win the lottery?

-get my parents settled, see about other family members, and then distribute the money to charities accordingly, starting with flint and getting them water

43. would you call yourself a romantic?

-yes

44. what is your gayest childhood memory?

-my mom had cosmos magazines

45. do you have tattoos or want any?

-i dont have any tattoos but ive been obsessed with them since the 6th grade. id love to get tattoos, i just dont know what or where and also im afraid of pain

46. whats your worst habit?

-either biting my thumbs, starving myself, or ghosting my friends. prob ghosting my friends

47. what are you proud of?

-i guess coming out of my shell finally? idk, i actually have friends now and it feels amazing tbh. im in 5 group chats now. i havent been in a group chat since 6th grade. :))))))

48. did you know that youre actually a gift to the world, for real?

-hi i love you?

49. whats your favorite memory?

-there are so so many. but what comes to mind first is our dance night at camp where we all stood outside and i finally gave ian my tumblr and we all ran inside to dance to mr. brightside then ran outside again and we requested nightcore and rivers was fucking dancing their hearts out and we all sang along and im going to crying just typing this out

50. do you have a sweet tooth?

-i guess so. too much makes me feel like shit but i do really enjoy smarties

51. what do you like most about yourself?

-this is dumb, but my sense of style. since i got a job ive been wearing shit i actually like and its amazing. ill admit i have cool clothes

52. what makes you fall for a girl?

-besides acknowledging me, probably getting to know me and not like, putting me on a pedestal. idk its weird, ive met a lot of people this year who like to place me so high it feels like i cant make a mistake around them without disappointing them. idk, i want someone to call me out on my bullshit instead of assuring me im okay. i want to know what i do wrong so i can fix it

53. make a recommendation

-for what? uhh okay for music, listen to ‘clay pigeons’ by michael cera (yes i know michael cera) and for television, watch bojack horseman and for movies, watch the docuseries called ‘7 days out’ on netflix

54. have you ever had your heart broken?

-yeah, when i broke up with maddy because we werent ready to date. i cared and continue to care about her and i didnt want to hurt her but i knew its what we both needed. its what i needed, atleast. and i cant be a good girlfriend if i feel like im doing badly. but also ive had friends break my heart and family break my heart. but im okay now, this heart is ready to be broken again

55. when do you feel most yourself?

-def when i was at camp, that place is magical in the way it allows you to be yourself. but also when i talk to gobble because hes my best friend and when im at college, we can talk more and its gonna be dope as shit

56. name a gorgeous celeb

-jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal 

57. what are some of your favorite songs this week?

-fake happy by paramore, im not okay (i promise) by my chemical romance, tomorrow comes today by gorillaz

58. tell us 2 or your biggest hopes and fears

-biggest hopes: i publish a book someday & i get a job doing something i love

-biggest fears: i end up homeless and broke & something horrific happens in college

59. what flavor chapstick/lipbalm is the best?

-raspberry i guess

60. are you okay?

-i answered a lot more honestly then i shouldve for some of these and i start new classes tomorrow so im feeling really anxious so im doing alright i guess.

gobble you test me but i do love you

#g0bbleb0ners #that took 90 minutes #also i got kinda real here.... ://////// #whatever no one reads these things anyway

[nisitime]

Talk about your first love. he was sweet and turned out to be a douche drama queen

What’s the most beautiful songs you’ve ever heard in your opinion? oof hard to tell cause i love music in general ;; but i think all lo fi is amazing

How’s your heart feeling right now? broken as per usual but trying to heal

What kind of self care is your favorite to do? hmmmmmmmm eating fruit and maybe hair care

What’s your skincare routine? wash and sfoliate and lotion

How did you get to be so beautiful? no

Do you have any stuffed animals? a bunch

Best trip you’ve ever been on? hmmm i love everytime i go out

Favorite thing about your room? my computer and the photos on the wall

Opinion on love? love it but can soffocate 

Are you affectionate? way to much for my own good

Who do you look up to? my brother

Favorite poet? dont have one

Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place? lo fi in general and sometimes dodie clark

Do you play an instrument? i dont but i have a couple of ocarinas and flutes

Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)? i do, tradicional i use alot ot watercolor but i also draw digitally

Do you dance? What style of dance? i dont...prefer singing

What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology? gemini and +/-

Favorite old film? Dumbo and spirited Away

What’s your hairstyle? Bangs short on the back long in the front (even tho i have long hair now)

What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion? storming outside when im inside with a blanket

What upsets you most about the world? Arrogant ppl, and ppl who know they are wrong but still refuse to appologise and change

Are you in love right now? yis c:

Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them! also yis! he the cutest and makes me feel desired

Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them! i dont but i wish

Do you have a lucky number? not really

Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash? yes and yes

Do you believe emoji spells to work? ??????

Do you believe in magic in general? +/-

What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion? people smiling

Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue? i love all colors

What instrumental sound is your favorite? flutes in general

Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain? i love both

Who makes you happy? everyone that is nice to me

What makes you happy? everything thats sweet soft and kind

Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like? pure, sweet, a small house 2 kids a noice husbando and i would continue on drawing

Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup? i dont wear it as often as i wanted cause i feel way to shy about it >///<

Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own? I DO, i have this super fancy one in dark red ;;;

Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it? i have more than one, i cried and moved on at my pace

Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them? prolly my bf, i can trust him with my heart

Introvert or extrovert? SUPER introvert

Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI? i do and its  ISFJ

Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, a or an angel? prolly a fairy???

What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5NlyYBwsds

Parlez-vous français? un petit peu

Most beautiful place you’ve been to? ....i love going out in general ;;;;

Where/when do you truly feel at home? with the ones i love

Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is goreous! it does and thank you ;;

Favorite shoe you own? ALL MY NIKE’S

Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them? i love how they look on me but cant walk

Do you feel loved? sometimes

How do you express love to those you care about? being kind and supportive

Favorite term(s) of endearment? just call me by my name

Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you? my best friend at the time (that actually abondoned me??) she called me on the phone and i was crying, she went to my place (1 hour away from where she was) and took care of me, she knew i didnt wantedo to talk so she just stood there hugging me till  i cried everything and fell asleep

When is the happiest you’ve ever been? this past years have been nice

Are you happy right now? i guess

What makes you smile? sweet and kind ppl

Do you laugh a lot? i do

What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic? sweet and lofi

Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)? mutual love

What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married? i do, i want a simple wedding and the person who im gonna marry to be crying when he/she sees me

Favorite flower? Lily of the valley

Favorite artist? oofie... i dont have one

Favorite music artist? also dont have one

How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you? for me kindness is one of the most important traits ppl should have and i do think im super kind

Ever made a playlist for someone? dont think so

Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath? i usually just cry

Early bird or night owl? both?

Morning routine? my skin care routine, breakfast and computer or school

Night routine? computer all night and one yogurt/fruit

What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion? Kidness and respect

Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after? i cry more than i shoul...my emotions get out but its never enough and i dont feel better after

Do you like hugs? i love them

When was the last time you kissed someone? the other day?

Are you small or tall? i’m tall but i always feel smol thanks to my bf and brother

Do you like wholesome memes? 👏 I 👏 Do

Favorite thing about the past? learning with my mistakes

Do you ever wonder abou the future? i do

Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in? nop

Do you like plane flights? Airports? YIS

Sunrises or sunsets? Both if im with someone nice

The beach or a forest? same thing as 81

What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood? *thinking* honestly dont know, my mood swings alot

Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t? depends if im in a bad mood bacause of someone in the group

Favorite kind of tree? birch tree

Do you care about the health of the Earth? YUP

What did you like most about your childhood, if anything? vacations almost everyday

Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book? when i have the time, i love the hunger games trilogy

What are you most nostalgic for at the moment? my dad

What’s your favorite personality trait you have? im kind and soft spoken

List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance. my hips

When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about? last summer

Do you worry a lot? I DO

The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside? I love both tbh

Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason? yis, aesthetics

Favorite pastry? sdfgsdfhgaerhga i love sweets in general ;;

Do you like doing little acts of kindness? yis

How’s your day/night going? not great but im maganing

[themisfitthrone]

i was tagged in 3 tag games in the last day or so and instead of making 3 separate posts in which i tag much of the same people, i decided to consolidate. i love you all who tagged me.

uh....idk if i have anyone to tag? you guys kind of covered everyone i WOULD tag. i guess @flowerparrish, @colormekorrasami, @jordanetalaredead, @megayest, @twin-ace, @lakesandquarries, @peachy-shrimp, and @hotdamnlookatthispan.... if any of these look interesting, you should totally do them!

okay everything under the cuuuuut

tag game number one: tagged by the sweetest human, @carrie-frances

what’s your favourite song(s) to sing/hum? this is a tough one? currently i’ve been singing You by Keaton Henson a lot and also Ophelia by The Lumineers. Let Her Go by Passenger is another goodie for singing lately. Oh and Lost Boy!!!! by Ruth B.

what’s your favourite flower/tree/plant? I love nature wow. My favorite tree is definitely a Weeping Cherry Tree or Willow. My favorite flowers are sunflowers and roses! Plants in general, I just really love cacti? It’s a product of having family I adore in Arizona haha

what do you always doodle? hm... cats, mostly

how do you take your tea/coffee? With plenty of splenda and some milk

favourite candle scent? Vanilla, mostly. just sweet things

what perfume do you wear? body sprays from bath and bodyworks, usually vanilla or peach

what’s your go-to dance move when you’re alone? i have zero clue haha

favourite quote? i don’t know off of the top of my head! perhaps the one i have tattooed, from star wars. “luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.”

favourite self care routine? putting on good smelling lotions. reading a book. snuggling oliver. calling someone i love.

fuzzy socks or house slippers? both! but mostly fuzzy socks

what colour are your eyes? just plain ole brown

what’s your favourite eye colour on others? idk? i think blue or green but i adore brown eyes on everyone

favourite season? why? autumn, i like the colors and the clothes and the smells

cheek, neck or nose kisses? cheek! but the real MVP are forehead ones

what does your happy place look like? the beach but without all the people. or a quiet forest with light filtering in

favourite breed of dog? i’ve always loved boxers the most, and cavaliers

do you ever want to be married? if so, what colours would you pick for your wedding theme? yes, i think i do? i don’t know what colors, it’s always changing. i think it depends on the person i’m with because their input would matter. i’d want the colors to be whatever colors they think of when they see me and vice versa

cursive or print? it’s a solid mix but mostly print

favourite weather? raining and warm, but not thundering

tag game number two: tagged by the amazing @dancyon

— What was your last…

1. Drink: iced tea

2. Phone call: my aunt calling with some hard news

3. Text message: my aunt with an update

4. Song you listened to: love me by the 1975

5. Time you cried: yesterday and i’m gonna cry later today @ love, simon

6. Dated someone twice: yeah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: for sure

8. Been cheated on: by two different people, apparently im easy to cheat on

9. Lost someone special: sadly, i’ve lost a few

10. Been depressed: lmao got that good good depression goblin

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: god yeah whoops sorry friends

— Fave colours

12. purple (any shade really)

13. blue (any shade really)

14. soft yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: ahhhh!!!! yes i have ♥

16. Fallen out of love: hhhhhhhhhh

17. Laughed until you cried: probably

18. Found out someone was talking about you: oh yeah

19. Met someone who changed you: yeah, in more ways than one

20. Found out who your friends are: idk???? kinda yeah

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: uh i think i have my ex still

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: majority

23. Do you have any pets: my boy @ollycat and then my dogs and cats @ my parents house

24. Do you want to change your name: i actually did but now i’m back to my birthname bc being NB is one big ???? of what do i want 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: oh shit well w my friends i got drunk on rum, dressed up like a pirate, and played d&d. and then fam was the usual cheesecake factory adventure

26. What time did you wake up today: uh around 8 something officially?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i think i fell asleep before midnight? if not i was watching Critical Role

28. What is something you can’t wait for: my next tattoo!!

30. What are you listening to right now: just the sounds of my grandparents house

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I have an ex named Tom and a Grandpa named Tom

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: just like....everything about this breakup and stuff i guess

33. Most visited website: god uh...tumblr and twitter????

34. Hair colour: naturally a dark brown with some reddish in it. it’s currently died as close as possible to that

35. Long or short hair: medium?

36. Do you have a crush on someone: no currently i’m avoiding all romance like the fucking PLAGUE

37. What do you like about yourself: i’m pretty tenacious

38. Want any piercings: nah, i’m more the tattoo type

39. Blood type: ..............why

40. Nicknames: bird, birb, kbird, kbirb, broseidon

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: aries

43. Pronouns: they/them

44. Fave tv show: on air right now it’s b99 and the good place. in general, buffy and gilmore girls

45. Tattoos: i currently have 6 and i want sooooo many more

46. Right or left handed: left!!!!

47: Ever had surgery: tonsils and stomach yeah

48. Piercings: none

49. Sport: none currently but football (soccer) will always have my heart

50. Vacation: currently in arizona!! i’ve been all over though, i miss mexico a lot

51. Trainers:  what does this....mean....like.....shoes???????

— More general

52. Eating: currently nothing? 

53. Drinking: iced tea currently

54. I’m about to watch: LOVE, SIMON AGAIN BITCH!!!!!!!

55. Waiting for: life to feel right

56. Want: a nap, like always

57. Get married: okay your answer of “if i get past my commitment issues and find someone that loves me, sure” was fucking perfect

58. Career: teacher!

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: taller

62. Older or younger: older

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64. Hookup or relationships: relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: nope

67. Drank hard liquor: hell yeah

68.Turned someone down: in high school yeah. and like once in college

69. Sex on first date: ........im an ace baby

70: Broken someone’s heart: supposedly

71. Had your heart broken: mhmmmm

72. Been arrested: nah, just brought home by cops

73. Cried when someone died: yeah, i cry at everything but especially death

74. Fallen for a friend: ..........only friends tbh

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: trying to? cullen says my heart’s vibranium

76. Miracles: some days i do

77. Love at first sight: probably not, i used to though

78. Santa Claus: not anymore

79. Angels: i’d like to

— Misc

80. Eye colour: brown!

81. Best friends name: i mean..... jenny, ellie, michelle, and cullen? plus like max and jor, of course

82. Favourite movie: i guess the princess bride is the Most Favorite of All

83. Favourite actor: my MAIN MAN, hugh jackman

84. Favourite cartoon: danny phantom right now

85. Favourite teacher’s name: in HS it was mrs haley and in college it was dr trainor....grad school so far it’s been jen lynady

final tag game: tagged by the cutest, @blurredmxnds

bold the statements that are true

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory (lmao about some things???)

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else 

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year (on and off)

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have at least 15 CDs (somewhere in my things)

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (i JUST ended my thing w this)

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone (just a toe)

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

#tag games #was uscjean #about the blogger

[the-goddess-of-change]

Snake charm, Requested.

i dont own the image used, all credit goes to the creator. 

Kyle looked down on his phone and checked the time ''okay so...3 more hours, gotta find a gift before that or she'll get mad...or are you supposed to give gifts ? what about flowers...but she said she dont want flowers...'' Kyle sighed ''ill just get her a nice necklace or something...jewelry is always good'' he cheered up and headed to the closet jewelry store The doorbell rang as he entered and the woman behind the counter smiled at him ''Welcome, can i help ?'' ''Oh...yeah, i'm looking for a necklace for someone'' ''Oh ? do you know what this person likes ?'' she giggles ''i do have an idea in mind yeah, i was looking for something animal themed kinda ?'' ''Oh ? like a cat or dog ?'' ''Nah, she works in a pet shop and has a pet snake so i figured something like that, you know like two snakes crossing or something like that'' ''Oh!'' she smiles and heads in the back room and gets out a silver necklace with two snakes on it'' ''Something like this ?'' Kyle looks at it and scratches his head ''I mean...that was what i had in mind...'' ''You're not the first one, a lot of people like it'' Kyle nodded slowly ''How much ?'' The woman looks at the tag ''Around...100$ is that okay ?'' ''Hm...i guess it is'' Kyle pays for the necklace as the woman puts it in the box and hands it to him ''Want it wrapped or something ?'' ''Nah, i'm fine but thanks'' Kyle smiles at the woman who smiles back ''Take care'' she says as Kyle walks out of the shop and checks the time ''Well, that took...20 minutes...ugh...and i dont really wanna go home but she said to meet her at the park.....ill head over now i guess...'' Kyle shrugged and started to head over to the park, Even though it was already autumn it was still relatively warm outside and the trees in all different colors kinda made it a bit more special ''Hmm...i guess autumn is okay...as long as its not raining at least'' Kyle picked up a fallen leaf on the ground and looked at it for a few seconds before throwing it away Kyle looked around and spotted a little kiosk and headed over to it Kyle went inside and got himself something to drink and something to eat and went over to the spot where they were supposed to me, a bench right next to the pond, kinda secluded  away from everyone else as well Kyle sat down on the bench and got out his phone again ''2 more hours...damn...this is gonna get boring, i should have gone home and just waited but...meh..'' Kyle sighed and lied down on the bench with one foot hanging out ''Bored bored bored....'' Kyle checks his phone debating to text the girl or not but after 10 minutes of mindless thinking he drops it ''i cant...im going to look desperate if i text her, she said 18.00 so ill just have to wait'' Kyle takes a sip of his drink as the jewelry box falls down on the ground ''damn it...'' Kyle sits up and picks up the box and opens it to look at the necklace ''why snakes...? i mean...i dont hate snakes but like...well...not my place to question i hope she likes it...'' he picks it up from the box and looks at it in more detail ''Like...it looks kinda cool i guess'' Kyle laughs quietly to himself ''i hope she likes it....'' Kyle smiles and looks out over the pond then back at the necklace ''hmm...maybe i should try it on...if she likes it maybe she wants me to get one...or something like that....maybe i'm insane thinking to deeply into it'' Kyle shrugs and puts the necklace on then takes a bad selfie with it on ''Uhm...i look like a poser but...yeah it's kinda cool'' Kyle smiles as he notices something One of the heads on the necklace is shining a gentle red color ''oh..cool, it has diamonds in it, probably why it cost that much'' ''Oh wait...uhm...snakes...i think they are considered luck in some places ? maybe ? i think so ? maybe Egypt ?...snakes and Egypt ? makes sense...or was it like some Asian country...i dont remember'' Kyle shrugs and tries to take of the necklace when he notices something weird ''Huh ?'' Kyle strokes his hand across his neck but...the cord is gone ''what ?'' Kyle tries again but still no cord he then looks down at his chest and sees that both snake heads are now shining a gentle red color ''Huh ? how...how is it in place without the cord ?'' Kyle touched the necklace with his finger as he feels a strange burning feeling in his hand and notices the necklace slowly fusing into his skin slowly turning into some kind of tattoo or marking... ''What the...? wait ? what ? wait wait wait wait....WHAT ?!'' Kyle rubs his hands against the tattoo but nothing happens instead he starts to feel something weird His legs have turned numb Kyle stands up from the bench but once he does he just falls down as his legs wont support him anymore ''What is this ? for real ?'' Kyle slaps his legs a few times but nothing happens ''Ah crap...'' He looks around furiously and takes of his pants and notices his legs are bright red ''What the hell is this ?!'' Kyle runs his hands across but still feels nothing ''i cant...i cant even move them! what is going on ?!'' Kyle reaches for his phone as an intense pain shots up his legs throughout his body Kyle clenches his eyes shut as he feels something strange happening to his legs yet again Kyle forces his eyes open to see his legs slowly starting to fuse together by the feet and upwards ''....This....what the fuck ?! That is not normal! that is not normal! i gotta call someone!' Kyle picks up the phone again but once again before he can text the intense pain comes back ''Ngh..!!!'' Kyle forces himself not to scream in case someone would find him in this...weird predicament ''okay okay okay....deep breaths...deep breaths...'' Kyle closes his eyes and takes a deep breath and looks down on his legs again they are not completely fused together and his feet are no longer there as they seem to more resemble some kinda tail more than humans legs now The bright red color is still there but it looks like the middle part is turning a gentle red-ish pink color and...his flesh is getting...scaly ''Wait what the shit ?! Scales ? that's...wait...what is going on ?! what is this!'' Kyle panics trying to make sense of the situation even though...its far behind sense at this point Scales starts to cover his entire tail as it seems complete he pushes himself of the bench and immediately falls on the ground ''okay okay...either i'm tripping really now or...this is a dream...a very...lifelike dream because like...my bottom half is like...a tail.....'' ''....wait...the necklace ? snakes.....No no...this is definitely not real'' Kyle laughs weakly and tries to move the tail a bit and slowly manages to control it as he is able to kinda sit on top of it ''So...okay...uhm...okay'' He looks down and notices his...manhood and butt is kinda gone as well ''Eh...i....i'm totally tripping, there must have been something i ate or drank...'' Kyle closes his eyes and takes a deep breath ''okay...i'm tripping...i have to be...'' ''Yeah, that's it, there must have been something in the drink...i bought...from the kiosk......Yeah...okay...so this is real...'' Kyle looks down at the tail and notices something else His shirt is way to big for him now for some reason Kyle takes of the shirt and looks down, sure enough he is a lot skinnier, his waist is smaller ''okay okay...no comment there...'' Kyle says nothing and notices something else as he looks down at his stomach, something is starting to...block his view Kyle keeps looking and notices his breast is starting to grow...larger and larger as it starts to form two very well developed breasts As they finish growing they bounce gently as Kyle just looks down at them dumbstruck to even open his mouth ''......'' No matter what he tries, his mouth wont open Kyle slowly moves his hands and cups the breasts with them Sure enough, they are real ''....holy shit...'' Kyle finally manage to say before struggling to say something else Kyle lets go of the breasts as they slowly bounce a bit as he does ''N-n....'' Kyle still cant utter a word as he crawls over to the pond and looks at his reflection in the calm clear water and notices something His face is starting to change going from a square shape into more a triangle shape, his teeth slowly changes as two small fangs protrude out from the top of his jaw His eyes turns bigger and his iris changes color from brown to orange and his pupil changes from round to a straight line going upwards instead Kyle just keeps on looking in shock as his face keeps on changing turning more and more feminine with each passing second ''N-n..no...'' Kyle stammers and closes his eyes and splashes some water onto his face ...''..dont...dont...'' Kyle tries to speak as the burning sensation inside his body returns in full force He opens his eyes and writhes around the ground in pain as he can feel something on the top of his head ''Ahhh!!!'' he screams in pain as the pain slowly goes away ''F-Finally...'' ''W...wait...my voice ?'' He says as he notices his voice is...well, clearly its not his voice...its the voice of a girl instead Kyle slowly opens his eyes back up and looks at his reflection in the water again and notices his short black hair has not turned long and red set up in a high ponytail ''....what...?'' Kyle speaks in a soft scared and confused tone as some fabric starts to wrap around his chest and waist slowly turning into some kind of kimono to the best of his knowledge with his cleavage severely exposed ''N-no...this is not real!'' he starts to cry violently and curls up and cries into his arms ''This isn't real...this cant be real!!!'' he screams and sobs loudly Kyle keeps sobbing as he hears something ''H-Hello ?'' a voice says as Kyle looks over where the voice came from a woman with blonde hair, wearing a skirt and a top looks at him ''M-Maya....?'' Kyle says in a low teary voice ''....what ? who...who are you...? what...what is going on ?'' she slowly steps back as she's speaking ''D-Dont...Dont go...it's...me...its me Kyle...'' ''....Kyle ?'' Maya says as she stops walking as kyle forces himself to stop crying and tells her what happened ''....'' Mayta says nothing but just looks at him ''You...you bought a necklace for me...you tried it on...and that happened to you ?'' ''Mmm...Y-yeah...i dont know why...'' Kyle stammers ''....if you really are Kyle...prove it...'' Maya says Kyle points over to his phone lying on the bench as Maya walks over and looks at it Since she already know his code she gets into his phone and checks the texts ''O-okay...so...it is you'' she says in a bit more of a cheerful tone ''Yeah...'' Maya walks over to kyle and pokes his tail, its kinda soft... ''And you got turned into...what ? this snake girl thing ? ''Y-yeah...i...i dont know...how or why..'' ''...it makes no sense but...maybe its temporary ?'' Kyle's face lights up a bit ''Maybe...i hope so...'' Maya smiles and looks at him Kyle looks at her ''W-what...? ''i dont know...you look...cute'' ''C-cute ?'' Kyle stammers ''Yeah...your tail is soft like a pillow and its comfy'' Kyle looks at her but wriggles a bit with the tail so she can sit on it Maya smiles and sits down on it and looks at him ''...i think its cute Kyle...i mean...uhm...its not like i uhm...you know but...'' ''...what ?'' ''Nothing! im just saying you look cute! is all okay ? you look adorable!'' Kyle blushes a bit ''Cute ? you...you mean it ?'' Maya nods ''Yeah! and i mean...i still...you know'' she giggles ''you did invite me over for a date right ?'' ''Well...yeah'' ''So then, is it still going on or is it cancelled ?'' Kyle looks at her shocked ''You...You like me ?'' ''Like i've said, i think you look adorable and you're cute..not that...you know that means everything but you're still you and i like you'' Kyle smiles at her ''Y-yeah'' ''all that's different is that you're a snake girl now silly'' ''i think its called a Naga...or like a lamia...'' ''Lamia ?'' Maya says confused ''Well you know...ive played some games before'' ''Oh, right right!'' Maya giggles ''Well then Kyle...or maybe Kylie for now ?'' Kyle not sure what to think about it just shrugs ''Well i cant call you Kyle...its kinda weird now isnt it ?'' she giggles again ''I...I guess'' Kyle or Kylie now says Kylie smiles at her as he slowly wraps his tail around her ''...if i got you Maya..i can deal with this'' ''I know you can Kylie, and you know i love you'' They both look into each others eyes as they slowly embrace in a loving kiss After its done they just keep looking at each other as Maya strokes a finger across Kylie's cheek They say nothing and just keep smiling and occasionaly kissing each other ''But..what will others think...?'' ''I dont know but...if this happened to you, maybe it has to someone else as well but..if you're brave enough Kylie...just accept it, it might be temporary or permanent, we dont know'' Kylie looks at her then up at the sky ''maybe....and i will Maya'' They both smile as maya gets of him and giggles ''Then let me sit on your tail as you take me home then i want to cuddle up in your soft cuddly tail!'' Kylie smiles and nods at her as she sits down and kylie starts to slither out of the park, but confusingly enough, no one is really staring at them ''No one is looking?'' ''Huh...maybe...i dont know...'' They both shrug as kylie manages to get Maya home They both get inside as Maya starts to move some furniture around and makes some space in the living room as Kylie tries to make his tail as comfy as possible as Maya walks over and sits down then cuddles up against kylie's chest ''So comfy...'' she yawns ''Tired ?'' Kylie asks ''Mhm...sorry...'' ''Its fine...im tired as well'' They both smile and kiss each other as they both drift into deep sleep Time passes and goes by as usual but Kylie never changed back into a human or a man for that sake... Slowly getting used to being a Lamia, Kylie and Maya did end up together as a couple not shortly after the event that happened and as far as we know, they still are.

[amateurwriterss-blog]

SYNEPEIS

The sound of ringing in my ears woke me up. I tried to stand but I can’t move my own body. So I let my eyes wonder and discovered two bloody bodies at my front. Someone from the driver’s seat is saying something to me but hear it, I can only hear  is the deafening ring in my ears then It was starting to get hard to stay conscious but then a huge force suddenly takes over. Everything went black.

Third Person’s Point of View

“Hey guys, have you told your parents about the battle of the bands that we’ll be joining?”

“Yeah and they said okay” Snow replied.

“How about you Hunter? Have you told your dad?”

“No, I haven’t and I’m not planning to. He’s too busy with work to waste his time on me”
Ice and snow hugged Hunter they used too much forced and they end up in the floor.
“Come on guys, Im fine really”
“Just cry”
“no im not gonna cry”
“oh really?” Ice and Snow eyed each other like they have a mind link then they began to tickle Hunter
“Hey! HAHA stop it! “
“Nuh uh”
Snow suddenly stared at the window when she catches a glimpse of a meteor.
“Is that a shooting star?”
The two of her friend stopped their little tickle war.
“Yes, It is! Let’s make a wish”
“what are you, a five year old?”
“shh”

Hunter stared at her friends, eyes are closed and they looked serious at the same time their faces are filled with hope. Hunter shrugged it off and decided to join her friend thinking “nothing will be lost if I will make a wish right?”

Snow was the first one to open her eyes.

“All done?” she asked when the other two also opened their eyes.
“Yeah, we should head home, the night is not getting any younger”. Said Hunter

The tree of them got down of the three house. They discovered the tree house when they were in 7th grade, it was a rainy day then and Ice is the only one who has a umbrella. They all shared it with each other, they looked like a sandwich that is made of three persons. While struggling to find a shelter they happened to find a abandoned tree house and that abandoned tree house is not so abandoned inside. It’s nice and cozy there, a resting area near by the window, a window with a window seat and a mini kitchen.

They found a letter inside, it was a letter from the owner of the tree house. It states there that the owners family migrated and that the owner wishes that the tree house will still be used and not be abandoned so whoever wishes to have it, it’s all theirs. Ever since then, they take care of the place and used it as their secret hideout.

The three of them parted their ways. Ice is still thinking about what she just wished. She wish to have more money or more likely to become rich, well not for her own selfish needs but because a year ago she saw an orphan that is being take care of Hau Orpanage. The orphan’s name is Oliver, his clothes looked old and too small for his size thus he even looks malnourished. She saw him crying near the gate of the orphanage, so she approached him asked what was wrong.

The boy was hungry saying that his food was being taken by a bully saying that the food portion that they get is not enough for the bully. Her heart was clenching, the kids don’t deserve this kind of life. Luckily she bought food from Jollibee when she was on her way home, she let the boy eat it and stayed with him until the boy was done eating. She then discovered that not even one of them has ate something from fast food chains such as Jollibee and Mc Donalds.

Ever since then she would buy a take out from Jollibee and Mc Donalds for Oliver. She also donated the money she saved from her allowance in the orphanage. She was still a student but she wanted to donate a large amount of money to the orphanage so that the kids there will be given so much more of their basic needs and also to experience normal childhood all child should get. So Ice wishes to become a rich person just like her parents that owns a lot of business.

Although her parents are rich, she didn’t want to ask them money for donation because she wants to donate her own money without asking her parents for it.
Snow wished that she, Ice and Hunter will be always be together and that their friendship will last forever, wherever one goes, everyone will also go there. The three of them were friends since diapers.

They have been through so much, they help each other whenever one has a problem and needs help. No matter what and whenever, in just one call each one of them will be there, day or night even rain or shine they will always be there for each other.

When they where in 6th  grade , There was a storm and Hunter was home alone , Hunter called her and Ice ,crying on the other line because she was scared of the sound of the thunder. The two of them didn’t hesitate to go at Hunter’s place to stay the night there and accompany her. In 8th grade Ice was failing the Math subject, she was really down at that time, afraid of her parents being disappointed at her. She didn’t even have to ask her friends, they helped her to get better in Math. She was so thankful to have them as her friends and now she don’t want to be separated with them.

Hunter entered inside their house going straight to her room. She let out a long sigh, as usual her father stayed at his office doing office work. This pair of Father and daughter don’t really talk with each other ever since Hunters mom died when she was ten years old, he then become distant with her, working overtime in the company, locking himself in his office or even staying in his office leaving Hunter all alone. Hunter was now used to their set up.

Hunter began playing the piano with a familiar melody, reminiscing when her mother was still alive. They were the perfect family that a child is wishing for.  A loving parents, her father owns a company but still managed his time with his family while her mother is a house wife because she really doesn’t need to make for a living, her father’s company is more than enough to support them.

At that time Hunter is always excited to go home, knowing her mother has baked some cookies and cupcakes for her and of course her mother’s warm welcome, her hugs and kisses. She then will play with both of her parents or her mom would teach her how to play piano but after her mom passed away, her father became very cold to her and focused more in his company. It was all like in just a blink of an eye, happiness was stolen away from her.

Now she doesn’t even want to go home anymore, knowing that no one will hug and kiss her, no cupcakes and cookies waiting for her. Lastly her mom is not there anymore and Hunter knows that nothing on Earth can bring her mother back, even if she would cry a sea of tears. So she only wished to the shooting star that her father will now pay attention to her and if possible she also wants to see her mom again. She ended the playing the melody with a sad smile. That melody was what her mother last taught her before she passed away.

Three weeks before the competition. The three of them are at Hunter’s room, practicing for the said competition, suddenly Ice got a call.

“Hello Uncle?”

“Ice!  I want you to go to the Holy Angel’s Hospital now”.

Ice uncle suddenly hang up. Ice got this feeling that she doesn’t know how to explain.

“Guys, I have to go”
“Where are you going?”
“Uncle called me,  and he wants me to go to the hospital”
“Take us with you”

They all arrived at the hospital where Ice’s uncle is in the waiting area near the morgue. His eyes are red and he’s sniffling, it looks like he has been crying.
“Uncle, what happened?” Ice asked.
“Your parents…”
“No”
“They got into an accident and the doctor said that, both of them are dead on arrival.”
“You’re lying!” Ice said while crying.

It has been hard for Ice to accept that her parents are already gone. After her parents burial, her parents attorney Mr. Robinson informed her that all his parents money, properties and even the company is now under her name. She can only seat as a CEO after she graduated college. Ice donated money and helped in renovating the Hau Orphanage.
Snow, Ice and Hunter practiced for the said competition even though Ice was still mourning of her parents death. Ice insist on practicing so that her mind could set aside the idea that her parents are now gone.

Before the day of the competition they practiced and prepared all the things they needed for the competition especially Hunter’s electric keyboard. There’s no way that she will play not using that particular piano. So every time they entered a competition, she was always carrying it around even if the competitions they joined has provided a instrument.

The day of the competition ha came, they all left early so that they can rehearse. They used Ice’s car that her parents left her, Ice has a driver and he is the one driving. Their car is passing by a bridge when the car got out of control. The car falls down the bridge. Once Hunter’s father heard of this, he rushed all the way to the hospital where the ambulance take Hunter, Ice and Snow.

The doctor said that hunter only has a 5% percent chance of waking up. Her father entered the ICU where Hunter was. He holds her hand and said sorry for neglecting her after her mother died, saying that Hunter looked like her mom and she reminds him of her. He promised that from now on he will make it up to her for the things that he haven’t done for her as her father.  

Ice died from the accident, and after only two days Hunter also died. As for Snow, machine is the only thing that keeps her alive for about a week now, her body is weak and has given up. It was like what they have wished. Ice got rich but only because of her parents last will. Hunter wished for her father’s attention, she got what she wanted when she was fighting for her life. Lastly, Snow wished to stay with her friends forever.


—Niña Robiños

#CreativeWriting ShortStory

[tex-studmister]

11 Questions

Two people actually tagged me in this but I’m doing @gentle-outlaw‘s here so its not a ridiculously long post. they’re both gonna have the same 11 questions but all the tagged people will be here sorry gfsjk

Gentle-Outlaw’s Questions:

1. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the 3rd line on that page?

-...”the sun in? We must look into it!” - Gandalf from The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien.

2. What is your happiest memory and why?

- i have many happy memories to choose from so i have no idea! i guess when we got marley would be an extremely happy memory, and when i got accepted to the university i wanted are both contenders

3. Do you have any OC’s (for fanfiction or totally original)? If so, describe them or if you have more than one, describe your favorite one!

- i have so many ocs its actually not funny anymore sklgdj i have maybe? 70? Anyway Alex Mercado and Tei Owka-Romero both contend for my favorite but Alex is the one I create more scenarios for so uhh here we go

Alex is 22 and lived in Alabama for a while before he and his mom moved to Ohio to escape Bad Situations. His mom and dad were both from Puerto Rico before they moved to America. He has medium length curly dark brown hair that he keeps in a small ponytail, umber eyes, and relatively short.

Timeskip forward he was lucky enough to have the money and the time to go to a con and met someone who was the counterpart to his cosplay, and they became friends. Oops that person wasn’t human and could cross dimensions, he grabbed onto them as they were crossing and now he doesn’t belong to any dimension or world, so time tosses him around.

Basically a load/save function in a game: that’s his life but he remembers it. if he dies he goes back to his last save, unless that save was considered “too late,” and eventually time puts him back further. time (the player?) decides when he can leave a world, and if they’re a completionist (like me with certain games) hes potentially not gonna have a fun time. some games he loves being in, like stardew valley. others....not so much.

4. Who is your all time favorite fictional character and why?

- ....arthur bcus shit he pretty and he so so good as a character but also? very relatable in the way he acts and like,,, thinks of things? if that makes sense?? im v bad with words gsjdk

5. What do you find yourself thinking about the most?

- ....cowboys. drawings of cowboys. cowboys

6. Look out your nearest window and describe what you see!

- its night so theres not much but uhhhh i can see the silhouette of my neighbors house in the backyard, i can see the light of the moon against the leaves of the bigger tree in the backyard, i can see the yellow crescent moon, and a lit window from someone far off behind my neighbor

7. What makes you feel nostalgic?

- childhood games and music from them. u play animal crossing, paper mario ttyd or mario galaxy osts and im humming along, and potentially crying a bit skjlgd

8. You have two hours left on earth, how do you spend them?

- probably blasting all my favorite songs, if it’s night, get in my car drive the gravel roads alone, at my own pace, alone

if its day see if anyone will eat sushi with me then go to the forest alone and walk

9. What’s your favorite sound?

-there is no way to describe this without sounding fucking crazy sdgkjl

in princess mononoke san’s mask gets shot and the sound it makes ive always adored?? like glass breaking but its lilted and then her EARRINGS SOUND is such soft pure ringing IM GSJKDGJ!!

THAT or the rising sun sound in okami....very good

10. What was the first fandom you were involved in?

-first fandom i like,,, looked at content other than the original source would be Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters when i was super young, but the first one i actually MADE content and posted for would be Overwatch i think

11. Describe your idea of a perfect day!

- waking up late but not considered afternoon, well rested, not a big breakfast but a satisfying one. walk marley for at least 30 minutes, go to the forest and walk around, draw or paint there for at least 2 hours,

come home, then it starts to storm but not bad but a low rumble and heavy rain, and i change into comfiest clothes possible, play viddy games with friends for a while, then make something either more drawing, felting, bracelet making, whatever.

dinner is my fav dish, i have ice cream as a snack at night, chocolate coffee, im in my fuzzy blanket, marley is on my lap, i am happy i am content i am safe

I’ll tag: @arthurmorgansgf​ @mary-gillis​ @jewishmatsuda​ @antonymmouse​ @albertmasonry​ @chonkyarthur​ @gwennolmarie​ @vandermatthews​ @katjiit​ @nyoom-bum​ @cyberpunk-keanu​ @my-funky-little-cowboy​

Sorry for anyone who was already tagged!

Here are your questions!

1. What’s your favorite type of music?

2. Do you like pineapple on pizza? (im not someone who will end u dont worry)

3. Tell me a random fact about the OC you’ve most recently created content for! (Or just your favorite one!)

4. If you were to meet any character/person from anything, who would it be?

5. What was the last book you read? (If you can’t remember you can say your favorite book)

6. Where do you want to be right now?

7. Last time you cried?

8. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? (pls go to bed at a good time if possible fellers)

9. Do you prefer dogs, cats, both, or other?

10. Who is the person you look up to the most in your life? (Can be anyone, real or not)

11. Favorite flower/plant?

#this was fun but hard esp the sound on #11 questions tag meme #11 questions #about tex #gentle-outlaw #tex text #sfw #long post

[leanbean2]

A letter to my lover, from your secret admirer

You dont know me now, but reviewing previous situations its become clear to me that i am no longer hidden. i am not who i used to be and i can not continue to be secret. I AM SORRY. 

This story begins on the 17 of April. I caught a glimpse of you and your sister walking along a dirt trail, It was a rather cold night, which was odd from all of the wonderful spring days we had before. Thats when, i saw your face. Thats when i knew. So small and frail you were so happy, so aware and healthy. It looked good on you. I crept a bit further, making sure to keep a distance from you. Being a secret to you was empowering. Knowing that at any moment you could be mine made me in a sense, happy? It had appeared that you and your sister had gotten into and argument while i was lost in my thoughts. She struck you, causing a fall on a nearby tree and stormed off. You pleaded her to come back and help you. The scar she inflicted on your back was to much to stand. There you were, “alone” you looked as if the world was against you. The rain began to pour, blending in with your tears. I wanted to get up from my from my hidden area and help you, hug you. Do whatever i could of to erase the bad memories, but i couldn’t. What would you think of me? Would i have been suspicious to you? I wasn’t going to let this be the way i revealed myself to you. If i had just wisked away my thoughts, i could have ended this ordeal before it began. Stopped the pain and the hurt..and i didn’t. The rain grew harder feeling like small pebbles  hitting our faces. Thunder crept in my ears. Its a bit cliche, i know but in that moment when it was just us, alone. That moment i knew i loved you. A deep strange twisted love that to this day, knowing what i know now. I still could never describe it. We were isolated from life for around 2 more hours, i know i should have gotten someone but the whole situation was so risky at the time, that even the thought of anyone seeing me made my skin crawl. After a bit you had drifted into a sleep. So peaceful and quite. I hadn’t taken my eyes off of you the entire duration. Moments later he came into the clearing, a tall boy appearing to be the age of 15 stopped by you. He shook you until you awoke. I made my way closer making sure i had not been seen. I wanted to get a better grasp of the conversation over the rain. He picked you up, letting out a loud screech. I was so tempted to jump out and scare him of. I then realized you weren’t screaming from unfamiliarity, you were screaming out of pain. The two of you took of into the night. When i arrived home, i didn’t get much sleep. How could i? Tossing and turning. Rethinking my decisions as if my life was a “choose your own adventure book’ and i had picked the wrong ending. I thought of ways to see you again. Meanwhile angry at the boy who tore us apart. I wanted him gone, it was like i had known you you much longer. It was like you and I were in our own world and to have that taken away so blindly was evil. Eventually time took its toll on me and i fell into a deep slumber. 

The following day was pure agony, you, you, you. That is all my mind could comprehend. Then it happened there you were again, an angel outside my window. The daylight took away any barrier of vision i had the night before. My happiness faded when i saw the familiar face by your side. This time was different, his hand tight around yours with affection. A grin rest on his  face and a smile on yours. This angered me, How and why were you with him. I was better, i knew i was. From a closer inspection i realized i knew the mysterious boy, His name was Style. Style and i attended school together. He was expelled for unknown reasons..but while he was there he made quite the reputation. Not exactly a perfect one either, disappointed parents, slipping grades, lacking any ambition for school..even sports. It all meant nothing to him. All of his life it was girls, and a bit of football. So typical he was. I heard some rumors about him getting caught with some drug. But thats all it was, a rumor.  Nontheless you were not the type of girl he went for. I could tell, you were different. Days turned into weeks, Weeks turned into months. My lust for you had not come close to ending, every minute growing stronger. I had done childish things like photograph you and begin to write letters that id never finish. I was tired, so tired. In a way you had become a burden to me, a task. Something that was just there that my mind wouldn’t let go of.  You were a song stuck in my head and the only way to get it out was to listen. So i did exactly that. I listened for your parents car to leave, i listened for styles van to pull in, i listened for your dogs. And when it had all played out like routine, i decided that waiting was something i could no longer do. Waiting was all i ever did and nothing came of it. The early hours of 3 and 4 am crept in. I made my way to your house around the back. To my surprise the back door was unlocked and i slid my way in. I felt criminal, i let out a breath to relive myself of my unlawful actions. What was i doing, my guilt overcame me and i grabbed the door handle and slowly twisted. Not making a creek. My foot was barely out of the door when the loudest cry for help came from above me. There in the silence it was your voice. The voice i imagined the previous night in the rain. You needed me, Faces Faces Faces rushed around me, your face once so beautiful and delicate now haunting and chilling. My body paralyzed, i tried to scream your name but the words stuck inside of me. My head pounding, sweat dripping from me. No, no, no on repeat in my head. A quick figure swept down the stairs and out the door, not noticing me in the slightest . At this my body was released, my breath had returned, i felt fine again. But i knew you weren’t. 

Hello!!! this is my first part to this series, i hope you like it. Im not sure how far this is gonna go but ill keep you updated. Make sure to give me feedback in the comments, thanks! (sorry for the spelling and grammer hah)

#scary #atory #story #nosleep #afraid #short #series #mystery #faces #hey #wattpad #pretty #lover