#it could actually be 9 years

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the high prices of fucking Everything is so exhausting i stg

#i need to take an uber to the vet TEN MINUTES AWAY #i repeat IT IS A TEN MINUTE DRIVE #and its gonna cost me nearly 60 bucks. the FUCK #and who knows how much the checkup for my cats is gonna cost #let alone whatever prescription they need for the long drive #im so tired. im so so tired #its moments like these where i can see my future #ah yes. working 9-5 for a company that sees me as nothing more than a tool to be replaced when broken #just barely scraping by on minimum wage in a world where that isnt enough to pay for essentials #left with no time or energy to actually enjoy being alive or do the things i love #years and years of the same exact shit over and over and over again hating every second #and KNOWING it could be so much better but also knowing that it fucking Cant. sigh #sorry sorry im just. angry again at the absolute state of things #i would love to love life but my fucking god the world at large makes it tough #white-knuckling the little things once again #man its just. its so STUPID lmao #like why are we torturing ourselves like this? why are we just Accepting this #life could be so great but stupid shit like taxes and inflation and utilities exist #most of the shit we have to pay for should be free. it should be free. #it shouldnt be difficult to Live just because the majority of us don't have the fake fucking paper to buy things #its pointless its ridiculous and it makes me furious #why should i kill myself just to survive huh. why should i. why should any of us. #we all deserve to fuckin. idk enjoy sunsets and good food and art and each others' company. #instead everyone's stressing themselves to death over making rent and getting groceries and paying bills. fuck. #id love to be able to create art that Sells and open a shop or something #but also the thought of creating purposefully marketable art purely to make money fucking kills me inside #comms are one thing but... just... sighing sighing sighing. man idk #i just dont know. ill deal but everytime i manage to think positively reality comes in with a sledgehammer and now i want to go back to bed #the point is to live BUT YA CANT FUCKIN LIVE BC POINTLESS STUFF REIGNS SUPREME. WHO'S GONNA COMMIT ARSON W ME CMON LETS GO #this stupid fucking country and this stupid fucking government. i hate it here

[cozylittleartblog]

"woah i can't believe you've read blue sky!"

hoho. my dear followers. i have done more than read it. do you have any idea what you are dealing with.

#portal #blue sky #not art #there are two fanfic authors works i would want printed. waffles is one and i did it. #these are levels of tism you cannot even BEGIN to fathom. this book was my Personality in high school. #i mean so was portal in general but 9 years later and I've still not read a better fanfic #i've read some banger fics but blue sky remains its own level #this thing is like two inches thick. it has art in it. its beautiful. i could kill someone with it though. phonebook #alarmingly some people don't even know i like portal which is really funny #because my youtube has a bunch of crappy portal fan animations and my sona's orange hoodie is an Aperture hoodie #but i never draw myself from behind. so. actually can't blame you dhjbfjhdsfghj #my most popular video has over a million views because i edited glados into a cafeteria as a school project #i was Not Normal about portal or blue sky. not even remotely #i LOVE portal its my FAVORITE videogame #IF YOU'VE BEEN FOLLOWING ME SINCE MY CRAPPY PORTAL FANART DAYS YOU ARE A REAL ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!

[orcelito]

OK MORE ANALYSIS

towards the start of trimax, we get this little bit here. aka Meryl's birthday, & ALSO when there are official sightings of Vash reappearing. so we can assume that Wolfwood finds Vash again in February (ish) of 0113

this. the beginning of the end. happens on July 21st of 0114, the exact ten year anniversary of the July Incident (July 21st of 0104)

and Vash & Knives' birthday.

which that's a whole big can of worms that's gonna have me needing to run through my fic again for dates bc i didnt realize it was Literally exactly 10 years passed between then and now.

but MORE IMPORTANTLY...

when you think about the dates. between february 0113 and july 0114, that's 17 months. Vash spent 7 ish months on the arc (maybe 8, sometimes they say 8)

this means that Vash and Wolfwood traveled together for a total of about 10 months, give or take.

ten months, largely just the two of them.

i think i need to sit down lmao

#speculation nation #i say as if i am not already sitting #fanny reads trigun #fanny's trigun analysis #trigun #vashwood #TANGENTIALLY... #trigun spoilers/ #JUST... #the time they spend together is so indefinitely defined in trimax. we just dont get that much detail. #but this? this is a definite spread of dates. could be a little longer & could be a little shorter. Depending. #but approximately 10 months of traveling together. god. #sometimes you spend 10 months with someone and they completely rewrite your perceptions of life #your moral systems even! the way you LOVE!!!! #oh this was a very good thing for me to actually register lmfao bc Man this is some very good food here #i was running under the vague assumption that July Incident to start of manga was 6 years. then 2 years between jeneora & trimax start #then 8 ish months Plus a little to 9 years. but obviously that was imperfect. there are a few more months in there to get it to 10. #which jeneora happened in october of 0110. so if we assume a perfect 6 years passed then the manga starts july 0110. #that's 3 months then spent traveling with meryl and milly. give or take a little. #hmmmhmhmhm this is VERY good for fic timeline reasons. very very good. i have made some very important discoveries today. #also for any1 seeing this in the tag im mostly doing research for my own fanfic writing lol but i wanted to share it generally #bc these r good details for anyone to know. & not everyone has the patience to go looking for them. #SO here U go. some more details analysis. this time with Dates. yup.

[eelektroenthusiast]

In honor of Z-A and the return of megas, I had to. These two were like my favorite megas as a child who started playing in ORAS and went on to play XY almost inmediatly after

Also here is my shiny gallade from the gen 6 games (he is polite so say hi)

#my art #gonna go in a bit of a rant here hehe #so I actually got into pokemon cuz my class collectively got into collecting the cards #I had horrible luck so I never got any EX or cool cards until I opened a pack of the xy steam siege and got the shiny Mega gardevoir ex #And I LOVED that card so much as a 9 year old #so i ended up getting a 3ds for my 10th birthday and oras #played it but wanted to get to the hall of fame with atleast one shiny so ofcourse I shiny hunted ralts #ended up getting a male was a bit dissapointed but got really attached to him while training him #eventually got him a mega stone so I'm very fond of mega gallade #so both gardevoir and gallade could be counted as my first shinies #eelektross and gallade are my current favorite pokemon btw #wanted to add that I drew this while listening to a bunch of proyect voltage songs #pokemon #pokemon Z-A #gallade #gardevoir #mega evolution #mega gallade #mega gardevoir

[fleshdyke]

#csa warning for tags #ughhh ik i was just talking abt this but man. Man. constantly bullied as a child + raped as a child is a brutal combo huh #completely irreversibly fucked up sense of intimacy. i dont want to have sex with anyone i dont care what ppl think of me looks wise but i #also care more than anything and want people to want me so bad #like when ur only experience with anyone at all finding you desirable is being raped at 6ish. fucks u up man #was constantly told by everyone i knew that i was undesirable from day fucking one. i was always the one ppl would dare their friends to #'ask out' bc everyone thought i was that bad. i never had those rumours of 'some boy likes you' without people laughing in the background #all of my friends. even the ones that were also weird kids and bullied etc etc always have stories of other kids having crushes on them or #whatever. and i just never had that. it feels like i missed out on something important #i want to be pursued by a guy i hate i want them to not leave me alone. i want to feel like im in danger. and i know how fucking disgusting #that is but i cant help it. like i feel like thats the only way im going to feel normal and wanted like theres not something inherently #wrong with me. and i know how dangerous that is but its not like it matters anyways bc still no one likes me at all. #and i know how stupid of a thing it is to obsess over like what am i 9 years old? but i just cant get it out of my head #like idk i feel like the only way im going to actually feel desirable at all is if someone tries to rape me again. or if i feel like i have #to worry about someone raping me again. i know i wouldnt feel that way if someone was like. nice about it. #bc if someone genuinely liked me and was a decent human being about it i wouldnt be able to see it as anything other than faking it for pit #i wouldnt be able to believe it. even if i wasnt waiting for them to drop the joke and start laughing at me i would always think it was jus #an act bc they feel bad for me. the only way i could ever think it's genuine and that i'm desirable at all is if someone sexually #harassed me. like idk how to explain it but thats the only way i could feel desirable at all #bc it's the only way i've ever been desirable. when i was a kid. #and it terrifies me so bad bc i know how fucking disgusting that is and how self destructive it is #but i still feel like i dont even have to really worry about being assaulted. bc i still believe im completely undesirable at my core. #i dont believe i could be desired so i dont believe i have to worry about being raped. bc no one would want to anyways #rambles #vent

[bloodydeanwinchester]

hmmm not sure how i feel about this but i just counted and the only seasons that i could think of that didn't have either a dean death, very near death, or dean trying to find a way to kill himself were s4 and s8....

#in s7 i counted going to purgatory as a near death because technically he didn't die but he was thought to be dead for a year #s1 faith and s2 in my time of dying are near deaths #3 5 6 9 11 12 13 and 15 all had actual deaths #and s10 and s14 both had dean trying to find a way to die #so that just leaves s4 and s8 unless im forgetting something from those seasons too #this is one thing that makes me so mad about the ending they gave him. how are you going to take the dude who just spent 15 years either #dying or trying to die and then give him a “happy ending” where he dies???? it was honestly the least interesting ending they could have #given him #like jackles said when dean lives THAT will be good tv #cw dean's death #tw suicide

[incorrect-jojolands-quotes]

For this lunar new year, I demand to see Dragona Joestar wearing an Ao Dai bc I've decided to make them an honorary Vietnamese girlie. Here are a few I think they would choose to wear.

#the jojolands #jjba #jojo part 9 #jojos bizarre adventure #jjba part 9 #jojolands #jjba jojolands #dragona joestar #lunar new year #tet 2024 #ao dai vietnam #traditional clothing #these ones are actually more avant garde and high end #the website i pulled these from have them ranging from almost 300 to 1000+ reeeee #but anything for bbg dragona #artists are free to use these as reference and share them their art to me :3 #ao gam has less options for avant garde-ness unfortunately #so i couldn't really find any that dragona could choose to wear that matches the vibes above #jodio can probably wear them #paco and usagi can wear them too #would put them in an ao cach tan but i want these type of styles #personally the last yellow one would fit dragona the most #dragon patterns and motifs do exist on ao dais but they are typically reserved for things like wedding attires for the bride/groom #and usually ao dais are very floral and soft bc dark bold colors are traditionally reserved for older ppl #but i don't see dragona as a pastel type of gal

[dbphantom]

Wait a minute hold on hang on

Computer, enhance

YES!!!!

TRANS PRIDE GOGGLES SCENE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO

#It depends on if his powers turn everything he makes rubbery white as well #Which 1. My theory that his abilities actually involve the Skypeia clouds would grow stronger #2. Nooooo I want the goggles scene to be trans rights so so so so so so badly PLEASE let them stay their original colors #One piece #Op #One piece spoilers #Opspoilers #Op spoilers #One piece chapter 1070 #One piece chapter 1070 spoilers #Egghead #Egghead spoilers #Spoilers #Also. You know. If these colors are actually official XD #They 100% could change by the time egghead gets adapted in 9 thousand years #Also do u guys see the fidget spinner #The more I look the more I realize egghead is just a giant toybox. That's adorable #Slightly concerning given we know it's housing a giant brain. But awwww that's adorable they're little toys in a toybox #Look you can even see a giant game pad #And a big bottle on the right!

[caffeinatedopossum]

OH MY GOD I THINK I'M ACTUALLY GETTING TOP SURGERY SOON!!! like really soon holy shit this is the most exciting thing that has ever happened to me I will literally cry if this works out

#i cant actually process that this could really happen #ive wanted this for almost 9 years

[elssbethtascioni]

9 favorite movies watched in 2023

tagged by @lyrasansa thank youuu <3

tagging (if you want ☺️): @emilylprentiss @eohwyyn @lordjohnwgrey @moxyphinx

#can you tell i'm not a film girlie asfhdk #i think i watched like 15 movies last year and didn't log any #so these are just 9 i could remember actually #all first watches bc otherwise every year would be the same movies i constantly rewatch #meme thing

[trans-xianxian]

ALL MOVED IN TO MY NEW PLACE!!! took us six hours to drive all my shit to the new place, and about three hours to get the rats settled, play furniture tetris, sit on the ground waiting for pizza, sit on the ground eating pizza, put my bed together, play more furniture tetris, and get the bunnies settled, but now I am cozy wozy in my bed hehe :3c unpacking and decorating will commense tomorrow but for now. rest

#in LOVE with my new room wahhh #and the house obvi #don't think I've lived somewhere w this much charm since the like 100 year old huanted farm house when I was ten #so excited to have a porch 😭😭😭 #also shoutout to my best friend for carrying all the heavy stuff down the stairs and being so excited for me wah #after like 9 hours of moving she was like 'I just want to start decorating Now' 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and she might come over Again tomorrow to help decorate because she's so excited about it I love her so much 😭 #still have not 100% processed that I have moved to an entirely new house because as previously mentioned #it was a deeply impulsive decision #but I'm very excited hehe #anyway now to read some fanfiction and then fall asleep at 10pm #I was gonna take a shower but I am so tired I don't think I could actually stand there and wash myself AJGSNDJDK #ghost posts #text

[aidanchaser]

ive been wanting to do a kwami swap au, but I don’t want to like... rewrite the whole series so what ep or eps would be ideal for a good kwami swap au

#ml #miraculous ladybug #i guess i could just find like a buzzfeed top 10 or something #if you know anything about me and my writing you know that rewriting a whole series is not something im fully against #i have started rewrites for 4 full series #1 actually finished and it took 9 years #one is 1 chapter away from being done #the other is halfway done #the fourth is just a pile of notes and sketches and i fear the day i actually write it and it consumes me in whole #i refuse to let ladybug be the 5th #so like a couple of episodes that would make good kwami swap eps

[hisuian-history-makers]

Random Theory: Is Copper 9, one of Saturn’s Moons?

Specifically Titan. I know, I know. It has been called on exoplanet—but you have to think that this is at least a thousand years in our future.

Year 3071. We know as our sun slowly loses fuel to burn it’s pull on Earth gets weaker… What if in the future where we have different fuel sources, better shielding, if Mercury got pull in it, and Venus began to shield us? That it started to pull us in closer? I know it’s a weak theory when you get real world physics involved—yet I wanted to know this was about this:

The drone (Cyn?) from N’s flashback flickers between being a silhouette and normal. A hand, maybe even a human one, flickers as well like how he saw Uzi in the pilot. We can see sunlight being blocked by a big round shape. Venus is known as Earth’s Twin due to them being close in size. Plus it only takes a few days for Tessa and backup to arrive on Copper 9. Their ships were closing into orbit at the end of Heart Beat.

Another thing to think about is. What did the core blast do to the ringed planet and moon near Copper 9? Could Saturn have been frozen over, maybe even the mini-moon too?

Why else would they being shining white? Even the freaking rings which should just be dust and meteors caught in the planet’s gravity.

Another point is dwarf planet Pluto is smaller than our Moon which is 3,475 kilometers long diameter-wise. Pluto is 2390 km. Titan is about 5149.46 kilometers! It would be big enough to have a smaller moon despite originally being a moon. As for the name change? It was simply renamed after the most common resource.

Or it could be a planet in another solar system.

But that’s boring, why not Saturn’s moon Titan?

#murder drones #theory #copper 9 #core explosion’s impact #exoplanets #saturn #titan the moon #saturn’s moon #could copper 9 actually be a drifting titan? #one thousand years into the future might have our solar system change #ep 4 cabin fever #i do not know in any way physics #bear with me

[intersexfairy]

not to be dark on main but i'm remembering that my father has literally psychologically tortured me. and i still live with him. because i the only other place i have to go is the streets.

#tw describing abuse in the tags look away now this is ur warning ok #uhhhh making this tag here so it offsets the actual description maybe? #ok hi. he basically would yell and scream at me for. hours sometimes. while i'd cower on the floor/try to run off/lock myself in rooms #he did this bc i had severe agorphobia bc he wanted to cure me. he told me this is *the best thing he has ever done for me* #yeah. anyway guess who's been telling their therapist *for 9 months* that they cant stand living at home anymore #i told her if i have to wait years to get out i am not making it out of this house alive bc of the toll on my mental health #oh and the physical neglect. that's a ticking time bomb since im disabled and i use drugs now. #i could have died bc of him *multiple times*. so yea! #julian rants #vent

[cesium-sheep]

I talked to both of them, he was like "yeah totally, I know you have a lot of creative energy and I'm just looking for ways you can use it, I'm not interested in pressuring you to get a job and I appreciate you telling me" and she was like "yeah this specific thing really bothers me" and agreed that we just kinda bumped into each others' buttons in an unfortunate way.

so that wasn't fun, but it worked out.

#I was actually pretty anxious about bringing it up to him cuz like. people don't like. like having Discussions. #and it was technically just a little thing but if I didn't bring it up it wouldn't stay that way. #like I don't get anxious bringing things up to her because we've been together almost 9 years and I know she knows how this works #sometimes I dread it but I don't get like. shaky. #but he was totally fine about it (possibly because he could hear the shaking)

[maddy-ferguson]

fun fact about me: i'm insecure about so many random things that i've never flipped anyone off in my 22 years of life because i think my middle finger looks awkward and ugly by itself

#and like i say: brf slt #i felt like this especially when i would have been likely to do it semi-regularly like in middle school. but like i was thinking about this #the other day and i did it in front of a mirror just to check and it looked as bad as i remember like it's just not for me #i have a story abour middle fingers though or just about what one would call the finger #when i was in what an american would call the 5th grade (i can never do when i was x years old because it's not an accurate representation #of the class i was in since i skipped a grade and the grade is what matters more to me. when i was 9 and my friends were 10 i was saying) #we would always play this game called girls catch guys or guys catch girls where the girls would run after the guys and like tap them on #the shoulder and then they would go to prison and they would line up and another guy could set them free by like touching one of the #prisoners it was a very fun game except it's way more fun to be like the ones getting caught than to be the ones catching and we would #ALWAYS play girls catching guys and it was very unfair we would be like okay in the morning we do guys catching girls in the afternoon #girls catching guys so it's fair like normal system but the guys NEVER wanted to do it (and we would always give in because like we still #wanted to play ig and idk guys. female socialization) they never wanted to be the ones doing the catching it was so unfair because we also #didn't like it as much and we did it all the time? #and i remember this one morning we were fighting about this we had literally all agreed that it was fair this way but they didn't want to #do it and my second best male friend flipped me and my best (female) friend off and (very #important detail) he did it with both of his hands so like two middle fingers and i don't know why because i'm not even sure that that's a #thing but one middle finger meant fuck you and two middle fingers meant go fuck yourself and to us that was very different? and i remember #my friend and i we like knew what it meant but for some reason we were like. he did do the one finger before doing the two does this mean #he...loves us because it literally means he wants to have sex with us #but what's funny is we never talked to him again after that and i don't even know why that was our last straw because i remember i #genuinely liked him before that like i said he was my second best male friend! so like maybe sixth best friend overall that's not bad #and he's not the only guy friend who flipped us off that year like it was so random to stop talking to him after that😭 #like he was an actual enemy we really did not like him we talked about him in letters we'd give each other using a nickname etc #and what's even funnier is in our last year of middle schoold FOUR YEARS AFTER THIS a friend of a friend told him he should become friends #with well my friend and he was like hm i don't think so have you seen who she hangs out with? marianne *last name* like why do YOU hate #me😭 it was so funny like wdym it was mutual this whole time. i had literally moved on by then i didn't even care about hating him #anymore like wow...i think he's the only person i hated who actually hated me back