#julian rants

[neuroticboyfriend]

in love with my new little cat friend. the universe will really just hand out cats when you need them most.

#julian rants #cats #respite posting

[intersexfairy]

this guy sounds exactly like Adam Gontier (from Three Days Grace and Saint Asonia) and it's driving me insane (/pos)

#julian rants #tiktok #music #alt rock #hard rock #alternative rock #three days grace #saint asonia #parker the bandit #2000s kid

[neuroticboyfriend]

this moderna commercial just went "the pandemic may be over, but covid 19 isnt going anywhere. covid is still among the top 5 leading causes of death"... wow... its almost like the pandemic isnt over.

#julian rants #covid #pandemic

[neuroticboyfriend]

can people please stop being weird (rude) about my teeth on my "its never too late to start brushing your teeth, i hadnt brushed my teeth in 10 years and im getting better at doing it" post.

you dont need to fucking go "HOW DO YOU STILL HAVE TEETH??" or "I could NEVER let my teeth rot." you can just keep that to your fucking self. please stop treating me like a freak. learn to be normal about disabled people and hygiene ♡♡♡

#julian rants #ableism #sanism #vent

[neuroticboyfriend]

get in loser we're turning our nihilism optimistic. if nothing matters why not try?

#julian rants #good things #hope

[intersexfairy]

rb if you vote, i wanna see what tumblr thinks on this.

#julian rants #tumblr meta #polls #tumblr #tumblr polls #poll #tumblr poll

[neuroticboyfriend]

#julian rants #autistic #autistic communication #stimming #verbal stims #verbal stimming #stims #autism #autism spectrum #medium support needs autistic #msap #medium support needs #neurodivergent #autistic spectrum #actually autism #actually autistic #tumblr polls #polls #tumblr poll #poll

[neuroticboyfriend]

rough day today but i just had the following exchange with myself:

me: well i'm done eating my last meal of the day. now what do i do? me: you rest. that's what animals do after they eat. me, suddenly feeling a lot less worried about doing something Worth It for the rest of the night: ...oh.

#julian rants #good things #coping skills #mental health

[intersexfairy]

i think one of my favorite posts i've seen on this webbed site is the one from that skinny pre-T guy who said their transition goal is being a bear. like. sincerely that is one of the most beautiful things in the world to me and if any of you feel similarly i want you to know your soul is absolutely radiant and you should embrace your destiny as a big beautiful bear. i love you and your transgender joy.

#julian rants #trans #transmasculine #transmasc #transmasc pride #gay bear #trans bear #trans man #trans pride #trans men

[neuroticboyfriend]

not that people who've been to the ward are immune from being pro-psych, but if you've never been to a psych ward*, i sincerely don't want to hear about how psychiatry/psychology is good because you've had such a good experience with X provider, or X medication saved your life. *i also don't want to hear about how the forced treatment was what you needed or how the ward you went to let you have your cellphone etc. etc. i genuinely do not want to hear it.

like. the first hospitalization traumatized me so bad, i became dangerously delusional, was re-hospitalized, and sent to state. when they transferred me, i was strapped down into a gurney at all points on my body, *head and neck included*, and loaded onto an ambulance. my parents lost most of their parental rights; i was a ward of the state and had near zero rights. when i got there, they made me choose if, "if necessary," if i wanted to be wrangled down and forcibly injected with a sedative... or wrangled down and locked in a padded room all by myself (but at least i had a choice, right?). i signed consents and paperwork that i did not fucking understand. then i was told i'd be locked inside for 2 straight weeks (which yes, they followed through with). the psych ward was remote, nothing but barbed fences and trees around us. cant even see the sun through the heavily tinted windows. that was the *start* of the stay. i'm sure you can imagine nothing good came after.

so like. if you walk out of a place like that thinking it was good for you, then i can only imagine how traumatized you are and i hope you heal someday. but if you've never faced the destruction of your autonomy like that and go around being like "oh this is good actually" then shut the ever living fuck up.

#julian rants #this is okay to rb but im mainly venting #psych ward #psych survivor #psych ward tw #abuse tw #sanism #ableism #antipsychiatry #antipsychology #antipsych #psychiatric abuse #psychiatric trauma #trauma #psych abolition #psych hospital #psychiatric hospital #inpatient

[neuroticboyfriend]

i love being horizontal so my body doesnt have to fight against gravity. laying down in bed oh so cozy. this is everything.

#julian rants #POTS #potsie #pots syndrome

[intersexfairy]

bears and fat butches... how's it feel to be the masters of gender?

#julian rants #butch #butches #bears #bear #gay bear #gay butch #lesbian butch #butch lesbian #butch bear #butch mlm #gnc #gender nonconforming #fat #fat positivity #fat positvity #masc #masc queer #masculinity #queer #queer pride #fat pride #butch pride

[intersexfairy]

i hate you money i hate you landlords i hate you prisons i hate you cops i hate you psych wards i hate you psychiatry i hate you corporations i hate you stores i hate you liberalism i hate you conservatism i hate you capitalism

#bitter #julian rants

[intersexfairy]

this is your sign to give yourself a mediocre and/or weird haircut for gender euphoric purposes. you're welcome.

- sincerely, the enby who just trimmed their mullet

#julian rants #gender euphoria #gender dysphoria #dysphoria #trans #gnc #nby #nonbinary #transgender #queer #genderqueer #gender nonconforming #gender affirmation #gender affirming #gender #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbtqiap

[intersexfairy]

if you ever dont post something to this site bc ur like "oh people wont like it" remember this is a blogging platform. ur not some company's twitter page, u are some person running a blog. ur blog is for ur thoughts. ur art. ur music. the things u wanna share about ur day. the things you never told anyone.

like who cares if discourse blog number 182721 likes it. hell, who cares if that mutual you've never even spoken to likes it. this is tumblr and i think. i think you know by now that people here either give no shits and too many shits, and the people who give too many are miserable. u shouldnt be miserable on ur own blog.

#this is a note to you And me #but will i follow my own advice... #that remains to be seen #ifairy #julian rants #tumblr #tumblr meta

[intersexfairy]

im short because god needed to condense my faggotry to make me stronger. like steel.

#julian rants #shitpost #fag #transfag #trans fag #mlm #nlm #trans mlm #intersex #trans #queer