#im this close to lose it

[nerdycolorcupcake]

Narilamb doddle but they get progressively just as tired as i am

#bunbunart #digital sketch #narilamb #narinder #lambert #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cult of the lamb #the one who waits #true devotion #studies are rough #reaal rough #cant have breaks bc the course takes my weekends #im this close to lose it

[tokkionline]

google how to not be stressed abt work

#silver speaks #im this close to lose it

[qiinamii]

"Xiao does things" (and friends) twitter log part 2

-- UPDATE: removed some of the arts to make its own individual post since I am bad at organizing, sorry! (but the last one is new lol) xD

#the last part and im so close to finishing up posting everything on twitter!! sorry for not answering the asks as of late though #been busy as usual #hard to believe i drew this much silly xiaos over a year #i think he deserves a little more fun with other ppl he trust either friends or strangers #not just solace and peace #qiiarts #xiao #lumine #traveler #paimon #zhongli #ganyu #fischl #kaveh #MEHRAK #oz #THE LAST TWO GETS ME LOSING IT its based on a design dynamic meme back in twt and i love the sheer energy the op portrayed them #draw ur wacko pairs like this #i couldve made the music xiao-lumine-venti-kazuha art and the pant jakt one a separate post but i got lazy BUT #ill try to post the separate one anyways so there Will be two of them (or ill delete them from the this log) #great organizing

[juniemunie]

If we're not giving up, don't give up wherever you are.

That's a promise.

#im not even sure if you can see whats going on clearly on that last pic but i give up im too tired #scenario: we get to interact with the lost soul. cuz its not like he can see us.... but he would definitely know its not frisk though #considering deltarune noelle can hear our voice wHY NOT HUH?? HUH??? WHY NOT US WITH SANS #IM THROWING THAT LINE BACK AT YOU SANS #whats gonna happen after this? he probably wont remember. everyone canonically only remembers flowey and then a flash of white after. #but we will keep that moment close in our hearts hehe #IF HE WERE TO REMEMBER THE VOICE? id say it would become his lil own personal motivation. remembering it brightens his mood on bad days. #it still makes me lose my mind #that THAT PROMISE LINE #is in the code #but is never directly seen in game #BUT ITS THERE #AND THE IMPLICATIONS #makes me so damn emotional #anyways this scene is going to my delusional fanfic that im debating on whether im even going to post it or not #we shall see #sansnomaly #sans x reader #sans x self insert #sans undertale #junie art post

[beescake]

The Sollux expressions are so sweet!!! Why's he crying in the last one?

your ask is 2mths old so sorry aghk 👁️

basically the answer is that i draw expressions reflecting my mood arnd that character LOL

#thanks for ur interest :} the alternate answer wld be that space feels infinitely colder after losing someone close 2 u #i have a few more srclinks i wanna add to the solpost but arghh ive scattered them everywhere . ill pop em in once i find em #ask #anon #homestuck #karkat vantas #aradia megido #sollux captor #arapostings #2024 #vioart #+ going on tentative break for now be back in a bit hm maybe earlier if i can manage the anxiety palpitations before then #if u see my main poking around (@hivepixels) do not be alarmed #ik some ppl might be spooked by it.. isoke fear not. im jst an ant peeking thru ur aisles collecting crumbs for my house

[toonbly]

also taylor's insistence that like hey can't we just fix it. can't we just go back and fix it? we can make it better, you just have to magic all of this away! is. driving me up the wall. this is a kid who's spent his whole life running to fiction for comfort and respite from loneliness. he's said it himself, anime is the best cure for loneliness! and maybe if he's a really cool action hero, he'll be good enough for his dad to come back. then it turns out all of the stuff he's dreamed of IS real. magic is real. multiple dimensions and worlds are real. demons are real-- he's one of them! hell, he's demonic ROYALTY! he always knew he was meant for greatness! his dad returns and he's a badass action hero! wow! it's everything he's ever dreamed of! but there's one thing that's missing: that lifelong connection with his dad. he's here now, but he wasn't there when he needed him.

but it's fine, right? we can fix it! all this other stuff is real, why can't we do time travel? why can't we fix this? why can't you make up for this? everything else was real. why can't we make this one crazy wish come true too? what do you mean we can't? what do you mean it's not possible? everything else was. why is this the exception?

what do you mean this is as good as it's going to get?

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndads spoilers #taylor dndads #nick close #im gonna lose my mind!

[tatiejosie]

i haven't posted in a while because i'm currently under intensive workload and i'm kinda burnt out from it fighting for my life ngl

DONALD!!!!!!!! I am clinging to this man for dear life!!!! I would perform open-heart surgery on myself for this pathetic creature wtf!!!!

I love what they've done with his character in the animated series of Invincible!! Comic Donald is cool in his own way, but his animated counterpart just HITS different. This miserable man earned his sad meow meow status

Second sketch is me trying to decipher his body type because the artstyle clearly doesn't do justice to chubby muscular bodies and clearly, if they want Donald to be muscular, they can't unchonk him. Gotta do the lord's work.

#invincible #invincible show #donald ferguson #easing myself into this just to see if i am Once Again obsessing over the character no one cares about #Cecil's coming btw #Donald is my meow meow but Cecil's cunty twink charm isn't lost on me. I've got Stuff in the works #art #artists on tumblr #god i am so close to losing it i stg life is really hard and im out there venting in a tumblr post

[swestbifire]

When you think about it Veres situation is really sad.

Like the Senobium has been using him for who knows how long, and the only reason he's still around is because they need him. Ais cares for him but Vere might feel like he's also using him. Depending on how they met there relationship may have started with both of them using each other. Then in the Wick we saw how everyone was watching him which im sure he sensed and probably knew that they wanted to use him. Then Vere has to even convince and manipulate Mc into believing they have something that Mc can (again) use. If that's how their relationship starts it might cause some tension.

Its a heavy topic and I wonder if the full game will acknowledged how isolating and degrading being in this situation is.

#touchstarved #touchstarved game #well now im sad #touchstarved vere #i feel like it might be hinted at in the trailer #man imagine the reason he tell mc to not touch is because he feels like once ppl are done with him they'll leave #also if Kuras and him were close that might cause some insecurities #this might come up in Ais's route if he feels insecure about losing him #cause Ais has Mc and no longer needs him

[butchviking]

i hate being a mentally ill adult actually. i hate that there’s always groceries to be bought and housekeeping to do and work in the morning i hate that we have no space to feel it all i hate that we walk around acting normal. there are so many people i know who are clearly deeply unhappy with their lives and we make silly little jokes that allude to it but sometimes i want to grab them by the shoulders and scream ‘i know you are miserable!! we can’t keep living like this!! this is why people break!!’ im sick of this drudgerous apathy i want us all to be dramatic like when we were teenagers i want us to sob together and scream bloody murder at each other and tell each other we want to kill ourselves not as a funny post-ironic joke but because we all feel like that sometimes!! i want us to get fucked up on god knows what til we can’t open our eyes i want us to take care of each other instead of always taking care of ourselves i want us to be vulnerable i want us to hold each others hands in the ambulance!!

#don't get me wrong there are happy and beautiful times! there is wonder and fulfillment!! #but how do u share in the one if u can't share in the other? #i can't walk into work and say #'yesterday all i could think about was which of you would cry if i died #but today i saw a kid pick a flower and it felt like the most beautiful thing that had ever happened' #i don't even talk to my friends like that! it's all 'haha yeah been having a rough week. u know how it is. hbu?' #i feel like im going crazy but i dont believe that! aren't we all feeling this??? is anyone else feeling this??? is this fucking normal???? #am i just emotionally closed off?? is everyone else having these conversations am i the stunted one who doesn't know how to talk about it?? #i KNOW im living with mental illness but so are a lot of people! im sad sometimes but im not losing my mind! i know other people feel this!!

[thelilylav]

We only see each other at funerals

(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)

The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art

#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings #it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again #it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open #it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying #it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss #so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone #like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever #i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze #and ALSO #it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives #LIKE #do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely #because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under #so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it #and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong #bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again #ok im done now i promise #the trials of apollo #trials of apollo #nico di angelo #reyna ramirez arellano #reyna avila ramirez arellano #web weaving #fanart #my art tag #thalia grace #jason grace #percy jackson #percy jackson fanart #bianca di angelo

[bluewlnteroses]

i just keep thinking about harley getting to know the truth about why peter is alone and finding out why people don't remember him and for a moment thinking he's glad he got to meet him after everything went down and immediately feel guilt and shame because its not fair peter went through so much pain and had to leave everyone he knew behind but,,,, just thinking about meeting each other before and getting to know peter and then completely forget him makes his feel sick

#but harley my baby you did #there was another crying teenager at the funeral that knew exactly what you were feeling in that moment #you just don't remember him #i feel like the world could have ended right there and peter wouldn't have notice #theres a blank space since the moment tony died until weeks after the funeral so can u blame him for not remembering harley? #they met in one of the worst days of each other's life #i just can't stop thinking about them realizing they met before and being absolutely devastated on how close they were to losing each other #because yes they met they talked and acknowledge their bond with tony but they were grieving #they talked for a couple of minutes but they didn't keep in contact they didn't become friends just like that #but now they can't possibly think about not being in each other's life #and to think they were close to lose that without even realizing it.. #ugh im sad don't pay attention to me #once again i do NOT care about the english language so dont bother i know there might be typos #harley keener #parkner #but platonic parkner works just fine too

[chaocollective]

#ace attorney #apollo justice #klavier gavin #klapollo #i have had this tab open on my phone since christmas and i refuse to close it out #im just attached to it now its like my fruity transgender baby #so just in case i lose the link im immortalizing it here #chaoart<3

[lunelicmoone]

AND WHEN ALL HOPE WAS LOST...... TNTDUO ENJOYERS REIGN SUPREME!!!!!!

#tntduo #c!tntduo #quackity #c!quackity #wilbur soot #wilbur #c!wilbur #WE NEVER LOSE. #WE'VE ALWAYS COME CLOSE #BUT AT THE LAST SECOND #WE END UP PULLING THROUGH!!!! #i need them to have the next wine stream jn these outfits and im not even joking

[voiddemon]

he's rehearing his apology (it's bad)

#IT'S ALMOST A YEAR OLD #IM LOSING #MY MIND #if it RTDLDX was set to release on the year anniversary of the original i would have cried #it's so close but not quite there #magolor #doodles #kirby

[minecraftbed]

soooooo.,.... there's this MCC winner :3 (delusional)

#etho #ethoslab #mcc #hermitcraft #ethoslab fanart #mcytblr #mcyt #mcc fanart #dont look too closely at the hands! dont look too closely at the hands! dont #myart #WEEEEEE if he loses this art instantly becomes fail...... but im being bold. im being cocky.

[b3y0ndm3asur3]

#im this close 🤏 to losing it #screaming crying throwing up etc #fellow travelers #tim laughlin #hawkins fuller #jonathan bailey #matt bomer #anne carson