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quodekash · 1 year

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os2 x eclipse ep2 part 2 of my silly little commentary

oh thats weird, why is the cafe for all worker hosting the competition?

(huzzah i am funnie)

seriously tho, youd think aye would recognise them

YAYYYYYY WAT WONNNN

SANI TAKING PHOTOS GHRDFJBG I LOVE HER

SHES SO PROUD OF HIM

"this is my first short film. sorry- our first. it's a story of what we face in real life. Thank you to all my friends for always supporting me. Thank you to my advisor, Teacher Sani. If you hadn't asked me that day, I wouldn't have made it here today. I also want to thank my family. Even though they don't really approve of me making movies, they secretly transferred me money in the end. Thank you."

EVERY SENTENCE HE SAID WAS ANOTHER REASON TO CRY

HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY

OMG

hell yes imma add this to the collection

"even though your movie is not very perfect, i could see the power and sincerity in it." "thank you" "keep making films. dont give up." "i wont" HIS LITTLE SHRUG- I CANTTT

BGRHEFJDBS

HES SO HAPPY

ITS MAKING ME HAPPY

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

PROBABLY TOO MUCH

BUT ITS FINE

THIS JUDGE GUY IS SO COOL

IM GONNA CRY

I LOVE THIS GEHIRKBSG

FIEWUKJSBDGFEKJBSDGFOU4EJWBNFIOKNEWDSPIGNVPIERKDSFPIN4EWSDPIGNVPEORIDNSGOPVIENBRPISDGNVEORIJDSBGNPIO34JBWENGPIVE4PRIKGHJBOPEIRNFDOIBJN THE HUG

HES SO HAPPYYYYY

IM SOBBING

SANIS FACE-

NAMO LITERALLY SEES EVERYTHING

HOW DOES HE SEE EVERYTHING

HE ALWAYS KNOWS

the lights went out

finally

here it is

aye's about to be dramatic

and im probably gonna scream and cry (in a good way)

GUITAR CHORD STRUM THINGY GHDRBHT

YUP

YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP

YAYYYY

im giggling and sobbing at the same time

HES CRYING AAAA

im so glad im watching this now instead of last night bc its so much easier to scream out loud

AND AKK'S GONNA START SINGING TOO, RIGHT???

LOOK AT HIS FLIPIN FACE AAAAAA

YES

GIUERKDSBJGREUVJB

IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND LAUGHING AND DYING AND GIGGLING ALL AT THE SAME TIME SOMEBODY HELP

GFUIREBGNIUEFRBAAAAAAAAA

im sobbing

hes such a good singer

i love first's voice so much

WAIT I ONLY JUST NOTICED THAT LINE

"if you dont like it, if you're not okay, let me know. ill stop."

the freaking PARALLELS

IM SCREAMING SO LOUD RN

THE FREAKING FLASHBACKS

WHAT THE HELL

IM DYING

GIRHDKBJGFBJTKRDFAAAAAAA

IM NOT OKAY AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY

ITS THE EXACT SAME SCENE

EPISODE 10, 3/4, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS THAT

AND THAT SCENE HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SCENES

SO I AM COMPLETELY DYING

BUT ITS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME SCENE

THEYRE SO SILLY

I LOVE THEM

AAAAAAAAAAAA

WELL NOW ITS EXACTLY THE SAME AS EPISODE 11 WHERE THEYRE LYING IN BED

ITS THE SAME FREAKING THING

THESE FREAKING PARALLELS WILL BE THE END OF ME

oooo graduation blessing

"people say that life is like a journey. i want you to keep going forward to reach each of your destinations or goals." I LOVE HER

"keep going forward without knowing if there's light at the end of the tunnel" SERIOUSLY KAN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP VOICING MY FEARS, ITS RUDE

"of course. you guys have done it before. you have walked out of those dark shadows." TY SANI THATS SO SWEET IM CRYING

THUAKAN MOMENT

PLATONIC WATSANI MOMENT

OMG

Y E S

YES YES YES YES

THIS IS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR

I SCREAMED SO LOUD

THEY HUGGGGGGGG

"thank you for never letting go of my hand" WHAT THE HELL THE PARALLELS- NOW ITS THE SCENE AT THE START OF EPISODE 10 WHERE AYE FAINTS AND THEY GO TO HIS HOUSE AND THEY FALL ASLEEP AND THEY FALL ASLEEP HOLDING HANDS AND AYE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOLY HELL

THIS IS THE GREATEST FREAKING EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER OH MY GOODNESS

my face hurts from smiling so much in this episode

SERIOUSLY, THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE

EVEN THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME

"i love you too. shortstop." AAAAAAAAAA

damn, they end with what they cut out of the actual show

i love them so much

oh, look at that, theyre ending with what the actual show had to cut out

anyway WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS INCREDIBLE

EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS PERFECTION

MY NEW FAVOURITE EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER

AND PUENTALAY NEXT WEEK???? GIUERJKBDG

oh look at that i used up all 30 photos again

how the hell is anything real rn

THEYRE GONNA BE DADS?????? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL

WELL

THAT WAS SOMETHING

im gonna go cry for the rest of the day, peace out

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compassionatereminders · 4 months

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i just want to vent (off anon bc im proud of myself for not giving up and dying) and this is. slightly graphic so tw for suicide attempt(s) and vomiting

i just started off the year by almost trying to kill myself (last night. well a few hours ago) but i woke up and threw up whatever i tried to kill myself with (it went up my nose!!!! every breath i take i can smell it :( it sucks). it was fucking disgusting and i can still taste it so im just waiting for my turn in the bathroom before i brush my teeth. tbh i knew it wouldn't kill me, i didn't take enough, i just wanted to make myself sick so i didn't have to go to school today. (spoiler alert: im not sick enough to skip school)

then i remembered the time that i tried to kill myself like. 2 years ago, when i told my teacher i wanted to die and it's exactly a week before my period. according to my tracker my period is near (i have irregular cycles so its probs off by a few days). so im just like, yeah this is not me. i want to live. i dont want to die here. im not hopeless.

im gonna go to school today and im gonna bring food for my friends. i have several activities i haven't submitted (or done. for that matter.) but one of them in particular is actually 2 outputs (a paper and a video presentation of the paper) and i have to defend my paper. it's worth a lot of my grades, so now im hoping that my teacher will approach me and ask why i didn't submit my work and I'll tell her its because i was having an ongoing crisis (not the exact phrasing im gonna use but yeah thats the gist of it).

also realized that the time of the year really affects my mental state. like i struggle so hard to even want to keep myself alive during November and December (since i was young!!!!!!) which just so happens to be the 2nd quarter of the school year and it really shows in my academic performance. and now its January and i hope this phase of my life has ended. im gonna fight for the life i want and i wont die :)

i hope you have a good year (also your blog has helped me through some very rough times in my life. thank you for existing :) )

I'm glad you're still here, and I'm so happy to hear that you've decided to stick around, but if any level of suicidal ideation is a common thing for you before periods, I strongly recommend that you talk to a doctor and look into PMDD and hormonal birth control, because you should not have to deal with this level of distress and instability up to your periods, and if you do that's a big problem which might have a solution

#chat with kat #suicide tw #suicide attempt tw #overdose tw #vomit tw #menstruation tw #suicidal ideation tw

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b1mbodoll · 5 months

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AAAAAAA OMG DO I HAVE A LONG ASS ASK FOR YOU. MY DATE/NOT DATE HAS JUST CONCLUDED....

So a little back story - I worked with this guy this past summer and like the first time we met I alr liked him. Like he was exactly my type. Like 100%. But I'm super shy (never dated anyone, never kissed anyone, never held hands with anyone) so I never really did anything obvious that I liked him bc I was nervous. We kind of flirted (maybe) a lot near the end of the summer. We texted a lot a lot but he ended up moving up to college for his apartment earlier than expected so we never got to see eachother after our last days of work. There was lots of drama on my end surrounding that trust. Like mental anguish bc I fumbled the bag hard.

Anyways. We start school respectively (I go to school in NY and him in TX) and we don't talk that often, just snap like everyday. But as the semester goes on we reply to each other's stories and have short, friendly convos more frequently. Flashforward to like, a week ago or something. I reply to his insta story and we start talking. He finds out that I'm going home for Thanksgiving and he is to so he asks me to hang out. This is odd bc we weren't close enough as friends for me to think that he would ask to see me.

Anyways again, I'm skipping details bc otherwise I'll never finish this lmao - the date/not date was like everything else we do. Vaguely romantic but could also be friendly. He picked me, we ate dinner and then went ice skating together. He walked up to my door to get me, held open doors for me, and opened the car door to walk me back to my house after we got back. But like - no moves were made. No attempts to hold my hand or kiss me. AT ALL. But like he also complimented my butterfly hair lips like sir 😭😭 idk what you want from me.

But now I'm feeling kind of tired of 6-7 months of not knowing where we stand with eachother. So I texted him afterwards saying "Thank you so much for tonight, I loved seeing you again! Although, I did want to know if it was a date or if it really was intended as just a hangout, bc it did seem like it sometimes? Either way, I'd love to meet up with you again if we're both in town!" He then liked bith of the thank you messages and replied, we definitely should. But then he replied to the daye/not date ask with - I don't know. I'll have to think about it. He then said something about it being more than he anticipated but still good, so idk if that means that it wasn't intended as a date but became one and he enjoyed it or if he meant it as a date but I fumbled the bag (I give just as many mixed signals bc I'm an anxious coward lmao) but it still ended up okay.

HOWEVER, I AM A GENIUS, LIKE RIZZ MASTER 1000. I accidentally left something in his car so tmmr morning he's gonna drive back to drop it off (It's like an hour round trip for him). And tomorrow is the day I will stop being a bitch. I'm gonna tell him that I'm interested but that I also do genuinely enjoy him as a person so like, however he intends to meet up with ne in the future I'll be okay with that.

So yeah. Story time over 🫶🫶🫶🫶 Sorry that it's actually so long but I remember how excited you were so I wanted to let you know how it went 💗💗💗💗

IM ON MY KNEES RN STOP u r so cute and agh!!!!!! i will be needing an update with whatever happens pretty please, honey 🤲

im so ☹️☹️☹️ u guys went ice skating ☹️ that’s so so so so fucking cute!!!!!! that actually is so cute my heart cant take it ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ but no moves being mad.. 🤬 yeah i need to have a stern talking to with this man!!! what r ur intentions with my little angel, you HEATHEN!!! hehe no but srsly dont be anxious sweetheart! i know its hard n way easier said than done, but you seem so wonderful and im sure he thinks that as well! im so glad you had a good time <3

rizz master 1000 has me crying omg ur too silly 😭 but him driving AN HOUR TO GIVE U UR THINGS STOP IT my little heart is so warm :( im proud of u for messaging him and asking for clarification about what the lil hangout was! n pls u r anything BUT a bitch!!!!! ur perfect and i hope things work out well with him!

dont apologize for he length! i love anything romance so inwas looking forward to this update!!!! wishing u the best of luck with him <3 mwah

#♡.signed. sealed. delivered.#♡.sweethearts #fullsun9890

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mostlymaudlin · 1 year

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🧿🕯️💥!!! (@stabbyfoxandrew's main)

omg HOW DID I NOT REALIZE YOU WERE YOU... this makes so much sense hahahha. ty for ur ask!!

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to?

ok i talk a big game abt writing for myself and ITS TRUE but im also a sensitive baby. and tbh what actually happens most often is that i get IRATE when people leave comments that i feel bridge too far into feedback that i dont want to hear -- and i don't want to hear it bc the damage is already done! like, i published the thing, i wiped my hands of it, i don't want to hear anything bad abt it because i learned what i wanted to learn from it and i want to be happy with it as it stands. DONT TELL ME if you're not happy i dont careeee!!! hahaha. so basically it's a lot of me giving myself that exact lecture & remembering why i shouldnt care abt negative feedback.

in terms of "not doing well" i can usually clock when something wont do the numbers on AO3, and i don't really mind it. my fics with the most hits etc are not the ones im most proud of, but i totally get why theyre the ones w those stats -- theyre simple, accessible, and quick. and you know what ?? im glad ppl are getting on ao3 and just kinda reading & resting. i also read a lot of fics just to escape into something easy. and so if a fic isnt doing well statistically, but im proud of it, im usually pretty good at reminding myself why most people go to ao3, and why the thing that ive written doesnt really align with that.

🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

well first off i am lucky in that i am not shy at all hahaha. clearly i love talking to people/talking about my wriitng. i think all of this is fun!! im actually really bad at taking compliments, so i dont reply to many ao3 comments unless ppl are opening a conversation somehow. but i love asking questions and answering questions and all the fun sharing we do. i think a lot about writing original fiction, and the main thing that holds me back is that its just SO FUN to share characters. im such an Andrew Minyard Enjoyer, and whenever i write him, i feel like im in conversation with everyone else who loves him and writes him and reads him! and that's such an incredible experience.

💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.

this is a cute one omg. my least kudosed fic is a Simon Snow/Shepard Love fic, which makes sense, because the audience for them as a true romantic pairing is VERY small haha. closer to the sun is one of the coolest things ive written tho, tbh. i think i did something fun with the dragon lore with the series, and i also gave Shepard a lot of my own personal experiences/skills as he went dragon hunting. there's also dragon fliritng. and dragon sex! idk man LOL it's really weird for a fanfic, i know this, but i think it's pretty good FICTION? theyre pretty removed from the canon in this, i was just kinda doing my own thing.

#my writing

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dykedragons · 1 year

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oh ps im so fucking glad to be done with school (dgmw i LOVED college but it was an INSANE amount of work and im exhausted). i can do whatever i want now guilt-free. its AMAZING. i can play minecraft guilt free i can do COMMISSIONS guilt free like bro....... it was so hard doing commissions during school TToTT

like yall.... what NINE (9) fucking classes in a term will do to an mf. i only recommend it if u have like zero other priorities bc. WOW. it was a LOT. (i also put 100% into literally everything i do but still it tested my fucking LIMITS.) (only one all-nighter had to be pulled though and it wasnt even on a school night so thats cool of me)

more. rambling under the cut

(like im soooososo grateful for the business + JUST whining like i needed the moneys regardless so i dont appreciate it any less. and they were still a lot of fun. but the workload was cray cray. im so grateful my commissioners didnt mind the ~2 month wait bc i felt so bad kjdnfnkjsfds blows yall a kiss... excited to get thru my current queue too!! once i. have the weekend to myself bc. GOD i need that.)

im really amazed im not burnt the fuck out?? like i look forward to drawing still!! and doing more 3D when i have the mental capacity for it (done my current comm queue). i love that stuff so much. ive pushed myself so much and created things in time crunches i thought would wreck me but ive proven myself wrong again and again and its amazing. im truly proud of myself and the person im becoming yall its a magical thing!!!! and my WORK. is the best its ever looked even when its rushed. i am fucking gobsmacked. my god. i NEED to keep doing gesture studies someone pplleease be on my ass about that lol /j

and NOT TO MENTION MY FRIENDS....... like MAN i fuckin love those guys holy shit. my dumb ass coming to school like "ohghggh i hope i make friends" BITCH YOULL MAKE THE BEST FRIENDS OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so silly... i met one of my best friends on the FIRST DAY and DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT!!!!!!! ugh im just. im so grateful. eternally grateful for this experience. i have grown tenfold i have gained tenfold.

i feel. ready for my next steps... i have my first job coming up and im gonna be doing 3D for freelance and learning new things... getting my shit TOGETHER making money (hopefully a lot) and learning to be an adult n shit. "catch up" to my peers (thats how it feels). it feels good and in my best moments i feel like the future is bright yk.... like. yeah i can do this!!!!!!! yeah. yeah. its gonna be alright.

#ramblies #TRULY JUST.......... wonderful wonderful time in my life #there were ups n downs and things i tried that didnt work out and people i was with that i didnt end up vibing with (thru no fault of their #own really i just wasnt feelin it) but yknow what.#i did my best with everything and i dont have any feelings of regret. it was all worth it to me!!!!!!#and truly i need NEED to stop telling myself im so hateable all the time bc if theres one thing this year has taught me #its that im worthy of fucking love. like i have been.... SO APPRECIATED this year it makes me feel full and warm in my heart #ive never felt this loved in my LIFE!!!! people are so amazing and kind..... like where has this been!!! ah its just. very very nice.#im feeling good about things rn. and excited to see my friends tmrwwwww im having a sLUMBER PARTY!!!! hehehe

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bonesandthebees · 1 year

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HI! this is an anlysis ask but i saw spruces ask and was like oh no did i do something, and wanted to say that in my last ask i wasnt trying to be negative or anything about niki, i just was talking abt what we were discussing in stars discussion in the discord. didnt mean to try and pressure you in any way, im not upset abt niki or anything! :) now onwards!

so proud abt stars, its amazing, loved the new chapter, super excited for epilouge aswell!

"i need to talk to my boys" AHHAHAJHDBHGDUYBEDGJSJSHLDKJ my childhood traumatized, found family loving, i wish that was me self is SCREAMING >:3

"never trust a traitor" love that quote sm, i cant explain or really describe why but there is something about it that i was just like, oh damn that slaps

glass divine: ive never read someone elses dream, and im not 100% sure i plan to, but i WILL be reading through a glass divine! so hyped >:D

tubbo's betrayal: i want to say i saw it coming so clearly, and honestly, the little voice in my head did, but part of me was also like, nooooo tubbo, he will get hurt, save tub boi, so i was 100% in denial lmao

so glad they got to hug it out man so happy 10000000/10

overall, it was amazing. (are we rly surprised, its always amazing since it is Bee) so so proud, so grateful, and i gotta say, this is the best fic ive ever read. i loved it. i will be buying copies for all of my friends, and if you ever do a book signing, i will be there (if i can convince someone to take me) ill be there in spirit no matter what. you are my favorite author. much love to you, and i hope you know how amazing you are, and that you understand how hard to do this is, dont be afraid to take a break after stars is 100% over, because this is a huge project thats taken you super long, and its done, dont be upset about that, and if you need anything at all, we are here! sorry for being sappy fren but im so proud! <3

-👑

omg no king anon you're fine, there was someone in my comments on ao3 who posted some critique that I made a post complaining about so that's what spruce was referring to. you're totally fine I promise!!

I knew the "I need to talk to my boys" line would get people screaming (and tbh I was so excited to write that too)

THANK YOU I was so proud of the "never trust a traitor" bit

literally no pressure to read someone else's dream you don't need to and tbh I do not like someone else's dream that much bc of how I rushed it so... also glass divine is gonna deviate from it so you literally have no need to read it. so glad you're excited for glass divine!!

awww thank you so much king anon. if I ever do actually get to publish stars as an original novel that'd be a dream come true, but we'll have to wait and see if it's something I'm able to do. I'm so happy you enjoy my stories though. and don't worry about me! I'm not taking a break because I actually need a writing project going on at all times or else I have no creative outlet and I get very stressed. I love writing so much and while I know I COULD took a break, I genuinely don't want to. I always make sure I have something planned I can be working on or else I just feel way too restless. I'm just so happy I have readers who I know will read and support whatever silly story my brain decides to come up with next :)

thank you for the kind words you guys are seriously the sweetest <3

#ask #the stars and their children #king anon

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httpiastri · 3 months

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hii! i love ur acc sm and ive been wanting to do the “let it snow” for awhile so.. here it is!

im 18, south east asian, scorpio, 5,6, and unlabelled

favorite color atm is pink, i know 3 languages (english, chinese, vietnamese) , and a proud honor roll student (NERD ALERTTT 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️)

im graduating ‘24 and im planning to go to miami for marine biology!!

i have 2 cats of my own, so very big cat person, all black cats cuz i love them <3 im a laid back person, sometimes very lazy but im hardworking most of the time! i dont like doing something physical like sports (did swimming for a bit but quit bc of an injury 💀), i love everything food from very salty to very sweet, i love doing my makeup and skincare, i also love doing my nails bc its so therapeutic to me <33 i love shopping

my hobbies are cooking (almost wanted to do culinary for my major), drawing, reading, cleaning, doing other peoples hair/makeup/nails, listening to music, and watching shows and movies

my love language is definitely acts of service with a lil bit of words of affirmation

ive been into motor racing since i was young as my dad is a pretty big fan of it. used to fall asleep to the sounds of it in the background from the tv 😭😭

idk if i put too much or too little but its done so yippe!

hello sweets! aw im glad you like it!! i ship you with charles leclerc!! idk i just got major charles vibes when reading this? first of all, as he is multilingual aswell, he would relate a lot to you but also find it so interesting how you know several languages. i feel like he would have that european logic of "but chinese sounds so hard? italian and french are just… italian and french" 🤣 as he's laidback but a hard worker too, it would be easy for you both to get stuck in either your chill-ness or get like stubbornly stuck in that need to work even harder. you just have to help each other out and find a better balance 🤭

we love nerds in this household, and charles is a racing nerd so it works out well <3 the image of charles with black cats really works in my head? i think he would love them too?? charles is a foodie too so if you cook for him, he would get so soft. dinner dates at home where you're doing the cooking and he's helping out, the both of you just chatting away about your weeks and enjoying each other's company 💘

charles would love to spoil you with acts of service, always offering to help out and run your errands so you can rest. he'll do all of the chores, wake you up with coffee or breakfast in bed, and so on. and he'd make sure to always ask you what he can do for you and how he can help you out. plusss he would love to praise you and tell you what he likes about you. very much "you're beautiful", "you did so well", "i wish you could see yourself through my eyes" <3

#thank you for your ask !!!#hope u have a great day <3 #anon!#let it snow!#jack's 1.5k celly!

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onlyjaeyun · 3 months

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HEY QUEEN 🗣️ girl u have done it again 🤭constantly raising the bar for us all, and doing it FLAWLESSLY ☝️i’d say i’m surprised but i know who you are 🤷‍♀️ i’ve seen it up close and personal ! girl u make me so proud and i love you 🫶🏼 now look at how u ate that. LOOK AT HOW U DEVOURED THAT WHOLE SMUT. AS U FUCKING SHOULD 💯 bro the amount of emotions i went through in those 25 mins of reading ouhhh lord jesus have mercy on my poor soul GAWD how are you SO GOOD?! i need an actual scientific research on ur thought process because HOW do u manage to keep gagging all of us AGAIN and AGAIN OVER AND OVER. miss zadie, im afraid you devoured the hate sex scene so eloquently you had me dizzy for a good 4 mins after reading 🤕 your writing game is UNTOUCHABLE 🙅‍♀️ #theseotherhoescouldnever i love you and ur brain so so much. okay now im gonna start talking about what the FUCK 🧍‍♀️ happened.

alright so first of AWL 🤨 FIRST SEX SCENE OF CH COMPLETED LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO 🗣️🗣️🗣️ anyways now fuCK OFF NA JAEMIN FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING OH MY GOOOODDDDD like this is actually insane a whole ass phonecall for a laptop (i get it but for him i don’t) broke ass bitch u STILL HAVE THE AUDACITY TO CALL when u shOULD BE IN JAIL BITCH. (also i read ur explanation about the freshmen students and yes, it was infact a jumpscare. im totally ignoring the fact that my right kidney stopped and my left eye went blind after reading “9th graders” but thanks for clarifying baby 🫶🏼) anyways when is the execution date for j***** like i need to see him live 4k 1080p quality on that electric chair 🪑 bro.

moving on from the rat that escaped the sewage! what the FUCK. that hate sex scene was tEW GOOD. 😩 u know what really had me almost become one with the floor was the way u made him ALMOSSTTT become pussy drunk 🙏🏼 i’m blushing and giggling rn but i love love LOVEEE when u make them like that 😭 anyways can’t wait to see sunghoon singing “best i ever had” to yn 30 chapters or smth from now. BUT AYYYEEEE HEESEUNG WOMB ESCAPE DAY PARTY LETS GO 🗣️💯 i can’t wait to see the events that will happen in the party & in the next few chapters 😁🤞

anywho! hope you’re taking care of yourself angel !! sending u so many hugs & kisses thank u zadie for ur service :D

-⁉️

MY BABY IS BACKKKK YALL HONEY WAKE UP ⁉️ SEND ME AN ASK ITS TIME TO GIGGLE AND KICK FEET AGAIN 🤭🤭🤭🤭

firstly, thank you SO much for these baby i hope you knwo i appreciate them with everything i have and if you dont i will try harder to make it known to you 🫡

STOP THE PRAISING AND COMPLIMENTING IS TOO MUCH IM GONNA BLUSH AND FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU RN 🤕 thank you so, so so so much baby i love you and am literally so smiley rn like i might have a crush on you dont make me delulu 🤥

NOT YOU WANTING THE CHAIR FOR CH!JAEMS 😭😭 valid but DAMN ngl and im glad i got that cleared up bc yes he's bad but not THAT bad 🤥🤥

and you know i will make hoonie admit that he's never had pussy as good as ch!y/n's just bc i promised to make him fall to his knees and BEG for her mercy like she's gonna be so mean to him but he deserves it so its okay 🤭🤭

thank you so much again baby, always so happy to see you in my inbox and hope youre having a great day, pls accept ALL my kisses 🥺🤍🫧☁️

#; mailbox 📬#; cold hearts

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awlumii · 2 years

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Hello hello zuzu

I just found out about gene therapy and i feel like if someone talked to me about it ill be genuinely interested bc this topic is so fascinating to me

I'd aso be geeking out about it too much and i dont wanna look like someone whos smart bc im not and i rlly just understand the bare minimum of this topic

Oh also id like to say that the org i joined is a theatre org (i think i mentioned that already???) and i joined the writing committee and its so fun but oh my god i need to have script thats 50% done by next next week and i dont even know how to start it... Or end it???? I dont even know what to do for the middle parts

We had this story concept thing that we showed to the directors and other orgmates which was super insightful bc theyd help u see the flaws in ur play and even give u suggestions on how to improve it

Anyways this ask is getting long im sorry djdbdkdndk

Midterms start tomorrow btw 🥹

How are you zuzu? Anything fun you did the past few weeks or days? Something youre proud of?

-aggressive anon

hey hey! if i knew what gene therapy was i'd happily talk about it! but i don't;; if you wanna share what you know though, go right on ahead! and you are smart, don't you ever say otherwise! and the theatre org sounds really cool! i'm glad you're enjoying yourself! don't force yourself with the story thing, because you don't want to burn yourself out ☝🏽good luck on midterms too!

#[ 📭 — incoming! ]#aggressive anon

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tyonfs · 2 years

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hehe i've been surprisingly good ^___^ i have been meeting with friends and cousins and thrifting >:) so im super happy!! :D omg please take ur time with the fic! get some good sleep in 😤 no pressure hehe we are also very excited for it!!!!! OMG HYUCK IS NEXT AHHHHH did you know that aside from nomin i've also been crushing on haechan lately WHAT IS IT ABOUT THAT (PERFECT) MAN 😤 im already excited i havent even read jeno's?!?!!!!!!!

im not holding up very well with sxf drought 😔 i dont think i can wait until october!!! HAHAHHAHA omg on that note i relate with green day's wake me up when september ends BECAUSE I WANT IT TO BE OCTOBER RN ! !! anyways i already miss the forgers i've been Scouring tiktok for sxf edits im: desperate

oh no have you checked with your doctor for your pink eye?? my little sister also got pink eye recently but pls dont be like her because she always rubbed her eye???? 😭 so stubborn but i hope yours heals quickly!! AHHH what games have you been playing hehe? and is dear m good i havent seen it but i heard jaehyuns acting is really good :o what can he NOT do at this point

i’m glad you’ve been doing well !! <33 OMGG have you been finding anything nice while thrifting? :o i haven’t gone much but it sounds so fun !! :0

also i’ve been falling asleep so fast these days HAHHA but finally i can post 🤧 IM ACTUALLY VERY EXCITED TO WRITE HYUCKS LOLL IT WILL BE KINDA(??) SLOWBURN TBHHH but i feel like it’ll be def worth it >:)) plus hyuck is the most outta pocket so he needs his character development 🧘‍♀️ i’m glad hyuck’s been added to the crush list tho !! did you see that video of him vibing to baekhyun’s song it was so 😵‍💫😮‍💨

OMG ITS BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE IVE HEARD OF GREEN DAY BUT YOURE SO RIGHT god it feels so weird without waiting for those episodes to drop 😭 im glad the season’s longer but how do i waittttt D; this is why i hate watching shows while they’re ongoing LMAOAO I JUST PREFER BINGING ALL THE EPS WHEN ITS COMPLETED

but yes i think mine’s mostly all better by now !!! i think it was only bad the first few days and now it’s all good :oo HONESTLY SORT OF A BLOW TO MY EGO THAT I GOT IT HAHAH but that was also part of the reason i couldn’t even get my jeno fic done HAHAH every time i opened my laptop that eye would get all blurry LOLL but my vision is A-okay now 😎

also i was playing undertale but now my attention’s on omori !! i’m also playing animal crossing and pokémon >:)) and the new bts island game LOLL i need to catch up on genshin as well bc KAZUHAAAAA 🤩 hbu tho love ?? any games you’ve been into? :o

AHH YES I WAS SO SO PROUD OF JAEHYUN HE DID SO WELL !! ♡ i’ve only watched an episode and a half tbh but i saw clips of other scenes on tiktok and twitter and he looks so cool :‘)) i was waiting for the rest of the eps so i can watch the rest so maybe i’ll get to that soon !!

#asks #jaemboi64 #fic: netflix and chill

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jarvis-cockhead · 3 years

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#i came out as bi to my mum recently #which i know is supposed to be a big thing but the whole reason ive not done it sooner is because #i really hate the idea that coming out has to be a big thing. i think it should be the same as eg telling someone youre a cat person #ik that opinion isnt universal and i wholeheartedly support people who want to be loud about their sexuality bc they deserve to feel pride #but for me ive never liked the idea. and its never been relevant to conversation so theres just never been an opportunity to bring it up #anyway thankfully my mum also agrees that it doesnt need to be some big thing #the conversation was over quick and with no issues. exactly how i wanted #i feel really good because it just felt like something normal #even having people say theyre proud of me for it (which i do appreciate really) felt kinda weird #anyway . that happened #im just glad its done and out the way #oh i did love my mum saying its good because theres double the choice hfnjfjfmsjfs love that thank you mum (also its true)#it does also make me glad i never came out when i thought i was just gay. coming out twice doesnt seem fun at all #i think my feelings on these things are very specific to my view of what an ideal world looks like which is fine #i know not everyone will share my view. but i dont feel much need to be all loud and proud about this #i feel good about knowing who i am but i dont want external validation for it #i think it should just feel normal so for me that means i have little personal interest in eg pride celebrations i guess?#theres not a complete lack of interest of course but.. yeah. not really sure how to explain it #anyway im rambling now #time to raid the kitchen because im very hungry

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ma3mae · 2 years

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How the characters would help you if you'd be working on an essay or smth

So i had this real quick thought about what it would be like if you would be working on some kind of essay and vi, jinx and cait would help you with that or how they'd react in general (not me just really wanting one of them to help me with my essay 🥲) also lowkey suggestive theme at the end 👀

Masterlist

When she'd see you working really hard and trying to get this essay properly done, she'd first off be proud af

Like i can imagine her go all like "wow, look at you being all hardworking like that"

Lmao would prob slide in a slightly suggestive comment like " hardworking just how we know it *wink*" like vi stop, dont distract us from our essay pls 🥵

i can also see her giving you headpats or pecks on your head or cheek when she would walk passed you while you're writing

Would ask if you'd need something like a something to drink or a snack (would lowkey offer herself as a snack too as a joke or is it? 👀)

But if you spend literally most of the time writing your essay or smth, she'd prob kinda start to pout bc she's not able to cuddle or touch you as usual but she also doesnt want to distract you too much from your work when she knows how important it is to you

If she notices that you are literally refusing to sleep and its getting really unhealthy then she'll do anything to get you to take a break

Like maybe first try to coax you softly like "hey, baby. I know this is really important to you but maybe take a breather or something?"

If that doesn't work and you keep refusing her then i can imagine her either being like "you know what? Fuck it, you're taking a break" and just grabs you and makes you sit on her lap until you've gotten enough time for a break

It could also happen that she'd get frustrated at first and be like "??? Oh my god, take a damn break already!!" but it would end up with her just stealing you away from your work

Dont ignore her too much pls bc i can see her go all like ":(( ok i'll let you do your work in peace >:'((" and then she just pouts and tries to distract herself and ends up kinda distancing herself from you

wouldn't need that much reassurance tho if you explain to her that you really didn't mean it like that and you were just really stressing to get it done and you're sorry for making her feel like you've been ignoring her

She'll be like "I... Im just glad that you're finally taking a break, sweetie. Just don't ignore me too much next time, okay?" lowkey side looped smirk and so on as she gives you a peck on the forehead

If you'd ask her for help, she would definitely try to help you with it!! It depends on the topic tho how much she'd be able to help but she would even start to research some stuff to help you

I could see her being pretty helpful when it's about smth like the human mind/behavior/nature like she would just throw some really really poetic and philosophic shit outta nowhere

You'd be like "Holy shit, vi. That's more than a big help for me!!" and she'd prob get real flustered at first but would try to cover that giddy feeling up by acting all smug like "didn't expect that from me, did ya?"

Would totally be down for letting you sit on her lap while you'd be working on ur essay

Good luck concentrating tho bc she'd prob start to give you pecks all over your face and down to your neck

Also her hands would not be able to stay still for too long skskks

Might be a sneaky way to make you take a break 👀

Who would complain about that tho, lol

Jinx

I can see her being really curious at first like "heyyyy watcha got there, toots?" when she'd walk past you and see you working like really concentrated on smth

Would squish her face against yours or put her chin on top of your head and wrap her arms around you to take a look at your Computer/laptop screen and when she sees its an essay she'd prob be like "ewww, that looks really fucking boring"

Either she'd be like "welp, good thing i dont have to deal with that! Good luck, toots!" and just give you a squeeze, a kiss for encouragement and then proceed to walk away and continue on with her day

Or she'd ask if you need any help and if you refuse then she'd pout a bit before doing the same as mentioned before

Even if she would walk away at first, she would often come back tho just to check on you bc she doesnt like it how you dont have that much time for her anymore bc you're so fixated towards your work but would use excuses like "I'm so boooooored!! When are you done with this stupid essay??"

Would crawl onto your lap and give you kisses to somehow distract you from it because this girl just wants to love her partner with her whole being but this essay!! Is in the way!!

Just like vi, she would probably force you to take a break if she sees you not getting enough sleep but she would do it with a bit more force right away like "okay, we are soooo getting away from this essay, okay?? Okay." and just pull you towards the couch or to your room and make you lie down

Would crawl on top of you just so you wouldnt try to get up

You would have to do a lot of explaining if you were to refuse her because oh boy, she'd get really fucking sad tbh because she just misses her partner and just wants to be with them

She'll probably get a bit mad too if its clearly affecting your health and you're still refusing to rest

Would prob get a bit aggressive like just aggressively saving your file and shutting your computer down and you wouldnt dare to even say anything because she'll just pull you to your room and be like "Sleep. Now."

If you're lying together in bed cuddling after that, she could either go "see, i told you this is sooo much better than that essay of yours!"

But she could also feel really guilty at first especially when you've told her some time ago that its a really important one and would be like "Hey... You're not mad at me, right?... I just wanted to have you to finally get away from that and that we could finally do something together..."

She'd look at you with those really sad doe eyes of hers and your heart would just go 💔 like baby, we're sorry for not giving you enough love!!

Give her like all the kisses you can give her and would prob need lots of reassurance depending how bad of an argument you've had about it before lying in bed together

Tbh i can also see her just finishing that essay for you out of frustration

Like you just need to get it done, right? So boom you wake up, open your file and you've got yourself some doctoral thesis or something

You would just sit there, really shocked, confused and she'd just walk up to you and be like "Yeaaaah, so i kinda finished that for you since that it was getting really on my nerves buuuut!! We can finally do something together and you won't have to worry about it anymore!!"

Like no joke, your teachers or lecturer would be all like "!!! This is really amazing work!!" and you'd sit there thinking "u h m m welp that wasnt even my work but oh well"

Dont try to make her do it for you on purpose tho because she would definitely help you but she'd mostly be like "naaah, do it yourself" bc honestly who wants to write an essay about smth you're not really interested in

If she helps you then expect her to want some kind of reward

Doesnt need to be anything materialistic but 😏 could be a reward in a certain way 👀 if you know what i mean 👀👀

She'd like come up to you while suggestively shaking her hips and cup your face in her hands with a really deep gaze

Like lip biting and all and would go "Well, I do expect some kind of reward for my help, toots? Think I deserve that, dont'cha think so?"

Insert spicy time 🤠

Caitlyn

would show genuine interest like the other two but i can see her actually starting to ask questions about what kind of topic you're writing about and other details

Would probably start to research about the topic herself because 1.she wants to help you and 2. She just takes an interest in the topic itself

But definitely because its something you're writing about

Would probably feel like she has to help you because she wants to so when you would be sitting there and writing, she'd come up and be like "so i've read that *insert topic* could also interpreted differently such as" and would give you really elaborate answers like her answer itself is an essay

She'd feel all warm and really happy if she'd be able to help you like that

Would give you a kiss on your head and go "I'm glad I could help, sweetheart"

I think she would at first have a bit of a difficult time actually distinguishing from hardworking and working yourself tirelessly because she herself tends to stay up late a lot whenever she would be working on a case and has night shifts in general due to her duty as an enforcer

But sooner or later she would definitely notice you having like huge ass eyebags and kinda swaying a bit when you'd be walking around

Would come up to you and ask if everything's okay and that you should maybe take a break or get some rest after all

If you would refuse then she would at first let it go like "Okay... But try to drink plenty and maybe take short breaks in between, my darling?

Would also give you some snacks or coffee/tea whenever she can because she herself tends to forget about these kinds of things whenever she'd work on something at home"

Whenever she'd bring something to you or would walk past you, she would come up and gently stroke your cheek and bend down to give you a kiss on your cheek or a peck on your lips

She wouldn't let it go for too long tho because your health comes first and she knows from experience on how much it can affect you if you don't get enough rest so she'd go up to you and be like "Okay, enough is enough. I really love and appreciate how you're putting so much effort and time into this essay but I can not let this go on and watch you get more tired with each passing day. You need to rest."

How could you say no after that especially when she's using that authorative voice of hers 😳

She would definitely take you out to get some fresh air and a clear head

Maybe even go out and eat something nice or for a drink

But either way she would definitely tuck you gently in bed and would tell you to get some rest and tell her if you need anything

I could see her having to leave for duty or because she'd have a case to work on at home

If it would be the first one then she would tell her that she'd try to hurry back as soon as she can because someone has to make sure that you wouldn't just get up again and start writing

Would honestly just want to stay with you and cuddle and give you kisses in general as you two lie calmly in bed while she strokes your hair

If it's the second case and you'd know that she would also end up staying awake for a long time to work on a case, expect your roles to be reversed

Like you'd have to coax her back to bed and make her take a break

She'd try (keyword *try*) to be stubborn at first but just give her your best puppy eyes and snuggle up to her while giving her pecks on her face and she'll just melt and be like "Oh, darling. What should I just do with you?" and have that really endearing smile on her face while kissing you on your forehead

Make a suggestive comment like "Well there are some things that you could do with me" and she'd raise an eyebrow and playfully answer back with "What do you suggest, darling?" "Oh, there are plenty of things I could suggest" and she'd end it with "Then I suggest that the both of us go to our bed and we'll see what happens"

Good luck in not absolutely melting because you just riled her up and oh boy, it's gonna be a really good time

It's gonna end with both of you feeling like utter bliss and just falling asleep in each other's arms

But you'd prob clean up before that since cait would prob want to fall asleep feeling clean and refreshed

Lmao this turned out longer than i expected but now i can atleast dream about it in peace 🥲♥️

#arcane #arcane fanfic #arcane league of legends #arcane series #arcane x reader #vi x reader #caitlyn x reader #jinx x reader #arcane jinx #arcane caitlyn #arcane headcannons

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parismemes · 2 years

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THINGS SAID IN DISCORD: NOVEMBER EDITION!

“EY TONY STOP WALKIN ALL OVER MY FEET” “hopefully this person has the gift of prophecy” “at least youre not ALSO part gemini” “apparently a lot of women just go into labor when it floods” “this mf walking into subway like im about to manipulate this unsuspecting employee into making me a sandwich” “im like a proud mother with a gun today” “im coming to your location and im going to knock everything off your shelves” “jsyk if anyone doesnt say happy birthday in here im prepared to show up on the astral plane in your location and haunt you” “im not doing anything except for having an opinion” “you guys have got to stop rectangle squaring things” “dont you know that its emo to have trauma” “hey everyone i just want to say sorry in advance for the way im going to behave tomorrow” “come to the conclusion that i shouldnt be allowed to type things. very sorry” “rotisserie chicken boy.” “i dont agree with my result im gonna find a worse quiz made by a middle schooler” “god im so good at loopholes im so smart” “WAS THIS WHAT FUCKING STARTED MY FUCKING CATBOY AND CATGIRL OBSESSION FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF” “i always feel like a pickle in a jar when ur not here :(” “hey. you know youre not allowed to get good sleep around us.” “either this man is fuck you years old or he just gets around A LOT. or both but unrelated to eachother i guess” “nice going ___ that is just the movie enchanted.” “I COULD NEVER KILL HIM hes my poor little meow meow” “formal apology everyone i was in what we like to call in the business a mood” “what if one day i wake up and i realize i still feel completely empty. what then.” “theres nothing in the ocean i will not eat” “ppl just like to get pretentious about not cracking their cheesecakes” “we're being assassinated for being correct this is political suppression“ “well thats just not true. i can think of at least one occasion youve been wrong before” “EXIT. THE PREMESIS” “___ your bf would eat raw meat. you have no room here” “i was like wait what the fuck other golf terms are birds and then i remembered. birdie” “im glad you enjoy me calling you a shit head” “overstimulated in this cheesecake factory” “we missed you so we are chewing up the couches” “one time i went to a wax museum and i tried to take a selfie with the tswift wax figure but i couldnt even fit us both in frame bc she was so tall” “if you have to resort to gamer slang to win your argument youre automatically wrong” “ill accept it because yellow and purple are basically the same thing” “i dont need to use scientific tools to prove my point i have eyes” “im not having this debate because i want to solve it im having this debate because im right“ “i think the terms of the debate were pretty clear in that it cannot be anything other than green or yellow and since its not yellow its obviously green” “i love you with all my soul but thats the worst and most incorrect thing youve ever said“ “i think everyone is qualified to judge my taste.” “rip king sorry to hear about ur tragic fate“ “this interaction for sure is ending with one or both of them getting alcohol poisoning by the end of the night” “i love watching these minecraft guys go to war. if we did minecraft id absolutely go to war with one of u.” “active decisions can still be dumb” “if that really happens thats more valuable to me than winning any lottery” “i put laundry away when the stars are properly aligned” “i just never stop thinking about it because i dont like the vibe it gives me at all even a little” “hes never done anything wrong, except for the things he did do wrong, which i forgive him for” “i could say the fuck word before too it was just not legal” “ok its definitely not square vs rectangle because then youre saying everyone with a piss kink is a vampire but not all vampires have a piss kink” “thats like saying "oh you like juice? well try this ;)" and then putting it through four water filtration systems and giving them the remains” “how dare you cater to my tastes.” “im going to crawl into a hole in the earth and bury myself” “this is a step backwards. but ill take it as a good omen anyway.“ “i can tell why critics hated it because it has every film element that a critic would not like, but luckily that happens to be exactly everything in a film that i love” “why am i in everyones dreams lately” “i dont believe in colors” “I HATE HIM SO MUCH ITS UNREAL” “(sobbing) i try not to judge appearances but why does your face look like that.” “i actually have no idea how to send things in the mail and im too embarrassed to ask“ “tone wise that feels like a dream i once had about Evil Youtube” “yeah hes hinged but like instead of being a normal door hes a funhouse door that is tilted a little too horizontally and is also randomly placed in the middle of the wall”

#i love to post these because it means patting myself on the back and being like wow paris you sure are hilarious!#rp memes #sentence starters #rp meme #ask memes #ask meme

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hyunjinspark · 2 years

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Okay I really wanted to analyse this chapter bc I've never done that before so I thought for the final chapter I would 🥰

I'm working in my notes and writing down my thoughts as I read so here we go:

Omg the domesticity between felix and hyunjin is ADORABLE its something I've notice but never said, but you've written the simple domestic things really well. Like some fic writers spend too much time creating a scene and write unnecessary details because they think that's what everyone does but in reality, things little things actually all matter and you've captured it all perfectly, in just the first part

MINHO AND YEJI MINHO AND YEJI MINHO AND YEJI

THEYRE SO FUCKING HOT

PLS

I WANNA DATE THEM 😫😫

ahem....anyway

Ugh the character building...bless yn for not holding onto the past too much! Sure the thought of seojun would be unsettling but im proud of her for not letting it eat her up🥺

Oh my god woo has no shame...I fucking love him!! 🥰🤩

Seojun I'm gonna smack you across your face and send you flying over the Mexican border...don't fuck with my jinnie and yn

Hwang boy.....SPEAK THE FUCK UP ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND OMFG

DUMBASS

FIRST SEOJUN NOW CHAEYOUNG

IMMA BE A WWE FIGHTER BY THE END OF THIS KDKSKOSJSKS

OKAY BUT BESTIE WOOYOUNG

HYUN I LIKE YOU....BUT I LOVE THIS WOOYOUNG AAAAHHH NO I DONT WANNA STOP TALKING IN CAPS

SOMEONE GET ME A BOY LIKE WOO PLS

MY HANNIE FINALLY ARRIVED

I am so whipped for that man ugh yes

Also THANK YOU HYUNJIN FOR SHUTTING CHAEYOUNG THE FUCK UP BEFORE I ROAST HER IN THAT BONFIRE -_-

Shut up I want someone to chase me down the street to an art exhibition 😫😫

Wait

Context

Please

YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

Okay nah fuck this I gave up ...I got way to immersed in the end....the sex scenes...Jade....baby...bestie the sex scenes are so good....my weakness😭😭😭

Ugh I hate it's come to an end but it's just so beautiful 100000/10

I wish I could express more in words but I just can't...its simply amazing and beautiful....watch me read it again and again!! I'm so proud of you and happy aaahhh

I LOVE YOU❣❣❣

i read the first line and i was so happy 😭 thankk you for analyzing it, it’s my favorite thing ever when somebody does that, and you are also my favorite thing so 🥰🥰🥰🥰 i will also analyze your review😄🤨

ahhh, you’re the first one that pointed out the hyunjin and felix scene, i had so much fun writing it, im so glad you liked that 😭😭

MINHO AND YEJI INDEED. hahahaha that was all for you, their #1 shipper 😘 yes date them.

yn matured so much 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 hearing about seojun, the same girl she felt insecure of for so long, i would have been like bitchhh 😭😭👋🏻 lol im kidding, but yeah, im glad you noticed that she grew.

please the way you love woo and han 😭😭 he is a sweetheart.

thank you for loving the sex scenes i had so much fun writing them but im bad at smut or self conscious so thank YOU 💗💗💗

thank you for everything, im so glad i met you because of this story and that you love it so much. i love you, thanks for sending this in, i read it all with a smile on my face 😁😁

#only fools #hyunjin x reader

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