#im not coping well

[riverrcottage]

Anthony Burch will crush and kill any gay teenagers in his path he spares no one

#im not coping well #hermie get up #dndads #dungeons and daddies #hermie the unworthy

[aiixen]

No bc why did I get into jjk , why why why why ( ruined )

#fillwd with depsair #im not coping well #i wanna kms

[mangoyakult]

ok even tho neil gaiman said that he'd write a book abt s3 if prime didn't pick it up, i still am 100% confident that prime will make s3. i mean, cmon guys they LITERALLY made a yt comp of them titled "good omens if it was a rom com :)" LIKE HOW CAN WE NOT GET A S3 AFTER THAT

#good omens #good omens 2 #im not coping well #i need to collect all my thoughts #i need a minute to think about this

[jerrsterrr]

wanting to magma to fill the human interaction quota, but also needing to finish oc art and animation but also gifts but also needing to sleep but also

#my first day without hw #im not coping well #GRGRGHEHEUWIFOWPW #making gift art making gift art for myself cuz its my bday soon #BUT ALSO I CANT #sl e ep #chronic nightmare haver #i really needa work on thos abimationgjfls #adios #Explodes #jerrsterrr jests

[imfrom-neptune]

I’m one more minor inconvenience from just letting it all fall apart and letting myself die cause at this point it’s the best option.

why do I deserve this?

#vent post #im not coping well #don’t worry I won’t do anything stupid #but honestly #why do i deserve this

[swordswaltz]

4! big! guys! and they grab on my thighs! blow up my guts like the fourth of july!

#im not coping well

[lizzy-calaxio]

You ever just start organizing a fluffy vacation fic just because another fandom you're in is currently going through the bleakest fucking arc I have seen in my 10 years of playing magic the gathering

Anyway I wouldnt know anything about that, but if you were curious, Lizzy, Bril, Sadu, Shio, Suzaku and more are going on a nice cute vacation where only good things happen and everyone is happy and healthy

#im not coping well

[some-ghost-we-will-call-i]

someone talk me out of getting piss drunk tonight

#alcohol/ #im not coping well

[random-tree]

My mother after unwillingly being saddled with me: I'm going to raise a child with so many pseudosexual issues

#vent #im not coping well #am i even using the term pseudosexual right? #eh who cares

[rejectofsociety]

i’m so fucking tired i wanna fucking kill myself

#i didn’t know it was physically possible to be this tired and still like. #be alive #i’ve felt fine all day but once i try to sleep i suddenly feel so hungry that every part of my body aches and it hurts to breathe #literally all i can think about is self harming and i’d do it if i wasn’t too tired to leave bed #but fuuuuuck #im not coping well #delete later

[royalelusts]

every time im enjoying the last of us it just has to be ripped away from me

#✰—rambles!!! #im not coping well #I guess implied spoilers(?) but this applies to every episode

[temeyes]

studies

#those price busts in the 2nd panel are actually my initial drafts tonight- #like a “POV: you're sick and Price comes to check on you” (cuz im sick rn and i want Price to take care of me???) #but i couldn't draw Price the way i wanted to.. so i decided to draw Soap to cope with that.. but then it turned into this horn knee thing #guess things worked out well in the end!! #my art #2024 #call of duty: modern warfare #call of duty: modern warfare ii #call of duty: modern warfare iii #call of duty #cod #cod mw #cod mwiii #cod mwii #mw #modern warfare #mw2 #mw3 #soap cod #price cod #pricesoap #soapprice #soap mactavish #johnny soap mactavish #john price #captain john price #bravo six #art #fanart #digital art

[lesbaurinkos]

manchester eye (and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you

don’t even have a name for)

#(shaking like a leaf) do you. Remember. The time. #i just ummmm. basically i just ummmmm. well this is me coping with my finals! #it’s 4 am. but i had to get this out there. im fucking crazy but im free #something something i would have fed her a copy of crush and kept her alive forever!!!!! #grinning so sickly at u all. hope this helps everyone on this lovely night. morning #phan #:] #dnp #phanart

[imfrom-neptune]

Vent post in the form of writing again. Read with care. TWs are tagged. If I missed one lmk and I’ll add it.

I’m not a kid anymore, y’know.

I stopped being a kid the day you put tape over my mouth while I sobbed in the corner as a “time out”. I was probably three or four. No one else remembers this happened to me. Sometimes I wonder if I dreamt it.

I stopped being a kid when I realized parents don’t fight like you do. Parents don’t scream until 1 am or break doors, and kids don’t stay up late and listen to their parents arguments just to make sure no one got hurt. I was eight.

I stopped being a kid when you beat me and told me you regretted having me. You dragged me away from my theatre dinner and I cried, and my teacher saw me. I wonder what she would’ve done if she knew what you do to fifth graders at home. The next day I told her everything was fine. She believed me.

I stopped being a kid when my grandmother got cancer. She died. I didn’t expect it. She promised me she wouldn’t and everything would be fine. I didn’t understand why she would break a promise like that. I missed her. I couldn’t help but think she was just gone, cause when I closed my eyes and imagine dying, it felt like walking up and not remembering a dream.

I stopped being a kid when you locked me on the front porch for half an hour as a “punishment”. I cried and had to tell the neighbor everything was fine. I knew she saw that it wasn’t. I never got to thank her for asking an eleven year old if they were okay.

I stopped being a kid when I started cutting myself. I wanted to die. I was twelve and I couldn’t handle living anymore. I was a disappointment. I was an embarrassment. No one wanted me, so I decided I wanted to disappear.

I stopped being a kid when my life became about grades and letters and perfect scores. It felt pointless. I was alive just to die anyway. What was the point? I was in eighth grade and I was already a failure.

I stopped being a kid when no one came to help me. I spent every wish on hoping things would get better for years. I got myself clean. I pulled myself put of dark places. I did it by myself. No one ever came for me.

I’ve just turned sixteen but my mind is beyond my age. You’re getting divorced and you ask me how I feel about it. I don’t have much to say. I’ve always seen it coming. You say my feelings are valid but they’ve been ignored for years. I don’t care anymore. I’m not even upset. You stare in disbelief.

“When did you stop being a kid?”

#writing #my writing #vent post #tw sh related #tw death #im not coping well

[kentopedia]

when nanami dies, there's a box of letters waiting for you.

months pass before you find it. it's not until you're cleaning out his things, wondering if you can stand to get rid of them, that the letters are there waiting for you.

its no bigger than a shoebox, dark wood engraved with an intricate design, one that you're certain kento picked out specifically for you. you've never seen it before, and you open it with shaky hands, tears already pooling in your eyes at all the memories your lover left behind.

inside, there's a stack of letters, each one dated at the top with kento's name intricately signed at the end. some are in sealed envelopes with beautiful stamps. some multiple pages long and include some little haikus that are far too lovely to be about someone like you. and some are just quick little notes scribbled on napkins.

your spread them across the floor, staring down at each of the tiny little hearts he'd drawn next to your name on each note. even though you'd been together for years, you had no idea that he'd been writing all of them—hours of his life dedicated to this little pastime, and you'd been clueless.

they're like journal entires. insights into kento's life and your relationship, both the good moments and the tough ones. he leaves behind everything to you, entrusting you to keep his entire existence safe in your hands.

you read the letters with tears streaming down your face, and you choke on your sobs, trying so hard not to smear the ink from the wetness on your cheeks.

when you pull one out with shaky hands, you realize it's a decade old. the writing has faded a bit, and the paper is yellowing, but it's kento's handwriting, nonetheless.

it makes you near sick to read it. for a minute, you have to set it aside, cry into your knees as you curl into a ball, wondering when you'll ever stop feeling this empty.

this letter is from a sixteen year old kento; a quiet boy who had a silly little crush on girl in his year that was much too pretty for him. and in the letter, he says he knows you're too good for him, but he can't help but love you. he can't help but hope that one day, in a few years, you'll want to marry him as much as he wants to marry you.

it hurts, burns in your chest because even back then, kento had known you were the one. he'd known and he wrote you these letters because he'd felt that his life would be cut short. he'd felt like that since haibara died, and geto left, and it started to seem like the life of a sorcerer was always doomed to be an unhappy one.

kento had been so afraid that his friend died without knowing how much he meant to him, and he refused to make the same mistake with you.

there are letters from even when you weren't together. from the years that you were eighteen, nineteen, twenty, and kento had been so desperate to leave jujutsu behind that it meant he had to leave you too. even then, even when you were nothing more than a shadow from his past, he adored you.

you feel so outside of yourself, nauseous and filled with so much grief that you're not sure where to put it.

sometimes, you’d doubted if kento felt as loved by you as you did by him. but there's pages and pages of him speaking of how special you make him feel, even when you were separated, and he missed you so much that the thoughts of you consumed him.

you spend hours going through the letters, and then, you see one dated halloween, 2018. even breathing feels hard, but you can't stop yourself from reading it, even though you know it will destroy you, know that you won't be able to leave the house for days after reading it.

in the letter, kento says he loves you. he talks about the day before, when you'd convinced him to watch some halloween movies, and though most of them were silly, he didn't care how he spent his time with you as long as it made you smile.

he says that he feels bad for cancelling your dinner plans, and he's going to be thinking of you when he's in shibuya. that it's such a shame that being a sorcerer is so much more fulfilling than a salaryman, because it cuts into your time together, and you’re the most important part of his life.

he says he loves you again. that he really hopes he makes it back from shibuya because even though he's never told you, he wants a family with you.

he says he’s decided he'll bring it up when he gets home safe and sound. he’s not sure how you’ll feel about it, but you better know that he’ll always love you no matter what you decide, even if what he really wants is a little girl that looks just like you. and lastly, he hopes that you don't stay up too late waiting up for him—you’ve been so tired lately, and it’s making him feel bad.

his name is at the bottom with another little heart.

you let the letter fall from your hands.

#AHHH #so this is the aforementioned nanami thought <3 #im definitely coping very well #i miss him :( i love him :( #beloved kento 💋 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ #nanami x reader #kento nanami x reader #nanami angst #xoxo rylie 💌 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[kitamars]

oh no! more ginhiji

#hhhhhhhhhhhh theyyy areeee eatinggggg myyyy BRAIIIIIN #using them as a coping mechanism to avoid the horrors of silver soul #i reached the second half and i. i need a breather #i’m trying to figure out what my favourite dynamic of ginhiji is so i can make comics about it later but rn my brain is just like #haha they want to punt each other into the sun yet they are inexplicably drawn to each other so they may as well burn together #gin san being like oh well i guess this is happening now?? and toshi trying to gaslight himself out of this waking nightmare #it’s very funny to consider #they are very much a romantic comedy but more emphasis on the comedy aspect with tragedy bits coming out of nowhere to kill you dead #so like gintama yk #also hijikata’s hair is a nightmare to draw im trying so hard #girl help #sakata gintoki #hijikata toushirou #ginhiji #hijigin #gintoki x hijikata #hijikata x gintoki #there are so many tags for one pairing hhhh #gintama #ok bye