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destinyc1020 · 4 months

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For 2024 I have a few wishes for the Jacob Elordi fans:

1. Create your OWN blogs. Yall pop into Austin, Z, and Tom focused blogs, say your insults and leave. If you have your own blog focused on JE you can say whatever (inults and all), quite simple tbh.

2. Im aware Jacob and Olivia have a private relationship but the way almost NONE of his fans mention her name (even casualy) and still focus on his past relationships is wild lol he is with her and him being with a woman with her background is very telling to how he is as well.

3. Z doesnt want Jacob now, I REPEAT Z doesnt want that man lol Jacob doesnt want Z either. If they wanted to be together they couldve lasted or got back together by now but havent. They didnt even last a year lol goes back to point #2 where they dont even mention his current gf bt love to ship him with Z. I guess cuz Joey is officially married they feel lik that shipped has sailed and nobody gave af about him/Kaia, but just cuz Z is THE it girl dont mean she gotta b shipped with him. She has her own mind as does he.

4. People dont care for Jacob becuase of some of his cheating "antics" but more about some of the things he said in interviews-he can come across as pretentious, ungrateful and just arrogant. Im aware he is a multideminsional person, like the rest of us, so that may not be what he is like 24/7. Again goes back to #2 where his fans ignore Olivia or just dont get why hes with her- Jacob is probably ALOT more similar to Olivia than his fans think. People can not care for his personality because a lot of the main headlines where his name is included dont paint him out to b the best, due to his own words.

5. There are enough white men in the industry that can succeed at the same time. Like folks been saying Jacob is a colead, and has seemingly been doing well in those roles tbh. But a lot of the actors his fans are comparing him to- Austin, Timmy or Tom- have done more lead roles. It dont even make sense to compare him to them cuz if they were all nominated for something they would be leads and Jacob would be a supporting. Again, dont even make sense for his fans to pit him against them.

ALL of this... 👏🏾

TOTALLY agree w/Point #1. It's a very easy solution honestly.

Can you repeat Point #3 LOUDER for those in the back?? And ewww...I had no idea some people were still shipping Z with JE. 🤢 Umm....he's 2 gfs removed from Z already soooooo..... Like, let's get real.

The fact that she left him and went BACK to her ex is actually very telling.

TOTALLY agree w/Point #4.

And AMEN to Point #5! 👏🏾 JE stans are punching above their weight class right now, trying to compare JE to other actors who've actually done LEAD roles, and have had good box-office films, or have actually been nominated for prestigious awards. Like, seriously.... Maybe one day you all will be able to fairly compare JE to Tom, Timmy, Austin, Barry, Paul, etc... But as of right now?? Ummm....Yea, NO. You can't even compare JE to Michael B. Jordan, Jeremy Allen White, Daniel Kaluuya, or even John Boyega and Kelvin Harrison Jr.

ALL of those other actors have either:

Done lead roles

Been in a huge blockbuster film (in a lead or co-lead role)

Won or been nominated for serious acting awards

Been a box-office draw (as lead)

Right now, JE has done NEITHER of that. So, until he does at least ONE of those aforementioned things, I can't (with a STRAIGHT face) be comparing him to ANY of the actors above.

I'm sure JE will get there one day (he certainly seems hungry enough for it), but that day is not today. 🤷🏾‍♀️ And until then, his stans need to chill....cuz they're looking a little dumb rn.

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crowwants2beskini · 9 months

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So after my last post i fasted the whole day until like half an hour ago lol. I made a coffee and thats the only thing i had other than the soup i just ate n bro it made me poop like. 5 times i think LMFAO so i felt 👌🏼 very skinty bc of it. I only ate bc i was cleaning all day and i was lightheaded and felt sick af but luckily the soup was literally 80 cals a serving so i didnt rly add too many cals on to that honey bun i had this morning. I still feel hungry rn tbh but im gonna be stronger than that tonight, i have to make up for the rest of the week

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giverofempathy · 3 years

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besties wtf its 4.40am i just woke up from Thee weirdest dream ever i feel uhhhh fucked up in every sense ??

#literally had some kind of weird end of the world apocolypse vibes wtf #salisha speaks #i wrote down the whole thing lol ihshhrebwj gonna read it back in the morning cause wtf !!!#my cat escaped sktnensns i wss Sad #and i had a son ??? like a literal child ??#idk it was so weird in general but therewas such an oversll doom scenario end of thr world vibe to it all #im stikl in that emotion im honedtly scared af rn #and im hungry 🤕#and scared to go back to sleep tbh and i only have 37% left god damn it

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e-uph0r1a · 3 years

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Get to know me tag 🌸

Thanks for the tag @cosyserendipity and @blueside-hobi <33

When is your birthday? February 26

What is your favourite colour? Purple and blue

What’s your lucky number? i don’t have a lucky number but i really like 7, 17 and 27

Do you have any pets? 4 cats and 2 dogs

How tall are you? 5'1

How many pairs of shoes do you have? three lol im broke af

What’s your favourite song? i listen to a lot of music to have a fav song

Favourite movie? Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Call Me By Your Name without Armie Hammer

What would be your ideal partner? it's never good to idealize anything

Do you want children? no but i think about it a lot. everytime the answer is no but there are times when i think about my relationship with my mom and how close we are and i get emotional like i’d like the same thing, but then i take it back because is way too selfish of me. i’d rather adopt a cat

Have you gotten in trouble with the law? last year when the quarantine started here in Buenos Aires i went to buy cigarettes with my brother and a friend in her car and the police stopped us because we had to be at home lol also i didn’t had my ID with me and i was lucky that the officer didn’t ask for it

What colour socks are you wearing? purple and pink

Bath or shower? shower

Favourite type of music? rock music but i listen to a lot of things

How many pillows do you sleep with? one, and sometimes two if i cuddle the pillow lmao

What position do you sleep in? on my sides but almost always i wake up on my belly lol

What don’t you like when you’re sleeping? darkness, i’m 28 years old and i’m afraid of the dark :)

What do you have for breakfast? coffee with milk and sometimes with a few toasts with marmalade, but i’m usually not hungry when i wake up and if i eat too much it makes me feel nauseous

Have you ever tried archery? no, i have a sucky aim

Favourite fruit? watermelon and melon

Favourite swear word? in english ‘fuck’, in spanish ‘forro’

Do you have any scars? one, near the side of my knee kinda, when i was little i was playing alone in my room and i nailed the head of a clove that was sticking out of a drawer. i think i have some others but im too lazy rn lol

Are you a good liar? maybe

What’s your personality type? i don’t remember but something of ambivert i think

What’s your favourite type of girl? i like them taller than me because that’s how i like dudes too, and that’s not a hard task because im smol af. but i love all girls as i should

Left or right handed? right handed

Favourite food? pastas and stews

Are you clean or messy? clean, i hate messy places. everytime i go to one of my friends house i end up cleaning because she can be very messy and it drives me crazy lmao monica geller who?

Favourite foreign food? Goulash

How long does it take for you to get ready? an hour, because i get distracted easily

Most used phrase? tbh idk (no, this is not the answer, i really don’t know lmao)

Are you a good singer? no but people like it and i don’t know why, still i love to sing a lot

Do you sing to yourself? im always singing and whistling

Biggest fear? not being able to accomplish the things i long for

Do you like long or short hair? Medium? short hair, i lack of patience to let it grow and i find long hair boring

Are you into gossip? yeeeeeeeesssssss, give me that hot tea sis

Extrovert or introvert? ambivert but more in the introvert side, i know sometimes i might seem like a big extrovert but fuck no haha

Favourite school Subject? Spanish and English, i’ve said this a thousand times but im a sucker for linguistics and literature

What makes you nervous? i have anxiety bro, i’m aways nervous lol

Who was your first real crush? a guy called Franco, it was my best friend in middle school but of course he never liked me back lmao (story of my life). then i’ve discovered my bisexuality by having a crush on his twin sister lol

How many piercings do you have? i have five in my ears, two in one and three in the other. i used to have piercings on my lips and my nose tho

How fast can you run? define fast

What makes you angry? how much time do you have?

Do you like your own name? yeah it’s okay, i can’t see myself with other name lol tho i always liked the name ‘Alex’ because it feels genderless to me

What are your weaknesses? anxiety, my lack of patience, my adhd, depression, sarcasm...should i go on?

What are your strengths? my ass. im kidding, idk

What is the colour of your bedspread? i have two rn because it’s cold af and since im too lazy to describe both of them i’ll say dark green is the one on the top

Colour of your room? a very light blue

#tag game

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mayabishopapologist · 3 years

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station 19 - season 4, etc

this is long but i want to put down my thoughts before thursday comes and i guess i have A Lot To Say.

honestly didn’t pay much attention to this show until halfway through season two— always liked maya and was glad that they gave her more to do. going into season 3, i was excited for more character development &stronger storylines. however, by the end of 301 the dip in quality was glaringly obvious. a quick google search revealed that there was a new showrunner and, well, it showed.

while the show had been going in a really good direction with balancing the screen time between andy and the other regulars, this season, the plot was all over the place. it was uber dramatic and just. so much happened just to happen? seemed like every other episode had a major event(deaths alone; ryan,rigo,pruitt?!!?). they were so frequent, it was hard to process. it was also hard to get invested as the characters themselves moved on(or were shown to have moved on, extremely quickly!)

i enjoy the show for what it is and i have no delusions about broadcast tv shows (or shondaland productions, for that matter)but the suspension of disbelief.... i mean: a stabbing, a robbery, a shooting and a car crash? all in one episode? please! lmaooooo. drama for dramas sake is always boring and weakens the story.

& as for the characters... .

everyone felt like a hollow version of themselves this season and it was hard to watch sometimes, actually. characters switched motivations /personalities for the sake of the current episode and i know this show is very ‘monster/emergency of the week’ but. some consistency! please! like—

maya: she’s always been determined and focused but they went so far with it this season, it was almost cartoonish. her competitiveness was hinted at in season 2 but she was always portrayed as self aware. ‘the beast,’ as she dubbed it to andy, was something she knew of and tried to contain, because she knew it could get out of hand.

yet, in season 3 she suddenly forgets this and just. becomes the most power hungry/singularly focused person, ever. she goes after the captain position behind andy’s back, (citing andy’s emotional state, because of the death of her best friend as a reason she shouldn’t get the job?? huh. since when is maya this purely callous??!) she just doesn’t give af, suddenly, about andy at all, and goes for a job that she is hardly qualified for(she was lieutenant for like, a few months?)

and then after she gets the position, she just. loses all sense of reality? literally she was so unhinged(fun to watch but so much) and it was like. um?? maya has never been the uptight one (they've mentioned and depicted andy as being the one like this, multiple times!) and we know she knows how to have fun, so, for her to all of a sudden just. not know how to read the room? yeah okay. to make her so intense and severe, especially w the drills and training was, a choice. a bad one, on the writers part. like, i get that they needed her start as captain to be dramatic or whatever, but there were ways to do that. and even the animosity with the team and her went so far, i just think that whole storyline was amazingly lazy, honestly.

and the friendships!! andy and maya’s friendship is just, a mess. at this point they've spent more time at odds, and the idea that they're supposed to be best friends with this super close bond? yeah, i just... i dont buy it tbh. if they'd spent more time building up their connections and making us understand why they would be friends and showing them being there for each other past a few scattered scenes her and there? maybe. but so far, that hasn't been the case. making that bond real, solidifying that friendship, would have made this conflict have more of an emotional impact. but doing it now? making maya ‘turn’ on andy, this soon and this drastically just. it made her seem like she was extremely jealous and had been waiting to pull the rug out from under andy all along. and also, why would they stay friends when, so far, maya has showed, time and time again, that she’s willing to let her wants/ambitions leech on her loyalty to andy? (jack thing, job thing, etc). although, it’s not like andy’s a good friend to maya either, she’s selfish and seems to like it when maya is in her corner but isnt always there for her. they went so far with the idea that maya was this coldly calculating asshole that she was almost a villain?? it was so silly to me.

and the traumatic home life plot they gave to maya was clearly their attempt at some adding nuance to her character and trying to explain why she would act the way she did, but to me? it fell flat. it was rushed, and they went from zero to 100(why did her mother come to talk about her divorce/abuse at maya’s job? like she was literally working? idgi. no boundaries lmaoo)

and i actually relate and sympathize w maya a lot. and while i liked that they were exploring the many ways abuse can present itself, it was very... hm, ham-fisted. just super rushed and then wrapped up so quickly. they have, i think, written themselves into this dark place i fear they have no intention of exploring.

and while i understand it, i hated how far they let maya go, especially because i don't feel they’ll adequately address it. they move on so quickly( maya was deaf for like half a season and then. she just. wasn't) and i hate the idea of her just being ‘fixed’. a relationship and an apology doesn't undo years of abuse, idc. also will they ever address maya’s um, thoughts about death??? because that was super heavy and not just something someone gets over? going to need for her to get actual professional help. that isn’t her girlfriend, like. asap.

speaking of carina, i do like her and maya together a lot. big part of why i watch, ngl. but i need their relationship to be a lot more reciprocal. like, lets dial it back on the codependency, maybe. carina cant (and shouldn't have to) hold her up so much ! that’s not love. also maya needs to start being a good girlfriend. they started off that way, i know they can get back there. but like, we hardly got to see them settle into it, we got those cute 30sec clips of sweetness then maya was lashing out and cheating and it was like. wait a minute! what???

for s4, i want to see them working at reconciling—im talking, groveling, awkward in-between moments where carina isnt sure she can trust her. okay, tough conversations, hell, even jealousy because let's be real. maya working with jack is a lot for carina to just. take? i know i absolutely would not be happy about that, but i also wouldnt take maya back so... anyway! brushing over that would not just be a missed storytelling opportunity, but it would also be super unfair to carina and do a huge disservice to their relationship as a whole. as cute as they are, having cute moments with no real depth would get very old, very quickly.

carina: what can i say but-perfect, amazing, fantastic, WOW

seriously, carina is almost unrealistically perfect. she takes a lot and has been through the most (can they be nice 2 her this season? like just for fun) going forward, im going to need her to be more than a plot device to calm and soothe maya. i get that she was introduced as a love interest, but in season 4(as a season!!regular!!) that cant be all she is.

speaking of, it was really weird to me that she was promoted to station 19 and not greys because... what is a gynecologist going to do at a fire station? the general consensus seems to be that she’ll join warren’s PRT but like. she’s not a general surgeon so that’s a reach but, i want her around so ill buy it. i just want better and more for her tbh. not just screen-time, but also character development and depth! also friends! tired of carina being isolated, they did it on greys which. a waste! i meaaan, amelia was RIGHT. THERE. just look at the material! for s19, i want her, vic and travis to be friends or even just her and vic, like yesplease! i also want to know more about her and im tired of her being treated badly. like, i think society had progressed past carina being shitted on, thanks!

vic: my fave!!! they did so lazy by her this season ugh. she’s so charismatic and charming and just so good!! yet, her storyline was all over the place. we hardly got to see her sit with her grief (spontaneous crying aside; barrett doss is so good!) she was just kind of... around. and that relationship w jackson. lol. it was so obviously for crossover potential and well. i didnt hate it or like it. actually, i was mostly indifferent. bored, even when they were onscreen together. i just didn't care and wanted more of vic, not vic and whoever. i know they're up in the air rn but i wouldn’t be torn up if he doesn’t come back.

i want more for vic past just romantic entanglements. i know we’ve gotten a bit of her past, but i would like to see more! also, what about employment accomplishments? her artsy theatre friends? her family? just. more vic, please!!

she’s so fun and cool and when they let her, she shines. they need to let her!

jack: my boy! so dumb, but i love him sm. he def needs like. major help, though lmao. and maybe it’s just me but im tired of his sex addict plot. like, we get it, but can we move on now? kthanks. they need to let him work on himself especially, the constant self sabotage. it's getting old. for ALL of them, actually, seriously, how many times can they all get in their own way.

andy: don’t really think about her. the mom storyline seems like it would be wonderfully dramatic, im intrigued. she and sullivan are cute, i guess. hope they make it.

ben: no major issues w his storyline, hardly remember it honestly. i liked the rapport he was building w vic and want them to explore that relationship more, its cute.

travis: so funny and adorable, let him do more.

dean: loved him in all his entitled first born African son glory. i didnt so much love the baby plot but that always bores me. his sudden love for vic though. lol. since when? it def, came out of no where and while i really enjoy their friendship, to me, there is zero romantic chemistry there so i would prefer it if they just. stopped. lmao. also. the way he treated her because he could get a handle on his emotions? ridiculous. has humanity not like, gotten past the ‘he’s mean bc he likes you’ thing?? like grow up maybe?

and this isnt just about dean but like. are there not more single young people in seattle? why do they all have to sleep with the same 5 people. ik for the sake of plot, workplace relationships are easier but still. i think they should branch out. really.

overall, i want better for all of them, and i think if the writers would just. take a moment and stop trying to tell so many stories in such little time, they could do better! also, whoever’s out there. please, enough w the crossovers! dont want to be forced to watch greys just to know what’s happening on 19. i get that they're in the same universe. it’s only mentioned every other episode. we. get, it. i liked what they did with private practice, it was like once every few seasons. and i know they won’t do that, but maybe, two a season.

this is so much. but this how does have a ton of potential and i just really want it . like, get there.

#either way #im still watching lmao #h8 it here lol #station 19 #maya bishop #vic hughes #andy herrera #dean miller #jack gibson #ben warren #travis montgomery #s19 #mtxt #if u see spelling mistakes #no u didnt xx #me writing dissertations to justify why im stuck here lmaoo

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keepmeafloat · 6 years

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My pussy is wet and im hungry, how are you?

I’m hungry af. Craving stuffed pizza or something. I got cramps so I’m not particularly horny, but porn is on my radar rn tbh

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iamtheepicemily · 6 years

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tagged by @endernadra, ty frend

Rules:

1. Post the rules 2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. And tag 11 people

Endernadra’s questions

1. How many books do you own?

TOO MANY. I’ve cleaned out the basement at least a dozen times but I get too nostalgic to donate my precious books ;A; I have a bunch of crates and bins full of books that I read YEARS ago ajkfbfa

2. Favourite song?

oh boy don’t make me choose. I can’t choose my favorite band or even genre. I’m all over the place. The song I’ve liked for the longest is A Team by Ed Sheeran but it’s definitely not my current favorite. idk man, anything by Dodie Clark, Owl City, We the Kings, or Set It Off is my favorite song

3. Favourite book?

oh god I really don’t know I’m bad at these questions im sorry

4. Sign? Aries, Taurus, etc.

Leo. I live off of attention, love me

also snake for Chinese sign thingy

5. How long have you been in fandoms?

I joined tumblr about a year ago? I think my first actual fandom might have been the Dodie fandom lmao and I only discovered her about a year and a half ago

i’ve been a fangirl all my life tho :’) me and my cousins were cringey af when we were like 8 and wrote bad fanfics together about Fairy Tail and Inuyasha

6. Do you have any pets?

Yeeeee I have two dogs, Oliver and Mason. Oliver is a boofy bichon frise and Mason is a brown Shih-Tsu Poodle Mix. Ye they’re small but they don’t shed so its grEAT.

also i have two turtles, Athena and Ares but I haven’t much to say about them. Athena is constantly hungry and Ares is aggressive af.

7. If you could spend $1000, what would you buy?

I actually... don’t need anything substantial. I’d probably just hold onto it and accidentally spend it all on food cause i hang out with my friends too much

8. Are you into makeup/hair?

nope. i put on wonder pencil (which is like foundation in a pencil, it’s gr8) when there’s an event and ik there’ll be photos. that’s kind of it. i touch my face too much for makeup tbh, id smear it everywhere by accident

also my hair is TOO GODDAMN SLICK for me to do it up. it doesn’t stay in braids nor pony tails very long, much less anything fancy

9. Can you play any instruments? if not, what intrusment would you like to learn?

nope i play vocal chords and not very well. if i could, though, I want to learn ukulele *-* ukuleles are by far my favorite instrument, it’s so goddamn cute and i immediately fall in love when i hear someone play it

10. Do you write fanfiction, or make fanart?

i make fanart !!! i have an art side blog cause i feel weird posting it on my main account :’)

i don’t write fics cause i’m like trAUMATIZED from reading the fics me and my cousins wrote when we were in elementary school. goddamn.

11. Can you speak another language?

Yeeeee except it’s not useful at all. I speak Teo Chew, which is a type of Chinese that noBODY KNOWS ABOUT. NOT EVEN OTHER CHINESE PEOPLE. but it’s fine cause i can freely gossip with my family in teo chew without having to worry that someone will understand us.

My Questions (I’m gonna answer my own questions cause im extra)

1. Cats or dogs

dogs cause i used to have a cat and he was a goddamn jerk, i’ve never met any jerk-y dogs

2. Do you have any pets?

3. What fandom(s) are you super into rn?

bnha and voltron :’)

4. What fandom(s) do you wish weren’t dead/were more popular?

oNe PiEcE G O D D A M N

5. What’s your favorite blog on tumblr?

ipxakachi. xeiv is so goddamn cute and kind and talented and I’m tears over them

6. Do you write and/or draw?

7. How do you feel about rain? fog? candy?

ew, ew, and ew

8. What kind of music do you listen to?

iM ALL OVER THE GODDAMN PLACE, I LIKE BOTH SOFT WHISPERY SONGS AND SCREAMY METAL ONES

9. Hows/how were your grades in school?

eh. As and Bs.

10. What shows (esp anime) did you watch as a kid?

ICarly, Inuyasha, Fairy Tail

11. Are you good at math?

n o p e

Optional: What’s your sexuality?

pan/bi cause everyone is lovely and deserving of love

I’ll tag...

@thatsociallyawkwardgirl @fox-fly @celestialanimeworld1 @wakan-nai @acey-poo @rollypollypolnareff @gaysimulator @blogofperseus @angry-mina @thesmallestcinnamonrollofall @uselessvalshit

as always, y’all don’t have to and if you don’t want me to tag you in stuff, just tell me (i dont bite lmao)

#i really like this stuff tho #tysm for tagging me #also for some reason it didnt show up in my notifications???#dear god hopefully im not missing a bunch of stuff ppl are tagging me in

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cherri-ice · 6 years

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fuck you

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

uH MY CLOSE FRIEND LMAO? 2. Are you outgoing or shy?

lowkey both?? im more shy but if i know the person im incredibly outgoing 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

MY LOWKEY GF4. Are you easy to get along with?

oft no 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

YEP6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

ppl who are kind !! also ppl who could either break me or love me 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

,, hopefully8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

,,, can i say keaton henson bc his music makes me sob9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

no but depending w who lmao :””^10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

mm i think my friend from school abt shitty people ngl 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

”do you think it’d be a good idea for me to run and get tea right now”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

ok jeez

1. cherry bomb - the runaways (wow, original)

2. all of sevdalizas songs ever

3. blood // water - grandson

4. charger - gorillaz

5. pools - glass animals

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

YESYEYSYESYEYSYES. fuck yes.14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

mhm!!15. What good thing happened this summer?

err i mean, if u count summer as past summer then convincing my dang dad that i dont wanna stay at my shitty school lmao?? 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

depends on what kind of kiss !! but ye!!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

pfft, absolutely 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

,,, i dont think so tbh19. Do you like bubble baths?

HELL YE I DO20. Do you like your neighbors?

ngl i dont rly talk to them but they seem Nice21. What are your bad habits?

if i dont know someone all too well i tend to joke around w them?? idk its weird but i kinda get annoyed easy as well,, altho another bad habit is my flaky ass backing out of events sometimes22. Where would you like to travel?

i’d love to ,,, travel to scotland or france23. Do you have trust issues?

oh boy i do24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

going the hell to sleep again and wrapping myself up25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

every part w scars lmao26. What do you do when you wake up?

take my dang meds27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

,, idk?? i like my skin tbh but it could clear tf up28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my sister29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

nope :””^ 30. Do you ever want to get married?

yes!!31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

ye lmao32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

,,, IM 16 LETS NOT GO HERE33. Spell your name with your chin.

aki34. Do you play sports? What sports?

i work out but i dont play sport lmao35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without tv, music is my lifeblood36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

almost always37. What do you say during awkward silences?

i try to joke abt smth usually38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

someone who cares for me smh39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

T2, I LOVE TEA,,, 40. What do you want to do after high school?

university or nap 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes!! unless they’re super shitty42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

i’m nervous, anxious or overthinking43. Do you smile at strangers?

i try to ??44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

oo fuck outer space ty45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

,, honestly talking to lovely ppl46. What are you paranoid about?

people abandoning me or being completely alone and shut in and just,, closed away from the world47. Have you ever been high?

tba48. Have you ever been drunk?

not rly lmao i have a high tolerance 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

,, UM,,, lowkey yes50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

olive51. Ever wished you were someone else?

before, yes. now? nah, i’m pretty good 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

highkey wish i was less anxious 24/7

53. Favourite makeup brand?

NARS. nars. or kat von d altho i hate what she stands for

54. Favourite store?

T255. Favourite blog?

,, idk? 56. Favourite colour?

blue / green!!57. Favourite food?

creme brulee58. Last thing you ate?

a rly good double cheese burger59. First thing you ate this morning?

croissant60. Ever won a competition? For what?

knowledge of novels for school!! or art wise, i’ve won a few comps inside our school61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope62. Been arrested? For what?

nada63. Ever been in love?

smh i fall in love,, way to easily64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

,, jeez i hate the person who it was with, but it was underneath the harbour bridge after chocolate strawberries and a picnic,, she asked if she could kiss me and i said yes65. Are you hungry right now?

jfc not rly im super content tbh66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

no @official-akko is a binch (im kidding i love u)67. Facebook or Twitter?

fb68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope but i was watching law and order svu 70. Names of your bestfriends?

beauty, my cat71. Craving something? What?

cuddling someone and gently lying my head on their chest 72. What colour are your towels?

white!!72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

3 binch73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

yes!!74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

on my bed is 2, but i think at least 5+ around 75. Favourite animal?

i love,, cats,,,, so fucking much 76. What colour is your underwear?

wouldn’t u like to know77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

mm cookies and cream?79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

dark bluuee80. What colour pants?

grey81. Favourite tv show?

right now its between brooklyn 99 and stranger things82. Favourite movie?

i will never stop loving mulan or the princess diaries 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

mean girls 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls i guess 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

,, janis ian86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

uh the turtle smh87. First person you talked to today?

ash!! 88. Last person you talked to today?

rn, its niko89. Name a person you hate?

me90. Name a person you love?

ash91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

GOD this one asshole from school i will actually brawl92. In a fight with someone?

not rly?? idk93. How many sweatpants do you have?

at least 494. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

5!!95. Last movie you watched?

legally blonde pfft96. Favourite actress?

i lowkey love madelaine petsch97. Favourite actor?

shrugs loudly98. Do you tan a lot?

no im pale af99. Have any pets?

a cat!!100. How are you feeling?

tired, coffee makes me tired101. Do you type fast?

yep!! i can touch-type too so i dont even have to look most of the time as well lmao102. Do you regret anything from your past?

waayyy too fuckin much regret over what ive done to myself 103. Can you spell well?

ye!!104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

,, my grandma :105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

nope lmao106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

,, i think i have,,, 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yes!! i go horseriding at least four times during the year108. What should you be doing?

sleeping probably109. Is something irritating you right now?

i have a fuckin itch on my leG110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yep,, oh boy 111. Do you have trust issues?

i already answered this lmao112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

,, my sister because i wanted her to comfort m e shes v sweet113. What was your childhood nickname?

”leash”114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yes!!115. Do you play the Wii?

sometimes116. Are you listening to music right now?

i am, its glass animals :””^117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes!!118. Do you like Chinese food?

eh, iffy but i dont mind it!119. Favourite book?

THE NAME OF THE WIND BY PATRICK ROTHFUSS120. Are you afraid of the dark?

only a lil121. Are you mean?

,, i think i am sometimes122. Is cheating ever okay?

never ever ever ever is it okay.123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

yes! if not i fuckin clean em wth124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

not rly? i think love is something you have to grow and share together, kind of like a garden plant? works gotta go into it for it to blossom 125. Do you believe in true love?

i believe in it!126. Are you currently bored?

,, yea lmao127. What makes you happy?

memes, reading and tea ngl128. Would you change your name?

birthname? ye, probably lmao129. What your zodiac sign?

cancer! im an emotional fucking crab130. Do you like subway?

ye!131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

remind them im a lesbian132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

binnch this is a past question133. Favourite lyrics right now?

”Our skinIn time would tellCan I hold on to our genesIn my lifeI could not failWhen I run out will you leave?”

134. Can you count to one million?

i can but i’d loose track i have attention issues pfft135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

”i was late because my cat threw up one on of my school uniforms and i had to change”136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed, idk who can trust anyone that much to keep them open137. How tall are you?

5′7!138. Curly or Straight hair?

i have wavy hair if this is asking m e139. Brunette or Blonde?

blonde140. Summer or Winter?

winter141. Night or Day?

night142. Favourite month?

july bc its cold and my birth month143. Are you a vegetarian?

nooppe144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk chocolate!145. Tea or Coffee?

tea146. Was today a good day?

meh, highs and lows 147. Mars or Snickers?

mars148. What’s your favourite quote?

either:a. “And what we learn about ourselves in those moments, where the trigger has been squeezed, is this: the past is not dead. There are things that wait for us, patiently, in the dark corridors of our lives. We think we have moved on, put them out of mind, left them to desiccate and shrivel and blow away; but we are wrong. They have been waiting there in the darkness, working out, practicing their most vicious blows, their sharp hard thoughtless punches into the gut, killing time until we came back that way.” from Trigger Warning (Short fictions and disturbances), neil gaiman

b. “Perhaps the greatest faculty our minds possess is the ability to cope with pain. Classic thinking teaches us of the four doors of the mind, which everyone moves through according to their need.First is the door of sleep. Sleep offers us a retreat from the world and all its pain. Sleep marks passing time, giving us distance from the things that have hurt us. When a person is wounded they will often fall unconscious. Similarly, someone who hears traumatic news will often swoon or faint. This is the mind's way of protecting itself from pain by stepping through the first door.Second is the door of forgetting. Some wounds are too deep to heal, or too deep to heal quickly. In addition, many memories are simply painful, and there is no healing to be done. The saying 'time heals all wounds' is false. Time heals most wounds. The rest are hidden behind this door.Third is the door of madness. There are times when the mind is dealt such a blow it hides itself in insanity. While this may not seem beneficial, it is. There are times when reality is nothing but pain, and to escape that pain the mind must leave reality behind. Last is the door of death. The final resort. Nothing can hurt us after we are dead, or so we have been told.” - The name of the wind, patrick rothfuss

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yes!! i believe that ghosts exist lmao, or at least guiding spirits 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“… but he left his doubts unspoken. Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.” - Game of thrones lmao

#this took over an hour. fuck you akko #official-akko

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thepalegoldmoon · 7 years

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so i was asked to answer all of these so here i gooooooo!!!!~… kms… ;u;

— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

uhhhhmmm i dont really hold hands cause i over heat and the get clammy easily, so the last person i “held hands”/ linked arms with was actually at Anime Boston with this rad dude Jay, we were cosplaying Keith and Lance from Voltron. it was a good day, but we were tired as fuck.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

kinda both depends on the situation and who im around tbh

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

in general or like famous??? uhhhmmm, if we’re going in general tbh me rad ass mate Jay cause why wouldnt I be looking forward to seeing this kid??? hes literally the best thing or person to see ever, duh! and if were going famous??? uhhhmmm music wise either Panic! At The Disco, TOP, orrrrr maybe a tie between some one from the Hamilton, or Heahters musicals.

4. Are you easy to get along with?

again depends on the situation and people. over all id say yeah in some way.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

uhmmm idk because we’d both probably be shit faced and tumbling over each other screaming, incoherently and laughing our asses off. While simultaneously getting into 20 different fights over cheese, bread, and cats. Then crying about video games and anime. probably in the midst of this we’d be laughing and patting each other’s back telling each other how good of a bro the other is an how we’re gonna take over the world by the sheer brute force of dogs and cats

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

uhhhhmmm i dont really have a type but there’s a guy i like alot whos my dream guy tbh, and to me hes perfect in alot and pretty much every single way. ºuº

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

probably not but its nice to hope and dream c:

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

either rn my friend Casey cause shes in spain this week for vacation or my childhood bestfriend Liz cause her birthday just pasted on april 7th and i havent seen her in years.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

depends on who im with and what exactly kinda stuff were talking about. but im always awkard af with everything so im always uncomftorble.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

mi boi Jay!!~ we tend to get into deep conversation alot. i enjoy it alot tbh hahaha.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

(when i got to this quesion)

WE WILL BE TRASH GODS!!!~

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

UHMMM pass cause honestly the whole entirety of Heathers and Hamilton pretty much.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

OMFG HELL YEAH I DO!!!!!!!~

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

yeah man thats always been something i believe in because i have the most terrible luck but i like to believe miracles have happened in my life.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i started the change in my social life and i got a really rad friend through the beginning phase of it!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

uhmmm ive only done pecks cause im fucking looser so that was Jay, so hell yeah i would man hahaha! (hes got a kissable face its nice alright, i swear im not this fucking awkward XD) ((and bro i know youll end up reading this. i love ya man!! i hope this isnt too bad lol~))

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

fuck yeah i do bro. i wanna befriend at least one of them tbh.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

not really cause the kid left after 5th grade and i never saw him again,

19. Do you like bubble baths?

fuck yes.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

i dont really talk to them haha.

21. What are you bad habits?

i have alot, talking to much and fighting HARD during a fight, and having the worst timing for smart ass comments, and trying to change things i cant change too much. theres more but thats a good few.

22. Where would you like to travel?

everywhere and anywhere tbh

23. Do you have trust issues?

a bit ive more developed them because of shitty people

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

either shower or the part where i come home and either draw, eat, play video games, get to text my boi, or where i get to sleep.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

my nose, the corners of my mouth or my big toes.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

text my friend good morning or get up and play with my mouse for a few minutes

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

i enjoy my skin tone but i wish i could tan ith out burning although, ive always wanted to either be albino or see what its like to be darker.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

either Jay, or my friend Casey

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

nope because i dont talk to them XD

30. Do you ever want to get married?

at some point maybe haha

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

almost but the sides and some of my bangs are just a teeny bit off from making it :u:

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

uhmm not really any tbh theyre all to much older than me

33. Spell your name with your chin.

alyxx/ nyxx

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

ew no but i like swimming and to go on walks for fun

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

thats hard cause i need both for background noise

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

not really, i dont think so

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

something really stupid and half the time really provocative

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

ahhhh hahaha well i dont really know because the guy im crushing on is my dream guy js. and if i were to try and describe him id butcher the amazing and astounding beauty of the real person to be honest

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

ahhhh idk, lush?? and anything with food tbh

40. What do you want to do after high school?

die, or move to salem WITCHever comes first -u0 lol (bad pun i know i know)

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

i belive in ALOT of chances tbh

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

either im tired, extremely sad/depressed, overthinking/ thinking, focusing, thinking how to reply something or im REALLY fucking pissed off at you for something.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

REALLY FUCKING AWKWARDLY AND IN REALLY FUCKING AWKWARD SITUATIONS

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

UHHHHHH BOTH!!!!!~ TF?

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

THE INPENDING FEAR AND DOOM OF CRIPPLING ANXIETY IF I MISS THE BUS OR if im hanging out wiht someone that day the motivation of not being alone in my room with myself for the whole day or so hahaha, or a con/ meet up which applies to friends.

46. What are you paranoid about?

AAAHAHAHAHAHA IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION???? fucking everything…

47. Have you ever been high?

yes

48. Have you ever been drunk?

buzzed not drunk

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

uhhh i dont think so im not really very secretive. maybe like PERSONAL shit but no

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Grey

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

a few times

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

uhmmm either eye color and nose Physically.and personality wise i wish i wasnt so stubborn tbh.

53. Favourite makeup brand?

lush is the closest thing to makeup i use hunny

54. Favourite store?

lush

55. Favourite blog?

@thedevilandhisfiddleofgold c;

56. Favourite colour?

Blue

57. Favourite food?

uhmmm theres too many to list, all?? except spicy

58. Last thing you ate?

a cracker with nutella on it

59. First thing you ate this morning?

a cinnamon powdered sugar doughnut

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

nope

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Suspending, accused of stealing shitty locker wallpaper panels. THAT I ACCTUALLY FUCKING HADNT ;U;

62. Been arrested? For what?

nope

63. Ever been in love?

YES ;-;

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

never fucking had one kiddies sorry no story time for this one

65. Are you hungry right now?

kinda i want chips

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

uhm my only tumblr friends are friends in real life so not really because how do you like someone more on tumblr than you like them in real life??? not like its impossible its just odd.

67. Facebook or Twitter?

neither tbh, i only use my facebook for my work schedule

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

TUMBLR

69. Are you watching tv right now?

yes i started 13 reasons why

70. Names of your bestfriends?

jay, casey, liz (ranked most to least interaction and tbh who ive talked to most recently, those other two loosers never text me)

71. Craving something? What?

chips, cookies, FOOD, and love, BUT MOSTLY FOOD RN

72. What colour are your towels?

we have mostly white and black towels but theyre all just multicolored

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

(im also counting my stuffed animals as pillows)

at least 11 tbh

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

(refer to last question)

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

75. Favourite animal?

wolf, fox, raven, snowleopard, cat, snake (i cant choose)

76. What colour is your underwear?

black like my soul bitch

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

birthday cake or cotton candy/ bubblegum

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

black

80. What colour pants?

dark grey

81. Favourite tv show?

uhmmmm Voltron or steven universe

82. Favourite movie?

heathers and the crow

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

havent seen the second one (refer to previous question)

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

the lebanese chick and the gay guy that were friends with lindsay lohan’s character

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

thats a hard question cause i love them all ;-;

87. First person you talked to today?

Jay (and caiden???) i sent a message to a group chat right after i woke up, i was pointed at Jay but theyre both in that chat

88. Last person you talked to today?

same chat

89. Name a person you hate?

ahha ahhahaha hahahaha, mmmmm theres alot

90. Name a person you love?

Jay, Casey, my pets

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

better question… is there not????

92. In a fight with someone?

i dont think so but im aboutabe casue they wont give me times on if theyre coming tomorrow or not ;-;

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

2 and a pair of sweat pants i made into shorts

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

hehehe at least 6 or 7. tbh my attack on titan one has been issing for a while and it makes me sad

95. Last movie you watched?

heathers, im not saying the technical last one cause it was gross as fuck and doe not count as a movie to me

96. Favourite actress?

ehhh hellena bonham carter

97. Favourite actor?

johnny depp

98. Do you tan a lot?

not really cause i burn and im afraid of getting skin cancer

99. Have any pets?

2 guinea PIGS and a mouse

100. How are you feeling?

alright kinda missing my friends and also kind anxious

101. Do you type fast?

depends on my mood, what im typing on, and about

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

so.. many… things…

103. Can you spell well?

fairly decently i think, average nothing over the top but i try haha

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

ehhh Liz and my friend Julia from Germany she was cool.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

nope

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

there was a girl named shannon who was all over me and head over heels for me, she mightve been a taurus. she tried to use some serious mental shit to try and get me to stay. i told her to seek professional help and not me.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

nope

108. What should you be doing?

a 10 page paper and finishing final fantasy, and getting more loot boxes in overwatch

109. Is something irritating you right now?

not really knowing what to do with my senior paper, shop friends, being alone, and not having enough hours in the day and always being fucking tired.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yes, i do right now, tbh, but its cool

111. Do you have trust issues?

this was already asked. slightly it depends on the person

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

no one, mentally and close to physiccally jay and caiden, but im always mentally crying. i dont physically cry if i do youre special, im not that soft.

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Ash

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

i was born in pittsburgh, pa. i lived in townsend, ma and i just recently moved to pepperrel, ma.

115. Do you play the Wii?

not any more

116. Are you listening to music right now?

not really

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes

118. Do you like Chinese food?

YAS

119. Favourite book?

how to make the perfect boy?? (its something like that) i also really enjoyed mrs. perigrines home for peculiar children.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

im afraid of what might be in it

121. Are you mean?

i can be

122. Is cheating ever okay?

ew not wtf

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

probably not

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

kinda but only to an extent

125. Do you believe in true love?

again kinda but only to an extent tbh

126. Are you currently bored?

a bit

127. What makes you happy?

chilling with jay, playing wiht my animal or sleeping

128. Would you change your name?

i want to, im trying to get Alyxx as my name hahah but i have a genius way to keep ASH

129. What your zodiac sign?

GEMINI BIATCH!!!!~

130. Do you like subway?

yeah its alright

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

uhhhh hahah i already dated my childhood bestfriend. Liz was chill but id kindly turn her down

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

already answered this up top, but Jay

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

hmmmm i have too many tbh, id love to put one here but i cant think of a good one atm sorry my dudes

134. Can you count to one million?

maybe but im to lazy to fam

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

hahaha ive told too many to put those down

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

CLOSED OMFG NO #TRIGGERED

137. How tall are you?

5′5.25″ ( THAT QUARTER IS IMPORTANT ;u;, believe it or not i had=ve alot of friends that are taller than me)

138. Curly or Straight hair?

wavy-ish

139. Brunette or Blonde?

i myself am a “brunette”

140. Summer or Winter?

kinda both

141. Night or Day?

ehh more night but i enjoy both

142. Favourite month?

either, October, November, December, and i actually am not a fan of my birth month may haha

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope but ive thought about becoming one to cleanse and to get in better shape kinda reasons

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk and white

145. Tea or Coffee?

both

146. Was today a good day?

ehhh kinda

147. Mars or Snickers?

snickers but i wanna try a mars bar

148. What’s your favourite quote?

hahah either

“ another fucking heather! -sighs- Our love is god let’s go get a slushie!”

-JD “Heathers”

( i relate most to the heather part tbh)

“ill hook ‘em…” “..and ill cook ‘em!”

-Roadhog and Junkrat “Overwatch”

( YEAH I KNOW IM TRASH BUT ITS A PRECIOUS QUOTE BETWEEN TO REALLY GOOD BEST MATES OKAY!!!??)

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

WHOLE HEARTEDLY, IVE SEEN THEM, IVE FELT THEM, IVE HEARD THEM, TALKED TO THEM, I RESPECT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM AND THEY ARE KINDA SLIGHTLY TERRIFYING BUT I LOVE THEM!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“WOW MAGNUS, you’re probably thinking. That was… stupid!”

Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard

#my asks #non anon

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mangosteen · 7 years

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tag game oh dang

Oh daaaang I was tagged by @vodka-aunt-coran thank u emma ily

Nickname: Fi is my nickname!!! I’m also called Fififwekjgsssdfsdfeswahfkwfhkfawk, Lance, Finn, Fi... fi... fuh...... (how do you pronounce that name? sorry. alright), Slut Queen, Princess Fiona from Shrek, etc. etc.

Zodiac sign: Virgo

Height: 5′2″ d-d-d-d-dang I’m tiny

Last thing you googled: two point perspective photography (i was lookin for references bc I’m a busy art student I’m so tired help me)

Favorite music artist: (there’s a BUNCH of different ones holy fuck) Shawn Wasabi, Anamanaguchi, K.Flay, Kero Kero Bonito, she, The Orion Experience, Lullatone, Porter Robinson, Madeon, etc. BASICALLY anything that keeps me dancing and keeps my energy up

Song stuck in my head: Spicy Boyfriend by Shawn Wasabi??? I’m still not over it??? it’s STILL SO GOOD??

Last movie you watched: fuckin......... i can’t remember??? I’m gonna see Power Rangers later on tho.... because its the holidays and i have SOME free time (I say with a sketchbook in front of me ehehehehhhheeghhh)

What are you wearing right now: A hogwarts pyjama vest, leggings, and a bathrobe

Why did you choose your URL: fuck if i know, my friend my buddy my pal... I’ve had this url for like 3 or 4 years... I guess its bc its my name??? and it sounded ok???

Do you have any other blogs: I mean I have a couple of saved urls, which i MIGHT do something with if I have free time... I have my bismuth blog @relatablepicturesof-bismuth which i basically dont use rn because I barely have the time to keep up with SU, my aesthetic blog @mangosteen which I’ll probably change the url for bc ITS A GOOD URL AND DESERVES BETTER... i’ll use it for another blog ig its just too good. AND MY ART BLOG @fi-kelly

What did your last relationship teach you? i’ve never been in a serious relationship lmfao I mean I’ve had a thousand other things to deal with and a LOT of emotional growing to do back then, so i guess I was never ready and didnt really know the right people I wanted to date??? shruggo lmfao Ive HAD crushes and stuff but I always knew better bc I’d either be outed if I dated a girl and all the guys are assholes in my old college lmao but I GUESS in previous friendships? it’s okay to stand your ground and if you think someone is fucking you over chances are THEY DEFINITELY ARE AND YOU SHOULD PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE

religious or spiritual: I mean I’m kinda chill on the whole... that... I was raised as a Buddhist and the values that I were taught were GENERALLY... just be a nice person???..... I say.... literally talking about punching someone in the face....... above...... uhhhh.... I mean.... the whole be aware of you place in life and be aware of how you act towards others and understanding balance and stuff like just generally being a nice person, those values stayed w/ me? But I really dont practice so uh

Favorite color: I love ALL colours theyre ALL SO GOOD.... but if I had to choose one I’d have to default with blue because my entire goddamn room is so fucking blue. Like a... turquoise or a somewhat aqua blue

Average hours of sleep: It’s been fluctuating like hell... When I’m super busy I have to sleep like 5 hours a night but NOW ITS THE HOLIDAYS I pass out for like 10 hours of sweet unbroken sleep

Lucky number: I hate maths I’m an art student what the fuck is an algebra

Favorite characters: *THAT ONE RIHANNA GIF* (ill just do one from each series I mention bc if not i’ll be here forever) MY ORIGINAL BOY FINN....... GOD.... HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ANYTHING SO GOOD IN YOUR LIFE??? All the characters in AT are SO good tho.... I love..... There’s also Lance (wow.... I think I just have a thing abt characters being voiced by Jeremy Shada huh) I mean I gotta say Bismuth from SU because my side blog is ALL HER (even like a year prior to her reveal), Seven from Mystic Messenger, SOKKA!!!! is my BIGGEST fave from the ATLA/LOK series (tho I LOVE all of those characters tbh) ok and also he gets NO love but GERM from NITW??? is great!!! he’s kinda an outsider but he’s super chill and great.... but MAE??? AND GREGG??? AND BEA AND ANGUS AND EVERYONE FROM NITW??? SO GOOD... and if we’re gonna bring video games into it MARU FROM STARDEW VALLEY;;; my WIFE!!! I LOVE HER!!! and from TAZ recently I LOVE all the NPCs (but REN has won me over..... in the 11th hour arc.... roswell is good too..... SLOANE AND HURLEY.......) but my FAVE from the recurring tres horny boys is TAACO... and my fave recurring npc is probably carey fangbattle.... shes badass and loves her geef so much (god i wish that were me) AND I WATCHED A PLAYTHRU OF THE FIRST PHOENIX WRIGHT GAME..... i would DIE for the skye sisters...... also gumshoe,, hes gr9

ok im gonna stop bc I have like a thousand different shows and video games in my head and Im gonna.... .stop... ive typed out too much already hrhrghghhgrh

How many blankets do you sleep with: one thick af duvet and one tiny throw, im content w/ that amount of blankets (tho.... i need more pillows.....I could always use more pillows)

Dream job: *SMASHES THE WINDOW AND RUNS OUT* okay... idk... I really wanna hone my animation skills bc in many aspects im SO bad at it... but I love either writing, directing, or character designing. yeah. its a LOT of work. I know. but I am so fucking prepared my dude. I aint gonna fail this time around lmfao

Ok I am meant.... to tag...... people........ uhhhhh.... my mind is like.... super blank rn........ bc Im still so hungry.... but if anyone wants to do it, just say I tagged you!!!

#long post//#tagged with me #tag game #? ig

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upgrading-myself · 7 years

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Hey lovelies! 💕

Since I have a lot of people who follow me, I feel like I have to tell you some words about how my life’s going rn. Sorry if you’re not interested, too late. 😄

I know that this is a fitblr and I supposed to concentrate on my fitness journey and my workouts, healthy eating etc. But to be honest, this is the last thing I worry about lately.

Unfortunately we’re kind of broke now, so we really have to make sure that all we buy are the most essential things, which do not include fancy food or lots of veggies. Moreover, in my exam period I was so stressed all the time I ate everything I shouldn’t have eaten. But you know what? I couldn’t care less.

For me, my studies were the most important things at that moment so I didn’t care about how much weight I might gain. (Fortunately I didn’t gain any!) I know how vital is to stay healthy during this time because it makes you more fresh and you can concentrate more, but for me, if I eat some fruits, im still hungry af and I can’t study when i’m hungry, lol. (My exams went well and i couldn’t be more happy that they’re over! Btw, the new semester starts on Monday.)

BUT the most essential thing that I wanted to share with you, is how my mindset changed in the past months. As you can read in my description, i am trying to love and accept myself and my body. For at least 4-5 years i have been struggling with social anxiety, which made my life much more harder… Thanks to this fitblr community I learned a lot about this disease so I knew what I am fighting with. This year I made a friend who also struggles with it and it’s much easier to cope with it together. I haven’t talked about this before with anyone because I felt really insecure about it, but now that I have someone who feels the same, I feel more relaxed. I don’t know if it’s because I’m able to talk about it or because of other things that happened to me lately, but I’m much more confident than I was in the past. I know my self-worth and I won’t let anyone tell me otherwise anymore! There is this quote I really really like, because it’s the exact thing I begin to feel:

I used to walk into a room full of people and wonder if they liked me… now I look around and wonder if I like them.

Clearly, my anxiety hasn’t vanished. It’s still here, so this quote isn’t always true. I still feel very embarrassed when I have to talk in front of more than 5 people or when I’m talking to strangers. I still feel like people judge me everytime I do or say something. But there are times when I just don’t care. They can think whatever they want, it can’t hurt me if I don’t let it.

This semester we have to make presentations that really make me nervous but it’s going to be a perfect opportunity to get over my anxiety and show the whole class how awesome I can be! Tbh I’m kind of excited for it, haha.

The thing that I wanted to say is that getting over my anxiety is my number 1 task right now. Losing weight and everything else comes after that.

Wish you a beautiful day/week/year! You can’t imagine how thankful I am for this community! ❤

#fitblr #personal #me #thoughts #rant #feelings #mental health #social anxiety #anxiety

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notalk-justthought · 7 years

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all of them fuck-o

oh geez okay here we gooo~

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

-probably Daria

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

-i guess im shy ye

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

-my friends at college

4. Are you easy to get along with?

-i think so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

-i dont have a crush on anyone so no one? oh dear

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

-uhhh i honestly dont know anymore

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

-nope

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

-no one

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

-for the most part yeah, depends on who im talking to

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

-Daria

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

-“ye”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

-Be Here by Kaitlyn Alexander, Cocoon by Milky Chance, Freaks Orchestra by The Noisy Freaks, Learn to Trust by Bad Suns and Sur Ma Route by Black M

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

-YES

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

-eh kinda

15. What good thing happened this summer?

-i had a margarita for the first time

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

-i havent kissed anyone sooo

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

-ofc

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

-no

19. Do you like bubble baths?

-yeah, but i havent had one in years ;w;

20. Do you like your neighbors?

-they’re aight dont talk to them much tho

21. What are you bad habits?

-i pick at scabs if i have them

22. Where would you like to travel?

-Japan, Australia, India, Canada, anywhere really

23. Do you have trust issues?

-kinda

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

-i dont remember what my daily routine is since im on break, but eating is fun

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

-im pretty comfortable with my body

26. What do you do when you wake up?

-wish to go back to sleep

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

-nope

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

-Daria

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

-no

30. Do you ever want to get married?

-eh not really

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

-yes

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

-none im ace my dude

33. Spell your name with your chin.

-oliuvbua

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

-i used to

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

-tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

-yea

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

-“so…”

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

-uhhhh someone who’s nice, likes animals, can make me laugh, um idk something like that

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

-free people

40. What do you want to do after high school?

-im in college rn

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

-it depends on what happened tbh like if something happened that was really bad, then no

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

-im either spacing out or listening to music

43. Do you smile at strangers?

-sometimes

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

-both

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

-hunger or the fear of being late to something

46. What are you paranoid about?

-nothing

47. Have you ever been high?

-nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

-nah

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

-i dont think so

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

-probably purple

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

-yeah

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

-be more motivated to do things i want to do

53. Favourite makeup brand?

-i dont have one

54. Favourite store?

-idk

55. Favourite blog?

-uhhh @animentality probably, fills up my dose of salt everyday

56. Favourite colour?

-blue i guess

57. Favourite food?

-pasta

58. Last thing you ate?

-bread and butter

59. First thing you ate this morning?

-cereal

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

-no?

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

-nope

62. Been arrested? For what?

-nope

63. Ever been in love?

-*What is Love starts playing*

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

-never had a first kiss

65. Are you hungry right now?

-kinda

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

-maybe a little bit, i dunno

67. Facebook or Twitter?

-neither

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

-tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

-no

70. Names of your bestfriends?

-Daria, Pierce, Erica ( @holtzmann-af ), Audra ( @marshmallow-welfare ) and Louise …thats all my friends….uhhhh

71. Craving something? What?

-not really

72. What colour are your towels?

-blue

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

-one

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

-nope

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

-9 or 10

75. Favourite animal?

-penguins!

76. What colour is your underwear?

-it has like 3 different colors, pink blue and grey i think

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

-vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

-mint chocolate chip

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

-grey

80. What colour pants?

-black

81. Favourite tv show?

-This Is Us

82. Favourite movie?

-Shaun of the Dead

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

-Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

-21 Jump Street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

-Janis Ian

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

-Dory

87. First person you talked to today?

-myself

88. Last person you talked to today?

-myself

89. Name a person you hate?

-nathan

90. Name a person you love?

-uhhh Daria

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

-yes, it me

92. In a fight with someone?

-no

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

-idk 3?

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

-like 4

95. Last movie you watched?

-Moonlight

96. Favourite actress?

-i have no idea

97. Favourite actor?

-uhhhh dont know

98. Do you tan a lot?

-im naturally tan

99. Have any pets?

-yes, 2 cats

100. How are you feeling?

-im tired

101. Do you type fast?

-ye

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

-yeah

103. Can you spell well?

-i can spell well, w-e-l-l

but yeah i can spell pretty decently

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

-yeah

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

-no

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

-maybe?

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

-yeah

108. What should you be doing?

-eating pizza i guess

109. Is something irritating you right now?

-stuffy nose

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

-nope

111. Do you have trust issues?

didn’t i answer this already?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

-my mom and bro

113. What was your childhood nickname?

-lulu

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

-yep

115. Do you play the Wii?

-used to

116. Are you listening to music right now?

-no, surprisingly

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

-yeah

118. Do you like Chinese food?

-yeah

119. Favourite book?

-More Than This by Patrick Ness

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

-no

121. Are you mean?

-i hope not

122. Is cheating ever okay?

-never

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

-no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

-nope

125. Do you believe in true love?

-not really no

126. Are you currently bored?

-no

127. What makes you happy?

-being with close friends and just hanging out, and cats and dogs

128. Would you change your name?

-no

129. What your zodiac sign?

-cancer

130. Do you like subway?

-its fine

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

-i dunno, make it clear i dont like them and still be friends with them

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

-my dad

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

-I am clumsy and speechless/and you leave me breathless/and all I can do is just/be here -Be Here by Kaitlyn Alexander

134. Can you count to one million?

-maybe if i had the determination to

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

-i dont know

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

-closed

137. How tall are you?

almost 5′2 almost

138. Curly or Straight hair?

-both?

139. Brunette or Blonde?

-brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

-winter

141. Night or Day?

-night

142. Favourite month?

-October

143. Are you a vegetarian?

-nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

-dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

-yes

146. Was today a good day?

-yeah it was

147. Mars or Snickers?

-snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote?

- “This is totally off topic but I’m watching an anime and an ad for trojan condoms came on and I’m confused as to why because there is no way I’m going to get laid when watching anime.” -notalk-justthought (me)

(I was watching No. 6 btw)

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

-yeah

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

-there arent any books near me…..i looked up a book online okay

“He’s as hard as a rock and about as human…he thinks I’m a pain in the neck. He likes Soda–everybody likes Soda–but he can’t stand me.” -The Outsiders

#ask #meka-ready

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irlyloveweed420 · 5 years

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just ramble lmao

i wanna stop smoking weed to help maintain my fasting but my mom will most likely notice & question it. she's already suspicious about my sating habbits, i think its just mother insintic. we have a really strong connection(my phone is at 69% rn). i hate saying i'm ugly bc people say i look like my mom & my mom is the most beautiful women in history, so it just doesnt feel right. i feel like my weight makes me look uglier. i also love weed too much to just quit tbh. a dispensary in aj was sealing $60 OUNCES guys. i got one ounce to myself B) i'm at work rn & im high af& have nothing to do lol so i'll probably delete this later. if anyone is even reading this lmao. i feel like when i eat i fail & i'm "bad at my eating disorder". i've told a few ppl about my problems & i even let one of my coworkers follow me & everytime i eat around them i feel like they don't believe me. i'm at a normal weight, people say im skinny. idk how. it makes me sad in a way, i'm siting here hungry as fuck trying to see what everyone else easily sees. thinking about college again & i cant ever focus so yikes lmao. also i like this girl but im not confident at all so nothing will be done about it lol. maybe when i lose more weight i'll get the confidence.liittyyy.i literally went on a drive to phoenix & asu to my house in east mesa to aviod the family dinner. only to come home & binge. wasted so much gas but at least i know how to get to asu now lmao. i still magaed to lose 2lbs which is nice but i feel so shitty when i eat. i like being in control of food, there was so many things i couldn't control in my adolescence years but now as an adult im being in control of my eating habbits, other things too like i'm able to control my finances i've gotten good at not overspending.the trick is to not shop high. hot topic doesnt have a lot of scene shit & im upset. scene is dead & im having a hard time accepting it. its like im a slave to food. saying that realized that im getting worse lol like yeah we're slaves to food bc we need it??? i miss not feeling guilty everytime i eat. i really want a boyfriend or girlfriend but i feel like im too fat & im not pretty enough. the person i like is bigger than me & i still think she's beautiful but i can't apply that to myself. i feel like i'll only be pretty if i was thin& so many people around me are beautiful despite weight. i guess i just hate myself that much. i lost my juul already smh. i cant stop drinking diet coke like 1- its cheap 2- i hate tea & black coffee too much to physically swallow. i think its preventing me from losing weight as fast but it helps w cravings & saved me from binging a few times:) i just need taste, the juul really helps. i love the cram brulee (idk how to spell... i was so bad at spelling bees in elementary school in 6th grade i just spelt the first word wrong on purpose bc i didnt wanna waste my time)(also one time in 8th grade we had to run a mile around the school & i walked the entire way i was the last one ppl were waiting for me when i got back lol i'm still kimda proud of that)(when my older brother was im high school he straight up calculated how much he was to do to get a c i love him lmao) anyways i love mint anything starving make the breath stank tbh. it nice. this post is everywhere . its so cold put i fucking hate winter. i miss being a lifeguard i hope they rehire me lol maybe not but for now i can just believe. my coworkers were bitches tho it made the job harder. my boss was the sweetest & understanding person. her dad pasted away the summer of 2k17& her sister died im the summer of 2k18& one of her kittens died. she doesn't deserve that. i love her. i cant see myself dying from anyother cause than suicide. i've done coke like 7 or 8 times i lost track. i once took molly at a rave from someone i didnt know. i got in two car accidents literally 3 weeks apart. the 1st one was a butterfly effect type of thing, my friends car has a faulty airbag& was braking for a red light so she only hit this old dude going about 20mp & he just came out of nowhere out of a lot.

#i hit my limit #which is good i guess #i need to stop #no one is reading this #tho #so this cliffhanger is ok #i need paper #and a pencil #or pen #if u read all this u need a life #srynotsry

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