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luckyimmyquestioninfase · 1 year

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Nsfwish?? kinda

When you are asexual as much as you are horny what do you do?? Like I want someone to do me but I am not attracted to them enough to surpass the blockage that comes with it. It's not just one person it's everyone every gender

Is this normal? Am I just confused? Am I not actually biromantic? Do I even know what sexual attraction is?

Help

#asexual #questioning my sexuality #questioning my life #confused #im getting anxious about this #ngl

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bamsara · 19 days

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I wish I could talk about my AU stuff without feeling like I'm being annoying like people will directly say to me 'tell me about this au thing!' and my brain will actively be like 'they are asking to be polite and you are already taking up too much space as it is, SILENCE'

#late night thoughts #sara shush #both in a perpetual state of 'this is MY blog and i get to post what i want'#but i am god awful anxious about talking about my interests with people one on one or in discord servers and thats why im so absent in them #something something being nuts on my blog doesnt feel like im shoving my words directly into someones face like 1v1 conversations do

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anakirui · 12 days

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hot take ??

the only reason people say that "mafuyu and tsukasa have nothing in common" when presented with mafukasa parallels is because they equate mafuyu and tsukasa being similar to "tsukasa has depression" because the fandom equates mafuyu's personality to being depressed and nothing else.

it doesn't help that people (primarily younger people in the fandom) who DO believe in mafukasa parallels end up making the mistake of portraying tsukasa as depressed because as of right now he is not (although it's possible he was in past because of his Very Unclear Middle School Backstory but that's irrelevant)

anyways, mafuyu and tsukasa are narrative foils because their core personalities are built off of the concept of wanting to make the people around them— especially their families— happy.

they both developed personalities at a young age based on someone they looked up to. for tsukasa, it was seiichi amami's performance that inspired him to be a star— a hero that could cheer anyone up. for mafuyu, it was her mother taking care of her that inspired her to be a nurse— and you can see the similarities from there.

for mafuyu, her identity would first come into conflict when her mother expressed her want for mafuyu to be a doctor— suddenly, "everyone's" happiness didn't match what she wanted to do, leaving her in a state of disorder and eventual depression.

for tsukasa, his identity was something he nearly forgot in its entirety at the start of the main story— becoming arrogant and fully absorbed in a hero persona, forgetting the kind person he truly is. furthermore, his current character arc seems to be foreshadowing that what "being a star" to him is going to be called into question— maybe it is something more than just being the main character that saves everyone.

their insecurities are incredibly similar.

in mafuyu's first mixed, mafuyu feels insecure towards ichika because unlike ichika, she feels as if her lyrics have no genuine meaning to be expressed to other people— despite them being her very real feelings. this is brought up again in her second mixed as well.

in tsukasa's third focus event, something similar happens. when watching seiichi's performance, he thinks that his acting is "real" and feels inferior towards him, which is ironic because tsukasa has been method acting this whole time. when tsukasa is acting out rio or bartlett or really anyone at this point in the story, it's not just those characters— it's a reflection of his traumas.

just like mafuyu, tsukasa undermines his passions he's poured his feelings into because someone else's work is more genuine in his eyes.

now, then, foils have many similarities and parallels (and i could honestly list a lot more), but how i define them is that they usually have some kind of major branching difference that MAKES them foils.

for mafuyu and tsukasa it's pretty straightforward.

mafuyu's people pleasing behavior comes from external expectations and pressures— her mother's demands.

tsukasa's people pleasing behavior comes internally, from himself— if he can't meet his own standards, if he can't be the perfect big brother or the perfect star, then he is nothing.

and even then, there's some overlap.

tsukasa's behavior was indirectly encouraged by his mother praising him for being a "good big brother" over the phone instead of asking him if he was okay while home alone.

mafuyu's terrified to be herself around other people because she doesn't want to worry or bother them— she doesn't want to be a burden— and projects her mother's expectations onto them, not realizing that they would prefer the real mafuyu if they knew the truth.

and the concept of mafukasa being foils is most perfectly and blatantly portrayed in these two cards.

mafuyu, the marionette, sitting limp on the floor— puppeteered by her mother's demands and donning a mask to hide her true self.

tsukasa, the jester, standing above everything else— puppeteering silenced plushies— his feelings. he's not being completely honest with himself, and he doesn't even realize it.

mafuyu has cut her strings and ripped her mask in half. she has acknowledged her true feelings and expressed them to her mother, even if she had to run away in the end.

tsukasa has not yet cut his.

#project sekai #colorful stage #prsk #tsukasa tenma #mafuyu asahina #mafukasa #theres also obvious ones im sure you all know. like how theyre the sole sekai creators #or their designs paralleling eachother (color schemes of their eyes and hair)#or how theyre both connected to the moon and bunnies #and how theyre connected by a piano with a moon design thats only shown up in mafuyus 2nd mixed and tsukasas 2nd mixed... where they had #their first mixed events together #or how they both easily overwork theirselves #or how theyre almost always projecting onto other people as if their experiences are the norm #ex: tsukasa with rui in wonder halloween and mafuyu with niigo in main story #I CAN GO ON ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS AS YOU CAN SEE .#EDIT: HERES SOME MORE THAT I DIDNT REMEMBER AT 12 AM LAST NIGHT #theyre both connected to apples! points at tsukasa in fixer 2dmv and points at mafuyu2 #literally all of their vocaloids parallel eachother.#wxs and n25 miku have a childlike sense of curiosity #wxs and n25 rin are based off someone that isnt them for the most part (saki and ena)#wxs and n25 len are both anxious and pessimistic (in island panic... wxs len has a conflicting pov from meiko and wants wxs to just stay in #the sekai instead of being stuck out on an island... which is kinda escapist as hell)#wxs and n25 meiluka have conflicts that are very similar. n25 meiluka represents mafuyus inner conflict between isolating herself and #helping everyone because she didnt know what would be better #and wxs meiluka is the conflict between tsukasas ambition and his fatigue #which is why wxs meiko always acts like wxs luka is a burden whenever she falls asleep— tsukasa himself wont rest #not when he thinks it will burden other people #and wxs and n25 kaito are both driving forces in tsukasa and mafuyu accepting their true feelings #(although tsukasa is kinda not where mafuyu is yet i think you get what i mean)

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waitineedaname · 5 months

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not romantic or platonic but a secret third thing (bonded pair)

#I think more character dynamics should be described as bonded pairs #are two characters very attached to each other in a way that's hard to define? bonded pair.#are two characters rarely seen in a scene without each other? bonded pair #do two characters get anxious when separated? bonded pair #I don't mean this in a weird way I mean it in the way cats will be bonded when at a shelter together or something #this can apply to so many characters I think #regardless of whether they're romantic or platonic or whatever #most necrocav duos in tlt for example #and too many duos in fma to count #like obviously knowing me im thinking about greedling #but also the elric brothers or mustang and hawkeye #but also. many of the side characters.#doing my massive spreadsheet (almost done btw!) has shown to me that jerso and zampano are almost always in the same scene #that's a bonded pair babey #brosh and ross too. to me.#anyway. someone once left the tags ''bonded pair do not separate'' on a greedling post of mine and i haven't stop thinking about it #that's just how I conceptualize their dynamic now #two cats that have to be adopted together or else they'll start destroying furniture

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ohplasticheart · 1 year

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I'm not sure

#fob #fall out boy #fob8 #love from the other side #so much (for) stardust #fob art #hi i think i hate this #i spend way too long over thinking about it soooo im just saying fuck it and here it goes #i know it looks werid in places dont mention it #can you tell i just could not decide on a font so i just roll with it #okay im getting anxious bye

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tothebestofmyabilities · 7 months

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Jounouchi's comprehensive guide to seducing a goth twink step #173: Have you tried just flexing your bicep directly in his face yet??

#ygo #ygo s0 #screenshot redraw #ygo season 0 #yugioh #yugi mutou #jounouchi katsuya #yujou #wishshipping #joey wheeler #trying to be funny to hide that im scared of the yugioh fandom #ive just only seen s0 but i cant stop drawing yugi and then i get anxious about posting #my art #artists on tumblr #fanart

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taio-kyo · 13 days

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Ultrakill brainrot doodles because tomorrow is my bday and I'm allowed to indulge :]

S-0 scares me.

#normally i get awfully anxious about making fanart but. this actually didnt make me panic #which is GREAT #anyway here come the tags #ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #kitr ultrakill #something wicked ultrakill #ferryv2 #ferryman ultrakill #v2 ultrakill #that should be everyone.#i am not tagging the filth sorry filth nation they had to be killed for the general atmosphere of the drawing #im gonna go to bed goodnite everyone #also v models are small. to me. i hope you agree.

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teeth--king · 10 months

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Have some silly sketches from today :) was gonna do more but I crashed so just enjoy these two. Found two mods that add axolotls and axolotl plushes to the game and they both bring so much joy to my experience :D Futan Axolotls and Axolotls in Stardew Valley, would recommend.

#always get nervous about headcannons and stuff. im an anxious little guy and scared of others #art #stardew valley #stardew #sdv #stardew valley elliott #stardew elliott #sdv elliott #stardew valley leah #stardew leah #sdv leah #stardew valley farmer #stardew farmer #sdv farmer #stardew valley art #stardew art #sdv art #fanart

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napping-sapphic · 3 months

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If anyone ever wants to live out that romance trope where the love interest dramatically goes to comfort someone during a storm while they’re afraid please let me know as it has been storming for ten minutes and i have been crying for six of them

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #ughhhh #i hate this #i hate this a LOT #i was anxious all day yesterday in anticipation #then couldn’t sleep waiting for it #and now it’s HERE and it’s awful #i normally do a lot better but there are a lot of factors involved this time #promise im okay btw!!#a few tears (a lot of tears😓) but i’ll get through it lol #also sorry for all my storm posting lately #there’s been a lot lately and we don’t usually have to deal with them this early in the year #so im a bit more antsy about it than normal #im gay and i like sleeping

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nicollekidman · 5 months

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as an enormous fan. one of the worst things about taylor swift is how deeply cowardly she is when it comes to Avoiding Upset and how this + the vacuum of her life makes every interview/public appearance just. devoid of any real meaning. just absolute crafted nothingness.

#as she gets more calculated in her movements and her appearances and her Life her songs get worse #can i say that #like sOMETHING has to be genuine and it's certainly not midnights #everytime she speaks it's like me when im self absorbedly peach posting at 2am bc im anxious about something that isnt real #this is not entirely her fault obviously like she's basically been heavily pressurized into a diamond but at every step she has played into #is she capable of having thoughts that aren't self referrential and self policing #like i love her #i really deeply do #but i cannot imagine an inner life more isolating and out of whack than hers

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wardingshout · 4 months

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that one very important meme...

#pokespe #pokemon #pokespe blue #pokespe yellow #my art #I've never remembered a ship name in my life I'm so sorry #I have to get up for my first day back at work in like 5 hours and I'm anxious so this was more important...#I don't feel less anxious just more tired 👍👍👍#silver week rly got my brain kicking about pokespe but Im still too stuck in zeldaland dfhudsj

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whimsyprinx · 1 year

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I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!

I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!

friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!

#whimsy whispers #I’m just like ahdjfjjg #I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough #no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice #idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious #about it #for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked #then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking #and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well #I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice #tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often #I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually #this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had)#uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long #I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon

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sorrelpaws · 2 years

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