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You actually believe that Israel will nuke Gaza? Like, for real? What drugs did your mom take while pregnant? What moonshine did she give you instead of formula? How many times were you dropped on your head?
A leader of the Isreali government made it a thought and option in people heads. It's a quote. This guy had called for one to wipe people out as a "last option." Such an option would wipe out and hurt more than just Palestinians. Figures you'd stay anon too. You're too afraid to catch a case. My mother, my schools, and people around me have told me genocide is bad for my whole life, but now that it's time to put thought to action you bitches want to pretend and hesitate.
This statement was made in November, and talks of it happening have spread quite far.
This shouldn't even have been made an option or brought up after seeing what it has done in previous wars. If we forget a threat that big, an option that dangerous with how casually it was thrown in, the big wigs in charge will do so without thinking twice about what would happen and who it will affect.
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To anyone reading this:
I repost information I find to help spread awareness about what is going on. Please correct me if I make a mistake or if the information has been updated. I will gladly correct the mistake! But don't be a bitch in anons. the next time I find something like this I'm deleting the shit.
BUT YOU, dear Anon, im going to use you as an example.
The talk about the nuclear option made me angry, and I replied with what would happen if it stayed in consideration. I warned that it was something that we should make sure doesn't stay on the table, doesn't become reality because if it does, it will hurt us all. For that careless use of those specific words in that context, we should all keep a very, VERY close eye on the man that made that statement and the man that could put that statement into play.
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This was my response and reaction to the post from 5 days ago about a headline that was written on such a topic. This is the only personal reblog addition I have done specifically about that, so this must be what you're talking about.
So, to answer your first question, Anonymous. Yes, I do believe that the people in power of isreal and their dangerous mentality would drop one on Gaza if they felt like it. They would do it, they would drop it on innocents and guilty alike with no regard for the health and safety of surrounding lands, peoples and quality of life.
Never trust people who bring it up as if they were flinging paper instead of a manmade sun. And I never will trust a government that keep them for 'just in case'. This includes isreals patreon, the United States of America, and others in close ties with them.
Anyways, stand for Palestinians. fuck anon, screw 'isreal' and chant the IOF's sins in their faces.
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thequeenofsarcaasm · 3 months
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Chapter seven of Love is in the hands
I think it’s my favourite one yet (unless you count chapter 5 maybe). I gave Gojo too much rizz.
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Summary
After getting kicked out of his home for being queer, Suguru comes across Satoru, his childhood sweetheart, in a strange gay bar that is owned by his new “family”: a bunch of queer social rejects who were taken in by Yuki, an eccentric matriarch. He finds a new home (and his long lost love) there.
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“Was I that good?” Suguru jokes. A wise man once said good sex was transformative. “I think you’d make a great chef. You’re annoying enough to make it work. Ever thought about being a model though? It could help you afford your new dream,” Suguru suggests.
“Nah. Working for other people sounds like hell. The bar is only fine because it’s a family business. Besides, I don’t do much: just dancing around, serving customers, human resources and accounting,” Satoru says. He unwraps a stray lollipop and puts it in his partner’s mouth before repeating the action with another one, for himself. “Would you be mad if I posted nude photos on the internet and got paid for it?” he jokes.
Suguru gazes at him lovingly. “I’d only be mad if you asked someone else to take the photos. If your fanbase ever wanted more, I’d gladly fuck you in front of a camera to make them happy,” he jokes back.
“Let's not let those skills go to waste. Right?,” Satoru laughs. “Did you ever send these types of pictures to anyone? I’m convinced you take great ones. Just like a girl,” he says with a teasing smile. 
“Not exactly,” Suguru answers. “That one guy I used to mess with had a whimper fetish or something so he asked me for nut videos. He was nice and gave great blow jobs so I didn’t mind,” he laughs. “Things didn’t end well between us so I deleted his number.”
“He fell in love with you?” Satoru asks. 
“And wouldn’t take no as an answer,” Suguru finishes. It’s a story he knows all too well.
“Did you break his nose?” Satoru teases. Suguru had almost forgotten about that incident. To think such a thing would kill the unbearable distance between their lonely, aching hearts. Will they ever abide by the classical rules of romance?
“I only do that to people who hurt you,” Suguru announces with his eyes locked to Satoru. The blue pupils instantly shrink. “Have you, though? As Ki’s muse you must know your way around posing,” he points out.
Satoru turns his face and rests his cheek on the back of his hand. “Once or twice but it was transactional,” he mumbles. “I’d send you one though, for free,” he adds with one eye on Suguru. 
“You’re way too generous, my love. Don’t do it when I’m in class though,” Suguru warns.
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sleepingdeath-light · 2 years
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Hi!! I've checked out your CRK posts and i gotta admit you're AMAZING, i ask for you i beg you to make anything about wildberry cookie (smut) I am too desperate for my own good...
(Also you can delete this if you feel uncomfy!)
Smut Headcanons | Wildberry Cookie (18+)
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thank you for requesting, anon!
reader is assumed as being gender neutral
minors and ageless blogs will be blocked
note : this is probably the most highly requested set of headcanons i have ever received; y’all thirsty af
this man is a complete service top; the type to memorise every inch of your body and treat you with a reverence and gentleness unmatched by anyone else you’ve been with
is incredibly strong and will be able to do any position you want - though he is more cautious when it comes to scenes that could result in you getting hurt in anyway
is very quiet during sex but does let out the occasional muffled grunt or groan when he’s filled you to the hilt
a complete gentleman and will risk his own reputation and modesty to protect yours should you be interrupted or discovered during the act
tends to make sure that you come at least three times before he seeks his own release
thinks that you’re the most ethereal creature in the world - like the living breathing definition of perfection - and will gladly spend several hours between your legs to prove it to you (be that as a type of body worship or just excessive oral)
he has an extremely sensitive chest and will moan if you bite, kiss or suck on that area of his body
easily flustered if you offer to go down on him and is worried about hurting you because he’s incredibly well endowed - but won’t argue if you’re certain of yourself
loves missionary and other similar positions because he loves being able to look into your eyes and see your reactions when he takes you - but he’s open to trying others on occasion if you bring them up
isn’t too big on marking but will get terribly flustered if you leave marks in areas that are difficult for him to cover
wildberry is the king of aftercare and seems to know what you need before you do; dutifully bringing you a variety of food and drink and making sure to clean you off and run you a warm bath to help you settle after he’s ravished your body
during the aftermath of intimacy, once he’s finished his rituals, he’ll pull you to his chest and kiss you in a few distinct areas on repeat whilst lowly praising you for being so good (and just being yourself): the insides of your wrists, your shoulders, your collarbones, your jaw, underneath your ear, the tip of your nose and, finally, on your lips
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okapiandpaste · 4 months
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This is difficult to say since I know I’m That Sarazanmai Guy to some ppl, but there have been several threads recently exposing the kind of person director Kunihiko Ikuhara is, and it’s very bad. I’m sorry if I ever hurt or upset anyone by making jokes and praising this guy. I tend to give ppl the benefit of the doubt, and genuinely didn’t know anything super bad about him beyond some of iffy things he said during the development of sailor moon. Sarazanmai did change my life, but a lot of that credit belongs to Migii, the amazing female artist who created the characters and keeps them alive through her manga adaptation. I think we should continue to uplift the female artists, such as Migii and Chiho Saito, who are the true heart behind his works while also acknowledging who Ikuhara is as a person. I haven’t ever gelled well with the fandom, but to the few mutuals I do have within it, I will probably be stepping away from Sarazanmai and Ikuhara anime in general beyond support of Migii’s manga.
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For accountability, I will keep my posts about Ikuhara up for now. I think we should own our mistakes and learn from them, and this is a good lesson to all of us to tamper our expectations of famous ppl. However, if anyone feels uncomfortable and would prefer that I delete those posts after learning this information, I will gladly respect that request.
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aydaptic · 5 months
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I’ve seen people say that Gavin is a bad person because he wanted to “rough up” Carlos Ortiz’ android, Shaolin Being and him saying “after all, it’s not human” is “proof” that he would harm a human if he could get away with it.
This argument is so stupid to me because 1. Hank and Chris are both present when he says that and both of them say nothing. They don’t defend the android, they don’t chastise him, they say nothing. Does that mean that both Hank and Chris would assault a human if they could get away with it?
And 2. I think people are reading way to into it to again, try and justify their reasons for hating Gavin. Gavin says “after all, it’s not human”. In this point in the game, androids are not seen as living beings. They’re not human, they’re machines. Yes, the point of dbh is to sympathise with the androids but realistically, they are just machines. Machines that have been stated, even by Connor, to not feel pain.
Gavin hates androids, androids are machines and they don’t feel pain. Him saying “we could try roughing it up” is not some subtle way of saying “Gavin would assault any human being if given the chance”. It’s him saying “this is a machine, it killed a person, it’s withholding information, I don’t like them anyway so I say we do what we need to get information out of this object”
In the world of dbh, no matter how one may feel about androids, whether they be treated as human or not, it’s been stated over and over again that they were designed to be machines. No different than an appliance or an automated machine at a supermarket so honestly someone saying that they would hurt an android shouldn’t be indicative of some deep desire to hurt a human.
Thank you!
This is spot-on, so I don't really have anything to add to this. I'm relieved to see there are ppl (like you) on Tumblr who are capable of some rational thought. Gav haters are reaching so far up their own ass*s to try to justify their own bigotry -- subjective views that they parade as objective facts -- and they miserably fail at it.
Like you said... the way a person treats something they believe to be a simple tool doesn't equate to how they would treat a thinking, living, breathing human being. I've kicked my vacuum cleaner when its cable got stuck to loosen it. By their flawed logic, I must be an ab*ser.
I can guarantee that everyone making that up-on-their-high-horse moral statement would gladly punch what they believed to be a m*rderer -- or just a human they hate -- if it wasn't for the consequences. It's normal. They're either too deluded to see it or too fake to admit it. If there was a queue to legally punch a r*pist, and suffer no consequences, they would be vibrating with glee (as they rightfully should.) It's pure hypocrisy on their part.
In the eyes of Gav, Chris, and Hank, Shaolin Being was simply a defective machine and a murderer. Anyone incapable of seeing that needs to develop way more empathy bc they severely lack it.
Just the past 24 hours, I've had 2 ppl attack me personally before deleting their replies. Most likely bc they're afraid they'll get a Tumblr ban for their hateful speech. That and them just being incapable of backing up their absurd claims when I give counter-arguments. Genuinely, I can't help but pity these ppl. Why?
They in their insecurity are desperate to convince me differently so that I can 'validate' their flawed opinions.
They're incapable of controlling their emotions.
They're incapable of restraint as they don't think before posting.
They're incapable of having their flawed views questioned.
They're incapable of admitting when they're wrong.
They're incapable of common sense.
They're incapable of accepting different opinions than their own.
They only pick and choose what benefits them and avoid everything else.
They make assumptions based on nothing.
They always assume the worst.
They don't practice what they preach.
They're brainwashed by the media to think that a rude comment and/or justified physical force by a cop is "police br*tality" and "s*xual as*ault."
They haven't done actual research in the fields they comment on.
They either over-simplify or over-complicate everything.
They can only think in extremes and don't know what balance is.
They resort to name-calling and attacking the individual bc they themselves don't have any good counter-arguments.
I can only hope that they'll mentally grow up to be more mature. The state of so many ppl on social media nowadays is downright sad.
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scover-va · 2 years
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Gimme the what ifs, I just played a bit of the hex (on the Bryce part) and I need that awesome what if scenarios in my head
Gladly
Apologies in advance for how fucking long it is, but I have several thoughts on these scenarios
So, this is all under the assumption that almost everything that happens pre-game (so in the memory/flashback bits) still happens, and that Reggie and Jeremiah are just simply not out for revenge. Maybe Reggie used some critical thinking skills or something, I don't know. Only backstory differences would be 1. Lazarus' backstory/flashback (if the flashbacks happened) would be about something else, since The Artifact mission never would've happened. Likely fleshing out his feelings on what happened after SOL failed, and having a similar situation to that one scene from the first trailer. With some calmer/dialogue-heavy bits including Junior and Jay ofc 2. The 'Lionel wants this' incident would not be shown in FPP's chapter due to technically being irrelevant. If this were in the format of the game, it'd just be an easter egg
With that out of the way, here's some other important notes:
Reggie and Jeremiah would never be the murderers or the victims. Jeremiah does whatever Reggie tells him to, and would never act out of his own free-will, despite Reggie's protests otherwise. Reggie, on the other hand, would get the final say in everything, like what happens to the killer. Well, the player has some input in that, but still. Reggie and the player are, essentially, the judges in the case. No one has any real reason to target these two, either.
The murders cannot be prevented. The murder will happen at some point, and all you can do is catch who did it
Like as hinted at in the og trailer, the POVs would jump around out of order. In a game-style format, you could switch around as pleased post-murder, and the flashbacks would be triggered by certain things. What triggers the flashbacks? I don't know, depends on the victim-killer scenario, but likely some sort of reminder for each of the characters
Sado and Irving never show up in present time. They may be mentioned for different reasons, but they'd never be the murderer or victim in these scenarios
Everything Lionel did still happened, and he and Carla still have their issues, but again, they're less important in this au
The what-if scenarios might be connected via game resets. This will be fully figured out if I write a fic, but for now, it is merely a possibility.
Now, for whoever the killer is, what happens to them after being caught is dependent on how the cast feels about the victim and said killer, and also just their overall personalities. Again, Reggie gets the final say in the matter, but the inn patrons do get to argue about what should happen to the killer. But the four outcomes are:
Being reported to the Gameworks: The only reason Irving would show up. The killer would be reported for killing another game character, and considering how hurting an innocent npc leads to a permanent game ban, I can't imagine punishment for killing a playable character would just be a slap on the back, and punishment would be permanent deletion. It's relatively painless, but you get my point. Lazarus, Chandrelle, and FPP are aware of the cruel punishment. Weasel Kid, Rust, and Bryce are not aware of the punishment and assume it leads to imprisonment.
Being executed at the inn: Obviously, this is quite the extreme compared to the other three choices, but sometimes you need to take matters into your own hands to ensure they don't hurt anyone ever again. Chandrelle and Rust are more in favour towards execution. Weasel Kid, FPP, and Lazarus are neutral towards execution. Bryce is more against execution.
Being locked away at the inn: Not entirely sure where someone would be locked up at the inn, given the rooms and stuff, but if the storyline was a genuine murder mystery I'm sure there would conveniently be a place to lock them up. This is definitely more of a neutral punishment, not resulting in anything harmful, but also not being too kind hearted. Weasel Kid, Bryce, and FPP are more in favour towards imprisonment. Rust and Lazarus are more neutral towards imprisonment. Chandrelle is more against imprisonment.
Being kicked out of the inn: The most kind-hearted of the four choices, leading to no punishment for the killer. This one is more likely for if someone kills in self-defence, since most of the patrons are at least somewhat reasonable. Rust and Bryce are more in favour towards banning. Weasel Kid and FPP are more neutral towards banning. Lazarus and Chandrelle are more against banning.
Suicide: Upon being caught, the killer takes fates into their own hands and kills themself. This is not a punishment option, and is purely situation dependent. May occur before or after everyone decides on a punishment.
Impulse kill: One character acts without the input of the others, and executes the murderer by their own hand. This is not a punishment option, and is purely situation dependent. May occur before or after everyone decides on a punishment.
Reggie never decides based on personal opinion. In case of a majorly favoured opinion, he will go with that. In case of a tie, he will choose the more logical choice.
Now then, with all that stuff out of the way, I'm gonna list off the possible victim-killer scenarios! All will be further explored if I write proper fics for each scenario, and punishment choices would be more dependent on what happens in each scenario between the characters, both before and after the murder takes place.
Weasel Kid kills Bryce: Due to his game failing and being abandoned by Lionel due to Lionel signing a contract with Gamefuna. Weasel Kid might choose to take it out on someone who is associated with the Gamefuna contract. He would choose Bryce due to an assumed favouritism, since Bryce was one of Lionel's favourite game characters growing up, and take his anger out on him. Would sneak into Bryce's room and surprise-attack him. He would not use a murder weapon, just simply using his teeth.
Weasel Kid kills Chandrelle: Similar situation as listed above. He would choose Chandrelle due to her being the first known character Lionel created and fleshed out after Weasel Kid, due to other Combat Arena X characters not being present, and Bryce being purchased against his will. Similar to Bryce, he'd sneak up on Chandrelle to get the element of surprise. He would once again use his teeth, but may bring a physical weapon as a back up option due to her ability to use magic.
Bryce would only kill out of self-defence due to holding no grudges and having no motive for murder. Location and weapon are victim dependent.
Chandrelle kills Weasel Kid: Chandrelle has a tendency to react violently if upset, annoyed, or angry, as shown when she kills Moji without a second thought due to him being 'tedious as ever'. Due to their egos clashing and them constantly bickering and angering each other, Chandrelle may eventually take her anger out on Weasel Kid. She would attack Weasel Kid outside or in the basement, so no one can overhear as easily. She would not use a physical weapon, instead only using her magic.
Chandrelle kills Bryce: Due to past experience in Combat Arena X, Chandrelle knows she can overpower Bryce, and he wpuld be an easier option in case of murdering someone. As for a legitimate motive, it might be something Vallamir-related, due to her and Bryce having a positive relation. She would attack Bryce in the kitchen, where she knows he will inevitably go. She would use her magic, but hide Lazarus' sword in her inventory as a backup option, due to the fact that Bryce has dodged her spells with ease before, and the sword is easily available to her and harder for Bryce to block.
Chandrelle kills Rust: Rust, despite his weapons, is practically the most harmless in the cast in her eyes. Why, you may ask? Simple. He's simply not all there. He isn't aware of what's happening around him, everyone thinks he's delusional, everyone either distrusts him or is weirded out by him which would therefore cause him to be alone, and overall, Chandrelle is pretty certain that he would never even realize what's happening until it's too late to stop it. He's an incredibly easy target. She would lure him to a secondary location where no one else is, or possibly find a way into his room. She wouldn't even bother with wasting her mana, simply sneaking up behind him and using her trusty dagger to kill him.
Chandrelle kills FPP: Another easy target, due to FPP being unable to speak. They can't scream or call for help, can't keep someone closeby via a conversation, and has no weapon to defend himself with. Only issue is that Chandrelle can tell FPP does not trust her specifically, but cannot tell why. Location would be dependent on where FPP goes, since Chandrelle can't lure him anywhere. She would use her magic, but have her dagger handy just in case.
Rust would only kill out of self-defence due to holding no grudges and having no motive for murder. Location and weapon are victim dependent.
Lazarus kills Chandrelle: Listing this one first, but in this scenario, he'd want revenge for what she caused him to go through, and due to all the people he had to kill during his time in Vicious Galaxy 2, what's one more? He views what she did as a full betrayal after all, and despite his rpg programming telling him not to hurt her, his emotions get the better of him. He'd lure Chandrelle to a secondary location due to her trusting him, and would shoot her dead, likely execution style.
Lazarus kills Bryce: Following the same revenge plan as above, in this scenario, Bryce finds out about the murder plans, and tries to peacefully confront Lazarus to prevent anyone from dying. However, Lazarus panics and kills Bryce instead, worried that Bryce will report him to someone, causing him to either have to go back to his game, or be deleted by the Gameworks. Bryce would likely bring Lazarus to the kitchen to talk things out, and Lazarus would shoot him dead.
FPP kills Chandrelle: Knowing exactly what she did, FPP plans on almost playing God, mirroring how Lionel is basically the group's God. They know that Chandrelle's actions led to the deaths of lots of others, ruined Lionel's game (which FPP has heard about too many times to be okay with), and it led to Lionel stealing money from his employees and possibly Carla turning Sado into a purely hostile, satanic entity. So, FPP decides to punish her themself for these reasons, using the fact that they're seemingly powerless and innocent to his advantage. He'd try to lure Chandrelle to a second location, but would be able to figure out a way to get her alone no matter what. They'd either use a kitchen knife or one of the weapons locked away behind the kitchen/bar.
Future scenarios might get added if I get more ideas, but for now, those are the scenarios I've got in mind. Obviously, random murders could occur without need for any sort of motive, intention, or reasoning, but. Those are incredibly boring. Other than that, that's what I've got figured out so far! I really enjoy murder mysteries so all these possible scenarios are scratching a certain spot in my brain. Feel free to overanalyze these or come up with alt. scenarios because murder fun when it's fictional
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prismadog · 3 years
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I kinda had a suggestion for your au,
So if you don't want to read it, this is your time to delete this ask,
But yeah, maybe Xornoth hasn't been completely corrupted when Scott's people sends them to the nether
As in like, he is definitely very corrupted and evil, but it's not too late for him to become human again
And then [insert something involving Shrub] happens and he is presented the choice of becoming human again and unlocking all the power of exor, at the cost of turning away from his humanity forever
why wouldn't I want to read a suggestion? I love talking to people! and I'd love to hear any feedback, comments, or suggestions!
ooh...I love this idea so much already!
I haven't thought too much about the end game yet but I have thought a bit about pre-exile Xornoth and it's pretty much what you said: maybe they're not fully corrupted and there's a chance for him to return to his former self.
EDIT: this is a quick message from after typing out the below post. I somehow ended up coming up with an end game, idk how that happened but it did. it's not exactly like you suggested but I hope it satisfies well enough. I really loved your ask btw.
also, this is fairly long so I'm putting a "keep reading line below". I think I might have also sort of written a story here? like, I meant for this to be just a little response but...it's not. it's practically a story for how things will go down. obviously, it'll need work, but it's a start!
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pre-exile chance
my thoughts: there was one moment when Xornoth really questioned their actions, questioned their blind faith to Exor, questioned how they became a monster when all they wanted was to be the beloved hero that their brother Alinar is.
that moment, it was when they were banished from their home, but before they were exiled to the Nether. the people wanted them gone and they turned to their brother for help, they wanted Alinar to keep the people from banishing them. the moment where Xornoth questioned everything was when Alinar turned his back on them.
they moved to the caves and questioned every single little thing they've ever done - where had they gone wrong? why wasn't Alinar proud of him? maybe...maybe everything they were doing wasn't so good after all.
I believe that if when Alinar had found his brother again, if he had asked Aeor for aid in saving his brother instead of banishing them for good, there would have been a chance for Xornoth to return to his former self. but no, Alinar had to go and remove that chance entirely from the equation and exile his brother in the Nether.
* I'm using the Clash of the Great Stags as reference for that part above. I'm leaving Conal & Alinar's canon story as history for the AU versions, though, there might be a tweak or two in the future, who knows?
but. after reading your suggestion and having a good long think about this...maybe there is still a chance, even after Alinar turned his back on his brother.
so...I'ma gonna hash things out here.
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hash out chance
we the fans know that there's going to be some form of "final battle" between the rulers and Xornoth - the same will be true for the AU as well. it'll be Xornoth, Sausage, Joey, and Shrub against everyone else - though, for Shrub, she doesn't want to fight, she doesn't want to see anyone get hurt, she just wants everyone to get along. but she knows that no matter what she does, everyone will end up at the final battle, ready for war.
but before that, there's a lot of moments where, like in canon, everyone is trying to find a cure for the corruption plaguing their lands. Shrub is no different, except, she pushes more towards a cure for people, for the demon themself.
Katherine, Scott, and Gem are more than willing to help her find a cure - they don't really know why Shrub is so insistent on curing the demon, she only ever vaguely tells them her reasons, but they're still going to help her because they're her friends.
during this, Scott will talk to Aeor, wondering if there is a way to cure the corruption at its source - the demon - without shedding any more blood.
Aeor, I know he's supposed to be a good god, believing in peace and equality - and he is a good god, but...I don't think he would want to resolve things between him and Exor peacefully. in the story I linked, he pretty much jumped right into a fight with Exor without hesitation
so, that being said, I don't think things would be any different even if his champion was looking for peaceful solutions. I believe Aeor would want Scott to take up arms against Xornoth and fight for him, to end the corruption once and for all.
Scott would be reluctant of course, torn between his god's wishes and helping his friends. so, maybe he does both - he'll try to help his friends find a cure for the demon but he'll also prepare for the inevitable final battle.
Shrub and her friends work tirelessly trying to find a cure, making several different potions, and each one Shrub takes home with her and gives them to Xornoth. they're reluctant to take the potions but they'll do anything for their gnome, even if it means turning their back on their god and giving up all the power Exor gifted them.
so, Xornoth tries every different potion given to them, even though not a single one has any effect on them, until all options are completely eliminated and the rulers run out of ideas. at that point in time, there is no other choice except war - war between the gods, between their champions, between people who were all once friends but are now on opposing sides.
maybe this is where Shrub breaks completely, at the moment when the others give up. maybe she begs them to keep trying - just one more potion, that's all we need, the next one will be the right one, I just know it, please keep trying, please don't give up yet, we have to keeping trying.
they'll question her on why she wants the demon cured so badly, they'll question despite knowing that she's only going to dodge every question asked.
but this time. this time Shrub doesn't dodge. this time, she stops giving vague answers and she stops telling lies that leave her with a pit in her stomach. this time, she breaks. this time, she tells them the truth. this time, she tells them the story of her life, her connection to the demon and how Xornoth is like a father to her - tending to her injuries, telling her stories, teaching her so many things, but most of all, loving her unconditionally.
she begs their forgiveness for lying to them for so long, begs them to help her find a cure for the only family she's ever known, begs them to not give up yet.
the other rulers would obviously be shocked, some might walk away feeling hurt and betrayed, some might come to Shrub and accept her as the child of the monster that plagues their lands. those that do accept her, they comfort her and she comforts them. they might all keep trying to make a cure, despite how hopeless it seems - they've already failed so many times, what more can they do?
Xornoth would have the same thoughts - what more can the rulers do? everything they tried, every potion made, has failed and it's just going to be more of the same. so, they make a decision, the demon seals their fate, the demon makes the call for war.
they go into the final battle reluctantly, knowing that there's only one true way to cure them and wishing that it didn't have to be with their death. they go into that battle hoping their little Shrub - their sweet, kind girl who showed them a better way of living - will be okay when they're gone. they know that her friends will be there for her so she should be okay, she can survive.
the two sides face off. no one wants to fight. Shrub, though she stands on the side of the rulers, is torn between her friends and her family. everyone there knows that the speeches given by the rulers of the Overworld are a poor attempt at staving off the inevitable.
Xornoth wants to be the one to throw the first punch, to get the ball rolling, get this fight done and over with, but they see their gnome, their beloved child, staring at them from across the battlefield, and she's crying. the battle hasn't even started and yet, she's mourning their death.
they don't attack. they stay their hand. they stand down. they move forward, hands up and open, free of any weapon, and walk gladly towards their demise. no one moves, all are still as the demon approaches, the usual sinister grin replaced by a grimace of heartache.
the demon stops before them, before their little Shrub and before the elf that looks so much like the brother they lost. Xornoth kneels at their feet, they say their parting words of love to their gnome, then they bow their head and tell Aeor's Champion to make it a quick death and please, if you could do me one favor, please don't let Shrub watch, please don't let her be here.
Shrub tries to go to her father's side, tries to beg them not to do this - there's still time, we can still find a way, please don't do this, please don't give up. Katherine and Gem hold her, embrace her in a way that her eyes are shielded from the bloodshed that's soon to come. they look to Scott, he's the one with the powers of a god that can rival the demon's darkness.
Scott is shaking where he stands but it's not from fear. he stands before the demon, above the monster that's terrorized his friends, and in his hands is the weapon that will strike the final blow and end everything. he had thought for a long time that Alinar was right in his actions, following the path Aeor laid out before him, banishing the only family he had to another world.
but standing here, knowing what he knows now about his friend Shrub, what he knows about himself as Aeor's Champion and about his past life as Alinar - he knows that Alinar made the wrong choice, he knows that there is a better way.
Scott, knowing that his next action is going to displease his god, drops the blessed weapon given to him and says - No. he kneels before the monster and says - You will not die today. he embraces the brother he never knew and says - We will find a cure.
this is where Aeor has a choice to make - enact justice on the crimes committed by Exor - or forgive his sins.
the Stag God follows his Champion's lead and chooses forgiveness. he stands before his own brother and chooses to end the war they've fought for eons.
with this, the corruption dies around them and Conal is freed. the demon melts away and an elf emerges from its remains. Conal embraces their brother come back to life and relishes in the life he's been gifted.
Shrub breaks free from her friends and practically crushes her family - both her father and Scott - with an embrace of her own. she cries enough tears for the both of them, though, Conal comes pretty close to out-crying their child.
and with that, the war is over, the demon is defeated, and the Overworld can live in peace once again.
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siahana · 2 years
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Didn't someone say Melissa had been doing videos on set in flawless makeup and all glammed up? Maybe that's for a date with this new guy. Imo lucy showed confusion and shock at Tim not telling her when they do discuss things with each other personal things now. That would hurt tbf as friends, especially when she spoke about her eggs. I think they'll go through the distancing stage now especially if he's working with lopez and it'll be that awkward stage all will they won't they couples do
Lucy really didn't seem hurt to me, just suprised to learn he was seeing someone.
Yes Melissa posted a video on her IG stories but deleted it, thankfully someone took a screenshot (sorry i don't remember who but i will gladly credit the person if anyone knows!).
I think Melissa was filming 4x09 at that time, so maybe for a Christmas party?
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askaceattorney · 3 years
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These are letters regarding the situation that recently transpired. After this, we will no longer be answering any letters regarding politics. All of us agree that this blog needs to strictly stay out of politics. In truth, politics should never have been the center of this blog. After this, any letter regarding politics or the situation will be deleted.
This is a blog that focuses on answering letters to Ace Attorney canon characters. It does not discriminate anyone or any mod based on race, gender, sexual orientation, religion, politics, etc. and such actions are not tolerated. If you believe one of our mods is discriminating for whatever reason, show solid evidence and we will handle this privately. A support for a former or current president of a country is not proof of discrimination and neither are political memes posted on a personal account.
(More Politics Ahead)
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Dear rogertheegg,
Co-Mod: Nope. Everyone’s welcome here, regardless of political leanings.  I’m afraid I’m as clueless as you are about what exactly happened with the two former Mods (they didn’t even say anything to me about it), but it’s all water under the bridge as far as I’m concerned.
Mod Edgeworth: Absolutely not! I have never tolerated political discrimination. You are allowed to believe whatever politics you want.
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Dear kunaiman,
Co-Mod: High five.
Mod Edgeworth: Thank you very much for your support.
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Dear Mistakes,
Mod Edgeworth: I’m not going to go into anything else regarding my politics, but I will state my reason for outing myself: I’m doing this for Co-Mod.  I do consider him a friend of sorts and I do not wish for him to have to suffer this blowback alone. So, if you want to state your grievances, go ahead.
Know this though, I am still the same mod you have met and have never hidden my character from any of you. My politics do not define my character and neither does Co-Mod’s politics define his character. The same goes for anyone else. I’m just someone that leans Conservative and voted for Trump. If that makes me a bad person, even if I do stand against any discrimination, then I will gladly accept it.
Co-Mod: So, here’s the truth about me, Donald Trump, the MAGA Committee, etc. (and this is from the horse’s mouth, so anyone who says otherwise is lying) -- I’ve never been a huge fan of the guy, but I supported the good things he did and wanted to do during his presidency -- creating jobs, draining the political swamp, promoting patriotism, and so on -- and for that, I feel no shame.  I also wished he could’ve kept his big mouth shut about a lot of things, but overall, I saw him as someone who stood up for people who’d been largely ignored before he came along -- namely, middle class Americans. If you see him and his presidency differently, I won’t hold anything against you for it, so I respectfully ask that you do the same for me.
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Dear Anonymous,
Mod Edgeworth: Don’t worry, I know who you are. You maybe under anonymous, but when we receive your letter, it isn’t anonymous lol. What we do is place your letter in photoshop and get rid of all your identity. Thank you for your support and I agree.
This blog will continue, even if it’s under a very few of us. I will allow everyone to display their grievances in the comment section. They have just as much right as Co-Mod and I do.
If there’s anyone I wish for you to support, it’s Co-Mod. He’s the one being the most effected by all of this. I don’t believe politics should have been involved or that we should have to justify why we believe in our politics. Neither have to do with our love for Ace Attorney.
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Dear I’m still surprised,
Mod Edgeworth: I’m guessing this is for Co-Mod, because it doesn’t seem like you’ve read my own defense. I literally stated that both Co-Mod and I support LGBT and that the letters deleted because of shipping had nothing to do with any political beliefs. Beyond what I stated in my defense (despite what Co-Mod states below), I won’t say anything more. Non of us have to justify why we support a former president. I have my reasons just like anyone else. It doesn’t make me a terrible person and I will forever stand for everyone’s rights to believe whatever politics they believe.
Co-Mod: It’s a shame I have to say this on an Ace Attorney blog of all places, but where is your proof that I or anyone on my side of the aisle takes any enjoyment in seeing anyone dead or oppressed, whether in a minority or otherwise?  I can only assume you’ve been listening to some skewed sources, or that there’s something huge I’m missing, because I’ve yet to see any right-wing groups reach that level of hatred.  (And if you know of any, please fill me in.  I mean that honestly.)
As for why I left same-sex attraction out of this blog, it’s simply because I see it as a divisive topic rather than a simply controversial one, (i.e. the death penalty, game piracy, etc.).  I’ve also proven several times that I’m not very good at addressing it without people getting rubbed the wrong way, so I decided to play it safe and not discuss it at all.  I’m happy to talk about it anywhere else, but a blog about Ace Attorney didn’t seem like the right place for it to me.  On top of that, there are plenty of blogs about peoples’ same-sex ships all over Tumblr, so why complain about this one?  If there’s a rule stating that Ace Attorney-themed Tumblr blogs are required to include those ships, I sure haven’t heard it.
I’ll admit this much -- like Phoenix, it’s something I can’t claim to understand, so maybe I still have some learning to do about it, but if I’m going to be accused of bigotry, I’d like to see some solid evidence of it.  Assumptions don’t count in my book.
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Dear Dailystir,
Mod Edgeworth: Thank you. I’m not going to address anymore than I already have. I will not and refuse to mention anything else on my politics. Just like how you said, I am more at the center in the political world. I lean more Conservative, but I am Independent. I consider both Republicans and Democrats to be two different wings from the same bird.
I’m also glad you do not consider being a Trump supporter to be in the same basket as being a racist, bigot or any of that. These days, I can declare myself as a supporter of Andrew Jackson (I’m not btw) and not be against Natives, even though he was the reason for the mass genocide of thousands of Native Americans. I can openly support Martain Luther King, yet not be considered homophobic, even though he was against LGBT. I can consider myself a Bill Clinton supporter and not support raping women, even though that’s what he did in office. Yet, the moment I declare myself a Trump supporter, I’m automatically Anti LGBT, a bigot, a sexist, a racist and a phobe of some sort, because Trump supposedly is? What a world we live in! I can’t remember the last time supporting a political figure or celebrity made you a terrible person.
As for Mod Vera and Mod Maya, I still wish they could’ve said something to me or Co-Mod, if they truly felt uncomfortable. I’m still willing to talk to either of them and hear them out. I don’t blame them for doing what they did. I don’t know them or what life they live in. I have talked to someone, who had faced bigotry  and hate from Trump supporters in their area to the point of fear. I’ve even seen a Trump supporter bully an Anti Trump Supporter and I ended up reporting the bully, then calling them out for their behavior. I can say from experience that when you face real discrimination, it puts you in a state of fear to never express yourself or your identity. My family faced that and so did I. It’s the reason I’ve never revealed my race, gender or sexual orientation and can understand where Mod Maya and Mod Vera are coming from.
I think the real takeaway is to not judge anyone based on their politics, but also to not hate anyone who does. You will find bigotry on any side of the political spectrum from any group. To say there is none on any side is spouting ignorance.
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Dear Anonymous,
Mod Edgeworth: It is sad, though even if I do understand where Mod Vera and Mod Maya are coming from, I still can’t justify them not talking to either of us first. They never spoke to either of us and assumed the worst out of both of us. They never asked us anything or mentioned their concerns. I’m certain, even now, they’re still assuming things.
Had they mentioned their grievances, I would have been willing to talk with them and work things out, but we were never given that chance. It kinda hurts, because they said they understood when I told them I was staying out of politics and was willing to admit that I supported Trump and am an Independent Conservative. Then, they pull the rug from under us and claim we are against ethnic minorities and LGBT. That’s why I wish they could’ve said something.
I’m still willing to talk to either of them, but I doubt they’ll want to hear from me. No amount of context is going to change that. If it did, they would’ve talked to me about it before leaving.
-The Mods
P. S. Co-Mod: As ugly as this can of worms is, it’s been a fun practice in defending my beliefs and decisions.  Never underestimate that skill, everyone.
Mod Edgeworth: I still can’t believe this was brought out at all. I’m so sick of politics!
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chimtaesty · 4 years
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fake friend 2
pairing: OT7 x reader | 1.7k words
plot: you have to take back what’s yours
a/n: hi there, i accidently deleted this post so here i am to post it again!
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After all the shit they’ve done to you, you should’ve killed them right there and then together with their little slut. They hurt you multiple times, not taking the business serious they are in, which makes you sick to the core. You are on your way to the base to teach them a lesson. You wouldn’t accept the fact that Namjoon still wears the badge of the leader of the Mafia Organisation Venom. It doesn’t seem right and you won’t allow it. Your car bends and roars underneath your control as you arrive at the parking lot.
You turn the engine off and grab your gun. With one swift kick to the door you leave your car. As you walk towards the entrance you see their cars they are here, good. 
The door opens as soon as you kick it for someone to open up. The man bows to you and follows you submissively. You march in there just to interrupt Namjoons speech. He stops and his eyes widen as march towards him. The crowd parts and makes space for you to continue your walking. “Get down” you grunt towards Namjoon and he shakes his head. “I’m the leader” he barely whispers too afraid of what might comes next. You smirk and look at him with angry eyes. “Get down while i’m still friendly” he gulps and shakes his head once again. You chuckle and look at him with a raised eyebrow. “Y/N, calm down” Taehyung tries to grab onto your arm but you are fast to yank yourself free and shoot a few centimeters next to his right foot. “Back off, little bitch” you grunt. He backs off and lowers his head. 
You’ve always been a little bit harsh towards them, but it’s nothing compared to how you are acting now. You would’ve never dared to call your precious baby Taehyung a little bitch and almost shoot his foot to shreds but time changes people, right?
Namjoon steps back and leaves his spot for you. He scoots further to Jungkook to give you space and you nod in approval. You turn around towards your hundreds of members “My dear dumb assholes of members, listen up. Things are going to change around here. Namjoon is no longer in charge because he proved to not being able to lead The Venom how it should be lead so i am going to take his role and lead The Venom to be the biggest organization the world has ever seen. Does anyone have something against it?” You look at them and no one dares to say a word.
“Now that that’s settled, i would like to have a talk with the seven top members. The others can leave.” You jump down “Ah, Jeahyun. Please get my Mr.Yoon in the questioning room by three pm today. He still hasn’t paid his debt as Jimin assured he would last week” Jaehyun nods, bows to you and takes his leave. “You seven dipshits, come with me” you give Jungkook the angry side eye. They follow into the big conference room two corridors away from the big hall.
You lay your gun down on the big table as Jungkook clears his throat. “Was that really necessary, noona?” you blink angrily as you chuckle. “Guns on the table” you order with a bare whisper. They don’t react and remain stiff. “Lay your fucking guns on the table, I’m not going to repeat myself again” you grunt lowly. They lay their guns on the table with shaky hands. You sit yourself down next to Jimin. He gulps and lowers his head. “Noona, please” He pleads with a shaky whisper. “You know what’s funny? I sounded exactly the same when they had me on the floor beaten, wringing for air.” He sniffs he’s crying. “I’m not hurting you, if you’re worried about that. But you disgust me, i thought you should know that” Jimin slumbs down at you words, absorbed by his sobs. Taehyung watches you pushing Jimin away as you look down on Jungkook. “I would like you to accompany me with Mr.Yoon later” he nods “Gladly, Noona” you frown “Stop calling me that. I don’t like that anymore” And he  sniffles as well. You never said a harsh word to Jungkook, you always were his precious lovely Noona he could shed his heart to. He never imagined you could ever refuse him calling you his Noona.
“I’m not anyone's Noona anymore. I’m a leader now and i need you to see me as that. I moved my shit out of the villa too since i found a quite nice plac-”Why are you doing this?” your gaze snaps to Yoongi. Your left eyebrow lifts and you nod to yourself. “Well Yoongi, let me tell you. I’ve been left alone and abandoned and-”We know that and we are terribly sorry” you huff and stand up to leave to the end of the table. “No you are not. And the worst part about all of this isn’t that you forgot about the deal, it’s that you forgot about me!” You scream the last part, your voice breaking as you let the hurt feelings out. “You were ready to leave me dying for a girl who wanted to bring our hard work down. For a girl who was ready to kill me. And i can’t wrap my head around the fact that i’m just some person you wouldn’t even hesitate to kill.” Taehyung grunts with a whine.
In your furry you grab Jungkook’s gun and point it to your temple. Jungkook and Jimin reach for you with petrified looks. “What if i shot my brain out right now? Would you even mourn? Or would you tell yourself that it wasn’t your fault? I would shoot myself for you, i would kill every person on this godforsaken planet for you but you wouldn't do the same and that hurts. It eats me alive” if you weren’t crying by now, you for sure were now. Tears coat your cheeks as Yoongi’s wide eyes pent from the gun pointed to your head and your eyes over and over again. “Y/N, baby. But the gun down. You know, you’re wrong. I would bomb this whole universe just for you. I would give my all for you, and you know that. We are sorry for what we did and we can’t change that now but nothing changes when you pull that trigger. We need you.” He whispers as he reaches your side and you sink to the ground in a ball of sobs. 
Before his hands touch you, you jerk away “Don’t fucking touch me” you grunt. He takes a step back and complies. “I don’t any of you to touch me right now” you say under gritted teeth. Yoongi sighs and leaves you alone. You stand up as the doors fly open. A young man covered in blood and who knows what else body fluids, panting for air. “Where is Y/N?” He shouts and you turn around slowly reaching him with a dead stare. “The mission you sent us on was a suicide mission. All of my friends are dead and that’s your fault” He screams as he stumbles to where you are standing. You roll your eyes and grab the gun which graces Jimin’s hip. With one swift punch you send the man to the floor. He grunts and tries to shield his head but you were too fast as you punched down on him with such force that his nose cracked. The rage doesn’t step as the man reaches unconsciousness. You punch on his fragile form until his dead and the whole floor is covered in blood including your whole face and body. 
With shaky and uncontrollable breaths you hover over the dead body. You send the gun flying across the room. “Now you are too” you whisper with your throat going raw.
No one says a single word, too scared to spark another wave of anger.
But you turn your back to the other and get yourself some scotch which rested there on Namjoon’s table. You take the whole bottle and settle yourself on the top chair of the table. “Y/N” Jin whispers and you glare at him. “Why?” Jungkook whispers You chuckle, seemingly insane “You know baby, there’s a reason i survived that night. I’m the insane one of us and i won’t let anyone, not even Gaeun, come between us. I won’t move out, you can call me Noona and i’ll forgive you a little bit. But, i’ll stay as the leader and i want you to comply to my orders from now on. No one will ever be as good as me, ever. I hope that was clear” in unison “Yes” came back. “i’m sorry i was this harsh, we went through too much for a little bitch to come between us. And Tae, i’m sorry for what i said and the shot.” you smile. 
You down the rest of the alcohol and walk towards Taehyung. “Give me a hug, baby.” you whisper but he takes a step back “You’re gross” you roll your eyes. “I hugged you when you fell into a pit of intestins you idiot, give me a hug” he chuckles and gives you one. “Promise me to never forget me ever again” Tae nods and strokes your back. “The next thing i want is Yixing’s head in my hands” you fume. Hoseok chuckles next to you while Namjoon hugs the both of you. With your eyebrows knitted together you turn around “And for the love of god, please get the body out of here” you shout and Jimin laughs at you. “I suggest you clean yourself too, than we can plan how to rip their asses apart” you nod.
Anger still lingered and maybe that would never change but you would never be able to push your family away, never ever would you be able to turn your back to those seven men. You would die with them in battle or live with them until you drop dead. That was the only option there was and the only you would ever accept.
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eurhyic · 3 years
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Sia’s Ableism in “Music”
Straight off the bat, I am autistic (and ADHD) so i feel as if i can say something about this situation.
i have just watched the trailer for Sia’s new movie ‘Music’. The movie is meant to be about an non-verbal autistic woman who seems to be in her late teens or early twenties.
This on its own wouldn’t be a problem, but there are complications and redundancies with the execution and presentation.
Music, the main character, is a non-verbal autistic girl. Played by Maddie Ziegler, a neurotypical “celebrity”. Incase you don’t know, Maddie got some recognition and a fan base from her time on dance moms, and her tiktok and musical.ly accounts. She’s had a few controversies revolving around racism and lesbophobia. I’m not saying this is her mindset now, but she has never brought these videos up or apologized for them.
Sia on her own isn’t too problematic. i haven’t been able to find anything on her. There might be some sketchy things that she’s done, but i haven’t been able to find them. if anyone knows of any, feel free to reblog and add!! however, her excecution with this project is honestly just humiliating.
From just the beginning of the trailer, there doesn’t seem to be anything wrong. But then we get the first scene of Music walking, and frankly i’m disappointed. Autism shows up differently for men and women, and most women don’t get diagnosed until their late teens/early twenties because of those differences.
I’m not saying that the symptoms that Music appears to have aren’t part of autism, but i am saying that they are a bit extreme. Autism is very hard to diagnose and very hard to portray. That’s why having actual neurodivergent actors play neurodivergent characters is best.
Sia claims that she tried to work with neurodivergent actors but “it was too hard”. And after watching the trailer, I can see why. This is the loudest, brightest, and overwhelming trailer i have seen in some time. When autistic and neurodivergent actors and actresses play a role, most of the time accommodations are made to prevent the actors in question from getting hurt. From what i’ve seen Sia hasn’t taken any of those precautions. Not to mention that she has outwardly worked with Autism Speaks, a hate group that actively supports and advocates for eugenics.
I can go into more fallacies and examples if the engagement on this post is responsive. if you have any questions, please ask!! i’ll gladly and happily answer. any ableist and disrespectful comments will be deleted!!
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fanoftheimagines · 4 years
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Doubt
Doubt
Pairing: Helena Bertinelli x Reader
Request: Anon said: “Hello!! Can you please write an Helena bertinelli imagine with the 15 and 16 ?? Thanks 😊”
Prompts: 15. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.” / 16. “I know I kissed you before, but I didn’t do it right. Can I try again?”
Reader Gender: Gender Neutral
TW: N/A
Word Count: 474
Summary: Helena feels like she doesn’t deserve you. You comfort her. 
A/N: This is so fluffy, it’s ridiculous. I really like this one, though it’s a bit short.
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Helena sat sideways on the couch. Her legs were stretched out, her feet resting on your lap. The TV was playing some movie you really weren’t paying any attention to.  Her body was loose with exhaustion; it had been a long day.
You were focused on rubbing Helena’s legs. The motion was oddly comforting. When you looked over at Helena, you could tell she was out of it. Her eyes were glazed over and she was staring off at something.
Gently, you tapped her bare leg. “Hey, you okay?”
Her head jerked up at your voice. “I just…”
You ran your thumb over a scar on her leg. “Take your time.” You whispered.
She sighed. “I guess…” She paused again, as if thinking of how to organize her thoughts into words. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
Your breath hitched. Oh. OH. “Sweetheart…” You pushed her legs off your lap and scooted toward her side of the couch. Then, you pulled her onto your lap. “You have been through so much. And it hurts my heart that you feel you don’t deserve all the love in the world.” You took her hand and kissed it. “You are the kindest person I’ve ever met and you deserve kindness in return.” You cupped her cheeks. Tears were trailing down her cheek. With your thumb, you wiped away a few of her tears. “I love you so much.”
She smiled at you tearfully. “I love you too.” Her voice was breathy and low.
A wide smile grew on your face. “I know I kissed you before, but I didn’t do it right. Can I try again?”
“Yes.” She whispered with no hesitation.
You leaned in, pressing your lips to hers. Every ounce of love you could put into the kiss, you could. She wrapped her arms around your torso and pulled her body into yours. Your hands migrated from her cheek to her hair and neck. Letting one tangle in her hair – she groaned at the feeling. Her pulse pounded against your hand. Her lips were like heaven on yours and you would gladly lose yourself in them. You kissed her until you were left breathless.
You pulled away and rested your forehead to hers. The second your lungs stopped burning, you were kissing her again. She moaned as you kissed along her jaw and made your way down her neck. Her hands tugged at your hair. Their grip tightened when you reached that spot on her neck. You kissed every inch of her neck you could then placed careful kisses on her shoulders. You lost yourself as you kissed down her collarbones and chest. You didn’t go further due to her shirt, so you made your way back up to her neck.
“I love you.” You whispered against her skin.  “Never forget that.”
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thesisypheandream · 4 years
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I've debated writing this because it is not my place to accept the apology. but as a viewer, a minority, a south east asian muslim girl who has watched Jenna since 2016, i just want to explain a few things that people are missing because Jenna has made me a better person. she helped me get rid of my own unintentional biases, internalized misogyny and helped me turn into a kinder and more genuine person. and i hate that people just dismiss her apology as "another white woman apologising for her racist past" in the video, she explains how she doesn't want anyone to get hurt by the content she makes or made in the past because she is genuinely a nice person. nobody asked her to delete the "what girls/guys do" videos but she privated 2billion + views worth content on her channel because she thought it may affect adversely the people coming to terms with their identity although them being posted in 2011. she said that people might come across this and not realize when it was posted and get hurt and feel like their identity is not valid.
she isn't bitter. this isn't "cancel culture" . as a person who has anxiety herself and who also doesn't want anyone to get hurt, who gets teary and distances herself because she fears she might have said the wrong thing, it really affects when people come up with things you did in the past that hurt other people. because you are not that person any more. and the person you are now doesn't want to even remotely hurt other people.
she did all she could without it being a result if backlash. those videos have been private for a long time and she apologised about it before. i admire the part of the video on "blackface" that she showed after the video when her wig /makeup (if any) was off that her complexion stayed the exact same colour. but she didn't get defensive. although it was her bad spray tan and nothing else, she apologised because she understood people got offended by it. she understood that it doesn't matter what her intention was it matters that the people got offended and she doesn't want that. impersonating black people without changing complexion is not wrong and i don't think it is blackface . (please correct me if I'm wrong about this. I'm saying this because people/comedians impersonate each other all the time regardless of race. but if you are black and you think it is i will gladly acknowledge it and educate myself)
secondly the "ching chong" joke was ignorant sure. but jokes about asian people were really common at the time (not that I'm saying it was right. it's wrong. it is) and i don't think it was her intention to hurt people. and I'm not accepting her apology but i get how hurt she is, on her own, and angry at herself for saying such dumb shit. NOT BECAUSE PEOPLE WERE CALLING HER OUT FOR IT. but because she is genuinely hurt at offending people.
she has done nothing but provided goofy wholesome content the years I've watched her. never said one wrong thing. blaming this on cancel culture is wrong. she has taken accountability herself and its not upto me to accept her apology but it is commendable. listen i get the hatred behind rich white woman. i do. but jenna is not just that. she didn't have sponsors, merch, ads on her channel all these time I've seen her on youtube. what she earned is because of her own content. again i am not accepting her apology. I'm just pointing out the facts people have missed. and i also don't want her to come back because her happiness matters the most to me. I'm also seeing how badly she is upset. it's obvious that she feels that people don't want her around anymore. when she said that she'll be gone until she can come back without offending anybody and reflecting upon herself i didn't get it. because she is not that person. she hasn't been for a long time. she feels people don't want her anymore because of few call out posts that just sticks with you because you are trying your best.
I'm not asking anyone to accept her apology or not get offended. I'm just pointing out a few things so everyone can make the decisions for themselves.
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Everyone. It's Ace.
I know I'm posting at 3 am. But this was one of my only free moments.
I'm not going to sugarcoat this, something really fucked up just happened to me.
So two months ago, when I got a job as a CSR at Domino's, I met someone. He was sweet, kind, and made me laugh every time I talked to him. Eventually we got close, and he asked me out, and I said yes.
My parents were somewhat adamant about me being out with him. We got in big trouble at one point because I was out late talking with him after work. It didn't help that I didn't get out of work until 2 am. My mom was calling him a pedophile, said that if he respected me he would've asked to meet my parents first, assumed we were out drinking and having sex, etc. Of course, I'm 19 and he's 21. So it wouldn't be illegal even IF we were doing that.
Then she had the audacity to tell me that my dad was contacting my general manager to find out my clock in and clock out times.
By law, HE CANNOT GIVE OUT THAT INFO. By law, THEY CANNOT ASK FOR THAT INFO. By law, THEY CANNOT HAVE ACCESS TO MY SCHEDULE. The only reason why they did have access was because my sister was registered as the email used for my application, and she sent the schedule to my dad.
BY LAW WHAT THEY DID WAS A FELONY. MY GENERAL MANAGER COULD'VE GOTTEN FIRED AND THROWN IN JAIL BECAUSE OF THEM.
I have never had the best relationship with my mom. But this kind of was the last straw.
I consulted my now boyfriend about all of the situation, and he agreed that I was not happy there, and with the advice of my fellow coworkers, I decided to leave.
My old phone, which was literally a $20 prepaid flip-phone that came from family dollar, which I didnt get until I started here, which wasnt even considered mine, which was a work phone only, and which I was not allowed to buy a personal phone myself, was taken away after the incident. So my boyfriend(gonna call him T) bought me an LG Rebel at Wal-Mart with service.
I wasn't even given access to my own paychecks. Half went to my savings, a quarter to my parents, and a quarter was my own. Even so, my parents had my own portion set into a savings account so I did not have access to it. I coukd ask for withdrawals, yes; but when you make $527 and you only get $20 at a time...well, anyone would get pissed. So, for the most part, I lived off of tips.
Shortly after I got my phone, a friend of T's contacted me. Essentially T told him everything I had gone through with my parents and he wasn't ok with it.
He and I kept in touch, and he urged me to leave while I could. After much pressuring I gave in, and decided to leave my house on September 30th.
Unfortunately, I started getting worried that my parents were catching on, and reported it to T and his friend. His friend, who was older and had a home and a job, said that I had to leave IMMEDIATELY, but I waited the next night to leave.
I moved in with three others: his original friend(calling him M), his other friend K, and N. N wasn't significant in this, by the way.
The next morning my dad contacted everyone at my work looking for me. T got a call from him and he said, all I can tell you is that I know where Ace is and they're safe. My general manager even threw me a bone and told my dad about how unhappy I was at home and how badly I wanted to leave.
T ended up coming over, and we hung out in the room I was staying in, which happened to be in M's room. Well, we were being intimate when M interrupted and kicked him out.
45 minutes later M critically hurt me.
I can't talk very much about it, because it's shameful and frankly, I don't even want to tell my own family, but all I can say is I nearly ended up in the hospital Friday because of the after effects.
Should I have been more careful, I would have noticed all of the warning signs. I would've gotten a weird feeling from all of the weird innuendos he sent me. I would've taken time to step back and asked him why he was so impatient to get me to leave. I would've been careful, especially after T mentioned him being into BDSM.
Because of the way I was raised, I was used to doing as I was told and putting others' happiness over my own. And I was scared of saying no.
Probably one thing that was stuck in my mind was, why couldn't I say no?
He did horrible things to me. He took photos and videos of me the whole time. He ripped one of my best pairs of pants. He yanked my hair a few times. He was rough with me. He marked me with his symbol a couple times. He encouraged me to say no if I didn't want to do something, yet a few times I said no, he kept going. I had to report everything about T to him. He ended up hurting me so bad that I was confined to the restroom with stabbing pains down there, pains so bad I thought I'd have to go to the hospital. At one point I told him I couldn't keep doing this, that I wanted to be with T, he began verbally tearing him up.
K ended up contacting T, saying that something was up. T contacted me and M separately, asking what was going on. M suggested just coming clean and me ending it with him, but I couldn't. M started texting me and began to blackmail me in a way, abd I decided that I couldn't do this. I had to get help. I privately called T at work and told him everything, that I was scared, and that I didn't feel safe anymore.
He immediately left work and headed over. Matt came in during the call so I had to hang up. He was demanding to know what I told him, and finally I gave in.
T showed up, and M had the audacity to blame me, saying that I willingly consented to it all, and that I was just playing him and T. He wouldn't have mentioned half of the things he did if I hadn't brought them up myself.
Afterwards T asked me where I wanted to be, and I told him I was scared to be here. So he took me to his house.
K called while T was driving, asking if we were gonna call the police. Apparently he had gone through M's phone and found the photos of me. He said he deleted them.
T's family took me in on Saturday. They all heard what happened and are letting me stay with him.
Unfortunately K is now blaming me for the whole incident. He heard M's side of the story and now believes that I am a slut and that I'm going to hurt T, and essentially never wants to see me again.
I'm safe now. I was originally going to quit Domino's and work at the same restaurant as M but now that is definitely not an option. I contacted my general manager and told him, and he gladly put me back on the schedule.
I'm ok now. But what is seriously fucking with my head is, I left one hell behind, and was so eager to leave that I didn't see another one waiting with open arms. He took advantage of my past and hurt me.
It'll take some time to move on from this, and I may not be on for a while. But hopefully I can continue the blog soon.
Thank you and have a good morning/afternoon/night.
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nextbigaiello · 3 years
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A few months ago I responded to an anonymous message in regards to the punching of Rick Moranis. I had posted a thread responding to the person in a back and forth. I cannot find the posts (maybe if I look on my computer instead of using tumblr on my phone) and they seem lost or deeply hidden on my page. If you can find it, please use it as a means of not making the same mistakes I did. I am not proud of my actions. I’m well aware this was back in October, so it all seems pointless due to the lateness. But I do want to address it and apologize for some of the things I’ve said and my overall immaturity. And even if no one cares or thought of it as a big deal, I believe that the things I said and my attitude weren’t okay and I would like this to be a teachable moment even if it may seem minuscule or “not that big a deal”.
The anonymous messenger had said something along the lines of (and I’m paraphrasing because I don’t remember word for word) he deserved to get punched and the guy who did it was a hero. Though my overall response was to say that I found the act really strange and that anyone who goes around punching people (whether they carry a famous title or not) should face the consequences. Obviously nothing intense only one that fits the crime. But I did not say it like that. If anything the best decision would be not to respond at all and just delete it. But I obviously did not do that. I decided I wanted to gain some sort of high ground over this person and respond in a snarky, ridiculing way. So I mocked the use of being anonymous and kind of reveled in the idea that they were eager to send ME this, as I’m like a nobody. In anonymous’ message, they had said that all white people deserve to get punched in the face. I said that they can punch me in the face any time, but my biggest mistake was writing “I don’t know why it’s a race thing but ok” in the hashtags.
I AM THE BIGGEST IDIOT FOR DOING THIS! I WAS THE ONE WHO TURNED IT INTO A RACE DEBATE JUST BY SAYING THAT! I WHOLEHEARTEDLY BELIEVE AND UNDERSTAND THAT SAYING THAT WAS WRONG EVEN IN THE MOMENT. I DID NOT DELETE IT OR EDIT IT OUT BECAUSE I FIGURED IT WOULD ONLY MAKE IT LOOK WORSE. IT WAS NOT MY INTENTION IN THE SLIGHTEST TO COMMENT THAT. I SAW SOMEONE PUNCH ANOTHER PERSON ON CAMERA AND I WAS ANGRY. BUT I STILL WROTE IT AND POSTED IT THINKING THAT I WAS THE ONE EXPOSING SOMEONE. WHICH IS IDIOTIC, POOR, AND INCREDIBLY DISGUSTING. I LIKE TO THINK I AM AN ALLY WHO CONSTANTLY LEARNS NEW THINGS AND STRIVES TO BETTER THEMSELVES. AND WHILE I STILL THINK I AM AND DO APPRECIATE AND SEEK BEING CORRECTED, I MISCALCULATED AND SHOWED THAT I AM STILL SUSCEPTIBLE TO MAKING MISTAKES. THIS IS WHERE I FEEL THE MOST REGRET IN THOSE SERIES OF POSTS. I AM VERY SORRY TO THOSE WHO ARE AFFECTED AND HURT BY THAT PHRASE AND SIMILAR LANGUAGE THAT HARMS BIPOC COMMUNITIES AND THEIR STRUGGLES FOR HAVING THEIR VOICES BE HEARD. I AM SORRY THAT I DIDN’T APOLOGIZE SOONER. I HOPE FOR FORGIVENESS BUT ITS NOT NECESSARY IF YOU DO NOT SEE MY APOLOGY AS VALID. THAT’S TOTALLY FINE. I JUST HOPE THAT I CAN MAKE UP FOR THIS BY IMPROVING AND LEARNING EVEN MORE.
Unfortunately I continued to respond to this person. I kept posting the back and forth squabbling. They had caught my mistake and rightfully used it against me. The majority of the messages were framed as me basically being a performative activist and not actually liking black people. Which are not true. I can definitely do more as a white ally to help protect and support black (and other people of color’s) lives. However I do as much as I can, and encourage people to do the same. I was desperately trying to convince this person that I wasn’t racist and that I care about everyone. I had attached pictures I drew of myself (one being my pfp) in support of the BLM movement (amongst other things). All of my decisions sounded and looked better in my head. If anything, I don’t think I was really trying to convince anonymous. But actually I believe I was trying to convince anyone who follows me or could stumble onto the posts. I wouldn’t have to have convinced anyone if I just didn’t respond. But I was arrogant. Once anonymous had the mistake against me, my snarky attitude lessened and I wanted to come of as genuine. Mostly because I was. I wanted to see if I could try and get both of us to lower our torches and come to an understanding. My responses got longer. I still came off as a dick in places but tried to counteract that with questioning why they thought messaging me that was smart. We mostly talked about race and all I could say was that I care deeply about black people and I didn’t mean to say what I said. I genuinely said that if they wanted to punch me in the face, I give them the right to. In hindsight I should’ve known that this would come off as disingenuous and played for laughs at their expense. But I did mean it. I said it thinking that maybe it would make them feel better. Maybe they were right that all white people deserve to get punched in the face and I only furthered that idea. With all this time to think, I’m starting to agree.
We ended with neither side breaking. There was no use trying to convince the other side so no more messages were sent. Yet I acted as if I “won” and posted one final post kind of bragging and saying that it’s smart to respond to trolls in a classy and smart manner. Which I didn’t do. So that’s more points towards me being an unnecessary dick.
The second biggest thing I regret is not letting it go and constantly replying. It makes things worse. You’re feeding into it. Especially since I tried to be smug and pretentious. I should’ve never responded in the first place. I should’ve buckled down on having a passive tone and genuine behavior with the replies. But I didn’t. Don’t do what I did. Don’t give antagonistic people or trolls the time of day. Don’t address things you are not capable of talking about.
I believe we must all take accountability for our actions regardless of how big or small they may be. Especially as a white person. I am taking responsibility for this mistake and hope for forgiveness but seek education. Again, it’s all very late, but I didn’t take into account how it would be perceived. I’ve not gotten any messages from anyone about this and no one really interacted with the thread, so I don’t know how people felt about the whole situation nor am I being coerced to do this by someone else. But if I’m ever in a similar situation, please call me out! A few years ago I made a post that I didn’t even agree with at the time but I posted it anyway, and someone called me out saying that it could be perceived as bad taste. I immediately apologized and deleted the post entirely shortly after. I am grateful to them for asking about it and letting me know it wasn’t a good thing to post. I will gladly take responsibility and go about removing or editing something that is problematic or bad in general that I overlooked. I just feel terrible about doing it in the first place and acting as if there’s no possible way it could affect someone. Because it can. It can and I would feel horrible if it did.
Again I do not know where the original posts are. So I don’t have exact quotes and am just going off of memory. But if someone finds them and goes over them and asks me to address this again with the actual evidence and quotes, I’d be more than glad to do that. And if with the actual posts your views and opinions change, that’s totally fair and I’m just happy you took the time to read all this and the posts of you can find them.
All I can say is I’m sorry. I am so very sorry.
-DA
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a3-shitposts · 4 years
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hey guys! it has been brought to my attention about the term f*mboy is being used in a derogatory way towards the trans community and so i apologize for not realizing and responding sooner! while i did not intend to hurt anyone, i am afraid that i have. if anyone would like to educate me on the topic more, i will gladly listen! (i thought that the term was similar to tomboy but i assume that i am wrong) i wish for my blog to bring people happiness and smiles and im so sorry if i have ever hurt you! so PLEASE call me out as i would like to educate myself,, i have deleted the post and i will post a different, more wholesome post :) thank you and i am sincerely sorry for my actions!
- kelli
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