#idk why im posting this im just bored

[riyanasuri]

my mom made me clean out my jacket pockets and my school bag and i found 7 lip balms that i forgot i had

#idk why im posting this im just bored #where tf did all these lip balms come from #is this why im broke??

[blackoutbruh]

just rose in 30 minutes in two versions that are almost the same but okay

#homestuck #rose lalonde #im so bored #in any case #i love grimdark rose #btw probably the next post will contain drawings with blood and possibly self harm so just a warning lol idk why

[skunkes]

might sound weird to say as a person with a couple ocs who have Big Horrible Event(s) in their backstories or as a person who has like 3 ocs total bc he sucks at writing and as a person who hopes their ocs arent too Boring with [the thing im about to mention] but the thing about writing [characters] and [people] is that like.

any little thing a person experiences can take up their whole existence... its actually something "fun" to experience as i meet new ppl and do more things. My friend had something happen that she'll be talking about forever. I had several things happen last year that ill never stop talking about, some of which other ppl think werent that bad actually. In the same way I'll forever remember about the way my sister accidentally insulted me almost 10 years ago, it's really interesting and Fun to find and assign smaller things like that to characters...its really Real. some people's dealbreakers are other people's solvable problems etc etc

#(as well as the opposite: Big Event that maybe shocks everyone around em but they genuinely werent shaken by) #though this one is more common and leads to those ''ohh i didnt know that was normal oops'' moments #talkys #inspired by recent me and friend events #and also recent events where i told sum ppl more stuff about Thing and they responded as if it wasnt a big deal. but it was to me. #and also how i thought a part of al's childhood backstory was kind of maybe dumb and not realistically as impactful as id expect #but i saw someone on reddit almost word for word write that as their experience and how its shaped em as a person #and thats it like... the small things are boring and hard to keep track of sometimes #its not like you'll include every single little event your oc was shaped by in their bio #but idk. its like Fun to piece together for fun. to mold a human being #ykwim? wld be silly to tell everyone ''oh my oc struggles with self image due to many instances like... when their sister called em ugly'' #or write it anywhere but it is fun to Know and have in your head. and its real ! #just like if a friend told you about something that happened to em #long post #delete later #sorry i keep saying stupid obvious shit lately ive always been bad at oc making AND socializing so im learning everything late #but anyway yes. idk even as i keep making ocs that are ''similar'' its like. every person so different #people can react to anything in any way for any reason. i love people #this is why i struggle a bit with keeping ocs to archetypes i guess bc like. what is ooc for an oc. people contain contradictions all the #time. you can change yourself at any time. #ok nobody will read this far so ill go to the real insane rambling #part of this has been a part of my chats with talon while trying to get him to share more info #like. yeah ok you're 400+ years old the things that happened to you were such a comparatively small part of your life #but humans dont live as long and think about small things until they die. i dont think time would heal all wounds actually. not all of em #some thoughts just always come to gnaw at your brain. its ok to not be over things. i feel ill never be over some things #and also complainerism can be fun but thats something else entirely wee hee ^_^

[cryptid-moose]

Some Shawn doodles feat. Gus

#forest fumbles #forest draws #Shawn Spencer #burton guster #psych #would Shawn wear a sleeveless turtleneck? absolutely not #did I draw him in one anyways? #of course i did 💥💯✨💅🦅💪🍍✨💥 #I’m not gonna be active for a bit so I decided to post some art before I dip lol #my mental health has kinda been spiraling to a level that im not really used to #so im gonna be taking a break from social media #AND THIS TIME ITLL ACTUALLY BE A BREAK ISFVBHUEVHFU i wont just dip for 30 hours #and come back with absolutely no progress purely because i was too bored lmao #cause if this does lead to a mental breakdown like i feel its going to i dont want that on the internet for all to see FHUDVHBVEU #cause that would be like- majorly embarrassing 🤢 huvefbhuvefbhu #ive already gone a teensy bit bananas on here i dont need ppl seeing the whole basket lmao #if u reblog pls dont make tags referring to the tags i made about my mental health #like i appreciate the sentiment 100% but idk how i feel about other ppls followings knowing im having a moderate crisis rn lmao #im not even comfortable with the entirety of my following knowing thats why i kept this all under the see all thingy #if that even makes sense #okay i need to stop adding more train of thought tags its not healthy suhfvhuefvuhe #anyways bye bestiessss 🤙

[wizardsix]

astarion stans who refuse to try befriending or even romancing anyone else are the most annoying mfs. "I only romance astarion I just can't relate to the other stories" really? you can't relate to gales deep self loathing? his deep love and loyalty for those he cares about? you can't relate to wylls kind heart and desire to always do good, even if it means he's miserable? can't relate to shadowheart blindly following a god, only to learn the truth and reinvent herself? you can't relate to lae'zel or karlach who were lied to and used as weapons their whole lives, but continue to push on even when they're scared? you can't relate to the overarching theme of authority vs autonomy???

it's not difficult, it's just people refusing to appreciate and explore the game to its fullest bc their manipulative sexy vampire is all they need(something astarion actually loathes being seen as btw). but ok, you can be boring and do whatever you want, but don't lie and say the other stories are bad, because they're not. it's simply a lack of media literacy and critical thinking. because to you, if a character doesn't tell you point blank that they're aware of their situation, it's bad writing. missing the entire point that victims don't always realize the situation they're in. keep in mind astarion and karlach are the only ones who got away from their abusers, which is why they tell you clearly and confidently about what happened to them, fully aware that it was abuse. whereas the others give only their tunnel visioned perspective and speak highly of their deity(not caring about themselves, wish to appease them for something in return).

don't get me wrong (seriously, if I see one person misunderstand me I'm going to lose it) astarion is a good character, but people who only like him need to stop acting like he's the only complex and well written one. stop crying when people with brains call you out for being weird about his ascended ending. the game isn't about him. at least try and show some respect to those who worked hard on the game. make an oc and try new things, i promise the fictional vampire won't care if you don't romance him one run. have a drink with shadowheart, dance with wyll, go to a restaurant w karlach, maybe then you'll calm down.

#this isn't astarion slander this is a critical post against his annoying ass fans #if this post offends you then youre exactly who im talking about. use your brains. i want people to appreciate larians hard work #idk man i just dont understand people who play heavily choice based games and don't try different things #again dear god do not get me wrong. play how you want. its the people that literally lie about characters that irritate me #'gales full of himself/lae'zel is mean/wyll is boring' tell me your brain is full of holes w/o telling me #also. shocking. but youre allowed to dislike or be neutral on characters but at least try to see their story and give a Valid reason why #no 'gale was toxic to mystra' doesn't count bc thats a blatant lie. and him forcefully triggering romance stuff is a bug. try again #the thing is too i just know this chaos is caused by dragon age stans that migrated to baldur's gate bc the next game is gonna fucking tank #cant keep their stupidity in the da fanbase it seems #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 spoilers #six speaks #also im not saying every stories writing is perfect bc not even astarions is perfect. i have criticism for all of them #but at their core they succeed in delivering the themes mentioned above

[nerosdayinanime]

sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise

#fratboy sabito posting #sabito #kny sabito #idk #was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot* #[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair] #i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man. #sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!! #i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it. #trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler #sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler #idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em #all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip #off cliffs what the fuck. #i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all #sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump #on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being #the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment #sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill #honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc #kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells #i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no #hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him #thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded #wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun

[annbourbon]

Trying to get that Kdrama appearance the right way...

🍒Pics Masterlist🍒

#annabourbon #brunette #selfie #brunette aesthetic #aesthetic #tumblr girl #instatumblr #I'm bored lol #lol #i just wanted to post something #post something #whatever #why not #me #filter selfie #eyes #tumblr girls #girl #brunette girls #idk what im doing #whatever idc #enjoy #hope it's worth it #lolol #gosh I feel like Zen... #my pics #pics #brunette barbie

[vampalpatine-archive]

the thing is like, everything in supernatural is about john winchester especially if it isn't about john winchester because if it isn't about john winchester its about the absence of john winchester and the absence of something is only the shadow of its presence. So.

#genuinely think this is why i keep getting more bored cause the more i watch the longer hes been dead and i just dont care sorry im sorry #but im right tho like this is the show thesis idk what to tell u #spn #own post

[thecatspasta]

Do you think the corporations will realise that we will care about their straight ships if they're not a girl fawning over the first guy she sees and getting married within the year and it being treated like a good thing or is this thought process too advanced for them to handle right now.

#for legal reasons this is a joke. and also being posted at 2am my time. #just. im thinking about petrigrof and why i like it. and its because its tragic and doomed and makes me feel things. #and thats why i enjoy jmart and privateeyes and literally any queer ships. #its not that i dont like straight people its that I am being spoonfed the same relationships with the same sexist undertones #over and over again #idk im just tired man #Oh this is also why I like heathers btw. That movie slaps. I do not ship JD and Veronica or anyone in that movie making myself clear #anyways #garlic breath #petrigrof #relationships #rambling #idk what to tag this and im not trying #I will take media suggestions tho. Like. For literally anything I am bored and tired and want some happiness #might delete later. idk.

[guinevereslancelot]

why are old people so sad lol

#i posted a flag redesign for fun and boomers are crying abt it #its not real first of all lol #and it looks cool the old flag is boring #plus ita barely a deviation? i kept the seal just changed the background to not solid blue and made the seal monochrome #so its easier to see? #i put a beloved state landmark in the background in a neutral color scheme #its simple but its a def improvement #but boomers are soooo mad like: stop changing everything 😭 #lol #the og flag is one of those seal on a blanket ones and it sucks lol #but i respected the history but keeping the seal? #anyway i just posted it for fun bc i found out i missed an opportunity to redesign it a few months ago #and i thought people would enjoy the hypothetical cool flag #but old people are boohooing in the comments 😐 #why do they hate fun or even the idea of fun #they tremble w rage at the mere suggestion of fun lol #anyway i showed my dad and he thought it was cool #and apparently he actually knows somebody who knows somebody who is a state senator??? news to me??? #but he's gonna get them to pass it along 😏 #the boomer tears if this even becomes a legitimate possibility will be so beautiful lmaooo #im sure it wont amount to anything but idk you never know #anyway old people who cry and scream at the idea of any chage at all...why....this isnt even a political change its just a fun change....... #ita completely nuetral politically #i literally thought the boomers would love it bc its got that landmark on it and they're all obsessed w it #alas #this happens been a shitpost

[jebiknights]

My personal headcanon for the fanon "command batch" age order (featuring my hc personality notes for them before they get deployed) because I am procrastinating:

Ponds -> Oldest! Cheerful and responsible, also a bit annoying. Honestly? Dick Grayson vibes. Bly -> Second Oldest! A romantic <3 Wolffe -> Middle Child/Older Middle Child when including Rex, quieter and shy, but loyal Cody -> Second youngest, shortest, a bit grouchy. Tries to act older/more mature than he is Fox -> technical batch baby, too smart for his own good and a bit of a brat, has a lot of neuroses + Rex -> official batch baby even if only by adoption, a growth cycle behind the others, feisty, a bit clingy

#commanders #command batch #clone commander ponds #marshal commander cody #clone captain rex #marshal commander bly #clone commander fox #clone commander bly #clones #bly #rex #cody #wolffe #ponds #fox #comm chatter #idk why i am posting this im just bored and not focusing

[harapeveco]

Being an utaite stan may be sad and pathetic to some but at least I still have the ability to think unlike the swifties I dodge a bullet there

#not to hate BUT she’s trash like come on #like how are her fans so brain dead bro #anyway swifties if you want to put a hit on me my address is #3828 piermont dr Albuquerque nm and my government name is Debora Melano #if you see this on the news you’ll know they got me lmao #idk why i’m posting this #im just bored oops

[jessiesjaded]

most interesting popular accounts to me are the ones that just post stuff like gifsets or art or writing but never ever say anything, like no tag rambles, no personal posts, no opinions, no rants. im always like surely.... surely you have something to say....

#idgi #like its so boring yeah your posts are pretty or what have you but give me someone who talks and makes stuff only half as pretty #and im gonna prefer them bc i can see some personality behind it #idk maybe im just mean but its intriguing #esp since ive followed a bunch of blogs for the new thing im into and so many of them are like this #also on the rare occasions they do say stuff the posts never get notes #or replies and meanwhile they just posted a thanks for 9k followers post #i dont see the point of 9 thousand people if no one talks EVER #ALSO EVIDENTLY THEY WANT TO TALK BC MY ASS CANNOT BE STOPPED FROM REPLYING #and then they be out here following me even tho im some lil nobody so like #they must be like yay! someones talking! #again whats the point of this website if we dont reply and reblog and talk and have fun bro #see again this just makes me squint bc its like a lot of big influencer ig accs who just post perfectly edited pics and sell shit #and never say a word that could get in the way of a sponsorship #why are you acting like that on tumblr you dont even get money from being popualr here lmao

[onfjre]

some of my theories for new phil video

(inspired by atticus @[gay slur]inof on twitter)

1. lets laugh at my favorite tiktoks 2

2. why i went to ___ (or why i had to ___) : a storytime video (most likely cuz he said it was a video ABOUT him like....u get me right)

3. easter shopping (most likely), easter decorating (less likely), easter baking (least likely but definitely possible)

4. dan collab (either storytime or joint easter baking)

5. tour of my brain UPDATED (i would fully transform into a little creature but i dont think this is likely)

6. another smash or pass but the vibes are incredibly unhinged (we're in the post-phude universe guys anything could happen)

7. british guy tries weird ___ OR buying weird costumes from wish 2

8. PROJECT ANNOUNCEMENT (typing this so i can say i told u so if it happens)

9. "cheap vs quality" where he tries to decide between two duplicates. u guys have seen this type of video before. dans in it but hes offscreen.

10. coming out to you 3. LOL IDK. the making of onlyphans: behind the scenes. draw my life 3. phil plays apex. phil plays league of legends. phil plays elden ring. british guy tries marijuana (gone wrong). twerkmania: british guy tries shaking ass (this was a mistake). im spitballing here. pranking my subscribers. omg i would actually love a prank video that would be fun. WHAT COULD IT BE.

im excited like besides these idk what it could be

#shit by me #i think ive covered all my bases here #some of these sound more interesting than others ill be honest but its phil #So ill be happy regardless ykwim #We havent gotten a phil video in months this is crazy #why am i clowning i feel like its going to be a great one #POST PHUDE AND EVERYTHING #Usually when everyone hypes up a video im pretty chill and my expectations are low #But for some reason i just feel like its going to be a memorable one #Idk #im not usually like this so its gotta mean smth right #Right??? #dan and phil #amazingphil #tagging for engagement im bored okay look away #i have a shift at 6am tomrorow and im boredposting like girl just sleep #IM ESXCITED WHY AM I SO EXCITED #does anyone else feel this way???

[sewercentipede]

not at all surprised but sad to say this broke my 3-year streak of being in the top 0.05% of lingua ignota listeners ☹️💔

is it fucking normal though to always be in the “top 0.05% of listeners worldwide” for ur #1 listened to artist or is spotify just making that shit up because it has happened again to me this year with nine inch nails

#im boring I depress myself #uninspired ! #idk why but I hyperfixate on 1-3 artists per year usually it’s lingy and 2 others but #this year it was 99% NIN and i don’t know why #I like it tho because it marks periods of my life for me when I look back #portishead - post college summer job #massive attack - year i rly got into ketamine #mazzy star and cat power - manic era #(​pre hospitalization era) #type o negative and Cocteau twins - post hospitalization year #lingua ignota - 2020 and beyond #I think lingy was all I listened to in my benzo addict era actually #these r just examples #I could go on

[resizura]

something pissed me off today i was on that godforsaken app and someone was discussing how there are complex characters in re and people dont understand them and they used chris, wesker, ada, and luis. they claimed to like chris and wesker (as evidenced by the multiple comments dissecting chris’s ‘character’ in the series. they claimed to not like ada or luis but “understood their characters” yet didnt explain further why they didnt like them.

what gets me is that i see this same thing on tiktok where its basically people hating on ada but disguising it as wanting better writing for her.

like im sorry but re characters are not well written. theyre written by multiple different people throughout multiple different games, movies, and comics, and no one can agree on anything. most of the characters are essentially blank slates with no discernible personality traits. which is why it pisses me off so much.

whenever it comes to ada she doesnt get the same treatment as other (male) characters. i saw one person who disliked ada but they loved chris, wesker, luis, and leon. and liking luis but hating ada is always gonna baffle my mind because theyre so similar to each other. no, ada never gets an explanation as to why shes disliked other than “she needs better writing.” hey guess what. everyone in the series needs better writing.

i have my own 300 paragraph essays about ada because just like the other characters, there is barely anything to her in canon. most of my interpretation of her is literally in my head because capcom gives us jack shit. but her bad writing is used against her for people to dislike her character, but despite being slightly expanded on in re4make and separate ways its still not enough for people to latch onto. people latch onto the damn cameraman from re7 for crying put loud.

and i know this too because theres tons of people who like ada just like me and have the same interpretations, or different ones, but ones that still expand her character. hell, this can apply to any female character too, sheva, claire, ashley, mia, manuela, jill (although she’s not as much of a victim to this as other characters). like sorry but why is “poorly written” only a characteristic i see for the female characters.

idk i just think fine like whoever you want, write your essays, but dont complain about a badly written character when you yourself like a badly written character. we’re all in the same boat here

#resizura rants #messy post im so livid LMAO #idk if this made sense #im not being hypocrytical im just tired of seeing #‘oh i dont like ada shes so boring and not well written’ #‘anyways heres a 247274 page essay on why clancy from re7 is the best re character’ #ughhhhhhhhhh #and like to not give a reason why they didnt like ada? at least op didnt like luis too #and like what does ‘complex character’ even mean anymore? #because no one in re is complex i will die on this hill #i want the series to have better writing but it doesnt! its okay to recognize that!! #and again ‘poorly written’ is a shit excuse for a series with poorly written characters #im gonna nap or smth idfk