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aprill-99 · 2 years

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I saw this post the other day and haven’t been able to find it again, but it was basically saying that Lancelot and Merlin commit actually the stupidest identity fraud ever in 1x05 because given they had to make Lancelot a member of the nobility and went for making him part of a family with 4 sons already there was actually a pretty good chance one of them might have been at court or even a knight themselves who could have very easily been like “wtf you mean? I’ve never seen this guy before in my life?”

And while I think that’s a good point hear me out, the opposite happens.

The, IDK, 3rd son of Lord Whomever of the Place, finds out one day that his little brother is competing to be a knight. He thinks it’s weird they haven’t come to see him for advice since he’s already a knight, but little brothers can be touchy about making their own way so whatever. Then he actually sees Lancelot and does immediately realize “yeah okay. Not my brother.” And he’s totally prepped to tell someone about it, but then this guy claiming to be his little brother fights Arthur and absolutely kicks his ass.

That’s freaking impressive. No one ever does that (as we see in the episode) and it’s hilarious. 3rd son starts thinking maybe he just doesn’t have to tell anyone just yet….

Lancelot has his knighting ceremony and throughout the evening people keep congratulating Terry (that’s what I’m calling 3rd son now) and saying he must be super proud of his little brother and Terry just nods and smiles and generally emulated the Penguins of Madagascar and wondering how to get close enough to his “brother” to hash this out and maybe make a plan, but the man is surrounded by well wishers all evening and the Prince seems to have decided this guy is his best friend and is Lady Morganatic flirting??? So you leave it and figure you can wait until tomorrow…

Then the next morning when every Knight is still incredibly hungover The King makes you all show up to a special hearing about identity fraud and accuses this dude of being an imposter and Terry has literally never met him but being yelled at incredibly sucks and this guy has floppy hero hair and huge brown puppy eyes and he did pass all the knighting tests and Terry already has a ton of brothers and also he might still be a little drunk and before he knows it he’s out in the middle of the room going “Excuse me your majesty, but I think I would know best how many brothers I have. I must say I do not appreciate you yelling at my precious baby brother Linus-“

“Lancelot” The Prince’s man servant says on a cough.

“Lancelot,” Terry corrects. “Right. That’s what I meant.”

And from that moment on just absolutely 110% commits to the lie that Lancelot is absolutely and completely his youngest brother and no he will not be taking questions at this time. He gets bros 1, 2, and 4 in on it. 1 just thinks it’s too late to course correct and thinks the family can maximize on Lancelot’s popularity and chooses that over endangering their reputation by now revealing Terry lied. 2 just thinks the whole thing is hilarious and 4 likes not being the youngest. Lord Whomever is about the Kings Age and is at that stage certain older people get to where they just don’t give a shit and are down for some chaos so he just absolutely perpetuates this whole thing.

The King asks him about it and the Lord is like “What do you mean suspicious. I absolutely and completely have a fifth son in his twenties. Lucious really does make us all so proud what with the Griffin slaying and all.”

“He claims his name is Lancelot.”

“My memory is going in my old age and I have 5 sons. You can’t expect me to keep all the names straight King Igor.”

“My name is Uthor.”

“Is it?”

And Lancelot just gets fully absorbed in to the family utterly without realizing it. He has no idea what it means to be in a family structure like this and he can’t stand how much danger he’s putting this family in and is just agonizing especially because he finds it so nice and then Terry is like “Pack a bag and put in for some leave. Our little sisters want to meet you and one has a birthday coming up.” And it’s soft and sweet and Lancelot let’s them put a flower crown on him which makes him the immediate favorite of the little girls and he gets to go to a real home sometimes and still meets Percival sometime in there and then all the other knights and Merlin and Gwen and Morgana have a family structure to rely on more extensive than just Gaius, less evil than Morgose, and more supportive than Uthor

And narratively Lancelot gets to be in all the episodes and doesn’t get killed off and he’s around for whatever romance dynamic you wanna put him in because I swear Santiago Cabrera could manage romantic chemistry with a brick wall if he had it for a scene partner so anything goes and it’s all because Terry the 3rd Son of Lord Eldridge of the House of Northumberland (all that might be wrong) decided to pull a Mandalorian before it was cool and do some on the spot freeform adoption

#bbc merlin #merlin #king arthur #lancelot #guinevere #santiago cabrera #headcannons #merlin headcanons #cannon divergence #so clearly I had some thoughts #I don’t normally write drabbles or shorts but this one might be prime #would you guys read it?#thoughts?#possible fanfic idea

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writhe · 1 year

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continuing to try to have a good day but feeling weirdly overwhelmed by what i need to do which also feels kind of weird and nebulous / insurmountable

also hal had a vet appointment & he got pretty freaked out. was given anti-anxiety meds but it was all steep & we have to go back again next week which means spending a lot more than if today had just gone well. like, i will probably be spending 300 if not over 400 which i didn’t expect

work situation is stressing me out & i decided i’d go in tomorrow instead of today (woke up feeling weird but admittedly it’s avoidance bc of the way my wednesdays get structured) & now it’s hanging over me (& it’s frustrating! there’s not really anything i’m specifically needed for this time of the week yet i have to Make Hours and it feels dreadful)

have plans later that i want to be excited for but i’m feeling weirdly mixed about. i wish i could plan things or initiate things but i don’t feel like it gets hype in the ways i wish or, like, i get really worried about things shaking out weirdly & so now im just feeling stressed

doing a lot of printing for the end of the month (vending) but other than that i might not be able to keep stock due to time constraints for being able to do additional prints AND it’s just all taking up more space than i have to store things

also have a few commissions i need to work on. which is exciting, but other things have been more immediate and pressing. i’m trying to prioritize my own fun, too, and idk when i’m gonna have a minute to just sit down and draw

ack!

#i also need to clean and make a psych appt #also haven’t had groceries for like 2 weeks

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pinkspiraling · 2 years

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okay here’s what happened today essentially i got asked out and i have a date tomorrow (haven’t been on a date in 4 years ah) so anyways story/ details under the cut!

it’s this guy who is a customer where i work. i’d mentioned before to my coworker that i thought he was cute and seemed very nice. she told his mom (sounds wack but in context it was chill) and she told him. ig he remembered me from the literal two times i rang him up haha. so he came into work today, brought me chocolate and asked me to get coffee. it was actually sort of awkward and he was really nervous but i find that endearing and it puts me at ease actually. like if he was super confident i’d just be intimidated haha so we are getting coffee tomorrow morning and i know nothing about him at all except that he might be 29??? and i’m about to turn 21 so yeah idk it doesn’t make me uncomfortable but i’m worried he’ll be uncomfortable cause i don’t think he knows i’m that young. he didn’t ask so that’s on him. to me it seems like an appropriate age gap tho def a gap nonetheless. he’s super dorky hehe and v sweet i think. OH uhm right afterwards i started freaking out bc i wasn’t expecting it at all and my adrenaline got too high or something cause i had a panic attack where i was crying and wanting to cancel and had to call my mom which is embarrassing. luckily no one else saw that but now i feel way more chill and actually really excited cause im just interested in meeting him and seeing if we’re compatible but if we’re not i’ll be ok, i don’t have any expectations really. i have lots of nervous energy tho which is annoying to me cause it makes me think that i am really nervous even tho im not! just my stomach is nervous not my brain :/ oh well im gonna smoke and read my fanfic all night to relax and distract myself from overthinking. i’ve had a big fear and lots of self doubt and insecurity when it comes to dating so ik it sounds lame but it’s lowkey a big deal to me anyways wish me luck and if you have pep talk words for my confidence that is much appreciated <333

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kingscrafty · 7 months

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Sorry for the vent post but my anxiety is chewing away at me rn and it’s just gone midnight

Long story short 5 months ago I was given my schedule for university starting. It starts on the 3rd of October. Boom, that’s it, that’s all the info I was given. Then, in a random email about a week and a half ago, I’m told my room is ready to move in to from the 26th September. I was hugely confused but assumed this was for ppl catching flights. Then it’s hinted that from the 26th there will be events. However I’m told the big moving-in day is September 30th, and the Main Thing I Cannot Miss is October 1st. No further info.

At this point I assume I’m missing something or need to wait for some more info. Then a few days ago I get an email asking me to book a moving-in time slot on September 30th. Awesome! Confirmation!

SUDDENLY.

Before bed today (Sep 27th) I check my emails (last checked yesterday morning) and I find out I’ve missed two days of these events that I’m apparently expected to turn up to!!! Damn!!!!!! Luckily nothing is monitored, they just expect it in good faith.

Luckily, I just found out that the ‘mandatory’ event is tomorrow so at least I haven’t missed out on that but FUCK. This hurts my heart so much bc how was I supposed to know! They literally sent the email on the start day which had only been eluded to once! Idk what to do with myself anymore and bc it’s made me freak out I needed to type it somewhere

I think tomorrow I will head over/half move in, go to an important event the day after whilst moving in more stuff, and then full move over on Saturday like planned. Mum’s had a knee operation so has needed my help the last couple of days so I’ve been preoccupied and I’d like to be here the next couple of days for her just in case

But why why WHY would you leave it last minute to tell people what’s ACTUALLY happening

#delete later

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roguestarsailor · 1 year

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I wasn’t initially panicked when it happened but now I am very anxious now. So on Thursday I cancelled a 1:1 meeting w the big boss and said I was free for another meeting w pkg team since they prefer that time. I didn’t think too much about it but the big boss messages me at freaked 8:45pm and was like we haven’t transitioned over yet so you still have to report to me and I want to know what you’ve been doing and the work you’re putting out and discuss swag for the team. And he repeated himself twice but in a slightly different way but I only saw that that evening because I did overtime and kept working on a project that day. So I immediately message him back to say I’m so sorry I didn’t warn you ahead of time, asked for an afternoon slot that Friday but we pushed it to Monday. But the thing was, I saw that he had a doctors appointment from 9-11am and said he’d be in by 11am but I suspected he wouldn’t get to the office by 11am so to just make it less stressful for him I cancelled it and I’ve done this before and I’ve asked him a few times if I don’t have anything to present or talk about we can cancel our meetings w/o proper notice and he was cool with it! Until this time when he wrote all that and it sucks. It seems like I was disrespecting him but I genuinely wasn’t and I wasn’t thinking that I don’t report to him anymore and it’d be any different. On that Friday though, I was right that he couldn’t make it into the office by 11am; he got in at 11:45am and jumped to another meeting. I am the lowest level on the design team so I know for a fucken fact that he would have rescheduled me anyways and im not doing the most compelling work that requires his attention tbh versus everyone else so even when I talk to him I have to really prove myself and be professional enough so that he will take me seriously (I mean he’s not a bad boss but he has this priorities!).

Anyways, he was low key awkward about it when I went up to him in person on Friday late afternoon to ask him when he was free. He wouldn’t look me in the eyes and I feel like I’m on tense ground rn. Is my job at risk right now? Is everything ok?? Is this a larger issue?? Coworkers not liking one another is a big issue in my book so is this going to fester into something big?? Did I read the situation wrong?? I feel so nervous because I want to be level headed about this. I don’t think I did anything wrong but I do accept that I should have communicated better..it’s just that his message really scared me.

I will say he immediately replied to my message that Thursday evening where I said sorry I wasn’t thinking and wasn’t communicating clearly and he said sorry I read the situation wrong and said I’ll be in at 11am.

??????? Homie what ???? Anyways idk what to expect tomorrow and I’m going to think over my talking points. Maybe it’s my last day?? Maybe it’s the end of the road for me???? It’s all iffy these days.

#amandathoughts #Djdjdjdjdjd #I think I didn’t react as much is because I had already spent a lot of energy crying an hour before this

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lorddarkkitty · 1 year

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I’m sooo tiredddd

I was right! I had weird dreams involving silent hill last night. It was weird cause the structure kept changing while pyramid thing was trying to get me even tho I didn’t even see him in the game yet. And like anime girls it was weird. I woke up feeling weird. And then I had to get ready for work. Ahhh it was busy today cause it the 23. I hate it.

Then I came home I had feed the dog and immediately started cooking and getting food ready for dinner tonight and then I had to cook and eat dinner. I gave my pupper a bath too so he smells nice for tomorrow. Tho I always have a hard time brushing him cause he like to run around in circles and never sits still. But he so cute he only spins to the left too. Something he been doing since he was small. He a shih tzu but he already I think 3 and is only 5 lbs. unfortunately not only was he the runt of the little r his parent were sibling and this was like the 5 generation of pups. Each generation got smaller and smaller. Although the mama won’t be having anymore pups.

This is Peanut when he was a baby

This is him again but his hair is somewhat short

This is him after a bath. I tried brushing him but he just doesn’t sit still. He so small and cute 🥰 he gonna get groomed the 27 cause mom forgot to make the appointment for earlier.

Ahh at least tomorrow I don’t work for that long so I can come home and relax a little before getting ready to go. Hmm? I don’t know where I’m going tomorrow tho. And work is closed the 25.

Ahh I have to continue watching the walkthrough for silent hill 2. So I will know what to expect and not freak out when or if anything happens. I really don’t want to deal with the Cucaracha de Diablo. But since they are everywhere in the game they are kinda unavoidable huh! Plus I play til I make it to a save point and then end it there. I’m in the apartment at the money like on the very first floor with the entrance. Other than that idk where to go or what monster will pop out at me .

I kinda wanted to talk about something else but I been writing this post for a while now. Maybe I’ll wait til I finish the season to give all my thoughts on it.

#amari meows #dogs #shihtzu #tired #silent hill 2 #video games #getting my ass chased by pyramid thing in my dreams #why couldn’t it be killer chasing me in my dreams #and not in a bad way either #tho killer looks like he’d catch me pretty quickly cause he fast at running and has long legs #and I’m at short #pictures

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feuqueerfire · 2 years

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Love and Leashes Live Blogging

I've heard it's wholesome and cute despite the subject matter + the femdom piqued my interest, so I'm giving it a watch despite the clip I saw on Twitter with the barking that kinda put me off (just not my thing).

Aug 30

Oh, the Korean title is 모럴센스 since is Moral Sense transcribed in Hangul

Office culture vibes killing me in the first few minutes already rip the sexism and being chill with homophobia

lol the mother talking about how a girl shouldn't confess first because men used to hunt and have the instinct to hunt/dominate. oh ma'am if you only knew what this movie was about

I like how steadfast and stoic Jiwoo is

In English Jung Jihoo (male) and Jung Jiwoo (female) sound similar but the w and h look quite different. In Korean, the spelling is even more similar 지후 and 지우. Jihoo just has that little hat

ngl wasn't expecting the finding a collar and a leash and a kink magazine before the 10 minute mark but this is fun

Yknow what I was expecting this Jihoo guy to be very endearing from the smiley poster of him I saw and so far, he really is

Ooh, I was wondering if she wasn't gonna think he's the dom since he's a man + the magazine had maledom. Seems like she does from this fantasy trance

HER MOTHER SEEING HER OUTSIDE THE KINK STORE i'd pass away right there

Jihoo's so clumsy ahh accidental text but he's so akldjf freaking awkward, the secondhand embarassmenttt

oh my goddd he misunderstood Jiwoo as saying she's also into BDSM and the way he's reacting is embarrassing enough but he just said "tbh, I could sense that from you" and I'm alkdjf why would you sayyy that. omg he just offered himself up :0

noooo Jiwoo's trying to not be overly nice to Jihoo even though she likes him and is also deeply annoyed by their sexist boss (mans is literally being patronizing to ppl like as a man, you should know how to grill and as a woman, you should know how to cut fruits to find a husband) but Jihoo thinks she's muttering about him instead of the terrible boss

nooo him crying because he likes her and thinks she finds him annoying :((( Anyway, I guess he's casually asking her to be his master (in a pure/innocent way lol) because he's so drunk

At the workplace? :0

the umbrella trope instead of showing chivalry/"as a man, I'll provide" displaying "how sincere [Jihoo] is to serve [Jiwoo] as [his] master" is so good. I was anticipating it when I saw the rain outside but klasdfj yay

30 mins

is this video planting the seed for a future conflict where they'll want both a BDSM and romantic relationship

foot kissing !! my love. I loved it in Why R U because it was kind of a submissive move from Fighter despite the fact that they weren't dom/sub but this time it acc is in a BDSM context. it's a fantasy I think but still

omg during their workplace blindfold interaction I was hoping she'd caress his hair but she finally did it here in the fantasy

ohhhh it wasn't just Jiwoo's fantasy but Jihoo's too

He's sooo endearing "Punish me? :D" "Why do you look so excited?" "O.O no not at all, I'm not"

I'm slightly confused about this rule that's like can't terminate contract without other's permission or whatever?? It shouldn't need both people to agree to terminate the contract, one person wanting to back out should be enough

Him tryna reassure her like "No touch. I don't have any naughty desire toward you :)" about sex but her being like hmph -_-

Bro they're gonna have their first scene and I'm so nervous/excited and Jihoo is too, idk how Jiwoo's keeping calm rn lol

Okay, pause before the scene actually because it's 12am and I have to be up at 8:15 tomorrow, so goodnight for now, to be finished tomorrow. Got to 37:15

Aug 31

i know he's gonna bark, do I watch or skip

Okay I muted it and skipped a bit (I know she gave him treats out of his hand), I just really don't like watching dog play stuff

omg terrible ass time, sucks that their first scene went like this

Him wearing the glasses was throwing me off, is this different than the ones she gave him for when he needed her orders?

Anyway watching het stuff is wild because I can just say he and she without specifying lol

Her saying "Does it hurt a lot?" when stepping and him saying "It's killing me" is a lot

I like how she also fantasizes about stepping on him

The scenes of them doing stuff at night in between the splices of them at the office during the day is so short but I still keep skipping the nsfw stuff, I think I can only handle watching a specific amount of live action nsfw stuff on specific days

You don't know how badly I want her to slap his face, that's a scene I def wouldn't skip

I read a spoiler that they get caught in the office and I don't know if it's about to happen now but I'm really nervous about it agh

okay, they didn't get caught

omg after Badhaai Do, this is the second piece of media this month that said "look down" while getting yelled at.

Oof, idk why it's taking me so long to finish this 2h movie but I'm at 1h 10

Sep 1

I'm freaking dead actually for real they're not only handcuffing themselves to each other in public, someone she knows (Hyemi) is spotting them T.T

okay whew bullet dodged For Now, miss girl got distracted

feeding :)

oh yeah, I read something about there being a terrible dom as well

naurrrr everything going wrong because of their handcuffs, I don't wanna watch T.T I hate public humiliation sm

k it was a small commotion, they glossed over it quickly

nooo seeing Hye Mi be like self-defense and clever while defeating the rapist mans but then breaking down in the car afterwards T.T + Saying there'd be no use going to the police and that she didn't actually take compromising pics of him like she said because it'd make her as bad as them

She calls him 정대리님, I was wondering what that ending particle was and google says it's just like "deputy" which I don't quite understand. I guess I'd learn if I watched more office kdramas

Ooh, nice juxtaposition of her cleaning and preparing the ropes while he bakes a treat for their scene

1h 33m O.O I wasn't expecting the face slapping but it did !!!!!

rip the last play ending on a sour ass note

naurrrrrrrrrr not the office finding out ?!?!!?!?!?!?!?! I knew they got caught but somehow to me that meant one supervisor found out and reprimanded them, not the mentee accidentally sending a recording to their whole fucking office gbye

the urge to just stop watching and watch later is so strong but i also wanna just get it over with omg like it's not even real why does fictional public or second-hand embarrassment affect me so much

I'm sat here all torn like okay I'm glad he's confessing his feelings but it's during a disciplinary meeting due to them having a scene at their office ummmm

Them smiling at each other in the elevator, I'll combust

Also, Hye Mi is so fucking beautiful like I didn't say so but wowie wow wowowowwow the most beautiful person in the movie

Jiwoo and Jihoo's biggest kink out of all the ones explored is 100% doing things in public

was not expecting this last minute barking T.T they're freaking cute though

Fun show, Jiwoo and Jihoo were endearing, and it was curious to see BDSM get explored outside of like the fics I've read over the years. They shallowly explored a whole lot of different aspects of the relationship without actually showing much or being titillating, was a rather tame but fun movie and it worked well for me because I don't really like watching NSFW sexy scenes in live-action stuff. Also, Hye Mi was so beautiful.

Some things made me uncomfortable but that was mostly my own issues (except that throwaway line about both people needing to agree to terminate the contract, I didn't like that). Most things I didn't like could be forgiven due to the fact that they gave me a guy getting his face slapped during an nsfw scene.

Rating: 6.5/10

#ep by ep commentary

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simplyfleur · 2 years

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Idk if I’m doing this the right place, but can you do the overtime characters with an s/o whos first language isn’t English? More specifically they speak Spanish:) if not that’s fine

hello anon! you came to the right place. of course i can do that (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)!! i will do my best to deliver! i hope this meets your expectations♡

— cuando me enamoro

s/o that speaks spanish josiah nguyen, damian stasiuk, emery bryan, gavin, and annette

⚠️ i learned some spanish (due to taking a bunch of courses for it in the past), but it may not be 100% accurate; so please correct me if any translations are wrong! if there are any criticisms with this post, please feel free to correct me -- i’m open to it! as usual, the art in the dividers do not belong to me, and belong to @/SLOWTH_ARTS (Twitter) @/slowth__605 (Instagram). thank you ♡

JOSIAH was mopping the floors near your cubicle. He was minding his own business, not really doing his job, and more focused on you -- because you're his obsession and he loves studying your every move. He purposely "cleans" near your cubicle just to watch over you and learn new things about you.

The phone at your desk rings, and that's when it happens. He tries to eavesdrop on the conversation (to make sure it isn't Gary or HR), but he couldn't understand what you were saying. And then it hits him: you're speaking a different language, specifically Spanish, to another coworker.

He falls for you even harder because you speak Spanish effortlessly and it sounds so cool to him. Later, expect him to be begging you to teach him little phrases so that he can communicate with you throughout your workday. Don't be surprised if he asks you to teach him how to say cuss words in Spanish💀

He loves listening to you pronounce certain words; especially ones that have you rolling your R's, such as cerrar (to close) or correo (mail). He starts freaking out, because good lord, you're not saying anything sensual, but you make the language sound like music to his ears.

And quite literally, that's how he treats it -- like music. He would have a literal stash of recordings of just you speaking Spanish. He plays it on his way to work, he plays it while doing work, and he plays it before bed. When I say he loves the sound of your voice, he more than adores it. He worships it.

Oh God and if anyone ever tries to make fun of you for Spanish being your first language, he wouldn't waste time to kill "talk" with them. Oh that colleague of yours who keeps mocking the way you speak is bothering you, baby? Don't worry, they will be at your desk tomorrow practically begging for their life and your forgiveness ♡

I said in my general headcanons that DAMIAN's first language isn't English either; so he understands the struggle of having to speak a totally different language that isn't your mother tongue. He's here to support you, and to assure you that it's okay to accidentally switch up languages on him and others.

He first heard you speak Spanish when you took him out for lunch break to your favourite restaurant called "La Casa de Los Sabores." You're a familiar there, and you're excited to take your loving boyfriend to a place where you can speak fluently without any interruptions.

Upon sitting down, you're the first to speak to the waitress, "¿Le encargo dos vasos de agua, por favor? (Can I get two glasses of water, please?)" He sits there in astonishment, just listening to you converse with the waitress. As soon as she leaves your table, he starts to fawn over how eloquent you sound speaking Spanish. He acts like he just witnessed Superman fly into the restaurant.

After finding out your first language is Spanish, you see his face buried in a Spanish dictionary with a pen and notepad next to him. Yes, he's very willing to learn the language just to speak with you, and would read every informational booklet to help him on his learning-Spanish journey.

He enjoys practicing new phrases he learns on you, and yes, he expects you to critique him. He's a perfectionist, and wants you to tell it to him straight. Teach it to him, he's attentive and a great student.

EMERY is another one who loves listening to you speak. They like catching small phrases and attempting to translate them. Help them though, their translations are really bad and far off all the time💀

It eventually becomes a game, and they utilise it to help them learn more about Spanish; but just a heads up, they're not very good with languages outside of their own.

One time you were scolding a coworker over the phone, and thought you were dirty talking...that's how bad they are at Spanish. They avoided you for hours, and when you forced them to come clean:

"Emery, why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?"

"You're cheating on me with that other person in IT. I know it, because doesn't 'cállate la boca' mean kiss me on the mouth?"

You love them, you swear, but what the hell even was that translation? You have to patiently explain to them that you were getting aggressive with said colleague, and was telling them to shut their mouth. They're very embarrassed by their mistake, and showers you in affection as an apology.

Thinks they will just stick with listening to you speak Spanish after this...

I also stated in my general headcanons for the Overtime characters that Gavin is Puerto Rican, and loves studying Romance languages and just languages in general. So yes, he too speaks Spanish fluently.

The two of you have the most devious conversations. Both of you speaking at speeds that no one can catch up with, which makes it perfect for him to share the latest gossip with you. He uses the fact that both of you can speak Spanish as an advantage to talk shit in front of non-Spanish speakers💀

He calls you a lot of things in Spanish too, such as: mi amado/a (loved), mi cariño/a, hermoso/a, or mi alma. He's over the moon that he can speak with you freely.

Literally whenever he comes to your cubicle, or when you go to his cubicle, it's an automatic change in language. He talks to you in Spanish, and only in Spanish. Another plus, if you need help translating anything, he will help you 100%.

"Mi alma, ¿Quieres venir a mi cubículo? Tengo muchas cosas de que hablar (My dear, do you want to come to my cubicle? I have many things to talk about)." He tells you while you slave away to your work. He knows you've been working hard lately, and he has hot gossip brewing for you. Tómate un descanso, por favor. Lo necesitas.

He's ecstatic, and bugs you all the time because the both of you speak the same language.

ANNETTE will lose her mind; she wants you to talk to her Spanish in her ear all the time. Do it, it makes her really flustered every time (*≧∀≦*)

Similar to Damian, she's more than willing to learn Spanish; and sees it as a way to bond comfortably with you. Though, hearing some of her pronunciations and translations make you chuckle. She's trying though!

As soon as she gets a good grasp on Spanish, she offers to help you translate anything from English to Spanish. She uses this as way to help her understand it more, and she loves being useful to you. She also takes this as a chance to get closer to you.

It becomes a habit of hers to show you everything she's learned, hoping it would impress you -- her kind of way to show off.

Speaking of which, she likes learning Spanish proverbs. Having a slow/bad day? "Poco a poco, se va lejos (little but little, you go far)," is written on a small notecard, and is slipped in your lunch bag. Or you might see "Si te caes siete veces, levántate ocho (If you fall seven times, get up eight)," written on a small sticky note taped to some files she gives you.

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ghostsxagain · 2 years

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//I gotta vent and get shit off my chest....//

I am not doing well. Full stop. I can’t focus on anything and I keep cycling through overthinking and overfeeling, then crashing and feeling nothing. I have three overdue assignments and I simultaneously don’t give a shit about them and am freaking out over them? yet every time I try to work on them I just stare at my computer screen and get nothing done. I thought quitting my job would fix everything and it definitely helped in some ways but not enough? I need to do more to get better and I don’t know how. Jamie keeps trying to push me to see a doctor but mine sucks and makes me feel shitty about myself so I tried finding a new one and that hasn’t been successful so I just feel lost and really unsure about what to do with anything. I can fake it through IMs or texts, I can slap on a happy face when I’m hanging with Jamie but during the day when I’m home alone or at night once he’s gone to bed I just don’t know what to do with myself. last night a song of all things triggered me into deep fucking sadness and I haven’t been able to shake it. we just had a heart to heart in which I told him about these weird feelings and he’s trying so hard to be understanding but he doesn’t really know what to do either, not that I blame him. he said he’s going to make some phone calls with me tomorrow when he gets home from work so that’s a start I guess but I’m not all that hopeful. the semester ends next week so I have all weekend to get my ass in order and submit SOMETHING so I don’t get zeros. I just need those credits, then I get a week or two off before the next session starts, I think.

I don’t expect anything from y’all, I just needed to articulate these feelings, I guess, and just be honest with myself. I need to ask for help and actively seek it out. I just wish I felt motivated to do that. idk

#will probably delete this later #this was cathartic tho #laughing my anxiety off {ooc}#negativity

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mindnmybidness · 3 years

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So.... a lot of shit shifted and changed in today (a single day) and that makes me anxious

#I’m trying not to freak out #idk what to expect tomorrow and I’m freaking out #me #mine #random thoughts

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mossy-covered-bones · 4 years

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Tomorrow I’m gonna wear the Lorge Comfy Hoodie

#I might wear the shorts I have to be in for the game to school too idk #I don’t normally like having bare legs and I don’t have any black or khaki pants I can wear #just gotta decide if shorts are worth not having to change after school #ugh I’m so freaking tired why do I have to keep working #not gonna get the weekend off either #working on my webtoon and whatever my dad makes me do #wish I could concentrate on the written WIPs I’ve got that’d be nice #why can’t we live in a world with bottled concentration #sev rambles #listen I’m really sorry I’m just stressed out and planning out ways to try and be as Not stressed as possible tomorrow #the band is still trash tho so idk how you expect me to not be stressed #speaking of how the actual heck do people relax like mr g keeps saying to #I’m playing an instrument what do you expect me to do

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pagesfromthevoid · 2 years

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vigilante and crossfire getting together without knowing each others identities tho

A Fucking Duck | a.c. | 5

Adrian Chase x Bat!fem!reader

Word Count: 2.7k

Warnings: Smuuuuuuut. Handjob. Blowjob. P in V penetration.

Author’s Note: Ahah yeah. Idk. I’m still a whore Adrian Chase. This was needed because I’m scared for tomorrow. These are just things I would do if I was also alone with Adrian ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ At least there’s a little bit of plot progression! Also yes anon. That’s the plan lmao.

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Adrian kept going back and forth, looking out his window. He was incredibly excited for her to come over, honestly. It would be the first time he’d have someone come over, and more importantly it was a hot girl.

A hot girl who liked him.

He was opening the door before she was even out of the car, seeing the headlights pull into the driveway. With a bright smile, he hurried out into the night, opening the car door for her.

“Let me carry that,” he offered, peeking into her car. She usually carried a laptop case but all that was in there was a backpack and the pizza, alongside a six pack of beer.

“I can get my bag if you get the other stuff,” she said, getting out and opening the passenger door. She leaned in and grabbed her backpack, and Adrian couldn’t help but admire how great her ass looked.

She pulled back and held out the pizza and beer to him, smiling. Adrian took the food without complaint and led her inside. Honestly, she wasn’t sure what she was expecting; Adrian’s place as normal as could be. Movie posters were on some of the walls but he had family photos scattered around. He led her through the living room, which was cozy feeling —though it was clear he’d brought out extra blankets for the evening.

As he walked to set the food in the kitchen, she peered around the corner and down the hall. A bedroom door was cracked, and she assumed it was his.

“Can I put my bag in your room?” She asked, though she didn’t wait for confirmation as she walked in.

Adrian looked from the kitchen towards her, quickly following her as she pushed his door open. It was certainly the room of a young guy; though it was eclectic at best. Various more posters on the walls, ranging from superheroes and movies. Adrian was trying to get in front of her, which she assumed was from embarrassment but the truth was that he had definitely left his mask on the bed.

But she was more interested in the books on his shelf, which gave him a chance to snatch the mask and stuff it under his pillow. Then she finally turned and looked back up at him.

“You can just set the bag on my bed,” though he offered to take her bag and do it himself. She nodded, handing it over without question.

“What’d you bring, anyway? Like a game or something?” He asked, setting it down.

“I brought a change of clothes and my tooth brush,” she answered simply, walking out of his bedroom.

Adrian looked at the backpack for a moment, realizing that she was going to stay the night. She was going to stay the night! She was staying the night in his house, with him, in his bed! The excitement was flooding his mind as he thought about what that really meant. But then he realized where he’d put his stuff. So he quickly grabbed the mask and put in the closet, shutting the door.

Couldn’t have her freaking out that he was Vigilante. Not tonight, anyway.

She was curled up on the couch when he finally returned from his bedroom. While he’d never guess she was there out of guilt, he wondered what happened during the day to make her want to come over so bad. But it didn’t matter when he saw her in his living room. He had to sort of stop, and stare. Her eyes were fixed to what was on TV, but she just looked so…at home. Like this was exactly where she should be. And that tightness that made Adrian sick was coming back as he tried to compose himself.

Eventually though, she looked up and motioned for him to join her. And who was he to say no? Adrian hopped over the back of the couch, landing awkwardly next to her. She laughed at him, shaking her head some as he shifted to sit down. It was a bit awkward; he was sitting about foot away, and even though he was smiling, his hands rested in his lap like he didn’t know what to do with them.

She knew that Adrian didn’t seem to process social cues very well. It was one of the many things she’d picked up on when they started talking months ago. One of the endearing features that she liked about him. But she didn’t think he was going to be this oblivious. However, she didn’t want to push him if he was uncomfortable either. So she waited.

And waited.

But he just happily sat and watched the show, pointing out plot points she didn’t know. Explaining who characters were. It was very sweet; cute even. But she wanted a little more than just sitting on the couch. So she kicked his thigh gently, catching his attention.

“What’s up?”

“Come here,” she ordered, though her tone was soft as she held out the blanket she was under.

Adrian hesitated, glancing at the TV for a moment before he moved to sit closer. She was warm, and when she draped the blanket over their laps, she curled into his side. Adrian’s breath hitched, caught in his throat as he tried to keep himself from smiling like a goddamn idiot. But she could see it in his face as he not so subtly draped his arm around the back of the couch. Then dropped it so he could wrap it around her shoulders.

It was a picture perfect moment, honestly. As cheesy as it was.

The only reason it got any better was because, while he was focused on the show, her hand snaked it’s way to his thigh. Her nails scratched against the fabric of his jeans, and Adrian swore he was in heaven, wondering next how that would feel against his bare skin. He shifted some, moving his leg closer to her as her hand moved to trail along his thigh next.

He didn’t need to know anything about people to know that he was enjoying what she was doing. It was distracting, and making his heart race as she slid her hand further up. When her hand just barely grazed the growing bulge in his jeans, however, he had to take a deep breath, shifting once more to give her any and all access that she could want from him.

It was the searing kiss to his jaw that really did him in though; coupled with her incredibly skilled fingers undoing the button of his jeans with just one hand —Adrian thought he was dead. That he had died, and this was heaven. She wasn’t even looking at him; she was focused on the TV while her fingers danced around the waistband of his boxer briefs. Finally feeling her touch against his skin made him shudder, breath hitching as he sat up a little straighter.

He kept looking at her. Waiting. Seeing if she was watching his reaction. But all she had on her face was an innocent smile, as she slipped her fingers under the waist band finally, running her nails just above where his growing cock begged for her touch. But she didn’t touch him; the way his jeans sat wasn’t great and she simply kept her nails scratching against his skin.

Adrian huffed a little in frustration, his patience wearing thin. He tried to subtly pull his jeans down further, hoping to give her better access. However he accidentally pulled his underwear with them, exposing his dick under the blanket. However the smile on her face became a bit more sultry as she tried to keep her eyes trained on the TV.

But then her hand wrapped around the base of his cock, and Adrian thought he was going to cum right then and there. He tensed up almost immediately, gripping the sides of the couch cushions tight as she stroked him slowly, carefully. Something about how she just casually did this; how she wasn’t even looking at him made it so much hotter. Her thumb swiped the head of his cock, smearing the precum that had leaked out over him. Her movements sped up, hand twisting just slightly as she finally shifted her body towards him.

He was so wrong earlier though; it got even better as she slipped under the blanket. Adrian was briefly confused, of course, as her hand disappeared from his cock and he wanted to whine. But then her touch was replaced by warm, and wet, and fuck. She was trailing her tongue up his shaft, then over the head. And finally, she took his cock in her mouth, swirling her tongue around it.

“Holy shit,” he whispered, taking a breath.

There was no helping himself as he pulled the blanket from on top of them. He wanted to watch; he wanted to see her sucking his dick so bad. His hands ran over her hair, tugging at it gently as added in her hands for extra measure, bobbing her head up and down. His head fell back as he groaned, saying her name over and over again as he thanked her for this.

The laugh that was muffled by his cock in her mouth vibrated against him, and he moaned again. He was so close, but as much as he wanted to cum down her throat, Adrian wanted more. As she pulled back for air, he tugged her up to him and kissed her hard, tasting himself on her tongue as he slipped his into her mouth. Her hands immediately found his hair, running her fingers through the curls as she moaned into the kiss.

His hands trailed down her sides, lingering just briefly at her hips as he pulled her leggings off of her. Honestly he was thankful that she didn’t wear jeans because the leggings, with her panties, slipped off with ease and she was now straddling him on the couch. The tip of his cock brushed against her and she hummed in excitement, slowing grinding down against him.

“I want you so fucking bad,” Adrian managed to get out, moaning as she pressed her core against his cock. “Please. Please let me fuck you.”

“You don’t have to beg for me,” she playfully scolded, taking off his glasses and setting them on the arm of the couch. “You can do whatever you want to me, Adrian.”

It was the way she said his name that flipped the switch; how she practically sighed it, telling him he could have his way. His hands found the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head. Her hands pulled at his shirt next, tossing it to the floor with the rest of the clothes.

“Fuck me, dude,” she groaned, running her nails down his stomach. It sounded like she was surprised; unexpectedly looking him over. “Look at you. You’re so hot, oh my god..” It was genuine, and she truly meant it as she looked him over several more times.

Adrian swelled with pride as she ran her nails down his abs. But what she said earlier was ringing in his ear. You can do whatever you want to me, Adrian. It repeated over and over as he pushed her back into the couch, kissing her hard again as her legs wrapped around his waist. His mouth left hers, attacking her throat now as he bit and kissed his way down. She whined, begging for him to fuck her, and Adrian nodded frantically into her neck. One last bite, where he sucked hard enough to leave a mark, and she blindly reached for him, guiding his cock into her wet folds finally.

It was an amazing stretch, and she cried out his name as he filled her. He straightened up, resting his hands on her hips, as he looked down at the sight before him. Her writhing under him as his cock filled her up; her half closed eyes looking up at him with a bright, lazy smile. She was fucking beautiful, and he was inside her, and holy shit. How did he suddenly get this lucky?

“Please,” she begged, reaching up to run her fingers down his abs again. “Please fuck me, Adrian.”

He didn’t have to be asked twice as he pulled out of her and pushed back in. It was slow at first; steady. He wanted to watch how she reacted, see how she felt as he started a steady, solid pace as he fucked her. Her legs tightened around his waist as he leaned over, burying himself deeper into her as he thrusted. Her hands reached for his hair again, tugging at his roots as he buried his face in the crook of her neck. Between biting and sucking at her neck, and speeding up his thrusts, she cried out his name, begging for him to go harder, to go faster.

It was how she tightened around him, clenching as he hit her sweet spot over and over. It was driving him insane, pushing him closer to the edge. He had been so close earlier; he knew he wouldn’t last long. But god, he needed her to cum for him. That’s all he wanted as he reached between their bodies and deftly found her clit.

“Fuck,” she cried as he rubbed circles, thrusts becoming stuttered. Her fingers tangled in his hair as he fucked her, face buried in the crook of her neck. “D-don’t stop, please. F-fuck, I’m so close, Adrian.”

He nodded, his fingers against her clit getting sloppy as he tried to bring her over the edge. It was when her nails dragged down his back that he couldn’t keep himself together anymore. She was practically screaming his name as she came, though, and it only added to his pleasure as he panicked, suddenly, and pulled out —cumming all over her stomach and chest. He leaned forward, elbows resting on either side of her head as he tried to come down from the high.

She laid there, eyes closed and wishing he was still inside her.

“I wish I could take a picture,” he mumbled as he leaned his forehead against hers.

“Wh-what?” She asked, trying to catch her breath.

“I…I just said I wish I could take a picture of you, like this,” he repeated. “Covered in hickies and cum. Like you’re hot and beautiful and all of that when you’re dressed but like. Right now? I want to just remember this forever.”

She stared up at him for a moment, calming down slowly. Adrian grabbed his shirt, awkwardly using it to wipe her off. She sat up, gently taking the shirt from him. He looked at her funny, but she reached up and pulled him into another kiss. This one was sweeter; softer. It wasn’t needy, or dirty. She just…she just wanted to kiss him, and enjoy it for a moment. And Adrian was happy to oblige, kissing her back and pushing her into the couch again.

She pulled away with a small smile. “You’re far too good for this world, Adrian Chase. I hope you know that.”

He didn’t. But he liked hearing her say it.

*****

The next morning, the two of them both had shit excuses why she had to leave. While waking up with her in his bed, in one of his shirts, and laying on his chest was amazing…Peacemaker had texted him about a mission he was completing. Vigilante needed to make an appearance, Adrian decided. Unbeknownst to him, she’d gotten a text from Harcourt about the same mission.

Adrian insisted he had to go enroll in classes at the community college and that he couldn’t do it online. She rolled with it and said she had to go have a Zoom call with her dad about her brothers birthday party. Neither of them seemed to care how stupid their excuses sounded, caught up in their own issues and need to get out.

But it didn’t stop him from kissing her before she walked out the door. And it didn’t stop her from deepening that kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

“I’ll come over tonight,” she promised, smiling up at him as she pushed a curl off his forehead. “If that’s okay?”

“You can come whenever you want,” he insisted.

“That’s what she said.”

There was a moment where she looked embarrassed that she had said it. And she was about to correct herself, but Adrian just laughed and kissed her again.

Adrian swore to god that if he could fall in love, he just did.

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tendouluvr · 3 years

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not telling them you’re pregnant - f!reader

- fluff, sliiiight angst maybe

- characters: suna, sakusa, semi

- warnings: pregnancy (i don’t go into detail of giving birth or anything), cravings, morning sickness aka throwing up, two mention of the act of sex in semi’s, some cursing

- wc: 1.4k, 888, 946

a/n: it’s f!reader cuz pregnancy but there’s no specific pronouns/gendered terms used

also idk how suna got so long, he was the last one i wrote for bc i couldnt think of anything lmao

[2. iwaizumi, atsumu, kageyama]

SUNA

#! suna has been practicing late into the night the past few weeks

#! there’s a big game coming up and the entire team is feeling the pressure and adrenaline from the crunch time

#! you haven’t been feeling too good lately, a lot heavier and more tired than usual

#! thinking it was just stress from work and the missing presence of your boyfriend, you pushed through it and thought it would go away in the next few days

#! unfortunately, luck wasn’t on your side and you started to get sudden needs to throw up

#! it didn’t take you long to realize why your physical and mental drive have been down lately

#! you’re pregnant

#! or you believe you are

#! you bought a few tests, some of different brands so you can have a variety, and headed home to confirm your suspicion

#! a few minutes later, staring back at you was multiple positive symbols and the bolded ‘PREGNANT’s

#! taking a few deep breaths, you decided to tell suna tonight once he comes home

#! you thought it was better to let him know as soon as possible

#! it wouldn’t hurt anyone plus the faster you rip the bandaid off, the easier it’ll be to deal with it

#! so you waited

#! and waited

#! until 11pm that night, when suna finally came through the front door

#! “tarō! how was practice? can we talk?” you hurriedly greeted him

#! he was taken aback, not expecting you to be right beside him and in his ear as soon as he came in

#! of course you weren’t, you made sure to put some space in between you and him

#! but suna was stressed and tired, so everything is intensified to him at the moment

#! “can you back up?” he mumbled, pushing his way from in front of you to walk to the kitchen

#! “oh, sorry. can we talk?” you sheepishly smiled, hoping he would say yes

#! you’re not blind, you can tell that suna was tired but you really didn’t wanna put this off

#! you were just gonna tell him, he gets surprised, you both talk it out, and then go to bed and continue figuring things out tomorrow morning

#! but before any of that can happen, suna bluntly told you, “no. i’m tired. i’m sure whatever it is isn’t a big deal. can it be tomorrow? i wanna sleep.”

#! you didn’t get to answer before he was already walking away to the bedroom

#! understanding where he was coming from, you mentally agreed to talk to him tomorrow. one day wouldn’t change anything and you’ve seen plenty of people not tell their partners until a few weeks in

#! he was right, it wasn’t a big deal (yet)

#! so you waited until tomorrow

#! and waited

#! and once again, he came home late

#! “hey! can we quickly talk, babe?”

#! “i’m tired. tomorrow, okay?”

#! “oh, okay. night, rin!”

#! “g’night.”

#! night came and there was still no talk

#! this continued on for about 2 weeks, you finally choosing to not care anymore and just let him find out whenever he finds out

#! technically, you could’ve just blurted out a simple, “i’m pregnant.” any point during your nightly five seconds conversations

#! but seeing that he really was tired, springing it onto him would either put him in a full body shock for three days or he just doesn’t fully process your words until three days after

#! a month has passed, your stomach was still barely showing like most women at their one month mark

#! you decided to book an appointment for a checkup, it’ll be while suna’s at practice

#! and that doctor appointment was the exact reason suna found out

#! he was at practice when komori entered the gym

#! he had a doctor’s appointment for his annual checkup, and that’s where he saw you

#! you didn’t see komori, busy reading the directory to find your way to the right office

#! but he saw you on the way out. seeing that you looked a bit busy, he chose not to greet you and just quickly walk to his car lmao why is this funny to me

#! entering the gym, he greeted everyone and apologized for his tardiness even though it was excused

#! walking up to suna, he tapped him on the shoulder and quietly told him, “i saw yn at the hospital earlier. it’s been awhile since we all got together huh, they looked a bit different.”

#! ok so komori, being the smart person he is, deducted that you were pregnant when he saw your finger pointing at the ob/gyn office

#! and he genuinely thought suna knew so his comment was suppose to be a small joke that was meant to tease suna and his sex life

#! suna, however, was confused

#! look different? did you get surgery?

#! “what do you mean?”

#! komori rolled his eyes and gave a sweet smile at suna, “congrats you two! when were you gonna tell the rest of us?”

#! suna: 👨‍🦲 huh

#! “are you guys not pregnant?” he blinked at suna’s frozen reaction

#! suna became unresponsive so komori just walked away mumbling to himself about being sure he read the sign right

#! a loud whistle blew and it shook suna out of his daze, everyone got ready to play a practice game of 3 vs 3 while suna ran over to the coach

#! “hey coach, um i think there’s an emergency at home. can i go? ok thanks.”

#! his coach just stares after him as he sprints off, you think? is there an emergency or not?

#! suna quickly drove home, he may or may not have speed a little, and entered the apartment

#! “yn? baby?” he called out only to be greeted back with silence

#! probably still at the hospital....what were you doing there? he thought to himself while rummaging around the house to find anything that could give him somewhat of an idea

#! he was digging around in the bedroom when you came home, his head so frenzied he didn’t hear the front door open

#! but you heard the ruckus from the bedroom and immediately went into fight or flight

#! panicking, you took out your phone to call suna while quietly opening the front door to make your way back out before the intruder catches you

#! the phone rang and rang until it was picked up. “suna?” you whisper-yelled into the speaker. you had a habit of calling him by his last name when you were freaking out. he noticed and was equally alarmed

#! “what’s wrong?” he whispered back just as panicked

#! “there’s someone in our apartment. can you come home?”

#! “huh? oh, are you home?” he cackles into the phone speaker making you move the phone away from your ear, “it’s me, sweets, c’mere.”

#! you warily walked on your tiptoes over to your bedroom, peeking your head in and what a surprise, it is suna

#! “jackass! why are you home?!”

#! “why didn’t you tell me?” he cut straight to the point

#! “huh?”

#! “you’re pregnant. when were you gonna tell me?” his voice sounding stern, but the quiet smile dancing on his face tells a different story

#! “i tried.”

#! “huh? what do you mean?”

#! “all those times i asked if we could talk. i was trying to tell you.”

#! his heart dropped, eyebrows furrowing, while he stared you down

#! suna became unresponsive once again, standing there trying to think back to the first time you asked him

#! two weeks ago

#! “i’m sorry,” he quietly whispers

#! “hm? i..it’s fine....i was a bit sad, but i’m over it. at least you know now,” you casually shrugged it off like it wasn’t a big deal

#! “no. i shouldn’t have pushed you aside like that. even if you weren’t pregnant, even if you had just wanted to tell me about some stupid video you saw that day, i shouldn’t have told you off. i’m sorry, i love you a lot and you deserve so much better.”

#! “tarō, shut up. i accept your apology and i forgive you, now make it up to me by giving me a back massage while i show you the ultrasound pictures!”

#! he kisses you before lifting you up bridal style making his way to the bed

SAKUSA

#! contrary to popular beliefs, sakusa is not an obsessive germaphobe who finds everything disgusting but you

#! he wouldn’t be playing volleyball if he was that afraid of germs,,,,,

#! yes, he cringes if random little kids grab onto him after games because 1) he’s drenched in sweat and that feeling is not fun

#! 2) he doesn’t even know themmm

#! and 3) he wanna go home

#! but sakusa loves you and if you happened to get pregnant, he would love your kid(s) just the same

#! however, he never told you this. he never really had a reason to voice this out loud

#! so when you actually did get pregnant, you were confused

#! the only interactions between sakusa and kids you’ve seen multiple times were the moments between him and his fans

#! you guys have been to family parties and his nieces, nephews, and cousins looooves him

#! maybe it’s the fact that he’s a tall looming giant and they just want to climb

#! but besides those moments, you don’t recall him ever telling you upfront that he wants children of his own

#! and the constant stress and pressure he always seem to be working around also doesn’t help reassure you in any way

#! being an athlete for a living means always watching your body, health, and looks for the cameras (but omi could care less about the last thing)

#! he also has to make sure whether or not he’s working well with his teammates, practice and improve on anything he’s having problems with, and deal with atsumu’s dramatic ass

#! you’re an overthinker and because of that, all of these reasons were just reasons for you to postpone the pregnancy news to your long term boyfriend

#! it wasn’t too hard anyway, considering practice runs late sometimes and he’s busy majority of the time doing other stuff

#! when you guys do have alone time together, you both are so focused on one another that you actually forget that you’re pregnant and you never told him

#! you’re about to hit the three months mark now — time goes by fast — and sakusa has noticed you and your body changing

#! at first he just thought you were going through a phase of cravings and a bit of bloating, so he didn’t mention it and just let you be

#! he never got to witness you getting morning sickness because he goes on early runs or he was just out doing morning errands so he wouldn’t have to deal with it later that day

#! so when he caught you in the kitchen cutting up a lemon, the last thing he was expecting you to do was bring the lemon directly up to your mouth

#! “uh, what are you doing?” his deep voice caught you off guard, effectively stopping the hand that was holding the lemon

#! you just stare at him, not wide-eyed, not surprised, just stare

#! “eating a lemon.”

#! “i can see that.... why exactly?”

#! “dunno, the baby i guess.” you casually shrugged it off before popping the lemon slice into your mouth

#! “ah-,” he opened his mouth to stop you from eating the lemon, your words not fully processing in his mind, but cut off midway and froze when he finally realized

#! hearing him pause like that made you suddenly remembered that you never told him you were pregnant

#! you slowly turned back to look at him, mouth still slowly chewing the lemon slices

#! a moment of silence later, he unfreezes and just starts stiffly walking towards you

#! he grabbed you by the shoulders, made you look him in the eyes, before whispering, “you’re pregnant?!”

#! “y-yes..”

#! his eyes were wide, black pupils expanding as he stared you down, his lips slowly curving into a small smile

#! “you’re pregnant....,” he whispers, mainly to himself, hugging your head into his chest

#! “mhm, get off me i’m trying to eat,” you gently pushed him off but he wouldn’t budge

#! “omiiii please, if you get off i’ll give you a slice,” you tried bribing him. he couldn’t tell if you were being serious or just teasing

#! “no.”

#! “um ok, two slices?”

#! “no.”

#! “omi!”

#! he giggles before opening his arms to let you go

#! “why didn’t you tell me?”

#! you didn’t reply right away, making him start to overthink

#! did you not want the baby? or did you not want a kid with him? did you not want to be with him anymore? or was it not his?!

#! he childishly shakes his head side to side at the last question. he knew you wouldn’t do that

#! but you were still silent, making him nervously glance at you from the side

#! “sorry, piece of lemon stuck in my teeth. i just forgot to tell you,” the words easily flowing out of your mouth nonchalantly

#! sakusa’s fingers were literally about to start twitching from anxiousness beside you

#! a sigh of relief was heard from him and you turned to look at him

#! “you okay?”

#! he doesn’t answer, just gives you a smile and goes back to hugging you from behind

SEMI

#! you were currently sitting on the couch in your shared apartment waiting for semi to come home

#! he’s been on tour for a few months now, you both kept in touch by facetiming, texting, calling, and any other methods of virtual communication

#! you would tune into the live recording of all of his performances when you had time so you could watch him

#! a few weeks into tour, you suddenly felt different than usual but shook it off as nothing and probably just you missing your boyfriend

#! you believed that until one morning you were woken up by the sudden urge to throw up, dashing to the restroom as fast as your drowsy body can go

#! it was then that you realized you might be pregnant

#! the night before semi left, you both had sex to enjoy your last few hours together before he had to leave for a few months

#! with the new realization, you quickly dressed yourself to make a short trip to the store to pick up some tests

#! after half an hour of looking at yourself in the mirror, trying to wrap your head around this, you finally opened the first box

#! a few minutes later, all 5 tests were lined up on the bathroom counter showing positive

#! you stared at the tests, trying to make sure you weren’t reading it wrong

#! once you began to understand the responsibility of being pregnant a few hours later, you made a mental note to go out and buy some food for yourself the next day

#! you decided to sleep off the rest of that day

#! through all of the facetime calls with semi, you never once told him you were pregnant

#! you knew that if you told him he would freak out and either demand to go back home, or stay but all of his attention would be on you being pregnant alone at home for the rest of the tour

#! so here you are now, sitting with a 4 1/2 months baby bump waiting for your beloved to come home

#! it was around 6pm when the front door opened, sounds of shuffling bags and heavy steps could be heard from the musician

#! he cursed under his breath when he almost tripped over a duffle bag with some of his loungewear, calling out for you as he walks further into the apartment, “baby? i’m home!”

#! he was about to speak up again when he saw you asleep on the couch

#! bouncing his way over, he got onto his knees at the edge of the couch to observe your face. god i miss you, he thought to himself

#! he gently shakes you awake, you jolted in surprise not knowing you fell asleep in the first place

#! “hmm- what?,” soft murmurs falling from your lips as you adjusted your eyes at your surrounding

#! “eita!” he grinned at you, both of you pulling each other into a hug

#! “fuck, i miss you so much.” he whispered into your ears before placing his face into your neck

#! “i miss you more.” you tightened your grip around him making him move up on the couch to get more comfortable

#! you both moved around until he had you cradled in between him, your back against his chest

#! his hands going under your his shirt to caress you there when his movements stopped right on top of your stomach

#! it was silent as his warm hands rubbed your stomach in circles, the gears turning in his head

#! “are you- you feel- why’s your tum so round and hard?” he quizzically asked, still rubbing your stomach

#! “pregnant.” your voice a low whisper, he almost didn’t catch it

#! “what?”

#! “pregnant.” you repeated, a bit louder this time

#! “huh?”

#! “pregnant!” you sighed, moving his hand so you can get off of him

#! he grabs your wrist to stop you from walking away and turns you to look at him

#! “you’re pregnant?!”

#! “i just said that. yes.”

#! you knew you sounded blunt and a bit mean, it wasn’t his fault he doesn’t know at all, but your hormones have been making you crankier and it’s out of your control

#! “sorry. yes, i’m pregnant.”

#! his eyes continuously darts up and down from your eyes to your bump

#! “how long?”

#! “since you left.”

#! “was it the night before?” he was referring to your act of intimacy the night before he left

#! “yea.”

#! “wow. why didn’t you tell me?”

#! “because.”

#! “‘cuz what?”

#! “because i know you. you would either stop touring and come home, or stay but lose focus. i was just trying to not distract you because i know how important your career is to you. and because i thought that you’ll be having a six months break after this tour before your next comeback, i would tell you when you came home. i’m sorry if you’re ma-,”

#! “i’m not mad. oh don’t cry, babe, look at me.”he carefully cups your face, “it’s okay, it’s okay. i get why you kept it from me. and now that i have no schedule for the next six months, i can be there for you until the end of your pregnancy and the beginning of our baby’s life alright?”

#! you weakly nodded against his palms, and he brings you back down to lay your head on his chest as you both softly talk about the past months without each other

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