#idk my brain is like draw big guy just doing everyday things

[flaskuwu]

Kinda wanna draw Ganondorf cooking...

#idk my brain is like draw big guy just doing everyday things #ain't no way he doesn't have self care days #what id he has plushies and photos of his horses at his bedside #*if #If he taugh his henchmen to cook... #I dont think Zant can cook #can Yuga cook?? #Ghirahim probably knows how to cook but doesnt need to #Every Ganondorf definitely knows how to cook i refuse to believe otherwise #am i forgeting someone 🤔 #Demise??? #Astor cannot cook i refuse to believe he can #OH VAATI #maybe the wind mage can cook #flask rambles #Cia and Lana probably cook together for fun #Do deity eat??

[edelgoth]

conquest matchup

@the-alpahaca hi hi!! happy new year to you too!! also, it’s good to see you back with another request <3 sorry it took me so long to get this to you; i’ve been in a bit of a writing slump hhhh (the fact i’m saying happy new year goes to show how long i’ve kept you waiting i am SO sorry jlgdfdgfklj)

also i felt that “tend to waste my life away daydreaming” and having it be more of a defect down to my gut skljdfslfk. 

also, since you wrote me such a lovely matchup (and now headcanons), i’ve made this a little longer <3 

so, i match you with...

leo!!

listen, the contrast in this relationship. the balance that contrast brings. i’m living for it. 

you’re the bubbly & friendly to leo’s calm & somber. i think you two just have such so much to offer each other? 

for example, i think leo could help you keep your scatter-brain in check. or, if that’s out of the realm of possibility, he’s just so organized & purposeful that it balances out (watch me write the word balance one too many times dslkjfd) 

but on the other hand, leo could really do with having someone who likes cheering other people up around (hell, all the nohrian siblings could dskljflfkj) someone’s gotta make him smile, and that person is you!! 

leo needs some kindness to stoke his intensity; it’s an intensity that’s developed quite naturally out of the circumstances of his birth and his upbringing. so, i think your personality would help remind him how to be kind, and he’s very grateful for it 

furthermore, you two would have a good balance when it comes to understanding & forgiving too easily vs drawing the line too harshly; i think you two could really learn from each other and come to a healthy equilibrium!! 

leo can come off as quite cold, but honestly? i reckon he’s got a bit of awkwardness too. so sometimes he finds your own awkwardness adorable (good luck getting him to admit to that, tho), and sometimes he finds it painful because it hits too close to home. idk if that made sense dkljfsdsflkj

he’d find you quite intriguing at first (probably a bit suspicious of your motives, but that’s just how he is), because of that mysterious vibe you give off; finding out that you’re actually quite kind and scatterbrained would be quite endearing to him 

furthermore, because of the sort of person he is, he can help bring you back down to earth when you’re daydreaming 

but, at the same time, he admires your creativity!! it’s something he cherishes in you, and he never wants you to lose that streak

your wish for romanticism (the most traditional sense) in the everyday may just wake something up in him? the want to see the beauty in the world around him, to find meaning; and while your romanticism has caused you some strife in the past, i think leo’s very logical, analytical and observant nature may help you unpick that?? because it’s a very precious thing to want to find that which is worth loving, but he might be able to help you do that in a way that doesn’t cause you pain (i feel like this made NO sense i’m so sorry) 

nerd that he is, he’s impressed by the fact that you’re trilingual!! (so am i dflkfjf) i can see him being interested in learning key phrases from each of your three languages 

he loves your cooking!! (it’s taking everything within me to not make a tired joke about tomatoes hhhh) i can’t remember if his opinion on sweets is stated anywhere, but you can bet he’s going to appreciate anything you make for him  

definitely a documentary guy in a modern au

leo’s very observant, which means he always has something nice to say about every outfit you put together. it’s usually about your attention to detail  

pls use your fashion skills to fix his collar i’m begging you-- 

also!! the contrast in your tastes in fashion. high art.  

leo’s an introvert himself (i think), so he’d respect your need to recharge and will give you that space. it sounds like your energy levels match quite well!! 

leo knows what it’s like to isolate himself; with a childhood like his, it’s no surprise that he tends to hide himself away in his studies. i think that’d help him identify when you just need some time alone to catch your breath, or when he should be concerned. 

because he’s had such a different upbringing (one that’s like,,, sheltered, and yet also the opposite of sheltered,,, wtf is going on in nohr) he’d offer you quite the different perspective on life and the world and our place in it 

leo would really enjoy talking about philosophy with you!! or, rather, existentialism; he doesn’t have anyone to even touch on those subjects with, so you’d end up getting the full brunt of what he’s really thinking and feeling 

it might get overwhelming at times (boy’s been through some Intense stuff), but it also means he’d be very attentive in return; he genuinely enjoys hearing you talk through your thoughts and how you’ve arrived at them 

he’d definitely be able to talk for hours and hours with you about life, and actively encourage you to share your thoughts with him!! 

in general, i think he needs someone insightful and perceptive, not only to keep up with his own mind, but to understand him 

he’d love that you’re so interested in the world and people and that you just want to know about it all; it’s a part of him that he’s pushed down after prioritizing learning just to survive 

leo can be very no-nonsense, and from one melancholic to another, that can be very helpful at the right time asjkf 

he’ll constantly be telling you that you’re smart and intelligent and he will not hear otherwise; if there’s something you’re not getting, he’s going to do his best to try and explain it to you in a different way 

he’d point out when you were being too harsh on yourself. he thinks it’s absurd that you can be so cruel to yourself when you’re so kind to him and the people around you. he just can’t wrap his head around it 

he admires your kindness in general; especially the way you... think of other people and their place in the world, if that makes sense?? the reason being that, once again, his childhood didn’t leave much space for that sort of mindset (i’ll literally pay myself to stop talking about his childhood i askjfdfldkj)

funnily enough, i feel like leo is the opposite of you when it comes to the cold/warm dichotomy; where you’re very good at taking care of people and being a good friend, you’re able to let them go when the time comes. leo strikes me as the opposite; distant and hard to reach, but gets quite attached (i’m mainly thinking of his retainers and his siblings). i wanted to say something #deep about it but i’ll go back to the fact you have great contrast yet again 

i feel like leo would be okay with the fact that you’re not super affectionate, too; he’s a bit of a romantic, but i don’t see him being big on physical affection? like of course he enjoys it, but it’s not high on his love languages. i have nothing profound to say, just thought it was of note skljffdlj

but, he’s proved time and time again that he’s capable of being quite the romantic; so, he’d be able to meet you in the middle when it comes to finding a life full of romance!! 

i feel like he’s a big gesture guy, and he prefers using them to express how he feels over words

he’s very good at complimenting you (especially if he thinks you’re being hard on yourself), but he struggles to get frank with his own feelings; so instead, expect a lot of thoughtful gifts and dates

loves your writing. is always asking if he can read it. has a particular love for your essays, just because he’s also got an analytical mind

likes getting you to brainstorm with him whenever he’s stuck on a particular problem!! he just appreciates how your mind works and it can be such a contrast to his own (i get the feeling he’s got tunnel vision), so it’s a big help!! 

he’s not very artistic himself, but he loves seeing whatever you create, be it drawings or written pieces. i feel like he’d be surprisingly good at motivating you, without making it too obvious that that was his goal?? i’ve made less and less sense the further down this matchup we go

because he struggles with his inferiority complex, i feel like leo would be quite understanding of your own insecurity. of course, he disagrees (he thinks that being a jack of all trades certainly has some benefits over specializing, like him), but he’d be able to handle it with a sensitivity and thoughtfulness beget only by someone who truly understands 

and finally, he’d be grateful that you’re good at understanding people. leo’s got a lot pent up, and i think someone like you would be the perfect partner for someone like him!! honestly, he probably needs a bit of help understanding himself (same thing could be said about the rest of the nohrian siblings tbh), and i think you’d be able to help with that 

essentially, you connect on a lot of your core traits, but there’s still a contrast which could help incur growth!! bless this couple it’s such a high tier concept 

alternate matches

kaze: a big reason i chose leo over kaze is that i think you’d have more of a intellectual connection with the former? i think your personalities would mesh quite well, as you’re both kind and thoughtful and yet also a bit stoic. there’s still a good bit of contrast, where he’s reserved and you’re quite bubbly, which’d make this pairing quite cute. the general vibe i get from this pairing is ‘uncontrollably fond’, and i really like it? regardless of if you were romantically involved or not, i think you and kaze would get along wonderfully (and would likely end up as best friends?) 

laslow: now this guy is quite different from the other two. firstly, he matches your more bubbly side, while also being prone to moments of introspection. i think laslow has a certain maturity to him in fates that’d make him a good person to rely on. but, he’s not too serious and mature, so he’s still someone you could have a lot of fun with. but, while i said he’s prone to moments of introspection, i don’t think he goes quite as,,, deeply, as you do?? i can’t see him debating philosophy, tbh. but, i think he’d still be a really good match!! leo is just better

also silas was being VERY LOUD so he’s here too, i guess 

#matchups #fire emblem matchups #leo matchup

[movedtorebeckadraws-blog]

Questions I found

-Someone I follow posted these questions so I was like: I’m gonna answer these even tho they weren't meant for me. 

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? -A: I don’t use any of these ;3;

is your room messy or clean? -A: Messy (( I try to clean it ))

what color are your eyes? -A: Mixture of Blue, green, and grey 

do you like your name? why? -A: Yes? Its spelt an unusual way insted of “Rebecca”, “Rebekka” or “Rebekah” mine is: Rebecka :) 

what is your relationship status? -A: Single and i’m fine I don’t wanna mingle with any other singles. 

describe your personality in 3 words or less -A: Pastel, Dark, and Awkward? 

what color hair do you have? -A: Born with dark brown hair, light brown hair, then I got blonde highlights, then I got it dyed a dark brown and now it is back to light brown due to the summer sun. 

what kind of car do you drive? color? -A: I don’t drive ... I could but only with an Adult with me ... I haven’t gotten permit yet.

where do you shop? -A: I don’t go outside ... Walmart and Gamestop.

how would you describe your style? -A: Sweaters in 100 degree weather ... I stay inside 

favorite social media account -A: Instagram? Youtube? Tumblr? 

what size bed do you have? -A: I think I have a double o3o 

any siblings? -A: Two step sisters ((1 younger and 1 older)), Step brother, and half sister. 

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? -A: ENGLAND! I just love British people. If I had to live somewhere else in the US tho I would probably say North Carolina? Its nice but I think I would die of cold winters ... I can’t do really hot weather as well so idk ... I would live in Florida but its super hot .. I live near Florida and its hot here due to Humidity ;-; 

favorite snapchat filter? -A: AHAHAHHA I don’t use snapchat.  

favorite makeup brand(s) -A: I don’t care I only use makeup for special events or any acne that I can’t seem to get rid of no matter what I do. 

how many times a week do you shower? -A: I literally have to shower everyday ... I HAVE TO WASH MY HAIR EVERYDAY (( I hate washing my hair everyday ... my hair is fabulous but it gets greasy QuIcK! ))

favorite tv show? -A: AHHHH IDK!? Its got to be between BBC Sherlock or M.A.S.H (( M.A.S.H is about war doctors in the Korean War )) 

shoe size? -A: Any where between 7-9 just depends on how the shoe is made. 

how tall are you? -A: 5′8 :D

sandals or sneakers? -A: Sandals I live near a beach. I need them. 

do you go to the gym? -A: Hah! Why would I be on this website if I went to the gym? xD

describe your dream date -A: Just snuggling together watching a movie :P

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? -A: I’m to lazy to go grab my wallet. Why? I’m not rich. 

what color socks are you wearing? -A: *looks down at feet* I don’t wear socks ... I only wear them for PE and they are white when I do.

how many pillows do you sleep with? -A: Like 6 or 7 and a Body pillow ((No it doesn’t have anime on it xD )) 

do you have a job? what do you do? -A: No. 

how many friends do you have? -A: Like 6 friends ... then 3 in art class. TONS of Internet friends (( actually probably only 5 internet friends ))

whats the worst thing you have ever done? -A: Uhm ... i’m not that far in life???

whats your favorite candle scent? -A: My grandfather won’t let us burn candles in the house ... they are a “fire hazard”

3 favorite boy names -A: Alex, Dan, and Matt.

3 favorite girl names -A: Anna, Rebecca (( yes I used my name )), and Hanna.

favorite actor? -A: Benedict Cumberbatch? 

favorite actress? -A: I don’t know ;-; 

who is your celebrity crush? -A: I don’t spend enough time to know that =3= 

favorite movie? -A: “Movie” I haven’t watched would be TATINOF but my fav movie that I have watched would have to be “The phoenix priestess”

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? -A: No I do not. Fav book might have to be “Call of the Wild”

money or brains? -A: Brains. I can’t stand stupid people. 

do you have a nickname? what is it? -A: Chewbecker ... I made a Chewbacca noise once and my Aunt said its: Chewbecka ... My friends made up: Rebeckerrrrr so they combined it to be “Chewbeckerrr” 

how many times have you been to the hospital? -A: Never. Unless you consider the day I was born. 

top 10 favorite songs -A: The internet is here remix ((1st video pulled up)), Run Run by [CK9C], Past Lives (nvmbr remix), Ed Sheeran castle on the hill remix, Zedd,Alessia & Cara - Stay here, Knife Party -Bonfire, Far Too Loud -Drop the Bomb, Nightcore - The other side of paradise, Kill it kid - Run, and Gotye -Somebody that I used to know ( 4FRNT Remix ). 

do you take any medications daily? -A: Yes.

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) -A: Oily m8 ;-; 

what is your biggest fear? -A: The unknown.

how many kids do you want? -A: Non and if I ever decide to want a child it probably only gonna be 1 and adopted. 

whats your go to hair style? -A: Just down (( All I do is get up and brush it in the mornings )) I can’t really put it up bc its short. 

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) -A: Medium size?

who is your role model? -A: Don’t really have one m8.

what was the last compliment you received? -A: I don’t know ... probably some artwork I did. 

what was the last text you sent? -A: “*sends a picture to a friend* I think this is something we would text each other. Idk who would be phil tho xD”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? -A: 7? I didn’t really believe in him in the first place. I was a smart child. I don;t like pretending he is real for my little cousin either. 

what is your dream car? -A: I don’t care as long as I actually have a car bro. 

opinion on smoking? -A: I don’t care ... I just don’t want to smoke. 

do you go to college? -A: Nope. I’m in HS right now.

what is your dream job?-A: Youtuber but I don’t think I could pull it off.

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? -A: I don’t care. 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? -A: No.

do you have freckles? -A: Yes :) 

do you smile for pictures? -A: Yes ex(Smile: :) -- Grin: :D) so I guess no bc what I consider grinning is a smile for others. 

how many pictures do you have on your phone? -A: Oh gosh *checks phone* I HAVE 5,338 in my camera roll. 

have you ever peed in the woods? -A: Yes! I was born in an area where we have a lot of woods. My dad still lives there so I was kind of taught to do that when I was with him (My mom, grandparents and I live in a/the city tho)

do you still watch cartoons? -A: Yeah. Its cool dude. I can use it for art references anyway 

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? -A: Wendy’s (if you knew how McDonalds chicken was made you wouldn’t want to eat it anymore). ALSO why these places? I prefer Chick-fil-a. 

Favorite dipping sauce? -A: Sweat and sour sauce. 

what do you wear to bed? -A: T-shirt and shorts, Long-sleeve w/ shorts, or a tank top w/ shorts (I don’t wear pants unless its SUPER cold or I have tight but comfy pants on that won’t get tangled up in the sheets) 

have you ever won a spelling bee? -A: No.

what are your hobbies? -A: Art and (when I was able to) play the violin.

can you draw? -A: Yes. 

do you play an instrument? -A: I used to be able to play the violin. 

what was the last concert you saw? -A: Winter Jam 2017

tea or coffee? -A: Coffee 

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? -A: Starbucks 

do you want to get married? -A: Eh? Idk just depends if I find the right guy.

what is your crush’s first and last initial? -A: I don’t really have a crush but  the last crush I had was: A*** B***  

are you going to change your last name when you get married? -A: Probably 

what color looks best on you? -A: Blue? 

do you miss anyone right now? -A: Not really. Maybe a few of my friends. 

do you sleep with your door open or closed? -A: Most of the time I close it.

do you believe in ghosts? -A: Nope. 

what is your biggest pet peeve? -A: When people are right handed but put their cup on their left side. 

last person you called` -A: I don’t call people lol. 

favorite ice cream flavor? -A: Salted Caramel 

regular oreos or golden oreos? -A: Regular 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? -A: Rainbow. 

what shirt are you wearing? -A: Black Tanktop 

what is your phone background? -A: A fluffy Dan Howell 

are you outgoing or shy? -A: Shy 

do you like it when people play with your hair? -A: Yes uwu (( as long as you aren’t yanking it out of my head ;-; )) 

do you like your neighbors? -A: I don’t have neighbors beside me ... I have neighbors behind me and in-front of my house tho. They are pretty cool but 1 neighbor I don’t like bc he gets drunk at night and plays loud music while sawing wood at 12am. 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? -A: Sometimes and Depends on my mood. 

have you ever been high? -A: No :3

have you ever been drunk? -A: No :3

last thing you ate? -A: I think it was some goldfish. 

favorite lyrics right now -A: “Such a shame the poor grooms bride is a whore!” -Panic at the Disco 

summer or winter? -A: Winter 100% 

day or night? -A: Night. 

dark, milk, or white chocolate? -A: I like milk the best but my second fav is White chocolate. 

favorite month? -A: Nov. ( PINOF comes out and its not super cold for me yet but its just the right temp ).

what is your zodiac sign -A: Pisces 

who was the last person you cried in front of? -A: Urm I think it would have to be my friend Zoe on a church youth trip (okay it wasn’t just infront of her ... I was emotionally touched and the whole youth group saw me cry). 

#random questions

[theevergreentreepress]

Get to Know Me Tag, or Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify 

is your room messy or clean? Messy, for sure. 

what color are your eyes? Blue, i think they are my best feature. 

do you like your name? why? I think my name is unique, and i never have to worry about someone else having the same name. However, my name is never on those name keychains or whatever.

what is your relationship status? ha. single. 

describe your personality in 3 words or less. soft, empathetic, helper. 

what color hair do you have? my Anastasia dip brow color is medium brown lol. 

what kind of car do you drive? color? 2002 red Honda CRV

where do you shop? target, american eagle, ulta

how would you describe your style? cross between jeans and a t-shirt and hipster-flannel aesthetic. 

favorite social media account? snapchat 

what size bed do you have? full or double.

any siblings? two younger sisters. 

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? England for sure. i love london and their accent 

favorite snapchat filter? theres too many to name. probably any of the flower crowns. 

favorite makeup brand(s). oH GOD. tarte, urban decay, morphe, nyx, kat von d, i could go on... i love makeup too much. 

how many times a week do you shower? everyday, depending on what i have to do/have done. 

favorite tv show? Friends, Parks and Rec, Agents of Shield, the Man in the High Castle, the Royals, um..

shoe size? 9

how tall are you? 5′ 9″ 

sandals or sneakers? both? depends on the season. 

do you go to the gym? yes, almost every day. 

describe your dream date. probably going on a trip around the world. does that count? 

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? um 100

what color socks are you wearing? one is gray stripped, the other is light pink. 

how many pillows do you sleep with? just one. 

do you have a job? what do you do? yes, i work retail. be nice!

how many friends do you have? too many, but i love them all. 

whats the worst thing you have ever done? oooooo, probably eat too much sweets. 

whats your favorite candle scent? mahogany teakwood, bath and body works. 

3 favorite boy names. Patrick, Harry, Aiden 

3 favorite girl names. Charlotte, Eleanor, Paige

favorite actor? Chris Pratt

favorite actress? too many to pick thank you. 

who is your celebrity crush? Chris Pratt

favorite movie? Jurassic World (do you see a theme??) 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i dont read a lot, but my favorite book is magnolia 

money or brains? money

do you have a nickname? what is it? Jo, Joey, Jojo, Mandus

how many times have you been to the hospital? i think only once

top 10 favorite songs. Goodness Gracious- Ellie Goulding, Stockholm Syndrome- One Direction, You & Me- Disclosure, Run Boy Run- Woodkid, idk i cant decide. 

do you take any medications daily? yes, just allergy meds. 

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) oily

what is your biggest fear? not getting married, and creating a successful life for myself

how many kids do you want? two

whats your go to hair style? curls

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium, 4 bedrooms. 

who is your role model? my mother 

what was the last compliment you received? a customer liked my eyes. 

what was the last text you sent? um to my guy friend that said “ha cheater” 

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? my parents never really pushed santa or said otherwise, so i kinda just found out naturally on my own as i got older. 

what is your dream car? red vw bug. 

opinion on smoking? PLEASE DO NOT. 

do you go to college? not yet, next semester. 

what is your dream job? flight attendant or travel blogger. 

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs. 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? not normally. my mom does, though. 

do you have freckles? a few random ones. 

do you smile for pictures? yep

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 430 something

have you ever peed in the woods? yes

do you still watch cartoons? yeah lol

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? wendy’s (chic-fil-a over both) 

Favorite dipping sauce? ketchup. 

what do you wear to bed? my dad’s old t-shirts

have you ever won a spelling bee? nope. i came in second once in 4th grade though. 

what are your hobbies? school because i have no time for anything else. 

can you draw? a little. 

do you play an instrument? i played piano until sophomore year. 

what was the last concert you saw? taylor swift i think

tea or coffee? coffee all the way. 

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Starbs

do you want to get married? yes definitely. 

what is your crush’s first and last initial? CP 

are you going to change your last name when you get married? YES it’s one of my pet peeves when people dont. 

what color looks best on you? maroon/browns/neutral earth tones

do you miss anyone right now? probably my friends/family from my hometown

do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed

do you believe in ghosts? no

what is your biggest pet peeve? HA. when people dont change their last name when they get married. 

last person you called? my mom

favorite ice cream flavor? cookies and cream or cookie dough

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? chocolate

what shirt are you wearing? my pj shirt and a robe lol. 

what is your phone background? christmas trees covered in snow!!

are you outgoing or shy? shy at first then outgoing. 

do you like it when people play with your hair? yes plz

do you like your neighbors? yeah! we’re good friends. 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? yes, both. 

have you ever been high? nope, dont wanna. 

have you ever been drunk? no, but i like to drink.

last thing you ate? granola

favorite lyrics right now. “theres nothing rich folks love more than going downtown and slumming it with the poor.” 

summer or winter? WINTER 

day or night? night

dark, milk, or white chocolate? dark chocolate. 

favorite month? can i choose multiple? october through january. 

what is your zodiac sign? Capricorn 

who was the last person you cried in front of? my mother. 

#get to know me #unusual asks #just jen things #blog #new

[comicteaparty]

April 25th-May 1st, 2020 Creator Babble Archive

The archive for the Creator Babble  chat that occurred from April 25th, 2020 to May 1st, 2020.  The chat focused on the following question:

What is your warm-up routine before you write or draw something related to your story?

Page, Rambler Extraordinaire!

Honestly? I don’t have a formal warm-up, but I definitely like to have my fingers all warmed-up and ready for lots of typing! I really need to get in the mindspace for the particular image/idea being portrayed, though.

LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)

1) Seek out music that matches the energy of the page, 2) Draw some circles/spirals/hatchmarks to loosen up, 3) Pick the easiest thing on the page and finish it first to build momentum, 4) Repeat Ad Infinitum

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

-listen to music from my playlist -read some fanfics -watch YouTube videos from my subscription -get some tea -stretch/workout -wear my comfiest clothes

CalimonGraal(Fenauriverse)

i'm also another one that listens to music before doing story stuff. (sometimes either is a favorite song/song i'm obsessed with atm or one that matches the current scene)

Eilidh (Lady Changeling)

I usually reread my comic so far and listen to some music I associate with it to get me in the mindset and excited for it

eli [a winged tale]

I have a warm up character to go to! Usually I try for some gestures before getting right back to the panels. It gets the rustiness out of the way for me!

Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]

Ooh I love your warm ups, Eli!

eli [a winged tale]

Thank you! It’s easier for me to get into a routine when I have something fun to draw first (with zero expectations)

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

I don't always need a warm up, but doing panel borders for HoK makes for an excellent warm up. It gets my brain switch gears to comic mode. Music is great, but I only turn it on for important moments (or illustrations outside of comic). There are certain moods that... recur in important moments in my story, and I have playlists for those. e.g. 'sad emotional intimacy'

eli [a winged tale]

I love how music influences our work! I would love to hear all your playlists if you have them easy to share

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

ooooh @eli [a winged tale] i like the motion in your warmups! They're very fluid and nice to look at @keii’ii (Heart of Keol) Keii, I agree with separating playlists for moods! I usually just group them all in my favourites and mentally search for them

DanitheCarutor

Gosh I'm one of the most boring people. Lol I don't have a routine, I don't need one since I'm always in comic mode. Like, all I ever draw is comic pages. I don't have a script or anything that requires writing, so no need for a warm-up for that. I just jump right into it.

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Sounds like you live on the edge which is the opposite of boring 8)

eli [a winged tale]

^

DanitheCarutor

I dunno, it would be cool to do warm-up drawing. That would sure help for gesture/color/anatomy practice. I just don't have the time, a page takes about 4 days to finish without outside distractions, so I have to get to work right away.

eli [a winged tale]

If you can jump right in, that’s great! For me otherwise I just stare at the inks and wish it would colour itself

DanitheCarutor

Ffff I'm like that with dynamic shots where the perspective points are off the page, and I have to tape scrap paper to it, and sometimes my ruler isn't long enough. Working in a traditional medium can be such a pain in the ass sometimes. Lol

This panel is a good example.

Top view perspective lines went way off the page, I hate it.

Anyways, that's my complaint for the day.

Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]

When I draw warm ups. This was of my 'for practice' comic art. I wanted to practice the vertical scroll storytelling. A lady gets her purse string cut, and the thief runs off. Whenever I want to figure out action scenes, I do little character interactions. It helps me learn more about certain character behavior(edited)

eli [a winged tale]

Nice! Practice comics are great!

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

yeah it's really good too!

it's also a great way to possibly have new stories/series

kinda like.....brainstorming, but applied

Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]

Thank you Eli, Shadow. I try to combine my knowledge of storyboarding, since vertical scroll sequences, are similar to that in some regards.(edited)

Holmeaa - working on WAYFINDERS

I.... Don't do warm up. I just... Start drawing(edited)

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

dang Holmea you living the risky life

that's brave

Holmeaa - working on WAYFINDERS

I am pretty sure of my skill. Should I warm up?? Could be super to start warm ups! I check my mail, find out how we are doing online with our comic and just begin to draw. I guess since I have done it professionally as a 2d animator, and there is not really time to warm up, that I have learned to just start

FeatherNotes(Krispy)

I do warm ups for everything! though what I define as warmups depend on each creator. For me, it begins with stretches and sketching, ill doodle things i need to get out of my head so i'm not distracted by those ideas- they usually involve studies, certain character interactions, or thumbing out pieces I want to tackle later! I may sure to draw everyday to flex that too, so its also important to be able to relax those creative muscles with some pre-work!

also! my warm ups vary with what medium i work in. if Im working in watercolours, i practice fine pencil work and get my lines as loose as possible. when it's comic (so mainly inking) i do what I described above with character studies and what not

kayotics

I’m really bad at remembering to do warm ups. I should.... actually do them more, but the time I have dedicated to drawing is usually pretty limited

Deo101 [Millennium]

Because I usually finish off whatever I had been working on the day before, warmups for me are kind of the process of starting a new piece. All the sketching and thumbing to get my next idea out work pretty well for warming me up, and then I feel ready to go by the time I'm needing to do things like lines. I also get music going that fits the mood of what I'm working on, like lots of people seem to do! I also need to remember to do stretches more :/ And I usually get myself some kind of drink, tea or something, to keep me company while I work ;)

Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]

Sounds like you are pretty busy, Kayotic. Yeah warm ups can be a good practice before diving into a big illustration

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Weirdly I don't think I've ever done warmups for illustrations. Only comic work!

Probably because illustrations, I just do them whenever I feel like it, so my brain is already ready (i.e. I don't start if my brain isn't ready)

whereas comic... I can't just wait for my brain to get ready. I need to keep updating it.

Page, Rambler Extraordinaire!

Pro-tip: if you decide to not do anything and procrastinate, you don't have to warm-up!

Eightfish (Puppeteer)

hmm, can't say i've really tried warming up for art before, but i've heard it can really help! What are you guys' art warm up routines?

Deo101 [Millennium]

For me it's just kinda mindless sketching til I hit what it is I wanna be doing

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Make panel borders (not really a routine though, at least I don't think it is)

Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)

When I do watercolor, I usually don't do warm ups unless I'm planning from thumb-> sketch ->color thumbs and figuring out local colors for watercolor then doing my watercolor flats from there

Deo101 [Millennium]

Instead of staring at a blank screen and waiting, making little circles or scribbles or drawing like. Some arms or something til, eventually, my brain thinks we're working and then it's like "ah yes! Here we go!"

Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)

but digitalllyyyyy I shoullddddddddd

my brain when looking at my comic: "aight time to do the thingy lmao"

Deo101 [Millennium]

If I've already got a sketch waiting to go I can jump right in though

Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)

idk, I should but my time is usually limited so I haven't done a warm up in a while lmao.

now I have the time, I probably would

Eightfish (Puppeteer)

ohh i see

like some quick sketches

i see how that can help- whenever i'm figure drawing or drawing people in a cafe or something my later ones are always better

how is making panel borders a warm up? don't you have to do that anyways?

Deo101 [Millennium]

Lines with intent! Doesn't matter what the purpose is, same kinda thing as drawing a bunch of straight lines in a row or practicing ellipses a bit

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

It's something I can do with my brain turned off. While I do it, it wakes up the comic-making part of my brain

Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)

oh ye

Deo101 [Millennium]

Which I'd encourage doing things like drawing a ton of ellipses or straight lines, it gets your hand into the groove so you can draw stuff right the first time

Do I do it often? No But I do encourage it

Eightfish (Puppeteer)

ah i see keii

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

So for me, the panel borders can function like a warmup without being a "ritual." Kinda like if you're... say... hiking, walking from your parking spot to the trailhead can be a warmup even if it's not a ritual and is necessary anyway

Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)

ooo that's an interesting way of putting it

... man I really should consider warm ups often. I have been touching my sketchbook less and less so lmao

I do find making small thumbs and coloring them in relaxing for me, not sure that count as a warm up but its something I like doing when planning out watercolor illustrations lol

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Relaxing/chilling/ "reward after a long day" arting is also an interesting topic, though not 100% suitable for this week's question...

I find it interesting how a lot of people seem to like, make cute ship doodles, whereas I uhhh

Eightfish (Puppeteer)

lineart is the easiest for me to do though. I don't have to think much about it

maybe i should like line a page as warm up?

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

I'll drop some examples in art share in a bit

Eightfish (Puppeteer)

ooh please do(edited)

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

That sounds like a good idea! Worth trying

Feather J. Fern

I actually read in a artist self care comic "Draw Stronger: Self Care of Artist" that you are supposed to stretch and stuff before you art so your body is warmed up for long periods of sitting. Things i draw before getting into main art, the one line challenge where you draw something using one line, gesture drawing warm ups, and always becuase it's something I recently been doing, is drawing a thumbs up on a page that I can erase later or keep in a sketchbook as in like "Good job "(edited)

Cap’n Lee (Flowerlark Studios)

I don't have a warm-up routine before I sit down and draw / write comics. Besides making a cup of coffee before I dive right in. (edited)

sssfrs (JOE IS DEAD)

I don't follow rules

snuffysam (Super Galaxy Knights)

i don't really have any warm up routines. it helps that 3d art is less physically demanding than drawing. during/after my work, i try to look away from the screen and relax my eyes every so often, but i can't think of anything i specifically do before working.

Erin Ptah (BICP | Leif & Thorn)

Another dive-right-inner here. I mean, I do loose pencil sketches before putting down lineart, but it's not like a separate warmup drawing before the real one, it's just the start of the real one.

If my brain isn't in "comics mode" and I need to get a page done...I find a nice secluded spot, sit down with the blank sketchbook, and stare at the empty paper until ideas start clicking into place. Unrelated sketches would be a distraction at that point -- same as checking twitter, just one more excuse for my brain to focus on something other than the page.

Used to do the seclusion in local restaurants( whether it's a nice place or just a plastic fast-food table), but obviously that hasn't been an option for a while :/

varethane

My warmup is working eight hours at an unrelated job l-lol

eli [a winged tale]

Haha aw that’s a mood

Miranda

Oh boy do I feel that

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

oh that got real

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[icantw84it]

Acquired Savant or TBI leading to Talents

Who is icantw84it and how did he come about…….

Hello,  My name is Scott Mele.  I was in a wreck 3.5 years ago.  I was hit at 70mph from behind which split my head open and gave me a concussion that went untreated.  No scans were made at the hospital I was sent home after 5 hours of waiting in the ER to get 11 staples.    Best part, prior to the wreck I couldn’t Draw or Paint but after I could paint Portraits and even Spray paint murals.

Before all of that, I met the woman of my dreams.  Unlike anything I ever felt for anyone, instantly I was taken by her, and she felt the same. TBH she was actually on her way to get the last of her things and move back to WV, when we met.  We were together for about a month…she need to go back home to get somethings from West Virginia. Where her mom and friends lived.   She had so much anxiety from trying to leave she couldn’t make herself leave.  She called me on the day of my wreck, prior to…. to let me know she wasn’t coming back…..Trust me no one ever says they want to live in WV. Jk I am sure its beautiful.

It was pouring down rain and I shouldn’t have left.  I was driving slow like everyone else, but it was coming down so hard.   My car instantly turned side ways, and just like that, I was facing the wall.  Now, I had been driving rear wheel vehicles my whole life.  This had never happened, not instantly!   I gained control of the vehicle but it stalled out.  Everyone stopped.  I looked to make sure behind me.  I didn’t hit anyone Thank god!  I put it in gear and hit the start button.  Bang!  

About a mile back at the exact same time, a guy swerved 4 lanes of traffic at 70 mph and saw the last lane was stopped swerved back lost control and like a missile shot into my car.

Brooke, that’s her name, she drove 5 hours to come take care of me.  She spent 2 weeks with me and then had to leave to go back to work.  At this point I had not really noticed anything.   Two weeks later she was coming back to be with me for a few days, then head back to WV to get the rest of her things.  She came back stayed for one night and left for WV.  That’s right, she did it again.  I was devastated.

I am not sure if it was this moment or the wreck or both.   But from here I can feel myself splitting in two.  I woke up one day and it was like I didn’t associate with anything in my life……. “Why am I staying in this luxury apartment.”  “Why are my bills ridiculous?” ” I don’t want to work with these people or even be associated.”  I was a car sales manager and a very successful one.  I didn’t want this life.  I felt trapt and alone.  I didn’t know who I was or what I wanted anymore. Which made me feel even more trapt and alone.  Everyday I would disassociate myself with another part of my life.  I use to work out twice a day.  I LOVED IT!  I remember saying I don’t want to waste my time with that. I was a douchebag.   Maybe part of me still is mostly in part from the intense feeling of not wanting to be alone and doing what I had to, to feel someone next to me.  I wasn’t ugly and I was a great salesman.  A very avid Online Dater and was always keen on finding niches and solutions to problems.  So I milked an online website for as many dates as I could until I got tired of one night stands.  But I digress….

I had so much anxiety from being in my life that I had to find a way to express myself. One day while in Marshalls(Popular Home crafts store) with my kids, I bought $400 worth of art supplies.  That Night I started Painting.  Granted, before this I couldn’t draw or paint.  My dad painted Bob Ross style when i was a kid but I hated it.  I would run when the show came on. I did take 4 years of art when I was in HS but everyone did.  I hated everything I drew.  I think I even have a drawing book from back then which I am embarrassed over.   I doodled in Highschool because I had ADD and that’s what I did.  It helped me pass because I believe it kept my brain active while I digested part of what was being taught.   

Anyways, When I finished my first painting that night…..It was the first time in 4 months where I felt like I recognized a part of me.  Something clicked for the first time.  I became hooked, and started painting everynight from 9pm-4am in the morning and going back to work at 9am in the morning.  I did this for 9 months.So not only was I splitting in two feeling depressed, alone, confused as to who I was, Anxiety from being trapt in my life, heart broken, angry , Disassociated, and drew away from being with people, I also added lack of proper sleep to the list.

So, I wasn’t painting like someone who just started painting. I was painting bodys and forms expressing emotions. However, I needed a challenge and I started painting Portraits. About 6 months in, I got bored of pumping paintings out every night start to finish. . My small canvas was 48in by 24in.  Which is larger than scale.  Not only could I paint portraits I could draw them. Where as before I couldn’t draw something that looked appealing by any means. When I did my first Portrait with flesh tones I nailed it.   Something happened during the wreck its like I took on an artists life.  I don’t even know what I am doing when i am doing it. I just do it and if I mess up I bounce off it instinctively like I had always done it.   

The painting was the only thing keeping me somewhat functional.  I needed it like it was a drug.  I eventually found a way to leave my job and do art full time.  Which was beyond dumb, but I couldn’t keep my focus in the dealership while I was there and I was losing positions like soccer player in the world cup who cant stop fighting.   I wanted out.  So I found a way out.  

I was surviving on my art alone for a good 6 months…Until I got into another wreck.  Same hit from behind at 20mph faster than what I was going.  My body locked up and I stopped working out so I was 15lbs lighter.  I through one of my hips out of whack by 3/4 inch.  My muscles were inflamed all around it and were hard as rocks 24 hours a day.  I was passing out every 4 hours.  I had no insurance and no money.   I couldn’t work a regular job.  I became even more depressed.  I couldn’t keep my apartment that was feeding me all my commissions.  I had to leave Raleigh NC, my hot spot.  This is where it gets real dark. I remember feeling so lost and calculating the amount of time I had left and what I could do to stay.  Before this I never worried about money. I was alone without help.  No one really knew what was going on with me. I didn’t go to a doctor for my brain injury.  I still haven’t.   I was afraid I would lose my ability to paint.  IDK   So no one really took my accident seriously because I never talked about it.  The only people who knew were my fans on instagram. I lost the one thing that was keeping me sane.  My ability to do art whenever I wanted.  I moved to a smaller town and attempted to make it there.  At this point my credit was garbage, i had to leave my apartment so I couldn’t get a place of my own.  I found a house with two bedrooms and I converted one of the rooms into a paint room.  But without constant conversations about my art it didn’t matter.I was behind on my child support.  I was even told that I needed to come up with $800 by next month or I was going to jail.  Even though I was passing out every 4 hours.  I lost everything and I could barely keep myself fed.  

I started making calls to break Timeshare contracts over the phone.  This saved me financially while the leads were good.  Then I went on the road to do it in person in different cities.  The hours were easy and predictable so I could work around them.  

I finally got help from a pain specialist.  She looked at me and knew exactly whats wrong with me.  She fixed about 90% of me.  I still have some lingering issues like fatigue and exhaustion after extreme exertion in short bursts.  All things I can hopefully fix.  So back to painting…..

So great i can paint portraits who cares.  Two years after the wreck during the time I was breaking Timeshares, I got bored with portraits and needed a challenge again.  I picked up a spray can, mind you I never liked graffiti or even cared for it. I thought murals were pretty but never even really noticed. I never even drew a  graffiti piece.   I picked up a can and did a graffiti piece on the side of a building that said for lease.  4 colors blended with a bubble and not bad at all using cheap spray paints from walmart.  Then a 8 ft tall crushed coke can.  nailed it.  Then a guy drove by and asked me to do something for him in his gym.  I sprayed a 10ft by 30ft Graffiti piece that said The Dungeon, for his gym where he had 40 people work out in front of on the daily.   Huge for someone just starting out.  but nailed it.   By this time I had been spraying for  a total of 10 days.  I told the building owner that I was ready to paint my mural.  He asked, ” have you ever done one before?”   No, but I got this!

In 10 days I spray painted a 50ft by 50 ft tall mural on the side of a building.This was the first time I painted about Brooke and the wreck….Honestly I picked some photos of random things built up a story in my head and painted it.  When I was done I realized it was Brooke and I painted about where I met her and overcoming adversity by using Koi fish. Which before I researched it I had no clue that’s what it meant. 

Subconsciously, I was telling myself to get over it I guess.    It felt like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders and I felt like a big piece of me was healed.  For the first time I was able to think about Brooke without feeling extreme emotions…  I felt I was going to be able to paint murals for my living but realized that my location, bills, timing, were all working against me.  I had to make a choice to support myself and make myself not feel like I was going to be homeless everyday, or continue fighting for something that I wasn’t sure I could do for very long without any support.  After almost being homeless 3 times during this period I decided to go back to car sales.  

Today I sit in a car dealership and I bite my tongue about the leads and the traffic and opportunities and remain grateful I have a job. After a year of not painting I finally picked a model on instagram to paint and have been painting her on a 89in by 72 in Canvas.   I can only give 2 hours at a time to it.  And I haven’t lost any of my ability to paint.  I can’t commit to it like I did because that would mean going back down that rabbit hole

I fought so hard to get out of.  But I give what I can to it and then try to appease the other side of me by sustaining my lame but stable Car salesman position in a small dealership.  I say this because of my other sides I have ruined my opportunities in other dealerships by wanting more power, control, leads because of my previous experience and knowing I can do more and make more if I had those things. 

To the best of my knowledge its like having a revolving glass door of personality  strengths, and depending on the situation and what I am doing that side is more prominent and in control or acting and making decisions: 

One side of me is a salesman, a damn good salesman that thrives on Power and Control and financial gain.

Another side of me is the Artist that is Content with just being alone and Creative.  Getting lost in my work and not being social.  Still desiring the need to see people but not really wanting to be a part of a group.

The last side is the side of me that wants to do nothing but loathe on my self pity and depression, play video games to distract myself and not accomplish anything.  He can’t remember to do things.  Constantly distracted worthless in almost every way to the other two sides of me. I think collectively we all hate him even he hates him.  Which I have identified and am trying to change. 

No, I don’t black out when one side takes over.  So maybe its not Multiple Personalities.  Yes, I remember everything. All I know is that its confusing when I try to decide who I am and what I want to do for the rest of my life because its a constant tug of war.  When I am selling I want to be with people and spend money, find girls I want to succeed and have control.  When I am painting I want to be alone and lost in my art for ever not caring about anything else.  When I am not doing either of those and not on adderall, I want to play video games and be left alone dwelling on my life and what I lost.

By writing that I understand that I haven’t made much progress. But to be honest and for you to see the full spectrum of things I had to say it.  I take adderall because I hate being him.  I had been taking adderall before the wreck so those two personality conflicts were preexisting.   I remember calling him the other guy.  Or I would mention that the Other guy would leave adderall lying around the apartment in different places each time.  And while I am working on a painting and get stumped or frustrated with my thought process I would sigh and as I am exhaling I would be in plain view of an adderall that the other guy left for me.  Genius!  lol   

Anyways.  This is a detailed snippet of my last three years after my wreck.  Outside of hating myself the only other thing all three of me share, is the desire to want to find someone that understands me and to be with.  

I think we all want to get my story out now, and find a way to make it known.  Its inspiring for some reason. I don’t know why, but I do love when people feel inspired to do something they have been afraid to do. Or to take another shot at life.

Has my experience been for the better.  I don’t know it depends on who you ask of the three.  I did gain the ability to paint  and pick up styles of art I haven’t been exposed to over night.  

Why did I write this…..I figured it would help someone in their research, maybe it will lead to shedding some light on my situation, help me in some way.  IDK, but I find that every time I tell my story it helps with my anxiety.   

Thank you for reading.

Sorry if it was all over the place. My grammar is horrible and I haven’t really had a chance to sit down and proof this, so again…. I apologize.

-icantw84it

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[saturnsovereign]

All of the asks!!!

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify

is your room messy or clean? mostly clean

what color are your eyes? brown almost black

do you like your name? why? eh, its weird but pretty uncommon so i don’t usually have to worry about sharing it

what is your relationship status? taken

describe your personality in 3 words or less tired gay dork

what color hair do you have? black

what kind of car do you drive? color? Rav4, dark grey

where do you shop? target 

how would you describe your style? i get clothes on and try to at least look decent

favorite social media account tumblr and maybe snapchat

what size bed do you have? twin in dorms, queen at home

any siblings? 2

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? probs back in the bay area, i miss the business there

favorite snapchat filter? i like the flower crown and like those greek ones with like the shiny crowns and stuff

favorite makeup brand(s) none really

how many times a week do you shower? 5 times

favorite tv show? rn its probably Lucifer

shoe size? 7-7.5 depending on brand

how tall are you? 5′2″

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? haha no

describe your dream date a date where we don’t have to worry about anything after 

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? $240 but i plan on depositing 200 in the bank later

what color socks are you wearing? white

how many pillows do you sleep with? three

do you have a job? what do you do? volunteer guard instructor

how many friends do you have? i can count maybe like on 2 hands

whats the worst thing you have ever done? i hurt my gf

whats your favorite candle scent? i like cucumber melon from when we used to sell candles for a fundraiser in my elementary school

3 favorite boy names Fabian, Santiago, idk

3 favorite girl names Bella 😉, Noelle, idk

favorite actor? the only dude that comes to mind is Drew Seeley and even then he’s not my favorite

favorite actress? Katie McGrath

who is your celebrity crush? Katie McGrath

favorite movie? Beauty and the Beast, Treasure Planet, Lovestruck

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? not really anymore, 

money or brains? brains, then you can figure out how to handle money

do you have a nickname? what is it? Feliz Navidad

how many times have you been to the hospital? like once unless you count yearly appointments and stuff

top 10 favorite songs DJ Got Us Fallin in Love, The Nights, Say You Won’t Let Go, etc. 

do you take any medications daily? no

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) its a bit on both oily and dry in different places

what is your biggest fear? fear of abandonment

how many kids do you want? maybe 2

whats your go to hair style? half up half down

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) i mean i feel its big after living in an apartment for a while

who is your role model? dont have one tbh

what was the last compliment you received? this morning when my gf snapchatted me the usual ‘good morning beautiful’ snap

what was the last text you sent? “if you want to use additional sources you have to annotate them too 😒”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? i came from the philippines and they don’t really have a santa there when i was little so there wasn’t really a big reveal, just played along to get presents i guess

what is your dream car? a pick up

opinion on smoking? not for me

do you go to college? yeah

what is your dream job? i wanna be a billionaire from helping people somehow

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs, i’ve lived and am living in a somewhat rural area and i like being close to them cities

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? haha yeah i’m asian ofc

do you have freckles? no

do you smile for pictures? yeah or else i just look weird

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 3,000+

have you ever peed in the woods? i can’t remember the last time i popped and squated

do you still watch cartoons? yeah

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? McDonalds my dude

Favorite dipping sauce? depends on what i’m eating

what do you wear to bed? a shirt and either a pajama bottom or shorts

have you ever won a spelling bee? no

what are your hobbies? calligraphy, drumming, (knitting)

can you draw? to an extent

do you play an instrument? drums

what was the last concert you saw? none really

tea or coffee? coffee

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? starbucks

do you want to get married? yes

what is your crush’s first and last initial? ahaha BJ

are you going to change your last name when you get married? maybe get it hyphenated

what color looks best on you? dark colors for me and maybe some white thrown in there

do you miss anyone right now? yeah

do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed

do you believe in ghosts? eh, yes and no

what is your biggest pet peeve? idk

last person you called`  my brother bc we were trying to figure out where he went in target

favorite ice cream flavor? rocky road

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow

what shirt are you wearing? class of 2017 shirt

what is your phone background? pic of my two best friends and me during my graduation

are you outgoing or shy? shy

do you like it when people play with your hair? only like one person

do you like your neighbors? i dont know them tbh

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? morning and when i take a shower

have you ever been high? no

have you ever been drunk? nope but im curious

last thing you ate? burrito bowl

favorite lyrics right now none come to mind

summer or winter? winter

day or night? night

dark, milk, or white chocolate? all?

favorite month? don’t have one

what is your zodiac sign capricorn

who was the last person you cried in front of? i was crying in front of my gf bc i saw a video of a cat that was too cute last night.

Other ask bc i didn’t know which one you were referring to but imma do it anyway

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? yeah2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? yeah3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? a while ago4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? i do it bc i like awkward5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? idk6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? i havent listened to anything today7. What exactly are you wearing right now? sweatshirt, shirt, pants8. How often do you listen to music? sometimes everyday, depends on my mood9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? …yeah?11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? im antisocial12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? no13. What about ‘R’? no14. Can you drive a stick shift? nope15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? a bit 16. Are you going out of town soon? if you mean back home by friday yeah17. When was the last time you cried? see previous ask18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? yes19. If you could change your eye color, would you? idk i feel like any other eye color would just look weird on me20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? no21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. i have to keep writing my papers22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? when my girl does it yeah23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no24. What are you sitting on right now? my bed25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? yeah26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yeah27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? my gf28. Do you get a lot of colds? i get the occasional cold29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? last year?30. Does anyone hate you? idk maybe31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? no32. Do you like watching scary movies? no33. Do you want your tongue pierced? no34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? idk they’ve been pretty important to my character so35. Did you have a dream last night? i dont remember it but yeah i think so36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? a few hours ago, i texted my gf37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? idk, we’d still be in college38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? i mean i hope she does39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? idk40. Did you have a good day yesterday? …eh41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? yeah42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? yeah43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yeah44. What’s the best part about school? friends and some sense of purpose45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? haha yeah47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? oh boy do i48. Were you single over the last summer? no49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? no, its changed drastically tbh50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? sleeping51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no52. Are you nice to everyone? most of time i hope53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? ha yeah54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? well yeah55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? …56. Do you think you like someone? i mean yeah my gf57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? oh haha yeah58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? girls59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yeah over a movie60. Do you hate anyone? myself61. How’s your heart? its beating62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? what happened last year before school started63. Have you ever cried over a guy? yeah64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? idk65. Are your toenails painted pink? nope66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? i don’t think so?67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? what?68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? they weren’t pants but it was a kilt69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? see above?70. How do you look right now? tired71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? yeah72. Can you commit to one person? yeah73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? no74. Have you ever felt replaced? oh yeah75. Did you wake up cranky? haha maybe bc i didn’t wanna get out of bed and face the world76. Are you a jealous person? :/77. Are relationships ever worth it? you gotta make them worth it78. Anyone you’re giving up on? i don’t think so?79. Currently wanting to see anyone? i can see people outside my window80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? college81. Last person you cried in front of? see above82. Is there someone you will never forget? my gf83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? i think so?84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? cuddling85. Are you over your past? never have been probably never will86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? well yeah87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? oh boy lord you wouldn’t want that88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? define first true love? if its my gf i’d accept her empty handed89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? yeah90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? uh they eventually disliked her after i stopped liking her91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? hopefully92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? thats weird cuz no XD93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? nope94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? yeah, it was going95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? yeah96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? the last person i texted other than my group chat is my gf and yeah i definitely find her attractive97. Who do you have texts from? my friends and family?98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? cool99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? thats weird… no XD100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? tigger101. Ever kissed under fireworks? no actually102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yeah

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[pupperking]

All of them. Suffer.

Unusual AsksSpotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Pandora and SoundCloud I fuckin hate Spotify is your room messy or clean?atm messy but I usually keep it really clean I've just been bustwhat color are your eyes?hazeldo you like your name? why?I didnt really for awhile but ive like, come to terms with it and it has cool nicknames I can go by so its alrightwhat is your relationship status? sufferdescribe your personality in 3 words or lessovervearing, tired, loudwhat color hair do you have?naturally its brown but its dyed maroonish right nowwhat kind of car do you drive? color?2001 2-door Ford Ranger, its maroon but my dad spray painted the hood black so I get to live with thatwhere do you shop?just like the mall in general i dont really go specific places I just explorehow would you describe your style? comfortable but not trashy "im wearing my pajamas in public" u knofavorite social media accountmy tumblr bc its got some cool peoplewhat size bed do you have?fullany siblings?I have a brother who's 13 years older than meif you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?On a several acre farm with good weather bc I could grow lots of plants and have so many dogsfavorite snapchat filter? I really like the one with the starsfavorite makeup brand(s)I dont wear makeuphow many times a week do you shower?everyday cause Im not nasteyfavorite tv show?just started watching shameless so thatshoe size?10 1/2 or 11 in womenshow tall are you?5'8"sandals or sneakers? barefootdo you go to the gym? nopedescribe your dream datea naphow much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?zero dollars and zero centswhat color socks are you wearing? grey and purplehow many pillows do you sleep with?one or twodo you have a job? what do you do? i fuckin wishhow many friends do you have? idk I'm pretty friendly with most people I have like 5 really close friends thowhats the worst thing you have ever done? felonys I guesswhats your favorite candle scent? theres this fabled yankee candle ive yet to find called music room and thats my fav even though Ive not smelled it3 favorite boy namescasey, Aleksandr, Marcus3 favorite girl namesQuinn, Larissa, Olivefavorite actor? Johnny Depp bc he's attractive thats my only reasonfavorite actress? th chick who played Junkwho is your celebrity crush?dont really have onefavorite movie? Little Miss Sunshinedo you read a lot? whats your favorite book? YeS, the Perks of Being a Wallflowermoney or brains? brains they can get money if they have thatdo you have a nickname? what is it? Randi or Mira, or my moms favorite, Miranda the Pandahow many times have you been to the hospital?in the past year alone 3 timetop 10 favorite songsthis is such a hard question here we gothis trap remix i found of pure immagination, Thom, you suck charlie, distance, strawberry, big bird, GBD Out, caroline, again, and this one song by message to bearsdo you take any medications daily? yea for my allergieswhat is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)somewhere in the middlewhat is your biggest fear? the dark, but really whats in the dark, how many kids do you want? zero kids are disgustingwhats your go to hair style?just leaving it downwhat type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium sized i guesswho is your role model? dont have onewhat was the last compliment you received?someone told me they liked my earings a couple days agowhat was the last text you sent?it was a game request for 8 ball poolhow old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?like 6what is your dream car? a cool ass mustangeopinion on smoking?dontdo you go to college? ive taken college classes but Im not in college, still doin high schoolwhat is your dream job? a profesional musicianwould you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? ruraldo you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? nodo you have freckles? on my shouldersdo you smile for pictures?depends, sometimes i do, sometimes i make faceshow many pictures do you have on your phone? i didnt realise until you made me look but i have 642 and thats a lothave you ever peed in the woods? ye on a fishin trip as a kiddodo you still watch cartoons? yupdo you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?mcdsFavorite dipping sauce? i dontwhat do you wear to bed? a really big tshirt, sometimes long pants if its coldhave you ever won a spelling bee?nopewhat are your hobbies?plants and musiccan you draw? not really but i like todo you play an instrument?yes 5 i love band and music aHwhat was the last concert you saw? i saw someone perform at usf dont remember muchtea or coffee?coffeeStarbucks or Dunkin Donuts?dunkin im a loyal customerdo you want to get married?maybe but probably notwhat is your crush’s first and last initial?cw like the channellare you going to change your last name when you get married? who knowswhat color looks best on you? red used to before i died my hair now it clashes and i have trouble dressing myselfdo you miss anyone right now? yeedo you sleep with your door open or closed?closeddo you believe in ghosts?yupwhat is your biggest pet peeve? people who interject with stupid shitlast person you called`Ms Faith Bakerfavorite ice cream flavor? cookies and creamregular oreos or golden oreos? regular last week i ate threepacks by myself help mechocolate or rainbow sprinkles? no ewhat shirt are you wearing? a very old linkin park shirtwhat is your phone background?plantsare you outgoing or shy?both? depends on hmthe peopledo you like it when people play with your hair?yupdo you like your neighbors? the guy to our left is an old misoginistic racist white dude and i cant wait for him to die but the lady to my right came here from columbia and i love her shes a giftdo you wash your face? at night? in the morning?in mornin yeahave you ever been high? yehave you ever been drunk? yelast thing you ate? icecream & brownies togetherfavorite lyrics right now" And I know rhis wont last forever, but goddamn it feels like forever since we've been together, 'til we'll be together again"summer or winter? bothday or night? night but only if im insidedark, milk, or white chocolate? dark and milk fuck white chocolate nastiesr shitfavorite month? octoberwhat is your zodiac signtauruswho was the last person you cried in front of? my mom

[heyskoob-blog]

Daily Routine + New Hobbies (:

7:00- my room is in a onsuite next to my grandpas kitchen/living room. I always set my alarm for 7:15 but I some how always wake up to the sound of a boiling water kettle whistling. I put on my moccasin slippers and my big flannel so my boobies don't show, then I go out to the kitchen and make some oatmeal and my grandpa pours us both green tea. Then I help him with the crossword puzzle and the rule is I can't get ready till it's done. I then go to the bathroom, brush my gapped teeth, brush my hair, put my contacts in, then find a nice outfit because you can't dress lazy at my new school or you'll be judged. I'd love to just wear sweatpants and sweatshirt to be warm but nope you can't. ): So I find a decent outfit and make sure I'm presentable 7:00- then I go to austins room and watch sponge bob till he's ready. We then grab our skateboards and attach them to our book bags, we walk Mackenzie to the bus and then we can ride our boards, we go to a gas station next to my school where we hide them in the bushes because we can't have them on school property. Then we wait for our friends to get there and put their boards in the same spot, we then walk to school together and wait in the cafeteria for 1st period to start. They serve milk and cereal cups for the kids who dont get breakfast but there's always extra so I get one sometimes 😏 7:35/1st period- Language arts, my teacher here drags her s's on and talks super quiet and soft and we just read books. It's so boring and hard to stay awake, good thing is there's never any homework or tests just book questions. 2nd Period- Algebra, my teachers super enthusiastic and sometimes makes us homemade bagels. He wakes me up pretty good, he's like in charge of the county fair it's so cool 😂, I'm doing good in his class cause it's so hands on 3rd Period- Chemistry, its super hard and my teacher is weird as fuck. She's like so quiet and always cutting her toe nails or rubbing them under the desk super kinky-like. It's so weird but whatever. She's got so many piercings too, we think she's a secret porn star. She's really good at teaching 1 on 1 though, that's the only way I'm passing. 4th period- business, we just sit in a dark room on computers and make presentations on weird topics such as 'spiral Mac and cheese or original?' then present them and try to convince the class to vote for your opinion. It's weird the teachers sick I think cause she's always absent and her works so easy. 5th Period- lunch!! Here I just eat whatever Tracy packed for food and talk to all my new friends which are kinda lame but I can deal with it. 6th/7th Period- SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY!! I love this class so much we're learning about the brain rightnow and I've learned so much, I love how weird my teacher is, his rooms got buddhas all over and he plays rock music and shit and then he gets in front of the class and even though he's the goofiest guy he's literally the smartest dude ever and you'll learn so much. We're like best friends he always lets me make tea in his room. Also I love green tea now? Just plain. Isn't that weird?? I love it idk why 8th Period- this is the Period I go to photography. It's sooo fun I get to buy a nice camera soon for the class we go around the school or outside EVERYDAY to take pictures for a portfolio due at the end of the year. My teachers awesome, he eats mustard toast. 9th Period- Government/Economics, in this class we learn so much and I'm always focused. I love learning about the government and world problems rather than things from the past. 10th Period- study hall, I love having study hall at the end of the day and luckily I have no friends in this class which actually makes it good for focusing and studying. 2:35- school is finally over, I go to my locker put on my jacket, yes a jacket! I wear jackets now instead of being a cool no jacket guy!!! (; then I grab my book bag and wait outside for my friends and Austin, we all walk to the gas station and buy a big container of hummus and a huge back or black corn tortilla chips. And ofcourse Arnold Palmer tea, it's only like 2 bucks a day when we split the price. Then we grab our boards and ride to this area under a bridge where no one is and where we eat lots of hummus my new favorite food, and drink tea, and they teach me how to skate, I'm already so good at it. At first I needed a helmet but guess what? NOT ANYMORE!!!!! :-) oh and when it's raining my gym teacher who's my neighbor, gives us a ride to school or home from school. 3:00-3:30- we go home and Tracy makes dinner and we all eat and then I take a nap lasting 1-2 hours then I do homework then I play Xbox with Austin, then I study some more then nap another 2 hours then I wake up arounddddd 9:30- I wake up and draw a little, or I go downstairs and work out most of the time but I draw either before or after. Then I go to my room play music on my record player, turn the lights off except for my salt rock and essential oil diffuser which have lavender so I get sleepy (not really) then I sit in my bean bag chair and read this book I've been trying so hard to finish. Idk if anyone reading this would know the name of it, I think it's called 'Eleanor and Park'? Yes it is. See it's so hard to read to myself cause I read a page then can't even remember what it said so I'm trying to teach myself to read slow and comprehend each word. Sometimes it takes me 10 minutes on a page rereading it till I get it. I've also been thinking, I love the name Eleanor, or even park. I just wouldn't want both my kids to be named after the book, but maybe one. They're growing on me I guess. (: 10:00-10:15- I get into bed and get super comfortable, I listen to soft SoundCloud music that usually puts me to sleep thinking happy thoughts, but when a few songs play that I have so much meaning to me, it will keep me up for a little just to think, not to be sad but just to think. I always put it on shuffle so I don't know if they'll play or not. But when they do it's like I can hear a voice repeating in my head singing me the same lyrics. Slowly getting quieter and quieter and then fading away. I loved when you'd sing to me, and a few times not many but a few you fell so deeply asleep, and your voice just drifted away. It was so relaxing and made my heart do a little dance! 12:00- I'm physically asleep by now, but mentally I'm still thinking. I'm always thinking I swear. All day, I just have random thoughts. I guess I'd say my mind is pretty active, even when my body is at rest. I've been dreaming so much, I wake up shaking or sweating or with my hands on my face, and I think about the dream and then I fall back asleep, and when I wake up I try to remember but guess what? My dream is gone. Maybe one day my dream will return, one day when I wake up with my dream still there.

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