#idk maybe im just weird

[probablybraindead]

shout out to the awkward ppl who really want the types or friendships that r like physical touch free and they like kiss their friends and give their friends hugs and lay across eachother and fall asleep on eachothers shoulders and generally cuddle and snuggle up to eachother in a completely platonic way but r stuck with their awkwardness and arent used to it and people thus dont think they want that and its hard to break that barrier. also u dont know when is the right level of friendship to do that stuff with. its hard out here😭

#i just look at boygenius like #damn i want that level of friendship #but how does that even start to break into that #like im too touch starved to not be awkard #i never had that bro #i want that #but how #awkward people #awkward #introverted #do i even have enough friends for that #friends #idk maybe im just weird

[kipkiphoorayy]

"sorry my blog is lame i just ramble and reblog a bunch of stuff" shut up i love scrolling through my faves pages each morning like the morning paper bc they always reblog the best things. have the best obscure brainworms. jolly good show.

#maybe one day ill work up the courage to bother my faves off anon #like uhhh mister sir ma'am creature of the tumblr trenches #i am such a big fan of your page #the 27 things you reblogged at three am last night were magnificent #your pages worth of explaining that niche headcanon? beautiful #idk maybe im just weird #tumblr #tumblr stuff #hellsite #kip yaps #text post

[i-may-be-an-emu]

Is it just me or do other nd people have these weird-as things where we absaloutly NEED The Thing to Only Be Used For That One Thing, but then with other stuff thats just as weird is fine?

Like I HATE drinking water from a mug. Its just wrong and disgusting and it confuses me and I CANT DO IT. I thought maybe I could before and tried it and had to force myself to swallow the water. There was nothing wrong with the water, just the cup. In my mind, only chocolate milk, hot chocolate, coffee or tea goes in a mug. But then, i can fill a bowl with water and drink it and be like "this is normal" and fill a cup up with (dry) cornflakes (dry) oats or licorice and eat it from a cup and go "yep, normal."

Im still undiagnosed (dont hate on me pls im trying to be diagnosed but its hard) and idk what this sort of thing is a symptom of.

#Me and my weird ramblings #Autism #Adhd #OCD #Idk maybe im just weird #What is this?? #Is it autism or adhd or OCD pls tell me AAAAHH #Pls dont be mean

[human-leather-hat-appreciator]

What witchy business are you up to currently

So specifically witchy, this weekend my friend was making a project for his mom's birthday of slides of like what flower would she be if she was a flower and then it was a bunch of pics of him and his brother with various flowers from the local botanical garden, and he showed me one pic and was like we couldn't figure out what this one was and I was able to name it right away and so I felt cool. I am the local flower knower. but yeah, other than that in a nonwitchy experience, my boyfriend bought me a new steam game that's really fun that I've been playing. It's called Necesse and its kinda like a mix between minecraft and rimworld if you know that game

#ask #also im really glad you asked this #like i know its just a small part of your day but like #theres something nice about just chatting with people on tumblr #it really makes the emphasis that there are real people inside the computer #idk maybe im just weird #but thank you!

[skeletonin666]

today is kinda a break day in a way, today im not going to eat and just consume all of my calories in drinks ive been wanting that are low enough calorie to fit in my budget :) its gonna be nice, im even going to hopefully go on a walk if its not too cold and then i can have something nice and warm :)

#tw ed #idk i feel happy doing this like i get the drinks ive wanted :) #ik its bad to use your calories on drinks but it makes me so happy :) #cuz like idk it feels like drink calories arent real calories ykwim? #idk maybe im just weird #i feel bad for doing this sometimes...when people who matter to me dont want me to...but i just cant stop #and i need to make others happy and myself happy by losing weight #i at least wanna lose 40 pounds but hopefully more...idfk #im sorry for being like this #ik that what im doing isnt good but its not like i can stop #this is a disorder that ive had for a while and is never gonna go away most likely so why do i even try to recover

[francy-sketches]

cringe ass family ❤

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #tywin lannister #joanna lannister #cersei lannister #jaime lannister #tyrion lannister #joffrey baratheon #myrcella baratheon #tommen baratheon #2 many of them......8 whole guys... #one day I'll draw a proper family portrait but for now all you get is floating heads. at least this time they have shoulders #um tywin looks weird idk whats wrong with him. like physically i mean. think i made his eyes too big #ive decided to give all of them slay earrings ❤ except i couldnt figure out what 2 give tommen so he doesnt have them 😔 #he does have his ears pierced tho ☝ maybe he like just got it done bc hes a baby #im aware thats not how that hat works btw ik the hair's not supposed 2 be out. idgaf #my art

[senespera4]

So like

I'm not the only one that feels a weird sense of dread during the last few weeks of college that isn't just related to exams right

#sene's brainrot corner #idk maybe im just weird #or maybe its the really useless vacation my parents have planned #why cant i just take a research trip to Rochester for a book im not gonna write for a couple years for the entire month like gosh

[cuosiscrazy]

I did this after side order but I was inactive so… here ya go now 💥

#PLEASE GOD DONT MAKE IT WEIRD I JUST LOVE MAKING FOUR SUFFER THROUGH THE SILLY #Cuos draws #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon fanart #splat3 #agent 4 #side order #splatoon 3 side order #Splatoon 3 side order spoilers #?? #maybe idk #parallel canon #agent 4 splatoon #agent 4 splatoon fanart #Splatoon art #spoon #spoon 3 #That’s what we called it… ahem… back in my day<> #LMAO I HATE EVERYTHING #coming back 2 my account in a burst of insanity lmao #I AM FUCKING CRAZY. I AM A DANGER TO MYSELF AND OTHERS. THIS IS NOT A JOKE. #why am I so hi energy #High? #uhm. Yeah. IM DONE TAGGING.

[candyje11yfish]

wip of taking back what trigger stole from us

#mari's art #wip #animation #list of things i hv to fix for me later #senshis weird hand😍 #just make it smoother like idk #this is 7 fps... maybe higher #lip sync properly to the nonexistent audio #ik someone beat me to animating this but im finishing my version anywayz #i need to practice animating more😇😇 #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #marcille donato #laios touden #senshi of izganda #edit ok i made it wat better and now its 10fps👍 #i maayyy colour who know #edit lowkey i give up on this sorry :(

[mintaikcorpse]

You can tell Angel has daddy issues because he is currently crushing on a depressed drunk 70 year old man

#usually im not a fan of age difference ships but Angel is 31 so he's not dumb and him and Husk are around the same age #like say Husk died in 1975 that means that in their life Husk is only 7 years older than him #hot take but idk if i ship cherrisnake bcuz Cherri is like 22 while Pent is around 40 #idk just feels weird #maybe he's younger in the official series but until anything is said im going with what Fautisse said #hazbin hotel #huskerdust #angel dust #hazbin hotel angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #husk #husk hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel husk #casinohearts

[lune-redd]

screw it, bored, lemme see y'all's takes on beam

#ppg #powerpuff girls #the powerpuff girls #ppg beam #draw this in your style #@ing me on a separate post would be preferable #or maybe sending an ask idk #feels kinda weird asking for fanart tho #makes me feel pretentious yknow #im just doin this cuz im bored

[aulerean]

#ok maybe Im not over it lol #me when I experience Rage #anyway have weird abstract wolf #this was meant to be more abstract but idk i just scribbled #anywAY #wolf #illustration #artistsontumblr #art #digital art #hare #hare art #wolf art #canine art #my art #artist #artists on tumblr #wolves #scribble #sketchbook #doodle #doodling #ignore the anatomy its about the shApe baby #enjoy my cringe vent art #omg its just like being 13 on deviantart #but also #yeah it works im chillin now #tw blood #tw blo0d #uhh so I tagged both because tumblr auto suggested the censored version? don’t want ppl to get caught out so uhh yea it’s cartoon but yea

[nandorsrelentless]

there seems to be far too many fans who can't seem to wrap their head around the fact that no relationship in the Vampire Chronicles is healthy. every relationship includes an element of abuse/power imbalance by normal standards. literally every single one.

they are all monsters who are no longer constrained by societal rules. so I don't think it's too crazy to expect them to do mosntorus things. the genre is Gothic HORROR. the show really prioritizes the HORROR element more so than other adaptaions, which i love.

i don't need louis to be a liar to enjoy lestat. if louis lied or misremebered things about the fight in episode 5, i literally do not care because it's never gonna make me hate louis. the baseline of what constitutes "evil" or "bad" is so different in iwtv because of the fact that they are NOT HUMAN. Claudia is literally a serial killer and she's still mother to me. ykwim?

the nature of vampirism is they have to kill to survive. so it would be really cool if people could accept louis, armand, and claudia as complex characters who are fundamentally not good people (because they aren't people!) without being racist about it. THEY ARE ALL KILLERS

im more interested in this exploration of the complexities of memory and seeing how the show integrates the other books into this story in a way that hasn't been done before than I am in discoursing about whether louis is a liar or not. who gives a shit???? grow up and realize that there are no good guys here and that's OKAY

#iwtv #tvc #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #I pretty much cleansed all my feeds so i dont actually see much racism more so than i see people talking about it #just some random thoughts i guess in the wake of the new trailer just because i know things are gonna get weird #it would be nice if audiences could be trusted with complex and morally grey characters of color but idk #but i also think the fact that there are racists is not a reason to NOT make poc characters who are complex #same goes for the people who will interpret the portrayal of a morally grey poc character AS racist #there are certain tropes i think that are always going to have racist implications ofc and im not trying to discount that #but lets all be real here and realize that revisiting ep 5 to add more layers to it is NOT going to exonerate lestat by any means #add more complexity and layers and possibly show that louis was not AS helpless as he showed himself to be? maybe #but they are not going to exonerate the white character to make the black character look evil #idk if any of this made sense im just stream of consciousness rambling

[tomboyyyaoi]

#i need to draw a post trimax vamery every so often so i dont explode #i was trying smth new here excuse that its a bit weird #ok so allow me to ramble in tags a bit #imdesperate to push my art in a different direction im getting really sick of how it looks and feels at the moment #im so so so thankful for everyones support but i feel if i cant make art i like then im going to struggle making it #so i want to make art i love looking at and making #so expect either a bit more inactivity on the art front maybe. or maybe the opposite if all goes well idk #coz im just not having fun making what im making rn #anyway lol vamery #trigun #vashmeryl #trigun maximum #meryl stryfe #vash the stampede #my silly art #id in alt text

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[stiffyck]

I think I already talked about this and I've seen others mention it but it's been on my mind again:

Is it weird that grian is usually drawn looking like a teenager or just a kid in general while the others look like adults

#stiff talk #ive been thinking about this #and it so fucking weird #ill see art that look absolutely beautiful and then grian just? looks like a literal child? while all the others look like adults???? #so its not an issue of style or whatever #idk i find it really weird #what is it aboht grian that makes people physically unable to draw him as an adult- /silly #i could also talk about the fact that grian. the one whos shown as a kid and who has a pretty high voice. is the one whos usually portrayed- #-as transmasc #which dont get me wrong i like trans grian #but it kinda feels like? why is grian the only one who youre able to hc as trans???? #idk #maybe im just being too bitchy aboht this but its been kinda bothering me DJCJDKFK