#Idk maybe im just weird

[probablybraindead]

shout out to the awkward ppl who really want the types or friendships that r like physical touch free and they like kiss their friends and give their friends hugs and lay across eachother and fall asleep on eachothers shoulders and generally cuddle and snuggle up to eachother in a completely platonic way but r stuck with their awkwardness and arent used to it and people thus dont think they want that and its hard to break that barrier. also u dont know when is the right level of friendship to do that stuff with. its hard out here😭

#i just look at boygenius like #damn i want that level of friendship #but how does that even start to break into that #like im too touch starved to not be awkard #i never had that bro #i want that #but how #awkward people #awkward #introverted #do i even have enough friends for that #friends #idk maybe im just weird

[kipkiphoorayy]

"sorry my blog is lame i just ramble and reblog a bunch of stuff" shut up i love scrolling through my faves pages each morning like the morning paper bc they always reblog the best things. have the best obscure brainworms. jolly good show.

#maybe one day ill work up the courage to bother my faves off anon #like uhhh mister sir ma'am creature of the tumblr trenches #i am such a big fan of your page #the 27 things you reblogged at three am last night were magnificent #your pages worth of explaining that niche headcanon? beautiful #idk maybe im just weird #tumblr #tumblr stuff #hellsite #kip yaps #text post

[i-may-be-an-emu]

Is it just me or do other nd people have these weird-as things where we absaloutly NEED The Thing to Only Be Used For That One Thing, but then with other stuff thats just as weird is fine?

Like I HATE drinking water from a mug. Its just wrong and disgusting and it confuses me and I CANT DO IT. I thought maybe I could before and tried it and had to force myself to swallow the water. There was nothing wrong with the water, just the cup. In my mind, only chocolate milk, hot chocolate, coffee or tea goes in a mug. But then, i can fill a bowl with water and drink it and be like "this is normal" and fill a cup up with (dry) cornflakes (dry) oats or licorice and eat it from a cup and go "yep, normal."

Im still undiagnosed (dont hate on me pls im trying to be diagnosed but its hard) and idk what this sort of thing is a symptom of.

#Me and my weird ramblings #Autism #Adhd #OCD #Idk maybe im just weird #What is this?? #Is it autism or adhd or OCD pls tell me AAAAHH #Pls dont be mean

[skeletonin666]

today is kinda a break day in a way, today im not going to eat and just consume all of my calories in drinks ive been wanting that are low enough calorie to fit in my budget :) its gonna be nice, im even going to hopefully go on a walk if its not too cold and then i can have something nice and warm :)

#tw ed #idk i feel happy doing this like i get the drinks ive wanted :) #ik its bad to use your calories on drinks but it makes me so happy :) #cuz like idk it feels like drink calories arent real calories ykwim? #idk maybe im just weird #i feel bad for doing this sometimes...when people who matter to me dont want me to...but i just cant stop #and i need to make others happy and myself happy by losing weight #i at least wanna lose 40 pounds but hopefully more...idfk #im sorry for being like this #ik that what im doing isnt good but its not like i can stop #this is a disorder that ive had for a while and is never gonna go away most likely so why do i even try to recover

[francy-sketches]

cringe ass family ❤

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #tywin lannister #joanna lannister #cersei lannister #jaime lannister #tyrion lannister #joffrey baratheon #myrcella baratheon #tommen baratheon #2 many of them......8 whole guys... #one day I'll draw a proper family portrait but for now all you get is floating heads. at least this time they have shoulders #um tywin looks weird idk whats wrong with him. like physically i mean. think i made his eyes too big #ive decided to give all of them slay earrings ❤ except i couldnt figure out what 2 give tommen so he doesnt have them 😔 #he does have his ears pierced tho ☝ maybe he like just got it done bc hes a baby #im aware thats not how that hat works btw ik the hair's not supposed 2 be out. idgaf #my art

[senespera4]

So like

I'm not the only one that feels a weird sense of dread during the last few weeks of college that isn't just related to exams right

#sene's brainrot corner #idk maybe im just weird #or maybe its the really useless vacation my parents have planned #why cant i just take a research trip to Rochester for a book im not gonna write for a couple years for the entire month like gosh

[hinamie]

atla!au designs part 3 !! one of these things is uh. not like the others

first year trio gojo/choso/nanami

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk atla!au #geto suguru #yuta okkotsu #mahito #lmhs #atla!au: design #squints at mahito i think i might b trying a bit too hard fr preliminary designs....... #they keep getting progressively more detailed OOPS #atla!au: art #i feel like no one will complain tho so ! anywayyyyy #thank u hisuian zoroark fr ur weird hair n bad posture. stole that 2 put on this freak n gave him some soul orb hair ties #idk if his design adheres very faithfully to anything that can be considered atla canon....but i like it so much ok sue me #i would unironically like mahito more if he looked like this #let him lean more Monster.......pl..pls....... #dont dig too deep into that statement . anyway. #this whole page is full of chars i just Never draw but i dont have a least favourite here ???? all of them look rly good imo?? #waterbender garb suits geto's design so well he gave me No trouble #yuuta on th other hand i was Concerned for on account of th aforementioned Orange on a very monochrome char in jjk canon #but i think i made it work? he looks great in th tattoos also?????? #maybe th rumors r true and im good at what i do GHFGHGHL #(oh ya after mahito i didnt want to draw Another monster-spirit so i omitted rika but she exists. probably looks similar 2 canon also!) #(sighs ill deal w her later. priorities !!!!)

[clownblood]

#gif #furry #digital #animation #old gif of the only animation ive tried to make on procreate. maybe i will try to finish it #lmao idk ive been feeling like such an animal lately. weird instincts and desires #wish more ppl knew its ok to invade my personal space(nonexistant) and treat me like their dog. i am everyones dog! #theres something wrong with me maybe #im a Little stoned i hope i dont regret posting this. i think its a cute gif tho rough n i coulda cleaned it up. contents just embarassing

[cuosiscrazy]

I did this after side order but I was inactive so… here ya go now 💥

#PLEASE GOD DONT MAKE IT WEIRD I JUST LOVE MAKING FOUR SUFFER THROUGH THE SILLY #Cuos draws #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon fanart #splat3 #agent 4 #side order #splatoon 3 side order #Splatoon 3 side order spoilers #?? #maybe idk #parallel canon #agent 4 splatoon #agent 4 splatoon fanart #Splatoon art #spoon #spoon 3 #That’s what we called it… ahem… back in my day<> #LMAO I HATE EVERYTHING #coming back 2 my account in a burst of insanity lmao #I AM FUCKING CRAZY. I AM A DANGER TO MYSELF AND OTHERS. THIS IS NOT A JOKE. #why am I so hi energy #High? #uhm. Yeah. IM DONE TAGGING.

[frostedpuffs]

does anyone else ever feel like they never Fit In fandom spaces like. sure i create stuff SOMETIMES but i feel like such an outsider in the fandom and idk why asdkfsakdf

#this might be because i dont really create stuff much #i just kind of hop in eveyr now and then and post #mayb if i actually wrote more fics and drew more art i'd feel more...involved...idk #LOL idk #i want to have more friends in the ml fandom but i am just. so so bad at talking to people #and i am not in any discord servers besides the one i made myself #mostly bc i dont know where to find them #also bc im afraid ppl just think I'm weird or annoying or off-putting sjfsjdfs #it's the tism #text post

[candyje11yfish]

wip of taking back what trigger stole from us

#mari's art #wip #animation #list of things i hv to fix for me later #senshis weird hand😍 #just make it smoother like idk #this is 7 fps... maybe higher #lip sync properly to the nonexistent audio #ik someone beat me to animating this but im finishing my version anywayz #i need to practice animating more😇😇 #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #marcille donato #laios touden #senshi of izganda #edit ok i made it wat better and now its 10fps👍 #i maayyy colour who know #edit lowkey i give up on this sorry :(

[mintaikcorpse]

You can tell Angel has daddy issues because he is currently crushing on a depressed drunk 70 year old man

#usually im not a fan of age difference ships but Angel is 31 so he's not dumb and him and Husk are around the same age #like say Husk died in 1975 that means that in their life Husk is only 7 years older than him #hot take but idk if i ship cherrisnake bcuz Cherri is like 22 while Pent is around 40 #idk just feels weird #maybe he's younger in the official series but until anything is said im going with what Fautisse said #hazbin hotel #huskerdust #angel dust #hazbin hotel angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #husk #husk hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel husk #casinohearts

[lune-redd]

screw it, bored, lemme see y'all's takes on beam

#ppg #powerpuff girls #the powerpuff girls #ppg beam #draw this in your style #@ing me on a separate post would be preferable #or maybe sending an ask idk #feels kinda weird asking for fanart tho #makes me feel pretentious yknow #im just doin this cuz im bored

[aulerean]

#ok maybe Im not over it lol #me when I experience Rage #anyway have weird abstract wolf #this was meant to be more abstract but idk i just scribbled #anywAY #wolf #illustration #artistsontumblr #art #digital art #hare #hare art #wolf art #canine art #my art #artist #artists on tumblr #wolves #scribble #sketchbook #doodle #doodling #ignore the anatomy its about the shApe baby #enjoy my cringe vent art #omg its just like being 13 on deviantart #but also #yeah it works im chillin now #tw blood #tw blo0d #uhh so I tagged both because tumblr auto suggested the censored version? don’t want ppl to get caught out so uhh yea it’s cartoon but yea

[myokk]

Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇

#im literally OBSESSED with Eloise😩 #and this AU😇🙏 #they are maybe late 20s/early 30s here I wanted to experiment a bit #anyways I was reading A Little Life at the beach today #and ngl I was tearing up literally ALL the time!!! 😤😤😤 #it’s just so beautifully written & I find myself relating so heavily and I get gut punches every few pages where I need to stop reading #and just process it #idk maybe I am sentimental today LOL #It’s just…it’s making me think about the fact that I’ve never really Belonged in any one place and neither have the characters #my mom is the product of Bulgarian/swedish immigrants to the US and my dad is a Spanish pueblo man 😂 #and their experiences/culture/languages etc etc have shaped my life soooooooo much🙏 #but like at the same time. too reserved to truly fit in with the Spanish but too open/blunt for the midwest #idk it is weird to explain #anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏 #thank you for coming to my free Therapy Session in the hashtags (bc nobody reads these😂😂😂😂) #also if you did & you also read a little life please🙏 or if you want to talk about books in general🙏🙏 #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #eloise #oh also this is a recreation of a Porco Rosso scene😇😇🙏🙏 #but I changed the colors a LOT & also a bit more when I sketched it up

[nandorsrelentless]

there seems to be far too many fans who can't seem to wrap their head around the fact that no relationship in the Vampire Chronicles is healthy. every relationship includes an element of abuse/power imbalance by normal standards. literally every single one.

they are all monsters who are no longer constrained by societal rules. so I don't think it's too crazy to expect them to do mosntorus things. the genre is Gothic HORROR. the show really prioritizes the HORROR element more so than other adaptaions, which i love.

i don't need louis to be a liar to enjoy lestat. if louis lied or misremebered things about the fight in episode 5, i literally do not care because it's never gonna make me hate louis. the baseline of what constitutes "evil" or "bad" is so different in iwtv because of the fact that they are NOT HUMAN. Claudia is literally a serial killer and she's still mother to me. ykwim?

the nature of vampirism is they have to kill to survive. so it would be really cool if people could accept louis, armand, and claudia as complex characters who are fundamentally not good people (because they aren't people!) without being racist about it. THEY ARE ALL KILLERS

im more interested in this exploration of the complexities of memory and seeing how the show integrates the other books into this story in a way that hasn't been done before than I am in discoursing about whether louis is a liar or not. who gives a shit???? grow up and realize that there are no good guys here and that's OKAY

#iwtv #tvc #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #I pretty much cleansed all my feeds so i dont actually see much racism more so than i see people talking about it #just some random thoughts i guess in the wake of the new trailer just because i know things are gonna get weird #it would be nice if audiences could be trusted with complex and morally grey characters of color but idk #but i also think the fact that there are racists is not a reason to NOT make poc characters who are complex #same goes for the people who will interpret the portrayal of a morally grey poc character AS racist #there are certain tropes i think that are always going to have racist implications ofc and im not trying to discount that #but lets all be real here and realize that revisiting ep 5 to add more layers to it is NOT going to exonerate lestat by any means #add more complexity and layers and possibly show that louis was not AS helpless as he showed himself to be? maybe #but they are not going to exonerate the white character to make the black character look evil #idk if any of this made sense im just stream of consciousness rambling