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sukirichi · 3 years

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read the new chapters and aAAACKKKKK BESTIE???

y/n - ‘I was born to make everyone’s life a living hell’ maam this LINE?! JAW DROPPED, TIME STOPPED being insecure all her life and wanting to live up to the expectations to her dad just to have that sliver of attention from him, that sentence gives us a glimpse on how little she felt despite being accomplished, rather successful actually because she always cleans her boss’ mess have a lot of baggage to unpack. and when the secret was confirmed, her anger rejects all of the entity that ties with her past because both her parents deprived her for the things she was supposed to have– becoming greedy to fulfill those. then eventually, somehow, going back to her roots aka being humble after having the talk with her dad. As most of her insecurity started because of him and how she had to be the bigger person for his other family, clearing out the misunderstanding between them brought a sense of peace while she’s settling in the restless turn of events.

and with our main man gojo, this guy, it is not wise to- 😤😤 how can you say you’re engaged after doing the body tango huh? esp when you said you want y/n to be your wife? oh gee and the revelation of his past relationship with mia and how he sees her in y/n is so fucked up. can’t help but think that satoru wanting to marry and be this lovey-dovey with y/n is just him reliving the moments that mia never gave him in the past. and y/n accepting that their current relationship is based on how they’re filling up the cracks in their needs and settling for the sake of familiarity. imagine how deep in love our girl is to keep satoru in her life 💔 im still in it for the second lead agenda

needless to say, everyone here needs a therapy so they can get their shit straight together 🤧🤧 (ノ•̀ o •́ )ノ ~ ┻━┻

BUT i know you mentioned this many times but laywer! naoya all poised and in his best behavior while helping y/n in her new situation has my heart go💕💕 winning lots of cases and is known in his field, he proved that he is both beauty and brains. and the pen spin??? man be pulling those fast spins either to distract or impress the person he is talking to flashing those perfect white pearls wtf now i can’t get that out of my head naoya brain rot 🥵🥵 also celebrity chef! sukuna in charge of all those delicious, exquisite cuisines? imma make myself broke just to taste his masterpiece🥲 ooh but how about him being a michelin star chef and owning a michelin-starred resto?! no doubt, left and right you see this man appearing on some high food magazine on the cover 😊😊 oh oh i also saw that supermodel! choso?? also his face is plastered on magazines AND luxurious advertisements ex. shibuya crossing! where most people be drenched in his glorious presence yea weird shibuya arc ref pls kill me and everyone talks how handsome and intimidating he is while he just have a rbf and only the closest people in his life get to see him drop that front 😌😌

with that in mind, imagine supermodel! choso being a godfather to the baby of y/n?? he would go soft immediately at the sight of the child and would probably love giving lots of branded clothes it will be good enough for more than a year ☺️🥲😭

oh and there is this one scene in chp7 that reminded me of the recent korean movie i watched i dont wanna say it in case you wanna check it out its called sweet and sour and oh god idk why but watching it, mind keeps on prompting your fics 😬😬 maybe bcos i some of your fic always had med related topics and the main actress role there is a nurse. i remember that you’re on your clinic training so maybe thats why 😳oohh pls don’t forget to take breaks and be safe heart and oh ur a psych major too? oh wow hi ig in relation to one actress in the sweet and sour fic, she was also in a kdrama the heirs- which was popular at the time with it being packed with some solid household actors and actresses. sky castle tho, ig it relates to the theme of reckless more because its mostly how parents from the upper class will mindlessly destroy someone’s life to attain their materialistic desires 🤧🙂

this fic, easily in my top 3 ‘heart belongs to who it dictates’ so many twists, so much drama and ANGST! YES BESTIE GIMME THOSE ANGST 🥲😌

i hope you’re doing well nowadays :’)) we need to find gege the best chiropractor to take care of his back, so good that it’ll make naoya respawn to life 🙂 suki i don’t think i’ll get tired of saying how much i love your work that it feels illegal im reading it for free 💔. i don’t really have much to offer, but im wishing you good health and success in your life :’)) aah i’ve mentioned this already but take care always 💕💖😊🥰

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read the new chapters and aAAACKKKKK BESTIE???

needless to say, everyone here needs a therapy so they can get their shit straight together 🤧🤧 (ノ•̀ o •́ )ノ ~ ┻━┻

this fic, easily in my top 3 ‘heart belongs to who it dictates’ so many twists, so much drama and ANGST! YES BESTIE GIMME THOSE ANGST 🥲😌

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y/n becomes a real baddie when she’s pissed off 😫

hmm y/n wasn’t really working hard for her dad’s attention, it was more like she felt so left out and unwanted (she feels unwanted wherever she goes) that she just decided to pack up and support them from afar bcos to her, she’s so alienated in her dad’s family that she felt like she had to work hard to earn a spot in their table. she knows she’s the outsider but she wants to feel like she can be part of them, that she is also a child deserving of love and care, but becos her stepmom focused more on her actual kids and her own dad was too busy with his new family now, it made y/n feel that she had to do something to be worthy of that.

that’s why most of the money she made working in tokyo was still wired to her family; she put her brothers in school and supported them, all because she hoped it would make them accept her more. now, things are different because she finally found her biological family, but even if valeria and co. still don’t want her, y/n is now more focusing on building something that’s truly hers that no one can take away. yes yes, she did become greedy, but more for power than of acceptance. she got to a point she doesn’t care as much vying for her parents’ approval and now thinks her luxury gives her comfort; only because at least she has that much. like she said in the latest chapter, happiness was not what she needed, it was stability and money - all things she lacked before.

and yea she did go back to her roots! all of her issues started with her dad anyway but that part is slowly patching up 🩹💔 oooh actually your theory is right bestie 🧐 gojo found y/n interesting bcos she reminded him of mia, so the more she pushed him away, the more he’s like wait, i’ve been here before, let’s not repeat past mistakes but i can do better now. on the part where gojo talked to mia while she was asleep, notice how he said he’s given a second chance to do better now, all because he couldn’t do them with mia but he could with y/n.

ohhh actually y/n was the one who established that ‘fulfilling mutual need and settling for familiarity instead of being lonely’ type of relationship. gojo avoided her for weeks and he’s pretty settled in keeping his distance, but she was the one who sought him out. deep down, y/n is afraid if she doesn’t at least use him as an anchor to her more humble roots, then she might spiral out of control and end up like valeria, thus using him as a ‘distraction’ but in reality, she needs his comfort to be grounded.

SECOND LEAD AGENDA OMG LETS GOOO 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ geto the fine fine option.

NO BESTIE MOMENT U MENTIONED LAWYER NAOYA I JUST KNEW I WAS GONNA SCREAM. okay but lawyer! naoya is so fine, i love his character so much bcos he’s a pure bean. originally, i was gonna make him an antagonist but i found he had more potential as a good, supportive character. HIS PEN SPIN HELPPP WHY COULDN’T HE JUST BEEN OUR BABY DADDY 😫 he pulls them fast spins bcos he’s nervous btw HAHAHAHA y/n can be quite intimidating and lawyer! naoya is sometimes too precious.

celebrity chef! sukuna is MEAN! he was pictured after gordon ramsay so lmao. omgggg sukuna being famous not only for his food but also his handsomeness 😳 he gets so cocky over how no one can get in his level while popping a battle of champagne, listening to ‘careless whisper’ while dancing to his reflection in the mirror 😤

also yoo supermodel! choso is THE hot shit 🥵 he’s so famous his schedule is packed for an entire year and a half and those are just for very selected brands and designers! ugh imagine going to work on the subway when you see supermodel! choso with rbf posing sexily and you swoon because he’s so sexy. plot twist that choso doesn’t know how to drive bcos as a kamo family member, they grew up with drivers taking them to and fro, so when his driver got sick and everyone else was busy, supermodel choso takes the subway himself and hides behind a face mask and cap while still wearing extravagant clothes that makes him stand out more. he does not have ‘subtle’ on his book at all.

and yeah people say he’s intimidating but its more his height and build + rbf! in reality, he’s just as soft and sweet as naoya, but both of them go into protective mode when someone they care about is being crapped on. and boy when they DO get into “what did you just say?” mode, better run away 🏃🏻‍♀️ supermodel! choso is also an heir to the kamo empire though not after the business, but he still has enough power to take you down in a second.

meanwhile, lawyer! naoya didn’t become this successful without being so savage yet composed he makes you question your entire existence before he drags you to court. lawyer! naoya is so scarily convincing that he can make you plead guilty even tho you did nothing wrong 💀

aaaah omg supermodel! choso LOVES babies actually! as the eldest child who looked after his brothers bcos the kamo parents are always away for work, being a father figure is so natural to him. i can picture him being the one who cries harder than gojo if the baby is born bcos he’s so excited, then reads poems to the baby before sighing that childbirth is such a beautiful thing 🥺

omg i know sweet n sour, the actresses are one of my faves tho i haven’t watched it yet! oooh they’re a nurse? i didn’t know that 🧐 i actually finish my short training in a week so i’ll be heading on to heavy majoring in psychology! wait bestie are YOU also a psych major 😳💕 oh and i see i see, sky castle *jots that down for future references* reckless actually has lots of significance in terms of the parents’ roles so i’m excited to see that! and aww thank you so much, can’t believe i made it in someone’s top three 🥺💕

HELP AHSKWKW i’m gonna call the best chiropractor in the world and send them gege’s way, i’ll cry a river if that’s what it takes to bring my boo back to life 😭 and noo baby the support already means a lot to me, i’m just happy to indulge in my hobbies and share it wih you all so thank you very much for everything 🥺 please take care of yourself too n have a nice day!! kith MWAH 💕

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #series: reckless #jjk: manga spoilers #anon:🍳

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iamdeltas · 4 years

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1, 9, 29, 4?

1. Top 3 Doctors?Hmm... I think my top 3 Doctors would be 10, 13, and 12. Which, yeah, I know, how basic of me to have 10 as my favorite. But it is what it is. I mean, my second favorite Disney revival movie is Frozen so. I’m basic as hell.9. NOTP?Hmm. I mean, I don’t do shipping in general but I don’t know what ships I’d actively call a NOTP? There are definitely ships I don’t like, but IDK if they’re NOTP level. I guess a NOTP might be Donna x Ten in a romantic way? I really really like them as a platonic relationship. The Doctor x Amy or Rory is right out, obviously. (I mean, I could ignore the fact that they’re canonically his parents-in-law but why would I? It’s hilarious!) In general I don’t really love companion x Doctor romantic relationships? I just feel like the power balance doesn’t work, the Doctor is literally thousands of years old, it’s weird. Though there are fics I’ve read that do have Doctor x companion romantic pairings, so again, no idea if they are quite NOTP level.

29. Thoughts on the current Doctor?Oh gosh. Where do I begin? I adore her so much! In s11, I did still like her, and it was fun reading into the little hints we got past her cheery persona, but I was never certain if I was reading too much into it. And then s12 came along and validated basically everything I read into, and deepened my love for her.

I once saw a description of Trish Walker from Jessica Jones as something along the lines of, a very nice looking house but if you go inside, you’ll see a whole bunch of feral and rabid cats fighting each other. Or maybe I’m misremembering what the description was. But that general vibe is how I’d describe 13 in s11, and then in s12, the cats start tearing down the house and you get to see all the ferality that was locked inside. So that’s been fun to watch.

I think one thing I really like is the fact that she puts up a nice cheerful persona in what seems to be an attempt to live up to the promise they made to themself as 12, to always be kind and try to be nice. It is very much a front and not how she Truly Is, but what I find fascinating is that this isn’t malicious on her behalf. This isn’t a Bitch In Sheep’s Clothing situation, she’s not secretly evil. She’s just secretly more complicated than the image she tried to project of herself to the fam in s11. I get the feeling she wants to be that happy, dorky, gregarious space tour guide that she attempted to be in s11 and nothing more, but she isn’t that. Not that the dorky childishness is completely fake or anything, it’s just not the full story. She wanted to ignore all her unresolved past traumas so that she can pretend she’s just the fam’s friendly neighborhood alien, she doesn’t want to be the angry and traumatized eldritch and ancient being that she actually is. Also, the Doctor is always, at their core, an asshole, but she wanted to try to not be that, for once, and so hid all her asshole-ishness away from the fam, which is a decision that probably screwed the fam over for how to deal with her this season. Because while part of the danger of being the Doctor’s companions is the adventures, part of it is also the mercurial nature of alien taking you on these adventures. The alien is wonderful and kind, but they’re also very fae-like and so are dangerous and, well, a dick. Every companion has had to know how to stand up for themselves whenever the Doctor is being an asshole to them, and they know that’s what they’re getting into when they start travelling with the Doctor. I mean, think about it. 9 was initially quite icy to Rose, 10 was a dick to Martha, 10 also literally burned the Racnoss in front of Donna, 11 ditched Amy for 15 years (on accident, but still) and yelled at her and threatened to take her back home immediately because of a decision she made on her first trip with him that she doesn’t even remember, and 11 was a creep to Clara. But the fam was exposed to what’s basically a fake persona by 13. She hid away all of her jerkishness and tried to go out of her way to be as nice as possible. So when s12 comes around, and 13 is hit with a big Trauma Conga Line, and is not able to hold onto her performative personality, the fam are unexpectedly hit with the spiky asshole-ish sides of her personality and they’re not prepared for dealing with it at all! Which is part of why I kind of forgive them for being more passive than most companions when it comes to dealing with the Doctor being a jerk.

Anyway. Kinda veered off-topic there slightly. But yeah, I love that, even though her performative niceness is, well, performative, and she was sort of trying to trick the fam into thinking she’s nicer and sweeter than she actually is, I really dig that it’s not from a malicious place, it’s just from a very misguided attempt at trying to fulfill the promise she made to herself. It’s not something I’ve seen before in a character, because, like I said, most characters who aren’t actually as nice/sweet as they appear are generally Actually Evil, or Secretly A Bitch. Which isn’t the case with 13 at all. She’s an angry traumatized mess, but she’s not straightforwardly Evil.

Which brings me to my next point, I love how much of an angry traumatized mess she is! And I love how much s12 is showing that side of her! She’s trying her best, but her best involves possibly the worst coping mechanisms I’ve ever seen, she is such a disaster! And this is such a relief to see because I was so worried last season that the writers would cop out because she’s a Girl Doctor so clearly she has to be Emotionally Healthy Now. And I saw so many people surmising similarly, because of that and also because of the fact that 12 had so much Character Development, that she’d be the Doctor Who Is Completely Healed. Which I hated the notion of. I recall seeing a fic that had her be the one to bring her older selves together to force them to talk about their issues, which is absolutely hilarious to think about now, considering literally everything about her this season. (Though tbh, it still wouldn’t be out of character for her to do that, purely because she’s a little... lacking in self-awareness.) I also recall seeing a fic last season having 13 meet Clara and one of the things she mentioned was that as a man it was harder for her to talk about her emotions or whatever but she’s finding it much better to talk about them now, which, a) blegh, gender essentialist, much? and b) *starts laughing outrageously because I’m thinking about how goddamn emotionally constipated she actually is*.

I dig how much fun she has when dealing with a villain that is on her level. One of the fun things about how she takes joy in everything is the fact that this translates to maniacal glee when confronting villains. She has a thrill of the hunt that I don’t think other NuWho Doctors have had, and the smiles she gives to bad guys are deliciously creepy. She’s also just so feral. She made some pretty unhinged smiles when confronting the Master, which was so fun to watch. And of course, her crazed smiles when absorbing the Cyberium were *chef’s kiss.* They felt similar to the expressions 11 had in Nightmare in Silver, and that was because he was being possessed! 13 was simply acting that unhinged and arrogant solely because of her own pure ego!

I also super cannot wait to see what goes down in the finale because I get the feeling that she is absolutely going to lose it. There’s no way she’s gonna start developing better coping mechanisms within one episode, and it’s gotta get worse before it gets better, so I look forward to seeing her at her absolute worst.

Phew, wow did I go on for a while there! Sorry for the ramble! I just love 13 a lot.

4. Favorite Dalek story?It’s gotta be “Dalek.” That’s the gold standard for me. I love how well it established what a threat a single Dalek can be, which I think later Dalek episodes failed to do as good a job with partially because they used huge armies of Daleks. With a single Dalek, you end up leaving what an army of Daleks can do to the imagination. And also, this was just a great Nine episode. It showed such a vicious and unhinged side of the Doctor, which is always fun to see. Nine is normally icy on the outside, but he’s usually pretty chill most of the time, so seeing such an angry hateful side to him was absolutely fascinating, character-wise.

#s answers asks #doctor who #cauldronofmorning

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green-blooded · 4 years

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So I watched Into Darkness and wrote out my reactions to it... Again, it's going to be negative, so if that'd bother you, please don't read! All Star Trek fans are legit, even if this is a portion of the canon I don't like.

A brief summary of my reaction:

And it's a Star Wars opening. This is a scene from a Star Wars film. The sound effects even sound like Star Wars. LIKE. I love Star Wars, but this isn't supposed to be Star Wars please stop.

I mean why should we give Uhura any characterization other than liking Spock. That would take effort or something.

I'll admit that I like Spock hanging out in a volcano wearing a disco suit. It's where he belongs. It is his home now that they blew up Vulcan. ('Cause it's a volcano, get it.)

Hey, hey omg they are almost doing a philosophical thing with Spock being willing to die for the needs of the many and McCoy yelling at him, then telling Kirk that if the situation were reversed, Spock would let him die. It's almost a Star Trek!

They're letting McCoy have lines. Wooow. I don't expect it to last.

Um... suddenly I'm in an episode of Black Mirror or something? I don't... wait holy shit that's Mickey? Who gives a shit about Sherlock, that's MICKEY. I didn't know he was in this!

Oh good, Kirk is having a threesome with alien twins. Cool. Love this. Love it. Great characterization.

OH GOOD more bickering between Spock and Kirk that is absolutely the worst and I hate it. :)

I just want McCoy in scenes. :( I just want Uhura with her own story. :( I just want to not look at Sherlock's face. :( Oh look, Mickey's already dead. :(

I don't... get Spock's characterization in these movies. I don't get what Kirk and Spock's friendship is. I don't... feel anything about it. I actually really love Kirk and Spock's friendship, and not having it work for me is a huge void, right up there with McCoy having lost his role in the trio.

So much of the sound design is Star Wars-y. It's really, really bugging me.

Chris Pine is such a likable guy. I really do enjoy when he's on screen. I don't like some of the characterization that he's been saddled with, but I like the character just fine outside of him being called Kirk.

... The conflict that made Kirk not the captain of the Enterprise and Spock not the first officer lasted for like five minutes and had no consequences wow.

OH MCCOY IS GRACING MY SCENE AND HAVING MORE INTERESTING INTERACTIONS THAN ANYONE ELSE AGAIN WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EXISTING. I really do enjoy him fretting over Kirk. It is really cute.

Ugh, please stop having Kirk take the place of McCoy in the arguments with Spock. I hate it. It does not work, especially with McCoy not taking Kirk's role of being mediator. It's just bicker bicker bicker but without actual ethics really being brought in because?????? WHO KNOWS. Why'd they have to mess up the trio? That was the easiest thing not to mess up.

Here's what it is. The conflict between Kirk and Spock in AOS is a pissing contest with the standard TWO MEN CAN'T JUST BE FRIENDS THEY HAVE TO BE COMPETITIVE. While the conflict between Spock and McCoy in TOS is ethical and moral differences with a core of (admittedly complex) friendship. Just. Let men be friends and have real disagreements instead of just trying to play Alpha Male.

As I'm typing this, they're doing the same with Kirk and SCOTT of all people????????????? This is so not Star Trek ugh. Let people be nice to each other what the hell. Kirk is such a nice person. Let him be NICE. Let Spock be NICE. They only one they made nice is McCoy, and they only managed it giving him 0% of his edge. He's just cranky instead of a super intelligent and philosophical guy who is also Real Southern and ready to argue.

... He just made Chekov his chief of engineering? What... are... who... why is everyone on this ship twelve.

Is it just me or do they write Spock as an android instead of a Vulcan? Like... he knows how Humans work. And yeah, he sometimes plays up being non-Human on TOS, but... it just seems so overdone. Maybe I'm being too picky idk.

I continue to hate the Spock/Uhura stuff wow.

Take McCoy On Away Missions He Has No Business Going On Like Real Star Trek!!!

Oh my god even the shuttles are fucking huge. Why are all these ships so big inside? It makes everything feel much more sterile and difficult to believe.

The McCoy and Sulu interactions are A+.

Oh good, now Uhura is having a McCoy argument with Spock. Don't let McCoy have any role in this whole movie, that's fine. I mean the Bread and Circuses talk about Spock wanting to die was way better and took less screentime, but that's fine. That's fine. Let's just bluntly talk directly about Spock's Feelings instead of any kind of subtlety. God I really hate the writing.

Wow, we almost had one (badly written) conversation without an action scene. Phew, they fixed that.

Why does every iteration of Star Trek feel the need to completely redo Klingons from scratch?

Oh no, they almost have diplomacy where Uhura got to show off her skills, couldn't have that. Time for an action scene!

Every interaction Kirk or Spock has with another man in this whole fucking movie is aggressive for no reason. And even in this alternate universe, McCoy refuses the toxic masculinity. This is why I love him. He just wants to be everyone's mom friend.

DID THIS MOVIE JUST IMPLY THAT KIRK FUCKED CHRISTINE CHAPEL I FUCKING WHAT THE FUCKING WHAT WHAT WHAT NO STOP SHE IS NOT A NAME DROP FOR YOU TO MAKE THE FANS HAPPY SHE IS A CHARACTER THAT I LOVE AND I DEMAND RESPECT BE PUT ON HER NAME AND SHE AND KIRK DID NOT FUCK AND IF THEY DID HE WOULD REMEMBER IT

Oh hey they did send McCoy on an away-- what? Did he just... flippantly refer to a Gorn? That's... they didn't... whatever. McCoy demanding to be left behind to die for the good of someone else just flies by unnoticed but it was a big deal for Spock. Okay.

Ok, the reveal that this is about Khan is more than an hour into the movie. Which is a reveal everyone knew before the movie came out and also a character that we're all familiar with. So I just kinda feel like every minute of the movie so far was just wasted on backstory. Again!

(McCoy should be in this scene where they confront Khan but whatever.)

Hey, AOS? We already know that Khan is a fucking monster, so trying to get us to feel sorry for him as if we don't know this is weird as hell. Like, these ethical quandaries it's trying to bring up are not working for me at all, because... if you're going to base this on TOS, you can't just pretend nothing in TOS happened!

Also love these reveals where I'm supposed to care what ship just showed up, but they're shining lights in my eyes so I can't even see what it is!

Nimoy was on my screen time to start paying attention again. I definitely kind of zoned out for a while there. I think I missed like five consecutive action scenes.

Again, why are we getting a reveal about Khan being evil? We... we know this. Even people who don't watch Star Trek know he's a bad guy. Why do we need Nimoy to tell us this? We're an hour and a half into the movie and still getting reveals that we should have known before the movie started!

~ This Is Dumb ~

Oh my gosh Khan betrayed them wow i didn't see that coming

Wow look at this disaster that shows why a huge fucking ship with endlessly huge corridors is maybe a bad idea because we're in space and gravity failures means everyone would fucking die. I hate this pointlessly large interior oh man.

How long do I have to watch the Enterprise fall apart before something new happens? This movie could be like half an hour long if we just cut the pointless action scenes.

Okay, time for the only actual reveal in the whole film; Kirk "dies" instead of Spock. It might be good if it didn't go on too long and make the Sad Music swell. They did hire good actors, so you'd think they'd let them use their Acting Skills instead of making it sappy and dumb with bad cinematography and overwhelming music.

So, for one thing, McCoy should be getting to Engineering to see to Kirk when he gets out, not Spock. For another thing, there is no history between this Kirk and Spock that makes this moment meaningful. Maybe it would be kinda, if you don't have Wrath of Khan (which I don't even like!) to compare it to where we have three seasons and two movies of history between two people who are actually friends! Kirk's actual friend in these movies is McCoy, WHO SHOULD BE THE ONE CALLED DOWN HERE THIS IS A MEDICAL SITUATION.

Like, it's great that you're feeling, Spock, but I'm sure not. This is so dumb.

NOW UHURA'S HERE. WHERE IS MCCOY? THE MEDICAL OFFICER AND FUCKING FRIEND OF KIRK?

Oh god did he just yell khan no this is so dumb this is so dumb now i AM crying this is so dumb

Love that they took the Khan storyline and drained it of any relevance by not really getting into the whole eugenics aspect.

Oh now I get to see someone who actually was Kirk's friend reacting to hsi death. Thanks for finally getting to something meaningful, movie. Oh man, I almost felt something, because Urban is a pretty good actor and McCoy's friendship with Kirk is the only relationship I care about in the AOS, but then there was a tribble and ruined it, so.

This fight between Khan and Spock is dumb, just. Dumb. It's dumb. This is dumb. Why does every action sequence go on SO LONG.

Spock's rage toward Khan makes no sense. He and Kirk barely tolerate each other in these movies, I don't get it.

McCoy and Kirk are really cute in these movies. That's all I have. Of course, we can't let McCoy talk too much, because this is the Kirk and Spock show.

OH GOD THE TRANSITION TO THE OPENING SPEECH WAS SO BAD I'M LAUGHING SO HARD.

Oh thank goodness, this movie is over. I am hoping I'll like Beyond, because people have said this one might not be awful. Probably going to wait until tomorrow because it's nearly midnight and I want to be in a better mood when I watch it.

#negativity #the funny thing is i think i might write more fanfic in aos-verse but #not because i love it like i love the other star treks #but because there are some good things that i want to explore which they do not explore

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praphit · 5 years

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Ad Astra: Dammit, Brad!

Just Ad some Astra, people! - and everything will be alright. There's a joke there somewhere; it's not in what I just said, and wherever it is, it's probably a bad one, but it's there! Sometimes, I like jokes that are bad. We all have a family member or two who tell the same bad joke over and over again, but love them for it. Or sometimes it'll be the same joke that people tell at work, you know?? - about the weather, or the weekend or something:

I'm always hearing jokes like "I'm off to HR. So-and-so grabbed my butt again. They'd better fire his ass this time!" - AND THEN WE’D ALL LAUGH. ... ... in retrospect, that's not really a joke. ... Ok, better example - sometimes people will be like "Oh no! My wife is leaving me. She found me in bed with another woman... she's taking the kids." - AND THEN WE’D ALL... ... Hmm... I 'm starting to realize what assholes we've been. But, y’all know what I mean, right? There are jokes that are bad, and then there are bad jokes! *sigh* That leads me to this movie.

Brad Pitt, baby! Look at those eyes! Damn he's pretty! I hope I look that good when I'm his age. I'm here for them sending Brad Pitt anywhere. Send him to the jungle - I'm there! Send him under water - I'm there! So, of course, if you're sending him to space - I'm there! The prob is, it's a bad joke. They sent him to space and he didn't do nothing! - I mean NOTHING! All he did was float around and narrate. Idc how pretty he is, nobody wants to watch that!

Brad Pitt, with this movie, joins that special list of actors:

with Tom Hanks, and Meryl Streep, and George Clooney, and Denzel.

We love them. They're extremely talented. Critics love them. AND their movies are boring as hell - this one is no different. Don't believe me?? - go to RT and you'll see a critical rating of around 80% and an audience rating of around 46% (tho it might be less by now). Normally, I say the truth is in the middle, which is still in the 60's, so... yeah, "Ad Astra", everybody *slow clap*

There's a lot of beauty to behold in this flick (especially in the beginning), so it might win awards in that arena, but damn the plot and characters! Dag gon you, Brad Pitt! It's not his fault that the movie is boring. It IS his fault for being in this boring movie.

Brad's character has daddy issues, and decides to work them out in space. Critics will say how deep this movie is... this ain't deep. Brad, your dad is a jerk - THE END.

Either make peace with that fact or say "bleep it" and move on with your life - don't drag us along for this boring ride.

Dammit, Brad!

You could have been a diva! You could have been like "I know we're in space, but imma take off this suit, and my shirt... trust me, the ladies will love that. I'm Brad Pitt. And I know in this scene there are dangerous highly flammable substances around, but Brad Pitt needs a smoke; make it work in the story! I know this is an Oscar craving drama, but I feel like fightin a mutha bleeper or two. Hey you! Yeah! Jamie Kennedy! Donald Sutherland! I've always wanted to punch y'all. Let's fight! Come here! I'm Brad Pitt! Where ya going?!

Hey, Liv Tyler!

Where the hell have you been? I know this scene doesn't call for it, but let's you and me make sweet, sweet love. What?! Why not?! I'm Brad Pitt!"

But, instead he kept his mouth shut (except for when the director made him narrate in monotone), and just floated around in space. Every now and then, Ruth Negga would appear or Tommy Lee Jones... and every now and then something beautiful would appear, but then back to Brad's thoughts about daddy in space.

DAMMIT, BRAD!

I mean...

I....

*deep sigh*

Grade: D

Plus, we've already made this movie! - several times! It doesn't have to be complex. They did... what was it? - Armageddon, with um... Bruce Willis, and... Ben Affleck...

... and wasn't Liv Tyler in that too? - Was that her last movie? And I think Chris Tucker showed up and started singing... with a crazy hairdo... that doesn't sound right at all, but that's what I remember.

They did Apollo 13!

The Hanky Pank Man went into space and probably won an Oscar or something.

Didn't Ryan Gosling go into space recently?

I don't remember much of that movie. He was probably crying, cuz that's his strength. He builds up to a cry for the whole movie, then at the end he makes us cry with him. Sorry, cuz that's pretty much a spoiler for all of his movies.

Matthew McConaughey went into space... something about time travel or something, I think.

Was Liv in that too?! Maybe she has actually been stuck in space. All of these movies are connected - they're just trying to get Liv Tyler out of space and back into Hollywood.

... nah, it was some other pretty pale white woman.

Sandra Bullock went into space.

She floated around for a while... but she didn't do that for hours whining about daddy issues like a lil bitch, BRAD PITT! (sorry, again, not your fault). SANDRA eventually did stuff... though I can't remember what. I remember ghost George Clooney ( at least I think he was a ghost) showing up in her space pod ... and then he made them both space martini's,

and.... and then she took off her pants. There was a butt shot, and roll credits.

Again, that doesn't sound right, but that's what I remember. Why did she take off her pants? Or is that what ladies do when in the presence of Clooney?

And I think Mark Hamill might have went into space and did some stuff as well.

I seem to have forgotten a lot about these movies, but that's kinda my point! Just go up into space, do some shit, and come back! We're going to forget most of it anyway; just entertain us in the moment! You don't just go into space and float around, BRAD PITT!

DAMMIT, Brad! Those are hours of my life wasted listening to you drone on and on about NOTHING!

Again, I'm projecting my anger onto Brad, but it's not really his fault.

A better movie would have been this -

Brad decides to go to space, and take with him a handful of other actors who got stuck playing boring roles. They'll all revisit one of their more memorable exciting characters:

Brad - Tyler Durden

Hanks - Woody

(yep, yep... that’s weird)

Streep - the witch from "Into the Woods"

Denzel - the guy from Training Day

(Wow, did they think Denzel was going to grow into that jacket during filming?)

Clooney - Batman

(his nipple game was immaculate)

Let's put Damon in there, cuz... yeah... - he'll play... what part was it when his movies started to... you know... ??? Was it "The Informant!"? He'll play that guy.

We still need more color, I think. And another woman... a lil older... um... Rosie Perez!

I hear that she's coming back to acting. Maybe I shouldn't call it a come back, but... has she done anything since "White Men Can't Jump"? or had she been in space with Liv Tyler? She's supposed to be in that "Birds of Prey" movie next year... why they grabbed her for that movie when she hasn't done anything in like 40 years, idk. BUT, she's going to be in MY movie dag gonit! - she'll play... Idk, we'll just throw a "White Men Can't Jump" T-shirt on her, and give her a basketball.

BOOM! The team!

They'll go into space in hopes to do something interesting or fun or.. something that generally doesn't suck ass.

And why does it always have to be about exploring the moon or mars? And why do we only meet stereotypical aliens? There always either cute and marketable or they want to kill us.

We wouldn't even have to go the alien angle. What about other entities? Ooo! Or what about God? Scientists often joke that they haven't yet found some white bearded old man surfing through space yet. But, what if they did?

How about this?!

Brad and his team find Jesus and the Holy Ghost surfing through the cosmos, looking for the Father.

(Jesus played by Lil Wayne and HG played by... Lady Gaga - sure)

BUT the Father (spoiler alert) is actually on earth. He came down in the form of... idk... Neil Degrasse Tyson.

Btw - did y'all know that Neil was Metoo'd? Somehow I had missed that. So, the Father takes that form, somehow forgets that he's God... maybe gets metoo'd, and now Jesus and the HG have to look for him. Brad and his gang have an interesting encounter with them, and end up joining their quest, and in the process come across... idk... a malfunctioning Optimus Prime (crossover, baby!) with a thirst for blood and vengeance!

All of that stuff gets handled in about 2 hours or so, and Brad Pitt and friends come back to earth and do a musical number with BTS.

THAT, Bradley is how you do it!

DAMMIT, Brad!

To be fair, "Once upon a time in Hollywood" is good! So, maybe we'll look back and give Brad a pass for this.

Sooooo, hit me up, and let's make THAT movie, Brad!

Annnnd don't make no more bullshit. Thanks.

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dfwemelie · 5 years

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June🌈

June 1st, Happy pride month bitches!!

Rest in Peace Domonic. You'll never be forgotten. We love you

June 2nd, I made a very bad decision I'm going to regret :D

June 3rd, I plan on going to the pool with someone, I know I shouldnt but I am. oof we stan going to the park then walking back pass out and having to go to urgent care for the rest of the day

June 4th, Oh..my..fucking..God. So I went over to Scott's house to hang out today. We were in his room watching Supernatural when he got on top of me and we started making out. While making out he took off my shorts. He then layed on his back and I got on top of him and started making out again. I didnt realize it but when we were making out he unhooked my bra lol. I realized in then took it off. I got off of him and layed down next to him and watched Supernatural for a little bit. Then he got on top of me again and started making out. while doing that he took off my underwear. Yep, so now I'm making out with him with just a shirt on. I get on top of him and stay there for a little bit. While I was leaning over making out he was trying to take my shirt off. I sat up and helped him by taking it off. Now I'm naked, omg. While I was doing that he was taking his shirt off. We make out some more, I'm kinda grinding on him now then he flips me over and gets up to get something from his drawer. I knew exactly what it was, a condom. He then layed down, took his clothes off, put the condom on then got on top of me again. I took him a couple of tries but he put....it...inside me. It kinda hurt at first but it's normal apparently. And then yeah, I wont go into detail about what happened next but let's just say we lasted quite a bit. Neither of us finished cause we heard his step dad come in. But omfg.

I cant wrap my head around it. I-I had sex. I lost my virginity. I am no longer a virgin.

I had sex. I will never forget this day.

June 8th, God damn I'm unmotivated. Today I went to the mall with Scott and Jacob and it was really fun actually. Later on when we were all home Scott kept talking about how he wants to get me some type of jewelry later on in the future. I kept telling him no and that I dont want him to spend money on me but he insists. So apparently that's gonna happen in the future someday.

June 9th, I just came back home from Scott's house. We had sex again lol. Most of the time we just watched Bojack Horseman and this weird alien movie. It was fun. Also him, his step dad, abby, and Maria met my mom and Gavin. Definitely was not expecting that. Like at all.

June 10th, I dont even know what's going on with him anymore. I'm just gonna be a supportive girlfriend.

I havent ate in 2 days, I'm sorry for lying Kaylie. I dont know what it is. I'm just not hungry or dont have the will to eat.

I've failed as a best friend and a girlfriend to him. I could've helped. But I didnt.

June 13th, I always fuck things up, one way or another. it was only a matter of time

June 15th, its 4:02am and I can't sleep. Neither can Scotty so weve just been talking all night. It's been pretty funny. Just talking about random things. I gotta go to my moms customers sons birthday and their house doesnt have service. Sucks but I think I can manage a couple hours. Todays Scott's and I's 2 month anniversary and so far he hasnt. I'm hoping he will in the morning.

Update, he did and sent me an anniversary video and it made me happy cry :')

June 16th, I'm so sick of it. I went out to dinner with my family, cousins and uncle, and grandparents. Everything was going fine until my dad and mom had to mention I wanted to go to California when i turn 18. Everyone laughed at me. Like genuinely laughed at me. And they all kept telling me it's not gonna happen. The entire time we were there they just told me how I'm not gonna make it. I almost cried. Then driving back from the restaurant my dad and I got into a fight cause I said I wanted to move. I'm so tired of this. Why cant they just be happy for me.

June 17th, I went over to Scott's today and it was really fun. We had sex twice, not surprising though. The second time was just...wow..damn that was really fucking good. Besides that we just cuddled and watches Bojack Horseman together. I almost fell asleep lol. Around 3pm we were both really hungry cause we didnt eat breakfast. Since my dad was supposed to picked me up he asked me to ask him if Scott could drop me off that way we could go get something to eat and we could spend more time together. Surprisingly he said yes so we left and Maria came with us. We all went to smoothie king then he drove me home. It was pretty normal after that. I came home, slept a bit, ate some dinner, watched Netflix, then went to bed around 12. It was a good day lol.

June 20th, these past couple days have been a blur. I dont really remember what happened

June 26, it's been 6 days since I've done this wtf. I dont even remember what I did. I dont remember when but I know I actually passed out sometime this week. My vision got dark and blurry, I heard ringing in my ear, and i was really scared i started panicking. I dont want that happening again. I stayed in all day today. Mainly just played Apex or watched netflix. I'm finally on season 12 of Supernatural and I'm pretty excited about it. Just 2 more seasons then I'm done. I'm going to Pirates bay tomorrow which is a waterpark in baytown. We were gonna go Tuesday but they were closed cause of the weather. hopefully that doesnt happen tomorrow. After I get home from there I'm going over to Scott's house. Pretty happy about that since I havent seen him in like 2 weeks. I'll let you know how that goes. It's overall been a normal day. I hope tomorrow is a good one.

June 28th, 1 month till my birthday!!! its 12:32am. I went to Scott's house yesterday. We've done it 6 times now. Cool.

I miss Scott. It kinda physically hurts not seeing him. This must be what Kaylie feels when she misses Ghala. I just want to be with him constantly. My stomach was growling alot yesterday, idk why I wasn't hungry, so he made me get up and get a drink of water. I put on his jacket and we both went downstairs. He got me a glass of water, he poured out some water from a water bottle in a glass cause he knows I hate tap water. He just hugged me from behind while I drank my water. I kept thinking, this is what it would be like if we lived together. I loved that feeling. I felt safe, comforted. I miss laying down on him while watching tv. I love him so much.

June 30th, I fucked up. I'm sorry

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daisydezem · 5 years

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Get to know me Tag

Wow this took longer then I thought it would! But thank you so much for tagging me @cruelhumanbean & @cloud-9-sims! I’m gonna tag @deathbyhysteria, @rethasim, @shellisims and @king-mikeyy! I loved updating my simself. It has been a while but I still think she is way to pretty. I just can’t make real people. Then there are 125 questions answered in the cut down below! So it’s a long list!

1. what is your name? Daisy (Officially Dasy. My dad forgot the i -_-’)

2. what is your nickname? Dezem, Dees, Dee, Esseborre... anymore...

3. birthday? April 24 1990

4. what is your favorite book series? Harry potter... Or does Manga count? Then Skip Beat!

5. do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Aliens Yes! Ghost not really.

6. who is your favorite author? UHM... I don’t like reading books. I’m dyslectic so the only reading I do is Manga and webcomics. For that I really like Yoshiki Nakamura. (from skip beat)

7. what is your favorite radio station? Veronica!

8. what is your favorite flavor of anything? Anything spicy!

9. what word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? In English - Awesome and in Dutch - Super... I know it’s also a english word but it’s used a bit different

10. what is your current favorite song The sound of Silence - Disturbed

11. what is your favorite word? Inevitable. It has a nice tongue feel... Idk... Oh and In Dutch - Schatig. It means cute but it sounds really harsh for people that don’t speak Dutch.

12. what was the last song you listened to? Freak on a leash - Korn

13. what tv show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Battle star Galactica!! Walking Dead Lucifer Supernatural Game of thrones New Girl Dexter Friends More?

14. what is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny it always cheers me up!

15. do you play video games? Uhmm... YES!

16. what is your biggest fear? Being alone

17. what is your best quality, in your opinion? I know what I want and do whatever I can to get it.

18. what is your worst quality, in your opinion? Being afraid of change. Being a control freak. Being a perfectionist

9. do you like cats or dogs better? CATS! I’m kinda afraid of dogs... pictures are cute tho:P

20. what is your favorite season? Spring I guess. Not to warm and hopefully dry. Everything get green:)

21. are you in a relationship? Yes uhm... 7 years now. And a kid of 4 (almost).

22. what is something you miss from your childhood? Believing in the good and magical things.

23. who is your best friend? Nouk! (Not her real name her nickname tho)

24. what is your eye color? Brown

25. what is your hair color? Naturally Brown... But I change it a lot!

26. who is someone you love? Hubby, Son, Mom, Dad, Stepdad, Stepmom, Siblings, Grandpa’s, Grandma’s, Nouk, And a lot more!

27. who is someone you trust? Hubby, Mom, Stepdad, Nouk.

28. who is someone you think about often? Rn? Uhm My little brother and grandpa. They are not doing so well.

29. are you currently excited about/for something? Yes! My son is about to turn 4 so after the winter/Christmas vacation he will be going to elementary school!

30. what is your biggest obsession? Tbh... Sims... haha I just think about what when how all the time:P

31. what was your favorite tv show as a child? Telekids!! It was a dutch kids gameshow between two school and in between cartoons! On Saturday morning!

32. who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Well my hubby!

33. are you superstitious? Not really. I do know a lot so I pretend to be sometimes when it is convenient.

34. do you have any unusual phobias? No!

35. do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Oh actually I like both! I like seeing pictures of the past because it brings back memories. But I do like taking pictures as well. And to be fair. I’m not good at both hahaha

36. what is your favorite hobby? Gaming!

37. what was the last book you read? The Hobbit

38. what was the last movie you watched? The new Incredibles! Is was... SUPER!

39. what musical instruments do you play, if any? I play guitar, bass and drums. Bass best tho! I got a piano now so I’m trying to learn that if and when I have some time.

40. what is your favorite animal? Cats!

41. what are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs that you follow? Oh god... I always feel horrible doing this. Because it changes all the time and well I like many more as 5. But okay let just do it! @cosmic-espie @pink-chevalier @brisberries @wildlyminiaturesandwich @plumpug. Okay yeah... There are many more!

42. what superpower do you wish you had? Reading someones mind. Easier to know if someone lied.

43. when and where do you feel most at peace? At home.

44. what makes you smile? Weird stuff my son says or does.

45. what sports do you play, if any? I used to dance! Ballet, Jazz, Modern and Hip-hop... But can’t anymore.. Classical ballet is hell for your knees!

46. what is your favorite drink? A coke! (My addiction)

47. when was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I can’t remember!

48. are you afraid of heights? Used to be. Then I went bungee jumping with a height of 169 meters (555 ft) and now I’m not afraid anymore!! (this is the bungee jump video is not me picture is tho!)

49. what is your biggest pet peeve? When I’m at work and people start with a question instead of saying hello first or don’t look at me at all when checking their tickets!

50. have you ever been to a concert? Yeah! Greenday, Paramore, Billy talent, My chemical romance, Iron Maiden, Doe Maar and Infinite(in paris!)

51. are you vegan/vegetarian? That’s a def no...

52. when you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A teacher!

53. what fictional world would you like to live in? The Dragon ball Universe!

54. what is something you worry about? The health of my grandpa and little brother.

55. are you scared of the dark? No, I prefer the dark...

56. do you like to sing? Yes! I was never allowed to sing in the band tho.. I was allowed to scream tho!

57. have you ever skipped school? Yeah.... Sssssst don’t tell my mom. She still doesn’t know. ;)

58. what is your favorite place on the planet? Home <3

59. where would you like to live? Where I live now.

60. do you have any pets? Yes!

61. are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night Owl!

62. do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets! If I ever see a sunrises someone will be dying... (the one that woke me up that early!)

63. do you know how to drive? Yeaaaasssss! I LOVE DRIVING! and yes also with a gearbox!!

64. do you prefer earbuds or headphones? In-ear earbuds!

65. have you ever had braces? No!

66. what is your favorite genre of music? Rock!

67. who is your hero? My mom!

68. do you read comic books? Web comics (rn the gamer and dice) and manga!

69. what makes you the most angry? People who did something wrong and then blame you.

70. do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Electronic. Real books are to heavy to take a lot of with you.

71. what was your favorite subject in school? Math and science!

72. do you have any siblings? Yes! Sister at my Moms and a Brother and Sister at my Dads!

73. what was the last thing you bought? Food:p But uhm as of last fun thing was the cam for the facecam on streams!

74. how tall are you? 171 cm (5′7 is that right?)

75. can you cook? Somewhat... I like cooking but I usually work during dinner time so don’t do it to often.

76. what are three things that you love? My family (incl my own and my parents, siblings and grandparents) Playing games (incl sims, final fantasy, dragon quest and stardew) My roomba! (I hate vacuuming)

77. what are three things that you hate? Liars Cleaning Waking up early

78. do you have more female friends or more male friends? I think male...

79. what is your sexual orientation? I’m straight.

80. where do you currently live? The Netherlands (HOLLAND HOLLAND HOLLAND) ;)

81. who was the last person you texted? My hubby!

82. when was the last time you cried? Today.... hahaha I hurt my back still went to work. Got worse and at the end of my shift I could barely walk. I felt like a wuss and that made me cry.

83. who is your favorite youtuber? MATPAT (game theorists) Jen (xurbansimsx) Mage Masher and Jacksepticeye

84. do you like to take selfies? Sometimes...

85. what is your favorite app? Webtoons

86. what is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Very good

87. what is your favorite foreign accent? German

88. what is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Seoul and Kyoto

89. what is your favorite number? 4

90. can you juggle? No

91. are you religious? No (Maybe the flying spaghetti monster tho)

92. do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? OUTER SPACE! I love space! I’m a bit scared of the ocean tho

93. do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? No BUT if needed I will be.

94. are you allergic to anything? No

95. can you curl your tongue? Yes :P

96. can you wiggle your ears? Yes that too! (Just checked btw)

97. how often do you admit that you were wrong about something? Not that often... If proven wrong I would tho.

98. do you prefer the forest or the beach? Forest

99. what is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? It will always be darkest just before it will get lighter again. (no matter how awful things seem it will get better)

100. are you a good liar? A very good liar...

101. what is your hogwarts house? Gryffindor

102. do you talk to yourself? All the time!

103. are you an introvert or an extrovert? Both... I guess.. But more Extrovert.

104. do you keep a journal/diary? Nooooo I can’t! And if I do it’s for 2 weeks and then I forget!

105. do you believe in second chances? Yes but not in third.

106. if you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Give it to the police.. I can’t keep it because I would feel bad...

107. do you believe that people are capable of change? Change... Not really. However I do believe in the adaptability of people.

108. are you ticklish? Yes... unfortunately...

109. have you ever been on a plane? Yes to Spain, Hungary, Italy and Malta

110. do you have any piercings? Yes I had more. Did you know if you get pregnant your body can just resist them? I lost 5 piercings because of that but gained a lovely little boy so everything is good. <3

111. what fictional character do you wish was real? Oeee this is hard... there are so many. But uh let me just say Gohan. I just love him. Strong, kind and smart. (Also my first crush when I was young hahaha)

112. do you have any tattoos? Yes 3! And I want so many MORE!

113. what is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Changing jobs!

114. do you believe in karma? No... I don’t believe in anything I can’t see or can’t be proven my science.

115. do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses

116. do you want children? I got a kid already hahaha but Yes I would like a second child at some point.

117. who is the smartest person you know? I think it would be my sister @galaxymiep! She can do stuff I could never do. <3

118. what is your most embarrassing memory? Oh Idk... I’m not embarrassed easily. But I think I would be when my workpants had a hole in it and I didn’t notice until someone told me...

119. have you ever pulled an all-nighter? So many times.

120. what colour are most of you clothes? Black

121. do you like adventures? Not really. I had my adventures days. I’m boring now hahaha

122. have you ever been on tv? UHmm... Yes... Local tv station about concrete blocks. Why?

123. how old are you? Old... hahaha I’m 28

124. what is your favorite movie quote? From the movie Moulin Rouge: “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”

125. sweet or savory? Depends on my mood. But mostly Savory!

#tagged #simself #125 questions!!

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wondroussimmer-blog · 5 years

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GET TO KNOW ME-

Basically, no one actually tagged me in this, but I thought i’d give it a go anyway seeing as this is a new blog and you guys can get to now me a bit, so I tag anyone who sees this and also wants to have a go...

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1. What is your full name? I’m not putting my last name on here, but my first name is Maja (Miya) 2. What is your nickname? I don’t really have one 3. Birthday? January 1st 4. What is your favourite book series? I don’t really read book series’ 5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Not 100% sure, I don’t believe in the sort of ghosts you see in films, but I think I believe our loved ones stay with us in some way. As for aliens, idk, we can’t be the only life but idk. 6. Who is your favourite author? I find the fault in our stars quite overrated, but i’d say John Green because some of his others are my favourites! 7. What is your favourite radio station? BBC Radio 1 8. What is your favourite flavour of anything? this is such a weird question, how can you have a favourite flavour for everything? but if it’s sweet, definitely strawberry! 9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Again, weird question, but i use so many words for this, my most used are probably lovely and amazing 10. What is your current favourite song? this changes alll the time, but right this minute it’s probably sunflower by post malone and swae lee 11. What is your favourite word? is this a thing? 12. What was the last song you listened to? vacation by hippo campus 13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? big mouth, orphan black, queer eye, dexter 14. What is your favourite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? the breakfast club or mean girls probably 15. Do you play video games? only the sims 16. What is your biggest fear? probably the death of people close to me, and in the future not being able to have children 17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? probably that i’m a friendly person 18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? i’m v insecure 19. Do you like cats or dogs better? DOGS... always dogs! 20. What is your favourite season? autumn/winter 21. Are you in a relationship? yes 22. What is something you miss from your childhood? having way more friends and barely any responsibilities 23. Who is your best friend? my boyfriend 24. What is your eye colour? blue 25. What is your hair colour? brown 26. Who is someone you love? my boyfriend and family 27. Who is someone you trust? my boyfriend and closest family 28. Who is someone you think about often? okay wow, so much variety in these answers but the same as the previous two answers 29. Are you currently excited about/for something? christmas and my birthday 30. What is your biggest obsession? probably sims 31. What was your favourite TV show as a child? Probably Tracy beaker or that’s so raven 32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? my boyfriend 33. Are you superstitious? only slightly 34. Do you have any unusual phobias? cracking knuckles, moths (but only indoors), realistic looking mannequins and gas masks... so not much 35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind, every single time 36. What is your favourite hobby? playing sims, graphic designing, video editing 37. What was the last book you read? The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat by Oliver Sacks 38. What was the last movie you watched? Muppet’s Christmas Carol 39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? I play a bit of guitar and can play the mr bean theme song on piano if that counts 40. What is your favourite animal? dogs 41. What are your top 5 favourite Tumblr blogs that you follow? I definitely have more than 5 42. What superpower do you wish you had? be able to teleport and go invisible 43. When and where do you feel most at peace? probably at home with my boyfriend 44. What makes you smile? sorry if this is becoming a boring answer... but my boyfriend! also my dog :) 45. What sports do you play, if any? I don’t at the moment, but I have done tennis, dance (ballet, tap and modern), swimming, karate, speed skating and netball 46. What is your favourite drink? water... how boring ik 47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? Last month, I made my boyfriend a scrap book as one of my boyfriend’s presents for our anniversary and wrote some letters as part of it 48. Are you afraid of heights? not if it’s a secure height 49. What is your biggest pet peeve? I have wayyy too many and so many grammatical ones, I absolutely hate when people incorrectly use was and were, so if someone said ‘we was going’, I think it’s quite an essex thing but I hateeee it, I can’t stand bad grammar, but also slow walkers, people who walk through the door without looking behind them to hold the door open for people behind, other drivers not indicating, people that have to be louder than everyone else, people that chew with their mouths open... basically I have a lot and this list could go on and on and on 50. Have you ever been to a concert? I’ve seen all time low, the 1975, imagine dragons, sunset sons, ed sheeran and paramore in concert so far and i’m seeing panic! at the disco in march which i’m MEGA excited about!!! 51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? vegetarian 52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? This would change all the time, it went from radio dj, to dancer, to teacher when I was really young, then architect when I was a teenager, and now it’s clinical psychologist which i’m slowly working towards 53. What fictional world would you like to live in? I’ve not got a clue 54. What is something you worry about? EVERYTHING! I get a lot of social anxiety, so basically whenever i’m out of the house i’m worrying about absolutely everything and it’s the worst and gets me super down, so yeah, love that 55. Are you scared of the dark? okay so I don’t like leaving the dark, i’m fine being in the dark but I hate when i’m home alone and have to turn the lights off in the living room, kitchen and hall to go to bed... if that makes sense 56. Do you like to sing? i’m someone that, at home, is constantly singing, and when it’s only my boyfriend around, if one of us says a sentence that can in some way relate to a song, i’ll immediately sing it, but I suck so I won’t ever sing in public 57. Have you ever skipped school? in school I faked being ill a few times to get off of school, but in uni i’ve skipped way too many lectures over the past 3 years 58. What is your favourite place on the planet? I absolutely adore Spain, but also Belgrade (i’m half Serbian) 59. Where would you like to live? If not my current home town, i’d love to one day live somewhere like Norway or Sweden 60. Do you have any pets? yep, i’ve got a french bulldog 61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? I wake up pretty early, but I hate to start the day early 62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunsets. 63. Do you know how to drive? Yep 64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? the sound of headphones but I normally use earbuds 65. Have you ever had braces? nope, thank god 66. What is your favourite genre of music? this really ranges from charts, to indie rock, to ‘former emo kid’, to early 2000s r&b, to musical theatre 67. Who is your hero? probably my boyfriend 68. Do you read comic books? no 69. What makes you the most angry? as we’ve already gathered, I have a lot of pet peeves, so a lot! 70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book?a real book! 71. What is your favourite subject in school? I currently study psychology which has been my favourite subject since A levels, but during GCSEs I enjoyed maths 72. Do you have any siblings? 1 younger brother 73. What was the last thing you bought? some christmas presents for my boyfriend’s cousins 74. How tall are you? 5ft4 75. Can you cook? yes 76. What are three things that you love? spending time with people I love, travelling, collecting photos 77. What are three things that you hate? busy places, cheats, confrontation 78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? I actually barely have any so this is kind of hard to answer 79. What is your sexual orientation? straight 80. Where do you currently live? England 81. Who was the last person you texted? my mum 82. When was the last time you cried? I’m not actually sure, which is funny because I cry all the time and super easily 83. Who is your favourite YouTuber? I have so many: in terms of sims: lilsimsie, urbansims, sophsims, simkim, plumbella, in terms of lifestyle: louise pentland, in terms of fashion and beauty: samantha maria, tati westbrook, busybee carys, patricia bright, antonio garza, and others: shane dawson, sarah baska, kendall rae, jaackmaate, and loads more! basically, if i’m not on tumblr, i’m on youtube, if i’m not on youtube i’m playing sims, and if i’m not on sims i’m on tumblr... 84. Do you like to take selfies? rarely 85. What is your favourite app? any social media 86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? fab 87. What is your favourite foreign accent? Australian and Scottish 88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? I have so many but I won’t bore you with another long list, so just a few: Sweden, South Africa, Iceland and Canada 89. What is your favourite number? 1 90. Can you juggle? no 91. Are you religious? I was baptised but don’t really consider myself religious 92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? both as interesting as the other 93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? not really 94. Are you allergic to anything? no 95. Can you curl your tongue? yep, one of my weird ‘party tricks’ is I can actually curl it 180 degrees 96. Can you wiggle your ears? no 97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? not as often as I should 98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? probably the forest 99. What is your favourite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?my dad probably gives the best life advice but there’s too much to put here 100. Are you a good liar? It depends 101. What is your Hogwarts House? Hufflepuff 102. Do you talk to yourself? All the time 103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I N T R O V E R T, i’m so introverted to the point I hate it but seriously struggle to change it 104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no but I have in the past 105. Do you believe in second chances? it depends 106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Hand it in 107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? It depends 108. Are you ticklish? VERY 109. Have you ever been on a plane? manyyyy times 110. Do you have any piercings? nope, I have but not anymore 111. What fictional character do you wish was real? no idea 112. Do you have any tattoos? nope 113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? I’m really not sure 114. Do you believe in karma? to an extent, but at the same time bad things seem to happen to good people, sooooo 115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? neither 116. Do you want children? yes 117. Who is the smartest person you know? my cousin 118. What is your most embarrassing memory? omg my whole life is filled with embarrassing memories that I seem to always remember at the most inconvenient times or when i’m about to go to sleep that just haunt me out of nowhere...fun 119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yes 120. What colour are most of you clothes? black or white 121. Do you like adventures? yep 122. Have you ever been on TV? no 123. How old are you? 20 - nearly 21 124. What is your favourite quote? not really sure. 125. Do you prefer sweet or savoury foods? sweet

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auroraphilealis · 6 years

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any book recs?

Heck yes I do!

Simon VS. The Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli: Even if you saw the movie already, the book is like a different storyline. They’re super close but very different and I literally can’t decide which I prefer

It by Stephen King: I’m not actually the biggest horror fan of all time but after seeing the movie, I fell in love with this idea. I’m only about half way through the novel version, but there is something insane about the way Stephen King writes. He truly understands human’s on a level not many people do, or at least understands them enough to REALLY draw out the true horror of the world. I don’t know man, it’s a good fucking book.

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley: Actually though, i re-read this after having read it 6 years ago, and holy shit this is actually amazing. I love this novel. Frankenstein is… a fascinating story.

The Book Thief by Markus Zusak: Seriously fucking amazing. It’s about a little girl growing up in Nazi Germany only it’s told from Death’s point of view, and I know what you’re thinking - how the fuck? But holy shit it is a fucking crazy good story, and the character of Death had me hooked on the first page

The Story of Edgar Sawtelle by David Wroblewski: One of my all time favorite books. It’s kind-of sort-of the story of Hamlet, but with a totally different modern revamp. The main character is mute, was born mute, and his closet relationship is with his dog. His mom marries his uncle after his father dies in a fire, and.. well. It’s just incredibly beautiful and amzing.

The Sword of Truth series by Terry Goodkind: Look. This is the longest book series I have ever read. I used to spend every second of every day reading these books. But if you’re a fantasy fan, and huge word counts don’t scare you, then good LORD is this the series for you. I think back on this series so fucking often, and I’ve read certain books in it like, six times each. Currently, my mom has my copies or I would be READING IT AGAIN since this series hass been on my mind alot again. Again, it’s super long. I think currently we’re on book like… 27. I googled it. holy shit it’s grown since I last picked it up. The best part about this series is 1. You can technically stop at any point because each book has a relatively good ending that will keep you satisfied (except book 1 and 2, you really have to finish 3 while youre at it). 2. They reflect the modern world so well sometimes you’re just godamn wow. Seriously. If you love fantasy, please give it a try. It’s worth it.

The Host by Stephanie Meyer: Look, I know what you’re all going to say. Twilight was terrible, why would we read this? Listen, LISTEN I actually love The Host. It was really well done, and it definitely Stephanie Meyer’s better novel. The movie adaptation sucked ass but I actually DO still read this book over and over again. It’s a sci-fi novel about alien’s coming to Earth and taking over host bodies. They do this on lots of planets, and Earth is their newest requistion. It’s also the only planet to fight back well enough that the aliens actually think they might win. It’s not as weird as it sounds. It’s a love story, and it goes far more in depth with the meaning of life and stuff like that then Twilight could dream of, so give it a try.

The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood: Actually amazing. I read it for class like… idek, 5 years ago maybe? When I heard it was getting it’s own show I was like !!!! but I haven’t actually watched the show version yet, so I have no idea how it compares to the novel. The novel is fucking amazing though. Legit made me cry. However, if you have a sexual trauma or trigger, this might be a difficult read in some select parts :/ Still fucking worth it times ten. I literally bought the book when my class was over, it was so good (the teacher actually, actually handed out copies, how insane is that? She was amzing)

Beloved by Toni Morrison: FUCK SO GOOD. I’ve read it twice, both times around school, and got to write papers on it twice as well. This is… this is one hell of a book. Both times I read it, I got so much more of it than the first time. THERE IS SO MUCH TO UNPACK. It’s about a former slave whose haunted by the baby daughter she killed to prevent her children from ending up slaves as well. This was just before slavery was abolished, as well, and while her baby daughter died, her other three kids lived. However, now her home is haunted, and the baby ACTUALLY comes back. It’s crazy and amazing and one of my favorite novels of all time. I can’t pick favorites guys, okay, but I love this one so fucking much.

Pellinor Series by Alison Croggon: Listen. Listen. I read this book when I was in high school immediately after I hurt my back so bad I was stuck in bed for a week, and literally continue to have issues with too this day. I CANNOT TELL YOU what the fucking plot was, and apparently there are 2 more books in the series that I didn’t know about, BUT I LOVED AND ADORED THIS BOOK OKAY IT WAS A WONDERFUL FANTASY NOVEL AND IT HAS A FEMALE LEAD ALRIGHT ITS GREAT JUST TAKE MY WORD FOR IT AND READ IT

Uglies Series by Scott Westserfeld: I remember finally getting my hands on this series and reading it in like, two days. Idk. It was great. If you can’t tell, I love fantasy and sci-fi and horror, which all mesh together horribly and you can never tell them apart. This isn’t horror though, just the other two. It’s about a world where when people turn a certain age, they get to become a “pretty’ which means to have surgery done to make them look perfect - only the reason for this is to dumb down society. Read it. I love it.

Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead: I love vampire novels. If you couldn’t tell, this is a vampire novel. It’s one of my preferred series though, I think Mead did an amazing job crafting the world she crafts. Vampires aren’t under wraps, nor are they inherently evil, but they do work in a really weird system where you have the Special vampires who the other vampires protect, and then like the bodyguard vampires. I can’t fully remember, it’s been a long time. But regardless, I remember this being one of the few novel series that made me cry, and I still love it to this day.

Harry Potter by JK Rowling: I thought this was such a give in that I didn’t put it on the list until now but actually like. Super good. I grew up in this series and sometimes I talk about it and remember I’m 24 cause some people I know have never read it and IT WAS LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD. Still think it’s worth it, even as I poke more and more holes in the story, because the older you get, the more you start to recognize problematic things. Clearly, Harry Potter was meant for children, not an adult who wants to critize everything. GOOD READ THOUGH

Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell: I grew up the girl writing fanfiction hid away in the back of the class because I didn’t want anyone to know. I look up to the people older than me at the time who developed and crafted the world we live in now, where Fanfiction is almost acceptable. Reading this novel... brought me right back to the Harry Potter days when the fandom was sitll new, underground, and ao3 didn’t exist. Honestly... it’s a really good book, and really hits home for people like me who write fanfiction and want nothing more than to write novels one day.

Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin: But actually the books are really good. I fucking adore the show and that’s what got me into the books, but the books are HELLA good. Weirdly, Daenery’s Targaryen is not the most well written character ever, and I blame it on Martin being a guy, becasue sometimes I actually hate her in the novels (seriously, he makes her sound... like a child, which I guess she kind of is) BUT one of my favorite things in the novel is that her husband Khal Drogo does not sexually assault her in the novels. He’s super sweet and good to her, and honestly just. Yep. Yeah. Good series.

What Happened to Lani Garver by Carol Plum Ucci: The most heartwrenching book of all time. I can’t tell you how long I cried over this book. I’m literally getting tearful as I think about it. It is... fucking BEAUTIFUL. I want to read it right this fucking second. It’s about a girl who was in remission from cancer, but who joins the cheerleading team. Only, shes technically too tall to be a cheerleader, so she gets an ED which actually puts her at risk for remission. She meets Lani Garver - the literal emodiment of a nonbinary person before that term every existed. Lani Garver is... a fucking angel. An actual angel okay. They help the main character through so much, specifically bullying, and Lani taught ME so much when I read it. The author refers to Lani as he, but remember that it was written before nonbinary was an accepted (possible even before it was a fully labeled) thing, but the book is SO worth reading. I. I’m going to go read it again.

Streams of Babel and it’s sequel The Fire Will Fall by Carol Plum Ucci: I originally read the second novel first on accident, which just goes to show you how good an author Ucci is becasue I didn’t even NOTICE until I got to the end and saw there was a first novel, oops. But, its a take on the lives of 4 kids in a situation of chemical warfare, and what happens to them when they get poisoned by the water. I think one of the kids is a fucking comptuer genius. Idk, I can’t fully remember, but it is one of my favorite novels, so check them out.

I’m like 100% that there’s more I could list but those are the ones I could currently recall BECAUSE THIS IS A MONUMENTAL TASK AND I LOVE BOOKS

#Anonymous #asks #book recs #book rec #books

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othernecessarythings · 4 years

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back on my bullshit again

and once more!! if you happen to stumble across these posts of mine, please just ignore them.. they’re a way for me to reflect on my life (and improve my english), and while i can’t stop you from reading them, can i say that you probably wouldn’t benefit much from it lol. anyways let’s go

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

my lots of songs list: the love club-lorde, river en vacker dröm-håkan hellström, living dead-marina, why we ever-hayley williams, snälla bli min-veronica maggio, take this lonely heart-nothing but thieves

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

oof um the person who will be the love of my life? no lol but like zendaya would be pretty cool ig

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“... and the top was red-and-white striped, and it all zipped up in the front.”

4) What do you think about most?

hmm my friends maybe?

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

not that i know of

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

nah i feel some trypophobia (?spelling) sometimes but that’s it

7) What’s your religion?

i’m kinda christian, but like i choose which parts to believe in and not, like i believe in the message of doing good and love, but not like homophobia or an actual god lol

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

sitting in the sun, listening to music

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

ah probably paramore, yeah it must be them

10) What was the last lie you told?

eh kinda basic but “i’m fine” i guess

11) Do you believe in karma?

ooh that’s a questioning worth discussing, no i don’t believe in the actual the-universe-is-constantly-judging-our-actions, but like that people who do good tend to get good things back? yeah that makes sense

12) What does your URL mean?

my main (neon-places) is from perfect places by lorde, and just neon bc it sounds cool

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

oh god if i only knew,,, i really need to improve my empathy, but my systematical skills are quite good

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

hayley williams

15) How do you vent your anger?

i don’t get mad😌😌 no but like when i get irritated do i just close my door to my room and like listen to music in headphones and solve a puzzle or something lol

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

i kinda collect things that mark an important/memorable event in my life, like my first pride bracelet, my favorite jeans from when i was like 15, lots of birthday cards,, yeah it’s not so unique, but they’re important to me

17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

yes!!!! me a few years ago would’ve never thought that i’d be like this now, but i’m proud of myself and what i’ve become!!

18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

fun fact i HATE sleeping to the sound of rain. it makes me really anxious,, i love the sound of waves though, or my little sisters pure laugh :,)

19) What’s your biggest “what if”?

what if i’m just faking everything, what if this is not actually me but something i put up to please others around me

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

not ghosts really, but there must be some sort of life in the whole fucking space,, while maybe not what we traditionally would categorize as “life”, must it exist something, somewhere

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

i’m in my bed so like. my nightstand to the right, my wall to the left

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

absolutely nothing, i’m so used to the smell of my house

23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

oo idk??? i’m usually quite content with wherever we’re going, although fotografiska in stockholm was shitty though

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

oh um like tyler joseph maybe? gerard way, frank iero? yeah i’m an emo slut

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

no don’t go there,, thereisnomeaningoflifesoitsallaboutmakingasmuchaspossibleandliveashappilyaspossiblyuntilourfleetingexistenceonthisearthisover

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

.. yeah you could say that i drove, i have a driving license after all, and i’ve never crashed but i’ve been stopped by police a few times lol

27) What was the last movie you saw?

no idea, i never watch movies... or wait!! we had legally blonde on at my friends house a few days ago when we got home from a party, i didn’t exactly watch it but it was playing

28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i’ve had some bad allergic reactions in form of severe eczema

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

‘the devil and god are raging inside me’ by brand new, doing my makeup a special way

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

yeah, that i’m gay and together with my earlier best friend (we were not)

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

not really,, i’m really fucking scared of conflicts so i simply forgive and move on, it’s easier that way

32) What is your astrological sign?

pisces baby

33) What’s the last thing you purchased?

a blue skirt second hand!! v cute

34) Love or lust?

um idk i’ve never really experienced any of them, but maybe love

35) In a relationship?

nope

36) How many relationships have you had?

a whopping amount of zero

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

I DONT KNOW someone tell me please how to get someone to like me,, but like more friendship-like is it usually to always choose my words very carefully to not upset anyone, it usually gets me quite far

38) Where is your best friend?

where? i hope she’s home? well like we took the bus home together a few hours ago, so i guess she’s home

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

aha ha funny,, i was having a small mental crisis so i sat and did math (by free will, school has ended for summer) while listening to melodrama.. yes

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i don’t know, this is so hard.. but like. no? or it wouldn’t really work to have someone like me as a close friend, i’m to introvert, i tend to surround myself with extroverts who bring me with them to do stuff

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

oh um i call 112 (the swedish 911) and make sure someone else notice the dog too and help it while i hurry to my job

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) yes, i think so. only my closest though, to give them a chance to say goodbye properly, but i wouldn’t really like other just acquaintances to reach out just bc of the circumstances

b) i try to travel as much as possible, party all i can, tell everyone i love how much they mean to me and just. live

c) of course, i would be scared to death (see what i did there) but i wouldn’t have any other choice but to fully live my last month

43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

hard times by paramore!! it always makes me want to dance

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

45) How can I win your heart?

show any whatsoever interest in me lol

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

i guess,, i’m like the opposite of insanity though, i’m constantly numb and completely lacking any creativity, so it may work the other way too

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

hmm maybe my school application? i’m so fucking happy with my choice

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

hmm nothing too special i guess, just the usual loved and missed and so

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

like the anatomy and stuff,,, i really like biology, more than romances lol

50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

usually different shades of blue, but right now all pastel colors, especially purple

51) What is your current desktop picture?

my locked screen is two of my best friends, and my home screen is paramore ofc

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

trump would be pretty nice

53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

oh um like “name a few things you don’t like about me” or something, bc as i said, i hate conflicts

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the ability to change the probability!!! it’s the ultimate superpower!!!

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

my tøp concert maybe? i was really euphoric then, and i haven’t really felt like that since, but i’m afraid i’ll destroy that memory if i could go back so idk

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

i’ve had quite a happy life yet, there’s no big thing i’d like to erase,, no i feel like every experience in my life has leaded me to where i am today, so i wouldn’t like to erase anything

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

hmm idk maybe alex turner. idk i feel like it would be pretty nice

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

italy maybe? my friends and i planned to go there this summer before the corona hit, so i’d like to go there lol

59) Ever been on a plane?

yeah several times

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

idk idk i’m not really.. attracted to anyone rn? it’s kinda weird but there’s no one where i’m like wow this person is HOT,, nah i don’t really feel anything like that at the moment

#julias mind #just for my own sake #self development

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dystovian · 7 years

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Ok so, can I has meh a HC of how the boys would react to their female crush having a three legged mutt named Chicken? She just found the dog rummaging through trash in an alley way so she took him in and instantly fell in love. Now Chicken is super protective of her.

I totally went off track but that happens all the time but,,,here u go! Pidges one is rlly short and idk I just couldn’t think of what else to put

[Hunk:]

•have you ever wondered what hunk looks like when he’s crying? happy tears?•ok so basically you guys met at school and he would take u places every once in a while•and after a bit of going to his (I hc him as having 2 mamas) moms café, you said •"hey! you’ve never been to my place! Wanna come over?“•he’s like yeah sure why not•he’s crying because he’s going to his crush’s house•so you’re waiting up or him, jus chilling and he knocks on the door •you open it and your dog is like oh my gosh!!! someone’s here!!!! boof! •let the struggle….ensue•you have to use your knee to hold your dog back so he doesn’t jump all over Hunk•Hunk literally comes in, shuts the door behind him, and just GASPS•and he’s standing there and his excitement is boiling over the top and his lid is about to POP•and you just grin in embarrassment and scratch the back of your head, thinking, wow maybe he’s scared or allergic and I never asked•he goes "hiiiiii!!!” And puts his arms out and your dog runs through your legs and just flops into his arms and he’s literally crying•but,,,Chicken,,, doesn’t know how your relationship is with Hunk•currently Chicken is just excited to see someone new because he’s always been very kind and welcoming to others•so after you explain to Hunk how you found him and such, he immediately fell in love with Chicken and fell in love with you even more•so you guys go on the couch and he goes to put his arm around you while you’re watching a movie•and Hunk just hears growling and he gulps and turns and oh what do u kno•your 3-legged, Pitbull-Rottweiler, 10 month old puppy is baring his huge teeth and growling•ur not close with people like you are with Hunk so yr pretty surprised, and you pat hunks lap and the dog just gleefully goes over and lays across you two•Hunk PISSED himself I kid u not•he excused himself and texted Lance and Pidge•they laughed•when Hunk goes missing, you were at his mothers café, when they broke the news to you and you ended up breaking down into tears and just crying while his mothers comforted you and offered for you to stay with them for a while. Maybe until Hunk came home or when you felt better

[Lance:]

•HA•alright, here’s the thing, your dog is GIGANTIC•despite your puppy being quite young, their growth rate is crazy•you only know one part of your dogs mix unfortunately, but it sure does explain why they’re so large•a giant, 3 pawed Bernese Mountain Dog, mixed with something unknown•the dog at this point is taller than you while on back legs•anyway•you’re taking Chicken for a walk, getting him used to the whole,,, 3 legs thing. •you aren’t dating Lance at the time but you weren’t expecting to see him. a happy surprise.•you let your dog run around the park for a while, doing some homework on a picnic bench•"y/n? is that my favorite person ever!?“ And he runs over and sits beside you•he’s helping you with homework when he feels a light tug at his pant leg•and he’s like,,,haha *wink* you’re so crazy Y/n. In public? hmm I guess•and you’re like ????wat•YOUR DOG TUGS SO HARD LANCE GETS DRAGGED UNDER THE TABLE AND YOURE BOTH SCREAMING•you grab your dogs collar and you’re like omg let go stop it•your dog does and ho boi he is mortified•you also like Lance, so now you think, oh wow. he hates me now •and he says, after some silence and heavy breathing•"man, I love your dog”•he’s a sucker for big dogs and the fact your PUPPY is gigantic and soft and only has 3 paws? just even better•you tell him the story of how you found him, 4 months old, abandoned and eating raw chicken that was no doubt moldy, in a dark and unsanitary alleyway in New York (you were visiting friends)•he fell in love, with the dog and you•ended up asking you on a date while kissing your dogs face and you said YES•when he went missing, you saw it on the news. and immediately grabbed your dog and ran to his house•knocked on the door and one of his siblings answered, very obviously visible that they were just crying. and this is where YOUR, the reader, tears come in•Lance never shut up about you and told his entire family about you and they could easily recognize you because he’s so detailed about your features . Even told them about the dog•they immediately dragged you in and hugged you and you ended up spending a lot of time with them while they also fell in love with u, and Chicken.

[Shiro:]

•totally a dog man•like, he’s had many pets, mostly dogs of course and he loves them•your dog: a labrador-husky mix. bright blue eyes and golden fur. 8 years old•3 legs, a white prosthetic •you found him on the side of the road, he was abandoned at the age of 5•anyway, to begin•Shiro goes up to you in the library after a couple friends finally convince him to•and he’s like, hey, since yr my partner for the project and all, where should we meet?•and you’re like, hm, how about my place?•OKGKKF he nods a bit too excitedly but you exchange numbers and you text him the address •"the doors unlocked so you can just come right in" you text him•he goes aight,,,,, and he walks in and leaves his rained on sneakers at the door•and you’re in the kitchen making some grilled cheese w ham•and your tossin Ham at your dog, who’s jumping up to catch it•he chuckles because your standing there in pajamas and tossing your dog Ham like you’re scoring 3-pointers in basketball•and your dog just stood and books it over to Shiro and when you turn and your dog isn’t there you’re like ???? WHATDH•you look over the island and there’s your dog standing his ground against Shiro and Shiro’s like uh…hehheh•"omg chicken get over here" chicken goes back to normal and prances over to your •"little shit I swear to god"•Shiro’s like, I never thought I’d be scared of a dog before•you smile and go hug him and just hear more growling from over the counter and he’s like ohnyktidjd•you end up going to put the dog in your room because he’s not allowed in the living room and Shiro offers to just watch movies in your room while you guys work on the project•"I don’t wanna have him feel left out cos of me, yknow?“•"yeah you’re right”•you all fell asleep together no lie and if anyone was around they honestly thought it was the cutest thing (shiro drools and has lil light snores and he just looks adorable)•when he went missing, you were heartbroken and didn’t know who his family was because you never got to visit them•you ended up visiting Pidge because you became friends with Matt as well•you hugged Pidge and always took her out to but things and you also helped her sneak into the garrison•when he came back for like,a day, you were in Keith’s shack when they all got there because you wanted to know if he could get in contact with Pidge for you because you were sick from school•Shiro came in and when he woke up you were sitting beside him on the floor, head against his shoulder and your dog was on his thighs

[Keith:]

•American Bulldog puppy mix, that HE actually gave to you•he was setting up posters around the garrison because his neighbors dog was pregnant•you were one of 3 people to approach him, after like a month of it being up•he’s always liked you and he just like, sndjjsjsk, I can give it to you today•and he does, you walk with him to said neighbors and you take home the puppy •this was freshman year so the puppy is 1 year old now•and after you guys became decently close, he asked you to tutor him in Spanish•because compared to him your grades were a bit better and he refused to ask Lance because Lance wouldn’t even say yes?•but he ends up going to your house and knocking because he didn’t get the chance to ask at school, and you just let him in like it’s normal and you don’t even think it’s weird•and he comes in and as soon as he sits down here comes your dog, now 3 legged and slaps into Keith’s face•and he’s like WHAT•one, he forgot you had the dog•two, since when did the dog have 3 legs•turns out, one night the dog escaped and you couldn’t find him for hours•the dog ended up getting hurt and you had no choice but to take him to the vet, where they also had no choice but to remove his log•the dogs name was Wudley, but since the incident you tend to call him Chicken as his nickname•Keith hears about it nd is like, “I’m surprised you kept him, lots of people usually put disabled dogs up for adoption” •"I’d never do that. If it means he has a higher chance of getting put down then that’s just purposely putting him in a slaughter house"•Keith hugs you and his heart swells because you’re so sweet and kind and wow he likes you more than he thought•he hears Wudley growing and nip at his elbow and he just chuckles and plays with him and let’s just say he came over more often to “study Spanish”•by “study Spanish” I mean “play with Wudley for like,,,4 hours straight all the while getting to know you”•when he went missing you knew damn well that this classified info was aliens and ended up living in his shack and doing research while you’re dog stayed with u

[Pidge:]

•this one is a lot different •yr dog is half beagle half terrier•Pidge was walking their dog, and you were walking yours•you shout “omg! Hi Pidge!” •yes this is during the garrison, you were the same age but you went to a different school. you visited the garrison as a sort of field trip with your class and that’s how you two met•"hi Y/n! Is this your dog?“ •your dog stops and just stares and you guys are literally 10 feet apart and you’re like ????•you didn’t notice Pidges dog yet bcos u also have a crush on Pidge and were currently paying more attention to them•Chicken goes full speed at Pidges dog, and they end up fooling around•the two of you end up talking for at least an hour, while sitting on a bench•you play games on your phones and ask each other questions to get to know each other even better than before•next thing you know you both here growling and each dog is growling at one of you. Pidges dog at you, Chicken at Pidge•you panic and apologize and pick up your dog and Pidge says "oh no it’s okay my dog usually doesn’t do this either so I should apologize”•you guys literally apologize to each other for 4 minutes before you just laugh•when Pidge goes missing you end up visiting their mother, sometimes watching their dog as well and doing chores while Mrs.Holt recovers•she lost her whole family, man

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localrobosexual · 7 years

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so how about The Last Knight huh

HECKO I totally forgot to make that post about what I thought about Transformers 5 after I watched it whOOPS

so here they are now!! :0 it’s kinda long though. Sorry about that. Unlike my post about GOTG Vol. 2 that one time, for this one I just kinda wrote down some erratic notes about thoughts and reactions I had as I watched the movie, and then I kinda summed up my opinion about it overall down at the end?? so yeah. That’s how this one is gonna play out lol. Generalized running commentary style.

(fair warning: this WILL contain spoilers!! Like I can’t,,, , talk about it without giving stuff away lmao. If you haven’t seen the movie, and still want to and plan on doing so, I don’t recommend you read this!)

alright u made it past the spoiler warning so here we go!!

- Quintessa gave me a lot of G1 Unicron vibes with the whole "I made you, you are mine to command" thing

- "Why do we tell these stories, besides the fact that dragons are wicked" girl same lmao

- I literally cannot. CANNOT. Take Barricade seriously. With those ridiculous "punish" and “enslave” branded brass knuckles. Buddy. My dude. Please chill. You're literally trying to be so edgy man just. Turn it down a notch lmao - Optimus literally didn't sound at all like himself at first?? It sounded like he had a different voice actor for those first few lines he spoke?? That was weird. It wasn't until the second time he appeared on screen where Quintessa was telling him about where the staff was hid was I like "oh wait yeah there's Peter Cullen" - the "Cybertron is coming" shot looked sUPER fake and green screened to me for whatever reason?? like idk I think it was the lighting they had on him but it was reALLY FUNNY PFFFFTT

- Bee swinging his legs on top of that roof was sUPER CUTE THANK U IM BLESSED

- Mohawk. Um. Who thought turning Junkrat into a Transformer was a good idea bc that’s literally all this dude is lmao

- What kind of name is Nitro Zeus. Im cryin. PRETTY SURE HE HAS THE SAME VOICE ACTOR AS THE ONE TIGER ALIEN FROM BEN 10??? I DON’T REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT HE WAS THE ONE THAT ALWAYS WENT "LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHIN". WHY DOES HE HAVE SHOCKWAVE'S FACE. IM SO DONE

- I like how they had the whole holoform bike thing going on?? like how Prowl's was in TFA and Arcee’s was in TFP that was neato - I WILL NEVER GET USED TO HEARING BUMBLEBEE SWEAR I S2G but the Siri voice thing was pretty funny ngl. I saw that in a trailer on instagram and didn't actually think it was actually a real scene that they kept I thought it was just made for that specific ad but nOPE IT WAS REAL LMAO - Megatron musing over Starscream's decapitated head oh my god liSTEN MAN PUT HIM DOWN DONT BE LIKE THIS COME ON - HI CAN WE TALK ABOUT COGSMAN I LOVE COGMAN A LOT I LOVE HIM HE WAS REALLY GREAT EASILY A BIG FAVE HE WAS SO ENJOYABLE TO WATCH I love how,,, ok heck I don't know this guy very well bc I didn't watch Age of Extinction but it's the green dude with the trench coat built into him,,, Crosshairs?? I think it's Crosshairs yeah but the fact that he called him a C-3PO rip off was fUNNY MAN that also got a good laugh outta me and he totally rekt his heckin finger lmao. He was rlly short?? that surprised me kinda like from the trailers it looked like he was pretty average human sized but nope he’s super short - BEE'S DOUBLE CHEST POUND FINGER GUN "ayyy my dude" THING WAS ADORABLE THANK U - THEY ACTUALLY WENT THROUGH WITH THE WHOLE EARTH BEING UNICRON THING HOLY HECK now that,,, that was really interesting. Didn't expect that. AND the whole Nemesis Prime deal?? OP getting brainwashed?? THAT'S why he's heckin evil nO WONDER MAN GEEZ I didn't think OP would willingly do all that to the earth just because. That makes me feel a lot better actually lmao - Soundwave!! Shockwave!! u guys are famous!! wow way to go im so proud of u!!!! - Hot Rod tho,,,, , oh boy he was a mess lmao. I only really know Hot Rod through MTMTE and the 80s Transformers movie so,, , not too too much to go off of, but he just was so incredibly DIFFERENT and off-putting from what I was used to that I honestly didn't like him so much?? I mean he was alright. Grew on me a bit more as the movie went on I think. He was ok. That time warp weapon thing he had was cool tho!! nice!! seemed kinda overpowered a bit but cool!! - COGMAN SPINNING AROUND IN A CIRCLE WHILE HE WALKED THE DOG WAS ADORABLE THANK U - you know that movie trope where he background music will become like a song on the radio and then a character comes and switches it off?? YEAH THEY DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN THIS MOVIE WITH THE EPIC WORLD-CHANGING ORGAN MUSIC AND I JUST. COGMAN GOING HAM ON THAT ORGAN HAD ME CRYYYYYYYIIINNG HE WAS SO INTO IT MAN OH MY GO D. I LOVE COGMAN THANK U THAT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE TROPES AND IT WAS HILARIOUS GOD BLESS - HE CAN SING OPERA TOO IM CRYYYYIINNNG MAN JUST. PLEASE LET HIM HYPE UP THE MOMENT HE'S DOING HIS BEST!!!! - THE TABLE WAS WRITTEN IN OLD CYBERTRONIAN yknow if you could get Cyclonus down there he could probs read that for you no problem. Or don't actually. Please don't drag him into Bayverse oh I s2g nevermind nevermind - HEY MAN I LOVED THAT ROBOT HYDRA WOO BOY THAT WAS COOL and it's like?? a Combiner?? but not really. Burton just said the twelve knights combined into the dragon but I doubt they can all unfuse from that form lmao it was probs just a one time thing. So not a Combiner. Still cool tho. Robot dragons. SICK!!!!!! - HEY they did the whole Unicron's a planet-eating god thing this time around too wow. Neat. Listen man all I'm saying is I glad I watched TFP and bits of G1 and that 80s movie bc if not I woulda had no idea why Unicron was important lmao. That was pretty neat tho!! Interesting. Interesting. - OK BUT COGMAN LAUGHING AND SINGING "MOVE B!TCH GET OUT THE WAY" WHILE DRIVING 200 MPH DOWN THE ROAD WAS HILARIOUS WHAT A BLESSING THANK U - Surprisingly Bee seemed to be ok in that open water??? Hanging on to the side of a submarine?? I mean. Salt water man. Buddy watch out ur gonna rust plEASE BE CAREFUL

- speaking of which didn’t they say there was gonna be a submarine transformer in this movie?? like didn’t they say that in interviews before the movie came out?? I mean. We never saw that. It might’ve been that the submarine WAS a transformer but it never spoke, never transformed, nothing. Didn’t give any indication that it was uniquely Cybertronian aside from Vivian’s magic touch thing. Idk. That wasn’t explained so I mean. Hmm.

- Cogman can make sushi!! dang!! wow!!! bravo!!! - OP'S HECKIN INTERDIMENSIONAL BOOB POCKET OH MY GO D dang wish I had one of those lmao - THAT FINAL FIGHT WITH OP AND BEE THO AAAAAAAA OH MY GO S H HECKO MAN!!!! OPTIMUS RIPS OFF BEE'S DOOR WINGS MAN!!! GEEZ!!!! what I wanna know is like since when did Bumblebee have a hammer lmao. Like,, , is it supposed to the the Forge of Solus Prime?? When did he get that?? How and why?? I don't know and it was never explained but I mean. Why tho. - OH MY GOD BUT BEE'S VOICE!! IT ACTUALLY WORKED!!! DANG!! WOW BUDDY!!! AAAA!! IM GLAD HE'S OK!!! and that's all it takes to snap Optimus outta his brainwashed phase lmao ok then. Cool. Wasn’t what I expected him to sound like either but then again I really don’t know what I expected in the first place lmao - I feel a LOT better knowing Optimus didn't willingly wanna destroy the earth like. He was brainwashed. And when he snapped outta it he felt absolutely awful about what he did. I mean it felt like that whole plot point was rushed, a lot of this movie felt very rushed, but it makes me feel better at least lmao. Optimus I'm sorry man can I,,, , give u a hug or something man it rlly looks like u need a hug - "YOU CHOSE THE WRONG SIDE" OOOOOH BOY FLASHBACKS TO THAT CAPTAIN AMERICA CIVIL WAR BIT IN PRI.ME(3) LMAOOOO - CADE. BUDDY. YOU CANT JUST BLOCK A SWORD LIKE THAT. THAT WAS A KILLING BLOW DEALT BY A GIANT ALIEN ROBOT I DONT CARE HOW SPECIAL THAT MEDALLION THINGY IS U CANT JUST DO THAT LMAOOOO. And then as soon as he whips that sword out the rest of the knights are like "oh wait yeah let's stop killing this guy we're chill now let's all point out swords together" lmaooooo - Crosshairs' "Love that guy. Goosebumps every time" line after Optimus gives his mandatory speech lmAO DUDE SAME - "You were by far the coolest" alright Cogman you ruined the moment a lil bit but man I still love u hecko - OK THIS IS GONNA SOUND REALLY STUPID BUT LISTEN MAN I'M GLAD THERE WAS,,,, , a lot of hand holding going on towards the end. Like fr. Cogman to dying Burton and Vivian and Cade as they were gonna jump outta that plane onto the Cybertronian tendril whatevers. Just. Small bits of physical reassurance and comfort in times of real great distress. I appreciate that a LOT more than like, watching two characters make out right before the big climactic final showdown lmao. Thank u movie wow I really didn't expect that - SO THERE WAS A COMBINER TEAM!! A COMBINER MINOTAUR!!! DANG NOT EVEN GONNA LIE THAT THING WAS NEATO!!! - Ok forget what I said about Hot Rod at the beginning he redeemed himself at the end. I didn't like him and first but now,, , now we chill. Granted I still can't see him as being HOT ROD bc he's just so different from what I know him as Rodimus but I can still appreciate him as his own character. Cool cool. - OPTIMUS RIDING THE ROBOT HYDRA INTO BATTLE AND BLOWING EVERYTHING UP WAS GREAT. MAN THAT WAS GOOD. "DID YOU FORGET WHO I AM" WOOOO BOY CHILLS MAN!!!! - OH COME ON they still made out. Lmao. Dangit. It was inevitable but I mean come on man. Alright. They kept it short and quick thank you tho if u had to put in a make out scene at least u kept it to a minimum. Thank you. Can we get back to the robots now pls. - AAAAA BUMBLEBEE'S "STING LIKE A BEE" LINE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - that ending was pretty sudden lmao. A lot of this movie was sudden and fast. They just jump cut STRAIGHT to those credits man not even an ending panorama or clean slow zoom out shot or anything lmao - AND OH BOY THEY TEASED UNICRON’S GONNA ACTUALLY COME BACK AND APPEAR IN ANOTHER MOVIE AAAAAAA OH NO OH BOY NOT AGAIN GOSH DARN IT LMAO

All in all, surprisingly, I actually ended up kinda enjoying it!! Like it really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be!! Tbh for me it might even be second best in the series!! (First being the first movie from 2008 lmao) Honestly I was really REALLY surprised at how much I didn't hate it. Like. I still dislike it to a degree because it's still Bayverse, and I probably won't watch it again unless I'm with friends (like I do with the rest of the transformers movies) but it honestly wasn't too too bad! It really exceeded my expectations as far as plot, and I wasn't hardcore cringing for most of the movie so hey that's a plus!! The movie had a lot of genuinely funny moments, especially with Cogman, which got some pretty good laughs outta me like I was really having fun at those parts!! Optimus’ absence for most of the movie didn’t sit well with me for some reason. Like it just felt strange. But it kinda had to be for the story to move forward so I guess I can forgive that lol. The pacing was REALLY whack and way too fast though. Like they were REALLY trying to cram a whole lotta stuff into a relatively short amount of time. The movie's almost two and a half hours long but it really didn't feel like that because of how fast the pacing was. Some of the dialogue felt really forced because of this issue too. It didn’t feel genuine sometimes. But that has to be like, pretty much my only specific issue with it?? surprisingly?? wow. I'm honestly super shocked lmao dang man I didn’t think I’d like this movie at all but I was very much proved wrong!! I hated those old ladies tho and their obsession to get Vivian a boyfriend and the whole innuendo thing. Yeah. No. Don't do that. Stop. I'm too ace for this.

anyways yeah those were my thoughts sorry that was so long lmao whoops

#transformers #bayverse #tf5 #transformers 5 #transformers the last knight #words of meg #long post

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Do them all you know you want to

Woah you got me 😵 “200 things you can put in my ask  200: My crush’s name is: I can’t believe how nosy you are but I’m saying Ezra Miller for this cause you know, I’m not lying  199: I was born in: Bosnia!! 198: I am really: weird 197: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile 🙄 196: My eye color is: brown 195: My shoe size is: 8-9 194: My ring size is: uhhh it probably like 6 or a little less?? 193: My height is: about 5'6 192: I am allergic to: grass :( 191: My 1st car was: no car yet  190: My 1st job was: chuckecheese :)) 189: Last book you read: cellist of Sarajevo  188: My bed is: comfy as heck  187: My pet: my best friend 186: My best friend: is beautiful!! 185: My favorite shampoo is: probably Pantene  184: Xbox or ps3: PS3?? 183: Piggy banks are: cute 182: In my pockets: I’m wearing boxer briefs rn lmao  181: On my calendar: guineas  180: Marriage is: pretty cool  179: Spongebob can: always cheer me up  178: My mom: is amazing I love her  177: The last three songs I bought were? I never buy songs lol  176: Last YouTube video watched: uhhhh probably a makeup tutorial  175: How many cousins do you have? One first cousin so that’s all I count  174: Do you have any siblings? Just one!! Nanners :B 173: Are your parents divorced? Nooooo 172: Are you taller than your mom? She’s a tiny bit taller  171: Do you play an instrument? I’ve played the piano, the violin, and the cello lmao  170: What did you do yesterday? Hmmm I was very sad and didn’t do anything  [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: not for me, I need to get to know someone but maybe for others! 168: Luck: kinda  167: Fate: maybe  166: Yourself: no lol  165: Aliens: YES 164: Heaven: Its a nice thought but probably too good to be true  163: Hell: I hope it’s not real  162: God: eh depends. I only use god when I really need him. Which is bad I know  161: Horoscopes: yes sadly lmao  160: Soul mates: yeah! Platonic and romantic  159: Ghosts: yes 158: Gay Marriage: YES!! 157: War: I hate war  156: Orbs: yeah  155: Magic: eh  [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs 153: Drunk or High: high  152: Phone or Online: phone  151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired!!! 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes  149: Hot or cold: depends. I like in the middle tbh  148: Summer or winter: in the middle usually  147: Autumn or Spring: ugh hard question. Probably autumn  146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate 145: Night or Day: night  144: Oranges or Apples: oranges  143: Curly or Straight hair: curly  142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonald’s  141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white!! 140: Mac or PC: mac 139: Flip flops or high heals: neither but high heels I guess 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor  137: Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi 136: Hillary or Obama: Obama!! 135: Burried or cremated: I’m afraid of both tbh 134: Singing or Dancing: singing 133: Coach or Chanel: Chanel  132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: Taylor hicks??  131: Small town or Big city: small town  130: Wal-Mart or Target: target  129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: uhhh Ben stiller definitely  128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure I hate feet  127: East Coast or West Coast: east  126: Your Birthday or Christmas: I don’t celebrate Christmas so I guess my birthday  125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate definitely  124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney  123: Yankees or Red Sox: I don’t care for either  [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: awful  121: George Bush: bye  120: Gay Marriage: GREAT  119: The presidential election: frustrating  118: Abortion: your body your choice!! 117: MySpace: never had one but such a meme now 116: Reality TV: sadly entertaining  115: Parents: love them  114: Back stabbers: bye  113: Ebay: nice  112: Facebook: only occasionally entertaining. Good for looking at memories  111: Work: miss having a job  110: My Neighbors: weird  109: Gas Prices: okay for now  108: Designer Clothes: too expensive  107: College: also too expensive and scary  106: Sports: only like soccer and like badminton lmao  105: My family: great  104: The future: probably awful  [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: tonight when I hugged my mom cause we cried  102: Last time you ate: around 7 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: tonight at the cafe. It was some random Bosnian man but still  100: Cried in front of someone: tonight  99: Went to a movie theater: wow it’s been a while I don’t remember  98: Took a vacation: very long time ago but probably gatlinburg a couple summers ago  97: Swam in a pool: a few month ago  96: Changed a diaper: never  95: Got my nails done: never  94: Went to a wedding: I was 6 and it was my aunts wedding  93: Broke a bone: I was probably like 8-9. I broke my arm riding my razor scooter  92: Got a peircing: a long time ago. Only my ears  91: Broke the law: only a few days ago  90: Texted: half an hour ago  [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Nichole or my dad  88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: the comfort/familiarity of being around my family and my room  87: The last movie I saw: uhhhh I can’t remember tbh  86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: moving in a few days!!  85: The thing im not looking forward to: going back to college  84: People call me: samronis 83: The most difficult thing to do is: get up and do anything lmao  82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never  81: My zodiac sign is: taurus 80: The first person i talked to today was: sultana 79: First time you had a crush: I was at a friend’s birthday party. I was probably like 6 but I didn’t even know his name and he was a little older than me and wearing all black so I thought he was the coolest person ever. We played tag and I remember looking up at him cause he was at the top of the stairs. I still wonder who he was. 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: I can hide things from everyone  77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday when erin and I said the exact same thing at the same time lmao  76: Right now I am talking to: nobody  75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I guess be a teacher idk  74: I have/will get a job: hopefully next semester  73: Tomorrow: nothing new  72: Today: what  71: Next Summer: ??? 70: Next Weekend: ??? 69: I have these pets: guineas  68: The worst sound in the world: really loud sounds. They scare me so much  67: The person that makes me cry the most is: 66: People that make you happy: my family, my friends, my guineas  65: Last time I cried: tonight  64: My friends are: wonderful  63: My computer is: new but I never use it  62: My School: is great tbh  61: My Car: don’t have one  60: I lose all respect for people who: don’t respect my boundaries  59: The movie I cried at was: don’t remember  58: Your hair color is: blonde currently but very dark naturally  57: TV shows you watch: PLL, TWD, always rewatching Lost  56: Favorite web site: idk Tumblr  55: Your dream vacation: Italy!!  54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when I was getting my hair bleached once a couple years ago  53: How do you like your steak cooked: grew up on well done but I’ve seen the light and I love medium well now  52: My room is: very messy rn  51: My favorite celebrity is: lily Collins!! 50: Where would you like to be: my new house  49: Do you want children: yes! 48: Ever been in love: I have no idea  47: Who’s your best friend: I have more than one but erin is my main bro  46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl  45: One thing that makes you feel great is: being around people I love  44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Tea 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: nope :)) 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not yet but I have some in my head  41: Have you pre-named your children: yes, I want a girl named Maya 40: Last person I got mad at: probably my mom  39: I would like to move to: Italy  38: I wish I was a professional: singer (I would never stop singing) [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: kit Kats probably  36: Vehicle: fiat 35: President: Obama  34: State visited: I haven’t been like anywhere but South Carolina is the only one I can think of  33: Cellphone provider: only experienced one  32: Athlete: I don’t think I even have one but Messi used to be my fave  31: Actor: Ezra Miller 30: Actress: Lily Collins 29: Singer: probably Ed Sheeran, he calms me  28: Band: jobros 😈 27: Clothing store: h&m?? 26: Grocery store: Kroger  25: TV show: Lost  24: Movie: Les Mis, Sing Street, Princess Diaries 2, Chocolat 23: Website: Peach&Lily or Tumblr?? 22: Animal: guineas!! 21: Theme park: uhhh idk I’ve only been to Disney world  20: Holiday: New Years  19: Sport to watch: soccer 18: Sport to play: badminton or soccer  17: Magazine: don’t have one  16: Book: hmm wow I need to read more :)  15: Day of the week: Saturday  14: Beach: the Adriatic Sea in Croatia  13: Concert attended: I only really like music festivals  12: Thing to cook: desserts 11: Food: sirnica tbh  10: Restaurant: probably Sapporo 9: Radio station: ??? 8: Yankee candle scent: candles are expensive so idk 7: Perfume: dolce&gabanna light blue  6: Flower: rose!! 5: Color: green!! 4: Talk show host: I have no idea  3: Comedian: ?? 2: Dog breed: corgi!! 1: did you answer all these truthfully ?” Yes I think so

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Allllriiiiiggghhttt, knocked out the first prize for my fic give away!!! WHooo!! And of course I go overboard, because I have no freaking self-control, so here’s another 7k oneshot of fluff it was supposed to be 5k, dedicated to my dear friend and first prize winner @bluethisisforyou who wrote the amazing actor!au for klance called And, Action! Like seriously, if you haven’t read it, you need to, because damn is it amazing.

Loosely based off of these pieces of artwork by @cata-strophes : [1] [2] Seriously, they’re gorgeous and you should totally reblog those too!!

Summary: Lance didn't know what he was looking for, and he wasn't really searching either. But then Keith had to come and remind him. And boy, did he.

Word Count: 7290 (leave me alone idk what happened)

AO3

Lance stretched and took a deep breath. Fuck, it was nice to be out of the castle for like the first time in months. He hadn't even waited for the others to head out when they touched down. He'd been stir crazy for the past week and he was so done with being on that ship.

The planet they landed on was amazing. The sky was a clear crystalline blue, and the ground was a slate gray, typically boring but it was the flora and fauna that made up for the colors. It was a menagerie of color and everything practically glowed. Flowers stood as tall as him, basking in the sunlight and spilling more light off of their petals; trees stood even taller, their limbs stretching high above, laden with fruits and vines. The grass was light green and it had a mossy texture under Lance’s feet.

Slowly the rest of the team followed up out. Lance stood out in the middle of the area they landed in, face turned up to the sky, enjoying the feeling of sunlight on his skin.

“Woah, this place is… wow,” Hunk breathed.

It was wow. Everything was so lush and green, it reminded Lance of the rain forests back home.

He spun around and beamed. “Isn’t it? I can’t wait to go exploring! Like, do you guys see this? The plants are practically glowing, and – and the sky! It’s just like Earth’s!” He ran around gesturing at the plants and pointing to the sky.

Shiro watched with a bemused smile, and Pidge was grumbling something about it just being bioluminescence. Hunk smiled enthusiastically back at him, walking closer to examine the plants. Lance saw Keith cross his arms and look around. Allura and Coran were standing behind the group, watching them all react to the planet they landed on. The princess was smiling, albeit sadly. Coran placed a hand on her shoulder, reassuring her.

Lance remembered Allura and Coran telling them about the planet they were on. It was had no signals of intelligent life currently, even though there had been before Zarkon attacked. But this had been a vacation spot for Allura and her father long before the lions existed.

Lance couldn’t keep the smile off of his face, it felt too good to be off the ship. Hunk waved Pidge over, asking her to check out the flowers he was looking at. Each time he touched their petals, they glowed brighter. It was like the whole planet couldn’t contain itself and lit itself from within.

“I’m gonna go explore guys, who's joining me?" Lance turned to Hunk, his go-to partner, to see him smiling sheepishly and scratching the back of his head.

“Sorry, man, but after fighting off all the Galra, I just wanna sit still for a while.” Everyone had bags under their eyes from the constant amount of stress, yet the exhaustion that they should all be feeling was lost on Lance.

Lance laughed, “Don’t worry, bro, I get you. Anyone else?”

Pidge ignored him, completely absorbed in how the plants worked, the gears turning in her head as she mulled over why all of the plants emitted their own light.

When no one said anything, Lance shrugged. “Alrighty then, guess I’ll go by myself then.” He turned to go. Exploring by himself was going to be fun either way.

“Wait, Lance. You should take someone with you, we don’t know what’s out there,” Shiro reasoned. He looked ready to take a nap and Lance knew that Shiro needed rest more than any of them.

Lance pouted. “Well, no one seems to wanna go-”

“I’ll go.”

Lance gaped at him. Since when was Keith willing to spend time with him? It wasn’t like they spent time together on the ship outside of training and battles. Sure, they formed Voltron plenty of times by now, and they were a pretty tight knit group, but yeah, Keith never went out of his way to spend time with Lance.

Plus, there was the whole rivalry thing they had going. What was this going to do to that dynamic?

“Okay, so Keith will go with you.”

Both boys looked at each other and back to Shiro. Lance was shocked. Didn’t Shiro see the way he and Keith almost never got along? Like ever? He glanced at Keith and he just looked uninterested, almost bored. What the fuck?

“Haha, Shiro, Keith doesn’t have to come with me, I’ll be fine on my own,” Lance argued. He could already see how well that was going to go. Him and Keith crawling through the forest that surrounded them, most likely getting nowhere since they would be arguing about which way to go too much to actually go anywhere.

“Lance, you really should-”

Keith shrugged and stepped up next to Lance. “Don’t worry about it, Shiro. I’ll go.”

Shiro and Keith shared a look. Lance narrowed his eyes and looked between the two. What were they trying to tell each other? Shiro almost looked somewhere between proud and worried. Worried should have been the first thing Shiro should have felt because Lance was certain that this was going to be a disaster.

After a few moments and a slight shake of his head, Keith turned to Lance and gestured to the forest. “Which way are we going?”

Lance blinked, mind blanking for just a moment before he turned on a whim and walked a random direction. "This way seems the most interesting."

He could practically hear Keith roll his eyes, but the footsteps following him gave Lance the green light to keep forging ahead. They walked into the forest, disappearing in a flash of light as they brushed past glowing ferns and bushes.

The forest was dense, almost no light penetrating through the thick canopy of leaves high above their heads. The trees sucked up all the sunlight they could and the vines drooped from tree limbs, winding their way to the ground in some fashion. They created a network of veins that transferred the light gathered from the trees all the way down to the ground, were more plants gathered around the bases of each tree, clamoring for what light they could get to.

“Woah,” Lance breathed, stopping and staring at everything. He almost couldn’t take it all in.

Keith peeked over his shoulder and huffed, “It’s like that Avatar movie.”

“What movie?” Lance side eyed him and started to move farther into the forest.

“You know, that one movie with the giant blue aliens?”

Lance waved him off. “That movie is like crazy old, what are you doing watching it?”

Keith made an indignant noise. “It was a good movie!”

First the cryptids and conspiracy theories, now this. What other weird things was he going to bring up?

“Yeah, and no one remembered it.” Lance stepped over a fallen sapling. It was covered in more glowing plants, and as he brushed by them, they lit up.

Keith scrambled after him. “But you remembered it.”

He stopped and turned, crossing his arms. “Give me one detailed scene.”

Keith stumbled to a stop opened his mouth before shutting it again. Lance smirked triumphantly and Keith simply scowled at him. He shoved past Lance, ignoring the way Lance kept smirking at him. Lance wasn’t going to let that go now, he was going to be hearing about it for the next week if he was lucky.

The farther they went into the forest, the more colorful it became. Lights were everywhere, pulsing soothingly, blinking in and out, or flashing in patterns. It was so much to take in, Lance felt like he had to force himself to watch where Keith was going or else he was going to trip over something. The biggest surprise he found was that there were no animals. He could only hear the wind rustling the leaves high above him and their soft footfalls. Nothing was dry, the ground wasn’t littered with leaves like the forests back on Earth. It was covered in the moss-like grass that covered nearly everything else.

Both boys walked in silence after that. Keith leading the way and Lance staring open-mouthed at everything. The air was humid, and the longer they walked in some aimless direction, the more their clothes began to stick to them. Lance could feel sweat run down the back of his neck. His collar was sticky and he yanked it away from him every once and while to let some fresher air in. Keith wasn't fairing much better, pulling at his shirt repeatedly. The back of it and it clung to him, showing Lance exactly how each muscle moved and how strong Keith looked.

Fucking-

Lance looked away, he could feel the blush creeping up on his cheeks and he was glad he was behind Keith. Now was not the time to start thinking about his rivalry-crush situation.

The trees were starting to thin out, and the glow from all the plants was less visible. Lance was still off in his own little world, wrestling the emotions he thought he beat down a long time ago. He couldn't pursue anything with Keith. They were teammates and teammates who often did mind-melding exercises. Lance shuddered. Just the thought of Keith finding out about his little (read: gigantic) crush on him would be the end of him. Goodbye, Lance, it was nice knowing you.

He stumbled and collided into Keith’s back. His nose smarted.

“Dude, what the hell?” he asked, rubbing his nose.

He peered around Keith’s shoulder and the sight…

Both of them stared in awe, mouths open as they peered out of the forest.

They stood on top of a cliff, and it was open to mountains, and valleys that flowed with water. All the ground was carpeted in green, and the water sparkled in the sunlight. It was straight out of a storybook – or movie in Keith's case. The world was overflowing with plant-life, each and every single leaf glowing, and Lance couldn't believe that there was a place this beautiful in the universe.

A waterfall roared to their left, pouring over the side of the cliff, the mist floating in the air. It sparkled and glittered and the water was a bright blue, reflecting the same color as the sky. If they were actually in a movie, the background music would be really epic right now.

Lance stepped around Keith and just stared. Neither of them could find words for what this place looked like.

“Hey… do you think James Cameron knew about this place when he made that movie?” Keith whispered

“Keith! What the hell man, moment ruined!” Lance scoffed and started walking along the edge, towards the water. Maybe there was a stream somewhere. He needed a drink.

“It’s a serious question! This place is like straight out of the movie!”

Keith followed along behind him, bouncing questions off of Lance and Lance rebuffing them. It’s not like he’s seen the movie a dozen times like Keith had. He was more into the old Disney and Dreamworks classics than the sci-fi films he caught Keith and Pidge watching on occasion. Like How to Train Your Dragon and Moana were great movies, there was no telling Lance otherwise.

They walked to the edge of the waterfall, the water rushing past them and dropping off the edge. Even this close, when the water would have been white and foamy on earth, it was still that clear blue. The gleam that Lance could see in the river thousands of feet below them wasn’t as prominent with the water moving this fast, but it was still there. It was strange to see water that held its color versus water simply reflected its surroundings.

“Do you think that there’s cave system in there?” Lance called out over the water.

“Why would you want to go in there?” Keith looked mildly concerned that Lance wanted to go further. The sun hadn’t come close to the horizon yet, so they still had time to kill.

“C’mon, pretty boy, let’s go spelunking.” Lance grinned and immediately turned towards the waterfall.

God fucking dammit, he just called Keith “pretty boy”. Pretty boy. Pretty boy. Who was he? Some high schooler with a crush on the football captain? Okay… in this situation, yeah he basically was. Way to go, Lance, he probably thinks you’re a creep now.

When Lance reached the waterfall, there was a small ledge that ran along the side. It led upstream of the roaring water and the water got brighter and brighter the deeper Lance looked into the cave. He glanced over his shoulder to see that Keith was right behind him, a weird look on his face, but it wasn’t anything new. Lance said some weird shit all the time and the look on Keith’s face just said he chalked it up to that.

He started to edge along the outcropping, keeping his back to the face of the cliff and the wall of the cave by extension. It was slow going, and the cave quickly blocked out all of the sunlight that was pouring into the valley, same as the waterfall. But with the luminescent water flowing mere feet away underneath of them, it wasn’t hard to see at all. The cave wall actually glittered back, moss clinging to the walls. Together, he and Keith left a slowly fading trail of light as they worked their way farther into the cave.

By now, they were gradually finding themselves heading deeper underground. Literally, the path they were on was degrading and soon enough Lance could no longer see the entrance of the cave. The majority of the water had turned away from them, but there was a stream that the ledge followed.

“Lance, do you have any idea where we are going?” Keith hissed from behind him.

Lance looked at him, and if it weren't for the deep-seated curiosity he was following right now, he would have stopped. Keith looked honestly scared, but something was pulled Lance deeper. It… he couldn't quite put his finger on it, but whatever was pulling him farther into the cave, felt a lot like the same pull his lion had on him. He couldn't just not keep going, he had to find out what it was.

"No, not really, but that's the whole point of exploring Keith," he reassured. "Besides, all we gotta do when we’re done here is follow our lions.”

Keith didn’t look convinced but he nodded and waved Lance to keep going.

Minutes passed, and then an hour, and they were still walking along the path. The water was their own source of light. Everything was coated in a soft blue glow, almost the same shade as the blue crystals the Alteans used to power their systems. The force that was guiding Lance was a lot stronger now than it was the last time Keith had spoken up, and the fact that they hadn’t come across anything was making him worried. Worried that whatever was down here was something they couldn’t get away from. But at the same time, he couldn’t stop. He had to keep going.

They kept walking. Lance was getting antsy now. They hadn't found anything, but he didn't want to give Keith the satisfaction of going back on his word. He was going to find what was down here.

The tunnel opened up and boys found them faced with a pool of glowing water. Moss clung to the wall, glittering like jewels. There were even some crystals or gems embedded in the ceiling, imitating a starry sky above them.

“This is…” Keith trailed off.

“Beautiful,” Lance finished, but he wasn’t looking at the cave.

Keith nodded, eyes wide and staring at everything. The light from the water lit him from underneath, reverse highlighting the planes of his face. In this light, his eyes were imperceptibly dark, almost black. They shined with wonder and Lance had to quell the urge to grab onto his hand. Worst case he wanted to kiss him and make it so he was the reason why those eyes were filled with wonder.

Dammit, Lance, get a hold of yourself. He was your teammate; you can’t do that.

Lance tore his eyes way from Keith and started to edge closer to the water. The air down here was wet, but not like the air outside where it was heavy and thick. Here was refreshing and clear, almost cool.

He walked to the edge and knelt, dipping his hand into the water. It was surprisingly warm and it lit up around him. When he pulled his hand out, the water continued to glow brighter before swirling and dissipating.

“So, this whole planet glows, even the water. What’s next, a purple sun?”

“Purple suns don’t exist,” Keith deadpanned.

Lance stood up and turned to him. “Uh huh, just like water isn’t supposed to glow.”

Keith rolled his eyes and started making his way back to the entrance of the cave. “C’mon, we found out what was down here, we should probably head back.”

"You're just scared of the dark," Lance huffed but followed anyways.

The trek out of the cave and back to the castle was decidedly shorter than how long it took them to get to the cave in the first place. Everyone was gathered around a campfire, Hunk barbecuing some of the fleshier plants for dinner.

“How was exploring?” Shiro asked when both of them found seats around the fire.

They shared a look and shrugged. Lance didn’t want to share the cave, it felt like it was their place, their discovery. Something private between him and Keith. And Keith seemed to think the same thing, keep his expression neutral as he talked about the forest. Not once mentioning the cave or waterfall.

“Hey, Allura. What exactly is this place?” Lance asked. “Everything is all glowy and there isn’t anything but plants here. What’s the deal?”

Allura looked up at the sky, the beginnings of the sunset showing in its strange green to purple gradient. “There used to be life here, but the people never built anything.”

The team looked at her, not really comprehending how a civilization could exist without leaving anything behind.

“What do you mean, Princess?”

She turned her gaze to Shiro, a fond smile on her face. “The Iv’An was a race of people who lived off the forest, never taking more than they needed. And in return, the forest gave them what they needed. It was a symbiotic relationship of sorts. The Iv’An kept the forest from over growing and the forest allowed them to live then the trees, growing specifically for them as shelter.”

“So where did they all go?” Pidge asked, a flower in her hands. It was dimly lit, not near as brilliant as it used to be when it was still in the ground. “There aren’t any signs of the Galra here, but all the Iv’An are gone.”

“Well, we can safely assume that the Galra must have come here to conquer and were run off by the forest,” Coran provided. “The Iv’An were a peaceful race, and must not have stood a chance against an army such as Zarkon’s.”

“So they were wiped out?”

Coran nodded. “Our records are ten thousand years old, but their absence must mean exactly that. Normally they would have greeted us by now if they were here.”

Pidge went back to play with the flower, rolling the stem between her fingers and twirling it. The rest of the team was silent, mourning the loss of a race they would never have the chance to meet.

The quiet didn’t last long, Hunk’s food finishing and they all enjoyed conversation about everyone’s day. Complimenting Hunk’s cooking, and pestering Pidge with questions about what she learned from the plant life. Lance and Keith kept quiet about their day, the silent agreement that the cave was something to be cherished between them. Even if nothing happened besides the discovery of the glowing pool, Lance still couldn’t shake the feeling that he was supposed to go back there. With Keith. He couldn’t understand it. It was if the pool forced his feelings to the surface, that the reason why it existed was sacred and wanted him to speak up.

But he couldn’t.

He was scared of upsetting the team dynamic, that if he did ever confess to Keith that he would just be rejected. And yeah, it would hurt, but it would force him to move on. That was something he could do. Move on. Even if he would be on the same team with Keith for the rest of his life till this war was over, he could deal with that. Then go back to earth and keep living his life.

Still, he was tempted to through his concerns to the wind and go for it.

He was sitting by the fire, and the pull of the cave was there. And if Lance really dug into it, he could feel Blue pushing him to go there, encouraging him to take Keith with him. Was it really that important for both of them to go?

Soon enough, the food was gone, and the stars were out. The fire still burned, coating them in a warm glow. Lance looked around the fire, noting how everyone looked relaxed and content for the first time they started this journey together. It had been one thing after another when they found the blue lion and jumped through the wormhole. His eyes fell on Keith and his heart nearly stopped.

It wasn’t fair that Keith could look good in any lighting. The damn pool made him look blue and ethereal. Now sitting here in the orange light of the fire, he looked like a blasted angel. Lance could feel himself falling deeper down the rabbit hole known as his crush on Keith. And it wasn’t fair. Keith was amazing at everything and he was just Lance. How could he compete with that? How could he even think he had a chance?

Despite the otherworldly force trying to drag him back to the cave, Lance turned in with everyone else, heading to bed. The feeling in his chest wouldn’t go away and he just hoped that he could work it out by the next morning. They all went to bed, the doors to their rooms swishing closed.

Lance fell face first into his bed and groaned. He really needed to get his feelings in order, but they were so intense, so in his face, that there was no ignoring them. He couldn’t just let it go, and really that’s all he wanted. He just wanted to forget about his feelings for Keith and have everything go back to normal. But nothing about this was normal. He was fighting giant purple aliens for fuck’s sake. How is that in any way considered normal?

Lance sighed and turned over to stare at his ceiling. Maybe he should just be honest. Get his feelings out there and in the open. And make Keith decide. If anything, he could just go back to being frenemies with Keith and all will be good between them. But if Keith accepted him… what then?

“Why the fuck does this have to be so hard?”

He flipped over onto his side, facing the wall, trying to force himself to sleep.

But he was too high strung to even try to sleep. His mind kept going back to the cave, Keith staring around them in awe, Keith glowing in the firelight.

Fuck, he really had it bad.

Sleep wasn’t going to come anytime soon. Not with this inner turmoil.

Lance got out of bed and grabbed his swim trunks. He was going to figure out what was up with that pool. He slipped on a t-shirt and his sneakers.

He poked his head out of his room and just caught the signs of Keith ducking around the corner. Not wasting a moment, he ran to catch up.

"Keith! Where are you going?" he hissed as he caught up, grabbing the other boy's shoulder and pulling him to a stop.

Keith looked slightly dazed but snapped his focus to Lance. "You feel it too right? The energy?"

So Lance hadn’t been the only one feeling that.

“Yeah, were you going to check it out too?”

Keith nodded and started walking again. This was a little weird, but he couldn’t sleep. He might as well do something productive. Even if it was with Keith.

They exited the castle and immediately made their way into the forest. Everything was alight, glowing. It was like they were on the Las Vegas strip, lights everywhere. The sky was filled with the light reflecting off the nearby planet, coating everything in a purple haze. Again, Lance was struck by how good Keith looked in any lighting.

The other boy was leading the way, forging ahead in the forest. They left a blazing trail, all the plants they brushed past lighting up and slowly fading away. Lance felt like he was just floating through a dream, none of this was real, and he was just along for the ride. Vines glowed a bright green, ferns were highlighted with soft purples and pinks. The moss glittered a light blue. Every flower they passed was a different color, ranging from reds to purples to blues and to yellows. It was beautiful. And the way the colors splashed all over Keith took Lance’s breath away.

They found the cliff and turned to the raging waterfall, no longer hesitating to take in the sights of the valley below like before, but Lance still cast a glance over the side. It was lit from the river below, making him think that they entered some other dimensions. Lights were everywhere, blinking and flickering. It was entrancing.

The water blocked out everything and they were in the cave. Keith was plowing ahead, Lance close on his heels. The pull was magnetic, and they couldn’t resist it. Caution was thrown to the wind, their footsteps hurried. With as fast as they were going, it was a wonder that they hadn’t slipped yet.

Minutes later they were confronting the pool again. The blue light filled the whole cavern and Lance was struck by its beauty. He kept thinking that this was something out of a story, a movie, something that wasn’t reality. But they were lightyears away from home, lost in the middle of the universe, staring at something that was obviously real before them. Being this far away from home and on a planet that literally glowed with life, anything was possible.

Lance wasted no time shucking off his shoes and tearing his shirt off. He was down to his swim trunks and dove right in with a graceful dive.

That water was warm, and when he surfaced, everything was glowing. There was a three-foot ring around him where the water was shades brighter than the rest. There was no bottom and he was treading water. The energy that he had been feeling all night was gone, the water soaking it up.

He turned back to the ledge. Keith was just staring at him, stars in his eyes. His mouth had dropped open and it looked like he had just seen Lance for the first time.

Lance smiled and waved him in. “Dude, jump in!”

Keith shook himself out of his stupor and undressed himself to his trunks and slid in, not nearly as enthusiastic as Lance had been. Keith kept his head about water as he swam over to where Lance was in the middle. The water was just as bright around him as it was around Lance.

For the umpteenth time that night, Lance realized he was so head over heels for this boy.

Keith looked around. “The feeling’s gone…”

He was right. Lance glanced up at the high ceiling of the cavern, anything to look away from Keith. “Yeah, it’s weird, I almost feel-”

“Empty.”

“Yeah, that.”

They treaded water for a few moments. More emotions were being pulled to the surface. And it wasn't even as if Keith had done anything to show off, but Lance just felt…inferior.

He swam away from Keith, just putting some distance between them. He flipped to float along on his back, staring at the gems and moss kaleidoscope above them. The feelings were roiling within him, and the longer he tried to suppress them the more overbearing they became.

Eventually, he spoke. "Do you think we are all going to make it?"

He heard Keith turn quickly in the water, creating small waves that lapped at Lance’s sides. “What do you mean?”

"I don't know, but it's been bugging me for a while." He kept his gaze away from Keith. "Like, do you ever get the feeling that you weren't cut out for this? That – that maybe you were in the wrong place at the wrong time?"

Keith was silent, but Lance could feel his eyes on him, but he refused to look at him. He knew that Keith was going to look down on him with pity.

“I… yeah, sometimes.”

Keith’s voice was so quiet that Lance almost missed it. He sat up in the water, tilting his head to keep water from getting trapped in his ears.

“You, Keith Kogane, don’t think you belong here?”

Keith shrugged, not looking at Lance. “Never really felt like I belonged anywhere. Just been…I’ve been letting fate decide where I go for me.”

“Y’know that’s like the opposite what the Red Lion chose you for, right?”

Keith shot him a sharp glare, but it didn’t last long. His dark eyes turned up to the ceiling. “I know, but I trust my instincts. If it feels right, I go for it.”

Lance hummed. Either way, Keith was following his instincts, it just wasn’t as fiery as Lance originally thought. Keith had that same look on his face he had when they were all in his shack. It screamed ‘lost’ and Lance felt that right down to his soul.

“If it makes you feel better, you’re not the only one.”

Keith stayed quiet and Lance felt the need to fill the silence.

“Like, I’m just a cargo pilot if we think about it. I’m only here because you dropped out and Shiro crash landed on earth. Iverson was like one day away from demoting me back to cargo class after that last simulation.”

“You’re more than just a ‘cargo pilot’, Lance. Blue didn’t choose you just because you were a convenience.”

“Most days, I would believe you but…” Lance found the words stuck in his throat. Now wasn’t the time.

Keith seemed to understand what he meant. “But sometimes it’s hard to believe that.”

It was happening anyway.

“Yeah, and like, really what I want is to be able to make it home and just find someone who accepts me for me, ya know? Like the team is great, but we’re forced to be together because of Zarkon and what not. But once this is over, what next?”

God, where was all this coming from? What was in the water, was it some kind of truth serum?

Lance watched Keith as he mulled his words over. This was the first time he really seemed to take Lance's words to heart. He was finding out that Keith wasn't the head-strong boy fighting the training bots, he was someone who was quiet, and actually considerate if Lance thought about it hard enough. Like the time he told them it was an honor flying with them, only a day after finding his lion and forming Voltron. His was a quiet reassurance, not loud and boisterous like Lance was.

“I don’t know what will be next,” Keith said eventually. “For all we know, we could go back to earth after this.”

“What would you want to do after this?” Lance asked. He was genuinely curious, and Keith seemed to be open for this conversation, even if they both didn’t know the answers as to what was ahead of them.

“Probably something just…just like this.” Keith struggled with his words. “I just want to find someone who’s going to accept me for me, not as the red paladin, not as the top Garrison pilot who ended up dropping out for punching Iverson in the face. He was wrong about Shiro and he tried to hide it.” The fire was back and Lance felt his heart fall a little Shiro’s name, but Keith kept going, the words falling out his mouth. “I like the peace and quiet, and this is something that I wouldn’t mind doing every day.”

“What? Floating around in a glowing pool on an abandoned alien planet?” Lance laughed.

Keith rolled his eyes, grinning anyways. “Okay, so not exactly like this, but you know, like this. Relaxing.”

“Yeah I get you, man, was just messing.”

Keith chuckled. “But what about you, though?”

Lance tamped down the urge to say anywhere with you, Keith and turned the conversation away. “Pretty much the same thing as you, but with my family in there somewhere if they’re still around after this. Time on earth and in space is just weird and I never really know how much time has really gone by between us and home.” He was toeing the line of dangerous territory now.

Keith side-eyed him and swam back to the ledge. He hauled himself out of the water and turned to sit, leaving his feet on the water. Lance swam after him, but stayed in, pillowing his head in his arms. He let his legs float in the water. They were quiet, Keith staring at the water and Lance at the wall.

"Would… would you still keep in touch with all of us afterward?"

Lance looked up at Keith, his cheeks dark in the blue light. What was Keith getting at here?

“Well, I mean, yeah. You guys are like a second family to me. I wouldn’t just drop you guys just because the war is over and everything.”

Keith was quiet. Lance didn’t really know what to say after that. The weird feeling from the water had died down, but Keith looked troubled. His emotions were battling it out on his face, eyes flashing before settling on something between determination and resignation.

“I know we’re a team…” he began.

Oh god.

“…but do you – do you think that maybe…”

Fuck.

“…that some of us could be more than just teammates?”

Lance short-circuited. He could feel his brain kick into high gear and leave everything behind. His mouth opened and shut multiple times, strangled and unintelligible words fall out of it.

Did…did… Keith…?

Keith was stubbornly looking away from him, shoulders pinched up to his ears and his head ducked down. His hair was in his face, eyes in shadow. But with the light from the water, Lance could see they were shut tight like he was trying to ward off Lance's inevitable rejection.

Yet… Lance couldn’t fathom someone like Keith ever…

Lance turned his head away, looking at the wall. He could feel his emotions threatening to spill over, he really didn’t want to cry in front of Keith, but he wasn’t a person that Keith deserved. “I don’t know why anyone from the team would want to, though. I’m loud and obnoxious, my ideas are crazy. My mind is everywhere and nowhere at the same time, and all I do is crack jokes to get the attention off of my mistakes. I’m a fuck up. It’s as simple as that.”

Keith turned and kicked him in the side. “You are not a fuck up, Lance.”

“But-”

“No, shut up, just listen to me.” Keith glared down at him and Lance shut up. “You aren’t a fuck up. Making mistakes is just part of learning and you haven’t made one since you trying to kick the orb thing from the first robeast we fought. You saved Coran from a bomb. Those jokes you make keep us from thinking too much about how much of a disadvantage we are at. You keep us from getting stuck in our own heads. You’re observant, quick on your feet, and you keep a level head in tight situations. And you keep this team together when it really counts. We need you…”

And then much quieter. “…I need you.”

Lance's heart stopped and started again, painfully. Keith really felt that way about him, he really saw that in him? This whole time he thought the team tolerated him, that he didn't actually benefit that team in any way…

“Do you – do you really think that?”

Keith slipped into the water, getting eye-level with him. “Would I have said so if I didn’t?”

Lance scoffed. "For all I know, you could be messing with me and this is all some type of prank-"

Keith grabbed his shoulders and spun him around, his back against the ledge. His eyes were on fire, defiant.

“Lance, I would never lie to you about something like this.”

Lance gulped and stared back at Keith, eyes wide.

“Yeah, but Hunk does all the same things I do… we’re both the legs of Voltron…”

The grip on his shoulders tightened and Keith looked away, gathering himself before turning back to Lance. His eyes were softer, brighter even.

“Lance, you’re important,” Keith muttered. “I mean that.”

“…Really?”

“Really.”

Lance felt tears prick his eyes. He shut them and turned his face away from Keith. Fuck, he told himself that he wasn’t going to cry in front of Keith. Dammit, since when did Keith have this much power over him? He felt like putty, letting Keith's words mold him.

"But… you deserve something - someone more than…" He couldn't say it. He blinked away tears.

Keith pulled him into a hug, his chin tucking itself over her shoulder. “I don’t care what you think. I don’t need a superhero or anything like that. I’m not looking for a fairy tale, Lance. I’m looking for something real, someone I can turn to…someone I can hold on to.”

Lance wrapped his arms around Keith and buried his face into his shoulder. “Yeah, but I’m still not…”

Keith pulled back. He lifted Lance’s face up, hands caressing his cheeks. “To me you are.”

God, this was really happening. Lance felt a shaky breath leave him before Keith was there, forehead touching his, his fingers playing the hair on the back of his neck. Lance closed his eyes and breathed him. The water smelled sweet, and it made a heady mix with Keith’s own scent.

“Keith, I…” Why couldn’t he find works? He always had words, why was it so hard now?

The other boy never let him finish. He gently tipped Lance’s head and their lips met.

And Lance melted.

One hand came up to tilt Keith’s head further, letting him deepen the kiss; his other wrapping around his waist and pulling him flush against Lance. He never dreamed that he would actually get to kiss Keith, or even that Keith wanted to kiss him. It was still tentative, Keith was letting Lance lead, but their lips were still sealed closed against each other.

Then Keith was pulling away, breaking the kiss. The boys looked at each other, shocked that this was happening. One blink and they were kissing again. More desperate, hungry even. One of Keith’s hands left Lance’s face to reach behind them and grab ahold of the ledge, keeping them floating away in the water.

Lance licked Keith’s bottom lip, drawing it into his mouth and sucking gently. He felt Keith shudder against him. It was the only warning he got before Keith’s tongue was dancing with his own and his hips were grinding against Lance. He moaned into the kiss, relishing the way Keith took the lead from him. He bucked his hips forward to meet Keith and the other boy practically growled at the friction they created.

Lance tore away, gasping for breath, but Keith wasn’t done. He started to kiss down Lance’s neck, pausing to suckle gently on his pulse point.

“Keith…” Fuck was that him?

Keith hummed, but he refused to leave Lance’s skin alone. He guided his chin up, giving him more access.

“Are you… hhh, are you sure we should-”

Keith pulled away and look Lance in the eye, his own dilated and nearly black. “Lance, remember what I said about following my instincts?”

Lance blinked dumbly. “You really want to do this? But what about the team?”

“They already knew, Lance. You’re actually really terrible at hiding your feelings.” Keith smirked. “The whole team knew by the first day.”

Lance groaned, tipping his head back. “That’s fucking great…”

Keith chuckled. He tipped Lance’s head back up. He was smiling gently, cupping Lance’s cheek.

“It’s okay, no one was bothered by it.”

Lance scrunched his face up and looked away. “Doesn’t make it any less embarrassing,” he muttered.

The boy in his arms turned his face to look at him again. Lance was stubborn and refused to look at Keith, a blush high on his cheeks.

“Lance, look at me.”

He took a deep breath and looked at Keith. Keith was still smiling gently and he was still cupping Lance’s face, his thumb stroking across his cheekbone. The water around them was bright, brighter than it had been before the kiss.

“I’m not judging you for liking me, really I’m not. You’re an amazing person, someone that I admire. You’re charismatic and you show everyone that you care, which is something that I’m still working on. You’re amazing, Lance, and… and I want to be with you.”

Honestly, if Lance’s brain wasn’t fried, it certainly was now. Keith. Keith, the red paladin, the top pilot at the Garrison, Keith mcfreaking Kogane, wanted to be with him.

“I’m not dreaming am I?”

Keith chuckled and shook his head. “As real as you being the blue paladin.”

“Then I’ve died, right?”

“You’re an idiot,” Keith muttered, rolling his eyes and leaning forward to kiss him again.

Lance hummed and pressed back. He felt lighter, lighter than he ever had before. Not when he was accepted into the Garrison, not when Blue chose him in the cave in the middle of the desert. This was it. This was the peak. The epitome to his existence because this, this was what he wanted, needed even.

Keith pulled away, just enough to ghost over Lance’s lips, their noses touching and foreheads resting on each other’s.

“So, I take it that you really are serious about liking me.”

“Do I need to kiss you again to prove it?”

Lance smiled, slow and steady till it was blinding. "No, I believe you now. What do you think? We head back to the castle?"

Keith huffed his own smile on his lips – those soft and gentle lips. "Tired already?"

"Hah you wish, samurai." Lance tightened his arms around Keith. "But I wouldn't mind cuddling all night if that's ok with you?"

Keith nuzzled Lance’s cheek. “I would love that, let’s go.”

He pushed away from Lance and climbed out of the pool. The glowing had spread halfway across its surface. When Lance turned to follow Keith, the pool immediately dimmed, returning to its original level before either of them were in it. Both of them used their shirts to dry off enough to slip on their shoes. Next thing they knew, they were leaving the cave hand in hand, and grinning like children as they walked back through the forest.

Turns out, Lance actually was looking for something just like this.

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Hi! 💙 I hope your are doing well. Congrats on the article. The reading will probably be okay. Are you a fast or slow reader? I read rather slowly, especially if I'm enjoying what I'm reading. It sticks with me better that way, but it takes me longer to do things. 😅 My semester ends next week, then have finals period. l'm taking Summer courses tho to get ahead. I get what you mean. I don't party, but around TH and F there's a certain restlessness about some of the students to drink/part. (Pt 1)

Ugh, I hate group work. 😐 Best of luck to you. Maybe your for a decent group. Anyway, I prefer morning courses. I get up at an obnoxiously early time to attend though. I’m fine with it though because it lets me take my courses in a block with out breaks, so once I’m done, I’ll be done for the day. 😥 Probably an unpopular schedule though. Oh, so My Immortal can actually be constructive to writers. That makes sense. It’s what a writer shouldn’t ever do. About JK, I think it’s an attempt (pt 2)(pt 3) Lowkey don’t recall my train of thought..Anyway, wow, I definitely agree with your statements about Lena knowing Kara’s dual identity. Snapper knowing wouldn’t help anything, since he’s too minor a character to do anything useful with information. Lena knowing would create more depth, tension, plot possibilities etc., which is why’d it would be a shame for her to be left in the dark. Also, I feel her not knowing (or at least theorizing Kara’s supergirl) is ooc. I suppose the writers– –haven’t had an issue with that based on what they’ve done to Alex. :-/ Hmph. I’m still so annoyed about that. Partially, because I’m a SuperCorp shipper, but mainly because it’s an insult to Alex’s personality to force her to advocate on Mon El’s behalf. Who was your favorite character from S1, btw? I’d probably go with Kara, but for S2 it’s definitely Lena. Anyway, yes Lena looks so amazing in the trailer! Heh, I intended it to be a soft FMK…I was going to make it all Katie, but wasn’t–(4)–words, words, something, but wasn’t going to be that cruel to you. (Hopefully that fit with my previous thing). Smh, you’ve no qualms though do you? ;-) I’m kidding. Your answers were well thought out…even though you didn’t kill anyone. I can’t blame you though. I don’t think Red K! Kara is all that bad, but she’s definitely intimidating, so is Kate. Anyway, let’s see FMK: Lena, Morgana,and Kate… :-/ 3 M'kay, that’s hard, especially since I love them all and ship SuperCorp. (5 TBC)–words, words, something, but wasn’t going to be that cruel to you. (Hopefully that fit with my previous thing). Smh, you’ve no qualms though do you? ;-) I’m kidding. Your answers were well thought out…even though you didn’t kill anyone. I can’t blame you though. I don’t think Red K! Kara is all that bad, but she’s definitely intimidating, so is Kate. Anyway, let’s see FMK: Lena, Morgana,and Kate… :-/ 3 M'kay, that’s hard, especially since I love them all and ship SuperCorp. (5 TBC)(6) Uh, let’s see. I’m going to assume they are all brought to current times, so the 21st century. I would marry Morgana. You know what? I’d marry Morgana S1 or S5 because I’ve so many emotions for her and what she went through. I’d want her to know someone would be on (*cough* and by *cough*) her side. Also, she has magic that’s cool, but not the point. I don’t really want Supergirl to kill me or be sad. I wouldn’t kill Lena as of now; she’s not done anything wrong. Also, her company is (TBC)(8?) So, yes: M:Morgana, F: Lena, K: Kate. Hmm, I see yours and raise you: FMK: Lucy, she’s a vampire now but has some control over it | Kara Danvers, more so S1 in personality, but she’s still elects to become a reporter and encourages you | Lena, before she met Kara and is still learning to be a CEO…I guess that’s a younger!Lena? Idk. Okay, that should work. I hope you have a good day and night. Do you read comics? I don’t, but was curious if you did. U seem to know some lore. :-)

Heyyy! I’m not so sure I’m a fast or slow reader, it depends on my state of mind, if I take my meds and external interruptions. Usually I can read pretty fast if it’s something I’m interested in but I tend to miss things and have to read it again, with school things I’m the worst. I still have things from last year that I never got around to read and one of them was about superman (I miss studying cinema because we could have an entire class about superman and co and then write fanfiction of the world as an activity). We don’t have summer classes here, that sounds interesting, it’d be nice to get ahead, also it’s about to be winter here so after July we’ll get maybe a month off and then it’s back to being unresponsible adults. I’ve nothing against drinking and partying, I like drinking (parties are usually weird but sometimes it’s cool) but don’t freaking leave class to do it, go after the class, how disrespectful is it to leave the poor teacher there waiting 20 minutes to see if the rest of the class will show up or they’ll have to do with six or seven people? Also you pay over 1.000 bucks a month to study and you don’t give a shit about being in class? it’s throwing money away and it’s disrespectful to whoever is paying school, even if that someone is yourself. I’m not those kids that say you should only do what’s right and never skip class never drink or do anything because you have to study instead of throwing your life away. But school is expensive and respect is something you should have for everyone (unless someone is a jerk, because it’s not murder if the person is a jerk…jk)

I never liked studying in the mornings but it’s sort of better, however, my classes only exist at night, there is morning journalism classes, but it’s in another neighborhood and we have to cross the bridge and there’s no cool campus. I like my campus.

group projects are the worst. They end friendships, they end marriages, they end happiness, they lead to murder… it’s never fun. I always imagine that scene with the guy getting pizza and coming back to the place on fire and people bleeding, or that one from Mean Girls with the fighting over Aaron Samuels in animal style. Those are the only representations of group projects that are realistic.

I love how you just started to talk about JK, had two words in and

Honestly Alex has been so ooc this season it’s almost sad. No offense to Sanvers, but I think even that relationship is a bit ooc. Not the fact that there is a relationship but how it is being handled. Not gonna go into it cuz I don’t want to rant here. but I would ship Sanvers if they had put a bit more of effort into getting them together not ‘I don’t want a baby gay rn, so let’s be friends. PSYCHE I just got shot in the most harmless area of my entire body, let's make out!’

The same Alex that thought James wasn’t good enough for Kara and decked Maxwell Lord for existing would never make excuses for someone that is basically the dumb alien version of Lord with worse hair and more aggression and more pretending to be a #goodguy who’s just trying so hard and changed because after 9 months on earth as a grown man he decided to read a book, feed himself and clean his own mess… or pretend to clean his own mess while Kara actually does it and he just sits there and says she’s annoying because she doesn’t want to run away from her problems. (hey look, ranting… she said with surprise in her voice for some reason)

My favorite character was definitely Cat… and Kara. Both at the same time, I can’t choose between them, please don’t make me. and now it’s Lena… and still Kara even though she’s basically dead inside and that girl who cries because her boyfriend is moving away and it will destroy her life because that person she knows nothing about and met 9 months ago when he tried to kill her and has been lying to her and shoving her self-esteem down ever since is apparently the most important person in her life and she can’t live without him. he cooked her breakfast so he can’t move away and face his responsibilities, she’s the best thing he’s ever known, not person, thing. That woman in the best thing… god, this is so gross I cannot continue even to joke about this. so yeah, Kara is SUPER ooc this season, but I still love her and have faith she will recover from this terrible illness and come back to us, I miss her.

Yes! I would totally still marry Morgana even season 5 Morgana. poor thing just needs a hug and a friend to tell her she’s not a monster for being born different. I might start crying now so I’ll change topics.

Definitely Marry Kara, no questions asked. Fuck Lena because, I mean, just look at her. And Kill Lucy, my poor bby, but she’s a vampire so she has to go, control or not, ‘vegetarian’ vampires are dumb.

I do read comics, not as much as I’d like, but I also watched all of the DC cartoons (minus Legion because it looks dumb) most of Smallville and Lois & Clark and when I want to know some more I read about the storylines and all, like even when I don’t read the comic itself, I read about the comic. I won’t say I know all about everything, but I can hold my ground, I guess, I’m also not above admitting I don’t know/haven’t read enough about one subject/character and reading about that on one of the sites I trust. Also watched a lot of Marvel cartoons and most of the movies aaaand I read a lot of Marvel comics, specially Balck Widow, Hawkeye, and Young Avengers.

Did you watch any superhero cartoons? They were a pretty big deal in the 90′s and early 2000′s.

Hope you have a great day and night 💙😊

#answered asks #💙

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