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edynsgardensnake · 6 months

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I get tired of hearing the phone ring before the phone rings

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doriansbutt · 1 month

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#poll #I know there’s things I’m forgetting lol #also note: things like ‘delulu’ and ‘neurospicy’ aren’t on there for a reason #and that’s because they’re just Bad Always #I wanna make a note on the OG post but it won’t let me put text under the poll?#I don’t hate all of these it’s just ones I could think of off the top of my head #idk man sometimes things just hit the wrong button I can’t explain it

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the-mountain-flower · 29 days

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Minor Aurora Spoilers (page 2.1.31)

My autistic ass be like:

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grungebutsoft · 7 months

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Not being able to read social cues is so silly because I can never tell when I’ve officially crossed into the “friend” category with someone or if I’m simply someone they feel obligated to talk to.

It’s especially hard for me to gauge this with male-presenting people but don’t ask me why

like the other day I was walking with two guys I knew and we stopped to all do something at once and I got done first but I didn’t want to stand around and awkwardly wait because I didn’t know if we were that close so I headed off and when they were done they shouted and chased after me and told me jokingly that I’d hurt their feelings rushing off like that and that they guessed that we weren’t friends anymore

and I kind of stopped short like—‘wait… you guys think we’re FRIENDS???!?!?’ and that’s not me being choosy about friends because I really wanted to be friends with them I just didn’t know that we already were…

#autism #neurospicy #autistic things #audhd problems #social cues #they were like ‘we were having a conversation why are you running away???’#and i was like ‘we’ll actually we’d already finished the previous convo but ok’#and then they started talking about their grandmas eating cow brains and cow tongue #idk man

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anxietyfrappuccino · 6 months

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clarification: if i say "i do not want to," it means one of two things:

a) i will never do the thing you're asking of me, fuck you

b) i want to do the thing but my brain physically feels ill and i can't do it rn, i'm so sorry

the first is in relation to personal or moral asks.

ex. no sorry i don't drink, fuck you for asking. or, no i'm not going to pretend to be someone else for your amusement, fuck you i choose my authentic self.

the second is about tasks.

ex. i need to do my homework or clean my room but my brain is refusing to let me do that. i repeat, my brain is refusing to work on this task

p.s. on behalf of subject b. i seriously do in fact feel like there is something physically wrong with my brain at these times of task paralysis, executive dysfunction, etc. imagine the feeling of a piece of paper on your arm just resting there, or a jar filled with cotton. yeah, it feels like that up in my fucking head and i have no control over how long it lasts. yes, it is VERY overwhelming, and because why fucking not, it happens every single fucking day.

as for subject a. do not question me. i know who i fucking am.

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kitchensunflowers · 1 year

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cannot express the extent to which i am drawn to and grateful for david's and wylan's physical mannerisms on the show

#david kostyk #wylan van eck #its the difficulty with eye contact for me #and the neurospicy gestures #and postures #one of those things where you (I) feel seen #and where seeing ppl with mannerisms you are self conscious about and have tried to train yourself out of #seeing characters like that getting to just be?#and being loved as they are?#idk it strikes some deep seated emotional chord for me i guess #love all of the neurodiverse rep and the disabled characters and relationships on the show #for a number of reasons #just thinking about these two this morning #ty jack wolfe and luke pasqualino for this rep #shadow and bone #shadow and bone s2 #these are just rambles

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jugheadthelesbian · 21 days

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i really wish i could eat glass

#silly salem moment #idk sounds like a #neurodivergent #neurospicy #thing

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thursdayglrl · 23 days

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I think it's funny that people took the word "parallel play" and declared its a neurodivergent thing. no it's a child development thing I'm pretty sure most adults understand the concept of "comfortable silence" and "wanting company while I do things, but not necessarily wanting to talk'

#parallel play is when children play separately in silence and is most common in younger children because most of them eventually move on to #playing together collaboratively #but just because a child develops social skills and awareness and starts to involve others in play doesnt mean they STOP parallel play #and also. as an adult youre not like being assessed on whether youre including your classmates in playing blocks #like its unusual for older children to not include peers in their activities. THAT part is the autism part #its not like developmentally unusual for adults to have things they do separately but in the same room/environment/etc even silently #cause youre not. Playing. like including your adult friend in your work tasks or your twittet scrolling or your book reading isnt a #developmental milestone #idk i saw someone being like 'i love doing parallel play with my husband and doing my own thing while he does his i cant believe NTs feel #the need to talk to their partners every time they're around' and im like oh my god get off ~neurospicy~ twitter

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grossbabygoblin · 4 months

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There’s soo much I want to learn…but my brain is too smol and also cannot focus and gets bored very easily

#goblinposts #neurospicy #adhd #mayhaps #or I’m jus stupid idk #also always have the sleepies #and also always forget things even when I do try rlly hard to learn

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sam-the-friendly-ghost · 8 months

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Having a bad day? Are you unable to do anything without tearing up or breaking down? Do you not have the energy to do anything but sleep and hope everything fixes itself by the time you wake up?

Introducing using your special interest to make life bearable!

Find someone in person or online and info dump to them until you feel like a human person. Or draw/write/watch/read/do anything to do with your special interest until you forget what problems the world has.

Hijack the best parts of the world and your brain to make society seem like maybe it doesn't suck ass.

#sam the friendly ghost #autism #neurospicy #neurodivergent #autistic things #special interest #im having a good day /sarcastic #rambles #kind of a vent #idk... society just sucks ass tbh

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whim-prone · 1 year

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my favorite "i haven't eaten and i need to eat or i'll throw up and die" thing to have in the house is applesauce pouches because there's no mess, it's cold and not dry, and i don't even have to chew. but damn if i don't instantly feel more human once i've had one

#is this autism #idk #food #tw food #it's definitely a neurospicy thing #i sewed and watched survivor and had leftover coffee for dinner so like i GET why i ended up here #tips & tricks #neurospicy #brain gremlin treats

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dustyshelves · 4 months

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everytime I crawl into my cosy bed I feel ✨️spiders on my legs✨️ and promptly get heart palpitations 😝😘🥰

#spiders #maybe relatable #pls help #pls tell me im not the only one #bedtime #neurospicy #not crazy #????#idk man #pls tell me to #go to sleep #just girly things #how i love being a woman

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inkbotkowalski · 1 year

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Food & recognising & freeing myself from arbitrary rules

I have a kg of grapes that I bought on Wednesday and haven't touched since, and today I suddenly realised I've been making an arbitrary rule in my head that prevents me from *just fucking eating* grapes, berries and the like.

like, when I know I won't eat the whole portion, then I don't want to wash the whole portion, because somehow, leaving washed grapes/blueberries/blackberries/etc. lying around is *bad*.

which leads to me literally always letting these things go to waste, especially grapes!!! My dumb brain!

Well guess what? I'll just start washing ALL the berries. And not eat all of them. Because maybe, maybe, that's the trick to clear the weird hurdle of "but if I have to portion them first AND then wash them, I Will Not Do it"

#neurospicy #food #weird hurdles #brain things #eating #preparing #I have actually started buying pre-cut fruit because I actually eat that #if I have to prepare fruit in any way there's a high chance it'll be lying around for weeks and probably go bad #sigh #idk if I should tag this with #adhd #autism #but it might be #secret third or fourth thing

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steviiababy · 2 years

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why does five minutes waiting in the shower for a hair mask to do whatever it’s meant to do feel like an hour

#is this normal or is it a neurospicy thing #idk but i’m bored #steviia.txt

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allbuthuman · 2 years

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i am actually none of the official types of neurospicy but a secret new one that they made just for me

#/j obviously but also i am genuinely perplexed #feel free to ignore this but i will type it out just because #when i was young from what i remember i acted quite neurospicy but then i somehow trained myself out of it #but i don't know if that's what happened or i had some childhood ocd traits and i genuinely grew out of them bc i know that's common #i was very socially unaware like i wasn't very anxious yet but i could not figure out how to act #like i was trying but i was getting it wrong #i was always very fidgety and stimmy since i was a baby #never has my hand not been doing some rhythmical motion #my brain feels very all over the place but i do remember a period of at least a whole year when it didn't feel that way #i'm very obsessive but only a specific brand of obsessive (aka with fiction/characters/certain people) that's been the same forever #i'm like almost the opposite of rigid thinking sometimes i feel like i think more in metaphors than in actual literal thoughts #i never had any problem with like. reading subtext and such. i love subtext #i'm absolute shit at communicating emotion at this point when i'm for example sad i have to consciously think of #how i or generally a person who is sad would act and do it on purpose #but i don't know if that's innate or i'm just constipated #absolute shit at eye contact and i wasn't even aware of that until i was told #i have a very specific fixation with things like certain numbers and it's constant for many years to the point where it doesn't bother me #it's very contained it's not a general thing just this one thing across contexts that just runs in the background at all times #most of these have been present for a long time but i remember periods where it's like they didn't apply?#like my memory isn't that good so idk how i acted or felt but it was never addressed by anyone i think #i had never even thought of some of these in my 25 years of life until i was told by a couple of people #that hey this isn't how most brains work actually #but again they're not therapists maybe they don't know better maybe they were just trying to be validating who knows #i should probably stop thinking about it this isn't getting me anywhere #maybe i'm just worse than usual bc it's a very transitive people so it makes sense to not have it all together right now #maybe i should think about it again in a year or something? no clue #if you've reached this point wow why i'm literally rambling this doesn't make any sense to me #but i'm keeping it ffr if only to dismiss myself later on #σ #δ

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bella-rose29 · 2 months

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episode 2 commentary - Let Go of Me

major spoilers for show and books, swearing, me obsessing over lockwood's hands probably (edit: definitely, and George's)

why did I immediately think jellyfish

omg the flowers

Luce you really shouldn't have taken that

just like @demigoddess-of-ghosts said, why tf are deprac asking if there's anyone else there when Lucy is quite literally screaming 'lockwood'

"miss lockwood" and "lockwood's my partner" 🤭

"we called your mother" ok well her mother is a Bitch so that wasn't a good idea

"rest up until he's given you the all-clear" like fuck she's gonna do that

omg the flowers!!!

ooo spooky green lighting

omg the ghost lock victims ward 🥲

I would love to know what they were planning on doing with this scene actually bc I feel like it sets up some sort of ghost lock victim storyline for the future - maybe using them for science? idk I'd just love to know

oof lockwood's hands

just this whole scene of lockwood

hands

barnes is not fucking around lol

HANDS

the way he sits back in the chair has me WEAK

THE JAW MOVEMENT

can you tell I'm going feral

George's lil run omg

George is so neurospicy I love it

George your posture needs sorting out my love 😭

"You're meant to say no, Lucy" well it's difficult to say no to lockwood when he looks at you with his beautiful eyes and smile and-

"I'd say like a house on fire" 😭

my poor baby looks so tired :( and he definitely needs a shower oh dear

I didn't think I would hear lockwood with his queen's English call someone 'mate'

I love that George just says straight up facts

"posh one who thinks he's god's gift" sounds about right

"his weird mate with zero social skills" also sounds about right

I love that they included the tapes for norrie bc actually it's a great way of adding to the narrative (bc we don't have any voice overs) and we get lucy's view on stuff

and we see her survivor's guilt too - "like how I should have helped you" omg 🥲 (excuse me while I go cry in a corner)

ruby stokes the woman you are

"no it doesn't, it looks like I cooked it in an active volcano" pfffft George I love you

"Andrew lockwood"

"girls are funny about baths" he's trying goddammit

HIS SMILE

"she's not unhinged" "you're hardly the best judge of these things" "you need normal people around you" "you really think you're normal?" your honour I love their friendship

"the world's mad, and normal never fixed anything" gonna make it my motto

"let me... sleep on it" BOY YOU DON'T EVER SLEEP

oh Luce

okay but these special effects are so fucking cool

hang on why the hell did Lucy go to sleep holding the ring

Jesus Christ that scared the shit out of me

ooo green lighting!!!

pfft goes to hold his hand to wake him up

HIS FACE WHEN HE WAKES UP OMG 😭😂

also: NECK and THE FACT HE SLEEPS WITHOUT A SHIRT

I love the disgruntlement of george

WHITE T-SHIRT LOCKWOOD

"trousers are for wimps" ICONIC

omg I love that we get to see George's Touch!!! also his hand??? brb gonna go melt

LOCKWOOD'S HANDS AND FOREARMS WITH THE CHAINS

FOREARMS

omg Georgie it's not a wasp I'm sorry

ARMS

I am dying how the hell did Ali manage to make his voice say "oh shit" like that

LOCKWOOD HAS A RAPIER I'm gonna faint

"I can't believe you stole a Source" GEORGE YOU ARE ONE TO TALK

yeah Luce call him out

"we need to destroy her source and move on. let her go" I have so much to say about this omgggg bc on the one hand the episode is called Let Go of Me and rn I'm 1/3 of the way through this episode and they've repeated those words in different ways so many times it's unreal. and then on the other hand (spoilers for the books) there's the way that Lockwood isn't doing this himself, because he hasn't destroyed the source in his house and let his own ghosts go 😭

omg George loves an experiment you can hear the joy in his voice

NOT THE WAY HE PHYSICALLY MOVES TO PROVE HE'S ON LUCY'S SIDE omg they're becoming friends even if they don't know it yet

ARMS

OH LORD THE HOODIE??? I wanna steal it

NOT THE WAY HE HANDS HER THE RING AND LETS HIS TOUCH LINGER AND LUCY DOES THE SAME OMGGGG

THEY LITERALLY JUST STROKE EACH OTHER'S HANDS I CAN'T TAKE THIS

his smile omg

ruby stokes the woman you are omg

lockwood's face omg he's so conflicted bc on the one hand he's worried but on the other he's trying to not say yes when she goes 'you love me don't you?'

lockwood immediately pushing her aside

HANDS

lockwood you need to stop taking sole responsibility for things

the sadness in his voice when he says 'this place is all that's left of my parents' omg

"Jesus, lockwood, we're screwed!" yep (also the way George says it is so funny help)

HANDS AND RING

barnes isn't taking any shit omg

such an ominous phone call

George's prison outfit (I can't remember who called it that)

omg I want lucy's playsuit

PINK SOCKS

also lockwood get your shoes off the table you heathen

no bc I actually want her playsuit

HANDS

HANDS AND RING AAAAA

:3

HANDSSSSS

"not a braying gallery for bellends" George I love you

BOBBY!!!

Lucy going straight in with the hard facts I love her

omg the scoff

THE SIDE PROFILE OF LOCKWOOD IS KILLING ME

kipps is such an arse

THE STANCE HE TAKES WITH THE SPARE HAND AND UGH

AND YOU NEED A LADDER

the way he says "yes you do" has me in a chokehold

the sMIRK

"irrelevant prick" love it

when the mutual friend leaves and you're left with the one you don't get on with

George you might be a weirdo but I love you for it

Lucy getting the juicy gossip and immediately becoming besties with george

ok well your mum is a bitch

oh lockwood wtf are you doing

"he's a little shit sir"

lockwood why

he looks so proud of himself I can't help it

"you're our biggest asset" oh boy

the regret on his face oops

"my judgement's been a little off recently" yeah bc you just met the love of your life

ok but women with swords 👀 bonus points if they're angry

HANDS

pink socks again

barnes once again not taking shit

she is a child sir you can't just spring that on her

omg Lucy :((((((

"let me go" - is that another reference to the episode title I see?

"lockwood's a charlatan" pfft

DONT YOU TALK ABOUT MY LOCKWOOD LIKE THAT

"they always make the most boring, unimaginative moves possible, don't they" - it's giving Cameron saying that everything is basic

lockwood read the room (cab)

"You were brilliant" boy's in love

"can we talk about this in the car" *taxi drives away*

"you might be able to turn your feelings on and off like a tap, but I am drowning here, lockwood" 😭

"You know sometimes I just... I just think I'd be better off dead" oh Luce 😢

also lockwood's reaction to that omg he pauses for a while and is all glassy eyed and then: "I understand that"

never mind them I am drowning here (in my tears)

"We need you, and it's not because you're an asset" "why then?" "because... because you're..." *looks away and clenches jaw* "Lucy Carlyle" *smiles really widely (I feel like he was considering telling her his feelings)

"we can't let you go" ANOTHER REFERENCE TO THE EPISODE TITLE

"that's why I went on tv, silly" WHERE IS MY BUCKET??? I DONT KNOW WHY HIM SAYING 'SILLY' LIKE THAT PAIRED WITH HOW HE WALKS TOWARDS HER MEANS I NEED MY BUCKET BUT I HAD TO PAUSE THE EPISODE TO MELT A LITTLE

"We're lockwood and co. you, me, and George" FUCK YEAH YOU ARE

"please stay" 🥺 (anything for you my love)

"so you'd look cool" lol

greeeeeeen

"you're more of a liability than an asset, Lucy" HE SAYS WHILE LOOKING AT HER WITH HEART EYES

oh Georgie

OMG HE HAS A PLATE OF BISCUITS AND A TINY GLASS OF MILK

GEORGIEEEE NO DONT YOU HURT MY BOY

green lighting!!!

"I'll take him" says boy with immense confidence

"can I offer you a cup of tea while you ransack my house? one lump or two" *throws torch and misses*

HNNNNNNNN THE NOISE I MADE WHEN HE DOES THE RAPIER THINGY AND GETS INTO HIS STANCE AND TWIRLS THE RAPIER AND PUTS HIS HAND UP

AND THEN WHEN HE DODGES THE TORCH??????? SIR WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE THAT FINE DODGING A FUCKING TORCH?????

oh my god the still I paused it on to write the above comment is gonna make me pee myself with laughter 😭😂 I wish I could screenshot to show everyone

ooo I might be completely delusional but Lucy smashes the mirror with her elbow in this scene (and the camera pauses on it for a good couple of seconds) and then plays a part in smashing the bone glass later on??? am I delusional or am I making connections???

Georgie omg

LUCY PICKING UP HIS GLASSES!!! I love this omg I would be lost without mine

HEHEHE STAB THAT INTRUDER

fuck me that neck crack was hot (also could lockwood fuck me please?)

green lighting!!!

also how did I never notice the stairs were spirally?

George you are so funny and I love you

I AM SORRY. WHAT. EVERYONE GO WATCH THIS FIGHT SCENE AND STUDY THE WAY LOCKWOOD FIGHTS/MOVES THE RAPIER IN HIS HAND BECAUSE- I need my bucket holy shit

George hauling those chains around like it's nothing 👀

green lighting!!!

yeah you better run bitch

"we should have people round more often" lolllllll

lockwood can kick me-

"why are you making that face?"

"that's not your normal face, that's your 'I know something you don't' face"

sweaty lockwood

George's face when she pulls the ring out is so funny to me 😂

"you lunatic" *lockwood grinning widely* I love their reactions

aww let Georgie swear :(

#belle's episode commentaries #lockwood and co #lockwood & co #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #george karim/george cubbins #montague barnes #wade

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