#idk I'm having thoughts

[gearbox-doll]

Once again thinking about r!Ciel because-

You can sue me if you want, but I don't think this is malicious. I'm far too removed from the wider Kuro fandom to know if people think this was deliberately malicious, but I don't think it was. I think that, when he says this, r!Ciel isn't trying to hurt his brother - he just has a very warped perception of who o!Ciel is.

I think he thought o!Ciel would be genuinely happy to hear he's returned (flashback to "I'm sorry I have to leave you here") and wouldn't want to keep up the lie anymore. I truly think he thought o!Ciel would be relieved to hear that he forgives him and will support him.

And then Undertaker shows up. And while I can't say that, if he hadn't, things would have turned out different... I can say that it is a lot easier to resist manipulation when you're away from the manipulator. And I do believe Undertaker is manipulating r!Ciel to some capacity.

Basically: I really wish they could have had a private conversation. Would anything have changed? Maybe not. But I want to see how much influence the people around them are having on them.

@puppyfan9000 because this was originally supposed to be an ask to you but then I realized I can't send images in your askbox.

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #real ciel phantomhive #real ciel #our ciel #r!ciel #o!ciel #idk I'm having thoughts #undertaker #kuroshitsuji undertaker #undertaker kuroshitsuji #black butler undertaker #undertaker black butler

[tokkias]

not a day goes by where i don't think about natsu having a crush on anna as a kid btw. i'm constantly thinking about natsu being absolutely obsessed with her because she's always so nice and kind to him which results in him being an absolute kiss ass to her. does whatever she says, snitches on gajeel whenever he's doing shit that anna said they're not allowed to do, brings her bugs and rocks and shit that he thinks are cool. then all those years down the line when he's with lucy he feels himself becoming that dumb stupid kid with a crush that he doesn't know what to do about. he loves her for all the same reasons he felt inclined to anna as a kid and more--she's got a kind and loving heart, she's sweet, and she's pretty, and she cares about him. he wants to be around her all the time, and he wants to protect her, and he wants to love her and be loved by her.

#mya's mumbles #nalu #idk i'm having thoughts #i wanna write a fic about it

[bookishjules]

sally didn't name percy after perseus because he was a hero. percy was told to be brave and kind, but the hero part wasn't as important. because heroes and monsters don't always wear the faces they should. but what if being brave and kind were what led a person to becoming the true hero. maybe the lessons perseus gained from his mother allowed him to discern who the true monster was when he fought medusa all those years ago. and maybe doing so was what made percy a hero today..

#idk i'm having thoughts #percy jackson #pjo #pjo tv #pjo tv show #pjo tv spoilers #sally jackson

[pr0cyon-lotor]

SOUL EATER AU!!! SOUL EATER TERUKANE!!!

Hear me out! I'm having thoughts!

 

Teru, after decades of the Minamoto Clan only having meister kin, is the only weapon to come out of the family. He was a surprise, and they didn't really know what to do with him. This caused him to want to improve himself, so he'd be recognized by his family. So he self-wields. He learns how to hunt Kishin eggs and even witches. Although he refuses to become a death scythe until he "proves" himself to his family.

Even though he's one of the best weapons in the school and is comparable to full-on death scythes, he doesn't believe he is strong enough. Everyone assumes that he is a katana, and he doesn't correct the rumor since that's the weapon his family is known for wielding. But I think it would be awesome if he was a Nagamaki! They're quite similar to katanas and have a longer handle, so there's better control as well as more weight in attacks. And they're a bit more versatile since they can counter and block attacks more effectively since you can control the blade more. They also have a longer reach, if I remember correctly.

 

Okay, to Akane. He's a meister with no prominent background, but he's a fine utility meister. He originally joined the school with Aoi as his weapon partner, but they separated when Aoi found a meister who she resonated with better. They're still friends, and they don't have bad blood. Akane typically works with weapons he can match with until they find another meister or they fall out. So he never had a weapon partner to truly call his own.

They met on a mission that was accidentally double booked (or was it? 🤨 Lord Death could've shipped it). And that meeting sparked a rivalry that no one expected. Akane's current weapon noped out of there because the romantic tension was suffocating. (Eventually, they calm down)

I think it would be nice if, after a while, they started feeling comfortable with each other and started hanging out with each other more. And suspiciously, Akane hasn't gone out to look for a new weapon partner in a while, and aren't they hanging out after school a lot more than with anyone else? 🤨

I think it would be silly if they were forced to work together because Teru's 99 kishin egg could be reset for some reason. So they work together, with Akane looking for more difficult missions so Teru isn't bored and patching up Teru if he gets hurt, and Teru actually doing the dirty work because he refuses to accept help. But they underestimate one mission and get ambushed, and Akane is forced to ACTUALLY wield Teru, so they actually have a chance.

And shockingly (or not so shockingly), they're a perfect match! Teru's wavelength was hard to match for anyone normal because it was too strong and erratic, but with Akane being well-versed in changing his wavelength to accommodate his former partners, he could match Teru. They win the fight with minimal injuries and a few more kishin eggs than expected.

Teru took a few days off to fully process everything, with the encouragement of EVERYONE! NO ONE WAS GOING TO LET HIM JUST SWEEP HIS FEELINGS UNDER THE RUG FOR THE SAKE OF NOTHING CHANGING!!! NO ONE WAS GOING TO DEAL WITH HIS BS!!!

So when he came back, he and Akane officially became weapon partners. During missions, Teru still took the initiative and did a lot of the fighting, but with Akane there to fall back on if he needed help, backup, or simply wanted to be wielded.

And when they finally got to the last soul on the list, the witch's soul, Akane was willing to wait for Teru to get stronger, like he usually wanted. But instead, Teru takes on a mission to hunt a witch. They take on the assignment and actually succeed!! :D

And Teru is a death scythe! Then, they kiss. Aren't they cute? I hope they get therapy soon. 🙏

 

I like to imagine that after this, they'll be caring for Kou and Tiara. They're watching Kou and his weapon partner, Mitsuba, and just going, "Wait! We were like that?!" The entire time

#there's a not-so-subtle metaphor here that I'm too lazy to point out #i had a vision #i have an idea for Aoinene too #but I'll write it out later #terukane #tbhk #soul eater #akane aoi #tbhk akane #teru minamoto #tbhk teru #idk i'm having thoughts #i know it would make sense for Teru to be a katana BUT I'M THE WEAPON NERD HERE LET ME LIVE

[video-killed-the-radio--star]

what I've noticed on social media lately is that people making fun of a certain personality/interest have to add in something that makes the person morally wrong, in a way that usually makes no sense. They want to paint the group (that they're usually just annoyed at) as morally wrong, and they can't admit to themselves that they dislike the group just because they're annoying. that's it. They're annoying.

Take this:

this post is insulting fujoshis. which. i mean. fair. But you can see that most of these actions are just annoying, not wrong. However, I think that the person wanted to garner more hate towards fujoshis by adding that little "the age of consent is 13!!" in there, where it actually doesn't make much sense. Fujoshis arent pedos, they fetishize gay men. Don't add random shit cause you want more hate for a group you find annoying.

there r some other examples and I will add them when I find where I saved them on pinterest in a fit of rage xo

#idk I'm having thoughts #like youre just justifying your hate for a group by adding stuff that makes THEM morally wrong #you cant handle the fact that maybe you're just a hateful person #the fujoshi wasn't the best example because they can be harmful sometimes but you get my point #like I saw another one about “gay best friends” and it implicated that girls who want gay best friend are actually homophobic #which again makes no sense #those people are just annoying they're not homophobic #but you don't want to be seen as the bad guy!! #ever!! #get over urself omg

[immortalsapphics]

uhhhhhhhh so weird conversations happened at my summer job which turned into someone asking everyone in the group directly and individually if they’re queer and i answered honestly (”i’m a lesbian”) and it made me think a lot about what being out means

i have been, in theory, out to the world for years, but it’s not like you flip a switch and you’re out, you have to keep on coming out over and over again, probably for the rest of your life, because being allocishet is still the norm and everything else has to be specified or incorrectly assumed. i’ve even tried to come out universally before, through an insta story or something, but there will always be people who don’t know, and who you have to keep telling, and honestly it’s exhausting. i don’t want to let people make false assumptions, but as long as being allocishet is the norm, there’s nothing i can do about it

i have figured out what i do among friends, i just find some way to casually mention a girl once we become slightly closer so that it’s clear, but i also don’t know if that’s even necessary, or if it should be. but it’s completely different in other places, because my personal ideal would be to correct people when they assume that i’m straight and it becomes clear in something they say, but it’s much more difficult in practice, because the fear is still there, even if it’s accompanied by confidence in myself and my sexuality.

on the other hand, we also have the issue that i know that if i turn out to be the only queer person somewhere, i’ll end up being used as a sort of spokesperson for all lgbtqia+ people, which i neither can or should do, let alone want that role thrust upon me.

another point is that i have this idea that coming out is too much, unnecessary, “nobody even wants to know that” (only directed at myself), even when someone asks me directly. i don’t know if it’s based off of my far too quick coming outs as a younger teen, or if it’s something else entirely, but that notion has been going through my head all day, as it did the last time i did something similar

i wish i could write a conclusion here, but i can’t, because i still haven’t reached one myself. all i can say for sure is that life as a queer person is complicated, even “post” coming out (if you can even ever be done coming out), and it isn’t a monolith. out life looks different for everyone, and there are still difficult decisions to be made along the way

#idk i'm having thoughts #edith has thoughts about things #lgbtqia #lgbtqia+ #lgbtq #lgbtq+ #lesbian #wlw #sapphic #coming out #out life #queer #queer community

[astrowaffles]

Kuroo is 100% that dad who makes you get up at the ass crack of dawn for a 3pm flight

#idk I'm having thoughts #haikyuu!! #hq timeskip #kuroo tetsurou #tetsurou kuroo

[writersmorgue]

Friend, Please by twenty one pilots but it's Katsuki's thoughts about Izuku

#idk i'm having thoughts #about them #bkdk #hc

[mental-breakdown-machine]

Okay so the french version of Sunday Girl by Blondie is stuck in my head and I'm constantly thinking of Ronance so what if Robin learns it for Nancy after they've been dating for a while and either sings it for Nancy? It could go so many ways but I have to specific thoughts.

A) Musical style! Going all around their apartment singing and dancing with Nancy, laughing and almost tripping over things, the only light is from the soft glow of the lamp in the living room and the moonlight coming from the window. Just a very carefree musical number to heal the soul

or

B) Karaoke! They have a karaoke night with everyone and after a night of fun robin volunteers to go next, Robin doesn't actually say the song goes out to Nancy but they give a little wink when one of the kids announces what song they're doing. Robin sings it wonderfully of course. The kids are already fighting to have the next turn as soon as they finish despite it being the middle of the night, Nancy doesn't mind though because it gives them the perfect cover to drag Robin to the other room and kiss them senseless.

#idk i'm having thoughts #nancy wheeler #robin buckley #ronance #sunday girl #blondie

[loyaltylanced]

i just think that loving michael is like loving the sun, best at a distance and with the knowledge that he can burn if you get too close --

#lazy ooc tag #idk i'm having thoughts

[trickster-tabby]

imagine Kaidan meeting an au where he's the Dragonborn. like how would he react I think it'd be funny

#idk I'm having Thoughts #might make an alternate timeline for my skyrim au in which Kaidan is the Dragonborn #Lucien is in Kaidan's place as the Thalmor prisoner #Caryalind and Inigo are swapped maybe #tbh idk what to do with Gizmo(the actual db) #kaidan 2

[minamill]

#*mina.txt #idk i'm having thoughts

[pr0cyon-lotor]

Y'know I was wondering

Because the grim reaper x cupid trope is really popular, do you think the reason it's "forbidden" isn't being *they mustn't mix, death and love just aren't meant to be* but actually because the gods are sick and tired of the cupids trying to fuck the reapers?

It was messing up the work flow, so making up some stupid reason so at least makes the lovers actually do work so they "don't get caught"

I think that would be more fun to see that it actually being "forbidden"

#idk i'm having thoughts

[nouverx]

Redraw of my favourite scene. I don't know how to be normal about this, I love them so much

#one piece #one piece live action #opla #opla spoilers #luffy #monkey d. luffy #koby #who would have thought that opla would manage to make me lowkey ship koby and Luffy #I MEAN idk the talk under the stars scene + this one #I'm having a vision #my art #one piece fanart

[svtshuastruck]

have you thought about how cruel it is that humans are social beings and our very core need is to be surrounded with other humans but our experiences are so personal and subjective that no one but one alone can understand what they went thru. like all we yearn for our whole lives is to be understood and accepted for what exactly we are but no one can actually achieve that because perception and subjectivity exists. it's so cruel.

#rendeer.txt #thoughts #idk i'm having thoughts #idk does any of this make sense at all #idk

[paxopalotls]

The fanfictions are infecting me with brainrot oh my god have some au doodles before I explode

#the fanon here hits different idk #like?? why is there so much vivisection #danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #danny fenton #danny fenton fanart #dp #dp fanart #this is like a #fully dead au #where no one knows #kind of thing #jazz fenton #bc I'm obsessed with their sibling dynamic #why are they on the roof pax #bc after Danny died jazz started stargazing as a way of feeling closer to him #fuck you #I have thoughts about this au actually #in it Jack and maddy are still trying to get rid of the ghosts but mostly as penance #bc they know the ghost portal is what killed Danny #and they want revenge #Danny's aware of this but convinced his parents wouldn't love him enough to believe him if he revealed himself as their son #jazz helps phantom without knowing he's Danny #pax art #pax doodles #pax rambling #technically #tho all the rambling is in the tags