#i'll be satsified then

[snoocupz]

Yesterday my friend and I finished playing Ace Attorney: Apollo Justice on German! NOW,

Here's my personal opinion review of the German AA4 translation!

(And my free pass to ramble about my favourite game!) POSSIBLE SPOILERS for Apollo Justice, at least if you speak German!

1. Settings and names:

The game is set in the fandom-wide known Japanifornia still, and the translation doesn't really seem to make an effort to make it look like the game is placed in Germany, which I am somewhat glad about! Locations are, if so, translated very directly and at least to me it seemed like it kept its funny "Japanese/American" touch!

No names have been changed in the German version APART from Klaviers. Which makes sense, as the world Klavier in German is a literal object (just meaning Piano as most people know) and as a piano is also frequently mentioned I am not surprised they changed it. However, Klaviers German name is "Kantilen" which also includes a reference to music - however I mist admit I would have NEVER gotten this connection myself, making it... not a really good reference in my mind. I am quite surprised that they didn't stick with his French name Konrad, which is in fact an actual known and used name in Germany, other than Kantilen. There is no hint on the Gavins culture or anything, means Klavier unfortunately loses his touch of switching between languages, however I am somewhat glad that they didn't just changed it to any other language! So I am satsified and believe most of the English name puns were easy to figure out for a German person as well! :)

2. "Quality" of translation:

Here is a hard one. I should criticise the translation after all. Because I am genuinely surprised HOW MANY random typos the translation had. Sometimes they forgot words, sometimes a random letter would show up, sometimes a word was written wrong, or two words were written together that shouldn't. HOWEVER...

I must be honest, I thought it was absolutely HILARIOUS. It brought me a really good laugh whenever a random typo or word showed up, as if the person speaking ingame hasn't quite nailed the language yet. So I cannot actually say that it bothered me! I'll use one of said mistakes to come over to another point -

3. Use of formal language:

Now, this is something I just thought would be interesting to mention! In Germany "you" can be either said more commonly "Du" or more formally "Sie". Personally I thought it was extremely interesting to see who would use which word on which character as it was great to see how "different" their relationships actually are! As an example: When Apollo meets Phoenix and Trucy, they both immediately use the common "you" (du) on him, Apollo himself instead uses the formal version (Sie) for Phoenix mostly. Even more interesting was to me how Phoenix and Kristoph at the beginning of the first case while still being "friends" did use the common "you" on one another, until things get heated and they both don't only start calling each other by their last names, but also addressing each other formally and therefore more distanced! I thought that was really cool!... Up to the point where they appearantly couldn't decide between formal or non formal and just... made it to one non existing word. Another mistake that made me, personally, laugh rather than shaming it tho!

4. Use of specific language/ dialogue flow:

Lastly, the game translation deserves a big plus for the use of very specific German words that I wasn't expecting to see from the characters! Words as "Sonntagsfahrer" which cannot be directly translated but bring so much more character into it! The German language has a lot of specific words to express certain situations or emotions and they made really good use of this! Additionally it was simply funny to see the character use them. Of course Phoenix (no licence) would know what a Sonntagsfahrer is.

Here are some of my personal favourites when it comes to the use of specific words I somehow didn't expect!

Also; They make good use of common German slang. As an example, on some point Phoenix calls Zak "Kollege", not as in workmate, but a slang, and Woky keeps on saying "Alter" a lot, which is so very fitting. I was really expecting hin to say "Bruder" or "Diggah" next.

Lastly; Despite the errors they made the conversations on German feel really natural! I've got a lot of random scenes that made me smile and gave the characters such a strong personality! So - Here are some more!

If you made it this far: Congrats and thanks for coming to my Ted talk! Fact is - if you speak German and find it just as hilarious to me to hear and see these characters speak German I definitely recommend AA4 on German, it's been FUN!

PS: The fact that psyche locks are translated as "Psychosche Blockaden" truly killed me.Klar, ich hab jeden Morgen auch so ne psychische Blockade. 🫡

#ace attorney #aa #ace attorney apollo justice #apollo justice #AA4 #German

[greenconverses]

Recently read: And it's time to start another year of reading wrap-ups! I set my goal to 80 again for the year and have decided to start book journaling, so maybe I'll have more insight for you this time around other than "I liked it! Next!"

No Way Down: Life and Death On K2 by Graham Bowley was a super engaging audiobook - I think I finished it within two days because it was so interesting! While I liked it, the writing just didn't engage me like other mountaineering books have, so it gets a slightly lower score. I've watched documentaries about the 2008 K2 disaster, so not a lot of information in here was super new to me, but if this is your first time hearing about it, it'll be a thorough read/listen. (★★★.75)

Duke Most Wanted was a flop. I thought the other two books in this series were fun, if simple, romances, but this one just bored me to death. Did not buy the romance or the hero's turnaround from being a drunk reprobate in a few weeks. Also, Lenora Bell really likes using (and overusing) similes and metaphors related to her heroine's passion/interest, and it became pretty obnoxious in this book. (★★)

I really wanted to like The Duchess Takes a Husband more than I did because Harper St. George is one of my favorite new historical romance authors, but some of the magic was lacking in this book as compared to the other three in the series. I liked the leads, but their romances could've used some more development. (★★★.5)

Astor: The Rise and Fall of an American Fortune gets a star because of ACoop's audiobook narration, but this wasn't as strong as his Vanderbilt book. It's not a particularly thorough history of the Astor family and it becomes more about their legacy and cultural impact in later chapters, but I think it's a good intro to New York and the Gilded Age. (★★★.5)

Finally broke down and got new Kate Bateman books! A Wicked Game was simply fun. Loved the characters and the writing style; Bateman knows how to write effective and delightful banter! I finished this while high on various pain meds (whee root canal) so I might need to do a re-read to properly appreciate the final third, but I was very satsified overall. (★★★★)

Please welcome A Demon's Guide to Wooing a Witch to the top of my DNF pile for the year! God, what an insipid piece of nonsense this was. I was hoping this would maybe course correct the issues I had with the first Glimmer Falls book because we'd be dealing with the dastardly villain and the angry best friend getting paired up... but no! I should have quit this book the second said angry best friend slammed some harassing dude's head into the bar 20 or so pages in (proportional response! learn it!) but instead I toughed it out to about 40% where everyone got into a bar fight for ~fun~ and decided NO MORE. Stop giving me shitty paranormal romances with weird, half-baked acceptance politics storylines that you have to spell out like your readers are five my god. (★)

#books of 2024 #currently reading #romance novels #audiobooks

[hyrulean-evalink]

LoZ Discussion

Is being the Chosen Hero a blessing or a curse in Hyrule ? I'll be very interested in what you have to say about this ! I'll go first:

To me it's a curse. If you look into it, most Links get miserable lives after their quests. Time: got robbed of his childhood and then robbed of his adult wisdom. Lost his friends that became Sages, lost his father figure, lost his best friend and never got seen as a Hero, becoming the Hero's Shade

Twilight: if the mangas are anything to go by in interpretation, he lost the love of his life, his family and then his home as his thirst for adventure would never be satsified anymore

Wind: Learnt the truth about the kingdom, leaving his family behind to found New Hyrule

Wild/King: Lost his whole fucking life. Burying his true personality, lost his family, his friends, his home, his kingdom...

Sky: as Zelda/Hylia says herself, he's only a tool, she used her and she's aware of it. An apology won't cut it, Link will never be sure that his best friend and the girl he came to love is the same, Hylia robbed her of Zelda, no matter how many times she says she's his Zelda, she's forever changed.

#zelda #loz #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #loz tears of the kingdom #link #master sword #discussion #debate #botw

[will-deserves-better]

what is your bare minimum content you want to see in vol 2.? like, "as long as i get xyz, i'll be satsified" content?

as long as i get a sign that byler is not one sided i will be happy lmfao. and not some coded shit either. like i want the general audience to be able to tell that mike is in love with will. idc if we get canon byler i just want people to recognize that byler is requited.

also so that i sound less delusional lmao

#byler #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #byler truther #gay will byers #mike wheeler is gay #stranger things season four #just want something along those lines

[lovequinn]

I saw you like sapphic stories and Taylor Swift and I've just gotta ask you: have you heard of Burn the House Down by Kenna Jenkins? It's an alternate history novel abt the 1st woman president and her secret sapphic relationship/bearded marriage with her mlm best friend and has massive Taylor Swift vibes (especially anti hero, last great American dynasty, gold rush, illicit affairs, I Did Something Bad, my tears ricochet, and champagne problems). It also has a subplot about arson at the White House, ft. An entirely queer main cast and really fleshed out characters, and has a really satsifying ending!

the absolute fucking rollercoaster this ask took me on from "1st woman president in a secret sapphic relationship" all the way to "subplot about arson at the white house" ASDFBNDJGDSNFG????

i'll check it out!! thanks for this!!

#gay people are insane i'm OBSESSED #q gets an a

[candymoree]

I saw you like Evelyn Hugo and I've just gotta ask you: have you heard of Burn the House Down by Kenna Jenkins? It's an alternate history novel abt the 1st woman president and her secret sapphic relationship/bearded marriage with her mlm best friend ala shoeh. It also has a subplot about arson at the White House, ft. An entirely queer main cast and really fleshed out characters, and a really satsifying ending!

Haven't heard of it, but with that plot I'll definitely check it out. Thanks for the recommendation!!! :)

[neomedievalist]

as someone who hasnt experienced fate route yet it is really astonishing just how similar shirou and saber are. this is just going to be a general post of my thoughts so far with just random comments not really a thesis or anything, i have many thoughts of running themes to analyze that i want to do justice once ive finished the whole thing, so look forward to that.

ive said before the interpersonal conflict in fate is one of my favourite things about it. it is so incredibly realistic and emotionally moving every time even when its insignificant. every time characters argue you see where theyre coming from and what made them think that way and how theyre projecting and assuming things about the other. every single time anyone in fate says anything they are saying that because of 10 years of built up regrets and trauma and projection and avoidance and assumptions and it just leads to the biggest interpersonal mess in existence and i love it. one thing that is excruciatingly clear in fate route is shirou's hypocrisy. from his forced sexism (i'll probably make a whole post analysing this, which is probably really funny to someone who doesnt know fate, but i genuinely find it fascinating) to his whole ordeal of trying to protect saber. no one can have a satsifying argument with shirou because they refuse to believe he truly is that fucked up inside, and he never accepts what they say because he doesn't think he's capable of change. on the other hand, saber is in a similar position. i'm so glad i finished watching zero before this because WOW. you can see kiritsugu in her every action and how she overlays the image of him over shirou in every instance and is both pleasantly surprised and deeply disturbed with what he became...

saber saying this trying to make sense of his actions psychologically but also push the spectre of kiritsugu on him but also projecting her own regrets about the way the 4th grail war ended but also her own desire to see that never repeated again because of HER guilt over HER actions and her frustration at kiritsugu and not being able to tell him about it and then shirou in response hits us with THIS WHAMMY

and naturally. saber does not know how to react to that.

no one likes to hear "you are irreparably fucked up!" the thing is is that the wording really. i couldnt help but be reminded of

i find this so fascinating. the two characters who've done the deepest digs at shirou's character and saw through him the most were the ones that knew kiritsugu personally. not only that, but the ones that were directly present at the grail fire that shapes his entire being.

this bit was so fascinating to me. of course this gets resolved with the threesome, lol, but shirous conflict over having saber kill someone is so. this is the first time you can really see him disregard kiritsugu's utilitarianism. he doesnt even consider it or weigh the lives, its literally not an equation that goes off in his brain. he does not work like that but hes still forcing himself to fit in a mold that was not made for him. it goes without saying that kiritsugu would not have hesitated to make saber kill someone to restore her mana, as she is just a tool to be used first of all, and a tool must be in top working order, but also all deaths are insignificant when weighed against the lives saved by him winning the grail. saber KNOWS this and she is CONSTANTLY thinking about this while weighing shirous motives

weigh that against this. he says similar things all the way through the story but this one is astonishingly blatant. he is still weighing the cost of lives in his head but the scales are always tipped to make himself insignificant as if that would mean atoning somehow or making things right. ill get into this much later when i end up finishing reading ubw lol i have so fucking much to say about his self sacrificial tendencies and how he views himself and his body and the disconnect...

anyway this is just a fraction of what i read today ill make an effort to post more of my thoughts and im sure ill have plenty more once ubw starts

#data #fateposting

[gaelmeee]

I saw you love red, white, and royal blue and I've just gotta ask you: have you heard of Burn the House Down by Kenna Jenkins? It's an alternate history novel abt the 1st woman president and her secret sapphic relationship/bearded marriage with her mlm best friend. It also includes a subplot about arson at the White House, ft. An entirely queer main cast and really fleshed out characters, and a really satsifying ending!

Hello! Oooh, I have not. I'll try looking it up. No promises though. Thanks!

[cilginfillermigoruyorumne]

I saw you like sapphic stories and Hozier and I've just gotta ask you: have you heard of Burn the House Down by Kenna Jenkins? It's an alternate history novel abt the 1st woman president and her secret sapphic relationship/bearded marriage with her mlm best friend and has massive Hozier vibes (especially Nina Cried Power, Arsonist's Lullaby, The Wages, Better Love, Moment's Silence, and Nobody). It also has a subplot about arson at the White House, ft. an entirely queer main cast and really fleshed out characters, and has a satsifying ending!

Gosh, I thought I'd accidentally deleted this ask when I couldn't see it on the app. I haven't heard about it. I'm on a reading slump since... forever skjfnskjf. I'm currently trying to read The Stranger and Book Lovers. Once I'm done I'll run to this book. LIKE IT IS THE BEST SYNOPSIS I'VE HEARD IN A WHILE!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN QUEER, HISTORIC, AND PROBABLY I HOPE, POLITIC??? the flavor...

#tysm for this!! #answered

[chrgbolt-blog]

 the day photoshop loves me is the day i’ll love myself.

#AJSKFLMSF IM NOT #SATSIFIED WITH TEH COLORSS #AND THERES #SOO MUCH WHITE SPACE IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOOO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #IDK WHEN I'LL BE DONE WITH THIS I HATE EDIITNG I'LL JUST DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #UGH !MY MIND ! #big dick energy.jpg

[jadelikesfictionalmen]

Damnatio Kira x Reader || NSFW

-> Warnings: Language and yeah smut

First post, hope it's decent just tryna contribute to the lack of black clover content.

You sat up in your bed, an unmistakable pang in your gut as you watched your boyfriend dress across the room. Granted, Damnatio wasn't the most relaxed and fun lover, but it didn't stop him from being a damn good one. You found yourself wanting him at every waking moment, wanting his eyes on your body despite how judgemental they can feel when you grovel for him like you do. He finds it amusing, but always puts on that judgemental front because he knows it makes you weak in the knees when he degrades you. He's lucky your needs and likes directly line up with how he is as a person, being judgemental is Damnatio's job.

"I want you." You speak into the silence, watching how his back muscles flexed as he lifted his shirt over his head.

He paused, looking over his shoulder. "I have a trial in thirty minutes." He says, before continuing getting ready for said event.

"And?" You challenge, subconsiciously clamping your legs together when he sighs.

"You can wait." He says simply. Not the reaction you wanted but it still gave leeway to get the one you did.

"But i'm in the mood right now and I don't want to wait for your long trial to be over, just real quick, pleasee?" You whine, squirming in overdramatic distress. Damnatio turns to stare at you, possibly gauging the truth behind your words. You see his little frown and huff. "You can come feel, im literally wet!" That part wasn't a lie at least.

"So? I can get you that way again later, bringing it up now won't sway my decision. You'll wait until after my trial, do you understand? Don't be a brat, I have work."

But that's exactly what you were going to do. You shrug. "Okay, fine, I don't want it anymore anyway!" You turn your head away and slip your hand beneathe your covers so boldly he couldn't miss it. Your first two fingers collecting a bit of your slick and swiping it up to your clit before making slow circles around it.

Damnatio just blinks, clearly unimpressed. He knows you can't satsify yourself on your own after how many times you've had him. He watches for maybe half a minute, how your brows don't even furrow and you don't make a noise. "And how's that rebellion going for you, [Name]?"

You don't answer, games are so hard to play with someone who knows you so well. He's used to you being bratty and acting out on the occasion he denies you. "Hmph.." You don't stop, you really aren't sure if your determination stems from your desire to spite him or from you being genuinely horny.

"You can be so pathetic, are you that addicted to my body? So much so that you can't wait at most an hour to have it again? You're so sad. Here you are, being selfish wanting me to overlook my duties because of your unchecked lust. Really, [Name]?" The cutting edge in his words send a new eletricity through your fingers and into your clit.

Your eyes are screwed shut, your wrist shamelessly at work between your thighs under your thick blanket. Damnatio has to consider, on one side of the balance he doesn't want to reward bad behavior, but on the other he thinks you look so sad in your state of desperation. If he was quick, he could still make the trial on time.

"Hmph." Damnatio decides to indulge your wishes just this once, tearing the blanket from your body and grabbing you by the ankle. "Looks like i'll be dishing out more punishment than I had intended to this morning, you're a bad girl, but I know you're well aware of it." You open your eyes, immediately taking in the sight of his bare chest and getting that much hornier for him.

Damnatio Kira is quick, he knows what he wants as soon as the opportunity is presented. He tugs your body to the edge of the bed and immediately flips you on your belly. He takes your wrists in his one hand and tugs his pants down with the other. "Since you wanted it so bad that you absolutely refused to wait, take it." His tip doesnt graze your slit for a whole second before it spears your hole, you can't help but cry out as he picks up pace. His name leaves your lips, once, twice, three times, pouring out like a ritualistic chant.

He easily finds a rhythm he likes, your pussy speaking softly to him with each stroke of his cock. You can't even speak to defend yourself when he starts talking again, not that there were a single defensive argument on this planet that would help you where you were now. "You're so addicted to how I fuck you, aren't you? Admit it, and I may call your little punishment off. You do want to cum, don't you, naughty girl?"

Damnatio pops your ass cheek hard enough to knock your mind out of its train of thought. Your feet are losing traction on the floor due to the awkward height of your bed and you're losing more balance with every thrust. "Y- yes!" You hardly manage to choke out. "Im so addicted you're so good to me Damnatio! P- lease let me--" Damnatio lifts your legs and wraps them around his waist, they were struggling in their prior position anyway, but now he could hit deep.

You go silent, jaw hung open in a silent scream as your heels dug into Damnatio's back and your fingers curled in your thin sheets. Your velvet ridges are a deadly counter to his promise of punishment, perfectly enveloping his thick cock with no room to spare. So warm and sloppy. So good that Damnatio, for a moment, forgets all about the upcoming trial. "Alright, punishment revoked. Now, cum." Damnatio reaches around you, his middle and ring finger immediately locating your starving clit.

"Oh~ Yes sir!" Toes curling and chest getting tight you couldn't do much other than moan between your choked, shallow breaths. When Damnatio begins swirling the pads of his fingers around your clit, that was it for you. Your hips tensed up and you just wanted him deeper, harder, anything that could bring about your fast approaching orgasm. "I think-- think i'm cumming--" You whine, it's a warning. In reality you can't think, between his fat cock splitting you open with every well aimed thrust and his expert fingers working your clit, you're nothing but a dumb shrieking mess. Damnatio grunts, his lone stray lock of hair stuck to his beading forehead.

He's close, but he won't be giving you the satisfaction this morning. He knows he's cutting it impossibly close, if he didn't pull out soon he'd make a mess inside you. But he knows you're close, how your whole body is tensing and bucking beneathe him is a dead give away.

"Cum." He demands in a growl, his muscles burn and his hips stutter as he swallows back a moan.

And you do, every muscle in your body momentarily locks up as your eyes roll and you come undone like a waterfall on your boyfriend, spraying your love juices all over his chairmen pants. Damnatio hisses as he instantly pulls out to deny you of his end, but is immediately more bothered by the mess on his work pants.

He can't even belittle you for it, his words wouldn't register in your brain no matter how many times he planned to say it.

As a response to your brattiness earlier, he does nothing to clean or dress you before he leaves. Only laying your quivering, shook up body on your bed before busying himself with finding another suit and leaving for his trial. Couldn't even leave you with a rag to clean up with. Maybe he'd have you again when he got back.

#anime smut #anime x reader #fanfic #anime #black clover

[loyalhoundart]

I have yet again repainted his portrait. One day, I'll be satsified. The former Shadowhand of the Kryn Dynasty, Essek Widogast of Den Nein.

#shadowgast #critical role fanart #essek thelyss #my heart #essek widogast

[brightymir]

"𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨"

cw: language, violence, not proofread

genre: 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁

characters: izuku x gn!reader

author's note: you guys... you have all been blessed with fluff for the longest time, it's time for some heavy angst because life is not rainbows and unicorns! hope you enjoy this one! have a wonderful day <3

synopsis: you said you were just going abroad to study, and you'll return someday as a hero, and fight alongside him. you promised that you'll come back as a hero. you promised you'd return. and you don't break promises, right?

— "i'm gonna be one of the strongest hero there are, and take down all the bad guys around!"

your cheerful voice echoed in the playground as izuku laughed and marveled at the way you used your threads and needles. your voice was a sharp reminder to him, that he can only dream of being a hero, that he will never be one.

sensing his sadness and distraught, you turned to him and retreated your threads, sitting beside him in the swing. "hey hey, izuku! did katsuki and the others bully you again?!" you asked him and flexed your fingers, as if to use your threads again.

izuku was quick to reject your thought. "no! no! they didn't! they stopped pulling pranks on me after you... anyways, i'm fine! they stopped bothering me" he scurried to reply and reassure you, making you calm down.

you both sat in silence for a minute, just swinging to the wind and enjoying each other's presence when you brought up the topic you meant to say a week ago, but your nerves kept hindering you from doing so.

"'zuku, i'm actually going to the america to the study until college. i'll return though as a hero! i promise you that!" you said without pause and gave him a large smile, effectively washing away his negative thoughts.

"i'll come back to you as a pro hero, i promise!" you extended your pinky towards him, waiting with hopeful eyes. he froze for a few moments before giving a satsified grunt, reaching out his pinky and locked it with yours, pressing your thumbs together to seal your promise.

"i'll be waiting for you then!"

he'll wait. he knows you won't break your promise.

you won't.

— "deku! go to the northern alley, heroes has been sent there but they're taking too long, provide assistance!"

he did not even waste a milisecond and dashed straight to the place, focusing on the task at hand. he recalled how a total of nine second-tier heroes were sent here exactly seven minutes ago, but they gave no report back.

he was met with a building that was rugged and almost reduced to a pile of rubble. he disregarded finding the villain but focused instead of evacuating and finding the other heroes.

too engrossed in his task, he barely had a second to feel the attack coming from behind. he jumped out of the way and put some distance between himself and the perpetrator.

but he wasn't able to get any rest, as another attack came from above, this time, he managed to catch on while maneuvering himself away.

huh? threads?

before he can register and process the enemy's weapon, attacks came from all sides, threaded needles attacking him with no relent and not giving him a chance to catch his breath nor to prepare an attack.

seconds later, he felt piercing pain from his joints, and he fell to his knees, unable to move a muscle.

this can't be. is the enemy's quirk capable of paralyzing someone just by pricking them with needles?

wait, that quirk sounds similar.

he tried to recall where he had seen this quirk but before he could even come up with ideas, he was met with a pair of eyes staring at him. and he felt a surge of surprise and joy flow through him

"y/n?! wh-when did you g-get back!? did they capture you too?!" he asked without stopping, emerald eyes peering up into yours, filled with hope and adoration and longing.

you did not reply, instead, thread came from your fingertips and made their way around izuku's body, creating knots at his chest, waist, arms and ankles, locking him in place.

this made him look at you confusedly, hurt and horror evident on his face. you looked away, speaking into your bluetooth device. "deku has been caught" you said with a gruff voice, sitting on the ground across him. and he could swear he heard toga himiko's voice from your earpiece.

"y/n-chan... what is this? why... how..." he trailed off as he became overwhelmed with the thoughts running through his mind. he tried to channel one for all but there was nothing in him. your threaded needles are still deep into his joints, paralyzing him as you please.

you looked at him with uninterested eyes, "shut up" you replied and looked away. you can't bear to look at the teary boy across you.

"you said you'd come back!"

"i did, i'm here now, aren't i?"

"as a hero! you said you'd come back as a hero!" he said, voice laced with pain and sadness. how did his childhood friend turn out like this?

"..."

"YOU PROMISED!" izuku still argued.

"we were children" but you did not want to relent.

"BUT YOU STILL PROMISED!!!"

"promises are just false hopes, meant to be bro-" you were cut off as izuku began to attack you, finding a way to fight off your needles implanted in his joints.

one attack after the other, your needles poking and penetrating his clothing everywhere. but his power was formidable, forcing you back into a corner.

what? who is this? this was not your quirkless friend that you left years ago. where did his power come from?

though pained, izuku attacked you as soon as he saw an opening. you snickered, holding him back with your long range attacks. he's powerful, but his attacks take up too much energy and stamina, and this would end in his defeat as long as you can buy time.

but it pained you too.

you were the one who shielded him from those bullies all those years ago.

you stood in front of him and held out a hand for him.

you treated his wounds and comforted him when his thoughts were eating him alive.

so why're you doing the opposite now? why are you wounding him? hurting him? why are you the spear that attacks him when you should be a shield that protects him?

"YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED AFTER ALL THESE YEARS! YOU'RE STILL WEAK!" you screamed as you jumped from place to place, evading his attacks as you dug your needles deeper into his joints.

"..." he did not reply, though you see the tears ever so subtly escape his eyes. but as expected, his attacks grew in power though his speed evidently reduced.

"deku, just give up. you're not meant to be a hero!" this made him stop in his tracks. and though you were wary of him, he had no attacks for the next moments and your eyes traveled to your fingertips, which were purple and bleeding from the amount of needles and threads it let out.

when you were about to capture him from behind, you felt an enormous presence from behind you.

shit! the other heroes! your quirk wore off of them!

but you couldn't risk letting go of deku, and even if you did, it would be futile as the combined power and expertise of the other heroes pinned you to the ground.

you tried fighting back and using your quirk but to no avail. to your left, you saw a figure clad in black approach midoriya while keeping his bloodshot eyes on you. this must be eraserhead.

laying on the ground, the fatigue finally got to you. as you fell into deep slumber.

waking up to the scent of disinfectant, you shielded your eyes from the white ceiling. you could make out the furniture in the hospital room, and the green haired boy beside you.

"y/n-san, how are you feeling?" you whipped your head towards his direction, seeing his bruised face and bandaged body. all the wounds inflicted by you and your damned quirk.

"get out" was all you could say, turning away from the boy.

it was silent for a few moments, aside from the heavy sounds of footsteps outside the halls, you knew that you were heavily guarded. you could even make out the hushed voices of all might and eraserhead from outside.

"you know, there was never a day that i did not think about you. i always looked forward to the day you'll come home with a hero license, and then we'll be able to fight villains" he said quietly, as if afraid to startle you.

"i was quirkless, but that did not stop me from hoping that you'd come back to me, that you'd go back home. and keep your promise. of taking down the bad guys" you were thankful you were not facing him, because you no longer had the energy to fight back your tears.

"y/n, we promised to fight the bad guys, but why did you become one?" he said and sobbed his heart out, not bothering if the pro heroes outside heard him, or if he'd be ridiculed for crying in front of a villain.

"i lived a carefree life when we were young because you were there beside me. you were my reassurance that no harm will come my way, that you'd always protect me no matter the time, place or situation. but i started to be afraid again when you left, my days were filled with darkness and doubts. but i couldn't blame you, of course. all i could do was wait and hope, that you'd come back as a strong hero" he said and gently took your hand in his, rubbing circles onto the back of your palm. you bit your lip to stifle the wails and whimpers threatening to spill out.

"sh-shut up. get the f-fuck out of here"

"you are not the type of person to break promises, y/n. so please tell me the reason, why you turned out like this" he pleaded and sighed beside you, tears landing at your hands, seemingly soothing your numb and sore fingertips, which were encased in a steel case to disable you from using your quirk.

"just say something, lie to me, anything! just give me a reason because i'm about to lose my mind here!" he expressed his frustrations and whined, gripping your hands.

you went silent, composing yourself and getting rid of any traces of weaknesses and emotions on your face before sitting straight and turning to look at him. you caressed his face before speaking up.

"because you're worthless, you're pathetic. how could i ever keep my promise to a piece of trash of like you? who would actually want to keep you beside them, midoriya? no one. because you're useless" you said in a calm voice, seeing his face morph into that of hurt, confusion, anguish, pain, anger, fear, horror all at once. you smiled at him, even though your heart was clenching in pain.

you pressed the button on your bed and a nurse came in seconds later. "get him out, i don't want to see his face near me ever again" you said and the nurse nodded. you looked at him one more time, his eyes not stopping from letting the tears fall, all the while trained at you and your form.

he snifled as he made his way out. "get well soon and be healthy, y/n-san. you still have a promise to keep"

and you could stab yourself with all the needles your quirk could produce. but it will never amount to the pain your heart was feeling at the moment.

additional author's note: hehehehehe, how do you guys feel? i'm thinking about making something lile this for katsuki and shoto as well, but i'd tend to other reqs first before really considering them. i hope you guys like this and as always, notes are appreciated! have a lovely day <3

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[ellewords]

hey elle!! my flight back home from maui is later in the evening (it’s almost noon as i type this rn) so my family and i are just sitting around :> my sister and i have a bit of an inside joke about how she always has trouble falling and actually getting any asleep on planes but then there’s me sitting next to her absolutely out like a light looool

this is just based on vibes only but mattsun and makki look like the types to fall asleep easily on planes! (WHAT IF MATTSUN SNORES FHWKAJSJS) either osamu or atsumu too, but never both :P i love the image of the two of them sitting next to each other on a plane, with one twin leaning on the other’s shoulder and snoring while the other twin Just Wants To Get Some Gosh Darn Sleep......kageyama doesn’t look like he’d be able to get sleep on planes either, he somehow strikes me as the type to find even first-class seats a little cramped and uncomfortable (and he’d have a point)

ALSO YOUR ANSWER TO MY LAST ASK AHHHHH i can see oikawa being the type to give input on how to pose to make your legs look longer and things like that especially if you’re not sure what to do in photos but if you know your stuff then he’s not complaining—he’d think you both make such a power couple! he probably also takes candid shots too, some of which are blurry for the Aesthetic

AND KAGEYAMA TOO THAT’S SO CUTE he’d be so concentrated with his eyebrows slightly furrowed while trying to get the perfect shots for you and i absolutely love the thought of him not really knowing what to do at first but eventually learning how to utilize the camera to his advantage; your elated, satsified expressions as you peruse the photos he’s taken makes it all worth it—🌸💫

omg now I can't stop thinking of seijoh four on a plane ;-; makki + mattsun just knocked out cold,,, but iwa and oikawa are struggling to fall asleep ;-; also atsumu watches romcoms on planes and is giving his unwanted commentary to samu who just really wants to mf sleep and awe kags in first class being a lil uncomfy but hinata beside him is just living his best life (Japan team on a flight pls I have some thoughts maybe I'll have a separate post,, but for now I know hinata and Atsumu are ordering alcohol from first class and iwa is looking at them all 👁👁) :<<

oikawa would so be the type to pose for candid photos,,, yk what I mean ?? like he knows you're trying to take a stolen aesthetic photo of him so he finds just the right angle and stuff aaa kags is just cute in everything he does I'm in love with him :">

#aaaaa also im glad u enjoyed maui + I saw your other ask so im also glad your flight went fine hehe #💘 — love elle! #🎐 — 🌸💫anon! <3

[polyhedr0n]

Yeah yeah, I'll make a post soon a bit it when I open it. Gotta do some cleaning around my desk and junk. Shouldn't take long. Also I would love any help with nodding the server. (Main reason I was taking so long is bc I was fighting with bots)

ohhhh yeah !! can be a Time i normally just use the same base ones lmao. zira rhythm n tatsu its fun tho i think. very satsifying when shit comes together

#would love to help mod! #anonymous

[salamanderinspace]

poem

I want to change and I want to hold on.

I think it would be satsifying to chew my hands off

But then I'll forget the flowers

Because I haven't drawn them yet

And if I forget the flowers, what then?

Does the sky have a skeleton that is only ever dawn-colored?

#poem #poetry #my writing #change