#i’m gonna go to bed now

[biowho]

I just saw a post about how apparently there’s “this ‘big name fan’ blogger on here threatening to deactivate their tumblr because they’re not getting enough likes/reblogs and not making enough money” in regards to Mass Effect…..

I have never been so happy or content with my little island (this sideblog) as I was when I read that post and realized I have absolutely no idea who the hell they’re talking about

I’m just hanging out chilling and every once in a while I see a cool rock (a post) and I pick it up and wave around (queue it) blissfully unaware of the dark shapes (people who have probably blocked me) swelling underneath the depth of the water

Like how there’s a take two of that bioware favorite poll I made last year going around and I had no idea until I got a few asks (sorry for not answering them) asking if I was mad about it! Why would I be mad about it?!? I don’t care! I’m not in control the poll function on tumblr.com nor who uses it!!

Anyways this was a really long winded way of saying thank you to everyone for most of the time not being freaks in my notes on this sideblog whether that be on a post I make or one I rb from someone else

#dragon age #mass effect #bioware #I want to know who it is so bad but at the same time I don’t care #like I get being sad about people not interacting with your art #frankly it’s one of the reasons I don’t draw that much anymore #but that’s a me problem to work through not anyone else’s #I’ve been up for many more hours and then I should so sorry if this doesn’t make sense #You guys are wonderful xoxo gossip girl #I’m gonna go to bed now #It’s 5pm

[ldshadowdoodles]

[51] AAAA (I’m fine)

-🌷

#daily lizzies #ldshadowlady #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #lizzie ldshadowlady fanart #2024 #january 2024 #January 13 2024 #mod 🌷 #i’m gonna go to bed now

[cr0w-28]

Jonathan STOP showing off your top surgery scars omfg

Started this ten days ago, then decided this guy needed to be trans

(Sketch under cut)

He’s a lil silly billy (it’s so late)

#my art #character design #digital art #art #procreate #batman rogues #dc #batman #scarecrow #i’m gonna go to bed now #Idk how many ribs I gave him dw about it #jonathan crane

[monkee-mobile]

monkeeeeees weeeee!!!!!!

#i love the monkees!!!! #i’m gonna go to bed now #i’m so happy there’s a monkees fandom it’s so fun #like look mom other people are weird just like me!! #i love you all dearly #send me cute monkee asks please :3

[justisco]

me logging onto tumblr everyday

#aggressively hala madridding to myself #i’m gonna go to bed now #carlo ancelotti #real madrid

[smallestapplin]

Yes I put it in a Google doc cause it made it easier since I can’t use my laptop

#masterlist #smut #pokemon #pokemon imagines #pokemon x reader #anon #pokémon #pokemon ingo #pokemon fluff #pokemon emmet #pokemon fanfic #pokemon ingo x reader #pokemon emmet x reader #pokemon hybrid au #ALL OF IT #I’m gonna go to bed now #spicy #so much #😭 #Pokémon everything #I went so far back on my blog

[smilestrawbunny]

Happy (Extremely Late) Birthday, Blueberry! 🫐 I decided to make a mini comic surrounding Blueberry’s favorite hobby: committing various acts of violence! 💙 /hj

Blueberry’s birthday was on July 8th, but the month of July was really chaotic for me. Still, with Raspberry’s birthday coming up soon, I didn’t wanna completely forget Blueberry! Better late than never <3

Tumblr gets to see the comic first! Woohoo!

#berrywitched #berrywitched the harvest #my ocs #oc birthday #oc artist #my hand hurts #i’m gonna go to bed now

[noahsfault]

It’s very late rn but hear me out:

This movie walked so ofmd could run

#if you’ve seen it you know exactly what I’m talking about #our flag means death #ofmd shitpost #I suddenly remembered the flight of the conchords scene #and all the pieces fell into place #I’m gonna go to bed now #zzz

[wh0re-in-the0ry]

I don’t know what possessed me but here’s Ted being all cunty 💅

(Reference ‘n stuff under the cut)

#s draws #ted nivison #ted nivison fanart #chuckle sandwich #chuckle sammy #I started this at 1am and it is now 5:30 #i’m gonna go to bed now #good night.

[thesmollestsnek]

Huh. I just realized that my hair is even longer than I think it is. Which is fuckin impressive, coming from me, considering. I normally think of my hair as waist length. But uhh, I showered just now and apparently it’s actually down to my hips? Which is fuckin wild, like damn. I know I literally never get haircuts but I somehow wasn’t expecting this, normally it’s in a braid and even when it’s down it’s wavy enough that I didn’t realize. There’s not like, an actual point to this ramble, just. I happened to look in a mirror right after showering and was surprised at how long it actually is, I didn’t think my hair could actually get this long, it’s never gotten more than like an inch below my waist before. I guess the most recent addition to my hair care routine’s been having even bigger effect than j thought.

#the snek rambles #i know i just got a whole bunch more followers which is still fuckin wild to me by the way #but that being said. this kind of sleep deprived rambling is pretty par for the course #so like. if you’re here for the art and writing and my current dp/dc hyperfixation you mayyyy wanna block my ramble tag lol #id lowkey been thinking hard abt what my first post after That One blew up a bit should be but yknow what? #I feel like this is a p good representation of me #ping pinging from deep shit to complete nonsense is a p good representation of my mind lol #and shit like this is literally part of why I made this blog in the first place so. I ain’t about to change it #it’s like four am and I have work in the morning what am I still doing up #fuck i think I made the tags into a separate post completely unrelated to the one they’re attached to goddamnit #I’m gonna go to bed now

[my-sleepy-head]

Shout out to Splatoon 3 player “Aqua Necro”! Like seriously Good Games man!

(We were on the same server both playing alongside and against each other for like 6 games before the maps changed. Real fun in the lobby between matches too!)

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #I’m gonna go to bed now #I was just playing a few games to try and see if I could go up a few levels.

[corvikari]

Warning: mentions of Sexual Assault, links to professional articles that describe sex scandals, rape, and murder.

It has come to my attention that the online school I attend (you may have heard of it, Liberty University) has been heavily involved in the silencing of Sexual Assault victims, racism, discrimination, and more (Links to various articles as well as the wikipedia page at the bottom of this post).

I am already enrolled in online classes so there is not anything I can do currently (I’m working towards my associates degree), I want everyone to know that I was not aware of this and I am positive that if my parents knew of this they would not want me on Campus (I trust my parents and don’t try to tell me otherwise). Overall this absolutely disgusts me that they have the audacity to call themselves a Christian Institute when all they’re doing is spreading even more hate and disgust towards Christians. I want to reiterate that I am Christian, these people at LU who are allowing this to happen obviously have a twisted mindset of what Christianity is. Even though they may say they believe in God and have accepted Jesus as their savior it does not always show through their actions. I know this won’t fix any pain that LU has caused victims in the past but I would still like to express that I am extremely sorry that you had to go through that, and it is understandable that that may have damaged your faith severely. However, I ask that you understand that not all Christians are like this, there are just those people that make everyone else look horrible and disgusting and perpetuate an awful stereotype. I don’t quite know how to conclude this post other than just to emphasize that I had no prior knowledge of this and I will not be attending in person (I had thoughts but now it just puts a horrible taste in my mouth and it makes me so uncomfortable to think about.)

Links Below:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liberty_University

https://www.usnews.com/news/best-states/virginia/articles/2024-03-05/liberty-university-agrees-to-unprecedented-14-million-fine-for-failing-to-disclose-crime-data

https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2023-10-03/liberty-university-failed-to-disclose-crime-data-and-warn-of-threats-for-years-report-says

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/10/22/opinion/liberty-university-scandal-education.html

https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2024-03-05/liberty-university-fined-record-14-million-under-federal-crime-reporting-law

(P.S: this post may not be as coherent due to the fact that I had just found all of this out today and I am not in a state where I can put it all out on paper just yet, to be honest I could give a whole essay on this and how shocking it is. If this happened in 2014 I would think ���Well that’s not okay at all but at least they’re trying to fix things so it won’t happen again” BUT THERE ARE ARTICLES FROM 3 WEEKS AGO ABOUT THIS CRAP! Anyways stay safe, God bless and have a great rest of your day/week 💜)

#liberty university #allegations #i don’t even know #what to say #im just so angry #and upset #the fact that #I found articles about LU while I’m attending currently makes me so sick and uncomfortable #red flags #stay away #ok i’m done #i’m gonna go to bed now #God bless and slp good

[weird-shit-is-happening-also]

Well I just cried after reading a couple chapters of Sylvia Paths the bell jar. I’m in a crossroads in my life, I’m at a lot of them and I don’t know what to do. It’s daunting and scary and cold and I’m here at 2am crying my eyes out because I don’t know to do or what I want to do.

Fuck.

I feel like my problems aren’t really that big, but to me they are, and they are potentially life changing. Then again all decisions are. I guess I just need to do something, I can’t just stand on cliffs and at metaphorical roundabouts for the rest of my life though it feels like I could. I need to figure this out. I keep telling others what I will do, despite having almost no current intention to do those things, Grad-rotations, sending out resumes, grad-school, another degree but in science or communications. I don’t know and I don’t really want to do any of these options.

All of them scare me. I know that I’m probably just making it all bigger than it should be, but I can’t help it and I can’t help that I feel like I’m drowning on dry land sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I do now, that nothing I do will workout that I have done all I will and that nothing will change these facts. Though I know this is not true, it doesn’t change the fact it hurts.

Anyway Tumblr I needed to rant into the void, many thanks.

- a person getting a writing degree. What a joy it is to write.

also question: what’s better than a girl riding a dragon, a girl riding a dragon…

#writing #holy hell #what do I do with my life #i’m scared #i’m so tired #I’m in the middle of getting a degree and I don’t know what to do #i hate this #this is hell #who said it would get better? you fuckers you #crisis? #any book recommendations? #crying into the void #i’m gonna go to bed now #after I write some overdue emails asking for help #wish me luck

[greykolla-art]

I’ve been so inspired by @bananadramaaa lately!

Their human Alastor and Mimsy comics drive me insane!

I’m realising how cool their relationship is: it’s giving sibling energy!👌👌👌

just two pals looking out for each other while they murder!

#grey art #hazbin hotel comic #hazbin hotel #alastor #mimzy #hazbin mimzy #human alastor #human mimzy #20’s serial killers baby! #I have no idea what mimzy really got up to but I’m guessing it wasn’t nice #grey doodled instead of sleeping arg! #it’s fine I’m gonna go to bed now.

[fenn1ck]

Do you think he knows?

Do you think he knows how happy he makes me. How sitting on call with him, even if we are doing completely different things, makes me just feel joy.

Do you think he knows?

Do you think he knows how much the random videos and jokes and songs mean to me?

Do you think he knows?

How just a simple Text from him brightens my day.

Well you could just tell him.

No I can’t do that

Why?

Words

Words? What do you mean by that

They get stuck…..

Stuck?

In my brain in my throat they just get stuck. I wanna tell him

How much he means to me I really do. But the moment I do that it turns real

Didn’t you already tell

Him you like him!?

Yes I did but that’s different. It’s more than just a crush, I think.

You think?

YES I THINK. He manages to make my days better just by being there and I don’t wanna lose that by being clingy and annoying.

I don’t think you would be annoying him. It’s not annoying to get a thank you or a compliment is it?

No I guess not. This didn’t answer my question though. Do you think he knows?

Well…….. you could tell him.

ARGGH

#i wrote this #love #reading #i want his attention #i want to tell you #how i feel #but i can’t #literature #i’m gonna go to bed now #g’night