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miss-styles · 9 months

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Ok wait I have a question if you feel comfortable answering on your blog! I really want to have casual sex, but my dilemma is that I’m a virgin and I would need someone to be very patient reassuring and understanding with me that first time or first few times, but I feel like that’s difficult to find when you’re hooking up especially with men. I really wish I would’ve lost it already so that I would feel more comfortable and experienced having sex with other people. Like although I haven’t ever had sex before, I just think I would really enjoy it because I love intimacy. So idk how to overcome this because I don’t want to be in a relationship rn, but I do want to have sex but still have some level of trust respect and care for each other’s bodies. Thoughts or experiences you wouldn’t mind sharing?

omg i dont know if im seeing this really late but thank you for coming to me with this!

okay so to share my own first time experience... i had just gotten out of a really bad situationship. the situationship was my first time making out with someone and just genuinely having feelings for someone. first love if you will. but we had never had sex. the most we did was just his fingers being on my underwear. after this ended i just started going on dates with random people. realistically i knew like i wasnt ready for a relationship at the time but it was a good distraction for me to put myself out there. after like a month or so.. i went out with this one guy and i reallyyyy liked him. the first time we went out he fingered me in the theater (sorry guys!) and the second time was also similar. the third time i was over at his house and we had sex.

now i will admit that i was so incredibly lucky to have my first time with him. he was so understanding and so nice he didnt make it awkward at all i was just really comfortable through the entire thing. but i can't tell you that everyone youll meet will be the same way and ive definitely had some "bad" (not as good) experiences after that

and also to me sex or virginity has never really been a THING. so i never had a need for my first time to be special or to be with someone i had been dating for a while etc etc. i know for some people sex can be this very special thing but for me it just isnt. and from what i understand you also seem to feel the same way? (correct me if im wrong) so i just felt good to get the first one over with someone i felt comfortable with and it just opened up a whole new world for me. controversial but! like i love having sex. it has made me feel so much more comfortable in my body etc etc.

now my advice would be to (at least for your first time) dont have sex on the first hangout. ofc you can do stuff but just get to know them first and see if you feel comfortable with them. i would also advise that you tell them youre a virgin not in like a weird way but i promise it would make them be more understanding. also definitely discuss what you like (sexually) bc it can get real awkward if you realize your preferences dont align at all.

just overall be open with them. for your first time (and even in the future if you wish) let them know that you wont have sex in the first hangout (and their reactions to these kind of boundaries or their reactions to your preferences can be very telling of their character) and use the first hangout to get to know them to see if youd be comfortable having sex.

and also!! (sorry this is a very long response) awkward things will happen during sex but just laugh through them and i promise it will be fine. i promise you wont be the only one who's embarrassed by sth the other person will have things that they're embarrassed about too. its natural dont stress about it.

i feel like this was a lot of blabbing but i hope it makes sense to you and if you have ANY other questions feel free to come back. i promise i would never judge

#mail #anon

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newtonsheffield · 3 years

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Hello again!!!! I'm the Spanish girl back in here!

Firstly, I'd like to send you my best wishes for this tough week of work, and I bet we're going to miss you around here this week. But duty calls! And, look, how many people can say they've got a whole week for relaxing after a week of work? 😌 (Perhaps I've misunderstood the whole thing; I've read your posts quite quick and I've understood sth different to what you wanted to say lol)

Well, what can I say with one of the last prompts you have gifted to us...? Kate, Anthony (and his Spanish!!!!!!) and Spain; you got me there. 😂 I even cried the famous "Ole!" when I read all of it (curious note: not all Spaniards use the expression "ole" in daily contexts; it is more like a regional expression that became worldwide famous bc of several reasons that are too long to post here, lol) and I think it's needless to say I loved it... isn't it?

And, I LOVED a lot Edwina's POV and story (well, I've loved everything you have posted and gifted to us, but Eddie has a special place in my heart)! I don't know, but sometimes I get the impression that, in romantic literature, relationships between sisters are not addressed at all and kinda force them to be friends (if they're not rivals... which I find stupid, tbh), not really deepening in the bond between them. Like, they're sisters and they behave more like "my next door neighbour and friend to whom sometimes I'm distant bc life happens" instead of "this person and I share much more than many people can imagine that's beyond friendship and she's more important than anybody else" -idk if this makes sense anymore... I rewrote it a couple of times bc I got the impression I can't express my idea very well 😂-. And that's something I think both of you, JQ and yourself, have achieved and gifted to all of us! We see Edwina and Kate as sisters: they fight, they tease the other, they can't stand each other sometimes, but always, ALWAYS, they care for and love the other just as sisters do. Because of this, I think TVWLM is one of my favourite books in this genre: they give us a two fantastic love stories, not only between a -heterosexual- couple but also between sisters; which is as important as any other kind of relationship.

After my TED Talk (sorry if it's been too much... 😅), I cannot help but imagine an escapade between Anthony and Kate (sans children) and Matthew and Edwina (oh, Matthew... I love you) to Spain just for Anthony, in his stupid one-side battle against Matthew (I love this, tbh; it's sooooo fun 😂), demonstrate Matthew he can speak fluently another language... Just for Matthew be oblivious to this and enjoy a little escapade to Spain with his girlfriend and her family. 😂

Anyways; I hope you're alright and, again, I wish you all the best for this week.

Besos!!! 🥰 (Spanish equivalent for the "Love!" farewell expression; it means "kisses")

Hola! You’re back again! And I’m so glad!

I do have a week off once I finish work tomorrow (Saturday)!! Very Exciting! I have a scarf to knit, and lots of writing to do so that’s very exciting.

Oh Anthony on a Spanish beach in tiny little flamingo shorts? Ole! indeed! That is a curious note, I literally love learning things about other cultures and languages so if anyone wants to share a curious note about their culture, hit me up! I will in turn tell you about the curious culture of The Land Down under, and our propensity to butcher the English language!

I agree, Sister relationships are a very curious thing in media. I’m not a huge fan of very contentious relationships between sisters, I’m not saying they don’t exist in real life, they definitely do, I just think having them as constant rivals is exhausting. And Yes! I Love the relationship between Edwina and Kate very much because I see it as a mirror of my relationship with my own sister. My sister drives me more insane than any other person on this planet. We fight, we bicker, I get absolutely enraged when she steals the last property I need for a set in Monopoly, and yet, She is my favourite person. She can say whatever she wants about me, but were anyone else to? It’s fight on sight. I’ll be honest, that all I’m doing is basing their relationship in these fics on my own with my sister. Nothing special!

Okay! Here we go! Anthony and Kate + Goose and Edwina +Spain

Kate Bridgerton was many, many things, but she liked to think an idiot, was not one of them. And so, when Anthony had said, in a tone she was sure he thought was casual. “I think we deserve a holiday, you’ve been working very hard to grow the little broad bean after all and your sister and her little gander should celebrate their engagement.” She had known exactly what he was up to. And she wasn’t really sure why she played along along with it. Perhaps something in her thrived on the chaos she knew Anthony would would create, perhaps part of her just really wanted a decent paella. Surely it didn’t matter, the result was the same: Kate fixed an innocent expression on her face and said “Where did you have in mind?”

And so, surprise, surprise, here she was: back on a beach in Spain. She had to admit, eyeing Anthony appreciatively as he paddled demonstratively in the shallow water, his plan had its merits. though thus far his attempts had been... unsuccessful at best. Matthew Bagwell seemed absolutely thrilled to be in Spain, on holiday with his fiancée, giving them helpful facts he knew about the architecture as they walked through the city, a wide smile on his face, Anthony practically purple when he corrected a fact Anthony himself had said. “Do you speak Spanish, Goose?” Anthony had said dryly in the hotel lobby shortly after they’d arrived. And Kate had rolled her eyes at Anthony, though Matthew was not paying attention. He had his arms wrapped tightly around Edwina’s waist, whispering something in her ear that made her nose crinkle in delight, the sapphire of her engagement ring glinting in the sunlight. And the beautiful picture they made gave Kate’s heart a little stutter. Anthony tutted. “Matt!” He said sharply, getting the man’s attention, Matthew’s glasses slipping down his nose as his head shot upwards in surprise. “Do you speak Spanish?” Edwina was rolling her eyes now. And Matthew, for his part was completely unbothered “oh, no. Sorry Mate, might have to lean on your pretty heavily this week.” He said, and Kate caught the smug smile on Anthony’s face and bit back a groan Damnit Matthew. “I’m pretty fluent in French, German and Mandarin though!” Matthew said smiling happily, turning back towards Edwina, completely oblivious to the scowl Anthony tossing his way. “Of course you fucking are.” He muttered, fixing Kate with an irritated glare as a laugh escaped her!

The water surely must be a little cool in early October but Anthony showed no signs of it, Beckoning Kate into the water. She groaned and made her way towards him, laughing happily as he tugged her in, his hand resting on her stomach, still no sign of her pregnancy. “Is he watching?” Anthony whispered in her ear as he wrapped his arms around her waist, spinning her through the water So she had a brief image of her sister smiling brightly at her fiancée who appeared to be... bless him building a sandcastle.

“No. He’s not.” Kate said batting her husband’s hands away irritatedly as he scowled. “Are you really trying to look more in love than they are?” Kate scoffed, disbelief at her husband’s idiocy rising with in her. Anthony looked indignant. “No! A man can’t take an interest in his wife now? Very poor show Mrs. Bridgerton.” He said, but his eyes, darted towards the shore at the last second. “Oh I cannot believe you! You’re absolutely manic!” She replied as Anthony attempted to pull her back towards him, Kate putting up very little fight as she tumbled against. him, his voice hot in her ear. “Insufferable I hear.” Kate scoffed. “Ugh! If Anyone’s insufferable it’s him!”

Kate turned to follow Anthony’s gaze to find Matthew waving at them, grinning broadly, completely unbothered. And Kate couldn’t keep from laughing as Anthony went on another muttered tirade.

Besos!

#bridgerton and sons au #kathony #anthony x kate #edwina x Bagwell #edwina x matthew #matthew goose bagwell #anthony bridgerton #kate sheffield #kate sharma #edwina sheffield #edwina sharma #goose is a cutie #the ridiculous rivalry between anthony and goose #molly’s asks and answers

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gayregis · 3 years

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(Philippa anon again 🦇) Yeah, like you said I don't think AS wrote her gay to demonize lesbians. There is some homophobia from Sabrina but it's not being writen as "Sabrina is right". The only moment i felt :/ was when AS kept repeating sth about smeared lipstick or whatever during one of Lodge fragments but ig that's just how he writes sexually active women, unfortunatelly. I agree with that she's a special villain in this story, compared to Vilgefortz and Bonhart who are there to be one-dimensional, Aen Elle who have some things going on for them but bc it's a story about Ciri they also loose depth when reduced to team no. 3 in the race to get Ciri pregnant, or Emhyr (whom i have a lot to say about, mainly.. what was AS thinking there, i get wanting to have a twist villain and to connect short stories with saga even more but... did it have to be an incest thing.... yikes). On one hand Philippa is playing 5d chess with all that political stuff, staging an assasination (allegedly), then Thanedd coup, founding the Lodge, winning the war (Vilgefortz literally would never!), on the other she's fine with being cruel to Yen and Ciri bc it helps her get what she wants and other flaws you already pointed out. It's easy to focus only on one side but she's really compelling :) i wish we lived in a timeline where twn explored it even more :) :) // ok im not sure if it's readable bc i deleted like half of the message but apparently i have a lot to say ab things, sorry to dump it all on you 🥺

😭😭 omg im sorry there’s a character limit for tumblr ask... (feel free to send multiple if that helps) and yes all of this...

mainly it’s philippa being actually competent (5d chess as you said) but also having goals that explicitly go against the protagonists for me. the fact of the matter being that ciri was going to actually have to go with the lodge’s bidding in the end of lotl until only death came between them and her is really frightening to consider. the lodge actually won, except for the very end in which ciri disappears once her parents die.

none of the other villains are as competent and actually achieve their goals. vilgefortz and bonhart are intense and frightening as kinds of bogeymans, but are really just steeped in arrogance and sadism (respectively). this isn’t to say i think they’re out of place in the narrative - i think they’re just meant to be the inverse of geralt and ciri (respectively) and that’s really it for their characters, so of course they are defeated in the final book at the “final fight” (was not the literal final fight, but is yet a trope that sapkowski wanted to subvert, i think).

the aen elle throw me for a loop because although they appear in time of contempt as the wild hunt, other than being a cultural reference/adaptation of mythology, i don’t know if they’re ever super relevant or tied to the action. i suppose they relate more to ciri discovering more about her powers and how her powers are used, re: discovering the aen elle’s relationships with humans and with unicorns, so imo they are just really an addendum to everything else that’s going on.

emhyr... i can understand it because i think it is actually a good twist / “i saw it coming” sort of thing, as there are many hints throughout (duny’s backstory being vague beyond “i got cursed into being a were-hedgehog,” the death of the cintrian princess and consort in a manner in which the bodies cannot be salvaged ie it’s not certain that both pavetta and duny died, conversations around emhyr’s search for ciri such as with assire and fringilla discussing the strand of hair from a very young girl and questioning how he got a lock of hair from the princess when she was so young) that connect the two identies of duny and emhyr... i think it’s an interesting betrayal because it adds a layer of horror to the fact that emhyr would send his troops to raze cintra when he had lived there with his mother-in-law calanthe and wife pavetta. i think it’s also maybe the only way to call off emhyr as being an antagonist because were he anyone else, i doubt he would have abandoned the plot once he succeeded in capturing ciri. i think it is horrifying what he meant to do, but since it was actually depicted as horrifying and repugnant and not romanticized, it’s OK in relation to the story. i know some are upset at the deus ex machina sapkowski pulled with emhyr basically calling everything off in the very final book, leaving everyone to ask “so what was all that for?” but i think it works in the context of the story, i think there was just no other way to end emhyr as an antagonist, and it works because it’s the decision he makes and not something like he gets killed randomly, sending the entire nilfgaardian empire and all of its newly conquered territory into a massive power vaccuum.

so yeah tl;dr philippa is the only one is able to achieve her goals and it’s interesting because she’s never really painted as “evil” as vilgefortz is but her means which ‘justify her ends’ are quite similar to his, as ciri points out in lotl’s end

#philippa eilhart #emhyr var emreis #anon #ask

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roominthecastle · 5 years

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Hi Room, What do you think about the finale? Any theorys about why Katarina did that to Red? And what do you think about the Stranger? Thanks!

To me, the finale in general felt okay, which is strangely comforting bc it wasn’t bad. I’m good with an “okay”. “okay” is an improvement (like I still feel TBL is trying while – to use a concurrent example – GOT gave up on itself and its fans spectacularly). There are individual moments that are more than okay to me (DEMBE, the team work, esp Liz & Red, esp esp Liz taking charge and that tiny moment of synchronized tea drinking) and others are less than (e.g. the conclusion to the conspiracy plot is kinda… ?!), but overall I like how S6 played out and my excitement for (lucky number) 7 is intact. Things are in motion and interesting again, and I finally gave myself permission to do a proper, full-scale re-watch during the summer, maybe attempt to chart the timeline, too, which is sth I never expected to consider doing again. I’m even gonna read the comics. In short, this season pulled me back in the Zone.

the rest is behind a cut due to length – @ mobile app users, apologies as always

Red’s identity, Dom’s story, and Liz’s side of these things

The Stranger: Masha was bound to figure out you aren’t who you say you are. What I can’t figure out is Dom. Why would he tell her all that?Red: In an attempt to help her move on.The Stranger: And she believed him?Red: She did. So much so that she‘s decided it’s safe to bring her daughter home.The Stranger: I know Dom meant well. He shouldn’t have told her that story.

So… having seen this scene, I def have more doubts than before, anon, but I still believe that the gist of the Rassvet story (including Red == Ilya) is true. This is (imo) why Red tells Dom “I know the broad strokes, I know who I am, but I need to hear the details you used to sugarcoat the ugly truth to make it look like a fairytale”, i.e. something that Liz has a tendency to swallow (see changed man!Tim or every paternity test they show her), something she was eager to embrace here, too, despite the obvious holes bc – as she told Ressler – “it is sweet and safe, so I’m gonna overlook things that don’t add up and hope it doesn’t come crashing down on me this time”. But it does. Every time.

Whether we like it or not, this is a consistent trait in Liz, this willingness to settle for a sweet, simple story over the messy, complicated truth even when she has misgivings (see her going at Red in 219, “It wouldn’t kill you to lie just once to make someone feel good.”). She’s not stupid, she’s just scared and unsure, imo (and so is Red but, unfortunately for Liz, being pathologically secretive is still what soothes him). But when there is no sweet story available to make Liz feel good/safe or it’s no longer sustainable, that’s when she grows restless/angry and goes on the offensive until she feels safe again. She did this w/ Tim and then w/ Red, too (she literally locked both of them up to gain control), and both times we can eventually hear her say “I was scared of you but not anymore”, and both times she expresses love for a safe & sweet idea and not the full reality of these men who cannot live up to that idea, so the cycle starts up again (well, not w/ Tim as he is now dead but Red is still in the running.)

It doesn’t really matter if the answer she gets is incomplete or untrue. As long as she can make herself swallow it, as long as it brings a sense of security, she will go for it. Tim played along w/ this and that fantasy bubble collapsed every time. Red never did and never will indulge her w/ sweet delusions but by doing so, he also reduces their “feelgood” time together. He hides behind her father’s identity but for her, he breaks cover repeatedly, which to me further signals that he doesn’t wish to take on the roles associated w/ this identity in her life, which clearly clashes w/ her park bench claim of “this is who you will always be to me”. And given Liz’s track record w/ these self-soothing declarations, I think we will once again see her being contradicted.

Having heard of what’s happened btw her and Red, I think Dom decided to tailor the truth to give them a quick-fix. His story brought a sense of safety/certainty that Liz craves – sth Red refused to offer when he told her he had a secret and he had to keep it and refused to give her any embellished feel-good alternative. But now he is on edge bc some of his secrets have been spilled and it was done in a way that maximizes his discomfort (by making him look like a hero when he considers himself anything but, and, ultimately, by undermining his control over his own “narrative” around Liz). I believe this is part of the reason why he tells Dom that he likely made everything worse by telling her that story.

I hope next season they will be pushed to face more of the actual truth together – in all its ugly, messy glory – about what exactly happened and, more importantly, why. Because we still don’t know much of that. Dom only offered a taste but now Katarina is back to mix some sour to the sweet (I am hungry as I am typing this, can you tell ;)

The Stranger: well, we barely have anything to go on here but what we have is already intriguing, i.e. he grew up w/ Red, he seems to know Dom and Katarina personally, he seems to have some serious tradecraft background + connections, and he is among the v few who is trusted w/ Red’s secrets, so he is inner inner circle for sure (and he’s played by Brett Cullen, so… yes please). I still think the childhood pledge from the Rassvet story is an element of truth (it just fits our Red way too much + I see it reflected in “Cape May”), so I think these 3 (the Stranger, Red, and Kat) were likely childhood friends and they all picked similar career paths (or it was picked for them), so the Stranger is likely Russian, too.

Katarina continues to puzzle me to no end, I freely admit. And I am enjoying it (for now anyway). The finale offered some really interesting details here, imo, and I think Red’s 2nd meeting w/ the Stranger is the most revealing.

Red tasked his mysterious friend to locate Katarina bc Ressler’s dig for his real identity triggered an active search for her, too. The Stranger finds her and hands Red a picture saying, “It’s her. I’m telling you, Raymond. Paper trails. The passports. The travel. It’s her.” What we can immediately conclude here is that they didn’t even know what Kat looks like now since it’s not the picture the Stranger used to identify her but her signature methods/movements (knowledge of this implies a close working relationship in the past at the v least). And since he doesn’t hand Red the pic to ask him to confirm it’s her but to show him what she looks like now, we can also conclude that Red had no idea what she looks like now, either, which means that he hasn’t seen her for almost 3 decades and, apparently, he would have been fine w/ maintaining this arrangement if it hadn’t been for the security risk Ressler’s digging exposed them to.

This conclusion lines up nicely w/ two (imo very important) things established in previous episodes:

Red’s hallucinations at Cape May – he sees Kat the way she looked in 1991/92. His mind couldn’t conjure her present image bc his last memories of her are almost 30 years old. This in turn implies that the Hobson’s choice event took place around this time, as well, and that was the last time he saw her. It was the last time Dom saw her, too, if what he tells Liz in “Rassvet” – that it was 28 years ago – is true.

Katarina being dead – whatever happened to Kat, her own father considers her as good as dead now. So does Red and Dom blames him for this loss, going as far as saying he killed her.

Dom: These boxes are all I have left of my daughter.

Red: If Katarina were standing here instead of me, if it were she asking you, what would you tell her?Dom: It doesn’t matter because she is not here and she’s not asking.Red: But if you could tell her–Dom: I can’t!

Dom (to Liz): If my Katarina was still here, she would have let me know. [… her mother sent a letter hoping it] would find her alive. I picked it up because I knew it never would.”

Liz: You said the name Masha Rostova had been lost to history until the manhunt. Now it’s out there and someone’s looking for me. It’s my mother.Red: Lizzie, your mother is dead.

Her mother was dying, Kat never showed. Her daughter was being hunted and it was televised globally – Kat never showed. And clearly neither Dom nor Red expected her to as they both seem to consider Katarina dead despite being aware that she is still out there somewhere. Moreover, they both believe that Liz is better off thinking her mother is dead than knowing whatever the truth is (so it cannot be too good). Add to this Red’s latest remark to Liz – “your mother can’t hurt you” – and things truly get weird and interesting. Was Kat subjected to some special session w/ Krilov, too, that somehow “extinguished” parts of her, practically rendering her old self “gone”? This would be my current best guess (just a shot in the dark, really) and I know it’s crude sci-fi territory but this is TBL we’re talking about.

Whatever happened to Kat, Red was involved in it, and we have several remarks to back this up:

“All the money, all the time and effort, all the favors in the world cannot possibly equal what you took away from her.” (Red, 216)

“There was a woman and her child. Both were doomed. Both would die. I could either save one or lose both. I chose the child. It was the worst thing I’ve ever had to do in my life.” (Red, 319)

“I’m not sure Elizabeth will ever be ready to learn what you did to Katarina.” (Dembe, 422)

“[Katarina] is gone because of choices you made.” (Dom, 320)

In “Cape May”, Red hallucinated forgiveness/absolution from Katarina but we don’t know if this is how she actually felt. It could have been just Red trying to make himself feel better about doing what he felt to be necessary. Katarina in the present doesn’t seem to be in a forgiving mood, tho. She clearly expected to be contacted and she clearly considered Red’s presence a threat.

Red: If Moscow is looking for Katarina, if Agent Ressler’s inquiry has reignited their search…The Stranger: Then I know that could be bad.Red: I want this done before Masha’s daughter comes home.

So… your guess is as good as mine here, anon. All we have for now is a whole lot of vaguing and very little concrete info. I agree, it feels there’s sth more to this but there’s just so little to go on, it could be almost anything. What we can conclude is that the Stranger and Red (and Dom) have stayed away from Katarina for almost 30 years and if it hadn’t been for Moscow’s freshly reignited interest in finding her, this complete lack of contact would have remained. They didn’t even keep direct tabs on her since they had no idea what she looked like or where exactly she was or that she was a threat to Red (otherwise he would have approached her differently, imo).

They clearly do not want Kat to be found – the precise “why” remains to be seen. Red’s first words to her are a warning – “it’s not safe” –, and I think he truly went there to make sure she wouldn’t be scooped up. That was his immediate objective. If she were found, the consequences would reach Liz and Agnes, and heading that threat off is what ultimately motivates Red here (→ “I want this done before Masha’s daughter comes home.”). He didn’t look too enthusiastic to make contact. He didn’t want to, he had to. And he didn’t tell Liz, which suggests that he wants this separation to remain, which suggests that something is up w/ Katarina that goes beyond the usual “you can’t be in her life bc it’s dangerous” reason. Dom stayed out of Liz’s life, too, for safety reasons yet Red told him to find Liz if anything happened to him. That doesn’t seem to be the case w/ Kat at all. Red himself stayed away from her yet he went to find Dom after Liz “death” and returned several times after that for advice or simply for his company.

The meeting w/ Kat wasn’t a social call and it did not feel like a romantic reunion, either. Red just looked sad and tense to me. And he clearly did not expect to be stabbed, so I don’t think that bit was part of any planned performance. Why he received that treatment is another good question. Kat has clearly come into the possession of some new info that compelled her to go on the offensive. It could be related to their past and that vague remark about what Red did to her OR it is about something more recent that Red wasn’t aware she was aware of?? Right now this moment feels like a convergence of two separate threads: Red came to warn her based on “undisclosed plot point A” and Katarina reacted to him based on “undisclosed plot point B”.

Oh, I love this song, anon. Antis can keep pointing at that awkward kiss (that he doesn’t even initiate, she keeps pushing her face into his) as evidence of some ~epic romance~ all they want, but once again they fail (and/or refuse) to see things in context and “Cape May” was already pretty clear wrt Red’s feelings, I agree. and the finale lines up w/ it, too, which is nice.

Red hasn’t seen her in 30 years yet he only decided to contact Kat bc her looming exposure threatened Liz and Agnes, and when he is shown a picture of her, this is his reaction:

Not exactly what I’d expect from a dude in love (even if it were unrequited). He had a way more emotional reaction to Dembe’s return and he only left like a week ago. This is more like how you react when someone shows you photographic evidence of Bigfoot chilling in their hot tub w/ a beer. And now we know Red knew all along that Katarina was alive, so him “designating” Liz as the woman he loves and confessing (several times both to her and others) that without her he has nothing to live for and saying her name as his last word speak volumes already. So if they wanted to sell Red/Kat, they have already undercut themselves on multiple fronts here by giving literally all the romance tropes to Red/Liz. But I don’t believe they are selling R/K, it’s just another smoke screen + Kat is part of a past both Red and Liz have to settle for the sake of their future. And settling the past is always easier and more fruitful to do w/ a living human than w/ a ghost or a hallucination.

Yeah, I think it’s there to signal that they (Dom and Kat included) go way back and were/are close, like you said. and to indicate shared Russian roots, perhaps. As I said above, I still think Red is Ilya and the Stranger is likely Russian, too, (and so is Dom), so using Liz’s original Russian name makes sense in this context of “Russian togetherness”.

and Red sometimes calls her Masha around Dom, too, bc that’s what Dom calls her bc that’s who she still is to Dom. And I think that’s why Red calls her Elizabeth bc that’s who she is to him, which is a nice little detail further emphasizing that his main/defining connection to her is the present one just as James keeps saying. Or as Red puts it on-screen

I can def see both sides here, anon, and more. Knowing what we know about Red, both are likely among the multiple reasons that underpin his behavior in this scene. Yes, on the one hand, he was pressed for time and wanted that Kat thing done as soon as possible. On the other, he was also kinda closed-off as if he were trying to hold back emotionally as well as physically, which I think flows from 2 main sources: 1) he feels uncomfortable w/ the labels Liz wants to push on him (ever since the pilot he’s been displaying a preference for “partner” and not “father” and he might be reaching his saturation point) and 2) he is still heartbroken and afraid to put himself out there again w/ Liz after three major betrayals in a row. He’s already had a sort of baseline distress due to how emotionally vulnerable he is to Liz at all times, so after this latest heartbreak I think he is just trying to take things slow, leaving space and time for Liz and himself to figure out a mutually acceptable way to fit together.

She’s been using his heart as a knife block to satisfy her own needs and I think it’s making him less and less willing to force himself into slots that feel uncomfortable to him. She just decided that him playing dad and grandad is what suits him but a week ago she thought life in prison suited him the best. I mean… that’s not how you relationship. At all. Relationships are ongoing negotiations where all involved need to consent to their “roles”. It’s not “I hate you now, so I will put you in prison” and then “I love you now, so stay for dinner”. After everything that’s happened, I am not surprised Red is pushing back a little here for the sake of (what’s left of) his own sanity. He is a deeply flawed, problematique human being but he is still a human being and not a toy.

Liz and Agnes are the most important to him and he would never ever force his preferences on them, I completely agree. But that doesn’t mean Liz should be allowed to force her preferences on him esp when those change so often and so drastically bc she clearly doesn’t know what she really wants from him yet. I think this realization is finally truly dawning on this guilt-ridden, lovesick idiot and that’s part of what we see in this scene, esp in that “I don’t wanna intrude” comment that really does feel like a pointed retreat from her abrupt park bench declaration. But of course there is no negotiation w/o talking and that’s what Liz wanted to do before Red shut her down, so…

bottom line (that’s been the same for 6 years): these 2 need to talk.

#anonymous #apicturewithasmile #tbl spec #long post #ramblings

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ok this intro is way late and tbh i almost forgot but we here now, i bring to you depressed clown min hajin, just joined the academy like 5 months ago????? and he’s alr dying to get out tbh here’s his profile, some plots, and more about him under the cut

first of all this is the most relatable gif of hajin ever so, here it is

born to a superhero family, except him because for the longest time they couldn’t figure out what super power he had lmao and when they did all he can do is copy people

his family has the “be the best of the best” mindset so when they thought he was a normie they pushed him really hard to be like, an above average human (think natasha romanoff and clint barton)

but yknow it’s kind of hard to do when ur constantly drilled with “NOT GOOD ENOUGH” so hes got self-esteem issues

really he’s mostly slightly above average human in terms of combat skills and whatnot, nothing special (he spent most of the training time wishing he could just either die or leave)

he illogically hates the world bc he assumes it has the same expectations his parents do of him

when they did figure out what his ability was, his family wasn’t super impressed bc they all have explosive, offensive abilities (which is why hajin wishes his own powers were more explodey so he can blend in w them) and they all thought he turned out super average even for a powered person

bc of his family constantly shitting on him about his powers, he’s not into the heroes vs villains thing he just wants to be Free (troy bolton vc: SOARING, FLYING)

also he’s actually had his ability for a while before they realised it was an ability they all just thought he was a precocious child bc he could pick things up easily, if he wanted to

thanks to his subconscious fear of failure he doesn’t like to do much cause hajin logic: if you don’t do it then they can’t shit on you for being a disappointment

can come off as standoffish when u first meet him cause he tends to hang back and watch others before interacting

reluctant to form attachments/friendships/relationships because he’s had bad experiences w people in general starting from his family and then to other ppl who expected him to be just as bomb ass as the rest of his family but he turned out to Not Be (he’s used to getting disappointed ‘oh’s about him)

he got chucked into the academy bc his fam wanted to put him in a good environment to become a Proper Hero

thanks to the myriad of random skills he’s accumulated, he’s a joke and a clown (more in his profile)

wanted plots:

he needs friends, pls hmu

also bullies holla at me

if u got a cool skill, hajin lowkey wants to copy/steal it

ppl he knew before he joined the academy?????? where my seoul city ppl at (he’s from gyeonggi but went to school in seoul)

also maybe sth based off of this/this

tbh im still figuring hajin out as i go so if he’s inconsistent don’t @ me im doing my best uwu

#hq:intro

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narkinafive · 5 years

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this one’s a doozy

(i feel like i should have done sth like this for the prequels/the clone wars but oh well. i'll get around to it eventually! maybe! gotta do something while waiting for ix right lol)

oh, rebels. rebels rebels rebels. i know it's probably unbelievable, but i was so gutted by the clone wars cancellation that i really Did Not Like rebels at. it took... idk about two years for me to give it a real chance (and i was still deep in a previous fandom hole, so i didn't really get into it until like. the start of s4) (if you can guess what fandom it was you get a cookie) i am so glad i tried it again.

of course, ezra bridger is, was, will always be my favorite boy. i really did not expect him to waltz away with my heart! anakin has always been my favorite (and he still is, tbh), bc that kind of character and that kind of arc is so on brand for me, like. i LOVE my dark tragic messiah demigods, i really really do!!! but then this doofy dumbass kid with big blue eyes and a big blue heart and his many cat friends just punched me in the gut!

it's been a year and i've had time to digest the whole package. let me preface by saying that rebels is absolutely 100% perfect and my favorite piece of expanded sw media by a LONG mile. NOW. that doesn't mean that there weren't things i didn't like (going under a cut!)

many times, it tried too hard to tie into the greater saga - bringing in palpatine, the wbw, all the saga cameo characters, like... some of them worked better than others. the r2d2 and c3po cameos were the worst, w obi wan coming in at a close second. the best saga character cameo was definitely mon mothma (and bail). i really liked leia's episode, but. idk. it still felt a little shoehorn-y

i wish ezra's descent into the dark side had been more ... present? he gets some great, great moments. but it's kind of sudden (i've touched on this before so i won't keep going)

someone else has brought this up (and i ................. do not remember who sdfkjlsdfjlk) but pushing aside the Great Rivalry of thrawn and hera for the force stuff is... idk. that's a whole other thing

now i love the force shit. like i LOVE it. but i think rebels might have been stronger if it focused less on force shit and more on the early war effort, in the same vein as rogue one. i know it'd be more difficult to fill out four seasons rather than one movie, but as it got into s4 and closer and closer to episode iv... idk, put the force shit at the beginning of the season? idk. i really love how they did it, but... idk! it's complicated

oh, and speaking of complicated - maul. i love what they did with him, i love this sad garbage pile and watching him recreate his trauma onto others as a way of dealing with it... but i think it was a weird choice. maul is so... idk, grimdark? for such a lovely sweet show

kallus going to lira san better be bc he's being tried for war crimes lmao

sabine staying on lothal is... a choice. not one i hate. but i still don't quite understand it

and my biggest gripe, ironically one of my favorite parts of the show: ahsoka lives.

dont' get me wrong; i was so happy that ahsoka lived, i nearly threw my computer across the room when ezra yoinked her into the spacetime continuum. i am a diehard ahsoka fan and i will fight somebody to defend her honor. THAT SAID. the narrative of ahsoka going down at the hands of her former master? as he desperately tries to erase every part of his former identity? the great commander tano, clone wars veteran, an early casualty of the rebel alliance? it's so good. it's SO good. having her story end there would have been just some phenomenal shit. just superbly poetic. i'm glad she's alive! and the emotional impact is still the same, even with her coming back, but my god.

now. the things i love.

the character arcs. all of them. ezra bridger, war orphan, street thief, cast out by his people, finding he is stronger than he ever thought could be possible, giving his life for his people because he forgives them, and because it's the right thing to do. kanan jarrus, jedi knight, reclaiming his heritage and his jedi legacy (and yes, watching him die still hurt just as much as the first time aroundd) (and also, thanks to @aspiringwarriorlibrarian and @greatlakesrebel for pointing out many many many things, but first and foremost tonight, that dume the wolf was of course voiced by fpj) (i’m slow ok shut up). hera syndulla, who unfortunately had to learn the hard way how to balance love and war so she didn't become her father, pushing away everyone she loved for the greater cause. zeb orrelios, finding his people, learning he's not the last of his kind, leading the refugees to their ancestral home. sabine wren, forgiving herself and freeing her planet from oppression. and not just the hero arcs - the villain arcs, too!!!! darth maul's single minded obsession that kept him alive for 30 years ending in a 3-hit fight on a backwater planet because he just couldn't sustain that hate for so long. all of thrawn's cleverness couldn't predict the force. i don't have an issue with a single one of these!

THE FORCE (TM)!!!! there is so much delicious crunchy force nonsense, i could DROWN in it

among my many, many issues w the old EU, one of them was demystifying the force, quantifying and trying to label it too much. some things were quantified bc they needed to be (the holocrons, the sith code, etc) but most of it was kept as vague and nebulous as possible, which is GOOD. when it comes to mystical magic, less explanation is mostly always more

i love that we don't have clear cut answers for the loth wolves and the lothal temple, i could ponder that shit for WEEKS and never get bored

it does feel like a mostly self contained story. "been there made history" can get overused very easily (see: hbo rome) but rebels used it just enough to fit it into the larger saga

having rex survive both the clone wars AND the galactic civil war??? fuck yeah

kanan and ezra. kanan and ezra. there is so much i could say about kanan and ezra. it's everything to me. war vet finds plucky young orphan and adopts him? sign me tf up!! their relationship as it grows from mentor/mentee to peers is really really well done

and speaking of growth, ezra and sabine going from obvious romantic interest to battle forged siblings is not something that i was expecting but is definitely one of the best parts of the show

kevin has some really incredible tracks in this show: top of the list is 100% kanan's end credits, followed closely by it's over now. wow

and speaking of, the entirety of the last ten minutes of twilight of the apprentice deserves its own bullet. that shit is right up there with vader v luke round 2

the planet designs, mostly malachor and lothal, but when hera and sabine launch the dome, and the lothal sky suddenly turns to blue as the pollution is leeched out and destroyed... that shit is breathtaking

and so much more. like so much

this show holds such a special place in my heart :") now if only dave could bring back my son... like. PLEASE

see you all in rogue one!

#the pre ix rewatch

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bergarass · 5 years

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all the valentine’s day asks!! i genuinely want to know 💌

ily mir

blush: what could someone do this valentine’s to make you feel special?

1) tell me to add more romantic songs to the playlist i made them *pointedly looks at said person* you KNOW who you are; 2) also if they fuckin CONFESSED to how they felt, i’m LOOKING at you, you cancer moon scorpio sun headass lookin boi

love hearts: where were you when you met your crush?

@ home during winter break and i saw him on my friend’s sc and was like, “yo uhhhh who is this his hair’s cute” and my friend saw through my bluff and sent me his sc LOL and we’ve been talking ever since.. jan 4? fun fact we’re both have the red hearts next to each other’s names bc we’ve been sc best friends for more than 2 weeks so !!!!

100th date: would you prefer to stay in or go out this valentine’s?

homeboy is on the other coast so it’s not like i can spend v day with him BUT if money wasn’t an issue,,,, you bet your ass i’m flying to ny to wish him a happy valentine’s day

roses: do you like picnic dates?

it sure would BE NICE!!!!!! *bangs pots and pans outside his dorm window* if soMEONE TOOK ME ON ONE!!!

rest will be under the cut

first kiss: what’s the best way to be kissed?

i would want my face to be cradled and my hip to be grabbed, and if they were to push me gently against the wall and pin me there i wouldn’t mind (^:

first date: describe your ideal first date.

i wear something cute and a lil flirty, a lil sexy for them, we get some boba and popcorn chicken and visit a botanical garden. we end the day with a night walk on the beach and maybe i snuggle up next to them pretending to be cold and we… uhm… k*** 🙈🙈

preference: sexuality? what’s your ‘type’?

bi, and i’m really into the idea of… frat bro types who have hearts of gold, which is very very idealistic but a girl can dream! other than that, i’m drawn to certain things: i like really strong hands on guys, esp if they look like they’ve done some work (does that make sense?), crooked smiles get me FUCKED up, and from a young age i’ve been fascinated by long hair and i rlly like it when ppl swish it around (also,,,,, curvy gals get me sprung). ALSO THEY GAIN HELLA POINTS IF THEIR HUMOR’S A LIL NASTY N RISQUE LIKE MINE

hand holding: do you like pda?

i’ve never been a participant bc i’ve never in a sitch where i can practice it LMAO but i stop at kissing in public. holding hands and being a clingy, cutesy gf is def on my list, but i’m not gna be frenching my boo at the beach u feel

family: how important is your family’s approval of your s.o.?

fairly important, but ultimately i trust my own gut. i generally would hold my friends’ judgement more bc they’d be more in tune to my feelings and know more abt the person if they hung out with them with me

doves: what’s the most romantic thing someone’s done for you?

i’d say my prom date proposing to me with an hp-themed promposal! (he played the hp theme song on the piano + poster that said “i know you’re a ravenclaw but would you want to slytherin to prom with me?”)

candy: favourite thing to eat on a date?

…my crush’s cooking since he is going to culinary school LOL (so like a home date ehe), but in general, ummm probs food that’s fun and fresh, like dessert or light dishes (or ?? dim sum bc that shit SMACKS)

giggle: what’s more important in an s.o.: intelligence or humour?

these q’s jshfjkdhsf ofc both are important, but i love laughing, so having a sense of humor is a plus, but i also love it when ppl i love wax rhapsodic abt things that they love and r knowledgable abt!!! ultimately, a balance of both

lace: who looks best in your favourite colour?

like in general? lupita nyong’o looks bangin in orange

cupid: have you ever been set up? have you ever set anyone else up? how did it go?

nope! and nope! i feel scared trying to set ppl up, esp if someone wants me to hook them up with one of my friends and ik it might not even work

lovebirds: at what point in a relationship would you make it ‘public’?

i think it’s sth that you feel, like, you know that things are serious when you and the person are like.. possessive? that’s not the right term, but what i mean is when you feel like this is the person you want to commit to and the feeling’s mutual enough that you both are comfortable to announce it, after you know that the relationship is a stable one

love knots: would you like to forget the person you shared your first kiss with?

TECHNICALLY i’ve already had my first kiss, but i don’t rlly count it since i was like 4 LOL. but i don’t wna forget luke, i think it was just a sweet thing that happened when you’re both youngins and innocent, ykno?

promise ring: who do you see yourself being with in two years?

….. jl. in 2 yrs if i actually am not with him i’d be pretty surprised

aphrodite: how important are looks?

it definitely plays a role, but it’s not everything. all i care is that they’re beautiful to ME

angel: do you like ‘bad boys’ or sweethearts more?

can i cheat and say both, bc j looked like a fuckboi the first time i saw him on my friend’s sc, but after talking to him for so long, my friend was right in insisting that j’s inherently a sweet, caring, and protective guy albeit being a lil headass

so he fits my type almost to a tee: bro-ey at times, but is loving and sweet

harp: have you ever written a poem for a crush?

YEP!! never delivered it though bc i wasn’t trying to die

red: where will you be spending february 14th?

probs in my bed with my other roomies as we fuckin simp our hearts out

love notes: who was your last valentine? where are they now?

never had one!

flowers: what’s the best romantic gift to give someone?

something home- or hand-made, just something from the heart; something as simple as an earnest letter means so much to me

but tbh i would just MELT if they got me lingerie, like a REALLY good set that i’ve been pining over for months and then one day... boom on the bed in a cute box all tied up omfg i’d just weep

st. valentine: what are your hopes for love this year?

romantic: i’m not quite looking for a relationship, but i think what i’m trying to get at is a sense of commitment. trust and security is what i’m hoping to gain from interacting more with j

platonic: that i love and am open to giving and receiving more love from my friends

familial: same; i want to reassure my mom and brother of how much i love and cherish them

#bun and games #mir

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starlight-linguist · 6 years

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85 Questions

I was tagged by @taehyungxxtrash and @yoongixxtrash aka my favourite trash people <3 You’re both adorable 😘

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Last

1. Drink - weak fruit tea (v disappointing experience)

2. Phone call - My mother

3. Text message - My housemate

4. Song you listened to - Rain Bird - Code Kunst

5. Time you cried - Yesterday, of laughter

Ever

6. Dated someone twice - no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it - Yes. Or well, I regretted it the day after, now I don't care

8. Been cheated on - no

9. Lost someone special - Yes

10. Been depressed - Probably? Never been diagnosed or anything though

11. Gotten drunk and threw up - Yes… but not for the last two years! yey me!

Fave colours

12. forest green

13. blue

14. old pink (and lilac)

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends - online, yes!

16. Fallen out of love - No

17. Laughed until you cried - Frequently!

18. Found out someone was talking about you - No?

19. Met someone who changed you - No

20. Found out who your friends are - Not in like a dramatic way?

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - No

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - Most of them. Some of them I only met briefly travelling/on exchange, so I wouldn't say I really know them

23. Do you have any pets - Yes! A cat <3 She lives at my parents' house, and I've had her since I was 8

24. Do you want to change your name - Not really, although it would be nice to have a slightly more international name…

25. What did you do for your last birthday - Houseparty w my friends! I love hosting parties :)

26. What time did you wake up today - 09.00 actually. I usually sleep in a lot longer

27. What were you doing @ midnight last night - Feverishly doing duolingo to not lose my streak

28. What is something you can’t wait for - KBS music bank Berlin in September!!!!

30. What are you listening to right now - Mollado - Seungri feat. B.I

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - Yes

32. Something that gets on my nerves - People in front of me walking slowly when I'm trying to get places

33. Most visited website - YouTube

34. Hair colour - Light brown? A little lighter now than usually bc the sun has bleached it a bit through summer

35. Hair long or short - medium, but I want it long again

36. Do you have a crush on someone - Only celebrities and idols, as sad as that probably sounds.

37. What do you like about yourself - That I can pick up new languages relatively easily. (to a point - I'm also lazy, which keeps me from getting fluent…)

38. Want any piercings - I want more in my ears

39. Blood type - ??? Should probably know this haha oops

40. Nicknames - Ivy

41. Relationship status - Single

42. Zodiac - Gemini

43. Pronouns - she/her

44. Fave TV shows - at the moment: Brooklyn 99, Wynonna Earp and Good Girls (it's on netflix and it's hilarious!)

45. Tattoos - Not yet, but I really want one in the future

46. Right or left handed - Right

47. Ever had surgery - No

48. Piercings - Only in my ears

49. Sports - I used to do biathlon when I was younger. I still love to ski for fun in the winter, but I don't do any sports organised or for competition now

50. Vacations - Berlin in September! Also my mum wants to go to Edinburgh w me in December

51. Trainers - 3 pairs? Two of them are falling apart though

More general

52. Eating - Just had waffles

53. Drinking - Tea (I'm drinking tea 90% of the time tbh)

54. I’m about to watch - actually seeing The Spy Who Dumped Me at the cinema later

55. Waiting - for BTS’ comeback

56. Want - Inspiration to do MA research…

57. Get married - Eventually maybe? Gotta meet someone first…

58. Career - I wish I knew. Hopefully sth where I get to use my skills and education.

Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses - depends on the situation. Definitely a hug-person these days

60. Lips or eyes - Eyes!

61. Shorter or taller - Taller. I'm not that tall myself

62. Older or younger - Older

63. Nice stomach or stomach - ?? As long as it does what it's supposed to we're good

64. Hookup or relationship - Relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant - Hesitant

Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger - Yes (there was alcohol involved)

67. Drank hard liquor - Yes

68. Lost glasses - Sunglasses, yes

69. Turned someone down - I've ghosted some people

70. Sex on first date - No

71. Broken someone’s heart - Not that I know of?

72. Had your heart broken - Not by love, but by losing people yes

73. Been arrested - No

74. Cried when someone died - Yes

75. Fallen for a friend - No?

Do you believe in

76. Yourself - Partly

77. Miracles - Everyday miracles, sure

78. Love at first sight - Not deep love, but infatuation sure

79. Santa Claus - My parents never tried to fool us w that

80. Kiss on first date - Depends? If the connection is there, sure

81. Angels - Kind of. I want to

Other

82. Best friend’s name - Siv

83. Eye color - hazel: brown w green creeping in from the edges

84. Fave movie - Lord of the Rings (The Fellowship of Ring if I had to pick only one)

85. Favorite actor(s) - Ian McKellen, Meryl Streep, Cate Blanchett and recently the entire cast of Mamma Mia: Here We Go Again

I tag: @crystalvelvet, @clearlyaemae @queen-ki, @openyoureyesfornct and as always you don’t have to do it obviously ^^

#tag games #gave some long answers bc I'm procrastinating

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onibu-gi · 7 years

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92 Tag

Ive been tagged by @goldenchakyeon

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST: 1. Drink: water  2. Phone call: my dad  3. Text message: telling someone to open a call in smule 4. Song you listened to: energetic - wanna one  5. Time you cried: don’t remember. well probably today after i watched s3 of voltron and got hit with the feels

HAVE YOU:  6. Dated someone twice: yes 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no  9. Lost someone special: no  10. Been depressed: idek how to describe depression but i feel sad and lonely most of the time hahahaha 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: im a good girl lmao

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:  12-14: green, blue, pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:  15. Made new friends: yis (@onibugi-jr winkwink)  16. Fallen out of love: yes 17. Laughed until you cried: yup  18. Found out someone was talking about you: i dont really care about this so no 19. Met someone who changed you: no 20. Found out who your friends are: no 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL:  22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i don’t even remember who i’m friends with on fb bc i dont use it anymore but most of them 23. Do you have any pets: dora (golden retriever), pretzel (poodle), bonbon (poodle), flynn (ryder(cat)) 24. Do you want to change your name: i want aliases but not change names if that make sense 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: had a birthday lunch with my church friends hihihi (and it’s my mom’s birthday too so with her friends too hahaha) 26. What time did you wake up: 9am bc i had popcon (normally i wake up at 2-4pm) 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: probably finding voltron episodes  28. Name something you can’t for: (i dont understand the question)  29. When was the last time you saw your mom: few hours ago before i went to my room 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: nothing  31. What are you listening right now: the taptaptap of my keyboard 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: pissed bc s4 of voltron cant come sooner 34. Most visited Website: idk either tumblr or instagram

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: near my eye 36. Mark/s: had a scar on my hand bc i got stabbed by a scissor (funny story) 37. Childhood dream: teacher  38. Haircolor: black 39. Long or short hair: medium 40. Do you have a crush on someone: if you count jonghyun and minhyun then yes. if not, then no  41. What do you like about yourself: i’m objective  42. Piercings: no 43. Bloodtype: A (unlike my grades) 44. Nickname: Joy 45. Relationship status: single and would not like to be in a relationship soon hahaha 46. Zodiac: sagisagisagi 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: NCIS has always been a fave. does anime/cartoon count? Haikyuu and Voltron (+we bare bears)  49. Tattoos: wants one but my mom would kill me  50. Right or left hand: Right  51. Surgery: none 52. Hair dyed in different color: going to dye my hair purple after student orientation yay  53. Sport: nope.  55. Vacation: if you’re talking about dream vacation then korea/japan bc i rarely go out of the country. somewhere i can take lots of pictures for ~aesthetic~  56. Pair of trainers: no sport/exercise so none lmao

MORE GENERAL:  57. Eating: kitkat 58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: not sure  61. Waiting for: s4 of voltron  63. Get married: ugh not until i’m 30 or sth 64. Career: currently student

WHICH IS BETTER  65. Hugs or kisses: hugs  66. Lips or eyes: eyebrows lmao  67. Shorter or taller: taller  68. Older or younger: older, but all my exes are younger than me hahahahha 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach  71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive but takes charge 72. Hook up or relationship: hook up  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:  74. Kissed a stranger: no  75. Drank hard liquor: no  76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yeps  78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: ya  80. Had your heart broken: na  81. Been arrested: nu  82. Cried when someone died: nu 83. Fallen for a friend: ni

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: in certain aspects, yes 85. Miracles: yeah bc God and all that jazz 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: never did, even when i was a kid. thought he was scary lmao  88. Kiss in the first date: ye 89. Angels: yis

OTHER:  90. Current best friends name: Nicole 91. Eye color: Daaaarrrkkkkkk brown (meaning black)  92. Favorite movie: Tangled

Tagging: @onibugi-jr @nu-blessed @nu-esthetic @getlayd @dazzlingkai @suhotly (i’m too lazy to tag 20)

#it's 2:13am #oh yis #me #about me #idk maybe i'll delete #who knows~

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