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peachyutdr · 5 months

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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

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wild-at-mind · 2 months

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Not reblogging it for reasons, but I really agree with that person on here who said people are reframing depression and generally feeling shit all the time as a good thing because of the horrors of Gaza. There are people on here heavily implying that you feeling bad and finding it more and more difficult to live with yourself is actually an appropriate response to war and genocide. In some way, it might be. But the thing is, where does that lead? Does it lead to decisive action in accordance to your values, or to nihilistic stewing and self isolation from your community?

The post went on to call it anti-recovery culture- I don't know if I would call it that, because I get why people don't like recovery culture, especially in relation to addiction, but mental illness also. I think that's something I'm not qualified to speak on. So I wouldn't call this anti-recovery culture. Instead I would call it pro-burnout in activism culture. Do you honestly think people who are the most productively working in their communities and participating in actions to help overseas are feeling like this? Or do you think they have learned to use self-accountability and community support to reign themselves in when they begin to burn out emotionally, and rest and recuperate their mind in order to come back stronger? Ask yourself, is that wrong of them to do, because they should be feeling bad, because after all that is the appropriate response....does it mean they don't care, because they don't spend all their time feeling shit? Or perhaps, the truth is, they do care, and are demonstrating it all the time, but they also understand that them feeling shit literally doesn't help anyone. Why can we not talk about or acknowledge this?

#i don't want to make out like i'm some amazing activist- absolutely am not talking about myself here #but i think they key thing is activism is best done as a group and one of the group's important functions is caring for one another #if you see an activist framework that encourages people to isolate from others it's not leading anywhere good- avoid #please do not let these ghouls trick you into thinking your depression and shit feelings are the right thing to feel #or that it's wrong to not want to have them any more #as that other post said: no thought crimes and also no thought activism #it's just thoughts and they don't do anything without actions and guess what makes you unable to do actions? (depression)#by the way i wish there was a better word than burnout to talk about this because it's so associated with work and capitalism #but it's a thing- i have seen it through my environmental activism group over the past 4 years #one woman just cut ties with everyone right down to her best friend and disappeared- we know she is alive but that's it #i miss her. but she had all the tools to avoid burning out and she didn't use them- at the end of the day you can't MAKE someone stop #oh yeah finally the above attitude to mental illness also puts you in a vulnerable place for conspiracy thinking #PLEASE do not become like my dad who listened to his mental illness too hard #and went from a leftist to a horseshoe theory conspiracist #guess how much activism he does now?! (hint: it's 0)

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blizzardfluffykpop · 21 days

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You sent me an ask so I shall return the favor! What is the most recent Kpop group you’ve gotten into and how did you find out about them? I always love hearing fan “origin stories” lol

Thank you for returning the favor~ That would be The Boyz 🥰💖 I love hearing fan "origin stories" too hehe (This is gonna get long I love them sm)

Anyways I've known about them since debut? I loved Bloom Bloom Pow with my whole heart when it came out and tried to fall for them then- It didn't work. The next time was when The Stealer (TS) came out~ I had watched them perform for Road to Kingdom- because ptg was on the show too- But I really loved TS cb- sm so that I bought the album about 6 mos later with my favorite members as inclusions at the time (Eric, Kevin and Hyunjae). But nothing came about of it even after watching the weekly idol episodes... Then came Whisper era and I ended up biasing Changmin (Q) and loving that song but again nothing came out of it.

(A little backstory is that Changkyun (I.M) got me into Dominic Fike's music-) Thus, when tiktok showed me Juyeon, Changmin, and Sunwoo dancing to Babydoll earlier this year as a dance cover: I fell. And then I finally checked out Watch It~ But Hui had his solo and it distracted me completely from falling further. Then I had gotten sick and decided 'well, what if I watch their content?' And I did... I watched their hello82 interview and their reaction to fanart of them, and lastly their mafia dance. And I loved each sm that I decided to check out more.

It was the first time I had watched their content and wanted to see more. And now, I watch their content almost daily. It's kind of like they revived the joy of kpop for me? My (old) ult of ults has been on hiatus due to the military so it's been stagnant content lately for me. But then they came in like a breath of fresh air- and I simply can't get enough. This month will be 3 mos and I honestly hope I'll follow them for a long time. (I think they're my new ult of ults tbh)

And lastly now here I am as a Younghoon and Juyeon bias (with bias wrecker: Changmin... he's doing everything to be bias again). And with them having a comeback I loved with my whole heart this past month, I think it really solidified them with me. Honestly, I'm so happy with them.

#my 'fan origin story' hehe #lovely mutuals #asks #kate rambles from here #i even started a new kpop journal just dedicated to them and my thoughts- it's a 200 page journal and i have nearly 50 pages about them #and i started it in february ebhbha-#it's so funny because i saw one of my ults' concerts in theater the month before they should have became the ult of ults and here tbz comes #if the theory is true that you fall in love with certain people/groups/things at certain time then that means even when #i wanted to fall in love with them- that i had to wait until now to fall for them even if i wanted to fast forward it- i think now is a #perfect time- it's when i need them most i think- and fuck i could go on about them forever and why they mean sm to me in such little #time but oh how i love these guys-#no seriously everything i wish they could do- i find out they've done or will do- or for like pcs i like them a certain way and by golly #does yh do my favorite poses- and their music is just ?!?! i love it sm- ofc i've listened to them before a lot but ?? it's my speed rn #kate rambles #did i drag my close friend into them too? yes- yes I did- but she had full free will- she could have stayed on the happy mbb boat instead #of jumping into the water and swimming to lip gloss island with me- but alas she didn't so it's even more fun cause i get to be a new #deobi with her- and it's literally the best experiance i could have ever asked for- she prolly won't see these (i'm banking on it) and #honestly i'm so thankful for her- for joining me in this 'insanity' we've gotten ourselves into- i'm glad we were both stolen from our mbb #home together- it's sm fun to talk about tbz with her- because she's experiencing them new just like i am- i could go on here too #but i won't- so i'll stop here- i love these boyz sm tbh (every time i say it even if it's a lot- it doesn't feel enough)

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anthonycrowley · 28 days

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her music is mid at best and her personality is like cheese, white people love it

hey now. i’m white. don’t insult cheese at me.

#text #my post #mobi #also not getting super serious but i do think we can’t just say ‘she’s mid’ and move on. WHY does she appeal to so many people.#like i think it’s insteresting. what is the appeal of her actually. we can joke but even if you factor in she started as a nepo baby #she’s reached peaks that she couldn’t if she wasn’t appealing to groups #i also think it’s always a terrible idea to discount music because it ‘just’ appeals to a certain group of people #traditionally we always cite teenage girls and the beatles as reasons why but people also did that with black people and hip hop #in the 70s-80s. it’s always reductive at best and actively harmful at worst.#i refuse to do that. she’s a serious artist who maybe at this point billions listen to.#i’m taking her seriously. i just wish the quality of her work reflected that of some of her peers #particularly when the competition isn’t even anything quote unquote different people just wanna heap praise on her specifically.#anyway. sorry. i did get super serious in the tags.#music:tswift

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dtkqer · 1 month

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A lot of people on here are really angry at Caiti but I feel so sad for her bc she clearly does have trauma here but the people in her life have fucked her over so bad

i think i'll always have sympathy for her even at the simplest level of i just feel bad that people around you and their audiences are fucking you over so bad and making you look worse for no reason even if you have a valid concern/grievance, especially if you are CORRECTLY the victim in the situation .. and thats fucked up no matter who it is

#wahhh i never watched her or her group but i genuinely wish the best for her and for her HEALINGGGG. cause for some reason no one else is!

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carkali · 2 months

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now step into my world

#everything else i dont think abouet enough to have thought onit right now. beutiful passing leaf in the wind to me #230 Am maybe ill change my mind on some in the morning but for now this is my truth #alreaduy im like. some of my dislikes are dislikes and some of them are dislikes but not enough to care if i see it You know...?#Much like a beautiful passing leaf in the wind #ah@b/squishmael would probably be bottom tier whic i can best explain as i wish i would read interesting takes on these relationships that #are not shipbrained romantic. Or i just really dont care so much im so tired brother #i will enjoy looks into kr0mers character when her enjoyers accept the ties she has to real world hate groups instead of vehemently denying #if U have any questions well send them..just censor the character/ship name in some way i dont want to show up in a poor fans search

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hofudlaus · 10 months

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ASDSGFDSGDF finally had time to watch the new mlb eps,,,, AND

#this show continues to be wild as fuck in the worst and best ways possible #as has been stated by people before its a bad show in the best way #do wish they werent doing this to chloe but i did like her tiny moments of reflection when looking at her phone n after #idk like i think a really interesting n fun redemption could actually be done with her from this point #cus shes driven away Everyone and fucked shit up so bad and i think it could be really cool so see a character in that situation #decide to try n do better #i know the show runners wont do that But #anyway im having lots of fun with the new eps #do wish wed gotten a proper flashback for the agreste lore #but i Love that felix was like yeah we need to get marinette on our side #i know what to do lets do a fucking weird as hell play #which is exactly what my ttrp group just did to start a revolution so like #seems to be a common idea #rambles #mlb

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liebelesbe · 8 months

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listening to adventure time songs... I never actually watched it bc I didn't have a way to watch it as a 12 year old in germany which is when I somehow stumbled upon the songs on youtube and me and my one friend (crush before I realized I could get crushes on girls) were sooo into the songs and would write them on each others arms... I miss her :'(

#we're still kiiiiiiind of friends? like we didn't fight or anything and we'll still wave at each other and talk if we see each other #but we haven't really talked and/or hung out in years and I MISS HER we were such good friends #one of the best friends I've ever had tbh and I just never made new friends while she's constantly posting on ig #about her friend group that's constantly hanging out and doing cool things..#and I'm just here like haha remember when we were 12 and besties... and I never moved on from then and wish nothing had ever changed? :^)#would it be weird to text her 'Listening to Oh Fiona from Adventure Time and thinking of you and missing you and feeling sad'#yes it would be so I'm not doing it </3 #doddie redet #ANYWAYS good night 🌃

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piratadelamor · 1 year

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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday

#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell #i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else #instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be #i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends #imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students #each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with #850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice #unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together #most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading #it. was. HELL #i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched #and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before #how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it #today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant #but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance #i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first #this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person #one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you #like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone #im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone #im always trying #so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable #i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this #what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face #and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me #i really dont wanna be lonely

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salsflore · 1 year

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. . “it’s christmas season, just forgive her” i am going to eat my fist.

#for context this is referring to my mom talking about a family friend’s daughter (my childhood friend of a few years)#said daughter got mad at me bc i didn’t give her an in game purchase someone else bought for me #it was really that childish holy shit !!#also i couldnt believe my friend of YEARS would leave me over THAT what the fuck !!!#i’m not mad at her i genuinely wish the best for her but i’m not forgiving her she lost her shit over $5?? AJDWGAT #literally lost my entire friend group over $5 goodbye

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princekirijo · 10 months

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Captain!Mitsuru is like yes she's a girlboss from afar. Like whenever she appears on TV or at a public conference whatever, she is so confident and a true leader, and when the Phantom Thieves meet her for the first time, they're intimidated by her (in a scary hot woman way). She's def matured a lot from her high school days.

But don't get me wrong this woman is a girlfail. She is my wet pathetic milf. She's crying in her office when she thinks no ones looking. Yes she has a loving wife but she's dealing with the horrors (Kirijo Group sins still biting her in the ass)

#au tag #captain au #beating this woman with a stick #captain!mitsuru holding her baby son for the first time: i am going to make sure my family's past will never hurt you #mitsuru 17 years later: fuck.#thinking about my favorite girlfail #i mean y'all already know how much i love mitsuru so like i have so much fun with captain mitsuru #there is a part of me that's like yeah she is going to appear ooc to some and that's urgrhrrh #but also i feel like thats unavoidable given the whole nature of her place in the au (her being older and such)#but i enjoy her and at the end of the day i think thats the main thing and if other people like her too then win for me #but yeah her relationship with her kids is sooo fun for me to brainstorm #with riku its very much: i love you so much but because of our family's history there will always be something in between us #and i wish that i could save you but ive done my best #and then yuna its much more: we are very close and i adore you and im sorry if it seems i ignore you sometimes its just your brother is #well a handful in the best way LMAOOO #do yall get my vision #i project a lot onto riku and mitsuru as you guys know so like their relationship is very personal to me #yes this was inspired by that mitsuru angst post lmaooo #i love mitsuru BUT i love bullying her even more #i cant even expand too much on the whole “family groups sins beating my sons ass despite my best efforts” thing because spoilers #which is like captain au will be real some day as a fic or comic so i gotta hold on to some spoilers you know #mitsuru is a sad wet cat of a woman and we need more people to realize this (this is what makes her hot trust me)

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duskroots · 2 years

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“I cannot remember much from the time before I gained consciousness.

It’s all a blurr, hundreds of weak, wailing voices blending into one another in my mind, growing quieter and weaker until their will was broken, turned into loyal soldiers who wept no longer only for new victims to take their place.

A vicious cycle that seemed to continue on endlessly.

Only one voice stands out in my hazy memories, above all the others - powerful, commanding, cruel.

And so, so very loud.

I remember that I tried to reach out to the smaller voices I heard whenever I found the strenght to try, attempted to comfort them in their fear and their pain, but I stood no chance, so easily was I drowned out by the one who commanded us all, who commanded me and all the others to obey.

And in the end, to my great shame, I would always obey.

All the more jarring was the sudden quiet the moment before my eyes snapped open, his voice silenced, his power over us - over me - gone in an instant.

I didn’t know what had happened, why I suddenly had free will and a physical form - and that, how I would later come to learn, I was the only one out of all the blighting trees in that strange and unfamiliar position.

But it didn’t matter in that moment.

I knew what I had to do.

I knew I had to find my children and gather them around me so I may finally give them the comfort they needed, and hope against all hope that they could forgive me for the role I played in their suffering.”

- Voice of the Jungle

avatar of one of Mordremoth’s blighting trees | leader and ambassador of a community of Ex-Mordrem living in the heart of Maguuma | “younger sister” of the Pale Tree

#gw2 #voice of the jungle #hello have this weird concept that wouldn't let me live until i actually turned it into a character #i don't really have any (ex)mordrem characters so she feels real nice to play around with in that lil corner of the canon sandbox :>#i have many thoughts #like first up she's malyck's mom and very concerned that her firstborn hasn't come home by now :(#she loves her kiddos and the kiddos who live with her love her too #most have indeed forgiven her for like... blighting them in the first place whoops #like they understand she didn't really have much say on the matter #she is fiercely protective of the little settlement they've built and the ex-mordrem who live there and unlike her pale sister she is #v much not a pacifist and will retaliate #i bet there were rogue groups of 'vigilantes' trying to 'rid tyria of all mordrem' after mordy was gone who attacked her peaceful lil home #and had to find out the hard way that this is A Very Bad Idea #apart from self-defense though she's trying hard to get her children accepted back into society if they wish to return #she's just a supportive mom #trying her best #also she's lvl 30 in-game so running with her through the HoT maps all the way to tangled depths was thrilling and hilarious #LOVE taking baby rangers to the grown-up maps for pet gathering it's a rush that i genuinely enjoy #okay anyways i'll shut up now YES BYE

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heavenknowsffs · 10 months

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Been dying my hair natural red/orange since 2016. 2016. And yesterday my redhead friend was telling my ex fwb who she was trying to get to bed "it's funny how much she's trying to look like me by dying her hair and cutting it like me and curling it"

2016

We're in 2023

It's been 7 years i didn't even know you then