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#most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading
piratadelamor
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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday
#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell
#i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else
#instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be
#i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends
#imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students
#each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with
#850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice
#unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together
#most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading
#it. was. HELL
#i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched
#and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before
#how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it
#today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant
#but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance
#i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first
#this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person
#one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you
#like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone
#im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone
#im always trying
#so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable
#i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this
#what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face
#and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me
#i really dont wanna be lonely
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