#i think im a little insane

[samsno1]

Polly's Masterlist!

THE * INDICATES SMUT

Dean Winchester

Celebrating*

Happy Birthay Dean!

Drabbles

Drabble #1 - The Bet

Sam Winchester

One Hell Of An Agent*

Honesty

Dream Of Me*

Dream Come True*

Surprise (Sam birthday special!)

Caught (Request - coming soon !)

Drabbles

Drabble #1 – Idiots in Love

Castiel

Flowers

Drabbles

empty!

Billy (William) Butcher

Liberty or Life (POC!Reader)

Drabbles

empty!

Soldier Boy (Ben)

empty!

Drabbles

empty!

my sam winchester playlist

my dean winchester playlist

The more i write, the more this will fill up, be patient for my and your sakes, im a sloth writer and i write whenever and whoever i desire.

Disclaimer: i write for myself, i write because i enjoy it, requests are totally okay and encouraged but if i don't feel great writing it, i won't

About me! (You don't need to read this)

Hello my name is Polly, my birthday is may 26th and thus i'm a gemini. I was born, raised and currently live in Brazil, Latin America, as i had my whole life. I'm a Sam Girl and very much enamoured by Billy Butcher (that's important for you to understand the username)

I like women and fantisize about older celebrities, mostly male ones, and that's why this blog exists in the first place, for me to feed you my daydreams and you guys encourage them (love it tho, keep it up)

I love cats, snakes and bats, rock n roll, heavy metal, goth music and sushi. Jared Padalecki and Jeffrey Dean Morgan are also on this list. So are their wives (what can i say 🤷). I also love math and i consider myself a number nerd (if that even is a thing) and writing is my guilty pleasure.

What else...I'm a slytherin, a daughter of Hades (shoutout to pjo fans), my favorite book is The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo and my favorite movie is City of God

That's it for now, love you all and always keep fighting, you never know what's ahead of you!

#pinned post #pinned intro #masterlist #masterpost #about me #i think im a little insane #polly's stuff #my introduction #my masterlist #supernatural #the boys

[hinamie]

surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024

#my art #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice #yoi #fanart #katsuki yuuri #victor nikiforov #victuuri #yoi fanart #this was the secret 4th thing that lost the poll jdsfgsdfjj #id been thinking about doing a tribute since getting that one ask but i didn't anticipate how Into it i would get once i started #the way i flew through this piece .. just over 1 day??? insane #yuri is /that/ ingrained in my muscle memory #I was looking at refs and ?? id forgotten how wild this show was #we just got all of that?? a pole dance a proposal a kiss a pair skate....and it was ALL canon? incredible #AND YEAH UNPROMPTED HISTORY MAKER PLAYS IN MY YT MIX #dean fujioka jumpscare #also looking back at my old yoi pieces was so wild. that ws really 8 years ago huh. #little bit of an ego boost looking at how far ive come #but also im just grateful idk sry 2 b sappy on main #i hope 16 year old me is happy that i did this bc im happy i did this #edit bc i forgot a bunch of white outline i am a fraud

[mintypsii]

i can't believe one piece invented gay people

#HELP??????? #WHAT #one piece #op #one piece live action #opla #spoilers #min watches one piece #I WANNA MAKE A SEPERATE POST FOR THE NAMIKAYA MOMENTS #DUDE THE LIVE ACTION IS LEGITIMATELY GOOD?? #im enjoying it a lot so far #idk what others are saying but it doesn't matter cuz im having fun #even if the characters act a little different than they do in the show #it's something new though! i think that's really cool #lusopp #zosopp #^_^<- insane #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #usopp #iñaki godoy #jacob gibson #mackenyu

[tea-drops]

love going 'ah I have not taken my meds'

and then realise i just took a second dose of my meds

#-theo #we'll see how things go #i was acting SO weird though #like- i made a TGoL (board game) pegs au- #LIKEEE #girl that aint mentally right #i think im a little insane #as a treat yknow #barely remember anything right now #so i think im finally switching out #probably to will but like #yeah probably to will #gonna go let that happen now #edit: nvm just felt fuzzy im still vibing

[babydarkstar]

honestly no wonder harrow forced ianthe to lobotomize her so she could save gideon. listen…LISTEN…if i was a secret-war-crime cult nunlet princess worshipped by my entire planet and the only person that (barely) kept me in check was my childhood nemesis—a butch a year older than me, towering over me in stature and physical prowess, and so hot it made my teeth hurt from how hard my jaw clenched in her presence, who wielded a two-handed seven-foot sword and had irritatingly huge biceps and told very lewd stupid jokes and also learned how to wield an entirely new weapon and be my bodyguard with startling accuracy in three months—only to have us finally learn to trust each other because we got invited to a magic murder mystery and then before the bubble burst i spilled the worst secret about myself that i was born because my parents murdered an entire generation and tried to Kill Her along with them and she just wouldnt die, and i told her this expecting a swift death i believed i deserved, only for her to fucking cradle me in her big butch arms and kiss me on my forehead with her soft butch mouth and just. forgive me for a shameful weight ive carried my entire life and then MAKE AN ACTUAL NECRO/CAV VOW with me despite every evil thing i have done to her……to have her tell me, in the end, bleeding and broken after putting up the most beautiful and glorious fight of her life, that she understands purpose and she understands duty and she knows loyalty more fiercely than ever now, that she knows who she is to me, that there is no her without me….to have her backed into a corner and make the ultimate sacrifice…..for me…..to recite scriptural wedding vows of eternity to me in her last wisps of soul-consciousness…..if i thought there was even a snowflake’s chance in the pyre that i could save her by turning myself into her very own locked tomb, i’d be begging ianthe tridentweirdius to crack my skull open and turn me to mush too, goddamn. i understand you harrowhark girl you don’t have to explain a thing to me. god said you couldn’t undo the lyctor’s bond bc it’d kill you. you told god and his angels that not even a lyctor’s bond could outshine the power of female spite and lesbianism and they didn’t listen. they didn’t believe you. but i heard you loud and clear and i was 17 and hormonal and hopelessly romantic not too long ago unlike those fucking dinosaurs and i’m saying it’s valid it’s what i would have done and really everyone should be thanking you for not being worse and more wretched about it, all things considered

#i think about gideon nav every day #she makes me want to eat drywall #shes so jesus shes so her own thing shes so god and savior It Is Finished divinity of love and sacrifice #honestly so much of harrow is so so relatable to me shes so real for everything she does #her little griddlehark meetcute au her little divine highness au #ive already waxed poetic about the harrow nova au #sorry to keep waxing poetic about this but i really am rotted about them #like im going insane. tamsyn muir when i get you tamsyn when i catch you #griddlehark #tlt spoilers #harrowhark nonagesimus #i am you as you are me we are one and two and two and one #i cannot conceive of a universe without you. #should i forget you let my right hand also be forgotten; add more also. if aught but death part me and thee. #I FELL INTO THE WATER AND NOW IM FREE

[dapper-lil-arts]

uh oh!!!!

#what would it take just to be by your side!!!!! #too much #ok so like i sad before this ship is a drug and im smoking it #and now yall are getting second hand inhebriated lmao. #sunsetsparkle #mlp #sunset shimmer #twilight sparkle #mane 6 #my little pony #sunlight #<- still think this should be the ship name #haha if you're on patreon you know theres more like this incomic #im going insane #pony posting #sunset sparkle #equestria girls #midnight sparkle #scitwi #twiset #sciset #bisexual #saphic

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

[rapidhighway]

trying to show you the absolute cinema i had the pleasure of watching in tonights dream. We could’ve had it all

#scenes with sonic tails and the girl were like older animation and knuckles reminded me more of princess and the frog kinda? #it was much cleaner #im going to try to replicate some of the frames i remember #because im insane #this girl is my oc now i think shes mine i love her #but there were so many cool little characters there just you wait ill draw them #no idea what the actual plot was about except that the master emerald shattered lmao #ok byeee #sonic au #i guess #it was just a dream xd #art #sonic fanart #digital art #sonic the hedgehog

[heartorbit]

always by your side

#couuugh. whehezze #hold on #project sekai #emu otori #pjsk #prsk #proseka #ok thatsg enough RANK 96 COOOOOGUH WHEEEZE #literlaly cough wheez ei have fucking covid. i wanted to draw something nicer for the event but my hands rlly hrut snd my throat hirts and #i was sticking my head in the freezer in between matches. #omfg i didnt think the end sprint was gonna be so insane i didnt have enough energy. mfers made me spend 700 gems. nene please. #i never wanna open the game agaon.(guy who will open it tomorrow and sunday) 16 MIL POINTS.. pimh was only 9mil. for rank 80smth. #the hatsune miku colorful stage tiering economy is in shambles #'im never doing that again' [will do it again in august] #event was insane. started out ill -> only 1 rate up card -> charger broke -> assignments -> covid on the last day. Be fr #to my beloved sakurako and fixer i wub you. ill try to finish my nice profile but well honk mimimi. #NSIFFLKE. SNIFFLE. WAAAAAAH #this is so lazy but i havent drawn for myself literally in a week. other than doodles i did between matches #actually theyre like little bobblehead emus all over my sketchbooks i should collage them into anpost #idk how people get that subtle gaussian blur on their lines i tried it but it looks so obvious to me here.. maybe bc i used a thick brush.. #ok wonderhoy i need to lay down so bad tylenol save me. I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED MY LOZENGE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAAAAAME

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

great i'm at my parents place about to go to bed and my mom drops a fun little puzzle in my lap i desperately want to get on but im so tireeeeddddd

She dug up these coins that my great grandmother seemed to have passed down the generations hoping it'd be worth something one day and every source online has either SUPER conflicting results or I'm simply not fine enough of an eye to slog through the counterfeits

for the morning, are any of yall numismatists? I feel like if any corner of the internet there might be a rando thats just SUPER into hundred-year-old chinese coins, it'd be this corner. in the meantime im going to bed

#im going insane a little about this i think #mother has presented me with somewhat of an ancestral quest but i am so tired #one's a 1908 34th year of kuang hsu silver dollar #one's a shih kai fatman so somewhere in the range of the mid to late 1910s #one's a weird little tiger token that was apparently 'given to you from the post office' #im on the PCGS site desperately tryign to figure out how to read the charts

[yanderespamton78]

AJDJSOAJW I MADE MY SPAMTON PLUSH THE DEFRAG OUTFIT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I'm so normal. About. This comicc

Yes

Defragmentation by @zarla-s go read it if you haven't rjkwsjdkdhkash

#a #im gonna use the tags to just gush about defrag #like #you dont uunderstand #i dont even know hwy i like the comic so much im not like this about other deltarune fancomics n stuff #im just so rabid about it aa #i remember when i first found the dub i was just glad to find a comic dub that was longer than 5 mins #little did i know that this was the beginning of a defrag fixation which lasted for like a month and a half #i think defrag is like 70% of the reason why my spamton obsession has gone on for so long lmao #god i used to read it so much there was a time that i could quote it word for word up to the like 20th jesus #im not quite as insane now #also GOD I HATE SEWING #im so bad at it #i had to get my grandma to help me since she is good at sewing #she did most of it lmao i did some of the stitching tho #aa im so normal about him #oops nearly forgot to do fandom tags lmao #spamton #spamton deltarune #spamton g spamton #deltarune spamton #defragmentation #defragmentation au #spamton plush

[introspectivememories]

too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.

#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit #about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels #like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they #broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane. #im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them #and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong #i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma #if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more #ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month #but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories #so make of that what you will #and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them #i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them #anyway yeah #f1 #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #brocedes

[ruporas]

special operatives (silly interaction beneath read more)

[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]

[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless” repetitively. End ID]

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #elendira the crimsonnail #legato bluesummers #YES they were together in scene canonically for only 1 Measly chapter. Yes legato dipped like 2 seconds later but listen #trigun has such a fun cast and such a vague sense of time that i love to just throw in whatever Chances of the gung hos meeting outside of #canonic time... i mentioned before but i do think ww just runs into them on occasion from town to town #this illust would have to take place after the remembrance of july though ofc since that was when ww first saw elendira... which is still #the funniest ww ever bc he was so Shocked. LIKE AGHAST... BC IT WAS ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONAIL. he was starstruckk it was so cute #elendira of all people deserve that kind of reaction though im glad that they hyped it up with ww of all people. bc its like wow even ww is #kind of intimidated! even though he gained his grips like 5 seconds later to talk back to her. which is why i think theyd have a funny #dynamic. and legato is just there. he does not care about them but he also hates them and it's fun to think about how that'd extend to #wolfwood after knives specifically left the gung hos up to him and then explicitly didnt say shit after giving ww a special little mission #it also is just like. legato is pretty passive in trimax until someone is actively betraying knives or when its vash #and ww also does not give a shit about legato bc he also is like. vaguely aware he'd lose in a fight. so all i make them do is stare at each #other passive aggressively. TRISTAMP on the otherhand is ridiculously insane for making legato genuinely hold enough aggression towards ww #to literally activate his character arc in the season sgmkdsgm cannot wait for final phase where legato not only deeply detest vash but also #bears a similar aggression towards ww. actually im not sure whether i should be Excited for that or not but it would be an interesting #ruporas art

[waterghostype]

If you and I had met under more peaceful and carefree circumstances, I wonder how well things would have gone.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago fanart #lloyd garmadon #harumi jade #ninjago harumi #harumi ninjago #lloyd montgomery garmadon #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #shonsh #aphid artisms #lloyd and harumi are not obamitsu in the slightest but this quote works out #also if i tag smthn as shonsh it means ship or not ship #so you can tag it as ship art if you want but it can mean anything really #anyways im insane for childhood friends llrm concept #do you ever think about how both of them in a way were stripped of their childhoods #lloyd in a very literal sense but harumi in the sense that she just wanted to be a normal little girl with her family then boom #building crashing sfx #and how bc of their circumstances lloyd has the “childish” notion of being kind and loving too much (in misakos words) #while harumi is childish in her hatred and jealousy and thirst for revenge #her motives are completely based on those emotions and immaturity and yet her calculated way of doing things completely contrasts that #and not only that but lloyd started out as a wannabe villain for garmadon before being the green ninja #while harumi was a ninja fan and again just a regular kid before becoming the quiet one #how lloyd was able to grow up with support all around him in spite of the struggles he faced #and harumi being forced to grow up without any real person to hold on to or to support her despite literally being a princess #theyre so insane for that whats wrong with them #so yeah just another sketch

[ohitslen]

Angry Vash for me and myself specifically

also extra Vashwood:

#that’s right buddies. MORE FANGS #and also angry Stampede Vash because he deserves to go a little insane every now and then #with how things are going on around him I wouldn’t really blame him #also I’m so sure that the people who’ve seen Vash bet this pissed off are Knives and WW #you ever think about that? #again stampede exclusive content although WW is like a weird mixture of all adaptations #WW my spirit animal fs because i too would want for him to chew me like a dog toy #I am so SLEEPY BUT THIS WOULDNT LET ME KNOW REST #OKAY BYE IM FALLING ASLEE AS I WRITE #vash the stampede #trigun #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun fanart #trigun stampede #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #vashwood #nicholas the punisher #Vash fangs agenda #trigun comic

[juaneloriginal]

This is the story of a woman named Mariella

TW: BLOOD AND MISSING ARMS

aaaand a couple doodls

ignorance is bliss

@blackkatdraws

#ignorance is bliss #again #omg a quote that i love so much #and in my headcanon (cause i know very little of her lore) fits her really well #being playful and still smiling after all the horrible things that place is #forgot her red eyes too #there is some symbolism behind that i know it #still smiling even if not genuine after all that it's really interesting #and how she sometimes prefers to take things lightly or as a joke #imo is a coping mechanism #like she chooses to be ignorant to a lot of things #im not sure i think she represents kinda what Stanley can turn like in the future #i could be wrong #i also love how in contrast Stanley is with her #Stanley IS aware #the eyes drawing u did that stanley is the ONLY ONE seeing them #symbolism? idk #canon or not is cool #okay im going insane #tsp stanley #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp fanart #tsp mariella #:3 #tspud #stanley parable #the stanley parable