#i scroll too much to find things

[spookyreidd]

i wish likes were sortable by date / sub-folders

#likes #tumblr #thoughts #in all seriousness #i scroll too much to find things #i need subfolders #tumblelog #tumblr likes #likesharecomment #based on your likes #like seriously #social

[void-screams-screeches]

Alright, as much as I love the Avatar fandom, the sexualization of MINORS has gotten VERY out of hand.

So, because some people cannot determine if a character's a minor even if they don't know their age, here's the canon ages for the characters!!!

(From the OFFICIAL visual dictionary)

Tsireya's age isn't listed, and Rotxo's not even in the dictionary, but Tsireya is Ao'nung's younger sister, and Rotxo seems to be around Ao'nung's age, maybe younger by a few months.

So yeah. STOP the excessive sexualization of minors because it's getting annoying and gross to see.

Thank you and goodbye.

(The pictures aren't mine, I found them from this post here.)

#also i don't wanna HEAR the “oh but it's fiction!!!” #SO????? #if you think it's okay to say that teenagers who act very much like teenagers in fiction are “sexy” #than what's stopping you from thinking that about real teenagers too??? #it's different if you're a teenager too but it still isn't okay to sexualize minors in fiction regardless of if you're close in age or not #because it's gross #and it's also getting really annoying to have to scroll for miles just to find some content that isn't x reader smut #the next person who reblogs my art with a gross thing to say is getting blocked #avatar #avatar the way of water #atwow #avatar twow #awow smut #awow x reader #avatar the way of water x reader #avatar twow x reader #awow x y/n #avatar the way of water x y/n #avatar twow x y/n #spider socorro #neteyam #lo'ak #loak #kiri #avatar tuk #tuktirey #tuk tuk #aonung #tsireya #rotxo

[zecoritheweirdone]

[slowly pokes my head in] hey. hey you guys wanna see a pony.

decided to draw an oc of mine as a mlp:fim character!!! verrry very proud of it,,,

#my art #tfj #mlp #mlp fim #mlp oc #originally i made this design(or; like; a beta version of it) for an au for an oc thing with my friends like. oh wow 2 years ago h #anyway this is cez and don't look at the name too much. i prommy i am so good at coming up with names #have i shared them here before? prolly a bit... #just uhhh scroll through the tfj tag and you'll maybe find some stuff about them + others dkndkdndksjs #i prommy that them being a changeling makes sense for their character and it's not just bc i like changeling ocs #also if pharynx can look like that then i can make them pink and ourple as well #don't ask me what the cutiemark means btw idk. it's subject to change. #also i guess it doesn't really have to mean anything? 'cause it ain't real?

[altruistic-meme]

if you could... describe aftg in 5 words

oh this is not as easy a question to answer as it should be akfhsdkf bc like. i could describe its plot, or my thoughts on it as a fan, or how it makes me feel, or just make a joke, or or or and bc idk why you're asking it makes it harder :'))

but let's see...

plot: gay sports mafia found family.

fan: drama, familiarity, trauma, comedy, home

feelings: love, understanding, chaos, joy, comfort

joke: you know, i get it-

(as you can see, i couldn't pick which one to go with, so choose whichever 5 words you want lmao)

#anyway the hard part is cus like. if you're already a fan then you KNOW it's plot #and i would go with either feelings or joke probably #if you aren't a fan you won't understand joke and maybe want the plot to see if you'd want to read it #in which case getting my feelings or thoughts on it could also help you decide #especially bc 'gay sports mafia' is something it has been described as OFTEN #and thus you wouldn't necessarily need ME to tell you that #anywya #i spent WAY TOO MUCH TIME thinking about this so ya know. i do hope you see this kshdfhsd #i know how it can be sending anon asks #especially if you don't follow the person you sent it to like MAN rememebring to check in and then scrolling the blog to find it???? #so sorry i never shut up here #anyway if you ARE someone who hasn't read it yet and are interested; please feel free to reach out to me with any questions!!! #aftg contains a lot of potentially triggering material so it's good to have some understanding of what you're walking into! #(i did not but thankfully i'm not easily triggered by most things lmao but it still is nice to have that warning) #aftg #askers #anon #shh ac #also if you HAVE read it please appreciate my joke. i think im very funny.

[babyblueetbaemonster]

Is that why spell tomes disappear? The dragonborn eats them?

I saw a mod that make chewing sound when you learn a spell. I just assume that's what happened ever since haha.

Come to think of it. What exactly happened? We got a spell tome. We read it, and boom! The book was gone. Why is it gone?

Thank you Pemecia we're glad you're here :)

#ask and i shall answer #maybe i read too much into the game mechanic #but it'll be fun if all mechanic can be explained and have a lore to it #i don't think even bthsd has an answer haha #it just works #tes #the elder scrolls #skyrim #tes oc #oc: dubak #oc: naythaa #oc: jokir #oc: taraelan #oc: pemecia #i like in previous games you have to find a mage who sell spells to get new spells #like finding a teacher to help you learn magic #but i understand it's good to have free spells lying across the land #go to school is expensive :( #but i also kinda want the spell tomes to actually have something written in it #like scrolls in morrowind have some daedric things in it that you can read #i think that would be cool if the spell tomes is written by someone wanted to teach everyone magic #and it actually says something like how to fireball #like our dragon grandpa taught us how to yol #that would be great :D

[fiomeras]

People joke that the artists leaving twitter are gonna move on to doing show and tells at the local library instead , but i actually think that sounds really nice, id love to do that

#i talk #and im kind of sick of posting on da web. sorries #it just doesn't feel right anymore ... yknow #ive felt weird about it so much recently i think its just so unnatural now that everything is almost never catered to individuals #you dont get to choose what you see nowadays. less human input and more of making you watch the equivalent of your slop of the day #and a gacha game algorithm. #yknow when gacha gamers would spend thousands on gambling hoping to get their favourite png girl #thats how tiktok works . its designed to keep you scrolling hoping youd find something you want to see #and it brings the idea the more you scroll the more youll see the thing you wanna see yknow #and most of whats being shown to you is not of your choice. you can leave your phone on one tiktok and itll be fine it doesn't really need- #our input #sometimes. youd just do that too to ''increase'' your chances of getting tiktok videos youd like sorta like a gacha game #i think its ?? not my favourite!

[tokyocyborg]

#is like reverse seasonal depression a thing bc i feel so much better in winter vs summer #anyway in bad (?) news #i am so lonely oh my god #please i need friends #been scrolling through pinterest for too long all of the pics of couples are making me so sad #it's even worse bc ik that no one sees me as a boy #like i'll never have a pinterest relationship #idk just bad dysphoria day ig #saw someone post on tt earlier saying no one is obligated to love you and that means you might never find it and that makes me so so sad #i just need someone ig #i keep going back to that mentor figure #and i read about lou sullivan a few days ago #his story makes me so sad #it's kind of like looking in a mirror #'they said i would never live as a gay man but it seems i will die as one' #still gives me chills #aesthetic #moodboard #mood board #aesthetic moodboard #messy layouts #aestheitcs #messy icons #icons

[drewsaturday]

obviously different people say different things and you can support something existing while still complaining about things not being to your taste as long as you don't comment it on actual creationssss

but sometimes it does get mentally chaotic seeing posts saying you should be allowed to write whatever you want and bad art is okay etc etc and then i scroll down a little more to see people having incredibly high expectations for things that people make for fun and for free in fandom spaces and it's like...

i think there is a gap between seeing our tumblr peers tm as people and creatives having fun, but ourselves as consumers expecting perfect content. you are demanding perfection from those same people you claim to want to support.

???

#txt #i really wish fanfic dot net weren't dying because lowkey. #although the etiquette over there is abysmal i kinda feel like the expectations for fics posted to ao3 is weirdly high #obviously i have my own personal standards but it really does get on my nerves sometimes #to see such a clash between 'uwu two cakes theory!!!' posting and then 'god this trope in fic/this art style/this vidding style #etc etc is sooooo annoying/tired/overdone/bad/ETC' #again it's not always from the same people and we do contain multitudes or whatever i am sure im hypocritical too and #there are things that do deserve discussion and you can have your own preferences as long as you don't make it a creator's problem #and to be okay posting the things you make publicly anywhere you need to understand there #will be people coming at it from both angles i am just #mostly confused about how prevalent those clashy mindsets are within the same spheres i guess #support creators and reblog things etc but only if they're not being cringe haha #and what is cringe changes depending on the month instead of being grateful people are making things at all #as usual i need to remove myself from caring and start creating things #rather than scrolling through so much of these discussions i forget that oh right making things #is supposed to be fun actually and that's what outweighs those negatives #but alas i am here #making nothing and wishing fandom felt more like a community the way it used to for me #instead of finding ways to cultivate that myself lmao #at least having minimal free time excludes me from the content mill grind for now : )

[katenotbishop]

First time setting up a queue for this blog i'm kinda excited

#it just became too much for me to scroll past everything i post so #the tag is #finally some good fucking queue #for obvious reasons #and i'll try to be better at tagging things!! #because i want to find things sometimes #and can't do that because i haven't been tagging posts since ever #a new start for a new year #ראש השנה שמח היום גאייז

[unproduciblesmackdown]

speaking of your coming of age movie that never happens & your narrative non-narratives, shoutout to the arcs that’d be supposedly “worse” lmfao like posts about people-pleasers being like “i’m in my villain era” when it’s just consciously prioritizing themselves at all / noting when boundaries for their own wellbeing are being trampled, and the like. wherein i’m like, well i like talking to people i suppose, i can do the hours of monologue at a wall for one mode, got chatterbox mode, funny guy theatrical mode, etc, but in actuality also, i do not like talking to people lmao. the “yeah, that’s me” movie ending with another voiceover while upbeat music plays & you’re cheerfully walking along in 0.75x speed through some picturesque arena filled with socializing people like =) putting on headphones, turning up the volume, ignoring everyone, dodging people according to the berth one wants to maintain,

#i mean in person i like to be somewhere Parallel to other ppl; but there By Myself technically lol #i also am down for / enjoy spontaneous fleeting interactions w/randos but ofc only the actually good ones; which can sure be rare #and naturally Online interactions have a lot more flexibility than [not having that option] but even then. #like on just one point: being in a ''fandom'' like no thanks at all ever lol even when it comes to relatively niche things #j'etadore quantent being Just Me Posting To Myself. i absolutely do not want to talk to anybody about winston billions. #posts are scrolls i've nailed to a door to be perused if someone wants. take it or leave it; i've given it & left #meanwhile Not In Person chats aren't even enough lol like; need more Delay than a live chat; also too much to say just like irl anyways #gotta be down for short essays at w/e weird pacing & inadvertent caginess abt what ig other ppl would find matter of factly easy to share #i.e. like What Are You Doing? type ye olde facebook status prompt material. well that's a secret / weird / not entertaining enough isn't it #not like i think oh scoff i Should be popular likable & beloved lmfao like no ofc i Know i'm not gonna come off like that. l'autistique. #to be thusly is to be generally considered unlikable / disliked. i probably don't like interacting w/an nt rando too much either. #& w/the power of [adhd] it's like yeah sure i can be the chatty Fun But Annoying person lmfao But. rather than really being begrudgingly #tolerated until ppl are just more used to you / forgive the annoyances it's like no it's just the Annoying part lol beyond that it's like #well you're also somehow still too weird & quiet so worst of both worlds right. And ofc i have Other Traits aren't just for everyone. #some classic easy to embrace shit like bit of a hothead; argumentative; opinionated; stubborn; spontaneous; a hater; cagey....lmao #much of that For Fun but the [autistic Friendly] social cues don't get read that way. plus i Can be unfriendly too ofc lmao. get outta here #like a friend group seems charming & adorably heartwarming in theory until it's like oh god but drawing on all relevant experiences?? No #the third or fourth or nth wheel falling behind on the narrow sidewalk / talked over / finding a chair on the end & ppl dont notice ur here #lowering expectations even for exchanges that Do happen. ppl can enjoy the novelty of a lengthy exchange for like; a day #on the other side of that if what's initiated is like; Brief General messages i'm like oh god lmfao now Eye can't keep up w/this style #beyond that spontaneous shit is like oh god masking. oh god double empathy misinterpretations & being treated horribly b/c of it. #Recognizing & Respecting my actual experiences rather than hypothetical ideals like no i'm Not failing by Not putting myself in more damn #situations lmfao....if i stumble into good ones then great lol. sure have done that & i don't discount the Value therein at all #just sure like [points to the wisdom of e.g. autistic ppl talking abt having to be lonely but at the gain of looking out for / appreciating #themself] like Being ''Unlikable'' or having friends(tm) but not Really / the treatment is shit / you're having to mask a ton anyways... #sure can recall experiences like idk. ppl ''being nice'' & whether on purpose or not it's like actually I'm In Hell I'm In Hell lmfao #and then even if it's not on purpose it's like ah i can't actually talk to them abt it & that's not a great endorsement for the dynamic huh #or just noting like i'm duly accepted to be on the sidelines but what am i doing wrong lmao sweating How To Earn proper Normal participation #lot of anxiety & blaming oneself & it turns out like nah can't excise the Fault of autistic / adhd / cpstdness & you're fine actually #that was ye olde times more so but it's gradual & still fairly recent being like Oh Right. more accurate ideas re: Talking To Ppl At All....

[b1gwings]

i’m so into dndads rn i might make a separate blog just so i can RB everything i see

#i might include dimension 20 stuff in it too because i'm just so insane about those two things rn #sometimes i think about keeping this blog tidy but then i see a funny little post with my funny little guys and i think 'ok well people can #just scroll a little farther to find my art' #it's not like i post my art on here very often anyway #but i post the most of it on here out of all of the socials that im on #anyway i've suddenly become aware of the fact that i don't really talk to my mutuals and i'm kind of really sad about it #i want to have friends and be able to talk to people w #ith mutual interests because i love people so much and i love talking and i have so many thoughts in my brain about the things i like that #i can't keep in #i dont put a lot of effort into curating this blog at all but im wondering if a second one would be too much energy #idk ill figure it out LMFAO #i mostly use tumblr to throw ideas and art and stuff into the void and hope that people like it #but maybe it would be nice to have some place to save all the dnd posts to look back at #anyway this is just me thinking #if we're mutuals hi i want to be freinds with u but im shy pls talk to me about anything if u want #and if we're not mutuals hi i want to be friends with u but im shy pls talk to me about anything if u want

[https-sally]

i hope twt explodes so that companies are forced to put their lore and information on their websites actually, instead of burying it on that broken website

#im talking about vocal synth companies and stuff btw #in case you do not know #like what do you mean i have to use twt to find things out about your characters #just put it on the fucking website omg #i dont want to waste my precious time scrolling through taht shit just in case some company decided to make a new acc rping as their latest #anime girl #and decided to put vital information on there #like full on fucking character birthdays pelas #and also could they credit everyone for everything on their websites too #especially artists #for way too many of them the only proof of them having drawn the arts is “vocadb” says so #and i have no shit with vocadb #but id love love love some links to things and stuff #instead of having to go through 10 years of twt retweets to find the tweet in which an artist mentions they drew smthing #also also #twt bad because it goes away so much #please please please archive things im in tears #so many times i look at “sources” and “citations” and shit and its just a dead twt link #i think “oh the person probably archived it on archive dot org incase something like this happened right” #but no #“everything you post online stays there forever” I FUCKING WISH #WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD TO FIND #I BLAME TWT FOR THIS #COMPANIES PLEASE USE WEBSITE PLEASE #IM BEGGING #text #mine

[8rujaa]

i think i’m autistic… it has sent me into a major depressive episode not because I’m sad i might be, but because i’m sad that no one including myself realized… literally 100% of my being feels so validated when i realized it could be. i never even considered i could be autistic until i discovered what “masking” was. I’ve realized, everything I do is a mask, and the reason it’s difficult for me to live and coexist with my partners sometimes, even though i love them and wouldn’t want to be away from them, is because i’m masking 100% of the time trying not to seem cold or rude or unaffectionate bc i’m hyperaware of how i can come off…..

#all the sensory issues… the obsession with pink…. the obsession with routines…… the obsession with music and singing #all the little quirks i’ve been embarrassed about … #the reasons i can’t keep jobs….. #the reason why i was my happiest and most functional when i lived BY MYSELF and literally just painted or played piano for hours #like my bedrooms have always looked like sensory rooms. #i hate bright lights but i literally have like 10 different lamps in my room rn #the reason I hate going out and why i hate parties etc #the reason I can’t lie #the reason i wasn’t able to continue my education #like…. i’m understanding everything now #even the possibility of my mother also being autistic when i’ve always thought she was cold and obsessive and mentally ill #i see it in her too now #she’s put me through so much… and even if she is… the fact that she was abusive still stands… but i think finding out and getting assessed #i think it would help me forgive her… because i was such a. difficult child to raise. #i literally went missing and ran away so many times how did no one pick up on the fact that i might be austic #like these all seem like minimal reasons… but when i tell you that at my core i’ve always felt like an alien #i had a video come up on my feed a few months back about how it kind of shows up differently in women bc we have the ability to mask #and i was like hm that’s interesting but scrolled past #and the more i looked up things like ‘why do i do this’ autism would always come up somehow #and i feel like i’ve been really in denial #but because it resonated… i kept reading about it #i kept learning and researching because everything i found was pointing to the fact that it could be autism #and i am not anti self diagnosing at all. but i didn’t want to be the type of people that take something so general and broad that just #just because i related to (one) thing i was automatically autistic #so i kept learning and researching in hopes of find either something else that could be affecting my mental health #in hopes of kind of proving myself wrong and i was being paranoid #but the more i find the more it explains everything. literally everything. and i’m sad. i’m sad that i’ve hated myself so so so so much… #i think there’s a new sense of self understanding…. and a lot of self guilt being let go… #brain vomit

[aflawedfashion]

I posted 4,183 times in 2022

That's 769 more posts than 2021!

502 posts created (12%)

3,681 posts reblogged (88%)

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I tagged 4,123 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#stranger things - 663 posts

#joyce byers - 495 posts

#winona ryder - 467 posts

#otp - 459 posts

#jim hopper - 336 posts

#aflawedfashiongif - 336 posts

#the wheel of time - 299 posts

#joyce and hopper - 289 posts

#david harbour - 277 posts

#snowpiercer - 274 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#i knew they’d stop making music but they always seemed to love performing so i figured they’d dust out their hits periodically and perform

My Top Posts in 2022:

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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #I knew it was going to be all stranger things because there's so much content #just so many posts to reblog no other show I watch compares #And because I tag everything actor and character #(except text posts or fanart or fic then i just tag character) #But wheel of time and snowpiercer hanging in there despite so much less content #I was so obsessed with wheel of time last year it was probably problematic #I needed some space #but I've had space #too much space #please come back show where are you? #and thank you rosamundpikesource for being a well organized blog so I can type in random years do a scroll on my phone and reblog something #nothing better than a well tagged source blogs #I appreciate it #impossible to find anything on the source blogs that don't tag #and the long tag is about no doubt #the band #I dont know why I said that but there's only one band I'd say that about #your tumblr year in review

[bigxrig]

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#im so over logging on and the first thing i see is misogyny #i really need to find blogs who ONLY post pictures/gifs etc of hl #its not even the people i follow being op's #they are reblogging it and i just #is it too much to ask to respect women #anyway i did my morning scroll #time to log off again

[thehedgehogsdilemmaa]

hii what does your tvs tag mean? the posts in it are lovely but is the name of the tag an acronym?

hi anon!! I'm glad you like the posts in it!

sooo I'll try to keep the reply short – I was doing very very badly at some point during high school and a teacher got me into writing, and gifted me a notebook. tvs are the letters on it. she wanted me to keep a journal but I used it to try to write a story, a novel maybe, about a kid who is a genius navigating the hard conditions he was born in, trying to prove his worth and his genius through his writings, as if to earn his right to existence. the story is supposed to follow him from a young age to either its death or its fame, seeing the struggles of his vagabond life and his relationships and how his obsession with writing got in the way of many good things. BUT half of the focus of the story is just him meeting strangers of all kind and being very inspired by them and trying to write a work that could feel like an ode to strangers and their important role in his life.

#so basically the posts in there are just things that I thought could apply to one of the characters or are just a common theme in the story #or even just little details that are hard to explain. if you scroll through it you'll find mostly tags about either surviving and learning #how to live; devoted or idk. all-consuming love; or self-violence. #and ofc. strangers and subways and trains because THAT'S MY SHIT #I know the answer is pretty long anon I'm sorry!! #but it's a bit complicated because I've tried to write this story so many different times... I even once tried to 'steal' some characters #from i series I watched to make them easier to manage. yknow. so that I didn't have to create them from scratch. but it didn't work #I also wrote it as a play but it was awful. now I'm left with like. a prologue and some ripped bits that I liked that could add up to be #the length of 3 chapters if they were all tied together. #whatever. I'm talking too much #coffee time ☕ #theuserdilemma