#i only got like 4 hours of sleep!

[galaxythreads]

guys, i think i wrote like 16k yesterday in like 10-12 hours and i do not know how i did that but i think i saw god for a moment and we waved and then i passed out.

#anyway so someone needs to take my writing rights #i have the week off from work and i really really like writing and when i don't have to stop start stop start stop start it i just #don't #and then i go and go and go #i call this (fondly) the writing void #it does not visit me often but when it does i am helpless #galaxy's writing #AND THEN #THEN #!!! #i only got like 4 hours of sleep! #brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #CAN WE PLEASE REST AT LEAST A LITTLE!!!!!!!!!!??????????

[beaft]

not to sound like a queer theory textbook, but i wish there were more options for exploring masculinity within lgbt spaces. i'm bored of "women and nonbinary people" and "femmes and thems" and "no men allowed". i know there's a broad social scene for gay men, but i don't fit into that as i still like girls and i only pass about 30% of the time. i just wish there was a way i could meet other queer and GNC men in a non-sexual setting (i.e. not grindr) and talk with them about things like what masculinity means from their perspective, how they express it, how they relate to other men, and most importantly what brands of razors they use, because i can't keep using shitty plastic disposables forever i just can't

#lately i've been feeling quite alienated from the same queer spaces i used to feel comfortable in #idk where i slot in as an ace transmasc person. it's like there isn't really a place for me anymore (if there ever was) #i went to a queer market the other day and got misgendered by one of the stallholders who referred to me as 'sapphic' without thinking twic #feel like that sums it up really! #i have more thoughts but i've only got like 4 hours of sleep in the last two days so i should probably hold off

[emometalhead]

I will never shut up about Electric Touch. Ever.

#that being said I'm actually about to go to sleep lol #I got home from the FOB concert at 4 am and was awake again before 8 am #I am only awake rn because I was determined to hear SN TV in full at the time of release #I've listened to Electric Touch 3 times which is my lucky number so it feels like a good time to sleep lol #I'm excited to enjoy this album in full again in the morning after I get some solid sleep #insane 24 hours for me!! #ashley rambles #taylor swift #electric touch #speak now (taylor’s version) #fall out boy

[thecrowsart]

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#ughhhhh i dont. want to put this in the tag this is EMBARRASSINNGGGGGGUHH. #but i did have fun with this. please enjoy. but also DONT LOOK #okay now i conk out because i only got like 4 hours of sleep and i have been awake for almost 13

[zkretchy]

Fun Fact: I named this file "if i had a wiggly for every time joey played a villain consumed by magic powers beyond their comprehension expressed through green light i'd have way more wigglys than anyone can handle but its weird that it happened twice" because I couldn't get it out of my head so welcome back to art that's specifically funny to only me and combine it with "I'll just do a quick simple drawing" that goes a bit out of hand anyway....eh it happens

#zkretchy #art #hatchetverse #black friday #nightmare time 2 #ezekiel #i still can't believe that is a canon episode #to be fair-it's hatchetfield-anything can happen #wilbur cross #also hi this came to me at fucking 1am last night so i got 4 hours of sleep #not even bc my brain stayed awake #so i basically only fiddled with some details now (8pm the other day AFTER a nap after work...sorry to myself) #anyhow for someone who doesn't love green i sure like these bright green lighting scenarios while the rest is pitch black darkness #starkid

[laurzzz]

It has been monthss ince I drank a full cup of coffee like I did last night. An dhooo boy I am feeling it no w Mr. Krabs

#talks talks talks #literally only got 4 hours of sleep but my mind is racing more than usual #i stopped drinking coffee for my health back in 2022 #but i do drink it for fun every few months anddriejsjsjeje #this happens #eugh my eyes #i am going to crash later i know it #im not immune to the effects of caffeine anymore like i used to be lmao

[front-facing-pokemon]

#claydol #i totally forgot baltoy had an evolution. and apparently i'm being told this guy is from steven's team in rse also which is the only thing #they're relevant for. if anyone else knows any other ways this guy is relevant then i'd be interested to know. i got like 4 hours of sleep #they got too many eyes. how does that work. idk i'm not looking up their pokédex entries right now. how are they compeititvely #about what i expected. it was good in its hayday when it came out in gen 3 and then slowly fell off. i have nothing else to say abt this pok #émon. let's read some dex entries. yep it's a clay doll. never would've gotten that one #alright. what evar. claydol fans you'd know more about this than i would

[worldssilliestserpent]

You post like you like real life animals in a bad way

That's a little weird to send someone don't you think anon?

#it is 4 in the morning and im getting ready for work...I only got like 3 hours of sleep #literally piss off anon lmAO find something better to do than making petty accusations

[moths-are-better]

help the app I usually watch the new episodes of wakfu on isn’t updating and I keep getting spoilers

#Also I only got like 3-4 hours of sleep last night #wakfu #ankama #wakfu season 4 #wakfu spoilers #wakfu s4

[satoumafuyuss]

Angel <3.

#Hazbin Hotel #Angel Dust #hazbin art #hazbin angel dust #nillyart #nillyfanart #uooooough totally didnt watch masquerade like 3 whole times today haha #nooo poison hasnt been playing on repeat in my headphones for 3 days straight whaaaat #i only got 4 hours of sleep. anyway i love him angle forever #anyway you want me baby thats the way you got me ill be yoooooooooooours

[definitelynotnia]

day 3 of approx 4hrs of sleep per night lessgo

#this is like when i had just started 11th #and i would sleep just 4 or maximum 5 hours every night #and i did this for 3 months #and i kept getting sick much more often than usual but ignored it #and finally got terribly sick with a fever that just would not go #and then i slept for 3 whole days straight #only waking up to eat #3 whole days #and then i was not sick anymore in fact that was the first time in months i felt lucid #it was like a factory reset 💀 #im gonna need to do this all over again at the end of this cursed exam season

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[lesbiansanemi]

Do you think if I wish hard enough my mom will get electrocuted by a string of Christmas lights and just go up in a cloud of smoke. It’d be a Christmas miracle

#I’m not even DOWN THERE YET and I want to fucking KILL HER #I have to work Christmas Eve and the day after Christmas. I live four hours away from my family #I told her this MANY TIMES I said I’ll drive down after work on Christmas Eve be there Christmas morning but I need to leave by 3-4 to get #home at a reasonable hour so I can have time to unpack/catch up on a couple days of chores/get plenty of sleep #she called me last night and told me she didn’t schedule Christmas stuff until SIX PM #and when I said why tf did you do that I’m not staying that late #she got mad and upset and was like ‘it’s the only time everyone is free :(‘ #BUT THEN proceeded to tell me we were having lunch with her HUSBAND’S family at noon #(ppl I am not close with never have been literally don’t talk to) #and everyone I know is like ‘just leave when you said you were going to anyways’ #and like yeah I could but then my family is gonna be ENRAGED that I didn’t do Christmas stuff with them #and they’re like ‘well explain that your mom didnt listen to when you said you needed to leave’ #but the thing is. no matter what. they’re going to take her side #I should sacrifice my time and comfort to spend time with them because they’re FAMILY #never mind that literally not a SINGLE ONE OF THEM has EVER come up to visit me #IM always expected to drive down there. but that sacrifice doesn’t count it’s not good enough #but if I stay that late I won’t be getting home until AT LEAST midnight or later #cuz my family has no fucking concept of time so if it starts at six that means it doesn’t ACTUALLY start until 7 so most of them might be #there by 8 so I’ll be expected to stay until at least 10 to sufficiently catch up with all of them #I’m going to scream I’m going to cry #if I leave early I’m the awful ungrateful terrible bitch who never comes to see any of them #but none of them could adjust their days by just a few hours to see me before I needed to leave #FOR MY FUCKING JOB !!!!!!!! SOMETHING COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL #and like the thing is. my piece of shit manipulative bitch mother #I KNOW she did this on purpose #I know she didn’t plan this until six to FORCE me to stay longer because she was mad I wasn’t staying long #(again… because of work… something I can’t control) #so she’s orchestrated this to put me in this position #where I have to suck it up and stay and be exhausted and have tired migraines for a week cuz I get only a couple hours of sleep and then #or leave and make everyone pissed. I hate her so FUCKING much

[whumpy-wyrms]

sorry for not being super active i’ve been busy slaying princesses :3

#play slay the princess guys it’s so fun seriously #ehhehehahhaaha #i got. 4 hours of sleep last night and i don’t see the grind stopping anytime soon (i will slay all the princesses) #i say that like i actually killed them. like no the only princess i like actually tried to kill was the razor one and the rest i kinda just #did what they said :33 i love her #except at the end i killed her at the end because i thought she was tricking me again and i felt sooo bad about it but like #oops. my bad #i don’t know what the best ending is either but it’s a very fun game i recommend #wyrms says stuff #and the next tllr chapter will be out sooon i prommy #ever since i got these led strip lights in my room time has literally stopped existing which is probably why i stayed up so late at night #drawing the guys from dead plate #why am i talk about this? i have no idea im super super bored

[so-very-small]

i always forget that like. The Borrowers is an actual book series + movies. like its such a staple in gt that i regularly forget that its not a trope but actually the verbatim premise of a popular fictional series

#does this even make sense #my insomnia is Worsening. i only got 4 hours of sleep yesterday so i thought id b able to sleep tonight #alas. its 3 and i have never been more awake. brains in a haze #like im not sleepy but my body is if that makes any sense

[mxrtified777]

im currently plagued with Need To Draw Disease due to the newly introduced hyperfixation in my life, which is amazing for my brain as i get to express my creativity and draw/explore new concepts with different characters and dynamics; AWFUL FOR MY SLEEP SCHEDULE HOWEVER!

#shoutout to anyone who noticed that i posted 4 art pieces in a single day. those were all drawn within that day KFJSHFKKGL #i went to bed at 3 am last night and only got 4 hours of sleep because i just HAD to finish reading a thiefshipping fic. my god #my brain is going haywire and i do not have the time to draw as much as id like #since the fixation struck while i was on break for a week so that was very lucky timing #stfu chris #after i get past my inital 'aesthetically pleasing' art phase with ygo i will be drawing my usual antics once more #which will consist of marik and yami bakura covered in blood and on top of eachother #im kind of still getting used to drawing the characters in my style