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cottagecryptic · 2 years

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#close friend offered to pay for my top surgery in full #just. out of the kindness of his heart.#its hard to comprehend it #he’s serious about it #i dont feel like I deserve it. i dont feel like I deserve the kindness #im waiting on the other shoe to drop #the haha im kidding #i know its not going to come. he wouldnt do that to me esp after what ive been through #i never thought i would actually be able to afford it #i grew up poor and ill likely spend the rest of my life poor #im honestly at a loss for words #tez talks #the self destructive part of me wants to decline #to make myself suffer #because i feel as though i do not deserve to be treated well by others #i feel like i do not deserve gifts. or to live in a body i feel comfortable in #i never thought id get here #rhys you truly fucked me up farther than i can comprehend #some of this was not started by you. the roots were already there. but you made damn sure to cultivate it and grow it like am invasive weed #an*#i cant escape it

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not-equippedforthis · 6 months

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H: can i wear...sunglasses and ear defenders?

W: yeah, wear whatever you want, mate.

H: ...fine.

W: hmm ^^

deadass what if i just started crying

#its only a small moment but the audhd holmes rep makes me want to sob #oauuuhh how i love them #sherlock and co #sherlock & co #not equipped for rambling #sherlock holmes #john watson #im so happy theyre doing explicitly canonical audhd sherlock holmes im EUPHORIC #established in episode 1. deadass. maintained.#its the bare minimum and im over here screaming #canon nd holmes?? in MYY adaptation?? i thought id never see the day #not that acd holmes isnt canonically nd cause lets be fuckin real here #WATSONS SO CHILL ABOUT IT TOO i love sherlock and co watson hes so so dear #genuinely nice man who chats with you at the bus stop vibe #adore him #I LOVE THE WHOLE CAST AAAHGGG #GO LISTEN TO THIS PODCAST #ITS SO MWAHH <33 #the sheer joy of having a friend whos just like 'alright cool i get it' whenever youre overstimulated. guys. GUYS.#I LOVE THEMMMM #AAAUGHG #god bless this podcast

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lord-westley · 3 months

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Whenever there are no customers and no tasks to complete, i leave behind drawings everywhere at work

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featherymainffins · 3 months

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I hate to say it but I might have to admit that Redditors can be pretty based sometimes

#dead by daylight #dbd #dbd unknown #dbd the unknown #pls pls pls you can trust me to be normal about that i am completely normal about that i am so normal about these themes #and their direct opposite i am normal and can be trusted with anything that's either like Th//e La//st Uni//corn or its direct opposite #like no. no i have to remember that bhvr have no idea what they're doing. i must not get sucked in. i must remember better games... unless #like no you have no idea what id give for this to be intended like aaaaugh i am unimaginably insane about the inhuman desperately #trying to be human in any way it can and the world continually rejecting those efforts #just like i am incredibly abnormal about humanity as a horror for the inhuman and the active rejection of humanity by something #that is; despite its best efforts and thw verdict of its biology; human. haha humanity as a horror you are forced to be and #perhaps always were but never had the chance to realise it. anyway. i digressed.#also the actual reason why Oh Gross (aka The Unknown) looks like that is because the lore states that some people thought #it was just a typical serial killer and gross is just a cumulation of everything everyone has ever thought about it #(god thats depressing)#so yeah. sorry no themes of humanity here i think. though id kill for them.

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hellsite-detective · 5 months

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can you find the original goncharov post?

ah, Goncharov. i remember when this movie first released back in '73. an all time classic, to be sure. one of Scorsese's best...

but now wasn't the time for reminiscing. i had a client in here lookin' for the "original goncharov post." now, i'm sure they weren't lookin' for a vhs release of the original film, so i got to lookin'. i quickly found a screenshot of a tumblr user who bought a pair of boots displayin' the title of this classic film. strangely enough, they claimed it was nonexistent. now, i had seen this film multiple times. so i didn't know what the poster was on about. but nevertheless i tracked it down with relative ease by goin' through a reblog.

here's your post! have you seen the film? it's a masterpiece of cinema i gotta admit. have a great day!

Post Case: Closed

#unreality #i never thought id get the opportunity to talk about one of my favorite movies on this blog??#but here we are!#goncharov #goncharov 1973 #martin scorsese #ask #hellsite detective #post case closed

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gaykhoshekh · 6 months

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Hot in more ways than one ;) ~~ Enjoy some Ace brainrot with a side of Acesan!

#portgas d ace #portgas ace #vinsmoke sanji #acesan #ace x sanji #one piece #op #one piece fanart #my art #digital art #first digital piece in a while #i struggle with perfectionnisme SO BAD with digital art i thought id never actually publish this #but here we are!#hope some of ya’ll like it :))#i have ace and acesan brainrot and i just needed to get this out #i love my blorbos

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jojo-schmo · 1 year

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Sworn Partners at their weekly Dreamland protection strategy meeting

#-coughs up sugar packets- I am on some kind of sweet fluffy ship streak these days oh my lord #I never EVER thought id get to the point where id pubicly post fluff let alone this often but here we are. HERE WE ARE.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY META KNIGHT #sorry I didn't have anything more substantial prepared but alas I am a desk sitter with woefully little free time #so i made sure he got kissed instead #someday I will be able to make actual art pieces about these characters #but for now i humbly offer these drabbles instead #i said to myself the other day “be the metadede you want to see in the world” so I just make them smooch a bunch #hope that's cool with yall #meta knight #king dedede #metadede #kirby series

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5-pp-man · 1 month

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no you don't get it. i literally love stories where they dive into people's hearts/minds (literally or figuratively) sm it's my favourite type of storytelling.

#p5s #fairy ranmaru #shiguang daili ren #limbo the king #king in limbo #pet anime #pet manga #pet 2020 #dmmd #homunculus #homunculus manga #sankaku mado no sotogawa wa yoru #the night beyond the tricornered window #sarazanmai #id invaded #paprika 2006 #wonder egg priority #tedpost #it allows them to portray emotions in such visually interesting ways #and is a great way to make parallels between the person who's mind they're in and the main characters #these were all the ones i could think of rn but i bet theres more that i havent seen yet #also i only mentioned scramble here because i think it does this concept better than regular p5 lmao.#FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST ME MORE OF THESE #doesnt matter what medium or genre!! could be a book a movie idc i eat stuff like this upppp #EDIT; updates the post after reading ltk and checking if tricorner fit this desc #EDIT; added homunculus too because whilst technically he never actually enters anyones minds he does visualise them into the real world #so its the same end result of seeing a person's true thoughts and feelings. but a slightly different method to get there

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ash-and-starlight · 2 years

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OOPS I MEANT ZUKKA SCENE 😳

oh! my favorite zukka scene is this one <3

#id in alt text #i thought it was the one in the firebending masters where sokka said something along the lines of ‘zuko why don’t u jump into a volcano :)’#but i remembered it wrong and he was just telling a joke 😔😔#but anyway you come hERE IN ZUKKA CENTRAL ASKING FOR A FAVE SCENE??#zukka never had a bad track honey #the parallels in the first ep as they’re putting on their armors? BANGER #the mutual concussions also in ep 1? KILLER #how stupid do you think i am? pretty stupid- ICONIC #do you you mind if i watch you jerks do your jerbending… GO AWAY!! AMAZING #pretty clouds…. yeah fluffy? INCREDIBLE #the entirety of the boiling rock like every single second of those two episodes??? FANTASTIC #THE TENT SCENE? UNPARALLELED #and don’T GET ME STARTED on how they were the only ones physically injured in the finale idk #but yeah aforementioned scene is such a zukka hit bc if it wasn’t for the rules of the land (-> a kid’s show)#sokka would have fuckin murdered zuko no biggie #and what is an enemies to lovers ship without some mutual killing maiming hatred? nothing #ash replies

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m00ngbin · 3 months

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TFS TUESDAY!!! (WEDNESDAY??)

#whoops i had a really long day and i got really tired and fell asleep early #so ik TECHNICALLY its not tuesday but in my heart and soul today is still tuesday #actually i thought it was thursday #all day #but yk #tuesday!!#at least its not thursday like last time #ALSO #I WOULD HAVE GIVEN AN ARM AND A LEG TO GO TO THAT MITSKI CONCERT LAST NIGHT #JUST TO SEE HER SING GEYSER TBH #but its fine. totally fine. its not like im super upset about it or anything.#ALSO. TYLER THE CREATOR IS GOING TO BE AT COACHELLA??? HELLO???#GODD I HATE THE WEST COAST WHY DO ALL OF THE BANDS AND ARTISTS I LIKE GO TO CALIFORNIA AND NOT HERE #anyways enough about concerts i wish id gone to or could go to #let me shut up for five minutes so i can get to the new chapter #ik ive already asked this but be honest if you guys think these are annoying just tell me and ill shut up so fast and never make another one #ever

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onemagpie · 2 years

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#kenstewy #stendall #kendall x stewy #never in my life have i thought id draw a song comic but here we are helloooo #my special blorbos #the song is Tug of War by PM because other music dont exist for me apparently but i doubt thats its on kendalls mixtape lol #this post has it all song comic for kenstew about a mixtape with lyrics by exbeatle omg...#this is so crin- *gets shot*#stewy hosseini #kendall roy

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drbtinglecannon · 2 years

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The implications of Darius being to the Hagsquad what Willow is to the Hexsquad is making my brain spin

Does this mean Darius was "the late bloomer that became extremely powerful"?

Or was "bullied but found a supportive peer group & eventually gained confidence"?

Or was "the muscle of the group, both with & without magic"?

"The first to realize the protagonist & love interest's feelings for each other"?

"The one that caused the slightly older dorky boy of the group (Hunter to Willow, Alador to Darius) to blush constantly"?

"SUPER passionate about their preferred magic that's naturally very talented with it"?

How about "the voice of reason but also actually Super Unhinged & always ready to kick ass"?

Or maybe they both have very similar 'end of friendship' stories with a certain A. Blight.

IT'S SO! AHHHH. Like Willow is the PERFECT choice to be the one he mirrors for the group but also ALL THE WAYS HE COULD BE HER MIRROR ARE SO INTERESTING TO THINK ABOUT. IS HE ANY OF THESE? ALL OF THEM? A MIX?

We know both are complete badasses among their peers (Willow is arguably the strongest of the group, and Darius is arguably the strongest Coven Head) but now I have so many ideas for how they could mirror each other further.

#toh #willow park #darius deamonne #bdehdkk huntlow is dalador if it actually worked out. gd am i really gonna step further over to ''maybe polycule dalador is ok''?#anyway i actually have hc'd for a while now that darius & aladors falling out is JUST like willow & amitys w it being familiar pressure & a #huge blowout. except couple things: i imagine alador thought of it like 'here i can help you prove theyre wrong!' which greatly offended #darius that alador wouldnt defend him. no bullying afterwards just LOTS of coldness & passive aggression (more so from darius)#alador maybe doesnt really get the issue for a while. & they never get the chance to actually talk it out before graduation thus dont #rekindle their friendship for decades if ever. it would also lend well w how darius went so far as to become CH. proving hes the best #but yeah DARIUS YOU ARE SO INTERESTING TELL ME YOUR COOL BACKSTORY ALREADY. I NEED TO KNOW #if we ever got teen raeda show & we saw darius was any combo of these willow traits id lose it #tc posts #toh analysis #dana terrace

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technicalthinker · 6 months

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I feel like debating who Loki was talking to when he said "For You" in the last episode, is missing the point of the scene. And people referring to it as "cowardly" and a "no-homo" moment is just?? Baffling to me tbh because like;

First of all, it is obviously intended to be to both of them? If they only wanted to make it about Sylvie, Mobius wouldn't be there. If they only wanted to make it about Mobius, Sylvie wouldn't be there. If they wanted to make it about everyone they would've just framed it more equally, he does do it for all his friends ("for all of us"), but they have that scene to highlight these two specific relationships. The framing is quite clear, they have him take a last look at all of his friends before going down the stairs, but Mobius and Sylvie runs after him to have a final significant moment.

Which absolutely makes sense and is consistent with the show we have seen so far, s1 and s2 combined, which is what I love about it. And it was to be honest a surprise! Going into this season, I had little hope for Loki/Mobius interactions, just didn't want to expect too much since S1 had a lot of their connection, but that could've been it. I was shocked when s2ep1 was full to the brim with Loki and Mobius scenes? And then they kept reinforcing every week that they care about each other, is a funny duo to watch, and are important to one another.

And despite this, I expected the rug to at some point be pulled, especially compared to Loki's relationship to Sylvie. No matter people's personal viewing on the show, she is still cited as a love interest by showrunners and is just portrayed as that by the narrative a lot of the time. Sidelining that, even in s2 when the romantic hints are more vague, she's still a very important person in Loki's life. She played a central part of the plot and Loki's own character development of understanding himself.

So to me, I was surprised seeing Mobius and Sylvie side by side in the end. Both being framed as The important people in Loki's life. Then, however you wanna see in what ways they are important is up to you, but they are the people he keeps coming back to for advice and self-reflection. You can frame it as "oh it should've been only been Mobius and they added Sylvie to downplay it", which, I just disagree with (If they wanted to go for explicitly canon Lokius they needed to set that up even more earlier in the season but that's a post for another day). Sylvie is still like, a constant in the narrative and driving force of s1, even if s2 changes things around a bit, and imo it would be inconsistent if she just vanished here. I guess I am used to media that downplays a meaningful dynamic between two dudes in more aggressive ways, which they absolutely could've done, and would've taken me out of the story to be honest... but they didn't, Mobius and Sylvie got to be side by side in the end and that imo validated the Loki/Mobius dynamic way more than downplays it.

TLDR; The "For you" was for both Mobius and Sylvie because why would you frame it that way otherwise, and having them side by side like that validates Lokius way more than downplays it in a "no-homo" way considering the full context of the show.

#marvel blogging #amanda rambles #loki #lokius #putting it in the tag in case people have other thoughts id be curious #ive been struggling with this post but needed to gET IT OUT bc it has been rattling in my brain #sorry if it ended up incoherent anyway #loki spoilers #kinda decided against putting it in the s*lki tag bc i feel like i downplay it a bit here and i know u dont want that #like i dont reALLY enjoy playing the 'my ship is VALID and sUPPORTED BY CANON' debating and i feel like i touch on it here.#but i kinda just want to like. throw my thoughts in #to why i DID feel good about this.#like whenever they do those almost looking into the camera no-homo moments it just breaks immersion COMPLETELY #if all the actors today said in interviews that it is never intended and would never be intended to be anything else that is one thing #but when a character says something like that that feels like it is ONLY to dismiss any chances in canon. even if unnatural etc. feels bad #and this wasnt IT #i know the big mcu show doesnt need me defending it but this sure reads like a defense of the show huh #tbh it started with the first paragraph bc this is also about media analsys #ALSO if u hc that it was to one of them it's like. ok. but like.#maybe not throw conspiracies out there.#also these posts AND tags are becoming longer. im losing my mind but it's fine.

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aesterblaster · 6 months

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With it kind of being clear that Ness is BPD-coded, let's remember that he isn't meant to be a "villain" persay. Is he a bit annoying? Yes. Is he in an absolutely fucked up 'friendship' that he'd do anything for? Yes. Does that mean he's supposed to be some bad, dangerous person who will ruin Isagi's life and kill Kunigami or something? No. If anything he fits right in with all the other sentiments opponents have thrown Isagi's way and I think it's important to remember that as more stuff about his character comes out. Like don't act as if the author is demonizing people with BPD, if anything he's just another hormonal teenager in a story about hormonal teenagers playing soccer.

#Do I think he's a bit over the top? yes. but like sometimes that's just how mental illness feels #sometimes it does feel like the world is ending when your friend stops only giving attention to you #sometimes it does feel like you get violently angry over nothing #what matters is that he isnt actually hurting anyone and if anything he's kaiser's victim #blue lock #bluelock #bllk #ness #ness alexis #never thought id be a ness defender but here we are ig #character analysis

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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