#i may sound like stupid

[agtavio]

Not Good Enough To Hold You

#trigun #trigun fanart #nicholas d wolfwood #wolfwood #trigun maximum #this was kind of a disaster idk #ok but listen #i may sound like stupid #being inarticulate is my talent #HE cant hold THEM #but THEY can hold HIM #(in spirit) #would u entertain this??? #let me b delusional #blood #? #idk i have a lot of deadlines i was chipping away at this drawing for a few #srry if i get anything wrong again </3 #Agtavious Art

[sergle]

There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.

#I FEEL LIKE COMPLAINING RN in the context of this alternate universe these posts live in. that makes me evil rn. I may not even keep #the post up. but I Needed to complain about these bc I hate seeing them #really funny and good because it very much feeds into that part of the brain where you go wait am I stupid? am I horrible? am I annoying? #before you express any kind of personal feelings. from feeling insecure alll the way down the spectrum to feeling like your life is over #before anyone How Dare You Say We Piss On The Poor-s at me YES there is a nuanced version of this #which is. you can make someone feel like shit (A Fellow Sufferer Of The Mental Eelnesses) by using them as your dumping ground #in excess and usually with no regard for how they feel and without Regular conversations inbetween #and in a one-sided way where they can't do the same and complain with you as a sounding board in return #don't tell new friends you hardly know abt THE MOST personal shit you can possibly think of. there are steps being skipped here #right? we know this. we all know it. setting a boundary is a thing. overwhelming a person is a thing #on the other hand there is such a thing as a friend who IS okay to listen and wants to help. and friends who relate. #maybe talking abt personal stuff makes ppl feel closer sometimes. just a thought! maybe not everything is Emotional Labor. maybe just maybe #but like come on. these are almost intentionally unhelpful posts #long post

[canisalbus]

hi your art has for the longest time rendered me to utter shreds. nary a piece of me left untouched by the papershredder that ur blog is to my brain. what do you MEAN the thorny sickly looking one is getting held close to a warm chest at night what do you MEAN shopping in modern au together what do you MEAN reunion after 17 years sticking ur stupid snout into another mans neck I'm ILL . I'm ILL about this. and your art style is . ohhhhh. speechless your color work and line work is like honey and i am a stupid little ant getting lost in it

p o e t r y

#well you certainly have a way with words #you stupid little ant anon you #making me all mushy and emotional right before bedtime #thank you! it sounds like I've succesfully infected you with my brainrot I'm sorry about that #17 years sounds a little too long though it's entirely possible I may have short circuited and gave out a wrong number at some point #if they separate in their early twenties and reunite in their early thirties or something like that #I think around 10-12 years is the range I meant unless I've gotten my own timelines mixed up that would be embarrassing #but still you know #long while #answered #anonymous #getting held close to a warm chest at night #sticking ur stupid snout into another mans neck

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[eldrichfuck666]

My pathetic attempt at furnishing a nursery ~

#ts4 screenshots #sims 4 screenshots #ts4 interior #sims 4 interior #idk how to tag #i guess #pls say its not terrible because in comparison to everyone elses builds and interiors its truly is pathetic #sorry for being bad at everything #maybe i should have deleted my simblr when i started #i just feel like... #its not enough #i wish i was even a tinnest bit as good as everyone else #it may sound stupid and i understand it but its kind of... painful? #*olya's pathetic tries at interior designs (sorry to your eyes)

[onlydrawnbad]

Do you ever read 570,000+ word, 130+ chapter fanfics that were started nearly 8 years ago and have current year updates, and as you get to the end of certain chapters along the way, you keep going "wow, I would have hated to be here in 201x and have to wait for THAT cliffhanger, those poor readers, those sad, desperate historical souls" and you're just so glad for yourself because you know you don't have to stop until chapter 139, and you arrogantly assume that's probably just extended epilogues or something (because you were previously conditioned by another fic to believe that), so everything will be fine?

Only to get to chapter 139 and SCREAM OUT LOUD because you jinxed yourself right into THE NEWEST WAVE OF CLIMATIC PLOT CHAPTERS WHERE ALL THE SHIT IS GOING DOWN and now you, too, have become the reader you felt such pity for?

Wait, you don't?

THEN GO OVER THERE AND DO WHAT I DID SO I DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE IN MY HUBRIS. It comes with art. So. Much. Wonderful. Comic. Art.

I would like to stress (as I have done before) that I have never played this game. Not once. I had never even heard of it originally. Yet this is now the second absolutely massive Sans x reader/OC fic I have read in this fandom. Everything I know about Undertale, I learned because one day on a whim I decided to read a 480,000+ word, 170+ chapter fanfic because I liked the way @tricktster used words on some tumblr post (don't ask me which one, I've forgotten). I have re-read that fic at least once a year, if not more, for multiple years in a row because it's like a favorite book to me now.

If anyone needs me, I'll be comfort-reading it, again.

And then probably going back and re-reading JoAT, because oh my god that fic. I'm just so in love with it for a million reasons.

(Yes, it took me this long to see there was another glorious treasure in plain sight under @capnhanbers despite following @mod2amaryllis and it's just really embarrassing to be confronted by that kind of obliviousness, okay? Can I blame it on how, multiple times now over the years, I've gone months and months without looking at this app unless it notified me of something specific?)

I swear, I have never read fic in any other fandom where it was this easy to immerse myself in it with nothing more than some light googling along the way (the first time with CoBC), and the googling was just because I'm me and I like to know all the things. In both cases, you don't have to come to the table with anything other than an interest in supernatural-elements stories (monsters, magic, etc) and a love for snappy dialogue and funny (dad) jokes and HEART-WRENCHING FEELS and watching the author having a life journey in the notes.

(And yes, sure, an open mind about a skeleton monster and a human having magical sex, but if you know you're in a rated fic about monsters and humans, you must know that's going to be a thing.)

#undertale #fanwork #jack of all trades #joat #chill or be chilled #cobc #sans x reader #sans x oc #me: leaving reviews on ao3 gives me anxiety because i don't want to sound stupid #also me: just wrote this long ass post with actual people tagged in it #i'm aware it may seem odd to love things that include dicks made of magic #but i think at this point in my life i'm more than fine with that being my odd #BESIDES YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND #THESE FICS ARE SO FUCKING GOOD OKAY #I LAUGH I CRY I SCREAM I LIVE I DIE I COME BACK OVER AND OVER #i would legit pay actual money for these two fics as bound books #like actual sexy sexy hardbacks to put on display in my home #what? these? these are my magical monsterfucker books and i love them like classics please admire the holographic foil #blue holo foil for cobc #gold holo foil for joat #why am i rambling in the tags like this?

[ganondoodle]

serious question, are there ANY (wired) headsets made today anymore that have seperated plugs for audio and microphone??

usb ones always cause trouble and the only other ones i can find are those with combined audio+mic into one plug, which i dont have the ports on my PC for.............

i tried looking through adapters but the only ones i can find are those that combine seperate ones, id need the reverse (if thats even possible)

(visualization bc i feel like i am losing my sanity trying to explain what i mean, am i stupid? did i halluzinate the two jack/plug thing???? do only cheap garbage ones have this??? is that one of the gaming chair things??? like oh you want a GAMING headset- that means either combined or usb haHA???)

#ganondoodles talks #personal #issue being that the new headset i bought is usb only and- of course- has a background noise that probably only ppl like me hear #im super sensitive to sound #like i hear bats and dog whistles you arent meant to hear #old headset (not the broken one) has a slight static and trouble with very silent sound which it cuts out #hence i got the newer ones (the now broken one) which didnt have that problem but well .. it broke after little use #new one has a weird beeping chirping in the bg #im so tired #(new one is the razer kraken v3- its usb only and any other plugs they have for other models are the damned combined one) #my computer isnt even that old but i literally cant find a single headset with those plugs seperated when i dont have that port #will i ever find a headset that fucking works with no drawbacks???? #(wireless isnt an option bc i hate wireless anything that isnt a controller you can also use wired) #i know it may sound like its not working right but i am 100% certain its one only people like me can even hear #also i got no nerves to try and send anything back to amazon ... for once i bought it there.... #or am i just stupid or did i miss some shit that made it standard to just call it differently or sth #like my pc has an audio port at the front and a mic port- two ports #the plugs (jacks???????) i see are the ones that have it in ONE #and i dont have it

[dullorangepulp]

Hello! My name is Sophia, and I am humanity's companion!

#traditional art #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 strikers #persona 5 scramble #p5s #p5 fanart #p5s fanart #p5 strikers #persona 5 fanart #p5s sophia #p5 sophia #sophia p5 #sophia persona 5 #sophia p5s #persona 5 sophia #guys i got into strikers and omg #i love it #i feel stupid for not looking into it sooner but i didnt know it was like. a dynasty warriors type game??? #it's like rlly fast paced and action heavy gameplay which is like totally the type of game i like #im considering buying it on steam now (if it goes on sale obvi. i love persona 5 but i aint payin $80 for this) #so i may just finish watching my playthrough of it and see how i feel then #“if we get this post to 10000000000000 likes maybe ill buy the game!!!!!!! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯” #did i sound youtuber mcgee enough? #jeez im rambling in the tags way too much #more like persona 5 RAMBLE: the phantom strikers amiright or amiright? #ignore that her pinky is slightly too long #dop art

[angelnumber27]

My life has improved a lot since being more consistent with responding to and talking to friends and saying yes to plans instead of letting anxiety make me say no. Maintaining good relationships and having a support system is so important. I isolated myself badly for over two years just out of fear and anxiety and depression and I was REALLY suicidal not that long ago. I recently decided that I deserve to actually live and have fun and be with my friends, not just isolate and rot in bed and it was literally a life-changing decision

#:) #progress #it may sound stupid but I would literally have panic attacks #even just about the prospect of hanging out with people who were my best friends #and make up excuses every time #and when my addiction was really bad I knew I looked sick and ppl could tell so I was ashamed to see most people #I still get the impulse to just lie and say some shit bc of the anxiety but I try my best to push past it #by remembering that like 85% of stuff we worry about doesn’t ever happen and that I’ll end up being glad I went #life is precious you never know what will happen and I’m trying my best to seize every opportunity to see the people I love #and make new memories #doing these things are so beneficial for my mental health #I love my friends so much #used to be like ahh I’m so alone but I wasn’t. I was just terrified of everything and deciding to make up excuses

[i-bez-togo-toshno]

#one piece #killer #eustass kid #what's their ship name help #i watched that episode yesterday and oh god why they are so funny #and gay #yes they have matching pyjamas I guess 🤷‍♀️ #kidkiller #?? #yeah because they kill kids #famously #like one specific kid #I'm stupid sorry guys #it may be killerkid though #sounds stupid either way #killerkid 🧒🔪 #just two gay people

[countess-of-edessa]

maria khoreva: has been posting on Instagram about how she'll be performing at the YAGP New York gala for a while now, obviously not keeping it a secret at all and lots of ballet people have been discussing it

some stupid representative in albany: you kept this a SECRET from us so we couldn't protest because you were trying to sneak in the Russians under the radar how dare you they're representatives of Putin >:(

#well if they were real good people they would have lost everything in their lives to speak out against a tyrannical government and end up #changing nothing obviously #I guess some people think differently but yes I understand the Mariinsky is a state sponsored theatre and I understand not having the #theatre over here to perform as a company. but not allowing individual dancers over here to perform as individuals who happen to work #for the theater is so stupid to me #yes the state funds the theater. American tax dollars contribute to various arts funds here #I don't want to be called Biden's representative when I go to other countries for work #ok sounds good you first #2/3 of the 'Russian' dancers invited are May Nagahisa and Kimin Kim who are not even Russian #and trust me I literally wrote the book (thesis) on Russian ballet as propaganda I literally did do exactly that #I still find this moronic. No one is out here doing Spartak or the Red Poppy or Taras Bulba or anything like that #stupid stupid stupid

[nymphaforesta]

c.

#there has been this thought bugging me for a long time #how i get inspired by what surrounds me #may that be the little snail in the grass when i’m going back home after a long day #or seeing people holding hands on the bus #i sometimes wonder if i too am part of the little wonders that people get to experience in their daily life #i wouldn’t say i’m obsessed with the internet but i love seeing videos that people make with snippets of their #and how they get captured by their friends or loved ones in a very movie style look #but i never have this? #this coming out of my mouth might sound SO stupid and oh god it is but #but i would love for my loved ones to have secret pictures of me in their phones #photos they took because they thought i was pretty #videos of us dancing when no one’s watching #little documentations on life that bring us all together #but i never get that it’s like i’m the only one seeing life the way i see and it’s quite sad sometimes #it’s like i’m craving inspiration and romance but i’m the only one to feel it #this probably doesn’t make any sense and these tags are SO LONG but yeah

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#genuine question which may sound stupid #bc i always experience this i thought maybe it was universal #but if you watch or listen to something sad do you also get immensely sad? #like... as if all your sadness of your entire life comes flooding back? #not just 'oh this movie is sad' but like. oh yeah there's my old friend depression. she is def still there #like i can be doing so fine all week and then it's like a shadow falls over me reminding me of what is always always lurking #anyways. that's why i don't often indulge in sad media :) #my posts #i explained it poorly and also this was caused by fellow travelers :) #queer grief might be the worst of all

[starrtoon]

sorry but I cannot watch that fionna and cake show lol

#starryshiz #if fiolee isn't a thing then it's not worth it for me #the whole reason I wanted to watch the show was for more VAMPIRE marshall tbh. as stupid as it may sound to some lolololol #and I don't want to see him with gumball 😒 #AND WHY DID THEY NAME HIM GARY??? WHY NOT BARNABY CAUSE IT'S LIKE A MALE EQUIVELANT OF BONNIBEL #and Neil Patrick Harris played a character named Barney in ''How I Met Your Mother'' which is very close to Barnaby lmao

[doyoueverjustwomen]

I barely know anything abt aa4 but based off what I’ve been spoiled on Apollo used to be a huge fan of Phoenix and read all his case files so it’s so funny to me how he finally meets his idol later on in life only to figure out he’s a fucking loser

#ace attorney #apollo justice #pheonix wright #aa4 #and then he’s like wtf. and punches him later I think #in aa5-6 I just imagine him deeply regretting ever meeting this man #ppl who have already played aa4 can you confirm this for me #this may be a lie I dunno #I know I’ve been saying this in all my posts for the past 2 weeks BUT AJ TRILOGY!!!!!!!!! IN LIKE 2 DAYS!!!!!! #aa4 sounds so silly and stupid can’t wait to play it

[kigiom]

they need to make something that helps with grief that doesn't feel like flextaping chernobyl reactor four

#talking about it? no. writing about it? we'll see. not thinking about it? you're not sleeping well for several nights in a row #disappearing into the ether and never speaking to my biological family ever again? would be grand #i think actually getting into contact with my father may help but he's probably in a different country and it feels stupid #blogging on tumblr? sounds like a brilliant plan that will fix all my issues and also me by extension #i think hot shower and hot tea might workbut i also just really want things i can't have you know how it is #can't have and won't get and no one will think about giving them