#i love tumblr more tbh lmao

[lilisette]

saw a lost ark Q&A on Twitter (made by a Korean Twitter user named Shushire, can't find their original post... found it by someone reposting it) and I want to do it so here it is!!

(I Google translated all the questions so they are not 100% accurate)

1. The reason you why started playing Lost Ark?

I was waiting for Blue Protocol (still waiting for it) and had no major mmo to play so I tried Lost Ark out. never thought it would suck me in so bad tbh

2. Favorite class?

At the moment, Esoteric Flurry Striker/Casting Reflux Sorceress

Most likely would fall in love with Arcana when it comes out in July (literally saving all my mats now in preparation for it, tbh I think I’ll even switch mains for it)

3. Prettiest skin in your opinion?

Going by what we have currently, the Dawn skin for scrapper 👀 holy crap its so good it almost made me make a scrapper (but then I learnt it was undyable and was like nvm, its still gorgeous though)

4. Favorite skin?

The Banquet skins for men, all 3 versions of them 😭 I love them so much and was about to buy a third one for my pally and a fourth one for my future scouter but the crystal prices......

5. Favorite region?

Rohendel, hands down no questions asked. Vern is a very close second (totally not because of Thar/Lahart being there)

Rohendel main story quests are sooooo looooong but damn I love how pretty it looks and the aesthetic

If island, I actually love Shangra. Would've taken a lot of screenshots there if I wasn't busy farming for dews and peaches all the time 😂

6. Best looking ultimate?

I haven't played all the available classes (played sorc, bard, pally, gunlance, striker and sharpshooter) but among those 6 I played, sorceress apocalypse call makes me feel like a badass, who doesn't love summoning a meteor shower?? (too bad Enviska’s Might is better for general content)

7. Prefer melee or range?

Honestly I love both but at the moment, ranged because ping 😂 easier to dodge mechanics and still deal damage

8. Prefer burst dps or continuous dps? (not sure if they're asking this because of Google translate tbh but I'll pretend they're asking this for now)

Continuous dps, more reliable and don't have to worry about missing the dps window

9. Favorite NPC?

Thar/Lahart ❤️ I'm a Thar/Lahart simp so of course he would be my favorite 😂

(Thirain is calling for me in the background but I'm ignoring him until he gets over his four letter word allergy)

10. Favorite OST?

Song of Starlight... the amount of fic ideas I have because of that song is INSANE

Brelshaza/Albreshud legion raid OST is a very close second, followed by funny clown man legion raid OST

11. Rapport gift you'd like to receive

I love pearls so transparent pearls I guess?

12. Favorite emote?

THAT STAR DANCE THING YOU GET FROM AMETHYST SHARDS 😭 I don't have it yet but I saw my guildie use it and I was like ok I need that

13. Favorite screenshot?

Oh this one is a hard one... I have so many so I’ll leave this question for last

14. Current title?

Thar's Romanticist. will change to Thar's Sun when I finally finish 100 Punika Sun level 3 or above chaos dungeon runs

(I wanted Thar's Rider but the Rider title is currently unobtainable in the game so 😭 crying over what could've been)

15. Hardest raid?

With our current content and at the appropriate item level?

If abyssals, definitely Alaric's Sanctuary. Made me lose my shit many times back then 😂

If guardian raids, Velganos hands down no questions asked (If they ever add a Velganos challenge guardian raid... BYE I AM SKIPPING)

Favorite screenshots

If cutscene screenshots:

If selfie mode screenshots:

If dialogue screenshots... I have a compilation lmao 

Yeah.... the Sylvians in this game have me on a tight grip AND I DON’T MIND (I’m still doing Azena’s rapport but I just KNOW she will have me on a chokehold too)

#lost ark #lostark #lost ark Q&A #i mean yeah i can do this on twitter but... #i love tumblr more tbh lmao #yeah a lot of thar simping on a q&a post too #i love this man so i will mention him EVERYWHERE

[dukeofqueers]

Release for a heart wrecked by hate.

anyone else thinks an unhealthy amount about Gabriel seeking his end at Minos' hands bc it's the only way he can think of to make things right? no one but me??

#ultrakill #minos ultrakill #minos prime #gabriel ultrakill #minosgabe #fanart #sketch #art #my art #artists on tumblr #tw strangling #tbh minos is more like holding gabriel in place while crying :((( #i've got a bunch of wips with them being lovey dovey but i just really love that one a lot #also i didn't forget minos' snakes i just like his arms too much to cover them up on there lmao #caption from Prayers Unanswered by The Body

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 738: Towards to scorching hot stage!!

Pag 1

The climax of the training camp arc!!

Pag 2

The incandescent battle is starting!!

Sohoku, towards the Inter High!!

Pag 3

4: It's so hot

It's so hot suddenly!!

I can't do this anymore, I'll take a two hours break

I'm your buddy, so I'l also take a two hours break!!

5: The weather on the third day of training camp....

Pag 4

1: is scorching hot

Pag 5

3: Kakaka it's pouring out!!

Pouring out!!

5: Sweat!!

Pag 6

1: Finding shade and running like this seriously exhausts our stamina!!

2: Yeah!!

5: Murakamii!!

Pag 7

1: Yessir!

3: Thanks!!

Thank you!!

Pag 8

1: Kaa....!! Cold water feels so good...!!

Hyaaa.... it works..!!

2: The standard spots to pour water on yourself are face, head, and back, Onoda-kun

Putting it in yous stomach also feels so good, but

3: In one shot you'll upset your stomach and then a toilet hell will await you

O-okay!! Scary...

4: Alright, we're refreshed!! Let's raise the pace again, Onoda-kun!!

Okay!!

Pag 9

1: Naruko-san....

3: Incredible... the senpais aren't taking a break and keep running

Despite how hot it is...

4: By the way, have you noticed?

Huh?

Their jerseys

5: Since this training camp started, the senpais

6: have been wearing long-sleeved jerseys

Pag 10

1: Why!? Ah! It's true, Imaizumi-san... and Kaburagi-san too

They should just take it off, since it's so hot

2: Is it a way of training?

Like carrying a burden to power up?

A heavy burden

3: I'm sorry... my left knee hurts

Is that so?

4: I was overly optimistic... I thought that if I did a good job.... and succeed in this training camp, then I'd be one of the six members

But....

5: To overcome everything and keep fighting, you need physical preparation

6: Just being cunning won't open the way

7: I understand, I accept your retiring

But

Pag 11

1: You'll work behind the scenes for the last two days

There's a lot of work to do behind the scenes, and this time you'll do it with all your strength!!

3: If you want to become stronger, you have to study and watch other run, too

Observe, discover. There are things you can only discover when you're not pedaling

4: Not a single second is a moment you can't learn!!

5: It might be the first time I meet such an intense senpai...

“Learn”.... Naruko-san....

6: I want to become stronger, I'll do my best

Let's add ice

7: The jerseys have a meaning too, I'm sure

It's not just a careless burden

Pag 12

1: There's something!!

Human bodis have the ability to adapt

2: From spring to summer

3: From autumn to winter, we meet seasonal changes and adapt

We do it two times a year

4: The body naturally creates its own system to face the hot and cold according to the climate

5: Just like during summer the leaves grow green and thickly

6: While during winter the leaves fall

7: You can't see it with your eyes, bt our skin, bones, sweat glands, and muscles, go through dramatic changes

Pag 13

1: The proof is that, during summer, 10° are so cold you feel like freezing, but during winter it feels warm

2: To force that adaptation faster, that's the meaning of these long-sleeved jerseys!!

3: Adapting takes time. So we're adapting to heat earlier to prepare for the summer Inter High!! Our bodies too!!

4: Yeah!!

5: After all, this year's summer is gonna be our third Inter High!!

Pag 16

3: Kyushu, Kumamoto Prefecture, Mount Aso

Pag 17

1: Do you know? A long time ago.... they say that here, as far as your eyes could see, there was a hugh volcano surrounding this scenery

2: Huh, really?

When humans still hunted with stone tools

3: There were four big explosions and the mountain collapsed in the magma pit

4: With a diameter of 25km, it's the largest caldera in the world.... and it made this outer rim of the crater

So, the cities, roads, and fields we can see from here, inside the muntain?

Yeah

Pag 18

1: I can feel it, somehow....

The breath of the earth

2: With my whole body... yon!!

3: Fou!! Really!? I can only see this huge scenery....

!! No, I can feel it...!! Fou

Pag 19

1: This splendid scenery and steep slopes

2: This magnificent nature

3: An unpaved side road that appears from time to time

4: We came to.... inspect the race's course

5: and chose a “road bike”, but

6: Ah!! I get it!! I was thinking about it now!!

7: I wish we had bought our “mountain bikes”, yon!!

Fou!!

There's so many roads that make me want to run!!

I totally get that!!

Pag 20

1: Our third and last Inter High will be in the scorching hot Kyushu!! In the “land of fire”, Kumamoto

2: Mount Aso

Pag 21

1: will be our stage!!

Pag 22

1: It's gonna be a hot one, this Inter High!!

2: It's burning up

3: Our final last stage

Pag 23

1: Red like magma!!

2: Challenge!! The last Inter High!!

Yes!!

Yeah!!

Pag 24

2: At CSP, Sohoku High School racing team's training camp is 3 / 4 done

Everyone is riding at their buddy's pace

3: Many of the first and second years retired, but even so, the third day ended without any incident

4: Currently, there are 8 people in the top ranking who could be chosen as Inter High members

There's only the last day

5: The fourth day

#yowamushi pedal #yowamushi pedal translations #yowapeda #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal manga #yowamushi pedal spoilers #ride 738 #helloooo we're baaaack!!! god how i've missed yowapeda :') i was forgetting who i am without it for the past 3 weeks #i hope sensei had a good rest tho! just like i did lmao #anyway! literally nothing happens in this chapter lmao but!! gotta love the way sensei makes Kiji show up even when theres no need #he's showing up more than manami and midosuji at this point xD sensei created him and decided he never wanted to let him go #and honestly??? yes yes sensei pls keep going we love to see it we're also very much in love with Kiji Kyuui thank you #if you ever doubted that kiji will have a great role in the ih then think again bc watanabe will show him more than he'll show sohoku #the spotlight is all his #btw i also love what naruko said to murakami! nothing better than to see our boys act like the senpai they now are! #i loved how he basically said 'you have to practice you cant just be a little shit and hope for the best' lmao #(btw i know i have some asks and messages i still havent replied to! but i havent been home and tbh i havent been on tumblr much #but i promise ill reply to everything tomorrow!)

[last-in-line-for-hell]

// n$fw

Wei Wuxian loving being manhandled, loving riding Lan Wangji because it’s the position Lan Wangji hits him deepest, Wei Wuxian producing his own slick, teasing Lan Wangji that their “everydays” will lead to Wei Wuxian getting pregnant, him acting like a total brat to get Lan Wangji to snap and be as rough as he can…I love this ridiculous brat of a bottom.

#n$fw / #kinda #mdzs textpost not art #these are canon btw not even joking #Wei Wuxian is 100% a bottom and it makes him so ridiculous jsjkd #I could make an opposite post about LWJ tbh him literally getting harder inside WWX multiple times #being so rough with WWX and tying him up whenever he can #not even joking it’s really lovely to see them have such compatible preferences #even more healthy because they consider otherwise for a second before deciding not to because they don’t wanna #esp lwj djjdjd #idc what everyone else says or likes whatever you do your thing #but I find these two endlessly endearing in their blatant preferences not only in the general but also the more specific #I could write an essay on it and I’m not even being hyperbolic LMAO #ANYWAY just a draft I had that I was hesitant to post as people tend to suck but you’ve all seen my profile bio you know what I’m about #I also straight up don’t know what tumblr’s system will allow or not lol

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!! #can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am' #this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!! #i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;; #okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH): #this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved) #its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph? #but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010) #its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it) #not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) #i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

[ventiswampwater]

ELISHA CUTHBERT AS CARLY JONES IN HOUSE OF WAX (2005)

#first of the month so u know what that means!! more carly gifs!! #yes I am the entire pr team for the carly jones tumblr tag omg tysm for asking 💅 #she was the single most distracting character on this last rewatch tbh #sorry boseph but She??? she!!!! SHE!!! #love how her hair gets mysteriously recurled when they're in the gas station lmao #my gorl is magic!!! bitch!!! she a fuckin wizordtt 🧙‍♂️ #carly jones #house of wax #house of wax 2005 #elisha cuthbert #do I dare tag this as #carly wip inspo #<-we have high hopes u see #mine

[totentnz]

GOOD MORNING (now evening)

today i awoke and chose violence. i wanna talk a bit about the AU @bishicat and I have. ~inspired~ by the 5 songs, 3 outfits taggame!

EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD

Welcome to your life There's no turning back Even while we sleep [...] We will find you It's my own design It's my own remorse Help me to decide Help me make the Most of freedom and of pleasure Nothing ever lasts forever Everybody wants to rule the world [...] There's a room where the light won't find you Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down When they do, I'll be right behind you I'm so glad we've almost made it So sad they had to fade it Everybody wants to rule the world [...] I can't stand this indecision Married with a lack of vision Everybody wants to rule the— Say that you'll never, never, never, never need it

name of the AU, basically it's about change, within oneself, within a friend group, within the world. and about accepting that change - or fighting against it. each member of the trio (or V³ as we like to call em) thinks their way of living is the right one. V(alerie) is hellbent on not backing down and staying right where she is V(incent) thinks getting away from the city and the people who hurt him is the best choice V(ivienne) wants more from life, money, fancy clothes and power

TOWNIE

There's a party and we're all going And we're all growing up Somebody's driving and he will be drinking And no one's going back 'Cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full and Nothing seems enough [...] I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat Though I don't know what I'm waiting for I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be

name of the pairing for V³ - the song is about growing up and changing. (AGAIN) bishi actually picked that one and i was on board right away, it was important to me that we pick a song we both like (the more rock-y feel of that song also helped lmao)

RYAN & DAVE

Ryan and Dave are rabble rousin', teenage cousins Difference is Dave has an off switch, and Ryan doesn't 20 years later now Dave behaves rank and file And Ryan's a burnt out adult, last gasp, wild child

guess what this one is about! CHANGE! (are you tired of it yet?) mostly it is about viv picking a different path than v though - one stayed exactly where she has always been while the other chose to change. ALSO in the music video they are DOGS and we love a dog motif

6:26 in the morning, didn't need alarm I couldn't sleep a wink, I'm betting my whole farm Left Dave's place at eight, just drove, didn't really talk I shook his hand and popped the door to make the walk Applied for admission at the detox shop Got to the door it said open, ten o'clock It's freezing out, no way that I can make it to ten Look back at my truck at my only real friend

some time ago we talked about viv helping v on her healing journey (girlie cannot catch a break from being a babysitter even after she got johnny a body LMAO) and even though v never ends up at rehab (maybe that will change) it still fits pretty well.

NEVER LET ME DOWN AGAIN

I'm taking a ride with my best friend I hope he never lets me down again He knows where he's taking me Taking me where I want to be I'm taking a ride with my best friend [...] We're flying high We're watching the world pass us by Never want to come down Never want to put my feet back down on the ground [...] See the stars, they're shining bright (never let me down) Everything's alright tonight (never let me down)

V³ had a pretty big fight at one point. viv was always going to leave for arasaka but v never understood or accepted it. they argued for hours and when vincent didn't chose her side, v stormed off to go on a weeklong bender. when she returned the flat was empty, both her siblings had left -and betrayed her. naturally, viv also felt betrayed by her childhood friend, all she asked for was support but instead she got called a traitor. i like to imagine this song plays on the radio one day after their reunion

THE KIDS AREN'T ALRIGHT

When we were young, the future was so bright The old neighborhood was so alive And every kid on the whole damn street Was gonna make it big and not be beat

Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn The kids are grown up, but their lives are worn How can one little street swallow so many lives?

TO ME this is THE streetkid song but it hits hard especially in this universe. as i mentioned before V³ thinks they picked the right path, they aren't gonna be beat (and honestly vincent is the only one who succeeded). viv had a good run but then she got kicked from the corp, lost her newest best friend, DIED and now has a whole other person stuck in her skull. v was stubborn, was homeless for a bit and is overall in a bad way (but then again, that's the only way she knows how to live so it's not as bad TO HER)

AS ABOVE, SO BELOW

THIS IS A BIG ONE SO BUCKLE IN FOLKS bishi and i had been talking about a personal quest for v and we ended up on this: one day they are driving somewhere while listening to the radio when a host teases a special treat! they have exclusive rights to the music of NC born and bred band Rotten! (yeah you guessed it! V's band) naturally this fills her with pure rage and viv knows this isn't going to end well (babysitting time!) v knows exactly who did this and is hellbent on rectifying this (there is more but yall are gonna have to wait for the day i decide to write it lmao) As Above, So Below is the name of the job! it is a song that v wrote but only she knows about it. while viv wasn't a band member she was there for it's founding and a few first concerts, she filmed a lot of it and even ran the merch stand a bit

I won't lie, it's quite temptin' Your handouts and your bones I won't lie, they're quite empty Your promises and your stones

If you sell, they'll buy Don't feel, just sign If you sell, they'll buy Don't think, stay blind

Give me the control Just sign on the dotted line Give me the control He whispered softly Give me the control You're crawling inside my mind Give me the control Don't you fight me?

As above, so below What you reap is what you sow What you give comes back three fold As above, so below

YES the song is about v not wanting to sign with a label and it is her final fuck you to the world of music. in reality that song is incredibly underproduced since by the time it was recorded the band had already broken up. v did ALL of it: singing, instruments, songwriting. editing magic made it come to life. depending on how it ends (yes there are multiple outcomes) viv will receive a shard with ALL of rotten's music, including THIS unreleased song and even some backstage footage from way back in the day when viv was still around.

See I've danced with the enemy We have secrets, no one knows Yeah, I've danced with my enemy I wore her skin and her clothes

honourable mention because this part is very viv coded

instead of outfits i present you! some soul crushing quotes! i hope you enjoy! :3c

#sammy says shit #sammy writes shit #i hope this makes sense to anyone besides me and bishi LMAO #feel free to ask me stuff if yall are interested #au: everybody wants to rule the world #p; townie #oc:v #p; rise rebel resist #listen i love tumblr formatting #but sometimes the small font just doesnt wanna stay #which infuriates me #i dont even like using it tbh because of how much i hate it myself #but i think its 100% more readable for lyrics than it is for regular posts #lemme know if you dont like the small font there either #anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk (infodumping) #I FORGOT THE READ MORE IM SORRY MOBILE USERS

[monstriiss]

gnashing my teeth rn

snarling and biting at people that rip off other peoples oc's characterisations and backstories, it costs $0.00 to come up with your own concepts and you get the bonus of not shitting on other people and being able to exercise your own creativity. there is so much of it in the rpc and i have seen it happen to friends and had it happen to myself, like just stop swinging off of others coat tails because we put heart and soul into these characters not just for someone to come along and think that looks fun and go yoink :) i just

#;; ooc. #;; venting. #will people in the rpc chill the fuck out #if you want inspiration turn to media not to other peoples characters it's not hard #like yes there are common concepts out there and you can coincidentally cross lines with people #but there's a point where it's obvious and people start to notice lmao #i used to be way more open on tumblr but now when i encounter a character that's similar to drath i tend to swerve #because i just dont want repeats #which sucks because i LOVE these kinds of characters but after that experience it just makes me 🫠 #and then seeing it happen to friends makes my blood boil #there is something so insidious about it tbh #and you know theyre the ones that will also just take someones art and use it without permission or credit too lmao #i just *drags my hands down my face* it's free to not be a dickhead and so much easier #also this isnt at anyone here these folks have been long since blocked im just 😬👍

[inloveanddepth]

love these guys

#i like how cringe they all are. like all of them are flawed & immensely cringe. no one's main is safe #they're cringe in different ways & some more than others but they're all cringe. love it #why are the fans for my two favourite soul fighter champions the autistic-coded ones !! #why are the autistic-coded ones the most unhinged.... #though tbh i think you could make an argument for all 5 of them being autistic 😭 #sommer's homemade jhin cosplay is so cute #they somehow managed to capture the exact brand of weird that jhin fans are. bravo #i think the funniest part about him is that jhin would not be able to stand him lmao #him wearing a shirt with the same art that's on the print he's holding makes me crack up for some reason #obsessed with the jacked yordle named rizz.... she's everything #also can i just say i love the crop top on guy. fantastic creative decision. so many crop tops in soul fighter i love it #kiri is crazy though what do you mean she's literally selling rpf at an event that the people she's writing rpf about are at #her repeatedly trying to get samira to read her fanfiction is kind of hilarious #& then she tells samira she's going to write fanfic about her. which is kiri's way of praising her. she is nuts (affectionate) #the way she keeps casually mentioning pyke totally kills people in this universe & she still adores him #she's the worst kind of fangirl (which is the point. they're all parodies) but it's hard to hate her lol she's so silly #my only issue with her is that she's a jhin hater.... how rude #i know her tumblr game goes crazy #the only character i'm confused by is jade. the lux fangirling felt really forced to me #it's not reflected in her design at all; honestly she looks more like evelynn #especially when riki guy & rizz & sommer are all clearly emulating gwen sett & jhin respectively #plus jade's shtick was more about parodying true crime & political content creators it seemed. the lux stuff felt tacked on #i guess it was because dema is after lux & jade doesn't like dema but it felt over the top at least #on top of the fact that it's pretty hard to make sjw characters actually funny #they should've made a dema bootlicker character tbh. for funzies #i think riot should publish some of kiri's fanfiction on the universe site. wouldn't that be silly #they could do one for each of them! a transcription of one of jade's podcast episodes; guy & rizz's training regimen; a poem from sommer #hope some of them show up in LoR sometime. just for fun #league of legends #soul fighter

[controversial-blorbo-bracket]

Are you having fun?

Yes :)

#despite it not being fun at times it is overall more fun than not fun #and tbh this is the most fun I’ve had with tumblr in years #I really voted love on my own blog bc I couldn’t press an it’s complicated button lmao #not a poll #ask #anonymous

[grinchwrapsupreme]

It would be so easy to babygirlify Lister and Little Meow Meow Rimmer if tumblr could just sink its claws into them but also the discourse would be gnarly so perhaps best not

#Red dwarf #Dave lister #Arnold rimmer #Tumblr would love them if they only knew who they are #I'm just desperate for rd fan content tbh I need more fanart of them and dumb meta posts #Well #Be the change you wish to see in the world #Because God knows I'm not writing fanfic for them lmao

[withleeknow]

.

#(ignore please) #(or don't idk idrc i just wanted to ramble lol) #man. i feel like a blank canvas here #and it's been so refreshing tbh #i loved the other place and it did make me so happy but it's also been sullied by so much bullshit in the past six months #not all of it is even stuff that i experienced directly on the blog #most interactions i come across just seem so insincere and idk the vibes are so off #like damn. maybe it did become a popularity contest and *coughs* an ass kissing circle #://// #this is definitely bc my 2-year blogiversary is coming up and i'm reflecting lol #if you follow me on both blogs then you've probably noticed that i've been a lot more... idk comfortable here? #i'm still blissfully unaware of a lot of things here and i would like to keep it that way lmao #damn the most disappointing part over there is still the boatload of moots i thought were cool who just ended up jumping on their- #high horses the first chance they got lol. made vague posts that didn't even really say anything but other people just latched onto the- #buzzwords and clapped along like possessed sheep lmao #smh i miss tumblr back in 2022 #tldr: jen is emo about the blogiversary #jen also kinda hates a lot of people over there lmao #jen rambles

[charcarts]

Waking up to threads of ppl drawing their fav pkmn referenceless like 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love this so much pls keep on doing that tbh

#👁👁 let me see ur silley guys #rare downside of tumblr where i cant like each individual drawing a la twt but i Have Seen Themb And I Would Love To See More #if this wasnt basically a secondhand folio/backup archive of all my art I'd rt them on here in a heartbeat tbh #>guy who will be going ham on my pers blog tho lmao

[kuiinncedes]

c:

#i went thru like my entire google drive folder for fic stuff #last night and read/skimmed all of it lmao 😭 #there’s some unposted stuff that i kinda want to post except like idk LOL #like i probably wouldn’t do anything else w it so i could just post it for shits and giggles #i haven’t written anything in so long ;-; #i don’t love my writing tbh but it was fun c: #would be fun to do again #bro how was i so motivated to write during remote college freshman yr lol 🤪 #literally got on campus and couldn’t write shit anymore lmao #not even in the summer #well actually i think i did write a little #but was struggling lmao and then gave up 🤩 #anyway lol #i’m gonna look for some more jason g/race fanfic even tho i’ve like exhausted all the tags i wanted to look thru c: #i want more hoo tartarus AUs that involve jason falling #bc i’m insane #maybe i reread the j/asico one that is INCREDIBLE #anyway c: #jeanne talks #i’ve been on tumblr so fucking much today like i haven’t done anything lol 😭 #my entire dash is hung/er games and p/jo lol it’s kinda fun #i like Barely don’t go there for both but i’m too unbothered to filter anything :P #i rly do just be talking idk what the point of this is lol

[blujayonthewing]

the self conscious reluctance to hype or even mention my patreon because the whole point of the platform is to give creators money and it feels impertinent to imply that what I do is worth money VERSUS the fact that you can follow creators on patreon for free and get email notifications for their public posts and at the end of the day what I want the most is just for people to actually see the art I share

#'oh don't make art for validation! do it for yourself!!' NEAT but it still feels bad to say 'I made this!' and get crickets in response lmao #me on facebook and twitter where my irl family and friends are but the algorithms eat everything if you're not on the grind 24/7: #'hey guys did you know... you can follow my patreon for free... you don't actually have to give me money you can get finished art for free' #irl family and friends: nuh uh sister you're not getting me to no secondary location #I NEED TO BE CLEAR that like 80% of my patrons ARE irl family and friends and I'm exceedingly grateful!! #obviously 'please look at my art AND give me a dollar' is objectively better than just 'please look at my art' and I love everyone who does #but like... even if you don't have an extra dollar......... please look at my art maybe #tumblr is the only bitch I respect tbh posting art to facebook and twitter feels increasingly like a waste of effort #but it would also feel weird and bad not to #ANYWAY [BLOWS KISSES TO MY PATRONS FOREVER] I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR LIKIN MY ART!! #.... did I make this post instead of collecting sketches for the patron exclusive posts I've been meaning to put together. perhaps. #been doodling nyssa again but I feel like I wanna have a couple more doodles before I put together a whole post 🤔 #about me #my art

[astrxealis]

jahdjehfksn i am still in more need of people actually Like Me fr fr ...

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i am so glad i am out of genshin now LMAO ngl i genuinely just hate that game. and the fanbase #characters i uh actually don't really like that much skfbskfnskfkls and story and lore and world ... it's all just. Yeah. yeah. lmfao #kshehrvrjbwhsisjbfosn my xiv friend from twt is gna move to oce soon after issues w another dc >_< and on my world! so im rlly looking #forward to that fisbfknskdna <33 #tbh i've realized i just don't like people who have genshin as their top 1 (unless you like xiv. in which case absoluutly great taste) #so uh. yeah. KFBSKDNSK ?? yeah just bcs ive realized the ppl i actually consider myself close/friends w MAY be in gi but. it's not the only #thing they love a lot ?? :O hm. hm. hm #idk im just absolutely exhausted still by those in my tumblr circle being gi sjbdksnd ... but ill be more patient!! <3 #idk man i just genuinely do not like genshin and for. a LOT of very valid reasons. but you do you genshin likers 😭