i love being a man
i love being man adjacent
i love being a man who is connected to girlhood
i love being seen as a man
i love the idea of having a full beard
i love the idea of having a flat chest
i love the idea of having a deep voice
i love the idea of being a father
i love the idea of being a husband
i love the idea of going on testosterone
i love the fact that one day i will get all those things
i love the fact that even though i am not where i want to be in my transition, i am still a man
i am a man
and i love being one
i love loving men and i love being a man who loves men
there is nothing wrong with loving being a man or loving loving men
im hopelessly full of joy and pride and love for men and for my own male identity everytime i go online and see myself addressed as such, or every time my sister calls me her brother, or everytime my mom mentions im going to be an uncle, or whenever my brother brings me into doing inherently men related tasks in my household
and nothing will stop me from spreading that joy
manhood and masculinity are experiences that can be, should be, and are full of joy and love and positivity
i love being a man, and i love loving men
dont derail this post or reblog it changing what i said. this post is about men. nothing you say or do will change the fact that this post is about being a man and loving men!
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Gender euphoria that I've gotten since starting testosterone:
Feeling the bass in my voice when I hum.
Even though I haven't consistently worked out lately (I need to get better about that) I've definitely gotten stronger.
I have a happy trail growing in.
My leg hair is so much darker.
My facial hair is starting to come in, and just seeing it and feeling it when I rub my face is so affirming!
I have long hair (mostly because I'm lazy and scared to get it cut because of the dreaded pixie cut) and when I look in the mirror, I'm starting to see a man with long hair.
I'm starting to look more and more like my brother.
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I am so. Fucking grateful that I’m trans. That I’m a trans man.
I’m so glad to be counted amongst you.
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Crying because I’m insane and because Al would never find me attractive or fuck me.
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