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tthesongofachilless · 1 day

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F1 DRIVERS AS TEACHERS

Max Verstappen - Geography Teacher

— Randomly quizzes students about which country is in which continent

— However he can take jokes

— Randomly trauma dumps (one student even asked him if they should call Logan)

Sergio Perez - Spanish Teacher #1

— " You used Google translate for that... tsk tsk.. "

— Oral assessments every friday no questions asked

— He and Fernando talk in Spanish in the teachers lounge to avoid eavesdroppers

Charles Leclerc - Music Teacher

— Has a pictures of his dog as his pfp on Google

— Forces everyone to listen to his newest piece before class ends

— Rumoured to have kissed Max outside of school (he denies it)

Carlos Sainz - Spanish teacher #2

— Seen teasing Lando during lunch and blushing

— Hates basically every student who refuses to learn any Spanish

— His favourites tease him about Lando in Spanish and he curses at them to stop

Lewis Hamilton - Art Teacher

— Really passionate about his job

— " Did you hear about Logan and Oscar? " " WHAT?.. oh... what..? I can't discuss this with my students. "

— He actually gives you tips on how to improve your work and doesn't mess up your work by drawing over it!

George Russell - English teacher #1

— " Girls can we please put the eyelash curler away. And the makeup brush... and the hairbrush, gosh how do you fit this all into your pockets!? "

— Deffo dating Alex but doesn't admit to it

— Homework every single week, will report to your parents if not handed in

Lando Norris - PE teacher

— He doesn't know himself how he got the job

— Basically lets the students play dodgeball all year

— Giggles and kicks his feet whenever Carlos pops by to say hi

Oscar Piastri - English teacher #2

— Has been seen napping in the teachers lounge multiple times, Logan sometimes acts as his pillow

— " Guys can we not.. Nando is going to kill me if he finds out I'm giving out sweets. "

— Voted most gay teacher by the students

Fernando Alonso - Head of Year

— Brings the teachers snacks to their lessons

— " What the skibidi .. " " Mr. Alonso never say that again. "

— He deffo doesn't have favourite teachers (wink wink)

Lance Stroll - Woodwork teacher

— Definitely not suited for his job

— Just eats his lunch in the middle of lessons because he doesn't wanna be with the other teachers (Estaban isn't there)

— Watches on as students try and hammer in screws and does nothing about it

Daniel Ricciardo - Science Teacher

— He only applied because he wants to do cool experiments

— " Follow the instructions. " " Sir these are in french.. " " uhmm.. does anyone wanna watch the martian? "

— Everyone loves him

Yuki Tsunoda - Food Tech

— " That looks like if Mr. Norris tried cooking. "

— Randomly gives out snacks while he's doing instructions

— Disses the other teachers but when someone mentions Pierre he gets all excited asking how his lessons are going

Kevin Magnussen - History/Religion Teacher

— He just wants to go home after the first hour everyday

— He has shelves dedicated to historical Lego builds

— Has no favourites (" You always let Fred go early. " " Fred is doing the work. ")

Nico Hulkenberg - Cover Teacher

— Laughs at dad jokes that weren't even funny

— Probably wants to apply for a different job but can't

— Dressed up as the hulk for Halloween

Valtteri Bottas - Maths Teacher

— " Guys.. I know you miss Kimi but I'm basically him but, more ass, you know? "

— Bff's with Lewis and Zhou

— Let's the class play blooket every Friday instead of work

Zhou Guanyu - Textiles Teacher

— Voted most fashionable teacher of the year

— Randomly gives out sweets to his favourite students

— Actually puts work into grading

Alex Albon - Science Teacher

— " Sir, are you dating Mr. Russell? " " I have a girlfriend. " " Show her then!! " " No. "

— Never gives back tests

— Gossips with George and Lando in the hallways

Logan Sargeant - Guidance Counselor/Cover Teacher

— He needs therapy himself instead of giving students it

— Follows Oscar around like a lost puppy, it's rumoured he's absolutely whipped for Oscar but is too shy to do anything about it

— His favourites edit him and Oscar to 'Lacy' and he can't hear the song anymore without crying

Pierre Gasly - French Teacher #1

— Him and Estaban have BEEF

— stares into your soul when you awnser a question

— " But the other class didn't have to do this! " " That's because Mr. Ocon doesn't want his students to learn proper french. "

Estaban Ocon - French Teacher #2

— " I don't understand what I did to Mr. Gasly. " " You snitched on him giving out sweets, sir. " " I don't see the issue. "

— Only talks in french in the lessons

— He himself gives out sweets and such

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alea-says · 2 days

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H50, Season 6, Episode 9 thoughts...

Oh be still my beating heart - WHY do glasses just make some men so much sexier? Why?

(Also, is it bad that I knew it was Danny by his forearm? Since when can I recognise someone by their forearm? Sorry Steve, I be also looking at your man)

Like Danny, I'm not quite sure whether to be charmed or offended that Steve knows stuff about him that isn't even in his file. Eh, it's fiction, I'll go with charmed.

Love Kono teasing Lou about what Steve knows about them.

Ok, please tell me that Nahele's father coming back means Steve is going to step up more and move this mentorship into a guardianship.

Girl in Danny's class, I understand your need to hit on the hot new professor, but wait until you see him interacting with Steve and you'll understand (Also, Danny is the kind of guy who would never engage while he's in a position of authority, and he'd worry about the age difference, but also... Steve)

Oh dear. This girl is back flirting with Danny.

And now Danny's phone is ringing and he knows exactly who it is. Let me guess, Steve?

It was!

Danny is rocking this professor gig. I'm guessing there were a bunch of professor AUs written after this aired?

Aww. Steve talking to Nahele's dad.

Steve: but maybe I'm being overprotective, you know. I just wanna do right by this kid.

🥰

And now we have even more students saying how hot Danny is.

Poor Eric having to listen to this.

Noooo. Poor Nahele.

Aww.. he went to hang out in Steve's car that they fixed up together.

Steve: I will always protect you, all right. All right?

🥰

Yes, tell him, Nahele!

Deleted scene:

Okay, the way Danny lights up at the fact Steve knew his favourite animal is a giraffe. ❤️

Danny: How did you know that?

Steve: I know everything about you.

#mcdanno #h50 #hawaii five-0 #h50 meta #mcdanno meta #h50 season6 episode9 #my gifs #my mcdanno gifs #my h50 gifs

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sensitivegoblin · 2 years

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Vent tw

#i have a lot of pain and emotions and no one to go to #my house is so cold and it’s making everything hurt #i wish I could k!ll myself but that would be selfish #but then again everyone even my cat now is probably better off without me #i miss c-tting it was the only thing that gave me release #it’s too hard being good I’m stressed out 24/7 making sure everything I say and do is good #i just wanna be happy #what is wrong with me #the only time I’m happy is during sexting #i just wanna talk and have someone who loves me listen #I’m so fucking stupid I hate myself so much #i wanna die so bad I wish someone was here to hug it out of me #I’m the reason why everything sucks #if my family didn’t have to deal with my disability they would’ve been a happy normal family #you have no idea how painful this anger is I have towards myself #to numb my emotions my brain makes me dissociate and picture killing myself #instead of feeling painful emotions I envision knifes and sharp things #why can’t this be like a rom com and I can call my SO crying that I need them and they rush here #fuck fuck fuck fuck I’m in so much emotional pain I don’t wann be here anymore

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dittydipity · 4 months

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looking at the lyrics of color your night and seeing the ryomina of it all..............

it's about someone experiencing the things you already know for the first time. it's about having your perspective of the things in your life become dulled and indifferent through familiarity but get brightened by seeing someone else's eyes sparkling at the sight of the same things. it's about seeing the joys of the small things again through the eyes of another.

it's about having your life colored in by learning to live!!!!!

#p3 #.d #persona 3 reload #ryomina #'how these plain and simple scenes get painted so vividly by you / i just wanna stay with you'#it's like in the 3rd movie when minato when he when the. when ryoji. the. when.#remember how p3 movie 3 was about ryoji taking minato by the hand and showing him how wonderful every day could be just by living them #also the horrors #but mostly the first part #listening to this song on loop for the past 5 days and accidentally thought about ryoji #who my mind immediately snatched up and assigned azumi's lines to him #also made me think of ryoji sitting in a room in minato's head like he's watching a livestream and pogging at everything minato gets to do #anyway in a similar vein it's like when you ask about someone's obsession/favorite thing #bc it's just so lovely to hear them talk so passionately about something they clearly enjoy #'within the inner heart i plead / for you to talk to me / i wanna hear all the good and bad / the new stories you have'#love this part

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mattodore · 4 months

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What's in my bag?

Theo: uses his college backpack to lug around his things. normally keeps his bag full of study materials, but there are glimpses of him in his journal, his addictions, and the wildflowers he takes home.

Matthias: doesn't use a bag. he’ll keep his phone with him but there’s little else he’d have on him.

tagged by @rollingsim and i seriously loved this picrew so thank you!!! gonna tag @wldestluv-rs, @stinkrascal, @omgkayplays, @rottengurlz, @void-imp, @raiiny-bay, @fizzytoo, @bunmou, @birdietrait, @stellarfalls, and @pralinesims!

#good afternoon <3!! just answering two tag things really quickly and then i'm gonna look for a mesh flipping tutorial #also i always wanna tag more people than i normally do in these oc things but don’t want to bother people…#if you’re someone who wouldn’t mind me tagging them lmk!!! i’d love to pass this stuff around to more people #river dipping #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #theo's bag is so nice and it's always filled to the brim... he has heavyyyy textbooks in there always!! but there weren't any in the picrew #but okay so we've got his memory journal and his school laptop. cigarettes and some unmarked pills. a dandelion he liked the color of <3 #his phone and some wired earbuds so it's obvious he's not listening if anyone tries to talk to him (he's not actually listening to anything #cash bc he's not allowed to have a credit card of his own... also the key to his apartment!!#as for matthias... there's really not much to say #but matthias keeps his phone and the key to whichever car he's driving in one of his pockets #his gloves he'll leave in the car or he'll just keep wearing them #handkerchief from one of his inner pockets if he's got a suit jacket on and mints if he needs them #there are rare times he uses a driver so sometimes there's no key with him and it's just his phone

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elegyofthemoon · 1 year

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(shows up a month or so later) ✨

i shouldnt have been surprised that kagetsu won the poll ALSKDJF as soon as i saw the first votes i was like "ohhh no"

so ANYWAYS kagetsu !! and a few other doots ive done of him i wanted to show :)

#doots #the other doots i wanted to do from the polls WONT BE AS EXTENSIVE #this was just special mostly bc i drew kagetsus before but never showed on main >_>#and then decided with a DIFFERENT poll 'okay lets just show all the kagetsu dootdoots'#so here you go. some kagetsu dootdoots #i have to look at the poll again i dont remember who i put LAKSJDFHALH #ANYHOOTS #the only reason why i finished this was bc SOMEONE DIDNT WANNA SIT DOWN AND FINISH HIS LECTURES (me)#so i had to compromise and find something to make me sit while listening.#and lo and behold.#fe engage #fe17 #fire emblem engage #fe kagetsu #kagetsu #damn i feel so silly tagging it w so many HRM but okay !#ALSO i love the little winter coat he has in his notebook page i think we should talk about it more #hes freezing in elusia :/ bundle him up #also that one where hes like 'its exhilarating up here!' was something i drew #when i first got his line about how tall somniel is or something like that #BUT YEAH RAMBLING TOO MUCH SORRY LMAO

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mommalosthermind · 5 months

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Random thought-

Did anyone else’s friend group in high school just wake up completely batshit one day and you were just like…okay I guess this is happening, why not.

I mean. We were. A very motley bunch of deeply fucked up kids from deeply fucked up places but. Other People claim this was Abnormally Abnormal. I had no frame of reference tbf I’d never had friends before, I barely knew how to pass as Relatively Human, I didn’t even try for Socialized or Well Adjusted.

I’m remembering that one year where everyone randomly decided sailor moon Was Real, and was our friend Jess. Something something, the school was gonna blow up and they’re gonna save everyone except staff because they wanted us to wear IDs and were trying to push for uniforms. (Seriously fuck both ids and uniforms but that is not the point) And also then assigned the rest of us roles. I was small and violent so I got Saturn, which still cracks me up ngl but— what triggered this. WHO started it. Why did not a single one of us go ‘this is fine but I need you to admit we are actively choosing to role play right now. As a group. Tell me you don’t believe this is fact.’ still have no idea. Showed up at the breakfast hangout spot and everyone was like oh my god I had a dream, did you awaken as a sailor yet? I was half sure I somehow did drugs with my cereal that day. And then it. Stopped being talked about. Just as suddenly.

Can’t remember if that’s the same year half of the group suddenly also claimed to have like, vampire blood and/or be housing several people in one brain for (it’s not cheating if I’m two people) ….reasons

The funniest part of this to me, now, is that none of us knew what the fuck d&d was yet. Obviously, we should have.

Man. I wanna say that was peak ridiculousness but. I don’t think I can. It’s been like 20 years since high school, I have a long list of stupid shit. Oh my god it’d been 20 years since high school what the fuck even is time.

#momma talks #I have no excuse #my poll #polls #no I don’t talk to anyone from high school. no one was talking to each other by graduation lmao #from what I know most of them have retained their wierd and managed to get into a better life #I wish them well! I just wanna know who was starting all the shinanigans #why did I never know what was going on #nothing like rocking up from skipping math and having your then bf be like #okay Saturn our task is this—-#babe what the fuck?#that’s the same guy who decided to pretend to be possessed to have two partners btw. he was. well. he certainly was.#I love saying things and then realizing I sound insane. listen this is very 90s baby behavior. and we counted damnit we were barely alive #in the 80s #I’m too tired to self regulate someone take the internet away from me

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chillllii · 1 month

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when the audhd is fun until you become "i really really really have to give my input/side/idea and i dont give a fuck who's talking or what everyone was initially talking about" and before this site's illiteracy kicks in i'm certain we're all guilty of this to some extent

#well i'm not fucking talking to you am i #this is not directed at every reader but i think even if you think ''i'm not that bad #chilllli yelps #not everything autism/adhd/audhd does is cool we do annoying shit sometimes and that's just a fact that yall dont wanna hear #it's also ok to make mistakes and it's ok for your brain to have flaws #but also when you interrupt people to say smth that either no one cared to hear. no one was even saying. or fuck maybe someone already said #it. it's a little fucking annoying and when you do it over and over and over and over sometimes people get sick of your shit #you have flaws you are imperfect and your ego will be your social death if you do not learn to allow others to speak #fuck #if people start screaming at me btw cause i said smth that's true i'm blocking and deleting that shit #work on yourself #i also know yall are gonna be like ''oh well *I* never interrupt people and when i do i apologize you should at least do a small self evalua #just a small ''well do i listen to my friends very well? do i listen to the conversation i am a part of?"#also to yall who go into discord calls and lurk but sometimes talk think ''when i speak is it actually relevant to some extent?#or if you REALLY wanna talk about it it's ok just try to find a way to segway into what you wanna talk about cause that's how conversations #work.#i dont really expect this post to go anywhere tbh i'm just kinda frustrated cause i know a lotta neurodivert people who do this and idk how #say that interrupting people is annoying and disrespectful cause i know the brain chemical gets excited when it has smth it wants to talk-#about #i love you and i want you to tell me things. i also want to say things and when you talk over me to tell me things it comes off as you not #giving a fuck what i or others even are saying cause you're taking over the conversation with your shit that's irrelevant and no one has-#mentioned #idk i think i'm tired of seeing people be disrespected all the time but not knowing a polite way to tell them that they need to wait their-#turn to speak and when it's appropriate to change the subject

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dancing-with-stars · 4 months

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guys. guys !!!!

#vanu is rambling #ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence.#like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me #but like for these past couple months things have been different.#i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone.#like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or #i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey #where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment.#today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me #and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during #those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears #and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg #and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that.#because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call.#i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends.#it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time #they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable.#someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did #and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent #stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable.#like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter.#they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl.#they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in #friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool #people really. really cool people

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jrueships · 1 year

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pg really had THE wag jarebear on his show and proceeded to dish out all his personal onions on his teammates i 😭😭

#it's like watching someone try to therapize harley quinn off her love of the joker #pg does like. zero research 😭 im so #he just relies on his experience to help connect the interviews all interestin-like #but other than that u think hes gonna look into the PAST??? when it's not INTERESTING?? or CONNECTIONS??? no!!#that takes away from playstation 5 p!!!#if the podcast had a normal interviewer... i dont think 1 a lot of players would wanna come cus no duh no selling point #but 2. those that did would be bored #i mean normal interviewer as in like if pg didnt have the status and was just some dude who liked basketball sorry too late to edit #like he really banks on the fact that Hes Pg with alot of these questions/talking points 😭#that jalen green interview...#NOW I COULD BE ACTIN A LIL RUDE. my attention span isnt great so long videos arent my forte #i have SEEN seen em n certainly not ALL of the podcasts #i dont like listening to podcasts in general they scare me but #i watch a few while working out but thats sometimes bcs mainly i like music #BUT FROM WHAT IVE SEEN..#theres been some frequent disconnects that couldve been avoided with just a Little more depth #a Little more diving #good thing paul always has another podcast friend to help 😭 but pg LOOVES asking questions so #sometimes he just be chitchattin 😭#jarens eyes getting all wide when pg brought up d*llon LMAO #im ngl it's kinda entertaining LMAO only bcs it's for the better jarebear!! if pg thinks hes in the right (which he always does)#he WILL speak his perceived truth! they either hit hard or miss harder (..coughdameconflictcough) HE WILL NOT BUDGE!!#and he is actually correct with this one! someone had to say it jaren!! just sorry it had to be pg 😭#but if he pulled that with anyone else and their friend i would be a lot more uncomfortable lol idk #i love the concept of being messy but i could never commit like. i got other shit to do 😭 yall have fun

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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How is it that after watching The Terror literally countless times, I still want to rewatch it?

#to b fair i just put it on as background sound. idk if ive ever actually given it my full attention all the way thru #if i met someone irl who liked the terror i would b insane at them. like if u meet me and mention narut0 i do that horrible cringy thing #where i actually get excited abt talking. me excited and enthusiastic? what am i a child? embarrassing #i try not to do it bc i kno ppl dont care as much abt it as me. theyre not gonna spend hours and hours thinking about tiny scraps of #conversations abt thr things i like. its not so fun to have a conversation of weighted enthusiasm. at least when im the one talking #im all for listening to other ppl freak out at me lol. anyway i wanna watch thr show again #and i wanna draw more scenes forever. partly bc its just good practice for faces. those old men r hard to draw #and practice for colors and themes? idk. its just like my favorite show. i love mini series bc they can do a neat lil story #idk what scene to draw next tho #like a dream sir. or like David young. we too r at the gates #unrelated

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parasprite · 10 months

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ik she'd never play favourites and stuff but god its like. depressingly clear how much my mum prefers hanging out with my cousin over me. they have outings and regular movie nights and go on walks together and run errands and do chores they do literally everything together. and honestly its not just that like... even when im hanging out with the two of them i know she's more focused on my cousin. like she takes an interest in his interests. she asks him about spanish all the time but doesn't give a shit that i'm learning portuguese. i feel like i bore her whenever i try to speak. i always wanna let him ride shotgun the rare times im out with them because she can hold a conversation with him but not me. and whenever i'm alone with her she just treats me like a receptacle for her dumb fucking rants about facebook drama and then she seems so surprised when i have good advice for her even though i Always have good advice. she treats me like her talk therapist. she never thinks about my needs or my life or my interests. not that i even wanna tell her about it.

and like. for my cousin's birthday she got him a paranormal activity 6-movie blu ray box set because it's their favourite film series to marathon together. like they've rewatched it a bunch of times. they discuss their fan theories and everything. yknow what she got me for my birthday this year? nada. which is PORTUGUESE for nothing. god and they had that spontaneous weekend partying in london together and then a few months later she fucking planned a trip and went to sussex alone even though she knew id been wanting to go to sussex with her for literal years. she kept saying she'd take me then she didn't. what the fuck.

#honestly i don't even envy their relationship because i know shes making him her surrogate spouse #ive kinda been there before and i don't wanna be that. it sucks #but im really sad because like. i love my cousin but i never get quality time with him like he and my mum Constantly have #nobody in my family ever wants to watch movies with me #god my dad and brother saw oppenheimer together today too theyve seen it 3 times together now #fuck this i HATEEE IT #i really need to like get in touch with my great auntie or someone i neeeed a relative i can hang out with #im so sick of nobody in this house giving a shit about me!!!#im so sick of craving attention and approval from people who will just never give a shit #ive felt this way for years like i remember telling my old therapist about this too it just. keeps happening and idk what to do about it #im so sick of listening to my brother infodump about programming languages #im so sick of hearing my mum talk about facebook #im so sick of my dad making a token effort but clearly struggling to connect with me #and. im not angry at my cousin but im sick of my mum always giving him attention.#its day in day out. constant low level misery and loneliness

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blueprint-han · 1 year

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did i make a mistake?