#i just remember ahs cause i had a dream abt it

[sugar-omi]

good lord I was trying to study but out of nowhere I know where🩸this came into my mind:

having a night in at ur grown up house w cove derek and baxter (only dating cove) and everyone gets wasted asf so they sleep over and late at night the other two can hear u and cove in ur bedroom 👀 ykwim?

the smut and angst potential of them getting off to listening to u two from their respective guest rooms and the irony of both ur guests doing it omggggggg 🫣

in the morning neither of them can properly look at u two out of shame and u and cove r just embarrassed cause u think it’s just cause they heard u (and ofc ur only half right)

these ideas fr come to me at the worst time lol

-🗑️

I AM SCREAMING. YOU'RE SO BRILLIANT I CAN'T.... derek would really try not to, but i feel like it'd end up seeping into his dreams and he just can't resist. and baxterrrr omg... he'd be so embarrassed n ashamed, i dont think he'd be able to sleep the rest of the night at all, even once you n cove are done... pls you sent this at the perfect time bc i was about to start writing n i cannot focus until i write this now, i must have this in a fic.. n ik it isn't what you're talking about, but this is also so good n i instantly thought abt this scenario. i will take ANY chance for derek n baxter to fall in love or into bed LOL

tags : NSFW, baxter x derek, one night stand (UNLESS), you and cove drink, auralism*, oral (derek receiving), top/dom baxter, bottom derek, derek has a crush on you/MC, baxter has a thing for both of you or maybe he's just a kinky bastard

*to be aroused by sound. (can be compared with voyeurism)

synopsis : baxter and derek are staying with you for an extended vacation (much needed for both of them.) and while you two have been considerate and lovely hosts, you're a bit loud... not that it's a problem. quite the opposite actually..

imagine baxter is pouring himself a glass of wine, unable to get your and cove's muffled moans out of his head.

he's generous with his pouring, since everyone already had a lot to drink during dinner, being reserved is unnecessary.

baxter tips back his cup, licking his lips, savoring the sweet taste of this wine, humming at the taste. not bad..

he's checking the label, wanting to remember the brand so he can add it to his shelves at home.

"oh."

baxter looks up, tired eyes wide at the sudden guest. he's met with derek's wide eyes, equally tired..

baxter gives a lopsided smile, trying to be friendly with his new friend. he gestures to the barstools across from him, "care to join me?"

derek rubs his neck shyly, "ah, i wouldn't want to impose. i just came for some water.."

baxter shakes his head, leaning back on the island, taking a sip of his wine. if he knew he'd have company, he wouldn't have poured so much at once.

he licks his lips, trying not to eye his glass to see if it looks like an reasonable amount of wine. trying to preserve his put together image is fruitless anyway, baxter is a hot mess walking and you could probably smell his issues all the way from france.

"nonsense, i wouldn't mind company. the best conversations are best shared under the stars, i'd say. although, i won't blame if you're going bak to bed." baxter laughs to himself humorlessly. "probably a better idea than getting drunk again."

derek laughs, "well, if you don't mind the company then.." and goes about grabbing some water before sitting across from baxter, trying to be quiet when he drags out the barstool.

there's a stretch of silence between them, the two of them sipping their drinks and baxter plays off his awkwardness by admiring the photo collage in the hallway, visible through the wide doorway.

baxter turns back to derek, who's holding his water with both hands, dozily looking into the glass. he looks up and is surprised to meet baxter's sharp gaze, but plays it off with a smile.

baxter speaks lazily, his movements languished and his bones heavy. he's feeling warm from the wine, and a bit chatty. "couldn't sleep either, huh?"

derek laughs, "that obvious?"

baxter shrugs, speaking around the lip of his wineglass. "i figured we're in the same boat."

derek stills, his cheeks slowly filling red, and he looks up, trying to figure out if he's trying to say he also heard you and cove doing... it. the other night.

baxter bounces his eyebrows, and that makes derek flush brightly, looking down. "y-yeah, i guess we are.."

he laughs, covering his mouth to muffle the noise.

derek seems to relax a bit at his amusement, and eventually they relax a bit more, and baxter goes on to tell derek more of his wedding horror stories when he asks.

they're laughing, trying to muffle the sound with their hands when they get too loud, and baxter is leaned over the counter, rambling to derek as softly as possible.

baxter signs and shakes his head, a smile still on his lips as he takes another sip. he's definitely getting buzzed again.

and at some point baxter even sits next to him and derek seems to greatly enjoy baxter's open laughter and his wide gestures as he narrates his stories, even throwing up his own chaotic stories about what it was like growing up with his brothers.

"hey.." derek calls, and baxter hums curiously in response. "does that taste good?"

baxter raises his brow but tips his glass towards derek. "it is. it has notes of peach and honey... wanna try?"

derek glances between baxter's eyes and the wine, nodding, taking the glass from his hands and taking a long sip...

baxter's eyes are stuck on derek's lips, his eyes following how his throat bobs when he swallows and his tongue dashes out to lick the wine running down the corner of his lips..

baxter snaps his eyes back towards derek's, who's already looking back at him.

the silence seems long, and the distance between derek and baxter's lips seems even longer, and he feels antsy even though they're both leaning in, their lips meeting in the middle in a soft kiss.

derek deepens the kiss, leaning into baxter, and humming into the kiss when baxter starts rubbing his thigh, his fingers sliding down th fabric of his sweatpants until he's touching his inner thigh, dangerously close to his bulge..

a moan echoes, and baxter and derek break apart, panting and their lips wet and swollen. then they hear it again, and some muffled talking.

they look into each others eyes, unable to move. they're both wide awake now, both because of that hot kiss and the sounds of cove's deep, and futile muffled moans.

their chests rise and fall, tension in the air, mingling with something else...

derek speaks first, taking baxter's hand before he can pull away. "do you... should we go to your room?"

baxter blinks owlishly, shocked and flustered. but really fucking turned on.

"yes, yeah, yeah okay.." he stumbles his words, totally knocked off his feet by the way derek looks at him, his green eyes deep with lust, and the whole turn of events.

derek leads him down the hall, and baxter is grateful he didn't somehow knock over the barstool or the flower vase in the hall.

they walk past your shared bedroom, baxter's designated room for his stay, at the end of the hall.

baxter tries to ignore the way his cock throb when he hears cove curse and growl, "fuck, you're so warm..." he tries not to think about it, but the idea of what you two are getting up to, how you both look and sound, what you're doing to each other...

he's trying not to let his mind run away with him but he's admittedly, a weak man. and so is derek, if the way he clutches his hand tighter and all but shoves baxter through the door and closes the door a bit louder than he should.

you and cove always drown out all other forms of life when you're together, and baxter doubts it's much different in the bedroom, if not "worse."

derek pushes baxter to sit on the bed, standing over him, his legs on either side of baxter's lap and he pulls off his shirt, throwing it on the floor.

baxter licks his lips, his hands sliding up derek's waist and stomach, his body thick and toned with muscles... "goddamn..." baxter exhales, all but drooling at the sight.

derek laughs shyly, lifting his arm to rub his neck (a nervous tick baxter has come to realize) and the muscles in his arm stretches and flex. baxter has a distant thought about derek being able to manhandle him...

"is this okay?" derek asks, suddenly shy now.

baxter nods, leaning in to kiss along derek's bronze stomach, his lips trailing down his happy trail to his bulge. "more than okay.."

baxter tugs on derek's sweatpants, looking up at him. "let me know if you want to stop..."

he tugs down derek's pants and underwear, letting his cock spring free. baxter strokes his cock to full mast, and derek holds onto baxter's hand for support, his other hand coming up to muffle his moan.

baxter wraps his lips around derek's flushed tip, sucking and circling his tongue over the head.

"b-baxter..." derek gasps, his thighs shaking.

baxter takes him deeper down his throat, keeping eye contact as he swallows around his cock, reaching down to palm his own bulge through his satin pajamas.

he groans, the vibrations sending shivers up derek's spine and derek mumbles, his fingers finding their way to baxter's hair, clinging onto the already messy locks.

baxter tears his hand away from his hard-on, to undo the buttons on his pajama shirt, the buttons slipping through his fingers until his shirt is wide open.

"mhm-!" baxter startles, gripping onto derek's thighs, his hips bucking up into his warm mouth.

derek moans shakily, "oh f- i'm sorry. sorry.." he babbles, pushing back baxter's fringe, his thighs twitching and his muscles clenching under baxter's hands.

baxter hums around derek's length, patting his thigh. his tongue drags along the underside of his cock, baxter's lips pulling off him with a pop, his lips wet and puffy.

baxter's sharp, lustful eyes meeting derek's equally horny gaze. derek's flushed cheeks are a feast for baxter's eyes, he can't wait to have him in bed..

"do you.. wanna go further?" baxter asks, his hand making obscene wet noises from all the pre-cum and spit, as he strokes derek's cock in his fist.

derek nods, his throat bobbing as he tries not to fall to his knees or cry out and alert you and cove to what they're doing in here.. "yes, please.."

baxter pulls away, standing up to tug off the rest of his clothes while derek tugs off his pants, almost tripping when the leg gets stuck on his ankle but baxter ignores it since he's not very elegant either, the wine still buzzing through him.

he throws his clothes on the floor, all but throwing himself into the bed with derek, straddling his lap as he captures his lips in a kiss, his tongue slipping past derek's lips, guiding his tongue to move with his own.

derek grips baxter's waist, his hands pulling him down to grind him into his lap, their cocks sliding together.

baxter breaks the kiss, his lips falling to derek's neck...

"cove- cove- cove!" your cry is heard through the wall, followed by muffled moans and whimpers.

"ah!" derek moans, his fingrs digging into the plush of baxter's hips when he bites down on his neck.

"oh- sorry. did i hurt you?" he worries, kissing the area soothingly. he didn't expect you to.. cry out so loudly. not that you aren't allowed to be loud in your own home, or anything like that. he just didn't think you'd sound so hot.

he's trying not to think about if he wishes it was his name on your lips, or what cove is doing to make you call his name so loudly and lewdly...

derek shakes his head, or tries too with baxter under his chin. "i mean, it hurt but.. it wasn't bad..." derek admits shyly.

baxter smiles, pulling off his neck to kiss his lips again, smiling too much to kiss properly but they have all night for that anyway...

he leans over the edge of the bed for his bag, fumbling through the open inner pocket for a condom and lube.

it's not that baxter planned to get laid on this trip, it's just bad to be unprepared.

"do you want to be on top?" baxter inquires, pointing the condom at derek.

he flushes, licking his lips and glancing off to the side. "um.. if you don't mind, you can be on top..."

baxter raises his brows, a blush high on his cheeks.

ohh derek really is interesting.

"not at all." baxter purrs, fixing their position so one of derek's legs is on his shoulder, and the other over his thigh.

he slowly sinks one, then two, then three digits into derek's hole, scissoring his fingers and rubbing derek's thigh soothingly. he's such a mess just from his fingers alone, derek's face half buried in the pillow and his hips bucking up and his thighs shaking.

"that's-" derek pants, swallowing thickly. "that's enough... put it in.. please..." he gasps, peeking at baxter through his lashes.

"fuck..." baxter curses, his stomach dipping with lust.

he fumbles, trying to open the condom but his fingers are covered in lube and he ends up ripping it with his teeth impatiently. baxter rolls it over his length, leaning over to pull derek into a kiss as he sinks into him.

"hmmn!" derek mewls into the kiss, his arms coming to lock around baxter's neck.

baxter slams his hips into derek, a loud slap sounding through the room from baxter's hips meeting his ass. baxter breaks the kiss, hissing.

that was definitely too loud, but it's also been so long since he's been with someone, and derek is so charming, that he's not sure he cares..

derek moans, trying to stifle it by biting his lips.

they pant, letting derek adjust to his length and for them to catch their breath, baxter feels like the air has been knocked out of him with how derek's hot walls are wrapped around him, his hole clenching and flutter around him, trying to take him deeper.

"mn, y/n-" cove voice is muffled, keeping them from hearing the rest of his sentence. although it was probably cut short, if the deep groan they hear through the wall is anything to go by.

baxter pants, "i'm.. i'mma start moving..." he gasps, moving so he's sitting up again, his hand pushing derek's knee up towards his chest.

derek covers his mouth with his hand, baxter's cock dragging so slowly against his walls, his eyes rolling and fluttering shut when his tip bumps against a sensitive spot in his walls, dangerously close to his prostate..

"harder!- ha- oh fuck!" you curse and moan unabashedly loud, followed by your bed frame thumping against the wall.

it quiets down to some creaking, with dull thumps every now and then.

baxter picks up the pace of his thrusts, spurred on by all your sounds from the other room and derek's lewd expressions.

derek whimpers, his moans and cries barely muffled by his hand and when baxter's hips slam into his repeatedly, he can't hold onto his barrage of moans and whines, babbling nonsense.

baxter leans over him, forcing his legs against his chest so he can whisper in derek's ear, stuffing his fingers down derek's throat, his middle and ring fingers pressing on his tongue.

"shh, darling. they'll hear us..." baxter purrs, although he laughs and nods his head to the side, "although, i think being quiet is a bit useless for all of us at this point."

derek whimpers around baxter's fingers, drool pooling in his mouth. he closes his lips around the digits and sucks, swallowing, dragging his tongue along baxter's fingers seductively..

"god." baxter grunts, his face scrunching up in pleasure.

his hips thrust up into derek's g-spot, his thrusts shallow as they both get closer and closer to finishing.

baxter pulls his fingers from derek's lips, a string of spit connecting derek's lips to the digits before it breaks, his hand slipping between their bodies to stroke derek's weeping cock, pre-cum pooling along the valley of his abs...

baxter captures derek in a sloppy kiss, neither of them really trying to hold back their sounds anymore. and from the sounds of it, you and cove aren't worried about being quiet either, your moans more frequent and totally unrestrained.

"i'm gonna-" derek pants, his nails dragging down baxter's shoulder.

"go ahead. cum. cum for me." baxter growls, his hand abusing derek's sensitive tip, making short strokes.

derek's legs shake on either side of him, his eyes rolling as he cums into baxter's hand. baxter groans, his hips stuttering as derek clenched around him, filling the condom.

they melt into each other, their chests rising and falling, and their heavy breathing match.

baxter turns his head to the side, seeing the sky turn from night to early morning..

"i'll.." he pants, pushing himself off derek's chest. "i'll run a bath... wanna join me?"

#olba #our life: beginnings & always #cove holden #cove holden x reader #smut #baxter ward #baxter ward x derek suarez #derek suarez #derek suarez x baxter ward #baxter ward smut #derek suarez smut #derek suarez x baxter ward smut #baxter ward x derek suarez smut #cove holden smut

[lizhly-writes]

God, asking abt Yuhang made me remember the whole THING abt the mobster Haoran found KO'd on the street (bc last we saw Yuhang was when Haoran was??? Drugged???). Was there already a follow up piece to that or did I just have an elaborate fever dream abt Haoran getting this really poorly disguised stalker following him around? But honestly the way Haoran is (incidentally or otherwise) collecting the other male leads like pokemon is so funny to me.

AHAHA yeah that! I did, as it happens, write a followup. But it never made it to tumblr, and while I did play around with creepy stalker vibes, I was going to scrap it, since it didn’t quite vibe with what I was trying to plot out. I don��t believe you’re making this up from whole cloth though – I think you might be remembering bits from Chen Lihua’s stalker over here.

Well, we’re only at two love interests for Yang Haoran! Three, if you count Jiang Mingxi! Just enough for a Pokemon battle, but no more. I have not been planning on giving him more, but I will admit that I throw things in depending on whether or not I find it funny, soooo we'll see.

Anyway! Anyway!!! Your ask got me thinking about the followup again, so I started working on it. Here's a piece of it, under the cut.

Yang Haoran really thought he had successfully gotten away with it.  He’d been a bit nervous, but after a week with nothing out of the ordinary – well, more out of the ordinary than usual – he thought it would be fine to let his guard down.

He was so very, very wrong.

One day, as Yang Haoran was coming into work, he found a vaguely familiar man already at his desk, absently tracing fingers over the characters on Yang Haoran’s nameplate.

“...Hello, can I help you?” said Yang Haoran, whose memory for faces was not exactly the best.

It worried him that the man was vaguely familiar. Vaguely familiar meant that Yang Haoran had met him before, and he was a little too finely dressed to be a typical office drone – so, likely a higher-up that Yang Haoran had seen at a meeting or something similar.

Yang Haoran did not think there were very good reasons for a higher-up to unexpectedly be at his desk. Sure, Yang Haoran was a nepotism hire, so he couldn’t be fired, but nepotism only took you so far when the people who got you the position didn’t really like you very much in the first place.

“Was there a meeting this morning?” Yang Haoran said cautiously. “I don’t seem to remember getting an invite?”

“You saved my life,” said the man, and abruptly Yang Haoran figured out why the man looked familiar.  He looked a lot different under the office lights and not covered in his own blood.  

The first thought Yang Haoran had was, oh, good, I’m not in trouble.

The second thought Yang Haoran had was, I should have let him die. 

“What,” Yang Haoran said slowly, instead of fuck dammit, like he wanted to.

The man smiled. It was a nice smile, as far as smiles went, and Yang Haoran would appreciate it a lot more if it wasn’t caused by his own mistakes coming back to haunt him. “I’m sorry, I should introduce myself. I’m Wu Youxuan. You’re Yang Haoran.”

It wasn’t a question. Yang Haoran wished it was a question.

“Yes, I see you’ve read my nameplate,” Yang Haoran said. He should have left it home. It wasn’t as if It was a real nameplate, he wasn’t high-ranking enough for the company to actually give him one. No, this was a joke that Zhao Yuhang had presented to him, saying something along the lines of “You don’t think you’ll be important enough for people to know your name? But you’re so important in my heart, A-Hao! Everyone should know who you are!”

...Anyway.

Yang Haoran smiled – pleasant, professional, and puzzled. “I’m… not sure what you’re talking about. I think you might have the wrong person?”

Let no one say that Yang Haoran was a bad liar.

“Is that so? It’s just – your face looks very familiar. I was in, ah, a predicament a little while ago, and I could have sworn…”

“Are you sure it wasn’t someone who looked five to six points similar? Maybe I just have one of those faces.”

Yang Haoran knew for a fact that he did not have one of those faces. He was supposed to be a character worthy of the attentions of the female lead, capable of making the main character feel unworthy by merely existing. The young master of the Yang family, well-dressed, head high, hair swept out of his face, had an objectively striking appearance and presence, quite possibly aided by some plot-driven aura attached to his person.

The key was that Yang Haoran, messy-haired and with the style and demeanor of an average salaryman, didn’t.

#asks #acepotato #my writing #i'm a boy who transmigrated into a gl novel what am i supposed to do now?! #transmigrated as the female lead's villain fiance #yang haoran #wu youxuan #everything

[gayxavierplympton]

the next season of ahs shouldnt have any white women under 45 allowed in the cast. milfs, fruits, and angelica ross ONLY

#NO evanpeters NO emma. lastname #i forget #no more white girls!!! wednesday is OVER #kathy bates jessica lange and angela bassett play a monster-rehabilitating lesbian power throuple #cody is their gay little adopted son #angelica ross plays the main character #a girl who refuses to believe in monsters. she sees them and touches them and everything and shes still like 'im not buyin it' #i just remember ahs cause i had a dream abt it #i was in the next season it was called boarding house and it was lowkey terrifying and surreal

[multi-kpop-fanfics]

idk that my ask abt svt life after Pledis au! (nsfw ver.) is eaten or not? if it is, there are four members that I mentioned (Junhui+Seokmin: actor who specialize in sex scenes Jisoo+Wonwoo: sex therapist) and I add another member which is Seungcheol.

Seungcheol would be sex workers activist. He did a co-working many content creators to make people know that sex workers should be legalized. Once he received the mail from a woman which she said "My husband slept with this nasty bitch(prostitute woman)last night what should I do with her?" Then he would replied "Thank you for sharing your trouble with me, but I think that you should think twice for it. Sex workers who do their own job and they have an intercourse with someone who already married who is wrong in this case? People who already know that they are married, but they don't have any honesty to themselves and their families and have sex with sex workers. The wrong one is person who have intercourse with them, isn't they? Money and career can't judged someone's life, people choose their job because it is their choice and they have their consent and willing to do it which sex workers are included too."

- 🧃

hi again <33 no, the ask is perfectly intact, I just haven't answered it yet and I'm sorry about this😭😭

TW: mentions of sex workers and racism

Seungcheol was peacefully sitting in his office, re-reading a letter he received from an anonymous source, but he could sense it was from a little kid. A scared little kid whose sister was forced to become a sex worker, in order to help them get a better education and life.

"Her dream is to become a biologist. Please do something, I don't want my sister to drop out of college, she doesn't deserve this treatment".

That was the last sentence of the letter. And it made Seungcheol's gut churn in the most unpleasant way possible.

"Shit, I need to find these kids", he mutters to himself and starts searching for more clues on the case.

That was his everyday life after Pledis Entertainment was shut down and Seventeen were no more - the life of an activist, fighting for the rights of sex workers, in any way possible. He knew he had a great influence on the public and since he wasn't an idol anymore, he wanted to do something that would actually help people around him. Having worked with journalists all over Korea on articles about sex work and the rights sex workers deserved and funding different foundations which lend their support to abused women, Seungcheol is now known as one of the powerful people in South Korea who use their power for a good cause, despite receiving slanderous nicknames, such as 'the saint of whores' and many other.

Suddenly, the familiar buzz of his phone cuts him off from his searching and an unknown number flashes on the screen, but he picks it up nonetheless.

"Hello?", "Hi, is this Choi Seungcheol?", a female, slightly irritated voice asks. "Yes, that's me", "I'm calling you on behalf of Dr. Joshua Hong, he suggested that you're the one who could help me with my problem", "Ah yes, Joshua told me a bit about your case", Seungcheol chirps, as he remembers the short message his friend had sent him. "So, could you tell me more about the problem you're facing?", he asks the woman.

"My husband cheated on me! With a whore!", the woman screeches from the other end and Seungcheol winces from the sharp sound. "What exactly do you mean by 'whore'?", he asks, hoping he wouldn't get the answer he thought he would get.

"A prostitute! He paid a cheap ass whore to sleep with her last night! On OUR bed!", she screams again, "I swear to God, I'm gonna find her and when I do, I-"

"Please stop talking and think about what you're going to say", Seungcheol cuts her off, his blood boiling with anger. "Excuse me?! You're telling me that I shouldn't find this nasty bitch and-", "First of all, it is rude to insult a person you don't even know with such vulgar words. And second of all, I think the real problem isn't the woman who slept with your husband, ma'am", his voice drops several octaves, his anger slowly coming out to play.

"What the-", "Listen, I really appreciate the fact that you took the time to share your troubles with me and I'm sorry your husband did this to you. But I truly think that the one at fault here is your husband and nobody else", Seungcheol explains, rubbing his temple with his free hand. "How dare you defend a slut?!", the woman retorts in an offended tone and he clicks his tongue in annoyance, his mind already set on what he's about to say.

"The woman you saw with your asshole of a husband is not a slut. She's a sex worker and she got paid to do her damn job. If there's one person you should accuse here, it's your husband. If he loved you, he wouldn't have betrayed your trust like this", he explains with a passive-aggressive tone, utterly disgusted with the words he has heard during the conversation.

"I can't believe this!", she gasps dramatically. "Yeah, me neither. I can't believe we live in the twenty first century and people still treat sex workers like objects, especially women like you! You don't even know what this girl could have been through to end up choosing this job!", Seungcheol almost yells through the phone, his hand running through his hair furiously.

"Oh really? And what do you know of sex work? Have you been there, mr. Choi?", the woman asks with obscene irony and Seungcheol is fisting the fabric of his pants.

"Within three years, I've visited seven foundations who support abused women and twenty two brothels. Three out of four women in there were either physically or mentally abused, forced to work under humiliating conditions, underpaid for exposing their bodies and scorned by their families for being sex workers. A while ago, a child sent me a letter, asking for help. For their sister, who's studying in college and is a sex worker. A young girl is risking her dreams by becoming a sex worker to pay off her loans and help her younger sibling with school. And you dare ask me if I've been there?", he grits his teeth and the line falls dead, a repeated beeping sound going off from his phone and he scoffs, as he throws the phone on his desk.

"I guess some people really need a reality check".

#no bcs I can totally see seungcheol and minghao fighting for women's rights #especially the rights of s** workers #anon your mind👌 #do I tag it as angst??? oh well #scoups angst #seungcheol angst #svt scoups #choi seungcheol #svt angst #seventeen angst #seventeen #🧃 anon #answered✨ #tw: sex work #tw: racism

[soggypotatoes]

:/// just scraped together some ancient weed dust and smoked it lol. it’s gotta be over a year old now, i havent smoked in ages. i dont miss the years where i depended on it, i remember how it felt at the end and how it was low-key ruining my life. but it feels SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO good right now. i’ve had edibles a few times with friends which was fun but it still made me quite anxious in the end and it’s different alone. i’m remember why i started using it in the first place. i feel... better now......... so much better, but how do i remind myself that it’s a Lie and if i smoke it All the Time it just becomes something that’s painful to not have rather than something pleasurable. drugs are a fucking trap if u have no self control, man. would love to feel like this every now and then and be normal about it but if i have it as an option at all i just lose control. i Have to have it, All the time, even once it stops feeling good and just makes me anxious. i tried so many tactics. i renamed it in my mind to ‘anxiety juice’ to remind myself. didn’t work. i taped a list of questions to ask myself to my bong so i’d have to look at it every time. that one was actually pretty good at times. the times that i actually read it and thought abt the decision i was making instead of just guiltily averting my eyes and smoking anyway. the only answer is to not have access. i still dream abt the ability to have a good relationship with it, though. it’s perfect for times like this, when i’ve already spent 2 days acknowledging and working through my trauma feelings and i’m at point where i’m kind of ok but still shaken from it. it’s so hard for me to relax, i can’t stop thinking abt the things and i don’t know how to move on. i’ve been trying to watch a lecture on flatworms for like 7 hours now, something i both have to do and like to do, and i never made it past 2 minutes. i can’t focus at all on reading or shows or games or anything that might take my mind off it, bc i Cannot Stop Thinking ABout It. i’m going INSANE. i think i need to ask my therapist more abt ocd cause i’ve been told i probably have it but i never really got why. maybe this is why lmao. i’ll ask. anyway. ah . wait. now i realise why weed is not a good outlet for me lol. i felt so much better & relaxed and now the anxiety has kicked in and it feels like i’m in a swarm of bees. i think i rly need to accept that i’m not going to do any work tonight and start trying to distract myself. i just don’t know how :////// i took ritalin but focus is impossible rn. howwwwwwwwww do i sto p my mind spinningggggggggggggggggggg

#i just realised ive been typing into a tumblr post and not my google docs journal #when did i start making a post lol???????? #anyway have this i guess #weed //// #addiction ////////// #drug use //// #ed mumbles #god im so anxious abt posting on here now #ppl irl kinda used it against me #i just wanna say shit sometimes idk #keep thinking abt scenarios in which someone might read this and.. idk #relapse bc of something i said or come confront me about it irl or whatever #i need to RELAX #also omg me last night craving Substance but having a violent bodily reaction to alcohol #trying 2 drink but Hating it so much #it didnt work guys its fine i could not do it #alcohol //

[texasssmash]

wip wednesday again.

i will be honest. this is such a cracky idea. i just thought abt hal as a radio host and it all went down from there; also au where sinestro hasn’t gone off the piss colored deep end yet of course

-

“Sinestro. Sin. Sinny. Sinboy. Sinbad. Sinful delights-“

“What,” Sinestro all but barks, teeth bared at the smug human face he could practically imagine beaming at him off the surface of his ring.

“Tune into the Oa broadcast frequency.” Is all Hal says, the laugh he’s swallowing audible. Somehow, Sinestro’s irritation hasn’t faded.

“Why would I do that?”

“Be-cause,” His once-student sing-songs, the faintest of clicks heard through their connection- Sinestro realizes he’s doing something, distracted with it. They sound like switches. “Someone just found the god damn space radio station of my very dreams nestled into the ass end of Oa, that’s why. How did I never know this was here?”

Ah, that. It had been so long since he’d even devoted a thought to that defunct old structure Sinestro didn’t immediately recall where it even was. It was mostly underground, constructed in the case of communication loss between ringbearers and to launch Lantern Corps messages to other worlds. Frankly, the gnomes they called Guardians had made plenty of bizarre projects in their long lives, and the station was simply one of them. Between all their combined power and networking between rings, it was more than obsolete.

How typical Hal would find himself enamored with it.

“Who let you in there?” Sinestro asks wearily, knowing better than to truly ask at all. It wouldn’t be the first time, but he might get an answer on this one.

More switches, more bustling about. “Staff. Asked what they were doing and they said they were checking the area, doing inspections, all that. Sent me to Parzzx- y’know they used to have a motivational broadcast? Every morning? Anyway, they suggested I do a couple of recordings and up-keeping the studio, and they’ll take my drill duty. Seemed like a great deal to me- Oh, shit-“

Ugh, Sinestro did remember those broadcasts, blared over the damn speakers instead of consciously opted into via ring comms. He can’t chase off the thought of Jordan droning on with some inane human platitudes over a congregation of very tired Lanterns and almost feels fit to make a visit to the Guardians for the safety of the Corps mental health.

A loud clattering, and more vague sounds of upset from Hal- Why hadn’t Sinestro hung up yet, was the question, and suddenly the human returns. “-that’s fine. Anyway, take a listen in a few hours, give me some pointers.”

“My only pointer is that this is a waste of time.” Sinestro says honestly, fingers pinching the flat bridge of his nose. Hal had a great talent for making time pass, which was, he decided, the one reason Sinestro had answered at all. As Hal had said, the commute between ones home planet and Oa was a long one.

“You’re supposed to listen first!” Hal insists, unaffected as always. “Don’t miss it, Sinbin.”

Sinestro can’t spit out his utter distaste before Hal has already severed the connection.

#hal jordan #thaal sinestro #wip wednesday #dc #green lantern #this is so funny to me i will be running with this. batman will be staring on this show

[dinosaurtsukki]

hq!! as their zodiac signs | team inarizaki

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atsumu and osamu miya | libra

okay so i’m doing these guys both together cause why not they’re twins but admittedly yeah there are some differences in their personality

libra traits they share though: being more on the carefree side and also being very upfront

libras tend to be brutally honest and osamu and atsumu definitely share that trait (aka. atsumu calling kageyama a goody two-shoes and osamu losing his filter around his brother)

also pretty talkative to the point that they become annoying

between the two of them though, osamu is the more carefree and laidback one because atsumu is a bit of a perfectionist

atsumu is definitely the more brutally honest one and /sometimes/ gets in trouble for it

also osamu being indecisive about what he’d like to eat as his last meal and this being a problem for him is very libra because they’re indecisive af

between the two of them, atsumu definitely expresses the more sociable traits that libras have. definitely not someone who’s shy around people they meet for the first time 

they both have really a really funny, mostly random sense of humor

it’s hard to get on their wavelength, ngl, especially when they’re both being really chaotic af

i also have a feeling that they’re easily forgetful but it’s also funny cause they also call each other out for being forgetful

osamu probably remembers that one time ten years ago when atsumu ate his pudding more than he remembers that he borrowed his twin’s notes without giving them back a few days ago (and vice-versa)

suna rintarou | aquarius

aquarians are actually aliens walking around in human skin and suna rintarou is one of them

the reason why he takes so many pictures is because he’s collecting data on the human race but unfortunately for the aliens the humans that suna has been exposed to are the miya twins

aquarians are just generally quite distant and also borderline weird and that’s basically suna

his face looks calm and indifferent but i bet he’s really thinking about how many m&m’s he can stuff into his mouth without choking

he’s the ‘many thoughts, head full’ kind of aquarius and doesn’t really express everything out loud

most of the time he likes sitting in silence around other people and showing them something weird or funny on his phone

this guy has A LOT of weird, out of context photos on his phone and he keeps sending them in groupchats

and everyone’s confused but they highkey think they’re funny

the reason why he likes to sleep is that he gets really vivid and exciting dreams

not the ‘my crush kissed me’ kind of dreams but the ‘i was in mario kart but the road was cake’ kind of dreams

he even keeps a journal for all of them

has that rare skill wherein he wakes up and can go back and finish off the dream he just had

kita shinsuke | cancer

not surprised because this guy is such a mom friend and i feel kinda soft and happy abt this as a fellow cancer

his caring side is definitely something that a lot of people notice about him. kita could be complete strangers with someone but won’t hesitate when he sees they need something

definitely cares a lot about his family (as seen by his connection with his grandmother) but he treats his friends as family too

for him, his friends’ success feel like an extension of his own and that’s why he’s so proud of his underclassmen

kita is also one who definitely treasures emotional connections. even if you were a friend from kindergarten, he’ll still remember you 

cancers are very nostalgic people and kita is definitely one. he still keeps his volleyball jersey from high school. likes to share those ‘one year ago today’ photos on social media too

kita’s love for routine i feel is very connected to how cancers like experiences that are familiar. they very much value doing things that are comforting and routines are part of that

he’s very much a homebody too and does like to have guests come in and to cook for them

also the kind of person who brings alcohol and hand sanitizer wherever just in case the team goes out to eat someplace

very much an intuitive person. he’s quite good at predicting things like when atsumu’s about to get sick or what osamu feels like eating that day

overall the best mom friend

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[seancekitsch]

Intended: Chapter 2

warnings: none i think??? talks abt betrothals and gender roles, canon witcherverse stuff

You arrive at the gates, half starved and littered in cuts and bruises. You cling to the dagger like it is the one thing keeping you alive. Foolishly, you had not rolled up the bed roll and taken it with you, so now your back bends at an odd angle filled with exhaustion and discomfort. After a stern conversation with the guards at the gates, the people of Brugge welcome you in. Lady Venzlav, the widowed sister of the queen, taking you in like an adoptive grown daughter. First thing she does is give you a much needed bath. She gives you new dresses, ones that go to the floor and do not show off your riding boots, ones that are suitable of a lady of the court and not of a vagabond or a traveler. You get new plaits in your hair gifts of jewelry from men at court to replace what you lost and as an attempt at flattery or courtship. For all intents and purposes, you return to your old life. Only, it's not. Your family, your home; it's all gone. You struggle to find new friends, a new place in the court despite Lady Venzlav’s encouragement and the welcoming of everyone else. But there is a twinge of pity in their eyes, and you feel it when your back is turned, you feel it licking at your back like the flames that Cahir- stop. You are safe. You are in Brugge; You can reinvent yourself as a Bruggian. You can forget the knight and the week in the woods.

Exactly a month and six days later, you find yourself waking from your fifth dream of the night in the black armor and his soft smile that used to make you swoon. These dreams are bittersweet, reminding you of the future that could have been, what you almost had. But they also stir up his lies. Cahir had looked you in the eye, kissed you, laid beside you and held you in his arms all while lying to him. He kidnapped you, but somewhere deep down you knew it wasn't meant like that. You know that every time you practice in your chambers, swinging clumsily with the dagger, sloppy movements in the mirror alerting you to all of your inadequacies. It reminds you of what else he could have taught you.

Lady Venzlav is a nice woman, if not set in her ways. She encourages the book reading, the writing, all of which you always loved. She encourages music and dancing, which are fine. But it’s the scripture and the belief of a woman’s place that tend to upset you. She believes you should be a good and dutiful wife, demure and obedient once you are betrothed to a suitor. She proactively considers you betrothed in her mind, and has been watching you closely. Had she known there was a dagger concealed in your stays when you had entered through the gates, especially a Nilfgaardian dagger, she would have had it destroyed. This was your big secret, one you were sure you'd be punished for if anyone were to catch you practicing combat with a weapon belonging to the enemy. The dagger feels heavy in your hand, it's a comforting heaviness, one that feels like safety and comfort. One that you can hardly bear to think about, for it reminds you of an embrace by a campfire. You're confident in your abilities, as clumsy and foolish as they might look. You had a good teacher, that you couldn't deny, and you know with practice you will only be better.

The dagger keeps your mind at bay. Your slashing and weaving in the mirror with a torn chemise and stays you kept hidden from Lady Venzlav making you feel strong and self sufficient like being on your own had made you feel. Lady Venzlav had been less than subtle about taking up your parents' mantle of having you married off sooner rather than later. Your status of a spinster did make you a questionable wildcard at court, and she already had several prospects for you. A small charity, she was going to let you pick from the possible suitors; all of them twenty years your senior, known for being womanizers or brutish, all abhorrent in their own special ways. Of course this is because you are an outsider. Although you may adopt the identity of being Bruggian, you are not, and you will not be afforded the luxury of a choice of Bruggian in your marriage prospects. Not that you mind better choices either, you intend to snub them all as you did the suitors in Cintra. Before your heart belonged to you alone, but now you fear you may have left it in the woods. You angrily throw the dagger to the ground, huffing at the thought of being resigned to the title of wife.

Cahir wanders alone. Heading slowly east, but mostly hoping to avoid any detection. He knows, should he be found to have failed his mission, to have failed to bring Cirilla back to Nilfgaard, makes him an enemy and a fugitive in his own right. He faces imprisonment, possibly execution, if he returns home. Truly, if he had just let the woman go, sent her to another kingdom or let her to her own devices, he might have been able to find Cirilla before she found herself with the witcher. He might have been able to succeed in the quest and been able to bring her to Nilfgaard, where he would have been rewarded and maybe even given a shiny medal or some other trinket that seems inconsequential now. But he knows that slim chance dried up like a stream in a drought, and now he walks in hopes of finding you, the one living soul on this continent that he would feel safe seeing, and even then you might run him through with that dagger when you see him. Cahir knows he would not blame you if you tried.

He had never, truly, intended you the harm or heartache he caused. He had realized the moment he entered Cintra that there was no good reason whatsoever a man like the emperor would want a little girl. Cahir always longed to be a knight, like the ones he would read about in legends and would play pretend as when he was a child. He wanted to be a hero, to help someone and be dashing and put his life on the line and return home with a hero's welcome where a nondescript beautiful lady would give him her favor and they'd fall in love, just like in the books. When he saw you, savage and hardy, the face of the woman he imagined as a child came into focus, features unblurred, sharpness set in. He knew he had to save you, even if he didn't fully realize what he was doing yet. He realizes the moment you leave that knighthood is no longer on his list of priorities. The moment he wakes up alone, his priorities in life become a humble one, wanting nothing but to be back by your side and to make you happy. Cahir is a realistic man, however, and knows traveling must be done by moonlight, and that if he is truly going to defect he must lose this armor somewhere along the way. He has been shunned from three towns he tried to search for you, and hopes none of them were where you were. There was one where he was able to work for a horse, and now saves his muscles riding. He has a good feeling about the next country over, about Brugge. This is where he heads now.

“Cahir, I mean to ask,” you start, a little nervous. What if he wasn't the man you knew him to be? The armor he wore did not reflect the gentle man he was. He nods, encouraging you to keep talking as he carves the fish he had caught earlier for dinner.

“Why don't you have the Nilfgaardian accent? You have the armor. You look the part, but you don't sound it.”

At your words, his posture straightens, a look of pride flashes across his eyes as he sets aside the fish to talk with his hands presumably.

“Ah,” he begins, “Beauty and extremely perceptive. That's because I’m not Nilfgaardian. I’m from Vicovaro.”

“Isn't that one of the Nilfgaardian vassals?”

“Yes, but it is also so much more.”

You can tell that this is a point of pride for him in the way he can't hide a smile, and the way his hands are already gesturing before his thoughts are fully out of his mouth. You fiddle absently with the hem of your skirts as he tells you of the beautiful sunny shores, the memories of the sun tanning his skin as a child, the magnificent sprawling schools, the beautiful ancient castles and lush greenery.  He’s proud of his mother’s homeland and to bear her name along with his own. There is a difference between Vicovaro and Nilfgaard, how silly you were to not know it before.

“Vicovaro,” you repeat, tasting his home on your tongue. You'd only known Cintra, though you know you weren't a born Cintran. The cold and wind didn't suit you, often spending the winter months hiding indoors by a fire and writing away in your journals.

“Maybe one day I can take you there,” he offers, truly meaning it.  You scoot closer to him, curling your fingers around his palm and bringing it to your lap.

“We could make it home,” you say, equally truly meaning it, “I’d follow you anywhere, Cahir.”

You lean in for a kiss.

Lady Venzlav’s screaming in the hall outside your chambers snaps you out of your memory. You scramble to hide the dagger back in your stays as her voice gets closer and what she says becomes more clear.

“It’s the army! The Nilfgaardian army, they’re riding to the gates!”

Again? Again you must flee from this army? Again you must watch your home and all of your belongings burn around you. Not this time, you resolve, you will not go down without a fight. There's no knight to kidnap you and spare you from whatever fate you face and that's how you want it. You tighten the laces on your boot and move across the room to fling the door open to find the lady your mentor.

“Nilfgaard is here? At the gates? We must fight!” you exclaim, head swiveling in search of anything to rip off the walls to help arm other women of the court if you were to need it.

“We must hide,” the older woman counters, no doubt remembering the sacking of Cintra, no doubt remembering the friends she lost. You decided it best not to tell her of the knight that helped you from the flames and the letter opener you’d swung screaming like a banshee and his gentle care in guiding you from peril, despite how you hope you'd never see him again, nor do you care what his fate might be.

“If hiding does not work, we need to have a choice,” you spit with finality, the scar on your collarbone looking garish in the torch light and reminding the good Lady Venslav of what you’d seen. She nods solemnly and goes further down the hall, no doubt to alert the other ladies of what they must do.

You, however, run to the window of the staircase at the end of the hall, the only one that gives you a view of the gate. There is exactly one knight on one dark horse making his way to the gate. Nilfgaard would never send just one soldier, you think, they are not in the business of parlay or envoys before an attack.  It has to be a trick, a trap, a diversion, but why? It's not any of those things, it dawns on you, and your heart lurches into your stomach. It’s him.

You descend down the stairs in a fury, blindly pushing past guards and other nobles on your way to any level that will grant you access and force your way through until you reach the servants kitchen. There's always an exit in the servants kitchen. You untuck the dagger and hold it tightly in your hand, like a lifeforce in its own as you push through the heavy door that leads to the grounds. The grass is muddy, no doubt from the cold misty rain of the evening, and your boots sink slightly, slowing down your hellpath to the knight.

He immediately spots you, skirts flowing and the same ethereal anger following you as the night he met you and the night he lost you. He halts his horse and waits for you, a smile gracing tight lips despite the snarl he sees on your own face. You stop several feet away from him, the man you visit every night in your dreams but  haunts your waking thoughts.

“Cahir Mawr Dyffryn aep Ceallach,” you address him with his full name, commanding attention you've already won.

“At your command, my lady.”

#cahir the witcher x reader #cahir x reader #my work

[lnarizakis]

my name is... (part 6) | a. keiji

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part 6 | akaashi keiji x f! reader

… One day, just two weeks before Spring Interhigh Nationals, the switching stopped.

All of the memories of (Y/N): her beautiful face, her messy room, her wonderful friendships with Nishinoya and Hinata, and everything about her faded away from Keiji’s mind. All of the memories of Keiji: his piercing gaze, his eyes (oh, his eyes), the beautiful bond he had with his volleyball team, and all that (Y/N) knew of him vanished from her memories. The remnants of what they had remembered lingered as a tiny shadow that persisted to stay.

Eventually, in a week, they forgot everything about each other. All that had remained was that once, in some crazy fever dream they had, it seemed they had switched bodies. They did not question the reality of the situation because there was nothing to question; they had forgotten all they had wanted to question.

A few days before Spring Interhigh Nationals they moved on with their own ways. (Y/N) unconditionally supported the Karasuno High Volleyball Club in their endeavors and their crazy-good first years, and Keiji practiced non-stop with the ace, trying to perfect their plays and to memorize all of Bokuto’s weaknesses that would prove useful during games.

—

Picture this: it was two days before Nationals, and (Y/N) was sitting in her room all alone, deciphering the strange picture of a boy her age she had drawn some time back. She was scavenging the deepest parts of her memories, only to come up with nothing except for the embarrassing memory several months ago where before a volleyball game she came to watch, she tapped the shoulder of a boy, only to come face-to-face with a sleepy-eyed boy with his radish-haired friend some steps in front of him. The two taunted that she went to the same school as “the King,” and that they would remain the victors of their game (Their school lost, by the way. It’s rumored that they’ve never gone to Nationals before, despite being super good.).

(Y/N) lied back down on her bed, flustered. She stared up at the ceiling, and grew extremely bored of the long days of winter break. The boredom ceased, as her phone rang. It was Nishinoya Yuu.

“Oh! (Y/N)! You picked up!”

His excited voice rang through her ears like a happy child’s song.

“Of course I did, Yuu. Why’d you call?”

Silence. Then, a long inhale.

“(Y/N)! Nationals are in a few days! I’m really excited and I want you to come! You always attend all of our games and it always makes me excited to see you in the stands cheering me and my team on! Will I see you there? At Nationals, I mean.”

She laughed. Oh, this boy. (Y/N) looked at the luggage she had prepared a couple days in advance.

“I’ve already packed my bags. You better win all the games, Yuu. I don’t want to see you guys come all the way out in Tokyo just for you to lose your first game.”

This time, Yuu laughed, then exclaimed, “(Y/N), you always tell the best jokes! You know we’re gonna win all the games. Don’t doubt it!”

She smiled. She was very excited, and something deep within her seemed to be expecting something. She was waiting for something. (Y/N) was waiting to see… something. She didn’t know what.

(Y/N) decided to keep the conversation flowing by asking Yuu, “So what other schools are we gonna see there? Who’s gonna get obliterated by the hands of Karasuno’s volleyball club?”

Yuu laughed heartily. He thought for a moment, then replied, “Let’s see, we got Nekoma… and Inarizaki… and Itachiyama… and Kamomedai… and Fukurodani…”

He trailed on. Their phone call lasted some couple of hours, and ended with an abrupt bark from Tanaka-san on the other end, telling Yuu to go practice volleyball with him outside. And so they hung up.

(Y/N) looked up at the ceiling once more. She was excited. Very excited. She couldn’t wait… to see Karasuno win. Yes, that was definitely what she was extremely excited for, and that was totally what was getting her heart racing.

—

The Tokyo Metropolitan Gymnasium was bustling with life. It was loud in every corner of every room, and excitement was buzzing like electricity throughout the air. Shirts were sold, pictures were taken, music was played. The exclaims of “Oh, I’m so nervous!” and “Ah, I can’t wait!” were heard throughout the crowds. The opening ceremony was about to begin.

(Y/N), decked out in whatever she could find that could show at least some support of Karasuno’s volleyball club, weaved through the crowd to find her friends before she seated herself high up to watch the ceremony. She wanted to wish Yuu and Hinata good luck.

Soon enough, she found them, with their black and orange uniforms, some of them teeming with excitement and others trembling in anxiety. (Y/N) ran over to them, calling out their names.

“Yuu! Hinata-kun!”

The two boys turned around, and their faces lit up in excitement. The girl began talking with Yuu first, handing him a good luck charm, and relieving him of his hidden nervousness. He was more overly confident, but he was very excited to see her. She then gravitated towards Hinata, who was currently in a very expressive conversation with two other players from a different school. One of them chuckled as he relished in the praise brought to him by Hinata, whom that guy called his “disciple.”

Behind him was another boy who seemed to be more reserved, but called out to Hinata, telling him that it was okay to tell “Bokuto-san” if he’s wrong. That reserved, quiet boy seemed familiar, but she swears she has never seen him before in her life. The two made eye contact, but they immediately looked away, knowing that it was a little awkward for the both of them, as they had never met before.

Her heart started racing.

An announcement suddenly rang out from the lobby they were currently in, saying that the opening ceremony would start in five minutes and that each team should line up by jersey number order, with the captain leading the line. This caused a greater commotion, and some people to get lost in the crowd. (Y/N) was one of these people, as she tried to make her way back to Karasuno’s cheering section. She once again weaved through the crowd, apologizing to people she accidentally bumped into, and would make awkward eye contact with others.

The quiet, reserved boy with curly black hair and blue eyes also got lost in the crowd. He tried to make his way to his team, but the crowd interfered with his intention. He and the girl made awkward eye contact once again, hoping they would not bump into each other as they passed by in the large crowd.

Something sparked within his heart, as he turned around swiftly and tapped her shoulder.

“Excuse me…”

She turned around. It seemed like time stopped for the two of them as they stared into each other’s eyes and the crowd continued to pass by them.

He asked her, “Have we met before?”

She smiled.

“I thought so too.”

They walked closer to each other so they would not get lost in the sea of people around them. They faced each other, with a growing smile on both of their faces.

Shyly, as he played with his fingers, he asked, “Well, then, what’s your name?”

“My name is…”

—

thank you for reading! i am so happy with all of the positive feedback this fic received. thank you guys for everything! I hope you enjoy this last part! if u guys have questions abt the fic/plot, please let me know so i can answer them! 

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! x reader #akaashi keiji #akaashi keiji x reader #haikyuuwritersnet #cadekagi

[suhlut]

⭐️ starstruck | wooseok x reader

◆ pairing kim wooseok x reader

◆ genre fluff, smut, (angst.. maybe?)

◆ warnings tiny age gap! like by a year.

◆ a/n i am thinking abt making this into a series because i really do love this idea! but please let me know what y’all think. i’ve had this in my head for awhile just thinking about this sort of thing. i rly wanted to give this sort of request to someone but then i just started writing !! i rly love it a lot actually.

◆ inspired by the weekly idol episode that included gfriend, twice, got7 & btob. if you haven’t seen it ! go watch it, it’s worth it. there’s also other episodes where groups are on together but this one is my fave !

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to say you were excited would be an understatement, your group had just made their debut and here you are making your variety show debut but it was a rookie / sunbae special so it meant you’d be in the same room with those that you look up to, in particular, your favorite boy group x1 were taking part but you had heard that it was only the hyung line that was appearing. this caused your stomach to fill with butterflies because you really did look up to them, especially kim wooseok, you had been a fan of his for a long time even in his up10tion days and of course your band mates knew this so they wouldn’t let it go, making kissy noises at you since you arrived on set.

you were sitting in the styling chair, as your stylist made last minute details to your make up, applying a soft rose colour onto the apples of your cheeks and the bridge of your nose as you were the maknae of your group, your look was overall innocent as you were styled wearing a white cotton off the shoulder dress that stopped just slightly above your thighs, you really liked the dressing up part because your stylists did such a good job. once she was done with you, you relaxed into the seat deciding to take a few moments for yourself, “girls!” your manager yelled interrupting your thoughts, “please go over the talents that you’ll be showing today and make sure that each of you are showing your best abilities. this appearance can do a lot for you, seeing as you’ve just debuted. y/n, your acoustic guitar is here if you want to do that cover you spoke about.” you smiled brightly as he remembered your request, nodding, a part of you grateful that your manager really did act like a big brother, taking care of each of you incredibly well, you looked over at the girls who nodded enthusiastically at you agreeing about the cover, “that’s a great idea y/n! maybe we could do some dance covers and just share some funny stories about the dorm?” you nodded softly, “that’s a great idea, f/n-unnie!” you smiled before looking into the mirror, applying more lip tint as you waited for the alert to head to the set, the butterflies never ceased to die down. taking out your phone, noticing the notification from x1members official twitter account, smiling very big noticing it was a post from wooseok, trying your best to hide the blush that was clearly forming on your cheeks, “wow...” you accidentally blurted out causing your band mates to clamber to see your phone but you just ran from them, “it’s nothing!!!!!” you giggled, hiding your phone. “she was probably just staring at wooseok-sunbae, look at her cheeks! it’s clear!” one of them remarked, smiling, “shush! he could hear you!”

— wooseok pov —

it had already been a long day and it was only 9am but with prerecordings that they had to do at music shows and interviews, they were finally at their last schedule of the day which wooseok was so grateful for, he was excited to spend the rest of the day with his members. they made their way through backstage to get to their dressing room, but then the mention of his name caught not only his attention but the rest of his members’ too, they slowed down their pace and peaked into one of the rooms noticing one of the recent rookie girl groups, “she was probably staring at wooseok-sunbae!!!! look at her cheeks!” wooseok darted his eyes over to the girl they were cornering, his heart tightened at the sight of this petite girl whose cheeks were as bright as fresh strawberries, he smirked a little as he took in all of her features, “cute..” he muttered to himself before he was interrupted by her cherublike voice, “shush! he could hear you!” at that moment, wooseok heard a chuckle from behind presumably seungyoun, he shook his head a bit with his smirk still present before making their way to the changing room, settling into his seat as the stylist began their work applying light brown eyeshadow, making sure to blend it carefully, wooseok took this time to look up the girl from before on his phone, smiling as he read over her profile, “y/l/n y/n... you’re so cute...” he sighed softly before scrolling down, his eyes growing in size noticing that you had once stated he was your idol, this really made him feel like he was on cloud nine and he didn’t know how to hide how pleased he indeed was other than letting out a small laugh, smiling to himself, “you’re driving me crazy.. y/n.”

— an hour later / y/n pov —

“all artists! please make your way to the set, thank you!”

you had thought that by now your butterflies would’ve died down but no, they only grew in size if that even made sense, you rubbed your hands together before feeling your leader take your hand in hers, whispering that it will be okay, she knew how nervous you get in these situations especially since you had spoke to her about the fact you didn’t know how you were supposed to act cool in front of your idol, but you shook the thoughts away and smiled at her, making your way towards the set.

— wooseok pov —

the minute the alert was made known, wooseok jumped at the chance to get out of the dressing room, just as he did, he spotted the way you were tightly hand in hand with your member, ‘is everything she does so cute?’ he thought to himself, slowly walking behind you but, every so often peaking at you to see your soft doll like features, noticing how plump your lips were, he smiled to himself feeling himself grow fond of her by the second. as he reached the set, along with his members, he bowed to them and trailed his eyes up and down your body, stopping on your eyes as they locked for a moment before you hurriedly looked away, he noticed how bright red your cheeks got in that moment and it would be a lie if he said he didn’t like that sight. seungwoo decided to make a move, introducing himself to their leader which made things easier for wooseok as he stayed beside his friend, smiling at them before levelling his eyes onto the petite girl that was occupying his thoughts; y/n, he noticed that you wouldn’t look up so he moved over a bit so he was in front of you, his smile never wavering as he looked right at you, taking in your sweet scent that he recognised as a strong cherry flavour.

— y/n pov —

you couldn’t believe it. han seungwoo has just spoken to your group, and your leader who was always so kind and there wasn’t a shy bone in her body had no trouble conversing back with him, but it didn’t even take a moment to register but you definitely noticed wooseok was standing close to his leader, and as much as you desperately wanted to you just couldn’t bring yourself to make eye contact with him, especially after the way ripped your attention from him moments ago out of shyness, so you just kept your head down, not even a second later you felt a presence in front of you and noticed feet just in front of your own, you couldn’t help your curiosity so in a slow action, you tilted your head, meeting eyes with him, your idol, kim wooseok, a small shy smile forming as you gazed into his eyes, ‘he is beyond anything i ever dreamed of.... he is ... beautiful.’ a dreamy sigh left your lips, your eyes widening upon realising your actions, watching as he opened his mouth to speak, “it’s time to line up! when i call your group name, come forward!” wooseok sighed heavily looking at you once more before turning to face the pd as he went through the groups, your heart racing as your group and x1 were left meaning that you were indeed paired up together, your band mates couldn’t help but make kissy noises at you when you all took your spots beside x1, noticing that you were right beside wooseok, you took this time to look up at him and bow, your band mates following you. he smiled at you, returning the bow causing you to lift your hands waving for him to stop because you couldn’t believe your idol was doing that for you. a few minutes had passed as you stood and listened to the pd go on about health, your smile never leaving your face and safety, then you felt a hot breathe against your ear, followed by a whisper, “you look pretty when you smile by the way.” your heart felt like it grew in size, recognising the voice it belonged to before looking to your side and seeing two beautiful deep brown eyes stare back into yours, wooseok smiled at you, you could feel your cheeks burn as your mouth opened a bit trying your best to understand exactly what just happened, ‘kim wooseok just complimented ME!!!!!! what!!!!!!! he must be mistaken’ you lifted your hands once again waving them to disagree with him, but stopping when you noticed the way his eyebrows furrowed, “you are, y/n-ah.” he spoke low, his finger tracing little shapes on the front of your hand that stayed by your side, you were incredibly thankful that you both were at the back. you softly smiled up at him, “y-you too.” you whispered back, taking the chance to compliment your idol, seeing the way he raised his eyebrows and a smile grew on his face made your actions feel worth it, clasping your hands together returning your attention to the pd. ‘he’s so... perfect. but why is he looking at me?’ you thought. ‘she’s so perfect... i’m going crazy.’ wooseok thought to himself, still looking at you.

#kim wooseok imagines #x1 imagines #wooseok imagines #x1 fluff #kim wooseok fluff #wooseok fluff #wooseok angst #wooseok smut #kim wooseok smut #kim wooseok angst

[patchofsunlight]

Ah okay well I suppose I don’t need to stay anonymous anymore so hii

But thank you I really appreciate that 🥺

Okok I’m gonna work on some hw and then eat and watch it!! I’m soo excited!!

He seems like a really interesting and complex character. Hehe now I wanna learn more abt him like why he’s the way he is and does the stuff he does. Ah I gotchu ;)

Aw lmao I didn’t even finish season 1 oop- hehe I’ll watch it until season 7 😂 thank you for all the tv show recommendations. I’ve been trying to find stuff to watch after finishing atla like 5 months ago. I keep rewatching it lmaoo

AW NO WORRIES ILYT ☺️❤️❤️

I honestly don’t know why my mind loved to create dreams like that. I’m so glad I forgot too cause idk how Id fall back asleep after that

Omg I had soo much funn! 🥰🥰 Sorry I had to leave I had to get ready for my vocal lessons lol. When we were imposters I vented into security right in front of brown but I guess they had cameras pulled up on their screen and just didn’t see me but I thought I got caught lmaoo. And then I killed someone and accidentally self reported but I was so glad no one suspected anything 😂 -🌙

HEY BABY 🥰🥰🥰🥰 can i keep on calling you moonie the nickname grew on me

IM EXCITED TOO!!! TELL ME EVERYTHING i say that every time i’m sorry but i want to KNOW also feel free to message me if you want so we can talk about it 😚😚 hehe

HE’S AN AMAZING CHARACTER!!!!!!! but i might be biased because i had decided i was gonna love him even before i started watching LMAOOOO and NDJWISKWKZJ I SAW IT I SAW YOU SENT ME THE ASK OH HONEY YOUVE GOT A BIG STORM COMING i’m kinda busy now and bakugou needs my entire attention so i’ll write it later

YES AMAZING then tell me about it okay i LOVE when people watch stuff that i like lmao fnekcowkxjwos and okay like. same after i finished atla i just IMMEDIATELY rewatched it it’s so fucking good

bro??? idk either please remember to take care of yourself because stress causes nightmares!!!!!! your health comes first!!!! even before your crazy assignments!!!

that’s fine i had to leave later for the exact same reason LMAOOO LOVE TO SEE IT singing pals

NFJWIZKWK YES YOU WERE SUCH A GOOD IMPOSTOR MOONIE CONGRATS YOURE AMAZING!!! we have to play together again sometime!!!!!

#nina answers #ray-ofmoonlight #MOONIE ✨🥰 #that’s your tag now do you like it #NFJWOXKWKZKW

[bravadoseries]

tell us about your braudrey wasteland baby analysis

this ended up being long and angsty i am sorry . if u want i can analyze songs from his other album in a happier way to even it out lol

“nfwmb”: 

“when i first saw you / the end was soon” - audrey and bruce met on the helicarrier and i think when they fought in new york they both knew they might not come out of it.  audrey was inexperienced and way out of her depth, bruce was really against turning back into the hulk again.  

“Give your heart and soul to charity / ‘Cause the rest of you, the best of you / Honey, belongs to me” - they both give parts of themselves away for the greater good and feel most human with each other

“Nothing fucks with my baby / Nothing can get a look in on my baby / Nothing fucks with my baby / Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing” - when hozier wrote this song everyone thought it was about how nothing fucks with his baby because he protects her but he said actually nobody fucks with her because she’s extraordinarily powerful and scary.  i think both of these apply to braudrey—nobody fucks with bruce because audrey protects him, and nobody fucks with the hulk because he’s giant and terrifying 

“moment’s silence (common tongue)” 

“When stunted hand earns place with man by mere monstrosity / Alarms are struck and shore is shook by sheer atrocity / A cure I know that soothes the soul, does so impossibly” - this is related to an upcoming ~chapter~ lol but basically audrey and bruce go on a retreat upstate that’s supposed to give him the opportunity to hulk out and like scare some squirrels in the woods but while they’re there, audrey and the hulk become good friends ? and so that’s why she’s able to reason with bruce when he turns

“almost (sweet music)” 

i would place this one as post aou when audrey thinks bruce is dead.  

“i’m almost me again, she’s almost you” - after a bit, she starts dating again but she’s still very much grieving and hung up on him 

“i wouldn’t know where to start / sweet music playin’ in the dark / be still my foolish heart / don’t ruin this on me” - audrey becomes good friends with wanda and pietro after age of ultron and they haven’t been around long but they ask her to talk about it because she sits in her room playing the same song every day and crying and they’re like … ?

“I got some colour back, she thinks so, too / I laugh like me again, she laughs like you” - i think this is just audrey letting herself be close to people again. it’s not the same but it’s not so lonely

“movement”

“I still watch you when you're groovin’” so this song i think is about like someone dancing and being really seductive and sexy but this reminds me of bruce watching audrey dancing really terribly w tony at every avengers function.  audrey literally cannot dance for shit and it’s endearing to bruce 

“When you move / I can recall somethin' that's gone from me / When you move / Honey, I'm put in awe of somethin' so flawed and free” - i think bruce gets kind of fixated on watching audrey spar and fight; like partially because it’s hot but also because he sees her as very powerful and finds it magnetizing 

“no plan” 

i’m gonna go ahead and place this as ragnarok/infinity war 

“for starts / what a waste to say the heart could feel apart / or feel complete, baby” - audrey and bruce reunite on sakaar and it’s a very emotional scene; it’s a waste to say the heart could feel apart because she knows she’s not less without him but there’s this understanding, this thing that’s been off that’s finally righted when they’re back together

“My heart is thrilled by the still of your hand / That's how I know now that you understand” - this applies to a very specific moment in ragnarok before they go to fight hela where audrey puts her hand over bruce’s and he looks at her and she’s unable to tell him that if they die right now she loves him but he knows anyway

“There's no plan / There's no race to be run / The harder the rain, honey, the sweeter the sun / There's no plan / There's no kingdom to come / I’ll be your man if you got love to get done / Sit in and watch the sunlight fade / Honey, enjoy, it's gettin' late / There's no plan / There's no hand on the rein / As Mack explained, there will be darkness again” - so this is all very apocalyptic and not to flex but i was at a concert and hozier talked about this line and how the whole song was written about the doomsday clock and a time when it was closer to zero than ever; it’s a song about throwing caution into the wind at the end of the world and i think that’s fitting.  there’s a period where audrey realizes that they’re not gonna beat thanos, and that the snap is gonna happen, and she takes a breath and notices everything around her and just thinks about how she’s lucky to have had it at all.  

“nobody”

“You know when it's twelve o'clock in Soho, baby / It's gin o'clock where I'll wake up, I don't know / And I think about you though everywhere I go / And I've done everything and I've been everywhere, you know” - this just reminds me of when audrey is away on missions and bruce is still at the base; she’s been everywhere in the world because she’s been alive for so long and she’s been around for a lot; the one thing she’s most grateful for her lifetime to have coincided with though is bruce 

 “i’ve had no love like your love / from nobody” - this is just them lol they understand each other on another level

“I'd be appalled if I saw you ever try to be a saint / I wouldn't fall for someone I thought couldn't misbehave” - this is audrey 2 bruce … she would be appalled if he ever tried to get rid of the hulk for good; i think that it’s such a significant part of how they see and understand each other 

“If I had the choice between hearing either noise: The excitement of a thousand or the soothing of your voice / At first chance, I'd take the bed warmed by the body” - they just choose each other.  they choose to be with each other.  this reminds me of the “give your heart and soul to charity” line in nfwmb because it’s like if they had to be heroes without each other they wouldn’t be happy 

“as it was” 

there’s a conversation bruce and audrey have at the safehouse in age of ultron where bruce is saying he doesn’t feel the same since wanda fucked with his head bc of the vision he had, and he’s worried abt whether or not audrey can continue to care for him when the chaos the hulk created wasn’t for any good or if she’s changed her mind and she has to assure him that she hasn’t; there are a lot of lines from this song that remind me of that

-“whatever’s here that’s left of me / is yours just as it was”

-“Just as it was, baby / Before the otherness came / And I knew its name / The drug, the dark, / The light, the flame” 

-“its holds had the fight of my baby / and the lights were s bright as my baby / but your love was unmoved”

-“the sights were as stark as my baby / and the cold cut as sharp as my baby / and the nights were as dark as my baby / half as beautiful, too” (unrelated sidenote but this line gives me chills always)

then the second verse of this reminds me of audrey and bruce in ragnarok: 

“Tell me if somehow Some of it remains How long you would wait for me How long I've been away The shape that I'm in now Your shape in the doorway Make your good love known to me Or just tell me about your day”

“shrike” 

so audrey has a really really hard time saying i love you after bruce leaves at the end of aou, to anyone—she says it to steve maybe once, but she can’t say it besides that one time, and it’s part of why she’s so torn up about peggy dying because she didn’t tell her she loved her enough in the months leading up to her death.  

but also, when bruce comes back, audrey still can’t muster up the ability to say them out loud, and so at the end of infinity war, she’s left without telling any of the people she loves that she loves them.  when she comes back in endgame, she’s able to overcome that to tell them.  this song reminds me of that 

“I couldn't utter my love when it counted / Ah, but I'm singing like a bird 'bout it now” - this is when she comes back

“The words hung above / But never would form / Like a cry at the final breath that is drawn / Remember me love when I'm reborn / As the shrike to your sharp / And glorious thorn” - this is both; she couldn’t say it, but she’s “reborn” during endgame and she realizes that the worst has already happened countless times; there’s nothing else to be afraid of that she hasn’t survived

“Then when I met you, my virtues uncounted / All of my goodness is going with you now” - this is just audrey when bruce leaves

“talk” 

ok this entire song is just both audrey and bruce when they like each other but don’t wanna say anything about it.  

I'd be the voice that urged Orpheus When her body was found Hey yeah I'd be the choiceless hope in grief That drove him underground Hey yeah I'd be the dreadful need in the devotee That made him turn around Hey yeah And I'd be the immediate forgiveness In Eurydice Imagine being loved by me

I won't deny I've got in my mind now (Hey, yeah) All the things I would do So I try to talk refined For fear that you find out (Hey, yeah) How I'm imagining you

I'd be the last shred of truth In the lost myth of true love Hey yeah I'd be the sweet feeling of release Mankind now dreams of Hey yeah That's found in the last witness before the wave hits Marvelling at God Hey yeah Before he feels alone one final time And marries the sea Imagine being loved by me

“dinner & diatribes” 

i think…..this doesn’t match up exactly but the new year’s eve chapter…..Yeah

“Let there be damage ensued and tabloid news / And that kind of love / That's the kinda love / I’ve been dreaming of”

“would that i” 

okay buckle up this one is a lot

“True that love in withdrawal was the weeping of me / That the sound of the saw must be known by the tree / Must be felled for to fight the cold / I fretted fire but that was long ago” ok this i think is bruce’s perspective; love in withdrawal was the weeping of me = the isolation he put himself in following becoming the hulk was a very bad spot for him even though it was safest.  the sound of the saw must be known by the tree = gotta risk it for the biscuit! must be felled for to fight the cold / i fretted fire but that was long ago = i used to be afraid but now i’m not; it’s worth the risk 

“Oh, but you're good to me / Oh, you're good to me / Oh, but you're good to me, baby” bruce is just continually confused and surprised by the fact that audrey isn’t scared of him 

“With each love I cut loose I was never the same / Watching still living roots be consumed by the flame / I was fixed on your hand of gold / Laying waste to my loving long ago” 

-with each love i cut loose i was never the same = bruce has cut off everyone he’s been close to since the hulk happened and he’s not the same when he’s alone; he thinks he can make it by himself and he probably can but he doesn’t have to

-i was fixed on your hand of gold / laying waste to my loving long ago = this is actually nice bc the gold imagery specifically matches up with what audrey’s powers are, and so there’s that connection to be made 

“And it's not tonight / Where I'm set alight / And I blink in sight / Your blinding light” this also just matches up really nicely w audrey’s powers lol

“sunlight” 

“I had been lost to you, sunlight / And flew like a moth to you, sunlight / Oh your love is sunlight” i think this would be bruce after age of ultron ? he’s been lost to audrey, but when he sees her he gravitates back toward her immediately; he sees her love as sunlight

“the tale is the same / told before and told again /  soul that's born in cold and rain / knows sunlight, sunlight, sunlight” - bruce is the soul that’s born in cold and rain and audrey is sunlight

“Each day you rise with me / Know that I would gladly be / The Icarus to your certainty” - i think he’s just devoted to her 

“wasteland, baby” 

okay going line by line for this one lol buckle up!

“All the fear and fire of the end of the world / Happens each time a boy falls in love with a girl” - when they’re fighting thanos audrey is actually reminded of bruce; how losing him felt like the world ending, now it’s for real

“Happens great, happens sweet / Happily, I'm unfazed here, too” - when audrey goes at the end of infinity war, she goes smiling 

“Wasteland, baby / I’m in love, I'm in love with you” - they just love each other

“All the things yet to come are the things that have passed / Like the holding of hands, like the breaking of glass / Like the bonfire that burns / That all words in the fight fell to” - everything that has happened has led them to this moment; loki, ultron, hydra, etc. without that they wouldn’t have each other, but they also probably wouldn’t be dealing with this mess.  it’s not good or bad, it’s just the way things went.  

“Wasteland, baby / I’m in love, I'm in love with you”

“And I love too, that love soon might end / Be known in its aching / Shown in the shaking / Lately of my wasteland, baby” - they know it’s over before it’s over; they can tell what’s going to happen before it happens, and they’re just paralyzed in that moment 

“Be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking / Though quaking, though crazy / That's just wasteland, baby” - when audrey goes bruce pleads with her to stay

“And that day that we'll watch the death of the sun / To the cloud and the cold and those jeans you have on / And you'll gaze unafraid as they sob from the city roofs” - in the years after the snap, bruce has the most vivid dream almost every night where audrey’s . like . ghost comes to him and takes him to the top of a hill and they watch the world end around them.  it’s terrible and every time he wakes up he misses it.  

“When the stench of the sea and the absence of green” - ok lol this just reminds me of how the hulk wouldn’t come fight at the end of infinity war 

“Are the death of all things that are seen and unseen / Are an end but the start of all things that are left to do” - the world ends; half of everything is dead; but they’re still left.  bruce and steve and everyone have to go on living still.  

“Wasteland, baby / I'm in love, I'm in love with you / (That's it)” - this abruptness just reminds me a lot of the snap; that’s it.  there’s no going back.  

[yellowjckets]

What's ur fave thing about your fave show?

I MADE THIS IN OCTOBER AND LEFT IT IN MY DRAFTS OOPS stuff has changed & i added some stuff to this list but

a list of (some of) the best things in six bc i would die for this show (myth is my fave show but six is my fave actually RUNNING n current hyperfixation lmao)

also if u want audios u KNOW i have those

the REAL best thing abt six is that it’s full of references to other theatre n pop culture but also like …… it’s super self aware n doesn’t take itself too seriously when it does

as of the new run the band have costumes and it’s SICK

the lighting ???? holy shit. also the way the lights creep up on the beats into no way ... powerfuk

JOAN ON THE KEYS (cue greensleeves)

“the only one he truly loved”“RUDE”

the way aimie RUNS forward with “PRICK UP YOUR EARS” it’s SO funny i’d die for her

YOU SAY IT’S A PITY CAUSE QUOTING LEVITICUS I’LL END UP KIDDILESS ALL MY LIFE tht line just goes so hard okay

oh, you don’t remember? (daughters are so easy to forget!)

every single pop culture reference bc it’s the RIGHT amount of self aware n hilarious ………. 

i only found out what the pret joke means like YESTERDAY but im actually including it bc if you know You Know (it’s in don’t lose ur head)

every single harmony

anne’s little heel click dance in don’t lose ur head…. it’s so cute millie o’connell i would die for u

GREW UP IN THE FRENCH COURT OUI OUI BONJOUR (esp the way millie says it… also her delivery of like EVERY line)

how hard everyone goes on “WHAT WAS SHE MEANT TO DO” (they WILL scream in ur face)

“everybody chill it’s totes god’s will” 

everyone making fun of jane seymour just Because (bonus shoutout to the suddenly seymour joke they threw in) 

WOW YEAH WHAT A STRESSFUL SITUATION THAT NEVER HAPPENED (which has since been cut. pour one out)

“what hurts more than a broken heart?” “a severed head”

“he had to……adjust his location settings, if you will”

HANS ……… h o l b e i n …………..

HAUS OF HOLBEIN …… neon glow rave fever dream 

IGNORE THE FEAR AND YOU’LL BE FINE WE’LL TURN THIS VIER INTO A NINE

YOUUUUUUUR HIGHNESS YOUR HIGHNESS YOUR HIGHNESS !!! 

the airhorn in haus of holbein ………. it makes me lose my shit every time

AH, HENRY THE EIGHTH AND HIS FAMOUS FOUR WIVES

“….. woof”

millie being the footman in get down (& how FUNNY her & aimie are on the “some boys make an advance” line just. please watch them)

OKAY LADIES LET’S GET IN REFORMATION

NO ONE TELLS ME I NEED A RICH MAN DOING MY THING IN MY PALACE IN RICHMOND

“oh yeah, the least RELEVANT catherine!”

“dying of natural causes? WHEN WILL JUSTICE BE SERVED!!!”

all you wanna do is my personal fave song but it does go very very hard n i would say…. it’s MUCH MUCH better live than on the cast recording esp re: line delivery

aimie screams some of her lines in all you wanna do n every time i’ve seen her (i’ve seen grace as k howard too!) she literally CRIES …. fuck me up

i could make an entire post just abt aimie and k howard but we aren’t abt to do that …..

the staging of all you wanna do just ….. it’s a LOT okay

tall. large. henrytheeighth 

“oh my god, me too! nice NECK, by the way!” (cue anne boleyn and katherine howard high fiving each other)

catherine moral high ground parr (also a cut line pour one out)

“tudor womanhood. would recommend”

gold star for cathy parr ?????

the dancing in six MIRRORING the dancing in ex wives ... also the dancing in aragon’s part is the same as no way but the dancing in howard’s part is the OPPOSITE of all you wanna do ... powerful

we can redefine how we tell our stories but we can’t rewrite them (now slightly changed)

also this was cut but “i was the bewitching, beguiling one, because i was smart, witty and... not a man” was one of the most iconic lines (it was only in for one maybe two shows pour one out). also that entire conversation was great n called out literally every historian ever 

#anonymous #answered #six the musical #six

[seigyokus]

3.4 - Pride, Rifts

Idolish Seven - Part 3, Chapter 3.4 For more Part 3 translations, click here!

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Izumi Mitsuki: Say....... Nikaidou Yamato: Hm? Izumi Mitsuki: I'll get right to the point-- what's Chiba Salon? Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Izumi Mitsuki: You said that you entered the entertainment industry so you could expose Chiba Salon. What do you mean? Izumi Mitsuki: Yamato-san, why do you know so many people in the industry? How do you know Yuki-san? Did you know him from before? Izumi Mitsuki: To be honest, I didn't mean to ask you all of this. It's just.... You look really tired and frazzled lately. Nikaidou Yamato: ......Haha. Nikaidou Yamato: Come on. You too? I can't believe both you and Nagi are such goddamn voyeurs. Finally showing your true colors, eh? Izumi Mitsuki: 'Voyeur'...? Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Ah, no-- Izumi Mitsuki: You.... You know, Nagi is really, really worried about you, right? Did you really think that all of that was nothing more than voyeurism or plain old curiosity......? Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Nikaidou Yamato: Well, he is being excessively curious about stuff. You too. Izumi Mitsuki: ......Do you really mean that? Izumi Mitsuki: Did you really mean all that stuff about how we're only prying because we're curious? Nikaidou Yamato: Hey now, I'm not criticizing you or anything. That's just how people are, right?. Nikaidou Yamato: Well, if you really want something thrilling, then go read gossip articles online. Goodnight.... Izumi Mitsuki: --Hold up, you asshole! Nikaidou Yamato: Woah, that was close! I almost spilled my coffee! Izumi Mitsuki: You know what Mister Shimooka told me? He was like, 'Wait, you don't know? Even though you're such good friends?' Izumi Mitsuki: How did you think I felt when he said that!? Why do I have to learn about you through rumors! Nikaidou Yamato: Mitsu, don't shout. You'll wake up the others. Izumi Mitsuki: I was gonna wait for you! I was gonna wait until you were ready to open up and talk to us about it! I even told Nagi and Tamaki that to calm them down! Izumi Mitsuki: But what the hell is up with you!? You're spewing downright awful stuff at people who are worried about you and saying whatever the hell you want to say. Aren't you just running away!? Nikaidou Yamato: ......Shut up! Izumi Mitsuki: ....... Nikaidou Yamato: Worried...? Are you really saying that? You're just frustrated that somebody else knew about it while you didn't. That's all there is to it! Izumi Mitsuki: Of course I was! I was really frustrated! Is it wrong for me to be frustrated!? Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Izumi Mitsuki: Just give me a real answer, Yamato-san.... If you don't wanna talk about it, then just tell me that you don't wanna talk about it. That's enough for me. Izumi Mitsuki: If you told me to wait, then I'd wait! Just stop playing it off! Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Izumi Mitsuki: Or am I supposed to use that here? Nikaidou Yamato: Use what...? Izumi Mitsuki: The 'moderation' you gave me. (1) Izumi Mitsuki: Am I really supposed to use that here, on us? Until you properly talk to me and we both understand each other? Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Izumi Mitsuki: ....... Nikaidou Yamato: Haha.... Well, in the end that's all there is to being a member. (2) Izumi Mitsuki: ....... *smack*

Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: ...I don't really know, to be honest. I do feel guilty, there's no way I wouldn't. But.... Somewhere deep down inside, I don't think I'm completely lying either. Midou Torao: No? Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: I just want to make the people watching me happy. That feeling holds true for whenever I sing, or dance, or keep up that persona. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Playing the part of a sexy, man of luxury is just like executing a difficult dance step. During those times, what I'm really thinking about is stuff like.... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Am I crushing the dreams of the people who love me? Am I showing them something they can be satisfied with? Am I properly supporting my friends like this? Midou Torao: Friends? Are you talking about Kujou Ten or Yaotome Gaku? Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: And also the people at the agency and all of the staff members. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: So many people are doing their best to support me. That's how the me on TV happens. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: These people make me into entertainment through their vast wisdom and experience. Midou Torao: ....... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: There are times when that on-stage and off-stage gap is painful, and there are times when I feel really bad that it causes my family trouble, but.... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: My friends know what I'm really like and support me. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Even though keeping this a secret is suffocating at times, it's also part of the bond between me and my friends. Midou Torao: I see....... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: It would've been really hard if I had to keep it a secret from my friends too. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: As a member of TRIGGER, I'm determined to make this group even bigger. So no matter how much my heart aches, that lie is a completely different matter. (3) Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: If I had to lie to Gaku or Ten about this though....... Every day would be so terrifying, and I'd probably end up hating myself. I'm sure I'd try to run away from them too, just so that I wouldn't have to see their faces. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: It'd be so taxing.... There's a good chance I'd lash out and say terrible things to them too. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: I'm really glad that it's not like that.

*click* Nanase Riku: T-there was a really loud noise just now. Is everything okay!? Izumi Iori: Noisy indeed. Just who is awake-- 

Izumi Mitsuki: --Don't fuck with me, you dumbass! Nikaidou Yamato: You idiot! I can't believe you punched me in the face when I'm in the middle of filming....! Izumi Iori: ......! Nii-san! What are you doing!? Nanase Riku: Yamato-san, are you okay!? Izumi Mitsuki: Fine, then! Just keep on saying whatever the hell you want for the rest of your damn life! Go ahead, keep on pretending you don't give a shit! (4) Nikaidou Yamato: Don't fucking lecture me on this! There's no way someone like you would understand how I feel! Izumi Mitsuki: If you want me to understand, then tell me! With your own voice! In your own words! Izumi Mitsuki: I couldn't hate you, even if you were a criminal! There's no way I could ever forget all of the things you've done for me! Izumi Mitsuki: Why can't you understand that!? Izumi Iori: You can't, Nii-san! Any further, and-- Izumi Mitsuki: ......... Nikaidou Yamato: ......God, shut the fuck up. Nanase Riku: I-I'll bring some bandages. Let me see your face-- Nikaidou Yamato: It's fine. I'm going back to my room. *click* Rokuya Nagi: ....... What happened? Yamato.... Nikaidou Yamato: ....... *slam* Rokuya Nagi: The corner of his mouth was bleeding. Did he fight with someone? Izumi Mitsuki: ......I hit him. Rokuya Nagi: ...You hit him, Mitsuki? *click* Osaka Sougo: What happened...? I heard shouting....... Yotsuba Tamaki: ...Where's Yama-san?

Midou Torao: Thanks for tonight. I had fun. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: If anything, I should be the one thanking you. I feel a lot better now after talking to you. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: To be honest, I've been bottling up my feelings since there's a lot going on with my family right now. But I remember my resolve now, along with my pride. I know I can proudly tell my younger brother…. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: “I'm TRIGGER's Tsunashi Ryuunosuke, and I'm determined to make my members and my family happy.” Midou Torao: Haha. You're a good older brother. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Oh, not at all. Midou Torao: Say, Ryuunosuke. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Hm? Midou Torao: If I told you I recorded our entire conversation tonight, what would you do? Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Record? For what purpose? Midou Torao: Selling it to the press. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: ....... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: You want to be popular with women, right? I have faith in your kindness, Torao-kun. Midou Torao: Haha. Sorry, that was a joke. Ah, right. Do you mind if I ask you for some advice? Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Advice? What kind? Midou Torao: Apparently this one singer I know ran into problems with her agency. Do you know her? Hanamaki.... Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Is it Hanamaki Sumire-san? Of course I know her! Isn't she the number one hit artist right now? I didn't know you were acquainted with her. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: I bump into her a lot at shows. I'm always here to listen, if you don’t mind someone like me. Midou Torao: You're a lifesaver. I'll contact you later. Tsunashi Ryuunosuke: Got it. Good night, Torao-kun. Midou Torao: ....... ....... Midou Torao: ......Hello? Yeah, I met him. He just left. Midou Torao: Didn't seem like one of the top brass in the current Chiba Salon though. ......Huh? Midou Torao: Aw, come on. I didn't bully him. --That's mean, Ryou-san.

Nikaidou Yamato: ....... Yotsuba Tamaki: ......Yama-san, what are those suitcases for? Are you going somewhere? Nikaidou Yamato: I'm not gonna come back for a while. I really can't cause any more trouble for the people on set. Izumi Mitsuki: .......

To be continued.....

TL Notes/comments:

BIG THANKS TO RYUU (@hyouryuu_ on twitter) FOR TL CHECKING ME AND HELPING ME W SOME OF THE LINES IN THIS SECTION!! I Owe You My Life... Also thank you @kuriiii for qcing/proofreading as usual!! bless u Baeta

And now for the Actual TL notes...

(1) YOOO TBT PART 2, CHAPTER 8.3! im fucking saD man (2) THANK YOU RYUU-CHAN FOR HELPING ME OUT WITH THIS LINE, AND MANY MANY OTHERS IN THIS section (3) LIKE THIS ONE!! 線を引く literally translates to "drawing the line" in english ('enough is enough') but that has a very different connotation in jpn: 'differentiating or keeping things different/separate' I was super confused abt this line, so thank you Ryuu for clarifying that!!! (4) for this line I went rougher/more crude because mitsuki is Pissed, throws more insults/is rougher in speech towards yamato. Generally mikkii does use slightly rougher speech but i don’t go as ham on the swears as i would for another character (ex. Gaku, yamato)

I do apologize for the delay in release, but I absolutely had to get this section checked because there were just way too many things I was not 100% certain that I tl��d right. I would definitely be interested in having a permanent tl checker (preferably native japanese+english speaker) to ensure quality and accuracy for story tl’s, so send feel free to send me an ask/DM me on twitter (@shiroihime) if you’re interested or know anyone who would be!  ALSO I CAN FINALLY WORK ON STUFF THIS WEEKEND, so expect more updates soon! I finished NO DOUBT’s lyric tl’s a few days ago for both the game size and MV size, so if you or someone you know is willing to do karaoke/subbing of the MV, please send me an ask or DM me on twitter (@shiroihime)! Last but not least, if there’s anyone who can record gameplay videos (like this channel) in high quality without any watermarks/etc or lag, please contact me either here through ask or DM on twitter for more details.

As usual, if you see any mistakes/mistranslations/etc, please message me!

Thank you for reading!!

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[sstarkiid]

do all of the lovesick asks bitch. expose urself

wow, ok.

read more thing bc this is long and embarrassing

1: Do you have a current crush?

Two actually but who's counting

2: How long has your crush lasted?

Uhh a few months n then the other one is weird i can't answer that lmao

3: 5 songs that you have associated with your crush?

I'm……..not that sappy I can give u like one

Ice prince : Runaways by ATL

Space boy : Stars by Fun.

4: Do you think they've ever liked you back?

I mean. It's very likely.

5: Will you ever reveal your feelings to them?

Yea probably

6: What’s holding you back from making a move?

It's not that I haven't made a move but like. I am Fear.

7: Are you frightened by your feelings for them?

A lil

8: Do you think they could ever love you?

Maybe???? but i’m kind of an optimist

9: Do you love them?

Lol next question

10: Have you ever had a crush on someone you really shouldn't?

DEFINITELY. I CAN'T NAME ANYONE SPECIFICALLY BUT THE ANSWER IS PROBABLY YES.

11: Do you think anyone currently has a crush on you

...IT'S VERY LIKELY.

12: Ever had a crush on what you thought was a platonic friend?

Hi Jared

13: What would you do if your crush revealed they felt the same?

I'd probably need a second to process it but like probably hug ‘em idfk

14: Has your crush ever hurt you?

Nope!!!!

15: Have they made you cry by breaking your heart?

Nope!!!!!!!!!

16: Why do you like them?

Ice prince is fun to tease idk we go back n forth a lot but he's also a softie n listen he's dramatic enough to keep up w/ me

Space boy tells u like it is and he seems kinda scary or not,, nice at first maybe but he's actually also soft !!

They're also both hot as hell oh my god

17: Do you think you'll ever get over them?

I mean. If I had to I would but...  I don't WANT TO.

18: Do you have 1 specific song that is strongly associated with a certain memory or interaction with them?

Mmm not really?? Not yet?? It'll happen dw

19: The moment you knew you had feelings for them?

We both got scared of the firework finale on the 4th and I squeaked and he like held onto me n it was really funny n cute n I was just like “ok this is a thing now great”

Uhh I was doing the typical girl thing where I send screenshots of a conversation to a friend only the friend is his sister so………..i blame her it’s literally all her fault

20: What would they have to do for you to stop liking them?

Murder someone probably

Or y'know

Something equally as shitty n illegal

21: Have you ever fallen asleep with them?

Yea. Both. Napping is cool.

22: Held their hand?

Mmhm! Both but like that's not that weird

23: Kissed their cheek?

Yup. Both.

24: Kissed them on the lips?

Yeah. Both. Actually.

25: Gone down on them/ they've gone down on you?

N O P E

26: Had sex with them?

Nuh-uh.

27: Where on your body have they touched you?

This is…. A weird question I don't like it

28: Does their touch set your skin on fire?

Fire.

Ice prince.

Fire.

HM.

29: Do you get butterflies when they touch you?

Ok maybe

30: Do they make you smile like no one else can?

Y e a

31: Does their presence calm you?

Mmhmm.

32: Does it make you go crazy being around them and not 'being with' them?

Not… until recently but---

33: Are you friends with your crush?

Both of ‘em!

34: Have you always been friends?

Uhh I guess w/ Ice prince yes but not the other one

35: Last thing they messaged you about?

One was abt a dog, other one was abt coming over to hang out

36: Best phone call with them?

Hands down any call when I've been driving so I make my brother talk to them instead those are always fun

37: Last time you hung out with them?

I. I literally started answering this in one of their houses.

38: Ever been drunk together?

I DON'T DRINK

39: Fondest memory of them?

The fireworks show n then probs a few days ago when we just drove around n talked abt stuff

40: Ever made a mistake with them?

Mistake??????????? i don’t make those

41: Regretted not making a move?

Every day of my life but also I have literally kissed both of them so which is the truth

42: If you could go back in time to that moment, what would you do?

Nothing ‘cause I'm a big baby

43: Do you think that would change your current relationship with them?

Nope

44: If you could get a 100% honest answer from them, what 3 questions would you ask?

ok first FUCK THIS QUESTION

Ice prince

Do u. Actually wanna date or am I just the most gullible person ever

.......................so how do you feel about polyamory

Do u actually hate the puns or do u secretly enjoy them I need to know.

Space boy

Are you aware that you can literally text me for anything at any time?? Bc u should be

Were you ever afraid to talk to me?

Will you promise to talk to me before doing stupid shit so that at the very least i can tell u that ur an idiot,,, but like. affectionately.

45: Did they wish you Happy Birthday on your birthday?

My birthday is in like another month and I didn't know either of them really last year so they better

46: Have they ever tried to make a move?

?????????

Idk tbh

47: If so why did you miss it?

‘Cause I'm clueless as hell

48: Have they ever been infatuated with a friend of yours?

Don't think so

49: Are they single?

Lol yeah they're definitely single

50: Where were you when you felt the most for them?

IT'S ALWAYS WHEN THEY'RE SLEEPING they both just look so cute n peaceful n I get all mushy n wanna protect them but I'm weak as hell so

51: Any specific place you associate with them?

Mmmm not really

52: Films that make you think about them?

Disney films in general

Marvel movies for Ice prince bc NERD

53: Have you picked up a habit because of them?

I don't think so but it's also not unlikely

54: What was your first impression of them?

Ice prince seemed antisocial and idk abt space boy we were like 5 yrs old technically so who knows man

55: Has it altered since then?

LMAO YES

56: Do you remember the first thing you talked about?

Probably musicals bc I can't shut up ever and he was confused

And uhhh no unless u mean like when we started hanging out bc it was candy

57: First time they touched you?

COLD

HE DID IT TO SPITE ME AND IT WAS FUNNY BUT IT WAS SO COLD HOW

And I'm 99% certain I made him high five me before we ever spoke bc I'm a nuisance

58: Have they ever lied to you?

Not that I know of

59: What are their eyes like?

Ohhhhh my GOD

really......clear?? that’s not like. a good way to describe em but u know when u look up at the sky and it’s like. wow there are no clouds!! n then u feel the breeze and it’s kinda cold but it’s not unpleasant it’s?? p nice??? like. that.

cool as FRICK like what the hell i’m actually jealous they’re a rly pretty nice shade n then suddenly it’s!!! different!!!! and it’s like!!!!!!!!!!!!! a surprise a v good surprise which is fitting u just gotta look a lil and he’s full of lil surprises

60: What are you most attracted to about them?

well,, for one they’re both hot as hell, so. that. in general.

if u know anything abt me i’m a sucker for pretty eyes

i also like the “soft but pretends to not be” because i think it’s cute they’re also really good to cuddle with

61: Can you see a future with them?

well i can’t see one without ‘em so something’s gotta give here right?

62: Have you sabotaged things between you two?

i freaking hope not

63: Why? What were you afraid of achieving? Love? Happiness? Content? Disappointment?

why does this thing assume you said yes to the above question that’s kinda rude

64: Could they make you happy?

already do

65: Do you dream about them?

if we’re friends and you haven’t appeared in one of my dreams and done smth weird or random are we actually friends??

side note does daydreaming count LOL

66: What's something that only you two do?

i don’t think i “gently bully” anyone nearly as much as i do ice prince also the only one who actually can cuddle w/ me properly in the summer i’m js

uuuummmm go on random drives in the middle of the night so tht zoe can make out w/ ppl instead of texting our sorry asses

67: Does liking them make you feel vulnerable?

you. have. no idea.

68: Have they ever given you anything?

food has definitely been exchanged and shared. i’ve stolen sweaters. uh.

69: Have they ever used you?

.........not that i’m aware of??

70: Have they abused and manipulated you due to your feelings for them?

nO WHAT TH E

71: Have you ever spent quite literally all day and night thinking about them?

that’s......a bit much i might be pathetic and somewhat desperate but like i do kinda have a life

72: Have you ever accidentally nearly walked into moving traffic cause you were thinking about them?

no but i’ve walked into walls because i was tired and thinking abt stuff so that’s a thing i probably have done

73: Ever worn anything knowing it would draw their attention to you?

YEAH LMAO I DO THAT ALL THE TIME IN GENERAL i like attention fight me

74: Have they ever made you feel so safe and content everything else slips away?

y e ah

75: Ever held you so close you could feel their heartbeat?

mmhmm

76: Truthfully do you think you belong together right now?

[taylor swift’s you belong with me playing in the distance]

77: Have they ever seen you completely vulnerable?

um. no.

78: Do you trust them?

i would trust all of my friends with my life

79: When you see them what feelings are strongest?

i just get?? really happy n i turn into a little kid i swear to god how does he put up with me

n he makes me feel really calm n content n just. good. u know.

80: Are they in love or interested in someone else?

d e a r l o r d i h o p e n o t

81: If they asked you to kiss them, would you?

in a heartbeat

82: Will they be in your life a year from now?

they BETTER BE

83: A moment where you so nearly gave into your feelings for them and did something about it?

i have literally kissed both of them and not because of dares what kind of,,

84: Do they know you have feelings for them?

i’m not exactly,,, subtle

85: Do you have a favourite picture with them?

no but i have favorite pictures of them

86: Your ideal date with them?

hey. concept. a double date. but like. instead of 2 couples it’s just me w/ both of them wow

87: What's their name?

it’s rly obvious that i’m talking about porter and connor fuck you

88: Have you ever been in their room?

i’ve been in connor’s but porter n i mostly chill other places

89: Shared a secret with them?

yeah but it’s not a secret if i tell the internet now is it?

90: Have they ever made you a promise and broken it?

don’t think so

91: Have they ever disappointed you?

nope!

92: Whats the most problematic thing about them, which you overlook due to your feelings for them?

uh. idk. porter’s kinda closed off to other people at first i guess that could be problematic. i’m patient w/ that shit so it doesn’t bug me as much idk

general relationships or lack thereof w/ other ppl tbh for both of them i think 

93: Have you ever had to compete for their affection?

no

94: For as long as they're in your life could you handle just being friends?

that’s what i do with p much everyone else but another way to approach this is if u couldn’t be together would u shut them out and the answer is no?? bc that’s kinda shitty

so yes

95: Ever looked for a sign to make a move?

every?? single second of every day but once again i have literally kissed both of them uh

96: What's standing in your way from being with them?

general anxiety

a single conversation

...lmao

97: Would you let them use you for sex?

this implies that,, they don’t care abt me and only themselves n they’re not really?? like that so?? it wouldn’t happen like that??

realistically knowing myself i wanna say no but i probably would which is Not Good i know

98: Ever had a bad feeling about them that's screaming for you to get out while you still can?

no. like. literally the opposite. wtf

99: If you could go back in time, would you avoid ever meeting them?

NEVER

100: You have 1 wish about them, what would you wish for?

that porter finds someone who makes him feel warm n fuzzy on the inside even if it’s not me

n for connor that one day everything is stable and everything is ok

anyway hey jared U SUCK

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