#i just needed to scream into the void

[xskyll]

I just need to vent. Someone made a podfic of one of my fics a short while back. Yesterday, they told me they were monetizing their channel and asked permission to put ads on their podfic of my story. I'm very glad they asked permission, so I could say no, but all the same, I can't help but feel so angry. I would never go to someone and say, "Hey, do you mind if I make money reading aloud your story that you spent months and months slaving over, while you don't make a single cent? Do you mind if I throw ads on this thing you poured your soul into, turning your love letter to fandom into another cog in the capitalist money machine?" I just imagine someone listening to my description of Shouto fighting Bakugou and listening to him bare his soul about his toxic behaviors—I scene I tried to craft with such care—and just before Izuku kisses Shouto's black eye, an ad for a Kia plays.

Part of me is wondering if I'm overacting—I know some people would say, 'it's just fanfiction, calm down'—but a larger part of me is like, "The absolute gall! YOU making money using MY heart???"

#i'm just #ahajahdjshhwjsjd #i feel like an ass complaining in a public space #but it's also not like i'm a huge account or anything #i'm just so mad!!! #and i feel like i shouldn't be because they did ask permission and didn't fuss when i declined #when they asked permission to do the fic i felt really complimented #but now it feels like it was all just a scheme to make money down the line #did they even like my fic or did they just notice it was a little bit popular? #and i hate that i let myself stew over these kinds of things #this is literally a stranger making me mad with a sentence #that's dumb #i might delete this later #i just needed to scream into the void #get it off my chest and whatnot

[thesuperhighschoollevelfangirl]

idk why but i always picture kyoutani as the type of person who dresses with like the cool/baggy x totally alternative fashion x slut like idk why but it’s like…low rise baggy green pants, cool shoes and belts, a body suit or a binder, baggy jacket and sunglasses that match the shoes. and he does a ton of accessories and funky makeup beacuse why not. idk why but i just think he’s super chill, angry and looks angry but also has AMAZING fashion sense and makeup skills. he’s probaly a secret slut too lol

#kyoutani kentarou #i just needed to scream into the void #this has been haunting me forever now #nobody has the same view of this charcater as me but it is SO specific i can’t #he does his hair all the time and changes the design/color #he does the star makeup a lot too #he has SO many shoes and sunglasses #haikyuu!! #kyoutani brain rot

[ravendruid]

Why Fridays are better than Mondays, an essay.

I woke up to some great news. This would never happen on a Monday. In fact, I have woken up to horrible news on Mondays.

Anyhoo. IT'S HAPPENING.

#mine #I don't know WHEN yet. But it's HAPPENING! #vague post anyone? #i just needed to scream into the void

[decent-jellyfish]

HELP I just went to a convention and I saw this stall that had amazing art work and fan art and there was fanart of angle Crowley and I was like "cool!" THEN WALKED AWAY!

I wanted to buy it but I didn't and now I regret it 😭

Anyway I bought two really cool miniatures I'ma paint soon

#good omens #thoughts #good omens season 2 #i just needed to scream into the void #miniature painting #minitures

[gertrudepetronella-blog]

My ex is being a dickhead again. I wish so hard that I had a Snape to just verbally cut him to pieces and a Lupin to feed me chocolate 🖤💀🖤

#sort of Snape related #I just needed to scream into the void #snaddy

[lipglossanon]

#hi hello #i just needed to scream into the void #Mimi’s ghost stories are being published for English audiences #💜 #she is my fave character of Junji Ito’s #junji ito #Mimi no kaidan #Mimi’s ghost stories #manga #horror manga

[psychofilmer]

WHAT?!?!!!!??!!!

(this is about a very specific part of critical role c2 btw)

#i cannot believe what just happened #omfg #critical role #what are you doing to me?!?!?! #that episode was......HOLY SHIT. #critical role c2 #mighty nein #critical role spoilers #i mean...it's an old campaign so not really spoilers #but spoiler tag nonetheless #c2 spoilers #i just needed to scream into the void

[ofspvrta]

Not me screaming internally because they reorganized my entire system while I was on vacation, someone was using my cubicle, and my inbox had over 100 emails when I leave it cleared out at the end of every day. 🙃🙃🙃

#α::|| out of character #mobile post #i need a new job soon. i am literally getting a stress headache. i spent my entire morning cleaning this shitstorm up #negative cw #i just needed to scream into the void

[wannaliveattheholidayinn]

i am not sure how to be a jew

i'm not sure i ever knew

i was not handed a blueprint if there is one

i'm scared to say i'm jewish because i fear i have not been a good one

i keep hearing there's no right way to be a jew

but i didn't fast on yom kippur

i didn't not have to, but i came home ravenous from my first day of retail and simply couldn't help myself

i keep hearing there's no right way to be a jew

but i didn't have a bat mitzvah, haven't been to a shabbos service in years

simply cannot remember to do my duolingo yiddish

the hebrew too hard

i celebrate hanukkah too early, so we can spend time with my uncle

until two years ago, i only knew purim by the time two boys tried to get me to play with my friend

with whom i didn't want to play with

my parents laughed and called them his minions

i think my grandparents know the way, at least slightly, but it feels too wrong to ask them

i think my mother was handed a blueprint and chose to stray

when i told her i wanted to become more observant, she told me it was alright

she asked how, where i wanted to start

i told her i didn't know

i am not sure how to be a jew

i'm not sure i ever knew

i was not handed a blueprint if there is one

but i think i may make my own.

#vent #let me say i am very proud of being jewish #i just needed to scream into the void #my dad's a poet. i'm calling this poetry #04 rants #jewish #judaism #jumblr #vent poetry #vent poem #shitty poetry

[palisadewasp]

just got fucking JUMPSCARED

#poggay rambles #im not explaining #i just needed to scream into the void

[dapperenby13]

Vent‼️ mentions of doctors and chronic illnesses

It sooo frustrating knowing something is Wrong with my body, but i dont know what

Just talking to doctor after doctor, explaining my symptoms that dont even make sense. I JUST WANT SOME FUCKING ANSWERS!!!!

I dont know what to emotionally prepare for, it could be a simple deficiency, or it could be a lifelong illness, and i dont fucking know what to be ready for. I just want to KNOW. I’m so tired all the time and i want my life back, I haven’t had the energy to cosplay in almost a month and it feels awful.

I just dont know what to do. Is it going to keep getting worse, will the occasional pain become a common thing, or will it just go away. I can’t go to school and can rarely see my friends. I’m so lonely and just want to know what the hell is going on in my body.

I wasn’t always like this, i used to run around for fun and dance in the backyard, but now i can barely stand.

People keep bringing up different things that it could be but none of my stupid symptoms match completely and it feels like i keep slowly getting worse. I just feel so bad all the time and i want a fucking break from this. It’s not even pain or anything, I’m just so exhausted and angry, but I dont always even have the energy to fucking care!

I just want to know if ill get better or not

I just want answers

#chronic illness #chronic fatigue #disabled #autistic #adhd #queer #i’m so tired #and honestly #kinda scared #i hate this so much #but I can’t do anything about it #i just needed to scream into the void #hey maybe the void will scream back #that could be nice #some good ol interaction #sick

[catastrophic-crow]

i feel like i'm actually dying

#tw medical issues #tw medical #disability #rant post #i am so exhausted #and in so much pain #i just realized i have a dislocated vertebra and/or rib and it doesn't even rank in the top 10 for pain #my head sure hurts; though. and. everything else. #fuck; man #i've felt better after getting into a car crash #i've felt better while actively feverish and severely sick with a respiratory illness #breathing hurts #i'm so tired #anyway #i'll keep posting every once and a while #it'll probbaly be fine #(not imminently fatal) #sorry if you actually read this and you're concerned now #i just needed to scream into the void #(...considering the smoke made me lose my voice. oh; well. talking's kind of overrated anyway.) #just. ugh. #fuck all of this #and sorry for being depressing

[lily-s-world]

I had an awful day at work, like one of those days where I'm reminded that one of the greatest mistakes of my life was choosing a career based on what my family wanted and not what I wanted and enjoyed. I should had been a writer or a designer, or both... But no, my family wanted an engineer and I didn't have the courage to go against it.

Chose what you want people!!

In other words, please recommend comfort movies, I really need them this weekend.

#work life #Sick of work #Give me nice recommendations #i need some comfort #In my boring life #The worst part is that people have told me that I am actually a good writer #Like people who studied literature #And yet I ignore it #All because of a nice pay that it is now damaging my mental health #sorry for the rant #I just needed to scream into the void

[pan-phlets]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#there’s this mean mean girl I used to live with and be friends with #and it’s a long story but she was really manipulative and would have these huge meltdowns when she didn’t get her way #and she would send me these truly nasty texts #and I soon realized that she had never been nice to me #like she was only nice if she wanted something from me and as soon as I drew a boundary she would explode #and I showed my therapist all the nasty texts she sent and my therapist said she honestly though this girl was a narcissist #and I just heard that she had a meltdown and was mean to another friend of mine #anyways this is all relevant because the friend she had a meltdown at is having a party tomorrow #and she previously was going to be at the party but now I’m not sure if she is #and the anxiety over not knowing if that narcissist is going to be there or not is literally killing me #I just needed to scream into the void

[littleladyfvckleroy]

i’m seriously having the shittiest day

#i really wish i could just run away #like not clock back into work after lunch #just get in my car and drive away #where to? who cares? #somewhere that’s not where i currently am #if anyone happens to see this i’m sorry #i just needed to scream into the void #i hope everyone else is having a better day ❤️

[soyochii]

Grown adults but also Highschool bullies fr

#jjk #gojo satoru #satosugu #geto suguru #my art #artists on tumblr #jujutsu kaisen #They call you gay then go home and make out #They are the highschool bullies that are doing so much worse after highschool asdfghj #Screaming into a void #I've been begging all of my friends to watch jjk knowing it's the most heartbreaking story #gojo twirling getos hair just bc he can #I need to shut up #and go to bed.... help