#i just love the idea of tannis getting all happy to have a friend

[citrine-elephant]

tannis struggling to talk with (in)zane because he is kinda just a himbo, but she ends up really liking him even more because he understands what a ceiling chair is.

tannis trying to push zane in the smartz direction, but he's just. he's a vault hunter. he solves problems by the claw and with the pew-pews.

still, it's nice to have someone who understands.

#i just love the idea of tannis getting all happy to have a friend #her getting a bit more comfy with someone (moreso than she already is with the raiders) #because someone else understands her trauma #zane in canon could possibly already understand bcuz of his line 'i always hear screaming' #whether because it's pandora or he's skilled or his tech or pstd or something else! #i like to hc he struggles with ptsd a tad and has no clue how to even address it #just like 'lmao yeah that happens sometimes oh well' #dont mind me i gotta have hyper-friendship ideas for tannis and zane :) #also the idea of tannis attempting to have someone to talk to about genius stuff who also understands #that's not gonna happen with that himbo :( #unless he is a genius and hides it from everyone and himelf! #dont trust anyone not even yourself

[jmdbjk]

Mid-year recalibration

It's been a year since Festa Dinner 2022. A LOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN.

And on January 1, 2023, I posted my "predictions" for the year. "Predictions" in quotes because most everything I write is sort of slightly unserious, not to be taken TOO seriously, begs for you to please use your common sense... also I haz a little sarcasm dripping here and there when I express my thoughts. Drip, drip.

So let's see the status of my "predictions":

Solo albums... wellll, I sort of got that right, Jimin's FACE was released before Yoongi's D-Day. We're still waiting for Tae and Jungkook. RM keeps putting off enlistment to work on new music. I'm gonna have to drag him by the ear to training camp... get yer ass in there so you can come back sooner than later!! But we did get to see him for Festa and I'm thankful for that.

New prediction: Jungkook comes through with a chart topper that doesn't involve a collab.

Speaking of Tae, I said he'd do more acting before music and though it's not really acting, he's been in a few reality TV shows: "In the Soop: Friendcation" and "Jinny's Kitchen." There are rumors he was spotted on the set of a K-drama and now possibly he was in Spain for a movie...or was that for an upcoming solo MV? Surely he'll have at least a little bit of music before he enlists? Honestly, I wouldn't mind seeing him actually acting in a drama... we wait.

New prediction: Piano bar listening party for his solo release.

Military enlistment... wow so far I've struck out. Joon is still hanging around. Yoongi has extended his world tour (which I'm happy to say I've been to a concert). And HOBI IS ALREADY ENLISTED....

😭

So 3 strikes I'm out because obviously their enlistment timing is unpredictable. Right now I'm just hoping that by May 2024 (yes almost a year from now) they'll all be in so we can have a New Year group reunion on Dec. 31, 2025. Of course, I hope they go much sooner though it kills me to know we have to watch them enlist again and again.

My other predictions were hit and miss:

Yoongi did cut his hair so I was wrong about that. Also sad. I loved his long hair. And this NBA ambassadorship came outta left field. The D-Day world tour was the bomb he dropped on us, his big project. Oh well, guess there won't be any tangerine soju coming from his non-existent citrus orchards. Ha!

Hobi DID release more music, On the Street, and it WAS a collab with J. Cole. AND he became fashion ambassador for his fave: Louis Vuitton. God I miss him so much. Instagram is so quiet without him. Everything is so quiet without him.

We finally got PJM1 and it has a name now, FACE and Like Crazy has broken records. Jimin as an artist has broken records as we knew he would and he is still making music. And he's travelling the world being a Dior and Tiffany ambassador and snatching everyone's wig, eating everyone alive and just being Jimin. His constant happy smile has been the most meaningful thing to me this year. I'm so thrilled he is happy.

Jungkook... the Bunkoo has stumped me. The Calvin Klein contract is amazing. His spontaneous lives have been wonderful. Cooking for us has been awesome. None of that could have been predicted. He's the sweetest king of spoilers and support for Jimin's stuff. I also did not predict I would love him even more this year. But here we are.

NOT ON THE PREDICTION RADAR WHATSOEVER:

Jimin on a Fast & Furious franchise soundtrack collab. I NEED MORE JIMIN!

Tae and Jennie "soft" revealing their relationship publicly. Like WHAT? But they did that.

Also blonde Tae... I never thought we'd see a blonde Tannie again.

Attending a Suga/Agust D concert and meeting up with Army friends I met on the internet. HIGHLIGHT OF THE YEAR!

[I can't believe I saw Yoongi in real life. This close.]

2023 is already half way over. I have no idea what will happen this second half of 2023. It's a mystery.

As much as I am reveling in having so much to look forward to every day and every week, and as much as I wish this didn't have to happen...I (selfishly) really want them to get enlisted so they can be back together as soon as possible in 2025 (at any point in 2025). The first time I see them together in 2025, I am going to cry with relief. However I am always the first to say BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR so I know I shouldn't even been saying any of that...

Anyway...

I guess at the end of December, I will be looking back and saying "well, who would have thought THAT would happen?" More of "not on the prediction radar." By December, Jin will only have six months left. Time is flying faster than I thought it would when back on June 13, 2022. After that heartbreaking Festa dinner, we were staring down a bleak two and a half years of being Bangtan-less....well that didn't happen did it?

#bts festa 2023 #bts military service #2023 predictions went off the rails a little #okay a lot #taennie soft reveal was the real bomb tho am i right? #like what? jaw drop

[jjkeverlast]

No cause I've been inactive for idk how long, but i missed you sm😭 and honestly I'm so stressed about some roommate situation i have going on rn idk how is it gonna get okay!

But anyways i just thought i gotta push it away and gocus on positive things in life and good people i have that I'm grateful for.

Also after this experience with roommate, i feel so damn happy about Jk having his Hyungs at that early period of age, i mean he says it that he had good people around growing up I'm so grateful for that🥺💜

Idk whem will get some peace of mind here but imma be okay.

I haven't been too active but your cute small updates make me soo at peace some times, thanksssssss😭

Ik I'm rambling but i needed to tell you this, you've grown on me 😭💜I feel so much better whem i talk to you even though we have a hugee barrier but it's so cool that you connect to people u Don't know, or just idk ily😭🥺

Also, Tannies keep me sane😭💜 i miss them sm 😭

How have you been doing? Did you do something new recently? And how's the job i hope it doesn't tiers u too much

Stay hydrated and healthy ✨️ keep on updating about cute little things like u always do💜

awww bub it’s okay to be inactive!! tumblr isn’t supposed to be your whole life. we have other things besides it! i’m sorry to hear you’re stressed regarding a roommate situation. ☹️ good thing is that situations come and go and this one will pass in not so long so you’ll get better soon! i’m glad you’re focusing on positive things rather than letting this tear you completely down. that’s really great to hear 💘💘💘

jungkookie growing up with his hyungs is definitely heartwarming cause they truly raised him to be his best self 💗💕💓💗💗💕💖💞 i’m grateful for it too!! right behind you on that.

you’re definitely going to be okay. here to give you a warm hug through the screen whenever you need one! 🫂🫂🫂

my updates make you at peace??? i— i’m gonna sob in the train jesus christ omg 😭😭😭 i had no idea me rambling about fucking nonsense would ever bring comfort of some kind to y’all. i’m so happy they do please, all i want is for everyone to be okay and feel safe on here.

omg baby i love youuuuu!! i feel connected to all of you as well. you guys are on my mind non stop!! i truly love you and thank you for wanting to be on here and follow me along the way. i love hearing from you, brings me such warmth and comfort so thank you 🥺🥺💞💗💖💘

i miss bts as well, so so much!!!! i still watch try not to laugh with bts videos whenever i’m feeling down 🥹

i’ve been a lot better!! my treatment went well so now i’m meeting a friend and afterwards i’ll finish the thursday drabble and upload 🤭🤭 my job is okay, not too stressful but i’m gonna be looking for new jobs! so that’s gonna be exciting!!

i’ll keep you guys updated with anything. no worries on thaaattt 🥹🥹

#winter bear 18 #lati's mailbox📬

[borahaejenn]

🌼To Our Dearest j-hobi🌼

Hello, our love. How is your day today in the barracks? I read about the march from a couple days ago and I am just so proud of how you are shining brightly in your own leadership roles at the barracks. I really do hope you have a nice day today. I know I am a day early to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY but 🌈HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY, OUR HOBI!!!!!!!🌈🥳I say this in the videos too, but congratulations in being the first to turn 30 in the 94-line club lol I will be following real soon, watch out. haha Thank you for being born, but especially for honoring us another year with your presence, darling. I say this to all of you but I must shout out your parents, your family, Tannies, friends, and staff that have been taking care of you for this long because without their love and care for you, we would all not have you here either. 🥰

I kept thinking about this but February being in Aquarius season and it being a love month but also the time you of all people was born and was given the nickname Hobi is not coincidence lol I don't know if you remember this, but I think many of us wrote to you and told you how your name Hobi literally means "my love" in Arabic and it does. lol But, at this point I think it is destiny that you were born to give love and express it in the way that show up in all of our lives. I think that is quite amazing. To be that aligned with purpose so naturally is beautiful. I had this idea in my head that love has always been looked at the wrong way. Aquarius is a sign of expansion and innovation and I think that love is aligned that way. Love is not to be put into one definition nor is it supposed to be seen one way. I think that is why it is not definitive, and it is ever flowing and unconditional. It was never meant to be something that stays constant. It is ever evolving, and it is something that can't be put into words just like with the energy of Aquarius. Love is like a home you go back to, but you get to pick what is home and whom or where that is. It can change and be what you choose to mold it as. I love that for you but also for love. lol This sounds so redundant with love, but this was like a breakthrough I had recently. 🤣Everything in this world is made and created with intention, even people, but I was not paying attention as much as I do now. 💕 When the universe created you, I see the universe made very sure to bring you here with intention. You are a synchronicity in our timelines. It is like the saying that "what you seek is seeking you" but in this case without knowing it, all of our souls have been seeking each other and in this lifetime our souls finally found each other. Our spirits were seeking each other before even our births. I think that is beautiful, especially since we are here together today. That is a gift in itself, at least I like to think so for your birthday today, Hoseok. 💜 I also thought of when Kook and Joonie said that when you thought of leaving way back then before debut that they would not want to carry on if you left. It reminded me of how maybe even Kook's soul and Joonie's soul was already seeking yours and once they did at that moment they met you for the first time, they definitely could not be separated from you ever again. There was a beautiful pull of soul ties that could not be broken. I still think about that story from time to time. Science calls it "meaningful coincidences" and I also like to call it "divine timing," and even "God's work." ✨I think when God said to do everything in love, homie was talking about you because you were crafted and done in the essence of love.

Thank you for trusting all of us, Hobi. Thank you for staying. We love you. 🥹Please come back to us well. I am counting down the months too. We will have open arms ready. hehe get it? arms, ARMY? lol But, when the first autumn leaves fall and rest in the comfort of the ground, we will be here.

I shall go now. I didn't want to overdo my writing so much, and I wanted to write something short and sweet for you. hehe I know ARMY will be writing many letters and sending a lot of love, may you receive and feel them from afar, darling. Please eat deliciously and smile today knowing you are loved, you are meant to give love, and that we will all do our best to remind you of these facts for as long as we can. hehe With us, you are in good hands. I hope you can keep trusting that.

🎉Have a lovely Hobi, HOPE, Jung Hoseok, and j-hobi DAY!!!🎉 You are our precious sunshine. I stand here today as one of the flowers that has been blooming due to your presence. I am proof that your light and warmth has been working. hehe ✌️😊I lOVE U, HOBI! FIGHTING! 💪

CON MUCHO AMOR,

YOUR JENNIFER 🐰

P.S. I forgot to say this, but please do enjoy the videos and I do apologize for the sound of my voice and also the audio from time to time lol For your birthday, I wanted to bring some throwback photos with MANG. hehe ENJOY! These are from 2020.

HEHE SO CUTE. THE BOOP LMAOO

WE WILL BE YOUR FOREVER, FLOWERS. HEHE

HEHE 🌈🌻🌈

[alottamoney]

There are two situations that have confused me for a long time and i hope you can give me an answer i can understand. Sorry in advance it's a long read.

(I'm not expecing you to speak for the whole taekook side of the fandom but hopefully you have some insight to share)

The first thung is, I genuinely don't understand why Jimin is seen as the bad guy/home wrecker/enemy by so many taekook supporters. There's a lot of very nasty comments about him floating around in that space and he's one of Tae's closest and oldest friends. He obviously cares deeply for both Tae and Jk, and he's loved by them both in return (and all the rest of the tannies too) so why? Why the spite and vitriol and hate towards him? I just don't get it.

The second thing is, i don't understand the idea that Jimin and Jk are being forced to act like lovers to cover up the real relationship which is between Tae and Jk.

It seems illogical to me that BH/HYBE would hide one compromising situation by setting up two of their artists in another compromising situation. It still puts JK in a same-sex relationship so it's not saving him from scandal. And it adds Jimin into the mix so their are 3 artists with rumors floating around them instead of two. What is that all about? What would it achieve?

It takes me back to question one. If it were true that Jimin and JK pretend to be in love to distract us, surely Jimin would be just as trapped and compromised in that as JK and Tae? And surely he would suffer even more than they would, having to see his two best friends bear that heartache every day. He would know he had HUGE secrets he had to keep so the whole house of cards doesnt come tumbling down too. Both the secret of taekook's romantic relationship as well as the secret of him and JK purposefully misleading army to covering it up. He could absolutely never let his guard down or he would give the game away. Living like that would be exhausting, especially if he personally had nothing to gain. Plus having to act like he’s Jk's lover which would be super awkward if in fact JK and Tae were lovers. I can't imagine being in such a compromising, toxic situation with my best friends. In addition it would prevent him from having any relationship of his own, so he's got no chance of finding his own happiness. And it would cost him that maknae-line friendship in the long run too i think.

In every way, it's a huge ask and a huge sacrifice for Jimin.

Do you have any insights into what the cover up is designed to achieve, how on earth the 3 of them keep from imploding with anger or sadness or frustration, and why so many taekook supporters seem to direct all their anger and resentment at Jimin? Thanks in advance :)

I don't think Jimin is a homewrecker because Taekook aren't married and Jikook aren't lovers. Honestly, baffled you even had this doubt in 2023, in the era of Taennie. Haven't even seen any Taekook supporters who think this way now, owing to the lack of Jikook interactions. I'm afraid you're wasting your time fighting an invisible enemy.

[thatkpopwriter]

Anomalous Fate - String Theory

Hey everyone, i'm back ! This is Chapter two (finally!) It's more so a filler chapter bc i just want to get to the concert already, and continue from there, but still a good read i hope.

Obviously as the story goes on, hopefully i will be getting better at writing it and filling in some spots. But i hope you enjoy this chapter!

Warnings: sort of?yandere!bts, mentions of saseangs

After news broke out that BTS would be in L.A all week due to their nominations in the American Music Awards and the concerts, practically everyone was talking about it and all three friends were buzzing at the fact that the tannies were in their city.

It was four days before the concert, and the girls were out shopping, having a bit of girl time before they each get busy with final exams coming up.

Jasmine’s scrolling through twitter when she sees that BTS are actually doing package deals for the concert and her eyes widen at the opportunity. She thinks for a second before turning toward her friends, “Did you guys want to meet them, like actually meet them? Because they’re also doing the packages for those who are vaccinated, they just announced it, and my dad could get them for us if they’re not sold out.”

Y/N stuttered in her steps and her shoulders tensed at the news.

Of course, she wanted to meet them, but at the same time, meeting them would mean confirming whether J-Hope was her soulmate or not, and honestly what would happen if he was? She knew if he wasn’t she would just go about her life the way she was, albeit a little disappointed.

However, she was more nervous if it was the opposite. If he was her soulmate, what did that mean for the both of them? He lives in Korea; her whole life is here, not to mention how young she really was. And come to think of it, even if it wasn’t J-Hope, her soulmate would still be from Korea. How would that even work?

Y/N hadn’t really thought much of it until now, when you meet your soulmate, aren’t you supposed to be together? If her soulmate lived across the world, would they move with her or would they want her to move with them?

Kristie interrupted her thoughts when she jumped excitedly, “Actually get to meet and speak to them? Of course, I want to!”

Y/N shook her head a little and nodded nonetheless, “They’re BTS, who wouldn’t want to meet them?”

Jasmine smiled at her friends’ excitement and ran off to phone her dad.

“So, are you excited?” Kristie teases, and Y/N shrugs, “It’s hard not be delulu about it, but I’m trying to remember that whatever happens, happens. It’d definitely be a huge deal if he was, but even if he’s not, that’s okay too.” Kristie nods at her friends’ words, “If it helps some, I think there’s a pretty big chance that he is, but we won’t know until...four days from now.”

Kristie had a strong feeling about J-Hope, and since finding her soulmate, you could say she just knew when people are meant to be, as they show the same signs she did before she found hers. All she ever wanted for her two friends is happiness, and she was determined on making sure they were, every single day. She was the oldest amongst the trio, born a few months before Y/N and Jasmine, with Jasmine being the youngest, so it came naturally to her to sort of play the big sister role in their lives.

Jasmine was much of the same, despite being the youngest, she loved to care for her friends and show her appreciation in any way she could. That’s why she asked if the packages were a good idea, she too had wanted Y/N to find her answer, and what better way than to meet him? Even if he wasn’t Y/N’s soulmate, they would be super grateful to get to talk to BTS and be able to hug them and just tell them how much they mean to the trio. It was going to be a win either way.

With that in mind, the girls were shopping for the rest of the day and ended with going home with more bags than they could carry.

When they reached their shared apartment, Jasmine told the girls that her dad was able to get three full VIP packages, and to celebrate, they bought some wine and listened to music as they sorted through what they had bought that day.

“I don’t know if I want to wear pink or purple to the concert.” Jasmine held up two shirts toward the girls, and as they all pondered over the two, Y/N felt a tug on her pinky, and she looked down to see it wriggling. It happened often, sometimes during class or grocery shopping, it wriggled a little bit, but not too hard. She wondered if they were exercising or something of the sort, and she felt her nose scrunch in disgust when she thought of her soulmate doing something that wasn’t PG-13.

After dinner, the trio went their separate ways and Y/N found herself lying in bed and thinking about the soulmate situation again. She hasn’t thought about it this much before, and she blames it on the concert coming up. She toys with the string around her pinky, swirling it around her wrist, and then back the other way. Her eyes follow it as it lines toward her door, but then disappears into thin air, the only time she will actually be able to see it and how long it is, is when she is in close proximity to her soulmate.

She wonders why the universe gave her a soulmate that lives across the world, and not just next door or something. It would have made things a lot easier, because now, here she is, in her bathtub, questioning whether a celebrity is her soulmate, like a freaking delulu.

She huffs at the incessant thoughts and changes her clothes before trying to fall asleep.

As soon as Y/N wakes up, she goes to the calendar on her desk and marks off the day, showing only today, and tomorrow left until the concert. Y/N and her friends haven’t been up to much lately, mostly getting outfits ready for the concert, and preparing for the exams that are coming up, but she couldn’t contain her excitement as each day passed.

The first concert was going to be held at the YouTube Theatre, and it’s a generally small building meaning the setting will be a little intimate, but the next day BTS will be performing at SoFi stadium, before going back to Korea. BTS had explained that to start off the two concerts, they wanted to be a little closer to ARMY, seeing as it’s been two years since they’ve seen them, which is why they chose the theatre, but to give other ARMY a chance, they will also be going to the stadium.

Seeing as the tickets weren’t as expensive at the theatre, she chose the first show and got three seats in the third row, a little bit to the right of the stage. Her nerves were through the roof since this would be the first time Y/N and her friends would be seeing BTS in person, ever. In all her years of being a fan, she’s not once seen them in real life.

Jasmine and Kristie were out with their lovers, having a bit of one-on-one time since they haven’t been able to in the past few days. Y/N walked out of her room and grabbed some juice from the fridge, pouring herself a glass and thinking about what her plans for the day were. She knew she had to continue studying but she also needed to eat, so with that thought, she moves back to her room to change and gathers her laptop, putting her textbooks into her bag before grabbing her apartment keys and heading out.

She opts for staying at a nearby café, seeing as it’s not a far walk, picking a table near the window and pulling out her books. She finds the café quiet, and it’s a perfect spot for her to focus without any distractions.

“America always has the best breakfast.” Jungkook speaks and his hyungs nod in agreement.

“So, did you guys want to do some shopping or just head back to the hotel?” Namjoon asks them and they all think about it

“Jin hyung and I will probably head back..” Yoongi informs, and Joon nods and looks toward the maknae line, knowing they’d like to walk around a little bit more, “I’ll stay with you guys.”

J-Hope nods as well, “Yeah, I’ll stay here too.”

All seven men part, and soon the five of them are walking around the area, bodyguards around them just in case, until Taehyung sees a nice little clothing store, “Can we go in here?”

As they’re all walking in, Jimin feels his pinky being tugged at and when he looks down, his eyes widen when he sees that the string has extended completely, allowing him to see where it goes. His line of vision follows the string, and he finds himself moving with it.

He’s quick on his feet, the possibility of finally meeting is soulmate, heavy on his mind.

J-Hope glances at a funky hat before turning to show Jimin with a smile, knowing he’d probably buy it, but frowns instantly when he notices he’s not with them.

“Where’s Jiminie?” He taps Joon on the shoulder, both men glance around and Namjoon immediately takes action upon not seeing him anywhere in the store, having two bodyguards follow him out the door. He has J-Hope stay with the maknae line and jogs out with the two men.

Jimin on the other hand is already half a block down, moving closer and closer, and he sees that his string has moved to the left, inside what looks like a café on the other side of the street, right across from him. Jimin looks and spots the crosswalk, and it’s a bit far, but nonetheless jogs toward it, anxiously waiting for the light to change.

“Jimin-ssi!” He hears and he turns to see one of his bodyguards jogging his way over, he sighs looks back at the café, about to start pleading that they allow him to cross, when he sees Namjoon with a slightly disappointed look in his eyes and he knows that he has no chance.

His shoulders sag in defeat and he walks up to his older member, ready to apologize and explain but Namjoon just wraps his arm around him and quietly mumbles, “Let’s go.”

The hyung line all gather around, with Jungkook and Taehyung sitting on the side, at the edge of Jin’s bed, and Jimin sitting on the couch, with his head down, playing with the fabric of his jeans.

“I just wanted to see if my soulmate was in there.” He whispers, and Yoongi is the first to speak, “Jimin-ssi, we all want to meet our soulmate someday, and we understand how excited you might have been. But you can’t just run off like that, especially in America, and especially without anybody with you. It’s dangerous.” Jimin nods at his words.

“We’re not mad, we were just worried, anything could have happened. You could have been mobbed, paparazzi could have spotted you, there might even be sasaengs around here.” J-Hope walks up and puts a hand on his younger’s back, “Just, next time be careful, and ask for someone to go with you.”

Jimin sniffs and nods once more, looking up at his hyungs, “I swear though I didn’t really mean to walk off, I just saw my string and followed it. I didn’t know how far I had gone until you called for me. I’m sorry.” He really didn’t mean to; he wasn’t aware of his actions, and he hoped his members would see that he genuinely didn’t mean to cause them any stress or worry.

All boys nod this time, and the older members, sit on the couches, Jin and Hobi sitting on each side of Jimin. “It’s alright now, as long as you’re safe.”

“You’ve been studying all morning, come have lunch with us.” Kristie’s voice comes through the phone, and Y/N shakes her head, “I can’t, I’m almost done with this textbook, I just need a few more notes. I’ll come to dinner anyways.” She hears mumbling on the other end until Kristie talks, “If you’re not coming to us, we’re coming to you.” Y/N furrows her eyebrows, “You don’t even know where I am.” This time, she hears Jasmine’s voice yell, “Snapchat bitch!”

Scoffing in disbelief, she hides her smile and rolls her eyes, “Fine, fine. See you soon,” She knows the other two are smirking at the fact they won, “See ya.”

Y/N looks at the time and her eyes widen when she realizes how long she’s been here, and as if on cue, her stomach rumbles, mentally thanking her friends for the phone call, knowing it’s best if she were to meet with her friends now. As she taps her pen against her table, she notices her pinky string was longer than it usually is, but when she follows the line, it’s fading away, and she freezes.

Her soulmate was close to her, and she didn’t even know, she scoffs at herself incredulously, so much for a meet cute, she couldn’t look up from her books for one second to check her surroundings.

Y/N begins to put her things away, keeping her laptop open for her music, and just as promised, her friends show up to the café hurriedly, “Oh my gosh, did you hear?” Jasmine whispered frantically, and Y/N shakes her head, “What?” her friend looks around before leaning in, “Not many people know, but BTS were shopping around here like fifteen minutes ago.” Y/N blinks, “How do you know that?” Jasmine shrugs, “Twitter.” All girls nod and Y/N debates on telling them about her string, but decides to keep it to herself for now, not wanting to get into a discussion of how a BTS member is her soulmate and possibly be labeled as a saseang in this café.

“Where should we eat then?” Jasmine asks, sipping on Y/N’s, now warm, juice. Y/N stares at her and playfully glares, “That’s my juice.”

Namjoon sighs and collapses on his bed, he’s reaching for his phone that won’t stop buzzing and holds it above his face, reading the message from Jin until he feels his arm start to itch.

He scratches it over and over but when it doesn’t go away, he swears, “What is…” He pauses and his eyes are wide, watching as a little heart is drawn on it, then a smiley face, then the BTS logo.

He sits here in confusion, wondering what the hell just happened until he’s frantically searching for his phone for some answers, scratching his arm in the process.

“Alright stop, that tickles…” Y/N squirms from her friends grasp and giggles, looking to see the little drawings on her arm, “very mature”

All three girls were sitting in their living room, nail polish and foot baths surrounding them, after the long day they decided to have a little self-care time which included face masks, hair masks, foot baths, pedicures, and movies.

“I can’t believe we’re going to see BTS.” Jasmine smiles and her friends nod their heads, Y/N scratches at her arm but pays it no mind, “I honestly can’t wait, it’s going to be so fun.”

“It’s a little last minute, but let’s be real, last-minute plans are the best.” Kristie pipes up, putting white polish on her toes

The itch is incessant now and y/n can’t ignore it, “geez, what’s in that ink you used? My arm is on fire-what the fuck?” she shrieks, and Kristie and Jasmine heads snap up, “What’s wrong?”

“What happened?”

“My arm! There’s drawings popping up!” As each girl inspects the doodles, they’re sorta relieved to only find stars and smiley faces, and not…..anything else.

“That’s so weird.” Jasmine whispers, meanwhile, Kristie is googling it on her phone, letting out an excited squeal when she finds a page, “It’s a tie!”

“Another one?” y/n lets out exasperatedly, Kristie nods, “It says that wherever you or your soulmate write on yourselves, it will appear in the same place on your soulmate, it lasts until one of you washes it off.”

“Say hi!” Jasmine pushes and gives y/n the marker, y/n huffs and takes it from her, opening the cap and writing down a small, “hi :)” 

They wait a little until a little “hello” comes back and just before she can respond, another one comes in, “I think this is a tie.”

She nods, cheeks turning red when she remembers he can’t see her, she thinks about it before writing down, “I think so too, it’s my first time seeing.”

This goes on for an hour or so, not really learning about each other, but just talking about anything and everything. How bright the sun was today, how there was a nice breeze yesterday.

She’s completely unaware of the idol that sits on his hotel bed but a few hours away, smiling to himself and writing on his own arm.

Both looking like idiots, but fools somewhat already in love.

However, she doesn’t think twice about the letters that are written in English, she doesn’t think for a second about how Hobi isn’t fluent, she doesn’t think about any of that, all that mattered to her as she wrote back and forth, was that she really enjoyed talking with her soulmate, whoever it may be.

+bonus:

“Hyung…” Jungkook murmurs from beside Jin, who looks at his dongsaeng in question, “Do you think I’ll ever have an experience like Jimin-hyung?” Jungkook is timid when asking his question, indicating that it’s been on his mind heavy, but too nervous to get the answer.

Jin sighs at his youngest member’s words, not wanting to hurt him but also wanting to tell him the truth,

“If I’m being honest, I don’t know. I don’t know if you have a soulmate tie, none of us do. Jimin can see his, which is why it’s easier for him to find his soulmate. But, even if you don’t ever find yours, you will find someone who will love you all the same. There’s a lot of people who haven’t found theirs, that have found love elsewhere, I’m sure the universe has something in store for you either way.”

Jungkook thinks over what Jin had told him, his brows furrowing in focus, but Jin can see tears gather in his eyes, pulling Jungkook in for a hug, “Chin up little one, you’ll be just fine.”

Yoongi walks into the living room to see his two members cuddled up, seeing tears on Jungkook’s cheeks, and he places a hand on his shoulder as he walks by to sit across from them, “What’s up?”

“Someone isn’t feeling too good about this soulmate thing.” Jin explains, Yoongi nods slowly, “Yah, Jungkook-ssi, why don’t you research what kind of different ties there are?”

Jungkook sniffs, “I tried that, I don’t have any of those ones, at least the common ones. Rare ties have a very little chance of developing if there’s none in your family, and mine all have common ties.”

“Don’t get discouraged, it’s also very rare to not have a tie, only 0.1% of the population don’t have one.” Yoongi tries, Jungkook’s eyes widen, and he bursts into tears, “That’s still 800,000 people, and I could be one of them.”

Both the older men wince at their mistake, and Jin continues to console him, “Shh, it’s okay, he’s not correct in that calculation...”

Jin shoots Yoongi a look that says, ‘look what you did,’ and Yoongi throws his head back and rubs at his face tiredly.

#bts x reader #bts aus #bts fantasy au #bts imagines #ot7 x reader #ot7 x yn #bangtan sonyeondan #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jeongguk

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expect the unexpected | 22

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-

Jin had just gotten to Hoseok’s house. With Haneul of course. 

He wouldn’t let Jin out of the house unless he came with.

The other two stayed at home. You still haven’t left your room. Well you have, but only when you had to. It was Sunday, so no school for the kids. You only got out for breakfast, Jin took care of their lunch. He was off today as well. It would’ve been a perfect day to spend time with your family but with what happened last night, it just wasn’t the right time. 

“Aww you brought Haneul!” Sarang says, greeting the two when they walk in. She reaches out, asking to carry him. Of course Jin passes him to her. 

“Where’s Hobi?” Jin asks, looking at the empty living room. 

“In Hope’s room,” she says, already walking away with Haneul. “He’s helping her with homework but I’ll switch with him so you two can have your talk. It seems… important.”

Jin smiles at her. “Thank you, it kinda is.”

“I hear you need some advice this time,” she says from the hallway. “So it must be.”

“Honey, Jin is here,” Jin hears her say. “I’ll help Hope with her homework. Go ahead and go.” The next thing he knows, Hoseok comes out of the hallway.

“Hyung!” Hoseok says with a big smile, walking towards Jin. “Sorry my wife took your baby,” he laughs. Jin waves his hand.

“She can keep him,” he jokes. “Are the other guys coming?”

“Yeah, Taehyung’s closing up, he said he’s on his way. Jungkook is picking up Namjoon and Moonji. Yoongi and Jimin will be here soon though. Do you want anything to drink before they get here?”

-

“So~” Taehyung says, sitting down next to Jungkook on the couch. “Why have we all gathered here tonight. What’s going on with you and your wife..” He suddenly takes out a small notepad out of his pocket. “Does anyone have a pen?”

“What are you? His therapist?” Yoongi asks, but looking around for a pen anyways. 

“I feel like we all are each other’s therapists at this point,” Jimin says. “We somehow always have problems we can’t handle ourselves.” 

“I’m excited for this one, I have never had the chance to give Jin hyung advice,” Jungkook says, looking at everyone with wide eyes. “This is like the first time, it’s usually the other way around.”

“Everyone has problems--” Namjoon starts, but he’s quickly interrupted by Taehyung. 

“Yeah but he never asks us for help.”

“And he never will if you guys keep talking,” Hoseok says, he gestures to Jin. “Hyung, what’s wrong?”

Jin sighs, sitting up. What better way to address the situation than to just go right ahead and say it.

“Yn’s pregnant.”

“HUH?!” They all yell in unison. Surprised… clearly. 

“Wah,” Taehyung says, covering his mouth with his hand. 

“Hyung,” Jungkook says with big eyes. “You’re like… a baby making machine,” he says, smacking Jin’s thigh, even giving it a squeeze. He was sitting right next to him.

Jin clicks his tongue at him, moving the younger one’s hand away from his leg. 

Jimin was just trying to stifle his laugh while the three oldest were in shock. 

Nothing bad, just surprised.

“Wait,” Jimin says with a smile on his face. “Why are you telling us like this? Usually you and Yn do something fun to tell us.”

“That’s the thing,” Jin starts off.

“Wait before you start,” Namjoon says. “Congrats hyung.” He gets up, giving his brother a hug.

“Oh yeah,” the three youngest said, joining in the hug. “Congratulations~ can’t wait for baby #4~” They all sang, making Jin laugh.

“Aigoo, I wish it was this happy when I found out..”

“It wasn’t?” Taehyung asks, beginning to pull away. “Why?” Jin sighs.

“Ah… it was just a long day, a long week. Yn kept that news from me the whole time she was gone. I’m sure she wanted to surprise me with it, in a nice way, but instead I answered the phone and found out from our doctor instead.”

“It’s never fun to hear important news from other people,” Hoseok says.

“Why do you think she kept it from you?” Yoongi asks, now sitting on the other couch. 

“It was my fault,” Jin sighed. “I was ranting to her the other day about how hard it was. You know, with the three kids alone. And I told her how we’re only sticking to three kids, because I can’t handle anymore.” All the boys went “Ah..” in unison. Understanding as to why you felt the need to hold back. 

“Is that the only reason why you want three kids though? Because it’s hard?” Hoseok asks. Jin hesitates to answer.

“Well.. no, it’s just one of the things I guess.. uh.. I never thought that it would be this hard, alone. You know? Yn was gone for a week and I thought I would be able to handle it. But then I had to wake up an hour early just to make breakfast, make the kids’ lunch. Then help them get ready for school, then take them to school, while also getting myself ready for work. Then I take Haneul with me to my office. And he doesn’t even want to be there so I have to deal with his tantrums as I do meetings and paperwork and travel from one building to the next. Then I have to remember to pick up my other kids. Then I take them with me back to work and I have to help them with homework in between working. Then when we get home I have to make dinner and feed them and sometimes I try not to forget to feed myself. Then I have to give them a bath and get them ready for bed. So bedtime stories and everything and not only that, but I have to remember to take care of myself too and then I have more work afterwards because I’m not able to finish during my actual working times because of the kids. And I feel like there’s more, but I’m already tired just thinking about it.” Jin says in almost one breath. He rubs his temples afterwards. “It’s just a lot.”

“Dang,” Jungkook says. He laughs, looking at everyone. “I don’t know about you guys but I think Sian is going to be the only child for me and Rina.” Taehyung nudges his side.

“Hyung,” Jimin says. “If you didn’t want any more kids… then why didn’t you and Yn like… use protection? Or some other type of--”

“We did,” Jin says. “Yn does, I mean. She’s on birth control but on the day of our trip she ran out. We had a long day that day, remember? So she forgot to get more and you know what happened next.”

“Hyung I got Tannie neutered the other day. You should’ve came with,” Taehyung says, doing a scissor motion with his fingers. “Snip snip.” Jin rolls his eyes at him while Jungkook laughs.

“Guys, stop joking around,” Namjoon tells them. The two youngest immediately bit their tongues. “Hyung you and Yn should’ve had a talk about this first, the whole three kids only thing. You know there are other ways other than birth control to prevent pregnancies.”

“Yeah,” Hoseok says. “You or her can get surgery for that.” Jin shakes his head no.

“It’s not that we don’t want kids anymore,” he says.

“You’re confusing me…” Jungkook mumbles, resting his head on the couch as he faced Jin.

Jin sighs, again. He’s sighing a lot tonight. 

“We planned for a big family when we were younger. We always liked the idea of three kids, but we didn’t mind more. Just not like.. Five, I guess.”

“Then four is the perfect number for you!” Jimin says. “I don’t get why you don’t want another one. Is it just because of your stressful week?”

“No it’s not just that--”

“You’re financially stable and everything,” Yoongi says. “You have full family support.” He shrugs. “What could be the problem?”

“It’s not like I don’t want the baby,” Jin says.

“Baby?”

The seven boys turn to the hallway and see Sarang standing there.

“Who’s having a baby?”

“Yn,” Jungkook answers.

“But don’t tell the other girls yet, I don’t think anyone knows.” Jin tells her.

“Well, except for us,” Yoongi tells her.

“She’s pregnant?” Sarang says. “Wow.” By looking at her, you can tell she’s trying her best to be happy for her friend. But the smile on her face didn’t look sincere.

“Yeah, it wasn’t even planned,” Jungkook tells her, covering his mouth. “Surprising right?”

“Definitely,” Sarang says, forcing out a laugh.

“Well, anyways,” Jungkook says. “Got any advice for him?”

“What do you need advice on?” Sarang says, looking at Jin.

He shrugs. “I don’t know, honestly.”

-

“I heard a bit of what you seven were talking about earlier…” Sarang tells Jin. The two of them were now standing in Huimang’s room. Huimang was asleep on the bed, next to her were her two younger cousins, Moonji and Haneul. They were also asleep. 

“I don’t think you understand,” she says, Jin looks over at her. “You think it’s hard for you, doing all of that. But it’s just as hard for Yn. Even harder. And now she’s even carrying your child and you’re not happy about it.” She looks up at him this time. “Being a mother, being pregnant, is hard. I’m not saying being a dad isn’t either but, right now the only thing you can do to help Yn is to be supportive of her. You acting the way you did is already making everything harder than it should be.” She looks away from him, looking down at the three kids sleeping in front of them.

“I think you should be happy,” she says after a while. Jin looks at her. “You don’t know how lucky you are.” Jin can see a tear rolling down her cheek.

“I wish I had that problem,” she whispers. “Then it would mean I’m finally pregnant..”

“You know…” she says, with a small laugh. Jin watches the tears roll down to her chin. “Hobi and I have been trying for so long, but nothing... “ She shrugs. “The doctor says we’re perfectly fine. There’s nothing wrong with either of us, but for some reason we can’t get pregnant.” She looks up at Jin now. “Huimang has been asking us for a sibling actually. I told her we’re working on it and she’s wondering why it’s taking so long. And I don’t know what to tell her.” She looks back down at her daughter peacefully sleeping. “Then, You and Yn have a little fun on your trip and she comes back pregnant and it causes an argument between you two.” She shakes her head at him. “It hurts to watch people you know get something you’ve been wanting and they don’t even want it.”

She sighs, wiping her nose with her sleeve.

“I’m sorry Jin, I love you and Yn so much but I can’t help but hate you two right now.”

Jin didn’t know what to say. Instead he puts a hand on her shoulder.

“I’m sorry.”

Sarang shakes her head.

“You should be saying that to Yn, not me.”

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expect the unexpected

♡ part twenty-two: hate you ♡ 

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[cinnabun-faerie]

Things I hope I end up writing/want to write at some point (This may be a wishlist to myself since I haven't been feeling 100% in the writing mood):

{hello btw! It's 5am. holy chicken nuggets. Anyways, yeah I'm very sleep deprived. Whoever is reading, I think you're awesome and I hope you have a great day/night. I'm sorry if this post is annoying}

General Stuff

Character birthdays by zodiac signs 🥰

does anyone else like celebrating fictional characters' birthdays?

Fun fact two of my favorite characters are also Libras like me! (Kirishima & Satan). Tannie's birthday is only a day after mine too

anyways

top 10s ! I like seeing how things evolve over time

Hot takes/People sending in asks about what I think about a particular character or game

like idk "Why do you friendzone Thancred, Grey?" Because my friend is in love with him and I will never take her man. But Estinien we have agreed to share.

or similar, "What characters do I feel is off limits cause my friends like them?" I have a list.

Or "Would you trade your best friend(s) for a fictional character? If so, which character(s)?"

go ahead, someone please ask me this.

I feel like I would be curious of what people would ask me 🤔 I'd be down to answer what I can

like it could even be about characters. Like who I think would friends in crossover situations. There's one that is my absolute headcanon between ffxiv x obey me

please chat with me sometimes, i get lonely and its nice to interact with you

i'd love to talk about my d&d game that is MHA themed!

I'm tempted to make content for Blush Blush 😭 but I've already too many characters to write

There's not a lot of content for it on here

30 Day writing challenge for certain holidays. Like last year I did one for BTS/ViXX on Halloween

This year maybe I can do like a romantic month with a mix of ffxiv, obey me, mha and danganronpa

or OR 🥰 a Hogwarts themed challenge that include the series' I write for

that way I'd have a reason to write it

I'm open to ideas

I'm going to do Halloween again this time (but with the current series') so that will be fun

🤔 there was something else that I wanted to say but I can't remember is

FFXIV

More Fandaniel x reader stuff

why do i love him

he's so attractive and for what 😩

honestly idk I've wrote so much

💕 Haurchefant 💕

writing more about my ocs

they make me really happy

Obey Me!

Lucifer x Reader Arcade Date HCs (i got the idea playing Levi's birthday event. The crane game moment 🥰)

short reader x all of the boys

mostly cause i wanna use the "short people are closer to hell" phrase cause I say it all the time

but honestly why do characters gotta be so tall 😭 I'm 5 foot and y'all gonna run me over

MORE BARBATOS PLEASE 🥺💕

honestly anything chaotic as this point, I will live for it

Danganronpa

Literally anything at this point

Stop being afraid to write anything, Grey

My Hero Academia

💕 Kirishima 💕

okay but faerie Kiri

i want to do mha characters as myth stuff

like Demon Bakugou or Vampire Deku

for some reason I really like the idea of villain deku

idk I'm open to mostly anything

Crossover Stuff

i really really wanna sort characters into their hogwarts houses

just Hogwarts being my fictional comfort place is why I'd wanna see all these characters there

im cool with doing crossovers with anything as long as I know it

#just chatting #i need sleep #ffxiv #obey me otome #danganronpa #my hero academia #is this a rant? #wishlist #to do list

[blu-joons]

When You Prefer Animals To Humans ~ BTS Reaction

Jin:

You pulled him down onto one of the park benches, resting against his chest, watching the world walk past you, one of your very past times on days off.

“The dogs are always so cute at the park,” you whispered, staring at all the dogs racing around the fields, “I could spend all day just watching them run around.”

“So, when you said it would be a cute date to walk down to the park, all you really wanted to do was come and see the dogs?” Jin questioned, kissing the top of your head.

You giggled, staring up at him momentarily, “it’s a cute date too, but seeing all the dogs is just like an added benefit, you can’t pretend it’s not cute.”

He smiled sweetly, “it’s very cute, although sometimes I’m beginning to think sometimes you shouldn’t have a boyfriend, you should just have a dog instead.”

“Is that your way of saying you want to get another dog?” You teased, jumping out of his hold to rest your hands on his chest, staring hopefully at him.

“Maybe…it’s not such a bad idea.”

Yoongi:

He couldn’t help but smile as he walked in and found you laid out on your bed with Holly snuggled into your side, rubbing the sleep from out of his eyes.

“Are you planning on getting up today?” He teased, sitting back down on the end of the bed, “it’s usually my thing to stay in bed all day, and now look at you.”

“I refuse to move,” you chuckled, tickling the top of Holly’s head, “I’d rather stay here with Holly then bother with any humans today.”

Yoongi gasped, clutching his hand over his heart, “so you’re telling me you’d rather spend time with my dog? That’s not why I got into a relationship with you.”

Your head shook, “perhaps not, but being in a relationship with you certainly has its perks knowing that you have a dog too.”

“I see what’s happened here, you’ve just used me for my dog,” he laughed, laying back down beside you, “I guess if you can’t beat them join them.”

“Sorry, we don’t want you, this is our time.”

Hoseok:

Your eyes lit up as Hobi walked into the coffee shop with Mickey held firmly on his leash, bending down to give the pup the whole world’s worth of attention.

“Nice to see you too,” Hobi chuckled as he stood waiting for you to greet him too. “We only saw you yesterday, what’s got into you today.”

“I’ve officially decided I hate people,” you sighed as you sat down and started telling him about your rough day at work. “I’m just going to retire and live with animals.”

He smiled sympathetically across at you, “as nice as an idea that would be, I don’t think you’d get very far just living with animals, how would you survive?”

You chuckled, taking a sip from your coffee, “I wouldn’t need anything else to survive, just the attention of all the animals would be enough.”

“Well I hope you’ve not written off all humans, as I’d still like to be one of the humans in your life,” he blushed gently, reaching for your hand.

“You can be the one exception to the rule.”

Namjoon:

As soon as Namjoon’s picture appeared on the screen Moni began to bark in your lap as you waved at your boyfriend, studying his reflection closely.

“You guys seem to be having a good time,” he smiled, having trusted you to care for Moni whilst he was on tour, “is he behaving himself?”

“Joon he is a dream! I don’t think I’ll be able to let you take him back when you come home,” you teased, kissing the top of Moni’s head, “why are animals just so incredible?”

He couldn’t help but laugh, he always knew how good a job you’d do with him. “I would like my dog back, but maybe there’s a way that you could stay with him too?”

Your expression turned to one of confusions as Namjoon laughed at how clueless you were, “what are you suggesting? That we cut Moni in half or something?”

“Don’t be silly, I was thinking maybe it wouldn’t be the worst idea if you moved in with the two of us, seeing as Moni loves you just as much as I do.”

“Yeah, that’s a much better idea than mine!”

Jimin:

You could tell that he was ever so slightly annoyed when he walked into the room and saw you still cuddled up to your cats, adjusting the tie of his suit.

“I thought you might’ve changed your mind,” he huffed, sitting next to you on the sofa, “are you sure you don’t want to come to the event tonight, it’ll be fun.”

“There’s so many people,” you frowned, seeking comfort from the cuddle of your cat, “I’d just rather just enjoy the peaceful company of these guys instead.”

He nodded, understanding that social gatherings weren’t your favourite things in the world, “I won’t be too long in that case, but don’t wait up for me.”

You sighed, seeing past his fake smiles, “I’m sorry if you’re annoyed that I’d rather be here, I’d just rather be here with the cats.”

“I understand,” he assured you, “I just want you to be happy, and if you’re happier with the cats then I’m not going to stop you from being with them.”

“Thank you Chim, have a good night.”

Taehyung:

His eyes lit up as soon as you answered the call, waving as you smiled, looking down from his eyes to where Yeontan sat in his lap.

“How’s my gorgeous boy?” You questioned, pulling faces at Yeontan. “Is daddy taking good care of you on tour whilst I’m not there.”

“I thought when you said gorgeous boy you were referring to me,” Tae giggled, kissing the top of Tan’s head, “I can’t believe you think he’s more handsome than I am.”

Your head shook at him, “I speak to you all day I never get to see Tannie, I miss him a lot actually. It’s true when they say that a dog is man’s best friend.”

Taehyung tried to keep Tannie calm as he climbed around the computer, “what about me? You’re supposed to miss me a lot too, it’s been weeks since we saw each other.”

“I do miss you Tae,” you assured him, “but I also miss Tannie, I just want to make sure you both have my attention, and check in on the both of you.”

“That was a nice save, but I know it’s Tan you want.”

Jungkook:

You could sense the frustration growing in Jungkook as he tried to get Gureum to sit in order for him to be given his treats, repeating the instruction again and again.

“Gureum! Sit!” You bellowed, holding his treat up high in the air, smiling proudly as he sat down on the floor, “you just need to have the authority.”

“What?” Jungkook chuckled, trying to figure out what had just happened. “How did you do that so quickly? How come he listens to you but not me?”

Your shoulders shrugged, “I’ve had a lot of practice, I think animals and I have some sort of psychic relationships sometimes.”

Jungkook nodded in agreement, wrapping his arm around you. “You’re definitely going to have to show me how you did that, do you reckon it’ll work with the boys?”

“My talents only stretch as far as animals,” you laughed, “and we both know that the boys will never, ever listen to you.”

“Anything’s worth a try.”

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[collecting-stories]

Stargazer - Rafe Cameron

Request: I saw you wanted some fluff requests so maybe like the reader and Rafe laying out on the lawn of the Cameron estate stargazing and it's just really quiet and peaceful and he admits to the reader how he feels about them.

A/N: This was such a cute request...hopefully I’ve done it justice.

Outer Banks Masterlist

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Tanny Hill was arguably the last place you wanted to be. It had been less than three months since Rafe had broken up with you and you’d been doing a good job avoiding him until now. You had practically gone on the defensive the moment that you walked in the house, already worried that Ward or Rose or even your parents would have something to say about the two of you splitting up. The last time you had been there Rose had been talking about things getting more serious and now there was no one to get serious with.

But even with all that tension and heartache that you felt when you walked in the door you heard yourself volunteering to find your ex-boyfriend when Rose commented on his absence. “I’ll look, he might just be outside or something.” You knew all Rafe’s hiding spots on the property. He was outside like you thought he would be, closer to the house than you expected. Sitting on the porch lounger, smoking. “There you are.”

“Hey,” Rafe sat up, surprised. Of all the people to walk through the patio doors he didn’t expect it to be you, “what’re you doing here?”

“What are you doing smoking on the back patio while there’s a party going on? Ward’ll murder you if he finds out.” You said.  

“I just need to clear my head.”

“Oh, well then weed is definitely the answer.” You picked the blunt off the ash tray and toked on it. The familiar blend had a citrusy after taste, one Rafe had only started smoking because you told him you liked it.

“I don’t need your quips right now, thanks. It’s been a shitty fucking day. From start to finish.” He remarked. You were the last person he expected to see and even you were going to give him a hard time. Maybe the one person who truly had the right too, considering, but still...he could do without it tonight.  

“Well, it's not finished yet.” You replied, trying to sound even somewhat positive for his benefit. Even if seeing Rafe broke your heart you didn’t want him to be hurting. You couldn’t help the fact that it was three months later and you still loved him just as much as you had before.  

“You want a count down?” He remarked, raising an eyebrow and you couldn’t help smiling at the amount of sass evident in his voice. He sounded just like his sisters.  

“Maybe.” You backed up, before walking off the pavement. Your bare feet sunk into the dewy grass as you headed across the lawn. The thought of going back inside and sitting around the table with your parents and his was enough to have the hairs on your arms standing up on end. You couldn’t handle another regretful look from Rose or your mom.  

“Where are you going?” Rafe asked, getting up from the lounger and following you. He kicked his shoes off, leaving a pair of loafers that didn’t fit his personality on the patio.  

“Well unless you want Rose to come through the door in like, ten seconds and see you out here I was thinking we could go down by the water?”

“Sure.” He replied, in all honesty he had been completely unaware that Rose had even planned a dinner date with your family. If he had known that he wouldn’t have been here at all. “You didn’t answer me, what’re you doing here?”

“Family dinner, something or other? Sarah bailed and Wheezie’s got my sister so I volunteered to come find you and drag you inside before the main course. Rose didn’t tell you I’m guessing?” You said, stopping near the edge of the yard were it sunk suddenly into the water of the marsh. The jetty was a few feet to your left but you didn’t bother with it, enjoying the light breeze that ruffled the tree you were standing under and cooled your bare arms and legs. Rafe came up beside you, heat following him.  

“Course not. Probably hoping I’d be gone.”  

“Well I’m glad you’re not.” You admitted. You were surprised he wasn’t but you were glad he wasn’t too. As hard as it was to see him you couldn’t deny that you missed him.  

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, I love your sister but having to hear her ‘ten ways to save the planet’ spiel while she neglects her own privilege is above my level of patience for the evening. And Wheezie just ignores me now.”

“Probably just-” Rafe started to say but you shook your head to cut him off.  

“I get it, she’s just being a good sister.” You replied, “If I thought someone broke up with my sister, I’d ice them out too.”

“I just...didn’t want her telling my dad and Rose what happened.” He shrugged, sheepish and guilty. He’d fabricated a lie about differences and you wanting more of a relationship than he wanted to give you. It was a lie that he had created, not only for Wheezie but for you too.  

“So it was easier to say that I broke up with you?” You asked, that bit of ice that you hadn’t been able to move passed still in your voice. “You could’ve just told them the truth, I’m sure they would’ve understood.”

Rafe tried to sound convincing as he coughed out a response, “I’m sure they all would have loved to hear what an asshole I was when I cheated on you.”  

It wasn’t the truth. Rafe could still remember the way that you looked, standing in his bedroom after you told him you loved him, when he lied and told you that he cheated on you. The moment he said the words he wanted to retract them, turn back time completely and erase the absolute heart break that crossed your features as you stared at him, trying not to cry in front of him.  

“I just meant the part where you didn’t love me to begin with. Or however you put it.” You replied, biting at your bottom lip. As much as you wanted to see him, coming out to see Rafe was a terrible idea.  

“Look-”

“It’s fine Rafe...I can’t change it so it's no use holding on to.” You shrugged. “Come on.” You sat down on the grass, leaning back on your hands to look up at the sky. Stargazing had always calmed you down when you were a kid, you could only hope that it worked now.

“What are you doing?”  

“Stargazing...obviously. There’s supposed to be a meteor shower after midnight tonight but for now I’ll just appreciate the regular everyday stars.” You replied, waving your hand toward the sky as you laid all the way back.

“You can barely see them.” Rafe replied, tilting his head back and squinting at the stars through the trees.  

“Not when you’re standing there squinting like a crazy person.” You replied. “Come on down to my level.”

“I’m good.”

“Don’t wanna get your J. Crew dirty.” You remarked.  

“You’re a pain in the ass ya know that?”  

“Just sit down.” You patted the grass next to you. Rafe sat down beside you begrudgingly, “See, isn’t that nice?”

He laughed, “Laying on the grass in the dark, it’s awesome.”

“Shush, just enjoy the stars Rafe.”  

While you laid on your back looking up at the stars Rafe continued to sit there, watching the stillness of the water in the marsh. You being here with him felt like old times and he knew he might regret his next words but he couldn’t stop them from coming out as he opened his mouth, “It wasn’t...when I said I didn’t love you-”

“It’s okay.” You cut him off, not at all eager to hear another round of explanations from Rafe. “Can we just pretend for a minute that we’re friends again or something? I don’t need Rose to see me crying. Or my mom for that matter.”

“That’s what I’m trying to say.” Rafe said, turning his gaze to watch you in the soft glow that the lanterns on the jetty gave off. Enough that he could see the way you were trying to school your expression. “I never...I told you I slept with that girl at the party but I didn’t.”

“What?” You sat up, turning to face him. He looked somewhat wrecked and, in all honesty, he had for some time now. That day in his room felt so familiar it could’ve happened the day before and not three months ago. You felt like you relived it every time something reminded you of Rafe.  

“I lied to you-”

“Why?” You asked, voice cracking at the end of your sentence, “why would you lie to me about something like that? You told me-”

“I know. I...you could do so much if you wanted to. Get off this island, meet someone who doesn’t fuck up everything they touch-” He tried to explain, swallowing down the need to keep up his lie and pushing forward with telling you the truth. Maybe it was selfish of him but he was tired of hurting himself. He just wanted you back in his life.  

“You don’t.”

“All I’m ever gonna be is some kid who couldn’t make it on his own so his dad had to give him a job.” Rafe admitted. “That doesn’t have to be you. You don’t have to get stuck with that.”  

“I’m not stuck with anything, Rafe, I loved you...I still love you.” You admitted.

“I love you too.” He ran his hand through his hair sheepishly, “I guess that’s what I was trying to say...I lied to you when I said I never loved you and I lied when I said I cheated on you. I just wanted you to be happy and I didn’t think that could happen with me.”  

“I’m not sure it could happen without you.” You admitted. You were trying to understand what he was saying, your mind working to play catch up, “but you didn’t...I mean...you never cheated on me?”

“No. I’ve done a lot of dumb shit but I would never do that.” He swore.  

The back door opened and Rose stepped out onto the patio, squinting in the dim light to try and find you or her stepson. When Rafe heard the door he shifted, hovering over you, inches face centimeters from yours. His eyes locked with yours and you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling as Rose called your names.  

Rafe shushed you, leaning down the rest of the way and pressing his lips against yours. You kissed him back, your hand going to the back of his head, fingers brushing the hair against the nape of his neck.  

“I don’t see them.” Rose called back into the house, followed by, “well their shoes are still here Ward. I’m not walking all the way out to the Druthers to look for them!”

When the doors clicked shut again Rafe pulled away, sitting all the way up and offering you his hand, “come on.”

“Where are we going?” You asked as he helped you stand up.

“Druthers, obviously.”

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[kpopsnowball]

Hi!!! Lmao💀I wanted to ask meeting your idol in a cruise ship. My idol :Jin obviously 👀👀💀💀How about you??

Hello sister!!:)) hope you are doing good!:)) this is such a great idea!:)) 🥺☺️❤️❤️

You meeting Jin in a cruise ship:

You were happy that you had an opportunity to visit LA via cruise ship from your country. You had done well in your job for past two months so you were getting a bonus and your whole team were going to LA for vacation in a cruise ship. You were beyond excited but a little bit nervous and anxious too. What if the ship turns? You thought to yourself and chucked at your own crazy thought. You called your friend and asked her whether everything was packed from her side or not. You were happy and excited but maybe your parents were worried for you but you reassured them and spent your night while watching movie with them. After few days you guys were all set to go and super excited. When you saw the cruise ship, your mouth was hung open. You were shocked as to how humongous it was and even though you had let your imagination have a ride still this was even beyond your imagination. You slowly walked into the ship while ogling at its surroundings like a kid seeing an amusement park for the first time. You guys dropped your luggage in your respective rooms and came out to roam but not before you taking few jumps on the soft soft mattress of the bed. You freshened up and saw your group of friends already enjoying the evening party. Drinking and relaxing. Your friend pulled your hand and asked you to join in for the drink which you politely refused. Everyone were drinking and dancing but you just did not like drinking so you didn’t. Everyone were busy in their world, couples clicking pictures, friends drinking, djs having fun and then there was you who was standing alone at the corner. “Nobody sees me” a random thought popped up in your mind but the Queen of positivity you were, you immediately turned that negative thought into a positive one but in that process you didn’t realise that you caught an eye of certain someone who was intrigued by seeing you standing at the corner for the same reason as yours. “Why isn’t she drinking or dancing?” He thought to himself but suddenly namjoon patted his back to gain his attention. You were at the bottom floor and he was at the top floor so he could see you but you couldn’t. You glanced up few times but just saw some random people. Slowly, you made your way towards the front of the ship and let the air flow through your hair. You just felt alive and bought some food for the birds around. You giggled and threw some food for the birds for it to catch and eat it. Suddenly you could feel a presence besides you and you flinched a bit. “Can I have that too miss?” Your orbs met the ones which would be the last one on the earth you expected. “Jin?” a mere whisper left your mouth and all the things you ever wanted to tell him dissolved in his orbs. You staring like a baby at him. “Soo damn adorable” he thought to himself while staring at you and chuckled which made you look away. You once again looked at him to which he eyed the bird food in your hands. You handed him some with an oh. “There you go” you said and threw some to the birds again, very well keeping in mind the presence besides you. “What’s your name? I am seokjin. Nice to meet you.” He dusted off his hands and extended it towards you. You smiled warmly at him and shook his hand. “I am Tanni. Nice to meet you as well. To be honest, i know who you are and who wouldn’t?! I am a great fan of yours! I really love your songs!! And-“ suddenly the loud music interrupted in between and your face fell. He instantly noticed that and chuckled. “Shall we talk somewhere else?” He shouted so that you could hear in that loud voice and suddenly a huge smile broke on your face. You nodded and he lead the way. You guys seated across the corner and had a good chat. After that he also introduced you to his bandmates and they were surprised would be an understatement because the man had never introduced any girl like that before. You exchanged your numbers and also he gave you free tickets for you and your friends for the concert. “See you soon tanni.” He said while looking in your eyes and giving you a warm smile:)

Him smiling at you:))::

I hope you like it love!:)) sending you lots of love and happiness!:)))

Thank you soo much!

May I please request Taehyung’s reaction when he’s angry at me but I start crying (not in a relationship)

Thank you soo much:)

#snowball replies🥀

[boeswhore]

want a drink? → e.pettersson

prompt: the reader is forced to be at a party because of her brother troy and is bored out of her mind until elias comes to help out with her boredom.

warnings: nothing i can think of :)

prompt lists: | one | two | three |

47. “want to go grab a drink?”

my masterlist!

*lowercase intended*

an: i went a little bit too overboard with this one, so enjoy some fluffy petey :)

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"c’mon y/n, it will be so much fun!" my brother troy exclaims as i shake my head at him. "troy i don't know." i murmur. he was begging me to come to a party with him; but me being the claustrophobic person i was, didn't really want to go. "please, i will be by your side the whole time, plus the boys are going to be there as well!" he pleads and i groan. “and besides, you’re going to be home alone, in case you forgot you’re staying with me. our parents aren’t here to sit around with you.” he adds and i sigh. "fine, fine now shut up." i respond and he shoots his fist in air and does a small happy dance.

i laugh and roll my eyes. "well, go get dressed!" he says ruffling my hair and ushering me towards my closet. "okay, okay calm down there." i say and he laughs. "i’ll be waiting downstairs, try being ready in at least twenty minutes please.” troy adds and i nod my head as he ushers out of my room, leaving me in distress. i had no idea what i was going to wear. after tearing my closet apart, i decide on wearing a red satin dress. i pull my hair out of its ponytail and do a small braid in my hair and pin it; leaving the rest open.

after finishing my hair, i move to my makeup. i do some light makeup and grab your phone, heading downstairs. troy looks up from his phone and smiles. “looking beautiful, surprisingly.” troy jokes and i pout, slapping his shoulder playfully. “mean.” i mumble and he laughs. “i was joking.” i slip into my heels as we both head towards the party i really didn’t want to be at. once we reach the house, i sigh “really brock, he had to throw a party didn’t he.” i mumble and troy chuckles. “he wanted you to come what can i say, the stetchers always bring the fun in.”

we both make our way into house and immediately hit with loud rap music blaring through the speakers. troy makes his way over to his friends and i follow him. “troy, y/n! you made it!” brock grins, pulling us in for a hug. i smack the back of his arm. “you know i hate parties.” i pout and he chuckles. “oh c’mon y/n, let loose! have fun.” brock teases. “yeah y/n, stop being such a kill joy.” troy adds and i scowl at him.

“i’m gonna go grab some water.” i mumble, pushing past the two boys and making my way to the kitchen. it wasn’t as crowded as i expected it to be and i gladly didn’t mind at all. i spot chris and bo as they wave me over. “am i dreaming? or is the y/n stetcher actually here?” chris jokes and i pout. “tanny, you sure aren’t dreaming.” i chuckle causing the two let out a laugh. “so, troy convinced you to come.” bo asks and i nod. “yep, and i’m so bored.” i sigh, taping a sip of my water bottle. “it’s just starting up y/n, it’ll get more fun soon.” chris adds and i nod my head. “i hope you’re right.”

“we’re going to head back out there, come with? bo asks and i shake my head. “you guys go, i’ll join you in a bit.” i answer and they nod, before making their ways out of the kitchen. i huff, before taking a seat on the spin high chair, resting my head up with my hand. “you seem like you don’t want to be here.” a familiar swedish accent states. i turn around to see elias. he was dressed in some black jeans, with a white button up. i smile “hey petey.” i grin and he laughs. “hey y/n.”

he walks over to me, taking a seat on the spin chair next to me. “so, why are you just sitting here all alone?” he asks, fixing his gaze on me. “i don’t know. don’t really like parties as much.” i answer and he nods. “same here. just here because brock made me come.” he adds and i nod. “same with troy.” elias chuckles slightly. “you look beautiful by the way.” he states and i blush. “thanks el, i could say the same. you look pretty handsome and all.” i respond and he winks at me.

you see, me and elias; we weren’t exactly dating but we were really close. we would flirt back and forth and guys were all convinced that we were dating but were in denial.

“want to go grab a drink?” elias asks and i nod. “sure!” i say pushing myself off of the spin chair. elias holds his arm out towards me and i giggle, wrapping my arm around his. “look who finally decided to make an appearance.” jake jokes and i roll my eyes at him. “she has her boy crush with her, of course she’s all happy now.” quinn teases and i bite my lip, trying to hide back the smile. “what do you want to drink?” elias asks and i shrug. “champagne is good.” i reply and he nods. “i’ll be right back.” he says.

the others turn to face me with smirks resting on their faces. “what? why are you all staring at me?” i ask and troy scoffs. “you look happy now that you’re boyfriends here sis.” he teases and i flip him off. “shut up, he’s not my boyfriend!” i deadpan causing the boys to let out “yeah right.” and “sure he’s not.” elias makes his way back and passes me my drink. “here you go y/n.” he says and i grin. “thanks el.” i take a sip to see the smirks still evident on their faces.

since elias came, the party became more bearable for me. although, the boys words went around my head like a track. when bo said the fun is still starting, did he meant elias? are me and elias a thing? does he even see me that way? oh man when it came to overthinking you can give me a medal for that. an arm drapes around my shoulder, knocking me out of my thoughts. “what’s on your mind?” elias asks and i shake my head. “nothing.”

he frowns at me. “now we both know that’s not true.” he adds and i sigh. “come on, follow me.” elias says as he leads us through the crowd. we make our ways out the front doors and to brocks front porch. “what’s on your mind?” elias asks and i take a deep breath. i look up and see his icy blue eyes which were already staring right at me. i look down quickly. “what are we petey?” i ask and elias takes my hand in his. “because all the boys always think that we’re a thing and that we’re dating and it messes with my head because i don’t know if that’s what we are.”

“they aren’t wrong.” elias says and i look up at him in shock. “w- what?” i stutter and he chuckles, caressing my fave softly. “i like you y/n, i really do. you know i’m not good with words but you mean so much to me. why do you think the boys always tease me when i’m around you?” he says and i smile up at him. “i like you too el. so much that it physically hurts.” i whisper and he lets out a breath he was holding. “i can say the exact same for you.” he murmurs before leaning down and pressing his lips against mine. i smile as i kiss him back. “i think i might have lied, i don’t like you y/n. i love you.” elias mumbles against my lips and i blush. “i love you too petey.”

“the boys are going to be so happy.” elias says and i laugh. “they’re going to start their chirping at us.” i add and he nods. “but i don’t really mind if they’re teasing me about you.” he adds and i blush, “stop you’re making me blush.” i pout and elias chuckles. “you’re too cute y/n.” he coos, wrapping his arm around my waist as we walk back inside the party, preparing ourselves for the teasing that was about to abrupt from the boys inside.

maybe coming this party wasn’t so bad after all.

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[lesbian-vmin]

Idols and Dating - Responding to Arguments about my Taetae Bday Live Post

Yep. I’m going to talk about this because the topic is something that a lot of people seem to get offended over. This isn’t me trying to hurt anyone’s feelings, it’s just me trying to bring you guys to the realistic idea that yes. Idols do date. And yes. That means BTS could be dating. And I’m going to be talking about an infinite number of possibilities here, so let’s get into it shall we?

I’m going to be addressing counter arguments that I’ve seen people use against them dating, or bringing s/o’s to certain areas. (BELOW THE CUT)

Do you think they have time to date????

Maybe not, really. But also, yes? People working in the medical field work pretty hectic schedules right? Let’s look at doctors, specifically. Especially those who started their career path straight out of high school. The amount of hours it takes them to study and do homework in pre-med alone takes a lot of time. Then they have to go medical school and residency programs, which also leave them very few hours in their day. Once actually earning their M.D. certificate, they can get a job working in a hospital or clinic. Doctors who work in the hospital, especially those that work in areas that require them to be on call and have a potential of bringing them into the emergency or operating rooms, have very little time. Busy schedules. Hectic. Busy schedules. Are you trying to tell me that no doctor who went straight on their career path straight out of high school could possibly have a relationship and get married because they don’t have time? People make time for relationships. Many of my friends from university are doctors, and all are married now.

My team works twelve hour shifts every time we work, and we work every other weekend. Even so, my analysts still find time to date people outside of the team.

But, they travel. That’s different!

Is it now? Yes. It is true that they do travel. Still doesn’t make it impossible for them to have a relationship, or have you forgotten that this is the 21st century? Even if they don’t spend a lot of time in their home country (who’s to say their s/o would even be from their home country?), it doesn’t prevent them from having a relationship. It probably makes it more difficult, but I’m sure they have many people’s numbers stored in their phones, and they talk to people outside of the group all the time. There’s bound to be a romantic interest somewhere in their list of contacts.

Also, they have friends. How can you say they don’t have time for romance, but have time for friendship? Oh yeah. Because people on this site really devalue friendships, so I’m guessing those that use this and the “no time” excuse think that friendships require less effort than relationships. No. It’s a different type of effort, but not less.

I also know a lot of people with traveling jobs that keep them from seeing their family for 12 to 16 weeks at a time (one of my friend’s dads works on the river, so he’s usually gone for months at a time), yet manage to find love, get married, and have kids. Yes. All while working that job.

In regards to Taehyung having an s/o behind the camera, do you know how hard they try to keep relationships private? Why would they risk bringing an s/o to the company?

I am so glad you asked. So let’s talk about what it means to have an s/o. First of all, the term s/o is gender neutral, and it gives you no more information. If you assume we’re talking about a female s/o, then you need to get out of your head a little. Because, while I’m not saying that a possible for s/o for Taehyung can only be a male, people shouldn’t be so quick to dismiss the possibility. Especially not when Taehyung has made several, very open claims, about...how do I say this? Sexuality/his sexuality/how he views sexuality. I’m not saying him wanting to sing a romantic duet with a male or him writing lyrics in Sweet Night that sound very much like a same-sex love interest (but also...it could be me drawing that conclusion myself, so) is him telling us subtly that he’s gay. But people shouldn’t be so quick to dismiss the possibility. Because he could be. And we need to give him support either way. If he’s ever confirmed to have a girlfriends, then great! Doesn’t mean that he’s straight because he could still be bisexual/pansexual - then the things mentioned above are still relevant, but okay.

Sure, I can agree. Bringing a female around the company might raise suspicion. But. Bringing a male to the company wouldn’t. Why? Because when people see two men together, they jump on the “they’re friends” train really quick. Have you ever noticed that literally every dating rumor (that sticks) about idols is always a straight couple dating rumor? They see two male idols hanging out, and they’re like. “Hey look! Did you guys know X and Z were friends?” So...yeah. Bringing a girlfriend to the company might be suspicious. But a boyfriend? Not so much. And yes. I’m sure they, themselves, would be aware of the difference.

There are gay idols. They are not openly gay, but they exist. It’s rather unfortunate that they can’t be openly because representation does fucking matter, and the gay youth (and not youth) in Korea could really fucking use it. And beyond them just being representation for society, it’d be nice for them if they could come out. I know that idols face scrutiny when they’re in straight relationships, but we all know it would be worse for them if they were in gay relationships. Or maybe we don’t all know. But we LGBT friends know. Because it would be worse if a confirmed relationship turned out to be a gay one.

(EDIT: And maybe people wouldn’t ask gay idols about dating their band mates and “their ideal boy/girl” because they’d know that they’re gay. Of course, some (maybe unintentionally) offensive questions might come from it, but just them being able to come out at first would be a step in the right direction.)

Also, how many people actually stalk them around the company doors and would see them entering with someone? The answer to this might actually shock me because I don’t keep up with stalker-released content from BTS. I refuse. But I’m pretty sure the company has some kind of security to keep stalkers away from the building if it ever becomes an issue.

Bringing an s/o to the company? Cont.

Also. Me thinking (not just because of his bday live) that Taehyung has an s/o isn’t me saying that I don’t think Jimin isn’t a possible option for who that person would be. So...quite frankly. Would Taehyung bring his s/o to the company? Um...if it was Jimin? Yeah??? Like? It wouldn’t be suspicious. By any means. At all. And then all the arguments about them having a schedule/working go right out the window because....it’s Jimin???? (Or someone else he works with.)

Yes. People can date people on their teams. I have analysts at work who are dating each other. We allow it because they’re equals. I couldn’t date one of my analysts, but that’s different. I’m their supervisor. There are places with their own policies on dating co-workers (it’s strictly forbidden to date someone in the same department as you in many places, regardless if you are equals or not), but we don’t know BH’s policy.

We may never have had any same-sex same-group official couple dating news, but we have had dating news of (two, that I know of) straight couples dating someone from their own company. BH / TY from SM and HA / ED from Cube. There are probably more.

But there is Tiger / YMR who are a straight couple in the same group and married. They were married before the group was formed, but still. Co-ed groups aren’t very common, so it’s hard to have many examples like this.

Someone in the group?

Well, because I’m a VM blogger, let me go ahead and say that Tae’s s/o being Jimin smacks down all of these arguments.

No time? That’s fine. They work together and see each other all the time. They would only have to differentiate between their workship and relationships.

It needs to be kept secret? That’s fine. Shipping is something that people do, but no one honestly expects them to actually be in a relationship.

Bringing them to the company? Um. Yeah. They both work there.

So. Yeah. My point that Jimin being the s/o (and behind the camera) still stands.

(EDIT: But I’m not saying that Jimin was behind the camera. Because it could have been someone else, and not an s/o. Taehyung was in a good mood because it was his birthday, and he was talking to the fans. So that’s a possible reason as to why he’s giddy and happy. Also, I’ve seen him get like that with Jimin, and the other members. And, hell, even Tannie. So..)

I’m not trying to prove that Jimin is Taehyung’s s/o by any means. I’m just talking about reasons why I think it’s funny that everyone is so quick to dismiss the possibility.

Yes. In my post about Taehyung “obviously being in love” because of how giddy and happy he was during his live was a joke. I was making fun of people who say “he’s obviously in love” because they’re smiley and happy and giddy.

But the idea of Taehyung having an s/o still stands. Because he writes these romantic lyrics, and it’s possible that they’re about someone he’s currently in love with and dating.

Him writing romantic lyrics also doesn’t confirm he’s in a relationship. Because you can write about the feeling of being in love without ever having been in love (because there are all sorts of existing lyrics and novels and poems about love to draw inspiration from) or without currently being in love, but knowing it felt like because you were before.

Also. I just wanna say. Being “in love” is a feeling that people can get beyond romantic relationships. Romance isn’t the only thing that can bring those feelings out of us. Especially for those who feel emotions more strongly and appreciate more things than just romance.

This post is a mess, but I think it pretty much covers what I wanted to say.

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Warning; some of those may have some depressing content

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-> Seokjin;

Jin was having a hard time with you being so hard on yourself, when you told him you didn’t think you were pretty enough to even look at him something just broke him.

He felt his heart ache as he stared at you with his glossy eyes, he hates that you thought that about yourself and the fact that he couldn’t do one single thing about it made it even worse.

He covered his eyes with his hands and silently let the tears fall without you knowing, you yourself were on the edge of tears and for too busy worrying about yourself at the moment.

You suddenly heard a sob making you break yourself.

“Why can’t you just see yourself the way that I see you? It’s frustrating me so much to know that I can’t even make you feel good about yourself.”

You felt bad for even saying it to him now, you turned around and instantly wrapped your arms around the man, you softly played with his head as tears ran down your face.

“You make me feel loved, Jin. I’m just so used to hating myself that it’s hard to see myself any other way.”

He looked up before softly cupping your cheek, he leaned down a little before pecking your lips; “you’re beautiful.”

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-> Yoongi;

Yoongi knew that he wasn’t going to get rid of it that easy, he felt happy for a while but as soon as things started to go back those thought came back.

He felt like he could do better with his music, he felt like he didn’t deserve all of the fame he worked so hard for. He didn’t think he was as handsome and you claimed him to be.

He felt like he was holding you back from having a good life, with a boyfriend who was happy to show you affection. Someone you truly loved you.

Not that yoongi didn’t love you- no, yoongi loved you too much, he was scared. He was never good with emotions so this hit him quite hard.

He started distancing himself from you at first, that turned into him ignoring the boys and skipping practice to the point where they had to reschedule their new album.

But enough was enough, one day you just went to his place and knocked on the door, as soon as he opened it he wanted to close it.

You put your foot between his door making his eyes widened, “Y/n. Just go away.”

You shook your head and stepped inside, yoongi decided that it wouldn’t do anything if he tried to stop you so he just lets you do your thing.

“Yoongi, listen I don’t know what the hell is going on but I’m worried, I’m so so so worried, baby. You’ve being ignored me and the boys for so long-“

“You’re gonna think it’s a stupid reason anyways, I’m so sick of people telling me that everything will be alright or that they fucking know what the fuck I’m feeling.”

You kept your mouth shut in hope he would talk some more, but from the way his eyes glister in the light you knew there was a lot more that he wasn’t telling me.

“I fucking love you, Y/n. I love you so fucking much and I can’t even say it most of the time because I’m so afraid that I’ll be trying too hard.” Now he was gasping for air as tears ran down his face, you stared at him shocked.

“That’s the fucking reason I’ve been pushing you and the boys away, I’m afraid that if I start to love you too much it will hurt even more when you leave like the rest.”

“Yoongi-“

“Pl-please just hold me.” He whines as he makes grabby hands to you.

You softly smiled as you felt tears coming in your eyes, you vision was blurry and you grabbed his shoulders pulling him into you.

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-> Hoseok;

He was practicing for the new dance, the rest of the boys had left to get home a little sooner than that he did. He just couldn’t get one of the dance moves right which rarely happens.

He felt frustrated as he did the move once again wrong, he lets out a loud annoyed sigh and drops to the ground.

Jin called you to tell you that Hoseok probably would be home late tonight, when you asked him if they were all still together and he said no you decided to just go and see him.

From what Jin told you Hoseok was feeling stressed out and frustrated because of that one dance move. Jin said that that dance wasn’t that crucial but- you know Hoseok...

You got into the car and drove to big hit, you got inside of the building and got to the big pratice door that they shared with other groups.

You softly knocked on the door, you opened shortly after seeing a burned out Heoseok. You felt your heart tighened from the state he was in but still got closer.

“Hobi...”

He looked up seeing you sad eyes, “Baby- What- how-“

“Jin called me, love, what are doing to yourself?” He looked down avoiding my glance as he felt tears burn his eyes, he blinked a few times and the tears soon came running down.

You sighed and sat behind him, you throw your legs over his and hugged him around his waist.

“Hobi, you’re such a good dance. So what if you make one wrong dance more? You think army is gonna love you less just because of that one dance move.”

He cupped his hands over yours and rubs his eyes roughly trying to get rid of the tears.

“I don’t know what I would do without you, baby.”

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-> Namjoon;

Namjoon was feeling down, he felt like he was a burden to the rest of the boys because he always took the lead in English interviews and when he saw jimin playfully roll his eyes he took it serious.

He fell silent immediately and didn’t speak unless spoken too, you saw it all happening in the back room where the live interview was being shown.

You saw the pain in his eyes as he kept looking around the room trying not to cry, when they were done and Namjoon came into the room alone he couldn’t stop himself from crying.

“Joonie..” you whispered as you pulled him onto you on the couch, you softly kissed his forehead as he cried onto your shoulder.

“Joonie, jimin didnt mean it that way, he was just joking around, baby.”

His cries turned into hiccups and soon it was over, he fell asleep onto your shoulder snuggling in your shoulder.

Soon the boys came back in and saw the state their leader was in, “Y/n-ah what happened?” Jimin asked as he sat beside you softly playing with Namjoons hair.

“It’s nothing, jiminie, He’s just a little bit sad.” The younger male nodded and softly smiled.

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-> Jimin;

“Did park jimin from bts gain weight once again?”

“Does park jimin not suit korean beauty standards anymore?-“

You turned off the tv as you saw your boyfriend walk down, his eyes burned into the back of your head as he went and stood in front of you.

“Jagi? Did I gain weight?” He asked as he lifted his shirt and softly poked his lean stomach, you shook you.

“Jiminie, you shouldn’t even worry about what those assholes say about you. I think you look even better with a bit flesh on your bones. Fuck- I mean look at that fine ass.”

You kept rumbling on and he didn’t notice the broke hearted boy in front of you, but as soon as you heard a sob coming from you boyfriend your head shot up to look at him.

He didn’t know why he started crying, but it was probably because he has a habit to hide his problems and put them as deep as possible and tries not to think about it too much but eventually he will break and he would be a big mess.

“Jiminie-“ suddenly he lets himself drop onto you wrapping his arms around you body holding you close. You softly rubs his back as whispered sweet nothings into his ear, relaxing him.

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Taehyung;

He was missing Tannie so much, he wouldn’t show it he would only “jokingly” tell you how empty the place felt without the doggo.

Tannie was with his family for a few weeks since you two wanted to go to Paris but big hit needed the boys to stay in Korea for the new album.

Tae at first wanted to ask Tan back but you insisted it would be good for the pup to be with other people and not to clench onto Tae if someone wanted to pick him up like he would always do.

You two laid in the bed as you were fast asleep, Tae beside you wasn’t. He was tossing and turning and couldn’t get the idea of tannie not being beside him.

He felt silly to feel that home sick about a dog when he probably didn’t give a second thought on Tae when his family gave him all the cookies he needed.

He felt his heart ache, his eyes started to hurt and a headache started to form from keeping the tears in.

You turned around in your sleep and hugged the boy close, gently laying your head onto his chest. Mindlessly stroking his bare chest.

Tae instantly felt the weight fall off of his shoulder as he stared down at your peaceful state.

He maybe not have tannie with him right now but at least he had you.

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Jungkook;

Jungkook had bad home sickness when he moved to Seoul to proceed his dream of becoming a idol, as soon as bts started to get bigger and bigger he eventually forgot about his home sickness as he was surrounded by his chosen family.

But as soon as he moved out into a new apartment the thoughts started coming back, he hated being alone because then he had too much time to think by himself.

He tossed and turned in his king sized bed, he sighed and grabbed onto his phone. 3 am.

He scrolled through his phone and came across yours, you have been his friend Even since he came here and started working for big hit.

He quickly rang your phone as he didn’t put second thought into it, soon he heard your raspy voice; “kookie? Why aren’t you asleep it’s 3..”

“I know but it’s back again, could you maybe come over again?” He heard you sigh before saying yes, you lived in the same complex as him so you didn’t have to get there with a car or anything.

Soon he heard a knock on his door, he made his way over to the door opening it for you, there you were.

A plushie in your arms, hugging it tightly against you as you had a big blanket wrapped around you tiny form. Jungkook smiled softly before wrapping you into a hug. The plushie squeezed against his chest as he did so, he refused to cry with you around because he was afraid you would never like him if he did.

“You promised me you would tell me-“

“Shh, I’m happy your here now.”

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—As the sun starts setting and the stars light the sky, walls fall and emotions are harder to hide.

Genre: College AU | Fluff | Angst | Smut — Warning: drinking

Word Count: 11,287

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Chapter 3: Soft Moonlight

You can’t remember the last time you had felt so uneasy yet uncomfortably serene at the same time, contradiction so strong you didn’t know whether to act out of instinct or calculated moves. It’s pretty normal to forget how to commonly talk to strangers but… was it normal for you to forget how your own brain worked. What is your personality like? What defines you in terms of morality? All of those silly yet important things raced through your mind the moment Jimin waved at you, signaling a possible interaction once you go down there. 

It’s hard to put your body back into function after dealing with symptoms of addiction. You were no longer the crazy and lively party animal you ought to be under the effects of popular drinks given by random guys. The first days felt raw, empty, without a drop of your old self. You forgot what it felt like to be so open to your heart, your thoughts, the sea of hidden ideas that defined you, that made you the unique girl you used to be before. You still struggle, you’re still embarrassed of having to think before you speak, to be yourself rather than what you wished you’d be. You had to be in element for you to blend into the environment, to relax and let yourself go. New environments meant new adaptations, and that was scarier than any man, ever.

As Jimin’s innocent glint waved towards your figure, it was time to take steps down. Were you scared? Absolutely.

Your short self looked goofy getting swooned by the sassy little dog, trying your best to evade eye contact with anybody until you were closer. The sand felt soft, rich in texture and easy to walk along, even to sit on. Just then, a minute later, you’re right in front of Namjoon and the other two. The three of them looked straight out of a magazine cover, pale pastel tank tops (Namjoon’s was wet so pretty transparent also), colorful tropical flowers in their bathing suits and bare feet to accompany it. There’s one you don’t recognize, so he’s the first you look at directly with the still heavy sleepy eyelids. Blurry Taehyung and Jungkook are still lost in the beach background.

“I was just talking to these other guys staying at the building right next to us, they booked this place for a week too,” your known friend quickly began, pointing towards the complex next to where you came from. Since Joon is the big talker, words weren’t needed from you yet. “This is Jimin and Hoseok, they’re college students like us. This is Y/N,” he recited with a dimple smile, letting you finally hear this man’s name. Jimin. It suits him, sounds ideal for someone like him: short and cute. 

His reaction to your following grin mimicked yours, a side smile as if you were meeting for the first time. He only whispered a small ‘Hey’ and you instantly swayed your sunlit orbs to the other individual. Hoseok seemed already like such a character, immediately extending his hand to you with a polite wink. You don’t even know how to act, so you simply shake it and chuckle along with him with a wider smirk. Smile so bright that the sun would be jealous, he already appeared to be so nice.

Yeontan barked and growled at the two individuals, yanking at his leash. “Oh, and this is Yeontan, belongs to the one on the paddleboard,” he added before you could even talk about him. Hoseok seemed to gush quickly over the cute little rascal, but after failed attempts at trying to get Tannie to be loved by the new friend, you all laughed and resumed to chatter about whatever they were previously discussing. 

All the while you tried not to stare so bluntly, and each time you looked down to where Tannie was, he would look over at you just as discreetly. But it was awkward, everyone was talking and you were just… there. 

Joon had resorted to talk about his degree and many Psychology classes to which you knew nothing about, leaving you with only Yeontan to observe as a distraction because the others were all ears. Your silence soon grew to make you uneasy, that’s when your feet took steps away from them, him. Forgetting normal interactions was common for you, the part where one has to try to initiate conversation didn’t always occur naturally. So, since you didn’t have anything exciting to bring, it only left you the choice of walking away from the crowdy and joyful voices.

You silently cursed at yourself walking across to where Jungkook had been recording, not really talking to him but rather enjoying how the wind blew in that certain angle through your locks of hair. Yeontan was busy battling with the waves, running after them when they retreated but escaping once they were ready to splash against the shore. 

Minutes passed as you blinked only a few times by the view of the sun touching the sea, alone in such a wonderful area with nothing to study for but your inner torments. There was only yourself, ideas, thoughts, resolutions. Sandals now gone, your feet let the soaked sand trap them to get between your toes. It called you out, to start thinking about the things you really want in life to search for new beginnings, but how come the only small thing that’s bothering you right now i—

“—Hi,” you heard right next to your shoulder, making you immediately turn your head over with a slight jump. Jimin’s voice was low, concerned by your reaction. Hands behind his back as if he was hesitant to get any closer, he had been standing there for a while now, just casually staring at your concentrated features with a soft smile. 

“Shit. Sorry, I didn’t see you there,” you muttered with a small chuckle, combing loose strands behind your ear so he could see your face better since the wind tried to push your hair onto your nose. 

His eyes turned your own quite softer with his serenity, “Heh, it’s okay. You looked pretty focused so I didn’t want to bother. It’s Y/N, right?” Jimin asked, glinting his eyes to make sure he had pronounced it right, and you nod warmly. With how you left the conversation in such a short notice, his eyes had continued to follow you over to the trail of the shore. So you were a little awkward, but he didn’t mind. In the same way that you casually looked over at him, he also glanced occasionally. 

It was instant, nothing planned or calculated, things that just happen because it’s there. Something tingled, spiked excitement inside, wanting to burst while you wanted to compress them. He wanted that opportunity, a chance to get to know you, something you wouldn’t have thought of him doing at all. “Nice to formally meet you now that”—he pointed down to the happy pup—“he’s not escaping anywhere.”

“Yeah.” His bold and wide expressions are everything, so it’s easy to laugh along with him and ease into it slowly but surely. It’s more comfortable than before, the air around you two. You shake your head after chuckling and looking down embarrassed at the silly animal, the reason you two met in the first place. “Had to leash him, he’s a bit of a pain in the butt.”

Jimin continued to laugh at the way the dog played with the waves hitting the shore, so in a swift move he crouched down while it was distracted. In that pose, the breeze hit his hair so naturally that you even saw some of his forehead showing in a nice manner. God, you need to stop noticing every single detail. 

“Such a cute pain in the butt~” he mumbled with a duck face and a cooey tone over to it, attempting for the second time to bond with the adorable pet. Even Yeontan fell prisoner to his charm after he started petting the long fluffy fur at his nape. The dog turned happy with his wagging tail at the touch, causing Jimin to stare up at you with casual and confident amusement. 

“So he likes you now…”

“They always open up after the first time,” he answered and wiped his hands after pushing himself up to meet you at face level once again, hiding them back in his pockets as he continued talking in that whispered tone, yet it was so vivid sounding. 

For a moment, you two shared the same eye contact. Don’t know if for the same reasons, but it caused you both to look away quickly to the splashing waves. The sun touched the water with a dark and orange highlight, closer to setting by the passing of the minutes under the clouds. “Your friend Namjoon is really nice, by the way,” he added while scratching his head. 

“Yes, he’s very fun. How did you guys meet though?” 

“We were going to rent out the paddleboard too so, we met at the office and decided to split the bill between the four of us in the end,” he explained and then scratched the back of his head, “I was thinking of using it today, but I think Taehyung will take a while…” 

Just as he said that, you glanced over to where Tae was still paddling on the east side of the beach. His arms were immersed in his task with determination, ankle strapped on and sunglasses right over his head. Jungkook was still walking further and further away with his calves under the water, not really taking any more pictures and simply strolling himself across the clear ocean. You thank Tae that he’s still busy with the board, it meant you could still talk to Jimin for a while more. “Yeah”—you choked on the small chuckle—“he doesn’t look like he’s coming back before the sun sets,” you shrugged lazily. 

Jimin saw it in slow motion, the little blush on your cheeks appearing just when the sun hits your face, rosy enough to think that it might be sunburn. “You know”—by his words you stared at him questionably—“Hoseok and I aren’t doing anything tonight, so you can tell your friends to—“

“Hey guys!” you both turned your head over to the side where a loud Namjoon called over. Perfect timing. “Hoseok’s calling you, dude,” he stated with his thumb pointing backwards to where their apartment is located. You won’t lie when you think that maybe Joon noticed how Jimin had separated himself from the guys to go over and talk to you, but if it’s a way to be overprotective then you’ll hit him later. 

So much for a longer conversation… Jimin’s eyes popped up and started walking again, but not before spilling a ‘Thanks’ over to your best friend and the other intervened as if he had forgotten to say something, “Oh! Um Jimin, Hoseok told me we should get together later so… around eight we’ll be over there, okay?

”With clueless eyes, Jimin angled his head over to both of you and very innocently answered, “Yeah, seems cool, see you guys later then.” At the very last words he looked at you with a soft expression, making you press your lips together and nod in goodbye. Without so much of a word exchanged between you and Namjoon, you drag Yeontan back to the house as Jimin headed in the opposite direction. Namjoon stared at both of you intently, clueless for the first time in forever. You on the other hand could only think, were you really going to their place later? 

The sky had begun to set completely, the source of light fading slowly. And yet still, the stranger whose name was now known as Jimin, lured inside your mind. 

“I saw that,” Hoseok points out when Jimin entered through the front door, attacking him out of nowhere but with the intention of simply messing around with his roommate. 

Hence his friend’s tone, Jimin resumed to chuckle and head straight for the refrigerator to pull out his half empty water bottle from the top shelf. After a big sip of the cold beverage with a small drop escaping past his jaw, he swallowed loudly and kept staring at the glowing light of the fridge. “Saw what, Hobi?” The man rolled his eyes, yet his cheeks flushed immediately.

“Ahahahaaaa… No wonder you were so fond about the tiny dog…”

Jimin was being very careful in his moves, which included what he would tell his college buddy about you. No business of his was meant to be shared as if you were some sort of trophy, he’s just getting to know you more. And who knows, some people lose interest after a while of meeting someone, even he himself saw that as a possibility considering you were so… quiet. Even if it will be sort of obvious from the particular attention he will give you, Jimin doesn’t plan to expose himself like that. He’s rather reserved in his personal business, but he had you on the radar since this morning, that’s all he knows.

Even Hoseok knew it was useless to continue to ramble on after that sarcastic remark, it meant his bestie didn’t want to speak about it and left the conversation hanging there. He resorted to grab a towel and head for the shared bathroom, whistling a catchy tune as he disappeared from Jimin’s views. Just before the bathroom door closed, his twinkly eyes smiled as his cheeks rose up with a sort of wicked grin; he didn't need Jimin to explain himself. He knows damn well that he had invited Namjoon and his friends over for that very reason: to get a story. 

“Hey, hey! Woah woah! What’re you doing?!” Hoseok exclaimed, his hand coming to life in the middle of the circle created by the other five players. It pointed over to the bundle of cards stacked together as laughter started arising but he was still in competitive confusion over the move Taehyung just made with a happy shout. “Why are you throwing a blue +2 card on the stack?! You need to draw the four cards you cheater!”

“Huh? You called it blue which means I can throw this to pass it on to Jungkook and then he draws six!” Tae bit back with wide eyes, taking the card and placing it back with a confident swift. Sassy as ever. His boxy smile couldn’t hold in how ridiculous the older man sounded to his ears.

“But that’s not even an official rule!” 

“Of course it is! We’ve always played like this, right?” Now your best friend turned over to you, who simply put your hands up in surrender, shaking your head as the others laughed at the tipsy men causing a scene. If you’re honest, these Uno people have changed the rules so many times you guys often played with many rules applied, now it has become a mess. Namjoon could only facepalm himself in embarrassment over these two grown men fighting over a silly game, but in the little time he’s known Hoseok he can confirm he shares the same unique brain cell with the younger males by his quirky and fun nature. 

Your mind wandered back to the spirited Taehyung and Jungkook’s never ending laughter over the whole scenario, making fun of the older guy for his weird refutes. “Do you live under a rock?! Are you like—foreigners or something?!” Even Jimin had to bang his fist on the floor to keep himself from bursting out in laughter, his other hand grabbing ahold of his roommate’s shoulder to stay in balance and not fall backwards. He sort of looked like had his spare of drinks also.

And he goes wild when he laughs. You’re not sure if it’s the alcohol acting up in his system, but Jimin oozes charisma. He often covered his face with anything he saw when embarrassed, either behind Hoseok’s shoulder like a child when Namjoon had to draw several cards, or he simply stumbled back to hide behind his own hands when Jungkook forgot to shout ‘uno!’. Jimin’s million apologies followed an innocent pout when given more cards in hand, not allowing you to get a glimpse of his radiant white smile. Even so, you still got to enjoy his adorable gestures and almost some sort of shy nature, if he was ever shy at all. 

It was so weird, you never figured him to look that soft and casual, wearing simply an ordinary t-shirt and shorts knowing he had so much body to expose. The entire room grows contagious over his charming crescent moons when he’s chuckling or simply smiling, you found yourself grinning involuntarily whenever you crossed eye contact with him in front of you. You had to stay low so your buddies didn’t notice the slight glances you two exchanged by accident every now and then. He wasn't even focused on winning, and neither were you, attention was already committed to something (or someone) else.

It was inevitable not to stare at him throughout the night. Ever since you arrived and saw him working his way on the small cooler, putting down drinks and concentrating on serving everyone was enough to keep you distracted from the rest. Now sitting down, with all the other boys playing a ‘friendly’ game of Uno, you had him on the other side of the circle cause Namjoon and Kookie had filled in the spot on either side of you before the game could even start. You thank them silently, you don’t know if you could take having him that close. 

‘Oh, are you cold?’ he would mouth to you every now and then, but you declined even if you felt like freezing to death. You knew he would be capable of offering you something of his. You don’t want to know how he smells either, fearing its scent would intensify the rude appearance of butterflies raging inside you. 

—What butterflies?—you’d ask. Well, if getting nervous when a very cute man paid that much attention to you was a valid reason, then there it was. You still can’t pinpoint what is it about him that attracted you since you saw him chasing Yeontan this morning, but now you had him closer than before and your head was tickling. 

And you’re stupid if you’re thinking he doesn’t notice. Surely he has been ignoring you during the game and talking more with the guys rather than you, but that didn’t mean there wasn’t visual interaction. Starting from the small nibs your teeth planted on your lip as you thought about which card was more strategic to throw, right down to your furrowed brows and timid smile when you tried to guess what color the others were missing, even the way you frowned when Namjoon made you draw two cards from the pack. All of it drove you to him somehow. 

Because Namjoon had begun to eye him quite more this evening, he took small advantages to his favor without being caught by your suspicious roommate. Hoseok is not to be excused either, he often threw surprise jokes at you which indirectly referred to Jimin himself, which only earned him more than enough glares from the smaller student. 

“Well I will google it to see if it’s true!” Hoseok added with disbelief, making everyone else in the circle roll their eyes at the surprise delay they have created. You just wanted to stop playing already, getting more hyped about the discussion than the actual card game.

“Oh, guys just forget the official ruuuules~” Taehyung whined, shooting his slurred words to the man beside him whose smirk seemed painted and permanent in mischief, talking informally to the older male. It had even provoked the forgotten Yeontan to bark at them from its cage near the entrance while you all were around the living room area, speaking defensively for his owner. “Jungkook’s only got one card!” Soon Kookie held up his second ‘uno’ hand while the rest of you still had about four to five cards each, laughing menacingly. The rest of the sane people in the small circle looked at each other, barely containing their laughter and speaking in signs as to how the fuck should they react to this. 

“Aish, why don’t we just call it quits and let Jungkook win already? We’ve been playing the same round for about half an hour, let’s take a break.” Namjoon now had the upper hand and started speaking aloud over to the two guys still conversing and Hoseok’s typing angrily on his phone. 

You nodded your head almost instantly, thanking his bright mind for deciding to let this drunk Uno game slide. In that instant, you held your giggles when you saw Jimin pout at you secretly, showing you he had around three +4 cards in his delicate hand, he also stifled his own unique laughter. 

“Fine by me. Ha!” He added while throwing away his last card that wasn’t even in the color scheme the board had possessed, but it’s a lost cause now. You giggled at Hoseok’s surprised face and unique expressions, he seemed to fit way too much into your crew’s charismatic and funny aura just the same. Meanwhile everyone had gotten up to walk over to where the beers and alcoholic beverages sat, you snuck yourself over to the fridge by the kitchen aisle in search of some water. You haven’t indulged in anything in the last months so it felt sort of weird to be surrounded by all these college guys drinking, Kookie had given you a surprised face when cups were passed around, snapping your cup into his hand discreetly. Hoseok and Jimin failed to notice you weren’t drinking anything.

Even if you had wanted to try some of those exotic mixtures Hoseok served, you know better than to start at it again. You’re a bit suffocated by the smell of scotch filling the room, the fruity drinks had added their own aroma to finish off whatever these guys were sipping, but it didn’t settle well in your nostril. You thank Hoseok for not offering you anything else, you didn’t want to go near it. It hurt your clouded mind, almost burned your throat as if you were to gag. 

There’s some hip hop tracks slowly playing in a distant background while you watch Hoseok show Taehyung some CD’s he took out from his room, how everyone bonds and you’re simply the couch potato standing so far away from the rest. If you knew that they’d be serving that many rounds of drinks between themselves, you would’ve stayed home to prevent being so left out. It’s purely coincidental that you find Jimin’s warm irises getting closer to you soon after, walking discreetly to grab some liquor from the cabinet next to you and the round of munchies on the table. 

You pushed your bare legs back and slid your arms from the island before he crouched down to grab his secret crock hidden in the back of the second drawer. You followed his maneuvers to open the cap off the crystal clear bottle and then suddenly both of you jump when you heard a loud pop! and the cap was finally opened before your eyes. 

With the kitchen light turned on, you notice his skin had red marks hinting a tan to come along and maybe he washed his hair too, it was curlier and disheveled cutely as it dried naturally. As if he could feel your baby jewels on him, he turned over with a handsome, yet apologetic, glint in his gaze. “You certainly look like you don’t want to be here,” he chuckled lightly.

His words were soft, but you immediately caught on his clingy question filled with some sort of wickedness. You did look quite bored out of your mind, but if you were going to say you came just for him you’d probably scare the guy. You’ll be honest still, even if he may be a little drunk to catch any sort of initiative from you, the proximity is somewhat nice, it didn’t feel pushy or persistent in any way with how relaxed he sounded talking to you. 

“This isn’t exactly my… environment, i-if you know what I mean,” you said while rolling your eyes around the room. 

The little comment made his eyebrows shoot up suspiciously, as if you were sort of inventing an excuse or giving him the cold shoulder. And you don’t wanna come out as bitter or completely stubborn, so you had to explain further to at least have a conversation that lasted more than simply three lines. “I don’t drink,” you elaborated, pointing over to the pricy material in his hands and then showing him the sparkly water bottle with a sarcastic smile, then he nodded in realization. 

Just before he could open his mouth again, loud manly screams came across just a few feet away from you both. There lied the two taller males shouting out some incoherent slangs while one of them held up a crystal bottle, similar to Jimin’s, opened in the air. Namjoon had taken out his phone and proceeded to record with his camera as Hoseok went on to tip over the fiery drink down Jungkook’s throat who kneeled over to capture for several seconds what will be one of the worst decisions he has ever made in his life. 

“Jung-kook! Jung-kook! Jung-kook! Woooooo!” After standing up and swallowing the pit down his throat, he shook his head many times in pain from the raging burn he must be feeling but the young soul felt very accomplished giving out high-fives to the evil helpers. Taehyung kept an eye on you from afar, knowing exactly how you would feel about the recent view.

You won’t lie, you had felt as if that yellowish thing had gone down your own tongue while invoking very unpleasant memories of you being in that same position. Flashbacks were always there, toxic and persistent.

You saw flashes of red, blue and green in a corner of your memory. The thumping music reminding you of a club. You remember the burning in your eyes, the cold beads of sweat sliding down your back. Whatever form of pleasure you got from it before, you didn’t miss any of it, much less now of all times.

Jimin’s grin turned into an instant frown the moment his eyes witnessed the change in your appearance. You fidgeted slowly, unnoticed as your tongue darted to coat your dry lips. It didn't read as an act of seduction, not in the least, it looked anxious. He looks over to the crowd, curious yet clueless on what was so triggering about it. Then, it clicked. 

“Hey, you don’t look too comfortable, Y/N.” After a moment, the man wished he didn’t reek of alcohol, and approached you carefully. “Want to go outside? Get some fresh air?” you heard beside you, dismissing whatever you had been experiencing and replacing it with the sound of Jimin’s serene voice that almost cooed you over in invitation. It was softly spoken, wasn’t an order or a question, but a sweet suggestion that caught you off guard because he was still next to you. “We can sit on the balcony and talk for a bit, if you want.”

You were still looking at nothing as he spoke, for you only thought of this exact moment as an escape of it all. Your throat no longer felt tight, and your eyes dissolved the unwanted tears. Yet, your uneasiness wasn’t hard to hide. That’s when you looked over at him, throwing your dignity out the window, and practically begged him with your glossy eyes. “Okay.” In a matter of seconds, you felt a breeze hitting your face, Jimin had already guided you outside. 

The classy bottle was left behind with them, and so was your water.

“Aren't you going to get cold with those clothes on?” you asked out of nowhere when he pulled two wooden chairs together next to one another but with a firm distance, angled towards the starry night. His slight tipsiness maybe helped him forget he felt cold anyway, but even the baby hairs at his nape stood up cause of it. You sat on one of the chairs and raised your feet upwards to rest your head cutely on top of your soft bare knees. Jimin turned on a lamp behind you, clearing up a source of vision to evade any comments or suspicious thinking from the others inside. 

You don't want them to get any crazy ideas, but you both faced such a romantic scenery, it felt awkward. The smell of the sand and the salty air brought more calamity to your brain, now it had been filled with bitter anxiety from being alone with Jimin. A stranger you had met today out of casuality, who seemed to notice a spark of interest from either side, was right next to you maybe worried about your closed off attitude towards him but being very gentle nonetheless. It’s impossible not to feel nervous. 

He flopped down on the chair and shook his head quickly. “Nah, it’s okay. Don't worry,” he mumbled, scratching the back of his head letting you read his face completely by the yellow light upon his delicate round cheeks. The dork took a big inhale of the same fragrance you thought about earlier and relaxed back onto the seat, one thought circling his mind still as you heard him sigh. “Sorry about Hobi back there, I didn’t know they’d go that wild.” He somehow felt responsible for letting Hoseok get carried away with the drinks and immature actions, it was what was previously planned for all of you to enjoy. You obviously came here to see him, and thinking he disappointed you like that made his own insides churn strangely. “He isn’t going to kill your friend by overdose, if that’s what you're thinking.”

You snorted at his comment, as if Jungkook hasn't gotten drunk ever in his life. The bunny grin he usually pulls doesn’t fool you. You wonder if you hadn't gone out to see them this evening, would Jimin be part of the whole mess too? Maybe, yet it's not supposed to bother you in any way because he’s here now with you still. You could hear the mess and fit of laughter coming from inside, and what oddly began sounding like a freestyle battle between them. Oh boy. “I apologize for Namjoon too, it seemed like they got along just fine in one day.” You facepalmed when Joon began his own idiotic rapping session, too much cringe-worthy content. 

“Yeah, Hobi’s really hyperactive even if he’s older than me. Namjoon’s a bit less so it’s a healthy balance,” he emphasized, and it brought you to imagine his friendship with Hoseok as a really special one. For both of them to pack their bags and come here for a trip in the middle of the semester, it meant they were really close like you and the other three musketeers. How cute. You played with your baby toes on top of your sandals as he spoke, so you didn’t catch how he tilted his head when you didn’t say anything else after that. 

“Feeling better now?” he pressed, and you immediately raised your head upwards to his direction when you heard the question. It felt like an invite to speak freely now that you two were alone. You’re still being distant in the conversation, you needed to force yourself to keep looking at him directly just as he is right now. 

“Yeah, yeah, sorry. Thanks,” you uttered quickly in reply, feeling a bit guilty for acting so cold considering he is taking time out of his friends to be here with you. No matter how confident he pulls himself up to be, Jimin knows his crescent moon eyes can tell exactly what he’s thinking if you’d only look.  

With your oversized lilac sweater wrapped around your knees and your dark locks of hair falling aimlessly on either side of your cheeks, he obviously had to look away so you didn’t see he was checking out your exposed legs. They gleaned beautifully in the light, its cozy fragrance hit his nose since he sat next to you, shy and blushing in the moonlight. 

But before you could think about anything else to say, he interrupted his own thoughts, staring off into the horizon and the palm tree leaves getting dragged by the wind. “I’m curious though, as to why you don’t drink. You seemed pretty disgusted back there,” Jimin added cautiously and you saw how his features were not showing any signs of laughter or joking matter. It was blank, not really giving you much to think about his motive for asking such a thing. You indeed looked paler than before when everything came back down to you back there, but what could you actually tell a stranger about that? 

Nothing. 

You pressed your lips together before letting out a bitter chuckle, guiding one of your hands to brush the situation away. “It’s a nothing deep, really. Just forget about it,” you explained. 

Jimin didn’t like the answer, maybe he didn’t have the right to ask further and felt a little embarrassed he was shut off quickly. “Ah, okay, okay,” he replied before parting ways with your vision again, this time forcing himself not to laugh about something that invaded his mind when his cheeks turned a softer shade of pink. You saw it however, feeling much better that he seemed to be smiling more this evening. Compared to you, he tries to always keep a sharp grin. “That’s too bad,” he whispered to himself, “You kind of seem to need one or two.”

Silence. Did he say that out loud? You don’t know how to reply, so you had to bite back defensively with a slightly raised voice, “Why?”

Jimin’s eyes widened slightly at your tone, his full heart-shaped lips jutting out timidly before stating the obvious with the same volume you had refuted with, “So you could relax a little more and stop being so uptight, silly.” He surely laughed just after confessing so innocently, a joke he effectively got away with. He proceeded to bite his lips into his mouth to stop cackling, barely visible orbs turning glossy. 

You could feel the burn rise from your neck and settle on your ears before arriving on your cheeks, thankfully your hair would hide the noticeable redness that would appear in said sense. Your mouth gaped a bit open for the shortest moment, the lightheaded feeling now being replaced with a tense reaction in your jaw. You looked like a deer caught in the headlights.  

“I-I’m sorry for being so stubborn then,” you chimed in and ran your hand through your head, swinging back the strands that invade your face and show more of your perky cheeks unable to hide the shame. 

But Jimin’s a little clown joking with you so crudely, clapping his hands together with laughter and resuming to throw his expression away just like you memorized he usually does whenever he laughs, covering his mouth again. You’d normally throw your sandals at him for messing with you, but hearing his high pitched voice ring in your ears probed you to stay quiet until he relaxed back into his seat, composing himself. “I’m kidding, Y/N. Don’t take it too personally.” His hands made a surprise gesture, as if he wanted to grab yours to give you reassurance but the distance between you both didn’t allow it to come naturally. “Heyyy, I don’t think you’re stubborn or uptight.”

You were staring at each other again, focused on what the light could illuminate in the night which were bits of your face. “Lying isn’t cute.” Inside the noise had died down a bit, simple light chattering followed by smooth jazz beats that made him softly move his head to the rhythm cutely. Now you have more body language to remember, you’re a fan of jazz yourself. “So...what brings you here?”

“Well… Hobi actually begged me to come here with him. He always visits his hometown every year, so when we became roommates we bonded even more and now,”—he sang the last part like a commercial—“I’m here~”

“Oh, then that means you aren’t from around here then?” you asked, raising your brows with much needed curiosity and surprised how you let out words so quickly with intrigue.“Nope, I’m from Busan, actually. But were both studying overseas,” he informed with no problem, and suddenly, your heart felt like sinking. The music no longer reached your ears. 

Overseas.

In other words, very far away. Something felt like getting trapped in your throat, unable to let you speak anything else while he looked somewhere else, unaware that you took that as bad news. 

“Oh,”—you readjusted your butt in the seat and stretched out your legs—“that sounds so cool!” you forced out without sounding too underwhelmed by the new information, raising your head to rest it on your hands like a ‘flower’. 

“Thanks,” he replied shyly taken away by your cute stance, “but Hobi was right when he told me it’s beautiful out here, no other beach has ever looked that celestial and…” he trailed off, snapping his fingers in the air looking for another adjective before it hit him, “inspirational.” 

His last word hits you like a splash of cold water, noticing the level of happiness Jimin showed in gratitude for his friends. You, in return, followed where his eyes were centered at: the night sky. Its view felt just as he had explained it, different crystals just wildly bouncing off the indigo sheet behind them. Your head, your heart, dulled down their walls, leaving your shoulders without any more tension. You began to feel calm.

“What inspires you?” It left your lips without thinking twice, a slip of a tongue. You covered your mouth instantly, but the man next to you wasn’t bothered by the question.

On the contrary, Jimin seemed pleased. “I still haven’t found it yet, to be honest. I keep searching, hoping that I see it clearly one day.”

Those very words buzzed in your ears as if he were talking to himself. Jimin, for a slight moment, seemed just as lost as you are. It gave you some sort of weird comfort. “I don’t regret coming here either,” you teased the words out slowly to the man beside you, biting the inside of your lip as you kept serene focus on anywhere but him. Your heart felt like exploding, warmth spreading everywhere. “It’s nice here, thanks to you.”

And not only you felt the wave of emotions settling harshly. His heart fluttered upon hearing you speaking more fluently, the natural smile you wore triggered the baby shots of alcohol that still dwelled inside his belly and got him to grin from side to side. He didn’t have words, he just sat there. Quietly admiring a flower that bloomed slowly, revealing herself with caution. 

“Jimin?”

“Hmm?”

“You’re staring.”

The man didn’t stutter like you thought he would, instead . His eyes twinkled like the stars beside you, fluffy cheeks filling up the space to appear like crescent moons. Tipsy or not, he didn’t waste time in not teasing you. “...Am I?”

 Instead of turning the chair to actually face him more, you moved your body to a fetus position that angled in his direction as he spoke with the serene voice he possessed. You let your head rest on the upper edge of the seat, folding your hands on top of your knees just watching his perfect lips talk. He can ramble on and on when he’s tipsy like this, pausing to laugh at his own thoughts before telling you about them. You continued to take in his warm toned skin contrasting to the white shirt, eyeing him up and down as quickly as you could. 

He played with the necklaces dangling on his shirt while he admitted he and Hoseok are dancers at a Liberal Arts university, he mainly focused on contemporary dances. You found him to fit that role so perfectly, they were sensual and very measured choreographies which only served as a visual pleasure and soothing music. Jimin’s bare presence resonated that same level of aura, you can’t imagine what you could feel if you were to see him dance. Him, swinging his body so delicately and calculated must be like a movie in slow motion, owning the stage and claiming it his own. You’re not usually used to watching those sorts of performances, you always preferred the hip hop and street dances more because they were energetic. However, after listening to Jimin’s passion and descriptions of what he does, of what he’s studying, it spoke to you on a deeper level. 

You’ve always thought people don’t necessarily love the things they aspired to (like yourself), but this was clear evidence that you were wrong. He opened your eyes, more than what you allowed him to, and it was great. He was great. 

He was comfortable with your silence and sweet hums. He didn’t push you to talk anymore, things you said were beginning to come naturally from your tongue. Your favorite color, favorite foods, childhood heartthrobs, and even quotes from series you may have watched. You still couldn’t believe he had watched that weird sappy romance drama you were quoting just a week ago without a problem. You are having the time of your life, adding pretty comments to highlight his latest experiences in his foreign studies while the night worked in your favor. 

Now you know why everyone loves coming here, the sky sets itself like a paradise and the clouds are nowhere to be seen, only the countless numbers of stars bounce off your lids and even his sculpted cheeks. It’s relaxing and extraordinary to have this view, right here in this moment while others are inside missing out on it, but you preferred to look at him, only him. He was much more worthy to admire. You hope your friends never come out, this side of you is so rare for them to see. Giddy and joyful, you couldn't believe it yourself.

As he kept talking and the night kept growing cold, you couldn’t deny his continuous proximity, the clinginess in his pitch getting closer as he moved the chair until both armrests of the seat bumped into one another. There was a need for warmth, be it from the weather outside or simply two bodies that begged to caress one another. As if contact was necessary, palms getting sweaty and lips getting drier. Jimin pleaded guilty, surrendering to trail his chair slowly to your direction. It wasn’t like you were incredibly close, rather it was a view where both of you could appreciate each other’s smallest features. He mimicked your position, fitting his body onto the seat as much as he could. 

His eyes pretended to stare at yours while in reality they looked at a freckle just below your eye, he initially thought it was a dirty spot because when he went to wipe it off you bursted out in nervous laughter thinking his delicate fingers wanted to stroke your cheek. It was a close one. Meanwhile you later discovered he had a crooked tooth that overlapped the other very discreetly while looking at his pink lips, you found the imperfection to be so adorable. Even the black roots beginning to appear underneath his blonde hair, you saw everything. Cute, meaningless observations that had you on cloud nine, chuckling and fooling each other teasingly...

You don’t remember him leaving and returning with something in his hands, then you felt a sudden smell adorn your nostrils. It felt so inviting that you only registered it as a scent and not an actual blanket around your body. Jimin’s hands slowly grazed over your shoulders down to where your hands met the armrests, draping it across your body.

“Is… that… lavender?” You murmured under the blanket he had brought for you both, soft and cozily wrapped down to your bent legs. You stared up at his profile, innocent and calm.

“It’s the blanket,” he stated, grasping it over his torso. Separated by the uncomfortable armrests, two souls stared at the night adjusting itself with thin clouds. 

Is that how he smells? Does Jimin smell so calmly inviting, vivid and soft? The very idea of nuzzling everyday in that natural fragrance, a stranger and unknown, yet so… intriguing. “Smells… nice,” you muttered timidly before you exhale exaggeratedly, feeling somewhat intoxicated.

As if it was impossible to get any closer, Jimin turned his eyes away from the night. He now focused on you from his spot in the chair, mind sharper now. Laughter was less evident in his eyes, they were relaxed onto your own. 

But what did you do? You chuckled nervously and poked Jimin’s nose with something completely unexpected, “You have alcohol breath.”

His eyes almost popped out as he rose up immediately, “Really?!”

Then it was your turn to laugh out loud, giggling at his quirky nature. “Kidding, kidding,” you pushed him back into his seat, initiating contact for the first time with his bicep as you whispered. Head still in the clouds, you begin to snuggle under the softness of the blanket once again as he composed himself.

“You sure like my blanket.”

“Very much,” you whispered, now looking at his disheveled locks for more than necessary. There was no more awkwardness in you both staring at each other, not a flinch or involuntary reflexes. You’re stuck in a trance, wondering if only you could approach in a way—

“Just touch it, silly,” he accused, catching you off guard as he tsked playfully. Jimin took your hand in his, guiding it up to rest upon his hair. 

As he continued to glare at your shyness, you held back nervous laughter and carefully combed your fingers through his dirty blonde locks after letting his grip loosen. It was truly soft, just like you imagined it would. “I was only admiring.”

“Mhm, yeah right,” raced his sarcasm. With your body turned to him completely, you observe his brows settle down. He looked at peace, staring at your arm over him ever so curious, “Are you comfortable, Y/N?”

“Um, the chairs are a little hard on my neck but—“

“No,—I meant you. Are you feeling okay right now?...” he asked with genuine concern in his voice while you kept digging your fingers through his hair and he grabbed your tiny wrist in his hand. Your heart skipped a beat, letting Jimin’s aura engulf you even deeper into his eyes. 

“Yes, I’m fine,” you mumbled and involuntarily ran your index and middle finger down to his neck hairline and massaged his scalp slowly, making him shiver in your hold and stiffen his jaw. The hairs stood up in the back of his head, trembling as his nostrils flared discreetly.Completely off guard, you felt a hand reach your own. It took you in, a hand rather small but even so warm you felt like yours were freezing at contact. It caressed yours with his thumb as his index drew circles across the veins peeking out from it. His barely audible voice whispered, “Are you sure?”

This man was on the verge of hypnotizing you.

“Tell me something, are your hands bigger than mine?” you changed the subject, looking at his tiny fingers draw lines over yours. Jimin stared at you dumbfounded, faking being shocked as you giggled your way from entering forbidden grounds.

“Y/N, don’t make fun of me like that!” he whined and pinched your nose, wiggling it from side to side before you took your hand away and signaled him to align it with his. “See? Bigger.”

“Not by much,” you nagged.

“Yeah, yeah, shh. Back to my hair,” he whispers quickly in a breath, clutching that same hand you compared and guided it back to his hair with little force, the clingy order caressing your ears which were thumping too loudly from the overflowing contact… 

“Jimin?”

“Mhm?”You wondered what made you stop from telling him what you were thinking, probably going for something like ‘I want to be closer,’ but you resist when he catches your gaze. So you don’t say anything. You just lay there, admiring, listening, relaxing.

Both of you were too far off to mind the sound of the soothing jazz, Jimin had been recovering from the tequila shots he’d taken before you arrived earlier and you were getting high off his slurred angelic voice murmuring whatever came to his mind. His head is no longer spinning like he tried to hide before, it was steady. He was focused on you, only whispering now because you were closer, mentioning random constellations he pretended to see in the navy sheet to impress you after you complimented the sky. Your own heartbeat didn’t bounce off your chest anymore, it had been silenced as you kept gazing at him rather than what he pointed at. He was a constellation of his own. 

If you only knew he had memorized some of them from a recent song he had to perform shortly before coming here, he’s no astrological expert. You caught that on shortly after he stuttered and invented a few names, but didn’t mind it, instead you began talking to him about zodiacs and spelling weird things about them as if they were true. How naive of you to follow through stupid topics with him, the you from back home would hit your head for coming up with childish things like that and being so corny. But you’re lost, right now you don’t care. 

You don’t recall when your eyes had begun to blink closed, the nightly cooling temperature somehow returned the drowsiness back to you and mixed with his sweet melodical hums. You tried to keep them open, you didn’t want the moment to end. Still, he noticed you were slowly wandering to the other side now before his hand caressed the back of your head, tangling his fingers in your locks. Your mouth was slightly opened and your harsh lines of your forehead had relaxed completely, head slowly tilting over to get more cozy with the uncomfortable chair. The sight made Jimin chuckle quietly at your vulnerable self, biting back his own yawn and desire to doze off next to you. 

Like you never imagined, the sun peeking through the clouds had beamed so much you allowed it to stop raining on your mind. You aren’t as easy as others, what he did for his own gain was to let you rest your eyes sweetly, watching how tranquil you appear while sleeping. Your cheeks aren’t quite as rounded as his, but it made him want to squeeze them from the adorable scenery. He could notice your front teeth, white and permanent hiding behind lips he could only describe as inviting. 

“‘Yeoja’, wake up, your neck will bruise,” he whispered sternly after a few minutes, repeating the ‘wake up’ part until you fluttered you eyes open, coming face to face with the blurry silhouette of Jimin and feeling his hand poke your shoulder, instantly sitting straight up on the chair. Your head turned dizzy with wild colors invading your vision from the sudden abrupt movement as you wiped your eyes harshly to wake yourself up from disorientation. You scratched the back of your head, no longer feeling in space but snapped back to reality. 

Why had you ruined the moment by falling asleep? You wore a frown, but Jimin found it to be more playful than real considering he woke you up and maybe you’re grumpy when tired. You then yawned and covered your mouth respectfully, noticing that Jimin’s chair was sitting that close to yours and getting slightly embarrassed for falling asleep on him like that. The party was still going on inside, but you were ready to flop down a bed and faint from everything that happened. It drained you. 

“Mm, s’rry,” you mumbled incoherently and shot him an apologetic grin, fixing your hair and stretching out the sweater over your cold fingertips while evading it from exposing your unexercised belly. You hope you didn’t drool or snore, that’d be more than traumatizing.

“It’s okay, want me to walk you back to the apartment?” his big round eyes asked you innocently, a side smile curved very warmly over to you in hopes that you agree to let him walk you. Even if the beach is solitary, one never knows what dangers might happen… Okay, maybe he just wants to spend more time with you and won’t say it out loud. Whichever it was, you’d buy the excuse.“I’ll tell the guys you were sleepy and had to leave.”

“Mm-yeah, sure. Sorry I fell asleep, was jus’ tired,” you apologize after getting up and sliding on your sandals from the floor, walking like a penguin as they settled in place and followed Jimin who already began going down the stairway. You were to drowsy to notice you had his blanket still wrapped around your shoulders, but it didn’t take long for it to touch the floor. Jimin chuckled at the sleeping beauty that couldn’t think straight, throwing the blanket on a nearby chair as you walked out.

“I didn’t mind, really. It was rather adorable watching you sleep—Ow!” He whined as you glared at his back and hit the back of his head, thanking the heavens that you're behind him and he won't get to see how flustered he made you feel with just one word. Such bravery you had for being so playful and wicked, he held in the opportunity of pointing it out to you. Your cheeks are probably as red as tomatoes from how hot they felt, knots in your stomach struggling to break free. He’s grabbed more confidence than you expected, you wish he wasn’t so verbal about everything he thought about. You’re back to being stubborn and irritated, no man’s getting rid of that so easily.

The walk had taken much less time than what you figured it would take, strolling quietly around the harmless sand and watching the waves crash again and again along the shore. You didn’t speak at all after what happened up there, didn’t even bother to think about what the other guys were up to or if they even wondered where you two were. You’ll probably have to explain yourself tomorrow to at least one of them or you’ll get scolded like a rebel teenager, but after you make them some hangover-proof breakfast. Jimin’s just a step ahead, taking in the view as well with his hands secured inside his pockets, and you finally see a hint of his forehead exposed when he turned around once. The wind had blown most of his bangs back and even if he thought he looked weird, you were thinking the complete opposite.

And sadly, your destiny was reached and you had to say goodbye to each other for the night. It’s sad to think that only six days were left now and then you’d be completely gone from his existence, with what you both shared today it was clear that you both had something mutual. You can’t help still feel excited for the days to come and see him, it’s the first you’re this excited for anything since. Even your toes trembled in your sandals when you both stopped walking just beside the stairs, playing with your thumbs while Jimin smiled over softly and looked down at your own nervous eyes as you fought to say something, anything. 

“Still tipsy?” you joked, tilting your head so he doesn’t see how much his exposed forehead affected your concentration on his own pair of eyes, coating your bottom lip with your teeth anxiously with just a bead of sweat appearing in your back.

“Nah, not anymore.” He turned to the beach for a moment and then stepped a little closer to you without you noticing since you were sort of caught staring without capturing his proximity. “Guess I’ll see you tomorrow, right? Or are you going to stay cramped up again?” he teased, fluffing his bangs forward while you laughed at his indirect form of wanting to see you again. You had been so stubborn during the day, you clearly missed out on many things and so many opportunities. Tomorrow it might be different, tomorrow you’ll definitely wake up early to not disappoint him.

“Hehe, no. I’ll come outside, but I won’t promise anything,” you breathed and swallowed in anticipation, should you simply wave and go up the stairs or…? You have no idea what to do and it’s extra nerve racking to stand there and not talk or even breathe. You’re a bit tense, Jimin could definitely tell from your distracted eyes that pry to glance anywhere but his own. But how could you, when the first-quarter moon had begun to bright up you both just now? Your feet toyed around with the sand in its way, accidentally bumping into his own feet lazily. 

“Y/N, you can look at me, I don’t bite,” he spoke sternly and precisely, almost sounding annoyed. He pronounced your name so surely, as if it was regal. That was all it took for you to follow his voice just as quickly, centered on his immaculate jawline and round chubby chin. Then going up from his opaque lips to his little adorable button nose and finishing off at his—

There wasn’t much need for words, for his brown pupils appeared rather bigger now, lines at his lids less marked and a gaze so steady your legs turned into jello at his mercy. His darker shaded brows hiding behind his lighter hair, completely immersed in your rosy subtle lips without denying it. Your ears seemed to lose their own focus, the ocean’s splashes were silenced and even the translucent whistle of the wind couldn’t fight with how fast your heart was beating in your chest. 

Jimin’s eyes bored into yours after a soft sigh, leaning his head over, tilting it lightly along the way and calmly pressed his full set of lips to the side of your forehead. He let them sit on your temple for a short moment before pulling away, smooch almost inaudible by how light and delicate it had been. The kiss felt hot and burning on your skin, like it missed the momentary stay his wonderful lips had taken ahold of. When you hear a dead leaf breaking in the sand, you realize you had closed your eyes without realizing. You squeezed your hands together to block out the blush, circulation getting lost. Once you blinked open, the menacing stare from earlier was gone and replaced back with his dorky grin that even showed his full set of teeth. 

His heart had its own party over there, skyrocketing while he bit his bottom lip like he could taste you just from the small peck. He found you so interesting, so hidden yet vulnerable. 

And you suddenly felt a confident vibe run through your body, one you haven’t even thought would appear after so long that forces you to smile wildly at this individual. “Goodnight, Jimin,” you chuckled, voice breaking at the end from the overall excitement. As soon as he nodded and turned to walk away, you sprinted up the stairs with no care that you could fall and break your face, you needed to run up there as fast as you could. The slapping of your sandals resonated in Jimin’s eardrums, shaking his head at your weird quirks yet it caused him to turn his head in curiosity. You put the key in the lock and shut the door slowly once you entered the beach complex, body leaning over the door and sliding down in disbelief as you legs caved instantly.

. . . 

Reality hit you like a bombshell as if you had been drunk the entire night and were suddenly remembering everything like a live action movie. Okay, you needed to go over this, step by step—Fuck that. The kiss on the forehead. The stupid kissandomygodyoucan’tbelieveit—

You let out a shaky breath, so angry at yourself for smiling over a lovestruck crush that will only last a week in your presence but you’re too excited to even care. “Oh my god, I’m so—AAAAH!” You yelled into the palms of your hands and kicked the floor with the palms of your feet repeatedly like a child in a tantrum. You're still on the clouds, sleep gone completely as you can only remember how his lips felt on the side of your face. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t wonder how they would feel anywhere else. You thank him for not getting overboard with the affection, it would’ve caused an inner turmoil to experience so many things at once. 

You’re simply taking deep breaths before realizing this is the first time you’ve acted more like yourself. A bit reserved and scared but it’s a start, you feel like a basic college girl right now having relatable problems. And he noticed you for it, you don’t want to fill up negative things inside your mind like assuming he’d only see you cause you had been the only girl here. At this point, you’re too sappy and strangely happy to care for his reasons. 

After a whole five minutes of sitting down and staring at literally nothing but upcoming dreams about tonight, you get up and head for your room. And then there’s an interruption to your jazz music playing on your head, a vibration. Not in patterns like an ordinary phone call, just sharp and alone. One little vibration. Your ears tickle with the sudden sound, cause you didn’t feel it on the bed or anywhere on you. Your brows then furrowed, trying to spot where it comes from. You raised your chin from your sitting position of the bed, looking at the cabinet which had a faint light flickering on and off. 

Oh, that’s right, it was your cellphone you hadn’t used in forever. The buzz still lingered, shoving you into temptation.

Without a care in the world, you toss away the sheet and get up to check out what had popped up. But it was weird, you thought nobody had a cellular signal down here to begin with, so you had left it sitting there on the counter since you arrived this morning. The blinding reflection of the device hurt your vision until you can tap the brightness away, pinching your eyes almost shut to be able to comprehend the notifications you had received with a little green bubble on the left side of your lock screen. Only one bar of mobile service. Unlocking the device grants you a number you don’t have registered with any sort of name, causing you to be even more skeptical. That is, until you started reading.

  (***)-***-****: Hey there, baby girl. I know it’s been a while since we talked but I wanted to let you know I’ll be in town next week for a couple of days if you want to meet and hang out for a bit. I know I was a total jerk but I’ve been thinking about you lately and the fun we had together, remember? Anyways, I’ll send you my address since you never told me where you lived in the first place. Hop a text if you’ll come down, love. —JTW

The phone fell to the floor.

You gasped, hearing it bang against the floor with a thump and your mouth gaped open. No words came out, you could only gag. Your jaw clenched with anger, there’s a sharp pain in your chest fighting to breathe properly. A small tinge of fear on your throat begged you to let out a shaky breath, and the text hadn’t been threatening but upon reading the initials, you knew exactly who it was from. It hadn’t been the only weird messages from random guys laying around your DMs, but this one in particular, had more than the others. This held a story, just a reply away from being unraveled and taken out of a bookshelf to be read.

“You... son of a bitch,” you whispered and threw yourself down on the bed, leaving the phone on the floor not giving a fuck whether it cracked its screen or not. You’re now beginning to have a headache from applying so much pressure to your jaw with your teeth, hot tears forcing themselves to come and eat you alive just as the text had done. You hate yourself for crying, for being so stupid, but it’s there, done for. The flashbacks barged on your door with loud bangs and bitter tastes of dark wine on the roof of your mouth, tired of being so weak from a simple note written on your phone but it had been long since you received something from that man. 

Regret. You referred to that day as it was. You let the salty drops of water flow freely from your lids as you try to sleep properly with the anxiety, but it’s no use. You’re still wide awake, trying to go numb as you would do alone in your apartment anytime he tried to contact you. How could you sleep now? Knowing you were far from being normal, from feeling like yourself without a tormenting disgust of yourself.

You let out a sigh when the tears had stopped and you could relax your thoughts better. You kept looking for pictures of Jimin, of his sweet smile and sparkly eyes. Tried to remember how his hair felt on your shaky palms, cooing you into the mini-nap he let you have right there next to him as he whispered sweet nothings to your ear. He was humming a tune you don’t know of, but it was catching up on your head with its strange soothing melody. It helped you inhale without worry, the thought of him taking a leap himself when he left you that kiss. The only thing holding you back from falling into another breakdown is knowing you’ll see him tomorrow, that you’re going to have fun together. How pathetic to know that just by thinking of him, imagining his gentle personality and soul, it was enough to calm you down.  

The drapes were pinched open just the slightest, allowing some of the blues from the reflecting moon to dull you further into tranquility as you watched his made up constellations and burst a soft, bitter giggle. It took a while, but you managed to close your eyes willingly, praying that tomorrow came faster and the week would be infinite. 

—If only he wished the same way.—you thought to yourself, unable to dream of the moments you wanted to relive and settled for a dull good night sleep. Little did you know, the young man had trouble sleeping himself; either from the noise of his new friends dry heaving on the toilet from booze, or simply because he got more than what he bargained for with a nice lovely stranger. Be it from his happy stroll or the pain in his permanent smile, Jimin definitely wanted to dream of you.

And you had six more days left to do so.

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Headcanon: Babysitting with Taehyung

A/N: This is just a little cute thing I wrote for fun. Thanks to @kpopstreeanon for helping with the idea <3 It’s also inspired by the fact that I personally don’t relish the chance to hang out with young children lol

The all-lowercase is a stylistic choice here and is intentional.

This is UNEDITED, I’ll come back and edit later.

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you knew that your boyfriend taehyung loved kids

this was incredibly obvious

it wasn’t that you didn’t like kids at all

you just didn’t love being around them, didn’t love all kids ever

sure, you wanted kids someday, and you’d like your own kids

and you liked being around them in small doses

but babysitting had never been something you enjoyed

pet sitting? sure, sign you up

kids were a different story

when tae’s cousin asked him to babysit her three young children, he of course wanted you to do it with him

this did not sound like a fun time to you

of course, saying no to that face of his was nearly impossible, so you agreed

his cousin’s kids were between the ages of 4 and 9, so at least they weren’t babies

taehyung would hardly shut up about it all week, thinking of games to play or movies to watch with them

seeing him so excited made you happy, so you ignored your sense of mild dread for his sake

the night you were babysitting, you were suddenly pretty nervous

you didn’t want him to be disappointed in you because you weren’t the same naturally child-adoring person he was

you expressed some of your apprehension on the way to his cousin’s house

“is there perhaps a cat i can hide in the bedroom with?”

you were only half joking, but he thought it was funny

the kids were very sweet when you first met them

they were a 4 year old boy, a 6 year old girl, and a 9 year old girl

as you would have expected, all three kids adored taehyung, especially since they had known him all their lives

before you knew it the two younger kids and tae were playing happily in the living room floor

you couldn’t express your relief when the oldest girl just wanted to sit at the table and color / doodle

she was on the quiet side like you, so you chatted just a little, talking to her about school and her friends and her hobbies

mostly, though, she was perfectly content to draw in silence

giggles and screeches filled the living room as the younger kids and tae pretended to be animals

at one point both of them were climbing all over him like he was the tree in their backyard and taking turns riding around on his shoulders

to your delight, there was indeed a cat, though thankfully you didn’t feel the need to go hide somewhere with it

the oldest girl told you all about the cat and how she had written a story about his adventures for school

when you asked to see it, she ran excitedly to her room and came back with a stack of papers stapled together

she proudly presented the papers to you, watching in suspense as you read it

the story was really cute, about the cat’s neighborhood friends and how they solved a mystery of who stole a child’s toy

you complimented the story enthusiastically, and the little girl lit up with pride like a lightbulb

later in the evening, since it wasn’t a school night, you put on a disney movie and built a blanket fort in front of the tv

all five of you snuggled in and before long the kids had fallen asleep

with all of you laying in a row, you turned to tae and whispered that you were relived at how the night had gone

he replied that he had never doubted it would be great

he told you he was so impressed and proud of you for getting the oldest girl to open up to you

she was very shy in general and didn’t like to talk to most people, especially new people

apparently your own quiet disposition had comforted her enough for her to share her interests with you

knowing that you’d accomplished something special with the kids even as nervous as you’d been made you happy

a little while later you fell asleep as well, leaving only taehyung awake

his heart felt like it would burst when he looked at you and the little ones snuggled together in the blanket fort, fast asleep

never one to pass up a good photo, he discreetly took a couple of pictures of the adorable sight

despite being relatively uneventful he felt like it was an occasion to remember

and of course being the sentimental family man he was he couldn’t help but imagine you and him doing the same thing with your own kids

the only thing missing was yeontan

you should have learned by now that he loved everything about you, including the things you worried about

hours later after the kids’ parents had returned and the pair of you had gone home, you were cuddled in bed with tannie at your feet

taehyung showed you the photos he’d taken of you and the kids sleeping and you had to admit it made you smile

after all was said and done, you didn’t think you’d mind babysitting for his cousin again

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