#i just hit image limit lol

[dr3comebackera]

Daniel Ricciardo on his Zandvoort crash, surgery on his broken hand, recovery process, and return in Austin

Tom Clarkson: "Now you mentioned the elephant in the room, Zandvoort. FP2, Turn 3, what happened?"

Daniel Ricciardo: "I *awkward laugh*, I mean I obviously can remember it very clearly, since I didn't hit my head. Erm, but, so you come through, turn, I guess it's Turn 2, and it's over kind of a crest, but then you stay quite tight, because, then the line for 3, you ride the top of the banking. So you know, you're not taking a conventional racing line, so you're not like looking at the apex, you're looking at the top of the corner, pretty much. Like, as a driver, we're always looking ahead and normally like at the apex, but the way you exit 2, you then kind of look straight ahead and pick your braking point."

DR: "So at that point, I'd exited 2, I hadn't seen any yellows, nothing like that. And then by the time I've looked and braked, I then looked where I need to turn, and I see Oscar. This all happened so quickly, but I remember, I can, obviously I'm picturing it in my head now. So I remember, okay, the line we take is high and by this point I'd braked, so I'd already committed, so I knew the speed I was going. My only choice was to take the high line, but I could see his car was at the top of the track. So there wasn't enough room for me to pass through the high line. I'm going too fast to take a low line, so it was either, probably look like a real idiot and crash into him, or try and just slow the car as much as I can, and likely just crash into the barriers, which is what happened."

DR: "But yeah, because it was all, I guess I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to do, by the time then I'd committed to just going straight, I hadn't then realized, 'okay, take your hands off the wheel.' And a lot of us still don't do it, because crashing is not natural. And it happens so quickly, because you don't plan to crash, so a lot of the time you don't kind of have, yeah, the time to be like, 'okay, I'm crashing, what do I need to do? Brace myself, okay, take my hands off the wheel.' Sometimes you just don't have the luxury of time."

DR: "So, that was it, I hit the wall. I've only watched one replay, but I just don't, I don't want to. Basically, when I've gone in, I'm pretty sure like the right front, it's just the angle, right, the right front would've grabbed the Tecpro [barrier] first, and then that's, like, pulled it in, so it's, it's like I've turned really hard right, the way obviously it's grabbed the wheel. So because the wheels then turned so quickly, I've basically lost grip, so it spun out of my hands, and the bottom of the [steering] wheel, which is pure, hard carbon, has then come up and basically karate chopped my hand."

DR: "So then, you've got the shock of the crash and then adrenaline, so I've come on the radio, and I'd, I think I'd been like, oh sorry, like I've crashed or something. And then, is he like 'oh, you alright?' or 'can you continue?' and I was like, 'no, the car is damaged.' And then, I could feel my hand, and I was like, 'ow, my hand, my hand.' And then I just, it started to, like the pain just went, obviously ramped up really, really quickly, and I feared that something was bad. So, as I'm, I wanted, I was like, 'I need to get my glove off, I need to get my glove off.' And as I'm pulling my glove off, I remember, I was thinking, *awkward huffy laugh*, I was like 'if there's a bone through the skin, I'm gonna pass out.' So that's all, I was just like 'please, please don't let me see anything gruesome.' I'm not good with this stuff, I'm sweating telling it, like I'm serious. I suck at this.

TC: "Have you broken a bone before?"

DR: "I broke my arm as a kid at school, throwing a tennis ball. Anyway, yeah, another very random accident, and I didn't need surgery, that was like a long, long healing process."

DR: "But yeah, so, alright, so I've pulled my glove off, and I, I could see it was already quite swollen, but no bone through the skin. I was like, 'okay.' But then the pain just got so bad, so as soon as I jumped into the medical car, I was *long pause* making a lot of noises, because I was in a lot of discomfort. So I knew that it was not good. I knew immediately, obviously, I wasn't going to race on the weekend. Like I didn't need a doctor to tell me. I feared it was a broken bone. I think the first thing that really kind of just made me sad, was I just had a very, very productive summer break. I felt really, really good physically, and I was just, yeah I was just ready to go. And this just felt like an unfortunate setback. But I was just more worried about surgery and all that, because I'm, again, I'm a bit of a wuss.

TC: "What happened next, I mean, you went down to Barcelona, to Dr. Xavier Mir, who is renowned in the MotoGP world, for mending those sort of breaks. I also think he was, didn't he help Lance Stroll earlier in the year as well?" "Yeah" "So who put you in touch with him, or did you know him already?"

DR: "So from the medical center, we went to the hospital there in Amsterdam. Got scans, and they're like, 'yeah, it's broken.' And by this point, it's the size, like, looked like an elephant stepped on my hand. The doctor there said, 'look, I would recommend surgery.' He's like, 'you can have it here, but you probably want to wait anyway a few days for the swelling to go down. Speak to whoever you need to speak to and obviously you can have your surgery wherever you want, I'm just going to give you my advice.' So then we reached out to Lance, we reached out to, well Jose, a friend of ours who works with Alpinestars, so he knows all the MotoGP guys, and he, he's Spanish as well, so he knows. So he, I think, put us into touch with Xavier Mir, and then, yeah, Lance was like 'go to him' as well. All signs were just pointing to, this guy's done this too many times, just go see him. Like, like don't even bother, just go there.

DR: "So it was, it was a blessing and a curse because, *laughs* he does a lot of MotoGP guys, who, are not human. They are not. It's fact, they are not. So, I think there's an expectation of me going in there, he's like 'oh, F1, MotoGP, same! Not human, don't feel pain.' 'No, doctor, I feel pain. I'm going to cry for the next 48 hours whilst I'm in this hospital.' So it was just funny, they, I think, you know, all the doctors and nurses and that who were helping me, and they were great, but I think they were, they were just quite, they would laugh a lot, because I would wince and pull away and ask questions every needle that went into my arm. Erm, so I think they just thought I would be tough like a MotoGP rider, but I am not."

TC: "I'm sure you were."

DR: "No, no, trust me, I'm not. The break itself was quite significant. It was a shatter, like it wasn't like, oh you just break it clean down the middle. I think it was in eight pieces or something. So it was also, for a bone that can be quite a simple one, it wasn't too pretty."

TC: "So it's your pinky that was being affected by it?" "Erm, well..." "On your left hand?"

DR: "It's like the outside of the hand. So that's the bone I broke, in between like the wrist and the pinky, like that knuckle. So like along the outside there. But even me just rubbing my finger over the top of my hand, hurt like crazy. Maybe I just feel pain more than others, I don't know. *laughs* But er, sorry, I just want to, just let's also say one thing. There was also the reality where, yes, I would moan and complain because I don't like the pain. But it was a broken hand, so there was also a part of me which was like, 'look, dude, yes you're in pain and it's going to be a bit of a process, but people have worse injuries, people have bigger accidents.' So don't get me wrong, I also tried to reality check myself through it all, and I think that's what made me quite, like remain quite positive."

TC: "You missed five races, you came back for Austin. Was there any talk of you getting back earlier, maybe for Qatar?"

DR: "So I knew, I was doing physio every day, and I was, I was doing what I could to come back as soon as possible. But I also wanted to make sure, and I think, you know, Red Bull/Alpha Tauri were really good with this, I wasn't fighting for a world championship, like it's not like, dude you need to just drive through immense pain and just get a point, you know because this is your titles on the line. Like it was, let's make sure you do this and heal properly, and get the right treatment, because also you've got, hopefully a second part of your career which is going to be long and glorious. So it was just, don't compromise anything that you then have a bum hand for the next two years of your career, three years, whatever. So it was good, I could just do it properly."

DR: "Qatar was talked about, I went on the sim the week of Qatar, on the Monday, but I couldn't, er, yet, drive with the full force of the steering, like so we would like bring the feedback down. Er, I just couldn't grip it and do more than like two laps at full strength. So it was very clear that Qatar was out of the question, and also for me to come back and like, yeah, I don't know, not drive at my best and then, no, that no one benefits. I don't benefit, the team doesn't. So er, it was that, at that point we're like, let's just go all in for Austin and make sure I'm good for that."

TC: "And Liam was doing a decent job as well"

DR: "Exactly, he was doing well and there was also, I think Red Bull were great to give me a contract whilst I was injured, to give me a contract for next year. So I, I had that-"

TC: "That was very significant, wasn't it?" "Yeah" "They actually signed you long-term when you were on the sidelines?"

DR: "Yeah, there's so much about being back in the Red Bull family this year that's felt good and right, and I think that was such a, yeah just such like a big thing for them to do that. I think obviously it showed they have a lot of faith in me. It also put to bed if anyone was like, 'oh you know, is there still any issues from their previous relationship years ago? Like is there any carryover tension or whatever?' Like, for them to do that, I think it was very much like, he's our kid and we're going to support him because we believe in him and- So that was really nice."

TC: "So you come back for Austin, and were there any ill effects there? Because I mean, that's a quick track, sector one in particular."

DR: "Er, no, like in, in short no. Erm, I think the race, I got into it quickly and, and, and I was actually honestly expecting more pain in Austin. I was expecting like every kind of bump or kerb I'd hit would be like 'ow, ow, ow.' But it was okay, and erm, I think it was just an endurance I needed to build so like, towards the end of the race, I could feel like my grip strength was maybe not as good as at the start of the race. But honestly, I was, I was fine. And I think that was another thing, I didn't want to get back into a race and then be like, 'yeah I could have done better, but you know, my hand was not up to full strength.' Or like, I was like, this can't be an excuse, and it wasn't, so it was all good."

TC: "And Daniel, you were never going to miss Austin, right?"

DR: "No, I couldn't. I would've loved the result to be better, but no, I couldn't miss Austin.

TC: "The track, the place"

DR: "Yeah, yeah. I love it."

#daniel ricciardo #f1 #i've listened to this beyond the grid podcast a few times now and i just need everyone to hear/read this part #he gives so many details about everything that happened including all the pain he felt :( #very much would like to give him a hug #also the broken arm/throwing a tennis ball story is crazy too #he talked about it in another video #i think a red bull on the sofa end of year video #and he said it snapped random because he had a medical issue (but didn't know about it) where his bone had been weakening over time #and it just hit its limit and snapped that day when we went to throw a tennis ball back to some classmates #also i forced myself to change all his ums and uhs and curb to the way he would spell them #i wanted this to be in his voice lol #dutch grand prix 2023 #dutch gp 2023 #zandvoort #daniel and his broken hand #the image of him crying in the medical car and hospital makes me sad :(

[yazzydream]

"more than words" ED4 Shibuya locations

Many thanks to the hardworking Jujutsu Kaisen fans who find these places. Credit to @/M79_yy on twitter. They've got better photos so check them out. Also, the JJK Google Earth project. I just wanted to link to Google Street View so you can really immerse yourself. Lol

Stairs by Rockaholic.

Bicycle garage.

Windows

Cerulean Tower

Graffitied fans by the stairs.

Cosmic Slope. Crates in front of this restaurant. Can't get a Street View from inside the alleyway.

Same alleyway. It has the Spanish restaurant behind Megumi but it's not on Google Street View yet.

Near the beginning(?) of Cosmic Slope. You can see the red bench across the street of the rails. It's near the alleyway.

Across the street from Shibuya Labor & Welfare building.

The telephone booth that was across the street.

Down the street to in front of PARCO.

Hachiko Memorial statue.

Shibuya 109 (Couldn't resist adding the Halloween 360 view.)

#jjk season 2 #jujutsu kaisen #endings #jjk ending #shibuya #google maps #long post #jjk meta #hit the image limit #just as well i was getting nauseous from using street view lol #feel free to add to this post #my jjk #jjkdaily

[sisterdivinium]

More on Halo discourse and differing ideologies and how the same words can work in different ways depending on the speaker, the audience, the context: Duretti and Shannon's ideas of the Halo find themselves both present in Adriel's speech.

Their points of view intersect in a strange but perfectly authentic way—even if Adriel's "weapon" does not serve against Duretti's enemies and Shannon's burden "too great for one person to bear" is likewise not the same as the one mentioned by Adriel, the concepts are still there, the words, the implications.

What changes is who uses them—and how they understand the world and apply these words and concepts, shifting bits and pieces of meaning of what only seems to be the same on the surface. It is constant dialogue and it is, looked at from a more general view, constant re-exploration, repositioning of certain themes that pervade the show as a whole. Here is similar language in the mouths of dissimilar characters, each with their own spin on things, their own vision, their own comprehension of the same phenomenon.

#warrior nun #me whispering into your ear: isotopy... thematic elements that keep resurfacing in the same work of art... #this is an offshoot from the other post. i hit image limit on the other one lol so i thought it best to just make a new one #honestly there is just so much material that we could be here for ages #adriel #francesco duretti #sister shannon #exercises in observation #analysis and similar

[cospinol]

kingdom staff finally heard my plea and they made ten cute this week :)

egg-shaped, as she should be, thanks ❤️

also a couple of additional lines between her and shin where he talks abt how they’ve only made up ground because of her…

cute for him to acknowledge it out loud like this!

also cute is shin & kyou kai’s campfires of dreams sequence…

the perfect little resolution to their conflict from ten plot, both in shin’s goofy apology and kyou kai insisting on bullying him a little bit about it, and then her comparing his relationship with ten to hers with shou just to confirm we’re all on the same page. and the conversation moving seamlessly into their shared goal/ending w kyou kai’s bit abt making general before shin… they are so sweet

tou and roku omi also have their adjacent scene where tou explains his Mentorship Scheme (his ou ki impression is so fun to hear out loud…) and the significance of this battle for shin and ou hon (and the manga had a panel of mou ten that i’m a little disappointed we didn’t get to see..) in terms of making a name for themselves by defeating someone else who has recently made a name for himself. which is the core & whole point of the arc, but I do think when shin is describing the situation (in extremely similar terms to tou in the other scene, which is just innately cute, he’s so on the right track!!) his phrasing does unintentionally cast light on a very funny aspect of the plan…

With all possible love in my heart, I don’t think it’s fair to say that this guy almost toppled kankoku pass lol. Like it’s an extremely valuable aspect of his character to me that he Is Legitimately Very Talented (and tou has good reason to believe this, I love that the arc opens with him immediately knowing that it’s hou mei he’s losing against) and that he *is* an opponent worth beating, but I just think it’s cute that he’s made such a name for himself off a campaign where all he did was get his siege towers burnt down and used against him, *and* that this newfound fame is the specific reason why he’s about to get curb-stomped by a bunch of teenagers. proud of my baby ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh, and also the best frame from this week is of course this one of shin and kyou kai in combat

woosh!!!

#hit image limit in the post but I think my talk last week abt making everyone Cuter really manifested this ep into reality #I have a whole lot of shin caps saved just bc they made him look cute too which we almost never get #moe kingdom real 🙏 #they are still being mean to ou hon but I’ve accepted that no one except hara knows how to make his design look good. and even he was Better #txt #kingdomposting #AND ALSO the hou mei and ka rin from tou’s monologue… So Cute #I also just love the premise of tou putting them on the same level of New Rising Stars from the coalition army #like I think ka rin did objectively more (she contributed nearly as much at the pass while also almost winning her own battlefield) #but the two of them in that arc Are neat little parallels in terms of both just sitting back and Waiting for their plans to play out #and both ultimately being undone not by any fault of their own but bc of a failing on the part of general they were partnered with! #but also hou mei going >:3c when sei kai died vs ka rin having a tantrum and leaving when kan mei lost lol #////edit. returning to this post months later. I got them backwards #hou mei’s >:3 is when kan mei dies and ka rin’s tantrum is About kan mei but doesn’t come until ou sen’s reinforcements arrive #same net point tho. now back to the original tags of this post//// #and all of that vs him aggressively playing the straight man at all the generals’ meetings while ka rin completely dominates the room… #wanna reread coalition again lol #WAIT— ALSO: RI BOKU SCENE #tou’s whole thing here is about how all the other great generals of this era are Looking At This Battlefield #but the only one we actually see reacting to it is ri boku :’)

[auraunbound]

A Brief Correspondence

Translated for the viewer's convenience.

There were a few moments of ringing while the video call connected, both of the Kraka heirs sharing a public booth to contact home.

"These calls are so tiring. Must I be here for this?"

"Why would you not? I am certain mother and father wish to hear from you. You have been making progress, have you not?"

"I have, it is just-," her thought was cut off when a familiar face popped into view on the screen.

"Hello, girls!" the man on the other end stated cheerily. His voice carried a low, but smooth tone, that of a practiced speaker. "Ah, it is so nice to see you both again. How goes your stay in Apricus?"

"Hello, father," Aslaug returned pleasantly. "It goes well. My research into the city's culture has proven quite fruitful. The way of life here is so different from home, yet there are still strange islands of familiarity here and there. I am looking forward to having you try all the new recipes I have collected as well!"

"Good, good. And you, Skuld? What of your studies?"

"They are progressing at an acceptable pace. This land's technology far exceeds our own, and becoming familiar with even the basics is proving difficult, though not unduly so."

"Well, I have the utmost faith that you will succeed. If anyone is capable of elevating us into a new technological era, it is most assuredly my daughter."

"Thank you, father."

"Skuld may have also acquired a new hobby as of late~."

"Oh? Do share."

Skuld shot a quick glare at her sister before turning back toward the screen.

"It is a local sport known as 'Hecaball'. News may have reached of the world cup being held here, but if not, it seems that it has garnered a global following. It could be an opportunity to show the strength of Völsung to the world."

"Skuld, not everything needs to be a test of strength," her father said with a small sigh. "Need I remind you that we are attempting to establish diplomatic relations? There is no need to resort to displays of power in a time of peace."

"But-,"

"No, Skuld. No excuses. I know you are proud of who you are, but petty displays like this will only make others wary. What this is, however, is an opportunity to engage with these other powers in friendly competition, establish goodwill. I will look into this 'Hecaball,' and see if we can arrange a team. You will of course be allowed a spot on the team, but only so long as you understand that we do not stand on the edge of hostility."

"Yes father."

There was a rustling followed by the sound of a door closing and a woman's voice.

"Sigurd? Who are you speaking to?"

"Hm? I have the girls on the line."

"Oh! Let me say hello then."

A few footsteps, and the woman's face slid into view beside the man's.

"Aslaug, Skuld, how are you two?" The voice was airy, with a faint lilt of alcohol dancing off her tongue.

"We are doing quite well, mother. How have you been? Inspiration has been kind I hope?"

"It has been fickle, I will not lie. What art can be created in such a cultural lull after all? I have been spending the time since you left arranging Holmgangs between willing soldiers in an attempt to spark that creativity, but to no avail. Speaking of my work though, you still have that charm I gave you, no?"

"I am sorry to hear that. I do hope things turn around for you soon. But yes, the charm has not left my side since we arrived."

"Fantastic. One less thing to fret over then." The woman brought her pipe to her lips and gave a brief puff before continuing. "What is this about some new sport? Hecaball, if I heard correctly?"

"Yes, you heard correct. It is a sport from Apricus that Skuld has taken a liking to. We were considering trying to bring it back home to form a team for the next world tournament."

"Hm, perhaps that will be the spark I need, something entirely new. Oh, by the way Sigurd," she added, turning to her husband. "Have you brought up the tournament yet?"

"I... was about to get to that, yes. Thank you, Bryn." He sighed and pushed his hair back onto his head. "Skuld, your grandmother believes it would be prudent for you to enter this upcoming tournament and represent Völsung on the world stage."

"Hm? I thought I had informed you that I have already enrolled in the Olympus Tournament."

"Indeed, you did. However, the larger tournament is nothing more than a personal pursuit. Skalmöld has expressed that she wishes to see me volunteer you as our champion for the Leader's Choice event."

"Grandmother wants... me? But my training still isn't complete, I am not yet even a Shieldmaiden, let alone one so seasoned as her."

"I echoed this same sentiment, but she believes you are ready. You keep saying you want to prove our peoples' might to the world... well, here is your chance."

There was a tense silence that hung in the air for several moments. The appraising stare of her father, the detached irreverence of her mother, both weighed on her in equal measure. Was she really ready? If her grandmother thought so, then what right did she have to argue? With an inhale and a steely expression, Skuld gave her answer.

"It will be done, father."

The man's brow furrowed a bit, while a slight smile came to her mother's face. It was decided then. Skuld's name would be entered, and she would represent Völsung for all the world to see.

"I know you'll make me proud, darling," her father added. A final sentiment before the family bade their farewells and disconnected the call.

No words were spoken that night in the heirs' quarters, and a heavy fog hung over them both. The girls understood completely what was happening, and there was no need to discuss them. The mere mention of their grandmother's name was all the indication they needed of the situation at hand:

Skuld's rite of passage had come early.

#[this ended up much longer than i thought] #[hit the image limit too lol] #[anyway just a lil apricus scene i've been meaning to do] #{We Heard That; (Dash Commentary)} #{The Savior Princess; (Aslaug Kraka)} #{The Traitorous Valkyrie; (Skuld Kraka)} #{The King Of The North; (Sigurd Kraka)} #{The Artisan Consort; (Brynhildr Kraka)} #apricus tag tba

[capseisen]

A "selfie card" + three full-body illustrations. Shaw [they/no pronouns], Aiden [he/it], De'ran [they/them], and Karl [no pronouns]. ,,March 2023

#art by capseisen #digital art #drawing #original character #my works #artists on tumblr #image description in alt #repostober #full-body #selfie card #Shaw [they/no pronouns] #Aiden [he/it] #De'ran [they/them] #Karl [no pronouns] #promised to not post images without alt descriptions #so I haven't posted here in a while lol oops #if you want a consistent art feed all my art hits Toyhouse first #it just doesn't have alt text b/c Toyhouse doesn't support it #and the description's character limit is very tiny #if you're reading this post I likely have a new monitor now #can't wait to draw with better colour accuracy

[godzexperiment]

there is something about that nix only knows about angels (iffy given lacks an lot of angel 101/actual interaction but knows random ass details like 'i didn't intend for x angel to be so stubborn') or humans lots about humans even if he hasn't been to earth like he's constantly aware of this fact and yet really hates it being pointed out 'oh you spent all that time with your maker but can't look after your wings, yet you can rattle off human ailments like it's nothing'

also- something to be said about how it's probably tied into his experiences and rather tragic

thus anything else, anybody is so fascinating to him (people are inherently in general, angels and humans alike but if somebody is like 'oh im actually another thing' he just can't generally contain the visible interest depending on the situation)

#<< falling apart at the seams i cant deny >> headcanons #(this was one thing but it became two cuz of the interlocked nature lol) #(he knows weak points and all that so effectively negative emotions and all that) #(this is why yes im thinking of how smart nix is but also all the ways his maker just never provided certain information etc) #(like well this one is never going to earth its whatever and what not) #(aside certain verses & even then very much the same limitations) #(god: here's information about creation you cant ever share) #(also god: why would he ever need to know about looking after his wings aside the basics for fights) #(nix as a medic and determined to keep creation spinning but he's made slices into creation himself) #(he'll neglect his own wounds out of numbness to them while fussing over another's papercut) #(hit me as quite the metaphor and image like ! ooo many thoughts hitting my brain right now)

[arowrath]

mutual 1: just got engaged lol <3 #slash serious

mutual 2: i know its been 3 years but i cant stop thinking about bloingo's arc in season 2 :(( my baby my baby youre my baby say it to me

mutual 3: This world is sweriously so fucking beautiful #Just had a snickers bar. effervescent

mutual 4: https://open.spotify.com/track/2P5yIMu2DNeMXTyOANKS6k #yeah...

mutual 5: [gerard way image] #i miss her thighs i mean her music

mutual 6: [this post contains filtered content: blood, gore, guts, wound, nsfw]

mutual 7: if bloingo was a deer he would have chronic wasting disease

mutual 8: [responding to the most insane anon hate you've ever seen] they anon on my askbox til i block #fslur girl slay

mutual 9: Next person to Fuck with mutual 8 has To go through me..... I Will Protect You

mutual 10: get me OUT of the fucking midwest bro #CANNOT take it anymore im srsly at my limit

mutual 11: [poll] should i get boba [yes] / [no] / [button for me]

mutual 12: i think i have a disorder

mutual 13: [rapidly reblogging gerard way images from 2010 with 6 notes]

mutual 14: dude i just got hit by a fucking car im not even joking im waiting for my uber to the hospital rn i think my legs are broken why does god hate me

mutual 15: JUST GOT MY NEUROSCIENCE PHD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mutual 16: [this post contains filtered tags: #[fandom you hate but you love ur mutual so much anyway]]

mutual 17: [reblogging bloingo fanart at a rate previously thought physically impossible]

mutual 18: One of the guys in my head ate my fucking ham sandwich

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[tardis--dreams]

I hate seeing animals or thinking about them. I get all emotional and sad thinking about potential ways they could get hurt or die :(

#i hate my brain #also i still have that very vivid image of my dog getting hit by a car in my head #like I'm terrified this will happen someday #why do i torture myself like this #i also keep thinking about her dying from cancer or something #like i cried on my way to class today because i just thought about that #and there was a cat in front of the student dorm and i just thought about how it might get hit by a car on his way back home #and fun thing is #this happens with any animal #i see a random bird and just get sad because i think it might get hurt #yayyy #crying myself to sleep tonight #i hate having emotions lol #i get that with humans to a limited extent #but like i don't see a random person and think 'huh potentially they could get hit by a car or die somehow else any moment' #except for people really close to me- i do that there too. but not as much. idk where this is going actually #anyway #normal brain behavior #night night #void screams

[alastors-antlers]

a brief take on the whole "Alastor's smile is permanent" discussion

hello all!

I've seen a lot of people theorizing lately that Alastor actually smiles all the time because his smile is magically, physically fixed onto his face. All of this seems to come from the fact that he's practically grimacing rather than smiling during the scene where he breaks down in ep8:

As well as this frame of his deal with Charlie: (lower res sorry)

I will say, I do like some of the implications of this theory. The sheer spite of his creditor forcing him to smile as an addition to their deal, almost like a sort of forced silence, is a neat concept. It's fun and dramatic. Plus, of all things, of course Alastor would claim the "smile at all times" policy and make it his own to pretend that it was his decision all along lol.

To be fair, though, I don't think we even need any magical compulsion to explain why he's smiling while he's having a mental breakdown. Actually, if we assume magical compulsion, I think we lose a bit of dimension from Alastor's character. (No judgement to anyone's take though, of course -- I just think this works in the direction of his established characterization, but obviously all personal takes <3)

Hear me out:

Alastor's persona is not just for others to see.

"A smile is a valuable tool, my dear. It inspires your friends; keeps your enemies guessing; and ensures that whatever comes your way, you're the one in control."

That makes sense given what we know about him. If he's always smiling, he seems like he has it together. You can't read him very well, especially not when he's actively trying to keep up appearances.

Now consider that when you think about ep8's fight with Heaven, we see that he's already been through so much in this one day.

He fights an army of angels, presumably not even at his own whim (if we go by his blurb about freedom in the Finale song); he loses to Adam, who he considers sloppy and mediocre; his staff, which we can assume holds some part of his power, is snapped; he comes close to being Angelic-power-killed; and to top it all off, he knows that others watched him get injured and then apparently die or flee, all of which would ruin the public image that he's trying to maintain. It wouldn't even be unreasonable for us to assume that he knows Vox was watching, given that Vox kind of has eyes everywhere.

In a moment like this, in the finale, you could say that Alastor has lost (at least on some level) everything that we know matters to him. He doesn't have access to all of his magic, and it's limiting him. He's reminded that he doesn't have freedom or control over his own destiny. He certainly has taken massive hits to his powerful, composed persona. But he's desperate, and furious, and terrified, and clinging on.

That's why he's smiling.

It's not that he can't stop because he physically can't. It's that he can't stop because to him, the smile is the last thing that is still within his power. When there are so many moving parts that he can't predict what happens to him next, he can control how he responds to it. In these last fragments of autonomy, there is solace.

He needs to keep telling himself that he has it together and that he'll eventually scheme his way free, that there's a solution, that he won't be in chains forever; because letting his pretense slip would be admitting that it's all starting to actually get to him. That maybe this time, he doesn't have an escape plan.

In addition, if you read his interactions throughout the series, we also see something else: Alastor's reputation is of paramount importance to him. At multiple points throughout the series, when others disrespect him by discounting his power or presence, he gets visibly annoyed. And in the battle, we see a glimpse of the part of his personality he seems to be trying to leave behind - a normal Alastor, who's just some guy from Louisiana. No transatlantic accent; no unflappable malice; no sharp wit waiting at the ready. Maybe even unremarkable.

Dropping his smile - arguably the most prominent part of his brand - would be admitting that in reality, he's not the Radio Demon of legend that he aspires to project. And if he doesn't have that... where would he be?

#alastor meta #alastor analysis #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin alastor meta #hazbin meta #hazbin alastor analysis #bro I love this guy so much

[ghouljams]

Brain rotten by the idea of topping the cod men.

Personnaly I'm a super soft dom and heavily into body worship and praise... so just imagining doing that to this people have me vibrating with want.

Could you imagine forcing this guys to look you in the eyes when you praise them ? Being kissed everywhere, touched with so much care and want and yearning ? You can tell its almost too intimate and uncomfortable for them (I'm thinking ghost in particular here) to see so much devotion in your eyes. To have you making them acknowledge it. To force them to see your truth. That they are lovely. Wanted. Worshipped.

What about praise ? I'm so sure soap should love that. Love being told what's good. How. Specifically. Getting lost in the praised, in the poetry you slur into his neck after bitting him because kissing isn't enough anymore you want him so bad you want to consume him.

And the after care ??? Imagine holding gaz, making him feel safe. Loved. Imaging becoming a safe space. Somewhere so precious and kind he can just let go. Somewhere he feel seen and accepted and loved and respected and cared about.

Yeah. Hope my brainstorms make yours vibe with that idea.

Also I'm heavily into orgasm denial so that too lol

Love it when doms are in my inbox, yes welcome, thank you for blessing me with this. Allow me to continue dominating these men (plus Price and König) under the cut

Ghost absolutely melts for a soft dom, you cannot convince me otherwise. He'd be good at taking punishments, a hard dom would provide a very different release for him, but I am a service switch so I am always going to want to absolutely overstimulate this man. Make him look you in the eyes while you jerk him off, cooing all sorts of sweet praise, squeezing hard every time he looks away or closes his eyes. Making sure he knows he isn't allowed to move or speak unless asked to, and then just lavishing attention onto him. He'd be brain dead in minutes, absolutely drunk on affection.

If you wanted to go the hard dom route he can take a few smacks, it just makes his breathing harder, makes him inch a little closer to breaking and fucking you into the floor. It's a good method for testing his limits, he likes knowing that you can push him right to the edge and keep him there, likes knowing he has control over himself to such a degree. I think Ghost gets off on knowing he did something correctly, he likes making his partner come because that means he did something right, and doing something right is the same as doing something good in his mind. That's why you'll never catch Simon Riley being a brat, the man needs to stay in the lines you/he have drawn so that he feels like he's in control. He's a pleasure to use, and I personally love that for him.

Soap is a fucking brat. I mean, the man has absolute switch energy but what is a dom if not a brat that gets what they want? Soap is also a fucking DOG. He will pull on the leash but as soon as you have your hands on him he's whining and begging for more. Hit him with a "What a polite mutt you are when I do x" and he'll whine about wanting to be a brat "but it feels too good." You have to bite him because after a certain point he's sinking his teeth into you. He needs something to hold onto, something to ground on, and that means biting, lots of biting. You can't ask him to beg, that just brings the brat out, unless you want a reason to punish him.

I am firmly on the Soap is a masochist train. He loves it, smack him hard across the face and he'll purr for you. The flip side of this is that masochists are almost always sadists too, they love pain so why wouldn't they do that to you? Soap needs a firm hand, needs someone pushing his head down and stepping on his cock, he's thrilled, he's drooling. After care is a must with this one, he'll be the most docile you'll ever see him, he will ask you to cockwarm him.

Gaz. Ooooh I fucking adore Gaz, come here baby I just wanna kiss all over your face. All praise. All body worship. Overstimulate him and make sure he's firing blanks, if you let him come at all. Strikes me as the sort of sub that wants it to be drawn out. Ride him until he's begging then pull off, make him watch you play with yourself until you start fucking him again. He loves the denial aspect of it, loves knowing that you're getting off even if he isn't. He's the type of guy to rut against the bed while he's giving you oral, happy to come in his pants after your third orgasm. Gaz would absolutely benefit from a soft dom, creating that space where he can just let go and stop being for a while would be so wonderful for him.

He'd likely be into some lowkey public play. Nicknames said with a little too much deference, coming up and hugging you from behind just so no one can see how hard he is when you tell him "good job out there, Sergeant." Always touchy with you, always cuddled up to you when you're on the couch. Lay on top of him like a weighted blanket he loves it. Aftercare is always top notch because it's just more babying and taking care of Gaz. He'll drag you off for a shower or a bath and just doze with you while you clean up. Do not ask him any questions for at least an hour, the man is gone.

Price.... He'll let you think you're in charge as long as he thinks it's fun. You have to know his lines really well in order to avoid them. He won't dip into sub space or anything like that, but he understands the release that comes with domming and if that's what you need he'll do it. You know those people who are so submissive they're willing to dom if their partner asks them, that's Price but the opposite. He's dominant to a degree that he is willing to direct you through topping him because he knows you need it. You can fuck him, he's absolutely having a great time, but watch out. Praise works better than degradation for him, I think if you were ever to tip him towards being truly submissive you'd have to be jerking him off, whispering praise in his ear. He'd rest his head against your shoulder and shudder when you squeeze his cock.

You can get him most of the way there, but the man is hard wired to look after people. Miscalculate or degrade him too far and he'll flip the script. You'll be the one begging if you're not careful. It's a very sophisticated game you two play, but if you're having a bad day, you can take it out on him.

König is a lot like Price. He's hard wired to be alert, so slipping him into that soft fuzzy space is hard. The best, and I mean best, way to do it is to get him absolutely fuck-drunk. Make him lose his damn mind because it all feels too good, he will be mush. Brain fried. You just gotta get him there. Lots of overstimulation or lots and lots of edging. I think König is the king(lol) of edging. I have no reason to believe this, except I think he edges if he's going into the field... really ups his aggression and makes him think less about the atrocities he commits. He'll lay on the bed and edge himself while you kiss him and whisper praises to him. He will beg for you to fuck him, will beg to be inside you, will beg for you to give him the word so he can come. He's an animal, and you should treat him like one.

The problem is that he's unpredictable once he's actually inside you(if that's what you decide on). He might keep listening to you. He also might growl for you to shut up and force a hand over your mouth, or your face into the pillows so he can fuck you how he likes without listening to you try to dominate him. He's going to take what he wants, and the only thing he'll listen to at that point is a safe word. Another masochist... please hurt him, he's begging for blood. Dangerous because again... the masochism does bleed(haha) into sadism for him. He loves pain, you should love it too... He wants to hurt you, but no more than you deserve(or ask for). Watch the lines you push with him.

#simon ghost riley #cod x reader #x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #könig x reader #könig cod #captain john price #kyle gaz garrick #john soap mactavish #soap x reader #gaz x reader #john price x reader #headcanons #cod headcanons #this is all filth #God I was mad as hell this helped than kyou

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

so part of me wants to blame this entirely on wbd, right? bloys said he was cool with the show getting shopped around, so assuming he was telling the truth (not that im abt to start blindly trusting anything a CEO says lol), that means it’s not an hbo problem. and we already know wbd has an awful track record with refusing to sell their properties—altho unlike coyote v acme, s3 of ofmd isn’t a completed work and therefore there isn’t the same tax writeoff incentive to bury the thing. i just can’t see any reason to hold on to ofmd except for worrying about image, bc it would be embarrassing if they let this show go with such a devoted fanbase and recognizable celebrities and it went somewhere else and did really well (which it would undoubtedly do really well, we’ve long since proven that). it feels kinda tinfoil hat of me to making assumptions abt what’s going on in wbd behind the scenes, but i also feel like there are hints that i’m onto something w my suspicions: suddenly cracking down on fan merch on etsy doesn’t seem like something a studio looking to sell their property would bother with, and we know someone was paying to track the viewing stats on ofmd’s bbc airing, which isn’t finished yet, so i’d expect whoever is monitoring that to not make a decision abt buying ofmd until the s2 finale dropped.

but also i think part of me just wants there to be a clear villain in the situation. it’s kinda comforting to have a face to blame, a clear target to shake my fist at. but the truth is that the entire streaming industry is in the shitter. streaming is not pulling in the kind of profit that investors were promised, and we’re seeing the bubble that was propped up w investor money finally start to pop. studios aren’t leaving much room in their budgets for acquiring new properties, and they’re whittling down what they already have. especially w the strikes last year, they’re all penny pinching like hell. and that’s much a much harder thing to rage against than just one studio or one CEO being shitty. that’s disheartening in a way that’s much bigger and more frightening than if there was just one guy to blame.

my guess is that the truth of the situation is probably somewhere in the middle. wbd is following the same shitty pattern they’ve been following since the merger, and it’s just a hard time for anyone trying to get their story picked up by any studio. ofmd is just one of many shows that are unlucky enough to exist at this very unstable time for the tv/streaming industry.

when i think abt it that way, tho, i’m struck by how lucky we are that ofmd even got to exist at all. if the wbd merger had happened a year earlier, or if djenks and tw tried to pitch this show a year later, there’s no way this show would’ve been made. s1 was given the runtime and the creative freedom needed to tell the story the way the showrunners wanted to, and the final product benefited from it so much that it became a huge hit from sheer gay word of mouth. and for all the imperfections with s2—the shorter episode order, the hard 30 minute per episode limit, the last-minute script changes, the finale a butchered mess of the intended creative vision—the team behind ofmd managed to tell a beautiful story despite the uphill battle they undoubtedly were up against. they ended the season with the main characters in a happy place. ed and stede are together, and our last shot of ed isn’t of him sobbing uncontrollably (like i rlly can’t stress enough how much i would have never been able to acknowledge the existence of this show again if s1 was all we got)

like. y’all. we were this close to a world where ofmd never got to exist. for me, at least, the pain of an undue cancellation is worth getting to have this story at all. so rather than taking my comfort in the form of righteous anger at david zaslav or at wbd or at the entire streaming industry as a whole, i’m trying to focus on how lucky i am to get to have the show in the first place.

bc really, even as i’m reeling in grief to know this is the end of the road for ofmd, a part of me still can’t quite wrap my head around that this show is real. a queer romcom about middle-aged men, a rejection of washboard abs and facetuned beauty standards, a masterful deconstruction and criticism of toxic masculinity, well-written female characters who get to shine despite being in a show that is primarily about manhood and masculinity, diverse characters whose stories never center around oppression and bigotry, a casually nonbinary character, violent revenge fantasies against oppressors that are cathartic but at the same time are not what brings the characters healing and joy, a queer found family, a strong theme of anti colonialism throughout the entire show. a diverse writers room that got to use their perspectives and experiences to inform the story. the fact that above all else, this show is about the love story between ed and stede, which means the character arcs, the thoughts, the feelings, the motivations, the backstories, and everything else that make up the characters of ed and stede are given the most focus and the most care.

bc there rlly aren’t a lot of shows where a character like stede—a flamboyant and overtly gay middle-aged man who abandoned his family to live his life authentically—gets to be the main character of a romcom, gets to be the hero who the show is rooting for.

and god, there definitely aren’t a lot of shows where a character like ed—a queer indigenous man who is famous, successful, hyper-competent, who feels trapped by rigid standards of toxic hypermasculinity, who yearns for softness and gentleness and genuine interpersonal connection and vulnerability, whose mental health struggles and suicidal intentions are given such a huge degree of attention and delicate care in their depiction, who messes up and hurts people when he’s in pain but who the show is still endlessly sympathetic towards—gets to exist at all, much less as the romantic lead and the second protagonist of the show.

so fuck the studios, fuck capitalism, fuck everything that brought the show to an end before the story was told all the way through. because the forces that are keeping s3 from being made are the same forces that would’ve seen the entire show canceled before it even began. s3 is canceled, and s2 suffered from studio meddling, but we still won. we got to have this show. we got to have these characters. there’s been so much working against this show from the very beginning but here we are, two years later, lives changed bc despite all odds, ofmd exists. they can’t take that away from us. they can’t make us stop talking abt or stop caring abt this show. i’m gonna be a fan of this show til the day i die, and the studios hate that. they hate that we care about things that don’t fit into their business strategy, they hate that not everyone will blindly consume endless IP reboots and spin-offs and cheap reality tv.

anyway i dont rlly have a neat way to end this post. sorta just rambling abt my feelings. idk, i know this sucks but im not rlly feeling like wallowing in it. i think my gratitude for the show is outweighing my grief and anger, at least for right now. most important thing tho is im not going anywhere. and my love for this show is certainly not fucking going anywhere.

#ofmd #our flag means death #save ofmd #s3 renewal hell #txt #mine #og #studio crit #edward teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard

[sanctus-ingenium]

Just wanted to ask, please forgive me if you've already answred this, what program do you use? Your art fucks HARD and like. I was looking at your art of the two moths over the city they die in and I was hit with the wave of "oh that looks really fucking fun actually." Like i know my art program can't do some of those effects and like, I'd love to try fucking about with them.

hi there, thank you! all my art is done in procreate and paint tool sai

because you mentioned that drawing in particular i thought it would be fun to break it down and show ppl what exactly went into each part of it so check this out

sketch & lineart - the brushes come from georgbrush.club and the urban sketcher is my most commonly used lineart brush, it has a nice irregular shape. the square brush is nice for big blocky sketches.

the cityscape was REALLY hard but basically I got a photo of the skyline of florence, traced some basic building shapes, then bullshitted the rest using the vertical symmetry/mirror tool to cut down on the amount of work (so i only had to sketch one half of the city). then for lineart I turned off vertical symmetry, turned on the two-point perspective tool, and got this:

the rose windows were made using the radial symmetry tool.

I didn't like it being so flat, so I used the liquify tool to make a kind of fish-eye effect (limited success tbh). I liked how it looked but the buildings in front needed something to cover them up to make the liquification less obvious...

first pass colours. I felt they were very washed out, aside from the sun which i loved. I use the spectra brush (default procreate) for skyscapes a lot, I love the texture. Although the clouds were filled in using the lasso selection tool, I softened the edges using the square pencil again and added texture using true grit sampler grainy brushes. The translucency effect comes from my setting the brush as an eraser. The sun rays come from the radial symmetry tool.

Blocking in the moths' colours was done with the urban sketcher again.

Something people may not have noticed is the labyrinth hidden in the sky! yeah I had a bunch of versions where it was more obvious but I found that it clashed a bit and was too busy, so I made it subtle. But yes. I searched for "royalty free labyrinth" and picked one.

The toner grit brush is one you've seen before if you've looked at any art on tumblr lately (this is such a popular brush) and it's from the true grit fast grit set. The pointillism brush is from the true grit free sampler pack, like my grain brushes.

I added shadows to the moths, increased saturation overall, and changed the clouds to a translucent blue (you can even see in the sun where I forgot to block in the sun itself because the clouds over it used to be opaque lol). Moon rays were drawn using the radial symmetry tool but this time with rotational symmetry off. I also moved the moon down closer to the moths because I felt that it was a bit far away, and this served to visually divide the drawing into three equal parts, so I chose to lean into that and divide the sky colours too, to show passing time, or an endless moment - morning, evening, night, etc.

And then the oroborous, I tried a few different effects on it because I wanted it to be very clearly separate from the main scene - I settled on a dot matrix newsprint texture, using procreate's onboard tool, and some heavy chromatic aberration. This is because the oroborous isn't real, it's purely symbolic and the moths' demise started when they became photographers so I liked the print media aspect there as well. The story itself is about grief without closure, cyclical violence, and sunk cost fallacy, while everyone explores an endless labyrinth, so an oroborous fits I think

what makes art fun to me is thinking up ways I can tell a story using just a single image. and sure a lot of it will be lost to an audience who isn't familiar with the characters or backstory but i want to leave enough in there that even complete strangers to my work will be able to construct a narrative about what's happening here, rather than it just being a cool image. that's my goal.

Finally I exported it to sai on my pc to give it a once-over. this is really important because the retina display on an ipad is oversaturated on purpose, to make everything look amazing and vibrant. but what this means is that on other screens, your work might look washed out. it's especially bad at displaying yellows! so i look at it in sai on my pc and i make minor adjustments, in this case I actually added another multiply layer on the moths and an overlay on their non-shadowed parts to increase the contrast there.

finally if you've read this far, I played a little trick with the caption of the drawing. yeah, THEY die... but only one of those moths is a theythem pronoun haver... the other has to survive. he isn't given a choice in the matter.

#fr you will never catch me trying to mystify my process i will explain literally everything #brushes

[uvjellyfish]

interesting tidbits of the famitsu interview

-apparently they didnt know what side order was even going to be until after splat 3's release, which maybe explains some things

-the palettes for characters that arent inkling/octoling are based more on what they might use if they could or what fit their vibes

-pearls space suit cost 200 million cash cause she wanted to be out of this world, and marina made her tentacles galaxy-colored to match

- apparently the chips making sound in the menu wasnt planned, and all the sounds come from off the hook songs. they also mention being able to hear something during the first fight with overlorder, so if youre curious, when you pick up all the chips and play them in order going back and forth each row it plays the chorus of ebb & flow (its a little hard to parse but its there)

(these are about the bosses)

-the bumpers in pinging marciales arena are soy sauce holders. in its second phase the bumps on its shell are holding rice. good ol splatoon design lol

-asynchronus rondo is a sushi conveyer, and was meant to be a hospitality robot before it was corrupted by order. also the sounds its making may be a corruption of a memory as well (i assume the same goes for Ball)

-paralell canon is not literally agent 4, it is just a copy of them

-the memories seen in different stages are actually being burned and ejected from the tower, thats what the "snow" is

-the shapes and lights in the square/foyer that react to the music are plankton. the denizens of the square seem to be manifestations of the programming. cipher is unique because it gained sentience after order started sucking people in and it came into contact with those conciousnesses

-pearl stays a drone because she likes to be tall

-absolute scraps of octarian lore but ill take it

-acht did finally leave the underground after side order and is living off the royalties of their music. good for them

-iso padre is in the square because of the ufo catcher

-i hit the image limit but the reason pearls step off song is off the hooks news intro is because of marinas memories and desire for them to stay together <3

#splatoon #take things with a grain of salt since im using machine translation btw

[cospinol]

so much tasty stuff in today’s kingdom episode :D<333

First of all, obviously:

Signature pose :D!!!!!!!!!! And also just all of his little mannerisms and motions in this scene, so so cute, love of my life 🥰🥰🥰

Ten & gai mou scene was also pretty much as good as I could’ve hoped… I still think the topic itself and their angle of approach to it is pretty iffy but like on the ground they play off each other so well, and ten’s resolve/the way it ultimately sways gai mou is cute. the best part of their sequence together is when she makes her big declaration at the end and gets mad at him for laughing at it, I wish the whole conflict had that tone :’)

there are also a couple of interesting shots that the anime added for some of the dialogue-heavier bits:

Good stuff :^)

Also, the actual protagonist of this whole episode, gai mou’s 10-pack:

Idk why they drew this (there’s one panel in the manga where you could argue it’s 10, but I think it’s just eight with ambiguous shading. Bc hara definitely never drew him looking like THIS) but I support it. thank you

Also another kind of anime original shot, in the hostage exchange scene, that I cannot stop thinking abt:

Shin and ten don’t just reach for each other, we see their hands meet :’) in the manga there’s an interesting sense of Privacy as we only see kyou kai’s reaction, but seeing her react to the touch itself instead……. A.

also gai mou & jun sou are still funny, shoutout to these guys :^)

Alsoooo, nice to see ou hon on the field today having some Successes :’D

Him getting an actual serious one-to-one opponent that he gets a notable triumph against is one of the absolute highlights of the arc for me (my actual fav part of his dynamic with mou ten /is/ the way mou ten ends up getting all the big Moments in their first two arcs together while ou hon just essentially holds the line though. But he has it so hard in general it’s nice to see him get this one Big Win), proud of my boy. Also… shi haku… u///u

so excited for rei ou’s tragic fire dragons backstory lore drop next week :D

#I hit image limit in this post but it was also soooooo good seeing tiny shin/ten/sei in the flashback :DD #kingdomposting #txt #oh my GOD also earlier the website messed up and showed the total season episode count as 39 instead of 26 #and I almost died thinking they’d fucking confirmed koku you for this season #kind of a nightmare to be honest #I do wonder abt the pacing from here on out though… #since koku you isn’t long enough for two cours but western zhao is WAY too long to fit in the same season #wonder if they’ll just do a single-cour season next year…? #it’s how I’d do it. but I’d have given coalition three cours so lol

[mmorw]

Jay Hong from lookism has always been such a cute puppy, like image him absolutely sobbing n drooling while riding a fat cock. His thighs trembling while you let out sweet praises that melt his cute little brain. The sharp gasps and whimpers coming from his mouth fill the room you two are in

Yk?

I'm crying... but tears of reality bc this is SO TRUE ‼️

baby boy is just so cute 😭

cw: smut. afab chr. vaginal. riding. praise kink. biting. bro's being hermoso again.

!! English is not my first language 🤘 any spelling or grammatical errors, notify by dm.

short thirst.

I feel that Jay really is a romantic, yk? every time you nicely ask him to ride your cock, he'll hold your hands while he does it; happy to satisfy you and let out sweet gasps every time your cock hits his sensitive spot perfectly.

Calling him sweet names, complimenting the good job he does while it just makes him move more and more, he has no rest until he knows he's doing a good job. He melts so fast under you; letting you guide him if he gets tired and has to hug your neck to let you take his hips and help him get down easier.

his face and neck full of sweet kisses and few bites, cradling your cheeks as his perfect blonde hair sticks to his forehead and leaves you the beautiful view of one of his orbs. His sweet little face urges you to slam harder against him to only ruin that cute little face of his into a big mess. ♡

No matter how silly or hard you fuck him, Jay loves the romantic feeling of remembering that you two are fucking in his room with an amazing bed and view, giving such an intimate and close moment in a nice place able to let you two close your eyes and say something like, "fuck, thanks for this" while enjoying each other.

pounding deep into his cunt as his gasps rise in altitude, you take this as a "level up" game each time you try to make Jay's vocal cords work again, as he feels your fat cock fill him to his fucking limit.

My guy's legs are pretty nimble, aren't they? hard to hit and take a beating, it's funny how weak and wobbly they get once he loses control of them when he's just jumping on your lap like a fucking rabbit in heat lol.

his waist is so tiny and voluptuous too, you love to knead his skin until your finger marks leave bruises on his milky skin and you have to listen to his low whining when you two get in class the next day.

Jay also feels that he can be very closeted on days that are not 'safe' for him, he will have some sort of big dispute with himself whether he should carry condoms or birth control pills so he doesn't get a hard time in the future, and be able to enjoy your cock without a piece of plastic in the way. wink.

“Mm! cherry flavor!”

#specialty #sub lookism #dom male reader #dom reader #Jay Hong — Lookism. #sub Jay Hong #lmao idk what more #my in writing has no effect on him- im sorry 😭