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edai-crplpnk · 1 year

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Hey hey! So i havent fully read ur fics (its on my to read list but uh..... Im really bad at actually reading stuff on there djdndn one day i shall read ur entire fic list) but ive liked what ive seen so far so ur really high on my to read list and i saw u post the new chapter for the smell of the rain and i didnt see it was a multip chap at first so i just started reading it sjsjsjdj and this line specifically took me out so bad that i couldnt finish the chapter the day i started reading it bc i just kept laughing every time i went back to read it.

"he had always thought of himself as the kind of person to be able to make rational down-to-earth decisions no matter what – which was a delusion already, Kankurou’s memories of his first exchange with Shino are definitely infused with a lot of acting on impulse and out of spite –" like this is just fucking gold its so hilarious hello? Anyway. This has made me eant to read all ur works like right this second so expect a lot of kudos ig?? Idk what the point of this was i just wanted to let u know how much that line made my day and it felt awkward leaving it as a comment when i actually hadnt fully read the series. Hdjdjdd so ye. But im loving what ive read so far! The way u characterise is really fun! Hope u have a good day/night ty for sharing ur writing with us!

No judgement, I am bad at getting myself to read things too haha

I just love the idea of Shino being like- this guy that really imagines that he is calm and not emotional and not the type to make decisions on impulse and everything (not like a certain somebody) (kiba) when he is truly easily overwhelmed by emotions and generally not great at dealing with them.

And it doesn't help that a lot of people do see him like that too. He's the nerd with the monotonous voice that you can always go to to ask a question and is always available and will answer even you don't listen to him 9 times out of 10. He serves that role both within the konoha 13 and within team 8 between Kiba's impulsivity and Hinata's shyness/emotional sensibility. He's meant to be the down-to-earth guy and he's not.

He repeatedly gets angry and frustrated in the canon but it's barely ever listened to because he's not good at expressing it in a way that sounds serious enough. And also I think he's not great at handling irrational and unanticipatable things, like his own emotions. He needs to be able to rationalise and makes sense of things and have explanations and justifications. And on the one hand, it does help because he spends a lot of time thinking his choices through and explaining them, but on the other, when he is faced with an emotion that is too strong or unexpected to be able to be channeled through reason, he as absolutely no tools to deal with it and he's just overwhlmed.

In conclusion, yes, I think he's the type of guy to make implulsive and maybe misinformed decisions because he's horny and he has a crush and the whole time he is internally staring at himself thinking "god why the fuck am I doing this???" lmao

Coincidentally, for the "why is Shino a teacher in Boruto where did that come from" crowd (I'm not judging, I get it), I think this why he's both good and bad with children. He's good at containing people and providing a cohesive and explained framework, justifying rules and letting space for them to be debated reasonably so that things make sense, and I think that's valuable for a lot of kids who often get assigned random rules and you have to follow them because that's what rules are for and adults decide. But also, children have many emotions often, they can be chaotic, especially a group of them, and, once again, when being consistent and fair and justifying himself does not suffice to make this manageable, he is probably quite quickly out of other options.

Anyway, I love him!

Please enjoy my 135k words of KankuShino as you please, I hope you'll have fun!

(another time maybe o can write about how, coincidentally, makes him both very similar and the opposite to Kankurou haha)

#shino aburame #character study #naruto #naruto headcanon #naruto headcanons

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kathanisharma · 2 years

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Hi Medha. Would love to hear your ideas on what you'd like for Kathony in s3.

I would prefer they have substantial side plots for their relationship's growth. As much as I love domestic fluff, I don't eant Kathony to be wasted just as background characters to add some fluff. Their journey post marriage is also important and I would love to see:

1. Kate taking on her responsibilities as Viscountess, learning the ropes from Violet and Anthony being supportive. But I want her to continue ro be outspoken and authoritative

2. Kate supporting and helping Anthony in his responsibilities. In Kate, he has finally someone with whom he can share his happiness as well as his burdens. She is his partner, his equal.

3. Like your previous anon suggested, a pregnancy arc would be interesting especially the parallels with Hyacinth's birth.

4. Exploring Kate's backstory and truma, maybe she talks to Anthony about her fear of storms and he reads to her during one. Maybe a flashback of her life in India or when her father died. That was something that should have definitely been expored in s2. But oh well..

Okay, and maybe some domestic fluff as well. Because I love their banter and want to see them being free and fun and very much in love. 🥰

LITERALLY YES TO ALL OF THIS. BUT the thing is, like, i want all these things in measured doses though, i don't want storylines that last more than 1-2 episodes if that makes sense? because i do want the overreaching theme of them in s3 to just be them settling into a life together- one that fits them both and learning to give and grow and fit together.

that's why i think that banter and fluff is so important as a counter to the learning curve they'll be on, going from two individuals who are very much independent and bear the burdens on their own to realizing this other person is there for them to lean on and they're partners.

i'm just excited to see them in love and realizing that any issue they ever face now, they'll never be alone again.

#kathony #anthony bridgerton #kate sharma #medha answers anon

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smorgasbordofobsessions · 2 years

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liveblog: miraculous ladybug s113-121

ep113

being able to use gestures as a power is also pretty cool

i’ve been liking all the “evil” powers so far!

ep114

hm tikki’s sick

wow they really make chloe out to be a huge selfish bitch in this show

oh prince ali is cute!

i like camembert as much as the next person but plagg really needs to get it together

was tikki helped by the power of gongs

“ancient chinese secret.. just like yours”

hm the lore grows

haha you go rose!

ep115 - "the origins"

so there are MORE miraculouses??

"the miraculous are not eant to be used for evil purposes"

okay wait miraculouses have existed for THOSUANDS of years and not one person has used it for evil purposes?? yeah okay

"i'm only 186"

WHY is marinette putting cocoa powder in her milk that's in a cereal bowl i need answers!! what is this weird french thing

love that the show says "evilize" instead of "make him evil" because the verb is such a greath shortcut

whya re the security camers visible in the library???

"is this the police? call the army!"

oh wow adrien's father is a hard ass!

also love that a supervillain is actually somehow so common in this universe that no one is making the exclamation of "supervillain?!?!??!" but more "yeah there's a supervillain"

"i only got it wrong once. it won't happen again - at least i hope not"

LOVE these transfomation seqences!! marinette's so uncomfortable but adrien took to it like a fish to water

also good to see that the transformations are a bit "forced" and part of the actual transformatio and not just a thing the animators decided to add for fun, and to fulfill a trope

marinette!!! :(

ep116

adrien!! :'(

ivan is fucking cute!!!

ivan tried but he failed oh noooo my poor baby :(

i think it's great that we're seeing how timid marinette was to the idea of ladybug, after we've sen her so confident in her role already! it shows how much she's grown into herself and her role

this is the moment that chat noir fell in love (with ladybug)

"that's the problem with superheroes. they're so.. heroic!"

oh was that a little fourth wall break?

oh a nod to king king nice nice!!

hawkmoth has a secret dream?

ohymgod ivan is precious

adrien takes chinese?? oh he's smart!

oh marinette!! yes, girl, stand up for yourself!!

this is the moment marinette fell in love (with adrien)

wow this is great this is how the fucking lovesquare starts

wow this is great

THSI IS SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!

"those two are made for each other"

and we know if an old chinese dude says it must be true

ep117

adrien is being the best wingman right now

"how's adrien supposed to be the live of your life when you can't even talk to him"

i'm LOVING this whole scenario right now

ladybug literally scratched chat noir under the chin i'm-

CHAT NOIR'S EARS ARE ACTUALLY FOR LISTENING AND NOT DECORATION??????

nino and alya are totally ready!! to help adrien and marinette get together!

ep118

"the last time i set foot on a dance floor, madonna was in kindergarten"

okay but that means that the mayor is ANCIENT

adrien playnig this game between being himself and being chat noir is fun to watch

ep119

the one thing i like about the origins episodes is us seeing why marinette likes adrien, becuse he was nice to her,and he was honest with her

it really just puts into perspective why she acts so awkward around him - though that just being a schtick wasn't a bad idea either

"so go ahead: gofe"

never heard a verb form of "gofer" before

shoes on the bed ugh

a song dedicated to ladybug :3

ep120

marinette designing jagged stone's new album?!?!

good on her parent sfor being encouraging and supportive - but also next time please ask for details

i, too, deal with my anger by listening to rock

uh... i am not against guitar villain's look? it's very rockadelic haha

"i'm sure another record company would be happy with a number two chart topper"

they actually would be!! number two is actually a great spot, especially for a long-term artist

ADRIEN ASKED FOR MARINETTE'S AUTOGRAPH!!!!

god do i really have to suffer before they get together

ep121

marinette speaking chinese!

OHMYGOD PLEASE MARINETTE NEEDS ADRIEN'S HELP!! ADRIEN SPEAKS CHINESE!!! ADIREN SHOULD COME OVER!!!!

yes i was right!!!!!!

watch this uncle speak "french"

i was right haha hysterical

"cooking needs no words"

marinette absolutely killing chloe right now

chloe not liking soup is a problem because SO MUCH can go into a soup to make it fucking fantastic

a real fucking shame what chloe did though like.. why mess with someone's food

his villain suit reminds me of dbz!

seeing mayor bougeouis being active is actually the funniest part of this episode so far

i do hope that in later seasons we see chloe grow as a character and face actual consequences for her actions

"i can't wait to get home and write a song about soup!"

honestly good food will make you want to do this

#miraculous ladybug #liveblog

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bluebeetle · 6 years

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Hmmmmmm

#lms if u read the tags pls #i would put this under a readmore but mobile anywyas #my cousin who never talks to me just snt a huge long ass message outta th blue explaining the stuff about her dad and mom divorcing and why #(basically th dads fault and he admittd to it )#and since my mom is the dads sister he lived with us for like a month i guess and was a quiet house guest until ehe got sn apartment #anyways the rant was really outta th blue and personal and i have no idea how to readt like... ok #its just na explaination but its not one i really needed. we werent taking sides or figting or anything #just gave him a place to stsy for a bit and sent him on his way and its like....#no offense but you guys never talk to us despite our attempts for years #never come to fsmily events or in th case of my cousin ignoring me when i asked her if she wanted to go to the local con with me #which seeing as how she loves anime ans himestuck and voltron shed probably like but even then she coulsnt even give me a no #but basically..... my only internal response was like ok cool #bc its family drama i dint rly need to be a apart of its pretty settled now #and like..... you havent talked to me in years man i dont rly need this #its just kinda making me uncomfortable i dont know #i dont mean to be rude to family but we really arent close so like................... ok #i don need to know and you didnt ask me if i even eanted to

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j-a-n-e--d-o-e · 5 years

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BatFic Idea/Prompt

This might already have been done, but I reeeaaaalllyyy want a fic where the only reason the League hasn't come and reclaimed Damian is because Jason is in Gotham and refuses to allow them near him.

I want a fic where slade stopped fucking with Dick because Jason made a deal.

A fic where Lady Shiva stopped hunting Cassandra because the only other person outside her daughter who has beaten her is Jason and he's far more likely to kill her like she eants so the crazy bitxh hunts him instead

A fic where Ra's stops messing with Tim because he can't actually get near Gotham without fearing that he's gonna get castrated for looking at Jasons baby brother like that.

Even when he was pit crazy in Jasons mind only he was allowed to fuck with the bats, and now that he's sane no one does.

Only, now red hoods gone. Taken out by batman. Not because B is stronger but because even when mad he's never really wanted his family dead.

He's one of the most dangerous people alive but he cant raise a hand to family, not really. Even when they hurt him.

The man was trained by the same people as Bruce and mire. He's a true al-caste warrior with the ability to 'see' all after all. No matter what he says, if he wanted them dead they eould be.

I want a fic where after Jason is beaten by Bruce in Rhato 25 like cannon and like cannon they all do nothing. Only this time its too much. Maybe he dies, maybe he gets beaten so badly je gets amnesia or maybe he finally realises he deserves better.

Whatever the case the red hood is gone and suddenly every one of the batclans enemies that he kept at bay behind the scenes through deals or fear or fuck, if you wanna go really dark maybe even by prostituting himself come out of the woodwork and the bats are forced to realise that all this time Jason has been there for them!

He's been there for them and they weren't there for him.

2bh I just really want some appreciation for my favourite boy

#batman #abusive batman #batfamily #batfic #fanfic prompt #Idea #someone write a fic #someone write this #Plsssssss #Pretty pls #jason todd #Bamf jason todd

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draconia-bsd · 4 years

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Ok I have the strangest feels right now and this is kinda the only fandom I can share it with and (hopefully) don't get tagged as a loon.

I think it's not a secret that Dazai is one of my least favourite characters in the series, but the thing is I absolutely, passionately hate the real writer. A person that is even older than my great grandfather. A dead man. With that "Mark Twain towards Jane Austen" type of hate, only for slightly different reasons.

Now weirdness kicks in. In a lot of my dreams I see that person, same guy who I think represents everything wrong with people in the world, as my protective...um...thing. In a few of my early dreams he was a literal father (the first one was so funny tho that I just laughed it out) and in most others he was possessing animals and acted as a guidance and soothing of a sort.

And I have no idea why this happens because I genuinely don't think I'm a horrible person, in fact I'd like to be the "karma" for horrible people, bringing them misery, but instead I get this.

Either way, usually in my dreams, the cat is either black or a calico and tends to bump my shoulder and then rest/purr on my arm rather than the lap.

The thing is, this same behaviour appeared in a cat from a few days ago. I was having a complete meltdown in the park when I was approached by a white and ginger cat (which I haven't even seen in my neighborhood before) that literally tried to make me follow it somewhere and then gave up, bumped my shoulder a few times and settled on my arm until I stopped crying.

Of course, I know it's a coincidence, but the thing that got me thinking about this after it all happened was the fact that right before I actually sat down I was approached by a dog (that I have also haven't seen in my neighborhood before) whih looked exacty like my deceased dog I used to have for years....and it also seemed like it eanted me to follow it (but I didn't).

I feel stupid for writing all of this (especially since I'm not usually superstitious nor religious) but I had to get it off my mind.

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boom-boom-boyx2 · 3 years

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~Movie Night~

Sander Sides

Light sides & Dark Sides

Y/n movie night AU

“Oh? What’s wrong? You where so happy earlier?” The brown haired boy and a casual red tee-shirt on said as he walked behind you to lean on the back of the couch. “I’m fine! I’m just...” you stop for a moment to sigh, “I’m fine. I’m tired..”

“y/n, please don’t lie straight to Roman’s face.” The boy had said as he walked into the room cleaning his glasses to replace them on his head. “Awww, is something wrong with y/n??? Do we need to do something?? Oh! Do you wanna be left alone??” You leaned more into the couch and sighed again, “like I said I’m fine. I’m not luring Logan.” You sat up and looked at him, “and for you Pat- I’m fine, I would like to have a calmer night tho..” Roman jumped up and tried, failed, but tried to hide his squeal. “Oh? Pricey have an idea, how nice..” “The Emo Himself has risin!!” Roman laughed and swung back to you, “would you mind, or like- we’ll of course you would like but- what I’m saying is, Movie Night?” He finally spit it out and you sat there, startled but exited.. a little more energetic than before, “I- uhm, yes please??” You responded as you re-adjusted yourself on the couch. “OH MY GOSH YES A MOVIE NIGHT!” Patron was basically beaming with excitement, “ah, well I guess it could help lift everyone’s mood, I myself have been feeling a tad bit down lately aswell.” Logan re-ajusted his glasses before patron patted him on the back with a smile and said, “yeah! We could all use a little ‘life up’ !” Virgil sighed and massaged his temples, “alright, is it Disney? Pixar? Maybe even Marvle?” He said unamused, with a smile slowly creeping up his face, “DISNSY!” Roman shouted and cause you, Virgil and Payton to jump at the sudden change in noise.

“hmm, maybe we should let y/n pick?” Janus piped up out of no where and layed back into the couch, Virgil hisssed, and fur fed back around. “That’s a good idea!!” Patton said in agreement before realizing who had said it. “Oh boy! Watching a movie with out me? I see how it is.” Remus pouted and layed across the back of the couch where Roman was previously, “c’mon Y/n what are we watching?? Maybe- oh! We should watch a horror movie!!” Patton scooted closer to Logan and Virgil just snarled at the set of movies he and Roman where looking at, Roman to focused on the Movie picking DIDNT notice that Janus and Remus where there responded to his brother, “I thought you said you didn’t like horror movies that much? Hmm- oh we could do a Christm-” Roman turned around and stoped talking as. He was caught of guard by the random appearance of his brother and the snake. “What the h3ll are you guys doing here??” Y/n turned around in confusion of what was happening, “uhm- okay, First I never said I didn’t like horror movies Roman, and Serond of all! My favorite movie is _________ and we’re watching that if it’s my turn to choose!”

You smiled with accomplishment and turned around to sit down back on the couch, Logan shifted his glasses and moved towards the couch In unamusment, “y/n if you insist, we shall watch that one.” He sat down and was followed by a Patton who had changed into a cat onesie, “oh! That’s a good one y/n!!” “Ah, thanks..” you agust yourself on the couch trying to make sure there is still enough room for another person. “Ew- you guys are gross, I’m sitting on the floor!!” Remus moved to the floor. “I’ll do the same, I eant there to be room for you guys on the couch!” You go to sink down off the couch before you get caught by a Roman hand, “nope! It’s your* movie night, you get to stay on the couch! We can kick the bake off!!” Roman game you a smile. “

Remus was sprawled across the floor, Roman was laying on top of you, who was on top of Patton on the main couch. Virgil was curled up in a blanket on the end Fr of the couch, while Logan and Janus where on opposite couches. You all fell asleep after you watched the movie and you and Pat wake first.

“Oh! We should make some breakfast! They might be hungry!!” You and Patton had carefully Gotten up and walked into the kitchen, “maybe...”

-the end babez-

#y’all #plz don’t @ me #I cant sleep and this entire thing is a mess I’m sorry #sanders sides #thomas sanders #fan fic requests #ss #ts #help meeee #anon ask

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honeymoonjin · 5 years

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hi sora ! i kniw we dont talj much but i just eanted to say that you're such a lvoely person ! your fics r wonderful and i love your characterization and ur ideas and just !!!! i hope ur dou g well and thag you're staying safe ! (: have a lvoely weekend 😊💗

thank you so much! maybe we don’t talk much now but i need more moot friends >.< so hopefully we can talk more xx i’m in new zealand so my weekend is all but over, but it’s been pretty good! i work both days but my shifts when fast and i got lots done.

i hope you’ve been good too! xx

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renejades · 5 years

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vV Plot shit under the cut! Vv

begrudginglybehooved D --> Are you okay??

lusiiwhite I"m panickjm

begrudginglybehooved D --> What does this egg MEAN for you

lusiiwhite Genocide. I have to reoprt it.

begrudginglybehooved D --> Why

lusiiwhite Because thst's the law!

begrudginglybehooved D--> Koko engage privatized chat function >>{from this point on a separate new chat function is open for this ;o} D --> There is no monitoring here

lusiiwhite Thisis illegal.

begrudginglybehooved D --> But is that so bad if it c001d mean life D --> I have... many concerns D --> Besides law. What can you do D --> And why does this guarantee genocide. D --> Forgive me I was never taught enough about the caverns

lusiiwhite There can't be abother heiress. I have to report this egg to the drones and then Trizza will send a swarm of them to destroy it.

begrudginglybehooved D --> What if you destroy it first D --> ... That is a questionable thing I just said yes

lusiiwhite I can't break an egg! It goes against everything I am to even consider!

begrudginglybehooved D --> Technically its not alive yet though! D --> Right? D --> I don't know

lusiiwhite We don't give any thought to that as a moral dilemma on Alternia, because our own bodies don’t host fetuses. I just I don't eant to tell anyone. Maybe I can fide it and let someone else find it.

begrudginglybehooved D --> What if you just kind of. Dont take care of it but dont not take care of it D --> And go from there D --> Hiding it also works D --> Do you think if I send you schematics you c001d learn to build a transpad?

lusiiwhite I don't know I'm not good with electronics. Maybe?

begrudginglybehooved D --> Koko can teach mostly anything {manual remote learning program added:Transpads and you} {manual remote learning program added:How to build your first transpad} {manual remote learning program added:Learning the tricky world of coordinates}

lusiiwhite What do I do when it's done? I can't leave.

begrudginglybehooved D --> But you can put the egg..... somewhere else

lusiiwhite What would become of it? Where should I put it? I can't just dump it in the vacuum of space, or teleport it inside of something solid. I can't kill it, so I would have to leave it somewhere it would stand a chance. But to put it somewhere that trolls don't live would be just as damning as stomping it into the dirt myself. And yet If I put it somewhere trolls DO live It would grow to endanger them. I could ruin the Empire of another timeline entirely.

begrudginglybehooved D --> What if you give it to rebels D --> Ive seen plenty on this site D --> The types to unbiasedly raise a grub

lusiiwhite vV Yes! Vv vV I know the perfect person! Vv

begrudginglybehooved D --> Oh good!

lusiiwhite He hasn't been online for a while but maybe I can reach him. I can hide the egg until the machine is ready. This is fine! I can fix this!

begrudginglybehooved D --> It will be okay, If you need anything

lusiiwhite Thank you so much, Oblivion.

begrudginglybehooved D --> If you need money for anything in fact I have plenty D --> I'm sure that can help with something(?)

lusiiwhite No, I already owe you my own life and the lives of at least a third of the jades here with me.

begrudginglybehooved D --> Shh... I c001dnt bare the idea of sitting idle D --> I... don't know where this rebellious streak came from in me D --> But I refuse to just let people die if I can prevent it

lusiiwhite All I've ever tried to do is prevent needless bloodshed. There's so much of it on Alternia. I tried to do my part to keep it out of the caverns. And now this.

#text #ooc post #were moving shit along yall! im so excited #begrudginglybehooved

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belladementia · 4 years

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Yeah start fresh. So version 28.4 of me. Meaning age 28 4th quarter of this year 2020.

This new plan focusing on preliminary on self preparation, overall financial development and health.

1)Financial

Alhamdulillah for this success. My data compression project v.4.0 passed the UAT and now Chartered Group release the second clause for 500k AUD making company value at 1.5M AUD value now. But here's the thing. After meeting with friends and board, they agree to acquire all algorithm i made for this compression project. To break it down I got 250,000 AUD clean cheque. Agatha has been signed a contract for support and implementation for 3 companies based on Aussie and New Zealand. I agreed to sell all my shares to my friend Frank. Like total and release myself from board because of my nationality status, cases and much more. This second sprint our investor said that, they have to consider me because of yeah....because of my status and for the sake of my company i just release my shits. BUT here the idea.

Later when CID with ******** and based on agreement signed, I will drop my PR here and get my "former nationality" back. Meaning I will be non-australian effective immediately on that time as signed.....

So I will be back to my former country, with all citizenship in hand. Start normal as promised and I will start company. My company later will merge with Agatha, so the further business will expand more. But the agreement clause stated within 2 years. So i need to start new company and merge within 2 years for 5% stock shares and benefits.

2) Self prepare

Ready for coming home..Learn, choose a place to reside, might be get my old house or in other words my hometown and be a betterman. Gentleman....

3) Health

I have minimum 9-12 years based on Dr and maximum which idk. But all this while Dr always wrong. But better prepare thn none. Considering my current health condition. Yeah wont be so long. Dr offers a rehab which I can do at home. They will send my personal trainer for walk rehab process.. Still depends on medicines. But i think.. i eant my body clean this time.. but we see how it goes.

Tomorrow i will discharge and friday will be starting day for rehab.

Agatha's board will release me with payment + algorithm acquiring.

Till my next hearing of freedom. I dont have any job...just need to well spend..

Fuck iphone.. i bought samsung s20 ultra. I think much more better in every ways

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bloojayoolie · 5 years

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Birthday, Crush, and Drugs: Pick a number? THE BASICS REDDIT SEX & SEXUALITY 49. Are you a virgin 1. Age 25. How many followers do you have 50. Has anyone seen you naked 2 Gender 26. Favorite subreddit 3. Height 27. Favorite redditor 51. Have you any tattoos piercings 4 Welght 28. Amount of time you spend on reddit 52. Have you had a same sex experence 5. Where are you from 29. How many people have you chatted with 53. Have you ever sent a nude 6. Zodiac sign 30. Last person you DM'd/Chatted 54. Have you ever sexted 31 How many subreddits do you follow 7 First name 55. Have you ever kissed anyone 56. Am I attractive 8 Birthday 32, Do you follow any NSFW subreddits FAVORITE THINGS LOOKS SEXUAL NSFW 33. Hair style 9. Favorite color 57 Bra dick size 10. Favorile food 34. Hair color 58. Pubic hair: natural, trimmed, shaved or none 11. Favorite music genre 35. Eye color 59. Do you have any body hair 12. Favorite song 36. Body type /build 60. Guys-only: are you circumcised 13. Favorte movic 37 Ethnicity 61. How often do you masturbate 14. Favorite tv show 38. Favorite outfit 62. Last time you masturbated 63. Have you ever watched porn. 15. Favorite animal 39. What are you wearing 16. Favorite thing to do 64. Ideal sexual / physical attributes 40. Type of underwear you wear 65. Favorite sexual fantasty LIFE EXPERIENCE RELATIONSHIPS 66. Turns ons Turn offs 17. Your hobbies/sports 41 Sexuality 67 Any kinks 18. Future job / ambitions 42. Relationship status 19. Have you drank /smoked 43. Who is your crush MISC. 68. Send a selfie 20. Have you done drugs 44. Celebrity crush 21. Do you have any pets 45. Have you ever cheated on someone 70. Send me a DM/ Chat message 71. Ask whatever you like (eant say no) 22. Best memory 46. Ideal girtfriend /boyftriend 72. Ask me one 23. Most embarrassing moment 47. Idea of a perfect date 24. Dream vacation 48. Have you asked anyone out THE REDDIT R/TEENAGERS PICK A NUMBER GAME EXTENDED EDITION JULY 2019 Shoot away

#funny #lol #humor #memes #meme #memehumor #dank memes #funny pics #rolf #lmao #Birthday #Crush #and

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milcshakesblog-blog · 5 years

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Day 6. And it was happiness

I really felt happy that day. I don't know what happened. I caught eyes of one man in the train. Before that I helped a woman with heavy begs. We smiled to each other and she thanked me a lot. Such practise during all these days has showed me that I can do whatever I want. I don't have to be afraid, passive and indifferent. It was really a good practise. I am going to continue. All these people inspired me, I felt that I was connected with them, like something led me to this situation today. I felt being needed today and now.

First I wanted smiling to be my main aim as accomplishing the plan, but later I understood that it is impossible to smile to someone if he doesn't see you. It is stupid. Really stupid. But it means a lot to a person, who also was ready to this. Who was ready for help, for talk, for greeting. It means like everyone except you two doesn't feel the same, you both have something common, your own story and own emotions. At one moment of life you meet and share these emotions, you become connected and these minutes of your closeness are so much precious.

I have got a new idea: to start day with helping someone and I really want to buy a camera!!!

P.S. photo of a dog, which isn't my, but it is nice and happy, so I eant it to be here. Really want my blog to become a cozy place)

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a-panda-reads-act-omega · 7 years

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ACT OMEGA PART 24

THE 04/02/17 UPDATE

Hey look at that, I’m bored and I can’t urge myself to close that act omega tab. You know what that means. I’m doing another part today, w o o o o o

Alrighty, last time. Aranea showed up, and I reacted in a perfectly calm and orderly fashion. Let’s see where this goes!

Yup. Nobody’s happy. Put that grin away Aranea.

MEENAH: serket?? MEENAH: HOLD the GLUB up MEENAH: i thought you like MEENAH: got owned or w/e

She did indeed get owned or w/e. By you, in fact. You from another universe in which you became a giant hot troll wearing a goddamn skintight outfit.

Oh yeah, and she is currently destroying the hell out of the kiddo’s back at the lily pad.

ARANEA: ... Nice to see you too, Meenah.

Pssst.. it’s not nice to see you aranea...

ARANEA: Just as anxious to get to the point as ever. 8ut as per usual, I encourage you to exercise a 8it more p8tience. ARANEA: All your questions and concerns will be addressed eventually, I assure you. MEENAH: UUUGH MEENAH: i cannot B-ELI-EV-E this MEENAH: you go all crazy and try n pull off some ridiculous timeline divine intervention stunt MEENAH: prolly kelped actin like a hotshot all the way up to getting fuckin WAST-ED MEENAH: im out here thinkin i aint never gonna sea you again cause you got it in your head you had ta be the ultimate magnanimous blowhard just like your STUPID ALT S)(-ELLF MEENAH: AND T)(-EN MEENAH: you reappier outta NOW)(-ER-E MEENAH: lookin just as smug as you got no business bein MEENAH: and you tell me i gotta put up with whatever sanctimonious salmon youve prepared before i get any answers?!

LET ‘ER HAVE IT MEENAH. Can Aranea get the idea out of her head that SHE has got to be the one everybody looks up to? Because everytime she’s had an effect on this story, it’s made everything completely horrible. Honestly, she just tries too hard to be worthy of admiration. If she were like Vriska, she’d care more about doing what needs to be done instead of being admired by all. Merely because Vriska isn’t so dependent on the approval of others, and is happy with doing what needs to be done just so she can brag to herself and others. Alright, I kinda feel like getting deeper into this. How Vriska and Aranea differ and parallel eachother, because it’s a pretty thin line that doesn’t feel obvious. But here’s a very simple way of putting it:

Vriska wants to be the hero Aranea wants to be seen as the hero

Vriska wants to force dead weight to carry itself Aranea wants useful people to depend on her

I feel like that sums it up fairly well, really. Maybe I’ll start making sideposts of character analysis if I feel like getting deeper into these topics.

ARANEA: Sanctimonious what? MEENAH: OH MY COD I M-EANT S-ERMON

GET MAD MEENAH. IMPALE HER WITH YOUR POKEY FORK.

And here we find Porrim, in her natural state of “tired of everybodys shit”

PORRIM: Meenah. Yo+u might want to+ reel yo+urself in for a mo+ment.

S)(-ELL NO

MEENAH: >38( PORRIM: Maybe try to+ avo+id making the same mistakes as the yo+unger Serket.

DONT BRING VRISKA INTO THIS

VRISKA: Excuse me???????? PORRIM: O+h, hush. Yo+u’ve spent far mo+re energy externalizing yo+ur frustratio+n than you+ have do+ing anything pro+ductive. PORRIM: We can o+nly take so+ much o+f this. We're here to+ try and do+ so+mething with o+ur afterlife o+ther than willfully subject o+urselves to+ its infinite echo+ chamber o+f teenage drama.

Porrim

porrim, baby

i love you, i do

but this is n o T JUST TEENAGE DRAMA? I mean, Aranea killed EVERYBODY.

PORRIM: I myself have had eno+ugh o+f that fo+r at least two+ lifetimes. PORRIM: So+ if either o+f yo+u are ultimately o+nly go+ing to co+ntribute to+ the endless caco+phany, rather than fo+cus o+n getting results, I suggest yo+u mo+ve it to+ so+me o+ther bubble. PORRIM: If no+t, then co+nsider jo+ining the rest o+f us in seeing what Aranea might have to+ o+ffer to+ o+ur cause. ARANEA: Why, thank you, Porrim. That was very eloquently put. I promise you won’t 8e disappointed. ::::)

Goddammit Porrim, you gave her a reason to be smug. Just because Porrim is tired of the arguing, doesn’t mean you’re somehow at all justified in anything you’ve ever done ever.

ok im salty

PORRIM: Hmmm. We’ll see. ARANEA: Really, I was well prepared for my reappearance to cause something of a stir. It’s completely understanda8le to want an explan8tion.

UUUUUGHHhfadjnkms SHuuut uppp

ARANEA: I’ve 8een lying low for quite a while now. Gathering inform8tion, drawing conclusions, revising and perfecting plans... All of which will certainly prove invalua8le for you all in your current predicament! ARANEA: It really is a shame you’ve landed yourselves in such a 8ind! It was ultim8ly inevita8le, 8ut unfortun8 all the same. ARANEA: Isn’t it lucky, then, that I’m here to put this tr8n 8ack on its tracks?

Im gonna die from salt poisoning help

PORRIM: SIGH...

SIGH...

PORRIM: If yo+u have any interest in keeping that pro+mise o+f yo+urs, I suggest yo+u skip the preamble.

Thank you Porrim. I’m trying to find somebody to latch onto here, but everybody is starting problem’s n s t uf f .

Everybody looks so

VRISKA: Hold the fucking phone! Why should we listen to ANYTHING you have to say?

YOU sHOULDN’T

VRISKA: Your track record isn’t exactly stellar! And from what I’m seeing right now, you haven’t learned from your colossal fuckup one iota!

WOAH, VASKA... who the hell says iota????

VRISKA: I have a8solutely ZERO interest in letting the same washed up has-8een whose mess *I* had to clean up waltz up here and act like she’s my goddamn s8vior!!!!!!!

YEAH TELL HER VRISKA! EVEN THOUGH IM PREEETTY SURE YOU DID NOTHING AND TEREZI DID EVERYTHING...

And, oh god my memory of the timelines and stuff are getting me confused. I’m sure I’m probably wrong about this, but y’know what I’m gonna talk about it anyways. Would this Vriska really even know about Aranea? I mean, she didn’t die, so... maybe just in her dreams or something. or. gdi im confused.

ARANEA: Come now, Vriska. You of all people should know that there are 8etter times to choose for throwing hissyfits!

This isn’t a HISSYFITS. This is clear and rational thought. And I don’t get w hY NOBODY ELSE IS QUESTIONING THESE THINGS.

ARANEA: And 8esides, what a8out your little plan? We can all pl8nly see how well that turned out. You were smacked down just as unceremoniously as I was, so don’t act as if you’re suddenly the only person who can pull their own w8 around here.

Yeah, but you know what? Her plan didn’t revolve around dooming EVERYBODY. Her plan had essence of COMPETENCE.

ARANEA: You may 8e incredibly stu88orn, 8ut you can’t 8e so foolish as to dismiss common sense purely for the s8ke of your ego. I’m your 8est shot at m8king it out of this alive. While your army was 8eing eradic8ed, I was 8usy uncovering the truth. ARANEA: If you would just allow me to expl8n, perhaps you could finally reg8n your wits and 8e a8le to focus on what TRULY matters.

oh god i hate her h e l p.

pLEASE.. DOUBle DEATh HER.

VRISKA: I already HAVE my wits! And I was just a8out to use them to whip this 8unch of losers into sh8pe 8efore YOU and your 8loated delusions of grandeur showed up! ARANEA: Is that what you were a8out to do? I never would have guessed. Considering from my perspective, you were in the middle of some sort of mental 8reakdown 8rought on 8y 8eing utterly incapa8le of comprehending the magnitude of your own failure!

At least she DAMAGED HIM. SHE INFLICTED SOME FORM OF HARM TO THE UNKILLABLE GOD TRYING TO FUCK THEM OVER. You literally just got everybody killed with no positive result, you cannot claim that you are A N Y better than her.

ARANEA: If you had been p8ying attention, you might have t8ken note of when I mentioned that this outcome was inevita8le. There was hardly anything I could have done to prevent it. YOU, on the other hand... ARANEA: The mishap with your dice could easily have 8een avoided if you had simply realized how thoroughly outmatched you were. Did you actually try your little luck-stealing trick on LORD ENGLISH?

FIRST THE F U C K OF ALL... If this outcome was inevitable, then that literally makes EVERYBODY IN PARADOX SPACE JUST AS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS DISASTER. NNGH YOU CANNOT PIN THIS ON VRISKA JUST TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK BETTER

VRISKA: Yeah! I did!!!!!!!! That’s kind of what I DO? VRISKA: 8ut... it didn’t WORK. ARANEA: Tsk, tsk. Of course it didn’t. Lord English is hardly on the same level as the 8lack king, or the myriad low-level imps, hapless trolls, and pitiful ghosts from which you’d previously acquired your ill-gotten fortune. Your a8ilities aren’t even close to developed enough to stand a chance against such an opponent! ARANEA: 8ut say, I think that perhaps we can strike a deal. We all know that time has 8een kinder to me in that I’ve had enough of it to refine my powers considera8ly. 8etween the two of us, I am clearly the superior Hero of Light.

. . . . . . . . F U C K Y O U .

Can’t deal with this. Can’t TAKE this girl’s superiority complex.

God im turning into the human equivallent of a salt shaker.

VRISKA: Oh, yeah. Sure. 8ecause I’m totally interested in whatever 8ogus “deal” you have to offer. Especially when you phrase it like THAT! ARANEA: And yet you don’t deny truth of my words. A smart choice. VRISKA: Are you going to w8ste time gloating, or actually get to the point?! ARANEA: My point is that I would 8e more than happy to lend you my services. Allow you to maximize your potential in a more... expedient fashion, given the sizea8le constraints we are currently under. ARANEA: All you would have to do is ask nicely. May8e even apologize for raising your voice? A little more respect and deference would 8e appreci8ed as well. ARANEA: What do you say? A deal is a deal? ::::)

GOD. DAMN IT I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS. I REALLY REALLY R E A L L Y HATE HER. NOBODY WANTS YOUR HELP. Oh god this is turning into the worst liveblog ever, B U T SERIOUSLY I HATE HER AND THAT IS LITERALLY ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW.

VRISKA: How a8out this: I DON’T NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!!!

YEs. PRECISELY

OHFUCKHIKANKRI

KANKRI: *PHWEEEEEEEET!!!*

...

O k you know what. For once, I’m actually happy about Kankri existing. That fuckfest needed to end.

And jesus. I need to calm myself down.

Oh god poor Mituna is freaking out.

KANKRI: I think that is QUITE en9ugh 9f that f9r n9w. While I n9rmally endeav9r t9 enc9urage c9nstructive de6ate in the interest 9f inf9rming the ign9rant masses, this argument has 6ec9me far t99 pr96lematic f9r me t9 all9w it t9 c9ntinue!

Gdi I haven’t even read it yet, but it already hurts to look at.

Alright. So yeah, this is getting out of hand and he’s putting a stop to it with his space jesus powers.

KANKRI: There isn’t nearly en9ugh time f9r me t9 g9 9ver all 9f the deeply distur6ing c9mments disparaging n9t 9nly the magically disadvantaged, 6ut the mentally challenged, which I have just 69re witness t9. S9 I will settle with 6riefly chastising y9u 69th f9r y9ur cavalier disregard 9f y9ur inherent privilege, and enc9urage y9u to 6e m9re aware 9f h9w the nature 9f y9ur w9rds might affect the very imp9rtant feelings 9f pe9ple that aren’t here.

And people that ARE here. Like, you know. The mentally challenged Mituna right behind you. Though I’m pretty sure you’re speech his having a worse affect on him than they are. Also, how the hell did they even offend any mentally challenged people??

LATULA: ummmmmm, l1k3, not to b3 UN-r4d or wh4t3v3r, b3c4us3 th4t 1s TOT3S not my styl3, LATULA: but m1tun4 1s l1k3, R1GHT h3r3??

Thank you Latula, the poor guy is dying at all these words.

KANKRI: He is?

Oh my god Kankri, seriously? Were you too busy ogling at Latula to realize that their were handicapped people who needed defending in the area?

MITUNA: 1 H4T3 Y0UR FUCK1NG W157L3 KANKRI: 9h. Right, 9f c9urse. My mistake. Ap9l9gies, Mituna. I h9pe y9u d9n’t mind that I have taken it up9n myself t9 help speak 9n y9ur behalf, c9nsidering y9ur vari9us issues with speaking at all.

kANKRI. that is not how you speak to handicapped people. Is he just salty that he’s dating Latula? Yeah. he’s totally salty about latula.

MITUNA: UM KANKRI: Exactly. Y9u’ve 6een rendered n9n-ver6al 6y the sens9ry 9verl9ad caused 6y all this unnecessary sh9uting. Which makes the wh9le thing w9rse, really. Right, Mituna? MITUNA: WHY 4R3 7HR33 S0 M4NY W0RD5 MITUNA: 175 4LL MITUNA: 8UZZ1NG LATULA: dont worry 4bout 1t b4b3! 1ts 4lmost ov3r. MITUNA: 5H0U71NG 4ND MITUNA: 5TUP1D 8ULG3 WH1FF1NG WH157L35 MITUNA: FUCK

Latula is literally the best supportive girlfriend. Is she gonna cover his ears for him next?

KANKRI: Even m9re sincere ap9l9gies, Mituna. Even if the use 9f the whistle was vital in the c9nstructi9n 9f y9ur safe space, I understand that it did upset y9u and that y9ur feelings 9n the matter are valid. KANKRI: 6ut thankfully, and despite the unf9rtunate side effects, it did its j96 9f helping 6ring every9ne t9 their senses. KANKRI: Really, this wh9le thing c9uld have 6een av9ided if y9u 69th had just listened t9 P9rrim's advice. PORRIM: O+h. PORRIM: Kanny, did yo+u just... AGREE with me fo+r o+nce? KANKRI: ... KANKRI: I 6elieve I have asked y9u several times n9w n9t t9 call me that!

what has this devolved into? What is this BICKERING. Can anybody remain on the same page for more than two sentences? Honestly, I’m surprised Lord English hasn’t just killed them all yet.

AND HERE THESE TWO ARE, indifferent as always.

SOLLUX: (well.) SOLLUX: (this is pr0bably the worst clusterfuck i have ever had the f0rtune 0f n0t seeing.) SOLLUX: (are y0u sure we can’t just leave?) SOLLUX: (as if whichever smug fuck that ends up running the idi0t brigade is g0ing to s0lve 0ur impending d00m. it’s alm0st starting t0 feel like the wh0le pirate crew bullshit all 0ver again.) SOLLUX: (except s0meh0w even m0re 0f a catastr0phe.)

Sollux, there’s one thing you’re forgetting. The pirate ship was a disaster, yes. but now you have one KEY FACTOR that will lead you all to victory. The power of F R I E N D S H I P. Can’t you just feel all the good vibes radiating off of these assholes?

ARADIA: (we cant go yet sollux!) ARADIA: (i have no intention of leaving) ARADIA: (and while i understand why you may want to this time it really is somewhat imperative that you stay) ARADIA: (we all have a part to play in the preservation of reality) ARADIA: (a mission which is even more critical now than it has ever been!)

Alright, so this team’s objective “SAVE REALITY” Team lilypad’s objective “DONT.. DIE” Team Lowas’s objective “THERAPIZE ERISOL”

SIMPLE ENOUGH.

oh god i just remembered Calliope already died and that’s s A D ...

SOLLUX: (ugh. really?) ARADIA: (yes!) SOLLUX: (s0 i’m like. imp0rtant s0meh0w?) ARADIA: (does it help you feel better to think about it like that?) SOLLUX: (... kind 0f? bizarrely en0ugh.) SOLLUX: (where did that c0me fr0m all 0f a sudden?) ARADIA: (i couldnt possibly tell you) ARADIA: (but what i can tell you is that i think this brief setback will be over soon) SOLLUX: (fine, if y0u say s0.)

All setbacks can be overcome with enough TIME. HAHA.... TIME JOKE. The hell am i doing with my life.

Oh shit is Davepeta here to drop some calm bombs on the group?

DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < man this is just getting sad DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < but guess i oughta toss my two cents into this clusterfuck DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < beclaws honestly i KIND of agr33 with vwiskers a little? DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < my subconscious is clawing at me that we totally cant trust aranea at all ever

THANK, you.

DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < cause shes seriously bad news DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i dont have any real concrete memories or anything to support it but DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i dunno! thats just how i f33l DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < meow on the other paw DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < we kind of are in some purrty hot water DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < and i ALSO have the conflicting f33ling that whatever info she has fur us will be impurrtant DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < so if anything we should just hear her out DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < so long as you dont try to pull anything fishy!!

SIGH... I G U E S S. It still feels horrible to even let her get a word in, just because she’s literally gonna act like every useful information she gives is worth everything, and they have no right to blame her for anything.

ARANEA: Er... ARANEA: Thank you for the endorsement. And the warning, I suppose. ARANEA: If there won’t 8e any further interruptions? MEENAH: yeah sure fine whatever MEENAH: but u beta believe im gonna be gilling you later ARANEA: I look forward to it.

I’m gonna hope that was a fish pun, and what she meant was ‘killing’

TAVROS: i THINK VRISKA LOOKS LIKE, sHE IS READY TO STOP SHOUTING, TAVROS: sO WE CAN BEGIN LISTENING, TAVROS: wHICH IS GOOD, bECAUSE I AM VERY CURIOUS, TAVROS: eSPECIALLY SINCE, i SORT OF, aLWAYS LIKED YOUR STORIES, aRANEA, TAVROS: wHEN THEY DIDN’T RUN TOO LONG, aNYWAY,,,

N O B O D Y A S K E D Y O U T A V R O S

putthatfuckingsmileaway

ARANEA: Don’t worry, Tavros. I will try and keep this as 8rief as possible. ARANEA: While also ensuring all vital inform8tion and context is provided, of course. ARANEA: Now, allow me to 8egin...

...gjdkgfignjfij

conflicting feelings about everything here. Alright. WELL, that is the end of this update. you can listen to my whine a bunch on the next part. SO. yeah.

#homestuck #homestuck liveblog #Act Omega #hs act omega #act omega liveblog #hs act omega liveblog

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This went straight to my heart!!!!!!! I really dont know whether to agree or disagree to this. One thing ik is that it will be very very hard for me to do either one as i am attracted so much to both of these lives I as a person am really really scared of commitments. I totally dont prefer them at all. I feel like it pulls me down, it limits my boundaries so much. When i say commitment, i mean any type of commitment. Not just a relationship. Infact, when it comes to relationship. Well, i dont start a lot of relations to begin with all because of the commitment. The expectations. But when i am involved in a relation i sure as hell am committed ofcourse. So whenever i think of commitment in life or use this word, it mostly means every single form of commitment. Like joining a club or taking a job or responsibility or offering some sort of help or anything to anyone for which i need to be regular or have a duty towards. Or some commitment like having to stay somewhere for some time or not being able to leave a place or leave a thing because i have a responsibility or have to take care of it or make sure of something. Any commitment!!!!!! So yeah. Most of the times. I want to be so freee. So unattached. I want to be so relieved in life. That if i ever get a phone call that i have to be on the other side of the world asap and i have to get on the plane in 30 minutes. I dont want to panick. I want to be able to get a bag. I want to know exactly what i might need to take. And i want those things to be really few. I donot want to have a hard time deciding. I do not want to feel bad leaving something behind. I do not eant to have something that will keep me worried once i go. I want to be able to catch that plane in time. And when i get to the other end, i want to be able to breath peacefully. Not feeling burdened. Not worried. Not scared. Not sad.

I really have ZERO idea how any other person will digest all that i have just written ^ But man! To me. All that seems impossible. Thats like a dream which idk can ever come true. Infact, i dont even know if i really really want it. And i dont even spend much time now coming to a conclusion of whether i actually want it or how much do i want it. That is cause somewhete at the back of my head i believe this can never happen. I mean i can actually “feel” the pain of going through the opposite of all that i mentioned above and i can actually imagine the relief, the goodness, the joy of all that ever being possible.

Long story short. Its more like i have fantasized about the idea of being able to do that so much and so many times!!!! But then immediately i feel uncomfortable thinking about how i still want a “home”. A place in this huge wide world. A small cozy place anywhere on the surface of this planet which will always be the same. Which will always be open ti me. Nowhere where i go. I can always come back there. Some place that will always come to my head when i go to bed at night. Maybe that is what you call ‘home’ and i want that too. Then again, the concept of 'home’ does not end there. Sometimes it is not the place. But the person that makes your home. Infact, having a 'house’ like a brick house but being on your own in it isnt really home but at the same time. Having a person. Your person. With you, right by your side but not having a brick house - well that does not feel totally 'home’ to me either. What im trying to say is. Idk about the rest of the world. But for me A perfect definition of home includes BOTH. the humans who mean the world to you enclosed in a brick walled house where your heart belongs. It cant just be either one.

So yeah. Maybe i want to live both the lives. Maybe you you can!!!! Maybe you can move across the world and feel as free as a bird. You can fly around, but at the end of the day, I think you can be blessed enough to fly back to a place where your heart belongs right next to someone who is your world ❤ I have been fantasizing about this for months and months now and then today I suddenly read this post and this just hit me right in my heart!

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