#i don't wanna abandon them

[keferon]

Starting to consider doing really shitty drawn animatics. God knows these robots take too long to draw to be effective or humane for animation..

#I have so many ideas #help #but I keep just abandoning them because I don't have enough time and energy to draw all those c u b e s properly #wanna do some bad animatics #I mean “don't give a fuck about proportions” kind of bad #“little arrows expressing the motion” kind of bad #I'm tired #I drew half of the animatic about Deadlock and Wing and I'm really to combust #after all no one really seems to care about those animatics even if they're pretty haha #okay no one exept one person #I should be sleeping but I can't stop thinking about making Megatron singing villain song don't mind me

[eliashirsch]

i have something to admit that i'm not proud of...

i genuinely can't write hangster😭😭 like i've tried so many times. SO MANY TIMES!! i always get the a few thousand words in and then all my motivation just falls of. i'm seriously trying to finish a story about them, even a one shot! but i just can't do it!!

and i know i shouldn't force myself but it'd be nice to write LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN ICEMAV

#idk how to do it guys... #i have so many unfinished/abandoned WIPs of them... #shame #icemav has rooted themselves into my brain too much i can't even write my own personal stories because i end up turning them to their story #help #maybe i just don't find them interesting??? #it was hard for me to see their appeal at first too... #idk maybe i'm just destined to write about icemav for the 1000th time #top gun maverick #writing #icemav #hangster #please if anyone wanna give me some tips i'd be glad to receive it #confession

[petricorah]

deciding which ideas to draw lately

#too many things to draw!!! #i need to do the zukka spiderverse poll winner and i have sooo many funny little mini comics and two bigger angst ones and my oc stuff #anyway. i drew none of those and this instead #i would say there's a big storm coming but im not sure what i'll actually be able to finish. or which ones to prioritize.... #i should do a poll of which ones to do but fluff always wins #which. should show me what i should draw but WHATEVER #yall don't wanna see bloody battlefied sokka sokka? OR yall don't wanna see ruining friendships by getting together? #or zuko leaving abandonment-issues-sokka via letter??? #well TOO BAD. you're gonna get those comics.... if i can finish them #and i have spiderverse art AAHHH the time!!!! #apologies for the abundance of personal posts im going insane. biting the bars of my enclosure

[andorerso]

sorry but comparing whether Jyn or Cassian suffered more in their life like it's the fucking trauma Olympics is fucking ridiculous

they both suffered the same and it's literally not a competition, hope this helps <3

#let's see they both lost their parents around the same age #cassian was kidnapped and lost his sister #jyn was a child soldier #(and so was cassian if you wanna go by his original backstory but i digress) #both had an unstable childhood #both had to watch their parent die actually (lyra and clem) #jyn was abandoned by saw cassian was in juvie #both went to labour camp #they literally both went through the same things but please tell me how cassian had it so much easier than her i'd like to hear #again it's not a competition anyway #but it's ridiculous to even compare when they went through pretty much the same shit lmao #im fucking tired of this narrative #i swear some of y'all don't even like cassian lmao #shut up sissi #discourse #maybe i'll delete this later #im just fucking tired #stop pitting jyn and cassian against each other #they're equals that's the best part about them!! my god #anyway this is a cassian andor defense account #don't talk to me if you don't like him

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

In the best version of reality we would get a Flash storyline wherein the Justice League, the Titans, Young Justice and every other superhero is mind controlled except for the speedsters. With the entire might of DC greatest hunting them down the speedsters have a dumb idea. A very very dumb idea.

See, speedsters are able to control what age they are and, while only Bart and Jay have ever seriously messed around with that ability, they need a wildcard move that won't be predictable.

What would a bunch of mind controlled superheroes not expect? What would immediately mark them as not a threat and allow them to sneak around in plain sight?

They disguise themselves as middle schoolers.

Jay and Barry get lucky. No one knew them as children and they aren't really recognizable as children so they get away with being 12.

Wally, Bart and Ace not so much. Half of the superhero community knew these three as children so they are forced to go even younger to be unrecognizable. All three settle on 6 because they refuse to compromise their ability to run.

The plan is to sneak into a class trip touring the Hall of Justice and then sneak away from the group to 'go to the bathroom'. The bathrooms are right above the Halls boiler room so then all they would have to do is vibrate through the floor and bam! They're through security undetected and have access to Hall.

What they don't take into consideration is that A) while Wally, Bart and Ace are used to being on high stakes missions as a child, Jay and Barry are not, Barry's on the verge of an anxiety attack and Jay CAN'T LIE B) as children none of them had the same control over their speed or their focus, which becomes very apparent when all five of them get so wrapped up in a pokemon battle that they don't notice Wonder Woman taking over the tour and, most importantly, C) Wally couldn't vibrate through objects without blowing them up until he was an adult.

They relearn that last one the hard way when the bathroom floor explodes and the Hall immediately goes into lock down.

#we got a taste of reckless abandon problem child Jay Garrick when him and Wallt were deaged in the comics #and i love how Wally and Bart were both semi functional despite the age changes but Jay was a little gremlin child #anyway i wanna see more demon baby Jay but with all of them as kids too #lets see nervous anxiety child barry who REALLY WASN'T MADE FOR THIS and wants to go home #wally and bart being the EXACT SAME child (like seriously every single comic with these two emphasizes that bart was exactly like wally) #and when wally was deaged or when wally has flashbacks hes indistinguishable from Impulse #so i want these two being twin terrors #just bad ideas x2 #zero impulse control #bad jokes and quick tempers #then there's ace who was probably the most focused one as a kid? #ace and barry bring the AD and Jay Wally and Bart bring the HD #but yeah ace was a very zoned out hyper focused kid #so im just imagining bart and wally dragging him along with them #anyway #should i write this? #i don't have time #but i love it #dc #the flash #kid flash #wally west #impulse #ace west #bart allen #barry allen #jay garrick

[blackbirdffxiv]

So, just as a heads up because apparently it's a thing, if you see me reblog a post you made, reblogged, etc, days/weeks/possibly a month after you posted it, please do not be worried.

I have a lengthy queue going full of stuff, that I quite literally try and keep stockpiled just in case I go quiet due to IRL. I am not being a creeper, the post just got shoved in a long line of queued posts 😅

#OOC #Mun Ramblings #I don't know if this is a thing or not but someone said it was #And some friends mentioned in passing that seeing someone reblog super old content gave them a bit of a sus feeling #I'm not even sure how true it is but I don't remember how tumblr works on here #Like I don't remember the etiquette of it all #Plus I like to queue things up because I never know when life will happen and I don't wanna accidentally abandon my tumblr again

[zackmartin]

Z THE CONCEPT OF YOU REBOOTING VALIANT KNIGHT LITERALLY HAS ME FROTHING AT THE MOUTH. it literally never left my head i am always thinking about it at least a little bit. literally recently i came up with a concept for how some of my original characters for my spinoff would fit into valiant knight fnsnskdj and so i technically have like a rewrite/sequel concept that includes zenry and jasper/[redacted] fnsmdnkxnsn which included me rereading the chapters i beta'd for you to remember some details and i was like UGH THIS WAS SO GOOD I MISS IT

LASKDJOSKJVMODKMVLDSKJFSOKJFSLDKFJ HELLO?????????? ARE YOU AWARE THAT I'D LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU???? CAUSE I SERIOUSLY WOULD LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU!!!!! BUT AHHHHHHHHHHH

SERIOUSLY THOUGH, THIS IS ONE OF THE HIGHEST COMPLIMENTS I'VE EVER RECEIVED, I'M LEGIT GONNA CRY (affectionate), I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS ASK FOR LIKE SIX HOURS, LIKE THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE TO ARTICULATE HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME

but seriously, like I'm not trying to rag on my writing or anything, but I also know like. I'm not writing anything that's gonna be winning awards anytime soon or anything ground-breaking or anything, but that's never been my goal; and I just say all of that to say that the fact that you're still thinking about something of mine years later and it stuck with you so much that you want to put your own characters into it??????? That's literally so wild to me in the best way, I can't get over it. I'm so serious when I say again that this legit one of the best compliments I've ever received. (Also, if you're willing, I'd very much like to hear about this rewrite/sequel of sorts)

You have me legit thinking about it now. Like I told Pearl in the replies, I feel like my writing is leagues better (i reread stuff from that time period and just cringe now; but to be fair to my past self, she was a novice who was coming back to writing after a 10+ year break so it stands to reason) so I feel like I could do a lot more with it. There's soooo much of that world I want to flesh out that I wasn't skilled enough to do when I first started it. lsakdjf idk man, I might actually do it

#asks #casey tag #i've been wanting to write something fantasy related for SO LONG. I tried to do it with zenry but I could never work it out :/ #honestly if you wanna find a way to collab on it I'm 10000% down with that (no pressure ofc) #but I legit feel like the VK is just as much yours as it is mine #like I know I've told you before but you seriously spoiled me when it comes to beta readers #you provided me with such valuable notes and insight that the VK wouldn't have been even *half* of what it is without you #if I do decide to reboot it though. l I decided a long time ago that I'm not posting anymore fics until I have the majority of them done #hence why there hasn't been anything new from me in four years alskdjf #but I just don't want to run into the same problem I did originally with the VK #and now with DoD #where I start it. get stuck or don't have the drive to finish it. and then it gets abandoned #so at least we won't have to worry about me posting 3 chapters and then either not finishing it or going 'fuck it I'm starting over' aslkdj #sorry if this is messy it's late and my brain is fried

[doodlboy]

I feel like I gotta come up w a good name 4 Pink bc I am not abt 2 start another "Tom Whisper Weathercock" moment

#thats an american name in hypmic and I- #i got nothin #so like #do i give him an english name or do i dedicate time to researching how japanese naming conventions work #like his adopted grandfather gives him a japanese 1 since he doesn't want to use the english 1 #that the family who abandoned him gave him yk #idk man #i don't wanna fuck that up also i usually don't go that in depth with characters in the case of giving them last names anyway #elliot rambles #hypmic oc

[vaedar]

𝐎𝐎𝐂;

     Just have a thing to say: Let it be known that I will always return to Vaedar. It may take several months ( during those times that life just loves to do its thing ), but I will always return. Hope everyone’s been doing okay!

#this is my dragonlord bby ok i will never abandon him... have put wayyyyy too much work into him xD and still continue #even if am not here or RPing am always brainstorming the more i read ancient history and such #and yes i posted this on rhaegar i copy pasted idc #i am currently purposely keeping myself from tumblr because i have a FFXVI obsession and have URLs saved.... #and don't wanna impulse make blogs for them so yes #tati ooc

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

my dad brought home a stray kitten 😑

#he is magnificent at finding stray/abandoned animals and bringing them home and unloading the responsibility on us #and having us get attached to the animal unneccessarily because they usually. well i'm not gonna say it #i don't wanna jinx it #it seems mostly healthy and we do already have flatbread so we have cat food luckily but he always fucking does this. it's so annoying #esp since this is only a few months after our family cat of 18 years died. like dude if anyone shouldn't be picking up strays it's my dad #because he never has time or money to take care of them #i cannot tell you the amount of short term pets i've had because of his antics #anyways. i have to go back to sleep now bc i only got 3 hours when my brother woke me up abt this 😔 gotta stop reading manga till 6am #since we got a new little guy to take care of now #sigh. #ik if i was like 12 i'd be getting all excited but i don't wanna be destroyed if smth happens to it so i'll manage my expectations #anyways. pics later when i wake up more

[rainofthetwilight]

how do people have ideas. I wanna draw or write but have absolutely 0 ideas. and I am too lazy to work on wips. how do you get ideas

#like genuinely I see people saying they have so many ideas they wanna write/draw while I wanna do that too but my brain is empty 😭 #can't relate bro like there's nothing in there #I don't leave my wips bc of a new idea I leave em bc I get bored of em you feel #or I go into the 'I can't write/draw I suck bro' spiral so I think they're bad or smth #or I simply can't continue them #I literally don't know what to do and need ideas #someone help how do you just do that 😭😭 #it's getting frustrating atp #and when I do get ideas I don't even know where to start #or I can't form it perfectly in my head #so my brain just either abandons it or art/writersblock stop me #it suckkkkss 💀 #and to add onto that my ideas are almost rarely actual ideas #they're literally vibes bro 😭 #I can't form a perfect idea in my head #it's all blurry n wtv #thank you for nothing brain #levi's ted talks #not ninjago

[hoffmanstits-enjoyer]

not to be absolute twinleska trash, but i traced a pic for my BOYS❣️❣️❣️

i'm no artist, i was bored and feeling bold but i do adore to imagine post-canon non compliant scenarios in which jerome has a humoristic Keep Up With The Valeskas sorta online presence and the first comment is ALWAYS ecco

#gotham #valeskacest #twinleska #jeromiah #jeremiah valeska #jerome valeska #mine: art #uh i guess? #jerome taking pics of them randomly and annoying miah hell yes #snuggling and miah's almost falling asleep but then outta nowhere FLASH ON HIS FACE #'ecco said she wanna know if u took ur migraine pills' #'then TELL HER and LET ME SLEEP?!' #god help him miah's paying for all those abandonment issues he caused #sometimes it's just a pic of them looking sexy in their matching villain outfits with an explosion in the bg #don't worry tho folks #the real intimate funny business is for jer's scrapbook only <3

[rubberduckyrye]

I hope I'm never that big name CC that hurts people. I try to be understanding and kind to the best of my ability, even when I don't understand something.

But man, I still hope that I never get to that point.

#Sometimes seeing stuff like this makes me wanna dip out #like #abandon my blogs completely #abandon everything online #and just start new and fresh with no ties to anything #keep myself distant from fans and never engage with them to such a degree #I just want to post my work and never be seen again except for the random ask session or something #Like I wanna be a cryptid #orz #Like none of you perceive me #I think I realized that I just don't want to be popular/be engaging with fans of mine like #at all #None of that parasocial shit #none of that weird dynamic #I jsut wanna be a normal person for the most part #and make my silly little ideas without having that fame that comes from it #idk

[dixiedingo]

Bahhh

#been feeling crummy #doesn't help my eliptical machine finally gave up #but I've been obsessing again #i hate it when I do this because I don't feel like I have any control over it #no matter how hard I distract myself I just keep thinking about the pains and stuff #this morning I couldn't stop thinking about how abandoned I feel/felt #yesterday and today i just feel ugly. unsightly. #and i wanna make friends but also i know I'm super intense with my feelings and reactions. #and i know. we just live inna day and age where people just. don't have the patience for it #it feels like if i ever complain to anyone they'll just abandon me and complain about how like #self absorbed and emotional I am #and I know this is all irrational but when it actually happens to you when the worst case scenario actually happens #you get so jumpy and frightened #my problems seem so intense and so much cause everytime I bring it up I judt get hit with #“oh.” or “wow.” or “im sorry.” #and its like you're clearly uncomfortable! and now I feel bad! and its like I can never tell anyone whats wrong. #and the few people who do listen I can never get them to talk to me in normal circumstances #so i feel like you're a therapist more than a friend and thats worse bc its like im using you #vent #i just feel like crying but I know it wont fix anything and i'll just get another nose bleed

[helpimstuckinafandom]

I actually feel like i'm losing it I only started playing bg3 on friday/saturday and I am in withdrawl from just one day without it

#it's literally all i can think about #i actually dreamed about it??????? which doesn't usually happen to me???? #and since i'm around family and have. you know. other things to do theoretically i can't play it for days back to back #which means i can't focus in on it the way my brain wants to #and doing anything else or talking about anything else is not engaging and hazy because i'm still THINKING about it #and now without my laptop to watch something or play or anything i don't even have a double distraction of youtube video and phone activity #i am just restless #legit gonna be tossing and turning #and classes are gonna be starting up soon so i gotta get tectbooks and start doing readings to try to get ahead to keep up #so i'm not ever gonna have the TIME to to #cause any free time i DO have i'll be watching stuff with my housemate or writing with them #but i won't WANT to #but i don't wanna abandon my writing i was actually staying on that task decently #but i don't wanna write about dabihawks rn i wanna play baldur's gate #i wanna consume bg3 content #and i can't even really do THAT because i don't want too many spoilers! #ataufnnsoakjskzs

[quirkle2]

I CARE AND WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY HEADCANONS YOUVE GOT

WAILS,,,,, IF UR SURE ,, i do indeed have so many Thoughts

small warning for minor slime rancher 2 spoilers, mainly areas of the map, but also some new slimes !

at first i thought of wars and ledge having a ranch alone (slime rancher 2 conservatory) and the others having their own little ranches close by and they visit each other often ! but then i thought abt them all just living ranch au style in one place,,, i'm leanin more toward them all living together on one ranch now honestly

whatever the case, i think legend would love the far far range. i think all of them would, but legend fuckin loves exploring every little nook and cranny, wild and hyrule too, and i think they'd all go on little adventures and scout missions, searching for anything new, mapping out new places they find. legend would think all of the areas in both games r just so so fuckign Pretty

two of legend's favorite places to hang out is the big tree in the conservatory, and the big blue and pink tree in the middle of starlight strand. both trees r big and beautiful and twisting and i think he'd Love to climb up there and draw in his maps and sketchbooks, watchin the slimes bounce around

wars' favorite place to hang out is ember valley, atop any of the large rock pillars that loom over everything else. he uses his jetpack to get up there when he needs a couple hours to himself, brings a book or two with him, and simply lies in the grass on top and reads. his quiet places r usually slime-free as well—even though he loves slimes and thinks they're adorable, even a rancher gets tired and wants to be completely alone from time to time—so he typically picks someplace that's high and out of the way, where he can't hear any slimes or can't get attacked by tarr

wars' Other favorite spot is actually directly next to slimes, but it's wars' second favorite of the little guys—puddle slimes :) once again in ember valley, in that little pond down at the south end that pours waterfalls down to the pond below. that spot is So quiet and nice, and wars actually Loves the sounds puddle slimes make, and the sounds of the waterfalls r calming to him. sometimes he reads there and even falls asleep

wars likes taking pictures. legend likes drawing. sometimes they play a silly little game where legend hands him a landscape he drew and he has to try and find that spot on the far far range and take a picture of that exact place and perspective. in exchange, wars gives him pictures he's taken and legend gets to draw more landscapes with the pics as references

wars and wind have given all their bee drones nicknames. they have also decorated them w fashion pods and wars' favorite one is barry the bastard, who wears big circular glasses and sometimes glitches out and flies directly into walls (wars pets him and coos at him and fixes his trajectory like he is an actual being w feelings and not a robot made to finish tasks. he loves him very much)

^ i like to think there is a way to manually pilot the bee drones somehow (phone app,,,) and wars likes to annoy legend while he's sitting up in the tree drawing maps n shit. buzzes around him and presses the button that makes the bee flip and make funny little noises. legend hates him (legend loves him and thinks it's funny) (wars sometimes brings him snacks w the bee drones randomly . there's text that replaces the drone's face that says "snack break <3")

legend's favorite slime is the ringtail. he thinks it's cute and loves when their faces get all mischievous. what r they up to...............

wars' favorite is the flutter slime :) he thinks they're Beautiful, especially when sunlight shines through them and brightens their colors. he loves those things (they have a few flutter slimes flying around the conservatory purely because wars likes watching them fly and imabout to cry over that)

wind's favorite is the boom slime; he thinks they're funny. four really likes the batty slimes. sky adores the mosaics. time rly likes mochi's quicksilver slimes. hyrule likes the honey ones. twi adores tabby and hunter slimes, thinks they're cute and have done nothing wrong ever in their lives. wild likes the cotton slimes, and also the fire ones cuz he thinks they're cool

AND ALSO........ wars' scars in that drawing. >:) (warning from here on out for a bit of graphic injury, being eaten alive just a little bit, and generally just,, me yanking the innocence out of this game w my teeth)

i like to think of tarr slimes as Actually Really Dangerous and instead of just calmly vaccing them against ur nozzle and launching them into the sea, they're a lot more difficult to deal with in this world. firstly, they seem to be .... Meltier than other slimes, so i think vaccing them up against ur nozzle and them Staying Together is nearly impossible. they'd simply melt to the ground or Around ur vacpack and if everything goes right for them, they could just grab ur vacpack away and Eat You.

rly the only surefire way to get rid of them is to splash them w water, of course, but if u Don't have a water source ? ur,, in trouble

in sr2, it's a Lot more difficult to find water sources, mostly because the slime sea is no longer a viable source to vac up. and at some point, wars had run out of water in his reserve tank, had witnessed a tarr outbreak right next to him and Well .

they'd grabbed at him, at his face, at his arm and side, and started eating at his flesh. the only reason he got away was because legend had been just a field over, heard the screams, and had water in his reserve. legend definitely saved his life

tarr actually eats u alive in this world. it clings to skin and dissolves muscle and bone, and of course, the more it eats, the more it multiplies. tarr had been crawling and clinging to wars' skin all over his right side and if legend hadn't had a few splashes left in his tank, it would've simply continued and eaten him whole

the effects of tarr made him very sick for a long time (to the point where the others feared they'd still lose him), and it took months to get back on his feet and recovery fully. he still has scars along the parts where he was grabbed and dissolved, black and inky, and if the light shines on them just right, u can see an array of rainbowy colors, much like the tarr look

after that, time doesn't let them leave the ranch without a full water reserve in their vacpacks.

#qktalks #bluesmoth #slime rancher 2 spoilers #tw injury #injury tw #injury #tw illness #illness tw #illness #so sorry to needlessly dump whump onto this cute and cuddly game (no i'm not.) #and yes wars is Very scared of tarr now #they already had a buddy system in place before that for safety reasons—a partner to tell u not to chance that jump over that ravine #(time regrets giving them jetpacks . they all launch themselves across the slime sea w reckless abandon constantly) #but for a while after the incident wars sticks to his chosen buddy like glue and doesn't let them or Any slimes out of his sight #and they don't let him out of theirs rly . they were all terrified of losing him #ANYWAY I GOT . SEVERAL ASKS ABT THIS VGIYEAGVEAV #im so sorry i didn't answer them all i don't wanna be annoying and spam ur dash but i hope this suffices #i appreciate u all sm u have no idea #love talking about aus always i will always take an opportunity to ramble about them