#i cant kid myself

[amerasdreams]

Days like these I keep turning that imaginary gun over in my mind

And don't have the energy to have the will to stop it bc. I'm soooo tired.

#gun #:( #gun was what i considered the 1st time #when i was 15 #so makes sense i would go back to it #a violent boom then nothing #but then i thought yesterday #someone would have to clean up a horrible mess #so its just im theory #but it wont stop #bc i have no future #i cant kid myself #no illusions #no dreams #that gun in my grandpas desk #i toook it out and looked at it #didnt realize there was a lock on it #of course he wouldnt leave unlocked guns lyin around for children #aged 15 #no one had any idea #i was "perfect #as the teens said at my graduation at youth group #the ones who never talked to me

[tubbytarchia]

so ranchers huh

#sorry Im allergic to long posts but hehe uhh I wanted to post it all at once... #rancher duo #team ranchers #trafficshipping #tangotek #jimmy solidarity #double life #double life fanart #trafficblr #they are so soft and I have way too many ideas for art of them by virtue but Im gonna stop myself there #sorry if my human anatomy is awkward anywhere eugh #not terribly confident about my human art but we go all in baby #fuck it we ball as the kids say #in the way I imagine them Tango keeps his flames at bay when around people but does still walk around with his hair casually on fire #he just cant help it when Jimmy's an affectionate dog more than an avian though you know #tubby art

[the-inner-musings-of-a-worm]

i bet the aftg universe youtube videos of "neil josten and kevin day having the greatest exy friendship for 12 minutes" slapped severely

#there would be a thirty second clip of them just giggling in an interview like little kids #or neil posting the most unflattering photo of kevin #“kevin day what would be the first thing you do if you woke up in neil jostens body” “kill myself” #theyll spend a whole interview insulting each other but in the last thirty seconds kevin will be like #“”i cant imagine ever going to the olympics without him“ #and the interviewer is like you called him a feral raccoon two minutes ago #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #kevin day

[blackkatdraws2]

There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]

#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but #i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead #because i just think they're so neat and cool okay #listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs #because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested #but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings #i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that #in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh #i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding) #but also #i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube #its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all #maybe an animation reel will do for now? #i hope so :( #because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU #and honestly i dont regret it #i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black) #but yeah! #apart from this little video #you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be #and why theyre there #actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc. #but i got lazy HAHA #tsp blank scripts au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp

[civetside]

I could smell the lapidot on you I just didn't want to say anything

i am incredibly embarrassed and so sorry. i need a shower

art i drew in 2017

#ask #lapidot #if there was something in the way i draw that some how gave it away you have to tell me i cant live not knowing #my account where i posted SU stuff was called like tweeterbirds or something #looking through the usb with all my old art on it and i dont remember drawing like half of this shit man #i have to keep telling myself i was having fun i was just a kid this is not cringe #i used to draw dumb lapidot comics kinda like the ones i draw for TLT now so i havent changed at all tbh #one of them was just me redrawing a shitty 2018 meme with lapidot and it got like 7k notes #it was what i was known for in my friend group #i shipped them so hard and kept telling everybody i was straight i promise teehee #the COMPHET MAN

[ozdical]

Twitter is flaming me alive for this improvement timeline (2017-2023)

#give up kid... #my art #object head #oc #robot oc #cringe old art is my life blood #im gonna krill myself I CANT ANYMORE MY BESTIE COMMENTED 'IM GONNA BE SICK' FHEKHFKEJRJEKD #object head oc #theartchannel #oldart #sans #sans undertale

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

woohoo !!!!!1!1!1!1!!1!1!1!1

#blurrggfhffhddfhgh i hate drawing and art and aajhdkdhfkdjdd dies #mostly just drawinf men actually #hashtag lesbian moment /j #art #homestuck #alpha kids #jane crocker #roxy lalonde #jake english #dirk strider #janeroxy #cotton candy #dirkjake #i keep drawing the alpha kids. why. im not even a bit fan of like. half of them. and i cant draw them well. augh #why do i do this to myself #/hj #also this is with no refs because i had no wifi so it looks like shit #ok im done talking now

[raccootic]

Everything is going to shit and The only reason i still exist at this very moment is to draw reigen and serizawa 😃👍

So here is reigen and serizawa

#i am not kidding #idk imma probably delete this or something #i just needed to say this somewhere even if i cant say it out Loud #digital art #art #fanart #anime #anime art #anime fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #mp100 #mp100 fanart #reigen arakata #serizawa katsuya #serirei #not even i Can take myself seriously atp #who tf hides a bible in other People’s rooms either way #also Im so tired of Daily nosebleeds idk what to do Bout that tho #id be a perfect match for some hot lady vampire with this nose of mine 👀 #i space out so much #i do not feel real #Im on autopilot or on TV which makes me famous ngl #meet and greet ? 👁👁 #actually do not meet and greet me cause thats kinda awkward #see and ignore ? 👁👁 #if i do not get into School this Will be it i stg

[cheekinpermission]

Alright, everyone. I need to address some allegations.

Yes, I did push over Azul. Y'all were pretty vocal about it so I felt I should make a formal statement. And I just wanted to say - I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that he's just so damn easy to mess with.

#I CANT HELP MYSELF #I SEE AZUL - I PUSH #ITS A GUT REACTION #i have a love hate relationship with azul and it manifets as me picking on him #im like a kid in kindergarten #i never grew up #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland fanart #twst fanart #azul ashengrotto #twst azul #jade leech #twst jade #floyd leech #twst floyd #tweels #octavinelle #cheekindraws

[willowser]

#are you ducking kidding i will **** myself kaifjrheiqkqkqkl #THEYRE BOTH SMILING #AS BRIFHT BOYS #AS CUTE KIDDOS #THEY’RE TOGRTHET AGAIN #i cant i cant i cant #BNHA LEAKS #bnha manga leaks #BNHA SPOILERS

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[gutterscrouge]

Silly sketches as always omg????

I think this big goober can only see with that main eye, rendering the body useless as hell in this situation </3 Two ways to be the head back: Just look randomly around, or his little tendrils and nerve go get it while he screams at his silly body, who knows

Plus paper sketches when I was taken away from paint <//3

I will draw more headless Majora, hes grounded Link can keep their head

#art #digital aritst #the legend of zelda #zelda fanart #fanart #link fanart #majoras mask #zelda majora's mask #majora's mask #majora's incarnation #skull kid #child link #Istg Majora is so silly for no reason I cant control myself

[overkaffeinated]

First post ayyyyyy

This is a personal au of mine (that I may or may not write in the future), so enjoy ig?

#i have no regrets #i have so many regrets #i relate to wukong so much rn #girl me too #finally found a way to kill the 7 times during immortal monkie king #pretty macaque #macaque my beloved #6 eared macaque #lego monkie kid #monkie kid macaque #monkie kid au #personal au #belly dancer #digital art #first post #shadowpeach #cant believe i almost forgot to add that #the disappointment in myself is real #i finished this just after getting tumblr #otherwise this wouldve never seen the light of day #youre welcome #i am so sorry

[chanstopher]

Bang Chan ✧ Maxident Trailer

#Bang Chan #Stray kids #staysource #jypartists #Christopher Bang #3rachasource #drm.pst #drm.gif #cheytermelon #usersilverstar #rutual #kiwitracks #amanda.tag #uservivi #shuaria #userbeepls #heyale #i apologize that these are hideous but the shots with the sun behind him were HELL sfgkfosdfgnfd #i hate these and its sad ive tried forever to make myself not but i cant #anyway skateboarder chris AGAIN AGAINNNN #happy birthday to me i dont neeeeed anything else they did it for me AGAINNNN #the NAILS and the NOSE RING #hey bb boy since your nose is all fixed u should pierce it now just saying... #1k

[kiwibirb1]

I'm so fucking scared about KOSA please people don't let this pass dont let these things be censored don't block us from our safe spaces please please please stop KOSA if I had links I would give them do everything you can it will save lives

#kosa #fuck kosa #stop kosa #kids online safety act #kosa bill #stop the kids online safety act #please people #this is so incredibly important #i try to stay silly and cool and at least escape from the real world here #but this not just tumblr the communities ive interacted with have become a huge part of myself and learning who i am #dont let them do this #please #i cant breathe when i think about this #kosa 2024 #kosa bill 2024 #STOP KOSA 2024 #PLEASE WE NEED YOU #pinned post

[brainworms-all-night-long]

here the drawing I've been sort of live posting about. my ass cannot decide on the final color assembly so you get two versions, pick your fav

#sonic prime #cant wait to see what this kid has cooked up in the grim #ough january cant come faster #jk jk it will be here in like..two weeks felt time watch #the trailer gave me the much needed motivation to bite through shading the tails. you see I still have no clue how to shade metal #possibly never will #just like math #imma just put lines there and hope they look good #also yes drawing witha a color palette is my new fav thing #is so fun #but so diffucut to hold myself from wanting to blend the colors #sharp color contrast isnt my thing but it looks sooo pretty when done right #idk if its my case tho #ill see in a feew months from now on #miles nine prower #nine the fox #mah art #me does arts #actually finished doodl