#i cant imagine the dreams my sisters are having after they saw her still alive and awake when she was declining

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#oh god. i keep having these weird half nightmares where my mom is alive even though in my dream i kno she's dead #sometimes she has her post chemo body. most of the time she's pre chemo. and shes usually on her way to go have medical stuff done #and its all very normal in the dreams but im also watching her like she's a consciousness inside a walking corpse #so its disorienting when i wake up #i cant imagine the dreams my sisters are having after they saw her still alive and awake when she was declining #unrelated

[bidaryl]

okay so u know those AUs where its like……rick wakes up from his coma and its the start of the apocalypse all over again after living through a fair chunk of it!! and its like him correcting mistakes and getting his second chance and shit OR the version where they ALL suddenly just wake up one day back in the modern world zombie free and it was all a dream but they all collectively had it so they find each other and meet up????? thats neat and all and i will read those fics till the day i die but u know what i have not seen and i rly wanna like. cry over?

daryl.

daryl waking up at the start of the end of the world. okay i haven’t put much thought into pre-rick era so like maybe just before rick comes in? maybe when merle and the crew leave for the city???? and its like a post-negan daryl thats waking up here. mayhaps the night glenn d*es and daryl gets taken? OR EVEN better maybe when jesus rescues daryl and its when daryl finally falls asleep for the first time in months on an actual pillow surrounded by certain members of his found family and then he just????? wakes up!!

he wakes up and he’s at the fcking quarry. his bitchass loudmouth brothers nowhere in sight cos as daryl figures out later, merle left the previous day. its the big reset button that everyone kinda wishes they had because they’ve all lost so much over the past 2-3 years but like… never though it could happen.

or! and i haven’t actually seen past carl dying so i’m not positive about things but hmmm what about a version when when rick ~dies. the bridge explodes. rick, for all intents and purposes of the show, /is DeAd/. and daryls a fucking mess becos that was on him and maggie and idk who else was involved in that plot or even if thats actually what happened. but from what ive gathered rick and daryl were kinda on the outs with the negan shit and that bridge scene could’ve been avoided. if things had just gone a bit differently. if they could go back in time just for a second! just one more chance! one more shot at things going differently and daryl could totally fix everything. then the next day daryls waking up at the quarry.

ugh cos THINK about it!! quarry era daryl and saviour/negan+ era daryl are so different? like the heart of him is the same but they all barely know each other at the start and daryls so angry and skittish and runs on fight or flight mode but alexandria/saviour/negan era daryl has like……bleed for these people? provided food and water for these people? led these people to safety? put his life on the line on several occasions for these people? made some of these people smile and laugh by just existing? stepped in as leader when rick has his moments? or like co leader with michonne & co.?

like would he tell anyone?? would he speak up more and try lead them to the farm cos that was a good move they did before? does he keep up pretences and chuck a tantrum over the crew not returning with merle or does he like. go ‘okay.’ and everyones like what the actual fuck. does he go into the prison and head for the cafeteria straight away to get the remaining prisoners out and kill that one bitch that fucks shit up for them??

he absofuckinglutely saves sophia. jumps that fucking guardrail before rick can even get out from under the car properly. carol literally not letting sophia out of her sight for days after daryl and rick and sophia all return like 2 hrs later, wet and covered in dirt and some blood but safe.

then!! if he did tell someone, who would it be?????? rick?? carol?? like how would that even go down. would he tell them maybe later on? prison era maybe. when michonne finally comes and they’re all debating whether to let her in or let her fuck off and stuff and daryls like wow i cant take this anymore rick that is ur future WIFE man. patch up her fucking leg.

or maybe carol. when they’re on watch together and carol casually mentions that daryl was over and into the woods, right on sophias heels, before people even realised which direction she went. how rick mentioned once to her that daryl seemed to know exactly where to find her. even picked up her doll without even seeming to stop. just seemed to know exactly what was happening. daryl just shrugging.

also side note. we, and daryl, do NOT know a butterfly effect. absolutely no ‘oh he saved xoxo and that means them and 2 others are gonna die!’ plots. nope. no way. this is the do-over of all do-overs. a one time fix it and fix it for the better.

THAT ALL BEING SAID this post is me being like hey what if daryl got a second chance whatever but no! what this post is truly about at its core is: IMAGINE a daryl thats lived….lets go with the ricks just died version. daryls lived that long and lost that many members of his family.

and then he hasn’t.

imagine daryl seeing beth for the first time again. the last time he saw her, he was carrying out her dead body to her sobbing sister. then they’re all at the farm again and she’s theres. alive and well and still young and bright and smiling. ‘you’re gonna miss me so bad when i’m gone’ he fucking did. he missed her so fucking much. he like. physically stops himself from like just going up and grabbing her and hugging the shit out of her.

daryl seeing sophia grow up? seeing carol become that mum. the mum that she always wanted to be and become still the strongest fucking women daryl had ever met but also like……..her and sophia. every time he sees them together he just wants to cry. carol deserves this so fucking bad. after everything, if he could save nothing else. he can make peace with himself knowing he gave carol this. this time with her daughter that she got robbed of.

daryl seeing glenn, alive, so so so young it seems compared to the the last glenn he saw. seeing him at camp at the quarry. seeing him talk to maggie for the first time. going from seeing him alive and so so so fucking real then his sleep being filled with nightmares of That night. how long after glenns death did daryl blame himself. would’ve put his head under the bat without hesitation if it meant that glenn could live and meet his son. him and maggie can run hilltop together. and now he’s real and he’s tangible and he’s funny and daryl spent so much of his time remembering glenn and feeling guilty that he never even really let himself miss him? but fuck he’s missed glenn so fucking much. missed having his back out on runs and glenn having his.

meeting aaron and eric again. going to that spag bowl dinner, eating the fuck out of it, just enjoying watching these two gays in love have dinner with each other at the end of the world. thinks about how they specifically invited him over for dinner. erics not gonna die this time round. they’re both gonna met gracie. bring her back number plates. help her put them on the wall, put them amongst all her drawings.

meeting merle again. knowing that merle died for him. them. the whole family. michone. idk if i want merle to live or die idk lets move on.

hershel lives!!!!!!!!! no beheading here!!!!!!!! fuck that!!!!!! fuck the governor!!!!! maggie and beth and glenn do not ever have to witness their father (in law) being killed in cold blood! no! hershel fits in v well with the alexandia community and thrives there. daryl makes damn sure of that.

daryl on that first day they meet jesus? him and rick getting in that car, rick singing that damn song, and daryl realising oh Shit! its that day already?? and then jesus, the fucker, does exactly what he does last time. and daryls just like.......so fucking happy that jesus is HERE and ALIVE and RIGHT THERE that he doesnt even get to outsmart him. show off. jesus pulls the firecracker stunt again and swipes ricks keys and when rick and him are stranded there and jesus has taken off with the truck, daryls just standing there like how the fuck did i let that happen. chases him around the field AGAIN! ‘duck!’ ‘thats my gun!’ AGAIN!!!!!! <3<3<3

the long road of the apocolypse is just as hard the second time as the first but everytime daryl looks around at his family and sees everyone they lost so tragically last time, alive, hes like..................a MESS. theyre alive! and safe! and hes so happy that his family is all together again. 

#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #m #text

[weissfai-blog1]

Memories of You.

I really like a domestic life of Ae and Pete. I have nothing against the book 2, but I would love it not focus on assault, villains popping here and there. Actually there are still many things that can separate them and say that the 3 years separation will prove their strong love for one another. Here is just a crazy HCS on my side. I’m not that good at it. I’ll make it a proper fic when I have enough time. I dedicate this fic to the person who made me write again, who encourage all to keep on writing and be free of inhibitions and just write this is for you @opald <3 

Ae hasn’t still got the chance to introduce Pete to his family, and when they were there visiting Nut’s newborn baby, Ae’s mother drop a line like: ‘Ohhh Ae, when you hold your own child you will know the joy of being a father.’ She said that not because of Pete or anything, it’s just a word a mother would often say to their child. 

Pete heard that and keeps on thinking about it.

And that particular line left a tiny strings of doubt and insecurities to Pete that made him shuts up, quiet, always thinking… afraid. 

Ae was really angry at Pete because Pete keeps on closing his world/ his thoughts. 

Pete is a ball of insecurity. 

Ae and Pete were arguing when Pete was driving when Pete didn’t notice the vehicle that overtake and they were in an accident. 

Ae lost his memories, mostly of Pete. (I know this is so used but I think this fits - I don’t  like villains popping here & there)

Ae woke up with a person crying beside him and when Pete throw himself at him, saying sorry. Ae touches Pete’s head with bandage and said, ‘I guess the reason I’m here is you and the reason you’re crying is me. I’m alive so I think it’s no big deal, so you don’t need to hug me.’

Pete then said, ‘I’m so sorry krub Ae…’ which Ae says, ‘You know me? Are we friends?’ 

Pete stilled and was shock. Ae lost his memory. Memory of him.

Pete thought that this was a sign. That him Pete was not that important - truly important to Ae’s life.

Pete talks mostly to the one who knew about their relationship: Pond, Chaaim, Tin, and Can to promise that they will not talk about him to Ae. That Ae needs to have a new life without him. Pond, Chaaim and Can was against it so much. That Ae is whole with Pete, but Pete told them that Ae forgot him as a sign. And he wants Ae to have a normal life. Pete took Ae’s phone and erase all photos of him and messages. The one thing that his heart was not able to erase was his number save as ‘Ai Koon Chai’

Pete talks to his mother and told her that he will study at Thailand until the year is over but will transfer to another university. Explaining about Ae’s…

Pete’s mother respects his decision and cries with Pete… she knew how much Pete loves Ae but she also knew about the hardship of having a same sex relationship. She doesn’t want them separated, but if Pete thinks that this is for the best, then she will stood behind him, supports him and will do anything to help her only child.  

Pete looks from afar how Ae was welcome by his football team mates…

How Ae was riding his bike, that most of the time he was there and Ae will just pass him by…

How Ae will walk and curse at Pond at the end of the line, without him knowing he was there just walking behind him…

Ae waiting for the bus shuttle not knowing that he is just a few seats away from him at the bus shelter…

Ae eating with Pond, Ping and Bow at the Thai Program Canteen while he was a table away from him. Pete smiles sadly when Pond looks at him with eyes of worry. He only shook his head. Indicating not to say anything. 

He was also there silently cheering for Ae as he won another football game from another university…

Pete was also there when Ae smiles at Champoo for the very first time.

That was the last time he ever saw Ae. Pete’s father told him that he was accepted at Otto Beisheim School of Management or WHU Vallendar in German. 

Pete looks at his phone, the picture of him and Ae.

Putch, Pete’s mother hugs her son, ‘Pete… After your university, go back home here. Heal your heart there, let the memories be a good one. Don’t let the past cloud your judgement and your heart. We love you. I love you. Come back home to me baby…’

Pete board the plane without telling anyone about it.

Ae stares at the name save in his phone. ‘Ai Koon Chai.’ 

Ae knows everyone save in his phone, whether it be the number of the school registrar, Yim’s school, even the old number of their school. He knew every name aside from this one… ‘Ai Koon Chai.’

No matter how much he thinks about it, he doesn’t know anyone with that name, or why would he name it that way. He is not a complicated person and he names every contact inside his phone per their names. Pond. Ping. Bow. Techno. Type. Can. Good. Champ. Oh. Nut. He doesn’t give anyone a nickname cause it’s not his style.

Ai Koon Chai ~ again this name bothers him so much. Just staring at this royal title. He doesn’t know any noble men with manners or any rich friends, well Sun and Dear are rich compare to Pond and he most likely will never call Sun that - that second nosy bastard as Ai Koon Chai.

But those words keeps giving his heart a flutter. A sudden tightness inside of his heart, as if that name alone is the most precious thing in his life. 

Then the face of the most beautiful angel flash before his eyes.

He was not able to get the name of the beautiful man who hugs him and keeps on saying sorry to him at the hospital. He asked Pond and the others but they told him they don’t anyone that fits that description.

Once or twice he thought he saw that beautiful angel at school but whenever he turns there’s no one there. 

As if he was hallucinating, but for him, those are such beautiful hallucination.

He laughs, he jokes, and he continued his life but it feels that something is missing. Something… something a part of him was missing.

Then there’s this girl name Champoo who told her she’s her hero. He smiles cause what the hell was this kid was thinking. 

Champoo told him about how they met and how he become her hero. He just chuckles and shook his head. 

The little girl keeps on following him, he look at her like a kid sister and nothing more.

There’s something inside of him that desperately keeps on shouting and wanting to resurface.

He asked Pond time and time again and most of the time, Pond will look at him intently and shook his head, telling him, he must be dreaming.

Was it a dream?

Was this just an imagination?

Ae is in his 3rd year of college and yes still single when the news that Yim, Oh and Nut are returning home. Ae’s brother told him that he and his family needed to go back to Chiang Mai to take care of Nut’s parents. Now that Nut’s sister married, they told Nut and Oh to go back home. Ae is excited to see his favorite niece.

He welcome them and kisses Yim nonstop. But one name from Yim made his heart skip and a surge of pain clenches his heart, ‘Ar Ae… where is Ae Pete? I mis him so much.’

‘Pete…’ Nut and Oh told Ae that it was a classmate of Ae. He visited one time.

He was about to ask again when he heard Nut told Yim, ‘N’Yim… Ar Pete is no longer able to visit Ar Ae and N’Yim okay. Ar Pete is in a place far away from us.’

He asked everyone but no one knew about this Pete.

He went on with his life, Ae graduated and land a job and still thinks about the name Pete. 

The name that he cant help but feel so much emotion.

As if there’s a void inside of him.

Pete came back home to Thailand after 3 years in Germany.

He is now the Hotel Manager. 

‘Pete… can you please go to this office? I forgot that I have an appointment with the Senior Engineer about our new hotel,’ Putch asked her son sweetly. 

Pete – after 3 years change in a way that even her as the mother is awestruck. She knew her son is pretty. Like a very pretty good looking young man. The Pete in front of her is a very beautiful man. The same soft brown hair, cute chubby cheeks, red lips, tall slender body. But what change must be the doe eyes that’s always sad. ‘Yes Mae. Please let me know the address and who will I look for.’

‘Oh goodness! I forgot their name. But tell the reception that you have an appointment under our hotel name, they would know.’

Pete nodded and headed off to the Strudyna also known as Structural Dynamics Company, a renowned engineering and manufacturer of Stainless Steel Tensile Components for facade structures. Pete didn’t know that his mother chose a very high-end engineering company to take care of their new hotel.

Pete went inside the impressive office and was told by the receptionist to proceed to the 17th floor, there he was again instructed to wait inside a meeting room. 

Pete’s back was at the door and a sturdy deep voice greets him, ‘Good morning.’

Pete turns around and he gasped, the other person who greeted him too was struck.

‘Pete…’

‘Ae…’

They were staring for quite some time when the secretary of Ae entered and brought refreshments, before closing the door. Ae locked the door.

‘Hello. I’m sorry. I’m Intouch, the senior engineer handling the hotel structure, I was expecting Mrs-‘

‘I’m her son. Pitchaya.’

‘Oh.’

Both didn’t asked the other why they say the name ‘Ae’ and ‘Pete’

Pitchaya, he introduce himself as Pitchaya and not Pete. Ae stared at the glass window, looking down, he saw the beautiful man get inside his car and drives away. 

Tears. There were tears that flow from his eyes descending his face. He plays with the ring in his left finger. He took it out from his hand and look at the engraving inside ‘Ae & Pete ~ Forever in your Heart’

‘You came back… I won’t give you a chance to walk away from me anymore… I’m never goung to let go.’

From that day, Pete receives calls and messages from Intouch, asking for lunch, dinner, what is he doing, where is he, if work is hard… text messages and call from someone who seems to be dating.

Pete doesn’t know what to make of it.

Ae is already married and he will never break that marriage no matter how much he loves Ae.

Pond ask his stubborn friend, ‘What the hell Ae! Why are you not telling Pete that you remember everything?! Why the hell are you doing this? To punish him? Are you crazy? He did everything for you!’

‘No. I’m doing this to make him see and feel that no matter what, no matter what universe I will always remember him and will always love him. I want Pete to feel how much I love him.’

‘Idiot. Then take your ring out! Do you think that Pete will approach you with open arms thinking that you’re married.’

‘Then Pete should also know and he should remember… this was our ring. He has one – the exactly the same one.’

#lbc #love by chance #aepete #hcs #angst #memory lost #for opald

[friedegg]

a dream of good writing; s8 predictions/wish list

okay i’m procrastinating thesis work and cant stop fixating on Game of Thrones... WE’RE SO CLOSE. So here is a big ole post with everything i think and hope will happen this season - who lives / dies, plot points, etc. This post is HUGE and mostly for me to reread after the finale to wallow, lmao.

going to bold & italicize predictions that came true and strikeout the ones that didnt

Let’s start with priorities: the storylines and characters i care most about and where they’ll be at the start of s8 (roughly in order of how much i care)

Recap: Characters/plot

Sansa Stark - Of course, Sansa is and always will be the character I most look forward to seeing. Since season one, she’s gone from an idealistic young girl with a love of romance, slowly realized the cruel reality of the world, became an orphaned political prisoner, learned to lie and manipulate for her own survival, been abused in unspeakable ways, yet has persevered to escape, reunite with her family, retake her childhood home (which wouldn’t have been possible without the men of the vale, loyal to her), and gathered the northern lords to her side. She’s also demonstrated an understanding of governing - war isn’t her style, but ruling is. She has been one of the only characters who has common sense and is making practical plans to survive the winter (collecting grain, ensuring armor is covered with leather, etc). With Littlefinger gone, she now has the complete allegiance of the Vale, and potentially the Riverlands. She’s reconnecting with her siblings, even though they’re SUPER weird, and keeping the North loyal and functional in Jon’s absence. As Lady of Winterfell, she’ll immediately be starting the season with conflict - Jon’s betrayal and the arrival of Dragon Queen D*ny.

Jaime Lannister - Jaime and Cersei are probably tied for my second favorite characters. Their respective storylines have divided them significantly, geographically and character-wise. Jaime began as an arrogant, entitled, morally corrupt “Kingslayer,” completely devoted to Cersei and nothing else. His capture by the Starks in season 2 led to an unlikely deal being struck between him and Catelyn Stark - promising to return her daughters to her. His subsequent journey with Brienne and amputation of his sword hand led to a deeper understanding of his character and proved he did, actually, have some convictions. He killed the mad king to prevent the burning of kings landing (and left cersei for similar reasons) and besides some uh..... inconsistent characterization in season 4 and 5, has since decided to join with the living in Winterfell. VERY IMPORTANTLY - he knows that Cersei lied at the Dragonpit meeting, and has no intention of sending aid to the North or honoring the Truce.

Cersei Lannister - people love to hate Cersei, but I love to love her. She’s an inherently flawed character, but her dedication to her children and penchant for wit and wine endear her to me. No one else on the show relishes in revenge quite as well, and honestly most of the time i find her actions justifiable, even if they are often foolish and illogical. Although she attempts to play the game better than everyone else, her scheming has repeatedly backfired, leading her deeper and deeper down a dark path. Her involvement in the deaths of Robert and Ned Stark started the war that tore the kingdoms apart, her hatred for Tyrion and manipulation of his trial led to the death of Tywin, and arming the faith militant in an attempt to use them as pawns backfired - leading to her arrest and humiliation. Her revenge - blowing up the sept with hundreds of citizens, the High Sparrow, and most of the Tyrells inside - led to Tommen’s suicide. Despite her best efforts, her 3 children are dead, Jaime has left her, and enemies surround her. She now has nothing to lose, a questionable former-maester (I also adore Qyburn), a zombie giant, the golden company, and an unconfirmed cache of wildfire at her disposal. She is also apparently pregnant, but I’m not sure how much I believe that.

Winterfell (convergence) - Let’s just recap on how wild the reunions, meetings, and political implications of the impending meeting of forces at Winterfell. With 7 seasons of plotting, murder, and shifting alliances, the amount of weird tension in the great hall - and potential character interactions - Is something i’m most excited for.

The arrival of Dany - there hasn’t been a Targaryen in the North (besides Night’s Watch Aemon and the Three Eyed Raven, but they were undercover) in years, and The North Remembers what the last Targaryens did - kidnapped their Lady Lyanna and burned Brandon and Rickard Stark alive. While they desperately need her dragonfire and armies, that doesn’t mean they’ll give Dany a warm welcome, and I’m super excited to see how they react to Jon bending the knee

Samwell and Dany - sam has inevitably learned about his father and Brother’s execution at this point. He’s not a confrontational person and didn’t particularly love his father, but he was close with Dickon and I can’t imagine him being chill with Dragonarys burning them alive. Potential tension between him and Jon as a result.

Jon reuniting with Bran and Arya (STARK SEASON BABY) - they have all grown so much as characters, and hardly resemble the children who parted ways in s1e1. I expect this reunion to be bittersweet af.

Jon’s heritage - while he was off being held prisoner/ seducing the dragon queen, Sam and Bran put two and two together, revealing Jon to be Aegon Targaryen, legitimate heir of Rhaegar and Lyanna. This is obviously going to cause conflict with Dany (anyone who thinks otherwise is... hmm) as well as the northern lords.

Brienne/Jaime Reunion - possibly on of the greatest pairs on the show, Jaime took Brienne’s “Fuck Loyalty!” to heart and was last seen riding North to join the war against the dead, leaving Cersei to her scheming in the south. Now that his relationship with his sister is apparently  over, maybe he and Brienne can finally act on that unbearable UST that’s been around since s3

Jaime and Bran reunion - The last time Bran saw Jaime back in s1e1, he  got pushed out a window and crippled. Jaime has since become a far better person (imo) and Bran is an all-seeing all-knowing robot boy. this interaction will be v interesting

Arya seeing some of the few people remaining on her list: Beric Dondarrion (assuming he makes it back from the wall), The Hound (perhaps no longer on the list, i’m excited for this reunion as well), and Melisandre. While I believe Arya can hold a grudge, these characters have become valuable allies to the North - she can’t just go around murdering them.

Gendry/ ARYA!!! - the clips of Gendry in the winterfell forge made me want to scream. These two are another favorite pair from the show, and havent seen each other since their run-in with the brotherhood in season 3. the UST will be interesting - they’re both fully grown adults now, but is super-assassin arya capable of having romantic feelings anymore? And how is royal bastard Gendry going to feel about her new skills and penchant for stealing faces? lmao.

Gendry and Melisandre - Gendry definitely hasnt forgiven the Brotherhood or Melisandre for his brief imprisonment and near-sacrifice in s3. Of course, Melisandre has also been pretty humbled by stannis’ loss.

Tyrion and Sansa - the two slowly formed a tentative friendship during their arranged marriage in season 3, with the Lannister as one of the few characters in King’s landing to show her kindness and protection. Tyrion is one of the first to recognize her strength and intelligence, and their reunion may be awkward, but hopefully their friendship will be strengthened.

plus so many more connections between characters that i’m probably forgetting about!!!!

The Iron Throne - Cersei currently sits the Iron Throne, but has almost no claim. Her potential baby by Jaime’s claim won’t hold up against any of the other candidates for the Throne. Currently competing with her is Dany, who does have a legitimate claim, dragons, and an army - but is still a foreigner with a penchant for roasting people alive. Unfortunately for them, more players may enter the ring. Jon has been revealed as the legitimate son of Rhaegar and Lyanna, meaning he has a stronger claim. He was raised in a noble family, fought for the nights watch, and has proven himself a capable military commander. However, his parentage reveal may weaken northern allegiance, and he has no real experience or allies in the south - and the kingdoms may not look kindly on his relationship to the wildings. He has also bent the knee/kind of romanced Dany. Jon absolutely doesnt want to rule the seven kingdoms - he barely wants to be king in the north - but would take the role out of a sense of duty if persuaded. Other; slightly more tenuous claims - Jamie or Tyrion (w/ Sansa Stark?) might have a chance if Cersei, Dany, and Jon don’t survive, although Robert’s bastard Gendry has a slightly stronger claim - but like Jon, he doesn’t seem like he wants the Throne, and definitely doesnt have the experience or education to rule.

For all Dany’s talk of ‘breaking the wheel’ a Targ restoration would most likely be more of the same. With the North desperate to cling onto its recently regained independence, Dorne and the Reach without their liege lords and the Riverlands in particular destroyed by the years of war fought among high lords, i can’t imagine the smallfolk being content to accept a foreign queen who tends to further destroy things, even if (maybe even especially because) she has dragons. All of which is assuming the living beat the dead and there’s still someone around to sit the throne and people to rule.

Predictions / Wishlist:

WOLVES - I desperately need D&D to have sacrificed some of their gratuitous  dragon shots to give us some direwolves. If I don’t see Ghost in episode one I’m rioting.

Battle for Winterfell - This is confirmed to happen e3, only halfway through the season, which means that defeating the night king may not be the endgame conflict like we thought. I don’t think the battle of Winterfell will be the total defeat of the walkers, however. The living are gonna sustain HEAVY casualties that will definitely change the course of the story moving forward.

I very firmly believe that Jaime’s arrival at Winterfell will be huge. The reveal that Cersei has broken the truce will cause Dany to abandon the Northern cause to attack King’s Landing - we saw shots of dragons over king’s landing in the trailers, and Dany doesn’t  appear in any of the clips of  the actual battle at Winterfell - in addition, scenes with her, Tyrion, and Varys appear to be at Dragonstone. since the trailers probably only include clips from the first few episodes, i feel like this is basically a given. Whether or not her armies accompany her isnt certain - I have a feeling Dany is going to lose a lot of followers and allies this season as we witness her fall from power.

As for the battle itself, I’m very excited from the clips to see Jaime and Brienne fighting together, finally seeing Arya on a battlefield, and praying for Ghost and Nymeria (&her pack) to make an appearance.

Political!Jon - basically the only way I can accept the character inconsistencies and plotline of s7. There’s some amazing metas on this. I really want to believe it’s not just bad writing and that Jon has been playing the game to achieve his goal of securing Dany’s dragons - at any cost. It would definitely subvert GA expectations - for some reason they still think Jon is this intensely honorable man who is incapable of lying or manipulation - despite the entire wildling storyline???? wild. please redeem yourselves, D&D

Dark!Dany - I’m not gonna lie. I hate dany. I don’t like her as a person or a character. On rewatch of the entire show, I realized just how much I detest her attitude, decision making, and actions. She is entitled and foolish. Now that she’s in Westeros and actually faces conflict and characters who weren’t created to serve her storyline specifically, she is starting to crack. Her actions over s7 displayed just how precarious her relationship with power is, and how easily she could become another mad king. I would love for her to become the final enemy that needs to be defeated after the white walkers once her allies realize her true nature. She’s a conqueror and capable of inspiring loyalty, but as the meereen arc showed, an incapable ruler.

King’s Landing - it’s gonna burn y’all - at cersei or danys hands or both

SSQOTSK- If someone has to rule all of the Seven Kingdoms, who is more qualified than Sansa Stark? She has the right family name, the loyalty of at least 2 (if not 3) of the 7 Kingdoms, and is a just and practical ruler who wants her subjects to love her. This one is a stretch, because she really has no claim (unless she marries Jon, I guess I’d be okay with them co-ruling). More realistically and I think preferably, I’d like to see her ruling the Independent North as Queen in the North. Whether this means a marriage to Jon or him being out of the picture (maybe as King in the South, although I don’t see that happening). Or Jon remaining in the North and Sansa co-ruling with him from the South. Basically, I just really think Sansa is one of the few legitimate contenders for a decent ruler. She would bring peace and prosperity to the seven kingdoms and help them survive the winter. in dream fairy-tale world, Davos can be her Hand and Brienne her Queensguard.

No more kings - personally, I want Thrones to end with the Iron Throne gone entirely. GRRM has said in the past that the sociopolitical aspects of fantasy are important to him - “What is Aragorn’s tax policy?” and the books in general make a point of condemning the corruption and flaws of the monarchal/ruling class of the seven kingdoms. I personally hope either that the 7 kingdoms will split again and govern themselves independently, or that westeros will shift to a more democratic system (slowly, of course - and not easily.) GRRM loves to subvert tropes and expectations, and i think this would be exactly the kind of twist he would do. Of course, the show might not like that and play into the audience’s desire to have someone “win” (as long as the Starks get some peace and happiness). I want the throne melted down and the (probably burned) Red Keep used to rebuild King’s Landing after cersei/dany destroys it with wildfyre/dragons.

CLEGANEBOWL - Okay this is basically confirmed but i have been wanting it for SO LONG!!!!! I don’t think either of them will win tbh - we havent really seen the mountain in action since his resurrection, but he’s still bigger and stronger than Sandor. I think it will be the end of them both.

Cersei/Sansa reunion - There is some foreshadowing/hints/theories about a kidnapping plot, in which Cersei brings Sansa back to KL. Whether it’s true or not, I hope that under some circumstances we get to see these two go toe-to-toe again. Sansa learned a lot from Cersei, and has since surpassed her as a player in the game. any interaction between them will be incredible, and I desperately want to see Sansa outsmart Cersei and “cast her down” a la the prophecy.

endgame ships:

Jonsa

Jaime/Brienne

Gendarya

Crackships I would be okay with:

Sansa/Jaime

Who Lives?

Sansa Stark - As mentioned, one of the most underestimated and underrated characters on the show, Sansa has already survived hells that none of the other characters (besides maybe theon) could comprehend. She is one of the characters GRRM’s wife said he isn’t allowed to kill off - of course, the show has kind of diverged from the canon of the books, so that might not matter. More importantly - it has been foreshadowed more than once that Sansa is meant to live through the endgame. 

And if anyone has been shown as a competent leader capable of ensuring the survival of her people through the winter, it’s her - she has a mind for governing, is fair ruler with common sense. she’s learned from the best.

Arya and Bran - She’s the other one GRRM isn’t allowed to kill. I personally believe all the Starks (with the exception of Jon) will survive.

Jamie and Brienne - (spoilers) it was accidentally confirmed by Gwen Christie that Brienne (& probably jamie) survive. Personally if it wasn’t for this I would assume they both sacrifice themselves.

Sam & Gilly - They have to survive and help rebuild. They are the dream of spring.

Other Characters I love and want to live:

Dolorous Edd

Bronn

Gendry

Who Dies?

Missandei and Greyworm are screwed, sorry

Cersei - she needs a good conclusion though - when she dies i want it to be on her own terms.

Jon Snow (?) -  I can’t decide on this one. I’m torn about him living, I feel like once his “destiny” is fulfilled it doesnt make sense to keep him around as a character besides fanservice

Dany - there’s no way she survives im sorry

Jorah - Dies defending her

Greyjoys - maybe Euron will actually chicken out and escape with his life to the east or something, but I think Cersei will kill him once he fulfills his purpose. Yara’s already dead imo. Theon.... I am conflicted about. But I feel like things dont look good for them. At least give Theon a noble death and Euron a satisfying one

Davos - I so desperately want him to live and Serve as Jonsa’s Hand but I think he’ll not survive

The Hound - Cleganebowl will end in both Cleganes dead

Melisandre - I love her but it’s time

#got s8 #got spoilers #stark season #got predictions #hoenstly ignore this its a vyvanse fueled disaster

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Second Chances

Prompt requested by anonymous:  "I cant keep kissing strangers and pretending that they're you"

Pairing: Tina Goldstein x fem!reader (modern AU)

Warnings: Swearing

A/N: Apparently it’s National Girlfriends Day? Whelp, here’s my trash

You groaned as you turned to the side and checked your phone. It was 1:43 in the afternoon and you had three missed calls from one of your friends. Your head throbbed and your stomach turned. All symptoms of a hangover. You decided to call Kelsey back.

“Thank God you’re alive,” the woman said. “I was ready to drive over and check on you.”

“Ugh... How bad was I?”

“Do you... You don’t remember. Of course not.” You could hear the disappointment in Kelsey’s voice.

“No.” You couldn’t remember the last time you didn’t black out after drinking.

“I’m worried about you, (Y/N)... You can’t keep drinking like this, or else-”

“I’m fine, Kels.”

“Fine? Last weekend I had to pick you up from the street a mile away from the bar you went to!” Your friend yelled through the phone. You had to move your phone away from your ear. Kelsey sighed. “I love you, (Y/N). That’s why I think you should really talk to a professional. I just don’t want you to get into anything you can’t come back from. If anything happened to you...” The woman trailed off, and you felt instantly guilty. You were an only child, but Kelsey was always like a sister to you. She always looked out for you. And lately you felt like a burden to her.

“I’m sorry.” Was all you could manage.

“I’ll be over later. Drink lots of water and try not to die in the meantime.”

You smiled. “I’ll try.”

When you heard a knock on the door, you opened it and saw Kelsey standing with Chipotle.

Your eyes widened. “Oh my gosh, you’re the best.”

“Tell me something I don’t know.” The woman winked before walking in and setting the bag on the table, taking out the food. “One burrito bowl for me, a burrito for you, and a bag of chips.”

You sat in one of the chairs and began unwrapping your burrito. You took a bite and hummed in delight.

“I figured you probably hadn’t eaten anything all day,” The brunette commented as she sat down and began eating her burrito bowl.

You smiled in appreciation. After a little while, you decided to ask what was on your mind.

“So what happened last night?” You asked.

“Well... I had to pry you off multiple people. I hope you’re getting tested.”

“Yeah, don’t worry.” The clinic practically knew you by name now. How you managed to stay STD free for the past year was a miracle.

The woman finished her food and pushed the bowl away. “Look, I was all for you finding an... outlet after you broke up with Tina, but I don’t think getting blackout drunk all the time and making out with everyone you can is going to do you any good.”

You silently ate your burrito, not wanting to have this conversation right now.

“(Y/N)...”

You finished your burrito and rolled up the foil in a ball, still ignoring Kelsey.

“(Y/N), did you hear anything I just said?”

You mumbled an inaudible response.

“What?”

“What’s the point, Kelsey?” You repeated yourself. “I’m a horrible person, you just proved that.”

“Don’t you dare.” The woman got out of her chair and stood in front of you. “You are a wonderful human being. You’re just lost.” Kelsey tucked your hair back. “I can set up an appointment with a therapist, okay? Just promise me you’ll go.”

“Okay.”

“(Y/N)?” Dr. Morrison called out in the waiting room.

You stood up, wringing your hands.

The woman nodded. “Follow me.”

You followed the blonde to the designated room.

“Have a seat, make yourself comfortable.”

You sat in the couch chair nearest to the door.

“So from what we’ve got recorded here, your friend said you’re here because of a drinking problem? And something about a recent break up. Would you like to tell the story in your own words?”

You moved around in your chair, feeling a little uncomfortable telling your life story to a complete stranger.

“It’s alright, take your time.”

“I mean... Where do I even start?” You asked.

“How about your previous relationship? Did your drinking problem happen before or after the breakup?”

“After,” you informed. Your mind reeled as you remembered what led to it. “Tina...”

“That’s her name?” The therapist asked.

“Yes.” You weren’t used to talking about her to people who didn’t know her. You took a sharp breath in. “Tina and I dated in college and grad school. I was set on marrying her...”  You looked at Dr. Morrison, who was looking at you expectantly. “But after my mom was diagnosed with cancer, I had to take care of her. She was all I had. My dad left when I was 18.”

“I imagine that must have been a difficult choice for you.”

You nodded. “I was a mess. I went too far and I pushed her away. And we broke up. I’ve regretted it ever since. My mom beat cancer and went into remission, so I moved on with my life. Kelsey, the friend who called, she was there for everything. She’s my family, too. She helped me get my life back together. But now...” Your voice cracked and your lips formed a frown as you started to cry.

The therapist handed you a box of tissues.

“I just feel so bad,” You cried. “I’m nothing but a screw up.”

“What makes you say that?” Dr. Morrison asked.

“Because I didn’t have to push Tina away. But I did. And now she’s gone. Because I’m a fucking coward. And Kelsey has done so much for me but I can’t even get better.”

“I think that’s hardly fair. You’re here today, and you seem like you want to get better. That’s a great start.”

“I’m only here because Kelsey wanted me to be here,” You insisted.

“Well you came for her sake then. You’re still here.”

You sat in silence, wiping the tears away from your face with a tissue.

“So your drinking... How did that start?”

“Well, it was a pretty bad break up. Those always call for alcohol,” you sniffled.

The blonde smiled. “Granted.”

“And I made out with someone.”

“Did it make you feel better?”

You looked up at the ceiling, searching for an answer. No one had asked you that before. “I... I guess? It filled my need to make out with someone.” You shrugged, unsure if that was a good answer. You twiddled your thumbs. “I don’t actually know if any of it helped, really. I can’t even remember the last time I went out and without coming back blackout drunk.”

“Why do you think you let yourself get to that point?” The therapist questioned.

“It’s less painful that way. I could have a dream about Tina and not remember it the next morning. Maybe someone would come home with me and I wouldn’t be alone overnight. And I wouldn’t even remember my mistakes.”

“I see.” 

After you talked some more, the woman checked her watch and put down her notebook. “Our time for today has ended, but I want you to do something for me.” She dug in her drawer and took out a small notepad. “I want you to track your mood from day to day. It sounds silly, but when you come back, we can take a look together to see how you’re doing. And if you’re drinking, please write that down, too.”

You nodded and took the notepad. “Thank you.”

“See you in two weeks.”

You followed Dr. Morrison’s advice and wrote down your mood, as well as the days you drank. As time went by, you found seeing your therapist was actually a good thing. After tracking your mood, you also became more aware of mood shifts and you began doing more conducive things than drinking and hooking up with strangers. You were proud of yourself of the changes you were making in life. Three months passed and you started feeling like your old self. You even started working out and eating healthier again.

“Wanna go for a walk around Central Park? The trees are really pretty now,” Kelsey suggested when she came over.

“Yeah, I’m up for that. I haven’t been there in a while.” You took your coat off the coat rack.

Your friend smiled. She hadn’t seen you like this in a while. She was happy you were getting better.

“Okay, let’s go.” Kelsey took your hand and the two of you left the apartment.

The park was always a peaceful place to be in the fall. You used to love watching the reddened leaves fall to the ground around you. You breathed in the crisp fall air and cherished the wind gently blowing in your face. You swung Kelsey’s hand a little, and you remembered how you used to do that with Tina. When you remembered that, you stopped. You felt a tiny squeeze and you saw Kelsey looking at you, checking to see if you were okay. You gave a tiny reassuring smile.

Eventually, you headed back around and went to Bryant park. It was a smaller park near the 42nd street metro stop that you loved. You couldn’t resist getting something from Wafels & Dinges. You ordered a Brussels wafel with whipped cream and nutella. Kelsey followed your lead and ordered the same thing. Once you got your food, the two of you sat down at a nearby table.

“Mm, this is so good,” You said as you took a bite. The amount of sugar going into your body was worth it.

“Agreed.”

You looked around the park, enjoying the view. And then you spotted her. She was sitting on the lawn, talking to Queenie. You stopped what you were doing.

“(Y/N)?” When you didn’t answer and kept looking straight ahead, Kelsey turned around to see what you were looking at. “Oh.”

Your body felt cold and you were frozen in place. All you could do was stare at Tina. Queenie turned and saw you, and her smile disappeared. The blonde excused herself and started walking towards you. You gulped and prepared for her to yell at you.

“Q-Queenie...” You stammered.

“Hey, (Y/N),” the woman said gently. “Kelsey.” She nodded in the woman’s direction. “How have you been?”

“I’ve been good.” You stared at the blonde. Why was she talking to you? You screwed up.

“Tina misses you,” Queenie said quietly.

You looked up in surprise. “She... She does?”

“She stopped talking about it, but... I know she does.” The woman turned to see her sister, who was drinking her coffee and checking her phone. She turned back to you. “I was hoping I’d see you again. I was hoping maybe... Maybe you could talk to her?”

“Uh...” You shook your head. “I... I don’t know.”

Kelsey put a hand on yours to calm you down. “Yeah, Queenie, I’m not sure that’s a great idea right now.”

Queenie looked down at the ground and nodded. “I get it.” She looked up at you, her eyes misty. “Well, if you change your mind, you still have my number, right?”

You nodded. You and Kelsey said your goodbyes and you decided to leave before Tina could see you.

“Are you okay?” Your friend inquired.

“Yeah. I’m fine. I’m tired, could we just stay in tonight?”

“Yeah, of course.”

Your thumbs hovered over the screen while you tried thinking of what to say.

“Are you even paying attention to the movie?” Kelsey asked, her head resting in your lap.

“Yeah, Jennifer Lawrence just made a scene in the diner because Bradley Cooper was being an asshole.” You started to type out a response.

The brunette sighed and continued watching the movie while you formed a text.

‘Thought about what you said... I want to talk to Tina.”

You put your phone back in your pocket and let out a sigh. You mindlessly played with Kelsey’s hair as you watched the movie, waiting for Queenie’s response.

The brunette looked up at you again. “Are you sure you’re okay?” She sat up and put a hand on your shoulder.

You nodded, but didn’t say anything.

“Come here.” Kelsey opened her arms, inviting you in for a hug. You held onto her and tightly shut your eyes, letting tears fall down your face. When you sniffled, the brunette knew you were crying. “I got you.” Kelsey slightly rocked you back and forth and kissed you on your temple. “I got you.”

Kelsey spent the night at your place. When you woke up, you checked your phone and saw that Queenie had replied.

“I’ll set something up :)”

You spent the next few days wondering what Queenie had in mind, when finally, you got another text from her.

“Going to Central Park Saturday afternoon. Can you make it?”

“Yeah. Where/when?”

“Meet us around 2. I’ll pin our location.”

“Sounds good.”

This was it. You were going to see Tina.

“Okay, what did you want to tell me?” Tina asked her sister as the blonde led her to a secluded part in the park. Queenie checked her phone for an update on where you were.

“Be there in a minute.” You texted.

“Uh... Look at this view! Isn’t it pretty?” Queenie made Tina turn around so she wouldn’t see you walking from behind.

“Uh, yeah. But didn’t you say there was something important you wanted to tell-”

You cleared your throat. Tina turned around and was shocked to see you standing there.

“(Y/N)...” She whispered. “What are you...”

“I set you up,” Queenie explained. Tina glared at her. The blonde shrugged. “Sorry, Teen.” The woman looked around. “I think I’m going to go... Find some hand warmers to buy.” She quickly scuttled away.

You kicked the rocks beneath your feet and sniffled.

“Why are you here, (Y/N)?” Tina asked in a firm voice.

You let out a self-deprecating laugh. “Honestly? I don’t know.”

You saw Tina’s breath as she breathed out in frustration into the cold air.

You turned serious. “Look, I... I was at Bryant park last week and Queenie saw me. And I know this isn’t the smartest idea and you probably don’t even want to talk to me because I know I screwed up.” You looked Tina in the eyes. “I was in a really bad place when you left. And after you left, I did some things I wasn’t proud of. But... I’m better now. At least I’d like to think so.” You paused. “I don’t expect you to do anything, I just wanted you to know that... I’ve regretted what I did to you every day. And I tried filling that hole with people I didn’t even know.” You laughed through your tears. “But I can’t keep kissing strangers and pretending that they’re you. And I can’t act like I haven’t missed you every single day of my life since we broke up.”

The brunette stayed silent.

“Please say something,” you begged.

Tina walked up to you and slapped you. You brought a hand up to your face, rubbing the place of impact.

“Tina...” The brunette stormed off. “Tina, wait!” You caught her by the arm. 

“Don’t!” Tina turned around, bearing her teeth. She pulled her arm away. 

You put your hands up. “Okay, I’m sorry. Just... Tell me what you want.” 

“You want to know what I want now?” The brunette walked up to you. “I want you to get out of my life! I have worked so hard to forget you, and you just come back all of a sudden...” You heard her voice break and you felt your heartstrings being tugged. “Just go. It was so easy for you last time,” The woman mumbled. You felt your heart break all over again. 

“Tina, you know that’s not true.” 

“Do I? Because when you told me ‘get on with your own life and leave me alone’, you seemed pretty sure of yourself!” Tina fought back. 

“I never meant for you to feel that way,” You said quietly. “I’m so sorry for causing you all of that unnecessary pain, Tina. If I could go back in time, I would.” 

Tina started to sob, and your first instinct was to hold her. You cautiously approached her, hesitating to put your arms around her. But when you did, she didn’t pull away. After a while, her sobs turned into small hiccups. The two of you remained silent as you continued to hold her. You started rubbing circles on her back. 

“What are you thinking about?” You asked. 

The brunette took her time to answer as she formed a sentence. “I’m wondering how long you'll love me this time if I let you back in.” 

It was like a kick to your gut. But you answered the only way you knew how. 

“I never stopped.” 

Tina took in a sharp, shaky breath in and looked up at you, her eyes full of want. You hesitated, unsure if this was what she really wanted. But eventually, Tina leaned in and the two of you shared a kiss. 

From a distance, Queenie saw what just happened and smiled. She took out her phone and called someone. 

“It worked,” The blonde informed. 

“I never had a doubt,” Kelsey replied. 

Sometimes, life doesn’t let you get closure. You don’t get to wrap up that part of your life in a box with a bow and stick it in the back of your hypothetical closet where you keep all of your boxes. Some boxes are just meant to be left open. But you were glad that this time, everything worked out. You thanked your lucky stars for this second chance. You hoped you could do right by it. 

#Tina Goldstein x reader #Porpentina Goldstein #Fantastic Beasts fanfic #fbawtft fanfic #Tina Goldstein fanfic

[shameless-addicted-blog]

Shameless Imagines 2- You Mean so fucking much to me (Lip Imagine)

Paring: Lip x reader

Request: Could you do an imagine where the gallaghers and Mickey find out you self harm.

Description: You werent like the rest of your Milkovich family, you were weak and you just needed something that made you feel alive again. Everything was fine until they found out and the look on Mickeys face was more than heart crushing.

Warning: Mentions of selfharm, please read with caution. i love you all.

Words:1992

lip looked at you, tears threatening to spill from his eyes. He didn’t understand how it got this bad, all he wanted to do was fix you, to put every fucking piece that your dad had broken back together.  

You two had been the only ones home in the Gallagher house and decide to have some fun, It had been a while. In the moment you had forgotten about the scars on your upper thigh and Lip was making his way down when he saw them. 

“Whats wrong baby?” you asked, looking at him. His eyes had become glossy and his face had gone pale, you still not realizing what he had seen. He shook his head not saying anything and told you he felt sick before running to the bathroom.

When he got to the bathroom he slid down the walls, so unsure of what he had just saw.He knew how bad things were at home and even with the love and support of Mandy and Mickey it wasn't even to protect you from Terry and the horrible things he had done.

Lip felt horrible and useless, he couldn't save you. Lip had protected you from so many things, people at school, creepy guys, Karen, all of it. But lip wasn't enough to protect you from your own dad, no one was. 

After a few minutes he had returned from the bathroom making some bullshit excuse about food poisoning and how he just wanted to lay in bed with you, honestly you were perfectly okay with that. There was something about being held by Lip that made you feel like everything would be in life.

-

Over the next few days you had noticed that lip had been acting weird, he wanted to go where ever you were, constantly asking you whats on your mind or if you were okay, being more loving and gentile than he normally had been. You had gone home to spend some girl time with your big sister Mandy. You two had been best friends since you were little, Only being 2 years apart you both had so much in common and she was just easy to talk too. You had thought for a while about telling her how bad things had gotten. Even though Terry had once again been put in jail, things hadn't calmed down for you yet. You had been having nightmares about him returning, about hitting you or hurting Mickey and him making you watch again. You had been so traumatized by one man and it made you feel so weak, and seeing the scars afterwords had made you feel even worse but you couldn't stop, you needed release. 

You felt kind of numb lately, feeling like you were floating through life, feeling worthless and used. You had wanted to talk to lip about it, but you didn't want to see the look on his face. When you cried he felt broken. When he had found you on the floor after Terry had left he left broken, whenever you weren't okay he felt broken. You could see it in his eyes and you didnt want that. You didnt want him to worry, to cry, to feel like he wasn’t doing enough because he was doing more than enough, it was just a phase of pain and once it was over you would be okay again. Little did you know that he was already worrying, already beating himself up for not noticing earlier and he had spent an hour after you left crying.

The next day Lip had called Mickey, Ian and Mandy over to the Gallagher house, he wanted to talk about this and see what they should do. As Ian and you had been best friends since you were kids which led Mandy and Ian to be friends which led Ian and Mickey to become whatever the fuck they were and Mandy and Mickey being your older siblings, those were the people Lip called, the ones who loved you and cared about you,

The 5 of you had become really close, almost like your own little family and lip knew that they needed to help you.

“Whats going on Gallagher” Mickey said taking a seat at the dinning room table next to Ian as Mandy had sat on the other side of the two love birds and Lip had sat on end, making sure he could see the 3 of them.

“Its about y/n” Lip said but then was cut off by Mickey interrupting him.

“I swear to god if you got my sitter pregnant i will fucking kill you with my cold fucking hands” Lip laughed and nodded before explaining that him and you were always safe and you weren't in fact pregnant which gained a “Better fucking not be” from the carrot boy.

“Me and Y/n were doing some things when I noticed marks on her thighs, both of them. Some were old and some were fresh. I don’t know what Terry has done to her as she hasn’t told me it all but he’s fucking broken her and we need to fix her before she pulls a fucking Monica and I lose the love of my life” Lip said, tears coming back in his eyes.

“You love her?” Mandy asked, a huge smiling coming onto her face.

“What the fuck are you trying to say Gallagher?” Mickey asked, hurting flashing through his voice. Ian grabbed his hand under the table and Mickey laced his fingers with the ginger boys right away.

“I think she's self harming Mickey, I think living in that house when hes there is toxic for her. He’s ruining her. She isn't the same. Her smile isn't as bright and her laugh isn't as loud. Her eyes don’t shine like they use to” He said., finally allowing tears to fall again.

Who would have though, Lip Gallagher crying, He wasn’t the crying type.He drank when sad emotions came up, but not this time. You were everything to him, his whole fucking world and he couldn't live without you.

“Ask her to come over, we will talk to her. Tell her we are here.. Maybe she can stay with us for a little. Do everything we can for her” Ian suggested, earning a nod from both the Milkovich siblings.

“Thank you for caring about her, I believe you are the best for her” Mickey said. Mick was hurt that he never realized how much Terry had broken you, he wished he could have done more to protect you from the bastard but there wasn’t much anyone could do when it came to Terry.

You had received a text saying that Fiona had asked Lip to watch Liam and the house was empty and he wanted you to come over. You loved Liam a much as Lip did and when everything happened with Fiona and the drugs and stuff you and Lip had acted like his mom and dad until she had gotten released and you loved it. Since you were a little girl you dreamed about being a parent and being a loving supporting mom, so different than both of your parents. That was your goal in life.

You and lip had talked about it once, saying that he felt the same. He then started talking the big house on the north side that you two would have with your kids and everything you had ever wanted. Thats when you fell so fucking hard for you. He was everything you had ever wanted and nothing could ever change that. 

When you walked in the back door of the Gallagher house you were confused to see Mandy, Lip, Ian and Mickey sitting at the table.

“Whats going on? You said we were babysitting while Monica was working an extra few hours?” You asked as you slipped off your coat and shoes, sitting down on lips lap. His arms went straight to you waist pulling you as close as possible.

“Baby we need to talk to you..” Lip whispered. He didn’t want to cry but you could hear his voice break and it caused you to worry. You stood up eyeing them all. 

“About?” You asked, something was definitely going on and you were scared. Was Terry out? What the fuck was going on?

“We know Y/n” Ian said, looking at you.

“About the cutting babygirl” Lip said turning to you, his eyes extremely glossy and his voice Breaking once again. Who knew one whole fucking sentence could make your whole world crash.

‘Guys please, its not a big deal and I don’t feel the need to talk about this with you. Im fine, its fine now drop it” You said, not letting your voice show the ashamed and sad feelings you felt deep down.

“Sis, we know he was the worst to you, we know you still have the night terrors, we know how broken you feel. Ive tired so many fucking times for him to leave you alone. Watching what he does to you breaks my fucking heart. But me and Lip and Ian, we are gonna protect you. We are gonna save you from him. He hasn’t broken you yet and we wont let him. We love you so fucking much Y/n and you have to stop please” Mickey said, his eyes becoming glossy. The face he made broke your heart.

“Mick.. Please don’t look at me like that. Im fine” You said, trying to make you believe him when you didn't even believe yourself.

“No you aren’t Y/F/n, you aren’t fine and you need to stop! Do you understand that I cant lose you? How can we get married and have a family if you are dead!? I love you so fucking much and I wont let you do this to yourself anymore. Do you understand? You are worth so much more than that fucking asshole and I refuse to stand and watch you let him win!” Lip said, raising his voice at some point. You started crying, saying sorry over and over and you walked into lips arms, wrapping his arms around your shoulder and one around your head, him placing his hand on the top of you head. He started crying a little too, kissing the top of your head.

Him saying this to you, it made you feel alive again, like when you closed your eyes you saw a future again instead on nothing. You realized that as soon as you and Lip got out you'd be okay. You made a promise to your boyfriend and the family around you that you’d do anything to try and stop and that you loved him.

After everyone had stopped feeling emotional and had calmed down, Mickey had told you that all of them thought it was best to stay at the Gallaghers, still having a room of your own in your house but none of them wanted you to be there when Terry got out. As Ian basically lived at the Milkovich house and Carl was gone to military school and Frank not allowed in the house you had Fiona room to yourself while fiona had Franks room and you couldn't have to cram into Lips old small bed anymore. You loved the idea of waking up to the love of your life every morning and that lip would be there when you needed him even more than normal.

a month later things were slowly getting better, You hadn't cut in 3 weeks, the night terrors didn't come every night like they did at the beginning but when they did lip held you and kissed you and stayed up for a while after you slept to make sure they didn't happen. You weren't fixed, it was a slow process but you didn't feel as broken as you did the night they had told you that they knew. You were so happy they had did what they did, they saved you that night. You couldn't be more grateful for everything they did for you, they were all family and that would never change.

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[likeabulletyoucanhurtme]

This be another horror-ish film Stir of Echoes

I decide I want to watch films from listicles and stupid articles posted from facebook. I decide to do reviews/re-action blogs/liveblog posts, not because of the film but just if I have time/effort to put in. The only thing I know about this one is that it's a supernatural horror and has Kevin Bacon in it. Creepy child humming and it's not even loaded in the screen yet; I'm betting it's all her fault. Sorry little one you must be possessed or something. Under 10yr old is in a bath, but talking to the camera and not Kevin Bacon (who's playing an acoustic guitar, because reasons). I don't think it's breaking the fourth wall, he be talking to a ghost or something. Yeah he just asked if it hurts to be dead, and the camera turns to reveal there's no-one there.... thought it'd’ve taken longer for that reveal tbh Kevin Bacon goes downstairs to find pyjamas and gets told he's going to have another child, just kinda leaving the kid upstairs talking to ghosts; no biggie Sister-in-law seems more worried about the star sign of the baby, but the only two people she can think of is Einstein and Shirley Manson...oh the days before Wikipedia could fill peoples heads with useless nonsense Little boy's in bed and Kevin Bacon goes in to turn off his lamp, like whoever put the kid in bed should've done that no? And the kids like 7ish why does he need a baby monitor Ah, because all three responsible adults are actually leaving the boy in bed alone to go to a party across the street. No locked doors or nothing... istheirlastnameMcCann?? I hope the wife's not going to be drinking at this party, and wonder how she's gonna keep her new pregnancy a secret while abstaining? There's missing kid posters on a lamppost, I wonder if that's relevant to the plot or just something there when they filmed? Hope the monitor's not 2-way, they're now talking about operating on people under hypnosis... Now Kevin's gonna get hypnotised by the sister-in-law, maybe it's not the kid that's gonna get possessed after all? The hypnosis dream world is cool, the way it responded to the script and everything turning black is simple but effective Now he's going to sleep at 1.11, aren't you supposed to be making wishes at that time? An hour and 15 minutes later his wife's horny and wakes up to have sex, like you might as well she's not gonna get more pregnant now is she. The wife was wearing a blue housecoat in bed and one of her boobs keeps falling out, but always the same one? Like they cant show two because censors so only make her right breast visible guys, hide the left one! Kevin's lying back having visions of blood and a fingernail being ripped off like sorry but you're obviously not that good hen He has to tell her to stop three times before she actually gives up trying to keep him in the mood like that's sexual assault my dear, spousal rape is a thing you know He just pulled a tooth out but was apparently just imagining it so no tooth fairy money for him :( Being possessed or seeing visions is apparently very dehydrating Ghost girl sits beside him when he turns the TV on and says "You can hear me can't you?" but I only know that because of the subtitles because no we can't really hear you. But I suppose people would be too freaked by the jump scare to notice what she's saying He's going back upstairs but he's left the TV on which is very irresponsible and only gonna increase his electricity bills. Jake (the son) is awake and just standing at the top of the stairs like the creepy little shit that he is Kevin's calling the sister in law from a phone halfway up a pole where he's fixing the wires but I'm betting they're probably not allowed to use that for personal calls Sister in law apparently told him to be more open-minded. So not posession but more sixth sense so far. Except he's no Bruce Willis, wonder which one came out first ((nb, this was second by like a month so not really ripping off but I bet that stole a lot of the thunder)) Jake tells his mum about a babysitter saying "Samantha told me" and points to an empty chair...come on, if you were listening to him you'd figure this one out already! No explanation of how long-dead Samantha knows the names of current babysitters that might be free though. Maybe her afterlife is spent keeping current with the neighbourhood goss? Babysitter knocks on the door and screen turns red, this does not look good for you dear. Screen turned red another twice, yeah that's a definite signal you're gonna be screaming soon. Kevin keeps hearing the warning sound every time he sees a red light though, like on cars and not connected to the babysitter so maybe she'll be fine and he's the one that's getting it? Kids at the high school football game trying to sneak beers in by tying them to a rope and having someone else drag it up over the wall....like the crowd and the nearby police car don't know whats going on? Kevin just drank some of his friends vodka which is ok because they're of legal age to drink, but not ok because he is now publicly intoxicated  Babysitter's reading The Shrinking Man which is not about possession or ghosts but a sci-fi horror... Jake's been caught talking to himself on the baby monitor, like surely if you were a ghost you'd get him to turn his set down or off no? Babysitter seems to know who Samantha is and that Jake can't be talking to her, maybe Samantha doesn't know about babysitters but was her friend irl? Apparently the appropriate response to this is to kidnap Jake... Kevin knows he's being kidnapped somehow and is close enough to run all the way home but not close enough to stop her. She gets stopped at the police station and an unreasonably shouty policeman somehow sorts things out Samantha is babysitters missing/kidnapped/well-now-we-know-shes-dead sister and she took Jake to see her mum who works at a train station Jake's mum finally twigs that Jake mentioned a Samantha so maybe she was actually listening to him, if not noticing that he was pointing at an empty space Kevin Bacon and his wife are now questioning their child back home, but he's now playing with dinosaurs and humming like he's finally decided to stop talking about his ghost friend just out of spite Jake gets possessed long enough for Samantha to tell them to talk to her instead...but then Samantha doesn't respond or show up so that was a bit of pointless direction. Now he's sitting on the couch turning the TV off and on as if trying to recreate the first time he saw Samantha but she's suddenly all shy There's a street party and the guy that no-one likes keeps calling Samantha a retard and gets called out for it :) Fight starts and a randomer just spills half his beer onto the street like not planning to join the fight just a bit clumsy lol Kevin's friend is in his house the next day, tells him "they" are gonna kill him and his wife and just leaves to sit on his porch like...could you be more vague? And how did you get in the house? Kevin goes to the friends house, friend's son has a gun, points it at Kevin but shoots himself...because reasons? Ah, dream, ok. But now as ever things are gonna happen in the same way so more of a vision. Kevin's picked up on it as soon as he only has one work shoe...like I'm sure that’s kinda common but well done for realising it normally takes people a lot longer Friend isn't in the house this day, maybe it was a warning and he's a ghost too? He's now went to the friends house but the door was locked this time and friend's son just shot himself. The dad is still alive though... Jake hears bagpipes when walking by a cemetery and thinks its beautiful? Like I'm Scottish mate and I don't think it's a particularly beautiful instrument tbh, its not really meant to be Jake says the graveyard is cool, I don't know if its cause he's been talking to a ghost or if he's just naturally creepy Policeman from the bagpiped funeral knows Jakes different and gives the mum his card, and he and Jake call each other by their first names as if seeing ghosts also lets you see peoples real names?? Kevin's finding it hard to write a song on his guitar but like if you're not gonna get inspiration whilst being haunted you should give up lol Mum goes to see policeman instead of Kevin which is extremely stupid because she can't see ghosts so he probably wont be able to help her much Jakes trying to watch The Mummy (the 50s one not the Brendan Fraser one) and gets told no, not because hes too young but hes seen it before and had nightmares lol Mum's trying to talk to Kevin and getting annoyed when he doesn't answer, ignoring the fact he has large headphones in and volume up so loud she can hear it from the doorway, typical woman thing Their kitchen has a trapdoor down to a basement wheir their boiler is and there's not even a lock on it, with a young child that seems very unsafe Samantha's turned Jake's TV over to Night Of The Living Dead...like his mum shouldve just kept it on the Mummy Kevin with headphones is suddenly in a freezing cold empty house with Samantha and she's freezing him to death, which is not gonna get her what she wants so seems counter productive Babysitters putting up posters for Samantha so yes the posters seen earlier are related-knew it! Kevin's trying to get the sister in law to hypnotise him again but interrupts an obvious lesbian one night stand she's trying to have Mum goes crazy and asks Kevin what he's doing when quite clearly he's digging...kinda obvious... Says she's going to call the police and Kevin says tell them what, like I get you cant see ghosts and probably don't think she's buried in your garden, but you can't call the police and say your husbands digging arrest him please? There's a letter from mum's brother about their granny and Kevin knows she's already dead, like his ESP isn't just connected to Samantha but he can also know other things somehow? Ok he's not going to grannys funeral because he's busy digging, yeah now he is being an asshole but it was her being unreasonable earlier Kevin kicked a bucket and broke a window, I'm not sure if he was meant to but it was funny Now he's digging upthe basement instead of his garden because the concrete floor is actually a better place to hide a body-less chance of being found I've decided the friends son is involved else why would he kill himself? Kevin tells his wife everythings fine when in actuality he's now tore up the floorboards, which I don't see how that helps him with the basement but hey why not? Jake tells his mum he doesn't wanna go home because of feathers like thats very unspecific and helpful but cheers And now after ripping up his garden, hall floorboards and concrete basement floor, turns out the body was in the basement chimney...see if she'd just been a bit more specific with her directions instead of just telling him to dig Now he's uncovered the body and is touching it like you should really be calling the police and get CSI into this shit Touching the body's giving him the flashback of her last moments and how she died which, yeah was due to the friend's son Friend's son and another teenager were getting drunk in the house when it was empty, tried to take advantage of the heavier, slower girl and when she said no turned into assault and rape She fell and broke her tooth and scraped her fingernail trying to get away which explains the earlier minging parts Then they suffocated her to Paint It Black...which is kinda appropriate song for the occasion Two teenage twats like that though would not have known how to build a chimney around the body so I'm betting the landlord knew Kevin's going to warn his friend before calling the police and they walk back to Kevin's house in the rain, his friend has a jacket but doesn't put it on which is kinda stupid... The friend knows! And was holding a gun under the jacket!!  But has now shot himself instead of Kevin. Landlords turned up and his son was the other person that killed Samantha and he definitely knows. This father-son doesn't look like they're gonna commit suicide though Landlord tells his son to have a drink and then they attack Kevin, not sure why he had to have a drink first though? Wife's turned up honking the horn of the car like bitch if there's ever at any point in this film you need to be an impatient bitch its now - go save your husband!! Still not sure of the feathers that Jake warned her about though.... Friend isn't dead! Comes up from the basement to shoot landlord and son! Dunno what the shot earlier when he was in the basement alone was about then? Landlords gun lets off a stray shot which goes through the floorboards, through Jake's bed and pillow....and there's feathers flying around Jakes room. Ok then maybe thats what he meant? Now the friend stands in the living room and says the line about they were gonna kill Kevin and his wife, it was a premonition too. Ghost Samantha's now putting her jacket on and walking away, finally put to rest :) Now they're moving house which seems like an unnecessary expense for a family expecting a second child, and put it this way at least they now know there's no dead bodies in the floorboard of that house at least. They might have to do this all again at another house... Jake can still hear ghosts as the car goes by, not sure if Kevin's still open though? And all the dreams/premonitions/visions make sense and were related to Samantha in some way...apart from knowing about his wife's gran. Howd he know that?

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[ourholly101love]

Chace the lightning Inuyasha

Inuyasha stood in a familiar parlor his back to his father. Toga Takahashi should have been in bed, but even though he was tired, exhausted almost to the point of collapse he'd announced he was damned tired of that bed. Inuyasha remained angry. He couldn't forget years of isolation, the hate he had clung to when there was nothing else.But he had come to his fathers home of his own free will, had finally been driven to search for answers to the questions that had plagued him most of his life. But now that he was here, he couldn't find the words. Dammit Kagome would know what to say, she was good with people,with words, and he was so inept-yet another reason they were doomed to part. Had been doomed from the start. I've missed you Yasha." Toga had said to his son his voice stronger then Inuyasha had expected, the frail and weak man wasn't the strong and powerful man he remembered .Kagome was right about that too Nefertari was slowly poisoning her husband, she had been a sick woman, hungry for money and control over people, like Naraku and her daughters. Why...." Inuyashas voice was gruff. he didn't want to sound like a hurt child. why did you never marry my mother?"Toga was silent for a moment..I asked her everyday always she said no, she had no need for a human ceremony to make her my wife, in her heart she had taken me as her husband and that was enough for her." Inuyasha closed his eyes shutting out the bright light that streamed through the window. those had been Izayoi's words as well: Married in his heart to Kagome, when she was in the family way with you I asked her everyday her answer was always the same maybe tomorrow Takahashi.' that was what she always called me never toga, always Takahashi, his voice was in a dream like state,god she was the most beautiful woman I ever saw, but it was her spirit I loved." If you Loved her so much, why did you let her go.? She was never happy here.Not truly happy she didn't like staying inside the house all the time, staying in the same place." he smiled you have her restlessness I can see it his smile faded. She left you?..Yes in the weeks before she left she began to say things that should have warned me. she said that I should take a youkai wife, who wouldn't embarrass me, that she was tired of breathing stale air, that's what she called the air in the house stale air i realized that she wasn't happy, early one morning, when she thought i was asleep she slipped out of our bed and gathered you up and sneaked away, good help me I watched her leave from our window, It broke my heart, I watched her walk away, I only wanted her to be happy But she was never happy after we left, that's why I always thought you sent us away. If i had known I never would have let her leave.I would trade this ranch and every penny I have to have her back with me, where is Kagome they didn't hurt her did they? Kagomes fine shes leaving on the stage this afternoon, Toga leaned over a gleam of anger in his eyes,Don't you see what you're doing?your killing yourself, don't be the fool I was, don't make the same mistake I did IZAYOI IS DEAD! HE Shouted,Ill never get a chance to undo the mistake I made. If I had told her that I loved her, that i needed her with me.... maybe she wouldn't have gone away,maybe she would have stayed and had a dozen babies like you, maybe she'd still be alive, But its to late.. Not while there's breath left in your body, I can't force her to stay, shes leaving because that's what she thinks you want you don't have to drive her away, And what makes you think I'm driving her away!"?...Your my son your your mothers son I'm afraid you have no choice to be the stubborn mule you are, don't be so hard headed and ruin your life and that girls as well!. Inuyasha stared at his father a long time he shouldn't listen to a word Toga Takahashi had to say, he could hardly remember a time when he hadn't hated the man...Inuyasha left without a word he knew he couldn't let her go.  It seemed like the whole town had come to see her off for the first time since the fire she was properly dressed she knew her face was pale and blank, she felt as though she would never smile again her mother was directing the loading of their trunks, demanding and regal as always impatient with the clumsiness of the boys who were trying to load the heavy trunks.The Stage driver was offered a meal, and though he tried to refuse he was escorted to the hotel and promised a feast steak,green beans hot bread potatoes and two kinds of pie, Kagome watched her parents as they waited Impatiently they didn't seem to notice or care that her life was over, but she managed a small smile when her friends bid her goodbye. Hojo watched her as she said herb good byes, you must be mighty happy you got what you want, I've won she'll leave your friend and come with me, but have i really won look at her shes already dead inside that is not the Kagome I know, Kagome stepped away from the crowd near the stage, she heard it first, a sound like thunder drawing closer and closer her heart was beating faster and faster what if it was.... it wasn't he left her like unwanted trash on the street in front of the hotel, he wouldn't come back would he? she stepped down into the street by now everyone heard the thunder of approaching hooves and turned to watch Kagome she was nearly in the middle of the street. there were a dozen smiles in the crowd when Inuyasha road in on his black stallion barreling down the street towards her. Mr Higarashi saw Inuyasha bearing down on kagome and rushed towards her but he didn't see the foot pushed in front of him.... Oh I'm so sorry the minister said, are you hurt? Let go of me you fool, her father shouted and the minister did just that, but it was to late by the time he turned around it was just in time to see Inuyasha scoop kagome off the dusty street, as the flew past the stage and stunned on lookers sango's twins were jumping up and down, clapping and squealing in delight at the exciting display put on by unca Yasha and Kagome, their cheers were drowned out as the rest of the crowd began to hoop and holler. Mr and Mrs higarashi stood in stunned silence, Oh Well it was for the best Hojo spoke up in a country that could contain a treasure like Kagome and a prize like her cousin Sango, there were certainly other women equally enchanting Nice Move reverend he said in a low voice, I must say I'm Impressed.". The Lord and I don't like to see our work undone." especially when its been done so well to begin with.  Inuyasha slowed his pace as soon as he left the town behind. he held Kagome firmly in front of him, he'd expected her to protest, but she hadn't in fact when he reached down to snatch her from the street she lifted her arms to him,and it gave him more hope then he ever could have. Imagined what had he been thinking when he'd stormed out of his fathers house?"Then she stepped out into the street waiting for him. now she was in his arms,when Inuyasha was sure no one was following them he stopped in the middle of the dirt road, Don't go Kagome. Give me one good reason why I should stay Inuyasha Takahashi. Inuyasha looked into her eyes and knew he would never again be content if she left, she was all the good in the world,she was everything he had lived without:Hope, Happiness, love all he could do was allow his heart to speak for him.you have the stars in your eyes and the sun in your smile and if you go away you'll leave me in darkness, stay with me because I love you. Kagome smiled then and threw her arms around him those were the words she had been waiting to hear,He Loved her he cant even remember why he was afraid to tell her, I love you so much yasha and there is another reason why I Should stay...I'm in a rather delicate condition, Inuyasha played dumb your sick... No I'm pregnant.. well you took your sweet time telling me kagome Takahashi..You knew?" Sesshomaru told me first he's youkai he could smell the change, and then Hojo told me again...I can't believe you told him but not me." well at the time... from now on,no-matter what you tell me everything and the next time we make a baby I want to be the first to know. kagome grinned broadly, a baby, when you say it it seems so real to me. she had never seen a man as strong as Inuyasha or as tender. He tried to hide the tenderness from everyone even himself but she had found it and she intended to hold on to it forever. You were right you know." Inuyasha said in a lazy drawl..About what?" Kagomes voice was almost dream like, Everything my father , my brother and my sisters...They'll need us both, Nefertari was a cruel woman but she was their mother."It was the first time he had actually acknowledged that nefertari's daughters were his family. they are lucky to have brother's like you and Sesshomaru, she kissed him then withdrew abruptly Oh dear... Whats wrong,? I have to go back, Inuyasha drew away from her with a frown..Back where? To see my father before he leaves, Inuyasha didn't like it,write him a letter he said in a low voice, Kagome shook her head I need to tell him face to face." kagome frowned,was she betraying her father for her own happiness?, Inuyasha growled but turned the horse around and they headed towards town this time he led the horse at a slow pace, all eyes trained on them when they approached the stage the driver was ready to pull out and kagome's father was yelling that his daughter had not returned yet and he must wait, And her mother was pacing anxiously, Kagome saw the doubt in Inuyasha's eyes did he think she would leave him? ever? Kagome gave him a smilethat she hoped spoke what was in her heart. The wariness left his eyes and he slid from the stallion with his usual strong grace, Kagome slipped from its back into Inuyasha's waiting arms. Good heavens he could have dropped her in the street, everyone looked at Kagomes mother as is she was mad,Inuyasha would never hurt Kagome but it seemed her mother was the only one there that didn't know that.lets go the stage is waiting!".. I'm not going, i'm sorry I know you were counting on me, but you'll have to find another way. your smart and strong you'll find a way without Hojos money." You were trying to sell your daughter inuyasha spoke up his voice conveyed his anger and disbelief. No." it wasn't like that I only want Kagome to have the best of everything." He took a step away from Inuyasha. your right he looked at Kagome and Inuyasha I'M Sorry. he sounded sincere but kagome was still suspicious and so was Inuyasha who refused to back away.we'll find another way your mother and I can sell the house, we don't need so much room anymore. her mother pushed her way through Kagome marie Higarashi..." Kagome marie Takahashi at least a half a dozen voices corrected her Kagome and Inuyasha among them, you would let your parents starve...lose their homeand position in society....what an ungrateful girl you are. you'll survive mother....How much do you want for her?" if kagome is for sale How much? he was seething and her father took another step back. its not like that, Oh for god sake Hojo pushed his way forward with a look of disdain, I'll give you the damned money, this is what i get for meddling in others financial affairs. He turned to Kagome and took her hand ignoring the deadly stare of the Hanyou, at least I see before me the woman that compelled me to...shall we say...arrange a bit of financial disaster to try and win her hand by fair means or foul. Kagome glared at him. you ruined my father just to..." I know..I know I learned my lesson really I have....I know I've made mistakes I just wanted kagome to be a lady kagomes mother said.. MRS Higarashi Weather Kagome leaves in a castle or a cave she will always be a lady."and with that they turned and road away from the crowd, ....Did he say a cave?" I believe he did.