#i am unhinged for that god

[letsplayeternity]

I SPENT EIGHT EPISODES SHITTING ON DEAD-BEAT DAD POSEIDON ONLY FOR RICK RIORDAN TO MAKE ME REGRET MY WORDS IN THE LAST TWO. HONESTLY. I AM SO MAD IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY. FUCK HIM.

AND FUCK TOBY STEPHENS AS WELL LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE SECOND HE WAS ON SCREEN I DID NOT HAVE A COHERENT THOUGHT RUNNING THROUGH MY BRAIN. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT TOBY.

#percy jackson #pjo series #pjo tv show #pjo spoilers #percy jackon and the olympians #poseidon #i am unhinged for that god #seriously #the sea does not like to be restrained??? #like it's fine #he can restrain me instead #what do you mean he gave up his pride for percy??? #i am on my knees #i hate everyone involved #toby stephens

[egophiliac]

BIRD SSR????????????

NOOOO I wasted all my keys on Platinum Malleus, HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME

(I do kinda love that this is officially "Raven Jacket" Crowley though) (does this open up the possibility of a selection of future Crowley fashion cards)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #eyestrain #(my knowledge of rave attire is very limited i am so sorry) #(to be fair i don't believe crowley knows anything about raving either) #(he's there in a misguided attempt to chaperone/make sure students don't do anything he might be legally liable for) #petition for an ssr of crowley's beach shorts and fedora #anyway i saw the banner and immediately assumed it was going to be another absolutely unhinged no-context episode 7 story card drop #and lost my MIND #and then i scrolled down and...oh it's an event whoops #alas another month without more main story #does this mean more staff cards in the future though? HEY TWST DOES THIS MEAN MORE STAFF CARDS 👀👀👀 #are they going to have stories. do we get to see crowley try once again to convince the school board not to fire him. yes PLEASE #god i have NO keys what am i going to DO #i thought i had time to save for sebek's birthday! #but...but our terrible birddad...

[brokendoor16]

I know that this has probably been said to death atp, but the most heartbreaking part of The Final Fifteen (™️) is that THEY WERE BOTH RIGHT.

All Crowley has ever wanted is to run away with his angel, whether it's to Alpha Centuries or just Aziraphale's bookshop. He was RIGHT to say that heaven and hell are toxic. He was RIGHT to say that they don't need them. He was RIGHT to say that he's better than that, that THEY'RE better than that. Crowley's a demon for a reason; he doesn't have faith in innate goodness, he knows that heaven and hell will break their promises. He's suffered SO FUCKING MUCH at the hands of both, and watched Aziraphale suffer for heaven's sake, and he's RIGHT to know that they deserve better.

But as much as he loves Crowley, Aziraphale could never give up on something without at least trying to fix it. There's no way that he could've just left, because that's not who he is and that's not the Angel Crowley loves. He believes SO DEEPLY in the good in the world, in the potential for change, so he could never pass up the opportunity to 'fix the system' - to make heaven a place where no one has to feel like he did again. Whether or not it works (and it will, in small, seemingly insignificant ways like the scriveners getting new offices, and the rules on who can go to earth loosening, and that little bit of rebounding kindness cycling around and around even the most toxic place), he had to try because THAT'S WHO HE IS. He's an angel in the best sense of the word, and he was RIGHT that he could make a difference. And, as much as we all hate to admit it, the metratron was RIGHT. Aziraphale will be a wonderful leader.

So I like to think that, once they get past the initial anger, despite the heartbreak they're both feeling, they understand each other.

And they're proud.

Aziraphale is proud of Crowley for acknowledging his worth and, in a smaller, guiltier way, for telling Hell exactly where to shove their job offer. He's proud of him for knowing that, even alone, he's better than that.

Crowley is proud of Aziraphale for still being the angel he fell in love with, and he's praying to someone other than God that Aziraphale is making the Metatron's life HELL (pun intended). He's proud of him for his kindness, and selflessness. He's proud of his determination to break the cycle.

#good omens #ineffable husbands #anthony j crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #character analysis #i am unhinged about this show #the final fifteen #i fucking love them #They love each other so much #Even when they have to let each other go #And they're so proud of each other #God this show is painful #But yk #Its fine #We live #Because they're fucking INEFFABLE

[originalaccountname]

Sorry to bother you but I’ve been getting into BSD and Chuuya’s my fave, but I’ve been seeing some contradictory things in fanfic so…

Does Chuuya actually have a god sealed inside him? I thought it was just like his power without limitations and was dubious of those takes, but since eldritch beings can apparently be a thing (and not an ability), I think it could be plausible either way.

Though even if it’s not I can see why people would use that route for some good angst.

This is not a bother at all! This is something I very much like to talk about

if you're really new I do recommend you go read both "Dazai, Chuuya, Fifteen Years Old" and "STORM BRINGER" light novels (but SB especially), not only are they great books with Chuuya as the focal point but they will help answer your question in depth (you can buy the English translations but I can help you find the translation online if that's what you need, just message me again)

The short version is that Arahabaki being an actual god, a separate entity from Chuuya that has a personality/a voice/desires, is a common fanon trope, but not a canon fact. The truth is more complex and much more fun, lore-wise, in my opinion

And now the long version, because I'm passionate about this and this is my excuse to deep dive into it (spoilers for Fifteen)

In Fifteen, Chuuya says this:

Chuuya himself presents "Arahabaki" as nothing more than pure power. No thoughts, no personality, but powerful for sure.

That phrasing in Fifteen created a lot of confusion I think, talking about gods as real but also not:

But I think it's more of a symbolic reference, talking about immense power that seem out of this world. Because in practice, as Chuuya said before, "Arahabaki" is simply raw power, not an entity. You can't pray to it, it can't understand you, it can't perform miracles (which is why he knew the Old Boss couldn't have been brought back by Arahabaki and it was all nonsense from the start)

I'm also putting part of the blame on the anime, where they decided (while not being exactly wrong either, out of context it's weird) to illustrate Chuuya "floating in a bluish-black darkness, surrounded by a transparent seal" and being pulled out by a hand:

like this:

When, if you actually reread that part in the novel with knowledge about Storm Bringer, it's actually this moment that was being referred to:

Which brings us to Storm Bringer! (heavy spoilers I'm serious)

"Project Arahabaki" was the Japanese government's attempt to create an ability weapon from an individual. They wanted to craft a singularity that could be used multiple times, thus granting them access to power that should not be accessible normally. They based their research on what France had discovered through Verlaine. The objective is to create a massive energy output through a self-contradicting ability, for which you need a vessel:

Chuuya is the device. "Arahabaki" is the massive energy. That massive energy can control gravity to the point of being able to create localized black holes! N implied that part of the lab's work for the Arahabaki Project was to modify Chuuya's body to be able to withstand the constant gravity effects on it so he doesn't just die. Chuuya's normal use of his ability doesn't seem to have any drastic effects on him, and his physical resilience (to getting hit, stabbed, poisoned, shot, electrocuted, to going through a black hole) does seem to imply they did succeed at least in part.

And this bit here explains why "Arahabaki" was the chosen name for the project; unexplained phenomena across History that can be linked to an ability going haywire, but were attributed to god-like interventions at the time. So you're a funny little mad scientist, you read research papers from another mad scientist that named their own creation after a mythological monster, and you decide to do the same with your own local folklore.

But!

There's still something to be said about how "Arahabaki" is a singularity, and therefore, has its own set of rules. Chuuya does loose control, Chuuya does regress to a sort of destructive instinct while under Corruption. But "Arahabaki" is still no more than an ability singularity. Here's what is said about Guivre and Arahabaki:

They are both singularity life-forms. They exist because they are singularities; outside of it, they are nothing. The inner workings of abilities are still mysterious, but most of them have a link to their wielder's desires. For example, Atsushi's Tiger is there to protect him, a mirror to his will to live no matter what. Verlaine's Guivre is similar:

Guivre was a beast born out of Verlaine's loneliness and resulting hatred. He felt deeply alone in not feeling/being human, and through Pan's (his "creator") special "programming" of Verlaine's ability, N was able to trigger the true form of his singularity with that flare gun and metal powder, which took the form of Guivre. It's what the hat was supposed to prevent, but Verlaine had already lost it by then.

Chuuya's Arahabaki is probably similar. Its first apparition was when Rimbaud tried to absorb him and use his ability for himself, and any subsequent use is linked to grief and survival. Basically, if they're their own entities, they are still born in a specific context and deeply linked to the original ability user's character. And Arahabaki? Only exists if Chuuya uses his activation phrase to get rid of the limitations put into place to prevent him from exploding:

More about about Corruption: SB is kind enough to give us an explanation on how the nullification process works, right here:

Chuuya's self-contradicting ability makes him able to control gravity through the sheer amount of energy it creates by permanently interacting with itself. It is kept under control through the use of an activation phrase, O grantors of dark disgrace, do not wake me again, which, after being either said or thought by Chuuya, will open his "Gate" (which I'm interpreting as a blocker put in place by the lab so the singularity doesn't just kill him, like those poor people they mentioned existed through History), and by opening it, "free Arahabaki's true power" (aka Corruption). When Dazai uses his ability on him, the base self-contradicting ability is nullified, which cancels out the singularity taking place, which stops Corruption and allows that "Gate" to close again. The red markings are there because they're cool and fun.

To conclude, I'll let Dazai do the honors:

bonus: what does that mean for Chuuya's ability?

bons 2: Perceived timeline of Chuuya's past and what happened to to create confusion around his humanity

#this isn't throwing shade at people who want to play with the concept of actual god arahabaki #it has its place and the angst potential is all there #i do wish it was more common to have chuuya NOT refer to arahabaki as a separate entity however. because it isn't. it's him. #it doesn't yearn for destruction and doesn't whisper edgy things in his mind all day every day. it doesn't even exist outside of corruption #thank you for giving me a reason to go off on the subject ksjfhkjdhgkdf #if all that sounded unhinged it's because i am #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd analysis #bsd fifteen #bsd stormbringer #bsd storm bringer #stormbringer #storm bringer #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd chuuya #bsd arahabaki #apparently i talk sometimes #ask answered

[cary-elwes]

#cary elwes #1994 #HE IS ABSOLUTELY UNHINGED WITH HIS EXPRESSIONS #imagine sitting in front of his stupid pretty face #my god and how he adjust his shirt #and all that I #I am losing my mind

[bakubunny]

let's be real. izuku whines every single time you suck his cock. his breath catches so easily and quickly just feeling you stroke his dick through his pants, yet it only gets better when you touch him, kiss him, lick him. his lip is quivering and his hands are so shaky when they're not gripped tightly in your hair. you can see the pretty tears on izuku's lashes when it's too much but it feels too good, he doesn't want you to stop. his sweet voice is so adorable that it sends a shiver down your body and makes your cunt tighten and flutter with need. his shaky whines contrast with the words on his lips that somehow don't stop spilling out even with how much he's moaning. "you suck my cock so fucking good, baby. just like that. fuck, i love you so much. don't stop, don't fucking stop, please...."

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#aged up characters #i admit it #i've seen the light about whiny subby pro!deku #someone got me on to king akira and my god #his pro!bkg is top tier but i fell apart so hard and unexpectedly when i got to pro!deku #i thought i needed izuku before but like #i am absolutely wrecked #feral #foaming at the mouth #so entirely unwell that i'm not sure i can recover #someone stop me before i say smth unhinged and wildly inappropriate #i know i said i wasn't putting out anything new but i can't sleep and this is what's on my mind #bnha smut #mha smut #midoriya izuku #x reader #midoriya x reader #midoriya smut #deku smut #millennialmagicalgirl #bakubunny

[darthraydor]

#brenda leigh johnson #sharon raydor #brenda.sharon #otp: that woman #the closer #kyra sedgwick #mary mcdonnell #lets goooo baaaaack #back to the begiiiiiining #unhinged ao3 tags said “bickering as foreplay” #and when i say i ran to post that i must go first scene #which led me down this path so #prepare to be inundated with new and remade gifs #also god brenda's rank kink gets me every time #gif #gifset #mine #also how proud am i that i managed to eek this quality out of my 640p rips

[nyashykyunnie]

GGRAHHHHH, JINWOO SIMPS LISTEN TO ME ITS OUR BOOYYYYY

HE HAS THAT INTJ RIZZ I’M GOING INSANE

WE NEED MORE JINWOO HAVING PSYCHOTIC EPISODES ITS SO SEXC

HUNTER JINWOO ANYDAY

BUT PSYCHO JINWOO? YES SIR I’LL GROVEL THE FLOOR BE ON MY KNEES FOREHEAD ON THE DIRT HOLDING BREATH FOR THIS MORTAL BODY DOES NOT DESERVE TO BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS HIS HIGHNESS

#∞ ₒ ˚ ° 📎— kyunnya speaks #sung jinwoo #solo leveling #sung jin woo #only i level up #ore dake level up na ken #Mentally unstable on birthday check #I’m fine #heheheheheheeheh #so handsome nmY gOd #have mercy jinwoo #why am i so inlve woth intj man #infp ass be quaking #emotional bean of sorrows attracted to unhinged man

[theghooligan]

i don’t know about you all…buuuut…i would probably let izana’s little, unhinged, yandere ass do just about whatever he wanted with me. 💀🖤

#izana is baby girl okay? #he’s feral af and unhinged #but god does he look good while doing it #i mean really #at what cost am i supposed to deny this base nature #tokyo revengers #izana kurokawa #izana x reader #izana smut #izana angst #izana fluff #tr smut #tokyo revengers smut #mikey x reader #draken x reader #shinichiro x reader #mitsuya x reader #chifuyu x reader #ran x reader #rindou x reader #sanzu x reader #kakucho x reader #koko x reader #inupi x reader

[weepingfromacedartree]

When Netflix won’t give you new Polin content, so you gotta make your own.

#everyone do me a big favor and don’t look at this too closely #especially at her hands #and her skirt #and… #oh god why am I posting this #bridgerton #polin #penelope x colin #manip #(yes I decided this was too insane to post on my main account lmao) #(if you came here looking for fic content… sorry I’m in my unhinged photo editor era)

[thoughtsconsumeme]

#coqette #lana is god #lana stan #poetry #cokegirls #girl blogger #coquette #girl interrupted #i am unstable #kim kardashian #unhinged #sex and drugs #lana del rey #delusional #lana del ray aesthetic #y2k nostalgia #paris hilton #lindsay lohan #y2k #kate moss

[camelotsheart]

society if finale merlin was a parallel of patroclus in the sense that he goes to camlann dressed as arthur and is the one to get stabbed by mordred's blade. society if arthur had then gone on a rampage to kill mordred and morgana, but then he doesn't parallel achilles further because the story needs to change. because fate can't just repeat itself over and over again without eventually giving them a happy ending. because arthur is the one to take merlin to avalon and fails to save him. achilles does not truly live after his other half is gone and neither does arthur, but at least he tries, because merlin would want him to live and because there are dreams merlin had that aren't yet fulfilled. the laws are lifted instead of passively ignored. magic returns to albion.

and the thing is, magic is merlin and merlin is magic itself. one day arthur has the urge to follow a blue butterfly that leads him to a cave. he doesn't know it, but legend says it's where magic was born. and in the darkness, two shadows, both born of magic, reach through the hopeless, heavy dusk. their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun

#I AM IN A RABBIT HOLE IM SO SORRY #merlin #bbc merlin #merthur #tsoa #patrochilles #this is the most unhinged ive been in weeks actually oh god

[delirisse]

Blushy Narinders based on one of those expression memes 💕

Narinders belong to @noneyes, @lilpuffyart, me, @iota404,

and @cotl-flower-crown, @furrycultfunnytime, and @cultoftheswag

Thank you for letting me draw your death kitties 🖤

Bonus under cut

Sisyphus belongs to @lilpuffyart

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl au #cotl narinder #cotl slasher au #I had to give slasher and Wartrinder coloured blush bc they looked unhinged (/aff) without it #jubilart #cotl deal au #cotl gods whispers au #cotl rebirth of death au #cotl gang au #and then some canon Naris #bottom right is a caracal and I think that’s very cool #‘surely deli won’t draw slasher au five posts in a row’ I just did. and I will do it agai #slasher au has like five fans and I am one of them

[backintimeforstuff]

Currently explaining How The Ghosts Stole Christmas to my irl friend...

#if he leaves me on delivered i swear to god #i am not even TRYING to make it sound unhinged HTGSC is just Like That #and we love that for her !! #how the ghosts stole christmas #6x06 #txf #mine

[evilrat-sabre]

So these VH armors are killing me, I saw Wels thumbnail and I couldn't unsee the lion on a leather jacket, I tried to make the soul sand and ended making a trypophobia minefield, so I will put it under the cut

TW TRYPOPHOBIA

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #welsknight #welsknight fanart #I don't know what possesed me #but I shared this in Wels patreon server #just the image not my tumblr thank god #But even soo #the shame #but by the rules I just drew something I saw in my screen #its literaly his thumbnail #But its on my normal level of cursed #I am surprised #these vault hunter armor are getting in the “inside of my head” unhinged territory #It is slightly scary and exciting

[archduke-enver-gortash]

hey i’m having real normal thoughts.

so you know how it’s commonly accepted that animals feeling stress or fear during their last moments affects the meat’s taste. most people feel that this is a negative change, but i think sicko man freak 9000 enver gortash enjoys a meal more when he can taste fear on his tongue.

#first bite thoughts #hmm #god i am having real unhinged thoughts guys #insert that person sitting cutely meme here #<- this is a general post but it very much is mainly about gortash’s divine conquest lol #enver gortash #gortash #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #gortash & zeke