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kayvsworld · 4 months
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sorry to be doing mcu throwback complaints again and EXTRA sorry for it to be about cacw and aou, sorry, i just am thinking again that if marvel had. in aou. committed to letting steve rogers see that captain america graffiti calling him a fascist with his own two eyes i would have forgiven many of their subsequent deeds and crimes
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bamboozled-distress · 4 months
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starting mpreg discourse in the comment section of a trolls band together fanart post on Instagram is probably my favourite thing I’ve ever done in my life
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bamboorocket · 6 months
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So uh... remember that Lancer crossover I was working on for Spookami? And how I put this tag on the original post?
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Well that's actually happening for real now, because our GM is not only running a oneshot separate from our main campaign this weekend, but also very encouraging of letting us pull expy nonsense. Joke's on him if he think I'm not committing to the bit, though, so have the portrait I drew for the "Pilot" section of my character sheet.
Most refer to Waka in this AU by his callsign "Onmyōji". Those that don't usually just call him a pain in the ass.
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cheekedupwhiteboy · 9 months
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You are genuinely a disgusting human being. You are "joking" the same way a racist white teenager jokes about Black people getting choked out and killed by police. You take a very real very visceral trauma, one rooted in patriarchal violence, and you weaponize it against people who's insight scares you, only to turn around and gaslight them because you're too much of a coward to admit when you've violated boundaries and made an ass of yourself. Get some fucking help.
In a few years, once you've grown out of embodying a 4chan incel and threatening to rape trans people "jokingly", the best case scenario is that you'll look back at this behavior and be horrified with yourself. You will deserve every ounce of self loathing that comes from it.
happy friday, anon! just for context, I want anyone reading this to know that these guys are mad about this post. You can look for yourself and see if there are any rape threats, mentions of violence, or references to doing that stuff to any individuals in particular. a keen eye might even notice through context clues that me and the other trans guy on there were talking about ourselves getting fat and pregnant!! 😲
anyway umm I think it's weird that you're accusing me of "violating boundaries" when you're the ones block-evading to snoop on my blog and send me asks like this! Also I strongly suspect none of you are older than like 14 and my pinned post clearly states I do not consent to minors interacting with me. go play toys
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blizzardfluffykpop · 18 days
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You sent me an ask so I shall return the favor! What is the most recent Kpop group you’ve gotten into and how did you find out about them? I always love hearing fan “origin stories” lol
Thank you for returning the favor~ That would be The Boyz 🥰💖 I love hearing fan "origin stories" too hehe (This is gonna get long I love them sm)
Anyways I've known about them since debut? I loved Bloom Bloom Pow with my whole heart when it came out and tried to fall for them then- It didn't work. The next time was when The Stealer (TS) came out~ I had watched them perform for Road to Kingdom- because ptg was on the show too- But I really loved TS cb- sm so that I bought the album about 6 mos later with my favorite members as inclusions at the time (Eric, Kevin and Hyunjae). But nothing came about of it even after watching the weekly idol episodes... Then came Whisper era and I ended up biasing Changmin (Q) and loving that song but again nothing came out of it.
(A little backstory is that Changkyun (I.M) got me into Dominic Fike's music-) Thus, when tiktok showed me Juyeon, Changmin, and Sunwoo dancing to Babydoll earlier this year as a dance cover: I fell. And then I finally checked out Watch It~ But Hui had his solo and it distracted me completely from falling further. Then I had gotten sick and decided 'well, what if I watch their content?' And I did... I watched their hello82 interview and their reaction to fanart of them, and lastly their mafia dance. And I loved each sm that I decided to check out more.
It was the first time I had watched their content and wanted to see more. And now, I watch their content almost daily. It's kind of like they revived the joy of kpop for me? My (old) ult of ults has been on hiatus due to the military so it's been stagnant content lately for me. But then they came in like a breath of fresh air- and I simply can't get enough. This month will be 3 mos and I honestly hope I'll follow them for a long time. (I think they're my new ult of ults tbh)
And lastly now here I am as a Younghoon and Juyeon bias (with bias wrecker: Changmin... he's doing everything to be bias again). And with them having a comeback I loved with my whole heart this past month, I think it really solidified them with me. Honestly, I'm so happy with them.
#my 'fan origin story' hehe#lovely mutuals#asks#kate rambles from here#i even started a new kpop journal just dedicated to them and my thoughts- it's a 200 page journal and i have nearly 50 pages about them#and i started it in february ebhbha-#it's so funny because i saw one of my ults' concerts in theater the month before they should have became the ult of ults and here tbz comes#if the theory is true that you fall in love with certain people/groups/things at certain time then that means even when#i wanted to fall in love with them- that i had to wait until now to fall for them even if i wanted to fast forward it- i think now is a#perfect time- it's when i need them most i think- and fuck i could go on about them forever and why they mean sm to me in such little#time but oh how i love these guys-#no seriously everything i wish they could do- i find out they've done or will do- or for like pcs i like them a certain way and by golly#does yh do my favorite poses- and their music is just ?!?! i love it sm- ofc i've listened to them before a lot but ?? it's my speed rn#kate rambles#did i drag my close friend into them too? yes- yes I did- but she had full free will- she could have stayed on the happy mbb boat instead#of jumping into the water and swimming to lip gloss island with me- but alas she didn't so it's even more fun cause i get to be a new#deobi with her- and it's literally the best experiance i could have ever asked for- she prolly won't see these (i'm banking on it) and#honestly i'm so thankful for her- for joining me in this 'insanity' we've gotten ourselves into- i'm glad we were both stolen from our mbb#home together- it's sm fun to talk about tbz with her- because she's experiencing them new just like i am- i could go on here too#but i won't- so i'll stop here- i love these boyz sm tbh (every time i say it even if it's a lot- it doesn't feel enough)
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romaritimeharbor · 1 month
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aphe aphe...... i'm making a xianzhou oc who might or might not be inspired by baizhu....... (they are)
he runs a pharmacy but isn't associated with either the alchemy commission or the sanctus medicus. they're also an emanator of abundance but they try to hide their power OR aren't fully aware of the extent of it? also idk why he would stay on the alliance ships just yet but i'll figure it out i literally just thought of him today :3
i also think it would be interesting for him to meet my other emanator oc (emanator of harmony!) whose powers got corrupted...... like maybe he'd be able to heal them! or stop the corruption somehow!!! idk yet :3
YEAH OC ASK *absorbs this ask*
him hiding his whole emanator situation would be so real on the xianzhou ships tbh, like. something tells me the alliance would not take that information very well! pathstriders are cool but EMANATORS?? the mfs who have to attain literal approval from their aeon (in this case, yaoshi) to be that powerful?!?!? i do not think the xianzhou alliance would like that very much LMAO
he's so silly. love this lil guy (gender neutral) (you have literally just introduced him to me).
i loveee emanator ocs so much. they are so fun dude.
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starshine-selfships · 2 months
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YOURE ALSO SHIPPING WITH AN ANGEL NAMED GABRIEL!?? TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!!!! 🩷🩷🩷
GOD GOD YES!! Also fun fact I lowkey knew you specifically would see those tags and got excited to see if you would say anything hfjgrgj
Here's the guy of the hour, the week, the YEAR
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(The art with the oranges is my own lmao)
I got the game he's from as a gift for Christmas from a friend who really likes it (and I was like yeah!! I wanna play the game too!!) so everything I'm saying has a grand total of a month and a half behind it, and I feel like the short time duration is important to highlight the insanity here kdjffk
ALRIGHT SO spoilers for the entirety of ultra.kill as a game bc he's integral to the overall plot, but some background before Gabby, the game is centered around a robot (controlled by the player) descending down through 9 layers of hell a la dante's inferno style, bc this particular machine is blood powered and mankind has been completely wiped out (partially by war, partially by something that hasn't been made 100% clear yet), so you're just going around slaughtering everything in sight, with the chunkiest graphics known to man along the way.
Gabe's role here is to step in and try to stop you bc you're basically a walking abomination to all that is holy, Gabe is the angel that sends people to hell and is also the one chosen to carry out the will of god so he's also done a lot of killing to do that; he loses to the machine, gets so mad he curses at you (calls you an insignificant fuck) and then leaves, but we see a little behind the scenes, where we learn he's never lost a fight like this and the rest of the angels call it heresy; they sever his connection with divinity and tell him he has 24 hours to fix everything or he'll die. So naturally, next fight he's pissed as hell, and starts out MAD, yelling and threatening, but as it goes on, he starts having fun and laughing and taunting, and when he loses again, he says he feels relieved and needs time to think. He starts introspecting and starts questioning everything he's been told after he realizes he wasn't feeling hatred, but a sort of passion in the challenge of the fights. He starts asking himself if the angels he followed were actually in the right, and ends up killing them all, accepting that he's going to die but that he'll die not only having been freed from the constraints placed on him, but also having freed heaven itself from the angels that basically held it hostage with their power.
He's also as close to trans as you can get without explicitly calling him such! The devs discussed angels and pronouns in a recent stream and said they wanted angels to have no pronouns if possible, but then realized that they needed to gender Gabe when another character wrote a diary entry about him, so they settled on pronouns as a mark of angel status, which means that he didn't originally use he/him, but picked it up later and continued to use it no matter what; the other angels called him "it" after the took his divinity, but the overall narration still uses masculine pronouns for him, so it comes with the implication that he's still exactly who he knows he is, no matter what is said about him, which. as a trans man. good lord fhsjg the trauma of his arc hits very close to home for me and that was part of what propelled him into the spot he has on this blog.
The other thing that got him here was. and there really isn't any other way to say it. This man turned everyone into rabid animals, I have never seen so many people look at a character and desire him so violently, everyone wants to do unspeakable things to this man and it is so funny hdsjgks his VA will also voice pretty much anything in-character as well, so there's a lot of unhinged bullshit that makes for an absolutely incredible image of this man. He's a little uptight at first and throws a fit when things don't go his way, he seems like the exact kind of man that would be kind of silly, this man would struggle to peel an orange, throw it at a wall, and then later hang his head in his hands about it. This man would be able to speak multiple languages but would somehow mispronounce every single word as he goes. He's an astounding character and he's also kind of pathetic and something about all these factors just. lobotomized me. There is a gay little angel where part of my brain should be and I've just accepted it. I had a gay dream about him one single week after I saw him in game, the grip he has on me is UNREAL and I've fully accepted it.
He gives the very fun aspect of "is not human and has no idea what humans need or how they act", which makes him utterly hilarious to me, I wanna see this man try to preheat the oven, he is trying so hard to cook something for me and he is burning it so badly, he does NOT know what a car is and is frankly too wary of it to even consider getting in it. People also arrived at the consensus that he's probably very tall, it's been confirmed that there are no canon heights in the game, but everyone has agreed that Gabby is at least 7 feet tall and it is the funniest thing on earth to me. Very large and somewhat confused angel who means the best trying very hard in his new environment. Oh my god wait when the developers had that stream I mentioned they also talked about Gabe for a bit in regards to his personality bc in-game he saved someone from being swept away in the river styx (now an ocean after an influx of souls), and they were so grateful they added a fully functional hologram of him onto their ship, saying the lines he'd said when he'd saved them, and the devs said that they'd wanted that to be a glimpse into what Gabriel is like when he's not immediately targeting you as an enemy or fighting, and the specific words they used were "he's kind and loving" and that short-circuited my brain immediately upon impact.
He is The Guy Ever, he's basically trans and 70% of the people who drew him gave him top surgery scars even before the devs talked about gender, he's got religious trauma and guilt, he's too tall and has probably never read a book outside of the bible, he giggles and whimpers, he is considered to be one of if not the most wifeable character in the entire game, he has an official body pillow, I want to put him in pretty little outfits, I want to hold his hand and take him to the beach, I want to pin him against a wall, he is. Such A Guy,, thank you so much for asking me about him he makes me feel so insane hsgjsdl
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outeremissary · 10 months
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How about 3, 14, and 32 for Balthazar and Tristian?
Hello Cassy! Thanks for the ask, and apologies as always for the tardiness.
[prompts from here]
[and to have a posterity note at the top instead of just the tags for once, significant Kingmaker chapter five spoilers throughout]
3. By contrast, what was the moment that first made their ~heart~ Soft for the other person? Not necessarily a conscious realization of “I love this person,” but a moment that had them like “Oh…I adore them…”
(note: I think I may have played it a little loose with this one... apologies!)
There had long been a sense of protectiveness on Tristian's side of things, but it was a sense born out of obligation and guilt: on the one hand the obligation to do his duty to Nyrissa and the need to return to his goddess, and on the other the guilt of treachery that dragged on and on (even if the victim of that treachery wasn't exactly Tristian's favorite person). There was always a twist of terror when Balthazar was in danger or astonished respect seeing him persevere through what should have been the end, but none of that was that soft feeling. The first time for that feeling was probably some time after Balthazar's wings came in, when Tristian, still anxious from the lingering effects of the Bloom and attempts on Balthazar's life, caught Balthazar attempting to slip out of the capital by himself one afternoon and insisted on accompanying him (doggedly ignoring attempts to lose him). Following the reluctant baron to the privacy of the countryside, he learned that Balthazar had been attempting for some time to adjust to the wings on his own. Before that it was clear that the wings had been unwelcome and that on some level Balthazar was fighting it, and it had stirred some amount of envy and resentment in Tristian to see the ungrateful aasimar rejecting what Tristian yearned to have back. But seeing the open vulnerability as Balthazar tried to come to terms with his changed body felt painfully familiar, and as he attempted to offer advice under the flimsy veil of having known another aasimar at his childhood temple (lies, all lies, and for what?) he began to feel a sense of connection with Balthazar. It wasn't the first time he had seen Balthazar vulnerable- there were more than enough of those throughout the Bloom, and awkward moments littered their history before that. But it was the first time that pang of sympathy blossomed into a deeper sense of understanding. As the initial tension eased the afternoon became comfortable, conversation becoming easy and unguarded. It was awkward but genuine. It may have been the first time Tristian saw a soft, warm smile on Balthazar's face- something that would haunt him a long time after.
For Balthazar, the first spark of excitement (long before he could pin down what it might mean) came when he managed to coax Tristian into a dance at the first festival held in the wake of the fall of Trobold. The dance had been meant as a tease- a bet with Octavia and Regongar that he could get Tristian onto the floor, nothing more- but he was caught off guard when his success didn't come in the form of the cleric passively following along. Watching Tristian linger at the edge of the festivities, not joining in on the celebration he had himself insisted on, Balthazar had guessed that Tristian was held back by insecurity. Tristian came off as so naive and sheltered that it stood to reason that a noisy northern festival would be far outside of their depth- as would partaking of the dance with an admirer on their arm. He expected to overwhelm Tristian, to enjoy teasing him and leading him along. Instead, after relenting to the dance Tristian proved a quick learner (or perhaps already knew the dance from somewhere): he matched Balthazar's pace without ever being thrown for long, and the threat of being challenged for the lead began to occur to Balthazar. When they broke apart at the end it was Balthazar who was breathless, caught in the fascination of his partner. The mystery of that moment lingered on his mind- he'd thought he had Tristian solved, but he was wrong. After that he noticed Tristian in a way he never had before- he watched for answers, but along the way began to drink in the details of Tristian he never had before. Maybe that dance wasn't itself so soft, but it opened the floodgate of everything after: a growing affection for the awkward innocence that had frustrated him, an amusement with the stern edge Tristian's voice took on when lecturing (so often with undeserved boldness for his ignorance), the sudden sorrow that would soak into his expression at the most inexplicable times. Becoming bound up in pursuit of that pattern began to wear away at him to the point of distraction.
14. What makes them feel loved? Would they build up the courage to ask for it?
For Tristian, more than anything, simply physical presence. It's comforting to have Balthazar present, to feel supported and less alone. Tristian never built many close friendships before the betrayal- easier to keep just a bit apart from people you'll let down in the end, and to avoid becoming caught in the messy tangle of mortal lives to leave without regret at the end (or at least, as little regret as can be managed with the circumstances). But despite that, Tristian is a lonely person, and there was something about being drawn again and again into time with Balthazar that became something of a comfort. That loneliness intensifies after the betrayal: their relationships with most people they know in the Stolen Lands have been soured by their actions, and leaving Nyrissa behind meant leaving even the illusion that one day they might return to Sarenrae. Simply having Balthazar present brought a sense of normalcy that kept them grounded. And similarly, there's something about physical touch that's grounding. It makes them feel at home in a body that they're still struggling to accept. It reassures that despite all of the misdeeds and the hurt, they're still worth touching, worth being in contact with. When they can feel Balthazar at their side they know without a doubt that they have a place in the world still, no matter how much has changed. Sometimes they might ask for that presence or that touch: it's easy to ask for and easily granted. But the truth is it's rarely necessary to ask for it- these are things Balthazar always wants to give.
For Balthazar, more than anything it's verbal reassurance. It's not enough to be close, to spend time together- he needs to hear that he's wanted. He wants to know that he's a choice, one made freely, that he's not just what Tristian has resigned himself to. Maybe some part of him is afraid because of his long, long history of transactional relationships- it's hard sometimes to internalize the idea of a relationship where no value needs to be proven and offered. And he's afraid that a better offer is out there: it's abundantly clear that Tristian wishes he could return to the life he had as a deva, and doubt seeps in that anything Balthazar has with Tristian is only because Tristian is trapped. So he wants to hear it: that he's wanted, that he's loved, that he's irreplaceable. Tristian is so terribly sincere, despite all the deception. It's reassuring to hear it voiced. But Balthazar himself is only half aware of this need, and he'd never ask for it if he came to understand what it was he wanted. It would feel like begging. It would be pathetic and too vulnerable several times over. He can get to it only halfway- teasing and baiting out affectionate words or gentle chiding, demanding that his partner be vocal in intimate moments- but there's always a hunger for something else, something he can't quite name.
32. How do their friends react to finding out they’re a couple? Do they have lots of mutual friends? Did their friends know, perhaps before they themselves did?
Obviously there's a significant shared social circle, even if not everyone in it could be described as "friends." ^^;; And it was certainly clear to most people in that circle that something was going on before there was any relationship cemented. There was a period where the two of them were suddenly spending much more time together and there was significantly less animosity between them than there had been previously. The shift may have been most noticeable with Balthazar- after all, this coincided rather cleanly with breaking things off with Regongar (accomplished by avoiding Reg until he got the message. Balthazar is an asshole). Regongar and Octavia were the first to put a name to Balthazar's side of things because of that (in not especially kind terms), although they certainly weren't alone. Tristian, on the other hand, was more of a mystery to most: although certainly not a friend, the person who clocked that one best would have been Nyrissa of all people. The pattern of her skylark's distraction wasn't hard to guess at- a frustrating obstacle with an increasingly useless pawn. This also makes Nyrissa possibly the only person who could tell that these feelings were indeed mutual.
The reaction to the news of the relationship could generously be described as lukewarm. Very, very generously. Everything came together very close on the heels of the betrayal and fallout, and between lingering tension regarding Tristian and some scattered concern about Balthazar's judgment in the wake of everything the general mood could be summed up as "wow! I don't know about this one, guys." Eventually the mood cooled into reluctant acceptance- after all, if two of the most drama prone people you know decide to date, who can stop them, really. Distinct award for least supportive goes jointly to Jaethal and Regongar. For Jaethal, becoming emotionally invested in Tristian was the worst mistake Balthazar had yet made- a mistake which boded ill for the future and she counseled him at every possible opportunity to correct. On Regongar's side of things there was lingering (and justified) resentment over being abandoned seemingly for Tristian. The person who could be most generously described as supportive would be Jhod, with the faint hope that maybe the two of them would keep one another in check. A relationship helps with the maturity, after all.
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katyspersonal · 1 year
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I think I didn't send you an ask yet so here !
10, 13, and 24 for now !! :D
(Asks from this ( x ) meme)
10. Your favorite ost?
Oh, this is definitely Living Failures! It was the very first Bloodborne OC I've ever heard though. A friend that played From's games shared it with me and back then I didn't pick instant interest in the game (unlike how when I've heard Micolash's theme...), but the music was AMAZING. It was the coolest videogame soundtrack I've heard in years, and I sat until 5 AM that night listening to that track on repeat. Because it got me so hyped I've lost all sleep, that's why!!! Still remains my favorite track, just... absolutely unrivaled buildup, beautiful instruments, and of course, AAAAAAAVEEEEE AAAAVEEEEE STEEEEELAAAAAAR. When I was obsessed with that track back then I of course could not appreciate the lore significance and how well in conveyed the absolute reverence, anguish, yearning and desperation for salvation from the 'stars', so now I love it even more. It is one of the best tracks in the game, it didn't need to be attached to an epic battle to be epic.
13. A cut content you would have wanted in the game?
God, how this is even a question? Of course, OF COURSE, what else it can be other than...... ARCHIBALD'S [EXAGERRATED LIP-LICKING]-
sdfhfhsghfsd okay okay but seriously now xD There is... a lot of stuff. Almost all cut content of Bloodborne is removed in such an elegant fashion that you can sort of still discover how probable it is it upon vague clues... as if it wasn't removed, but hidden (Rom gurl what you doin THIS time). The perfect example is Annalise's unborn baby whose mention was patched out very early after launch, but you can still conclude it from how both Annalise and Arianna lose melanin in their hair and from that bloody trail leading to Annalise's under skirt area.
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(patched out and only saved via screenshots)
However, it is for THIS reason why a lot of cut content of Bloodborne is BETTER stay cut - because it creates a more challenging lore riddle! Isn't it more fun to deduce a lore bit using your own observation and analytical skills, instead of just being told what happened exactly? From Annalise's unborn baby to 'if there is Flora would not there be a counterpart named Fauna?', things better stay untouched and create a mystery!
But there is a different kind of cut content as well, and I am talking about…
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I owe this discovery to @val-of-the-north , and also I believe @nymerias-wrath confirmed this detail (she tends to know absolutely EVERYTHING about cut or patched out content so I'd recommend asking her for any clarification you ever need). It sounds like such a good idea! I presume the lake refers to the one Rom is guarding, and again, a bird chirped to me that you'd end up in the upside-down Byrgenwerth. (I really need to gather more solid sources now that I am talking about it...) I still adopt it in my ideas and make it so that Moonside Lake used to be the portal into the rest of Byrgenwerth (and that's how Edgar found Micolash), but Micolash 'closed' it when Edgar had dick brain moment and spilled him the truth just because he was a simp -_- And sent some of the Shadows he had serving him as Mergo's "dad" as a bonus loool.
Not to mention I fucking L O V E Micolash's cut dialogue soooooOOOOOOO fucking MUCH. Just… everything about it. I am, in fact, not all too happy about how we only meet him in the "end" of his way, already fully insane and gone, when cut dialogue suggests he STILL has a struggle left within him, between his human side and 'madman that only cares for higher plane' side (Adeline moment). It was just… so tragic. Like… I get that after everything player been through, meeting him SHOULD have been a comic relief moment so the player recharges and still has emotional energy to care about plot's culmination… There was just no room for the 'betrayal sequence' I suppose? …except there was, and I think the devs could have elaborated Nightmare of Mensis more, make us see Micolash as a friend NPC that we go back to during Nightmare questlines, someone that grows on us to the point we see him as Doll v.2 (maybe he could even level us up too, or give us special benefits in exchange of Insight). So, instead of recharging player emotionally with hilarity (or annoyance, depends on how you feel towards Micolash's "battle"), we could have been recharged by the fake sense of peace and comfort, see him as someone interested in freeing Mergo just as much… and then HAHA LOOSER GOTCHAAAAAA. The only good thing about the decision to make him more plain is that 'traitor' is the fact that betrayal sequence is THE ultimate imba of Tumblr sexymen, and if he did betray us, he'd have even STRONGER grasp on the simps. o_o hoooo boy… There'd be NO survivors....
24. Share a fond memories.
I presume this must refer to fandomry? Because every single moment of playing Bloodborne is already a good memory. xD Hmmm... I already mentioned that time when I got an anon ask on my 'formal' blog, saying 'can we get random alfred hcs'? I felt extremely honoured that someone wanted ME to share the ideas about a character they liked, especially when back then I was just an awkward asocial lore person in the fandom and didn't pose myself as a writer upon request, or just a writer. It is because I cherish that moment of trust so much I avoid saying unflattering things about Alfred despite having grievances with the character. x) It was just such a good memory that I never get tired of bringing it back!
I also have a very good memory of a certain day. That day I was able to catch my coworker stealing money from the cash register (!) and attempting to frame me (!!!), using nothing but my amazing detective skills, so I was already pretty hyped. I was ranting to Val about it in a VC over phone on my way home. And imagine how much more joy and unhinged happiness I felt, when during VC I opened Tumblr and saw the ask celebrating that 'finally good Doll takes are picking up and people are giving her a justice instead of seeing her as gross sexual object and then claiming to love her'. I am paraphrasing but you must recall that one because you clearly got an ask from the same person xD Just... one "victory" layered upon another, and I've felt such intense mania and CHEER, that the raw power of emotions made that day a blinding, bright spot somewhere in the record of my life. This is what happens to a mf when they barely ever feel real happiness and just pretend to look alive. Maybe it was not a big deal in retrospective, but it made me feel DRUNK in happiness. ...so drunk that my response was not very nice and more like 'HAHAHAHA MFKING LOOOOOSERS WHO IS THE BEST LORE PERSON NOW HUH FUCK YOU ALL I AM FUCKIN BALLIN'' that I still feel a bit guilty about ^^"" But it was one of my best memories nonetheless.
Out of a bit more personal stuff, I'd say that you and @heraldofcrow are a very fond memory, and also @jarognieva . You guys sticked with me through everything, even when I started to genuinely spiral to my worst and fully embraced the prospect of you all being sick of me, you still chose to stay mutuals. Seeing you grow from a shy user to someone with very elaborate ideas and a lot of passion was an absolute delight. And I've got to see how much your art improved over time, and how Crow started to draw. I am just glad that I got to at least see you guys get better and make more friends and improve your skills.... (and seeing how much I rotted Crow's brain with overly specific lore bits when I saw her insane theory ramblings about Vilebloods AHAHAHAHAHA.) Like... just watching you guys was a great experience, getting to talk with you and to exchange the ideas is even more than I could have asked for, but I am very thankful.
Also, of course, my version of Rom getting FANART. I cried pathetic unloved kid happy tears all three times I received it. Two drawings were done by Saintmic and another one was done by someone else who is, eh, a NOT fond memory now, really.
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Though honestly, Saintmic was a very good fandom memory as well. I once posted a very creepy, weird remark on Micolash as a character and how he'd corrupt people with his cultist brainwashing..... and after some time I got a reblog from him with even WORSE (/pos) take. I was so surprised to see someone having an idea more disturbing than mine. And it happened later too, when I proposed the idea of Micolash not harming fertile females specifically because of his gross obsession with women and birth, and he added that in fact it was more likely that he just used women for rituals (especially their menstrual blood) when men were just cattle. I am dead serious. The creativity and lore just... increased so much as we were exchanging ideas, my lore got so much better, I actually owe my ultra super fantastic and elaborate portrayal of Micolash to him as inspiration and someone giving ideas and honestly knowing Micolash's very soul. Honestly, you can play a game of 'guess how much of my Micolash lore I owe that guy' and you will lose because you probably not estimate big enough. Ya'll just don't know what it feels like to be a weirdo, to feel avoided and shunned even by fellow Micolash simps for "disturbing" and "not sexy" ideas, to question whether I am just spoiling a beloved character with my monkey brain and then meet someone who just hits a blunt and goes all: 'I smell weakness'.
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Basically I've found my Stitch yeah. When you get 'the creepy kid' side-effect in the autism drawbacks fortune wheel, you learn to cherish such things </3
Thank you for the ask!!!
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Most of the Wukong hate ignited after the events of Season 3. So, I'm honestly curious if you'll feel the same or at least lean in that direction once you finish the season yourself.
Oh I'm well aware. But Wukong hate has actually been here since season 2 my guy, so it's actually nothing new. I've been seeing it for a long time LOL
AND WHAT DO YOU MEEANN BGSDMF;OAWE HAVE YOU MET ME??? HAVE YOU READ ANY OF MY ANALYSIS POSTS? P L E A S E I'M WHEEZING RN
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theradicalace · 1 year
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I heard that they killed off Alphys in Glitchtale and then Undyne got shipped with Papyrus? I could be wrong tho?
i don't know and i have zero intention of watching enough of the newer stuff to find out, tbh!
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birdmenmanga · 2 years
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I feel like my mother has been attempting to fish for a coming out as transgender from me but I tacitly refuse to come out until I’m financially independent and stable and also because I know she’s horrible at serious conversations and always knows the wrong things to say despite her best intentions. “I’m actually more progressive than you think” wink wink nudge nudge okay mom I hope you’re ready to hear about birdmen then
#just thinking thoughts...#I sent my silly little cranewives post to her because she asked what I had been up to these past few days#(and obviously I'm in a permanent state of trying to send her the queerest of my arts in hopes that she initiates the conversation instead)#((honestly I went off when I blurted out 'hey I like girls too' in middle school. cleanest coming out I've ever seen.#((she couldn't say a word. she just nodded her head awkwardly and carried on with the conversation.))#and she asked whether there was something dripping onto eishi's head in the first panel#and I didn't know how to respond. like... I guess??? I didn't think too hard about it.#it's more of a compositional element than anything you know#and I mumbled something about color symbolism and how white was related to divinity (I should have just said that white was rei's color.)#and she was like oh you ought to think about these things more I mean a red shirt is never just red right hahahaha#and I detonated on the spot and blurted out my bm pride flag iconography essay out at her (complete with screencaps)#and I was gauging her reaction the entire time I was fumbling through it because I was trying to explain it in Chinese#and she was very kind and polite about it all and like. sorry. but also I am not that sorry#I think it would be funny if I came out to my mom in my video essay. like for the bit. like I would be willing to do that for the bit#like right after I explain eishi coming out to his mom?#'hi mom if you're still watching—' (this is presumably at least an hour and a half into the video)#you know she HAS been putting in effort. she read my tattoo manga all of it#despite the fact it was in english#so like. ok. fine. maybe I do reward you for your efforts. and it would even be funny#<- guy who only does things for the bit
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I’d like to know about the Management and Roy being against them! In the Roylore, are they responsible for the events of the DHMIS show?
It's that obvious, eh? 😂 
TL;DR: Yes! And we’re not free of their influence just yet. 
Before I can get into the Management, I should probably explain what Edutainment means in the context of the Roylore, though. 
Of course, I trust you know what edutainment is in the context of the world we live in, but that is irrelevant. See, the Roylore consists of many branches which alter the way the universe functions (something something there are many worlds and I am not qualified to talk about quantum physics), and this particular one relates to the teachers, or more specifically, whether they are man-made or a naturally occuring phenomenon. If they are naturally occuring then there's not really much to discuss, the world just happens to be populated by sentient objects with a penchant for breaking and entering. However, if they are man-made, then obviously someone had to, y'know, make them - and that's what Edutainers do. An Edutainer is a person with the somewhat supernatural ability to bring objects to life. So, you know… Roy. But he's not the only one. He is... not the only one. 
While it is perfectly possible for an Edutainer to gain complete control over this ability leading to little to no accidents and with increased authority over the teachers - who may not be outright and actively malicious but are nonetheless dangerous as sentient beings with borderline reality warping capabilities and a singular goal drive (it takes a while before a teacher develops a separate personality disconnected from their given subject) - it generally requires years of practice and proper training, preferably by someone with experience in the field. This leads to another branch split - does Roy receive proper guidance on how not to create a small army of uncontrollable creatures hell-bent on spreading the truths of the universe via song? Since we're talking about the Management, the answer is no. 
So, picture this. A young, confused Roy has just found out he possesses the one-in-a-million ability to create life from absolute nothing, and he found this out when he accidentally dropped a locker on a classmate who was bothering him (the anti-bullying lesson of a lifetime, let me tell you that much), had a clock staring at him for an entire lesson, and got almost gutted and anatomically rearranged by a pair of scissors and a spool of thread (both promptly… disposed of), which was a less than ideal day for him to say the least. Now, in the Regular timeline of the Roylore, this would be the moment where his alarmed parents hire someone to help, but he doesn't live with his parents and it's instead the moment where he seeks help from a company which specialises in public entertainment and, let's say, private education through less than conventional means, unwittingly signing away the rights to all of his life's work and creations. And that's fine, okay? Sure, he's not happy about it once he gets acclimated to the whole thing, but he can deal with it. He doesn't know what happens on set, he's there for the prop work. Except would you look at that, that bit about signing away his rights also includes any and all potential offspring - this is why you always ought to read the small print. 
If it's not clear by now, Roy can get very protective over his family, and separating him from his kid is certainly one way to ensure you will be hunted for sport. So, when that's what the Management decides to do, all company rules are out the window as far as Roy's concerned, and by god, actually seeing what's happening on set makes him want to break them so bad. And so he starts sabotaging the Management. Appearing on set, switching things… teachers… up when nobody's looking, making the lessons deviate from the script. And you know he's not the only one working there, he's not the only one with children, he's got a good few people on his side, too. But they’re too afraid to act, you know? The Management has a lot more power over the people involved than you might imagine. But Roy is willing to risk it. Of course the Management doesn't like that, he's ruining their whole operation. They can't have that. And you'd think, well, why don't they just let him go, then - but they're not that smart, and they're not that stupid. They can't let him set up a precedent for this type of behaviour but they can't publicly execute him either (even if they really wish to, to, you know, get their point across... not yet), do you know how much legal nonsense they would have to deal with afterwards? Not to mention the fact they really do need him for the job. The job he is actively refusing to do their way, mind you, but still, until they can find a new replacement... well. No, they have to deal with him personally, and they have their ways to achieve that. Even if it includes letting him on set. Even if it includes setting up unfortunate workplace accidents. Anyway yeah, this company is actively breaking HSE guidelines. But nobody has to know that! 
And sure, their threats work well enough, he has to be more careful, manages to get in their way less and less, but before they can remove him completely, Roy's interference actually, surprisingly, leads to a collateral success. Someone escapes. Granted, it's not the one he was hoping for, but it means he's doing something right. Someone whose unwitting involvement lead to the chain reaction removal of yet another one - the Management doesn't work their asses off to keep the students unaware of the outside world for anyone to clue them in like that. So you can imagine he was rightfully fucking miffed when a familiar face showed up as a fresh hire for the company. That's right, it's Redmond Guy himself. Now, Red Guy is not particularly inclined to trust Roy over his employers, and he's not aware what the Management does, but god did he miss things actually happening in his life. 
And you can tell where this is going, can't you? That all this lead to the ending of 6? That they escape? 
But they don’t. 
Roy's job isn't done. 
The cycle is vicious, 
and they are under new Management. 
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coldflasher · 2 years
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me getting my silly little hopes up about maybe meeting grant at one of the cons i’m going to next year only to learn that they 100% will not even try to book him because apparently the last time the con organizer was in contact with his manager, the going rate for a photo op and autograph package with grant was £130... each... 
call me insane because i would 100% pay that, zero questions asked, but ANYWAY, time to tuck my sad little dreams to bed
#funnily enough i am not invested in grant as a person whatsoever#i don't even follow him on instagram lmao#i try not to keep up with the actual actors bc there lies madness and mess. real people fandoms are. yeah. been there. done that.#mistakes were made#but meeting him would be the closest i would ever get to meeting the love of my life bartholomew henry allen :(((#realistically i knew it was never gonna happen in a million years but im still sad to have it confirmed#also the guy who runs the cons is scary as FUCK idk how people are willing to square up to him about this stuff#like i get it because people are annoying and their wishlists for guests are honestly silly#but DAMN he's so mean#he walked past me at the con and i was legit more scared of him than i was of any of the lot cast...#remember when i still had the cold gun strapped to my leg in my photos because i legit couldn't get it off#and guns are NOT allowed in the photo ops#i was fully waiting for him to come and rip it off my leg and beat me up with it. the man is SO SCARY#anyway my friend and i were talking about the con and i jokingly (but half srs) said it'd be funny if he invited the guy who plays mr parker#also not unrealistic cos im sure he wouldn't charge a ridiculous fee either#and my friend was like oh you should ask *con organiser name* to invite him!#[not saying his name in case he crawls out of my laptop screen like the girl from the ring and eats my face. DID I MENTION HE SCARES ME]#anyway i was like are you kidding i would not ask that man for a glass of water if i was on fire#HE'S SCARY AS SHIT. I'D BE SCARED HE'D FIGHT ME FOR EVEN HAVING THE AUDACITY#anyway no grant. which proooobably means no candice either. not that i'd blame her cos so many fans have treated her like shit#sigh. my dreams. they are dust in the wind#funnily enough a bunch of people have suggested wentworth for the lot event which. listen. you KNOW i would gnaw my own arm off#but again i think it's HIGHLY unlikely#idk we may not even go to the main arrowverse event. it depends on who the guests are cos we're so behind on half the shows#but we're defo going to legends. we got gold tickets. we don't even know who's going. not a single guest has been announced#we did not give a fig. we bought tickets the minute they went on sale. THE EXACT MINUTE#we legit joked that if we aren't ticket holders 1 and 2 that we will be shocked and bamboozled
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